Half of Me

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THIS COPY BELONGS TO:
HALF OF ME
COLLECTORS EDITION
JONTHAN PAUL DIAZ
2009
THIS COPY IS NOT TO BE SOLD OR DISTRIBUTED

Greetings:
For the Collectors edition e-books I wanted to keep them intact. I want
to let them remain as how they were written by me years ago.
The purpose is so that you can see the evolution of my writing. Like I
said I am an accidental writer. I underwent a heart breaking tragedy
which brought me great depression. Before I could hit rock bottom a
friend of mine told me to start writing to release the pain and keep my
mind pre occupied.
I listened to her and I started writing stories to help me forget and move
on. Writing did help me. I let out my frustrations and unfulfilled wishes
through my writings. You might notice that the themes of my first few
stories are quite similar. Pieces of me are in all of my stories and if you put
those pieces of the puzzle together then you can see who I really am and
what I went through.
I must admit I am not a great writer. I am more of a story teller. Please

do forgive me for the syntax errors and wrong writing formats. I am not
perfect and I do not adhere to the proper writing standards. I just want to
share my stories and maybe one day when I consider myself as a true
writer then I might have to use those formats which are needed for
writers.
I am Jonathan Paul Diaz, I am a story teller.
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Contents
Contents.................................................................................................................................................... 4
Prologue.................................................................................................................................................... 5
Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True ....................................................................................................... 7
Chapter 2: 87th Day ................................................................................................................................. 17
Chapter 3: The Wild Child .......................................................................................................................27
Chapter 4: Denial .................................................................................................................................... 37
Chapter 5: Pain........................................................................................................................................ 48
Chapter 6: Nothing.................................................................................................................................. 56
Chapter 7: Watching You ........................................................................................................................64
Chapter 8: Half of Me..............................................................................................................................74
Chapter 9: Mue ....................................................................................................................................... 85
Chapter 10: Worthless ............................................................................................................................93
Chapter 11: Fish .................................................................................................................................... 102
Chapter 12: Moving On.........................................................................................................................111
Chapter 13: 287th Day ...........................................................................................................................119
Epilogue.................................................................................................................................................126
Prologue
The arena was packed with people, all sitting silently as their attention was
focused on the two people on the stage. A beautiful young woman with long red
hair wearing an elegant dark green dress was seated in front of a piano. She
smiles at the man standing a few steps away from her, a tall handsome man
wearing a matching dark green tuxedo. The young man smiles back at her and
she begins to play.
A soft and relaxing tune emanated from the piano, most of the audience had
their eyes closed seeming relaxed and the rest had smiles on their faces. A few
seconds later the young man starts singing and everyone was in awe with his
marvelous voice. The crooners voice was blending well with the tune of the
piano. With every word the man uttered everyone in the audience could simply
feel his emotions. The crowd was carried away as tears began falling but the
smiles never faded. After the song the audience could not help but applause
loudly and it took a few seconds before they stopped.
The concert continued, eight more songs were sang and after the final note
that the woman played the crowd stood up and the arena was filled with
cheers, claps and calls for more. The young man walked towards the piano and
took the womans hand as he escorted her towards the center where they both
bowed. The crowd cheered more wildly as the couple on stage locked lips for a
second and waived to everyone.
Like their usual concerts, this would be the time that they both walk off the
stage but today was different. The young man took the microphone and begged
the crowd to sit down and be quiet. The man looked backstage as the staffs
were all looking at him and signaling them to exit as the curtains would be
lowered. Please let me have this moment he said and the arena fell silent and
the woman beside him was looking at him. Whats going on? she asked.
Thank you. I am Adam Bowfield; years ago I was no one. I was just a
normal guy who was blessed with a talent for singing. Standing beside me is
Aimee Patterson, definitely a beautiful young woman who is blessed in playing
the piano. Years back I already made a name for myself, I sang all over the
world and so did she but we were not together.
It just so happened that our paths crossed and I have loved her ever since
and forever will. Some critics say we both could be better off as solo artists just
like before. Some say together we do make good music and I couldnt agree
more Adam said.
I am known to sing with full emotions, I admit I really do. With each song I
sing I let everything go in order for the listener to feel what I am feeling. I hope
tonight you all felt what I really feel deep inside of me. Well if you didnt then
let me show you he added as he faced Aimee and knelt down on one knee.
From his pocket he brought out a diamond ring as he looked at the stunned
woman in front of him.
Aimee, its been two years since we first met, and fifteen concerts in ten
countries. Here we are at a country where we have never been, here we are
together. You could have gone here alone, played your piano in your own
concert. I could have gone here alone, singing in my own concert but here we
are together. Could we have gone higher, could we have become more famous if
we never met? Here we are together, two years together, and I admit I can never
sing a song anymore without your piano accompaniment. Even at rehearsals I
always need you there
Words cannot come out of my mouth without the tune you play. Could I
have been gone higher without you? Yes probably but I am sure I would have
not been this happy, and I hope you feel the same way. With you I can sing
forever, and even if I lose my voice one day and you grow weak to play, my
heart will sing for me and I do hope you heart will be there to play the tune
So AimeeWill you play good music with me for the rest of our lives?
Prologue 6
Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True
The following morning Adam and Aimee stepped out of the hotel doors to be
greeted by a dozen photographers. Lights began flashing as each one was
jostling for a good position to get a picture of the couple. Aimee hid at the back
of Adam, holding his hand tightly, the young man was all smiles but turned to
his fiance. Hey, are you alright? he asked.
I told you we should have taken the back door and took the limo Aimee
replied. Oh come on my love, its our last day here in Paris, it would be better
if we walked and enjoyed the scenery. This is our dream place remember? It
took us several years to get here but here we are now Adam told her.
How are we supposed to enjoy if its going to be this way the whole day?
Aimee complained. They have to make money too, but we can ask them nicely
to give us space the young man told her as he faced the photographers. Okay
okay, please calm down. Stop shooting for a moment, I want to tell you guys
something Adam pleaded and the flashes stopped and everyone fell silent.
Guys, I know you need to make money, so its really okay. You see this is
our last day here in Paris. Me and Aimee, this is our dream place, you know
when you are young and you have a place that you really want to go to. Well for
us this is it. We are willing to let you do your jobs, we would be glad to even
pose for you. All we ask is to give us some space so we could enjoy this place. I
could tell you our itinerary if you want, I could tell you the route we are going
to take but please could you give us some space? Adam asked and instantly
there was a silent agreement between all photographers.
Great! So okay we shall be walking this way, so before that you can take our
photos here. Oh is it okay if I ask for copies of the photographs? You see we
didnt bring our camera Adam added. Sure thing Mister Bowfield! one
photographer replied. Yeah we could do that replied another. Sweet! So come
on Aimee lets pose for them Adam said as Aimee smiled at her fiance and
stood beside him. For five minutes photos were taken, the couple did several
poses to the delight of the photographers. There was no jostling for position
since Adam made sure everyone took a good shot.
As agreed the photographers left the couple to enjoy Paris, they kept their
distance as Adam and Aimee started to walk. Aimee leaned her body on Adam,
her head resting on his chest. You always have a good way dealing with
people she whispered as the young man placed his arm around her waist.
Well I know how much you hate situations like that, but you also have to
understand them. You know I would always side with you but look its a win-
win situation right? At least we can have free photos Adam said and they both
laughed.
Three hours and several shopping bags later, Aimee was exhausted. I think
its time we had lunch Adam suggested as they entered a nearby restaurant.
Before they entered the door Aimee signaled the photographers to come closer.
Why are you calling them? Adam asked.
Oh well lets treat them to lunch Aimee replied and the young man was
surprised. Wow, thats a sudden change of heart. What gives? he asked.
Aimee smiled and looked at the ring at her finger. I just want to be like you, so
maybe this is a first step she said as the photographers gathered in front of
the restaurant.
Come on in guys, lets have lunch together Aimee said with a smile on her
face. The men with cameras were surprised and looked at each other. Some
were scratching their heads but Adam laughed. Oh you better follow what she
orders, she has a really bad temper if she doesnt get what she wants he joked.
No I dont! Aimee exclaimed as Adam laughed louder. See, so come on guys
you dont want to see her really angry he added as laughter erupted as they all
entered the restaurant.
A table for two for the couple and around them was three more tables filled
with vest clad gentlemen. Now dont hold back guys, just order what you
Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True 8

want Adam told the photographers. Adam, dont you find it weird, they arent
taking photos Aimee whispered. We got their respect; you see if you are nice
to them they also become nice to us. Or maybe they are just hungry Adam
explained as they both shared a laugh.
A few minutes later the food was served, everyone feasted on sumptuous
steak meals. The photographers started eating only to stop as they noticed
Adam and Aimee not touching their meal. Ah, did we forget to say prayer?
asked one man. Aimee smiled and shook her head, You see Adam doesnt
want me to touch knives or anything sharp. So I have to wait for him cut my
steak into pieces she explained. Her hands are valuable, I would rather have
my hands cut than hers Adam said while he was focused on slicing the lump
of meat.
Minutes later again the eating stopped as they watched the couple smiling at
each other slowly chewing their food. Aimee was taking food from Adams plate
while the young man did the same on her plate. I really dont get it, why cant
they just eat from their own plates? whispered one man to his seatmate.
Are you married or do you have a girlfriend? replied the older man. Too
busy for that said the younger man. Then you would not understand, looking
at them makes me miss my wife all of a sudden. Yeah, we are definitely going
to try that said the older man as he wiped some tears off his eyes.
After lunch Adam and Aimee went back to the hotel to rest their legs. After
two hours the again came out of the hotel main doors to be greeted by the
same twelve people but this time they were not taking photos. Hi guys! No
more shopping this time, just plain sight seeing Adam said and the
photographers started walking fast ahead of them.
Hand in hand the couple walked only to be stopped by one photographer. I

am sorry to butt in but if you are just going to walk this path you would not

really enjoy Paris. If you want we can show you the great places to see the
man offered.
That wont be necessary. We are in Paris, it used to be a place only in our

dreams but here we are now together. Being here, with here is enough for me
unless she would want to go see other places Adam explained as he looked at
her fiance. Aimee smiled at him and shook her head, This is more than
enough she softly said and the man smiled back at them and ran ahead.
As the moon lit the dark sky the couple were exhausted and found
themselves seating on a bench along a park. Most photographers had left
except for two who were situated a far distance from the couple. Its been a
whole day and still we have not introduced ourselves said the old man. My
name is Ricky, I am quite new to this really said the younger man. Alfred,
nice to meet you Ricky. I have been doing this for fifteen years but let me tell
you this is the only day I enjoyed said the older man.
Aimee and Adam were laughing and the two men could hear them. Alfred
took several shots and smiled. I dont get it, arent you supposed to wait until
their lips lock? I am sure those kind of pictures are going to sell compared to
the ones you just took Ricky commented. Oh so the whole day you were
waiting for those situations then Alfred said. Of course, those are what you
call hot items. Kissing, public display of affection, nudity, those pictures do
sell Ricky added and the old man laughed.
Well that may be true but let me show you Alfred said as he recalled the
latest shots he took on the LCD screen of his camera. What do you see in this
picture? he asked. What else but its them laughing Ricky replied and the old
man smiled. Again that is true, but look closer.
Their hands gripping each other, yes they are laughing but look they are
happy. Walking for several hours makes you tired but look at them, it seems
that they are full of happiness and energy. This young man is a perfect picture

of love. You can never give a price for this picture. You may take their picture
kissing, but that is common. A picture like this is rare, this is a picture of true
love Alfred explained.
Adam and Aimee watched as the two last photographers walked away
waiving at them. They both waived back to the last two friends they have made.
Adam placed his arm around Aimee, she leaned her body against his and
raised her hand pointing towards the sky.
Look, its just like one of the stars sparkling but this star is on my finger
Aimee said as they both stared at the ring at her finger. It suits you perfectly,
the only thing that is missing are your wings Adam said. Wings? What do I
need wings for? Aimee asked. Well angels do have wings right? the young
man said and his fiance looked at him at smiled.
Tomorrow we shall go back home, back to our own places Adam suddenly
said. Why the sad face? Do you like to stay here a little bit longer? We could
do that Aimee replied. No, I was just thinking about us. Yeah we dont have a
definite date for our wedding yet butI was hoping thateven though we are
not married yet Adam cut his speech short as Aimee embraced him.
Yes, I would love to move in with you she uttered and Adam was surprised.
You read my mind? he asked and Aimee smiled at him. I have always wanted
be by your side each morning. It pains me when we have to part at night, so
yes lets move in together the young woman said with a happy tone.
So tomorrow I will pack my things and move in with you because I always
liked your apartment. I like the terrace on your room, your kitchenhmmm
never mind we can fix that Aimee excitedly said but Adam stopped her and
kissed her.

Tomorrow can wait, for now lets just enjoy our last hours here. Paris is just
another place; I didnt understand why I really wanted to go here years ago. I
just had this urge that I need to, and I had all the chances to go here but I
never did. Now I do understand the mystical feeling, its not about Paris, its
about achieving a dream going here and from here, together we start to make
new dreams for the both of us he softly said.
I love you Adam Bowfield Aimee softly whispered. And I love you too Aimee
Bowfield he replied and the young womans jaw dropped. Oh I am sorry,
maybe I am just too excited Adam said but the young woman giggled and
peppered him with soft kisses.
No, say it again Aimee told him. Aimee Bowfield? he replied and the more
she giggled. Honestly I have been saying that since last night, but hearing it
from you makes it more perfect. Say it again Aimee begged as Adam faced her
and caressed her cheek. I love you Aimee Bowfield he said as he moved his
face closer and they both kissed.
As the sun was brightly shining the next day, Adam and Aimee found
themselves standing at the exit of the airport to the place they call home.
Aimee are you in a rush to go home? Adam asked. Sort of, I didnt sleep well
at the plane. Why? Do you want to grab breakfast? Its okay with me she
replied. Ah yeah something like that, so wait here I just have to make a call
he said as he signaled one staff to look over Aimee and he walked bringing out
his mobile phone.
A limousine arrived but Adam held Aimees hand, We are not getting on that
one he told her. Why? This is our ride Aimee said. Not today my love. Henry
please take all our luggage inside the limo Adam instructed accompanied by a
short nod to where the driver smiled.
Why is he smiling? What did you signal him to do? Aimee asked. A brand
new Sports Utility vehicle stopped in front of them and Aimee recognized the

driver. Is that your new car Darlene? she asked. Oh no Aimee, I think it
belongs to the both of you Darlene said as she quickly walked towards Adam
and handed him the keys.
Adam? Whats this? Is this your car? Aimee asked as she was escorted by
her fiance to the front seat. Now seat tight my love, I want to take you
somewhere. Trust me you will like it Adam told her as he shut the door and
waived at Darlene who rode the limousine. You go ahead, were going to take
our time getting there he said to their assistant. Dont take too long, the
breakfast would be cold Darlene said as the limo sped off.
An hour later Adam woke up Aimee who fell asleep. As she opened her eyes
she was amazed by the green surroundings. Aimee quickly got out of the car
and ran towards the lake, she stood up and took a deep breath. Wow! This is
the best surprise ever! How did you know I wanted to go to a place like this?
Aimee exclaimed. Adam stood at her back and embraced her, Well do you like
this place? he asked.
Like? I love this place! Oh Adam look at the tall trees, everything here is so
green. This calm lake is so refreshing to look at. Adam, I want us to save
money and build our dream house here. Our room should have a terrace
overlooking this lake she said as Adam kissed her neck. Come on, there is a
house nearby, we are going to have a picnic he whispered so they started
walking.
A few steps away Aimee was again surprised to see a huge house, Henry and
Darlene at the front lawn setting up breakfast. Aimee stood still staring at the
house, it was simple in design but the scenery made it look more elegant. At
the second floor she saw a terrace; she quickly looked across to see the calm
lake. AdamI want our house to be like this one she whispered. But it looks
so simple he told her. No, its perfect. I want one like this one she said.

Oh okay, come on lets eat before the food turns cold Adam said as Aimee
slowly back stepped, she still could not let her eyes off the house. While eating
Aimee leaned towards Adam, Adam, lets take more deals so we could buy
something like this. I really want a house just like this she said. Dont you
think the color of that house is a bit dull? And the design is quite old. Dont
you want a bigger house? The one with a pool and stuff just like other
celebrities? Adam asked.
No, I want something like this one. You should not have bought the car.
You should have saved the money Aimee said as she started to pout. Darlene
and Henry were all smiles as Adam was scratching his head. Oh come on my
love just eat. You barely touched your food. We can take a picture of the house
and have it blown up if you like. We could hang it on the wall of my apartment
Adam teased and the more Aimee felt sad. I dont want a picture, I want a real
house like that she whispered.
A house like that? With a terrace like that? Adam asked. Yes, just like
that Aimee replied. An art room for our paintings? he asked again.
Definitely, and two rooms for our children because I only want two. Then two
guest rooms, a big kitchen because I love to cook Aimee told him.
Love to cook and eat, then a wide living room with a piano so you can
entertain our guests? Adam added and Aimee was already smiling. Yes, I told
you several times what i like, I know I sounded like teasing but I do really like
all those. I am not being selfish right? Its just a dream right? she asked.
And what happens if that dream comes true? Adam asked and Aimee
flashed the sweetest smile and looked at Adam. Then I will be left with one
dreamand you have to make sure it happens she replied. And what would
that last dream be? he asked. To spend my whole life with you Aimee said
and Adams lips shivered as tears started to form in his eyes. Adam stood up
and reached inside his pocket, he looked at Darlene and Henry, both of them
nodded.

That last dream of yours happens to be my dream too. So here, I want you
to be the first one to open the door Adam said as he handed a key to Aimee.
The young woman was shocked, she trembled as she stared at the key. Adam
what is that? she asked trembling.
The key to the door to your dream house he replied. Aimee shook her head
in disbelief as she looked at Darlene and Henry. Am I dreaming? Is this really
happening? she asked as the two laughed at her. Adam pulled her up and
placed the key on her hand, all of them walked towards the door but Aimee
stopped and looked at her fiance.
Adam if this is another prank of yours you better tell me now Aimee said
with a straight face. If the door doesnt open then its a prank Adam replied
and the young woman inserted the key at the keyhole. She turned the key and
they heard something unlock. Aimee started shivering but a smile brightened
up her face. She took a deep breath and finally opened the door.
Aimee stood frozen as tears started to fall down her cheeks. She was just like
staring at images from her dreams but this was all real. She wiped her tears
and walked towards the grand piano at the living room. She caressed the keys
and looked at Adam and bowed her head. Aimee continued walking looking at
the paintings hanging on each wall. We made those she uttered softly.
At the far end she entered the last room, inside she saw three easels. The
one at the center had a canvass with their unfinished painting. Well? Adam
asked but Aimee was like in a trance and started to walk towards the stairs.
She went to the second floor and immediately found the masters bedroom.
She glided her hand on the huge bed and giggled; she smiled at Adam and
winked. Aimee walked towards glass door and opened it, it was a terrace
overlooking the lake. She held on to the railings and closed her eyes and took a
deep breath. Adam tell me I am not dreaming she whispered.

Adam stood behind her, placed his hands around her hips. It was just a
dream but this time you are not dreaming. If you have more dreams I want to
know them. I want to be the one to make them come true. I love you so much
Aimee Adam whispered.
Aimee faced her husband to be and placed her hands around his neck. All
my dreams have come true, the last one I am sure will. I cant find the right
words, I dont know how to thank you. This time you tell me your dreams and I
too want to be the one to make them real Aimee said as they both smiled at
each other.
You already did the moment you said yes he softly replied as their lips
locked and embraced.

Chapter 2: 87th Day
The morning sunlight hit the face of Adam and so he slowly opened his eyes.
He turned his body to the usual morning kiss he gives Aimee but this time she
was not there beside him. Adam sat up wiping his eyes and looked around the
room, he wanted to shout out Aimees name but the smell of bacon and
pancakes quickly cheered him up. Adam quickly got out of bed, did some
stretching and looked at the calendar. It was the 86 th day of the year and
tomorrow would be his special day.
Adam went to the kitchen but did not find Aimee; instead he saw a note
posted at the refrigerator. Good Morning my love, I made you breakfast. Sorry
I didnt want you to stop me so I snuck out while you were asleep. Tomorrow is
your birthday and this time I wanted to get you something. Dont worry I will be
back sooner than you think. I love you, Aimee the note said.
Adam took a deep breath and looked at the dining table, there was only one
plate so he brought out another one and set it on the table. He was about to
eat when the doorbell rang so he quickly ran towards the door and smiled.
Wow you came back fast he said only to find out it was not Aimee, instead it
was Darlene standing outside. Oh good morning Darlene, you are early Adam
said. Early? Its already nine in the morning, why arent you dressed yet? The
gallery will be opening by eleven she said as they both entered the house.
Adam sat down in front of the dining table and began eating; Darlene sat
down too and noticed the extra plate. I am starving, may I? she asked and
Adam glared at her. Dont sit there, that is where Aimee sits, go get your own
plate he told her and Darlene was surprised.
She isnt here you know she countered. Physically she may not be, but in
my heart she is. So move to another seat and get your own plate Adam told
her and Darlene laughed. You two are so much alike, I remember a week ago
when you were not here. I sat there and now I understand why she felt so
uneasy she recalled.
Darlene sat down seats away from Adam and started to eat, Hey Darlene,
you have been with me from the start of my career, are you happy? Adam
suddenly asked. Of course I am. I am happy for you. Why do you ask?
Darlene replied. I am asking if you are happy? Dont you get sick of me, and
now you have to manage Aimee too. Are we paying you well? You know stuff
like that Adam explained and the woman laughed. To be honest you do pay
me well, I had more problems before you met Aimee Darlene said and they
both laughed.
Yeah, sorry about that Adam said. I thank God you met Aimee, she
definitely tamed you. Two years ago I thought you were going to end up like
those big headed stars, so I said if you did I would definitely leave Darlene
stated. So I was that bad? the young man asked.
Hmmm it was understandable because you were young and had fame and
fortune. The biggest surprise I had was that day you asked me to enroll you in
an art school. Forgive me but I and Henry did really have a good laugh. A wild
child suddenly opting for art school, oh boy we would watch you and Henry
really laugh out loud at the hallways Darlene recounted.
Yeah, but that is where I first saw her. April 21, that was the exact date. I
intended to enroll for publicity but after that first day I just wanted to keep on
entering class just to see her. And here we are now, our first gallery. I dont
know if we do paint that well, maybe its just the hype because of our status
but that gallery shows how far we have gone together Adam said as he smiled.
Honestly you two make good paintings. There is so much talent in the both
of you Darlene stated. Nah, maybe its just the hype. I dont know we shall
see later on. Oh by the way who arranged the gallery? he asked and Darlene
grinned. Your number one fan of course, Kristine she said and Adam shook
his head and laughed. So did she burn down Aimees paintings? he asked
and Darlene started laughing too.
Chapter 2: 87th Day 18

She couldnt find a single painting of Aimee since you both worked together
on all of them. But if there was a painting where Aimee worked alone then I am
sure there would be no traces of it Darlene said as they laughed louder. You
know she likes you she suddenly said and Adam pouted. Did you have
doubts on your mind? Did you ever think that there would be complications?
he asked.
Yes, but you proved me wrong. I thought you were just like those
youngsters who would fall for the prettier girl, no offense by the way Darlene
admitted. Kristine is indeed prettier, but she isnt beautiful. She is kind,
thoughtful but she isnt beautiful. To me only Aimee is beautiful and I do hope
Kristine understands that. When I say beautiful I do hope you understand
what I am talking about right? Adam asked and Darlene smiled and nodded.
Oh come on get changed, let me handle the dishes she offered. No, Aimee
cooks, and I do the dishes. So why dont you go relax in the living room. Dont
worry I have mastered dish washing Adam said and again they both laughed.
Eleven o clock on the dot Adam and Darlene arrived at the art gallery.
Hundreds of elegantly clad men and women filled the adjacent room all
standing and clapping for his arrival. Adam walked towards the podium at the
center where he was greeted by Kristine. Is everything set? he asked. Of
course, all you have to do is open the doors she replied. Adam took the
podium and smiled at everyone; he positioned the microphone and tapped it
twice.
Good morning to everyone. I am sorry if my fiance is not with me. Well

tomorrow is my birthday so she said she went to get me a gift. But I am here,
and she is here with me Adam said pointing to his heart and drew applauses
from everyone except for the young woman standing a few steps away from
him.

Years ago this place was just an art school. This is where I and Aimee met;
this is where our love for each other started to bloom. It really saddened us
learning that the school had to close due to recession. We could not let that
happen so me and my fiance decided to sell our paintings. Half of the profit
would keep the school open, but I dont want to put pressure on all of you
Adam said and the crowd burst in laughter.
The paintings that you will be seeing are done by me and Aimee. You see we
there was one day I left a painting half done, the next day I was surprised to
see it complete. Aimee completed the painting for me, she was a better painter
so I took courage to do the same for a painting she left half done. From that
moment on we decided to paint together, I know it sounds weird since two
contradicting minds working on the same thing. But we were both amazed
since we painted something beautiful, a painting that was better than our solo
works
Our strokes complimented each other, even though she had a different
perspective and so did I, but we made something we were proud of. As I would
be good in the form and structure, she would add her fine detailing skills so
the painting would seem more realistic. From that day on I could not lift a
paint brush without her lifting hers Adam recalled.
So I do hope you see beyond the images that you see. In every painting
there is a hidden story we want to tell everyone. We all do not have the same
set of eyes to appreciate the art but I know everyone has a heart, look with
your eyes and understand with your heart. It may have been our hands that
did the art but it was our hearts that dictated every stroke. Thank you, I do
hope you all enjoy Adam said in parting as he walked down the podium and
opened the gallery doors.
A lot of people entered the doors, most of them teary eyed. Darlene stood
beside Adam who welcomed the guests as they entered. You overdid your
speech she whispered as she wiped the tears on her eyes. I was just being
real, I told everyone our real story Adam responded. Yeah I know but it would
have been more dramatic if Aimee was here Darlene said and Adam sighed.

Could you try and give her a call? I know I should trust her but I am worried
Adam said. Okay, now come on go around and entertain the guests Darlene
told him as she took out her mobile phone.
Two hours later Adam was starting to get uneasy, Darlene has been trying to
get in touch with Aimee to no avail. The young man walked around the gallery
flashing a fake smile, trying to hide what he is really feeling. Even if majority of
the paintings already had red tags to indicate they have been sold could not
brighten up Adams mood.
Exactly six in the evening the gallery was silent, Darlenes cell phone battery
ran out since she has been trying to contact Aimee the whole day. Adam was
standing in one corner looking at all the red tags in all paintings. I have not
looked at the accounting but I am sure we made lots of money today said a
young pretty woman who stood beside him. Lets go grab dinner, my treat
since I sold one of my paintings too. I hope you dont mind I included some of
my art work? Kristine told him but Adam even how close did not hear any
word she said.
Henry entered the gallery huffing and puffing, Adam smiled for a second but
that smile soon faded when his driver started shaking his head. So she isnt
home yet? Adam asked. It seems so, I tried knocking for ten minutes before I
used the key you gave me. I checked the whole house she isnt there yet Henry
said and Adam bowed his head.
Henry could you go back to the house and stay there until she arrives?
Could you call me up as soon she does? Adam asked. Sure thing sir Henry
replied. No, wait, you have to eat dinner first. Darlene kindly treat them out
for dinner and may I borrow your car? Adam asked. Sure but you have to eat
too, why dont we all go eat first? Darlene replied. No I am not hungry. I can
eat when she gets back he said as he took the keys.

Adam where are you going? Kristine asked. To the police station he
answered as he walked towards the exit. Let me go with you the young
woman said as she grabbed her purse and ran after Adam. Okay I think its
best we settle for fast food then, you two go ahead and I will bring your food
Darlene said but it fell to deaf ears as Adam and Kristine had already left.
Down at the police station Adam and Kristine immediately proceeded to the
front desk. A burly old cop was busy writing on a log sheet, he momentarily
looked at the two but continued writing. What is it? the cop asked. Sir I
would like to file a missing person report Adam said and the cop looked at
him. How are you related to the missing person? the police man asked. She
is my fiance Adam replied.
Since when has she been missing? the cop asked as he began to type on
the keyboard. Since this morning Adam said and the burly man stopped. Oh
you can only file a missing person report if the person has been missing for
forty eight hours. Did you have a fight? the cop said.
Of course not! She left a note saying she went to get me a gift Adam angrily
said. Well there it is, maybe you just have to wait for her to return then the
cop argued. But she never leaves her phone unattended and she has not been
gone away from me for this long. Its been almost twelve hours! Adam stated.
Then you wait for another thirty six more the cop said and Adam was
furious and he clenched his fists. This is Adam Bowfield, maybe you dont
recognize him Kristine butted in but Adam took her arm and walked away.
Adam Bowfield as in the singer? Hey wait! Come back! the cop said but the
two were already out of the station.
We already got his attention! Kristine said. Never do that again! I am

Adam Bowfield but that does not mean I have to be given special treatment. He
is right we just have to wait; maybe she is on her way back. I just have to wait
Adam told her.

So are you going home? Kristine asked as the both entered the car. No, I
will bring you to your place then I am coming back here to wait Adam said as
he started the engine. What?! You are going to wait here in the car for thirty
six hours? Are you kidding me? Kristine asked. I am going to wait right here,
fasten your seatbelt Adam told her. No! If you are going to wait here then I
will accompany you the woman replied. You dont have to do that, I will take
you home he insisted.
What are you two fighting about? Darlene said as she knocked on the
window. Kristine turned off the engine and took the keys. I am staying here
whether you like it or not she said. Darlene went inside the car and offered
them some burgers and fries.
So its just like a camp out then, okay I too will wait with you two she said.
Adam breathed heavily and stared at the food; he took a look at his watch then
turned to Darlene. Yeah I know dont worry I got some extra batteries, just let
me finish my food Darlene said.
It was exactly midnight; the two ladies were asleep while Adam was pacing
around the car trying to contact Aimee through the phone. Two more hours of
pacing and he grew tired so he went inside the car and ate his burger. Get
some sleep Adam Kristine whispered as she barely could open her eyes. I will
sleep when she is with me. Go back to sleep Kristine he told her.
She wanted to comfort him but could not, ever since she got news of their
engagement it tore her heart apart. She wanted to hold his hand just this once
to let him know he is not alone but as soon as her hand reached for his, Adam
looked at her. I am okay he whispered so just closed took a deep breath and
closed her eyes.
The sun peeked along the horizon; Adam quickly entered the police station
only to be greeted by the same policeman at the front desk. Good Morning

mister Bowfield the cop greeted him. Can I file the report now? Even if I am
twenty hours short Adam asked and the policeman quickly typed at the
keyboard. As Adam was giving details for the report a man stood beside him
and listened in.
Adam, I told you if you have problems you call me said the man so Adam
quickly turned and recognized his friend. David! You just dont know how glad
I am to see you Adam said as they shook hands. So whats the problem? Why
didnt you call me? David said. Sorry, I just could not think straight anymore.
You see Aimee is missing since yesterday. We could not even reach her, we
have been trying all night but her phone seems to be turned off Adam told
him.
Charlie have you filed the report? David asked the cop at the front desk.
Just a minute ago Detective even though its been only twenty four hours
replied the old man. A minute ago? the detective asked with raised eyebrows.
Hey hey David, he is just doing his job. I too have to abide by the rules. So its
okay Adam said. Dont worry let me handle this Adam, I will work on this. So
you can go home and get some sleep will you? You look like you havent slept
in days David said.
Sir, do you have a recent picture of Aimee so I could place it in the report
Charlie asked. Geez just Google it will ya? Now Adam go home and get some
rest. I will report to you constantly. Relax my friend; this time let me help you
okay? David said and Adam just bowed his head.
The policeman at the front desk took out his mobile phone and tapped
Adams shoulder, Ah may I take a photograph of you and me? My wife is a big
fan. Sorry if I didnt recognize you last night he whispered and Adam smiled at
him.
Seriously Charlie? David asked as the burly old man stood beside Adam.
Oh its okay David, why dont you take the picture for us? Adam said as

Charlie handed him the phone. David could not do anything but took several
pictures of the two since Adams funny side suddenly came out. Come on ride
my back Charlie suggested.
Seriously?! David again asked and Adam laughed. What the heck, your
wife is not going to believe this but as long as she is happy why not? Adam
replied as he got on the burly mans back. David shook his head as he took
several more pictures of them.
Now, do you have kids? Adam asked Charlie. Yeah, we have two boys the
burly cop replied. Do they like concerts like ours or they prefer the rock
genre? the crooner asked. Oh they are more into the hip hop music Charlie
answered. Here take this card, its my assistants card, give her a call soon
and tell her I told you to call. I will give you tickets to our next concert for you
and your wife. As for your kids I will get them something to their liking but you
have to go with them Adam said and the man was surprised.
Oh thats too much mister Bowfield. My wife will go nuts if she hears this
Charlie said in delight. Its the least I can do for your help Adam told the man
but the burly cop suddenly was full of guilt. I am sorry I had to follow
protocol he whispered but Adam tapped his arm. Its okay, I know you were
just doing your job Adam told him. Dont worry mister Bowfield I will make
sure the detective here doesnt forget. Sorry I cant do much since I am behind
the desk Charlie replied as David scratched his head.
David walked Adam out of the station and as soon as the stepped out the
detective put his hand on his friends shoulder. Adam go home and rest.
Relax, leave this to me okay? Get some sleep my friend David told him. Adam
barely could smile so he just nodded as he walked towards the car.
Adam got in the car and sighed, the two ladies were awake and noticed his
food was not finished. Oh Adam, lets just go home. I am sure she will be back
today. Its your birthday. And look, she said she went to get you a gift. Whatever

that gift is, I am sure its a big one Darlene said. Happy birthday Adam. Sorry
we were too busy and I could not get you a gift Kristine told him.
Me too. So cheer up Adam. Now tell me what do you like for your birthday?
We have to celebrate it you know Darlene added from the back seat. Adam
rested his head at looked at the mirror, he closed his eyes and took a deep
breath. You two being here with me is already enough. But if you insist on
giving me a gift
find her for me and bring her backplease

Chapter 3: The Wild Child
Two days have passed and Adam was really worried, he had been pacing the
living room for over an hour. You should call him again, he needs to eat
whispered Kristine. He wont listen, let him eat when he is hungry Darlene
replied as her phone rang. Before she could reach for it, Adam rushed towards
her and grabbed the mobile phone.
Hello, David, yes tell me you found her Adam said as he flashed a simple
smile. That smile didnt last as it quickly turned into a lonely frown. I
seeokay. Please find her the young man whispered as he slowly put down
the phone on the table.
Adam took a deep breath and looked at the two women; he then quickly
turned around and went upstairs to their room. Oh my God, I really dont
know what to do anymore. I have to attend to many things but I cant leave him
alone Darlene said. Its okay, you can go. I will stay here with him Kristine
told her and Darlene stared at her.
Come on go already. Life has to move on, we cant all be idle. You can come
back later Kristine said as she stood up and took the plate of food and walked
towards the stairs. Okay, but make sure he eats. I will send Henry later on to
bring lunch Darlene said. Dont worry about lunch, I can cook you know.
Just go, I will take care of him the young lady said as she walked up the
stairs.
Inside the masters bedroom Adam was seated in front of a study desk, in his
hands was a photograph of him and Aimee. Kristine walked over and set the
plate on the table. Adam you should eat she said. I am not hungry he
replied. Adam, please eat. Last night you barely touched your food. Do you
think if Aimee was here she would like that? the young lady said.
She isnt here, I can eat when I know she is safe Adam replied. And when
she comes back, you will be so weak for you have not eaten. Where will you
find the strength to even embrace her? Kristine said and Adam looked at her.
Kristine pulled another chair and sat down, she moved the plate closer to
Adam and the young man looked at the plate. Its already cold he whispered.
Its because you are so stubborn. Do you want me to reheat it? she asked.
No, its okay he said. Kristine noticed the sad face Adam was wearing as he
was eating.
She knows her cooking was good but Adam was just not in the mood. She
took the photo and moved closer to the young man. Now, I hope you dont
mind, can you tell me how you two met while you are eating? she asked and
Adam looked at her and smiled.
Two years ago
The auditorium was packed and Adam was belting out the final line of his
song. As he stopped singing the crowd all rose to their feet and clapped. The
young man bowed and waived to the crowd, calls for one more song emanated
and the crooner could not just leave and gave in. He looked at the orchestra
accompanying him and signaled the song he wanted to sing. A few seconds
later the crooner again serenaded the crowd with his enchanting voice. As the
last note was hit he once again bowed for the last time and left the stage.
As he stepped foot at the backstage a man took his arm and escorted him
towards the exit. As soon as they stepped out a mob of fans were already there
screaming and shouting. They were all trying to reach for him but the man
beside him and several other bodyguards shielded Adam. As soon as he
entered the limo, Darlene was already there handing him a bottle of orange
juice. The other man got in and closed the door, he tapped the window and the
limo took off.
Chapter 3: The Wild Child 28

Hey, you are new. Where is Jerry? Adam asked the other man. He called
in sick sir replied the man. This is David Thompson, dont worry he is a cop
Darlene said to the surprise of Adam. Geez, so that means no more happy
days for me huh the crooner said as he looked at David. Hey, I cant go
partying without a bodyguard so you have to come with me Adam told the cop.
Sorry, I have a girlfriend David replied and the crooner laughed. Oh so you
are the loyal type, having a girlfriend has nothing to do with this so you are
coming with me. I need protection, right Darlene? Adam said as he looked at
his assistant. When will you grow up Adam? You are already 24 years old, you
just cant go partying or doing whatever you do Darlene complained. Can you
think of something else that relaxes me? Have I done something that bad to
ruin me? Relax Darlene, I am fine and even if I go partying I can still perform
the next night Adam explained.
The limousine stopped and Darlene frowned. David will you please see to it
he gets back to his apartment before midnight she asked and the cop nodded.
The two men got off the limo and stood still until the car drove away. Adam
took a deep breath and stretched his arms looked at the small bar in front of
them. Lets go David, we have so little time left before midnight he said as he
wore his hood so he would not be recognized.
Inside the bar they took a table at the far end, Adam quickly ordered for
drinks as David sat quietly looking around. Hey will you relax, you are too
tense Adam told him. Sorry, its part of the job. Its my first time doing this
David replied. Hey, lose your tie, and will you please relax. Look around you;
do you see notorious looking people? Come on drink with me, yeah dont give
me the you are on the clock excuse Adam said as the pitcher of beer arrived.
For three hours David watched Adam gulp down mugs of beer, he took a
couple of sips from his own mug and just listened to Adam rant about many
things. Sir, its almost midnight and I think you have had too much already
David said. Adam who could barely open his eyes looked at his new friend and
nodded. Yeah, hey could you reach for my wallet and pay. I just feel so dizzy
Adam said and David did as instructed.

A few minutes later the two were outside waiting for a cab. Adam could not
barely stand was leaning on David; the cop making sure the crooners face was
hidden. A few minutes later they arrived at Adams apartment, David had no
choice but to tuck the singer in bed. He wanted to leave but felt it was better to
stay so he took out his mobile phone and called his girlfriend.
Hi, you wont believe where I am. I just tucked Adam Bowfield in his bed he
whispered. Shhhhhhe is asleep. I covered for Jerry, that damn fool didnt
say he was guarding a celebrity he added. A few seconds later David walked
out of the room and his face suddenly changed to a worried one. I am not
lying; I am really here at Adam Bowfields apartment. I am not fooling around, I
want to take a picture and send it to you but I think that is against the law so I
cant. Why dont you believe me? David asked but the call had been dropped.
He took a deep breath and scratched his head; he knew he could not just leave
Adam alone.
The following night Adam and David was at the same bar, this time the cop
was matching the singers pace in drinking. Hey Adam, oh is it okay if I call
you Adam? David asked. Of course, you seem to be in a drinking mode today.
What gives? Adam replied. David gulped down his mug and wiped his mouth,
Girlfriend issues, hey are you holding back? Where are the girls? Where is the
party? asked David and Adam laughed.
This is the party, this is what I do Adam said and David laughed. Oh come
on you dont have to hide it from me. Forget I told you I have a girlfriend, come
on spill the beans and bring them out and take me to them David said. Oh,
okay, lets just drink some more and I will take you to one Adam said and
David was excited.
Two hours later the two found themselves at a grocery grabbing a couple of
six packs. David was tipsy so he just slouched at the counter as Adam was
paying. Oh come on, Henry is here Adam said as the limo pulled over in front
of the grocery. The two quickly got in and David was surprised. Oh so we have

to take a limo to the girls eh David said. Yeah something like that. I called for
Henry since we could reach that place faster and safer Adam explained as the
cop slouched and shut his eyes. Henry, you know the place? Adam asked.
Yes sir, Darlene told me the driver replied and the limousine quickly drove off.
A few minutes later Adam was knocking on an apartment door, slouched on

the ground was David who was clinging to the six packs. The door opened and
the woman stood there surprised. Hi, I believe this is your boyfriend Adam
said as he pointed at David. The young woman didnt even bother looking her
boyfriend, she had her jaw dropped and eyes wide open. Adam Bowfield she
uttered softly. Yes, thats me. And your boyfriend was not lying. He has been
with me for two days Adam said.
Ohcome in come in the woman said as Adam and Henry helped David up
and they entered the apartment. David sat down on the couch and looked at
her girlfriend, Oh, now do you believe me? he asked as the woman was still
shaking her head in disbelief.
Sir, I shall return to the car now Henry interrupted. No, stay here and
drink with us. If that is okay with the lady of the house Adam said. Oh I dont
mind, its okay the woman said. Sir, I dont drink anymore. I would appreciate
it if I could get a cup of coffee Henry said. Yes I shall make you one, oh please
sit down. David snap out of it and entertain them the woman said as she left
for the kitchen.
A few minutes later everyone was at the living room, David was beside his
girlfriend and Adam was across them gulping down a bottle. You still have not
introduced me to your girlfriend David Adam said. Yeah, ah this is Beverly,
and as you can see she loves to paint. She is an art instructor David said and
Adam smiled at her. All around the apartment were beautiful paintings but
Adam kept looking at the one at the center.

So now are you still mad at me Bev? David asked and the lady frowned. I
believe you but still you were with but you know there are rumors that he is a
wild child. Oh sorry I meant no offense Beverly said and Adam laughed. So
tell me Beverly when you hear those rumors what do you think I do behind the
cameras and spotlight? Adam asked and Beverly crossed her arms and
pouted.
Rich and fame, booze and girls and I dont what else. So far the booze was
right Beverly answered and Adam again laughed. Will you believe me if its
just the booze? Adam asked as he opened another bottle. I am sorry but I
dont believe you Beverly replied. Adam grinned and again focused his
attention at the painting; it was a portrait of what seemed like to be David.
Ever since I was discovered I kept on singing. It is true I earn a lot but
honestly I dont know how much I have. I didnt bother asking, and you know
what you have a bigger apartment than I do Adam said. Henry nodded his
head and Beverly leaned back and listened.
After I sing I go back to my place, nothing has changed. I am still alone like
before. I should be happy but I am not. Ever since I became famous, oh not to
brag, I seemed to lost my freedom. I cant do this, I cant do that. My time is not
mine anymore, and I do have an assistant, sort of a manager who tells me
where to be, what to do and even what to wear. So do you think that is fun?
he added.
I find solace in drinking, I dont know why but its a sort of escape. If I dont
drink I cant sleep because there seems to be something missing in my life and
the harder I think about it the more I dont know what it is. I am me but I feel
there is really something missing in my life Adam told them. With all the
money I could think of so many things I can buy but I really think hard if it
would really make me happy he added.

And what have you bought lately? Beverly asked. Nothing. I dont even
own a car; the clothes I wear are all given to me. The good thing is they pay me
to wear them though Adam said and they all laughed. So its just the beer
and alcohol? Beverly asked. Yeah, every time I say I go party my assistant
gives me pocket money. Two hundred dollars, just for booze and a taxi ride
back to my apartment the crooner explained.
There were several minutes of silence due to Adams revelation. Even Henry
silently enjoyed his coffee while David seemed to have gotten his senses back
and opened a bottle of beer. I noticed you have been staring at that painting,
its not for sale Beverly joked and Adam managed to smile. That painting is
David, and there is another one at the far end that looks like him again. I count
three paintings of him Adam said.
Eight actually, the others are at the bedroom Beverly said and the singer
was surprised. Would you like to see them? the young woman offered. No
thank you Adam said as he looked at David. Yesterday you were so scared
when I said party. You were relieved when you knew it was just drinking. Last
night you brought me home, I overheard your conversation. A while ago you
drank with me, you looked like you had a big problem Adam related as he
looked at Beverly. He loves you so much, and I can see you love him too. I
envy both of you he added.
Beverly and David looked at each other, they suddenly kissed and Adam
smiled at them. I want to enroll in your art class Adam suddenly said and
everyone looked at him. Are you sure? Painting involves dedication and
patience, you just cant say you want to paint or you are willing to learn to
paint Beverly explained. I want to learn to paint, I want to do the same one
day to the one I will love he said as he again stared at Davids portrait.
Adam I dont think the art class can accommodate irregular schedules. I
know the class should fit in to your schedule Beverly said. No, this time I will
decide what I want. My schedule will adapt to my art class. So give me the form
and I will sign it immediately Adam told her and the woman was ecstatic. You

really are serious, I can tell she said. Yes, I want to do something worthwhile
for a change the singer said.
This is unbelievable, if you are going to really enroll then you would be the
second celebrity to do so Beverly told him but Adam stood up and went
around the room and observed the paintings. Will I be able to paint as good as
you? Adam asked. Beverly stood beside him and looked at the painting of
David.
Yes, but it will take time Beverly replied. I have time, I will make time. I
want to do this Adam told her. Well I will be expecting you at nine in the
morning sharp she said and Adam looked at Henry who was already jotting
down the appointment. Hey look I have a painting too David suddenly said as
he walked towards the flat screen television. At the back he brought out a
small framed painting to which Beverly laughed at the sight of it.
David felt embarrassed but Adam took the painting and stared at it. What is
this supposed to be? he asked. Its a dark night, and that is me and Bev
walking under moonlight David said as Beverly kept laughing. You are
teaching him to paint? Adam asked Beverly. The woman shook her head and
giggled. I didnt even know he tried to paint, I am just surprised she said.
He tried to do what you do best. He had no training but still he did paint. It
may not compare to the beautiful paintings that you have but among all
paintings I see in this room I would buy this one Adam said and Beverly was
shocked and ashamed. Sometimes its not what the eyes can see that is
important. In this case its the effort, the reason behind the painting, and that
reason I think is what I am missing in my life Adam explained.
And what reason is that? Beverly asked. Love, its what you two have that
I dont Adam said and he smiled at the two. Here, you can have my painting
David offered. No thanks, I think you should be proud and post that at the
wall. Some people may criticize it, they may never understand. What is

important is you both know why that painting exists. Its getting late, I have to
go now in order to wake up early Adam told them as he walked towards the
door. Henry opened the door and nodded at the couple, See you at nine sharp
then Adam said as he bid the two farewell.
The following morning Adam and Darlene were rushing down the halls of the
art school. He was already one hour late, he had to attend a scheduled event at
eight and it lasted for almost two hours. First day in class and I am late, so
late Adam said. Dont worry they can understand Darlene said as they
reached the classroom door. Good luck she said and Adam opened the door
and entered.
Beverly was giving a lecture; she paused and nodded at Adam. The young
man nodded back and smiled at everyone. I am sorry for being late he said
and walked towards the back of the classroom where he sat down. Beverly
continued her lecture and Adam looked around the classroom and someone
caught his attention.
A young woman with long red hair, she tapping her pen on a notebook, she
suddenly turned her head and their eyes met. For a moment their eyes locked,
she was pretty and once she smiled at him, Adam felt something different. His
lips trembled but he managed to smile back. He quickly looked away and took
a deep breath. The woman was three rows in front of him, she never looked
back but Adam never removed his gaze even if it was only the side of her face
he was looking at.
Two hours later he saw the woman stand up and get her bag. Everyone was
standing so Adam quickly stood up and he didnt have a clue what was
happening. Everyone was getting out of the door, he wanted to catch up with
the woman but Beverly suddenly appeared in front of him. You were an hour
late but its okay at least you came she told him but Adam just watched the
woman walk out of the door.

Darlene entered the classroom and approached Adam who was still frozen.
Adam are you okay? Darlene asked. You! I missed an hour in class. Starting
today you make sure this is my priority. Cancel everything that gets in the way
of this class Adam instructed as he quickly raced out of the room. Darlene was
still in shock but Beverly just grinned and patted her shoulder. Is he always
like that? Beverly asked.
No, I am so shocked to see him that way. This is a first Darlene said. But
is this a good thing? Beverly asked. Actually yes, I am supposed to feel bad
that he scolded be but somehow I feel good Darlene said and the two women
laughed.
I envy my colleague who is going to be their instructor. I really wanted this

class since there are two celebrities Beverly related. Two? Who is the other
one? Darlene asked. Aimee Patterson Beverly answered and Darlene was
surprised. The pianist? Oh I thought it was just someone who looked like her,
so that was her? Darlene asked.
Yes it was her. Oh maybe that is why Adam is so interested in this class
Beverly replied and Darlene laughed. I dont know, I have seen so many pretty
girls but he never showed interest. Its not that Aimee isnt pretty, she is indeed
pretty. There are much prettier girls but Adam never pays attention to them
Darlene related. So you think he is Beverly asked and again they both
laughed.
I really cant say because he is so secretive. He is just like a robot and obeys
me. But this is the first time he ever told me what he wanted. Maybe this art
class is really important to him. I dont know he chose to enroll in art class but
somehow I have this feeling that big changes are about to come Darlene said.

Chapter 4: Denial
A whole week passed, Darlene, Kristine and Henry had already moved in
with Adam to give the young man company. The two ladies were busy cooking
breakfast when suddenly Adam came down and was singing loudly. Everyone
looked at him as he swayed and sang with full emotion. As Adam finished his
song, he bowed and Henry started clapping so the two ladies did the same.
Good morning everyone! Adam happily said. Did you have a good sleep
sir? Henry asked. Oh yes, and now I feel so hungry so could you speed up the
cooking girls? the young man pleaded. Kristine and Darlene were surprised,
they turned around and were still in disbelief. Whats happening? Kristine
whispered. I dont know but he seems to be in a good mood so we better not
spoil it Darlene responded.
Breakfast was served; Adam who barely ate the past few days was really
different. All eyes were on him for he was eating like a pig. Dont mind me I am
just so hungry he murmured with a full mouth. In ten minutes he was full
while the three barely touched their food. I think Aimee wont be eating
breakfast with us so just go ahead and eat Adam said and the rest didnt know
how to respond.
Where do you think did she go and buy your gift? Kristine suddenly asking
resulting with a light nudge to the rib from Darlene. Adam smiled at them and
happily said, Oh I dont know, but I am excited to see what that gift is. It may
be late but as long as its from her it wont matter the young man replied. He
suddenly stood up and walked towards the refrigerator and grabbed some
chocolate bars. What the hell are you trying to do? Darlene whispered. He is
in denial, its best if we keep his mind busy Kristine whispered back.
Oh Adam, why dont you continue your story. Sorry about last time I feel
asleep. Why dont you continue the story so everyone could hear it Kristine
said and Adam stood still and looked at them. They were worried because he
wore a slight frown but everything changed when he smiled and got back at his
seat. Okay, Darlene and Henry knew what happened the first day anyway so
let me tell you the days after then he gamely said. Adam started telling their
story as the three listened intently as they ate.
Two Years Ago
It was a sunny Monday morning, Adam and Darlene were walking down the
hall of the art school. They were thirty minutes early and today was the sixth
day of Adams class. Tell me why you chose to wear jeans and shirt again?
Darlene asked and Adam laughed. I want to look normal. I want to be me, just
like the old days. I feel comfortable this way he replied. You look better
wearing something more decent his assistant told him. Why? Dont I look
decent? You know what I really love this art class Adam said.
And why is that? Darlene asked. Hmmmmy classmates dont pay much
attention to me. It is as if they dont know me and that is how I like it. Its not
that I dont appreciate the attention but with too much attention I feel like
being choked the young man said. Your classmates are lawyers, doctors and
one celebrity like you Darlene said as she grinned at him. Celebrity? Really? I
didnt know that because I dont pay attention to them too Adam told her and
Darlene laughed.
Adam stopped and looked at Darlene, Why are you laughing? he asked.
Oh nothing, are you sure you dont pay attention to your classmates? she
asked. Yeah, but not in a way I am being a snob. I do smile at them when they
look at me. I do ask questions or you know casual talk here and there Adam
replied. Aimee Patterson, the pianist, you classmate Darlene dropped the
bomb and Adam smiled. I knew it, she looked familiar. So thats her
nameAimee the young man uttered as Darlene raised an eyebrow and
grinned.
I can help you Darlene suddenly uttered and Adam froze and looked at her.
Help with what? he asked. You never had a girlfriend, right? she asked.
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Yeah so what? he replied. I can help you his assistant said. Adam played
dumb and laughed, You are acting strange today Darlene he commented.
Seriously Adam, I can help you. Five days of classes and you even didnt get to
know her name? I can help you. I know your problem Darlene told him and
the young man just laughed even more.
All of a sudden Adam looked at his watch even if he wasnt wearing one; he
reached inside his pocket and pretended to search for something. What is it?
Darlene asked but the young man turned around slowly. Darlene wondered
why he was acting that way but as she turned around she saw Aimee walking
towards them.
The assistant hid her smile and tricked the young man. She went in
already she whispered and Adam faced her only to see Aimee in front of the
door looking at him. He froze as their eyes met, his hands began to shake. Are
you coming in? Aimee asked and all Adam could do was smile at her and nod.
The pretty red head entered the classroom and other people enrolled to the
class followed. Adam took a deep breath and shook his head while Darlene was
laughing at him. I can help you she repeated. Why do you keep saying that?
Adam asked. Because you like her Darlene said and Adam laughed. The
young man walked towards the door but turned to look at his assistant. I
dont know what you are talking about Darlene but if ever I like someone, I am
going to do it my way Adam told her. Talk is cheap Adam Darlene quipped
and the young man grinned at her.
Inside the classroom everyone was seated in front of their easels, and at the
center was a one red shiny apple on top of a stool. A grey haired man walked
around and fixed his tie looking at every students accomplishment so far.
Alright, lets continue from last meeting. Take your time; art is not to be
rushed. Never compare your work to others, work at your own pace. Everyone
can improve at their own rate. So go ahead continue, I will go around and give
you suggestions and corrections the old man said.
Derrick Milton was the art director of the school, he wanted to teach this
students because they were the high paying ones so he said they deserved the
best. Adam was staring at his sketch, a set of water color was in front of him
but he could not start painting.
Let me tell you a secret, you have the best sketch in this class but this isnt
a sketch school. You may sketch well but there is a lot left for the imagination.
You have to give life to that sketch. But I must say you do sketch well, now you
have to add color, add life to it Derrick told him. The old man took a brush,
dipped it in water and on the color red and he started to do the edges.
You see it is starting to breathe, a while ago it was just a structure where
you used your imagination to guess what its color was. Now you tell them what
color of the apple is, show them how you see it so they can see the apple
through your eyes Derrick said and he handed the brush to Adam. The young
man continued painting and the old man patted his back as he moved along.
Thirty minutes later the professor left the classroom and Adam quickly stood
up and tore his work. Everyone looked at him as he threw his unfinished art in
the trash can. A new canvass was set and a pencil at hand, Adam started to
sketch, this time he wasnt looking at the apple. Ten minutes later the sketch
was finished and Adam was so proud of his work that he stood up and did a
little dance. His classmates looked at him and started to laugh so Adam sat
back down and took the brush.
He lowered his voice and imitated the art instructor; he repeated every word
the old man said while he gave color to his sketch. Most of his classmates kept
on laughing and could not do their work so some gathered behind his back and
were amazed at Adams work. It isnt an apple said the lawyer. Adam grinned
and looked at him, Who said I was doing that apple? I dont get it, why does it
have to be apples anyway? he replied and Aimee chuckled so everyone looked
at her.
Its her, but its just a face. No eyes, mouth, its just her face said the
doctor and Adam panicked. What are you talking about? I just imagined this
image he told them. Yeah right, just imagined said another man as they all
looked at Aimee. The sketch was exactly her image minus the specific details of
the face. You got her face and hair correctly thought the lawyer commented
and Adam had his face all red.
Aimee stood up and walked towards Adam; the rest moved away but patted
the young mans shoulder bidding him good luck. The singer froze, his hands
shook hard and he wanted to cover his work but it was too late. The red haired
woman stood beside him, she stared at his work while Adam could not even
move his head to look at her. You sketch well she commented and the young
man turned and looked at her. It isnt you I swear he said and Aimee just
smiled at her.
Adam looked at his work again and started to rant. Well who the heck am I
kidding, yeah its you but I am sorry I am not really good in details he said but
as he turned Aimee was not there. Professor Derrick Milton was stroking his
beard and staring at his work. You dont understand why I am teaching you
the basics. Are you in a hurry? Rushing wont do you any good. Look what you
have done, it looks good but it would look better if the image had Miss
Pattersons eyes, lips and all facial details. I told you to focus on the apple and
she isnt an apple the professor told him.
To my eyes she is Adam boasted and everyone tried to hold back their
smiles and looked at Aimee. The young lady was blushing, there was a faint
smile on her face but she was holding back. Adam grinned and looked at their
professor who had his two eyebrows raised. Okay then mister Bowfield. I will
let this incident pass if you are able to complete the face on your work. If you
cant then I would ask you to drop this class. I have no time to deal with wise
asses like you he threatened and Adam fell silent and embarrassed.
The professor walked towards Aimee, she sat frozen for a while and then
looked at the old man. Professor Milton took a deep breath and rubbed his
forehead then angrily shook his head. Adam saw everything, he even saw
Aimee bow down her head. He wanted to know why but as he turned to his
work he had a bigger problem waiting. He had to finish the details and if he
couldnt he would not be seeing Aimee again.
Adam took his pencil; he wanted to try to finish his work. Aimee saw him
and didnt move, she was trying to help him and Adam knew she was. No
matter how much he wanted to he just could not, he knew his weakness so he
let go of his pencil and just looked at Aimee. This was probably the last time he
could do so for he did not have the courage, at this moment he thought of
Darlenes offer. The bell rang and the young man bowed his head in defeat.
Aimee and Adam were the last ones in the classroom, the young lady was
still holding her pose but Adam stood up and packed his things. Its okay I
just cant do it. Thank you he said. Aimee stood up and packed her bag, she
looked at Adam and she saw the sadness in his face. Maybe he was just
kidding she told him. Adam looked at her and smiled, If he was still I am a
man of my word. I know my weaknesses and I dont want to beg. I know I was
wrong but I just couldnt help it Adam said while scratching his head.
You did it because you wanted to right? Aimee asked but Adam felt
embarrassed so he bowed his head. Finish it the young woman added and
Adam looked at her. Aimee sat back down and regained her pose, Take out
your phone and take a photo of me she commanded. Say what? the young
man asked. Take a photo of me and finish that she replied.
But I am not good with details Adam told her. Take a photo of me and
finish your work Aimee insisted so Adam quickly took out his phone and took
a photo of Aimee. If you started something that you believe is right then be
ready to finish it. You say you are not good in detail but who is there to judge
you when in your eyes you believe what you made is good the young lady told
him and those words penetrated his brain completely. Yeah, I am going to
finish this he said and Aimee smiled at him. Good luck, I wanted to stay but I
have an appointment she told him.
Ah, Aimeethanks Adam whispered. See you tomorrow Adam she told
him and they smiled at each other. At that moment he was so happy, an
emotion he rarely felt his whole life. With his phone in one hand and a pencil in
the other, Adam just could not start sketching for he could not stop smiling.
Wow, thats not a fake smile a female voice said. Darlene was standing by
the door looking at Adam who still flashed a wide smile. Lets go, we have
lunch arrangements she said. Cancel them, I have to finish this Adam told
her. Darlene happily dialed her phone and looked at the young man, You
know what I am getting a hang of cancelling appointments already she said
and they laughed.
After the call Darlene went to get lunch. An hour later she came back only to
see Adam sitting at the floor and staring at the ceiling. What are you doing
down there? Are you done? she asked but the young man remained silent.
Darlene walked towards the easel and saw nothing was added to his work.
Adam I can see you could draw well but she should have a face she
commented.
I cant! I just dont have the talent for details. I should have stuck with the
apple Adam replied and slouched back. Darlene walked around the room
checking the other easels, Hey Adam, they all have apples she joked but the
young man closed his eyes and sulked. Hey Adam, you should see this his
assistant said. I dont want to see an apple he replied. No it isnt an apple,
come quick she told him. Just tell what it is Darlene, I am not in the mood
right now Adam said. Its you! Darlene said.
Adam opened his eyes and looked at his assistant; she was standing in front
of Aimees easel. He quickly stood up and rushed to Darlenes side and he
could not believe what he saw. See! Its you. Look, those eyes, pointed
eyebrows, your nose and your lips. She drew you! she ecstatically said. That
is me? It looks like meyes it is me! he shouted with glee. But I dont
understand why its just the eyes, nose and mouth. Its just like your face is
bursting out of the canvass Darlene said as she burst in laughter.
So I am the apples of her eyes too the young man whispered as he stared
at his own reflection on the canvass. What did you say? Darlene asked. Adam
rushed to his seat and followed the pose of Aimees work. Take out your phone
and take my picture, sit down on the stool. Do it quick! Adam commanded.
Darlene didnt ask questions but followed what was ordered. Adam got back at
Aimees easel and started to finish what was started.
She is good in details while I am not. What I excel in that is her weakness.
So I am going to finish this for her he said. Ah should you be finishing your
own work? Darlene asked. No, I dont care anymore. I want to do this for her.
I want to complete what she started. I want to complete what she could not. I
dont care if I get kicked out, I just want to know that she smiled seeing this
even if I dont get to see it Adam said as he stroke his pencil magic on the
canvass.
Two hours later and Adam finished his own portrait; he took a deep breath
and smiled. Wow, Adam I cant believe it. Six days of art school and you
managed to make a portrait of yourself Darlene said. No Darlene, its we.
Aimee and me Adam joyfully said. It took ten more minutes for the two to stop
staring at the portrait, another five minutes to pack.
Adam how about your work? Darlene asked. Hmmm I dont really care
anymore. Tomorrow I am going to show up here and beg if I have to. I take
back all I said a while ago. I do want to see her smile when she sees this he
said. You know what? Maybe she can finish your work too. Wow, you barely
know each other and it is as if you already complete each other she
commented and Adam giggled.
Hey Darlene, do you think she will be happy seeing this? Will she be
insulted? Adam asked. If I was her? I would be so happy Adam. I just cant
believe it you know. Six days and you two managed to make something like
this? Oh boy, but waitdid I see you giggle? Darlene teased and the young
man laughed. I dont want to deny it but yeah you are right. I do like hershe
drew me, I mean parts of my facedo you think Adam said but cut it short.
Yes she does his assistant said and Adam hugged her. Am I in love Darlene?
he asked and they both laughed.
The next morning Adam intentionally went to class late. He stood by the
door and the professor noticed him. Mister Bowfield nothing will be
accomplished if you stand there the old man said. Adam was surprised so he
slowly took one step inside and pointed to his seat. Yes, go to your seat and
will you just do the apple this time Professor Milton told him. Adam was so
happy, he rushed to his stool and as he opened his canvass his jaw dropped.
Aimees portrait was complete and for a whole minute he could not take his
eyes off the canvass.
He first looked at his professor then turned his attention to Aimee. The
pretty red head was looking at him; she was smiling so he smiled back. Thank
you Adam whispered as Aimees smile became sweeter. Thank you she
replied and the more they smiled at each other.
As soon as the bell rang Aimee and Adam had their apples finished.
Professor Milton was amazed on their work since they only restarted it. Outside
Darlene was busy on her phone waiting for Adam to come out. She saw the
professor leaving with a grin and seconds later she could not believe that Adam
and Aimee were side by side walking out of the classroom. A simple hand
signal from Adam and Darlene knew she had to cancel all appointments for the
day and just watched the two walk away.
Again I want to say thank you Adam said. Thank you for what? Aimee
asked. For finishing my work the young man said. I dont know what you are
talking about. Thank you for finishing mine Aimee replied and Adam laughed.
I too dont know what you are talking about he said. The two were traversing
the hallway laughing and giggling and as soon as they stepped out of the
school they both looked at each other.
Adam reached out his hand to Aimee and smiled at her. We have not
formally met, my name is Adam he said. I am Aimee the young lady replied
and they shook hands. Adam was ashamed, he kept on looking away but he
wanted to ask Aimee out for lunch. I am starving, you want to grab lunch with
me? Aimee suddenly asked. Yes I would so love that that young man replied
and Aimee laughed seeing Adams wide eyed reaction.
Ah, shall we take my limo or yours? Adam asked and Aimee smiled. Lets
walk. I know a good place nearby she said and at the same time they both
signaled their drivers to go on ahead without them. Oh Adam wait up they
heard Darlene shouting as she ran towards them. Adams assistant stood
beside the young man and secretly handed a bundle of cash on his hand. I
just want to tell you that your schedule for the day is all clear. Thats all, enjoy
your lunch you two. Oh by the way Aimee I am a big fan of yours Darlene said
as Adam pocketed the cash.
Would you like to join us? Aimee asked and Adam looked at Darlene with
wide eyes. Oh no, I still have errands to run. You two go ahead and enjoy the
assistant said and she walked towards the limo. That was Darlene my
assistant, she is also my manager Adam said. Just your manager? Aimee
asked and Adam looked at her surprised. Yes my manager and assistant,
why? he asked and the young lady just smiled and shook her head. Come on
I am starving she said so the two started to walk.
Do you think your girlfriend can manage me too? Aimee jokingly asked and
Adam laughed. She is not my girlfriend he said. You dont have to deny it
you know the young lady teased. What is there to deny? I never had a
girlfriend in my life Adam replied and Aimee stopped and looked at him. I
believe you she told him and Adam was surprised.
Say what? You believe me? he asked and Aimee laughed. I do believe you
she said again. I was expecting a different reaction, I was expecting you to call
me a liar Adam said. Aimee smiled and bumped hips with Adam and said.
Trust me I do believe you she reiterated and giggled. Adam scratched his
head as they continued walking, he looked at Aimee and all he could do was
smile.
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A whole month has passed and everyone noticed Adam was already faking
his smile. During breakfast he kept on spacing out as they were eating but they
all knew better to pretend not to notice. The doorbell rang and Adam quickly
stood up and ran to the door. He took a deep breath and his hands trembled,
he quickly opened the door only to find David standing there. Adam bowed his
head and walked away but David put his hand on the young mans shoulder
and pulled him aside.
Darlene, Kristine, and Henry looked on as the two sat on the couch. Two
minutes later Adam covered his ears and bowed his head, David stood up and
looked at three. The detective walked towards the dining table shaking his head
but the three were more concerned with Adam who seemed frozen. I guess he
didnt take it so well David said. Why? What happened? Darlene asked. The
detective sat down and Kristine offered him coffee. David took a deep breath
and pouted, We are dropping the case he said.
What?!!! the three said in unison and all eyes were on the detective. Look
here, we checked all accident reports and there was no mention of Aimee. She
is popular so if ever she got into an accident it would be a headline. We
checked all hospitals; we checked at airports, we even checked morgues and
funeral parlors. She has not used her credit card, but her bank we could not
check since we need a court order. What I am saying is that she does not want
to be found David said.
What do you mean she does not want to be found?! Are you crazy? Henry
yelled and the two ladies were surprised because their driver was always soft
spoken but this time he was enraged. David calmed him down and looked at
Adam who was still frozen on the couch. Look, I dont want to be the bearer of
bad news but it seems that way. Dont worry I wont stop searching, if I have to
bend some rules then I will. For now officially the case is closed David
explained and all eyes were now focused on Adam.
For now leave Aimee to me, you have a bigger problem with Adam. I will do
everything I can because I owe him that much, Darlene you should know that
David said and Darlene nodded. I know he has stopped drinking so you better
make sure he does not resort to it the detective advised them. How are we
supposed to cheer him up? What are the right words to say? Kristine asked.
Darlene took off her glasses and wiped her tears, There are no right words, but
still we can try. I just do hope he listens she said in a weeping voice.
I still dont believe that she doesnt want to be found or she left Adam. I will
never accept that Henry said as he played with mug of coffee. Wait, Darlene,
you have access to her account right? David asked. Darlene wiped her tears
and now all attention was on her. Yes I do, but all I do is deposit, I dont have
access to withdraw she clarified. Great! Why didnt I think of this earlier, you
come with me today David told her. What? What are we going to do? she
asked.
You are going to deposit money to her account the detective said. Darlene
was quite confused since her mind was wandering. Look Darlene, you deposit
money and they give you a receipt right? So we shall know if she did withdraw
money since I am sure you still have the last deposit slip? David explained and
Darlene nodded and smiled. You are right! I still have a check for her to be
deposited. Wait here I will get my things Darlene said as she rushed towards
the stairs.
What are we going to do? How can we help? Kristine asked and David
looked at her and Henry. Just be here for him. Give him space, talk to him. I
will try to get my wife to come over she might help. The more friends he has the
less pain he has to endure alone. So you two just stay with him David
instructed them. I know what he is feeling, probably the same feeling I had
when my wife died. I dont know if its the same but I am sure he will need us. I
will be here for him like he was there for me Henry whispered as tears formed
in his eyes.
Ten minutes later David and Darlene already left, Kristine and Henry walked
towards Adam to comfort him. The young man still had his head bowed with
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hands on both ears. There was a wet portion on the carpet where tears still
continue to fall from his face. Kristine didnt know what to do but Henry
signaled her to do something else. The old man patted Adams shoulder and
massaged his back. Adam stand up, lets go for a walk. I know you can hear
me Henry said.
Just like an obedient child Adam stood up, he still had his head bowed but
Henry put his arm around his shoulder. The two stepped out of the house and
walked towards the lake. Near the lake there was an old tree, and under the
tree was a bench where Adam and Aimee would spend their afternoons
together. Henry told Adam to sit down and the old man sat down beside him.
Adam wiped his tears and looked at the calm water of the lake. He took a
deep breath and clenched his fists. What have I dont wrong Henry? he asked.
You tell me the old man replied. I dont remember doing anything wrong to
Aimee. We were find, she just went to get me a gift. Why has she not come back
yet? Did she leave me? Adam asked. Did you do something wrong? If you
were to ask me you two are the sweetest couple I have seen. Did you do
something wrong? I say nothing but you tell me Adam Henry replied.
Nothing! I did nothing. I love her so much and I would not even dare do
something bad to hurt even her feelings Adam said. There is your answer.
Now if you believe in that then why are you worried then? There is no
indication that she is dead or has been kidnapped. She is alive and I know you
can feel that she is. Do not believe in what David has told you. That is just a
conclusion they derived but you should know better Henry stated.
But why isnt she back yet Henry? Why?! Adam asked and Henry took a
deep breath and looked at the calm water. Henry did not know what to say so
he remained silent, Adam took several deep breaths and leaned back on the
bench. Henry it hurts so much. Thinking of the reason hurts so much. I cant
find reason but there must be one. Henry it hurts so much, it really hurts so
much Henry Adam repeated several times. The old man even though irritated
just listened to him rant for that is the only thing he could do, be there for him.
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Outside the bank David was inside his car eating a sandwich while waiting
for Darlene. Minutes later the car door opened and Adams assistant got in and
started to weep. Hey, stop crying. At least we now know she is alive right?
David said but the more Darlene burst in tears.
Why?! Why Aimee?! she screamed and punched the dashboard. Maybe
she has her reasons, maybe Adam isnt telling us everything the detective
added which infuriated her. You shut the hell up! Adam is the kindest person
and you must know that! You owe him so much and you have even the guts to
think of that?! Shame on you!!! Darlene shouted.
You know what even if we say we have been with a person for so long and
we know them well, there are still things that surprises us. Maybe if you just
open your mind to that possibility David said. Darlene opened the door but
the detective stopped her.
Dont go, I was just saying that. I dont believe Adam could hurt Aimee. But
how are we going to know the real reason for Aimee leaving? She isnt here to
tell us, we will keep asking why but if we stick to what we believe in then we
shall never get answers. I am just saying we think of that possibility David
explained.
So what will we tell Adam? Darlene asked as she wiped her tears. You tell
him the truth. If you cant do it then I will David replied. He wont be able to
take it, I just know he wont be able to take it Darlene said as she began
weeping again. I know, nobody can but its better if he knew this now. It can
help him move on David told her and the more she wept.
Around one in the afternoon Darlene and David arrived at the lake, they saw
the three by the bench. Darlene took a deep breath and looked at David, He
has to know, right? she asked and the detective nodded. Okay, I am sorry but
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it has to be done the assistant murmured and they started to walk towards
the lake.
Adam noticed them at once so he looked at his assistant. The look on

Darlenes face spelled it all so the young man quickly looked away. I think we
should all eat lunch first Kristine said to break the silence but Henry patted
her shoulder. I want to hear it. Darlene its okay tell me Adam said. Darlene
started to shake but David put his hand on her shoulder.
Aimee took fifty thousand from her account the day before she left. A week
agoanother hundred thousand Darlene said and she totally broke down. I
am so sorry Adam she added as David embraced her as she wept.
Adam started to laugh to everyones surprise. She is aliveAimee is alive!

he shouted and the more he laughed. Henry signaled the others to go back in
the house as Adam kept on laughing and giggling. Did you hear that Henry?
She went to the bank last week, she is alive! She got me worried Adam joyfully
said as he turned his back and see the others leaving. Hey, where are you all
going? We should be happy Aimee is alive. Hey guys! he yelled but the others
were not listening.
Adam, its okay. You dont have to hide it Henry said as he tapped the
young mans shoulder. Adam looked at his trusted driver and friend and
smiled. Henry she is alive, why arent you celebrating with me? the young
man asked but Henry sighed and threw a stone at the lake. Adam, let it out.
You do not need to pretend in front of me. I know its eating you. Just let it out,
go ahead just let it out Henry said as he looked the other way.
The fake smile faded away from the young mans face. His lips slowly
trembled and his cheeks began shaking. Adam trembled, his eyes focused on
the lake water and tears began flowing down his cheeks. Henry could feel the
pain but he just let his friend cry it out. Adam didnt hold back he gasped for
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air as more tears drowned his eyes. I can feel your pain; just let it out for now.
Dont hold back, just let it all out boy Henry softly said.
Minutes later Henry stood up and massaged Adams back. The young man
was silent but tears still continued to traverse his face. You have to eat, come
on lets go inside now Henry said and Adam nodded his head and slowly stood
up. It was a slow walk back to the house, Adam had his head bowed the whole
time and Henry just followed the young mans pace.
The two men sat in front of the dining table, Kristine was there to serve
them. As Adam was about to eat, he slowly turned his head towards the living
room. He stared at the grand piano and he started to tremble and again broke
down in tears. Henry took a deep breath and looked at Kristine; he shook his
head and slumped on his chair. Kristine walked towards Adam; she blocked
his view and gently held on the young mans head and pressed it against her
stomach. She left me Adam said in a shaking voice.
Kristine didnt say a word but caressed Adams head. For a long time she
was in love with him, and now he is weeping in her arms. Adam, everything is
going to be alright she whispered. Henry glared at the young woman but
Kristine avoided eye contact. It took Adam a few minutes to calm down and
Kristine made sure he ate after.
The crooner decided to be alone in his room so everyone let him. Henry
approached Kristine right after she got down the stairs and held firmly on the
young womans arm. What the hell are you trying to do? Why did you say
everything is going to be alright? he angrily asked.
I was just trying to help! I didnt know what else to say at that moment she
argued. You dont say anything! What are you up to? the old man asked. I
dont know what you are talking about. I care for Adam just as much as you
do. So let go of my arm you are hurting me! she screamed.
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Henry let go but he angrily stared at her. Kristine walked away and Darlene
slowly stood beside the driver. Whats wrong? she asked. Dont take your
eyes away from that girl. She is up to no good he whispered. Kristine? I know
she likes Adam but I dont think she would take advantage Darlene said. You
think? I am just saying keep a close eye on her Henry replied as his cold eyes
followed Kristine up to the kitchen.
Another week passed and Adam fell pale for he barely ate. For seven days he
shed tears and even when his friends tried to console him he they could not
stop the tears from falling. On the eighth day he decided to join everyone for
breakfast, a big surprise that they happily took.
Adam was slowly eating, everyone else was silent and watching him. This
omelet, its good he softly said. Henry grinned and tapped the table, Well I do
have some cooking abilities too you know, just eat because I can cook more
later the old man boasted. Adam looked at his old friend and managed to
smile, Aimee was the one always cooking. I do know a little but ever since we
moved in together she always wanted to be the one to do the cooking Adam
said and everyone was edgy awaiting for tears to fall but there werent any.
Why are you all looking at me? Adam asked and the three pretended to be
eating. Do I have tantalizing eyes? the young man suddenly joked and
Kristine laughed and the two followed. Tantalizingly swollen Henry
commented and the three paused for Adam pouted. He soon burst in laughter
so everyone had a good laugh. They missed his smile and laughter so Darlene,
Henry and Kristine just kept laughing to keep the mood going.
The house phone rang and Darlene quickly stood up but Adam signaled her
to sit down. Let me, I need the exercise he said. Adam walked briskly towards
the ringing phone by the living room while the three breathed a sigh of relief.
Whatever is in this omelet Henry you better make them every day since it has
a good effect on him Darlene joked and the old man laughed. I sure will, its
better seeing him this way rather than not seeing him around at all he said.
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Adam picked up the phone and answered, Hello he said calmly. The person
on the other end did not speak but the young man could hear breathing.
Aimee!!! he shouted so the three stood up and rushed to his side. Aimee I
know that is you! Aimee? Please say something Adam pleaded. Darlene sat
down on the couch while Kristine tried to listen in. Henry paced the living room
as all eyes were on Adam.
Aimee I know its you. I recognize the way you breathe. Please say
something Aimee. Aimee I miss you so much, when are you coming home? he
said. Aimee please I beg you say something. Please come home Aimee, please
Aimee he again pleaded but after hearing a deep breath the busy tone
followed. Adam closed his eyes and dropped the phone; he bowed his head and
fell on his knees.
It was Aimee he whispered and Kristine knelt down and comforted him.
How sure are you it was her? Henry asked. I know how she breatheswhen
she sleeps I just stare at her pretty face and listen to her breath. When we are
together watching television I listen to her breath. It was herbut why wont
she talk to me? Why didnt she say a single word? What did I do to make her
that way? Adam said as tears once again traversed the contours of his face.
Why did she leave me?
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Chapter 6: Nothing
It was a bright early day of June; Kristine got up and proceeded to the
kitchen to cook breakfast. As she got down from the stairs she noticed the
house door open. She began to panic and ran back up to wake up Henry.
Henry wake up! We have been robbed! Kristine screamed as she bang on the
room door.
Immediately Henry opened the door and took out his gun, Darlene alighted
from her room visibly terrified. What do you mean we have been robbed?
Henry asked. The door is open Kristine said so the old man ran down the
stairs but as soon as he reached the first floor he heard another scream.
Henry! Adam is not in his room! Darlene shouted.
Henry quickly checked the first floor, the two women slowly walked behind
him. I dont see anything missing Henry said so he tucked in his gun and
looked at Kristine. Maybe he just went out for a walk he told them so they
quickly walked towards the door and stepped out of the house.
On the bench they saw Adam so they all breathed a sigh of relief. You gave
us a little scare there Henry said as Kristine bowed her head. I am sorry, I
could not think straight once I saw the door open she whispered but Darlene
embraced her. Its okay, I would have panicked in the same manner she told
the young lady.
The three happily walked towards Adam but the stopped a few steps with the
sight of blood dripping from the young mans knuckles. Even his forehead had
a cut and the his whole face was bloody. Kristine trembled and screamed as
Darlene ran back to the house. Henry took off his shirt and wiped the blood off
Adams face, What the hell did you do? he angrily asked.
I thought I could take down this tree. He is a tough one. This tree reminds
me of Aimee. I dont want seeing this tree so I tried to kill it Adam said as he
remained calm on the bench. Kristine! Quit standing there and go get the first
aid kit! Henry instructed as the trembling young woman ran back to the
house. Darlene ran out holding her phone close to her ear calling for help.
Minutes later Adam was patched up, Darlene was escorting the paramedics
back to the ambulance as Henry sat beside the young man. Adams eyes were
seething with anger, his fists were clenched and his teeth were grinding. Who
do you see when you punch the tree? Do you see Aimee? Are you mad at her?
Henry asked. I can never be mad at her, I am mad at myself Adam replied.
Why are you blaming yourself? Henry asked. Because I should have seen
this coming. Maybe I did something wrong that I was not aware of! I should
have paid more attention! The problem is I really dont know what I did wrong!!!
Do you understand me? I am mad at myself because I dont know what I did!!!
Adam shouted and he stood up and walked towards the house.
Breakfast was served and the three were surprised to see Adam back to
normal. He was enjoying his food and smiling at everyone. Hey, sorry for what
happened. I really am but dont worry it will never happen again he told them
and everyone smiled at him. After eating Adam stood up and walked towards
the living room, they saw him do some stretching and sat down. He turned on
the television and calmly watched the news.
Darlene was relieved so she enjoyed eating, Henry dropped his guard and did
the same. After breakfast Kristine did the dishes, Darlene was busy on her
phone negotiating cancelled shows and appearances for her ward. Henry on the
other hand decided to take a bath after seeing Adam asleep on the couch.
After a refreshing bath Henry went to the living room only to find Adam gone.
Kristine where is Adam? he asked. I dont know, maybe in his room she
answered so the old man went to check but he wasnt there. Henry looked
Chapter 6: Nothing 57
outside the window, there was no one on the bench but he saw the car
missing. He quickly ran down the stairs and confronted Darlene. He took the
car! he shouted. Let me get back at you Darlene said on the phone as she
turned it off. What did you say? she asked.
Adam took the car! he repeated and Darlene quickly turned towards the
coffee table to find her bag missing. Oh my God, he took my bag too! she said
and the three began to panic. Why didnt you two check on him?! Henry
yelled. I was busy in the kitchen, ask Darlene, she was here all the time
Kristine countered. I didnt even notice him, I thought he was asleep Darlene
reasoned so Henry grabbed the phone and called David.
Three hours later the SUV returned so the three came out of the house.
David got out of the drivers seat and greeted them. The other door opened and
a drunk Adam stepped out. Hey did I worry you all? he asked. Adam was
tipsy but managed to walk towards the bench. David and Henry rushed to his
side to assist him but the young man refused. I am not a baby! I can walk so
let go of me! he shouted.
Adam sat on the bench; he leaned his head back and started to laugh. Hey!
She left me! You up there, God! Are you listening? She left me! Could you
please erase these damn memories because they are killing me!!! Are you
listening to me? the young man shouted. His four friends could not do
anything, they just let him vent out his anger. It was better this way rather
than hurting himself.
Minutes later Adam fell silent and started to sob. He took a deep breath and
signaled for everyone to come closer. Adam, I have to tell you that you better
get in shape soon because the producers are already mad. They need you to go
ahead with the concert even without Aimee Darlene said.
I cant sing without her. Cancel it he replied. But Adam they are going to
sue us Darlene told him. Pay them, I dont care. Pay them all. I cant sing
without Aimee. If you dont want then fine, I shall go but I tell you I am just
going to stand there the young man said.
Adam if I pay them all you will have nothing left. You might even lose this
house Darlene reminded him. The young man fell silent and he closed his eyes
and quickly stood up. He ran towards the lake and jumped on the water. David
was about to go after him but Henry stopped him. Dont worry the water is
shallow he said. So they just watched Adam float on the water as he looked up
towards the sky. I already lost everything the moment she left Adam said as
he lay seemingly lifeless.
The next morning over breakfast everyone was relieved to see Adam join
them. The young man looked groggy but he did eat a lot. Adam, I know you
were drunk yesterday so about the concerts Darlene said and the young
man looked at her. Cancel them, pay them if needed he answered. But
Adam, there is still time to think about it. You have seven days to prepare
Darlene reasoned. Do you see Aimee around? She isnt here so no concerts.
Bring her back then lets have them, without her cancel them Adam insisted.
I can play the piano Kristine suddenly blurted out and the young man
glared at her. What is your name? he asked. What do you mean? the pretty
lady asked. Tell me your name Adam said. Kristine, silly you pretending to
have amnesia she said. Kristine, so no concerts. Its either you are deaf or
dumb. You are not Aimee and no one can replace her the crooner harshly
uttered stabbing Kristine painfully in the heart.
I never said I wanted to replace her! I was just offering so to save the
concerts Kristine snapped back and Henry shook his head. Adam stood up
and pointed at the young woman, You! Yes you are sticking around too much.
Maybe Aimee was jealous so she left me. Its your fault Adam said and Kristine
was surprised. Why are you placing the blame on me? What have I done?
Kristine asked as tears filled her eyes.
Shut up! I dont want to see you hear again! Pack your things and leave
Adam instructed. Kristine stood up and ran upstairs, Henry quickly followed
her. You are too harsh putting the blame on anyone Adam. Its not like you
anymore Darlene said. Or maybe she was jealous of you! Yeah maybe it was
you because we are too close Adam said as he stared at his assistant. What
are you talking about?! You are not making sense! Do not pass your anger on
us we are just here trying to help you! Darlene fought back.
I dont need anyone. I want all of you to leave as soon as possible. I will go
to my room and when I come back down after an hour I dont want to see you
all here Adam said and he did as he said. After an hour Adam was fresh from
a bath, he was wearing a dark green jogging suit and walked in front of a
mirror. He has not seen his own face ever since Aimee left and he has grown
facial hair. He looked thinner and pale and he barely could recognize himself.
Down at the living room he found the three seated, he looked at them and
shook his head. So you are all still here, fine with me. Enjoy yourselves, I am
going out he said. Adam, let me drive you Henry offered. I want to come too
Darlene said. Hey, I am not a child. I can drive and I can take care of myself. I
told you three to leave but since you want to stay then stay but leave me alone!
I will do what I want from now on do you understand? Adam said.
Darlene stood up and confronted him, I have to make sure you keep your
image. I dont want to see you ruin yourself in public she told him. I am not a
puppet! Back off! I can think for myself and do things for myself. If you want to
help then cancel everything! There is no more Adam and Aimee so tell the
whole world that Adam snapped and Henry pulled Darlene aside. Adam that
is not you boy, I know you are angry but let me remind you that you are still
you. Dont do anything you will regret the old man told him.
I am me and I am broken so let this broken man alone! All of you! You think
you know what I am feeling? Then if you know then you should understand. If
not shut up and leave me alone! Darlene where are my keys? Dont you follow
me or call David to tail me. I want to live my own life from now on so respect
that! Adam said as he grabbed the keys from Darlene and rushed out of the
house.
Adam parked his car in front of the art school; he wore his hood and stepped
out of the car. He took a deep breath and looked at the building where he met
Aimee, a sudden rush of memories flooded his mind, and tears started to form
so he wore his shades and walked away. He traversed the same path as their
first walk together heading towards the restaurant where they first had lunch.
He entered the doors of the restaurant, he took of his hood and shades and
the front desk clerk recognized him at once. The usual table sir? the lady
asked and Adam looked at the people inside and stared at the usual window
side table they usually take. Yes please he answered. A waiter escorted him to
his seat but Adam was hesitant to sit down. Is there something wrong sir?
the waiter asked.
Images of Aimee seated and smiling clouded Adams imagination, a smile

alighted on his face. Sir are you okay? the waiter asked and Adam sat down
and shook his head. I am fine he replied. The usual sir? the middle aged
man asked. Yes please, and if you could serve too her usual dish Adam said
and the waiter was bewildered. As you wish sir the server replied and left.
Twenty minutes later the food was served and Adam found himself at an
awkward situation. He stared at his food and the plate across, even though
how hard he tried to imagine she was there but Aimee wasnt. Still, Adam took
the other plate and cut the beef into pieces. He returned the plate and started
to work at his own but he could not help the tears from falling anymore.
Just as if she was there, Adam reached his fork to take a piece of meat from
the other plate. They were used to eating this way but this time the food in
front of him remained untouched. The food did not taste as good when Aimee
was present. The smile of her face with every chew he took was gone, vivid
images filled his mind but it was not the same. It was a painful lunch for
Adam, this was their favorite restaurant but now he was beginning to hate it.
Across the restaurant was a movie house, which was where Adam proceeded
after lunch. He stood at the lobby for a long time for he did not know what
movie to choose. Aimee used to do the choosing and Adam would like whatever
movie she chose. After twenty minutes he picked one and bought tickets for
two because he was used to doing that.
Inside the cinema the movie began to play, Adam again felt awkward for
during this time he was already holding Aimees hand. He would intentionally
not watch and fall asleep on her shoulder so that when they walk home she
would tell him what he missed. This time Adam was alone and all his attention
was on the movie but he could not understand anything. When the film ended
he walked out knowing nothing, he just wasted almost two hours and if he
didnt look back at the poster he would not even know the title of the movie he
just watched.
It was a lonely walk back to the art school; he forgot to wear his hood so a lot
of people recognized him and greeted him. Adam would just nod and smile but
continue his painful walk back to his car. A few more steps and Adam brought
out the key, he was about to press the alarm button when a horde of
photographers and a media crew rushed towards him.
It was chaos with the lights flashing and the reporter jostling for a good spot
in front of Adam. He was asking questions to where Adam was not listening.
How true is it that Aimee left you? Are the rumors true? the reporter asked
and Adam smiled at him. Can you confirm the reports? the reporter insisted.
Adam wanted to get inside the car but his eyes stared at the camera. He
grabbed the microphone and signaled the reporter to keep quiet. No there is
no truth to those rumors. Aimee went on a vacation, she needed a break Adam
said. So there it is not true that you two have separated the reporter said.
Adam shook his head and even managed to smile. Of course not! But you
know what I do miss her. So will this be shown on television? he asked and
the camera man nodded. Good, I would like to take this opportunity to speak
to Aimee. You see we made an agreement that we would not contact each
other, so we could miss each other. So Aimee if you are watching I miss you
badly
I went to eat lunch at our favorite restaurant but the food didnt taste the
same. I went to watch a movie after and its so lonely. I miss you Aimee, I didnt
fall asleep at the movie house Adam said and it elicited laughter. But Aimee I
wish you were here to tell me the story for I didnt understand anything, I just
kept thinking of you all the time he paused and wiped the tears from his eyes.
AimeeI am nothing without you. I feel incomplete. Come back soon

AimeeI am nothing without you. Please Aimee come home Adam said as he
finally pressed the alarm button and the photographers let him go.
The reporter stood in front of the camera wiping his own tears, Well there
you have it an exclusive interview with Adam Bowfield. He refuted the rumors
about their alleged break up with Aimee Patterson. Aimee if you are watching
cut your vacation short and come back homehe could have just stood in
front of the camera without saying a word for you to notice his
sadnesswherever you are come home.
Chapter 7: Watching You
Two Years Ago
Four days after their fated lunch date Adam still felt its side effects. I still
cant believe it I had lunch with her and she was the one who invited me the
young man said and Darlene laughed. Adam, that was four days ago. Well tell
me what has happened ever since? she asked. Adam grinned and scratched
his head then laughed, Nothing, but we do smile at each other he said.
So you are happy with that? Are you contented with just smiles? Darlene
asked. Of course not, but you see I am working on it. Baby steps for now and I
will get there he replied. Adam are you waiting for her to invite you again to
another lunch date? If you dont act fast then she might think you are not
interested in her his assistant told him. They reached the door of the
classroom and Adam looked worried, Okay then today I shall take bigger baby
steps he boasted and Darlene laughed. Well good luck to you then, see you in
three hours she said as the young man entered the classroom,
Three hours later Darlene and Henry were enjoying hot coffee inside the car
as they waited for Adam. Are you sure you wont go and get him? the driver
asked. Oh no, I dont want make him look like a spoiled brat in front of Aimee
Darlene replied. You are right but dont say that he is going to slow. Maybe its
just his style in courting Henry said. He doesnt have a style because he has
never courted a girl. I can tell she said and they both laughed.
A minute later there was a knock at the limousine window, Darlene opened
the door and an angry Adam entered. She didnt come to class and I just
wasted three hours doing nothing he said. What do you mean you wasted
three hours? Its a class you know Darlene said.
Wasted! I didnt get anything done because she was not there. I dont know I
just felt bored seeing her seat empty. I was not in the mood, when she is there I
can work and now she isnt I dont want to go to art class the young man
ranted and the two laughed.
So you draw inspiration from her? Henry asked and the young man
grinned. Of course when she is there I want to do my best. Today she wasnt
so I just wasted three hours doing nothing. I wonder why she didnt come to
class Adam said. Well if you started to make your move then you could have
got her phone number and called her to ask for yourself Darlene commented
and Adam pouted.
Fine, I have liked many girls in the past but I could not do anything about
it. Laugh if you want but I just dont have the courage, with Aimee its the
same Adam said softly. Why? Why are you so afraid? You are good looking
and I should say you are a good guy. So why are you afraid? Henry asked.
Adam sighed and shrugged his shoulder then smiled, Well I am afraid of
failure, especially now with Aimee. I have never felt like this before and I am
just so scared the young man explained.
Oh look here, it said Aimee has a two night concert. So maybe that is why
she was not in class Darlene said pointing to her laptop. Adam slid over to
take a peek then looked at Henry. Start driving we are going there to watch
he said. Adam! That is three states away Darlene interrupted.
Three states then we fly, come on book tickets for the three of us he
instructed his assistant. Are you serious? You have art class tomorrow
Darlene said. Its not art class if she is not there so book the tickets. Henry to
the airport quick Adam said and Henry quickly got out of the back seat and
went to the front.
Four hours later the three were inside a hotel suite, Adam was pacing the
room as Henry was enjoying the luxurious couch and giant sized flat screen.
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Adam let me remind you we have to go back home tomorrow morning since
you also have a concert Darlene said as she was busy fixing schedules on her
laptop. No, we are going to watch her two concerts Adam said.
Dont be silly, if we do that the next night will be your concert and we still
have to prepare Darlene told him. I can sing anytime, and will you please give
this chance to me. I rarely ask for anything Adam replied. Yeah he is right, I
can stay in this room forever, I just love this huge television Henry said and
Adam looked at him. Darlene when we get back get Henry a television just like
this one the young man said and his driver was surprised. You dont have to
do that, I am happy with the one I have at home the old man said.
The small old television? No, I will get you a bigger one. Darlene get one
yourself too Adam said. Henry and Darlene were silent; they liked Adam so
much because he does not treat them differently. The young crooner was
generous to them, Adam lived at a small apartment while the two had houses
Adam helped build. They did not know how to thank the young man so they
just pledged their loyalty to him.
Three hours before Aimees concert Adam was slouched on the sofa listening
to piano piece Darlene downloaded to her laptop. Henry had his eyes closed
and was enjoying the music while Darlene was busy on her mobile phone. I
dont get it, do people really like this kind of music? the young man asked as
Darlene looked at Henry. Why are you looking at me? It doesnt mean old
people are the only ones that enjoy this kind of music the driver snapped and
Adam and Darlene laughed.
I understand it takes real talent to play this kind of pieces on the piano, I
am not saying I dont like it. It sounds good and relaxing but do lots of people
really want to hear this? Adam asked. Adam you are into a different genre,
she is into this one Darlene explained. Yeah but look she is young like me, no
offense Henry, but do you think she likes playing this? Doesnt she want to
play something more modern? the young man asked.

I am sure she plays other genres but probably at home. This is how she
became famous so she has to stick to it. Its difficult to change Adam, like you
for example. You sing quite old ballads, I dont see you complaining Darlene
said. Yeah but I do want to sing new or modern songs too Adam replied. Do
you want to try then? his assistant asked him.
Do you think the crowd will like it? he asked and Darlene laughed. My
point exactly. Its difficult to change especially when the people know you sing
old ballads. There are artists who jump from one genre to another but then end
up back where they started. Some are successful but still they tend to go back
where they were known. So even if Aimee wanted to play a modern genre on
her piano I am sure she is also asking the same question as you just did
Darlene explained.
I dont want to end up singing the same old songs until I get old Adam said
softly. Then compose you own songs or wait for a writer to pick you and then
you can record an album. So far the only recording offer is for old songs, is that
the reason why you rejected it? Darlene asked and Adam grinned. I can sing
old songs on stage but I dont want people to remember me singing only old
songs. I record old songs then what I fear may happen. Anyway where shall we
be seated later? Adam asked.
Of course in front Darlene said and Adam jumped to his feet. No! I dont
want her to see me there. Can you exchange them for seats farther away?
Somewhere she wont see me Adam said. Look boy she would be more
flattered to see you watching her Henry interrupted.
No, I wont even tell her I watched. Darlene have them exchanged Adam
instructed. Sorry Adam but the tickets are sold out and the ones I got I had to
pull some strings his assistant told him. Adam sighed and looked at Darlene,
he suddenly grinned and closed his eyes. What? Darlene asked. Oh nothing
the young man replied.

An hour before the concert there was already a long queue outside the
concert hall. All people were well dressed and Adam was obviously nervous.
Cant you do something about the tickets? he asked his assistant. Sorry
Adam, we cannot exchange them anymore she replied. Give me the tickets
Henry said as the two looked at him. I am going to scalp them, I am sure there
are buyers. Then the money we get we buy the tickets to the seats you want. I
am sure those ticket holders would sell he explained.
I just need one Henry, you two can enjoy from the front Adam told him. I
dont think so, if Aimee sees Darlene then automatically she would know you
are around. It would be okay if she saw me since I dont think she has seen
me the old man stated. She did, I just dont think she would be able to
recognize you since you were wearing your hat Adam said. So its three then
Henry said. I dont think you need to scalp them, let me have the tickets
Adam said. What are you going to do with them? Darlene asked. Exchange
them, its better this way he said as he started approaching people on the
queue.
Inside the concert hall Adam was pouting and very much disappointed at
their seats. Its your fault, you could have asked where they were seated first
Darlene quipped. She is going to look like an ant from here Adam said and
the three laughed. Well if it helps at least you will still get to hear her music.
Maybe tomorrow we can get better seats where she wont be ant-like Henry
told him and the more Adam laughed.
The lights dimmed and the stage alighted, Aimee emerged from the back
curtains to the wild applause of the crowd. Is she smiling? I cant see her face
well Adam said as he slammed his fist on the arm rest. Adam relax, tomorrow
will be different. For now just enjoy her music Henry told him.
The crowd became silent as Aimee sat down in front of the grand piano.
Visibly frustrated Adam closed his eyes and Aimee began to play an unfamiliar
tune to him. For two hours Adam never opened his eyes but listened to
whatever she played. He never liked this type of music but this night changed
everything. Every note played spoke to him, it described who she was.

At the end of the concert Adam was the first one up to his feet to applause
for this time he appreciated her talent. So this is Aimee he said softly. I
heard her play, tomorrow I want to see her facial reaction as she plays. Get us
fronts seats, I dont care if she sees me Adam added.
The following night Adam got his wish, they were seated at the very front row
but he was feeling hesitant. What now? Why are you covering your face?
Darlene asked. I cant do it. What if she sees me? Adam replied and Henry
laughed. Did you leave your balls behind last night? If I remember you said
you wanted to see her play so here we are the old man said. Adam chuckled
and grinded in his seat, there were several people who recognized him but the
young man just smiled at them.
The lights dimmed and Adam relaxed, I forgot, she couldnt see me right? So
what am I worried about? When I am on stage and the lights are on me I
couldnt recognize the people in the front seats he explained. Quiet now here
she comes Henry whispered and the backstage curtains opened.
Aimee walked slowly towards the center of the stage, she was so beautiful
and smiling at everyone. Her black long dress was somewhat majestic and her
slow gentle movement made Adams heart beat wildly. For a few seconds their
eyes met, Adam stood frozen and breathing heavily. She cant see you Henry
whispered. I know, but I can see her clearly. Henry my heart is beating so fast
right now Adam said softly as his gaze never left Aimee.
Wearing a white elegant dress Aimee sat down in front of the piano, she was
focused and her hands found their mark at once. Adam saw her close her eyes
and she began to play. Aimee played with passion, her head and facial reaction
resonating with every key she presses. The music was relaxing but Adam
couldnt, his attention was focused on the piano player and he could see
himself in her.

Adam releases his emotion with every song he sings, Aimee on the other
hand does the same with her piano playing. The young crooner closed his eyes,
he tried to feel what Aimee was feeling. She is lonely he uttered and Darlene
and Henry looked at him. She plays well but she is lonely, cant you hear it?
he asked. How can you tell? She is not playing a sad song Henry whispered.
Dont just listen, you have to feel it Adam said as he again closed his eyes
and listened to Aimee play.
Before her last piece Aimee stood up to the wild applause of the crowd. She
waived at everyone and smiled at everyone from the front row. For a second
Adam was frightened for their eyes met but the young man was confident that
she could not see him clearly. Aimee sat back down and the audience
immediately fell silent. She took several deep breathes and the light at the
stage dimmed.
Aimee started playing a sad piece and Adam closed his eyes to listen. Aimee
didnt have her eyes closed, she continued playing the lonely tune while looking
at each and everyone on the crowd. It was as if she was looking at the effect of
her final piece to the ones watching her. Most people had their eyes closed,
Aimee suddenly stopped playing as she saw Adam. Darlene and Henry were
shocked but Adam who had his eyes closed didnt know what was happening.
To those who have heard the piece before they were surprised why Aimee
stopped but to those listening for the first time thought it was a normal pause.
Darlene waived at Aimee, the pianist smiled back at her. As Aimee continued
playing Adam opened his eyes and started to wonder. What happened? he
asked. Henry and Darlene acted dumb and shrugged their shoulders but the
young man felt something different.
As the sad tune continued playing Adam was bewildered. I know its a sad
song, but they way she plays right now is different he whispered. What do
you mean? Darlene asked. She is happy now Adam said and Henry and
Darlene smiled at each other. That is so odd, in a span of seconds she
managed to change her mood in playing Adam added. With his eyes closed he

enjoyed Aimees playing, little did he know the pianist had her eyes on him the
whole time.
The next day Adam was still tired from their flight but he was surprised to
find Aimee at their art class. In his hand was a front row ticket to his concert
and for three hours he was finding the right time to give it to her. The bell rang
and still the ticket was with him, he sat around and waited for everyone else to
leave then ran after Aimee as she was about to exit the door.
Aimee looked at him but courage he mustered vanished so all he could do

was smile at her. I was wondering if you would like to grab lunch with me? he
asked softly. The smile on Aimees face turned into a frown as her sleepy eyes
spoke to Adam. Oh sorry, maybe next time. I heard you had a two night
concert he added. Rain check? Aimee said and the young man smiled at her.
Minutes later Adam was inside the limousine punching the seat. I am so
stupid! I could not even give the ticket to her!!! he shouted. Relax Adam, just
think that she has to rest too Darlene said to calm him down. The young man
exhaled and punched the seat for the last time, Yeah, maybe next time but I
am not sure when that time comes I would be able to give her a ticket Adam
replied.
Adams sadness carried over to his concert, with the glaring lights shining on
his eyes he managed to sing to filled up local arena. To his avid fans there
seemed to be nothing different in his singing, indeed there was not for Adam
has been sad for a very long time. His marvelous voice masks the sadness,
what people hear is his voice alone and not his emotions. No matter how hard
Adam tries to express what he feels, the audience never understands, they
think its just another sad song.
Halfway through the concert Adam stopped and signaled the stage crew to
play a lonely background music. He walked towards the center of the stage and
took a deep breath. Good evening, I want to share with you a story. The last

two days I travelled three states away just to follow a girl. I watched her play
for two nights and I was happy. This morning I wanted to give her a ticket,
front row of course to this concert of mine but I didnt have enough courage to
do so he narrated.
I have been singing for long time now but let me tell you hidden in every
song was my sadness. Last night I was happy watching her, it gave me an idea,
to give her a ticket so she could watch me. I imagined how I would sing if she
was hereI would be happy seeing herI could have sung a song happily for
the first time but I didnt have the courage to give it to her. So maybe next time
I say he sadly stated.
I would not have accepted it! a woman shouted from the crowd. Adam tried
to find the woman but could not see with all the lights focused on him. I beg
your pardon? he asked. The lights dimmed and the young man was so
surprised to see Aimee at the front row. I said if you gave me the tickets I
would not have accepted them because I already have a ticket! Aimee yelled.
So shocked was the young crooner, he stood frozen with his jaw dropped.
I have watched all your concerts, and I was so glad to see you last night in
mine Aimee added and the crowd teased them. You saw me? he asked and
Aimee nodded. From the earpiece he wore he could hear Darlenes voice. She
saw you, we didnt tell you since you had your eyes closed he heard his
assistant say. Adam started to giggle but held his composure and just smiled.
Ladies and gentlemen, Aimee Patterson, the girl I followed Adam said as
everyone rose to their feet and applauded the pianist. Aimee felt shy but she
managed to stand to acknowledge the audience. Aimee Pattersongosh I still
cant find the courage but let me see if I can tell you through my singing Adam
said as the two smiled at each other.
For the next half of the concert Adam sang differently. Everyone noticed his
different mood. His voice sounded better and this time everyone felt his

emotions, with the next six love songs everyone knew he was in love to the
woman he watched and who was now watching him.

Chapter 8: Half of Me
September, Two years ago
Ever since Adams concert, he and Aimee were inseparable. They still entered
class but this time they sat next to each other. Professor didnt mind them for
the two were excelling and inspiring each other to do better. A few more days
Adam and Aimee were sharing one canvass, the professor was against it but
looking at the result left him lost for words.
Adam and Aimee were beginners but what the other lacked the other filled
up. Together they were able to make beautiful works of art forcing Professor
Milton to move them to advanced classes where the two learned them
individually but in the end they would still work on one canvass.
September was a special month for Aimee, it would mark her first year being
a famous pianist. There was a scheduled homecoming concert set, something
she was looking forward to because she was going to perform in her hometown
again after a year performing at different states. What made this more special
was she has found a new inspiration to keep on playing, and that was Adam.
On the early afternoon of the concert the huge performance hall was empty
but a magnificent tune was playing. Aimee was practicing her piece while Adam
was seated on a stool a few steps away from her. As Aimee finished she looked
at Adam and smiled. The young man clapped and walked towards the piano
and knocked on the wood.
Dont you get bored of playing the same old pieces and tunes? Dont you
want to play something more modern? Adam asked. I could play modern
tunes, I can even play the tunes of the songs you sing but this is what the
people come to watch and listen to she reasoned. Yeah, same situation I am
in. Sometimes I would like to try a different genre but Darlene told me to stick
with what I have started. Changing would be difficult but still I would like to
try Adam told her. Me too, but maybe one day I will Aimee replied.
So tell me, if I take away those notes will you still be able to play? he
asked. Of course, as long as you know the piece by heart it comes
automatically. The notes are just there as a guide but during the real
performance it would be a shame if it was Aimee replied.
I watched you play and you even close your eyes. Are you not afraid of
making a mistake? the young crooner asked. I do commit mistakes but you
could barely hear it. It it was a really slow piece then that would be
embarrassing. To the real critics they hear everything so its embarrassing but I
never said I was perfect Aimee answered.
But to me you are Adam said softly and Aimee blushed. The young man
observed the grand piano, it was a shiny black one and suddenly he arched his
hand and attached it to the side panel. Look Aimee, what do you see? he
asked. Aimee looked at his hand and the reflection it made on the piano panel,
Adams hand was arched forming half a heart and the reflection made it whole.
Half a heart Aimee replied and Adam shook his head. No look closer,
include the reflection he told her. Its still half a heart the young lady
insisted. No its not, its a whole heart. I told you to include the reflection
Adam stated. Aimee stood up and did the same, Look another half heart she
said and Adam pouted. Okay okay whatever you say, its half a heart then the
young man said.
Aimee moved her arched hand towards Adams, the two hands touched and
moved away from the piano. Their arched hands attached to each other and
Aimee looked at Adam. Now its a whole heart she whispered. Adam looked at
their hands and smiled at the sight of the formed heart shape. He then looked
at Aimee and his lips began to tremble. All my life I felt something missing, I
could barely flash a real smile. Lately my cheeks are starting to hurt, I feel
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differentI feel happy. Aimee, in you I found the half of me he softly
whispered as the young woman moved closer to him smiling.
I do believe you are changing, I never imagined you saying words like those.
I thought you were always going to hide in your shell Aimee told him. Adam
felt embarrassed, he bowed his head but Aimee raised it up and stared him in
the eyes. I am willing to be your other halfas long as you likewise remain to
be the other half of me she softly said as she moved her face closer to his.
Adam began to shake so Aimee put her arms around his neck; the young man
wrapped his own arms around her body as their lips met each other for the
first time.
Several hours later the concert hall was packed with people. Adam, Darlene
and Henry were seated at the front row but this time the young crooner was
not ashamed to show his face for Aimee wanted him to be there. Minutes later
lights dimmed and the stage lit up, Aimee gracefully walked towards the center
of the stage and bowed. With one hand she hid her eyes from the blinding light
to find the Adam. As soon as she found him she smiled and flashed her arched
hand towards him. Adam did the same with his hand and Aimee graciously
walked towards the piano.
Even though Adam heard what Aimee was playing during the rehearsal he
still enjoyed listening but this time his eyes were wide open. Adam knew every
piece on the playlist, he knew the halftime break was coming so he quickly got
out of his seat and rushed towards the backstage. He waited in front of Aimees
dressing room and a minute later the pianist arrived. Adam, what are you
doing here? she asked.
Adam revealed the bouquet of flowers hidden at his back and gave them to
Aimee, the young lady was surprised and was full of smiles. Thank you, but
you know you should have given them after the whole performance she told
him as she smelled the flowers. Well I couldnt wait and I wanted to see you
the young man said as they entered the dressing room.
Aimee sat down and her manager suddenly entered the room staring at
Adam. Why are you here? No guests are allowed inside here the old lady said.
Adam smiled and nodded his head and was about to walk towards the door but
Aimee held his hand. Its okay, I want him here she said.
Adam took a chair and sat beside Aimee while she was drank an orange
juice her manager gave her. Adam grabbed the young pianists hand and began
to massage it. Your hands must be tired he said as Aimee handed him her
other hand and they smiled at each other. Rebecca I want to try something
different on the second half Aimee suddenly said as she looked at her
manager. And what is that something different you have in mind? the grey
haired lady asked. I am not telling you since I know you wont agree Aimee
replied.
Fine, suit yourself. By the way after this show we were invited by the mayor
for a late dinner. I already said yes her manager stated. Rebecca! You know I
hate social gatherings Aimee said. Well its for publicity darling, you can bring
him with you the old lady told her as she was busy punching buttons on her
digital assistant. Aimee looked at Adam and she pouted to show her dislike
what her manager scheduled.
Its okay I will be your date Adam said and Aimees face brightened. It
would be better if we were alone thought she replied. We can do that while we
are there you know, its like we are there but they are not Adam said and
Aimee laughed. Just you and me she softly whispers as they kissed. And you
two are practicing on me? Is that it? Ignoring me, like as if I wasnt around?
Rebecca snapped and the two laughed loudly.
An hour later the concert was down to its last two musical pieces. Adam
knew what was next so he started humming and beating his hands. You are
so excited and you are spoiling it for us Darlene commented so the young man
stopped. I was just kidding she added and they both laughed. Aimee began to
play again but it was a tune out of the playlist but Adam recognized very well.
Thats a ballad that you sing right? Henry asked. Adam was surprised to
hear Aimee play something different, And that is not even on the playlist the
young crooner said. The crowd started buzzing and Aimee cleared her throat as
she spoke at the microphone. Hello, for my last two pieces I wanted to try
something different for a change. I do hope everyone likes it the pianist said.
Aimee suddenly stopped playing and she stood up and grabbed the
microphone. She walked towards the center stage and took a deep breath. I
tried to play something different but there seems something lacking. That song
could be better if someone sang the lyrics she said as she signaled the lights
man to dim the lights.
Aimee was staring at Adam, so the whole crowd follow her line of vision and
they saw him. Will you come on stage and sing while I play the piano? she
asked and the young balladeer was surprised. Adam momentarily froze and
shook his head but the crowd was egging him on. The young man stood up and
everyone started to clap and cheer. Adam looked at Aimee then he started to
walk up the stage where he met her at the center.
I take no shame in admitting this in front of everyone, I have been a big fan
of yours mister Adam Bowfield and it has always been my dream of playing for
you while you sing. A while ago I told you I wanted to try something different,
and that something different was to fulfill a long time dream. So will you make
this dream of mine come true? she asked. Adam momentarily bowed his head
and took a deep breath then looked at Aimee. You know I would gladly make
all your dreams come true he said as he took her hand and escorted her back
at her piano seat.
The audiences were clapping and teasing the two, they were just like
watching a soap opera but this time it was real. What would you like to sing? I
can play all the songs you perform she told him. Only the songs that you like
to hear, I will sing your favorite song he replied and they smiled at each other.
Aimee started to play a tune and Adam nodded his head to the beat, Close to
you he uttered. The young man walked to the center but quickly faced Aimee
as he began to sing.
Aimee had her wish, Adam sang while she played the piano but the young
man made sure it was not just a dream. Adam didnt just sing, he serenaded
her. He admittedly lacks courage to express what he truly feels for her but she
gave him a way to do so. For the whole song Adam never took his eyes away
from Aimee, he sang the song in his own way, with heartfelt feelings and
undying admiration for her.
On this night Aimee tried something different and the people embraced the
change because of Adam. After the final song the two of them stood at the
center, Adam taking a step backwards for this was not his show, this was her
moment and he was just there to make a dream of hers come true. This was
Aimees homecoming concert, this was she first started and this was the place
where everything started to change.
The next morning Adam woke up to the unrelenting rings of his cellular
phone. He got the phone and was about to turn it off when he read the name of
the person calling, it was Aimee. He quickly answered the call and the young
woman was freaking out. Aimee calm down, whats wrong? he asked as he got
out of bed and walked towards the window. Adam! There are reporters and
photographers outside of my apartment! she said. Yeah, there are some here
too he calmly replied at the sight of the press people gathered outside his
apartment.
Why are you so calm? Why are they here all of a sudden? Aimee asked. Its
because we happened Adam replied and the young lady began to laugh. We
happened? she repeated and even Adam started to laugh. I guess we started a
buzz last night and it tickled them so you know they have to do their jobs and
report to the whole world. Listen get changed and I will come over to pick you
up then let us go somewhere else he told her. OkayAdam, I am not really
good with people so come save me Aimee whispered softly. Of course I will, I
will always will Adam replied.
Just as promised Adam and Henry went to pick up Aimee at her apartment.
Flashes of the light were all over the place, reporters were hurling questions
but Adam just smiled as he embraced Aimee as they headed towards the
limousine. The young lade had her face close to Adams chest, she was
embracing him back tightly as the unrelenting reporters made the scene more
noisy. Before they entered the car Adam stopped and faced everyone, I know
you have a lot of questions, you already know the answer but still you want to
be sure. Yesterday we enjoyed freedom but now you are taking that away from
us Adam told them.
Adam! Will she be performing at your September 25 concert? a reporter

asked and Aimee was surprised and looked at Adam. September 25? she
repeated and Adam pouted. There you spoiled the surprise already Adam said
with an angry face. Its okay, you are just doing your jobs but look what you
did? Yes there will I will have a concert on September 25
Did you know that was supposed to be a special one but you spoiled it so
its just going to be another ordinary concert. How am I supposed to answer the
question you all like to ask if I have to start from scratch again? Hopefully
when I think of something new you wont be there to spoil it again Adam told
them.
The flashes stopped and the reporters fell silent. Adam and Aimee were able
to get inside the limo comfortably as Henry started clapping his hands.
Wonderful performance! he said and Adam started to laugh. You were
acting? Aimee asked and Adam grinned and nodded.
The reporter who asked the question was Darlenes sister the young man
told her. Aimee could not believe what just happened but she started laughing,
So all of that was just an act? she asked. Yep, sorry if I had to look evil but
at least that would take them off our backs for now he told her and Aimee
smiled and leaned on his chest.
The day of September 25 arrived and Adam was not in art class. Aimee tried
to call him but his phone was turned off. Just like Adam, Aimee could not get
anything done in class, she asked permission to leave class early to go find
Adam. The whole day Aimee withstood the bickering of her manager but she
was persistent to find Adam. After several hours of searching she decided to go
back to her apartment.
As soon as she stepped out of her limo Darlene was there to greet her
holding a gift. Adam wanted you to wear this tonight Darlene said. Aimee was
surprised as Darlene opened the box revealing a dark green dress. What?
Tonight? Whats going on tonight? she asked in surprise.
A concert Darlene said. September 25, I thought it was a joke Aimee

said. Well it wasnt so go get changed and I will wait for you. Adam is at the
concert hall rehearsing and he said the show wont push through if you were
not there Darlene told her so Aimee took the box and ran to her apartment.
Two hours later Aimee was beside David and his fiance at the front row.
The arena was packed to the rafters awaiting the start of the show. The stage
had a different ambience, it didnt look like a concert stage at all. As the clock
hit eight in the evening the lights dimmed and smoke started filling up the
stage and amidst the smoke a shadow of a man was visible.
Good evening everyone. Tonight will be different. Months ago my heart was
smitten and ever since it has been beating differently. I fell in love with a
woman for the first time in my life and you know what? I feel so happy. I found
her, the part of me that has been missing, the part of me that I have been
searching for and in her I found it. So tonight I dedicate this concert to miss
Aimee Patterson.i dedicate it to the half of me Adam said as the smoke faded
and he emerged wearing a dark green suit matching Aimees.
And you know she was not afraid to embrace change so I will do the same.
Hate me if you will but this is all for her Adam added as an upbeat melody
began to play. This was totally different from what the people were expecting,
what made it more surprising was when Adam began snapping his fingers and
started grooving.
I would take the stars out of the sky for you. Stop the rain from falling if you
ask me too. I would do anything, your wish my command. I can move a
mountain when your hand is in my handoh you to me youre everything the
sweetest song that I could sing oh baby Adam began to sing a famous song
by The Real Thing.
He was different, he was not afraid to dance and strut on stage, he made
sure from his first song that the audience knew he was singing for her. The fear
of being hated crossed his mind but once he saw the people grooving with him
then he knew they accepted the change.
After six songs he never sang before Adam didnt go backstage to rest,
instead he walked down the stage to be beside Aimee. The two held hands as
photographers rushed to take their picture, almost all the people in the
audience stood up to get a glimpse of the two. Aimee was speechless the whole
time but the words she lacked she made up with a tight grip on the young
mans hand beside him. Twenty minutes later the second half was about to
begin and Aimee was excited.
So whats in store for the next part? Aimee asked. Oh its a surprise Adam
replied. Shouldnt you be getting up on stage now? she again asked.
Hmmmthe stage isnt set up yet he told her. What do you mean? Aimee
asked and suddenly the stage lights dimmed and several crew men were
pushing a grand piano towards the center. Aimees jaw dropped as people
started clapping and cheering for they would get a chance to see what the
rumors were all about.
Aimee, during your concert you made me realize something important.

When I sang while you played the piano I felt good, I sang better, and at that
moment we were one. We were making good music together. The first part of
this show was all about you, I want the second half to be about us. So will you
play for me tonight? Adam told her. The two stared at each other smiling, the
crowd was silent watching the couple. Say yes!!! a man shouted from the
crowd and Adam realized that his microphone was still with him.
Adam stood up and offered his hand to Aimee, she took it and stood up as
the crowd started cheering and applauding. As the two reached the stage they
both waived and bowed. Ladies and gentlemen, my other half, miss Aimee
Patterson!!! Adam exclaimed. Girlfriend Aimee said softly and the young man
was surprised.
What did you say? he asked. Your girlfriend she repeated and the young
man stood frozen in shock. Are you saying he uttered but Aimee smiled at
him. Ladies and gentlemenAimee Pattersonmy girlfriend!!! Adam shouted
with glee as everyone stood up and cheered them on.
Adam escorted Aimee to her piano seat and took a deep breath. Lets show
them what we can do he told her. Ready when you are boyfriend Aimee
teased and the young man laughed. I am sorry I just am not used to hearing
that yet..Girlfriend he replied. The two of them seemed to be enjoying
themselves but the crowd was getting edgy so Adam walked towards the center
as Aimee began to play the notes that was ready on the piano.
There were bells on the hill, but I never heard them ringingoh I never
heard them at all till there was you Adam sang a famous song by the Beatles
and the crowd already loved their tandem. There was love all around but I
never heard it singing, oh I never heard it at all till there was you he continued
as his eyes were fixated on the beautiful woman playing the piano.
The concert was a hit and was the talk of the town. September 25 was a
special day for Adam and Aimee, their love bloomed and ever since that day
they were never apart. Ever since that day there were no more individual
performances, from that day onwards they were one.
Chapter 9: Mue
It was a sunny day of August, Darlene and Christine were wearing skimpy
bikinis and sunbathing by the lake. I need to have more times like this since it
takes away all the stress Darlene said. Oh how is everything going in terms of
show cancellations? Kristine asked. Darlene frowned and sighed then turned
to look at the house. Well if Adam does keeps cancelling then he will lose this
house soon she replied. What a waste that would be, I do hope he recovers
and accepts things so he could finally move on the young woman stated.
I dont know, I was there when they started and I dont think he could
recover that easily. Aimee was everything to him. I just cant imagine myself
working for someone else Darlene said. Work aside, how come I dont see you
dating? Kristine asked and Darlene giggled.
No time for love but I do have someone you know Adams assistant said.
Oh come on? You are kidding me right? the younger lady said. Darlene
grinned and played with her hair as she closed her eyes and started to hum.
Just because you dont see me with someone means I dont have a
relationship. I am busy and he is busy, but if this continues then I probably
have to settle down with him Darlene revealed.
The brunette assistant looked at the younger womans eyes and finally asked
her. How about you? Kristine was pretty; she had straight blond hair and
hazel blue eyes. Her cheeks immediately turned red as she looked away shyly.
Do you need to ask me that? she replied. So you are still into Adam even
though he is already engaged to Aimee? Darlene asked and the younger
woman grinned. She isnt here anymore is she? she replied.
Darlene fixed her dark shades and stretched her body, she placed her hands
and the back of her head and rested on them. If we had this conversations
months ago then I would have advised you to back off. Now that she is gone
well all I ask is why Adam? the assistant asked.
Kristine sat up and looked at Darlene and started to giggle. Well I admit at
first it was love at first sight. I like him because he was handsome, rich and
famous. I was contented being an underling at art class as long as he taught
me, yeah knowing they were a couple with Aimee did hurt the young lass
narrated.
As time passed I started getting jealous. I learned he was a really nice guy
so I fell in love with him but I knew where I stood. Seeing him do all those
things for Aimee made me love him even more but I was contented by just
being around him. Now as he sheds tears for Aimee the more I have fallen
deeper. You rarely see a man cry because of a woman. I dont want to sound
evil but I imagined he was crying those tears for me, if only he chose me then
he wouldnt be crying at all Kristine said.
I too fell in love with him and I got my heart shattered the moment he met
Aimee. I used to tease Adam for being a coward for not expressing his love at
once for Aimee but you know I was hurting myself because I too was a coward.
Once I saw he truly loved her then I knew I was just going to be his manager
and assistant and I had to move on Darlene revealed and the two suddenly
had a connection.
May the best woman win? Kristine joyfully asked and the two laughed. No,
I told you my heart belongs to someone already. I wont mind if you try but I
am sorry I wont take your side because somehow I am still hoping for them to
be reunited Darlene told her. Its okay, but I am in no hurry. Right now all I
want is for Adam to recover and I want to be there for him always Kristine said
and they smiled at each other.
By the way where is Adam? Darlene asked. After he ate he entered the art
room. So I thought he would be okay so I came out to join you Kristine replied.
What is he doing inside that room? He has been locking himself inside that
room for a week now the assistant said.
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Well you know sometimes when I feel down I paint. Maybe Adam is doing
the same, releasing depression maybe the young woman said. Oh come on
lets go clean their room Darlene said and Kristine pouted. His room, Aimee
isnt here anymore she said. Kristine it is still their room until Adam finally
accepts everything. Deal with it okay? Darlene told her.
After the two women got changed they immediately proceeded to the masters
bedroom. The room was untidy and there were lots of photographs scattered on
the floor. Darlene began picking up the photos while Kristine found a letter and
she began to read it. You shouldnt be reading that Darlene reminded her.
Its not a letter, its just a poem Kristine replied. The assistant walked towards
the young woman and they both read the poem.
After a minute the two were speechless but Kristine noticed something. This
was handwritten so misspelling once would be alright but four times I dont
think that is right. ME is spelled as M-E but how come he keeps spelling it M-
U-E? she asked. Darlene took a look at the poem again and likewise
wondered. Maybe its not me, maybe MUE means something else she said.
My voice could calm raging rivers
My songs could be heard across the seas
My voice could make millions happy
But why cant it be mue?
And one day my eyes saw you
I suddenly felt something new
My heart beat mad and somewhat crazy
Happy! This time its mue.
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I start to sing without even knowing
But its not my voice that I am hearing
Am I being controlled against my will?
But this song I hear is about the emotions I feel
And then the song stops but I scream your name
I promise its not mue, am I going insane?
So I bow my head for there is no one else I see
Then from my heart I hear a voice saying
Its mue
Well if Mue means something then it does not fit the poem at all Kristine
said as they reread the poem. Well whatever that Mue is its only Aimee and
Adam who will know it unless you want to ask him Darlene said. Kristine
folded the poem and smiled.
Whatever it is, it just makes me want him more. It would be nice receiving a
poem from a guy expressing how much he loves you. Adam is just so perfect
Kristine said with dreamy eyes as Darlene started to shake her. Wake up!
Wake up! Come on lets clean this place and cook lunch. Adam must be hungry
already Darlene said.
Thirty minutes later the room was tidy, the two women left the room but
Kristine saw the art room door open so she went to take a peek. Kristine, leave
him alone Darlene whispered but the younger woman did not heed her words.
She opened the door and saw Adam sitting motionless in front of the easel.
There was nothing painted on the canvass in front of the young man so
Kristine looked around for other new paintings.
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Adam has been locking himself inside the art room but there was no sign of
new works of art. Adam are you okay? Kristine asked as Darlene likewise
entered the room. So where is the new art work you have been working on?
the assistant asked and Adam turned to her and showed his hands. I cant
paint nor draw, something is wrong with my hands he said with a very worried
face. The two women started to panic, Darlene ran downstairs and called for
Henry.
They rushed Adam to the nearest hospital and for two hours later he was
released. Doctor Richard North attended to Adam, he was the best there was
and he was Darlenes boyfriend. Adam and Kristine visited the childrens ward
because the young crooner was always fond of children. Meanwhile Darlene
and Richard walked hand in hand along the hallway towards the physicians
office.
Are you sure he is okay? Darlene asked. Yes, the X-ray results showed
nothing broken. We conducted several tests and he is fine. Maybe its just
mental Richard told her. Mental? What do you mean mental? Are you trying
to say he is going crazy? He said he has been feeling that pain for one week
already but he never told us until a while ago, so is he crazy? Darlene asked
with a worry look on her face. Of course not, what I am trying to say darling is
that its all in his mind Richard clarified but still Darlene was boggled.
Once inside the office they both sat at the sofa, Richard noticed the sad look
on his girlfriends face so he held her hand and caressed it. Look, does he have
any twin or sibling? Its a rare occurrence but if the sibling is in pain then what
he must be feeling is that pain Richard told her. He is an only child and his
parents died in a car accident when he was little Darlene said.
Oh that is tragic and then Aimee left him? I understand how you feel
darling and yeah he needs you there. As for his hand pains well I cant
prescribe any medication since there isnt anything wrong but I have an idea
Richard said as he stood up and went to his desk. You are going to give him
these pills and you make sure he takes them the doctor said as he transferred
some pills inside a small container. What are those pills for? Darlene asked.
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Vitamins, he looks pale so I am going to tell him its for the pain. Sometimes
the mind can cure you know so as long as he thinks its a cure then his mind
might heal the imaginary pain Richard explained.
Ten minutes later the two met up with Adam and Kristine at the childrens
ward and the doctor immediately handed the pills to Adam. Here you go, you
have to finish them. Take one pill a day okay? Richard said and the young
man nodded. Ah doctor may I have a word with you in private? Adam asked
as the two women looked at Richard. Certainly, please excuse us ladies the
doctor said as he and Adam had a walk.
I know there is nothing wrong with me but I need to ask you a favor Adam
softly said. Okay, what is it? Richard asked. I need you to ask around all
hospitals for injured hand victims, I think Aimee is in pain. I just can feel it
the young man said and the doctor was surprised.
What makes you think she is in pain? Richard asked and Adam looked at
him. I dont know, I just can feel it. I am so worried because her handsshe
uses them to play the piano. I have been protecting and taking care of her
hands so please doc could you just check for me? Adam pleaded.
Richard touched his forehead and sighed then nodded. Okay I can do that.
You know I was just telling Darlene the same thing but I never imagined Aimee
to be your connection. Usually it happens between siblings or family members,
so you think you are feeling her pain? Dont worry even though I am a doctor
there are some things even science or medicine cannot explain so I believe you
the doctor said and Adam smiled and nodded.
The group ordered some takeout food and proceeded home. Adam
immediately rested on the sofa and looked at his hands. Kristine sat beside
him thinking of words to ease his imaginary pain. Adam, as we were cleaning
your room this morning there was a piece of paper on the floor. There was a
poem written and I hope you dont mind but we read it Kristine told him.
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Adam was busy looking at his hands did not bother to reply to the woman
beside him.
I was wondering what Mue is? First I thought it Me misspelled but it

occurred four times. It didnt start with a capital letter so it is not a noun, so
tell me what is Mue? the young woman asked and Adam looked at her. Mue
is pronounced as Me, its the same as me and I want to spell it that way. Dont
ask why there is a letter U in between because it isnt you Adam explained.
It took a few seconds before Kristine fully grasped what the young man said
and she was a little bit hurt on how Adam explained it. Its just like saying you
will always be a part of me, right? she asked and this time she was happy for
Adam smiled at her and nodded. She is half of me and I am half of hereven
if the young man cut short his speech and took a deep breath and again
looked at his hands.
Hey guys come on lets eat! Henry called out, Adam and Kristine stood up
at the same time but the young man suddenly froze and looked at the
telephone. Adam? Whats wrong? Kristine asked. Darlene came to see what
was happening and she saw Adam staring at the telephone looking worried.
What is it? she asked. Adam pointed at the phone and looked at the two. Its
going to ring any moment now he said.
Just as Darlene was about to laugh the phone rang and it sent shivers to the
two ladies. Adam walked calmly towards the phone and picked it up. Hello?
he answered. On the other end there was silence but the young man recognized
the person breathing.
Aimee! Hello Aimee I know its you. I am so glad you called up. Are you
okay? They rushed me to the hospital a while ago you know. Oh sorry I know
you wont speak to me so just listen okay? Yeah as I was saying they rushed
me to the hospital because I felt pain on my hands Adam told her.
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Aimee dont worry I am fine, the tests were negative so I want to ask are
your hands okay? Maybe I was feeling your pain so are they okay? Please tell
me they are okay. Remember a year ago when you had tummy ache and you
called me. Before you could say it I told you my stomach was feeling upset for
no reason. Is it the same Aimee? Adam continued but this time he heard
Aimee sobbing.
Aimee! Why are you crying? Aimee talk to me please! he shouted as

Kristine and Darlene moved closer to the young man. A busy tone was heard as
tears began falling the young mans cheeks. She is crying and I am not there
with her Adam murmured as Darlene embraced him. Come on Adam maybe
she misses you his assistant whispered. I miss her so much, why did she
leave me? Adam said as he embraced Darlene back and cried.
Several miles away inside a dim lit room sat Aimee, she was weeping and her
former manager was there wiping her tears. The young womans face was the
same, but she was wearing a neck brace. Her two hands were wrapped in
gauze and they were shaking as she sat on a wheelchair. Why dont you want
to talk to him? the older lady asked. Aimee sat silent on the wheelchair
looking at her hands as tears flowed down her cheeks.
I am useless to him now
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Chapter 10: Worthless
85th day of the year
After dinner Adam did the dishes while Aimee stepped outside of the house
and hid. She took out her mobile phone and checked if there was someone else
there. Hello, Rebecca? Its me Aimee she said. Aimee, what a surprise. How
are you? her former manager answered. Happy, let me get straight to the
point. I need your help the young woman said and Rebecca started laughing.
Let me guess, you want a good gift for Adam for his birthday right? the old
lady said. I actually have something in mind but my parents are arriving
tomorrow and I need you to arrange me rental without Adam knowing Aimee
said. What? Are you out of your mind? If Adam finds out you are driving he
will get mad and might kill me if he learns I had a part in it Rebecca replied.
That is why we are going to keep this from him. I need you to pick me up first
thing in the morning. I am going to pick up my parents at the airport then we
are going for a long drive to buy Adams gift Aimee explained.
Rebecca sighed and paused, Let me do the driving. I will come to pick you
up tomorrow then we go pick up your parents. Let me do the driving okay?
she said. Are you sure? I dont want to ruin your plans and schedule Rebecca
Aimee said.
It so happens I am not doing anything tomorrow and the other day so its
okay and I owe you and Adam a lot. So what time will I come over? Rebecca
replied. Six in the morning, is that okay? Aimee asked. Okay then, you better
make sure Adam does not find out okay? Rebecca told her and the young lady
laughed. Dont worry I have that covered. I have to go Rebecca, thank you so
much Aimee said as she turned off the phone.
Aimee went back inside the house and went straight to the kitchen. Adam
was still doing the dishes so Aimee stood behind him and embraced his body.
What is taking you so long? We have a dish washing machine but you dont
use it Aimee said. Oh I do enjoy washing the dishes because you exerted
effort to cook for me so consider this as payment Adam explained and they
both laughed.
I had another kind of payment in mind you know Aimee said as she
pressed her body against his and started to move her hands on his chest. Oh
wow! You should have told me sooner Adam said and his fiance released him
and slowly walked away. You know where to find me right? Aimee teased and
the young man sped up his dish washing. I will be there in a minute he
replied.
86th day
Aimee woke up and looked at the clock; it was already five in the morning so
she slowly got out of bed and silently walked towards the closet. She took her
clothes and towel then immediately rushed towards the bathroom downstairs.
Thirty minutes later she was changed and in the kitchen preparing breakfast
for Adam. Aimees heard a car pull over so she rushed towards the door and
signaled Rebecca to keep quiet.
Back at the kitchen Rebecca sipped a cup of coffee while watching Aimee
cook. Why are you still cooking? Cant he cook on his own? she asked. The
young woman smiled at her former manager as she covered the plate. Adam
knows but I like cooking for him. Anyway its all set so we can leave now she
replied. You should leave him a note so he wont get worried Rebecca told her.
Youre right, go start the car and I will be down in a minute Aimee said as she
walked up towards the second floor.
Aimee wrote a note at the study desk, she kept on looking at a sleeping
Adam while doing so. She walked towards Adam and she stooped down to kiss
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him but she stopped. Although she wanted to kiss her fiance she was afraid it
might wake him up so Aimee just blew a kiss towards him and slowly walked
out of the room.
Down at the kitchen she posted the note on the refrigerator, she quickly
went outside but something was holding her back. Aimee was about to enter
the car but stopped to take one last look at their home, I wont be gone for
long my love she whispered.
An hour later Aimee and Rebecca were at the airport. It didnt take long for
Aimee to get noticed by several press people lingering at the arrival area. The
young lady quickly hid at the back of Rebecca as several photographers rushed
towards her. Please not now! This is a private matter! Rebecca shouted but
the photographers were insistent as two reporters started hurling questions at
Aimee.
A tall muscular old man forced his way in between and in a low strong voice
he shouted. Leave her alone! he said. The photographers and reporters were
visibly afraid of the muscular man so they started to back off. Thank God for
security personnel like you Rebecca said but Aimee laughed. Hello dad the
young woman said as her father hugged her tightly.
Rebecca was embarrassed so she stepped backwards, Oh thats alright

dear, most people mistake him for much worse. You must be Darlene? an
elderly red haired woman said. Rebecca was lost for words because she was
just like staring at an older version of Aimee.
I see where she got her looks. I am Rebecca, her former manager she said
as the older lady hugged her. Oh yes, Aimee told me lots of good things about
you. Sorry that she had to change you the older lady whispered.

Mom! Aimee shouted as she was about to hug her mother the older woman
grab hold of her daughters hand. Oh my, what a huge rock! she exclaimed.
Aimee smiled proudly as she flashed her ring. So where is that lucky man?
Where is he? Aimees father asked.
Oh dad I left him at home, remember I told you we are going to go get his
surprise gift? Aimee said. Kevin are you sure your friend has prepared it?
Aimees mother asked. Oh Mary relax its ready, they have repainted it all
green too as requested he replied.
You are buying Adam a yacht? Why would you do that when you are scared
of deep waters? Rebecca suddenly asked. Well Adam told me before he
wanted to own one so we could travel by water together. When he knew I was
scared of deep waters he stopped mentioning it. Whenever I ask him about it
he says he doesnt want it anymore but I can tell he is lying. He is shelving his
dream just because of me. Adam has given me everything I ever wanted so this
time I want to give him this Aimee explained.
But Aimee how did you pay for it without Adam knowing? the former
manager asked. Aimee smiled and looked at her parents, Well Adam never
asks how much we earn. He does not even know how much he has. I told him I
was sending money for my parents but even if I didnt tell him he would not
care where I spend my money. Ever since we became a couple he never lets me
spend the young lady answered.
But we are still a hundred grand short Kevin said. I have it here dad, I
think you should hold it Aimee replied as she handed her big bad over. Mary
was wiping her tears so everyone noticed, Whats wrong mom? Aimee asked.
Oh, nothing dear. A year ago when you two came over to visit us we had
doubts about Adam but he proved us wrong. He has taken good care of you
and I can tell he loves you so much Mary said. And I love him too her
daughter replied.

Thirty minutes later they were on the road. Aimee and her mother were at
the back seat telling stories while Kevin was snoring up front. They reached an
intersection, their light was green so Rebecca floored it. Aimee was flashing her
rings once again when her former manager shouted. Were going to get hit!!!
As Aimee and her mother looked to right a speeding truck was close by.
Before they could react the truck had hit them. Everything happened so fast,
Rebeccas car spun around several times before hitting a concrete barrier. The
truck that hit them suddenly stopped as the driver rushed towards them.
I am so sorry. I didnt mean to he said as he tried to open door. Kevin got

out of the car and assaulted the truck driver. The muscular old man was so
enraged that he kept punching and kicking the driver. Kevin!!! Mary shouted,
the old man turned and he saw his daughters face all bloody. Rebecca holding
her neck got out of the car and took out her phone and dialed 911.
Rebecca Aimee said with a weak voice. Kevin and truck driver took Aimee
out of the car and laid her on the ground. Mary are you okay? Kevin asked.
Yes, but our daughter! Is she okay? the older woman replied. Rebecca
Aimee again said. Yes I know, I am getting help! the former manager
answered. No Rebecca! Adam must not know the young woman said and
Rebecca looked at her.
Why? He must know! Mary said as she stepped out of the car and knelt
down beside her daughter. No mom, he must not know. His parentsthey
died in a car accident. He must not know Aimee said. The truck is still
working; I can rush her to the nearest hospital. I am really sorry I didnt mean
to. I fell asleep, I just had to do overtime because my son is also sick and we
need money for we dont have insurance the driver said as tears filled his eyes.
He is right, lets go! Rebecca said. How about your car? Mary asked. We
dont have time for that now. Lets get her to a hospital, we have to move fast
before other cars arrive and notice. We have to keep this private so new wont

spread the former manager said. Kevin got back at the back of the car; he
forcibly removed the whole seat. Sorry Rebecca he said as he laid the seat on
the ground. They carried Aimee and let her lay down on the seat as they
rushed her to the back of the truck.
Rebecca was not your ordinary manager; she likewise serves as public
relations consultant to many. She was good at it that is why as soon as they
reached the hospital there were several people ready to keep the incident clean.
Is it safe? Rebecca asked as she stepped down of the back of the truck.
Several doctors brought out a stretcher and attended to Aimee. Yes,

everything has been arranged a well suited man said. You should relax; we
shall take over from her. Doctor please have her checked too another man said
as more doctors came to attend to Aimees parents and Rebecca.
87th day
The room was silent except for a continuous beeping sound from a machine
indicating Aimees heartbeat. The young woman lay unconscious, various
medical equipment were set up and attached to her body. Inside the room with
her was her parents who kept watch the whole night. Outside the room
Rebecca was chatting with Aimees doctor.
Well all vital signs are normal, she would be waking up any moment now
the doctor said. What about her hands? Rebecca asked and the doctor shook
his head. It would take time before they heal but I am not sure if they will be
like before. There is therapy for that but still we cannot be certain the doctor
replied. Rebecca shook her head and sighed, How are you going to tell her that
she would not be able to play the piano again? she asked and the doctor took
a deep breath and shook his head.

The room door opened and Kevin peeked outside, She is awake he said
softly. Rebecca and the doctor entered the room. Mary was beside her daughter
caressing her forehead. Good morning Aimee, I am Doctor Jim Garrison. How
are you feeling? the doctor said. Hungry Aimee said and the doctor laughed.
Well that is a good sign the doctor told her. I want to know if I can play
again. I cant feel my hands Aimee said and everyone in the room fell silent
and looked at the doctor.
As soon as I saw the truck I moved my hands, I dont know why I did that
Aimee recalled as tears started to flow down her cheeks. Hush now dear, that
was instinct. Dont worry your hands will heal. Am I right doctor? Mary said as
she looked at Jim. Right now you cannot feel your hands because of the
impact. Sad to say its been broken in several areas but your mother is right
they will heal Jim told her.
They will heal but will I be able to play the piano again? Aimee asked.
Aimee your hands will heal. After which you can undergo therapy, it will be a
long process so just relax the doctor told her. Will I be able to play the piano
again?! Aimee angrily asked as she looked at Jim. I am going to be honest
with you. Your hands suffered severe damage. Its going to take a long time to
heal and I am not sure if therapy could make them work like before. Be
thankful you are alive Jim said.
So I am worthless now Aimee softly whispered. No dont say that. Think

positive dear. Your hands will heal and you will be able to play again. I think
you should call Adam now Mary told her daughter. No! I am worthless to him
now! Aimee shouted as more tears poured down her cheeks.
We barely know Adam personally but with your stories he loves you very
much. He will accept it, I agree with your mother we should call him Kevin
said. No!!! Dont you dare call him! the young woman reiterated. Aimee!
When are we going to tell him then? Rebecca asked and Aimee started crying
profusely. Never she said as her mother embraced her.

101st day
A few miles away from their lake house Aimee sat inside a dim lit room
inside a cabin. She was staring outside the window where a calm lake was
present. This lake is the same lake from our house she uttered. That is right.
If you follow the lake then you are home Rebecca said as she sat down by the
bed.
So this lake connects me and Adam but he doesnt know that Aimee said.
Yes unless you tell him. Do you like to call him up? her former manager
asked. No. Did mom and dad arrive safely? she asked. Yes they called up
when you were asleep. Aimee, its been two weeks now, I am sure Adam is
hurting already Rebecca said.
I know he is because I am too the young lady replied. I dont understand

why you are doing this. You are ruining everything. You love him and he loves
you so why are you doing this? Rebecca asked. I have no choice because I am
worthless to him now Aimee answered.
There you go again. Aimee, he loves you. He will be able to accept the fact
that you cannot play the piano anymore. Why are you hurting him this way?
Why are you hurting yourself too? the older lady asked. I have no choice, I am
worthless to him now Aimee repeated.
Rebecca gave up and walked towards the door when Aimee turned and
looked at her. Can we call him up? the young lady asked. Finally! Rebecca
exclaimed. We are going to call him up but please be quiet. Use the disposable
phones we bought. I just want to hear his voice Aimee said. Rebecca didnt
bother to argue so she opened the door and called out for Harvey.
Harvey were you able to get the disposable phones? the elder woman
asked. Harvey was a middle aged man, and he was the truck driver who caused

the accident. Harvey walked towards the room and handed the phone to
Rebecca, Harvey, I told you to smile didnt I? Aimee said and the man bowed
his head. I am really sorry Aimee. I still feel bad about everything he softly
spoke. Harvey all is forgiven. By the way how is your son doing? the young
woman asked.
Harveys face lit up and he managed to smile. He is doing well thanks to you
he was able to have the operation. Again I feel bad because I already ruined
your career but still you paid for my sons operation. I really dont know how
repay you for your kindness he said. It is what Adam would have done. Oh by
the way I hope you dont mind me staying here at your cabin Aimee said and
the man shook his head and smiled. Oh you can stay here as long as you
want and if you need anything just tell me Harvey replied.
Harvey stepped out of the room as the elder woman started to dial Adams
number. Rebecca held the phone close to Aimees ear, Adams voice was heard
and tears began falling down Aimees cheeks. Aimee closed her eyes and for a
few more seconds she just remained silent and just listened to Adams voice. A
few seconds later she shook her head and Rebecca ended the call.
I dont want him to have pity on me for the rest of our lives. I dont want
him to stop singing because I cant play anymore. I cant play anymore and if I
go back to him I know him so well that he would stop singing too. I want him to
continue singing and I know he will learn to sing without me again. This is so
painful but this is the only way. I may have stopped playing for a reason but I
will never let Adam stop singing because of me
I am worthless for a reason; I dont want Adam to be worthless because of

me. He will learn to sing again without meI am sorry AdamI am worthless

Chapter 11: Fish
One sunny September day Adam was up early preparing a small boat. His
hair had grown long and he could not be recognized with his beard and
mustache. Darlene came out of the house and confronted him about financial
matters. Adam you barely have nothing left, if you cancel this last concert you
will lose this house too she said but the young man was busy humming as he
pushed the boat towards the water.
Adam are you listening to me? You are almost broke and eventually you are
going to lose us too because you wont be able to pay us anymore Darlene told
him and the young man stopped and looked at her. If I cant pay you anymore
will you still be my friend? Adam asked and his assistant was surprised. Of
course she answered. Well I wish you well in finding another client. You
should start searching since I have no intentions of singing again Adam told
her.
From the back of the house Kristine came out carrying two paddles. All
set? she asked so Darlene turned around to look at her. The young blond
woman was wearing a bikini top and very high short pants to where the older
woman raised her eyebrows. What are you trying to do? Darlene asked. We
are going for a boat ride; do you want to come with us? Kristine replied.
Adam this is a serious matter I am presenting and you prefer going for a
boat ride? Darlene asked. Adam got on the boat as Kristine handed him the
two paddles. The young woman got on the boat and waived at Darlene. I am
telling you Adam so listen carefully; you are going to lose this house. If you
want that to happen then be childish and if not get your act together the angry
assisted said as she turned around and walked towards the house. Adam
pretending not to hear anything kept humming as he started to paddle.
Minutes later they a few meters away from the lake, Adam stopped paddling
as he started to catch his breath. I really need to get some exercise he said
and the young woman smiled at him. Do you want me to paddle? she asked.
No, lets just stay here for a moment Adam replied as he stared at his lake
house. Kristine turned around at looked at the house and pouted. Darlene
said you are going to lose that soon if you dont start singing again she
uttered.
I heard what she said but I just cant sing without Aimee the young man
replied. Adam its almost six months already. She does call but she doesnt
speak to you. You have to accept and move one already Kristine told him.
Adam took a deep breath and looked up at the sky and leaned backwards. I
am never going to find someone like her. I cant even imagine the thought of
looking for someone else he softly said.
Adam, there are so many fishes in the sea. You will be able to find one
Kristine told him holding back what she really wanted to say. There are so
many fishes on the ocean but there is only one fish that I would like to swim
with. Kristine I know what you are trying to say. You are pretty, kind, and a
dream girl to many but I dont mean to be rude but Aimee is my dream girl. I
may fall in love you with you but I cant promise to love you the way I love
Aimee. It would be unfair to you if I loved you half heartedly, or much less than
half Adam told her.
Maybe one day I would get over Aimee and maybe one day you would
become the fish I would like to swim with. For now you are not that fish so I
am sorry. I wont ask you to wait that would be unfair, but right now I am still
hoping for the best. Hoping that Aimee would come back to me, but when that
hope dies I promise to swim and look for you the young man added and
Kristine smiled at him.
Kristine had mixed emotions but somehow she was happy that Adam notices
her. Her heart was beating fast but she accepted that while he is hoping for
Aimees return her own hopes to be with him continues to burn. Come on let
me paddle, lets follow the lake until where it reaches she said so Adam sat up
and grabbed the paddles. You sit pretty and smile for me, let me do the hard
work he told her and the more Kristines hope burned brightly.
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A few minutes passed and Kristine stood up and pointed towards a cabin.
Look Adam there is someone there preparing a boat too she exclaimed as she
waived at the man by the lake. The man waived back and shouted. That is a
dead end you should go back or move south the man said. Adam looked at the
man and nodded his head as he turned the boat around.
Look at the cabin, it looks so simple but I am sure it is cozy inside Kristine
said as they both looked at the wooden house. Its much smaller than my
house but if ever I lose mine I could live in a place like that Adam said. I dont
want you to lose your lake house. It would be a waste, its beautiful to look at
but that house is a house of love. There are lots of houses built just for the
sake of having shelter but you built that house because of a dream of someone
you love. I hope you dont lose it Kristine told him.
Saving the house would mean I have to sing again Adam said as he started
to paddle. Kristine put her hands on top of Adams and helped in paddling.
She may not be here, but I am. I am not trying to replace her, I can never do
that. I can help you sing again. I may not be able to play as good as her but I
can play. I dont mind if you imagine it was her playing and not me. I just want
you to sing again and I am sure Aimee, wherever she is, would love to hear you
sing again the young woman told him.
She became a fan of my singing, and she even went to every concert I had.
Maybe I can win her back by singing again Adam joyfully said. Kristine did not
want to hear that but she managed to smile. Help me now and row faster the
young man said as he was suddenly filled with new found energy. Hey keep
smiling, come on it helps me focus he added and Kristine was elated as she
flashed her sweetest smile.
Thirty minutes later they were home, the two quickly entered the house
singing and laughing. Darlene who was on the phone was surprised to see the
two getting along well so she put the call on hold looked at the two. You seem
to be happy she commented. Darlene I am not losing this house. Tell them

that the September 25 anniversary concert will push through Adam said and
the more surprised his manager was.
What are you trying to say? Darlene asked. Well I am going to sing again.
Book me for night gigs for I need the practice the young man instructed. You
are going to sing without Aimee? Darlene clarified. Adam stood head up and
pointed to his heart, She will always be with me in here. So stop asking
questions and get working. Call Henry to pick up shaving stuff oh wait better
schedule me for a haircut the young man said and Darlene quickly got busy
on her phone.
Adam turned to Kristine and walked towards her; he embraced her and
kissed her on the cheeks. Thanks for understanding he whispered and let go.
Adam walked away and Kristine turned to Darlene, her cheeks were all red and
she was giggling. Adam suddenly ran towards Darlene and likewise kissed her,
Thanks for everything he likewise said softly. Adam stood up and looked at
the two, Thank God Henry isnt here or else I would have to kiss him too.
Thank you so much for bearing with me Adam told them.
A few miles down the lake Harvey was pushing the wheelchair out of the
house and on it was Aimee. Slowly Harvey! She might fall off Rebecca yelled
as she waited by the boat. Oh calm down Rebecca, why dont you get on the
boat now Aimee said as Harvey pushed the wheelchair slowly. I dont
understand why you want to go on a boat ride all of a sudden the elder woman
said. Would you like to push my wheelchair through the woods then? Aimee
shot back and they both laughed.
Harvey carried Aimee and seated her on the boat. Rebecca got on the boat
and help the young woman tightly as the boat started to shake. Are you sure
we are not going to sink? she asked and the middle aged man laughed. This
boat can carry five people, I am sure we will be safe Harvey replied as he too
got on.

They started to travel upstream and Aimee closed her eyes and took a deep
breath. See I told you not to go on a boat ride, your fear of deep water is
attacking you now Rebecca told her. Its not that, I just can feel him. He is so
close by the young woman whispered as she opened her eyes and smiled. Oh
by the way I saw a couple on a boat a while ago Harvey said and the two
women looked at him.
The girl did she have blond hair? Was she pretty? Aimee asked. Harvey
nodded his head and smiled. Yeah she was a pretty one, what a lucky guy.
She had a nice body too the man said and Aimee bowed her head and
smirked. What was planned as a happy boat ride turned sour as Aimee kept
her head bowed for the whole ride. After thirty minutes Harvey stopped and the
two women looked at him.
Its okay if you are tired you can rest Rebecca told him but the man pointed
towards shore. That is a beautiful house he said prompting Aimee to quickly
turn her head to look. There stood the lake house; it still looked the same as
the time she left. Tears filled up Aimees eyes as memories started flooding her
mind.
Would you like me to move closer? Harvey asked and Aimee shook her
head. Here is fine, but could we stay here a little bit longer? she asked and
the man nodded. If only you talked to him and told him you could still be
living there Rebecca suddenly said prompting Harvey too raise his eyebrows.
Is that hers? he asked.
Wasits his now and probably hers Aimee said softly as tears started
flowing down her face. There was silence but Harvey moved the boat closer,
Listen, just listen he said. They heard the piano playing and seconds later a
mans voice singing. I told you he will sing again Aimee said as she turned to
Rebecca and leaned her head on her former managers chest as she started to
cry.

He is singing without me Rebecca and she has replaced me Aimee cried
and the elder woman embraced her and shook her head. I think we should go
Harvey said. No, I want to hear his voice a little bit more please Aimee begged
so the boat remained steady as more tears came out. As soon as she heard the
final word Adam sang she nodded at Harvey so the man started to row away.
Do you see the foolishness of what you have done? Rebecca asked as she
wiped the tears off her wards eyes. He is singing again without me, that was
my goal Aimee replied. Yes, in order to achieve that you had to hurt the both
of you. And now he is singing again you remain hurt the elder woman stated
and Aimee started to sob again.
Did you think that hearing him sing again would make you feel better? Now,
you heard him then why are you crying? This is what you wanted so why are
you still crying? He learned to sing again you should be happy right? But no,
every time you will hear him sing you will feel helpless and regretful but there
is nothing you can do anymore. You should have thought about that before but
you never listened to me Rebecca scolded her ward.
Now in order for you to move on you have to completely shut him out. You
can never listen to his songs, you can never watch him. That is the only way
because this is the path you have chosen the elder woman added. That is
enough! Leave her alone! Harvey snapped and Rebecca was frightened. You
too are at fault. I dont know the whole story but if you really knew this would
happen you could have stopped it so stop scolding her because you are to
blame too the man said causing Rebecca to bow her head.
Back at the cabin Aimee wanted to be alone in her room so Harvey and
Rebecca took a walk outside. I am sorry for yelling at you back there the man
said. No, its okay I deserved it. You were right I should have gone against her
will Rebecca replied. I somehow understand whats going on and I must tell
you I went through the same situation Harvey said and the elder woman
looked at him. What do you mean? she asked.

Harvey stopped and took a deep breath and looked towards the lake. You
see a two years ago I was someone respected. I used to earn six digits a year
and I was good in what I do. Me and my fiance, we were living the dream. We
had a beautiful home, we had a nice car and everything seemed perfect until
recession hit our country. I lost my job and I had a hard time looking for
another one just like my old job that pays like my old job. Slowly we lost
everything; I lost myself and felt so low. I took a job that pays way lower than
my old pay grade and you know what she still married me the man narrated.
I thought I lost everything but she reminded me she was still there and she
was the most important of all. She gave birth to our son so I had to double
jobs. I promised her before that she wont work for the rest of her life and I
broke that promise. When our son got sick she had to work to pay for his
operation. I know its a different story but she stuck with me even with all the
broken promises and dreams. I am sure Adam would have accepted Aimee still
and they would have made new dreams Harvey said.
I guess we will never know anymore Rebecca told him. Do you really
believe that he has moved on? Harvey asked and she looked at him. You said
it yourself you saw them Rebecca replied. Harvey nodded his head but
grinned, I said I saw them, I said couple because they were two, I never said
couple as in together in a relationship he clarified. Rebecca was mystified and
was a little bit confused; she looked at the window of Aimees room then
sighed. I guess there is only one way to find out then she softly whispered.
Inside the cabin room Aimee was staring at her hands while Adams song
kept playing on her head. She was grimacing in pain as she tried to move her
fingers, she knew every key to press at the piano to accompany his song but
her fingers were not moving. In her head she was playing the piano, she was
trying to get her fingers to follow but she just could not. Come on just one key
she whispered to herself as she focused on moving her index finger.
Move!!! Aimee shouted as her face was full of anger. Her fingers were all
wrapped up and even though how hard she tried they just would not move.
Rebecca and Harvey rushed to the room to find the young woman in pain. I

said move!!! Aimee once again shouted but Rebecca held her two hands and
looked at her. Aimee, it takes time. Let them heal well the elder lady told her.
I should be the one playing! He is singing without me!!! Aimee shouted in

anger. Aimee, this is what you wanted. You wanted him to sing again so he is
singing Rebecca explained calmly. Aimee bowed her head as she sobbed, He
told me he would not be able to sing again without me playing she whispered.
You said he will learn to sing without you, so he did Rebecca countered.
So was he lying to me? Aimee asked and the elder lady shook her head. No,
he is just doing what he is good at. He chose to keep singing, he does not want
to be worthless just like you said. This is what you wanted him to do Aimee,
you should be happy for him. I know Adam through your stories and I think he
is singing with you in mind. Someone else might be playing but maybe in his
mind its you behind the piano Rebecca told her as she looked at Harvey who
was nodding his head.
You heard him sing a while ago, does his voice sound off? He sings
differently right? I know you noticed that the elder woman added. Yes, he
sounded different Aimee replied. Because you are not the one playing, you
told me yourself he sang better since you came to his life. Now you are gone he
still sings but not like before when you were with him. So you are not worthless
Aimee, you can go back to him to make him sing better. You might not be able
to play but I am sure he will sing better if you are by his side Rebecca told her.
Aimee raised her head and smiled at her former manager. She shook her
head as tears flooded her face, I dont want him to stop singing, if I go back
now he might stop and focus on my recovery. I already hurt him so much, he
has moved on without me. Even though it hurts so much I dont want him to
stop singing. I wanted him to sing again but it hurts so much, I was wrong, I
really am worthless she said.

Rebecca embraced the young lady and looked at Harvey, with her stare the
man quickly understood and he nodded his head.

Chapter 12: Moving On
A week before the scheduled September 25th anniversary concert Adam had
already had the press people going crazy. Every night he has been visiting local
bars and performing for free to announce to the whole world he was back. With
seven days to go Adam was back to his usual self, gone were the excess hair
and his handsome face was again visible.
That night as Adam was about to leave the bar a middle-aged man
approached him. Two huge bouncers prevented him from reaching Adam, I am
sorry sir but he has to get some rest Kristine told the man. Adam I need to
talk to you, its urgent the man said but Darlene was pulling the crooner away.
Adam looked at the man and patted his assistants hand. He has been
coming to every show ever since I came back. Maybe he has something
important to say Adam said but Darlene insisted that they leave immediately.
The man was persistent but he could not get passed the two huge men
blocking him. You can tell me what you wanted to tell him and I will make
sure I tell him Kristine said to the man.
I am Harvey, I come to tell Adam about Aimee the man said and Kristine
held the mans arm and pulled him outside of the bar. Adam has moved on
already. You cannot come here bringing that kind of news. Aimee hurt him
badly and for six months he has wept, for six months he has been in pain. He
has moved on so he does not need to hear anything about Aimee right now
Kristine said in an angry voice.
Harvey straightened his clothes and looked at the pretty blond girl, Let me
just ask you one question then if you dont mind he said. Fair enough, what
is your question? Kristine replied. Has he chosen you to take her place?
Harvey asked and the young woman paused and didnt know what to answer.
You dont need to answer it, your face said everything. What you told me a
while ago about him moving on and not wanting to see Aimee were all from
you. Aimee told me stories about Adam and I believe he would not say those
words. Aimee didnt want to leave Adam, she feels worthless because she had
an accident and she injured her hands. Its up to you if you tell Adam this or
not Harvey told her.
Kristine stood motionless as the man started to walk away. She shook her
head and walked towards the bar but he heard Harvey speak. I know you
recognize me; you know where you have seen me. She is there, and she will
remain there waiting. Its up to you now she heard him say. Kristine pretended
not to hear and entered the bar.
At the back alley the limousine was waiting, Kristine got inside the car and
seated beside Adam. So what did he want? the young man asked. Oh just
like any other fan, he wanted tickets Kristine replied as she avoided looking at
Adam. Tickets? He said he was not a fan Darlene said. Yeah I know but he
told me this story about his wife being the fan so he wanted to surprise his
wife. They could not afford tickets so I told him to come back and I will give
him two the young woman lied.
You know what he looks familiar Adam said and Kristine trembled and
slowly looked at him. Anyway I dont remember where I first saw him and it
was nice of you to do that Kristine. Lets go have dinner now I am starving
Adam said as he rolled down the window to catch some fresh air. I really
thought he was going to bring news about Aimee Adam softly uttered as he
leaned back and sighed. Kristine rolled down her window and took a deep
breath, she was feeling guilty and it was starting to eat at her.
Two days before the big concert Adam stood outside the concert hall and was
staring at the giant billboard bearing his name and face. It doesnt feel right
he softly whispered. Darlene looked at the billboard and didnt notice anything
wrong with it. I dont see anything wrong she told him. Hey, if I wanted to
change it would be there time? he asked. Change it? Why? Two days before
the concert? Darlene asked. Yes, is there time? Adam asked again. Yes they
could but I dont see the point to it his assistant told him.
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I want it changed; do you have a problem with that? Adam angrily said and
stared at Darlene. His assistant immediately brought out her phone and
started to dial. Yes hello, its Darlene. Adam wanted to change the billboard in
front of the concert hall, and he insists you change it she said and Adam
grabbed the phone from her. You go ahead and tell them I am coming he
instructed his assistant as he held the phone to his ear and looked at the
billboard.
Ten minutes later Adam entered the concert hall, Kristine was already there
practicing her piano pieces. The young didnt go to the stage but he opted to
seat in the front row and watch the people on stage. Everyone felt uneasy so
they stopped and looked at Adam, Oh please dont mind me. Go on he
instructed. Darlene sat beside the young man and handed him the program
list.
After a few minutes Adam tore the piece of paper and again everyone stopped
and looked at him. Adam! What is wrong with you? his assistant asked. I
want everyone to leave except the sound crew he said. Adam what is going
on? Darlene asked and the young man stood up and took a deep breath. I
want everybody out of here except the sound crew! he shouted and looked at
Darlene. That includes you he added.
Everyone was seeing a different side to Adam that they have never seen. The
backup dancers quickly exited the stage and Kristine stood up and looked at
the young man. Darlene shook her head and walked towards the exit and soon
the rest followed. The sound crew were left on stage and waited for Adam to get
up.
I am sorry about that but this is my show and I want something different
Adam told them and the crew remained silent. I want this concert to be about
me and Aimee the young man said and one crew member raised his hand.
Sir, will she be present? he asked and Adam smiled at him. Yes she will and
that is why I want to change everything he replied and crew members looked
at each other.

I know you heard rumors but I promise you she will be present. Aimee will
be performing on concert night and it will be different Adam told them as
walked towards the grand piano on stage. She will be playing this piano and I
will be singing, but everything is going to be different the young crooner
whispered as he sat down in front of the piano and closed his eyes.
The evening of September 25 arrived and there were thousands of people

outside the concert hall waiting for the doors to be opened. There was
excitement in the air as everyone stared at the giant billboard. Everyone was
formulating their own conclusions on the sudden appearance of a familiar face
beside Adam on the billboard.
Why is my name and face there? Aimee asked as she sat calmly at her
wheelchair. She was wearing a blond wig and a green blanket covered her
hands. I dont know, I was here last week and you were not there, only Adam
was Harvey replied as the young woman looked at Rebecca. Dont ask me, I
too am bewildered the elder woman said.
Once the doors opened Rebecca looked at her ward, Are you sure about
this? she asked. Aimee still staring at the billboard smiled and nodded her
head. I feel something different she softly whispered so Harvey started to
push her wheelchair. Harvey please wait, I want to look at the billboard a little
bit more Aimee requested so the man stopped as the young woman suddenly
regained her long lost smile.
Five minutes before the show Aimee was trembling as they were seated in
the front row. Are you sure he would not recognize me? she asked so Rebecca
looked at her and shook her head. Who are you? she joked and Aimee
laughed for the first time after so long. Thanks Rebecca, I needed that. This is
so weird, why are the curtains closed? Aimee said.

Well maybe there are more surprises in store. The billboard sure made
everyone busy thinking I should say the elder woman said as there was indeed
loud chitchat that could be heard all around. The lights dimmed and everyone
fell silent and Adam emerged from the curtains. He was wearing a dark green
suit, the same suit he wore two years ago.
The young man grabbed the microphone and took a deep breath. The lights
focused on him as he moved closer to the edge of the stage. Its good to be
back! he shouted as he was greeted by loud cheers and applauses. Thank you
very much, wow! I sure did miss that. I know you are all wondering about the
sudden change on the billboard. That is my answer to those rumors spreading.
I know you know what I am talking about so I dont want to mention it
anymore. Tonight all your questions shall be answered, that I promise you! he
told them.
Two years ago everything changed. Two years ago we became one. Now, two
years later nothing has changed Adam said as the curtains began to open.
Everyone in the audience had their jaws dropped as they marveled at the stage
backdrop. The stage looked like a forest and in the center was an image of a
calm lake.
This is what it actually looks like when you are staring out of our balcony at
home. Aimee loved this scenery so I wanted to share it with everyone Adam
said as he walked towards the grand piano on stage. Aimee was trembling and
in tears at the sight of scenery that greets her every morning when she was still
living with Adam.
This by the way is the exact piano she played two years ago. Tonight will not
be about my comeback, tonight will be about the person I love, and that is
Aimee Adam said as he walked towards the center stage as music started to
play. The young man started to sing Aimees favorite song. Adam had his eyes
closed as he belted out each word full of emotions. From the start of the song
until the end he had one had clenched and close to his heart.

For six more songs everyone enjoyed the traditional Adam, no accompanying
piano, and pure musical accompaniment. This was the way he started, this
was the way he became popular. Armed only with his marvelous voice he
serenaded the crowd just like before but this time singing only Aimees favorite
songs. As the last song ended everyone gave him a standing ovation, Adam
bowed gracefully and walked towards the piano. When I come back she will be
with me, and you will hear this piano play once again he said and then the
curtains closed.
Aimee was visibly surprised in what Adam said so she looked at Rebecca.
What does he mean? she asked as the elder woman shrugged her shoulders.
Did you call him and tell him I was going to watch? Aimee asked. Of course
not Rebecca replied so the young woman turned to Harvey. Dont look at me,
I dont even know him the man replied so the young woman was bewildered.
Twenty minutes later the curtains opened once again and Adam stood at the
center stage between two easels. There were two paintings on his sides, the
young man stepped forward and turned around to look at the two. This is how
we met with Aimee. Instead of painting apples, I painted a portrait of her and
unknowingly she painted a portrait of me. I was not good in details, she was
and what she was not good at I excelled Adam narrated.
She completed my art work and I completed hers and from that moment we
were always togetheralways together until six months ago she left me he
added and the crowd was visibly surprised with his admission. Adam faced the
crowd and walked towards the center, he had his head bowed and his hands
were trembling.
Yes I admit she left me. Please dont blame her, she has her own reasons.
But you know what? She is here with me tonight Adam said and the crowd
was confused. She is here with me he repeated but this time pointing towards
his heart. She never left me, she has always been here with me. I love her so
much and in my heart she will always be the young man said as he slowly
walked towards the piano and sat down.

I promised you she will play tonight; I never told you she would be really
here. For two years we were together and I completely adored her. Ever since
we were together I always watcher her play, I wanted to understand her better
so she didnt know I started to learn how to play just by watching her. She will
always be half of me so tonight, she will play and I will sing song for you just
two years ago he said.
Aimee had her jaw dropped as tears started to form in her eyes. Adam
started to play the piano and he amazingly did it well. The crooner started to
sing the same song they performed that night two years ago and most people in
the audience started to cry. Aimee Rebecca whispered but the young lady
could not help but weep. Not now Rebecca she softly said. But Aimee, look!
You fingers are moving the elder woman said as Aimee looked at her hands
and they were moving to what seemed like piano playing.
Aimee could not believe what was happening, the tears continued flowing
down her cheeks but she was smiling. Her fingers kept moving as if she was
the one playing on stage. The young woman closed her eyes and imagine being
beside Adam, being the playing as he sang just like two years ago on that same
stage.
After six songs Adam stood up and walked towards the center stage and
bowed his head as every gave him a second standing ovation. He started
trembling so everybody sat down and remained silent. Please stop asking me if
Aimee left me. She is always here with me, in my heart she will always be. So
please stop asking me he softly uttered.
And if ever you see hertell her I love her so muchtell her I miss her
terribly. Please tell her to make me complete again. Half of me is missing, half
of me remains. Half of me she took away and I do hope she is missing her other
half too Adam said as he stood motionless and tears started falling down his
cheeks.

The audience was touched and wept with Adam but in the front row there
was a blond woman in a wheelchair who was weeping the hardest. You could
show yourself and end his misery right now Harvey whispered but Aimee kept
her head bowed and remained silent. He has not moved on and he never will.
Do him a favor and show yourself and you can end the pain you two are
carrying the man told her.
I will just cause him more pain if he sees his other half this way Aimee
whispered as she asked to be brought away.

Chapter 13: 287th Day
The sun brightened up the cabin room, a cool wind blew inside as Aimee sat
in her wheelchair fronting a small organ. Ever since Adams comeback concert
she has been trying to play but each time her fingers would press a key pain
engulfed her hands. Today was no different, Aimee has been trying but still
there was so much pain and all she could do was cry.
For almost a month she has been trying, the organ would emit a single tone
but afterwhich cries of suffering would follow. Aimee gave up and moved her
wheelchair towards the window, if miracles do happen then one happened
during Adams concert. She was able to move her hands after that night so she
could now move herself around the cabin without any help.
The lake scenery outside her window was different from what she was used
to seeing. Still knowing that it is the same lake made her happy for this was
the only thing that kept them connected with Adam. Memories of better days
with him always filled her mind but everytime she looks at her fingers pain ang
anguish seeths in. Aimee felt so low, and just as she keeps saying she feels
worthless.
Minutes later her room door opened, Aimee does not bother to turn around
and keeps focusing on the calm lake water. What date is it today? she asked
but there was no response. Rebecca? What date is it today? Aimee repeated
but still there was no reply and she could not even hear any movement so she
thought that her former manager just checked on her.
Today is October 14 a trembling familiar voice said and the young woman
immediately started crying. Adam stood by the door in tears looking at his
fiance bow down her head weeping. Aimee slowly turned her wheelchair
around and after 200 days they were face to face, both in tears, and both
hearts pounding wildly. Happy Birthday AimeeI finally found you the young
man said with a shaky voice as both of them broke down in tears.
Why Aimee? Why didnt you come home? Adam asked as the two stared
each other in the eyes. Look at me Adam. Do you see my hands? I am
worthless! Look at me and tell me what you feel. Pity? I know you so well Adam
and I dont want you to be sharing my pain. I cant play the piano anymore and
I dont want you to stop singing because of me. I am worhless the young lady
said as more tears ran down her cheeks.
The moment I saw you I liked you. As days passed I started to love you. I
love you for who you are and now what you can do. I admit I like your piano
playing but its not your talent that made me love you, its who you are. I dont
care if you didnt know how to play, I would not care if you were talentless, its
you I fell in love with. I admit I said I will only sing if you were the one playing
but that was just to say that I cannot live without you Adam stated.
You were there right? The last concert I knew you were there the young
man asked and Aimee nodded. The first half I sang alone but I sang with you
on my mind. You were in my heart and I was singing for you. The second half I
sang with you, you saw me play the piano but it was not me playing, it was
you. Do you understand what I am trying to say? Its all about you Aimee, you
and you alone. You will always be the half of mebut I dont know if you still
feel the same way about me Adam said.
Aimee was shaking and her lips were trembling, I love you so much Adam
she uttered. I cant hear you Adam told her so the young woman shouted. I
love you Adam!!!. The young man shook his head and stared at her, I really
cant hear you. You should come closer and tell me Adam said. Look at me!
Are you trying to punish me? Aimee angrily asked. I am sorry its the only
way for me to hear what you are saying the young man told her with a straight
face.
Aimee looked at Adam, she held on the wheelchair and forced herself to
stand. She was in so much pain that she started screaming but the young man
in front of her didnt even blink. Rebecca barged into the room and saw what

was happening, she was about to go to Aimee but Adam stopped her. She can
do it, leave her alone he told her. Are you crazy? Look at her she is in pain!
the elder woman yelled but Adam looked at her. Do you think that pain she is
feeling can match the pain I felt when she left me? he asked and Rebecca fell
silent.
Aimee was terribly shaking and more shouts of pain she emitted as she tried
to stand up. A minute later the young woman was on her feet, something she
could not do alone for the past six months. Aimee started to laugh as she was
able to stand on her two feet alone, Now come to me and whisper to my ear
Adam told her. I cant Aimee replied. You cant? Or you dont want to? the
young man replied. I am going to fall! the young woman screamed.
Do you think I would let you? Come to me Aimee Adam said and the young
woman nodded her head. Aimee moved one leg forward, there was still pain but
this time she already felt numb to it for she managed to walk a single step.
Thats it Aimee, you can do it Adam told her and the young woman was
happy and although trembling she moved another foot forward. Aimee
managed to walk three steps, she began to get excited so she moved faster but
her knee gave in. Aimee was about to fall face first on the floor so she closed
her eyes but instead of feeling the hard canvass she felt something she longed
for.
Adam caught her in his arms, for six months she has been looking for this
exact feeling. She was back in his arms again and she could feel how much he
missed her. Adam was embracing his fiance tightly, his head dug deep in her
shoulder, even in pain Aimee embraced him back and after two hundred days
they were together again. I am so sorry Adam Aimee whispered but the young
man silenced her by locking his lips with hers.
Adam looked at her fiance and wiped the tears from her eyes. I am so sorry
Adam Aimee began to say but the young man placed one finger on her lips
and he smiled at her. What happened is not important anymore, we are
together now. Just promise me that you will never leave me again Adam told

her and the young woman nodded her head. Adam stooped down and carried
his fiance and then turned around to look at Rebecca.
I am taking her home he said and the elder woman stepped aside to let
them pass. Before Adam could walk out of the room Rebecca slid something
inside his pocket, She will be needing that she said as she smiled at him.
Out of the cabin Aimee looked around and then faced her fiance. Where is
your car? she asked. I told Henry to go back home and prepare he answered.
You are going to carry me the whole way back? Aimee asked and Adam
smiled at her. No, we start making dreams come true again from here, I
always dreamed of sailing with you through the seas but for now this lake will
do he told her. Aimee turned her head towards the lake and saw Harvey
standing by the shore and the boat was prepared.
As Aimee was perfectly seated on the boat Adam got in and then looked at
Rebecca and Henry. We shall be expecting you at the lake house, today is
Aimees birthday and we are going to celebrate and I wont accept no for an
answer Adam told them as the two smiled and nodded. The young man started
to row slowly but he never took his eyes away from his fiancee.
Adam we should have taken the car, you row so slow Aimee said. 200
days I have not been with you so I want to take all the time I have to be with
you. It may take us forever to get there but I dont care as long as I fill the gap
of the time we lost he explained and the young woman smiled at him.
I am sorry for causing you so much pain, I will make it up to you Aimee
said. You already did by smiling at me, so keep smiling and everything will be
okay he replied and Aimee relaxed herself and kept smiling.
After an hour they have reached their lake house, Adam quickly got off the
boat and looked at Aimee. There is still something missing the young man

said. Theres you and me, what else are we missing? Aimee asked. Adam
picked his pocket and his hunch was right, he brought out their engagement
ring and wore it at Aimees finger. You left with this so you should come back
with it he told her as he scooped her up and carried her.
Henry and Darlene came running out of the house to greet the two and they
were all reunited again. Oh my God! What happened? Darlene asked as she
saw the state Aimee was in. What are you talking about? She is fine cant you
see her smile? Henry said and Adam nodded and smiled at him. Yes I am
fine. Now I regret losing six monthsimagine everyday just being carried by
AdamI dont mind walking again just to remain in his arms this way Aimee
said and the four of them laughed.
Rebecca and Harvey arrived so Darlene escorted them inside. As soon as

Adam and Aimee entered the door the smell of good food greeted them. I had
Darlene prepare all our favorite food Adam said but Aimees attention was far
away from him. The young womans eyes were fixed on the grand piano by the
living room so Adam could feel what she was feeling. Would you like to play?
he asked her. Aimee looked at her fiance and smiled at him. Yes I would love
to she replied.
Adam walked towards the piano and sat Aimee down in front of it. He sad
beside her as he set his fingers on the piano keys. Aimee moved her left hand
as she started to grimace in pain again. Its okay dont force it, I will play for
you Adam told her but the young lady moved her hand closer to him arching it
in a half heart form. Adam did the same with his right hand and attached their
two hands to form one heart. You will always be half of me, and I will be half
of you Aimee softly said as they smiled at each other.
Months ago Adam would sit beside her as she played the piano but this time
it was him playing as she listened. Adam was not that good in playing yet, he
did commit several mistakes but Aimee was there to correct him. The four
other people in the house sat down on the sofa as they listened to the good
music the two were playing. Aimee was the one playing and everyone knew
that, the only difference was she was playing the piano through Adams hands.

After their mini concert everyone enjoyed the good food prepared. Through
Adams hands Aimee ate but she exerted effort to pick up one piece of chicken
and served it to her fiances mouth. The six months of pain seemed like it
never happened but everyone else noticed that the two were sweeter and still
much in love with other.
After a hearty meal Harvey stepped out of the house to grab some fresh air.
He saw a blond woman seated on the boat so he walked towards her. Why are
you outside? You missed all the good food the man said. I just came back to
get my things Kristine answered. So what made you tell him? Harvey asked
and the young woman took a deep breath.
I was selfish I admit. I thought if she would not come back I would have the
chance to replace her in his heart. I was willing to wait until he would get
passed her but it was obviously he would never let go. She will always be in his
heart even if they are apart, I would never be that other half that I would like
to. I know I was foolish and I this time i dont even have the courage to face
them Kristine narrated.
You just cant compete with the love that they have. True love at its finest,
you can never see a better example than that. I do understand you but you
know what you dont have to leave Harvey told her. I am so embarrassed, I
still love Adam and I dont want the last memories of him being mad at me she
said. I have heard Aimee tell stories about Adam, for six months I could see
him through Aimee. Why do you love Adam? the man asked.
He has a good heart thats all I can say Kristine said. And do you think
that good heart cannot forgive? Harvey asked and Kristine looked at him. Do
you think he will forgive me? she asked. The right question is what will you
do when he does? the man replied. Kristine bowed her head and sighed, If
you love him you have to accept everything. If you love someone you should be
happy when he is happy even if you are not that person who makes him
happy Harvey told her.

You are still young, sooner or later you too will find that someone who
needs you and who you need too. Soon you be his half and he shall be the half
of you. Accept that you are not part of their whole, but that does not mean you
have to go away the man added and Kristine smiled. Come on stand up and
lets go inside Harvey said and the young woman stood up and they walked
towards the house.
Harvey opened the door and they saw everyone relaxed at the living room.
Look who I found outside he said as Kristine slowly showed her face.
Kristine! Have you eaten? Aimee asked. The blond young woman smiled and
shook her head. Oh there is lots of food left, come on go eat, its my birthday
Aimee told her. No! Adam said and Kristine was frightened. Kristine before
you eat could you play the piano, I would like to serenade my birthday girl the
crooner asked and the young lady gracefully obliged.
As Kristine sat down in front of the piano, Adam stood beside her with one
hand on her shoulder. The young lady looked at Harvey and the man smiled
and nodded at her. Kristine was so happy, she knew she had no place in
Adams heart, she knew she can never be the other half she wanted but she felt
no pain. She accepted her place and she was happy to be playing for Adam.
Adam serenaded his fiance, six months of longing he poured through his
song. Aimee has heard him serenade her hundreds of times in the past but this
time he sounded different. For six months Her fiances voice sounded better
than ever and she could feel how much he missed her. She looked at her hands
but does not feel worthless anymore for he told her that with her smile
everything would be just fine. Aimee looked at Adam and she smiled at him,
this was all she could do for now, for now all she could do was inspire him.

Epilogue
Mary Patterson was wearing a dark green elegant down while her husband
was wearing a matching tailored suit. Rebecca was adjusting Henrys tie while
Darlene and Kristine were teasing them. Harvey and his wife were likewise
there and on the other far end of the first row David and his pregnant wife were
present. All of the important people to Adam and Aimee were all there awaiting
the start of the couples first comeback concert together.
Are Aimees hands okay now? Harvey asked as Rebecca shrugged her
shoulders. Everyone looked at Darlene as she too looked dumbfounded. Dont
look at me, they were the ones who set up this concert. I wanted to help but
they told me its going to be a surprise the manager of the couple said. Why
dont you all just relax and enjoy the show, its about to start Kevin said with a
low deep voice.
A few minutes later the curtains opened revealing a huge backdrop of two
hands arched forming a hand. From the left Adam, wearing his dark green
trademark suit walked towards the middle as he looked towards the right of the
stage. Aimee emerged seconds later wearing a majestic dark green gown, she
walked towards the center where the couple held hands and together walked
forward.
Everybody in the crowd were on their feet applauding, they were happy to
see the couple reunited once again. If there was something different from the
couple it were the matching golden rings found on their ring fingers. A year ago
the were separated, they found each other, and now together and never to be
separated again.
After the customary bow the crowd sat down and silence filled the huge
concert arena. Adam grabbed the microphone and took a deep breath. If there
was a sin I was guilty of I would admit it would be selfishness. Tonight I have
gone passed that and so I want to share with you what I have been keeping
from everyone he said as he faced his beautiful wife and kissed her. Adam
handed Aimee the microphone and turned around and walked towards the
piano.
Everyone was confused when Adam sat in front of the piano, they were used
to seeing Aimee there and Adam standing at the center. Tonight was different
as the two smiled at each other, Adam started to play the piano and seconds
later Aimee started singing.
All had their jaws dropped especially those in the front row. Everyone
marveled at Aimees beautiful voice, something Adam indeed was keeping for
himself. A lot of people were confused where to focus on, Aimees beautiful
voice or Adams improved piano playing. Many thought that it was just the first
song but after the last note it was still Aimee who was serenading them and
Adam was just providing the musical accompaniment for his wife.
From afar people could see Aimees hands still somewhat crooked, it should
be her playing the piano but this time she was singing. Aimee could not play
the piano but Adam played for her. What the young man used to do, he let his
wife do it and tonight they have proved to the whole world that they are indeed
half of each other. They were both halves of a whole and even with reversed
roles they still produced beautiful music together.
Watching the two on stage made everyone understand what the backdrop
was all about. Two separate hands forming one heart; it was plain and simple
true and undying love.
Both will be halves of each other, together as one forever.
-the end-
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BY JONATHAN PAUL DIAZ
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I must admit I am not a great writer. I am more of a story teller. Please

I am Jonathan Paul Diaz, I am a story teller.

Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True ....................................................................................................... 7

Chapter 2: 87th Day ................................................................................................................................. 17

Chapter 3: The Wild Child .......................................................................................................................27

Chapter 4: Denial .................................................................................................................................... 37

Chapter 7: Watching You ........................................................................................................................64

Chapter 8: Half of Me..............................................................................................................................74

Chapter 9: Mue ....................................................................................................................................... 85

Chapter 10: Worthless ............................................................................................................................93

Chapter 11: Fish .................................................................................................................................... 102

Chapter 12: Moving On.........................................................................................................................111

Chapter 13: 287th Day ...........................................................................................................................119

Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True 8

Hand in hand the couple walked only to be stopped by one photographer. I

Chapter 1: When Dreams Come True 9

That wont be necessary. We are in Paris, it used to be a place only in our

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Chapter 2: 87th Day 18

Good morning to everyone. I am sorry if my fiance is not with me. Well

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We already got his attention! Kristine said. Never do that again! I am

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find her for me and bring her backplease

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Two years ago

Chapter 3: The Wild Child 28

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Chapter 3: The Wild Child 30

A few minutes later Adam was knocking on an apartment door, slouched on

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I envy my colleague who is going to be their instructor. I really wanted this

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Two Years Ago

Adam noticed them at once so he looked at his assistant. The look on

Adam started to laugh to everyones surprise. She is aliveAimee is alive!

Why did she leave me?

Images of Aimee seated and smiling clouded Adams imagination, a smile

AimeeI am nothing without you. I feel incomplete. Come back soon

Two Years Ago

Chapter 7: Watching You 65

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