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Macey Bearden
12/13/17
Mr. Garner
Every action has an equal and opposite reaction, as Isaac Newton wisely once said. This
does not only apply with physics, but with people and their personalities. The impact of
childhood on adult life is often underestimated, and the idea of this came into play recently at
only around the end of the Victorian Era. Charles Dickens is credited with being one of the first
authors to present this idea through his writing, using his character David Copperfield. In the
bildungsroman novel that is about the life of David Copperfield, many experiences change him
from a tabula rasa, or blank slate, into a complex character with ideas and opinions. David’s
relationship with Emily is a constant game of hide and seek which leads David to, in his adult
life, become desperate and impulsive around women that he believes that he even slightly
admires.
David has several encounters with Emily in which she rejects him. Soon after meeting
her, he falls into a “puppy dog” like love for her, and obsesses over her. He cannot control his
adoration for young Emily, and pictures her as an angel from heaven.
“Of course I was in love with little Em’ly. I am sure that I loved that baby quite as truly,
quite as tenderly, with greater purity, and more disinteredness, than can enter into the
best love of a later time of life, high and ennobling as it is. I am sure my fancy raised up
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something round that blue-eyed mite of a child, which etherealised, and made a very
large angle of her. If, any sunny forenoon, she had spread a little pair of wings and flown
away before my eyes, I don’t think I should have regarded it as much more than I had
This experience with Emily is the beginning of a storm cloud that will hover over David for his
entire life, haunting him and changing the way that he interacts with women. While he is
obsessing over Emily, she constantly pushes him down. In one scene, she begins to let David
know that she does not return his feelings. She allows him to kiss her, and he becomes greedy
“Little Em’ly consenting, allowing me to kiss her, I became desperate; informing her, I
recollect, that I never could love another, and that I was prepared to shed the blood of
How merry little Em’ly made herself about it! With what a demure assumption of being
immensely older and wiser than I, the fairy little woman said I was a “silly boy;” and
then laughed so charmingly that I forgot the pain of being called that disparaging name,
Once he has been allowed by Emily to kiss her, he announces his love and becomes greedy,
saying that he is committed to her. She discourages him for but a second, but he is too smitten to
realize what she has told him. This nature is the exact one that will shadow David for the rest of
his life, and through the rest of his relationships. David springs with such eagerness into anything
David’s encounters with Emily would normally deter a young boy, but David continues
to love Emily and her ways. Emily is able to play David on a string like a puppet, and is able to
get him to do whatever she would like him to do. If Emily were to tell him to drown himself in
the water near her home, David is the type of character that would do it before Emily even had
the chance to think of the idea herself. Emily has an effect on David that causes him to lose all
intelligent thought around her, almost as if he were a horse wearing blinders to keep him focused
on one thing. The fact that David is obsessed with a girl that starts to run away as soon as he gets
near to officially courting her leaves an impact on him for life. Emily leaves the blinders on
David, and he is only able to focus on whichever woman that he chooses to admire after Emily.
Emily’s effect on David is lasting and when David can no longer have Emily, he instead
latches onto any woman that is relatively attractive to him. He quickly falls into a series of
crushes after Emily. Soon after Emily is no longer available to him and David is at school, he
falls in love with a young woman named Miss Shepherd. However, he is heartbroken to find that
she loves another man more than him- and that David is only cute puppy-like lover that follows
her around.
“Miss Shepherd being the one pervading theme and vision of my life, how do I ever come
to break with her? I can’t conceive. And yet a coolness grows between Miss Shepherd
and myself. Whispers reach me of Miss Shepherd having said she wished I wouldn’t stare
so, and having avowed a preference for Master Jones-for Jones! a boy of no merit
whatever! The gulf between me and Miss Shepherd widens. At last, one day, I meet the
Misses Nettingalls’ establishment out walking. Miss Shepherd makes a face as she goes
by, and
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laughs to her companion. All is over. The devotion of a life-it seems a life, it is all the
same-is at an end; Miss Shepherd comes out of the morning service, and the Royal
This experience only strengthens David’s desperate and clingy nature towards women because
he feels as if women keep slipping out of his hands because of his rejections. He keeps coming
so close to developing a close and serious relationship with a woman, but he continues to fail at
his task. He is once again playing the endless game of hide and seek, although this one ends
more abruptly than his relationship with Emily. After this, he falls in love with Miss Larkins, an
older woman of around 30. He meets Miss Larkins at a gathering, and eventually finds that he
will be rejected as well by her for another man. This repetition of obsessiveness and then a
reaction of rejection leads to David feeling as if he needs to try harder, as if each time getting
rejected makes him worried that it will happen again. David cannot stand the feeling of having
failed, and is willing to try by all means possible to court a woman. The one time that he does
fall in love with someone that returns his affections, the marriage ends in a disaster. His spouse
eventually dies, which relieves David from the effort of watching after Dora. However, it leaves
him lonely and searching for love from Agnes, of who he believes that she only loves him in a
brotherly way. This effect on David’s personality leads him to be impulsive, but at the same time
effect on David deprives him of confidence, leaving him with a sense of inferiority that he can
never shake off. Alfred Alder states that “to be a human being means to possess a feeling of
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inferiority which constantly presses towards its own conquest. The greater the feeling of
inferiority that has been experienced, the more powerful is the urge for conquest and the more
violent the emotional agitation”. David matches this description, as he is constantly put down by
others. There is, in a sense, a domino effect. Once he is rejected by Emily, he seeks redemption
in two other women that do not fancy him as he would wish. After this has happened, David
seeks to conquer the heart of another woman. However, the heart that he does manage to conquer
is but a simple heart without much to it. However, this experience only affects David because he
chooses to let it. Adler also covers this, saying that “we cannot say that if a child is badly
nourished he will become a criminal. We must see what conclusion the child has drawn.” By
saying this, he means that David is only affected by this experience with Emily because he chose
to let it dominate his life. By allowing this experience affect him, David has been turned into a
David’s life is ruled by his experiences with Emily, a bold and beautiful young woman
who changes the blank slate that is David into someone who needs to prove himself and cling to
women. Many men portrayed in the David Copperfield novel do not obsess over courting. There
is often love displayed, and a connection, but there are also some failed relationships. The very
woman to break his heart for the first time is abandoned, Miss Betsy has to pay her husband to
leave her alone, and his own mother is abused by his stepfather. Every relationship that David
sees or is involved with happening impacts him. Many of the relationships that David has
witnessed are not the best ones to model his relationship off of, and his first failed attempt leads
to many more. Eventually all of these attempts lead to an eventual, although not very
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satisfactory, marriage. David’s impulsiveness and desperation stems from Emily, who cannot
have been more unlike David. Relationships in which people are not compatible do not typically
work out, leaving lasting scars for some. David happened to be the unlucky one left scarred by