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“Off-White”: Exploring the Role Hapa Identity Plays in Communication

Piper Curda

Wheaton College
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Abstract

Among biracial groups, the growing population of hapas (individuals of half-Asian and half-

Caucasian descent) is one that has yet to be heavily observed to identify unique or challenging

experiences this group encounters and how they manage when challenges arise due to their

biracial identity. The complexity of integrating two ethnic identities impacts many facets of the

hapa identity, including various aspects of communication that can subsequently influence

psychological and behavioral components of self-concept, self-esteem, sense of belonging, and

relationships among other things. For hapas, the blurry dichotomy between an Asian identity and

a Caucasian identity may create distinct challenges when communicating with others, including

monoracial peers, romantic partners, and family members. The purpose of this qualitative study

was to explore the role hapa identity plays in communication within families, monoracial peer

groups, and romantic relationships. Through collection and analysis of interview data from

biracial individuals who identify as hapa, the goal was to deepen understanding of this subgroup

and identify which aspects might be unique to this specific biracial group and whether they

present as challenges or advantages. Findings illustrate many ways in which a hapa identity

impacts the development of identity as well as communication strategies used with friends,

family, and romantic partners. Place of upbringing and degrees of belonging were salient aspects

impacting identity development, communication, and romantic relationships with these biethnic

individuals expressing slightly more strain relating to their whiteness than their Asian-ness

within family. Additionally, three categories of microaggressions played a prominent role .in the

lives of these individuals. Limitations to the study are discussed, which, subsequently, provide

many opportunities for future directions for research.


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“Off-White”: Exploring the Role Hapa Identity Plays on Communication

Individuals that are of multiracial descent are one of the fastest growing divisions of the

population (Subica, 2011). Until recently, previous researchers examining biracialism primarily

focused on the White/Black biracial experience (Goodale & Engels, 2010; Kaplowitz, Fisher, &

Broman, 2003). However, in a world becoming increasingly more diverse, it is important to

expand inquiry to include other biracial groupings (Chaudhari, 2016; Okizaki, 2000; Toomey,

Dorjee, & Ting-Toomey, 2013). The Asian population grew by 45.6% from 2000 to 2010, the

largest growth of any other racial group. Additionally, 15% of the 17.3 million people who

identified as Asian indicated they were of multiple races, with the majority of those identifying

themselves as both White and Asian (U.S. Census Bureau, 2012). In fact, Asians have the

highest rate of intermarriage with Whites (Wu, Schimmele, & Hou, 2015). This growing biethnic

segment of White/Asian has remained somewhat unobserved by researchers, illuminating the

need for further research to foster deeper understanding of this subgroup and to identify what

aspects of their biracial experience might generalize across biracial groups but also which

aspects might be unique to this specific biracial group and whether they present as challenges or

advantages (Okizaki, 2000; Toomey, 2012; Toomey et al., 2013).

Biracial individuals often face unique experiences and challenges that monoracial

individuals do not (Benet-Martinez, Leu, Lee, & Morris, 2002; Okizaki, 2000; Toomey et al.,

2013). For example, biracial individuals experience different types of microagressions that

monoracial minorities do not (Okizaki, 2000; Tran, Miyake, & Martinez-Morales, 2016). The

experience of growing up within a biracial family is also unique with regard to exposure or lack

of exposure to both cultural backgrounds, discussions of race, and identification with or lack of

identification with one or both parents (Okizaki, 2000; Paquette, 2009; Soliz, Thorson, &
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Rittenour, 2009). Researchers examining the biracial identity formation of hapas found identity

conflict is common in this biracial group, and they are extremely privy to the feeling of being

“forced to choose one racial group by society because being a member of both heritages did not

appear to be an option at that time” (Turner, 2007, p. 56). Moreover, the struggles that hapas face

during identity formation can significantly impact their sense of belonging, self-concept,

relationships, and well-being (Allen, Garriott, Reyes, & Hsieh, 2013; Chong & Kuo, 2015;

Crane, 2013; Soliz et al., 2009). Many of these developmental aspects are influenced by

communication experiences among and within families and peer groups and can also

subsequently influence communication experiences (Gallo, 2016; Ingram, Chaudhary, & Jones,

2015; Mahadhir, Nor, & Azman, 2014; Nadal, Sriken, Davidoff, Wong, & McLean, 2013; Soliz

et al., 2009).

Communication plays a key role in the growth and development of all individuals (Fraser

& Villet, 1994; Valsiner, 2006). People of different cultural backgrounds engage in different

communication styles and emphasize different aspects of communication (Akimoto &

Sanbonmatsu, 1999; Gudykunst et al., 1996). Biracial individuals might be more likely to

experience conflicting communication styles, reflecting the differences in the ethnicities they

represent (Akimoto & Sanbonmatsu, 1999; Soliz et al., 2009; Toomey et al., 2013). How hapas

navigate their biracial identity integration can be influenced by communication and

microagression experiences within families and among monoracial peers (Gallo, 2016; Harris,

2015). It also follows that how hapas navigate their biracial identity integration might

subsequently determine how they experience and utilize communication strategies in different

social contexts such as peer groups, families, and romantic relationships (Chaudhari, 2016;

Crane, 2013; Kasuga-Jenks, 2012; Mills, 2008; Soliz et al., 2009). Exploring the role hapa
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identity plays in various forms of communication within families, monoracial peer groups, and

romantic relationships, as well as the microaggressions they experience may identify unique or

challenging experiences this group encounters and how they manage when challenges due to

their biracial identity arise (Roberts-Clarke, Roberts, & Morokoff, 2004; Soliz et al., 2009;

Toomey et al., 2013).

Literature Review

A review of relevant empirical research to inform the current study included examination

of both theoretical and applied research. Theoretical frameworks explored include identity

negotiation theory, ecological framework of biethnic identity development, bicultural identity

integration, communication accommodation theory, and microaggressions. The review is

organized around the following themes: biethnic identity development of hapas, biculturals’

sense of belonging and communication strategies with monoracial peers, the role of family

communication in biracial identity, communication within romantic relationships of biracial

individuals, and microaggression experiences of biracial individuals. When available, the

literature review included research exclusively focused on Caucasian/Asian biethnic individuals.

Biethnic Identity Development of Hapas

Biethnic identity development is generally focused on individuals who must navigate the

development of their identity when it is composed of two cultural/racial heritages, having one

parent from a specific racial group and the other from a separate and distinct racial group

(Toomey et al., 2013). The study of biethnic identity development is marked by the criticism of

the limitations of monoethnic identity theory and the rise of multiple, alternative theories, to

include identity negotiation theory, the ecological framework of biethnic identity development,

and bicultural identity integration (Benet-Martinez et al., 2002; Gonzalez-Backen, 2012; Toomey
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et al., 2013). Identity negotiation theory is based on five core assumptions that aid in evaluating

identity formation. It is grounded in the belief that people from all cultures seek identity approval

and respect and have “multiple images of self that are affected by cultural, social, and personal

identity” (Toomey et al., 2013, p. 114). Each assumption can be used to study the specific ways

in which hapas develop and manage their own personal identity based on their unique ethnic

mix.

Gonzalez-Backen (2013) sought to extend beyond the singular process of identity

formation and developed the ecological framework of biethnic identity development to represent

the multidimensionality of identity formation processes embedded in multiple ecological

contexts that all biethnic individuals must navigate, to include social position, discrimination,

segregation, environments that serve to promote or hinder development, characteristics such as

physical appearance, and family. In contrast, Benet-Martinez et al. (2002) focused more

pointedly on individual differences experienced by biethnic individuals during identity formation

and recognized that some biculturals view their cultural identities as complementary and

compatible while others perceive them as oppositional and contradictory. Their research

supported their hypothesis that biculturals with the proposed varying level of bicultural identity

integration would behave differently with regard to cultural frame switching, the degree to which

they will move between cultural meaning systems under the influence of different situational

cues.

There has also been an emergence of multiple biracial identity models, such as the

multidimensional model proposed by Rockquemore and colleagues (Lou, Lalonde, & Wilson,

2011), and methods for measuring biethnic identity development, such as the Multiracial

Heritage Awareness and Personal Affiliation Scale, or M-HAPAS (Chong & Kuo, 2015). These
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models help conceptualize the way biracial individuals identify with their own heritage by

attempting to categorize it. Rockquemore’s model, for example, contains four “racial identity

options,” including a singular identity (identifying as exclusively monoracial), a border identity

(identifying as exclusively biracial), a protean identity (switching between identities), and a

transcendent identity (not identifying with any race). The issue with Rockquemore’s model, as

Chong and Kuo (2015) pointed out, is that it does not account for the degree to which a biracial

individual identifies with each of these varying identities. The M-HAPAS attempted to reconcile

this by recognizing that “biracial individuals often have a primary biracial identity orientation

with which they identify more strongly and more often” (Chong & Kuo, 2015, p. 204).

These theories and models are important in appreciating that the biethnic identity of

hapas is multi-faceted and complex. There is no one scale by which it can be measured or one

theory that fully encompasses the biethnic identity experience. Moreover, the lens through which

one examines biethnic identity development can determine the variations in behavior and

individual differences that can be observed. In addition to cultural frame shifting, communication

accommodation theory and other bicultural communication strategies, such as code switching,

bridging, buffering, and passing have been identified when examining communication behaviors

of biethnic individuals (Benet-Martinez et al.; Gonzalez-Backen; Toomey et al., 2013).

Understanding the way biracial individuals integrate, or do not integrate, their multiple identities

can help researchers further understand their sense of belonging in certain social contexts as well

as the communication strategies they use.

Biculturals’ Sense of Belonging and Communication Strategies with Monoracial Peers

Because biracial individuals do not belong to a single ethnic group, being a part of a

group of monoracial peers can foster identity stress (Toomey et al., 2013). As posited by
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communication accommodation theory, biracial individuals may utilize strategies characterized

by convergence or divergence in some intergroup communication settings (Toomey et al., 2013).

They will either accommodate and assimilate to the communication needs of those around them

(convergence) or they will use strategies to differentiate themselves (divergence). Chaudhari

(2016) found that biracial individuals adopt a similar strategy when experiencing a reduced sense

of belonging; they either accommodate to monoracial norms or resist conformity to monoracial

norms by disengaging from the situation.

Chaudhari (2016) also discussed the importance of mattering as contributing to a sense of

belonging. For biracial individuals, it is crucial to have friend groups where they feel affirmed in

their identities and supported in their experiences as multiracial individuals. This can be difficult

in dominantly White peer groups, as Toomey (2012) explained, where biracial individuals often

do not feel as if their dual identity is properly acknowledged or understood. However, Ingram et

al. (2014) pointed out that biracial individuals can feel marginalized by monoracial minority

groups as well. It can be important for biracial individuals to have friend groups who are also

biracial, so they feel as if they have an outlet for conversations about their personal struggles

with race with people who can relate (Ingram et al., 2014). The ways in which biracial

individuals communicate about their race can also be influenced by their family.

The Role of Family Communication in Biracial Identity

A significant component of how biracial individuals develop their biethnic identities is

their family relationships, especially with their parents. Family relationships and the way biracial

individuals’ parents perceive their racial identity are important aspects to consider because, as

Kasuga-Jenks (2012) noted, a parent’s personal cultural experiences directly influence the way

that and degree to which they socialize their children in regards to race, culture, and ethnicity.
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Gonzalez-Backen (2013) identified factors, such as social climate about biracial individuals, that

may affect whether or not parents promote a biethnic identity. Beyond this, familial ethnic

socialization and the quality of the parent-child relationship can contribute to both an

individual’s biethnic identity development and the communication strategies he or she is exposed

to, develops, and practices throughout childhood and adolescence (Gonzalez-Backen, 2013).

Researchers examining family communication within multiracial families supported

communication accommodation theory in finding that relationships were recognized as more

satisfying and individuals possessed stronger family identity when supportive communication,

identity accommodation, and self-disclosure were present, and they noted there are unique

communication processes within biracial families that need further exploration (Soliz et al.,

2009). Confirmation of communication accommodation strategies within biracial families was

also found specifically within families of hapas (Mahadhir, Nor, & Azman, 2014). Family

communication within biracial families also includes any microaggressions experienced and the

subsequent influence on feelings of belonging, well-being, and biethnic identity development.

Nadal et al. (2013) conducted seminal research on microaggressions in biracial families and

identified a number of microaggressions commonly experienced, to include isolation and/or

favoritism in the family, denial of biracial identity and experiences by monoracial parents, and

feelings about not learning about family heritage. Communication within families and how hapas

experience this can contribute in both positive and negative ways to their biethnic identity

development and also influence their communication strategies and relationship building outside

the family.

It is crucial to include the influence of parents when studying the communication patterns

of biracial individuals because these individuals have a different family dynamic than individuals
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with two parents of one race (Wagner Hoa, 2009). Biracial individuals receive a value set from

parents of two completely different cultural backgrounds as opposed to just one. The ways they

receive each set of values and integrate it into their own lives is vital in understanding the way

they form their identities (Paquette, 2009). The upbringing biracial individuals experience can

also determine the way they deal with racial oppression. For instance, Chong (2012) found that

biracial individuals with a positive family relationship were less likely to internalize forms of

oppression they experienced in peer groups and at school. Furthermore, Paquette (2009)

described the ways parental values from differing backgrounds can directly affect the way

biracial individuals go about dating and pursuing and maintaining romantic relationships.

Communication within Romantic Relationships of Biracial Individuals

Romantic relationships for biracial individuals can be trickier to navigate in comparison

to monoracial individuals (Leslie & Young, 2015; Roberts-Clarke, Roberts, & Morokoff, 2004;

Seshadri & Knudson-Martin, 2013). Along with enduring the normal challenges of a

relationship, there is an added stressor of doing so as a biracial individual in a highly racialized

society (Leslie & Young, 2015). Possibly for this reason, interracial couples have been

statistically shown to experience less stability and marital satisfaction than couples of the same

race (Leslie & Young, 2015). Multiple researchers support that the number one cause of tension

in interracial relationships is caused by a lack of familial support for the relationship (Berin,

2013; Leslie & Young, 2015; Mills, 2008), but tension is not solely from this. On a more positive

note, there is evidence that plenty of interracial couples do find ways to communicate effectively.

Seshadri and Knudson-Martin (2013) identified four ways that interracial couples tended

to find a balance between their separate backgrounds: integrated (a celebration and integration of

both cultures), coexisting (acknowledgment of both cultures, but a clear distinction and little to
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no integration), singularly assimilated (a dominance of one partner’s culture over the other), and

unresolved (differences are unaddressed or unacknowledged, and can lead to tension). They also

discussed the strategies interracial couples use to resolve tensions, such as creating a “we,”

framing differences, and emotional maintenance. Pinpointing these specific tactics led to a better

understanding of not only biracial individuals’ communication in relationships but the way they

communicate with others in general (Seshadri & Knudson-Martin, 2013). Further expansion of

the positive aspects of biracial dating included the fact that biracial women believed they were

more open to dating across various ethnicities, which opened up more dating options, and also

reported that romantic relationships were not likely to bring about significant familial conflict

given they were born into a biracial family so family pressure to date a specific race was less

likely (Roberts-Clarke et al., 2004). While Leslie and Young (2013) hypothesized that many of

the problems experienced in interracial marriages were common to all marriages, they also

acknowledged some specific issues that would be likely to arise that would be unique to

interracial marriages. One of these included the varying degrees to which each member of the

couple had experienced microaggressions and the ways in which they handled them.

Microaggression Experiences of Biracial Individuals

Racial microaggressions are offensive, albeit subtle, and sometimes unintentional slights

made in a derogatory or negative manner about an individual’s race (Nadal et al., 2011).

Microaggressions aimed at biracial individuals are often overlooked or dismissed because they

manage to fly under the radar and be labeled harmless because of their subtlety. However, more

often than not, biracial individuals report being subject to microaggressions (Harris, 2015; Tran

et al., 2016; Nadal et al., 2011). Experiencing microaggressions and subsequently choosing how

to handle them shape some of the communication strategies biracial individuals adopt within
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families, among monoracial peers, and in romantic relationships (Chaudhari, 2016; Leslie &

Young, 2013; Nadal et al., 2013).

One common form of microaggression that specifically biracial individuals are victim to

is racial identification inquiry (Nadal et al., 2011; Tran et al., 2016). Through presumably

harmless questions such as, “What are you?” people can subject biracial individuals to feelings

of alienation or intense pressure (Tran et al., 2016). Harris (2015) also discussed other forms of

microaggression specific to biracial individuals, such as assumption of a monoracial identity,

exclusion and isolation, and denial of a multiracial reality. While seemingly small, experiences

with microaggressions are important to consider because they are affective and can accumulate

over time. Harris (2015) found that the build up of microaggressions against an individual can

result in a decrease in emotional, physical, and mental health; and, as noted earlier,

microaggressions can also be experienced within biracial families, possibly more than in

monoracial families given that children within these families are interacting daily with parents of

monoracial backgrounds who may unknowingly or purposefully express microaggressions

(Nadal et al., 2013; Nadal et al., 2011). Thus, consideration of experienced microaggressions is a

critical component in developing deeper understanding of the communication experiences and

strategies of individuals who identify as hapa.

Summary, Rationale for Study, and Research Questions

The identity formation of biracial individuals is a complex process about which many

have theorized to aid our understanding (Toomey et al., 2013). These theories are crucial in

evaluating the ways in which biracial individuals communicate with others (Toomey, 2012;

Toomey et al., 2013). The way they communicate with monoracial individuals and the strategies

they implement to either converge or diverge (Toomey et al., 2013) with monoracial norms
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significantly affect their sense of belonging and mattering (Chaudhari, 2016). Their

communication with family can either aid or inhibit their level of association with their cultural

background and is severely influenced by the racial experiences of their parents (Paquette, 2009;

Chong, 2012). Additionally, these family influences can radically impact biracial individuals’

romantic relationships (Berin, 2013; Leslie & Young, 2015; Mills, 2008), which bring a unique

set of communication differences and struggles of their own (Leslie & Young, 2015; Seshadri &

Knudson-Martin, 2013). A final area of biracial communication that seems to be prevalent in

research is the microaggressions that biracial individuals experience (Chaudhari, 2016; Leslie &

Young, 2013; Nadal et al., 2013). These microaggressions can lead to marked differences in

emotional, physical, and mental health as well as impede on the development of a healthy

biethnic identity (Harris, 2015).

With most studies on biracial individuals focused on those of Black and White descent

(Goodale & Engels, 2010; Kaplowitz et al., 2003), research focusing on the experiences of

White/Asian biracial individuals, the fastest growing segment of biculturals, is warranted

(Wagner Hoa, 2009). The lived experiences of hapas present unique characteristics that must be

illuminated to deepen our understanding of how they negotiate biethnic identity integration and

what aspects of communication influence their development as well as what communication

strategies are the result of their bicultural experiences (Toomey et al., 2013). The limited existing

research on hapas most often includes focus on examining unique aspects of biethnic identity

formation for this population and navigating family dynamics (Chong, 2012). Researchers note

the existing lack of examination of a broader scope of experiences to expand understanding of

the microaggressions experienced and other communication challenges with regard to

monoracial peer groups and romantic relationships (Berin, 2013; Gallo, 2016). The goal of the
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current study was to develop a more comprehensive picture of the lived experiences of hapas.

Towards that goal, the purpose of the proposed qualitative study was to explore the role hapa

identity and microaggression experiences play in communication in families, monoracial peer

groups, and romantic relationships. The following research questions were posed to guide data

collection and analysis efforts:

RQ1: How do biracial Asian Americans identify ethnically and what childhood

experiences do they share that played a role in developing their identity?

RQ2: How do biracial Asian Americans describe their communication strategies and

feelings of belonging in monoracial peer groups?

RQ3: How do families of biracial Asian Americans communicate and contribute to

cultural identity and navigate discussions of race within the household?

RQ4: How salient a role does ethnic identity play in romantic relationships for biracial

Asian Americans?

RQ5: What types of microaggressions do biracial Asian Americans report they

experience?

Method

A qualitative case study using in-depth interviews was employed to collect and analyze

data to answer the research questions posed. A purposeful sample was required given the

purpose and questions posed required gathering data regarding experiences specific to a certain

demographic of individuals. Five, biethnic individuals, who identified as half White and half

Asian, volunteered to participate in individual interviews. The qualitative interview using a

researcher-designed interview protocol (see Appendix) was deemed the most appropriate method

for obtaining trustworthy data.


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Participants

Individual interviews were conducted with five, college-aged participants who

volunteered and met the selection criteria. Participant 1 was a 19-year-old, freshman female. She

was of half-Korean, half-Caucasian descent and grew up in China. Participant 2 was a 20-year-

old, sophomore female. She was of half-Japanese, half-Caucasian descent and grew up in

Wisconsin. Participant 3 was a 20-year-old, sophomore female. She was of quarter-Japanese,

quarter-Puerto Rican, and half-Caucasian descent and grew up in Hawaii. Participant 4 was a 20-

year-old, sophomore male. He was of quarter-Japanese, quarter-Taiwanese, and half-Caucasian

descent and moved from the U.S. to China when he was nine years old. Participant 5 was a 20-

year-old, junior male. He was of half-Korean, half-Caucasian descent and grew up in Portland,

Oregon.

Procedures

Individuals invited to be interviewed were first identified as meeting the criteria of part-

Asian/part-white due to the specific nature of the study. A cover letter was sent out via email

explaining the purpose of the study as well as the topics that would be addressed. For those that

responded and agreed to be interviewed, an agreed upon time and place for the interview was set.

Each interview was conducted face-to-face and lasted approximately 60 minutes. The

interviewees were informed that their responses would be confidential and they had the option to

discontinue participation at any time. Field notes were taken during and after each interview.

Materials

Each participant was asked a series of questions. The interview began with a few simple

questions about each participant’s age, grade, and their specific nationality. The interview

protocol constructed included in-depth questions designed to prompt exploration of the core
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concepts of he study. An initial question was asked to introduce each concept and probing and

follow-up questions were used to gain more in-depth answers and clarifications as needed.

The first set of questions centered on the individual’s identity and the ways their

specifically biethnic identity affected the way they viewed themselves. The goal was to explore

the ways each individual described his or her own identity as well as the ways each believed his

or her biethnicity affected the way they saw themselves or the way others perceived them.

Additionally, participants were asked to recall specific examples of struggles and rewards

experienced that related to their dual identity.

The next focus within the interview focused on the implications their biethnic identity

had on their sense of belonging among monoracial peers. The goals was discover if and when

participants felt they did or did not belong among their peers and if it had to do with either their

own race or their peers’ races. Communication accommodations they made when speaking to

monoracial peers as well as how they generally felt when discussing race within their peer

groups was also explored.

Next, participants were probed regarding ways in which their biethnic identity affected

communication in their families, specifically, the ways in which certain family discussions or

events shaped the way they viewed their identity. Similarly, the next focus of inquiry targeted

ways their biethnic identity affected communication in romantic relationships. In particular,

discussion centered on those individuals who had dated someone who was monoracial and what,

if any, challenges that produced.

The final portion of the interview was on each individual’s experiences with

microaggressions. The kinds of microaggressions experienced and how it made them feel were

the focus. Probes included exploring ways the microaggressions participants experienced might
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be specific to their biethnic identity and how, if at all, they were perceived differently from

monoracial minorities. Many additional clarifying questions not included on the original

interview protocol were asked as needed when answers provided by some participants required

further exploration to better understand their thoughts and experiences.

Results

Field notes were organized by pre-set codes related to each research question posed to

guide the collective story the participants presented of their experiences as hapa. Analysis

consisted of reading and rereading data to identify phrases and quotes that contributed to a rich

understanding of the lives and experiences of the participants. Once data was organized

according to the pre-set codes, additional labels were assigned and grouped together to allow

themes to emerge within each data set.

RQ1: How do biracial Asian Americans identify ethnically and what childhood experiences

do they share that played a role in developing their identity?

Analysis of interview data centering on how participants identify ethnically produced

four themes. Participants revealed specific contributions to the development of their identity. The

themes identified were place of upbringing, dichotomy between identity fluidity and identity

“limbo,” the expectations and assumptions imposed upon participants, and the role of Christian

faith.

Place of Upbringing

One theme emerging from the data was the crucial role played by the place in which

biracial Asian Americans spent their formative years. This became evident with the different

perspectives expressed between participants with starkly different upbringings. One participant

who spent most of her life in China and had friends who were almost exclusively racially mixed
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said she never thought much about race until coming to America. Conversely, another participant

who grew up in a predominantly white area of the United States discussed going to school with

mostly white friends who would consistently make him aware of the fact that he was Asian and

they were not. A similar sentiment was expressed by another participant who also grew up in the

United States, in a place mostly populated by white people. However, these were not the only

two layers presented within this theme.

A participant who grew up in China around mostly full-Asian individuals felt as if he

could not “take ownership” of certain parts of Asian culture simply because he was part-white.

Similarly, another participant, who grew up in Hawaii around people who tended to be of three

or more ethnicities, felt as if she was “not mixed enough” because she was only two ethnicities,

one being white. In this way, both of these participants were very aware of their “whiteness”

growing up as opposed to some of the other participants who were more aware of the Asian parts

of their ethnic makeup. However, while each participant’s unique place of upbringing may have

contributed to their own awareness of their ethnicity, all participants expressed a desire to

develop their identity outside of what others thought of them or their race. As one participant put

it, “I want to be more comfortable with knowing who I am based on myself not others.”

Fluidity vs “Limbo”

When discussing both the struggles and rewards relating to each participant’s dual

identity, a clear consensus emerged in analysis of the data. All but one participant referenced the

fluidity they gain from being a part of more than one culture as one of the greatest rewards. One

participant described it as being able to “dip your toes into different things,” while another

described it as a “freedom to define yourself.” Many of them specifically talked about the ability

to be friends with different people and float between peer groups, with one participant explaining
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that he felt he had taken on a role as “a bridge between two cultures.” However, this fluidity gave

way to what many also voiced as a struggle.

The first adjective one participant used to describe his identity was “conflicted,” and he

explained it as being “in a cultural or ethnic limbo.” While all participants expressed an

appreciation for their dual identities and the ways it allowed them to relate to a wide variety of

people, they also found that it hindered their ability to fit in. Being able to belong to more than

one group also meant that they were unable to completely belong to one. Many participants

mentioned feeling “too white” for Asian friends while feeling “too Asian” for white friends. In

recounting the realization of this struggle as a child, one participant said, “I just wanted to be a

part of something.”

Expectations and Assumptions

In the context of other people, many of the participants shared their identity was

accompanied by many expectations and assumptions associated with their particular biethnic

identity. One participant interpreted these assumptions as a product of “a social identity that you

carry with you that influences how you communicate or interact with others,” and explained that

he did not think his social identity was influenced by his ethnicity “until it was and it had to be.”

The main expectation that was experienced by participants was the expectation for them to

choose one side of their ethnicity or culture. As one participant put it, “people have expected me

to…just choose one part of me…but I wouldn’t want to do that,” and another describing it as

“the expectation that if you don’t have a specific cultural identity, that one side is not legitimate.”

The idea of legitimacy emerged throughout many of the interviews. One participant

expounded on this concept of legitimacy or lack thereof when it came to other people’s

expectations:
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Race is really weird, like, even though I feel so comfortable with the Japanese

part of me and it’s a really important part of my culture…because it’s not, like,

the biggest part of me, it’s sort of not as legitimate to some people and that can be

pretty frustrating.

Even though most of the participants conveyed a clear desire to define their own identity,

many found that it did not stop others from forming their own ideas and assumptions of them

regardless. These assumptions often, in turn, warped the participants’ own view of themselves

with one participant explaining that she realized “how much I’m impacted by how I think other

people see me and how much that impacts how I see myself.” So while the participants’

identities are developed in large part by how they see themselves, it is difficult to escape the

implications of how other people perceive them as well.

Identity in Christ

A final, surprising theme that emerged was specific to the Christian bias present in the

sample. All participants identified as Christian and, subsequently, many mentioned it when

discussing identity. One referred to it as his “hermeneutic identity,” which was “grounded in

Christ.” Two participants aligned with this sentiment and talked about, ultimately, wanting their

main identity to be in Christ above all else. However, one participant voiced a distaste for the

idea, especially when it comes from other people:

It’s always from a white person and…I’m like, ‘that’s because you don’t see your

race because everyone looks like you’…but no, ‘cause God made us beautiful

with our race as a part of our identity and that’s something I’ve been gifted with

and that’s something I’m proud of and something that makes me unique,
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and…that should be my ultimate identity, but within that identity there are other

facets, it’s not like I’m a one-dimensional person.

This comment exemplifies the ubiquity of ethnicity and its implications on every aspect of a

person’s identity, even spiritual.

RQ2: How do biracial Asian Americans describe their communication strategies and

feelings of belonging in monoracial peer groups?

The perceptions participants shared regarding communication within peer groups

organized around three main themes: the inclination to suppress Asian aspects of themselves

around white friends, the inclination to emphasize Asian aspects of themselves around Asian

friends, and the feeling of belonging being dependent on a number of demographic factors while,

ultimately, never being fully achieved.

Filtering Asianness

A prevalent theme that emerged from analysis of discussions regarding communication

with monoracial peers was the tendency for participants to filter what they say around people to

avoid being put in a box. Specifically, this meant avoiding talking about aspects of their Asian

heritage around white friends. One participant, when articulating the accommodations both she

and her other mixed Asian friends make around white friends, said, “We have to be careful not to

say so much about our Asian cultures…sometimes the people that we’re with won’t really

understand where we’re coming from.” Similarly, another participant talked about the need to

filter what she says because it can “skew the way people see her, either as more white or more

Asian, when I’m not either.”

Additionally, in some cases, filtering can give way to total avoidance. One participant

mentioned the disconnect she felt with her white friends and explained that “usually, talking
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about my culture and background doesn’t matter as much to them.” This led to her avoiding

bringing up anything about her race altogether because she assumes “they don’t care or won’t

bring it up themselves.” Despite being, as one participant put it, “used to being around all white

people because that’s pretty much everywhere all the time,” even communicating with white

people who could be considered close friends can be, as another participant simply said,

“challenging.”

Amplifying Asianness

Another, almost equally prevalent theme that emerged was employing the opposite

strategy with groups of Asian friends. A majority of the participants mentioned their inclination

to talk more about the Asian aspects of themselves when around other Asian people or friends.

One participant talked about how she usually will “draw more on common experiences that we

both would have,” with food playing a prominent role in those discussions. Another participant

even mentioned his propensity to take on his father’s accent when talking to other Asian people.

A common theme among all the participants, when considering the communication

accommodations they make, is the realization that the bulk are subconscious or unintentional.

Degrees of Belonging

Though each participant could name ways they made accommodations when speaking to

either white groups or Asian groups of friends, there was never a consensus as to which group

they felt they belonged to more. More than one participant mentioned their sense of belonging

being dependent upon which group they were with and factors like closeness, gender, and group

size all being contributing elements. Some named specific groups, with one participant saying he

“never felt a strong sense of belonging in monoracial groups of Asian people,” and sharing

constantly feeling “displaced or feeling inadequate” when around full-Asians. However, others
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made more blanket statements, such as one participant saying, “I don’t feel closer to either race,

because I’m in the middle.”

What emerged across all participants was feeling the most understood by other mixed

people or half-Asians. One participant described it as “refreshing to talk to other Hapas or mixed

race people when it comes to things full Asians or Americans wouldn’t understand.” Another

shared, “With other mixed people, I don’t feel understood all the time, but I also don’t feel

victimized. I don’t feel confident all the time, but I feel comfortable in feeling misunderstood by

them.” Even so, there was an overall uniformity to the displacement felt by all of the participants

when it came to full-Asian groups or full-white groups. One participant expressed the general

confusion associated with not knowing a concrete place to belong in society:

If you’re half white, you’re not white. That doesn’t make you white, it just makes

you off-white. It’s like whiteness is like this canvas and if you put any sort of

paint on it, it’s no longer a blank canvas, it’s stained. So people look at the canvas

and they’ll see that splash of yellow and…that’s the thing they look at…so it’s

weird, there’s like a purity to whiteness, socially, that if you taint it at all, you’re

all of a sudden not privy to being white. You’re just partially something…You’re

never really allowed to claim status to the monoracial group that you’re in, you’re

always associated with the ‘other.’ So you’re universally an ‘other’. So being,

like, half a minority…you’d think it would give you, like, a flexibility, but, in a

way, it just puts you in a box all by yourself.

RQ3: How do families of biracial Asian Americans communicate and contribute to cultural

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Three themes emerged from participants’ discussions surrounding family and its

implications on communication and identity. The themes centered on discussions of race in the

household and when and how they occurred, the trouble with identifying with the white parent

and/or extended family members, and the importance of celebrating holidays and eating and

making food specific to participants’ Asian heritage.

Discussions of Race

A common theme across all participants was the absence of any intentional conversations

about race initiated by parents. However, most participants qualified that discussions about race

occurred organically at one point or another and their parents tended to always be “open about

it.” Many of the conversations stemmed from personal stories about participants’ parents and

their own experiences with race. For example, a participant said she would have conversations

with her dad “about growing up in a white family and how he learned to accept other cultures,”

while a different participant noted that her parents would mention race when talking about their

struggles with going places where being a biracial couple was not socially acceptable.

Furthermore, multiple participants felt as if discussions about race were only ever

brought about when it came to something like bullying. One participant recalled his dad getting

angry when he came home and told him about a kid at school calling him a “chink,” and his dad

telling him he should “beat that kid up.” Another participant mentioned a similar instance

occurring when her brother was bullied for his race at school and “engaging in a family

discussion that it’s okay to be biracial.” Even so, while the parents rarely initiated these

conversations unprovoked, none of the participants ever felt as if race was a taboo topic in their

immediate family.

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One of the most salient themes that was revealed in conversation about family and

identity was a feeling of disconnect with the white parent. Every participant mentioned, to some

degree, a greater difficulty in identifying with his or her white parent. One participant said she

“had a harder time identifying” with her white father because she grew up in an area where he

was one of the only white people and she “didn’t have many white friends.” Moreover, she

experienced a form of “shame just because…being in public with my dad…I didn’t want to be

seen as just white all the time.” Additionally, another participant talked about growing up and

having a tough time identifying with his white mother because they looked different. He

explained this feeling, saying, “I didn’t resemble her at all…and I felt like she had a right to have

kids that looked like her…and I didn’t.”

These feelings of ostracism were furthered by the words and actions of extended family,

primarily on the white side of the family. One participant referenced “distasteful comments from

my white grandma.” Similarly, another participant talked about “insensitive Facebook

comments” from his white father’s side of the family even while his dad is “very good at

entering into Asian culture respectfully.” A different participant commented on her white cousins

and struggling with them “getting obsessed” with Japanese culture such as anime and looking to

her as a source for it saying, “I’m not going to be your token Asian cousin…I don’t want to be a

source of information or justification for acting or dressing the way they do.”

However, while most of the detachment stemmed from the white parent and his or her

side of the family, that did not mean the Asian parent was devoid of any sort of disruption in the

parent-child relationship. Three of the participants noted placing a kind of blame on their Asian

parent for not teaching them their native language. They all talked about the struggle of being

around Asian friends or family members speaking their language and not being able to
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understand them or ending up forcing them to speak English just for their benefit. In this way, it

is clear that Asian parents are responsible for some element of disconnect, though more of the

blame may fall on the white parents.

Celebrating Holidays and Importance of Food

While many participants mentioned parents not being prone to discussion, there was a

much heavier emphasis on action. When recalling moments or events during childhood that

contributed to the development of cultural identity, two themes emerged: celebrating holidays

and eating or cooking food specific to their Asian heritage. One participant remembered wearing

a traditional Korean hanbok on an “International Day” at her school and feeling like she

“embraced my Korean side more on those days.” More than one participant recalled the New

Years celebrations specific to their Asian heritage as well as attending different festivals like, for

one participant, a Japanese mochi making festival.

Something that every single participant mentioned in detail was the role that food played

in forming a connection with his or her Asian heritage. One participant noted that many of her

“good memories are associated with being with family while eating different foods,” and another

participant said “my mom making Korean food all the time made me love Asian food more…I’d

choose Asian food over American food any day because of that.” A different participant even

said he had “memories of chopsticks before having memories of forks.” Interestingly, one

participant explained that when he started taking over the role of cooking, because he “learned to

cook through osmosis” while watching his parents, he realized his style of cooking was

“biethnic.” He had learned how to flavor food from his dad, but learned the more practical

techniques from his mom, which gave way to what he called a “bastardized Korean” style of
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food. Ultimately, these events and traditions were significant, as one participant expressed,

because they affirmed elements of the participants’ identities:

They really shaped…the way I look at things…and seeing the importance that my

parents placed on making sure that we had a foundation of Japanese culture…and

being able to have those experiences and those memories, I think, is an

affirmation of one part of my identity.

RQ4: How salient a role does ethnic identity play in romantic relationships for biracial

Asian Americans?

The analysis of data surrounding the significance of ethnic identity in romantic

relationships revealed two main themes. These themes were the tendency to feel a disconnect

when dating monoracial individuals and the desire for a potential partner to understand and

appreciate the participants’ cultural heritage.

Monoracial Disconnect

One pattern revealed through data analysis was a consistent feeling of misunderstanding

in relationships with monoracial individuals. Three of the participants had previously dated

someone full-white and four of the participants had previously dated or was currently dating

someone full-Asian. All of the participants recounted a time, when dating a monoracial

individual, that they felt their race had negative implications on the relationship. One participant

talked about her experience of dating a white boy reflecting that it ended quickly when he

“refused to try Japanese food…was condescending about Japanese culture,” and sharing that

ultimately his insensitivity to her culture “showed me I didn’t want to date someone like that

again.”
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In addition, this disconnect produced insecurities for participants in dating both

monoracial Asians and monoracial whites. One participant described dating a boy who was full-

Korean and expressed that knowing he had a history of dating white girls “made me

uncomfortable…I wondered if he still thought I was attractive even though I didn’t have blonde

hair and blue eyes.” A different participant expressed the difficulty in dating monoracial

individuals saying he “felt the need to tone down being Korean” when dating a white girl while

feeling as if he needed to “try harder to be Asian or be more Korean” when dating a girl who was

full-Cambodian.

A further expression of disconnect that emerged primarily among the female participants

was the tendency to be “exoticized” or fetishized by monoracials. One participant talked about

the frustration accompanying being exoticized because often it came in the form of what was

thought to be a compliment. She recalled dating a boy after he asked her out without knowing

her, saying “I felt like it was superficial and my race is what intrigued him.” Even one of the

male participants identified with these experiences when it came to his current girlfriend who is

also half-Asian:

My friend visited me in at Hong Kong in the summer and…he’s full white…and

he was like, after he met my girlfriend and my girlfriend’s sister, he was just

talking about how beautiful she was. And like, in a complimenting way, but he

was like ‘yeah man, that mix just gets me so much’…he was like ‘oh dude, you’re

so lucky’ or whatever and I was just like…I don’t want to be like ‘can you not say

that?’…but just be like ‘oh, I like your girlfriend’ and just leave it at that.

Importance of Understanding
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The most salient theme across all participants was a desire to be understood in their

romantic relationships and a typical lack of that understanding when dating monoracial

individuals. One participant called it “a huge turn off if they don’t get it or at least try to

understand this part of my identity,” whether it be the white side or the Asian side, and adding, “I

can excuse ignorance in a friendship, but not in a relationship.” A different participant expressed

this in a similar way when discussing her current relationship and the high level of comfort she

feels with him because “I can tell he actually cares about or is more interested in me sharing my

culture.”

Many of the participants described a time in which they felt misunderstood by their

monoracial partner. One participant specifically recalled dating a white girl and the kinds of

misunderstanding that would often occur:

A lot of things that seemed natural to me were really alien to her, but she’d point

them out as weird…like she just made fun of me for eating fish and said it was

really weird and I was just like, ‘it’s just what I do.’

These types of discordances were not uncommon across the sample. Another participant recalled

“unofficially dating” a white boy and, though she was much younger, she often felt as if “he

didn’t understand certain aspects of who I was.”

In the same way that most participants felt misunderstood in relationships with

monoracial individuals, the majority of participants all agreed that they felt most understood in

relationships with other mixed people. Two of the participants were currently dating half-Asian

individuals with one saying he felt “a freedom to be able to be myself” and “the fact that we are

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With my girlfriend now, since she’s also mixed race…it’s just something that’s

very comforting and something that I’ve thought more about after dating

her…that I also think might have, like, subconsciously led me to her…it’s just

comforting to have someone who has kind of had a similar experience and hasn’t

had the same experience, but kind of knows what you’re talking about

generally…and not have to prove that you are something, but to just be able to

exist peacefully.

RQ5: What types of microaggressions do biracial Asian Americans report they experience?

Conversation about microaggressions revealed a clear consensus among participants

identified types of microaggressions experienced: assumptions and intrusive questions and jokes.

An additional theme emerged centered on the difficult nature of responding to microaggressions.

Assumptions and Intrusive Questions

Among the sample, two main forms of microaggressions surfaced: broad assumptions

and intrusive questions, with the two often operating hand in hand. Many of the assumptions

came from white individuals and were often in line with stereotypes associated with Asians.

More than one participant talked about constantly receiving the comment, “You must be good at

math,” or the assumption that they are a math major or conservatory student simply based off of

the fact that they are Asian. One participant explained a common occurrence of people

discrediting her intelligence and assuming it is only due to her race, saying, “This assumption

that…because I’m Asian I have to be smart and not that, okay, you work hard and you study and

that’s why you’re smart…it’s you’re Asian so you’re smart and you’re only smart because

you’re Asian.” A different participant expressed frustration at people even assuming what race

she is:
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There have been so many people that think they know what I am and then they’ll,

like, say things and sometimes I haven’t corrected them just because I’m so, like,

shocked or don’t really feel like getting into that, but then just being like whoa,

people are stereotyping me...for things that aren’t even part of me.

Similarly, another common incident revealed was when full Asian individuals would

assume the participants were full Asian. Multiple participants recalled being approached by an

Asian individual who would start talking to them, based on the assumption that they were also

full Asian, in an Asian language that was often unfamiliar to them. Additionally, specifically

with participants who grew up in Asian countries, upon learning this fact people would often say,

“Wow, you’re English is so good,” to which one participant reflected upon with, “Normally, you

just expect them to assume the same thing that you think, like that they should know already,

like, that I can speak English because I am American.”

There were few microaggressions that participants experienced specifically regarding

their biethnicity; however, they were not nonexistent. One participant said people constantly

assume that she is adopted when she is seen with her white father and that, furthermore, when

they find out she is not they will usually follow up with the question, “Oh, so then you’re not

really Asian?” In addition, a different participant recalled labels he had endured throughout his

life such as “mongrel” or “mutt.”

No participant lacked experience in being asked questions in the form of

microaggressions. The most common was, “What are you?” in reference to their mixed race;

however, one particular participant said he usually offered grace in response because “I just

understand the whole ‘what are you’ a lot more, I think, because I definitely asked it growing up

too. I understand it; I don’t feel objectified by it.” Another question one of the participants who
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grew up in a predominantly white area in the United States is often asked is, “Where are you

from?” followed by a reiteration of the question, “No, where are you really from?” when she

says America.

Similar to the assumptions previously mentioned, many participants reported being asked

if they were a certain race, it usually being the incorrect one. A half-Korean participant said he is

often asked, “Are you Chinese or Japanese?” and a half-Japanese participant recalled a time

when she was once asked “Are you Taiwanese?” to which she replied, “No, I’m half-Japanese,”

and the inquirer responded with, “Oh, that’s basically the same thing.” Moreover, one half-

Korean participant talked about a question often received once people find out he is Korean:

“North or south?”

Jokes

Another theme briefly explored by all participants was Asian jokes. These were jokes

typically made in a derogatory manner and often associated with stereotypes about Asians. One

participant described the unfairness represented by these jokes in comparison to other minorities

saying, “People make Asian jokes because it’s easier. People rarely make black jokes, but Asians

are pretty fair game.” There was a general consensus among the participants that Asian jokes

were made more often around them than monoracial Asians because, as one participant

explained, “People are more willing to say things to me because I am part-white and they’re like

‘Oh, she’ll be okay because she’s, like, on my side because she’s part-white.’” To this effect,

another participant talked about instances wherein white friends would make an Asian joke and

then “look over at me to see how I would react…and I always wonder, like, is this how they

normally are or is it just because they’re with me?”

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Due to the subtle and understated nature of microaggressions, another theme revealed

across the sample was the difficulty in how to respond to them. Many participants justified not

knowing how to react because they usually knew the microaggression was not coming from a

place that was intentionally malicious while also bearing in mind, as one participant stated, “I

also don’t want to laugh it off because I also want to know that I have the right to be offended by

that.” Another participant expressed this in a similar way:

When I’m in a context where microaggressions are happening, it’s not something

I can really react to because…I feel sort of socially outweighed almost. And it’s,

like, really sort of lame to get offended by things, so I just don’t. But I do get

annoyed.

One participant described how microaggressions can even cause her to question her own

feelings, saying, “Sometimes what they say is…something I’m not sure if I should be offended

by or not and…not knowing how to respond or knowing if what I’m feeling is real.”

Furthermore, some of the participants explained the particular difficulty that came with reacting

to close friends’ microaggressions. One participant said, “Your friends don’t also want to feel

lectured about why what they said is offensive…it’s harder to go about responding to it in a way

that you feel like you dignified yourself.” Another participant talked about how she has tried to

learn “where to draw the line and be like, ‘Here, let me educate you,’ and then other places

where you’re like, ‘Okay no, you just stay there because you’re not going to think straight.’”

Discussion

Summary of Results

The interviews aimed to explore the personal experiences of each participant; data

analysis revealed some themes that demonstrated convergence of experiences that extended
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across all participants and other themes identifying where some experiences diverged. The

identity development of biethnic individuals within this study was contextualized with regard to

where they grew up and the expectations and/or assumptions from other people that they grew up

with. Identity development was also accompanied by the conflicting feelings of appreciating the

fluidity their biethnicity provides them while also feeling as if they have no place to truly belong.

Finally, for this particular sample, religious beliefs played a part in developing identity while not

completely discounting the impact ethnicity has on identity as a whole.

In the context of friendships, communication with monoracial peers is often marked by a

tendency to suppress Asian aspects of identity around white individuals and focus almost

exclusively on those aspects when around Asian individuals. Participants shared never

experiencing a strong sense of belonging with either monoracial group or in the bigger picture of

society in general. The strongest sense of belonging is often felt when among other biracial

individuals. In the context of family, race is rarely intentionally discussed though there is usually

an open dialogue to do so. The white parent is often harder to identify with and communication

tends to be more difficult with extended family, whether it be the white side or the Asian side, as

it can lead to insensitive or judgmental comments made by monoracial relatives. Celebrating

holidays as well as making and eating food specific to their Asian heritage helps develop a

greater understanding and appreciation in biethnic individuals.

Ethnic identity plays a significant role in romantic relationships. Biracial individuals

frequently experience a disconnect in relationships with monoracial individuals. This is due to a

great importance placed on the desire to be both heard and understood in a relationship,

particularly when it comes to their biethnic heritage, that is generally not present in relationships

with monoracial individuals. Experiences with microaggressions typically fall into three main
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categories: broad assumptions, intrusive questions, and jokes. Biethnic individuals struggle with

reacting to microaggressions since they are usually not intentionally malicious, presented in the

form of compliments, or not perceived as a serious matter to those around them.

Implications

The findings frequently aligned with the current, limited literature on hapas, identity

development, and their communication strategies. In keeping with the model of bicultural

identity integration proposed by Benet-Martinez, Leu, Lee, and Morris (2002), participants

expressed both a complementary and conflicting view of their two identities. Additionally,

researchers have suggested that biracial individuals often identify more strongly with a

specifically biracial identity orientation, and this is reflected in the results of this study as well

(Chong & Kuo, 2015). Being in a group of monoracial peers can lead to identity stress as well as

lead to communication strategies of convergence or divergence in intergroup communication

settings (Toomey, Dorjee, & Ting-Toomey, 2013), which is clearly reflected in the participants’

experiences with monoracial peers. Moreover, researchers have reported the difficulties biracial

individuals experience identifying with either white peer groups or monoracial minority groups

as well as the importance of having friend groups that are also biracial to have people who can

relate to their experiences (Toomey, 2012; Ingram, Chaudhary, & Jones, 2014). Similar findings

are represented in the results of the current study.

Kasuga-Jenks (2012) described the tendency for a parent’s personal cultural experiences

to influence how and to what extent they inform their children about race, culture, and ethnicity.

Similarly, the participants in the study all noted ways in which their parents’ upbringing affected

their tendency to discuss race in the household. Furthermore, researchers have documented the

particular struggle of biracial individuals in romantic relationships with monoracial individuals,


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and this was a very present theme in the data here (Leslie & Young, 2015; Robert-Clarke,

Roberts, & Morokoff, 2004; Seshadri & Knudson-Martin, 2013). Lastly, there was extensive

literature concerning microaggressions, with some specifically addressing the kinds that biracial

individuals face including racial identification inquiry, assumption of a monoracial identity, and

denial of a multiracial identity, which were all examples identified by participants (Harris, 2015;

Nadal et al., 2011; Tran, Miyake, Martinez-Morales, & Csizmadia, 2016).

No existing literature was identified on hapas that considered religion as a factor, though

it consistently emerged in this study since the sample was made up of only individuals who

identified as Christian. Much of the religious aspect had to do with the ways in which Christian

beliefs did or did not play a role and to what extent it significantly contributed to the

development of identity within each participant. The implications religion could have on

research, as indicated by this study, are that a Christian faith could contribute to a more stable

identity development as well as an additional source to find comfort in and appreciation for the

uniqueness of biracial individuals’ lives and experiences.

Limitations

Some of the limitations of this study had much to do with the sample itself. The sample

only included five people, so the results were not yet close to achieving the point of saturation.

The sample included more females than males; thus, the male perspective was not heavily

accounted for. Additionally, there was a constructed age range in the sample. All participants

were either 19 or 20 years old; the experiences of those much younger or those much older were

not represented. All but one participant identified as half Asian and half Caucasian with some

variation in Asian heritages represented. By no means did the sample encompass the wide

variety of possible ethnic combinations that need representation. The study could have benefited
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from having more participants, more with the same ethnic make up as well as more variance in

ethnic hapa combinations.

Future Directions

The rapid and significant growth of biethnic Asian population allows for vast

opportunities for study. Place of upbringing played a relevant role on biethnic identity

development for participants. This particular study included individuals that grew up in white

areas in the United States, diverse areas of the United States, and Asian countries. A potential

direction for future study is to examine in more depth specific ways growing up in different

places might impact the ways biethnic individuals communicate and develop their identity. The

consistent voicing of feeling “off-white” or “other” needs further exploration to more fully

understand how such experiences impact sense of belonging and other variables that might

contribute to communication and difficulties with connectedness and mattering. Furthermore, a

limitation of the study was not having a larger sample to reach data saturation and, subsequently,

not having some Asian ethnicities represented as well as not having some multiples of the

ethnicities that were present. Future research should expand the sample and include those of

other Asian backgrounds and make sure there are multiples of each to explore how or if

specificity of ethnic makeup plays a role. It could also be interesting to explore the ways biethnic

communication develops over the course of a lifetime using a longitudinal study involving males

and females studied from a young age through late adulthood. Additionally, in this study, not

much distinction was drawn between the male and female perspective. This could be remedied

with future research focusing on the ways in which perspectives and communication may

diverge and/or converge between biethnic males and females. Moreover, a possible direction for

future research could be to use at a larger sample of biethnic hapas and incorporate their
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perspectives with separate samples of both white and Asian individuals to compare and contrast

experiences, perceptions, and communication strategies to further pinpoint where and how

experiences and perceptions differ.

Conclusion

Most people do not even know what the word “hapa” means. Similarly, most people do

not understand the unique experiences of hapas or half-Asian/half-white individuals. As a result

of their duality, hapas experience the development of their identity differently. The ways they

communicate with family are affected by the discussions that take place in the household and the

steps taken to celebrate their Asian heritage growing up. The ways they communicate with

friends are filtered depending on the race of the friend and the feeling of belonging or lack

thereof that accompanies them. Similarly, their communication with romantic partners is

influenced by the race of the partner as well as their partner’s willingness to engage in the

complex nature of the biethnic individual’s identity. All hapas are faced with microaggressions,

some big others small, yet they are typically unsure of where to draw the line between educating

people and internalizing the aggression. The main problem lies in people expecting them to be or

treating them as if they are one or the other, Asian or white, when, in fact, they are not either.

They are hapa, and they desire and deserve to be understood.


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Appendix

Interview Protocol

Interview Basis

This study will involve qualitative interviews of those of half-Asian, half-white descent. The

interviews will be semi-structured since the research questions are seeking somewhat specific

answers. However, the questions will be based on the general lives of each individual so as to

leave participants room to expand on their personal experiences and how they might differ from

others.

Cover Letter:

Dear valued student,

I am of half-Asian and half-Caucasian descent and I have found that my specific biethnic descent

has directly affected the way I communicate with those around me as well as the way I do or do

not identify with them. Minorities are an understudied and often misunderstood population, and

biethnic minorities are even more so.

I am thrilled to be able to explore the ways in which the biethnic identity of being Half-Asian

and half-Caucasian plays a role in communication. If you are of this same biethnic identity, I

would greatly appreciate you donating a moment of your time to discuss your personal

experiences with me. Your participation is completely voluntary. The interview should last

around 30-60 minutes and your answers will remain confidential along with your identity.
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Additionally, at any moment, should you decide you no longer want to participate you are not

obligated to complete the interview.

If you are interested in participating or have any questions about this research, you may reply to

this email or contact me at piper.curda@my.wheaton.edu.

Blessings,

Piper Curda

Script of Introductory Comments

I appreciate you taking your time to speak with me today. As you may or may not know, I am

half-Korean, half-white, and I’ve found that my specific biethnic identity has had a significant

impact on the way I communicate with others. I think the growing population of biethnic

individuals has gone unnoticed and is, therefore, understudied. I want to understand more about

the ways people with my same biethnic identity have found that it does or does not affect their

lives and communication, which is why we are here today.

This interview should last around 30-60 minutes, and you have the option to stop or discontinue

participation at any time. You can also request to skip a question if you choose. Additionally,

your answers and identity will be kept confidential.

Interview Questions

1. How would you describe your identity? (introducing question, 3-5 minutes)
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a. In what way would you say your ethnicity impacts the way you view

yourself/your identity? (follow-up question, 2-3 minutes)

b. How would you say that being specifically half Asian has an effect, if any, on

your identity? (follow-up question, 3-4 minutes)

c. How would you say that being specifically half Caucasian has an effect, if any, on

your identity? (follow-up question, 3-4 minutes)

d. Could you share some examples of struggles you have been through relating to

your dual identity? (probing question, 2-3 minutes)

e. Could you share some examples of rewards you have experienced relating to your

dual identity? (probing question, 2-3 minutes)

2. I would now like to discuss your experiences with your identity in relation to others. How

would you describe your sense of belonging with monoracial peers or peer groups?

(structuring/introducing question, 3-5 minutes)

a. Have your monoracial friends ever expressed different views of race that you did

not share? (direct question, 4-5 minutes)

i. How did you react when they shared these views? (specifying question, 2-

3 minutes)

b. Can you describe, if any, differences (accommodations) in communication you

have observed other half-Asian individuals make when speaking with full-Asian

or full-Caucasian friends? (indirect question, 4-5 minutes)

i. Do you ever find yourself doing the same type of things? Why/Why

not/How so? (follow-up/specifying question, 2-3 minutes)


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c. How would you describe your sense of belonging when discussions of race occur

in your peer group? (introducing question, 4-5 minutes)

i. Is it correct that you generally feel understood/misunderstood?

(interpreting question, 1-2 minutes)

3. Now that we have covered friends, I’d like to discuss family. Specifically, what types of

discussions about your biracial identity or cultural background did your parents have with

you or you with them? (structuring/introducing question, 4-6 minutes)

a. What difficulties, if any, did you have identifying with one or both of your parents

growing up? (follow-up question, 3-4 minutes)

i. Were any of these difficulties due to race? (direct question, 3-4 minutes)

b. What significant family events or discussions contributed to your identity?

(introducing question, 2-3 minutes)

i. Could you explain why? (probing question, 2-3 minutes)

4. I would now like to discuss the role of your ethnic identity in romantic relationships,

especially what role, if any, you believe your biracial identity plays or has played in

dating, either regarding whom you date or your experiences with dating?

(structuring/introducing question, 5-7 minutes)

a. What challenges have you experienced dating someone who is monoracial?

(follow-up question, 3-5 minutes)

i. Is it correct that you frequently/rarely face challenges specifically due to

race? (interpreting question, 1-2 minutes)

b. What communication strategies (accommodations), if any, have you used when

dating someone monoracial? (introducing question, 3-5 minutes)


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i. Are these strategies primarily used with your partner or with their family

members or both? (follow-up question, 2-3 minutes)

5. Now, I’d like to move on to the topic of microaggressions, which are subtle, sometimes

unintentional slights made in a negative manner about race. What are some experiences

you’ve had with forms of microaggression? (structuring/introducing question, 4-5

minutes)

a. How did it make you feel? (specifying question, 3-5 minutes)

b. In what way, if any, do you feel like your experience with microaggression was

specific to your biracial identity? (introducing question, 3-5 minutes)

c. In what ways do you feel like the microaggression you experience is the same or

different from the kinds of microaggression monoracial individuals experience?

(introducing question, 3-5 minutes)

i. How do you think monoracial individuals perceive biracial individuals

differently from monoracial minorities? (indirect question, 2-4 minutes)

1. Do you agree/disagree with their perceptions, and why? (follow-up

question, 2-3 minutes)


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