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General De Jesus College

San Isidro, Nueva Ecija

Effects of Discrimination

Among selected LGBT

Senior High School Students

of General de Jesus College,

Academic Year 2018-2019


Members:

Nicole Angelique Pangilinan

Frans Angeline Yakit

Regine Cullado

Akina Giron

Rhea Flores

Mark Anthony Lagdamin

Emmanuel Punzalan

Kenjie Tecson
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CHAPTER 1

The Problem and its Background

INTRODUCTION

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are

created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with

certain unalienable rights, that among these are life, liberty

and the pursuit of happiness."

- Thomas Jefferson

Outside the home, schools are the primary vehicles for

educating, socializing, developing and providing services to

the youth. According to Human Rights Watch (2016), schools can

be difficult environments for students, regardless of their

sexual orientation or gender identity, but they are often

unwelcoming especially for lesbian, gay, bisexual and

transgender (LGBT) youth. They also added that, lack of policies

and practices that affirm and support LGBT youth and failure

to implement protections that do exist, means that LGBT students

nationwide continue to suffer from discrimination in schools.

According to American Psychological Association(2017),

sexual orientation refers to an enduring pattern of emotional,

romantic and/or sexual attractions to men, women or both sexes.


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One’s sexuality orientations depends on whether he or she is

attracted towards: his or her own sex, the opposite sex, the

same & opposite sex. Among these various sexual orientations,

a community called LGBT community is formulated.

The acronym LGBT stands for lesbian, gay, bisexual and

transgender. Heartland Alliance(2012)defined these 4 words as

the term lesbian is used to describe a woman whose enduring

physical, romantic, and/or emotional attraction to other women.

Gay is a word that is used to describe a man who has a physical,

romantic, and/or emotional attraction to other men. Bisexual

describes an individual who is physically, romantically, and/or

emotionally attracted to both men and women. And transgender

is an umbrella term for people whose gender identity and/or

gender expression differs from the sex they were assigned at

birth.

Over the years, many people came out and showed their real

sexual orientation. Therefore, discrimination among these

people arose. According to Attorney Sachi Barreiro (2019),sexual

orientation discrimination is the unequal treatment of the

community because of one's sexual orientation. It includes being

harassed and treated differently because of his/her real or

perceived sexual orientation.


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Nowadays, schools are primary places where most LGBTQ youth

spend most of their time. Yet, schools present a major dilemma

for youth who traverse them each day.Ryan Thoreson (2017)

stated that schools should be safe places for everyone, but

nowadays, students who are lesbian, gay, bisexual, and

transgender (LGBT) too often find that their schooling

experience is full of bullying, discrimination,and in some cases,

physical or sexual assault. These abuses can cause deep and

lasting harm to these students.

According to Darrel Higa(2014),LGBT youth experience verbal

or physical harassment at school because of being identified

as LGBTQ. Youth described verbal harassment such as being called

names, hearing derogatory labels or phrases, while physical

harassment includes being pushed, bullied and beaten up. J. Cole

(2013) mentions that there is a higher rate of abuse, neglect,

and discrimination against LGBT youths than straight youths.

He also added that the word “faggot” is often used by anti-gay

peers to terrorize LGBT youths.

Discrimination and harassment faced by these LGBT youth

greatly impacts their mental health and emotional health.

According to Russel and Fish (2016), perceptions and how other

people see and treat them as an individual is a great factor


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on their health. According to the U.S. Department of Health and

Human Services, as cited in "Today's Gay Youths", suicide is

the leading cause of death among gay and lesbian youths. Gay

and lesbian youths are 2 to 6 times more likely to attempt suicide

than heterosexual youth. And over 30% of all reported teen

suicides each year are committed by gay and lesbian.

Namely, schools are a setting in which LGBTQ youth both remain

at risk for experiencing adversity, but at the same time they

are also one in which LGBTQ youth could receive critical support

and resources from their peers and adults. According to Ryan

Huebner (2009),family and peer acceptance of LGBT adolescents

is associated with positive young adult mental and physical

health.

With these circumstances, it is true that the problem does

not lie with the LGBT individuals, but with the attitudes and

behavior of the society around them. True to this, sexual

orientation discrimination is one of those important matters

we should focus our attentions to. Awareness and acceptance to

this matter is greatly needed to reduce harm to LGBT youth

members.

This research is conducted to enhance and promote shared

understanding of equality and the state of LGBT youth on school


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campuses. This paper also aims to elaborate impacts of different

discrimination to LGBT youth and to explore various actions that

can and should be taken by students to help these youths live

a normal and happy life.

CONCEPTUAL FRAMEWORK:

This study is based on Stephen Russel and Jessica Fish’s

concept about the Mental Health in Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and

Transgender Youth (2016), where they stated that today’s LGBT

youth members come out at younger ages and that public support

for LGBT issues has dramatically increased but still LGBT youth

continue to be at a high risk for compromised mental health and

discrimination.

According to them, it is normal for youth to develop an

understanding of sexual orientation and identity. Today’s youth

come out at younger ages compared before. Some came out as adults

and young adults, often after they were financially and legally

independent, and when they were fully matured and experienced

in life.

Coming out is associated with positive adjustment for adults,

yet for youth, coming out is often a risk factor for

discrimination and victimization. Russel and Fish also mentioned

that perceptions and how other people see them as an individual


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is a great factor on how they see themselves and on their mental

and emotional health. It was really stressful for LGBT youth

to come out because of the fear to be judged and discriminated.

Russel and fish also stated that, the role of adults is to

support youth to think carefully about how they come out. Rather

than come out through social media or to many people at once.

They should begin with people they trust, they can build a network

of support, which can be help them develop better mental health

towards their sexual orientation.

According Darrel Higa, Marilyn J. Hoppe, and Sarah Mountz in

their concept, Negative and Positive Factors Associated with

the Well-being of Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer,

and Questioning (LGBTQ) Youth (2014), they experience verbal

or physical harassment at school because of being identified

as LGBTQ. Youth described verbal harassment such as being called

names, hearing derogatory labels or phrases such as “faggot”

or “that's so gay,” being sworn at, and being told one is going

to hell for being LGBTQ. Youth also reported experiencing,

hearing about or witnessing physical harassment such as being

pushed, bullied, beaten up, or having food thrown at them when

they were identified as LGBTQ.


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INPUT:
 Profile of the
selected LGBT Senior
High School students
Experiences of the
respondents

PROCESS:
Survey
Questionnaires
Live Interviews
Audio Recordings

OUTPUT:
Determining the effects
of discrimination to LGBT
students

A blog/website showing


awareness to the situation
of LGBT youth and persuade
them to accept the LGBT
community.

Figure 1. Paradigm
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STATEMENT OF THE PROBLEM

Nowadays, the lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender (LGBT)

community has overcome great problems and obstacles in its fight

for acceptance and equality. The newest challenge has become

the poor mental health of the LGBT youth because of

discrimination. The objective of this study is to determine the

effects of discrimination to selected Grade 11 and 12 students

of General de Jesus College.

Specifically, this study is conducted in order to provide

relevant answers to the following questions:

1. How may the profile of the respondents be described in terms

of:

1.1 Age, and;

1.2 Sexual Orientation?

2. How did the respondents come out to people around them,

specifically in the following:

2.1 Family, and;

2.2 Friends?
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3. How did coming out of the respondent are affected in terms

of:

3.1 Stress, and;

3.2 Fear to be judged and discriminated?

4. What are the motivations of the respondents in coming out?

5. How may the experiences of the respondents be described in

terms of:

5.1 Verbal harassment,

5.2 Physical harassment,

5.3 Cyberbullying,

6.4 Graffiti / Vandalism and;

5.5 Sexual Assault?

6. How may the mental and emotional climate of the respondents

be described in terms of:

6.1 Home,

6.2 School, and;

6.3 Community?

7. How may the effects of discrimination in LGBT youth be

described in terms of:


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7.1 Mental health, and;

7.2 Emotional distress

7.2.1 Self harm, and;

7.2.2 Suicidal ideations?

8. How did the people around the respondents, specifically their

families, help them develop their emotional and mental

well-being despite their sexuality?

9. How did the perceptions of other people affect how the

respondents view themselves?

SIGNIFICANCE OF THE STUDY

LGBT Community - Discrimination among them is greatly known

in all countries. Through this study, the members of the LGBT

community will relate to each others experience and will know

how they feel. This research will help them grasp that it is

not only themselves who suffer from this kind of treatment. They

get to see a wider picture of the occurrence of harassment and

discrimination of lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transgenders.

Students - It is not a mystery in the minds of these students

that there is a discrimination happening among members LGBT


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community in their school. Therefore, this study aims to awaken

these students on how much suffering these lesbians, gays,

bisexuals and transgenders are going through. This study aims

to open the eyes of the students to stop discriminating and if

not, promote the elimination of such actions.

Teachers- Awareness of their students' emotions and mental

health is a must for professional teachers. One must not only

look at a student's physical health but most important, their

feelings and mental well-being. This study will make the teachers

understand the discrimination happening among lesbians, gays,

bisexuals and transgenders better. By this,it will be easier

for the teachers to think of a way on how to approach their

students and to be a helping hand to them as well.

Researchers– The researchers will be the ones who will truly

benefit from this study. As for them, they will acquire full

knowledge and understanding about how discrimination among

lesbians, gays, bisexuals and transgenders has overspread in

their school. Because they conducted this research, they gained

apprehension on what these LGBT community members feel and be

able to put themselves in their shoes to lead in stopping the

progression of these actions.


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Future researchers - This will not just benefit the students,

teachers, researchers and LGBT community members but also the

future researchers. This will act as a great help for the future

generation researchers, since it will serve as a guide for them.

They will be provided with proficient knowledge about the history

of discrimination among these pupils which are present in the

researchers’ generation, therefore comparing the

discrimination of lesbian, gays, bisexual and transgenders

experienced in their generation.

SCOPE AND DELIMITATION

Out of all the Senior High School students of General de Jesus

College, nine (9) selected pupils were used in conducting the

interview. These students are selected according to their sexual

orientations. Three of them are gays, three are lesbians and

three are bisexuals. This study however focuses on some selected

members of the LGBT community members, specifically gays,

lesbians and bisexuals. Since transgenders are not present in

the campus due to their young ages which makes them unable to

undergo such surgeries yet. These pupils are chosen to

participate in this study due to the fact that they are the most

reliable persons to know the experience of discrimination and


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harassment. This study is centered on some selected students

which are handful to give the true reflection of their suffering.

The interview is conducted inside the campus of General de

Jesus College. The focus of the study is to determine how much

discrimination and harassment these LGBT youth experience. Each

respondent was asked the questions that the researches have

prepared in a private conservation to ensure the

confidentiality of the information.

DEFINITION OF TERMS

 Bisexual- a person who is sexually attracted not exclusively

to people of one particular gender; attracted to both men and

women.

 Depression- a common and serious medical illness that

negatively affects how you feel, the way you think and how

you act.

 Derogatory-showing a critical or disrespectful attitude.

 Discrimination- treatment or consideration of, or making a

distinction towards, a person based on the group, class, or

category to which the person is perceived to belong. These

include age, colour, criminal record, height, disability,


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ethnicity, family status, gender identity, generation,

genetic characteristics, marital status, nationality, race,

religion, sex, and sexual orientation.

 Faggot- often shortened to fag, is a pejorative term used

chiefly in North America primarily to refer to a gay male.

 Gay- a term that primarily refers to a homosexual person or

the trait of being homosexual

 Gender- the range of characteristics pertaining to, and

differentiating between, masculinity and femininity.

 Harassment- covers a wide range of behaviors of an offensive

nature. It is commonly understood as behavior that demeans,

humiliates or embarrasses a person, and it is

characteristically identified by its unlikelihood in terms

of social and moral reasonableness.

 Homophobia- encompasses a range of negative attitudes and

feelings toward homosexuality or people who are identified

or perceived as being lesbian, gay, bisexual or transgender

(LGBT).

 Lesbian- a woman who is attracted to another woman; this

attraction can be physical, emotional or sexual.


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 LGBT- is an initialism that stands for lesbian, gay, bisexual,

and transgender

 Mental health- includes our emotional, psychological, and

social well-being. It affects how we think, feel, and act.

 Queer- denoting or relating to a sexual or gender identity

that does not correspond to established ideas of sexuality

and gender, especially heterosexual norms.

 Sexual orientation- it is about who you’re attracted to and

want to have relationships with. It includes gay, lesbian,

straight, bisexual, and asexual.

 Sexuality- a person's sexual orientation or preference.

 Suicide-he act of killing yourself intentionally

 Transgender- a term used to describe people whose gender

identity differs from the sex they were assigned at birth.


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CHAPTER 2

Review of Related Literature and Studies

This chapter presents the related literature and studies

after the thorough and in-depth search done by the

researchers.The literature is divided in to two types, the

foreign and local literature.

Foreign Literature

Equal Opportunities Commission(2017)defined discrimination

as the treatment to a person unfairly because of who they are

or because they possess certain characteristics. One’s sexual

orientation is enough for a person to experience discrimination.

According to Attorney Sachi Barreiro(2019),sexual orientation

discrimination is the unequal treatment of the community because

of one's sexual orientation. It includes being harassed and

treated differently because of his/her real or perceived sexual

orientation.

Discrimination is a part of the school experiences of many

students, regardless of sexual orientation or gender identity.

But the experience can be more difficult for LGBT students, who

often struggle to make sense of their identities, lack support

from family and friends, and encounter negative messaging about

LGBT people at school(Human Rights Watch,2016).


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According to Mental Health in Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and

Transgender Youth (2016) by Stephen Russel and Jessica Fish,

LGBT youth members come out at younger ages and that public

support for LGBT issues has dramatically increased but still

LGBT youth continue to be at a high risk for compromised mental

health and discrimination.Family and peer acceptance of LGBT

adolescents results to positive young adult mental and physical

health. Interventions that promote mental parental acceptance

of LGBT are needed to reduce health disparties(Rosario et

al.,2009).

Based on “Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual and Transgender Youth Talk

about Experiencing and Coping with School Violence: A

Qualitative Study” (Grossman et al., 2009), most members of the

LGBT community disclosed and hid their sexual orientation for

years.It took this long for them to accept themselves and to

disclose it to other people because they know that not all people

are open minded to this topic.In schools, people were aware of

the happenings and still continued to ignore the problem, which

made it harder for the members of the LGBT Community to cope

up with their feelings.

All members of LGBT’s subgroups are subjected to similar

prejudices rooted in beliefs and traditions about sexuality and


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gender. They are more likely to experience intolerance,

discrimination and harassment(Chatterjee Subharajit,2014).

According to Darrel Higa et al.,(2014), LGBT youth experiences

verbal and physical harassment, youth described verbal

harassment such as being called names, hearing derogatory labels

or phrases, while physical harassment includes being pushed,

bullied, beaten up, or having food thrown at them.

According to Blackman (2016) many people are guilty of

discrimination against LGBT youths, whether consciously or

unconsciously.These discrimination affect the LGBT youths in

ways which can lead them to depression, their downfall and their

death. Discrimination is accounted to the increase depressive

symptomatology among LGBT males or females,and accounted for

an elevated risk of self-harm and suicidal ideations.

Discrimination like this is likely a contributor to emotional

distress among LGBT youth(Almedia et al.,2008).

Local Literature

The LGBT or Lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgender in the

Philippines are known for having a distinctive, influential

culture however they are bounded to discrimination(San Beda

College,2017).Throughout Philippine history, homosexual

behavior has already existed and people are discriminated for


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loving a person in the opposite sex. Homosexuality can be traced

back in the ancient Greece. During those times, however,

homosexuality has been seen as a sin and has been widely condemned.

Judaism and Christianity view homosexuality as a sin. During

the Spanish era, homosexuality was seen as a sin and during the

Americans; it is regarded as an illness (Revadulla,2011).

According to the research made by Human Rights Watch(2017)

in the Philippines, whether it takes physical, verbal, in person

or on social media, bullying endangers the safety, health, and

education of LGBT youth. It is stated in this study that among

young LGBT people, “low self-esteem and poor self acceptance,

combined with discrimination was also linked to destructive

coping behaviors such as isolation and depression.”

The most common form of bullying that LGBT students reported

in interviews with Human Rights Watch was verbal harassment.

This included chants of “ bakla , bakla ,” “ bayot , bayot ,”

“tomboy,” or “ tibo ,” using local terms for gay, lesbian, or

transgender students in a mocking fashion.According to Ginolos

(2017), members of the LGBT Community have become uncomfortable

of who they are and some are shutting themselves from society

due to verbal abuse.He also stated that this is the most common

form of harassment (discrimination) LGBT encounters.


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Ever since then, people have always discriminated the LGBT

community just because they are different from us. It is a harsh

treatment for like anyone else—they are also just humans and

should be treated equally. Being a lesbian, gay, bisexual, and

transgender should not be something to be ashamed of because

that is who they are and that is what they are. People should

not just handpick the people that they want to respect—everyone

deserves to be respected and the LGBT community is no different.

To have peace, one must accept one another and love one another.

The world would remain cruel and ruthless if people in this world

would not change for the better(Ginolos et al.,2017).

Related Studies

Even though there is an increasing acceptance of LGBTI people

in society and greater visibility in the media and public life,

many LGBTI people still experience discrimination, harassment

and violence at work, school and in social situations.(Beyond

Blue Support Service,2017).

According to DoSomething Organization (2014), 42% of people

who are LGBT report living in an unwelcoming environment.

80% of gay and lesbian youth report severe social isolation.


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6 in 10 LGBT students report feeling unsafe at school because

of their sexual orientation. While non-LGBT students struggle

most with school classes, exams, and work, their LGBT peers say

the biggest problem they face is unaccepting families.

The Victorian Gay & Lesbian Rights Lobby (2008)stated that

390 gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgender found that there are

one out of seven reported living in fear of homophobic

violence.And based on The Guardian (2014), 34% of lesbian, gay,

bisexual and transgender people in the UK choose not to disclose

their sexuality. They hide their private lives from colleagues

and clients for fear of homophobia.According to Human Rights

Campaign’s report (2016),4 in 10 LGBT youth (42%) say the

community in which they live is not accepting of LGBT people.

LGBT youth are twice as likely as their peers to say they have

been physically assaulted, kicked or shoved at. LGBT youth come

out to their family are more likely to report being happy than

who are not out.

LGBT youth are the target of much discrimination, both in

school and online. 35% of them have received threats online,

58% say something bad is said to them or about them online, 33%

report sexual harassment online, and 20% report receiving

harassing text messages from other students. These numbers are


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about three to four times higher than other student’s

experiences(GLSEN Organization, 2014).

According to data from the national Youth Risk Behavior

Survey(2015), of surveyed LGB students: 10% were threatened or

injured with a weapon on school property,34% were bullied on

school property and 28% were bullied electronically. And around

60% had suffered verbal abuse because of their sexuality, 18%

suffered physical assault and 69% suffered other forms of

homophobia such as rumours and graffiti (Australian Human Rights

Commission,2010).

Human Rights Watch (2015) reported the conduction of

interviews and group discussions in 10 cities on the major

islands of the Philippines. It examines three broad areas in

which LGBT students encounter bullying,harassment and

discrimination on the basis of sexual orientation and gender

identity.It came out that verbal bullying appeared to be the

most prevalent problem that LGBT students faced and that physical

bullying and harassment were also worryingly common—and while

students were most often the culprits, teachers ignored or

participated in bullying as well. The effects of this bullying

were devastating to the youth who were targeted.


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Based on the studies carried out in the United States by the

World Economic Forum (2016) ,between half and two thirds of LGBT

students are regularly bullied at school and up to a third skip

school to escape harassment. Many LGBT youth, bullied at school

and rejected at home, end up homeless.This study found that gay

and lesbian young people are four times more likely to

contemplate or attempt suicide, compared with the general

population – while trans youth are ten times more likely to do

so. RaRE research (2015) also added that more than two in five

trans young people have attempted to take their own life, as

have one in five lesbian, gay, and bisexual students who aren’t

transgenders

According to Beyond Blue Support Service (2017), experiences

with discrimination and stigmatization of LGBT can lead to a

higher likelihood of emotional distress, depression and anxiety.

People can often feel pressured to fit in with society's

conventional ideas of being male or female. Those who don't fit

the mould can be subjected to ridicule, intimidation and even

physical abuse.

According to Stonewall’s school report (2010). Nearly 45% of

LGBT pupils are bullied for being LGBT in Britain’s schools.

This is down from 55% of lesbian, gay and bisexual who experienced
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bullying because of their sexual orientation. Nacosa (2015) also

stated that homophobia, stigmatization and discrimination

against LGBTI students led to lower levels of educational

attainment and affected their access to health resources.

A latest study conducted by Metcalf (2016), provides some

evidences of discrimination that LGBT is experiencing in schools.

Incidence of bullying was tackled in their study and it revealed

that it is widespread in schools.

Synthesis

To sum it all up, discrimination in the LGBT youth do exist

and almost all of the discrimination started in schools, based

on the related studies and literature. The researchers on the

related literature presents that discrimination among LGBT

students affects them,even if its physical, verbal or any type

of harassment. And their mental and emotional health are affected

mostly because of lack of support of peers and family that may

lead to depression and suicidal ideations.


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CHAPTER 3

METHODOLOGY

This chapter contains the research design used in conducting

this study including the research locale, the sample and sampling

procedures, description of the respondents, and the data

gathering techniques used to collect the data and information

for the research about the effects of discrimination in LGBT

youths.

Research Design

This study investigated the discrimination happening among

LGBT youths and how it affects them. A qualitative research was

conducted in order to gather information from the LGBT members

inside the school campus. This research used the qualitative

type for the researchers to acquire knowledge about the topic

through collecting data from the respondents.

In Practical Research 1, Qualitative research was described

as a process of naturalistic inquiry that seeks in-depth of

understanding social phenomena within their natural setting.

It focuses on the “why” rather than the “what” of social phenomena

and relies on the direct experiences of human-beings as

meaning-making agents in their everyday lives. Moreover,

Qualitative data collection consists of gathering data through


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the use of forms with general, emerging questions to permit

the participant to generate responses (Creswell, 2012).

Furthermore, this involved collecting the data which were

collected from the researchers’ questionnaires given to the

respondents through interview.

In this study, a case study, type of qualitative method, which

is a type of qualitative research in which investigators explore

a real-life, contemporary bounded system (a case) over time,

through in-depth data collection(Creswell,2013),is used as the

basis of this research paper to conduct a descriptive qualitative

research on the LGBT community in General de Jesus College. It

focuses on a specific group of individuals such as the LGBT

community which is the subject of this Case Study.

In summary, qualitative research and a case study complements

each other in exploring the effects of discrimination to LGBT

youth responses in this study.

This method was chosen by the researchers in order to gather

first hand data and information from the respondents that are

important in formulating useful and accurate conclusions and

recommendations.
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Research Locale

The researchers conducted this research in General de Jesus

College which is located at Vallarta St. San Isidro, 3106 Nueva

Ecija, Philippines. It is a private non-secretarian school that

was founded in 1946 and formerly known as General de Jesus

Academy.

After the World War II which ended in 1945, General de Jesus

Academy was founded by prominent citizens of the town, namely

Paz Policarpio-Mendez, Soledad Medina, Francisco Narcsisco,

Teofilo Abello and Ricardo Odulio. The school was named after

San Isidro’s hero General Simeon de Jesus who was executed by

Japanese in Fort Santiago,and he was one of the most

distinguished graduates of the Philippine Constabulary Academy,

which is now known as Philippine Military Academy.

The school opened in June 1946 in a rented building which was

the former residence of the Moreno family. It started with seven

teachers, including the principal, and 255 students from first

to fourth year.

From the year 1946 to 1977, the school operated only the

academic secondary course. The first courses offered during the

school year 1978-1979 was Liberal Arts. In 1992, the pre-school

and the elementary departments were built with the goal to serve
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the community. General de Jesus Academy was converted into

colllege when the Securities and Exchange Commission (SEC)

approved the change in status on August 28,1997 and the school

from then has been known as General de Jesus College.

In the DECS list of 300 Top Performing Colleges and

Universities in 1992 PBET (Professional Board Examination for

Teachers) General de Jesus College obtained a national rank of

144 and a regional rank 24. It ranked second in Nueva Ecija,

having Central Luzon State University on the first rank. Its

high school department was chosen in 1996 as the Most Effective

High School in the Division of Nueva Ecija.

The core value of General de Jesus College are: Discipline,

Integrity and Excellence.

The school’s philosophy is:

The development of a morally upright, civic-minded, and

useful citizenry is the responsibility of any educational

institution.

The school’s vision is:

General de Jesus College as a leading learning institution

where every learner is transformed into a God-loving and


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highly productive citizen responsive to local, national and

global needs.

The school’s mission is:

General de Jesus College is commited to produce graduates

who are instilled with nationalistic, moral and spiritual

values and who are equipped with life and career competencies.

Figure 2. Map of San Isidro


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Sample and Sampling Procedure

The researchers selected nine (9) students form Grade 11 and

12 from Accounting and Business Management(ABM),

Science,Technology,Engineering and Mathematics(STEM) and

Humanities and Social Sciences(HUMSS) strands of General de

Jesus College enrolled during the academic year 2018-2019. This

serves as the sample population of the study.

This study used the purposive sampling technique to provide

as much insight as possible about the study’s topic which is

the effects of discrimination among selected LGBT senior high

school students. The respondents were selected and asked before

conducting the interview and giving them the questionnaires,

so that the researchers can get their consent and have more

precised answers.

According to Crossman (2016), a purposive sample is a

non-probability sample that is selected based on characteristics

of a population and the objective of the study. This study is

also known as judgemental, selective or subjective sampling.


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Table 1

Distribution of Respondents

GRADE LEVEL FREQUENCY

GRADE 11 STEM 2

GRDAE 11 ABM 3

GRADE 11 HUMSS 1

GRADE 12 STEM 0

GRADE 12 ABM 2

GRADE 12 HUMSS 1

TOTAL 9

Description of the Student-Respondents

Nine (9) students from Grade 11 and 12 Science,

Technology,Engineering and Mathematics (STEM), Accounting and

Business Management (ABM), and Humanities and Social Sciences

(HUMSS) of General de Jesus College enrolled during school year

2018-2019 were involved in this study regarding the effects of

discrimination to LGBT youth in schools. The researchers


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prepared a set of questions for these students. After the

approval of the research adviser to the interview questions,

the researchers proceeded to interview and record the answers

of the respondents.

Data Gathering Instruments

The research instruments used in the study were structured

interview with the respondents,audio recordings and

documentation.

1.1 Structured Interview

The structured interview was used in this study to validate

the data gathered from the respondents. Structured Interview

is an interview which is verbally conducted questionnaires

in which a list of prepared questions is asked. The

researchers gave questionnaires to the respondents where thet

can write their answers so there will be an exact copy of the

transcript.

Interviews like these are important to gather important

and primary data from the respondents and to have more precise

and effective interview.

The respondents were asked by the researchers the

following questions.
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▪ How did you come out to the people around you specifically

to your family and friends?

▪ When did you decide to come out to your family and friends?

▪ How did your coming out affect your stress level and the fear

to be judged?

▪ What are your motivations in coming out?

▪ After coming out, what are your experiences based on verbal

harassment, physical harassment, cyberbullying,

grafitti/vandalism and sexual assault?

▪ How are your mental and emotional climate whenever you are

at your home,school and community?

▪ How does the discrimination coming from people affect your

mental health and emotional distress(self harm and suicidal

ideations)?

▪ How does the people around you, specifically your family help

you develop your emotional and mental health despite your

sexuality?

▪ How does other people’s perception affect the way you view

yourself?
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1.2 Audio Recordings

The researches decided to record the interview with the

respondents so that the important details and information

would not be excluded. Having these audio recordings will give

the researchers an easy way to recheck and review the

interviews by listening to it. It will also give them the

chance to study and comprehend the exact and complete answer

of the respondents.

1.3 Documention

Documentations are one of the most significant and

important part of data gathering procedures. The researchers

will be able to give precise and accurate data by documenting

the transcripts of all the respondents’ answers in structured

interview and recordings. This will serve as an evidence to

prove the validity of the study.

2 Administration of Data Gathering Instruments

In order to record all the answers of the respondents, the

researchers used audio recordings, structured interviews and

documentations.

The respondent was asked personally and through texts for

their consent to conduct an interview. The interview was


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conducted in a time and place where the respondents are available.

All the procedures involved in the interview were known by the

respondents. The respondents were only those who agreed to

conduct an interview without the need to threaten them in any

way.

The researchers listened and recorded each data carefully,

in order for them to study and understand the answers of the

respondents accordingly as it was needed for the success of the

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CHAPTER 4

PRESENTATION, ANALYSIS AND INTERPRETATION OF DATA

This chapter represents the data gathered, the analysis done

and the interpretation of the findings. These are presented in

tables following the sequence of the specific research problems

regarding the effects of discrimination to LGBT youth in General

de Jesus College.

PROFILE OF THE RESPONDENTS

TABLE 2

Age of the Respondents

Age Frequency Percentage

16 1 11.11%

17 5 55.56%

18 3 33.33%

19 0 0%

TOTAL 9 100%

Table 2 This table shows the age of the respondents, there

is one respondents aged 16 with 11.11%, there are five

respondents who are 17 years old with 55.56%, three respondents


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who are 18 years old with 33.33% and there are no respondents

having the age of 19 with 0%. The presented data above shows

that ages 16 to 19 are the ages wherein LGBT youth tend to come

out and reveal that they are part of the community. According

to Pew Research Center (2013), the age of 17 is the median age

wherein youth came to realization that they know for sure that

they are lesbian, gay or bisexual.

TABLE 3

Sexual Orientation of the Respondents

Age Frequency Percentage

Lesbian 3 33.33%

Gay 3 33.33%

Bisexual 3 33.33%

TOTAL 9 100%

Table 3 This table shows the sexual orientation of the

respondents wherein three of them are lesbian, three are gay

and three are bisexual, having the percentage of 33.33% each.

This table shows that it is evident that the LGBT community

members are present in school campuses. According to youth.gov

(2012),some LGBT youth experience supportive, welcoming school


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environments where they are physically and emotionally safe and

their LGBT identity is respected, or even embraced while others

may experience unwelcoming, unsafe, and unsupportive conditions

in schools.
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FACTORS AFFECTING DISCRIMINATION AND HEALTH OF RESPONDENTS

TABLE 4

Coming out to people around, specifically to family

THEME INDICATORS

“I told them that I cannot give the


grandchild that they are wishing for.”

“I did it by saying it through online or


indirect communication.”

“I did not officially came out, it’s more


Coming out to people
of like they have always known or felt.”
around,
“I haven’t come out yet.”
specifically to
“I told them the truth, because they
family
deserve to know about this first.”

“I told them my sexuality, personally.”

“I just act normal like I am not a lesbian.”

“Not yet.”

“They didn’t know yet.”

Table 4 This table presents how the respondents came out to

their family.Some of the respondents stated that they have not


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came out yet to their family and they just act normal.On the

other hand,majority of the respondents said that they came out

already by saying it boldly to their family personally, by

posting on social media and by their noticeable actions. Based

on their statements, it is noticeable that many of the members

of LGBT community has admitted their real sexuality to their

family boldly. However, some of them are not yet comfortable

to tell their families about their sexuality and does not have

enough courage to come out. According to healthychildren.org

(2018), "Coming out" is a lifelong journey of understanding,

it is important for parents of LGBT teens to remember each child

is unique and will have their own experiences and feelings along

the way.
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TABLE 5
Coming out to people around, specifically to friends

THEME INDICATORS

“I don’t have to. They already know it before I


came out.”
Coming out to
“I did it by saying it secretly to the friend I
people
trusted.”
around,
“I said it to my best friend. I chatted her one

specifically summer when I realized that I am gay.”

to friends “I just talked to them and tell them what my


feelings were and because they are my true
friends they supported me and lend their hands
to me.”

“They noticed it on the way I act around them.”

“I didn’t come out they notice it on how the way


I am.”

“I am always open to my friends when I already


know that I am a lesbian.”

“I told them secretly.”

“They knew it from the beginning that my sexual

reference is both men and women.”


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Table 5 This table shows how the respondents came out to their

friends. A respondent stated that he/she came out to his/her

friends through chatting. Some of them told their sexual

orientation to his friends personally and most of these some

respondents did it secretly. In addition, most of the respondents

said that they do not need to tell their friends because they

already knew based on how they act around them. Therefore, it

could be understood that the members of the LGBT community are

more comfortable in telling their friends rather than their

family regarding their sexuality. As stated in Table 4, some

of the respondents have not came out to their families yet.Thus

friends has large impact to LGBT youth. According to Gillespie

(2015), friends play important roles throughout overall life

satisfaction of LGBT members.


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TABLE 6

Effects of coming out to stress

THEME INDICATORS

“I don’t stress out myself over the things that


I can’t control.”

“My stress was reduced because it felt so good


when I already came out.”

“It removed the stress about ‘What if they found


out? Will they accept me as I am?’”

“I am relieved because when I came out I can do


what I want and the question “What if they found
Effects of
out” faded.”
coming out to
“I was afraid that they will be a big possibility
stress
that they may not accept me.”

“I am afraid that my family won’t like it.”

“I over-think what’s wrong with me.”

“I over-think a lot.”

“It causes so much stress because every day and


night. I’m thinking of how will I come out or how
will I tell them about my situation. It leads to
over-thinking and it affects my daily living
significantly.”
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Table 6 This table shows the effects of coming out to the state

of stress of being a member of the LGBT community. A respondent

stated that he/she does not want to stress himself/herself over

things that he/she obviously cannot control. Several respondents

said that they were relieved and their stress is reduced when

they came out. Some of them stated that this causes them to

over-think things more and that they are afraid that some people

will not approve of it. Hence, it can be interpreted that not

all LGBT members have the same emotional or stress level. Some

of them find it easy dealing with stress and have overcame it.

However, some of them find it challenging to deal with stress

and it makes them stress more. According to Ahuja (2016),LGBT

adolescents are exposed to more stress by being a minority in

society and by being explicitly bullied and discriminated

against.
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TABLE 7

Effects of coming out to fear to be judged

THEME INDICATORS

“I don’t mind them, their opinions aren’t really


needed.”

“I am still afraid to be judged but not as that much


because there is a support of my friends that boosts
my confidence.”

“There’s still that fear but with the support from


my friends, I feel confident about who I really am.”
Effects of
“I’m still afraid to be judged because not everyone
coming out to
will respect me.”
fear to be
“Those “gossips” and “fake news” that they make
judged
just to ruin my image.”

“I am afraid that other people will judge my


personality and sexuality.”

“Sometimes when I’m with my loved ones they are


whispering beside me, but to show that I am an
educated person I just ignore it.”

“I am afraid to have rumours spreading.”

“As a teenager facing this kind of problem really


affects me, the fear of not fitting into the box
of expectation really hurts.”
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Table 7 The table above presents the effect of coming out

to their fear of being judged. Few respondents said that they

just do not mind and ignore those people who judge them. Some

of them said that there is still the fear of getting judged but

because of their friends' support, they conquer it. Most of the

respondents stated that after coming out, they are still afraid

of being judged by others and getting their image ruined due

to gossips and false rumors. According to their statements, it

is noticeable that the members of LGBT community have different

perspectives. Some chooses to just ignore it, some are still

on their way to conquering it and some still have that fear of

being judged. According to Webber (2018), more than half of

Lesbian,Gay,Bisexual and Transgender community people have

experienced discrimination in the past years, many are afraid

to seek for advice because of fears of discrimination.s


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TABLE 8

Motivations in coming out

THEME INDICATORS

“Myself, because I realized that I can’t hold my


feelings forever.”

“To accept who really I am and for them to be open


in the issues of LGBT community.”

“Wanting to let people close to me know me better


and being free.”
Motivations
“I’ve watched some movies and I have my friend
in coming out that inspired me for me to come out.”

“My motivations are the cruel things that they


say to me because it boosts my confidence in just
being me.”

“Other LGBT community members.”

“Myself, because for me I am just being myself


and enjoying life.”

“My friends who support me.”

“What motivates me is that LGBT community is


getting bigger and bigger and inch by inch i can
see progress in accepting us in the society.”
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Table 8 This table shows the motivations of the respondents

in coming out. Few respondents stated that their motivation is

themselves because according to them they cannot hold their

feelings forever and they should be themselves and enjoy life.

Some also said that their motivation is the LGBT community. Also,

some respondents said that their motivation is the willingness

to accept themselves and show people who they really are. Some

respondents said that their motivations are movies, their

friends and all of the cruel things other people told him/her.

From these, it can be drawn out that there are a lot of factors

that motivates a person to reveal himself/herself that most

people do not even know. Despite their fear of getting judged,

there is still hope for them. They are still motivated by these

things to reveal themselves and to not just put themselves in

a cage. They are ready to conquer the consequences of their deeds

just to be their real self.. According to Henry (2013),the

initial stages of coming out process may be fraught with

emotional difficulty, however, gay and lesbians who have

accepted and integrated their sexual orientation ultimately have

greater psychological well-being.


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TABLE 9

Verbal harassment experiences of respondents

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“I experience some harassment like back stabbing

because of the personality I have.”

“A lot from the boys in my class and also ignorant


Verbal
kids that say ‘Bakla! Bakla!’”
harassment

experiences “No one harassed me because all of my friends

of accept me for who I am.”

respondents
“People judged me, in terms of calling ‘Bakla’”

“Being insulted as gay,bakla and bading.”

“Judged by the people around me.”

“Being back stabbed by past friends.”

“Being hated and judged. Hearing hurtful words.”

Table 9 This table shows the verbal harassment experienced

by the respondents. Few respondents said that they do not


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experience any verbal harassment because they are accepted by

the people around them. However, few of them experienced

backstabbing by their past friends and because of the personality

that they portray. Majority of the respondents stated that they

experience judgement from other people calling them bading or

bakla, from their boy classmates and also from some kids on the

street. Based on their statements, it can be interpreted that

not everyone around the members of the LGBT community are

well-mannered. Instead of choosing to accept who they are, they

tend to harass these people who did nothing wrong to them.

According to GLSEN (2009),the majority of LGBT middle school

students experienced verbal harassment because of their sexual

orientation or gender expression. They also added that about

9 in 10 LGBT students in middle school (91%) were verbally

harassed (e.g., called names or threatened) in school because

of their sexual orientation.


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BAKLA!
BAKLA!

Figure 3. Verbal harassment experienced by respondents


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TABLE 10

Physical harassment experiences of respondents

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“None.”

“Chalk throwing. The same boys threw chalk at me

one time at class. Also one time a few grade school


Physical
students threw pebbles at me.”
harassment

experienced “None.”

by
“None.”
respondents
“Being pushed sometimes.”

“None.”

“None.”

“None.”

Table 10 This table presents the physical harassment

experienced by the respondents in coming out. Some respondents

experienced being thrown pebbles and chalk and even being pushed
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sometimes. However, majority of them said that they do not

experience any physical harassment from the people surrounding

them. Fortunately, unlike the results from table 10, the

physical harassment gained by the respondents are less than the

verbal harassment they experience. However, there are still some

people hurting them physically. According to GLSEN (2009),

incidents of physical assault or harassment (e.g., punched,

kicked, or injured with a weapon) were less often reported

compared to verbal.
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Figure 4. Physical harassment experienced by

respondents:Being thrown by pebbles


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TABLE 11

Cyberbullying experiences of respondents

THEME INDICATORS

"None.”

“None.”

“A lot from twitter, mostly coming from Christian

conservatives.”
Cyberbullying

experienced “None.”

by
“None.”
respondents
“Some are making fun of me online.”

“Judged online.”

“Some are spreading hate online.”

“None.”

Table 11 In this table, the cyberbullying experiences of

respondents are presented.A respondent answered that he/she

experience it a lot in Twitter, especially from Christian

conservatives.While few respondents said that some are making


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fun of them and that they are being judged and receiving hate

online. On the other hand, most of the respondents stated that

they do not experience cyberbullying. It is evident that some

LGBT youth do experience cyberbullying online. According to

National School Climate Survey (2013), 49% of LGBT students

experienced cyberbullying in the past years.


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TABLE 12

Graffiti and vandalism experiences of respondents

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“None.”

Graffiti and “None.”

vandalism
“None.”
experienced
“None.”
by

respondents “None.”

“None.”

“None.”

“None.”

Table 12 This table shows the grafitti and vandalism

experiences of the respondents wherein all of the respondents

stated that they do not experience this kind of

discrimination.Based on the results, it can be concluded that

LGBT youth do not experience graffiti and vandalisms. This


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interpretation contradicts what Rentz (2018) stated, according

to hate related vandalism in schools nearly doubled to 62 in

2017, from 34 the year before, and this vandalism are related

with sexual orientation.


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TABLE 13

Sexual assault experiences of respondents

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“Sometimes.”

Sexual “None.”

assault
“None.”
experiences
“None.”
of

respondents “None.”

“None.”

“None.”

“None.”

Table 13 This table shows the sexual assault experienced by

the respondents, wherein a respondent said that he/she

experience it sometimes while majority of the respondents said

that they do not experience sexual assault. Based on the results

presented, it can be concluded that LGBT youth in schools do


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not experience sexual assault but few does sometimes. This

interpretation contradicts National Sexual Violence Resource

Center (2010), sexual violence against individuals who have been

identified as LGBT member has been subjected to sexual

harassment.
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TABLE 14

Mental and emotional climate of respondents at home

THEME INDICATORS

“I feel welcomed, because my family is so

supportive.”

“I isolate myself if I feel I am not comfortable.”

“I rather isolate myself a lot as they’re not as


Mental and
open to me being gay, they rather tolerate it.”
emotional

climate of “I just keep myself out of the business,

respondents especially in times when we are talking about

at home sexuality.”

“I feel loved by my family members.”

“I feel motivated and secured when I am with my

family.”

“I don’t show my feelings, but when I’m in my room

I always think what is wrong.”

“I just act normally.”


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“Lowest point.”

Table 14 This table presents the mental and emotional climate

of the respondents at home. Wherein a respondent said that he/she

just acts normally at home. And someone said that being around

his/her family is his/her lowest point. And almost half of the

respondents stated that they isolate themselves at home. But

on the other hand few said that they feel loved, motivated and

secured around their family. Hence, we can say that family

support affects how a child think, feel and act. According to

Wise (2016), levels of family acceptance and rejection may have

implications for sexual minority youth’s identity development.

It shows that level of parental rejection may affect youth’s

ability to accept their own sexual minority identity. Zwier(2009)

also added that isolation is due to lack of a supportive family

and can result to struggles such as depression.


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TABLE 15

Mental and emotional climate of respondents at school

THEME INDICATORS

“I feel that I am always safe.”

“I feel free and comfortable especially to my

best friends.”

“I feel free with my friends around.”


Mental and

emotional “I feel free and comfortable with my friends in

climate of school and I don’t feel bad in school.”

respondents
“My friends accepted me just the way I am.”
at school
“I feel happy with my friends.”

“I don’t mind it in school.”

“I am me in school.”

“School is my happy place. Here with my friends

I am accepted.”

Table 15 This table presents the mental and emotional climate

of respondents in school. A respondent said that he/she does


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not mind it in school and also a respondent said that he/she

is himself/herself whenever he/she is in school. But the majority

of the respondents stated that he/she feels free and comfortable

when he/she is in school because his/her friends accept

him/her.Hence, how people in school interact with an LGBT youth

has great effect to his/her mental and emotional health.

According to Russel and Fish (2016), positive school climate

results to feeling of safety, achievement and positive mental

health.
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TABLE 16

Mental and emotional climate at community

THEME INDICATORS

“Sometimes, I feel so small and I don’t belong


anywhere else. But I am thankful because I have
my friends at my back to remind me that I am
special.”

“Beside on occasional judgement, I feel relaxed


and confident.”

Mental and “Besides the occasional stares, it is all calm


and fine.”
emotional
“I feel bad or sad whenever people look at me the
climate at
same way they look at others that have commit
community
something bad.”

“I am free to show everyone the real me and the


talent God blessed me.”

“I feel disliked sometimes.”

“Afraid to be judged.”

“I just act normally.”

“Sad and feeling judged.”

Table 16 In this table, the mental and emotional climate of

respondents of community is presented.Wherein a respondent said


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that he/she just acts normal.And someone stated that,he/she

feels free to show his/her real self and the talent that God

has given him/her .Few of them said that they feel relaxed and

fine around the community, but sometimes there are occasional

judgment and stares. And some of the respondents stated that

they feel bad or sad, and that they are afraid to be judged and

to be disliked. Therefore, within the results presented it can

be concluded that actions of people in the community affects

how an LGBT youth think, feel and act around them, thus we can

say that even though there are people who accept the LGBT

community, still there are people who do not like them. According

to Owen(2017),across a number of measures and scales, the

perceptions of LGBT participants were significantly more

negative than those of other people, including when the variables

of race, income and location type (e.g., rural, small town,

suburban, urban).
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TABLE 17

Effects of discrimination in mental health

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“When I am not accepted by others, I feel stressed


about it and decide to keep my secrets forever
and try to be a straight person.”

“When I was bullied in high school, I found myself


isolated, not wanting to go to school and wanting
Effects of to just sleep my problems away.”

discriminatio “Discrimination makes my brain so messed up,


because of over-thinking about what did I do
n
wrong for them to make me feel this way.”
in mental
“It makes me think of so many negative things.”
health
“Over-thinking and stress.”

“I always ask what’s wrong with being a lesbian.”

“I over-think it and it causes sadness and


stress.”

“It affects our thinking and it clouded up our


thoughts. Personally, it made me numb and
emotionally drain.”
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Table 17 In this table, the effects of discrimination to the

respondents’ mental health are presented. Wherein a respondent

said that discrimination does not affect his/her mental

health.Someone answered that discrimination makes him/her think

what is wrong with being a lesbian and another respondent said

that it makes him/her think of negative things.Lastly, few of

them stated that discrimination clouded and messes up their minds.

Thus, as we can see in the results it is evident that

discrimination has an effect to mental health of LGBT youth.

According to According to the National Alliance on Mental

Illness(2016),the risk of a mental health condition, like

depression, anxiety disorders, over-thinking or post-traumatic

stress disorder, is almost three times as high for youth and

adults who identify as lesbian, gay, bisexual, or transgender

(LGBT).
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Figure 4. Effects of discrimination to mental health:

Overthinking
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TABLE 18

Effects of discrimination to emotional distress: self harm

THEME RESPONDENTS

“None.”

“It’s more on emotional stress but sometimes I

think about suicidal thoughts.”

“Physically degrading myself, doubting myself


Effects of
and just the lack of self-confidence.”
discriminatio

n to emotional “Over-thinking and stress about everything.”

distress:
“None.”
self harm
“Having low self-esteem.”

“I think of hurting myself.”

“None.”

“None.”

Table 18 This table presents the effects of discrimination

to the emotional distress: self harm to the respondents, wherein

a respondent said that it is more on emotional stress but


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sometimes he/she thinks about suicidal thoughts and another

added that he/she over-thinks and becomes stressed about

everything. There’s a respondent who stated that he/she thinks

of hurting himself/herself.And few respondents stated that they

doubt themselves and lacks self-confidence.But on the other hand,

many of these respondents said that it has no effects. Thus,

with the help of the results we can see that LGBT youth has

different perspective or view in facing discrimination, some

wants to hurt themselves and some just ignores it. It is also

evident that these discrimination causes LGBT to physically

degrade themselves and have low self-esteem and no

confidence.Thus, it can be said that the perception of people

around LGBT youth can affect their emotions and outlook to

themselves.According to Sanders(2013),to truly build

confidence in LGBTQ young people, they need more than just being

told to look to others for inspiration. They need to know that

there are people around them who can give them strength and be

role models to fight against hate and self doubt.


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TABLE 19

Effects of discrimination to emotional distress: suicidal

ideations

THEME INDICATORS

“None.”

“Sometimes but I realized that life is the

greatest gift of all.”


Effects of

discriminatio “None. I have a life to live and I’ll live it to

n to emotional the fullest.”

distress:
“Suicide should never be an option. I do not think

suicidal of suicidal thoughts whenever I am

ideations discriminated.”

“None.”

“Sometimes, when I am really down, I plan to kill

myself.”

“Sometimes when I am alone.”

“For me, suicide is not a solution.”


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“None.”

Table 19 In this table, the effects of discrimination to

emotional distress: suicidal ideations of the respondents are

presented. Wherein, few respondents said that they think of it

sometimes, when they are alone and very down.But on the other

hand most of the respondents said that they do not think about

suicide, because for them it is not a solution and that they

have a life to live to the fullest and even though they think

of harming themselves sometimes, in the end they realize that

life is the greatest gift of all. Within the results, we can

see that LGBT youth has different perspective in life and in

facing discrimination, some uses it as an inspiration and some

takes it negatively. But in here we can see that it is evident

that discrimination can lead to being down or depressed and

causes to have suicidal ideations and to do suicide. According

to Friedman(2014),bullying because of sexual orientation

results in increased depression, and an almost six-fold

increased risk for suicide attempts.


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TABLE 20

Developing emotional and mental help despite sexuality

THEME INDICATORS

“They always support my happiness.”

“It helps me in the way of believing and boosting


myself to the fullest and turn negative thoughts
to something positive.”

“To be honest, my family don’t offer much help.


Developing
My friends, they uplift me, comfort me, support
emotional and
me through thick and thin ,that really helps me
mental help to think straight.”

despite “My family can’t help me because I didn’t come

sexuality out to them.”

“They supported me with all their heart and loved


me unconditionally.”

“They are my inspiration and motivation to live


and continue life.”

“When I’m not talking to my family, they know that


I have problem so they will comfort me not knowing
what my problem is.”

“My friends are big help to boost my confidence.”

“They didn’t know.”


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Table 20 This table presents how does the people around the

respondents help them develop their emotional and mental health

despite their sexuality. Wherein, someone answered that his/her

family does not know but when she is quiet his/her family knows

that there is something wrong so they will comfort him/her.And

few respondents said that their family cannot help them because

they did not know about their sexual orientation yet. But on

the other hand, still most of the respondents said that their

family supports their happiness with all their heart and love

them unconditionally and that they help him/her in believing

and boosting himself/herself, that serves as his/her inspiration

to live and continue life. Thus, the results show that the support

of family and friends to an LGBT youth can give him/her a better

perspective in life. According to Russel and Fish(2016), LGBT

youth should be with people whom they can trust, so they can

develop a network of support which can be help them develop better

mental health towards their sexual orientation.


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TABLE 21

Effects of people’s perception on respondents

THEME INDICATORS

“Sometimes, I blame myself for being like this, I pity


myself and I lost my self-confidence.”

“It affects me sometimes but I realized who are they


to change or judge me. I grow and live by my own, that’s
why I don’t mind them.”

“I live by the quote, ‘Unless they’re paying bills,


pay them bitches no mind”, so like if you don’t bring
a significant impact in my life, why would I waste
my time on them?’”

“It doesn’t affect me because I know myself more than


Effects of anyone else.”

people’s “It makes me view myself in a way that I know that


I may not be perfect but that doesn’t mean I can’t
perception on
or won’t do great and good things to others.”
respondents
“It changes the view or how I look at myself and to
my life. It makes me sad and stressed.”

“Sometimes they are suddenly curious with my


sexuality, but in the end my friends accept me.”

“It changes my perspective in life and my mood.”

“It affects me because human should help each other


but here they are judging me for being who I wanted
to be.”
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Table 21 In this table, the effects of the perception of other

people in the way on how the respondents view themselves are

presented. Wherein, a respondent answered that these perceptions

make him/her view himself/herself in a way that he/she may not

be perfect but that does not mean that he/she cannot do good

to others and another respondent added that it affects him/her

because instead of judging, humans should be helping each other.

A few also answered that these opinions changes their perception

and how they view themselves.But still some respondent stated

that it does not affect them because according to them they know

themselves better than anyone else and these people do not a

play a significant role to their lives, so why would they waste

their time on them. Thus, LGBT youth has different ways on facing

their situations and the judgment they get from other people.But

this clearly shows that LGBT youth are strong enough to not let

others’ hate and negativity stop them from being the person they

want to be.According to Russel and Fish (2016), perceptions and

how other people see them as an individual is a great factor

on how they see themselves and on their mental and emotional

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CHAPTER 5

Summary, Conclusion and Recommendation

This chapter includes the summary and conclusion of the

findings found in the previous chapter. This chapter also covers

the recommendations made by the researchers.

SUMMARY

1. Profile of the Respondents

1.1 Age

There is one respondent aged 16 with 11.11%, there are five

respondents who are 17 years old with 55.56%, three

respondents who are 18 years old with 33.33% and there are

no respondents having the age of 19 with 0%.

1.2 Sexual Orientation

Three of the respondents are lesbian, three are gay and

three are bisexual, having the percentage of 33.33% each.

2. Coming out to people around them

2.1 To family

Majority of the respondents said that they came out already

by saying it boldly to their family personally, by posting

on social media and by their noticeable actions and some of


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them stated that they have not came out yet to their family

and they just act normal.

2.2 To friends

Most of the respondents said that they do not need to tell

their friends because they already knew based on how they act

around them and some of them told their sexual orientation

to their friends personally and other respondents did it

secretly.

3. Effects of coming out to respondents

3.1 In Stress

Some of them stated that this causes them to over-think

things more and that they are afraid that some people will

not approve of it and on the other hand, several respondents

said that they were relieved and their stress is reduced when

they came out.

3.2 In Fear to be judged

Most of the respondents stated that after coming out, they

are still afraid of being judged by others and getting their

image ruined due to gossips and false rumors but some

respondents said that they just do not mind and ignore those

people who judge them.


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4. Motivations in coming out

Some respondents said that their motivation is the

willingness to accept themselves and show people who they

really are and few of them stated that their motivation is

themselves, the LGBT community,movies, their friends and all

of the cruel things other people did to them.

5. Discrimination experiences of respondents

5.1 Verbal harassment

Majority of the respondents stated that they experience

judgement from other people calling them bading or bakla and

few of them experienced backstabbing by their past friends.

But some said that they do not experience any verbal

harassment because they are accepted by the people around

them.

5.2 Physical harassment

Majority of the respondents said that they do not

experience any physical harassment from the people

surrounding them but some experienced being thrown pebbles

and chalk and even being pushed sometimes.


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5.3 Cyberbullying

Most of the respondents stated that they do not experience

cyberbullying but some said that they received hate and

judgments especially from Christian conservatives.

5.4 Graffiti / Vandalism

All of the respondents stated that they do not experience

this kind of discrimination.

5.5 Sexual Assault

Majority of the respondents said that they do not

experience sexual assault while a respondent said that he/she

does sometimes.

6. Mental and Emotional Climate of respondents

6.1 At home

Almost half of the respondents stated that they isolate

themselves at home. But on the other hand, few said that they

feel loved, motivated and secured around their family.

6.2 At school

Majority of the respondents stated that he/she feels free

and comfortable in school and also a respondent said that

he/she is himself/herself whenever he/she is in school.


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6.3 At community

Some of the respondents stated that they feel bad or sad,

and that they are afraid to be judged and to be disliked and

few of them said that they feel relaxed and fine around the

community, but sometimes there are occasional judgment and

stares.

7. Effects of discrimination in health

7.1 Mental health

Most of the respondents stated that discrimination clouded

and messed up their minds and that it made them over-think

think negative things.On the other hand, a respondent said

that discrimination does not affect his/her mental health.

7.2 Emotional distress

7.2.1 Self harm

Many respondents said that discrimination has no effect

to self harm but few respondents stated that they doubt

themselves, over-thinks and lacks self-confidence.

7.2.2 Suicidal ideations

Most of the respondents said that they do not think about

suicide, because for them it is not a solution and that


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they have a life to live to the fullest but few said that

they think of it sometimes, when they are alone and very

down.

8. Developing emotional and mental help despite sexuality

Most of the respondents said that their family supports

their happiness with all their heart and love them

unconditionally but few respondents said that their family

cannot help them because they did not know about their sexual

orientation yet.

9. Effects of people’s perception on respondents

Some respondent stated that it does not affect them because

according to them they know themselves better than anyone else

but few respondents answered that these opinions changes

their perception and how they view themselves.

CONCLUSION

1. Profile of the Respondents

1.1 Age

The age 17 is the median age wherein LGBT youth tend to

come out and show others their real sexual orientation.


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1.2 Sexual Orientation

LGBT community members are present in school campuses.

2. Coming out to people around them

2.1 To family

LGBT youth have different ways and perspective on when and

how to come out to their family, it may be easy for some and

may be hard for others.

2.2 To friends

LGBT community are more comfortable in telling their

friends rather than their family regarding their sexuality.

3. Effects of coming out to respondents

3.1 In Stress

Not all LGBT members have the same emotional or stress

level. Some of them find it easy dealing with stress and have

overcame it but some of them find it challenging to deal with

stress and it makes them stress more.

3.2 In Fear to be judged

LGBT youth differ on facing judgments,some choose to just

ignore it, some are still on their way to conquering it and

some still have that fear of being judged.


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4. Motivations in coming out

There are a lot of factors that motivate a person to reveal

himself/herself.Despite the fear of getting judged, there is

still hope for them,they are still motivated by different

things to reveal themselves and to not just put themselves

in a cage.

5. Discrimination experiences of respondents

5.1 Verbal harassment

Verbal harassment is the most common discrimination.

People tend to humiliate LGBT members by teasing and

destructing their image to others.

5.2 Physical harassment

Physical harassment gained by the respondents are less

than the verbal harassment they experience. However, there

are still some people hurting them physically.

5.3 Cyberbullying

Members of the LGBT community suffer from cyberbullying

especially from Christian conservatives.

5.4 Graffiti / Vandalism

LGBT youth do not experience graffiti and vandalism.


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5.5 Sexual Assault

LGBT youth members do not experience sexual assault but

some of them does sometimes.

6. Mental and Emotional Climate of respondents

6.1 At home

Family support affects how an LGBT youth think, feel and

act.If parents do not accept an LGBT youth’s perceived

sexuality he/she tends to isolate himself/herself.

6.2 At school

School is the safest and most comfortable place for an LGBT

youth to be in.Hence, how people in school interact with them

has great effect to his/her mental and emotional health.

6.3 At community

Even though there are people who accept the LGBT youth,

still there are people who do not like them. The community

is the place wherein LGBT youth feels that they are not free

and safe from judgments.

7. Effects of discrimination in health

7.1 Mental health


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Discrimination affects youth’s mental health by making

them over-think of their situations and be pessimistic.

7.2 Emotional distress

7.2.1 Self harm

Discrimination causes LGBT to physically degrade

themselves and have low self-esteem and no

confidence.Thus,perception of people around LGBT youth

can affect their emotions and outlook to themselves.

7.2.2 Suicidal ideations

LGBT youth have different perspectives in life and in

facing discrimination, some uses it as an inspiration and

some takes it negatively. But it is evident that

discrimination can lead to being down or depressed and

causes to have suicidal ideations and to do suicide.

8. Developing emotional and mental help despite sexuality

The support of family and friends to an LGBT youth can give

him/her a better perspective in life. If their parents and

friends support them then they will be uplifted and their

confidence will be boosted.

9. Effects of people’s perception on respondents


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LGBT youth have different ways on facing their situations and

the judgment they get from others.But this clearly shows that

LGBT members are strong enough to not let others’ hate and

negativity stop them from being the person they want to be.

RECOMMENDATION

Based on the conclusions, the researchers recommend the

following:

To Students

 They must become aware of what discrimination can do to the

LGBT members especially to youth.

 They should start becoming more open-minded to the fact that

the LGBT are no less than a person and should be treated equally

not in a harsh way.

 They must have a deeper understanding on topics regarding to

LGBT community and the problem of discrimination that the LGBT

is going through.

To Parents

 They must have a connection with their children not just as

a parent but also as someone that their child can feel at ease

to approach with any of their problems.


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 They must also be open-minded as parents to what their

children are going through and give their support to them.

 They must discipline and educate their children that the LGBT

Community is not a subject for discrimination.

 They must guide their children to becoming a more accepting

and understanding to the members of the LGBT Community as much

as possible.

 They must be sensitive with the feelings of their children

and ask how do they feel to avoid suicidal ideations,

over-thinking and depression.

To Teachers

 They must provide guidance and counseling to the LGBT

Community members that experience discrimination and also to

those who discriminate.

 They must promote health and safety among LGBT youth. They

can implement the policies and practices which will help

lessen the struggle of LGBT members.

 They must be role models and teach other students to respect

LGBT community members.

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