Crataegus oxyacantha (Linnaeus) Northern European Hawthorn)

Rosaceae

(MM: Rosaceae)
(53)

A very very anxious person

How delicate is my system
How poor my system is
I am poor, little, inadequate in front
of the huge things I have to do
My structure is so weak
I’d like to do MUCH more
But I don’t have the tools or capacity

Connects to YOUNGER people

Not very clearly an adult (Baryta)
(Prunus is more adult)
Childish
Regressive
A kind of very innocent way of being, like the little prince
In charge of too large of a planet

Strong Passion!
So much overwhelms my system
And it’s so hard to not do these things that are so passionate to me!
I want to do more
Control my emotions and my energy
To maintain to order, to handle my energy—in control)
More like Phos—can’t really handle my energy
When it’s there I use it completely and then I have to recharge

I am giving out as much as I can, I am killing myself

They will connect with the doctor
“When you excuse yourself and this is not requested, this is like admitting you did
something wrong” - a proverb
I did not receive the support I needed when young in order to become better and
stronger, but this is all they can do, I will not complain about it.
They focus on children—helping children
They seek to recover their own inner child

They want to help the people who really need this help– the ones that are very poor
I tend to idealize too much
I need someone who has a more adult structure
So my feet can stay on the ground

Symptoms of weakness
My heart should be like this—but they are like that
Crataegus oxyacantha (Linnaeus) Northern European Hawthorn)
Rosaceae

This poor system

My shoulders should be stronger, my head,
my genitals...

My symptoms are those of a child

It’s a child’s symptoms, repeat tonsillitis, to
pee in my bed
My body is creating symptoms of when I was
a young boy

Has psych problems

They are aware that their mind if creating
these physical symptoms
In their mind—Its a way to purify and release
my body
They know their body has a kind of wisdom,
intelligence
The diarrhea, urine and catarrh makes me feel healthier

Burning symptoms
Also nerve problems
Freq: Herpes zoster
Trigeminal programs
Common nerve problems in chest

Heart, palpitations (not described at mechanical like Prunus)

The palpitations are often painful
Often HEART symptoms