Dear Santa,

You really know how happy I am this coming Christmas. I am very truly happy to be with the people whom I love
the most, my papa, mama, kuya and ate. It is totally different when I am with them, my family and my home. I am super-
duper blessed …

June 20, 2014

I bet today marks another journey of my life… Lord, may my plans be your plans as well and may your will be done. Lord,
allow me to be inspired and happy with my job together with my family and love ones. Mama Mary please continues to
guide and protect my parents and my brother and sister in their respective plans in their life. Grant all our desires and
dreams most especially to my aunties and relatives. Mama Mary, you may use me to spread your goodness and love to
all mankind.

July 2, 2014

I really don’t know what to do to kill this boredom…

I truly want to be inspired and move forward. I just don’t know where and to with will I start. Haaay… I really hate to see
myself right now. I feel being demoted and neglected. Well, it appears to be a form of depression but I guess it is a
reality that I only stayed at home and nothing to do except daily routine with special chores. However, I am happy that I
have something to do but I don’t get any inspiration at all that would somehow kill my fats and at the same time,
BOREDOOM.
I wish that someday, I may be able to enjoy life while still young together with my family and love ones. I think
enjoyment is a matter of satisfaction and contentment. Well, let’s see what my life would be after this except of my life.
Be excited… There are a lot of memories and experiences to tell!!! See you soon!!!
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Here I am again…
I don’t know where to set myself free and comfortable. I am wondering of where I am supposed to sleep or even just to
have rest of which free my all problems and worries in life. Basta… I don’t know what I am feeling right now. I just feel
something is missing and there is something or someone messing up my day.

Hello gloomy moon

Goodbye dazzling stars
Where am I?

Missing or messing up?

To whom I cannot count
Who am I?

Couple of radars just got in

Of which diverse connections
Where am I?

What a question of uncertainties in life!

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July 15, 2014; Tuesday

Birthday of my Aunt Enric…

However, something is missing..
Someone I think …

Basta … Very difficult to explain..

Right now, I feel tired …
Grrrr. Hopeless and helpless.
Today, the Philippines has storm, named Glenda… bagyo pa jud…

However, I am happy that I heard inspiring stories from DYRMN…

It’s a miracle coming from St. Veronica..

Hayyyy , Definitely brin

I don’t think people can understand me …

December 13, 2014…

I guess I was overexcited this Christmas.. I just feel empty and lonely..
I don’t know what to do.. I don’t know where I would be happy with.. people just does not feel any resentment with
me.. I just can feel … positive energy.. I need it very badly..

Promises are hopes ..

And when promises are not happening..
Hopes are no longer effective..

Ayyy Balo.. .. SIgggggggggggghhhh