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What is Vulnerability?
According to Google, vulnerability the quality or state of
being exposed to the possibility of being attacked or harmed,
either physically or emotionally.
Since we no longer live in caves, we are interested in the
“being exposed to emotional attack” part here.
You see, questioning the safe way and deciding to create
your own way is hard. Very hard actually that you’ll suffer
a lot from criticism, rejection, judgment and even self-doubt.
Being vulnerable means that you understand this and are
willing to pay the price to get to where you want.
Let me repeat that again, vulnerability is being okay with
getting rejected, ridiculed, judged, and in some cases,
accused of madness.
Anything in life that is worth doing involves being exposed to
emotional pain.
Standing up for yourself leaves you exposed to ridicule and
judgment.
Asking your crush out leaves you exposed to rejection and
heartbreak.
Sharing your secrets and feelings with your friends leaves
you exposed to envy and disloyalty.
All those are painful emotions. But the acts are worth it.
If you don’t stand up for what you believe, you’ll be a
doormat and will never get the respect you want.
If you don’t ask your crush out, you’ll waste a lot of time
fantasizing about someone who may or may not reciprocate
your feelings.
If you don’t share yourself with your friends, they’ll never trust
you enough to become your real buddies (a secret I learned
the hard way).
All those are vulnerable acts because you are ‘exposed’ to
emotional pain whenever you do them.
The more worthwhile the act is, the more vulnerable it will
leave you, thus the greater the exposed pain and growth.
More worthwhile = more vulnerable = greater pain = greater
growth
So, how can vulnerability help you create an authentic life?
Any authentic life involves around doing activities that are
authentic to the person involved. By their nature, authentic
acts are vulnerable acts because they require that you risk
embarrassing yourself and looking stupid to others whenever
you do them.
An authentic life has 3 main areas to work on:
Authentic Lifestyle
Authentic Action
Authentic Communication
Let’s go through each one of them in more details.
Authentic Lifestyle
It’s literally anything that can make you unique and stand
out from the masses.
Your hobbies, the clothes you wear, the food you eat, your
music taste, whether you watch Game of Thrones or
Chernobyl, your favorite sport, your job/study field, your
ambitions and dreams, your opinions about the world, your
philosophy, the friends you hang out with, the books you
read, your volunteering experience, ...etc.
If you have little to no care for the above things (apart from
the GOT or Chernobyl thing which you don’t need to care
about – I don’t), then you really got some work to do.
What are your hobbies? Photography? Guitar? Maybe rock
climbing? How about camping? Take your time to explore
various activities. The possibilities are endless.
If you think there is some area that needs improvement, start
searching for ways to improve them. Use the internet to your
advantage (Quick fact: do you know that you can use the
internet to browse websites other than
FB/Instagram/Youtube? A lot of people don’t know that).
Remember that those things are vulnerable because you’re
challenging yourself to grow and learn more about the
world around you. You’re challenging your limiting beliefs
and replacing them with new healthy ones.
Authentic Action
This is where you’ll actually build your vulnerability muscle
(aka courage).
This area includes activities that get you out of your comfort
zone and expose you to great emotional pain.
It may include:
Asking your crush out (and accepting her/his response
graciously and moving on rather than wasting time in
fantasy).
Cutting off bad relationships and toxic people
Forcing yourself to socialize more and meet new people
Joining a gym and embarrassing your way out of the
badly-designed machines (currently happening to me)
Taking leadership roles within your
club/organization/job...etc
Exploring a new career/study field
Starting a business (if that’s what you’re into)
Talking in front of a group of people
Basically, it’s about going boldly after what you want.
Remember that your vulnerability/courage muscle is just like
a real muscle. The more you use it, the stronger it becomes.
So start small and keep gradually challenging yourself and
exploring your limits.
Authentic Communication
Here comes the hardest part of all the three.
What do I mean by Authentic Communication?
Have you ever felt so self-conscious when talking to
someone that you start to stutter or in an attempt to not
embarrass yourself by saying something stupid, you don’t say
anything? We all have experienced that. Especially when
talking to the girl/guy you like, it can intensify and become
real torture! You start to question where has your personality
been when you needed it the most or why are you such a
failure you can’t talk properly to the person in front of you?
On the other hand, have you ever experienced having a
spontaneous conversation with someone that words just flew
out naturally without you caring about a thing? You know,
when you felt completely present and your head was
minding its own business and not nagging at you in the
background? You joked, teased, played, and expressed
yourself authentically when you were in this state.
What is the difference between the two scenarios? It’s the
way you think about the situation.
In the first scenario, you were putting the other person on a
pedestal and you worried if you can’t impress him/her. You
started to see the conversation in a logical way using your
brain to tell you what’s the next best thing to say/do in
order to come closer to your goal of making a good
impression and avoid getting rejected.
In the second scenario, you let your creative side take care
of everything. You didn’t worry about “conquering the
conversation” or “scoring points” because you didn’t see it in
a logical way. You didn’t worry about getting rejected or
saying something weird. You were just being yourself, saying
what’s on your mind even if it may expose you to getting
rejected (again, being vulnerable), Ironically, this would
actually make you leave a far better impression than you
would if you take it logically.
Human relationships are based on emotions. How you make
people feel is far more important than ‘what you bring to the
table’. There is a reason why a comedian has more followers
and fans than, say, a scientist.
Emotions aren’t logical. They are to be felt and not to be
processed. Thus it doesn’t make any sense to try to build real
life-long relationships if you brain your way to people’s
hearts.
The only way to attract new relationships and nurture
existing ones is through emotions.
You elicit emotions in other people by truly expressing
yourself, openly, unashamedly.
By becoming spontaneous and uninhibited, you open doors
to amazing conversations that would never occur if you tried
to plan your words.
Showing who you are, exposed, uninhibited, is the only way
to truly change your relationships and life in general.
By becoming good at expressing your emotions, you learn
how to elicit emotions in the people of your life and
strengthen your relationships as a result.
Now, how do you express yourself openly?
Again, by accepting that rejection, ridicule, and judgment
are inevitable.
You know the classic truth “Not everyone will like you”. I’d
like to take it further and add “And that’s okay!” to it.
Transitioning from a people pleaser who is always agreeable
to someone who is unpretentious and says what’s on his mind
is hard at first. Because you got to give up on the need to be
liked by everyone. No one, apart from little babies, is adored
by everyone. You got to shove this fact into your skull and
live with it.
But it’s not bad, really. When you express yourself fully and
without inhibitions, you say to the world “I’m an amazing
person, as unique as a unicorn. Take me or leave me, I’m fine
anyways.” This will result in one of these two scenarios:
Some people will dislike you (inevitable)
A lot of people will love you so damn much
Instead of being a people pleaser and end up on a third
scenario where “no one loves you nor dislikes you”, you’re
setting yourself to meet your own people, those who are
proud to be with you and enjoy your company to the fullest.
I am glad I made the effort to find my people. I made some
enemies along the way but again, the result is worth the
price.
So be that unique guy/girl, say weird things, ask stupid
questions, ask deep questions, tease and be playful with
others. You’ll filter those who are so boring to appreciate
your uniqueness and keep those who will love you until the
end.
Final thoughts
If you’re reading this, that means that you sticked through this
long text, Thank you very much!!
As we’ve seen now, the true path to an authentic life is
through vulnerability.
Though not everyone is courageous enough to get to that
path, you are free to take a deep look at your life and
decide if you really want to go against the current and start
designing new rules for your game.