Manequin

This is what I usually do in my spare time: sitting in front of the window, saw mannequins on
display in the boutique, right across my boarding. Of course, while imagining if my body like
a mannequin itu.Langsing, tall, with long legs, perfect hips. When compared with the shape
of my body, it feels much sekali.Bayangkan, weight 98 kg, while high Just 158 cam. Really
like the sky and the earth in comparison with the mannequin in the shop.
This afternoon I had an appointment the same god, my boyfriend. Spend a weekend in Ancol!
Really fun, because I had long wanted to enjoy the rides there.
"Glad Wa deh, get in here, I've really wanted to come here a long time" I said excitedly when
we arrived at Ancol.
"Yes," replied Lord brief. For a moment my eyes off of any kind of existing rides.
"Ra, you are hungry or not? Eat first yes, "Ask God.
"Loh, why start eating? Main first yuk," I argued.
"Yes Ra, later finished eating, we are there. Now eat first wrote it? "Follow god I finally find
a place to eat.
"Let Wa, already finished eating right? We try games that are here, "take me to the Lord.
"I want to play over there," I said, pointing to one of the rides. Shaped like a wheel, as the
wheel rotates rapidly. The more I hear the sound of hysteria from those who subordinate it up,
I'm getting impatient to ride.
"Yes Ra, our roving. See-saw first, and also eating, baseball great if you straight up that game.
Later all the food you can eat out again.
"Fine, jwabku with little annoyed.
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Wa, we where else ya? We try to play over there yuk "take me.
"Ouch ... Ra moment, my stomach mules are suddenly really yes? What if we go home
instead?
"Well, how the hell you Wa! The game was here that we are not trying to, uh you even ask to
go home! "I'm upset to hear Gods demand for home.
"Sorry deh Ra, baseball nih-resistant."
"Here kana da public restroom, you wrote there."
"Ra Well you do know that baseball convenient public restroom. Home aja ya? Please, mules
already nih, "said God with a pleading face.
"Fine, we wrote home. Glad you? 'I said with a high tone.
"Later we sometime Ra here we go again."
"I do not need to Wa, I'm already lazy. I want kesiani, but you took me home instead. You're
selfish! I say, go left god.
"You say I'm selfish? Vira all the games here have load limits, so you're not going to be
ngikutinnya. Due to the size of the body is too heavy! "Replied Lord quietly.
"Let Wa, home first wrote you, I again want to own. I also ran from the Gods.
Already there are 38 missed calls and sms on my phone 6. Everything is from God. Fill sms
it's all about demand maaf.Sebenarnya I do not feel bad about, because God absolutely not
guilty. I decided not to leave ko for a few days. Pokonya I do not want to meet anyone. My
self-esteem plummeted.
I also began to reduce the portion of my eating, I eat foods that have been spewing, taking all
weight loss drugs, laxatives to starve to not eat anything for three days.I want like
mannequins! Could have physically perfect! Unhealthy diet that had I lived for a week. It all
makes my weight decreased drastic.Aku not only lose weight, but also lose my health account,
until finally I was lying in the hospital.
 "Ra ... Vira ..." I heard a faint voice calling my name. Gods voice.
"God, I replied weakly. How can you get here?
I heard you were sick because diet huh?
I'm embarrassed Wa ... "
"Why Ra? Since the incident in Ancol, "I nodded.
"Oh my god Ra, I'm sorry, yes, I mean baseball anything. I Just want you baseball shame and
pain hati.Maaf yes, what I said in there makes you be like this. "I do not want you to diet for
me." Because I accept what you are. That means I'm ready to accept your strengths and
weaknesses. I love Ra, and love is not torture, "said Dewa length.
"Thanks Wa, I promise baseball would do this stupid again."
At that moment I realized how much God loves me even though I do not have a body like a
mannequin. Yes, I do not need to be like a mannequin to get the attention of the people that I
love.