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ISSN #1932-2372
issue two
4/15/2009
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NEVER ENOUGH
BY DAVE MORRISON
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issue three
5/1/2009
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elizabethellen.net
A needless exclamation mark is like
laughing at your own joke.
F. Scott Fitzgerald
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“No.”
“We’re busy.”
“Sure.”
“Again?”
“How’s that?”
“Okay.”
“How is he?”
“So big.”
“Shut up.”
“A little.”
“Hey Alvin.”
“Come back.”
Alvin and posse around the fire pit. He found a seat in the
circle. There were sirens. A police cruiser crept down the
alley, stopping at his back door. The officer got out and
knocked.
“Dunno.”
“Nah. Beer?”
Ernest Hemingway
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"I told her maybe she should keep it. We could get
married for real and take care of it and be a family and
stuff." He's propped up on the ball of sheets and
drumming his smooth fingertips on his pink chest. "She
didn't think I was funny," he says, grinning.
"You have more," he says, "I know you do. Come on,
just give me a little more."
"That's all I have for you." It's not a lie. I left the rest
of my cash at home just so it wouldn't be.
The music's off, the windows are down. I've got the
bayside, Jack the ocean. The sea is purring. I take the road
slowly so I can hear the water lash the shore. A couple
times I stop the car on the double yellow lines and pull
the key out of the ignition.
I got my head dead quiet and the world was the low
tide gurgling against the breeze. Always the tide. Before
the Lenape, the tide. Before the Dutch, the tide. Before
the gunnery was built, before the Bennies clogged the
beach in summer. And after. After all the clamdiggers and
rich river rats tear off each others' faces. After we're all
burned and buried. After one fortunate apocalypse or
another, the tide.
Jack takes his hand back and turns on the stereo for
the CD player.
He nods.
"Not so much."
I run.
The Suburban Swindle
Word Riot
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This scene is dead but I'm still
restless.
-We Are Scientists
Beth says, “Not yet, but he rolled the can all along
his face at a red light.” Beth wants to know if they should
tell somebody.
“You know it,” he says, wiping froth off his lips with
the back of his hand. He looks in the rearview. The one
little girl with the attached lip is looking out the window.
Is what she sees much different than what he sees? The
scenery passes out his window, colors and shapes warped
from the movement. She is looking without really looking,
Mr. Edmonds thinks, and this is a shame how the young
do, unaware that they are passing time even by being
young. Somewhere, someone is counting.
Mr. Edmond’s zig and zag settles into the bus seat
directly in front of Beth. He would have his legs stretch
out straight in front of him but their curved nature says
no to this basic straight line geometry.
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Working is a way of
connecting and staving off
the inevitable.
-T. C. Boyle
The doctor knocked. Jean let him in. The doctor sat
Aubrey down in a chair and looked at the wound and
made several sounds with his nose. “This wound was
received by a wooden stick, was it not?”
"That's so gross."
"We didn't start the fire," the man said. The women
turned to him.
"Neat," Betsy said. She let her long tongue dip into
the longneck, lapping the surface of her High Life. "What
was that like?"
"Oh."
"The odds caught up," said the tortoise. With his big
eyes, he did seem a little doleful. Then again, he always
did. He clearly hadn't cleaned his shell before the visit and
smelled vaguely of a scummy pond. Talk about a sanitary
environment, the hare thought.
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I have proved by actual trial
that a letter, that takes an
hour to write, takes only
about three minutes to read!
-Lewis Carroll
"When did you get here? I didn't see you come in," I
said. “And how do you know my name?”
"You're insane."
"I get that a lot," she said. "But see, this painting, it's
a gift. It only reveals itself to people who are in mourning
and don't know why."
“Mon père.”
“Your father!”
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The proper function of man is
to live, not to exist. I shall not
waste my days in trying to
prolong them. I shall use my
time.
-Jack London
"Mule Factory"
©2009 Steve Goerger
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MULE FACTORY
BY STEVE GOERGER
Don smokes.
“Que?”
“Papa?”
“Don?”
“Shaito?”
Florian sees his point and rises. They walk back into
town together. Florian begins to cry, tells Don about the
fate of Shaito.
Inez cries day and night for her latest loss. She
brushes her tears into the coats of the mules. Dan is
revitalized by her sadness. At one point he gathers
enough courage to wrap a tender arm around her. He
works hard and puts on a happy face, sweating into the
grain he feeds the animals. Tears and sweat; and spit,
which everyone has always shot into their water. Years
later Dan will marry a pretty little blonde from South
Dakota. She will give him three children, the youngest of
whom they'll name Inez. When she is twelve Inez will take
fifteenth place in a local bowling tournament. She'll be
her father’s favorite by far.
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“You don’t need any,” Lamb says. “My dad will pay
for both of us.”
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I am not a Marxist.
—Karl Marx
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“Tea.”
“Tea?”
“No way.”
“Alright.”
“I’m sorry.”
“I didn’t know—”
“Yes.”
“Alright.”
He nodded.
She nodded.
“Do you have a photograph?”
“I’ll try.”
“Anything.”
“Yes.”
“Alright.”
“What?”
“The color?”
“Yes.”
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“Two weeks.”
“Yes.”
“Well,” I say.
“Well,” she says, “Henri did not get along very well
with his father. The old king was embarrassed and… angry
that his son was fonder of art than hunting and fighting.
He told Henri that he would not give up the throne unless
he could act like a king.” Gulls cry overhead as a
sightseeing cruise boat drifts lazily downstream.
“No,” I say.
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Tommy?
I didn't reply.
Which, I asked.
All right.
Bye.
I said bye.
Bye, Tommy.
Sunday morning around nine, I left for Bridgman. I set the
odometer to zero, planning to drive the highway until I
saw Lake Michigan's reflection on the pavement, then
switch to the shore road. I put on some music, a faint
dwindling guitar and voice.
No.
It’s to-go. I'll just be right here, she said as she sat
down at the counter and began to read a book the size of
a pulp novel. After a little while she spoke, You sure you
don't want some eggs or something?
She winced and let herself off the stool, Well you're
doing a good thing for your family by coming down here.
I stood again and asked for the check. This time, the
waitress stepped through the door while the cook
watched from behind the counter. She strode up and, as I
was sitting back down, let the check fall like a leaf onto
the table.
One night you locked yourself out on the porch, on the cold
wooden two-by-fours. You almost froze that night.
When I entered Bridgman after driving all day, my throat
had started to close. The coroner's office was the only
bright building on the street. I squealed into an empty
spot and shut the car off. I rotated my shoulders while
exhaling to crack my spine. I looked for another person
attending to a dead relative. You were always alone. I
stepped out and climbed the many stairs to enter the
warm building, my legs jumping after such a long drive.
Thanks.
I want a cremation.
I nodded.
Hello?
It's me.
You do it?
He said nothing.
Dad?
I sighed.
It's over, she said. They told you that one night Uncle
Demetrius left a bar and was crossing the street when a car hit
him and knocked his head against the asphalt. Slushy snow must
have dampened his clothes by the time he arrived at the hospital.
He was in a three-week coma. When he came to, he believed he
was on what he called a caravel. As soon as they released him, he
set off in his car and disappeared. When you sail, you sail. His
delusions will pass. But this might just keep happening, one doctor
droned in a low voice. But your grandpa signed the bill. He
breathed in, nodded his head, and signed his name again and
again.
—Christopher Woods
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“As the monstrous steel and glass edifices
of commerce cast their ever-darkening
shadows over whole communities, the
crude lottery of day-to-day existence
becomes an ever more complex battle.”
—Penny Rimbaud
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“I didn’t do it!”
“I know.”
“What about?”
“How many?”
“Nineteen.”
“Why?”
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So here’s this kid, who will open car doors and slide
in chairs for his first date, staring at some chica’s teat
with whom he has never even been formally introduced.
And not only is this kid staring at a chick’s teat; but he’s
staring at a distended, veiny, milk-filled tit with a baby
sucking at the nip. Talk about a great first impression for
the kinda kid who already thinks sex is a dirty word. And
the humble woman doesn’t even know some peeper is
getting the full view.
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“We're in a place we haven't been since the
Depression: Our economy is so completely fucked,
the rich are running out of things to steal.”
—Matt Taibbi
"Wall Street's Naked Swindle"
Rolling Stone #1089
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Out and away then down the stairs and onto the street.
Shaky, heart flutters. Too much smoking. Looking for
Charlie’s, someone told me about it, up the street. And
thinking about her. And thinking about her. But gone.
“Nebraska.”
Huh-unh.
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“The decades of the last
century each had such
significant cultural
developments, I feel like
there's some kind of
worldwide exhaustion to
event-charged identity.”
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The boy’s little bump under the jeans is distracting and
disgusting, a forbidden adventure, a gummy danger.
Her love puts the bottle to his lips and plays it until
it chimes like an old train. She doesn’t know if it means he
loves her too. He probably doesn’t, because she has a flat
chest.
They tell the other girl that she needs a boy friend,
and they ask who has eyes for her. Her solitude sticks out
like a hump.
The girl only returns to see the cat giving birth, and
also, if she dares, talk to the boy. But he isn’t at home. His
mother tells her that he’s out with the older, pregnant
nurse he will marry. He always does the right thing.
The boy who loves her will come to rescue her too
late.
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The girl believes that the curly-haired guitar boy will love
her if only the other girls, her best friend included, would
stop flirting with him, if only he stayed up with her for the
fourth night, if only she deepened the conversation until
their minds mixed like grains of sand.
She shoos away the other girls, fights with her best
friend, crosses out of the conversation any gossip, and
plans to discuss the cosmos.
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“There were people who knew, and who were
willing to say, but nobody listened to them, not
because we are willfully ignorant but because we
live now within realities in which there isn’t enough
time to make the connections between what we
can know and what happens.”
—Charles P. Pierce, “3,650 Days,” Esquire February 2010
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“Okay, I swear.”
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But Jasmine told him this was wrong. “Ira, you have
a vortex inside your head. We know there is infinity of
universes, but you so far are the only one I have known
who can travel between worlds.” She smiled, and said,
“There are many more adventures ahead of us.”
The fog had gone, but they were now making their
way towards a sandstone wall that almost touched the
horizon. Some kind of robotic critter with flashing red
eyes bounced around their ankles.
They could see the city and the temple again. Ira
felt trepidation, and it was more about what was behind
them than what came ahead. Just before Jasmine had
shattered the wordsearch, its letters had changed. For a
split second, like a subliminal message encoded in a TV
advertisement, they read another small box, this one with
the word “virgin” written repeatedly.
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Cecilia’s face was red, and she shook her head, but
she reached into her own pocket to count out the fifty
cents Karina owed the store. When we got outside Cecilia
yelled at Karina.
“Stay in school.”
“I’ll ride the bike and you run behind me. Running
burns more calories because you’re not sitting on your
ass.” She didn’t have her own bike so she rode mine even
though she thought my banana seat was “faggy”.
Karina chewed her lip. I could see the girl from the
picture on her bedside table- a rosary entwined in her
fingers- warring with the girl that wore loud makeup and
snapped her gum to show how bored she was with
everything. The gum snapper won. She tugged me along
and we walked back to 181st street where the movie
theater was.
I told him that Manny paid for us. Daddy put his
fork down then. He looked at me and spoke in a calm
voice. “Oh yeah, who’s this Manny? What movie did you
see?”
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“Hamburger.”
ISSUE TWENTY-FOUR
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15 AUGUST 2010
Two albums were released since our last issue. While
the staff does not make its business in writing favorable
reviews of any sort, it does highly recommend both High
Violet by The National (specifically, Lemonworld) and
American Slang by The Gaslight Anthem.
DISCONTENTS:
- Lovelace (5)
- Wood (25)
PEGGY GUGENHEIM
VISITS THE TIMES
I sit outside the door and wait for John but I’m not stupid.
I know all about operations, the steps. I know all about
the doctors—generalist, anesthetist, surgeon—I’ve seen
their type before: scientists. I know all about progress, its
absurdity. John instructs me, says to me, “Look at our
century. What we’ve done with our thinking. It was
impossible to kill like this, on this scale—think of it! Men
went to war on horseback, swords, rifles, but now, now
we kill millions, millions! With artillery, tanks, machine
guns, gas in the trenches.”
5
All that flat beeping. It sounded red. She was
horizontal, legs in stirrups. She was asleep but her ears
became organs of swallow. Ingestion. She could hear the
widening. The suction. In the empty minutes she saw
herself walking cobblestone alleys, searching an address.
The curette made a scraping sound. Clack of smallness, no
solid place, chair-propped door, flue leaking steam.
Still I listen.
Stomach in my throat.
8
He reenters the room and they exit, together, three
of them, standing, a semicircle of starched white coats.
Their black shoes cover the tiles, the grouting in-between,
so I lift my head to their stethoscope nooses with phrases
falling from their lips.
The anesthesia.
“I have an inheritance.”
She opened her eyes but didn’t look away from the
mirror. Her head swam and she tilted against the sink and
rummaged a pint of scotch from her purse and took three
long draws and squinted into her face and thought about
throwing the bottle into her face. Instead she slumped to
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the floor, the tiles comforting against the leg’s pale skin,
the wall solid against her head. She listened to her hair
crackle as she leaned back, so alone, within herself. She
thought of childhood and necessary hidings and knees
pulled up to chin. The dregs of the scotch she swallowed;
then knelt forward on the broken tiles and wedged the
bottle beneath the bidet, into the shadows.
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Le Parisien, Classifieds, July 7, 1940.
They would talk this way and the theater was dark
and low and maybe not wet but it felt wet and they
would sink into the swallowing seats and watch the
bodies flicker on the faint blue screen and she would
open her jelly drops, little pebbled strawberries, and let
them roll about her palms, squeeze them flat with her
fingers, pop them into her mouth. It felt good to sense her
fingers. To feel the candy’s weight against her tongue. The
sweetness of the jelly drops cut the harsh pine of the gin,
she told herself.
Why are they called blue movies? What? Why blue? What the
hell, Peg? I just wondered. I just wondered why they were blue.
20
Then she asks about sex:
Or drunk.
You’ve done your reading and you think here she is,
drunk. Talking rot. But I’m not drunk, and I don’t think
you know anxiety. I’m not talking late nights studying for
some little exam. No. I’m talking about marriage as
a tedious, suffocating cage; about outliving your
daughters; about every artist that takes your money, all of
them waiting to get a name so they can never mention
yours again.
But, no, I’m not drunk. And I’m not feeling sexy
anymore. I suppose similarities exist: you do it for years,
decades swim by, and you glance back, look for some
pattern, some daily motivation for pouring a drink, for
finding someone, someone to fuck, someone other than
who you are fucking.
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the quiet side of the club. He arrived at Shelley’s booth
and paused for a moment, then took an audible breath.
“I’m Matt,” he said. His cobalt shirt of sweat-wicking
fabric could have been his own skin. Droplets of moisture
gleamed on his temples, and Shelley smiled.
“Shelley,” he said.
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company. I rent the rehearsal space so I get to sing the
title roles. I'm singing Rigoletto next month.” Shelley
cocked his head and peered across the table at him.
“No what?”
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and down along the smooth curve of his spine, slipping all
of his fingers below the thick leather belt and the
waistband of his jeans.
“What?”
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Shelley didn't turn around. He peered into the
photograph, trying to put himself into the crowd,
somewhere in the distance on the Mall. “He was odd-
looking. Skinny. Bit of a hawk nose, pocked skin. Black
hair that he slicked back. But he had these eyes.” He
heard Matt shift on the couch behind him, but he
remained focused on the image in the poster. It had been
just four years ago when all those people had marched
and danced on a sunny, hot and humid day in the former
swamp. Shelley had been in France then, ensconced in a
ratty hotel off of Rue La Fayette, taking refuge from his
arsonist-critics. From crystalline memories of the still-
smoldering wreckage of New York. “From somewhere in
the Middle East, I think. Those dark Levantine eyes.”
Shelley turned around, and saw what he expected to see
in Matt's face: incomprehension. Lingering
disappointment. He returned to the couch and sat back
down, resuming his place on the voluminous crimson
cushions at the far end, away from Matt. “I ordered pizza
just so I could see him at the doorway for a few
moments.” Shelley smiled, a private smile for himself, and
glanced sidelong at Matt. “I gained fifteen pounds that
summer. My face looked like the god damn moon.” The
corners of Matt's mouth twitched, a natural smile fighting
against his deliberate mood. “September rolled around,
and someone else started showing up at the doorway. I
actually went to the pizza shop, trying to find him, but he
didn’t work there anymore. Never even knew his name.”
“Tragic.”
Shelley chuckled. “Oh, yeah.” His smile faded and
he looked at Matt, meeting his gaze and holding it. “I
thought, who would choose this? Bush Three was running,
and all the fundies were out and screaming bloody baby
Jesus murder because of the marriage amendment, but it
wasn't about any of that. It was about lying on my bed,
night after night—ever had that? Ball of lead in the chest,
can't sleep, all that?”