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List of articles:

The Cure for Madness
 Mental Restlessness
 The Success of Faith
 Faith is the only capital
 Try to avoid the land of death
 The Death Blow to Imitators
 Necessity of Vaidhi-bhakti
 Science of Devotion Proper
 How to persevere on this journey? (1st part)
 How to persevere on this journey? (2nd part)
 Gaudiya Matha stands for the dignity of the human race!
 Beyond the Yogi
 His Divine Grace Om Visnupada Paramahamsa 108 Sri Srimad Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Gosvami Thakura Prabhupada
 Truth by Installments
 Gradations of the Holy Name
 Try to keep company with the successful candidates
 The Honest Inquirer
 Lord of the Cows
 Homeward Journey
 We Must Disbelieve That We Are Devotees
 With Sincerity to Safety
With Sincerity to Safety
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
adhisthanam tatha karta

karanam ca prthah-vidham
vividhas ca prthak cesta
daivam caivatra pancamam
(Bhagavad-gita 18.14)
Any event is a combination of many things. But those that are sincere, that are eager to help their
own self really, they cannot be misguided for long. That should be our solace, our consolation.
“If I do not like to be a party to deceive myself, then none can deceive me in this world.” That
fairness of mind one should have, because the vigilant eye of the Absolute is always there. We
must have such confidence and such faith that the vigilant eye of the Supreme is everywhere. I
may not see that, but He is my best friend and only I want to come to Him and He knows it. So,
to Whom I am going, He is looking at everything although I may not. The Absolute is the
absolute possibility. The finite is to go to meet the Infinite! It is the most audacious, the most
impossible thing, and we are going to make it possible by our inner urge. Our inner urge, that is
everything.
Question: So the calculating mentality may not be our best friend?
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: It may not be of great help. Of course we cannot avoid calculation
when we are in a certain stage. But still we should know that the calculative mentality may not
be of much help ultimately. Prayer is more powerful to seek the help of the highest to whom I am
trying to go. If I seek His help, then He will send some agent to me. If I should get such an agent
on my side along the way, then I will be more secure in my progress. Prayer, prayer and
Saraņagati. Prayer reaches to Him only when we surrender.
But calculation may be of the nature of self-analysis: “Here I have nothing, I have no power, so
how can I be lifted? My knowledge and my judgment are futile and have got no power. My free
will, my judgment, my everything is so meager. So how can it come in contact and make some
progress regarding the infinite? This is impossible!” In this way self-analysis will take us to
surrender.
“Prayer reaches to Him only when we surrender.”
Surrender and prayer will be of primary importance to any spiritual student. Saraņagati means
surrender. As much as we make surrender towards Him our prayer will be genuine. When I shall
see myself as clearly helpless then only will my prayer be substantial and then the help will come
accordingly.
On the whole there is only one most important factor - sadhu-sanga. So many things are all
interdependent but first importance is to be given to sadhu-sanga. But sadhu-sanga is also
affected by the results of so many previous events. So many things are all interdependent but still
some points have been given more stress. More importance has been given to firstly sadhu-
sanga, then Sastra, then Saraņagati, then prayer. Though many things are there, a complex and
interdependent interhelp, but still if we are to select some principle thing for our help the first
thing will be sadhu-sanga, association with those more advanced than myself, and next
importance will be given to the Sastra, the advices of the great sadhus. With these two we shall
take practical steps in Saraņagati. Saraņagati is real when it is sincere. And sincerity means, “I
am helpless. By self-analysis I am helpless.” As much as I consider myself to be helpless my
prayer to the Lord will be accordingly intense, and the help from that side will come to that
degree. Sanga means serving attitude, not physical contact but serving. Higher things can be
contacted only through the relationship of serving tendency, not otherwise.
Question: Therefore is prayer a more benedicting activity?
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: Prayer also should be pure. “O Lord give me my bread,” is also a
prayer. And another type of prayer is: “Please save me, I do not know what is my real interest.
Please enlighten me.” There are so many different types of prayer and how we pray is
determined by our association and our spiritual advice.
Question: Is praying for the revelation of the Absolute more important than glorification of the
Absolute?
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: Yes. “Please You reveal within me what truth is, who am I, where am
I, what is my goal of life and how to reach there. Why am I suffering? I do not know how to get
out of this miserable life, so please help me. I do not know, but only I can guess that You are
goodness, ecstasy and happiness. I want You. I am very tired of my present situation, I cannot
tolerate it any longer. Please take me up.”
Question: Should that type of prayer be given more importance and stressed more than the
glorification of the Absolute?
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: The prayer to the highest degree that we find is: “I want Your
connection. You may utilize me. You may think me to be Yours and keeping me in Your
connection utilize me according to Your sweet will. I have no particular claim nor aspiration that
I must attain this or that, but only I want to be Your faithful servant and so You please utilize me
in any way You like. Only that inseparable connection with You I want. I am Your slave: I want
to be Your slave. Your connection I want: Your sincere connection, and You know best what
connection that is. I do not know what is what, but You know what is best. Only consider me as
Your own and utilize me.” That should be the nature of our prayer.
We Must Disbelieve That We Are Devotees

If we want a guarantee that Krsna will be satisfied with whatever process we undertake, the most
important tenet of our movement is that we must act under His agent. His satisfaction depends on
that. If the agent is a false man, then our whole effort is wasted. But if he is a real agent, then we
must gain through him. If through our connection with him we are connected to Vaikuntha, then
our actions will be valued. Otherwise we may lose, and commit offenses: nama-aparadha, seva-
aparadha, arcana-aparadha, offenses against the Holy Name, against devotional service, and
against the proper worship of the Lord.
“We must not be over-confident of our previous
acquisition. We may have acquired so much, our
progress may be such, but we must not be proud.
We should not be satisfied with ourselves.”
It is written in the scriptures. If service is not properly done, then we are sure to commit some
offenses against the Deity. Either we give satisfaction to Him, or we give some trouble. That is
an intolerable way of conducting that holy process. We must guard against nama-aparadha and
seva-aparadha. We must not be over-confident of our previous acquisition. We may have
acquired so much, our progress may be such, but we must not be proud. We should not be
satisfied with ourselves.
Mahaprabhu Himself said, “I am taking the Name, I am showing so much peace, shedding so
many tears, in the Name of Krsna. But why? It is all false. My tears are only for show, to
convince others that I am such a great devotee.” In such a way we must disbelieve that we are
devotees. We must be very careful - very, very careful. Kaviraja Gosvami and Narottama
Thakura have written thus.
“I am neglected, I am left behind, I am excluded. I am so low; I am so contaminated. I am

rejected from the Infinite lila. I could not utilize this great fortunate wave.” This should be the
feeling of a real Vaisnava who has an actual relationship with the Infinite. As much as the finite
comes in contact with the Infinite, the disposition cannot but be affected. It is not imitation; it
cannot but be the real thing.
“I am empty, I don’t get anything,” that should be our mood. “I feel emptiness within me. I can’t
get it, my life is frustrated. My life is going to be frustrated. I don’t get a drop of the grace of the
Lord, and I have left the world; everything is gone. If you don’t accept me, I am undone. Please
make me a servant of the servant of the servant of the servant. Give me the remotest connection.
Graciously give me some remotest connection to Yourself. I can’t tolerate it otherwise.” This
heartfelt, heart-rending prayer must come from the devotees of the Lord, then we will find our
fortune. The charm for the world outside must be fully eliminated from the heart, fully emptied.
And the near future will be filled with the nectar of the grace of Krsna.
Bhukti and mukti, the desires for enjoyment and renunciation are compared with ghosts. These
two types of ghosts reside in the heart. So how do we dare to express that bhakti lives in our
heart? The noble lady of devotion, will she come there, lying on the same bench with these
ghosts? How can we expect that? Have we freed ourselves from all these nasty things that we
dare to invite the lady of Krsna-bhakti to come here?
Homeward Journey
Sri Srimad Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaj
Any experience about the Lord must come from upper to lower. It does not depend on us. We
can only increase the intensity of our hankering, of our serving attitude (sevonmukhata), and
whether He will descend to this plane or not depends on His whim. There is transcendental
substance He moves according to His sweet will. He may come down or He may not, at His
whim. He is free. We can only increase our earnestness for His presence. Although the potency
and the potent are inseparably connected, we must generally know our-selves to be of the
marginal potency.
He is everywhere - He is nowhere; everything is within Him - nothing is in Him. Such is His

peculiar and mystic position (Bhagavad-gita 9.4-6). Thus, our duty is to try to serve Him. We
should not put much emphasis on 'feeling' Him either by mind, by body, or even by intelligence.
He is everywhere, and He is nowhere: in a flash He may show, “Yes, I am here”; yet, when we
are earnestly searching for Him, He may be nowhere to be found. His nature is independent. We
can search, but we cannot say that we shall find Him.
Aslisya va pada-ratam pinastu mam, adarsanan marma-hatam karotu va: our duty is to devote
ourselves cent-per-cent and most intensely for Him. We are only to serve Him. And service does
not mean that we must necessarily come into direct contact with Him. Remote service is also
service; through His devotee it becomes tangible. We should try to serve Him through His
devotees, without expectation of any reward. We should have no desire except to serve, even
without expecting to see Him once, to have His darsana. We shall only want to be utilized by
Him. The little energy we have must be utilized for His cause. We are His potency, and we
should prove that we belong to Him. Mahaprabhu says, “He may embrace me or reject me, or He
may even be indifferent towards me. Whatever He likes, He may do, but I have no alternative but
to serve Him.” We must adopt such an exclusive and unconditional attitude. Not that, “If He
doesn't want to reciprocate according to my will, I won't like to approach Him; so I shall join the
atheists or the mayavadis. If You don't come forward to satisfy me, then I shall seek my own
way - I don't want You!” If there is any tinge of such an attitude, we are far, far away.
Not His direct contact, but contact with the

greatest agent of His service will constitute
the safer and higher relationship of ananya-
-bhajana, exclusive service eliminating all else.

Yatha tatha va vidadhatu lampato, mat-prana-nathas tu sa eva naparah. “We have no alternative
but to serve You.” To search means to serve: “I want to be utilized for His cause. However petty
the service may be, nothing is petty when in His connection, the least connection, even from far
away. He need not please me, even by giving His darsana in a lightning way. Everything
depends on His will.”
Unconditional offering unto Him shows faith of the highest type. If our offering is conditional,
we shall have to remain far from Him. The characteristic of the highest faith is absolutely
unconditional: “I am only to be satisfied with just the chance to serve Him from afar, through
some medium; or many mediums, not only one. Dasa-dasa-dasanudasatvam - servant of the
servant of the servant of the servant . . . I have His connection from afar, and my energy passes
through the devotees, towards Him, towards the center of fulfillment. Whatever my position may
be, I want my connection with the greatest fulfillment of the whole world!” Everyone is
searching for such fulfillment of all their innermost necessities.
Sarva-dharman parityajya, mam ekam saranam vraja (Bhagavad-gita 18.66): the search for Him
eliminates all other duties. A true devotee thinks, “There is no obligation to anyone except one,
and He is my Lord, Krsna.” And His most laudable and greatest servitors are those who are in
contact with His greatest agent. Not His direct contact, but contact with the greatest agent of His
service will constitute the safer and higher relationship of ananya-bhajana, exclusive service
eliminating all else.
Lord of the Cows

At that time, Krsna pointed out, "You see! You thought that Govardhana Hill was only a heap of
stone. No - it is living, it is the Supreme Personality of Godhead." At that time, Krsna revealed
Himself as Govardhana Hill and showed how it is also His extended self. According to
authorities in our line, Radha-kunda is the extended self of Srimati Radharani and Govardhana is
the extended self of Krsna. And so we worship a stone from Govardhana Hill, a part of Giridhari,
as Krsna Himself. We may understand from this that a part of the infinite is infinite. And yet so
feeble is our ordinary vision that although Govardhana-sila is a part of the infinite, and therefore
also infinite, to our material vision it is only a piece of stone.
This pastime shows that a thing may appear to be ordinary stone, but its possibility is infinite. In
the general sense, Einstein's theory of relativity has announced that anything we see is that thing
plus something more. In his own scientific way he explains that the reality of a thing includes its
possibilities, its prospect - reality is not at a standstill.
Reality is not limited to what is seen or conceived by our senses. Our vision or estimation of
anything may be limited, but unknown to us, its prospect may be unlimited. Everything has
infinite possibility. We do not even know what infinite possibility a particle of sand may have.
We do not know what sort of possibility may exist within a leaf of a plant. It may appear
ordinary, but it may contain invaluable medicinal properties.
A part of the infinite is also infinite. The Govardhana-sila represents Krsna as the master and
keeper of cows. Within Govardhana is that mild and soft conception of God the Beautiful. We
beg for His mercy, His affection, and His gracious glance upon us.
That may save us from the negative influence of this material environment. When we try to put a
stop to our material form of life and take our course towards Godhead, Krsna consciousness,
neglecting the imperative duties that are upon us, so many difficulties may come to trouble us, to
trap us in our journey towards the ultimate truth. But if we stick to the order of Krsna, He will
protect us. Krsna confirms this in Bhagavad-gita:
sarva-dharman parityajya
mam ekam saranam vraja
aham tvam sarva-papebhyo
moksayisyami ma sucah
He says, "Abandon all other conceptions of duty and just surrender unto Me. Have no fear. I
shall protect you and free you from all sinful reactions that might arise from neglecting your
ordinary duties."
Different material tendencies and mental impulses may attack us - even Indra himself, the king
of heaven and the controller of all ordinary activities, may attack us - but if we are attentive
towards our goal, if we are careful to read the order of Krsna, He will protect us in the shade of
His lotus feet. He will give us shelter under the shade of Govardhana Hill, where no Indra will be
able to touch our heads. And with full faith that Krsna will give us protection, we should try to
take shelter under Govardhana Hill and pray: "O Krsna, give me protection from all the
difficulties that may come to attack me because of my leaving behind my ordinary obligations."
Although many anomalies may try to catch us, Krsna will protect us. And in His representation
as Govardhana Hill, that wonderful master of the cows will save us from all sorts of difficulties.
How is this possible? God works wonders. His ways are unknown and inconceivable.
(from the book Loving Search for the Lost Servant)

The Honest Inquirer
Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaja
We should note the difference between a servant and a trader. Many approach with some trading
purpose, but the character of the real devotee should be that of a servant. Sri Prahlada Maharaja
has mentioned that one who associates with the sadhus, wanting something in return for his
personal interest, is making 'trade' with the sadhus. He thinks, "How much can I gain, and how
much shall I have to give?" But a pure devotee should not have any such separate interest.
Rather, he should try to merge within the interest of the Lord. In whatever position he is, it does
not matter - whether he is a brahmacari, a sannyasi, a grhastha, a vanaprastha or any other
position - he must be willing to merge (visate tad anantaram).
He will not like to keep any separate account. His sole objective will be to enter into the family
of the Godhead. This is the very basis of pure devotion. Tato mam tattvato jnatva, visate tad
anantaram (Bg. 18.55). We want to surrender, to be one of common interest with the Lord, and
not to approach, ask some questions, pocket the answers, and then make trade with them
elsewhere in any way. Once, when I was being asked many questions, I replied, "This is not an
inquiry office. The inquisitive want to satisfy their idle curiosity; or, they want to be masters of
many keys - that they will be able to give solutions to everyone's problems, and attain some
status. They have many motives but they cannot understand the real necessity.
My sole inquiry is, 'How can I be utilized here?'
We require specific articles to execute worship, such as incense, flowers, lamp, etc. Similarly, if
we wish to realize the supersubjective plane, there are three specific necessities: pranipata,
pariprasna, and seva. Without these three ingredients, our search will be imitative, unsubstantial
and farcical.
“Once, when I was being asked many questions, I replied, "This is not an inquiry office.
The inquisitive want to satisfy their idle curiosity; or, they want to be masters of many keys
- that they will be able to give solutions to everyone's problems, and attain some status.
They have many motives but they cannot understand the real necessity. ”
Pranipata means 'to fall flat near the feet of the worshipable': "I have come to the end of all
enterprise with my previous plane of life; I could find nothing there to fulfill my life's objectives.
Finally, after 'completing my errands,' I have come here." This is the practical symptom of
pranipata.
Pariprasna means 'sincere inquiry.' Honest and sincere inquiry is allowed. The spirit of such
inquiry is, "I want to know how I can be utilized in any way. All the charm for living elsewhere
is over. My sole inquiry is 'How can I be utilized here?' "
And seva, service, is the all-important factor. "I have come to serve and to be utilized for the
cause of the subject about which I have inquired. I have not come to take anything from here. I
have come only to serve, with no other motive."
Try to keep company with the successful candidates
tesam evanukampartham, aham ajnana-jam tamah

nasayamy atma-bhava-stho, jnana-dipena bhasvata
“I am so indebted to those devotees that whenever they feel the pain of My separation, I cannot
tolerate it. I immediately run to cooperate with them in accepting My service. Such is the
intensity of the demand I feel from them.”
In an examination hall, many of us may sit for the examination, yet many are unsuccessful and
fall back. But we are not to dwell on them. Rather, we shall try to keep company with the
successful candidates. They should be the focus of our attention, and with their help we shall
progress. Progress means selection and elimination, and there is no end of making progress. We
must take courage to that extent.
Everywhere and in whatever direction we may go, we shall find both successful and
unsuccessful candidates. We shall try to avoid the unsuccessful. Some may be brilliant in the
primary classes, but in pro-gressing further, we find that they are proving dull and cannot pass
the test. And there may be many who were not very successful in the primary classes but flourish
in higher education. Thus, we should not be discouraged and disappointed on hearing that so
many once respected stalwarts are falling away. We should try to feel the actual soil. We need a
sincere acquaintance with the soil on which we are moving. It is unintelligible to the fullest
extent, but we must spare some energy to cultivate a deeper feeling for where we are, what we
want, and where we are going. We must have a deeper feeling for the plane of our objective and
achievement. We must not allow ourselves to be captured by the outer charm of things, but we
should try to feel and trace the reality as our friend.
“Progress means selection and elimination, and there is no end of making progress. We
must take courage to that extent.”
klesa-ghni subhada moksa-, laghuta-krt sudurllabha

sandrananda-visesatma, sri-krsnakarsini ca sa
“Uttama-bhakti, the purest devotion, is the vanquisher of all sin and ignorance, and the bestower
of all auspiciousness; liberation is belittled in the presence of such devotion, which is very rarely
attained, the embodiment of the deepest ecstasy, and the attractor of Sri Krsna Himself.”
(Bhakti-rasamrita-sindhu 1.1.17)
Even if we achieve liberation from all the undesirable forces around us, pure devotion
undermines this position of liberation (moksa-laghuta-krt). We may be a liberated soul, free from
the reactions and apprehension of the future, but association with the positive engagement,
bhakti, is much more difficult to attain (sudurllabha). To obtain a passport is not the same as
securing a ‘visa.’ One may have a passport, but in order to secure a visa it will have to be
necessary to undergo more trouble. In other words, we may be released by the reactionary plane,
yet we may not have entrance into the higher plane. To have entrance there is far beyond this
liberation. The qualification to eagerly aspire to give oneself wholly for the other plane of life is
hardly to be found in anyone. Such a person has no motive to acquire anything for the plane in
which he had previously been living for so long.
Furthermore, if he is appointed to be a preacher, an agent to do relief work here, he will execute
that duty solely under the appointment of, and in the interest of, that higher plane, without any
attachment that “I shall bring some good to the people.” He will think, “I must put myself wholly
at the disposal of the higher plane, and I shall not be eager to become an acarya, a spiritual
master. Otherwise, there is the danger of committing namaparadha, offense against the Lord’s
name.”
Asraddadhane vimukhe 'py asrnvati, yas copadesa siva-namaparadhah. It is an offense to give

the holy name to the faithless. It betrays the motivation to gain a ‘position’ in the higher sphere.
This is a type of mundane attachment, a spiritual tradery, as is the habit of caste ‘Gosvamins’ and
other spurious lines. Rather, the healthy attitude should be, “If I am appointed from above, then I
shall serve as appointed, and that too, only for the interest of those who have appointed me. I am
entering that rank solely for the interest of that higher land.” That should be the pure and perfect
approach.
So, with a passport alone we cannot hope to enter easily into that higher plane which is
sudurllabha, very rarely attained. But if we can enter, we shall feel sandrananda visesatma,
“Yes, the very plane itself is most happy and full of independent spirit. I desired to secure a
‘visa’ to enter this country, and now I find that it really is as promised. I directly perceive that I
am breathing in a far higher, sweeter atmosphere - a homely atmosphere that far excels anything
of my previous soil.” And finally, sri-krsnakarsini ca sa: Krsna Himself, Reality the Beautiful,
who attracts the hearts of all - even He is attracted by the dedication of his surrendered servitor.
Neither power nor knowledge have any play in this domain, but the Sweet Absolute is captured
by the love of His devotee.
Gradations of the Holy Name

Namaparadha – Chanting the name with offenses. Aparadha means to disfigure, not to deal
properly but to mishandle something. By such mishandling we cannot get our desired result. In
the laboratory a scientist is making an experiment, but an experiment is only successful when
everything is properly handled. Otherwise there may be an explosion and the scientist may die.
Namabhasa – Shadow expressions of the holy name that can give liberation. They may take us
to the abscissa from the negative side, but they cannot give any positive attainment. There is
neither any exploiting tendency there, nor any serving tendency – that is a marginal position.
Suddha-nama – The pure name, must have its original form in nirguna bhumika, far beyond the
misconception of maya. The influence of maya reaches up to Viraja; then there is Brahmaloka,
then Paravyoma (spiritual sky). The real Name must have its origin in Paravyoma, and Krsna-
nama originates in Goloka, the most original plane of the whole existence. To be really Krsna-
nama, it must have its origin in the highest plane of Vrndavana.
“The Name must be taken from Gurudeva,
and it should be chanted in the association
of the sadhu (saint).”
It is true that an infinite magnitude of sin may be removed, dispersed, and dismissed by one
utterance of the Name. But that Name must not be only the physical sound. It must have as its
characteristics those of Vaikuntha: unlimited, eternal, from the plane of eternity. Sadhu-sanga,
the Name must be taken from Gurudeva, and it should be chanted in the association of the sadhu.
If we take the Name, then there must be service. Sat-sanga. Sadhu-sanga Krsna-nama. Service
means to dedicate oneself completely to that which we serve. In that way we shall take the
Name. For what purpose are we taking the Name of the Lord? Kanaka, kamini, pratistha: not for
money, not for sense gratification, not to achieve popularity. We are ready to sacrifice ourselves
completely for Him, for His Name. With that attitude we shall take the Name.
For the Name to be Krsna, Krsna has to descend there. Don’t be self-deceptive; do not think that
in taking the Name we have become great sadhus. It is not like that. Krsna has to come down in
the form of the sound to us. He is spiritual; He is transcendental. Sevonmukhe, our complete
surrender towards Him will attract Him, and He’ll graciously come down to grace us in the form
of the Name, in our actions, in performing our duties. At every step He will come.
Truth by Installments
Question: How do we reconcile the fact that in some sastras it says that Siva is supreme?
Srila Sridhar Maharaja: Siva is a type who is inquiring after something but Visnu is a type
who has everything within. Siva is searching.
The sastra says differently for different sections according to their capability of catching the
truth. In the primary literature it may be said that the sun is fixed and the planets are moving but
in higher astronomy it may be said that the sun is also moving, with all the planets also moving
around it. But to the children the whole truth may not be said. The truth is given partially, and by
installments. Sastra has adopted this policy of giving things by installments in order that it will
be acceptable accordingly by the different sections. Then when they will reach to that standard
the sastra will come to say, "This is not the end, my boy. You will have to go further." This
policy has been adopted in the sastra by the givers of the revealed truth.
loke vyavayamisa-madya-seva
nitya hi jantor na hi tatra codana
vyavasthitis tesu vivaha-yajna
sura-grahair asu nivrttir ista
(Srimad Bhagavatam 11.5.11)
Partially, by installments, the truth is being distributed to them because they cannot accept the
whole truth. They cannot understand the whole truth at once. The scripture advises that, "If you
want to be united with the ladies, then marry and in that way go on. If you want to take fish and
meat, then you dedicate it to a certain deity and in society you take it partially under the direction
of a particular company who will make such arrangements. Your merit will be given to that
animal whose body you are taking, but go on in contact with that company and take meat." The
advice is meant like that.
Similarly: "If you want to take wine, then first offer it to such-and-such god and then take it."
But it is not that, "You do not want it but I am forcing it on you." Rather, "Because you cannot
imagine your existence without the help of these things I am giving some provision to you under
some restriction. Then again I will come and take you up to the further, higher advice: 'Now take
this!"'
Then, presently the sastra tells, "Already for fifty years you have been trying to enjoy, now come
to the life of renunciation: give up everything. Come and devote yourself exclusively in the
search for the future life in a scientific way." In this way the progressive steps are given. Human
life itself is gradually progressing: first there is student life, then household life, to work, then the
third life is for retirement, and the fourth life, sannyasa , is for giving up everything and going on
independently. In this way there is classification in the human life.
In the section of the Puranas known as the Saiva Puranas it tells that Siva is supreme. The
Puranas are divided into three. In all there are eighteen in number: six are sattvik, the upper
division, six are rajasik, the middle division; and six are tamasik, the lower division. This
classification is mentioned in the Puranas.
In Gaudiya-Kanthahar you will find mention of all these things: the classification of the Puranas.
Some are meant for the lower, some for the middle and some for the higher sections of society.
For this purpose the Puranas are divided into three groups of six. Vedartha-puranat: the Puranas
are supplementary to the meanings of the Vedas, the higher revelation scriptures. The Puranas
are called Puranas because they make the meaning of the Veda full. According to the degree and
capacity of the people, sastra has approached in different levels.
Question: So can we say that the Puranas are giving a lower conception?
Srila Sridhar Maharaja: Some Puranas are giving the lower or minimum conception: "The
minimum is that you do this." The Manu-samhita says: "I am giving a list of fishes by name: 'Eat
these particular types of fish but do not take these other species.' That does not mean that without
fish if you go on then that will he bad. But because you cannot do without taking these things,
because it is inconceivable for you to go on with your life without taking these things, I am
giving the advice, 'That type will create some disease, that one will create some mischief, that
one even more mischief, therefore the less mischievous things you should take.' But my
underlying meaning is that I shall call you after some time, 'Go up!'. That indomitable spirit is
within you to get all these lower things, so I must at least advise you to do something. (Pravrtti
esa bhutanam)“
The Upanisads make the analogy of riding on a horse. The horse is running towards a particular
direction and, although the rider pulls on the reins, the horse won't come back. Then he is
allowed to go at his free-will for some time and then again the rider draws on the reins In this
way, after some attempts, the horse will come back on course: it can be turned. In the Upanisads
it is mentioned that our ego is running like the horse. This body is a chariot and the senses are
like horses taking me towards their particular wrong directions, But I shall try to take them, to
alter their course to some other direction. They may not care for me so what to do but let them go
a little ahead for some time. But I shall try again and again and eventually I shall see that the
horse is responding to my command. The indomitable tendency towards this exploitation is here
(pravrttir-esa bhutanam). But what to do except give it all up and go to the other side beyond
indifference and abnegation (nivrttis tu mahaphala) . And that is proper adjustment.
yajnarthat karmano nyatra, loko yam karma-bandhanah

tad-artham karma kaunteya, mukta-sangah samacara
(Bhagavad-gita - 3.9)
Everything should be connected with the Center otherwise

you will be responsible for exploitation and thereby get
reaction. But if you can connect everything according to
the scripture, according to the rules to deal with the Center,
then you are relieved from your local responsibility, You
must work in the Central intensity and the Center will
make adjustment.
His Divine Grace Om Visnupada Paramahamsa 108 Sri

Srimad Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Gosvami Thakura
Prabhupada
1st january 2013 tirobhava mahotsava (celebration of

his disapperance)
Let the whole world burn into ashes!
Sri Srimad Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-Gosvami Maharaja
Let me tell you about an incident from the time when I first came to the Math to be at the lotos
feet of my Guru Maharaja. The temple in Sri Mayapur had been opened and the deities had been
instaled there The circumbulation of Sri Navadvipa Dhama on the occasion of Sri Gaura Purnima
had also taken place. At the end of the festival everyone was going back home. Srila Prabhupada
was sitting in a canvas chair and so many others were surrounding him. Some were giving
dandavats and going away – taking leave to go home.
Then Prabhupad began saying, “Apanara amake vancana kariben na – You should not deceive
me!” Prabhupad announced. My ear was very acute and I thought, “Where is the question of
deception?” Festival had ended, everyone was going home, how they were deceiving him? “You
came to me with the understanding that you have come for the service of Krsna and with that
idea I also accepted you as my friends. Now you have attended this particular ceremony only as a
fashion and you are going away again, back into family life. I feel that I am being cheated.”
Prabhupad went on, “If you say ‘I have some urgent business, I am coming, I am only finishing a
little job.’ No, no! There is nothing that should detain you there in your family duties. Even if
anyone says that, ‘A fire is there, please allow me to extinguish the fire and I will come back.”
No! That is also not necessary. What the fire will burn is not your own. Rather, your necessity is
to get out of the charm of what the fire burns. All your internal engagement is with Krsna. The
internal demand in your atma, in your soul, all can be satisfied by Krsna – nowhere else. You
may find there the wholesale engagement of your self and you should leave this mal-engagement
as soon as possible.”
He was speaking very forcefully and that captured my heart. “Oh, such a degree to which the
service of Krsna is so much imperative to us, that even the whole world is reduced to ashes, it is
no harm to us.” All our demands can only be fulfilled by Krsna. This is our relation with Krsna.
Such an extreme statement of fact, of the spiritual necessity. I won’t hear this anywhere else, but
I heard it there with such intense necessity for the service of Krsna. So I had my determination
that, “I shall come here for my whole life!” I decided on that day.
“All of your inner hankering you may fulfill in the holy feet of Krsna.
Krsna can satisfy all your inner hankerings. And this environment to which
you give so much importance is your enemy. That has kept you away from
Krsna consciousness. Your real place, proper home, it is here.” So he told
this in such a way that I sold my life there in the service of Krsna. Such a
degree of intensity I have never seen, I never thought it was possible – that
in the present world we should serve Krsna, not losing even a second. The
whole world may be burning to ashes, I do not lose anything. On the other side, if I get out of
that snare, that snare of affection, then I am saved. All my hankerings can be satisfied in detail
only in the service of Krsna – my inner hankering. Never and nowhere else can that be found. I
sold my head there. Everything!
Beyond the Yogi
Devotee: Why don't the Gaudiya Vaisnavas use any yoga practices such as yoga-asanas,
pranayama, etc. in their service to Krsna?
Srila Sridhar Maharaj: The Gaudiya Vaisnavas discard any artificial things. God is with the
heart and that is the important part. We are to appeal to the heart and have transaction with the
heart, and not that by manipulation of the natural forces we shall gain some mystic power and try
to exert that on God. Is that a form of worship? For one who has a heart, the hearty transaction is
the most natural. And that is service. Satisfaction is for the Lord so what is the value of trying to
gain some power from elsewhere and by dint of that, to try to encroach upon Him? What is the
result of doing yoga? It will give some power but what effect can that power have on Him?
None. We are not to try to exert our energy upon Him, but the opposite is necessary. We are to
consider that we are the most fallen of the fallen and the meanest of the mean. "I want Your
grace. Please accept me as a slave, as Your meanest servant." This is the way to approach the
higher and not that we are to gather some power and by dint of that power jump on that Superior
Entity, for that is not the process of getting Him, of receiving His favour. Favour is favour! The
Lord is all-complete and all-perfect. If we want His favour we must approach keeping ourselves
in the meanest position. We have no position. We are nowhere. We are wholesale dependent
upon Him. This is our natural position, our constitutional position. We are wholly dependent
upon Him. So any petition to Him must be with this temperament: "I want Your favour. Your
grace. Please accept me. I am so heinous, so sinful, and the meanest of the mean. You are my
best friend, but neglecting You I left and went somewhere else to search for my prospect, I was
so mean. I am not only a sinner but I am a traitor, a treacherous man." In this way we are to go
back to our highest and most affectionate friend.
What help will this yoga power do for me? He is above all seduction. Shall I think that with the
power of yoga I shall influence Him to favour me? It is not possible for Him to be controlled in
any way by yogic power; so yoga can give me no benefit. What will yoga do for me? He is all-
independent, absolute. He is perfect in Himself. To try to exert other influences upon Him will
have no effect rather that will anger Him. Instead we are to approach Him with some
recommendation or with a guardian.
The Guru and Vaisnavas are our guardians. We are not to go to any external power of nature but
to His agents, and ask them to plead for us. By yoga we can acquire some subtle power, but no
power can work on Him against His sweet will. We must approach Him in the line of His sweet
will and with those who have faith in His sweet will. Those who have faith in His sweet will are
His devotees. Through them we must approach Him and not by any attempt through any other
power, for that will give just the opposite result. If we want to know Him, it is futile! We cannot
know Him by our attempts. Still, if we find such necessity, we shall pray, "Please make Yourself
known to me," otherwise it is not necessary to waste our energy asking that He will reveal
Himself. If we can leave the idea that we must know Him then that request becomes redundant.
Rather our mood should be, "I want to satisfy You. I want to contribute something for Your
satisfaction. Please accept me. You are full. You are perfect. You have no needs, but for my
necessity please give me some sort of service." Service means in the line of satisfaction to Him,
and that should be our attitude to approach Him. To approach a friend, an affectionate friend, so
many mystic persons should not be called to help in our attempt.
yamadibhir yoga-pathaih, kama-lobha-hato muhuh

mukunda-sevaya yadvat, tathatmaddha nil samyati
(Srimad-Bhagavatam 1.6.35)
It may be possible for us to control our senses to a certain extent and for some time by the
practice of yoga, but yoga cannot give the Absolute. That He is Absolute means He is above all.
Absolute means that He is self-sufficient; He is not dependent on any other thing. Yoga can only
help us to control our mental and physical anomalies or eccentricities, that too only for the time
being, not for eternity. For the time being, lust, anger, greed, illusion, etc. (kama, krodha, lobha,
moha, etc.) all may be brought under control but only for some temporary period. Mukunda-
sevaya— but if we can engage ourselves in the service of Mukunda, then all disturbances will
leave us once and for all. By finding the sweet taste in His service and company, all these so-
called charming proposals will retire eternally. The charm for lust, the charm for anger or for
greed, all these things will vanish altogether and won't come back again if only we can get the
taste of serving the Lord, Mukunda.
naham vedair na tapasa, na danena na cejyaya sakya evam-vidho

drastum, drstavan asi yan mama bhaktya tv ananyaya sakya,
aham evam-vidho 'rjjuna jnatum drastum ca tattvena,
pravestum ca parantapa
(Srimad Bhagavad-gita 11.53,54)
"All other means fail. Only exclusive devotion can draw Me as you see Me here, Arjuna, but
other things cannot lead to such a position. Temporary devotion also will not be sufficient, but
what is necessary is permanent, exclusive devotion."
sarvva-dharmman parityajya, mam ekam saranam vraja

"Reject all else and only concentrate on My own Self for that is the only sort of devotion that can
draw Me to the devotee. All else is futile and shameful. It is not that someone will come with
hired persons to canvas Me. No! My agents are the best benefactors to you. They are searching
to canvas persons in my favour. My agents are there and not for any business purpose. Their
business is to do good to others, and with this idea so many agents are out to canvas for Me.
Come through them and do not seek any recommendation from outside to use various means to
try to force Me to favour you. That is not the proper path, but come to Me through My own
agents. They have no aspiration to fulfil for themselves. They are all-given to My service and
they are wandering trying to recruit persons, to benefit them. So come through My agents, never
otherwise. What is yoga? There is air and there are so many things but by controlling those do
you think you will force JMe to come to you? I am the Absolute Autocrat. I don't care for
anything else. I have no necessity to care for anything else. Not any force, any tactics, any
cunning methods, any canvassing— nothing can influence Me. I am the Autocrat. And admitting
the line of autocracy, try to come to Me. There are many demigods. They are making trade, but I
am not amongst the commodities of their trading. None can make trade with Me. I am Absolute.
I look only for devotion, exclusive devotion which is not formal, but natural, hearty and sincere.
I look for that. I look for the heart and not for anything else— bhava-grahi-janarddanah."
patram puspam phalam toyam, yo me bhaktya prayacchati

tad aham bhakty-upahrtdm, asnami prayatatmanah
(Srimad Bhagavad-gita 9.26)
"Whatever My devotee offers to Me with sincere devotion, with sincere affection, I accept that.
It does not matter whether it is a leaf, a flower, water, or anything else. Rich food or rich
presentations are not necessary for Me, but what I want is the heart. I want sincerity and good
faith. That is the highest requirement within Me."
There is a carefully written poem: "Oh Krsna, You have everything but only You do not have
Your heart. Your heart has been stolen by the Gopis. You have everything except for Your heart
and mind, they are not present in You for they have already been stolen by the Gopis. So You
take my heart. You accept my mind. That is what is wanting in You, so please accept my heart
and mind for Yourself. Your heart is missing, and that lias attracted my heart towards You, so
please take it."
Gaudiya Matha stands for the dignity of the human race!
If we get the association of a real sadhu even for a moment, then that may turn the direction of
our life. A sadhu is like a very valuable gem. What he gives is far more valuable than anything in
this world. One may have gems, diamonds, money or a kingdom but they are not valuable to all.
This is all mortal even though they may be valuable to a particular class of human thought. There
are so many things in creation that are nothing to the sadhu. But anandam, sweetness, has a
general value. It is necessary even for the tree, the creeper and even the stone. In whatever
position the seeker may be in, he will be highly satisfied.
Yasmin prapti sarvam idam praptam bhavati – if we get a little of that, we think that, “No other
thing but this can satisfy me. This is the thing for which I have been striving for after so many
lives together. Now I have found the object of my search.” We can find higher things only
through the connection of service. If we want the association of things of a higher type then we
must offer ourselves to their service. We must keep this broad thought always in mind. I cannot
utilize it as if it is my servant. But I shall offer to be a servant of Him, if I really want His
association. Only through service can I be connected with Him. I shall work for His interest. His
interest will be more valuable than that of mine.
jivera svarüpa haya krsnera nitya dasa

krsnera tatastha-sakti bhedabheda prakasa
The constitutional position of the living entity is as an eternal servant of Krsna. Because the
living entity is of the marginal potency of Krsna, his manifestation is simultaneously one with
and different from Him. (Cc. Madhya 20.108)
It is our fortune that we, in our constitutional position, have the position of a slave to Krsna.
Slavery. Those who are free would be astounded to hear this word ‘slavery’. The Gaudiya Matha
is preaching slavery! The Ramakrishna Mission and others preached against Gaudiya Matha,
“They are preaching slavery! This Gaudiya Matha promotes slave mentality – that I am Krsna
dasa, a servant of the servant of the servant of the Lord. That means they are preaching slave
mentality. And we are preaching so-ham – we are the big Brahman! We are the biggest. We are
the greatest. Instead of that the Gaudiya Matha says you are a slave to Krsna. The Gaudiya
Matha is creating a bad impression in society, discouraging people.” Prabhupada told, “Gaudiya
Matha stands for the dignity of the human race! The whole human race wants immortality.
Gaudiya Matha stands for the most dignified position. Slavery, surrender – surrender to what? To
the Absolute Good, to the Absolute Center. To become the slave of Krsna is not a joke. That
impossible thought that, “I am Brahman!” That is the greatest disease. “I am the biggest and I
want to be the monarch of all I survey” means. “I am the most heinous exploiting agent.” We are
so eager to get imperial service, we are so eager to get a higher service in the administration, but
to get service in the highest management of the Supreme Lord – that is the most dignified thing.
The Gaudiya Matha stands for the dignity of the human race! What is the human race? They are
like the mist, like the trees, creepers, and worms – the prey of death. The king will also have to
die helplessly, the big general, the politician – all will have to go and face death for eternity. But
the Gaudiya Matha stands for the eternal dignified position – friendly service to the Supreme
Entity. The Gaudiya Matha says complete selfabnegation, self-surrender to the prime cause. To
give is divine and the aspiration that, “I can get,” that is devilish. “I want to lord it over
everything” – that is a devilish spirit. But Krsna is such that slavery to Him is the highest
attainment for us in His relationship. That is not easily achieved.
Srila Prabhupada with the devotees of Sri Gaudiya Matha. First in the second line (from right
side) is standing young Srila Sridhara Maharaja
How to persevere on this journey? (2nd part)

mac-cittā mad-gata-prānā, bodhayantah parasparam

kathayantaś ca mām nityam, tusyanti ca ramanti ca
Mac-citta: "Their attention is in Me"; mad-gata-prana: "Their energy is also spent for my
cause"; bodha-yantah parasparam: "They mutually assist one another." This reminds us of the
'Napoleonic chair.' Once, when stranded in a marsh, Napoleon arranged that each man sit on the
lap of another, in a circular formation; each automatically protected the other from the otherwise
fatal cold and they could all remain awake to pass the whole night of intolerable cold. Otherwise
his army would have perished So, by mutual help, one devotee is asking questions, another is
answering, and they are both getting engagement. The questioner is giving some energy and the
answerer is also energizing. Bodhayantah parasparam: those of equal standing exchange their
thoughts about Krsna - kathayantas ca mam nityam - and thereby their blissfulness is generated.
By mutual understanding and discussion, a kind of nectar arises that nourishes the devotees.
"One is asking something about Me and another is answering, and thereby that discussion creates
a flow of nectar that nourishes both parties." Tusyanti ca ramanti ca: "Satisfaction is generated
from that mutual understanding, and it develops up to ramanti ca, up to the quality of the
absolute reciprocation, the 'wholesale transaction.' It rises up to that standard, ramanti ca, and
again I give them a further installment, an illumination of new light (dadami buddhi-yogam tam),
and they take a new course and are promoted into the 'suicide squad,' that squadron which is
eligible for every type of service."
To be competent for any type of sacrifice or service
That particular type of 'soldier' is competent to fight on the land, in the water, in the sky or in any
circumstances, and he is prepared for any form of fighting, any form of service. "I direct them to
that section."
Yena mam upayanti te (Bg. 10.10). Unconditional service: they are ready for any service
demanded of them. They are ready to sacrifice their lives for any form of service, and that
peculiar group is in Vrndavana. I mentioned to Sripada A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja that
in Gita, after ramanti (10.9) comes buddhi-yoga and then upayanti (10.10); according to me, the
meaning is that ramanti or divine service in madhura-rasa progresses through buddhi-yoga or
yoga-maya, up to upayanti, or the highest plane of service in Vrndavana. Sripada Swami
Maharaja responded, "What more could it mean than this!"
Hence, upayanti means kama-rupa. In his Bhakti-rasamrta-sindhu, Srila Rupa Goswami has
mentioned sambandha-rupa and kama-rupa, the two types of Ragatmika-bhakti, or devotion
rendered by the Eternal Associates of the Lord, headed by the residents of Vraja. In sambandha-
rupa the Lord's Associates cooperate according to their fixed relative positions of dasya,
sakhya,vatsalya or madhura, whereas in kama-rupa they come forward to serve any necessity
that is demanded of them. They are ready to serve any and every desire of the Absolute.
They are like that group of soldiers who have been trained to do any service in the war without
being limited to fighting only in a particular division such as the army, navy or air force. They
are prepared for all sorts of service, anywhere. Such is the kama-rupa group. This is upayanti te;
they are awarded the instruction (dadami buddhi-yogam tam) by which they earn such capacity
in the service of the Supreme. Krsna is ready to cooperate with the servitors in any position. In
Mathura, He gave even Sairindhri, Kubja, the chance to render higher service. Krsna is prepared
for anything, and so the other side, His servitors, must also be prepared in that way. The high
conception of kama-rupa is very, very abstruse. It is most difficult for ordinary mortals to
comprehend.
tesām evānukampārtham, aham ajñāna-jam tamah

nāśayāmy ātma-bhāva-stho, jñāna-dīpena bhāsvatā
(Bhagavad-gítá 10.11)
"I am so indebted to those devotees that whenever they feel the pain of My separation, I cannot
tolerate it. I immediately run to cooperate with them in accepting My service. Such is the
intensity of the demand I feel from them."
Explanation of this topic and the key to sanskrt terms is to be found in

commentaries on verses 9 and 10 of the tenth chapter of Srimad Bhagavad-gita
, “The Hidden Treasure of the Sweet Absolute” writen by Srila Bhakti Raksak Sridhar Dev-
Gosvami Maharaja.
How to persevere on this journey? (1st part)

We need lasting faith, not flickering

faith: "Oh, I attempted for some time
but I did not find any tangible fruit
from bhakti, so I left"; or, "To me, it
seemed very, very vague. When I
began, I thought this to be something
tangible that I would quickly attain,
but it is not so. It is uncertain. I am
giving so much energy for the cause,
but still the desired result is not
achieved." Previous tendencies also
draw from the negative side, and so we find that many stalwarts are falling.
Still, we have to persevere in this journey, and we shall have to take courage from those who are
standing and who are deeply engaged. Though it is told hundreds of times that the Absolute is
infinite, in the beginning we still tend to take it in the conception of the finite. We are
accustomed to think of anything and everything in terms of finite. So, although we hear that it is
infinite, it is Vaikuntha, it has no limit - we nonetheless cannot grasp the proper meaning. But
when we make practical progress, many new conceptions must come to our knowledge.
Now, when our Guru Maharaja addressed his disciples as vipada uddharana bandhu-gana, "My
dear friends who have come to deliver me from danger," we should, of course, recognize such a
statement from both the relative and absolute standpoints. Students are a necessary part of a
professor - when a professor has students, he feels the practical utility of his life has been
successful. Thus, from the relative point of view, disciples can help the Acarya. But from the
absolute standpoint, Krsna's will is everything, and the nitya-siddha or eternally perfect great
souls who inwardly know the Lord's intentions cannot be disturbed by any danger in any respect,
but outwardly such an appearance may be manifest in their dealings.
Try to avoid the land of death

Generally, if all our activity is stopped by unfavourable weather, we think, “This is very bad.”
We are men of action, men who exploit the environment and nature for gathering some energy.
We are always trying to collect some energy for our use. That is our nature. The very nature of
those who live in this mortal world is to collect more and more energy and wealth that can be
utilized in a time of need.
If there is any hindrance to that end, we think it is a very bad circumstance, in opposition to the
object of our life. But to remind us about the importance of our inner wealth, we are advised that
the outer nature cannot do us so much harm as can our internal nature – that is, our apathy to
collect more wealth for the inner existence, the inner self. Be mindful of that.
Losing things of this mortal world is not bad; it is all coming and going. The body itself, the
centre of all this activity, will also vanish. Then what is the necessity of collecting so much
energy for the bodily connection? So, awaken your consciousness. Find the real person within –
the soul. Search him out and try to help him. That is possible only with help from the sadhu.
The day in which we do not find any saint or have any discussion about the real purpose of life –
the inner life, the inner substance – that day we are the loser. Be conscious of that. In all respects,
in any way possible, mind your own lesson – mind your own interest.
Find your own self-interest. Be unmindful towards the external world and circumstances dive
deep into reality, the inner world. Find your inner self, the inner world where you really live
where your inner self is living. Try to find your Home, go back to God, back to Home. Your
energy must be utilized for going Home not for wandering in this land of death.
Try to avoid the land of death at any cost. Always try to find the eternal soil, that soil to which
you belong. Try to understand what is your home, why it is your home. Home comfort – what
does it mean? It means our birthplace, the place where you are born. In Srimad Bhagavatam we
find this verse:
satam prasangan mama virya-samvido

bhavanti hrt-karana-rasayanah kathah
taj-josanad asv apavarga-varmani
sraddha ratir bhaktir anukramisyati
(Srimad Bhagavatam 3.25.25)
“In the association of pure devotees, discussions about Me are very pleasing and satisfying to the
ear and the heart. Such talks, which are full of spiritual potency, are a source of sweetness, and
by such cultivation, the path of liberation from worldly life quickly opens. Then gradually one
attains firm faith which, in due course, develops into taste and then real love for Me.”
Faith is the only capital - Faith in the real devotees brings us to a tangible thing
We must be conscious of our real

position when we are searching for
Krsna. It is not easy, and also, it is very
easy - both simultaneously. Faith is the
only capital by which we can make our
journey towards the Infinite. Bhakti,
devotion, has no beginning and no end
(ahaituky apratihata). There is no
beginning - it is there already. Before
we came to know about it, it was there.
It was there, it is there, it will be there.
No one ca resist it - that bhakti, that
faith, is irresistible. It is part of the
eternal substance. Its very nature is
eternity - none can oppose it. We only
have to make contact and associate with
it, and the wave will carry us towards
our goal. And if we can have the
company of the devotees, the journey
becomes very easy and pleasant, whereas to go alone is very difficult.
In the progress of our contact with faith, when we come to take benefit from devotees and have
faith in them, we are more safe and our progress is also tangible - it comes to reality. From a
vague, abstract position, faith becomes deeper within us. We can then recognize many others
with the same objective in life, and the journey becomes easier. It becomes conceivable. It comes
into measurement. When we have faith in the real devotees, we can come into contact with such
a tangible thing.
Thus, the position of the devotees is very important in our journey, especially in the middle
stage. In the primary stage, not much importance is given to the devotees. With only a vague
conception from the scriptures and with the help of previous accumulated merits (sukrti), the
journey is begun. But gradually, the beginners find that to journey onwards in the infinite is not
an easy thing: "We thought that with a little progress we could attain the desired end, but now we
find that it is not so." When we come to consider the real position of devotion, of what is God -
He is universal, He is the ultimate goal - we may gradually become disappointed. But if along
the way we take help from the devotees of similar objective, we shall feel much relief by their
company, even though the destination may be far away. The difficulties of the journey are more
prominent in the second stage. In the primary stage, we are not very exclusive in our objective,
and so, we do not experience much difficulty. Real difficulties begin when we enter into the
journey exclusively, with no other objective than to engage our whole energy towards that high
and elevated path. And if we actually achieve a touch of the highest stage, the maha-bhagavata
stage, the journey again becomes easier. But the middle portion is difficult, and at that stage the
devotees are very important to save us. This is the period of both tangible acquisition and
difficulty; our failings on the path to realization are to be rectified in this middle stage.
The association of devotees is of ultimate importance
When we enter into war, in the beginning we have much hope. We feel confident. But the real
test is when the fighting begins. And when we finally conquer, we again become very satisfied.
But the middle - when the war is being conducted - that is the difficult period. At that time, our
co-workers, our comrades who fight along-side us, are very, very important to us. "I am not
alone, but there are many others battling alongside me in that middle fighting period of war.“
Those companions are important. Some may disappear from the field but there will be others to
encourage me.
Similarly, on this journey, we may see that many stalwarts are falling. It may discourage us to
see such respected persons -going away - falling in the middle path. Nonetheless, in the midst of
those unfavorable circumstances there are others who are bravely making progress with
unflinching faith, and they will help us. To stick it out to the end is difficult - but important and
valuable. The test comes and shows how much faith we have. Nothing comes in vain, and we
must take everything that happens in that way.
There may be so many stalwarts, like Bhisma and Drona, who fall flat in the battlefield, but still
we must go on (karmany evadhikaras te, ma phalesu kadacana, Bg. 2.47). We are out to fight to
the end. We must achieve our end of life, and we can imbibe such firmness from the character of
the devotees. The sastra will also offer helpful advice, but the association of the devotees is
nonetheless of ultimate importance.
The Success of Faith

sakala chadiya bhai sraddhadevi guna gai

yanra krpa bhakti dite pare
"Giving up everything, let us sing in praise of Sraddha-devi -

faith - whose grace can take us to Krsna."
(Srila Bhaktivinoda Thakura)
Sraddha, faith, is the most subtle thing, and it is also the most
tangible. It is not imaginary. We must realize that it is reality,
it is concrete, and not merely an abstract sentiment of mere
individual consciousness. Faith is universal as the most fundamental element that can connect us
with the finest objective.
Through electricity or radio we can establish communication over a long distance. The science is
very subtle, and not known to anyone and everyone, yet, we cannot deny its existence; it has its
tangible position. But faith is much more subtle, and through it one can establish both higher
contact and reciprocation. Subtle faith is not approachable by anyone and everyone; it has its
tangible existence and it may function in any circumstance if we have its peculiar contact. We
cannot give false statements that we possess it; our power and grandeur are not necessarily any
proof of its presence in us. Despite great pomp and show, all we personify may be falsehood. We
should be very cautious to maintain our contact with genuine faith.
Of course, sincerity is the main requirement for faith's connection. No price, however valuable in
this world, can purchase it. The qualification is laulyam - our sincere and earnest desire for the
thing. No one can purchase the Absolute, and no price can purchase Him. The absolute necessity
is our sincere desire and earnestness. With insincerity, we cannot make trade with Him; He is not
so foolish as to become an object of trade for anybody! Sincere desire for Him is required, and
that will awaken the conception to serve Him. We want Him, sincerely - through affection. We
love Him, so we desire Him. And to love means to sacrifice for the object of our love.
Srila Jiva Goswami Prabhu has given a beautiful definition of the word 'Bhagavan': bhajaniya
sarva-sad-guna-visista - "The Supreme Lord, Bhagavan is of such a nature that everyone who
comes in contact with Him will want to serve Him and to sacrifice themselves for His
satisfaction." This is the result of faith in its developed form. He is so noble, we shall think that if
we die to satisfy Him, our life's objective will be fulfilled. His noble quality is such that it draws
so much sacrificing spirit for Him; it draws everything towards Him. "Die to live." Faith is such.
We are in the ocean of faith, and the devotees are the essential
agents. Each helps the other. We are much relieved from the
fatigue and trials of a long journey if we have a companion or
the association of a group. Similarly, in this ocean, if we obtain
the help of devotees of similar nature to ours, that will be most
conducive. Even our Guru Maharaja, in a speech he delivered
on Vyasa- puja, his Holy Appearance Day, addressed his
disciples, "Vipada uddharana bandhu-gana: Oh my friends, who can give me relief from
danger."
"To me, you are my deliverers from danger! In the ocean of faith, it is very difficult to journey
onward alone, so you have come to help me in my dangerous, ambitious journey in the infinite.
You have come, and you are engaging me in talking about only Him, and so, you have given me
some engagement. Otherwise, to live and move alone in the infinite is very difficult, troublesome
and dangerous. You have all come to hear something, and in this exchange of talks about Him
the situation has been made very safe and easy to journey so far toward Vaikuntha."
Mental Restlessness
Laulya means weakness of the heart, or weakness of

our promise, towards the object of our life. Whatever
I find, I engage myself in that. Everything is
attracting my attention. We are busy with small petty
things that are drawing our attention, and we avoid
the real problems of life. We are busy with irrelevant
things:
mandasya manda-prajnasya
vayo mandayusas ca vai
nidraya hriyate naktam
diva ca vyartha-karmabhih
Lazy people with little intelligence and a short lifespan pass their nights sleeping and their day
performing useless activities. (Bhag. 1.16.9)
We find hundreds of things and if anything and everything comes to capture my attention – that
is laulya. We must save ourselves from that nature. There is no end to engaging our senses. All
the senses are busily engaged. There are a thousand engagements and mostly those engagements
are those that do not know the real necessity of the self. One who does not know his home,
travels in a foreign land satisfying his curiosity by working endlessly. That is to be found in the
world.Apasyatam atma-tattvam – this is important. One who has a normal understanding accepts
this, not the majority of abnormal thinkers. It is srota-panthathe revealed truth. That must come
from the perfect realm, from God Himself. Here is established the indispensable necessity of
srota-pantha, the method of revelation. It must come from the perfect realm, from sarvajna, the
quarter of omniscience. In those that are unconscious of their own real interest we find thousands
of engagements. They are very busy, but very busy about nothing.
srotavyadini rajendra
nrnam santi sahasrasah
apasyatam atma-tattvam
grhesu grha-medhinam
(Sukadeva Gosvami tells to king Pariksit) O emperor, those materialistic householders who are
bound to their mundane possessions are blind to the knowledge of the self. They are busily
engaged in hearing hundreds of thousands of topics within human society. (Bhag. 2.1.2)
nidraya hriyate naktam

vyavayena ca va vayah
diva carthehaya rajan
kutumba-bharanena va
Such people spend their nights engaged in sleep or in sex, while their days are spent collecting
money or maintaining their families. (Bhag. 2.1.3)
What do we see if we look around? Two things – nidraya, sleep, or vyavayena, playing with
women. Night passes in these two ways. In the daytime, they are in search of money or serving
their near relatives. We tend to associate with those that we can exploit, those that supply our
sense pleasure. We are surrounded by them.
dehapatya-kalatradisv
atma-sanyesu asatsv api
tesam pramatto nidhanam
pasyann api na pasyati
The material body, wife, children and everything in relation to them are like fallible soldiers and
those that are overly attached to them, despite their experience, do not see their own imminent
destruction. (Bhag. 2.1.4)
We are fully engrossed in the interests of family life for our own sense pleasure. We are so
engaged in that sort of false duty that we do not have the leisure to see that our own death is
drawing nearer to us. Seeing, but also not seeing. It is a plain thing. I see that everyone is going
into the jaws of death, but still I cannot see. I don’t care to see. This is the peculiar position we
hold now. The final danger is approaching and I am sleeping through that. I don’t care to take
notice of that. What can be stranger than this? Only our particular attention is necessary for the
solution. Only a moment is enough. So many trees and mountains and hills are living for years
and years, age after age – no benefit. It is not a question of longevity or a question of time. What
is necessary is that I turn my attention towards my own self – What am I? Our attention should
be drawn to our own real interest.
The Cure for Madness

Ignorance is not accidental, it is earned by our previous action – man is the architect of his own
fortune. The bad weather I am meeting with at present has been earned by myself. Don’t
complain against the environment. Utilise it as best you can and try to see the Grace of the
Absolute therein. The anomaly I am facing at this present time is the product of my own action,
no-one else is to blame. Not only is that true; but from another viewpoint it can also be seen that
the Grace of the Lord is always present everywhere – eager to help me – coming in the guise of
an apparently unfavourable environment according to the vision of my present experience. That
is the necessary medicine for my disease, the medicine to cure my madness. It is like medicine
dispensed by the Lord. He is everywhere with His sympathetic hand extended to us in the
circumstances of most intense danger. To have this attitude is to have the key, the solution that
solves our unfavourable circumstances, our unfavourable position.
The Lord is not vindictive, He does not want to punish us. Punishment has come only to teach
us. The punishment is there but coming from the affectionate hand to teach us, to improve us, to
help us. We have to see all dangers like that.
So set yourself right – not others – and real peace you will find. And never try to enjoy the result
of your actions. This is the key to a successful life, and happiness will flow from that. You will
find the Infinite is your Friend.
Everything is a part and parcel of the Original, therefore God is manifested in everything. And it
is not that we can sacrifice or negate everything and only God remains, otherwise why we are
here? Our individuality and existence is real. So both sides must have some recognition.
Harmony between them is truth proper. This is the conception of Mahaprabhu. There is polarity
and also there is unity and harmony, and that is all-important. Dislocation is unhealthy. Proper
adjustment is necessary. Maya (misconception) means dislocation. Provincial, local interests are
clashing with each other as well as with the Absolute. But proper adjustment comes through
achieving understanding of the Absolute. Such understanding brings true harmony. All these
things should be discussed and understood.
The Death Blow to Imitators

A bona-fide student will avoid all kinds of imitation – Sahajiyaism. We have to cross Bhu,
Bhuvah, Mahar, Jana, Tapa, Viraja, Brahmaloka, and Vaikuntha to Goloka, step by step. The
Sahajiyas take spiritual advancement very cheaply; they are not prepared to pay the real price.
But the death blow to them is – upajiya bade lata ‘brahmanada’ bhedi’ yaya, ‘viraja,’
brahmaloka, ‘bhedi’ ‘paravyoma’ paya – it is necessary for one’s devotion to cross these many
planes, as the creeper of bhakti grows and rises up to Goloka. But the pseudo-devotees do not
care to know what is Paravyoma, what is Brahmaloka, what is Viraja, what is the brahmanda.
Without caring to know about these things, they approach any guru, receive some mantra, and go
on meditating. But if one meditates upon radha-govinda-lila in such an ignorant state, instead of
entering radha-govinda-lila one will become entangled with the ladies and gentlemen of this
world. One will become entangled in the domain of lust and will have to go to hell instead of
going up to Goloka. Anuraga, our affinity for the Supreme Personality is not a very cheap thing.
We have to understand who Krsna really is. Those without dedication should not deceive
themselves into thinking they can find Him in the area of the material zone. Madhvacharya gave
one hundred points against Mayavadism and its so-called renunciation, and our Guru Maharaj
gave Prakrta-rasa-sata-dusani – one hundred points against Sahajiyaism, to guard against
imitating krsna-bhajan in material life. So many ways, at every step we have to make decisions
to go this way or that. Every moment we are at the crossing, but on the whole our sincerity will
guide us. Deception and illusion are there, but the grace of the Lord is also there in the
background. He won’t allow these agents of deception to misguide us if we don’t associate with
them.
(Encounters with Divinity)

Necessity of Vaidhi-bhakti
Srila Rupa Gosvami says that we must observe vaidhi-bhakti (regulative practice) for as long as
we can’t get admission into the level of raga-bhakti (spontaneous affection).
Das Gosvami also says that we shall show reverence to raga-bhakti, but we shall try to live
within vaidhi-bhakti, with its rules und regulations according to the sastra. But the arrogant do
not care for this instruction of the followers of Sri Chaitanya Mahaprabhu.
I have nothing against vaidhi-marga. Pujala raga-patha gaurava bhange – we are trying to
follow the vaidhi and always look with our aim towards the raga-patha. Go on with vaidhi, but
the goal is with raga-patha. That is our aim. Otherwise, why vaidhi?
Law is not everything. The law of your society should be accommodating to nurture divine
sentiment, otherwise it is no law. Law should promote faith. Sastra’s jurisdiction is limited. It is
meant only to promote love, and when love comes, it will be free – smooth. Harmonious
working is possible only in the area of love. Srila Rupa Gosvami says that vaidhi-bhakti,
devotion under the guidance of sastra, is helpful only to a certain extent. It will help the inner
awakening of love and affection and then retire. Law will retire, giving room to the spontaneous
flow of love. Law is necessary, especially in the lower stages, but it should make room for free
movement in the relationship. Freedom is the highest thing. Free service is raga-marga, and that
is service proper.
Vaidhi means to regulate oneself, but for what? Regulation is not itself the aim or object. But
regulation means for something else. We want to regulate ourselves so that we may be free in
that land and acquire the position of a free servitor. Regulation has its desired effect.
And what is that? We shall get that spontaneous service. Otherwise, there will be a master, a
teacher with a whip to order, “Do this, do that!” We must reach a place where freely we shall do
that thing with our intrinsic urge. It is the success of life, it is there.
There is one party in Vrndavan that does not admit the necessity for formal devotion. Many
others you will find in Vrndavan also. This party claims they have a connection with the Gopal
Bhatta sampradaya – this is Gaudiya Vaisnavism with a little deviation. They want to begin with
raga- bhakti – anuraga eliminating vaidhi-bhakti.
This is worse than Sahajiyaism. Sahajiyaism formerly accepts everything, but they want easy
entrance to do only what comes naturally without work, and they don’t admit the necessity for
formal devotion (vaidhi-bhakti). They are lazy in their practice, preferring the enjoying mood to
the serving mood, but service means sacrifice. So this atmosphere is dangerous and we should
mark with all attention any theistic awakening and take care so that we may not go down again to
the depths of nescience. Very carefully we shall try to collect our wealth.

Science of Devotion Proper
Real progress towards the Infinite gives the idea that, "I am nothing, I am in great danger."
Progress towards the Infinite is like that. Thinking, "I have it, I am above," – this is a foolish
feeling, a foolish statement. The very nature of advancement is that, "I am low, I am undone, I
am the most helpless." The closer we are, the further away we will feel, whereas the further away
we actually are from divinity, we may complacently feel we are close. As much as we come into
the relativity of the Infinite, we cannot but conceive ourselves to be the lowest of the low. That is
the criteria.
The very sign of real progress will show I am nothing, I am the most needy, the most wretched
and the most helpless. The negative aspect must be improved to attract the positive. If one point
of the negative will say, "I am positive", then immediately it will be rejected, you are under the
false control of maya. Rather to think, "I am the meanest of the mean," that will attract the
attention of the high. This is the science of devotion proper.
Mahaprabhu was in samadhi, falling in the sea, experiencing kurma-rupa in Jagannatha Puri, and
coming back to His senses. Then He related a description of His experience in samadhi, all
pertai- ning to this madhurya-rasa. In Caitanya-caritamrta He relates, when He is coming out of
His swoon, "I went there, I saw all these things, but you have taken Me from there." Pujala raga-
patha. We should be mindful of every step and automatically that will take us there. Don’t try to
go too quickly. Try to keep back and it will forcibly take you there. Your acceptance will come
from the higher quarter, not by your endeavour.
In His deep trance, He had experience of that vraja-lila, He expressed that. And these Sahajiyas
are trying to imitate these things. They are imitating – by their imagination, by their mundane
mind and with their imagination they think they are going to get a touch of that lila.
Even some ordinary mundane scholar said that this krsna-lila is aprakrta. We can trace it from
the descriptions of the Caitanya-Caritamrta. Kaviraj Gosvami had described the lila of Krsna,
even jala-keli (pastimes in the water) in such a way that we cannot take our lusty mind there. He
has kept the purity of the lila with his description, and Krsna with the sakhis are going on with
their play in the tank in the Yamuna. The transcendental characteristics have been maintained
there. That nitya- lila, which Mahaprabhu experienced in His deep trance, has been given by
Kaviraj Gosvami. It is not any mundane thing – we should be prepared for that experience. So
much higher we have to reach for a slight experience of those higher pastimes. We must be ready
to pay for that, and for that only our Gurumaharaj came.

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