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LOST PIECE
an undergraduate journal of letters
LOST PIECE
an undergraduate journal of letters
Stephen Lechner
Editor in Chief
Raymond Korson
Supporting Editor
Josef Kuhn
Conor Rogers
Editors
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Istum:
(Also called That Thing) Three
years ago, a group of friends
decided to get together every
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The ways, or mediums in which There was and still is the notion
human interactions take place of calling someone on the ‘tele-
are subject to change. There has phone’. But at some point, with
been (and still is) a face-to-face the rise of the internet and social
interaction. There was and still networking, emailing, texting,
is the idea of writing a letter. ‘Facebooking’, ‘tweeting’, and
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he can only offer his whole surveys his subjects, his many
self up to her, laying his sheet arms furiously drawing bows
of notations on her altar. across strings, his many mouths
The exalted man raises his exhuming their souls through
wand, and the music starts. pipes of gold. They must go yet
He grips a white sceptre of higher, and farther. He works
tremendous power, and only his arms desperately, feverishly,
he knows how to wield it; a waving his thunderstick, beat-
flick of the wrist here, a twirl ing the air. His blood is begin-
and eddy there. Sometimes he ning to boil; it rises into his
brings it down with an ethereal eyes. His vision begins to fall
lightness, sometimes with a away in swirls of black, violet,
thunderous force. He knows and yellow. He doesn’t need
that his orchestra, men and it, anyway. He is the shaman,
women in communion with leading his tribe into ecstasy for
him in pursuit of the ineffable, rain, and he would jump up and
are following his will with down on the podium if his feet
the minutest perfection. They weren’t bound to the earth by
are his appendages; he is their a leaden weight. The silence is
authority. But still he cannot his burden. But he moves faster,
hear a horn, a flute, a single harder, with more and more
violin string as he makes his rage. They must go yet higher,
arms rise and fall. He is lost in and farther yet! Straining, he is
an endless space of silence, an straining for that monument,
infinite and timeless void. On the mountain of stone than
the ship bound through seas of man may set down where he
cloud, he is alone at the helm; can claim, “Here, right here,
his crew is all down below. I stuffed chairs and pendants
He must recall the sound. He and daggers and rags into a
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as they try to find solace in the all that we are fighting then
warmth of the good leaf, which we are missing the mark and
I find humorous considering the missing it wide. These things
vast seas of Natural Light that that I have mentioned are, for
are guzzled down without so the most part, the causes of
much as a brow raise. I doubt I hardship in life. Hardship, I
can really do justice to a list of agree, is always unpleasant and
evils that our friends here are in some cases should be avoided
all focused on eradicating, but even at great cost, but hardship
perhaps mention is due to those as such is not what we should
of cancer, abortion, drug addic- be most worried about. It is
tion, orphaned children, heart very possible for people who live
disease, homelessness, over- under the burden of excruciat-
population, underpopulation, ing hardships to live happy lives
AIDS, words that begin with and lives of purpose. However,
the letter “R”, etc, etc, etc… a quick look at our society
Now the fact that most today1—a society that is con-
members of our student body fronted with comparatively little
are each determined to stop hardship relative to the whole of
evil and establish good makes human history—demonstrates
me very happy, so long as what that great numbers of people
we are stopping really is evil
and what we are establishing 1 This is, of course, assuming that
really is good. In fact many of there is such a thing as “our
society.” And there are several
the things I have listed are real
reasons to suppose that there
evils and some real measure isn’t such a thing… I can think
ought to be taken in reforming of at least two. But hopefully
them; however, it seems to me there remains enough meaning
that if these sorts of evils are in the words to continue the
argument.
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are not living happy lives, and and direction in life. Without
definitely not lives of purpose— purpose, human beings cannot
at least not of purpose worthy live happy lives because without
enough to live satisfying lives, purpose all of man’s actions—
lives at which they can look including that of existing—are
back on from their deathbeds futile, floating in an abyss of
and smile more or less uncon- madness. Only an animal can
ditionally. If it is possible to live under such circumstances,
live happy lives and lives of not a rational animal.2
purpose even while enduring But we cannot coherently
excruciating hardships, then by speak of human purpose with-
battling these hardships, are out speaking, at least in some
we really fighting the greatest way, of ethics. The inability of
threat of the world’s undoing? a society to establish an ethical
Now I don’t claim to know system for human beings dem-
in any brilliant depth what the onstrates the inability of that
problems of the world really are,
let alone how to solve them, but 2 You may disagree with me
I fancy that I can do a little bet- on this last point. If you do,
then you are a very interesting
ter than what we have thus far if
kind of person, the kind of
I break the matter down to two person who Fyodor Dostoevsky
words: purpose and ethics. I investigates in his Notes
propose that people are unhappy from Underground and other
first and foremost not because works. But know that if you
really are willing to say that
they lack material wellbeing
man can live happily under
enough to reach the peculiarly such circumstances, you had
high standards of living that better be prepared to be called
we Domers tend to enjoy, but a madman by many people.
rather because they lack purpose There are prices to pay for being
an interesting person.
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more like them I become and catches on to the game and puts
the less I have to depend on an end to it? All it would take
other people. This is easier said is some hacker or a little glitch
than done, of course, since our in the computer program, and
culture places so much emphasis then I’m out of money. How
on people being nice to one can people call that power when
another. But then again, that it could so easily vanish or be
comes in pretty handy when taken away? No wonder why
it allows me to do whatever I the gunslingers of old didn’t
want to do, when no one will really trust money. They knew
hinder my freedom because they it was necessary in order to
are afraid of being perceived survive without stealing food,
as anything less than the nice but they didn’t seem to give it
person they’re supposed to be. that much importance. Instead,
They say that money is power. they carried their guns around
With one swipe of my plastic at a jaunty angle that nothing
credit card, I can purchase except death could take away.
almost anything I see. That Their independence meant that
is the power of plastic money. they would take orders from
All that happens after that is no one except themselves. That
some numbers in a computer is what I consider real power.
go down, reflecting a deduc- The gunslingers walked around
tion from my bank account. carrying power strapped to their
Sometimes I wonder what it all hips. I walk around exercising
means, since the numbers magi- control over my subordinates
cally go up with every paycheck and employees with the push of
and down with every impulsive my thumb on the Blackberry.
purchase. But then again, how This may not be the same
long will it be before someone level of power because it seems
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every morning, but the two ads for something she’d like.
dollars and eighty-five cents I There’s Kohl’s, J. C. Penny’s,
pull in on a daily basis doesn’t Marshall’s—I’ve looked through
promise much competition for all of these before, of course,
the eight-fifty-an-hour weekend but I’m just praying something
shifts of my two older brothers. will catch my eye that’s almost
Story of my life as the third affordable. I see all kinds of
of four brothers: try all you necklaces, bracelets, earrings,
want, get overlooked… but pins, and God knows what
by Joe and Jim of all people! else, all glittering in gold,
Dad sighs, having given up silver, pearl, diamonds and
to the fact that I’m not exactly the like. Problem is, I know
thrilled about the situation, nothing about what any of
and turns toward the kitchen, their descriptions mean other
saying as he does, “Your than $299 and $449 and all
mother loves you, Jack. Don’t kinds of out-of-range figures.
beat yourself up over a little Sure there’s a couple of things
Mother’s Day present.” within three months’ pay, but
I know he means well, but I they’re not much to look at.
also know there’s no way he’ll I spend a full hour looking
really understand. After all, it’s through the pile of papers this
not like Mom is his mother, so time until I start to get upset. I
he really doesn’t have to worry really thought this might be the
about it at all. He may be fine year—now that I finally have a
giving her a card, but I’m not. job to get money of my own—
that I could get something for
A couple hours later and I Mom, even outdo my brothers
find myself rummaging through a little, maybe. But here I
old newspaper and magazine am. Two eighty-five a day just
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doesn’t get you far. Until… one hundred and twenty dol-
My eyes widen as I come to a lars, just in case the taxes push
new ad in a J. C. Penny’s maga- the price up (I’ve been thwarted
zine titled, “DiamonArt® 4.95 by the mysterious increase from
CT. T. W. Pear Cut Pendant.” taxes before). It took the nearly
I don’t really gather much from two months of paper-boy money
the description of the necklace I’d saved along with four lawn-
as I read it—something about mowings in the neighborhood
simulated diamonds and a pear over the last two days, but I’ve
shaped gem—but the picture is managed to collect enough.
beautiful… and it’s on SALE! The lady at the desk is one
Originally $199, it’s been of those older ladies who wear
brought down to $89! It’s got about four-inches of makeup in
to be four times what Jim or Joe a vain attempt to hide their age,
would ever get for her. I recheck but she’s nice enough, so I try
the date of the ad and am re- hard not to judge her. I show
lieved to find that it’s only three her the ad and the money in
days old. How it has managed my hand with a lost look on my
to fall to the bottom of the face as though I were from some
age-old newspaper pile was foreign planet trying to barter
beyond me—perhaps because it for a little loaf of bread, and she
was all crumpled up—but what tells me to sit still as she runs in
matters is I found it! A chance back to the inventory. After a
to get a real present for Mom, nervous ten minutes, she returns
even with my meager income! holding a small black box with
a slightly pear-shaped pendant
Two days later, I’m at the in it, glimmering silver as she
J. C. Penney’s two miles from turns it. She hands the necklace
home with the magazine ad and to me and further demonstrates
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