Personal Development

I am raised in a very religious and strict family that's why committing evil and immoral things is a big no
no. But i am still a human being who makes bad choices and commit mistakes. In the past few years, i've
been having difficulties in dealing with emotions and existence. I've been in a few exhausting situations
where i can only do much that gravely affected my emotional and mental condition. I guess the most evil
thing that i can do is to end my own life, which i already did. I honestly regretted that feat, not only
because it is bad, but also because i don't want to put people in this kind of hell that im desperately
wanting to break free. But that doesn't stop me in wishing for a truck to hit me everyday.