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Dialogue
A Publication of the San Diego Area Writing Project Winter 2007
Patricia ‘Trissy’ McGhee We worked out the details, of course, which aren’t so hard to work out when it’s
something you really want to do. Over the next five years I filled my basket with
San Diego City College, San Diego
picture books, stories, poems and ideas, and spent a few hours with kindergart-
ners through fifth graders each week. It was great: There were not a lot of para-
Shannon Meredith meters, because this was a grant position at the school and we could make it
whatever we wanted it to be. The teachers were each glad to have me for an hour
Carmel Valley Middle School,
a week, working with their kids, while they were free to do prep-work or teacher-
San Dieguito work. The kids seemed to enjoy it, and I liked the extra money. Christopher was
proud of his Mom working at the school, and Ben had fun in the preschool sand-
Tamara Muhammad box.
Nubia Leadership Academy, San Diego I liked teaching children so much that I decided to get my multiple subjects cre-
dential, encouraged by that same principal to keep the job and attend classes at
Pianta the same time. I learned about and started weaving more substance into my
lessons. I felt I was making a difference in the students by bringing the world of
San Diego Mesa College, San Diego
writing to them. I began to prepare myself to enter the world of “real teaching”—
that is, finally getting my own classroom and having my own students to mold
Linda Sennett into little writers. I was ready! But all that was put on hold when we had anoth-
er baby, our Hannah, and then I was diagnosed with Stage II breast cancer when
Nubia Leadership Academy, San Diego
she was four years old. The story of my battle with breast cancer is another story,
but it does figure here. Dealing with a life-threatening illness changes your per-
Sandra Smith spective on things. It makes you pay attention, and it makes you closely evaluate
Correia Middle School, San Diego how you spend your time.
Our family dealt with the illness, did what we had to do, and I got ready to go
Michael Weller back into the classroom. I approached the same school, and offered myself to the
Correia Middle School, San Diego new principal. The grant that had supported me all those years ago no longer
existed, but he hired me with other monies. So I started up again, discovering
new picture books, planning new lessons to take to each class and learning new
Alison Wise kids’ names.
Rancho Santa Fe Middle School,
Right away I noticed differences in the classrooms. The new administration in
Rancho Santa Fe
the district had made some big alterations. Many of the “creative” things were
gone, replaced by strict literacy blocks and stringent schedules. All of these
Over fourteen years ago I was dents do when they write have personal experience. I grew up in a
teaching at an intensive English become pretty messy. Some stu- multilingual environment. People
program at a program in Hawai’i. dents have been taught to adhere to in my home state, Hawai’i, code
The students were from affluent a highly rigid sequence of brain- switch as they move from one
families and came to the program storming, freewriting, revising of dialect or register to another. I grew
to have fun for a few weeks and get multiple drafts, and peer and up among many language models.
some exposure to academic courses teacher editing. Others have been And like many of my students, I
in English. On his writing place- exposed to a more individualized worked and went to school fulltime,
ment test, a beginning level student experience which may incorporate so I often didn’t have time to revise
was able to produce just two or all or none of those features. As for or ask people to read my papers as I
three sentences, and at the end, what goes on outside of class, stu- made my way through school or
gave an apology and wrote “some- dents may go to peers, tutorial ser- standardized tests. I can under-
baby [sic] help me!” He was clearly vices on campus, or sometimes stand, even if only in a limited way,
joking about his desperation, so the family and friends for help. the conflicts my students feel and
raters and I shared a laugh— the predicaments they face.
although we were also fairly sure But what is it that I actually do to
he was unaware of his error. This increase students’ self-sufficiency, Thus I advocate for more refined
student was in Hawai’i to have fun particularly in the areas of critical methods of assessment, but I also
and learn a little English—these thinking and error monitoring? feel the urgency of time that my stu-
placement results and struggles What really helps students value dents feel as educators and politi-
with English wouldn’t affect his life content and tend to mechanics, cians attempt to sort things out.
in any real way. such as grammar and punctuation? Here are some things I do now:
My multilingual college students Coming up with an answer isn’t • Anatomize the reading passage
aren’t in such a fortunate position, easy. After all, language learners and prompt of the essays they’ve
however. At this point in the game, can only authentically produce just read and written. I walk them
they must often perform in high- based on what they can acquire. through the passage to identify
stakes assessment tests and in And what they can acquire, along the author’s claims and possible
classroom assignments that require with other variables, hinges on positions to take in response to
the prompt.
As the number of students lacking basic skills
• Prepare myself to read their
continues to multiply, I’ve been trying to think about papers carefully and analytically.
I read their papers closely for
what I do in the classroom to help them and why. gaps in logic. Like a detective or a
fastidious psychoanalyst, I have
fluency, accuracy, and reasoned input and whatever stage they are to trace the thoughts of the stu-
thought. They do need “somebaby” at in their language acquisition. All dents, to find precisely where
to help them. Further, if they want of these influences operate in a their ideas begin to break down.
to exit from programs or levels at dynamic, synergistic way, and This is time-consuming. My abil-
an accelerated pace, they are asked speakers have their individual ity to read and understand expos-
to exhibit certain minimum skills in timeframes. Thus, it is impossible itory passages well is key. Every
their writing. As the number of stu- to rush, short cut, or artificially passage students read, I must
dents lacking basic skills continues accelerate receptive or productive read with new eyes. Every claim
to multiply, I’ve been trying to think skills. both the author and student
about what I do in the classroom to writer make I have to consider
help them and why. Further, I’m acutely aware of con- and test. The more the student
flicting expectations of multilingual writer is struggling, the more dif-
Like most community college learners (whether too high or too ficult it is to do this. It takes time
instructors, I often struggle with the low or inappropriate), biases in and effort to identify problems,
gaps that exist among writing theo- testing and evaluation, crudely construct solutions, and convey
ries, their application and out- designed assessment tools or out- them sensitively to students in
comes. Instructors are left to right systematic linguistic discrimi- writing or in conferences.
assume that students transfer what nation. Particularly in K-12, assess-
they learn through “process writ- ment of language skills has left the • Make a list of typical errors as I
ing” to pieces they produce alone pedagogical arena and spilled over read their papers, which often
under timed conditions. But defini- into the domains of identity, poli- include misreading of the article,
tions of “process” and what stu- tics, and ideology. This is part of my errors in logic, incorrect word
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My Embarrassment
By Nathan Khuu—4th Grade
Embarrassment is like
Getting eaten by a predator.
Left Out
Embarrassment blushes By Annie Xu—4th Grade
For help. Embarrassment All I am is a little sprout being
Is a flower about to die. Left out, left out, left out.
Embarrassment smells My elders such large plants,
Treating me like a scrap of paper,
Worse than gasoline.
Already whipped away in the wind.
Embarrassment sounds They spit out rude comments:
Worse than a giant “Look how timid he is” “Too small to be a plant!”
Playing with his set of “He’s as helpless as an ant
Drums with an amp. with a broken leg under a hammer!”
They laugh with the greatest of guile as they breathe
Embarrassment tastes
in the fresh sunlight, leaving no more for me.
Worse than medicine I am so miserable, my ears too small to hear,
That you’re not my voice too small to speak.
Supposed to bite, But my leaves shine green with happiness!
But you bite it anyway. Because even the gentlest rain will drip from the high leaves
of my elders, and I will get to drink, the buzzing of the bees
Embarrassment feels
and the chirping of the hummingbirds cheer me up.
Hotter than the burning One day I will grow up to be a beautiful plant
Sun. This is my embarrassment. and everyone will notice me.
I am a plant who chose to live.
8 Dialogue, Winter 2007
I am a Prayer Sketch
By Jane Han—5th Grade By Emily Senes—7th Grade
I am a prayer
You start with a scribble or even a line,
I wonder what’s within the heavens
Your sketch will eventually turn out divine.
I hear angels whisper in my ears
A pinch of color, a dash of black,
I see doves soaring in the skies
I want peace among the world You know that you are on the right track.
I am a prayer Then you connect those scribbles and lines.
Start to form a picture in your mind.
I pretend the world is a piece of hope A curve, a doodle, a square, or a star,
I touch the warm spirits of the people You can always sketch wherever you are.
I worry for those who are ill Now just remember the dots and the shade.
I am a prayer
All done; you’re finished;
I understand the ways of the world Your sketch has been made.
I say prayers with everyone
I dream for peace among countries Spring
I try to learn to love all By Noemi Barragán—4th Grade
I hope for peace for everyone Smells like fresh air through my nose.
I am a prayer Feels like green grass tickling my toes.
Tastes like sweet honey from the bees.
YWC 2006 Reflection Sounds like humming birds
By Alison Sternal, T.A. for 4th/5th grades
flying in the trees.
Looks like colorful flowers in spring!
I am amazed by YWC every summer.
I wonder where all these great kids come from.
I hear pencils and notebooks constantly falling off desks
and clattering onto the floor.
I see flip-flops, Airwalks, sandals, Vans slip-ons, and Converse All-Stars
on feet that don’t quite reach the ground when their owners sit in college desks.
I want to be a 5th grade teacher—a decision I made solely because of my
positive experiences at camp,
interactions with wonderful kids, and exposure to enthusiastic teachers.
I pretend three weeks is a whole year’s worth of learning, exploring, and writing.
I am amazed by YWC every summer.
I feel so lucky that I stumbled onto YWC
as a 12-year-old wearing overalls and half of a“best friends” necklace,
and lucky that I never stumbled out of it.
I touch the Boulder Bear, the Snake Path,
the Silent Tree, and the Sun God.
I cry that I’m not a carefree, cute 5th grader,
but a harried college student looking for an apartment.
I am amazed by YWC every summer.
I understand this camp is too unique for words,
which is why I have a hard time explaining it to people.
I say, “Of course you can read your poem to me,”
whenever a camper eagerly asks.
I dream of having students like these
in my classes someday.
I try to imagine what these kids
will be like in a few years,
but give up because they are so awesome
as they are right now, in this moment.
I hope this is not my last summer here,
as my studies and the “real world” call me away.
I amazed by YWC every summer.
Dialogue, Winter 2007 9
In Defense of Poetry
Okay, I’ll shoot you straight—I am
obsessed with poetry. I love the
forms, the freedom, the rhythm, the
How to Not Tie It to the Chair subtlety, the momentum, the com-
pression. But, listen, I don’t totally
and Torture a Confession Out of It nerd out on kids. I don’t start talk-
ing about iambic tetrameter, or how
the enjambment of a line lends
Ali Wise, SDAWP 2006
itself to dada-ism. I don’t do that. I
don’t want people to run away. If
March and April were tough enth-grade students, I decided not anything, I want them to feel
months for me. State testing is high to challenge their beliefs outright. I intrigued by poetry. Giving some-
stakes at my school, an uber-afflu- wanted to approach things with a one access to poetry is an enormous
ent we-send-our-kids-to-the-Ivy- sense of humor and a non-threaten- gift. So, my challenge lies in moti-
League kind of place. If enough ing tone. I made a group poem of vating educators and students to
kids weren’t in the “advanced” all their responses and shared like reading poetry, which conse-
band, then we might lose our stand- it with them the next day. We quently, makes the poems they
ing as the top public middle school laughed. And that’s it. write more likable too.
in the county. Not to mention that
in California, all students at the sev- However a detectable discomfort One of the strongest responses I get
enth grade level take a written squirmed into my thoughts. when I talk about having a poetry
exam that affects student place- jam or moving the unit closer to the
ment, school reputation, and sev- Why is poetry literature’s last suit- beginning of the year is: “It’s not in
enth grade writing teacher tenure. case on the baggage carousel? Why the standards.” Well, duh! We live
At the same time, I was accepted are so many educators fearful of in a culture where being an adept
into a low residency MFA program teaching their students how to read socialite is more acceptable than
in North Carolina, which meant I a poem? Why is the teaching of obtaining a Ph.D. in sociology. Of
would have to take a week off at the poetry so often relegated to April, course the “standards makers” left
beginning of May. during its “month”, which is so poetry out. Who even reads mod-
much like the marginalization of ern poetry anymore? Who attends
So before I left for North Carolina black history to February that it’s poetry readings? Truth be told,
and after the tension of testing was scary? Why do educators consider America has a small, and fierce,
just snaking away, I encouraged my poetry to be a useful unit after test- poetry community. But it is an art
7th grade student writers to honest- ing, after it really matters? Why is form that is increasingly relegated
ly describe how they felt about the poetry section at Barnes and to the back of the bookstore, the
reading poetry in a pre-assessment
that asked them to read “Ode to
Pablo’s Tennis Shoes” by Gary Soto Truth be told, America has a small, and fierce,
and answer some questions about
it. The responses did not shock me
poetry community. But it is an art form that is
after being in a middle school class- increasingly relegated to the back of the bookstore, the
room for four years.
basement of a coffeehouse.
Reading poetry, some said, is like:
“sitting in detention,” “stepping in Noble miniscule in comparison to basement of a coffeehouse.
dog poo,” or “my sister ripping hair celebrity autobiographies, or cook-
out of my head.” Now, some of the books, or travel guides, or—gulp— For three years, I taught at a school
kids had what I consider to be posi- chick lit.? Why is writing poetry that faced charterdom every year
tive reactions to reading poetry, but “fun” and reading it terrifying? because of poor performance on
I won’t focus on those students right Why can successful novelists, the state’s standardized tests. My
now. I am looking at the majority of essayists, and screenwriters make a colleagues there were all about
my writing students (honors and living out of their life’s calling, poetry, with the exception of
otherwise) who just flat out didn’t while accomplished poets must one, who snarled during our
like to read poetry. And though I maintain “real-world” full-time planning day: “I don’t do poetry.”
didn’t know why definitively yet, I jobs and hand out their chapbooks Luckily, she was outnumbered.
guessed either someone else had for free?
been explaining it to them through- Because we planned the unit as a
out their lives, or they’d never With the myriad of negative mes- team, picked engaging poems,
moved beyond Shel Silverstein and sages kids receive about poetry and organized an end-of-unit
Jack Prelutsky, or perhaps they’d in school and in mainstream poetry jam, the kids were wild
never been given the tools for American culture, is it really any about it. Failing students attend-
accessing a poem and falling in love wonder that students almost stick ed after-school rehearsals to re-
with language. their tongues out at me when I pull cite Langston Hughes voluntar-
out William Carlos William’s “The ily; English learners memorized
So, considering that these are Red Wheelbarrow”? Gwendolyn Brooks’ “We Real Cool”;
fiercely independent end-of-sev- even the kids who consistently
the end of the year, and a lot of Roethke. I then asked them to flip Cue the poetry gods. During my
times, we just skip it. It’s not in the through the packet themselves and first seminar at Queens University,
standards and the kids can’t stand find poems they liked, or at least, entitled: “How to Read Like a
it.” Hmm. Because I was new, I fol- could tolerate. I asked them to cre- Writer,” Cathy Smith-Bowers began
lowed my directions like a straight ate their own T-Charts of turn-ons by reading a position piece she was
"A" student. What was the last thing and turn-offs when reading poetry. working on for Southern Review, in
on the list? You guessed it. Hence, which she describes getting in trou-
the happenstance of beginning a When we shared out loud at the end ble for hanging out with boys at too
poetry unit after testing season, and of class in my second period class, early of an age. Her mother let her
right before the end of the year. one student said, “One of my turn- know exactly what people would
ons is a short, easy-to-read poem, call her behind her back—a slut.
Gathering my ideas, the next morn-
ing after the group poem, I drew a You see, the conundrum was—should I challenge that
T-Chart on the white board for my
seventh grade writers: “Turn-ons” right then and there, and tell them the best poems
and “Turn-offs” (a questionable
pedagogical decision, for sure). aren’t transparent upon first reading?
There was a detectable pink ele-
phant in the room. Why was the and one of my turn-offs is any poem Though Cathy didn’t know what
teacher writing about a turn on? you have to read more than once to that meant at the time, she discov-
On the white board? In class? All I understand.” Almost every single ered later on that like good girls,
wanted was their attention. I had it. student nodded emphatically in the best poems “ain’t no sluts.”
agreement. Uh-oh. I was in hot They don’t give it up easy.
“Guys, I’m gonna let you in on water.
something. There are some things Cathy went on to explain a simple
I really like about poetry, and there You see, the conundrum was— approach she uses with her stu-
are some things I really don’t.” should I challenge that right then dents to help them access good
and there, and tell them the best poetry:
Stares. Some a teensy bit hostile, poems aren’t transparent upon first
some curious. reading? Or should I agree? Make 1. Feeling
it easy. Make them feel like I was 2. Story
“You see, I love when I read a poem on their side. I opted for the easy 3. Language
and it means something to me; but I way out. 4. Line
hate when I can’t understand a
poem, even after reading it a few But I had big plans for them. I First of all, after reading a poem,
times.” wanted them to fall in love with how do you feel? Do you feel some-
Whitman, Garcia Lorca, and Naomi thing? If you don’t feel anything,
Some stares still. Some nodding Shihab Nye. I wanted them to don’t bother to read it again. What?
heads. recite Langston Hughes’ “Mother to That’s right. There are so many
Son,” marvel at the weirdness of poems in the universe, you’re
“And I also really appreciate when a Wallace Stevens’ “Disillusionment bound to find one that makes you
poet uses new and sometimes daz- of Ten O’clock” and imitate Maya feel something on first reading.
zling words instead of the same old, Angelou’s “Phenomenal Woman.” I
same old. And that’s why I don’t wanted them to develop a style as Second, after you read it once, go
really enjoy clichés. I mean, I can’t unique to them as Emily back and read it again. Does it have
even imagine how many poems I Dickinson’s was to her. I wanted to a story? You should try to piece