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does provide clues, healing and answers. The simple fact of the matter
is!
When you are ready it will appear on your path and you will move
forward because of it.
Secrets of the past reveal blockages in the now. (Part 2.)
Having just read through the parable about the regression therapy, I
wanted to continue with another event that happened that same day.
I had an appointment with a very dear friend in the USA at around 6 pm
my time. I was only just home in time. I desired to ask her a few
questions around the same theme (Resistance) and see what she would
bring forth from Michael whom she brings through extremely well and is
always accurate.
After spending some time on events that took place last year and did not
play out as I had hoped they would, she reminded me that Michael had
warned me that the potential was high that it would end up the way it did.
I of course had not listened and obviously had to learn the hard way. In
many ways my trip to the USA for a period of three months was a huge
disappointment. Let me put that another way. The parts that I was forcing
my will on, did not work out. It cost me a great deal, financially,
physically, emotionally and mentally.
The trip was not a waste of time, because on ALL levels I gained a great
deal and these gains are invaluable. I could not put a price or value on
them. They will turn out to be worth a great deal more on ALL levels than
I ever could have lost during my trip. Mentally, emotionally, physically
and spiritually they were also of great value. I have expanded
enormously from the experience. All parts of me are much more
empowered including the four bodies and beyond.
The comical thing is, as I was talking to my friend she began to bring up
things that I had hopes and dreams of in the future with regards to my
Twin Flame. She was telling me I had to let her go. I had to release her
and only when I could, that there is another waiting for me which will
bring me more than I could ever experience with my (perceived) Twin.
My experiences with the sweet angel that I now feel to be my Twin have
been so powerful and we have had so many unbelievable experiences
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together that have proven to us time and time again that we are Twins,
you can imagine that this confused me.
As you can well imagine, I immediately went into fear, loss and all of
those other ego levels.
A little while later I remembered something she had said to me.
“Sweetheart, why don’t you talk to Michael yourself?” “He is trying to get
through and for some reason your not listening”.
It was at this point I remembered a conversation that my Twin had had
with another very powerful medium and she too had brought messages
through that for us were conflicting messages at that time on what we
were receiving from the many ascended masters that are working with us
and through us. I wondered why this earlier example should pop into my
mind right at this moment?
I thought to myself. Well! It can’t hurt, let me see if I can reach Michael.
For ease of sharing the message I will do this in the form of M for
Michael and Me for me.
So I simply stated Michael are you there? To which I got the answer,
[M] “I Am always with you Ian”. The masters have this way of stating the
obvious and what you already knew, but in your funks you forget. He
continued:
[M] I know why you are here.
[Me] I thought you might.
[M] Please state your question.
[Me] Ok, no beating about the bush with you huh? Why are we getting
messages through these wonderful mediums whom we trust that go
against all the experiences my Twin and I have had together?
[M] When you examine the messages closely, you will see that in their
frame of reference they are right.
[Me] What? So this one I am working with is not my Twin and I will not be
with my Twin in this life cycle and the visions we have had about our
divine task are all BS?
[M] That is not what I said. Read the previous message again and feel it
with your heart.
[Me] Ok, I have and I still don’t get it?
[M] The frame of reference I refer too is as you well know the veil of their
own programming, their own life experiences and to a certain extent, the
only way that they could translate the message being given to them. With
regards to the Twin Flame experience, neither of them have that frame of
reference to translate the messages accurately for “YOU”. Which is why I
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asked our beautiful sister to ask you to connect directly with me and I
was waiting for you.
[Me] Please continue, I think I am beginning to understand.
[M] Yes, I can see you are. Why do you think we spend so much energy
on you and your Twin, preparing you through all of the experiences you
have had, providing you with so many tools, rituals and Mantras etc?
Why would we introduce you to other twins who have experienced the
journey and are now together fulfilling their divine task?
[Me] Ummm, I think I get it, but do please continue.
[M] Who are the experts with regards to the experiences of the Twin
Flames?
[Me] Well, those that you have introduced us too I should imagine?
[M] Indeed, with one addition you appear to be forgetting.
[Me] ohh. Who?
[M] A special Twin that we have been preparing through many
experiences, through visions of the future and in particular their own
future, giving them many tools, guiding them through the trials and
tribulations (perceived) so that they could extend the ring of knowledge
and expertise on Twins. Who might that be do you think?
[Me] Oops…I got it, your referring to us? Ok! Then why would this
medium be so assured in her statements?
[M] Again she is correct with her statements. You will not be with your
Twin in the physical as you know her.
[Me] Oh goodness, this is so confusing.
[M] Beloved one, have you not recently gone through experiences
whereby you perceived that you were even dying? and did you?
[Me] Yes to the dying and I don’t think so, I appear to still be here..
[M] Exactly and is your Twin also going through a similar situation? No
need to answer, we know you know she is. Are you the same person
after going through that experience and do you think she will be?
[Me] Ohh… I get it, It will be her but it won’t, because she too will have
had parts of her die/transformed and she as I am being, will be birthed
anew into a new being?
[M] Exactly! So you see, both you and the medium are correct.
[Me] Thank you so much for this explanation. I was so confused because
I love this medium and do trust her. I could not understand why we were
getting these conflicting messages.
This conversation went on a great deal longer and I got a whole bunch of
answers to a lot of questions both halves of this Twin Flame have and
I’m sure at the right time they will be revealed through our articles or
next (combined) book.
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Hopefully through this conversation some will see that when you are
being prepared to fulfill your divine task on this earth plane! You will
more than likely be the experts on the subject, (as far as that is possible)
and looking outside your selves for the answers will often have a slightly
different interpretation than if you had gone inside to find your answers. If
your in a funk? Do what ever it takes to raise your vibration, to open
yourself up, to trust the answers you are getting.
Note: Recently it was also revealed to us that no matter what we do, the
universe is taking the steps required so that we are both free to fulfill our
divine merging and completing our task.
Universal Consciousness
During my journey there have been a great deal of questions placed in
front of me during seminars, private sessions, counseling sessions etc.
Universal Consciousness.
When truly understood what Universal
consciousness is and unconditional love, it is
a gift that you give forth freely from the heart.
It transforms any and all fears or ego issues.
Enjoy the journey back to Universal
Consciousness.
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“it” has been requested to share insights on the title of this message.
First of all it will be necessary to understand two important differences of
consciousness levels. First of all there is what is perhaps not so widely
known but oh so prevalent on the earth plain and that is “Self-
Consciousness”.
Self Consciousness.
When we talk about self-consciousness we are basically talking about
“ego-consciousness” or perhaps even “selfish-consciousness”. This is
the consciousness pattern, that most individuals on earth right now are
functioning from. This has come about because of our separation from
our source. There is nothing wrong with this because it ended up as
being a part of the divine plan. Having said that it is now time for us to
remember that we are indeed all a particle of source and as such we are
the divine creators of our world and reality.
It cannot be done from selfish-consciousness because it always leads to
self-centered desires or for a giving in order to receive. The human
experience on most levels is almost always one of doing for another as
long as one gets something back or out of it. You see this on all levels,
whether it be relationships, work, business, sport etc…
It really doesn’t matter whether you get this right now or whether you
even agree with me or not. I believe that I will be able to show by
example the difference between the selfish-consciousness and universal
consciousness as I go deeper into this parable.
In this next example I will feed two birds with one crumb as the saying
goes. Actually this will feed more birds and as the story unfolds you will
see what I am referring too. I will show how even though I hadn’t realized
it at the time I was working from selfish-consciousness. In September of
2005 I left all my worldly goods behind me and traveled to the USA. I
sincerely believed at that time that I was “Letting go and letting GOD”.
My primary reason was to travel throughout the USA sharing a two day
workshop on achieving ascension. So far so good, there was nothing
wrong in that and my heart was true to that purpose. I was there also to
promote a new seminar of mine that relates to Creation its self and the
relationship within that to the Twin Flames. Still, so far so good. Still
nothing wrong with this picture. I really didn’t realize until I got back to
Holland at the end of November where everything had gone so wrong. I
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will get to that in a moment but first of all I have to share what the results
were of how I had done this.
When I got back home. ( I was already in the stages of divorce before I
left and only really waiting for the date to come around that it would be
recognized by law.)
I returned to the uncomfortable surroundings of a home I shared with an
ex partner that was still very angry with me and does not to this day
understand any of my journey, nor has she any desire to. (One of the
reasons for the divorce.) I am fortunate that my name was still on the
deeds or I am might have been on the street. I had given my car away to
a friend before I left. I had incurred debts while traveling the USA.
Basically I could not have reached closer to rock bottom at that time than
I had.
I don’t want to paint a picture of total misery here, because it most
definitely was not. I got to stay with some wonderful people from whom I
learned a great deal. I got to meet some incredible people. I got to stand
in front of some extremely knowledgeable people and share with them
my insights. I got to taste the American culture and the differences
between it and European culture. I got to feel how it was to activate a
template under Atlanta through simply being who I was and going
through some internal growth shifts. I got to attend a workshop that took
me into the very depths of my being, bringing to the surface issues I was
not even aware were there. I got to meet up with and hold one very
special person in my life for a period of about 4 hours who’s name for the
time being must remain confidential. I share these facts with you
because the trip really wasn’t a failure and even though I had lost a great
deal financially, I have no doubt in my mind that through the lessons
learned the losses have by far been recuperated.
I took the time until the end of 2005 to heal, absorb, search and discover
the reasons behind why it had not been a successful trip.
The reason quite simply was because “I had got in my own way”.
You might recognize that title from an earlier writing from me. The simple
fact is, I had done it again, but now I understood more how. It was at the
end of it all because I was doing it again for “selfish-consciousness”
reasons. I had hoped to begin a new life there. I had hoped to hook up
with a very special person and do the workshops together. You see I had
an ulterior motive. I had expectations that were not realistic. Oh I had the
faith in the universe that we would be taken care of, but what I had not
taken into account were the feelings, fears, wishes, desires etc of this
other person.
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It was not really until early 2006 that I realized the difference between
“Selfish-consciousness” and “Universal Consciousness”.
The magical part of this story is that now I do understand I can and am
making conscious choices from a place of greater knowing that I can
hope to master while in the physical for a while at least anyway. This is
where the “Universal Consciousness” comes in.
What exactly is universal consciousness? You could call it God, Allah the
ascended masters, angels. etc. There are many names for what might
be termed or understood as the ALL that is. In my own personal journey
the words that are used have been so abused and misused that I
searched for a different term whereby I could feel comfortable with what I
communicate with. They like to call themselves the “ALL” and who am I
to argue with that. When you experience the ALL, you are truly
communicating with so many diverse and different parts of the ALL, it is
a wonderful and magical experience to be in touch with the all. As I
mentioned in a previous parable, it goes beyond physical or non physical
beings, it is the fauna, animal and mineral kingdom and even that
description is limiting it.
Even though at that time still financially limited I trusted that with this new
knowledge I would be ok and guess what? It turns out I am more than
that. All of my personal desires, my personal wishes are being taken
care of. The reason for this is that I am no longer working for personal
gain, I am no longer working in the “WILL” of Ian. I am now working
totally for the greater good of all. I am working with the WILL of
“Universal Consciousness”.
In a period of two months even without funding I have been able to set
up a completely new web site and a completely new forum.
There are images being created and transformed into power jewelry
which will be sold via the website. By the time you have this book in your
hands they will be available via the web site:
www.twinflames-twinsouls.net
Guided meditations and activations are being recorded and background
music is being created. The CD’s will be sold on the web site.
(As the book went to the publisher, the CD’s had become available.)
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The tools I need to transform the PowerPoint Presentations into readable
Adobi format have been provided. The same for the promotion flyers.
Perhaps most important of all for me at this moment in time is that I have
the tools to create an eBook and ultimately the places to create and have
my first book published. I have been provided with an editor and having
great fun with that.
I can feel you asking: “So what have you been doing differently Ian?
Truthfully at this moment in time the only difference I can see is that I no
longer feel separate from you. I am one with you. I have no expectations
on an outcome. I am no longer getting in my own way. I have no or
limited personal desires. I am doing it because I have a heartfelt wish to
expand and assist myself and my OPOM’s. I am doing it because I no
longer wish to push my will and knowing on you. I am in a place of simply
allowing and knowing that we are all unique, yet all one.
In our uniqueness we are all heading in the same direction even though
we may be taking different routes. Those different routes are all ok no
matter what they are. I am a part of the whole. I am a particle of the
Universal consciousness and I am expanding in that knowing all the
time. The selfish consciousness is diminishing with every experience and
in all truth, I am sure you will agree, it is a wonderful place to be. All you
need to do is look at all the wonderful things that are happening around
us.
Thank you for being that other part of me and allowing me to be that
other part of you.
Blessings dear OPOM’s.
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Final and Most powerful Parable of them all….
In the previous (chapter) parables I have touched upon certain words
that can change your life as you see the value of them and the energy
contained within them. During seminars and workshops I ask people to
close their eyes and place one word in the one hand and the other word
in the other hand. We don’t know how it works, but the word that is of the
lesser vibration is always heavier and one can visibly see the hand
lowering, most important of all, they can feel it.
You have read how they can empower you and take you to another level
of your awakening journey.
In this last parable I wish to provide you with some final tips that have to
be the ultimate ones.
We have talked about how words are energy. Thoughts are energy. Your
actions and reactions are energy. Your state of mind is energy. Your
emotions are energy. In truth everything about you, in you and around
you is energy.
Final and most powerful parable.
The information contained within this parable
has the power to change your life drastically.
It contains the power to allow you all that
your heart desires.
The information offered when you fully
understand it will assist you to find true
happiness and create it all around you.