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Issue 2

The good old days with Hubbard

a letter from a reader of “The Spotlight” magazine, Dec. 28, 1993

ccording to your Advt. on p. 25 of notwithstanding, but it was absolutely But Miracles, in the early days, were
the 1/3 Spotlight, you want to know marvelous as psychosomatic medicine!) It commonplace. Never in the History of
something about Scientology. I can could, and did, cure every nameable disease Mankind had so many fine minds been allied
categorically state that seldom in the History which was not genetic in origin, and relieved in an effort to help others, with a believable
of Mankind has something which is capable those, to some extent - but not always; that framework on which to hang their efforts. It
of such great good been used to create such was the stumbling block. I solved that was all very chivalrous and idealistic in those
havoc. problem, to the satisfaction of the field and days.
the annoyance of the zealots; in a paper I
That statement needs explanation, which I published, I had this to say; "In order for a
Hubbard started three "Foundations," one in
shall be more than glad to furnish; I have no psychosomatic disease to exist, there must,
Elizabeth, N.J., one in Los Angeles, and one
axes to grind, either pro or anti Scientology, somewhere, be a real disease for it to imitate.
in Honolulu. Some brilliant people came to
but I lived through the very interesting times While with Dianetic processes you can aid
work for him; people whose own lives had
of its inception, and you simply cannot the pre-clear in eliminating or ameliorating
been materially aided by Dianetics, and who
understand Scientology (hereafter referred to the former, there is little that can be done
wanted to give something back. Miracles
as Scn) without understanding what went on about the latter." That statement, true though
occurred daily. People went to the
forty years and more ago. it may have been, did not increase my
Foundations to be trained as "Auditors," but
popularity among the "All disease is
far more people read the book, rolled up their
psychosomatic" set, but I didn't care; my
Lafayette Ronald Hubbard was one of my figurative sleeves, and went to work. These
point was that if ALL disease was
favorite pulp fiction authors. To call him a were referred to as "Book Auditors," with a
psychosomatic, why did animals get sick?
"Science Fiction Writer" somewhat sort of lofty condescension from the
sneeringly as many people do, is to do an "Professional Auditors" who carried the seal
injustice to the man's eclectic abilities. He Thus Hubbard got his first shock; something of approval of the Hubbard Dianetic
wrote Adventure fiction under his own name which had either been designed as a spoof or Foundation. Here was the first inkling we in
and that of Rene Lafayette; he wrote Western a con, (I believe the former; most everyone the field had that the great man didn't quite
fiction under the name of Winchester else of my acquaintances believes the latter), have all his tiles fastened down. The
Remington colt; he wrote True Confessions not only worked, but worked as he - the "Degree" he granted was "HDA," which was
and love stories for the steamy women's inventor - SAID it would work! So, whether short for "Hubbard Dianetic Auditor." Since
magazines, and I hear that he wrote a lot of he had intended it or not, he was stuck with there wasn't any other form of Dianetics
soft-core pornography for the "Spicy" rags, writing "The Book." Again, his wife claimed around to compete with it, the "H" seemed to
although I think he may have been a bit it was entirely fiction; but fiction or not, it be a bit out of place, not to say redundant,
young for that. He was, quite simply, a very got a lot of people started, and a lot of people smacking somewhat of self aggrandisement;
good pulp fiction author. There was a darker got a lot saner practically overnight. but, as I said to someone who questioned it,
side to his nature. As a young man, he had Neuroses vanished; people got well from an "The man's got a lot to be arrogant about."
studied with Aleister Crowley, and it is my astounding array of diseases. A friend of ours The fact was that GOOD "Book Auditors,"
understanding that he actually stole whose back was completely ankylosed into a which I modestly admit we were, were every
Crowley's yacht, although that may be question mark, so that he had to walk with bit as good as, and in many cases better than,
apocryphal. He had also long been interested two canes, after fifteen hours with my father any Foundation-trained Auditors.
in what made people tick, and he formulated straightened up and went back to leading a
a bunch of theories about that. He finally dance band. An M.D. we knew lost his
It was then that some strange things began to
took the plunge, publishing in the May, 1950, peripheral neuritis, endocarditis, and
happen. Liz Byall and Judge Street
Analog Science Fact / Science Fiction, an diabetes! (He gave himself a routine injection
developed a technique for rapidly
article entitled "Dianetics." His then wife of Insulin, went into shock, and nearly died
straightening out a case which they called
later claimed that the sole research he before he could eat a candy bar!) His hair,
"Lock scanning."
actually did for the development of the which had been snow white for over ten
"Modern Science of Mental Health" was a years, came back in as a honey blond.
Speaking of hair, I worked with a man who (A "Lock" is a lighter incident somehow
half hour with a couple of dictionaries
was egg bald. After ten hours, he had a connected to the heavier stuff, but not
developing a name for it.
tonsure, and after thirty nearly a full head of terribly "charged" in itself;) unloading these
hair. Harrison Angel had a mouth full of bad wholesale tended to bring people upscale
Be that as it may, he apparently created out teeth, so he had them all pulled and grew a (later!) faster than a lot of other techniques.
of whole cloth a philosophy, theory, and new set, using techniques he had developed Hubbard came down on it like a ton of
therapy which not only worked, but - for the from Dianetic theory; the new set came in broken brick! It was "Dangerous,"
common run of neurotics (90% of the crooked, so he had them pulled and grew "Unauthorized," and a whole host of
population) - worked far better than another set, this time doing it right! A friend pejorative adjectives. Six weeks later, it came
conventional psychotherapy, and was light- of my wife's had been born with a deformed out as "Chain Scanning," "by" L. Ron
years ahead of the Psychiatry of its day! (It toe. During one of her sessions, the crooked Hubbard, and was not only Okay, but was
was not so red hot on real psychotics, toe straightened out! touted as the newest and best technique from
Hubbard's claims to the contrary the fertile mind of the founder. Byall and

Street were given no credit, although we who The double whammy of losing his daughter Hubbardian "Discoveries." Oh, well, at least
had their original paper found few and his Foundations literally destroyed him. it was out into the field, and could help
differences other than the title, between it He flipped. There is no kinder term for it. He people; I really didn't NEED the credit, did I?
and the newest Foundation-blessed vanished. Several concerned Dianuts (as we
Hubbardian technique. In other words, our laughingly called ourselves) set out in search Apparently Don Purcell noticed what I, and
noble leader was - to put it politely - a of him. Don Purcell, a Kansas Oil man, and some other members of our group in Fair
plagiarist, or to be blunt, a thief. A little later, Jack Maloney, the Foundation's Accountant, Oaks, Calif. were doing, but of that more
a friend of ours, Donald L. Sterling, or "D. finally found him hiding under a bed in a later.
Lyn Sterling" as he called himself, in hotel room in Cuba! (Remember, this was in
unconscious imitation of Hubbard, wrote a 1951) He spun a fanciful, unbelievable yarn,
right scholarly work entitled "Sex in the about how he had been kidnapped by the Things went well at Wichita for a while. Self
Basic Personality." For the time, and of its Communists who wanted to know all the Analysis, a great help for individual work,
type, the book was good. secrets of the human mind, and forced him, and Handbook for Pre-clears, were
under torture, to reveal advanced techniques published. In the latter was the first mention
of brainwashing. of the word "Scientology."
So good, in fact, that he told us, later, that he
had been offered quite a deal. "If I had
allowed the book to be published as being He also warned that the Communists planned Now, I must backtrack a bit. "Our" HDA was
authored by Hubbard, I was offered a to take over Cuba as an advance base for the a Medicolegal Expert for the State of
$25,000.00 advance and ten per cent. royalty conquest of the west, and that Batista's days California; Marshall Trout, PhD, MD, ScD,
on ALL sales! Naturally, I told them to get were numbered. In retrospect, maybe LID. A brilliant man, a fine legal and
lost." (The book was later published by the someone should have listened to him! In any medical scholar; he had been a Superior
Dianetic Foundation of Wichita, Kansas, event, Don and Jack brought him to Wichita, Court Judge at one point, and preferred to be
after Hubbard severed his connection with it, gave him "Good present time" and a lot of referred to as "Judge Trout," rather than
as being "BY" "D. L. Sterling." He didn't Auditing, (the term 'processing' had not yet "Doctor Trout." His opinion of the Medical
make $2,500.00 from its total sales, and there come into vogue), and cleaned him up to the profession was not high. Scientology can
was no advance.) point where he was his old arrogant self. Don really be blamed on him. One afternoon,
told me, very seriously, "Never do Hubbard a while in conference with Hubbard, he being
favor; he'll not only never forgive you, he'll one of the two or three people for whom Ron
Hubbard made a practice of claiming the had any real respect, he told Ron as follows;
work of others as his own; in his view, it do his best to destroy you!"
"If you in Dianetics go on curing Asthma and
wasn't plagiarism; after all, if it hadn't been Arthritis and Bursitis and Cancer and
for him, whatever the work, it would not Purcell bought all the assets of the bankrupt Diabetes and all the other psychosomatic ills
have even been conceived. Well, maybe; Foundations and moved them to Wichita, to which Humans fall prey, the AMA is
"How to Live Though an Executive," the where he reincorporated into two going to come down on you for practicing
Scientologists' Management Manual, was Foundations, the Hubbard Dianetic medicine without a license, and we'll all end
written by Richard de Mille, (Cecil B.'s son), Foundation, (HDF) which was the money- up in jail; the only way you'll be safe is to
although LRH claimed authorship, and the making arm of the outfit, selling training and make a Religion out of it! Also, the primary,
Scientological manifesto "Have You Lived auditing, and the Hubbard Dianetic Research stated goal of the Religion can be Spiritual
Before This Life?" was obviously staff Foundation, (HDRF), which was to take the Healing, but not Physical Healing; that can
written, and rather carelessly put together. profits (hopefully!) of the HDF and funnel come as a result of your "Worship Sessions,"
Had I been Hubbard, I'd have disclaimed them into new and improved processes for but cannot be a stated purpose. Look into
having anything to do with it, but he calmly improving Mankind generally. Everyone was incorporating as a Religion." The rest, as
claimed Authorship in order to guarantee hung up on the first sentence of Book One. they say, is History.
sales. (If you're a Scientologist, you're Then, with much fanfare and self-
expected to have at least ONE copy of congratulation, Book 2 was published, with
everything Hubbard ever wrote! (Or the "Complete" (up to then) "Tone Scale The other tribulations of the Foundations got
allegedly wrote.) Chart." It still "Only" went from 0.0 (Dead) in the way, but apparently Hubbard never
to 4.0, Dianetic "Clear." (A "Clear" was a forgot. Anyhow, the Tone Scale suddenly
person all of whose aberrations from any expanded; now, we could get clear up to tone
But I digress. According to A. E. van Vogt, 40, but tone 22 was the preferred reachable
two wronger people for each other than source had been removed. It was a
theoretically perfect goal, unreachable in goal. (Things were getting complex).
Hubbard and his then wife were hard to
imagine. They were continually at finite time, but still a useful concept.) What
loggerheads, and a messy divorce was we mostly sought were "Releases," another Meanwhile, in Wichita, Hubbard made two
inevitable. She won custody of Alexia, Dianetic term, meaning "People whose major million dollars, and spent three million. He
Hubbard's brilliant little daughter, of whom it aberrative circuits had been resolved." We no had purchased, not one, not two, but three
was said that "She's the only person in the longer sought "Erasures;" That not only took formula 1 cars, and was tuning them up for
World that Ron cares more for than he does too long, but had a tendency to backfire, racing; (he was going to enter the races
for himself." At the same time, the since nothing ever really erased; it was himself, but Purcell talked him out of that, on
Foundation was in the process of going always there, ready to plug back into the the basis that he was too important to
bankrupt, Hubbard being no businessman, board if Survival dictated. I published, in the Dianetics to risk his life thus). He also
although he tried to claim that he was one; he "Arc Light," an independent Dianetic Journal devised the "Scientists of the World"
consistently spent more than he earned, and published by Bill and Dee Swygard in scheme, about which I know little; Purcell
unless you're a government, you can't do that Florida, a paper on how to get around that; never gave me any details, but merely said
too long without damaging the exchequer. imagine my chagrin not too long thereafter, that it was a barefaced con, and it cost him a
to find that it was one of the latest LOT of money to keep Hubbard out of jail.

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Every week, on Wednesday night, Hubbard and sued for recovery of the Foundations' The Wichita Foundation, meanwhile, was
would give, to students and staff, a lecture on property. An apparently very contrite endeavoring to put the pieces back together.
the subject of the latest techniques he had Hubbard brought back all but one typewriter It created the position of Director of Training
developed from the ongoing research and two tape recorders, and all of the tapes, (which had never existed before, Hubbard
program (although Waldo Boyd said, "I don't but he kept copis of the mailing lists. After having fulfilled that function himself), and
know where he's doing the research; I never he left, Jack Maloney, being a suspicious hired Gene Benton, a well-respected
catch him doing any!") Wally was the Editor soul, played a tape. Total hash. Have you psychologist, who had done yeoman work
of Foundation Publications, and, as Jim ever tried to listen to a tape over which has for the L.A. Foundation. Imagine how
Pinkham called him, "A Good Boy Scout." been run a fairly powerful magnet? In one Purcell felt when he discovered that Benton
action, Hubbard had destroyed years' worth was teaching - not Dianetics, but Gestalt
Eventually, things came to a head; Purcell of lectures, some of which represented Psychology! So he was discharged, and
called a meeting of the Foundation Board of valuable contributions to Human knowledge, Wayne Dunbar, a fairly well respected L.A.
Directors, which included him, Hubbard, and all of which had represented a strong Auditor, was hired. That was another
Boyd and Maloney, and explained that source of revenue to the Foundations, mistake, for which the Foundation paid
Hubbard was putting the new Foundation Hubbard's rental tapes being always in dearly, but more of that in its proper place.
into bankruptcy faster than his penchant for demand. Fortunately, a number of them were
profligate spending had put the old. He said out circulating, and Hubbard was not able to About this time, N.A. (Art) Coulter, M.D., an
that, from now on, Hubbard would not be destroy those. But the tape library was, to say Endocrinologist in Columbus, Ohio, who had
able to dip into the Foundations' tills as he the least, sorely depleted. developed an idea he called "Semantic
had been up to that time; that he would be Telepathy," which was an early, crude, but
put on a straight salary ($10,000.00 a month Two of the tapes were of signal importance; effective means of reading "Body
was the figure mentioned - surely not a mere they were called "Black Dianetics I and II" Language," surfaced with a technique for
pittance.) That for this he would be expected They consisted of a discussion of things that clearing psychological problems he called
to give his usual Wednesday Night lecture. you should, as an Auditor, NEVER EVER "Analytical Procedure." He gave it to the
He would be free to conduct any research he even think of doing. They ranged from Foundation with the idea that they'd research
wanted to, and his writings would, of course, elementary Mind Control techniques to it and determine its validity if any. Purcell
continue to be published by the Foundation, advanced Brainwashing and enslaving named me as a member of the research team,
at a standard 25% royalty, no advances. That techniques, and were totally vicious in and I went to work with the "newer" ideas, to
he would be allowed to use the Foundation's concept and execution. Hubbard explained see what was good about them. I will state
facilities for private Auditing sessions, the his presenting these techniques as "Things no unabashedly at this time, "Yes, I went with
proceeds of which he would keep. Surely a Dianetically-oriented person will ever do, Wichita. In the face of ever wilder and more
good deal, for any really sane individual, even by accident. They are presented in order confusing stuff coming out of Phoenix, and
though not one calculated to make Hubbard a that you may be warned; if anyone you the pronouncements from Wichita showing
millionaire overnight, which was his stated encounter is using these techniques, get away the probity of a group of sane individuals
goal. Hubbard screwed himself right into the as fast as you can, and notify the attempting to make a go of something they
light socket. Wally Boyd said, "You have not Foundation." I have no idea what he intended felt was good, of course I went with Wichita.
heard inventive swearing until you have the Foundation to do about it, but I presume Too bad about Hubbard, but he had refused
heard Ron in a rage." When he came down, he had some means of punishing people set to act in a businesslike manner, and besides,
he said, "I QUIT !!!") and stormed off. I up; he certainly did later. he'd given us enough to go on with. I did the
suppose he figured that the Foundations research and found the newer techniques to
could not do without him. Had that been all, Anyway, Hubbard disappeared from Wichita be good; they did not replace Dianetics, but
Dianetics would have survived his loss and resurfaced in Phoenix. There followed a they DID help in refiling garbage without
without a qualm. But later that night, he most interesting (in the ancient Chinese curse incident running. In later years, these
came back; he still had his keys, after all, and sense of the word), time. Jim Elliot speaking techniques became "Synergetics" and their
he stole all the tape recorders (twelve for Hubbard, (Reminiscent of "Helmuth practitioners "Syngeneers," but they are not
Ampexes!) all the tapes, not only session speaking for Boskone" of E. E. Smith's germane to this narrative, and will not be
tapes (every Auditing room was wired), but Lensman series), wrote a whole lot of wild mentioned further.
also all his lecture tapes, which the stuff, accusing the Wichita Foundation of
Foundation rented to groups around the everything but baby rape, and promising Now, we must go back in time to the original
country; he also took three electric startling new developments from the newer (Elizabeth, N.J.) Foundation. Hubbard had
typewriters and the Addressograph; also the researches of the Master, which would totally done something Freud refused to do. In his
address files of every Dianeticist in the revolutionize all concepts of mental function. work with people, Freud occasionally found
World! Really a clean sweep. You can't call Rumors were afloat that Ron was working them attempting to work in the area before
it either burglary or breaking and entering, with two paranoid schizes who had contact birth. He believed this to be aberrant, and
since he entered with his own key. He, Jim with "The Whole Track," whatever that was. refused to work the area, calling it imaginary,
Elliott, and Mary Sue Whip were up most of I think he was reading Dr. Victor Lindlahr's and of small or no value. Hubbard, on the
the night carting stuff from the Foundation book, "The Fifty-Minute Hour," with other hand, believed this material to be of
into a rented truck. particular reference to the chapter entitled prime importance; the Source of all Aberrant
"The Jet-Propelled Couch." He may also behavior. He called painful or painfully
When Purcell arrived the next morning, he have been dipping into OAHSPE, a strange, emotional incidents in this area "Prenatal
felt like he'd been kicked. "Okay, " said he to "Channeled" work which alleged to explain Engrams" and declared that erasing the
himself, "He wants to play hardball, we'll the origin of all Universes and contain the trauma associated with them would aid in
play hardball." He called his attorney, got underpinnings of all religions. It was full of removing a whole host of troubles to which
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Unfortunately, at the Elizabeth Foundation, detecting anything about the state of the the traumata of THIS lifetime! And taking as
when people were "Sent Earlier," to find the person's mind, and since it only weighs a gospel anything an instrument "says" is not
"First incident on the Chain," once in a while couple of pounds, you can imagine what a only suspect, but dumb, on the order of
they ran into a past existence; this was okay good anchor it would make. However, scrambling jets on the radar return from a
by Hubbard, who felt that the cellular Hubbardian Auditors have abdicated the first high-flying flock of swallows. However, I
memory could be transmitted with the germ function of what Hubbard originally am categorically willing to state that if
plasm, and indeed might be very powerful, proclaimed were the attributes of a good Scientology as it is currently practiced, and
since that particular aberrant memory would Auditor; namely, that he/she should as it has been practiced for the past thirty
be a built-in part of every cell. Unfortunately, continually observe the actions of the client, years were simply abolished, the World
people were not only experiencing "Past getting clues as to what to do next from those would be a better place. However, back to
Lives," they were experiencing "Past actions. Now, they don't even look at the Phoenix.
Deaths," and "Between Lives" periods as client; they look at the dial of the machine,
well. This particular class of phenomena was and make judgments based on what the The Phoenix gang at that time consisted of
not one that Hubbard, with his Engineering benighted and possibly misbegotten machine Hubbard, Elliot, Mary Sue Whip, (whom
training, could stomach. He actually "Fired" "says." Ron later married), Alphia Hart, and Ross
students and staff-members who Insisted" on Lamoureaux. Hubbard later destroyed, or
running 'garbage' like this. We, in Fair Oaks, Since I can make the machine "Say" anything tried to destroy, them all, except Mary Sue. It
were rather more pragmatic. After one very I want it to, by merely varying the pressure did not pay to help Hubbard when he was
unfortunate early experience in which the with which I am holding the tomato sauce down, because your presence later on
client, having run into a prior existence cans they use for electrodes, and my son, reminded him of how things were. (If you
which was running in full color, sound, and who is a fairly powerful telekinetic, can think I am painting a picture of a severely
other elements of reality, INVALIDATED make it "say" anything he wants it to without aberrated individual, I am. He was. He was
the episode, saying it must be a "Lie Factory" even touching the cans, I really have strong also a major genius, in developing ways to
and terminated the session. This particular doubts as to the validity of anything the contact (or create) psychological phenomena.
person thereupon shut down all perceptics machine may "Say." Genius is frequently mad.
and was never again able to "Run" an
"Engram" "Properly." So we made it a solid
rule, "No matter what material the person is Furthermore, the early machines, on which The first two totally "Scientological" works
working on, if he appears to be discharging the original "Research" was done, had two appeared. They were "Scientology 8-80" and
trauma from it, regardless of how outlandish 12AT7 tubes in the circuit, only half of each "Scientology 8-8008." It hadn't become a
it may seem, RUN IT RIGHT INTO THE of which were being used. The other half church, just yet. Elliot also said that in order
GROUND! If the material is brought up, it constituted an untuned transmitter, with a to raise some cash, Hubbard was offering for
must be for a reason; maybe it is symbolic of range of about fifty yards. Several times, to sale the only existing copy of the book
material which is too highly charged to work skeptical Scientologists, I demonstrated that "Excalibur," which, it was alleged, contained
with; maybe it is valid. We have no criteria you could put a high resistance shunt across everything there was to know about the
by which to judge." the cans on one machine, put a person across operation of the mind, but which was too
the cans on the other machine, and watch much for most minds to handle; it was
BOTH machines react as you questioned the supposed to have driven insane the few
Hubbard was not that generous. He simply person! As I kept saying, "Okay, you've got a people who had read it. Anyone who wanted
could not accept the existence of the Human building full of these pieces of junk, all of it could have it for the payment of
Soul - at first. Fortunately, being of an which are operating at the same time, and $15,000.00 cash. The way it was advertised
Engineering mind, he eventually came to the each of them affecting all the others; just was not exactly calculated to make anyone
same conclusion we had, "If it works, use it, how much validity can you ascribe to the buy it, and indeed, I suspect that it never
whether you believe it or not." I am, quite actions of ANY ONE of them?" They never existed. I am, however, fairly certain that for
frankly, not sure he EVER believed it, but got the message. With the modern $15,000.00 he'd have written it!
BOYOBOY did he ever USE it! transistorized machines that problem may -
or may not - have been corrected, because I At this point, I gave up on Scientology. True
About this time, Volney Matheson, a still believe it to be possible that they can or not, it was too unsane, insane, illogical,
Chiropractor in Los Angeles, invented a pick up signals from Radio Stations, Cellular and unbusinesslike for me to swallow. I
gadget called an "Electropsychometer." 'phones, and God alone knows what; at least, corresponded at length with Purcell, and
Hubbard got hold of it and promptly claimed the last one I saw, a neat little transistorized continued working on the research with
he invented it; I don't understand why model, still "hunted," "froze," and "bopped," Analytical Procedure. As a sort of
Matheson never sued, but maybe there was when I put a 4 megohm resistor across it and valediction, it was then I wrote
some "Quid pro Quo" involved; not centered it. Maybe that's been corrected by
knowing, can't say. In any event, Hubbard now, but the sloppy way the Scientologists
The Scientologists' Prayer
claimed it was the absolute final word in do everything else causes me to doubt it. The
Our Father, which art in Phoenix,
uncovering hidden trauma. Actually, it was a point is that if the instrument is suspect, all of
Hubbard be thy name.
reasonably sensitive skin galvanometer. If the data you gather using it are also suspect.
Thy hair be red, Thy books be read,
you insist on doing things like this, you can For that reason alone, ALL of Scientology as
In Kansas, as in Arizona,
get all the same effects using a $35.00 it is currently practiced, can be scrapped. It
Give us each week,
multimeter, and test circuits, too; but this was may be totally true, although I have some
A new technique,
supposed to be the last word in detecting difficulty in believing aberrations caused by
And forgive us our faults, As we mess up our
"Psychic Charge." Myself, I believe the E- something that happened eighty seven
meter, as it is now called, would make a Octillion years ago, give or take a few
And lead us not into bankruptcy, But deliver
better boat anchor than an instrument for quintillion. We barely have time to alleviate
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For thine is the Thetan, And the Engram, later having him "Run" the material installed ever heard of Elliot after Hubbard left. He
And the writings forever, Amen. was only one such means, but it was the one and Mary Sue went to Spain, to England, to
used on me. Of course, naming me as Australia, to Sea, and, (some people averred),
(I was not dearly beloved in Phoenix, but I Director of Training was out of the question, to Hell. At least, some of the methods he
didn't become a non-person until a LOT since regardless of my guilt or innocence, the came up with were definitely NOT made in
later.) FACT of the accusation was always there. I Heaven!
suppose I have the right to be annoyed with
Hubbard, but I have accepted what happened Someplace in here Scientology declared
Don Purcell apparently liked the things I was to me as just another one of his ways of
telling him, about my own philosophy, etc., itself to be a Religion, and Hubbard awarded
doing business. After all, it was nothing Himself the "Degree" of D. Scn. (Doctor of
and so he invited me to come to Wichita to personal.
be his own personal Auditor for a while. guess what?) Of course, he was kind about it;
for a mere $2,500.00 or so, you, too could
I didn't even know about the lost opportunity get the Doctorate in Scientology, after
I found out later, (much too late, actually), until nearly a year later. Meanwhile, Dunbar submitting yourself to certain "Processes,"
that he was dissatisfied with what Dunbar messed up a case something fierce, which which is what they were being called. Saint
was doing, and was grooming me to become gave Purcell the excuse to fire him. He Hill, East Grinstead, England, became
Director of Training, if I was as represented. named Dick Weigand, a Staff Auditor, to the international headquarters on land, while the
I was, but it didn't do me any good. As it was position, and things were never the same SEA ORG, which was what Hubbard's yacht
later pieced together from what Alphia Hart thereafter. I have often thought that had I was called, was Universal Headquarters.
told me, Dunbar was Hubbard's Man in actually been given the position, the Wichita
Wichita, with the prime goal of destroying Foundation would have lasted a lot longer
the Wichita Foundations (which had Scientology was one of the two living
than it did, because I am something Dick, religions which proclaimed that its titular
reorganized, leaving the name "Hubbard" off with all due credit to his skill as an Auditor,
the title). One of my first jobs after arrival in deity was a living man. Sun Myung Moon
never was; I am a capable Manager. People didn't get away with it, either. At least
Wichita was to devise the letterhead for the who work for me are fiercely loyal to me,
Foundations. (Everyone who COULD do Hubbard was smart enough to stay at sea,
and I can see as far through a ladder as most where the Authorities could not get hold of
something, DID it; no Prima Donnas need people. Anyway, I had become totally
apply). The Foundation also changed its him, although warrants for his arrest on sight
disenchanted with the Wichita Foundation's were sworn out in several Countries. He did
procedures; the degrees now granted were way of doing things, and I could not, in good
"DA" and "CDA" for "Dianetic Auditor" and not, as far as I know, set foot on land for the
conscience, go with Hubbard, who was last ten years of his life. Of course, those last
"Certified Dianetic Auditor," the one for sounding less and less sane, and more and
graduates of the training course, the other for ten years were somewhat scandalous. In the
more strident all the time. Shortly after the first place, he quit writing, researching, or
HDA's who had some experience, came back Second Dianetic Conference (in Denver),
and got retreaded in the newer techniques, doing anything else Dianetic or
which I attended, the first "Dianetic Clear," Scientological. Those last ten years were
and got the "H" removed. Anyway, Don who had been announced with much fanfare,
liked my style, and things were going along devoted to writing the World's greatest
was revealed to be a fraud. The man was Science Fiction Story. Great or not, it was
swimmingly; I was even commissioned to brilliant, no doubt about that, and he took his
write a book for the Foundation concerning certainly the longest! While people on land
Auditor in completely. That's a long story, were sweating Hubbard's delay in coming up
some techniques my father and I had and has nothing in particular to do with Scn,
developed. Then the roof fell in. Wayne with the details for O.T. VII and VIII, he was
so we'll skip it. I had the opportunity to go to living the life of a Roman Emperor, which is
Dunbar and one of the students did as neat a Morocco as the chief Chemist for a major Air
job of sabotage on me as has ever been done. nice work if you can get it, and writing when
Force Materiel Depot, with an Area of he felt the urge. Frankly, I found "Battlefield
Using some Hubbardian techniques, he got responsibility considerably larger than the
the student to claim that I had used "Pain- Earth" to be all but unreadable, but lots of
Continental U.S., so I went. I severed all ties other people liked it, or said they did...
Drug-Hypnosis" on him, and committed with Dianetics and Scientology; the idols in
certain unspeakable acts. Of course I was that field had proven, (in Alphia Hart's
innocent, and demanded the right to confront felicitous phrase), "To have Feet of Clay and Anything Scientological written during that
them, but Don felt that the student was in too Heads to match," and I had no desire to time was mostly Staffed, and then signed off
psychologically delicate a state to take a continue my association with either. Instead, by the Great Man, usually without even
confrontation. I demanded the right to my wife and I engaged in our own research, being read. After all, these people were all
confront Dunbar and ask him just what the and came up with several signal advances. Of varying degrees of Operating Thetan, and
HELL he thought he was doing, but Purcell course, there was no escaping the news; I therefore were theoretically the equal, in
said that MY psychological state was such followed Hubbard's career 'from afar,' so to practice, of Hubbard Himself, as long as they
that I would probably beat the crap out of speak. He apparently got up to some of his didn't try to take credit for anything they did.
Dunbar, and the Foundation couldn't stand old tricks in Phoenix, selling a few intensive Actually, Hubbard had worked himself into
for that. In retrospect, he was probably right. auditing sessions for $1500.00 each, (an the position of being the World's greatest
Alphia Hart told me later that Hubbard had intensive was forty hours of Auditing in a Scapegoat; since he insisted on taking all of
orchestrated the whole thing; not that he had week), doing a case evaluation, and turning the credit unto himself, guess where the
anything against me, personally, but that the case over to a student. A few people, who blame was affixed when things started to
since Dunbar was his agent in Wichita, he felt defrauded by this process, sued. Hubbard unravel?
was to use any means necessary to destroy or left Arizona a half jump ahead of the Process
discredit anyone whom he saw as a threat to server, but not before he did his customary A few terms need to be clarified, here. No
his continued existence as Hubbard's point hatchet job on Ross Lamoreaux and Alphia longer could one speak of "Releases" and
man. He gave Dunbar several means of doing Hart. It took Alphia a couple of years to "Clears." Now, one was a various "Stage"
it; using a student as a hypnotic subject and recover, Lamoreaux never did, and nobody Release, up through 8, if memory serves,

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then one became a MEST clear, one whose Ron took back Dianetics, which he had first were making of a lot of people. She brought
Theta was no longer enturbulated by being said that He had not invented, the credit went them to us, and we, who still liked to help
messed up with Matter, Energy, Space, and to a thousand generations of thinking men, people and accepted repairing Scn's
Time, then one became a theta clear, then a then gave to the world, then sold to Purcell. wreckage as a challenge, used everything we
cleared theta clear, then a grade 1 through 8 He had rewritten the first book, (or, as I knew and a lot of things we invented on the
theta clear. believe, had had it rewritten) so that it gave spot, to clean them up and restore them to a
all sorts of credit to Scn, which was not even degree of sanity they had not known since
Then, if one's money held out (each one of mentioned, except in the Handbook for before they encountered Scn. Apparently the
these "states" cost about $1500.00 plus room Preclears, originally. Greenes got wind of what was being done
and board), and if one exhibited a slavish and who was doing it, because one day I
adoration of Hubbard, one might get into the Somehow, we got back on the mailing list. received, in the mail, an official - looking
Operating Thetan category, at prices ranging Hubbard, knowing my wife, (she had been NOTICE. E[xxx] G. R[xxx], Jr., and his
from $2500.00 up, the higher the fewer. It one of the few people he actually hired at the wife, J[xxx] M. R[xxx], nee J[xxx] M.
was estimated that if you owned a quarter of L.A. Foundation as a Staff Auditor, because W[xxx], HDA, are summoned to an ETHICS
a million dollars free and clear, that was just she was one of the few people who knew hearing at -" and the address given was that
about enough to carry you from "wog" or instinctively how to Audit; Oh, yes - that was of the Scientology HQ in San Francisco. The
"aberree" through O.T. VI. Well, another of the early Scn publications, as was charge was "Practicing Black Dianetics."
unfortunately, I have met a few of these What to Audit), and knowing me by
people. A more totally screwed up bunch reputation as being tops in the Book Auditor Oh, Brother.
you'd never want to encounter. Not ONE of line, offered us the Sacramento Scientology
the various grades of "Clear" I have Franchise; It was only going to cost us I replied. Boy, did I reply. I was somewhat
encountered would meet the criteria for a $25,000.00 up front, plus ten per cent of the worried that the paper might catch fire before
decent Book 1 "Release!" Also, every Scn-ist gross receipts. (Note that; GROSS I got it out of the typewriter, but I replied.
I have ever met has what is called, by RECEIPTS. In other words, we would take
outsiders, "The Look." It is a fixed maniacal the rent, furnishings, supplies, etc., out of our
stare that would make Jesus Christ Himself share.) She countered with an offer I thought ""EXTRA ! EXTRA ! MAN BITES DOG
nervous. But that was later. was brilliant; "You pay my way to Saint Hill, WHILE LATTER IS DROWNED BY FIRE
acquaint me with all the processes, give me HYDRANT! FORTY THOUSAND
the Franchise gratis, set me up in a building ESKIMOS FREEZE AT EQUATOR!
When we came back from Morocco, I got AIRCRAFT LANDS UPSIDE DOWN,
hold of some old dianetic friends, to find out of my choosing in Sacramento, stock it and
furnish it, and I'll pay you FIFTY per cent of FIFTY PASSENGERS AND CREW
what had been happening. Some had gone DISEMBARK WITHOUT INJURY!
with Scn, and some had not, and they were the NET."
fast enemies, which I found interesting. I did R[xxx]S OF BEING UNETHICAL!"
some Scn-ical "Processes," to find out what That was not the way Hubbard liked to do Of all the above, only the last one is really
they were like. I "Put that body in that chair," business, so we never heard from him again. UNBELIEVABLE!"
for a wearisome time, and "Felt the floor The funny thing is, if he'd done that with a
with my feet," for another wearisome time, lot of competent people, he'd probably have
and "Held the corners of the room" forever, made even more money, with less hassle, "Look, Steiner," (Bill Steiner was the
watched a movie Ron had recently made, in than he did. However, we still didn't become signature on the letter), "I heard the two
which he made the valid, but scarcely non-persons, even though I made no bones of tapes, "Black Dianetics I and II" before I left
revolutionary point that communication saying, "As far as I am concerned, Dianetics the United States to go to Morocco. Can you
required two people, "Terminals" he called is a valid theory, therapy, and philosophy. imagine my horror and shock on my return to
them, who acknowledged each other's Scientology is a sham, a scam, and a rip-off." the U.S., to find that these two tapes were the
existence; he then explained I suppose Ron felt that I was no danger to major armamentarium of Scientology? Can
"Communication" at stultifying length, but I him, as long as I was honest about my you understand how I felt when I realized
defy anyone who listened to that speech not feelings, and didn't try to compete. After all, that the very Mind Control and Brainwashing
to know what Communication was, even if a lot of people don't like Catholicism. But technology which Hubbard said NO
he had the sneaking suspicion that the great then came the Greenes. Some people named reputable Dianeticist would ever use were the
man didn't really do all that much Greene took the Sacramento franchise and means by which you bastards enslaved
"Communicating" himself. A prominent San ran with it. We were living in Lincoln, only people and got them to release large
Francisco Dianeticist, whom I shall not name thirty miles away, and our daughter was quantities of MONEY? For you to accuse me
because she may still be alive, and hence in going to Sierra College. One of the students - of using Black Dianetics is tantamount to the
some danger if her remarks became known, a lovely girl - who was a friend of hers, had Witches' cauldron calling the floor model of
said, "The only problem I have with the been brutally savaged - mentally - by a a Pyrex dish opaque. I will gladly come
Scientologists is that none of them knows Scientologist who was allegedly trying to get down to San Francisco, but not to any Ethics
how to confront SEX; all they can do is talk her over an unfortunate love affair. She was, Hearing. For the Ethical to submit an
dirty." And talk dirty they do; Scatological to put it kindly, an absolute basket case, and adjudication of his Ethics to the Unethical is
lingo is not only normal, it is encouraged; the her parents were talking Institution. Our infra dig. I will come to San Francisco for
idea is that if LITERALLY ANYTHING can daughter got her to us, and we, using $500.00 a day on a $5,000.00 guarantee to
offend you, you are "OBVIOUSLY" Dianetic techniques and some of the more teach some of you people how the mind
aberrated. To the clear, everything is "flat." powerful methods we had developed while operates, which you will find useful, I am
During our sojourn overseas, Don Purcell we were overseas, brought her back to sure. I will do this provided you also pay the
had died, the Wichita Foundation had folded reality. She developed her own mission; expenses of my son-in-law, a S.F. County
because of the lack of a charismatic leader, namely, to salvage the wreckage the Greenes Deputy Sheriff, who will act as my
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people!) AND that you let me see motion Faithful faithful, some of them even become I have, of course, heard the tales; stories of
pictures of you throwing all those sour on God. The most devout Atheist I ever murders of "Subversives and Traitors" as
unmentionable monstrosities called EMeters knew was a Jesuit scholar. So an Operating performed by the "White Shirts" of the Sea
into the Bay. They are perfectly useless, as Thetan VII (Equivalent to a Cardinal) knows Org. I know of a few suicides by people who
you know very well, and it is high time you exactly what lies must be told, what tricks could not take the pain of ostracism - of
admitted it. And get the Greenes off my must be played, what brainwashing being declared a "Non-Person," and snapped.
back; if I ever hear that they have accused techniques must be used, to keep the cash I can testify to the harm done by bringing a
me or my wife of practicing 'Black flow coming in. Because, in the last analysis, person just so far along the road, getting him
Dianetics,' I shall sue them for slander, libel, the GOD of Scientology is, like so many hung up in some pretty heavy material, and
defamation of character, and everything else other, more effete Faiths, MONEY. Scn is, then deserting him because he can't pay any
I can think of; I'll get Scientology however, the only Religion I know of which more. Scn has done some - to my way of
PUBLICITY in Sacramento like you never demands MORE than 10 per cent. Scn wants thinking - pretty criminal things; on the other
DREAMED of!" it ALL, and once you have ceased being a hand, it has a dynamite way of getting people
money cow capable of being milked, they off drugs; "Alanon" is its baby, and does a lot
There was more, but you get the idea. drop you wherever you are, regardless of the of good. I guess, on balance, that the run of
Strangely enough, there was no response shape you are in. The worst of it is that most the mill Scientologist, who is not hung up on
from Steiner; but we continued to repair the of the people they abuse spend all their a power trip, is a pretty decent, caring
Greene's wreckage, and never heard another money, get left high and dry, and scramble person. The ones who go for the higher
peep from the Greenes. I guess he was happy like Hell to make more money so that they grades of "Clear" - and no-one has as yet
enough that there was someone around who can get back on the Scn treadmill. In this shown me ONE Book One Clear - I believe
could clean up after him, especially since we respect, Scn has caused more harm than any that there is, and can, by the nature of things,
didn't charge! That was the thing that torqued good it has ever done can outweigh; it is BE no such animal, but it's a valid goal
his jaws most, I guess; we didn't charge, more addictive than Crack, more damaging anyway - get caught up in a Power Trip that
because I made a good enough living as a than Heroin. can literally drive them insane. I have no
Chemist so that I didn't have to squeeze the truck with such people, and when I see
last dime out of people who couldn't afford Yet, at base, it is capable of doing great someone with "The Look" - (in the Middle
it, whereas that was his basic Modus good, and in some isolated instances, has. Ages, they called it "The Evil Eye"), I head
Operandi, AS DIRECTED FROM SAINT for the nearest exit.
HILL! (Basically, I am very happy we didn't In fact, if it would ever get over its
get the franchise, even on our terms! We'd preoccupation with MONEY, get rid of the I hope this does you some good; please tell
have had to do violence to people's psyches more damaging of its technology, scrap all me, if so. If you need more, or if you enjoyed
that I find totally repugnant.) Amusingly those useless pieces of garbage called E- this abbreviated presentation, again, let me
enough, last summer, we met a woman who meters, and get back to the basic principle of know. Obviously, I have only scratched the
had been Greene's mistress; (Apparently he people helping people that Hubbard started surface of what I know, and I was not privy
had shed his wife someplace upon the way, out with, who knows? It might become a to much of what was going on; I do,
and had become an upper echelon wheel in Major World Religion, capable of REALLY however, feel that much of the criticism of
Scn.) He died in her arms of a massive helping a LOT of people, instead of what Scn has become is based upon
coronary - and he was an Operating Thetan contributing to the unearned wealth of a few. fragmentary knowledge, and that if people -
VII, as bestowed by Hubbard Himself; you including Scientologists - knew some of the
know; the kind of Entity who eats mountains background, it might become a valid religion.
for breakfast, and creates Universes on a If you really want to know more, from a As A.E. van Vogt said, "There are
whim. She had absolutely nothing good to victim's perspective, I suggest you find a phenomena in Scientology which bear
say about Greene, Hubbard, Scn, or any of its copy of INSIDE SCIENTOLOGY: Robert investigating."
adjuncts. Where I am a bit annoyed, she was Kaufman, Olympia Press, London and New
rabid. She had let him know early on that she York, 1972; ISBN 7004 0110 5 It will give
you his story; I, in vastly abbreviated form, Phenomena? You'd better believe it! But
was NOT grist for Scientology's mill, and he that's an area I don't want to enter. Let
had agreed; their relationship was strictly have given you mine. He went in; I stayed
out. He got out, more power to him; while I someone else tell you about that.
physical. So she got a view of the seamy
underside of Scientology that would have played St. George to Scn's Dragon, he went
been sickening if I had not already been to St. Hill. His work has a pretty decent Yours,
knowledgeable. You see, the people who run bibliography which will lead you to more; I
the show are, like the Hierarchy of most am afraid that I deep-sixed all of my Scn. E. G. R., Jr.
religions, totally disenchanted; they know the publications a long time ago; I only keep
nuts and bolts of the Religion; since they Science Fiction I like to re-read.
know the tricks by which they keep the

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