Original found @ http://www.wftv.com/pdf/24527888/detail.html 4-25-10 My Dearest Casey, I know its been a few weeks since Ive written.

I guess its part of my avoidance tendancies that I have. I just want you to know that I am in no way upset with you for anything. I cannot even imagine what you go thru every day and without anyone to truly count on to turn to. I hope that you and Chaplain Gonzalez speak often. I still wish you would consider letting me speak with her. I am sorry that you have been betrayed again by someone you trusted. I know you feel totally alone but no matter what I will always be here for you. You know that I could never stay upset with you. Life on earth is only for a short time. What we do here will ultimately place us in a much better place to spend eternity. We will always be together, you and me and (Casey is crossed out) Caylee. Time is running out here on earth before Jesus returns and we will all be together. I want to share something with you. The day the letters came out I spent all evening reading them. I read most of them 2-3 times. What I saw was my daughter desperate for human compassion and friendship. You were truly an inspiration in mentoring and trying to keep Robyn uplifted with humor and scripture. I remember when Shane was telling me about a girl in prison with you that you were helping. I guess it was Robyn. Sorry that she used you and that you were set up. Too bad for the OCSO that if backfired in their face when they were so desperately seeking a confession from you. Someday Allen and Melich will realize that you have nothing to confess to. Melich will need to explain now why hes tampered again with witness statements! Anyway, getting back on track, I stayed up most of the night reading and missing you so terribly. I realized how hard it was to see you refer to her as BFF. I am sorry for when I referred to Dom as my best friend back in 2008.Sometimes we reach out to what we have in front of us. Truly you and I are the only ones that fill that spot for each other. I just wish we had the ability to speak to each other. Its very difficult to write without getting a letter back. After reading your letters I read my Bible and said my Prayers before I tried to fall asleep. It was late so I just crashed in Lees old room with the furries. I had a hard time sleeping with so much on my mind and hurting desperately for you. Finally after tossing and turning most of the night I finally fell asleep in the morning and had a very vivid dream. My dream was that I was resting and I opened my eyes and I saw an altar and Jesus standing in front of me. I tried to get up but was unable to move. I tried to speak was unable to utter even a syllable. He looked at me and smiled------He looked so calm and beautiful. He walked over to me and as He sat beside me I knew everything was going to be fine and I woke up. When I woke up I was disappointed it was over, however I felt such a tremendous feeling of peace and that entire day nothing and no one could upset me. I felt like I was on a high, filled with Love and Joy. Casey I hope you know He is here with us and He is working a glorious outcome for all of us. I am so proud of your attention and focus on Jesus. No one can take that from you. I read many of the scriptures that you referred to in your letters. They brought me great comfort. Read Peter 1:7 He is making us stronger and is shaping our relationships with Him to ensure our life in Heaven with Him. I used to fear death.....No more. I am ready when he calls me. Until then I am here to serve Him. How I wish we could pray together. I will never forget your first night home in August 2008. When we prayed

in the kitchen together...you were the reason I continued to seek Jesus. I used to just pray when I needed something. Now I cant go thru the day without speaking with Him or reading His word. I am constantly thanking Him. I know He will not leave my side. He knows I will have days of sorrow but he likes when I can tell Him about them. Casey speak to Jesus but also write to him. It might help esp. On the worst days. Horace is at my feet talking up a storm. I think he wants me to tell you he misses you. He is so sweet and loves to be held. I finally weighed Tilly the other day, she is 18 lbs .So we immediately put her on a diet. Shes just thick, doesnt look overweight. Tinker is sporting a belly as well. Too many treats from your dad. Lee & Mal are good. Lee is 100% in your corner, would love to write or see you, but only if you could write back. I talked to Jose, he said he would let you write to us as long as he got to read them first. I hope he told you. Brad is going to file a motion with Judge Perry for videos of our visits with you to be sealed but Jose has to first promise that he will allow us to see you if the judge approves. Casey please encourage him. I really want to see you. I know you want to see me. Well I know theres one thing bothering you and its Mr. NeJame. I told Jose the other day to deal with him and to just go see the documents. At least Mark got them to Florida. I guess he and Cheney saw them last wk. Jose could have sent J.Garcia months ago & tagged all the documents and he would have gotten them a long time ago. Sometimes his ego/pride whatever gets in the way. At least with Mark we know who were dealing with and it its not TES. Mark will find a way to slime his way back into the case. His true colors have come out and eventually he will go down with all the other slimey creatures that have slithered out from under the rocks and swamps. Making him more of an enemy will not help anyone. The time will be right (right now) eventually. Focus on the positive. You have an amazing team. A new Judge who will be fair and not allow BS from anyone. And a family that loves you and cannot wait for you to come home. I love you Casey See you Friday, Love always and forever, mom