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n¨vf Av bvBm †W-i Reve †m Pvq bv| †c−b j¨vÛ Kivi ci hvÎxiv †ewi‡q hvIqvi
mgq `iRvq `uvwo‡q nvm¨gy‡L Zv‡K IB GK ev‡K¨i m¤¢vlY AvD‡o †h‡Z n‡e GK
bvMv‡o| gv_vwcQy GKevi| PvKwi|
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åg‡Yi K¬vwš— Avi Aemv` A‡bK mgq †miKg aviYv w`‡q _v‡K e‡U| †hgb GLb|
nv‡Zi Kwâ D‡ë Nwo †`‡L weRy, mv‡o mvZUv| GL‡bv C÷ †Kv‡÷i mgq †`Lv‡”Q|
KuvUv Nywi‡q mv‡o QÕUv K‡i †`q| ¯’vbxq mgq| evsjv‡`‡k GLb mKvj mv‡o QÕUv,
wVK ev‡iv NÈvi Zdvr|
g‡b g‡b XvKvi m‡½ GB mgq Abyev‡`i Af¨vm Zvi hvqwb GL‡bv| ev‡iv eQi
c‡iI| mgq Abyev` K‡i gb †_‡g _v‡K bv| †`‡L gv mKv‡ji Pv wb‡q eviv›`vq
e‡m‡Q, Kv‡Ri †jvKR‡bi Z`viwK Ki‡Q| gMevRv‡ii †gv‡o K¨v‡d ZvR-Gi
mvg‡bi Pzjvq Av¸b †`Iqv n‡q‡Q, wekvj ZvIqvi Ic‡i c‡ivUv| `~icvj−vi evm¸‡jv
iIbv n‡”Q| igbvq eq¯‹ gvbyl‡`i nuvUvnuvwU| kni †R‡M D‡V‡Q Av‡iKwU w`‡bi
R‡b¨| GBme weRyi wbR¯^ we‡bv`b|
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D‡V RyZg‡Zv em‡Z bv em‡ZB j¨vwÛs-Gi †NvlYv|
GLvb †_‡K XvKvq hvZvqvZ Av‡iK †gi“i AwfÁZv, †m Abš—hvÎv Avi †kl nq
bv, †kl n‡e Ggb fimvI GKmgq ¶xqgvY n‡q Avm‡Z _v‡K| †c−‡bi †fZ‡i
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GK ai‡bi †Z‡Zv ¯^v` ¯’vqxfv‡e RvqMv K‡i †bq, †Kv‡bv Lvevi gy‡L †iv‡P bv Ñ me

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Lvev‡ii ¯^v`-MÜ GKB iK‡gi jv‡M| e‡m _vK‡Z _vK‡Z nvZ-cv Aek nq| kix‡ii
euvab¸‡jv AvjMv n‡q hvq e‡j g‡b nq| Ny‡g †PvL Rwo‡q Av‡m| weRy †c−‡b GK`g
Nygv‡Z cv‡i bv| GKUz Z›`ªv”Qbœ n‡ZB Pg‡K †R‡M I‡V, Nygv‡Z bv cvivi K‡ó kixi
wbh©vwZZ n‡Z _v‡K|
e¨v‡MR msMÖ‡ni wbw`©ó RvqMvq K¨vi“‡mj GL‡bv bovPov ïi“ K‡iwb, myZivs GLb
`uvwo‡q _v‡Kv| weiw³Ki| Mš—‡e¨ †cŠu‡Q e¨v‡M‡Ri R‡b¨ A‡c¶v GK hš¿Yv| d¬vB‡Ui
R‡b¨ e‡m _vKv hvq Ñ I‡qwUs Gwiqvq Le‡ii KvM‡Ri cvZvq mgq Kv‡U, GK Kvc
Kwd wK‡b wb‡q Ifvi‡nW wUwf‡Z wmGbGb †`Lv hvq|
wZb eQi Av‡Mi 11 †m‡Þ¤^i Av‡gwiKv‡K e`‡j w`‡q‡Q, Zv‡`i cwiYZ K‡i‡Q
wm‡Rv‡d«wbK GK Rb‡Mvôx‡Z| mewKQy‡Z GLb mš¿v‡mi AvZsK| cyKz‡ii cvwb‡Z
wbixn mv`v i‡Oi wKQy †`L‡j A¨vb_ªv· e‡j m‡›`n| mviv c„w_ex‡K Zviv GB ARynv‡Z
e`‡j w`‡Z Pvq| G‡K a‡iv, I‡K gv‡iv, Zv‡K nUvI Ñ Gme Pj‡Q †mB †_‡K|
GB AvZs‡Ki †Pnviv me‡P‡q †ewk `„k¨gvb Gqvi‡cv‡U©| wmwKDwiwU †PwKs-Gi
mgq ïay ci‡bi c¨v›U Avi Rvgv Lyj‡Z nq bv| cv‡qi RyZv, †Kvg‡ii †eë †Lv‡jv,
†mj‡dvb, wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU, jvBUvi, LyP‡iv cqmv, Pvwei †MvQv †ei K‡i
wmwKDwiwUi ev‡¯‹‡U `vI| Zvici †gUvj wW‡U±i jvMv‡bv `iRvi †fZi w`‡q nuv‡Uv|
wcK AvIqvR n‡jv †Zv wd‡i wM‡q fv‡jv K‡i †`‡Lv kix‡ii †Kv_vI avZe Avi wKQy
Av‡Q wK bv| e¨v‡Mi g‡a¨ Qywi-KuvwP RvZxq wKQy †bIqv hv‡e bv, h‡Zv †Qv‡UvB †nvK|
I¸‡jvB bvwK mš¿vmx‡`i A¯¿| Kx Avðh©! Ôü`‡qi g‡Zv gvivZ¥K GKwU Av‡Mœqv¯¿,
Avwg Rgv w`BwbÕ! †K wj‡LwQ‡jv? wbg©‡j›`y ¸Y| bZzb wbqgKvbyb Rvwi nIqvi Kv‡j
weRyi g‡b n‡qwQ‡jv, GbmvB‡K¬vwcwWqv weªUvwbKvi fjy¨g¸‡jvI wbwl× Kivi K_v
Kv‡iv g‡b c‡owb †Kb? †Qv‡UvLv‡Uv Qywi-Uzwii †P‡q I¸‡jvi ¶wZ Kivi ¶gZv †ewk
Qvov Kg bq|
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mgq †NvlYv ï‡bwQ‡jv, ¯’vbxq ZvcgvÎv cuqlwÆ wWMÖx dv‡ibnvBU| Z…Zxq we‡k¦i
†`k¸‡jv‡ZI AvRKvj †gwUªK c×wZ Pvjy n‡q †M‡Q, A_P G‡`‡k †h †Kb cy‡ivcywi
Pvjy n‡jv bv, †K Rv‡b! A™¢yZ GK ReiRs n‡q Av‡Q Ñ UvKvcqmvi wn‡m‡e `kwgK,
cvkvcvwk Pvjy Av‡Q `~iZ¡m~PK dzU-MR-gvBj, IR‡bi †ejvq AvDÝ-cvDÛ| Ilyac‡Î
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wek AvD‡Ýi †evZ‡ji cv‡k `yÕwjUv‡ii †evZ‡ji wbwe©‡iva mnve¯’vb|

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 Av‡gwiKvi mvaviY gvbyl‡`i, hv‡`i mevi bvgB bvwK †Rv †e−v, AvBwKD-Gi †`Šo
wb‡q A‡bK gRvi Mí Pvjy Av‡Q, †mUvB nq‡Zv GB RMvwLPzwo Ae¯’vUv ¯’vqx K‡i
†i‡L‡Q| †mjwmqvm ev wgUvi ïb‡j Zviv nuv K‡i ZvwK‡q _vK‡e Ñ G¸‡jv Lvq, bv
gv_vq gv‡L? Av‡iv GKUv KviY Av‡Q e‡j weRyi g‡b nq Ñ weL¨vZ gvwK©b Kwei ÔAvB
n¨vf gvBjm Uz †MvÕ-i ï×Zv i¶vI `iKvi| wK‡jvwgUvim Uz †Mv ejv hv‡e? ej‡j
nvm¨Ki †kvbv‡e bv!
e¨v‡MR GjvKvq A`„k¨ myo½ †_‡K GLb Kb‡fqi †e‡ë P‡o †ewi‡q Avm‡Z ïi“
K‡i‡Q wewfbœ AvKvi I †Pnvivi my¨U‡Km, bvbv †Pnviv I ¯^v‡¯’¨i e¨vM, w¯−wcs e¨vM,
KvW©‡ev‡W©i ev·| Mwo‡q †b‡g hv‡”Q Nyiš— K¨vi“‡m‡j| †hLv‡b `uvwo‡q Av‡Qv, _v‡Kv
Ñ K¨vi“‡mj †Zvgvi e¨v‡MRwU mvg‡b G‡b nvwRi Ki‡j Uzc K‡i Zz‡j bvI| Kb‡fqi
†e‡ë GKUv P¨vÞvg‡Zv j¤^v ev·I †`Lv hvq, AvKvi †`‡L †fZ‡i Kx Av‡Q †evSvi
Dcvq †bB| meB Avm‡Q, ïay weRyi Kv‡jv i‡Oi e¨vMUvi †`Lv cvIqv hv‡”Q bv|
†f‡e †`L‡j Lye A™¢yZ Avi Awek¦vm¨| Rxe‡b Aš—Z GKeviI wK Ii e¨v‡MR
cÖ_gw`‡K Avm‡Z cv‡i bv? Kb‡fqi †e‡ë Kv‡iv bv Kv‡iv e¨vM ev my¨U‡Km †Zv
cÖ_‡g Avm‡eB| †mB cÖ_gUv KL‡bvB weRyi bq, GgbKx cÖ_g `k-c‡b‡ivUvi g‡a¨I
Zvi e¨v‡M‡Ri †`Lv †m cvqwb G R‡b¥| Gqvi‡cv‡U© KvD‡K nq‡Zv wiwmf Ki‡Z
G‡m‡Q weRy| Zvi hvÎxwU AeavwiZfv‡e G‡Kev‡i †k‡li w`‡K †n‡j`y‡j †ewi‡q Av‡m
Ñ †c−‡bi †fZ‡i e‡m G‡Zv¶Y Kx †h K‡i, †K Rv‡b!
Kuv‡a †Svjv‡bv nvZe¨vM Amn¨ jvMwQ‡jv| fvix †Zgb bq, Zey Ah_v Nv‡o Zz‡j
ivLviI †Kv‡bv gv‡b nq bv| e¨vM weRy cv‡qi Kv‡Q bvwg‡q iv‡L| nvZ `y‡Uv ey‡Ki
Ici AvovAvwo †i‡L `uvovq| Kb‡fqi †e‡ëi Ic‡i ivLv †Pv‡L wkKvix gvQivOvi
GKvMÖZv| †bŠKvq bvbvevwo hvIqvi mgq †`‡L‡Q, k~‡b¨ GKB RvqMvq w¯’i †_‡K
gvQivOv µgvMZ Wvbv SvcUvq, Zvi APÂj †PvL wb‡P cvwbi †fZ‡i fvm‡Z _vKv
gv‡Qi Ici| A¯¿ Zvi †VuvU, ZvK K‡i Av‡Q wkKv‡ii w`‡K|
Kv‡jv e¨vM †kl ch©š— †`Lv †`q| weRy Kb‡fqi †eë †_‡K e¨vM Zz‡j wb‡ZB
cv‡k `uvov‡bv GKRb nvwmgy‡L e‡j, m¤¢eZ †Zvgvi fyj n‡q‡Q| e¨vMUv Avgvi|
e‡UB †Zv Ñ G iKgB nIqvi K_v! ûeû GK iKg †`L‡Z, Zey e¨vM Ii bq!
weeªZ gy‡L `ytwLZ e‡j e¨v‡Mi `Lj †Q‡o †`q weRy| `ytwLZ †m nqwb, ejvi R‡b¨
ejv| `ytwLZ Zvi wb‡Ri R‡b¨ nIqv DwPZ| †h †Kv‡bvwKQy wVK †hiKg NUv DwPZ
e‡j g‡b nq, Zvi †ejvq Kxfv‡e †hb me wbqg-Kvbyb cv‡ë hvq!

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 e¨v‡MR GjvKvi wfo wKQy cvZjv n‡q hvIqvi ci wb‡Ri e¨v‡Mi `Lj †c‡q weRy
Gm‡K‡jU‡i wb‡P †b‡g Av‡m| wb‡Pi G RvqMvUv myo‡½i g‡Zv Ñ Av‡av AÜKvi|
w`b`ycy‡iI evwZ R¡‡j| †h iv¯—vUv Ny‡i Ny‡i Gqvi‡cv‡U©i me¸‡jv Uvwg©bvj Qy‡u q P‡j
†M‡Q, Zvi mgvš—ivj K‡i gvwUi wb‡P evbv‡bv n«¯^ GB myo½-iv¯—v¸‡jv| myo½¸‡jv Lye
`xN© bq e‡j `yÕw`K †_‡K w`‡bi Av‡jv wKQy Av‡m, wbD Bq‡K©i AvÛviMÖvDÛ †Uªb
†÷k‡bi g‡Zv cy‡iv iv‡Zi †Pnviv cvq bv| Ic‡ii g~j iv¯—v †_‡K Avjv`v n‡q myo‡½
Xy‡K Av‡iKw`K w`‡q †ewi‡q Avevi m`i iv¯—vq D‡V c‡ov| GB myo½-iv¯—vi cv‡k
ewnM©vgx hvÎx‡`i R‡b¨ †PK-Bb Kivi e¨e¯’v, we‡kl K‡i Lye fvix jv‡MR _vK‡j
GLv‡b †PK-Bb Ki‡Z myweav, UvbvUvwb K‡i Ic‡i bv wM‡q Mvwo †_‡K †b‡g K‡qK cv
G‡Mv‡j KvD›Uvi| Kv‡Q Kv‡P †Niv hvÎx‡`i cÖ‡ekc_, Gm‡K‡jU‡i Ic‡i wWcviPvi
jvD‡Ä D‡V hvIqvi e¨e¯’v| Gwj‡fUiI Av‡Q| iv¯—vi Icv‡i AvÛviMÖvDÛ Mvwo
cvwK©s-Gi RvqMv|
Wv‡b-euv‡q ZvwK‡q wewfbœ Rv‡Zi mvBb †`‡L weRy ey‡S DV‡Z cv‡i bv, wVK †Kv_vq
`uvov‡Z n‡e ev‡mi R‡b¨| `y‡Uv evm `uvwo‡q Av‡Q mvgvb¨ `~i‡Z¡, G¸‡jvi GKUvI Ii
bq| Gqvi‡cv‡U©i cwð‡g Mvwo cvwK©s GjvKvq hv‡e GKUv, Ab¨Uv kvU&j& evm Ñ
hvÎx‡`i wb‡q hv‡e kn‡ii †fZ‡i hvÎx‡`i hvi hvi †nv‡Uj ev evwoi wVKvbvq| Ii
evmI ILv‡b Avm‡e wbðqB| cv‡q cv‡q GwM‡q hvq †m| e¨vM `y‡Uv bvwg‡q †i‡L
fv‡e, wmMv‡iU aiv‡bv `iKvi| e÷b Gqvi‡cv‡U© †XvKvi Av‡M †kl wmMv‡iU †L‡q‡Q
Ñ cuvP NÈviI †ewk|
AvRKvj †Kv‡bv d¬vB‡UB wmMv‡iU LvIqv hvq bv| GgbKx †Kv_vI †Kv_vI
Gqvi‡cv‡U©i †fZ‡iI bq| †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv Gqvi‡cv‡U©i †fZ‡i Aek¨ a~gcv‡bi R‡b¨
wbw`©ó RvqMv K‡i †`Iqv Av‡Q| AvUjv›Uvq †`‡L‡Q, cvkvcvwk `y‡Uv LuvPvi g‡Zv Ni,
†mLv‡b e‡m a~gcvb Kiv hvq| †Kvwiqvi wmDj Gqvi‡cv‡U© †`‡LwQ‡jv Av‡iv fqven
Ae¯’v| KvP‡Niv `iRveÜ N‡i wmMv‡iU †L‡Z wM‡q `g eÜ n‡q Avmvi †RvMvo
n‡qwQ‡jv| †XvKvi Av‡M evB‡i †_‡KB †`Lv hvw”Q‡jv, NiwU †auvqvq a~mi| †ewi‡q
Avmvi ci g‡b nq, IB N‡i NÈv `y‡qK KvD‡K AvU‡K †i‡L w`‡j mvivRxe‡bi g‡Zv
wmMv‡iU LvIqvi B‡”Q D‡o hv‡e| weRy wb‡R Aek¨ IB N‡i `yÕNÈv _vK‡e bv,
wmMv‡iU †Q‡o †`Iqvi B‡”Q KL‡bv n‡j †`Lv hv‡e|
cÖvq mviv c„w_ex‡Z GLb wmMv‡iU‡Lvi‡`i e‡ov `yw`©b, cÖvq RvZ‡MvÎnxb cÖvYx
wn‡m‡e MY¨ Kiv nq Zv‡`i| G †`‡k cywj‡k a‡i †cUv‡j cywj‡ki bv‡g gvgjv Vy‡K

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†`Iqvi AwaKvi Av‡Q, A_P wmMv‡i‡Ui g‡Zv Ri“wi welq wb‡q †h G‡Zv Lei`vwi
Pj‡Q †mLv‡b AwaKvi‡ev‡ai K_v †KD †h g‡bI ivL‡Q bv! weRy gv‡S gv‡S fv‡e,
evOvwji msMÖvgx HwZ‡n¨i avivq GKUv R½x Av‡›`vjb K‡i †djv hvq bv? wb‡`bc‡¶
GKLvbv niZv‡ji WvKI †Zv †`Iqv hvq!
wmMv‡iU aiv‡e wK bv GB wØavq c‡o hvq weRy| mvgvb¨ `~‡i `uvwo‡q wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨
K_v ej‡Q GK‡Rvov ey‡oveywo| I‡`i a~gcvqx e‡j g‡b n‡”Q bv| a~gcvqx‡`i Kcv‡j
†Kv‡bv Qvc gviv _v‡K bv, I‡`iI †bB| Zey Zvi aviYv nq, Iiv bv-LvIqv †Mv‡Îi|
I‡`i mvg‡b wmMv‡iU awi‡q †dj‡j nq‡Zv gy‡L wKQy ej‡e bv, wKš‘ Kcvj KzuP‡K
Ggbfv‡e ZvKv‡e †hb wekvj †Kv‡bv Aciva K‡i †d‡j‡Q| GiKg AwfÁZv
`yÕGKevi n‡q‡Q| Mv‡qi is Zvgv‡U †`L‡j Av‡MI †KD †KD fyi“ KuyP‡K ZvKv‡Zv,
AvRKvj Zv mviv¶Y g‡b ivL‡Z n‡”Q Ñ Zv‡`i GLb me‡P‡q wec¾bK e‡j g‡b
Kiv nq| GKmgq nq‡Zv c„w_ex Mv‡qi is w`‡qB wef³ n‡q hv‡e| myZivs Avjv`v
K‡i bR‡i bv c‡o wf‡o wg‡k _vKvB fv‡jv|
wØavq covi c‡ii KviY wKQy RwUj| Zvi AwfÁZv ej‡Q, wmMv‡iU bv aiv‡j
Av‡iv wgwbU c‡b‡iv A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e ev‡mi R‡b¨| wKš‘ †m wVK Rv‡b, hw` awi‡q
†d‡j, †MvUv `y‡qK Uvb †`Iqvi c‡iB ev‡mi †`Lv cvIqv hv‡e| cÖvq Av¯— wmMv‡iU
ZLb †d‡j w`‡q ev‡m D‡V co‡Z n‡e| †gŠR Uz‡U †M‡j Kv‡iv fv‡jv jv‡M! nvRvi
†nvK, †bkvi wRwbm †Zv e‡U! GKevi bq, `yÕevi bq Ñ ARmªevi GiKg N‡U‡Q|
GKevi Awd‡mi Kv‡R weRy‡K wm½vcyi †h‡Z n‡qwQ‡jv gvmLv‡b‡Ki R‡b¨| c„w_exi
Ab¨ A‡bK kn‡ii g‡Zv bq wm½vcyi, †mLv‡b hLb-ZLb U¨vw· cvIqv †Kv‡bv k³
e¨vcvi bq| A_P Zvovi mgq A‡bKevi †`‡L‡Q, me Lvwj U¨vw·¸‡jv hv‡”Q
D‡ëvw`‡K| wei³ n‡q iv¯—vi Icv‡i wM‡q †`‡L‡Q wKQyB e`jvqwb Ñ U¨vw·¸‡jv
ZL‡bv hv‡”Q D‡ëvw`‡K, †m wb‡R `uvwo‡q Av‡Q fyj RvqMvq!
Gev‡ii wUªcUvI e¨wZµg bq| Wvjvm Qvovi w`‡b d¬vBU wQ‡jv `ycyi AvovBUvq|
`ycy‡ii LvIqvi R‡b¨ eÇ †`wi| mKv‡j Ri“wi wKQy KvR †m‡i †bIqvi R‡b¨ Awd‡m
†h‡Z n‡qwQ‡jv, GKUv Awba©vwiZ wgwUs-GI em‡Z nq| †`wi n‡q hvw”Q‡jv e‡j
Zvovû‡ov K‡i Gqvi‡cv‡U© †cŠu‡Q GKUv m¨vÛDBP Avi eid-Pv †L‡q †c−‡b D‡VwQ‡jv
weRy| A‡nv, wegvb AvKv‡k Iovi NÈvLv‡b‡Ki g‡a¨B †Uª-fwZ© Lvevi G‡m nvwRi|
m¨vÛDBP, wPc&m&, eªvDwb Avi GKLvbv Av¯— Av‡cj|

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 A‡Zvme LvIqvi Ae¯’v wQ‡jv bv weRyi, AvKvkhvÎvi GK‡N‡qwg KvUv‡Z ïay wPc&m&
LvwbKUv wPwe‡qwQ‡jv| wKQy c‡i GKKvc KwdI cvIqv hvq| AvR †divi d¬vBU cÖvq
GKB mg‡q Ñ e÷‡bi mgq `ycyi †cŠ‡b wZbUv| nv‡Zi KvRKg© mvi‡Z mvi‡Z mv‡o
ev‡ivUv| `ycy‡ii Uª¨vwdK †V‡j Gqvi‡cv‡U© †cŠuQ‡ZI NÈvLv‡bK †j‡M hv‡e| e÷‡b
weRyi GB cÖ_g| A‡Pbv kn‡i GKv WªvBf Kivi mgq wKQy DrKÉv _v‡K, mgqg‡Zv
†cŠuQ‡Z cvi‡ev †Zv! GKevi c_ fyj K‡i †dj‡j wVK iv¯—vq wdi‡Z A‡bKLvwb mgq
LiP n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| fvov Kiv Mvwo Avevi RvqMvg‡Zv Qvo‡Z n‡e|
mvZ iK‡gi e¨¯—Zv Avi D‡Ø‡M `ycy‡i LvIqvi K_v weRyi g‡b c‡owb| †Kv‡bvg‡Z
†c−‡b D‡V wb‡Ri mx‡U em‡ZB wL‡` †Ui cvq| wZbw`b Av‡Mi AwfÁZv g‡b K‡i
wbwðš—I †eva K‡i Ñ Lvevi cÖPzi w`‡qwQ‡jv †mw`b| wKš‘ Avðh©, Kx K‡i †h Iiv
weRy‡K wP‡b †d‡j evi evi, †K Rv‡b! AvR‡Ki d¬vB‡U Lvevi ej‡Z mvKz‡j¨ cvIqv
†M‡jv wjwjcyU‡`i †`k †_‡K Avg`vwb Kiv AwZkq †Qv‡Uv GK c¨v‡KU †cÖU‡Rj Avi
ev”Pv‡`i †Ljbv mvB‡Ri c−vw÷‡Ki M−v‡m `yÕPzgyK-mgvb †KvK|
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Av‡Q, Zey Gqvi‡cv‡U© wKQy GKUv †L‡q wb‡j n‡Zv| B‡”Q K‡iwb| †c‡U GLb wKQy
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K¨vb AvB e‡iv Av †¯§vK? GK wn‡m‡e Giv Avevi wf¶zKI bq, wfLvwiiv avi Pvq bv,

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`vb Pvq| weRyi ZLb ej‡Z B‡”Q K‡i, evev, avi †Zv wb‡”Qv, †diZ †`‡e Kxfv‡e?
†Zvgvi m‡½ G Rxe‡b KL‡bv Avi †`Lv nIqvi †Kv‡bv m¤¢vebv †`wL bv †h!
ey‡ovi jvBUv‡i wmMv‡iU awi‡q weRy e‡j, Rv‡bv, GKevi GK eÜzi Kv‡Q †`kjvB
PvBjvg| eÜz M¤¢xi gy‡L ej‡jv, wmMv‡iU †bB, g¨vPI †bB, ïay Af¨vmUv Av‡Q!
`yÕR‡b Lye gRv †c‡q Mjv Ly‡j nv‡m| eywoi cÖkœ, †Kv_v †_‡K Avm‡Qv Zzwg?
Avwg G kn‡iB _vwK, e÷‡b wM‡qwQjvg GKUv Kv‡R|
gyPwK †n‡m ey‡ov wR‡Ám K‡i, K‡Zvw`b wQ‡j?
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c‡owb| †evKvi g‡Zv nvm‡Z nq|
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n¨vwim‡bi KbmvU© di evsjv‡`k-Gi myev‡`| g‡b _vKviB K_v, Zv‡`i †hŠe‡bi
DÏvg mg‡qi NUbv! AvRKvj †h †Kv‡bv ARynv‡Z †ewbwdU KbmvU© K‡i Znwej msMÖn
Kiv nq| evsjv‡`‡ki bv‡g †mB aviYvi ïi“ n‡qwQ‡jv, †m K_v KÕRb g‡b †i‡L‡Q?
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n‡q‡Q, evsjv‡`k †_‡K Rq evsjv DavI n‡q †M‡Q Z‡Zvw`‡b, †KD Avi e‡j bv| hviv
Gi D`MvZv, ZvivI †h Kx K‡i fy‡j †M‡jv! Rq evsjv e‡j evOvwj hy× K‡iwQ‡jv,
ex‡ii g‡Zv Rq K‡iwQ‡jv| Gme Zvi †kvbv K_v, M‡íi g‡Zv| Zey Rq evsjv Zvi
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Gevi ey‡ov ARv‡š— Zvi nv‡Z GKUv †jvàv K¨vP Zz‡j w`‡q‡Q| my‡hvMUv Qv‡o bv
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ey‡ovi gyL jvj n‡q DV‡Z †`‡L weRy, GKUzI Lvivc jv‡M bv| G †`‡k G‡m cÖ_g
cÖ_g Gme wb‡q wKQy bv e‡j Pzc K‡i _vK‡Zv| GLb my‡hvM cvIqvgvÎ AcgvbUv
wdwi‡q †`q| Acgvb bv †Zv Kx? Iiv Avkv Ki‡e I‡`i bvgavgmn Bs‡iwR mewKQy
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` Avi gy‡L Av‡m bv| h‡Ëvme!
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mevi †k‡l Avmvi K_v Ñ Ii R‡b¥i Av‡MB Gme wVK n‡q Av‡Q| Rvb‡Z Ges nRg
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†Rv‡i †n‡m I‡V K…òKvq WªvBfviwU, fv‡jv e‡j‡Qv wKš‘!

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 wgwbU K‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ evm Xy‡K c‡o cvK© A¨vÛ d¬vB-Gi cvwK©s jU-G| mvwi mvwi
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g‡b †i‡L, GLv‡b Gqvi‡cv‡U©i Av‡kcv‡k cvK© A¨vÛ d¬vB-Gi g‡Zv e¨emv †du‡` e‡m
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wewfbœ Uvwg©bv‡j mvivw`b Unj w`‡Z _v‡K| †divi mgq evm wP‡b D‡V co‡jB n‡jv,
wdwi‡q wb‡q Avm‡e wb‡R‡`i cvwK©s j‡U|
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wZbw`‡bi R‡b¨ weRyi LiP n‡e †MvUv cuwP‡kK Wjvi| U¨vw·‡Z evmv †_‡K Gqvi‡cv‡U©
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n‡e ejv k³, wKš‘ GiKg wQuP‡Kwg‡Z Zvi i“wP †bB| Awd‡mi Kv‡R bv n‡q e¨w³MZ

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Kvi‡Y Gqvi‡cv‡U© hvZvqv‡Zi `iKvi n‡j Aek¨ Avjv`v K_v| Zey KvD‡K ej‡Z
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ivby‡K ejv †h‡Zv| †h‡Zv wK? bvt, nq‡Zv †h‡Zv bv|
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weRy e‡j, †Zvgvi m‡½ Lye Ri“wi `iKvi Avgvi|
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mivmwi ivbyi †Pv‡L †PvL †d‡j weRy e‡j, †Zvgv‡K Avgvi PvB|
AcÖ¯‘Z ivbyi gy‡L G‡m hvq, gv‡b?
weRy e¨vL¨v Kivi fw½‡Z `yÕnvZ †b‡o e‡j, gv‡b n‡jv †Zvgvi m‡½ Avgvi GKUv
m¤úK© Av‡M †_‡K wVK n‡q Av‡Q| †Zvgvi nq‡Zv Rvbv †bB, Aek¨ †Zvgvi †Kv‡bv
†`vl †bB nq‡Zv, me Lei mevB mgq‡g‡Zv cvq bv| wKš‘ †Zvgv‡K Avgvi †hgb PvB,
Avgv‡KI †Zvgvi PvB|
ivby mvg‡j wb‡q‡Q| Gi bvg †cÖg wb‡e`b? GLv‡b wb‡e`b †Kv_vq? †cÖgB ev
†Kv_vq? G †Zv D™¢U `vwe| †Kv‡bv eB‡qi cvZvq, wm‡bgvq GiKg †`‡Lwb †m| Kv‡iv
Kv‡Q †kv‡bIwb| nvwm †c‡q hvw”Q‡jv, †Kv‡bvg‡Z mvg‡j M¤¢xi gy‡L e‡j, Avgvi Kv‡Q
†Zgb †Kv‡bv Lei Av‡mwb|
e‡jBwQ †Zv, mevB mewKQy mgqg‡Zv Rvb‡Z cv‡i bv| nq‡Zv c‡i Rvb‡e|
bv †R‡b Avgvi †Kv‡bv ¶wZI nqwb|
wKš‘ †Zvgv‡K bv n‡j †h Avgvi Pj‡e bv!
¯úó K‡i ivby e‡j, Avgvi Pj‡e|
Zzwg wVK Rv‡bv bv|
Gevi ¯úóZB wei³ ivby, †PvLgyL jvj n‡q D‡V‡Q|
e‡j, Avðh© Avcbv‡K Avwg wPwbI bv!

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 weRy wm×vš— †`Iqvi g‡Zv K‡i e‡j, Avcwb bq, Zzwg|
Avcbvi g‡Zv A‡Pbv KvD‡K Zzwg K‡i ej‡Z wkwLwb Avwg|
KwVb wKQy bq, wk‡L wb‡jB nq|
bv wk‡L Avwg †ek AvwQ|
_vK, Ime c‡i| Avwg K¨vw›U‡b hvw”Q Pv †L‡Z| G‡mv|
ivby Abvqv‡m bv ej‡Z cvi‡Zv| ejv ¯^vfvweK wQ‡jv| e‡j bv, †KŠZzK †eva
KiwQ‡jv †m| †Q‡jwU‡K `yÕGKevi †`‡L‡Q e‡j g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ Avjv`v K‡i
g‡b ivLvi †Kv‡bv `iKvi nqwb| Dcj¶I bq| GLb n‡jv|
Pv wb‡q GKUv Lvwj †Uwe‡j mvgbvmvgwb e‡m weRy e‡j, †Zvgvi K_v †kvbvi Av‡M
wb‡Ri cwiPqUv w`‡q wbB, Kx e‡jv?
Reve †`Iqvi wKQy †bB, Pv‡qi Kvc Zz‡j wb‡q weRyi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvq ivby| Zvi
†KŠZ‚nj n‡”Q| †KŠZ‚n‡j bvwK weovj gviv c‡o| bvt, wb‡Ri Ici wek¦vm Av‡Q Zvi,
†m gviv co‡e bv|
Avgvi bvg weRy| cy‡iv bvg Rvbv‡Z cvwi, AvcvZZ Zvi `iKvi †`LwQ bv| cwo
B‡jKwUªK¨v‡j, Zzwg AvwK©‡UKPv‡i, Avwg Rvwb| GKB e¨v‡P| B¯‹vU‡b ˆcwÎK evwo‡Z
_vwK, `yB fvB, Avwg †Qv‡Uv| e‡ov fvB cuvP eQ‡ii e‡ov, ey‡qU †_‡K cvk K‡i‡Q,
GLb eD Avi GK †Q‡j wb‡q _v‡K myB‡W‡b| evev miKvwi PvKwi‡Z, gv msmv‡i| Avi
Avgvi wbR¯^ K_v, KweZv co‡Z Avi me ai‡bi Mvb ïb‡Z fv‡jvevwm| K¬vm Kivi
†P‡q eÜz‡`i m‡½ AvÇv w`‡Z †ewk fv‡jv jv‡M| K‡j‡R covi mgq GKUv †g‡qi
m‡½ wKQyUv eÜzZ¡g‡Zv n‡qwQ‡jv, †cÖg‡Uªg ch©š— hvIqv hvqwb| G Qvov Avi †Kv‡bv
AbvZ¥xq †g‡qi m‡½ †gj‡gkv Kwiwb| GB †Zv Avwg, Gevi †Zvgvi K_v e‡jv|
ivby Kx ej‡e, Zvi AevK nIqv †h dzivq bv! †KD Gfv‡e Avjvc-cwiPq Ki‡Z
cv‡i! GBgvÎ hvi bvg Rvbv n‡jv, †mB weRy bv‡gi †Q‡jwU‡K Zvi fv‡jv ev g›` wKQyB
jvM‡Q bv| Zvi wb‡Ri cÖwZwµqv Kx nIqv DwPZ ev †h cÖwZwµqv n‡”Q Zv m½Z wKbv
†evSv hv‡”Q bv|
ivby e‡j, Avgvi †Kv‡bv K_v †bB|
Zvi gv‡b †Zvgvi bvgavgI wKQy †bB!
Zv Av‡Q, wKš‘ †m¸‡jv Avcbv‡K Rvbv‡bv `iKvi e‡j Avgvi g‡b nq bv|

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 †Kb `iKvi †bB?
`iKvi †bB, e¨m|
Zvi gv‡b GB †h Avgiv GK †Uwe‡j Pv wb‡q e‡mwQ, GiI †Kv‡bv gv‡b †bB?
ivby e‡j, †bB g‡b Ki‡j †bB| Avcwb Pv †L‡Z ej‡jb, G‡mwQ| GB †Zv|
weRy nv‡m, †h †KD WvK‡jB eywS Zywg Pv †L‡Z hvI?
ivbyi †i‡M hvIqv DwPZ| ixwZg‡Zv AcgvbRbK! m¤ú~Y© AcwiwPZ GKR‡bi m‡½
Pv‡qi †Uwe‡j emv ivbyi R‡b¨I G‡Kev‡i bZzb| †Kb G‡jv Zv wb‡RI Rv‡b bv, †hb
†Nv‡ii g‡a¨ P‡j G‡m‡Q| †m †Kv‡ji Ici ivLv e¨vMUv Zz‡j wb‡q D‡V `uvwo‡q‡Q|
e‡j, m¨wi| fyj K‡i †d‡jwQ|
weRy wKQy ejvi Av‡MB ivby †Uwej †Q‡o P‡j †M‡Q|
†mB cÖ_gw`‡bi NUbvi c‡i m¤úK©Uv †h we‡q ch©š— †h‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jv, Zv-I weRyi
cvMjcviv GK¸u‡qwgi Kvi‡Y| ivby †Uwej †Q‡o D‡V hvIqvi ci wb‡R‡K Zvi
wbZvšZ K¨vejvKvš— g‡b nw”Q‡jv cÖ_‡g| Rv‡b, Av‡kcv‡ki †Uwej †_‡K †KD †KD
I‡K j¶¨ Ki‡Q| mvg‡j †bq K‡qK gyn‡~ Z©| Pv‡qi Kv‡c `yÕPzgyK w`‡q GKUv †g‡qi
Gfv‡e †Uwej †Q‡o D‡V hvIqv †hb Lye ¯^vfvweK Ñ GiKg gyL K‡i ax‡imy‡¯’ Pv‡qi
Kvc Zz‡j †bq|
Pv †kl K‡i c‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡iU †ei K‡i aivq| Ô...BD MU jvwK †ee, †nv‡qb
AvB dvDÛ BD...Õ| g‡b c‡o, †g‡qUv Zvi bvg e‡jwb| bv ejyK, Ii bvg †m Rv‡b|
ciw`b, Zvi ciw`b Ges Zvi ciw`b µgvMZ ivbyi wWcvU©‡g‡›U Dch©c y wi nvbv
w`‡Z _v‡K weRy|
ivby †PvLgyL KzuP‡K e‡j, wbj©‡¾i g‡Zv Av‡mb †Kb?
weRyi Reve, †Zvgv‡K Avgvi PvB| K‡Zv †KvwUevi Avgv‡K †div‡e Zzwg? GKmgq
†Zvgv‡K nu¨v ej‡ZB n‡e|
GiKg wek¦vm _vKv fv‡jv| ivby Mjvq VvÆv ¯úó|
ivby, cyi“lgvby‡li KvR n‡jv j¶¨w¯’i K‡i Zv‡K wR‡Z †bIqv| †mR‡b¨ wek¦vm
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wmMv‡iU wb‡q †g‡qi AvcwË gv‡qi †_‡K Av‡iK KvwV Ic‡i| dzjUzm Rb¥v‡bvi K‡qK
gvm Av‡M †_‡K N‡i wmMv‡iU LvIqv eÜ K‡i w`‡qwQ‡jv weRy| evB‡i wM‡q Lvq|
kx‡Zi mgq hLb ei‡d Pviw`K mv`v n‡q Av‡Q, Zxeª VvÊv nvIqvq nvo ch©š— R‡g
hvIqvi Ae¯’v, ZL‡bv evB‡i eviv›`vq †h‡Z nq| Zey †invB †bB, †Ui †c‡j dzjUzm
†Z‡o Avm‡e| Qyu‡o bv †djv ch©š— GKUvbv ej‡Z _vK‡e, evev †Zvgv‡K bv e‡jwQ Avi
wmMv‡iU Lv‡e bv| †d‡j `vI| Kx n‡jv, ïb‡Qv bv! e‡jwQ bv, wmMv‡iU †L‡j †Zvgvi
AmyL n‡e, AmyL n‡j Zzwg g‡i hv‡e| G¶zwY †d‡j `vI ejwQ...
¯‹z‡j †kLv| MZeQi ¯‹z‡j hvIqv ïi“ K‡i‡Q †m, ZLb †_‡K ïi“| nvwÆgv wUg wUg
†kLvi eq‡m AvRKvj ev”Pv‡`i a~gcv‡bi, Wªv‡Mi Áv‡b Ávbx K‡i †Zvjv nq| Kx
n‡Zv Av‡iv `yÕPvi eQi c‡i Gme Zv‡`i gv_vq †XvKv‡j? wkï‡`iI Avi GR Ae
B‡bv‡mÝ e‡j wKQy _vK‡e bv!
wmMv‡iU wb‡q, WªvMm wb‡q K‡Zv K_v, A_P cÖ‡mm Kiv †Mvgvs‡mi bv‡g †h wel
w`‡q eviMvi ˆZwi nq, Zv-I Avevi ¯‹z‡j jv‡Âi mgq `y‡ai ev”Pv‡`i R‡b¨ Abvqv‡m
nvjvj| GB wb‡q †KD K_vwUI e‡j bv| wUwf‡Z wmMv‡i‡Ui weÁvcb wbwl×, Kgeqmx
†Q‡j‡g‡qiv bvwK Zv‡Z wmMv‡i‡U Avm³ n‡Z Drmvnx nq| exqvi-ûBw¯‹i weÁvcb
Aek¨ Abvqv‡m Aev‡a Pj‡Z cv‡i, I¸‡jv wUwf‡Z †`Lv‡bvi mgq m¤¢eZ ev”Pviv
†PvL eÜ iv‡L A_ev Im‡e †evanq Avm³ nIqvi wKQy †bB!
nvBI‡q‡Z GLb †Zgb wfo †bB| m~‡h©i †kl Av‡jvI wb‡f Avm‡Q| †nWjvBU
R¡vwj‡q be wU‡c †iwWI Pvjy K‡i weRy| UªvwdK wi‡cvU© n‡”Q GKUv †÷k‡b, kn‡ii
†Kvb iv¯—vq UªvwdK †Kgb, †Kv_vq A¨vw·‡W›U ev iv¯—v †givg‡Zi Kvi‡Y UªvwdK R¨vg
Zvi weeiY| `yÕGKUv †iwWI †÷k‡bi wbR¯^ †nwjKÞvi Av‡Q, †m¸‡jv mKvj-we‡Kj
ivk AvIqv‡i kn‡ii Ici P°i w`‡q wi‡cvU© K‡i, †m¸‡jv LvwbKUv wek¦vm‡hvM¨|
ev`evwK †÷kb¸‡jv¸‡jvi UªvwdK wi‡cvU© †kvbvi `iKvi †bB, †ewkifvM mgqB
cyi‡bv Lei| GgbI n‡q‡Q, †h iv¯—vq ev B›Uvi‡mKkb eÜ ejv n‡”Q weRy wVK
†mLv‡bB ZLb| †Kv_vq eÜ, †Kv_vq Kx! Mvwo¸‡jv w`we¨ Pj‡Q †hgb Pjvi K_v|
weRy Ab¨ †÷kb a‡i, †mLv‡b Mvwoi weÁvc‡bi bv‡g Zvi¯^‡i wPrKvi|
c‡iiUv‡ZI weÁvcb, fvqvMÖvi weKí Ily‡ai Lei| Pvi b¤^‡i G‡m cQ›`g‡Zv GKUv
Mvb †c‡q hvq, ÔBD †Wv›U †bv nvD BU dxjm& Uz we wg...Õ|

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 nvBI‡q †_‡K †ewi‡q GKUv †`vKv‡b _vg‡Z nq, dzjUz‡mi R‡b¨ e‡ov eviwe cyZzj
†K‡b weRy| †K Rvb‡Zv evev n‡j †g‡qi cyZz‡ji wn‡meI ivL‡Z n‡e! Ggb GKUv
cyZzj PvB †hUv Ii msMÖ‡n †bB| K‡Zv iK‡gi †h eviwe Zvi †Zv †Kv‡bv wn‡me Kiv
m¤¢e bq| wRcwm eviwe, muvZvi“ eviwe, wcÖ‡Ým eviwe Avi d¨vkb eviwei cvkvcvwk
Zv‡`i e¨envh© †Ljbv Mvwo, †dvb, †iwWI| GKB eviwe‡K A‡bK mv‡R mvRv‡bvi
R‡b¨ n‡iK iK‡gi †cvkvK, †bBj cwjk, Kv‡bi `yj me c¨v‡KU K‡i Szwj‡q ivLv|
dzjUz‡mi GLb †mB eqm †h eq‡m G †`‡k e‡ov nIqv †g‡qiv eviwe-R¡‡i co‡e,
ˆZwi n‡e Zvi n‡iK iK‡gi eviwei msMÖn| Kvi msMÖ‡n K‡Zv¸‡jv eviwe, GB wb‡q
Zv‡`i cÖwZ‡hvwMZv| GLbKvi `v`x-bvbxiv †h eq‡m eviwe †L‡j‡Q, GLb bvZwbivI
†mB eq‡m eviwei R‡b¨ GKB iKg cvMj nq|
dzjUz‡mi evqbv wQ‡jv, e÷b †_‡K e‡ov GKUv eviwe Avb‡Z n‡e| digv‡qkUv
kvw¯—g~jK| e÷b hvIqvi w`b mKv‡j h_vixwZ I‡K ¯‹z‡j bvgv‡Z wM‡qwQ‡jv weRy|
¯‹z‡j hvIqvi c‡_ †g‡q Avi me w`‡bi g‡Zv GKUvbv eKeK K‡i hvw”Q‡jv Ñ
m~wh¨gvgv †Kb †Pv‡L Svj w`‡q w`‡”Q, `yóz m~wh¨gvgv‡K Lye K‡i e‡K w`I †Zv, evev!
¯‹z‡j hvIqvi c‡_i cv‡k GKUv SuvKovg‡Zv MvQ‡K †m wbR¯^ MvQ e‡j †NvlYv
w`‡q †i‡L‡Q, Mv‡Qi cvZv¸‡jv GB mg‡q †Kb S‡i hv‡”Q RvZxq cÖkI œ PjwQ‡jv| GK
duv‡K weRy e‡jwQ‡jv, gvgwY, AvR `yc‡y i evev e÷‡b hv‡”Q| ZyB ¯‹zj †_‡K †divi
Av‡MB P‡j hv‡ev, wdi‡ev wZbw`b c‡i| †Zvi R‡b¨ Kx Avb‡Z n‡e?
†g‡q Lye D`vifv‡e ZLb e‡jwQ‡jv, wK”Qy Avb‡Z n‡e bv|
e÷‡b Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K †nv‡U‡j †cŠu‡Q evmvq †dvb K‡i Rvbv †M‡jv Kvwnbx wfbœ
†gvo wb‡q‡Q| †Ku‡`‡K‡U †g‡q evwo gv_vq Zz‡j‡Q Ñ evev †Kb Zv‡K e‡j hvqwb!
†dv‡b A‡bK eywS‡q-mywS‡q †kl‡gl Avmvgx evevi kvw¯— avh© nq, e‡ov GKUv eviwe
wK‡b wb‡q †h‡Z n‡e| wd‡i G‡m wK‡b w`‡j Pj‡e bv, e÷b †_‡K Avbv PvB|
Kvj mܨvq nv‡Z wKQy mgq wQ‡jv| GKUv †Ljbvi †`vKv‡b Xy‡KIwQ‡jv weRy,
†K‡bwb| A‡Zv e‡ov cyZzj e¨v‡M XyK‡e bv| nv‡Z K‡i e‡q AvbviI †Kv‡bv gv‡b nq
bv| wVK K‡i †i‡LwQ‡jv, evmvq †divi c‡_ wK‡b †b‡e| †g‡q bv Rvb‡jB n‡jv|
†`vKvb †_‡K †ewi‡q AvPgKv g‡b c‡o, †mj‡dvbUv GL‡bv Ab Kiv nqwb| †c−‡b
D‡V myBP Ad K‡i †i‡LwQ‡jv, GL‡bv IB Ae¯’vq Av‡Q| Ab K‡i †`‡L, †g‡mR
Av‡Q| GKUv †g‡mR, dzjUz‡mi Ñ evev, Zzwg GL‡bv Avm‡Qv bv!

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 evmvq †cŠuQ‡Z mܨv †cwi‡q hvq| ivby ivbœvN‡i| `iRv †Lvjvi k‡ã DuwK w`‡Z
weRyi m‡½ †PvLv‡PvwL| gy‡Li †Kv‡bv †iLv GKUzI e`jvq bv| †PvL bvwg‡q wm‡¼ ivLv
Kvc-M−vm¸‡jv †avqvq e¨¯— n‡q hvq ivby| weRy e÷b hvIqvi w`b `y‡qK Av‡M †_‡K
ivbyi m‡½ wn‡me Kiv K_v Pj‡Q| h‡ZvUzKz bv n‡j bq, ZvB Avi wK| e÷b †_‡K
cÖwZw`b GKevi K‡i †dvb K‡i‡Q weRy| wVK ivbyi m‡½ K_v ejvi AvMÖn †_‡K bq,
dzjUz‡mi R‡b¨|
LvwbKUv `vwqZ¡ cvjbI e‡U| bv Ki‡j GB wb‡qI K_v ïb‡Z n‡e, Avgv‡`i Le‡i
†Zvgvi †Kv‡bv `iKvi Av‡Q bvwK!
GKmgq dzjUz‡mi †dv‡b K_v ejvi †bkv n‡qwQ‡jv Lye, †dvb evR‡j I‡KB ai‡Z
n‡e| †Kv‡Ì‡K Qy‡U G‡m mevi Av‡M †dvb Zz‡j wb‡Zv| AvRKvj †dv‡bi w`‡K
ZvwK‡qI †`‡L bv| myZivs weRy †dvb Ki‡j ivby a‡i‡Q| weRyi †Zvgiv †Kgb Av‡Qv-i
Dˇi ivby ms‡¶‡c e‡j‡Q, fv‡jvB †Zv|
me wVKVvK?
nu¨v|
dzjUz‡mi K_v e‡jv, ïwb|
GB †h a‡iv, w`w”Q|
ivby †dvb Zz‡j w`‡q‡Q dzjUz‡mi nv‡Z|
weRy Avo‡Pv‡L †`‡L, Lye my›`i †`Lv‡”Q AvR ivby‡K| Ggwb‡Z N‡i mvR‡MvR `~‡i
_vK, gv‡Sg‡a¨ Ggb G‡KKUv Kvco c‡i _v‡K †h, †`‡k n‡j †h †KD Zv‡K Kv‡Ri
†g‡q †f‡e em‡e| Awd‡m hvIqvi mgq †m mvgvb¨ mvR‡MvR K‡i, †Kv‡bv we‡qevwo-
Rb¥w`‡bi Abyôv‡bI hZœ K‡i mv‡R| wKš‘ evmvq †m †h †Kb Ggb ReiRs n‡q _v‡K,
†K Rv‡b!
Aby‡hvM Ki‡j `yÕPviw`‡bi R‡b¨ GKUz Ab¨iKg nq| Zvici Avevi †h †K †mB|
g‡b n‡Z cv‡i, weRyi Kv‡Q wb‡R‡K AbvKl©Yxq K‡i †ZvjvB Zvi Rxe‡bi mvabv!
A_P mvgvb¨ GKUz h‡Zœ ivby †h Kx my›`i n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i, nq‡Zv †m Rv‡bI bv| weRy
mvgvb¨ AevK n‡q j¶¨ K‡i, AvR GKUzLvwb †m‡R‡Q ivby|
N‡i mvaviYZ kvwo c‡i bv, Lye bvwK Sv‡gjv| weRy Zv‡K kvwociv †`L‡Z cQ›`
K‡i e‡j nq‡Zv| AvR KjvcvZv i‡Oi GKUv kvwo civ, kvwoUv Av‡M †`‡L‡Q e‡j

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g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| bZzb wK‡b‡Q? j¤^v Pzj cwicvwU K‡i AvuPov‡bv| †Vuv‡U wK GKUz
wjcw÷K w`‡q‡Q? wVK †evSv hvq bv G‡Zv`~i †_‡K| Kx g‡b K‡i? weRy wdi‡e ZvB?
ivby‡K wKQy ejvi Drmvn nq bv weRyi| wZbw`b c‡i N‡i wd‡i †Qv‡Æv GKUv
†Kv‡bv m¤¢vlY wKsev mvgvb¨ GK UzK‡iv nvwmI wK †m †c‡Z cv‡i bv? GKUv RjR¨vš—
gvbyl N‡i XyK‡jv, ivbyi PvDwb‡Z, gy‡Li †iLvq Zvi ¯^xK…wZUzKI
z †bB| †mB gvbylwU
hw` Zvi †g‡qi evev nq, Zvi Rxe‡bi m‡½ ci‡Z ci‡Z RwoZ n‡q _v‡K Ñ †m
mvgvb¨ g‡bv‡hvM `vwe Ki‡ZB cv‡i| cv‡i bv? evwZj Kiv bv †nvK, Aš—Z cyi‡bv
†cÖwgK wn‡m‡eI? †mB fv‡jvevmv wb®úÎ e„‡¶i g‡Zv k~b¨ n‡q †Zv hvqwb| †M‡j GK
Qv‡`i wb‡P evm Kiv m¤¢e n‡Zv bv|
weRy †Ui cvq, fv‡jvevmv AvRI Av‡Q, †evZje›`x ˆ`‡Z¨i g‡Zv| Rv`yi cÖ`x‡c
nvZ †evjv‡bvi Kvq`vUvB ïay fyj n‡q hv‡”Q|
ïay ivbyi †`vl n‡e †Kb? weRy wb‡RI wKQy e‡jwb, GKUv kãI bq| weRy Rv‡b,
fe¨Zvi LvwZ‡iI wKQy GKUv ejv DwPZ| ivM-Awfgvb K‡i K_v eÜ K‡i ivLv
wkï‡`i gvbvq, †m eqm K‡e MZ n‡q‡Q! K‡qK dzU `~i‡Z¡ `yÕRb †KD KvD‡K †hb
†P‡b bv| AvMš‘‡Ki g‡Zv|
wVK ZvI †evanq bq| m¤ú~Y© AcwiwPZivI ci¯úi‡K nvB e‡j m¤¢vlY Rvbvq G
†`‡k| †Kgb Av‡Qv ejvI mvaviY †iIqvR| w`‡bi †k‡l N‡i †divi ci ¯^vgx-¯¿x
ci¯úi‡K wbqg K‡i wR‡Ám K‡i, w`bUv †Kgb †M‡jv †Zvgvi?
nq‡Zv K_vi K_v, Zey `iKvwi| K_v ïi“i GKUv f~wgKv †Zv e‡U| cÖvP¨‡`kxq
es‡kv™¢~Z cyi“liv Aek¨ ms¯‹vi ev Af¨vme‡k nq‡Zv Zv‡K evûj¨ Ávb K‡i| weRy
Rv‡b, GB An‡gi †Kv‡bv gv‡b †bB| Zey Rb¥-Rb¥vš—‡ii ms¯‹vi, Af¨vm hvq Kx K‡i?
Lye mnR bq|
G †`kxq mnKg©x‡`i †`‡L‡Q bvix-cyi“l wbwe©‡k‡l mevB Zvi wcÖqR‡bi m‡½
†dv‡b K_v †kl K‡i AvB jvf BD e‡j| fvwi †jvK‡`Lv‡bv Avi duvcv g‡b nq weRyi|
w`‡b cÂvkevi fv‡jvevwm ej‡jB fv‡jvevmvi e„¶ gnxiƒn n‡q I‡V bv| n‡j G‡`i
mgv‡R weevn-we‡”Q‡`i NUbv Wvjfv‡Zi g‡Zv mnR I Abvqvm n‡Zv bv|
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mv`v Pvgov‡i †L`vBqv w`gy| Zvici `¨v‡k wMqv wiqvj weqv KBiv jBqv Avmyg,
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wVK cv‡kB †evgv dvU‡jI eywS †PvL †div‡e bv| AvR Aek¨ Ab¨iKg| `iRv †Lvjvi
k‡ã gyL wdwi‡q ZvwK‡q‡Q| evev Avm‡e e‡j †evanq Kvb Lvov K‡i †i‡LwQ‡jv| Qy‡U
G‡m †Kv‡j D‡V Mjv Rwo‡q a‡i, Zzwg Avgv‡K e‡j hvIwb †Kb evev? fy‡j wM‡qwQ‡j?
e¨vM `y‡Uv †Kv‡bvg‡Z bvwg‡q †i‡L weRy †mvdvq em‡Z em‡Z e‡j, nu¨v †i, fyj
n‡q †M‡Q| Avi n‡e bv|
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wVK|
Avgvi eviwe †Kv_vq? G‡b‡Qv?
weRy gv_v Pzj‡K e‡j, GB hvt, G‡°ev‡i fy‡j †MwQ †h!
cÖvq wPrKvi K‡i I‡V dzjUzm| †Ku‡`B †dj‡e bvwK! e‡j, Zzwg GKUv cPv evev|
Lye cPv evev|
weRy nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡j, Pj †`wL Mvwo‡Z eviweUv G‡m e‡m Av‡Q wK bv|
†g‡q‡K †Kv‡j K‡i Mvwo‡Z wd‡i hvq weRy| mvg‡bi c¨v‡mÄvi mx‡U ewm‡q ivLv
eviwei †Mvjvwc i‡Oi ev·Uv †`L‡Z †c‡q‡Q dzjUzm| †Kvj †_‡K movr K‡i †b‡g
Mvwoi †fZ‡i Xy‡K c‡o †m| eviwe †Kv‡j K‡i wd‡i Av‡m, evev, Zzwg fyj K_v
e‡j‡Qv †Kb?
weRyi aviYv wkï‡`i gy‡L wg‡_¨ kãUv fvwi †egvbvb Avi iƒp| cÖ_g †_‡KB
dzjUzm‡K †kLv‡bv nqwb †mUv| Zvi e`‡j dzjUzm wk‡L‡Q fyj K_v|
Kx fyj K_v e‡jwQ †i eywo?
Ggwb‡Z eywo ej‡j dzjUzm †i‡M hvq| e‡j, Avwg eywo bv, Avgvi mv`v Pzj †bB|
AvR eviwei †Nv‡i Av‡Q †m GLb, nq‡Zv †Lqvj K‡iwb| e‡j, eviwe‡K Mvwo‡Z
†i‡L G‡m Avgv‡K e‡j‡Qv, Zzwg fy‡j wM‡q‡Qv! GKv GKv eviwe fq cv‡e bv!

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 †g‡q‡K †Kv‡j Zz‡j wb‡q N‡i wd‡i Av‡m weRy| ev·e›`x eviwe‡K D×vi K‡i
†g‡qi nv‡Z w`‡Z nq| †mvdvq e‡m e‡j, eviwe †Zvi cQ›` n‡q‡Q †i?
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GB KÕw`b evev‡K wgm K‡iwQwj?
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c‡o hv‡”Q| ZvovZvwo K‡i cyZj z Uv‡K Avevi Rwo‡q a‡i e‡j, A‡bK|
eviwe‡K †Kv‡j †d‡j dzjUzm evevi m‡½ eKeK K‡i hvq| Rv‡bv, ¯‹z‡j wUPvi
Avgv‡K ¯§vU© Mvj© e‡j‡Q| gv Kvj †Mvmj Kiv‡Z wM‡q Avgv‡K e¨_v w`‡q‡Q, Avwg
A‡bK Kvbœv K‡iwQ| gv_vq k¨v¤úy Kivi mgq †Pv‡L Svj w`‡q w`‡q‡Q|
weRy e‡j, Rvwbm Avwg hLb †Zvi g‡Zv †Qv‡Uv wQjvg, gv †Mvmj Kiv‡Z †M‡jB
Avwg Kuv`Zvg|
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†Kb †i, evev eywS Kuv`‡Z cv‡i bv!
e‡oviv Avevi Kuv‡` bvwK!
nu¨v, e‡ovivI Kuv‡`| Lye Kuv‡`| bv Kuv`‡j e‡ov‡`i †Pv‡Li cvwb¸‡jv †Kv_vq hv‡e
ej †Zv? Avi Avwg †Zv ZLb †Zvi g‡Zv †Qv‡Æv| Avgvi gv mvevb N‡l †`Iqvi mgq
G‡Zv †Rv‡i †Rv‡i W‡j w`‡Zv, g‡b n‡Zv Mv‡qi PvgovB eywS Zz‡j †dj‡e| †m †h Kx
`yt‡Li, ZzB eySwe bv|
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evevi m‡½ Avi GKUzLvwb K_v Av‡Q gv!
†Zvgvi eKeK Kx Avi _vg‡e?
dzjUzm Nvo Nywi‡q gv-†K cuvP AvOyj Zz‡j †`Lvq, Avi wVK cuvP wgwbU| evevi m‡½
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 weRy †hLv‡b e‡m‡Q, †mLvb †_‡K ivbyi gy‡Li AvaLvbv †`Lv hvq| evwK A‡a©K
Avovj n‡q Av‡Q ivbœvNi Avi emvi N‡ii gvSLv‡bi AvaLvbv †`qv‡ji Avov‡j|
dzjUz‡mi K_vi Reve bv w`‡q wb‡Ri Kv‡R e¨¯— n‡q †M‡Q †m|
ivby dzjUzm‡K Zzwg K‡i e‡j| weRy wKQy‡ZB cv‡i bv, ZzB K‡i bv ej‡j g‡b nq
wb‡Ri †g‡q bq, Avi Kv‡iv m‡½ K_v ej‡Q †m| ivby Av‡M fyi“ KzuP‡K ej‡Zv, †g‡qi
m‡½ IiKg Awkw¶Z‡`i g‡Zv ZzB-†ZvKvwi K‡i K_v e‡jv †Kb?
weRy AevK n‡q wM‡qwQ‡jv, ZzB-†ZvKvwi ïay Awkw¶Z Pvlvf~lviv K‡i! Avðh© †Zv!
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Av‡m bv| Avðh©, Ly&eB Avðh© n‡qwQ‡jv †m|
ey‡q‡U `yÕR‡bi wWcvU©‡g›U Avjv`v wQ‡jv, ZLb †Kv‡bv wel‡q Awg‡ji Lei cvIqv
hvqwb! cQ›`-AcQ‡›`i wgj n‡j m¤úK©Uv †cÖg-fv‡jvevmvi w`‡K Movq| GLb †cQb
wd‡i wK GKUz KvUv‡Quov K‡i †`Lv hvq? mwZ¨ mwZ¨ wgj wQ‡jv, bvwK wgj Av‡Q e‡j
wek¦vm Ki‡Z ZLb B‡”Q Ki‡Zv? †Nvi jvMvi e¨vcvi? bvwK eq‡m `yÕR‡bB e`‡j
†M‡Q, Av‡Mi g‡Zv Avi †bB!
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msmv‡i XyK‡j †mme dvjZz, Acª‡qvRbxq| Ab¨fv‡e †`L‡j, †cÖg Kivi w`b¸‡jv‡Z
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GKm‡½ _vKvi mgq Lye mZK©fv‡e wb‡R‡`i `ye©jZv, Lvivc Af¨vm¸‡jv Avovj K‡i
ivLv m¤¢e| GgbKx †cÖwgKv m‡½ _vK‡j †cÖwgKcyi“l wnwm †c‡jI †P‡c iv‡L|
`v¤úZ¨ †mB Avovj¸‡jv‡K wQu‡o cÖKvk¨ K‡i †`q|
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ej‡j Avgvi Z…wß n‡e bv| †Zvgvi cQ›` bv n‡j wKQy Kivi †bB, Avwg cvëv‡Z
cvi‡ev bv|
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weRy †`‡L‡Q, K_v KvUvKvwUi mgq ivby LyeB cÖwZfvgqx n‡q DV‡Z cv‡i| Zvi
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evRv‡ii d`© ˆZwi K‡i †m, A_P evRv‡i wM‡q †`Lv hvq GKUvI m‡½ Av‡mwb| Mvwoi
Pvwe †Kv_vq †i‡L‡Q g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i bv KL‡bvB| wKš‘ GBme K_v KvUvKvwUi mgq

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cuvP-mvZ eQi Av‡Mi †Kv‡bv GKUv Zz”Q K_v wVK mgqg‡Zv Zz‡j G‡b Zv‡K welv³
†Qve‡ji g‡Zv e¨envi Ki‡Z cv‡i| Zvi cÖwZfvi me‡P‡q e‡ov wb`k©b †`Lvq †m
hLb m¤ú~Y© gbMov GKUv K_v‡K mwZ¨Kv‡ii NUbv e‡j mvwR‡q wee„Z K‡i|
weRy K_v KvUvKvwUi mgq Dchy³ cvëv K_v g‡b Avb‡Z cv‡i bv, K_v Luy‡R bv
†c‡q †ZvZjv‡Z _v‡K| †kl n‡jI Zvi †ik _v‡K A‡bK¶Y, weRy †mB K_v¸‡jv g‡b
g‡b wi‡c−-i g‡Zv K‡i evRvq| wVK †mB mgq ivbyi †Kv‡bv K_vi Dchy³ Reve g‡b
G‡m hvq Ñ †Kv‡bv NUbv| g‡b c‡o A‡bK Av‡M ejv ivbyi †Kv‡bv GKUv K_v hv GB
Z‡K©i mgq Kv‡R jvMv‡bv †h‡Zv| Z‡Zv¶‡Y A‡bK †`wi n‡q †M‡Q| Avevi bZzb K‡i
ïi“ Kiv hvq bv! weRyi B‡”Q nq bv| †m ey‡S †M‡Q, `v¤úZ¨ weZK©hy‡× µgvMZ
civRq Zvi GKgvÎ I Awbevh© wbqwZ|
weRy Rv‡b e‡jB †m duv` Gwo‡q Lye VvÊv Mjvq e‡jwQ‡jv, GKUv K_v wKš‘ Zzwg
fy‡j hv‡”Qv| †Zvgvi evevI gv‡S gv‡S †Zvgv‡K ZzB K‡i e‡jb, Avwg wb‡R ï‡bwQ|
Gi DËiI weRyi Kv‡Q Awfbe| ivby e‡j, GLv‡b Avgvi evevi K_v Avm‡Q †Kb?
Kx Avi Kiv, mv`v †Pv‡L ¯úó wRwbmUvI †h †`L‡Z A¯^xKvi K‡i, Zvi m‡½ K_v
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KLb Kv‡R †j‡M hvq, †K ej‡e! weRy †Kv_vI GKevi c‡owQ‡jv, cyi“lgvby‡li
GKRb eD _v‡K KUz K_v ejvi R‡b¨, hv‡Z Rxeb G‡Kev‡i cvb‡m Avi GK‡N‡q bv
n‡q hvq!
weRy †g‡qi j¤^v Nb Pz‡ji g‡a¨ AvOyj Pvjv‡Z Pvjv‡Z e‡j, ZzB †L‡qwQm †i
dzjUzm? bvwK Avgvi m‡½ Lvwe?
e‡j eyS‡Z cv‡i, Lye ev‡R kU †L‡j GKLvbv †gv¶g K¨vP †m Zz‡j w`‡q‡Q|
nq‡Zv G¶zwY ïb‡e, n¨uv, Zzwg bv _vK‡j †Zvgvi †g‡q‡K Avi †K LvIqv‡e!
†miKg †Kv‡bvwKQy Aek¨ †kvbv hvq bv, GKUv ¯^w¯—i k¦vm †d‡j weRy| wdìv‡ii
Ag‡bv‡hv‡Mi my‡hv‡M jvBd cvIqv Avi wK!
dzjUzm e‡j, nu¨v †L‡qwQ|
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weRy eyS‡jv, LvIqvi mgq KvU©yb †`LwQ‡jv| ivby LvB‡q w`‡q‡Q| KvU©by Pvjy _vK‡j
Kx gy‡L hv‡”Q, †K †Lqvj K‡i! †PvL †div‡j wKQy GKUv wgm n‡q †h‡Z cv‡i|
ZzB †h ejwj evevi m‡½ Kx K_v Av‡Q!
evev, Avgvi †Qv‡Uv‡ejvi K_v e‡jv|
†Zvi Avevi †Qv‡Uv‡ejv e‡ov‡ejv Kx‡mi! ZzB †Zv GL‡bv †Qv‡Uv|
bv GLbKvi K_v bq, hLb Av‡iv †Qv‡Uv wQjvg|
weRy nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡j, ïay A¨uv Au¨v K‡i Kvbœv KiwZ, K_v ej‡Z wkwLmwb ZLb|
bv, ZLbKvi K_v bq| IB †h nvgwU-WvgwUi MíUv e‡jv|
dzjUz‡mi ZLb fv‡jv K‡i K_v †dv‡Uwb, K¨v‡m‡U ï‡b ï‡b nvgwU-WvgwU
wk‡LwQ‡jv| nvgwU-WvgwU ej‡Z cvi‡Zv bv, ej‡Zv VvgwU-VvgwU| Avi cyU Uz‡M`vi
G‡Mb jvBbUv eyS‡Z bv †c‡i Zvi Kv‡b †hiKg †cŠuQ‡Zv †mfv‡eB ej‡Zv,
cyUz‡i‡Mb| weRy wR‡Ám Ki‡Zv, cyU‡z i‡Mb gv‡b wK †i? ej‡jB †i‡M †h‡Zv dzjUzm|
†mB Kvwnbx Zvi evievi †kvbv PvB, Avi ï‡b nvwm‡Z MovMwo|
nvgwU-WvgwU ce© †kl n‡j dzjUz‡mi bZzb evqbv, Gevi GKevi †øv †nvqvB‡Ui
K_v e‡jv evev|
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nqwb| †mB wfwWI †m mvivw`bgvb Nywi‡q wdwi‡q †`L‡Zv| Avm‡j wMj‡Zv| ivbxi
cÖ‡ivPbvq †øv †nvqvBU‡K e‡bi †fZ‡i wb‡q wM‡q Rj−v‡`i Qywi DuwP‡q aivi `„k¨ G‡j
dzjUzm †PvL eyu‡R wPrKvi K‡i DV‡Zv, gvi‡e bv, gvi‡e bv| WvBwbiƒcx ivbxi nvZ
†_‡K †øv †nvqvBU welv³ Av‡cj wb‡q gy‡L Zzj‡Q †`L‡j dzuwc‡q †Ku‡` DV‡e dzjUzm,
bv Lv‡e bv, Lv‡e bv|
weRy Rv‡b, M‡íi iwk GLywb bv †MvUv‡j dzjUzm †U‡b †U‡b Zv‡K j¤^v Ki‡Z
_vK‡e| ivbyi ZvMv`v Avevi Rvwi nIqvi Av‡MB D‡V cov `iKvi|
†m e‡j, GLb †h Nygv‡Z n‡e †Zv‡K|
Avgvi GKUzI Nyg cv‡”Q bv|
bv †c‡jI Nygv‡Z n‡e| Kvj ¯‹jz Av‡Q bv!

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 dzjUzm evevi Mjv Rwo‡q a‡i e‡j, AvR Avwg †Zvgvi m‡½ Nygv‡Z hv‡ev|
GB evqbvUv gv‡S gv‡S K‡i †m| wb‡Ri N‡i Nygvq dzjUzm, †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv iv‡Z
Nywg‡q cov ch©š— gv‡K bv nq evev‡K Zvi m‡½ wM‡q ï‡q _vK‡Z nq|
weRy wKQy ejvi Av‡MB ivby mvg‡b G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q| Zvi Abygvb wVK, ivby nvjKv
K‡i wjcw÷K †g‡L‡Q| Kx GKUv myMwÜiI myevm cvIqv hvq| wb‡Ri eD e‡j bq,
mwZ¨B Lye my›`i jvM‡Q I‡K| eQiLv‡bK n‡jv ivby Pkgv wb‡q‡Q, Pkgvq I‡K Lye
gvbvq| Avjv`v GK ai‡bi e¨w³Z¡ †dv‡U| nq‡Zv Av‡iKLvbv gy‡Lvk|
ivby‡K nvZ a‡i †U‡b cv‡k ewm‡q Pzgy LvIqvi GKUv Zxeª B‡”Q‡K kvmb K‡i †m|
dzjUzm Dcw¯’Z Av‡Q e‡j bq, N‡ii AvenvIqv dzidz‡i _vK‡j PzgyUzgy ch©š— Ii
mvg‡bB Pj‡Z cv‡i|
ivby `yÕPvievi AvcwË Zz‡j‡Q, †g‡q e‡ov n‡”Q bv!
weRyi hyw³, wUwf‡Z mviv¶YB †`L‡Q, GgbwK KvU©‡y bI| Avgvi g‡b nq, evev-gv
Ii mvg‡b Pzgy †L‡j Zvi †gv‡UB A¯^vfvweK jvM‡e bv|
ivby dzjUzm‡K e‡j, evev GLb Kvco e`‡j nvZgyL ay‡q †L‡Z em‡e| Zzwg †Zvgvi
N‡i wM‡q j²x †g‡qi g‡Zv Nywg‡q c‡ov, hvI|
dzjUzm weRyi Mjv Av‡iv k³ K‡i a‡i e‡j, Avwg evev‡K PvB|
weRy e‡j, †ek †Zv, Pj| wKš‘ Zvi Av‡M Avgv‡K GKUzLvwb mgq w`‡Z n‡e| ZzB
`uvZ eªvk K‡i †b, Avwg RvgvKvco e`‡j AvmwQ|
dzjUzm‡K †Kvj †_‡K bvwg‡q D‡V `uvovq weRy| †kvqvi N‡ii w`‡K †h‡Z †h‡Z
ivby‡K ej‡Z ïb‡jv, GBme Avn¬v` †c‡q †c‡q †Zv †g‡q gv_vq DV‡Q!
GKUv Kv‡bB w`we¨ †kvbv hvq, Zey gvby‡li `y‡Uv Kvb _v‡K †Kb? DËi, hv‡Z
fv‡jv fv‡jv K_v¸‡jv GK Kvb w`‡q ï‡b Av‡iK Kvb w`‡q †ewi‡q †h‡Z cv‡i! weRy
wk‡L †M‡Q, me K_v ïb‡Z †bB, ReveI w`‡Z †bB| ivbyi GB K_vUvI ïb‡Z cvqwb
a‡i †bq †m| `y‡Uv KvbB gv‡S gv‡S e¨envi Ki‡Z nq †h!

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weRy wb‡R Rv‡b, ev”Pv †Q‡jiv †Kv‡bv GKUv †Ljbv PvB e‡j †hiKg †R` K‡i, †m
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K‡i hvq, †g‡b wb‡Z †k‡L| gy‡L h‡Zv eovB Ki“K, weRyi †R`I w_wZ‡q AvmwQ‡jv|
ivbyi µgvMZ cÖZ¨vL¨vb‡K Avi AeÁv Kiv m¤¢e nq bv| mn¨ Kivi e`‡j GK
ai‡bi AvZ¥m¤§vb‡eva †R‡M DVwQ‡jv| ivby Kx Ggb, Avwg †Kb Zv‡K D‡c¶v Ki‡Z
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†_‡K Rvbv _vK‡j GB mvZmKv‡j DV‡Z n‡Zv bv, †jcgywo w`‡q Av‡iv LvwbKUv †ejv
ch©š— Nygv‡bv †h‡Zv|
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†KD e‡j, GKUz ïb‡eb?
†g‡qwj Mjvi ¯^i, bvg a‡i WvK bq, †h †KD †h †Kv‡bv KvD‡K WvK‡ZB cv‡i|
Ny‡i bv ZvwK‡qI weRy Rv‡b, Zv‡KB WvKv n‡”Q| wPb‡Z fyj nqwb| ivby|
iv¯—v bv †cwi‡q `uvwo‡q _v‡K †m, wd‡i ZvKvq bv| A‡c¶v K‡i| ivby cv‡k G‡m
`uvwo‡q‡Q| e‡j, Avcbv‡K WvKwQ A‡bK¶Y, ïb‡Z cv‡”Qb?
iv¯—vq G‡Zv gvby‡li †K †Kv_vq Kv‡K WvK‡Q, Kx K‡i eyS‡ev! Avgvi bvg a‡i †Zv
WvK‡Z ïwbwb| †m hvK‡M, †Kb WvKwQ‡j ZvB ïwb|

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 ï‡b‡Qb †Zv, AvR K¬vm n‡e bv|
nu¨v| fvewQjvg AvÇv w`‡Z hvB| AvÇvLvbvq KL‡bv ag©NU nq bv|
ivby e‡j, Zvn‡j Avi Avcbv‡K AvUKv‡ev bv|
Kx Avðh©, Avgvi Kv‡iv m‡½ A¨vc‡q›Ug‡›U Kiv †bB, AvÇvq †mUv jv‡MI bv|
hLb Lywk hv‡ev, bvn‡j hv‡ev bv| †Zvgvi K_v ïwb|
Avcbvi m‡½ K_v wQ‡jv|
weRy Mjvq wKQy †k−l †gkvq, ZvB †Zv ewj, `iKvi bv _vK‡j Avgv‡K Luy‡R †ei
Ki‡e †Kb!
ivby †LuvPv nRg K‡i e‡j, GLv‡bB `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q K_v ej‡ev?
weRy g‡b g‡b fv‡e, I eŸvev †ek †Zv K_v dz‡U‡Q| wKš‘ n‡”QUv Kx, ZvB †Zv
†evSv hv‡”Q bv| e‡j, †Kv_vq †h‡Z PvI?
Zv Rvwb bv|
Zvi gv‡b Avwg †hLv‡b ej‡ev †mLv‡b hv‡e?
ivby nv‡m, nu¨v|
iv¯—v †cwi‡q mwjgyj−vn n‡ji mvg‡bi dzUcv‡_ D‡V G‡m weRy e‡j, Rvnvbœv‡g?
IB RvqMvUvq hvIqvi B‡”Q †bB|
weRy Gevi nv‡m, AvgviI bv| ï‡bwQ Rvnvbœv‡gi iv¯—vq GLb bvwK A‡bK †LuvovLuywo
Ki‡Q Iqvmv Avi wgDwbwmc¨vj Ki‡cv‡ikb| iv¯—v eÜ|
ivby nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡j, Gme K_v cvb †Kv_vq Avcwb?
¯^iwPZ|
nuvU‡Z nuvU‡Z weªwUk KvDwÝj jvB‡eªwii †cQ‡bi j‡b| weRy †`‡L‡Q, RvqMvUv
Ggwb‡Z Lvwj _v‡K bv, †Rvovq †Rvovq †Q‡j‡g‡qiv e‡m| GiKg Rbk~b¨ cv‡e
fv‡ewb| †cÖwgK-†cÖwgKv‡`i R‡b¨ wK mgqUv †ewk mKvj?
mwVK Rv‡b bv, Z‡e weRy Abygvb Ki‡Z cvi‡Q ivby Kx ej‡Z Pvq| AvRB nq‡Zv
mgc©‡Yi mgq| wbtkZ©? weRyi wb‡RiI wm×vš— †bIqvi Av‡Q| G‡Zvw`b GKUv †R‡`i
Kvi‡Y evisevi cÖZ¨vL¨v‡bi Acgvb D‡c¶v Ki‡Z †c‡iwQ‡jv| wR‡Z †bIqvi †bkvq
w¯’i wQ‡jv e‡j Avi wKQy‡K Ri“wi g‡b nqwb| Avevi MZ wKQyw`‡bi nvj †Q‡o

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†`Iqvi g‡Zv AvjMv Ae¯’vqI †m †cŠu‡Q wM‡qwQ‡jv, Rqx nIqv ZLb Avi Z‡Zv
`iKvwi †bB|
GLb Kx Ki‡e †m? cÖZ¨vL¨v‡bi Acgvb wdwi‡q †`Iqvi my‡hvM Zvi Av‡Q| †b‡e?
ivby‡K †m Abvqv‡m ej‡Z cv‡i, †h †Zvgv‡K †P‡qwQ‡jv †m Avi GLv‡b evm K‡i bv|
A_ev cv‡i †m ¶gv K‡i w`‡Z| wbtk‡Z©|
wmMv‡iU awi‡q PzcPvc UvbwQ‡jv weRy| ivby e‡j, Kx fve‡Qb?
AvR Kvi gyL †`‡L mKvj n‡qwQ‡jv g‡b Kivi †Póv KiwQ|
†Kb?
Avgvi m‡½ nVvr †Zvgvi K_v ejvi `iKvi co‡jv e‡j| Lye A¯^vfvweK bv?
G‡Zvw`b D‡ëvUvB n‡q G‡m‡Q|
mew`b GKiKg bv-I n‡Z cv‡i| mg‡q K‡ZvwKQy cv‡ë hvq!
wKš‘ mewKQyi Av‡M GKUv wRwbm cvëv‡bv `iKvi|
Kx?
evsjv Mí-Dcb¨v‡m Avcwb †_‡K Zzwg‡Z bvg‡Z wek-cuwPk cvZv LiP n‡q hvq|
Kx AcPq, †Kv‡bv gv‡b nq!
Bw½Z bv †evSvi †Kv‡bv KviY wQ‡jv bv| ivby e‡j, A‡Pbv KvD‡K PU K‡i Zzwg
K‡i ejv hvq?
A‡Pbv gvby‡li m‡½ †KD weªwUk KvDw݇ji wbR©b j‡b e‡m bv|
†Zvgvi m‡½ Z‡K© cvi‡ev bv|
GB mnR wRwb‡m G‡Zv mgq †j‡M †M‡jv!
weRyi Abygvb wg‡j hv‡”Q| kZ©nxb mgc©Y| ivbyi K_v ejvi aiYB e‡j w`w”Q‡jv,
Abygv‡bi R‡b¨ Avi Aewkó wQ‡jv bv wKQy| K_v ej‡Z ej‡Z weRy †fZ‡i †fZ‡i
wb‡Ri m‡½ jovB K‡i hvq Ñ Acgv‡bi cÖwZ‡kva, bv ¶gv?
Kx nq hw` †m GLb ivby‡K wdwi‡q †`q? e‡j, ivby, †Zvgv‡K Avi PvB bv Avgvi|
GKmgq †f‡ewQjvg, †Zvgv‡K Qvov Avgvi Pj‡e bv| GLb †`LwQ Zv Avi g‡b n‡”Q
bv| Kx nq Zvn‡j, ivbyi cÖwZwµqv Kx n‡e? Lye AvnZ n‡e †m? `ytwLZ n‡e?

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 weRyI n‡qwQ‡jv GKmgq, ZLb Kvi Kx G‡m †M‡Q? wKš‘ GB bvix‡K †m Rq
Ki‡Z †P‡qwQ‡jv, †m GLb wb‡R †_‡K G‡m‡Q Zvi Kv‡Q| B‡”Q Ki‡j GLb ¯úk© Kiv
hvq Zv‡K| wR‡Z hvIqvi †jvf Kvi bv nq? cÖwZ‡kva? Kx‡mi cÖwZ‡kva?
mvivUv w`b GKm‡½ Kv‡U| hvB hvB K‡iI ivbyi evmvq †div nw”Q‡jv bv, K_v †h
†kl n‡Z Pvq bv| †kl we‡K‡ji w`‡K GKiKg †Rvi K‡i wiKkv †W‡K D‡V c‡o
ivby, Avi †`wi n‡j evmvq A‡bK ˆKwdqZ w`‡Z n‡e| wiKkv Pj‡Z ïi“ Kivi Av‡MB
weRyI D‡V e‡m‡Q ivbyi cv‡k|
ivby e‡j, Av‡i GUv Kx n‡”Q?
GKUz GwM‡q w`B †Zvgv‡K|
Avwg GKvB †ek †h‡Z cvi‡ev, †ivR hvw”Q| GwM‡q w`‡Z n‡e bv|
weRy wiKkvIqvjv‡K e‡j, Zzwg P‡jv †Zv fvB|
wiKkv Pj‡Z ïi“ Ki‡j ivby e‡j, †KD †`‡L †dj‡j?
†`L‡j †`L‡e, cvewjK by¨Bm¨vÝ †Zv wKQy KiwQ bv!
†Pbv †KD †`‡L evmvq e‡j w`‡j Avgv‡KB Nie›`x n‡q _vK‡Z n‡e|
G‡Zv fve‡j P‡j bvwK! gvby‡li Avi †L‡q‡`‡q KvR †bB, mviv¶Y †PvL ivL‡Q
ivbyi m‡½ †K hv‡”Q ZvB †`L‡Z!
GKUz Pzc K‡i †_‡K ivby e‡j, Av”Qv, Zzwg GiKg †Q‡jgvbywl K‡iv †Kb?
†Q‡jiv †Q‡jgvbywl Ki‡e bv †Zv †K Ki‡e?
GKUzI wK wmwiqvm n‡Z Rv‡bv bv Zzwg?
bv| e‡ov n‡j n‡ev|
Zvi gv‡b GL‡bv e‡ov nIwb?
GL‡bv bv| Rv‡bv, GKUv Mv‡b Av‡Q Ñ ÔDIg¨vb, AvB †nvc BD AvÛvi÷¨vÛ / `¨
wjUj PvBì BbmvBW Ae Av g¨vbÕ| cyi“lgvby‡li †fZ‡i evm Kiv †Qv‡Æv wkïwU‡K
†evSvi †Póv K‡iv|
ivby hv‡e wUKvUzwj, †÷wWqv‡gi Kv‡Q G‡m †Kv‡bvg‡Z †V‡jVy‡j weRy‡K bvwg‡q
†`q †m| Awb”Qvq †b‡g `uvovq weRy| ivby wgwó K‡i †n‡m e‡j, Kvj †`Lv n‡e|
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 GB mg‡q weRy GLb †Kv_vq hvq, Kx K‡i? evmvq wdi‡Z GK`g B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv|
AvR‡Ki w`bUv Ab¨iKg, D`hvcb Kiv `iKvi GKv GKv| †÷wWqv‡gi †M‡Ui mvg‡b
Svjbyb †`Iqv KvUv Avgov †K‡b| Awbw`©ófv‡e iv¯—vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ZvwK‡q Avgov
Lvq †m, UKSvj wgwj‡q A™¢yZ gRv`vi wRwbm| nVvr g‡b c‡o, K¬v‡m hvIqvi R‡b¨ †h
†bvUeB nv‡Z wQ‡jv, †mUv GLb †bB| ivbyi e¨v‡M XywK‡q †i‡LwQ‡jv, Ii m‡½ P‡j
†M‡Q| Avcbg‡b nv‡m weRy| †bvUeB‡qi †`vl wK? Zvi gvwjKI hvq hvq| †m wb‡R bv
cvi“K, †bvUeBwU Zvi cÖwZwbwa n‡q ivbyi m‡½ _vK|
we‡K‡ji †iv` g‡i †M‡Q, mܨv bvg‡Q| wmMv‡iU awi‡q nuvU‡Z jvM‡jv †m| ÔAvi
wK KL‡bv K‡e, Ggb mܨv n‡e...Õ

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ivbyi m‡½ Zvi m¤úK© †Kv_vq G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q, †Kv_vq hv‡”Q Ñ Gme Avi AvRKvj
†Zgb fve‡Z B‡”Q K‡i bv weRyi| Kx n‡e? †Kv‡bvwKQy cv‡ë †`Iqvi ¶gZv Zvi
†bB| hv n‡e Zvi m‡½ wb‡R‡K †gjv‡Z n‡e| ïi“‡Z GB hy×-mwÜ †LjvUv `yiƒn I
`ytmn g‡b n‡Zv, wKš‘ Kvjµ‡g me m‡q hvq|
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Ae¯’vb Kiv? h‡Zv¶Y bv Avevi Uvbv‡cv‡ob ïi“ n‡q hvq, †Ubkb ev‡o, hy‡×i
`vgvgv †e‡R I‡V? cÖ_g †MvjvwU wbw¶ß nq? ZvB n‡e| Z‡e ZvB †nvK|
GKUv cÖ‡R‡±i wKQy LyP‡iv KvR wb‡q e÷‡b †h‡Z n‡e, ivby‡K Rvwb‡qwQ‡jv Awdm
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Lye fv‡jv K_v| Avwg wKš‘ mvivw`b Kv‡R e¨¯— _vK‡ev, mܨvi Av‡M mgq n‡e bv|
A‡Pbv RvqMvq †Zvgiv GKv GKv †Kv_vq Ny‡i †eov‡e? mvivw`b †nv‡U‡j e‡m _vKviI
†Kv‡bv gv‡b nq bv|
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ivbyi AvBwWqv cQ›` nq weRyi| mvq w`‡q e‡j, †ek †Zv, †Zvgvi Awd‡m Kvj K_v
e‡jv, QywU cv‡e wK bv Avgv‡K RvbvI| Uªv‡fj G‡R›U‡K e‡j GKB d¬vB‡U wU‡K‡Ui
e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e|
ivbyi QywUi mgm¨v wQ‡jv bv, wKš‘ †Mvjgvj n‡jv wgwó‡K wb‡q| bb‡`i we‡q‡Z †m
XvKvq hv‡”Q c‡ii mßv‡n| e¨m, ivby `c K‡i wb‡f †M‡jv| G-I weRyi Kv‡Q GK
auvav, †h †Kv‡bv wKQy wb‡q gyn~‡Z©i g‡a¨ ivby Ljewj‡q DV‡Z cv‡i, Avevi K‡qK
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`¶ †m| e÷b hvIqvi Dcj¶ Avi wgwói †`‡k hvIqvi mgq KvQvKvwQ c‡o †M‡Q,
†mLv‡b Kv‡iv wKQy Kivi †bB! Zvn‡j?
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KvR †kl n‡j bv nq Av‡iv `yÕw`b †_‡K Zvici wdi‡ev|
ivbyi Zv‡Z gZ †bB, †m hv‡e bv e‡j gbw¯’i K‡i †d‡j‡Q| Zvi gb Lvivc
_vK‡jv cÖvq mvivw`b| iv‡Z weRy cÖ¯—ve †`q, hw` e÷‡b hv‡e bv wVK K‡i _v‡Kv,
Zvn‡j GK KvR K‡iv| QywU wb‡q †d‡j‡Qv, dzjUzm‡K wb‡q wnD÷b Ny‡i G‡mv|
wnD÷‡b ivbyi e‡ov †evb _v‡K, Mvwo wb‡q Pvi-cuvP NÈvq w`we¨ P‡j hvIqv hvq|
weRy fvewQ‡jv, N‡i e‡m QywU bó bv K‡i wnD÷b GKUv weKí n‡Z cv‡i| I‡`iI
fv‡jv jvM‡e, dzjUzm e‡ov Lvjvgwbi Lye f³|
ivby nVvr SvgUv w`‡q e‡j I‡V, dzjUz‡mi ¯‹j
z Av‡Q bv?
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Bb †nfb& A¨vÛ Av_©, †nv‡iwkI...|Õ
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ZvI ej‡Z cviwQ bv|
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 gv‡b Avevi Kx? †Zvgv‡K w`‡q †Zv N‡ii †Kv‡bv KvRB n‡e bv| mvivw`b Awdm
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a‡i e‡m Av‡Q|
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weRy‡K Avi wKQy ejvi my‡hvM †`q bv ivby, †dvb †i‡L w`‡q‡Q| weRy _g a‡i
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†P‡q fv‡jv Avi Kx Av‡Q!
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P‡j wM‡qwQ‡jv †m|
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we‡qi AvbyôvwbK K_v cvovi GKUv e¨vcvi _v‡K, †mUv mvgjv‡e †K? weRy‡K wb‡q
ivby hvq avbgwʇZ †ev‡bi evmvq| `yc‡y i Lvevi †Uwe‡j e‡m †evb-`yjvfvB‡K me
e„Ëvš— Ly‡j ejv n‡jv| `yjvfvB Lye M¤¢xi gy‡L Rvbvq, Avgvi wKš‘ GK`g gZ †bB|
_ZgZ †L‡q hvq ivby| `yjvfvB‡qi Ici A‡bK fimv e‡j Avmv| ivby e‡j, gv‡b?
GKwUgvÎ k¨vwjKvi `Lj †Kvb `yjvfvB Qvo‡Z Pvq? †h Pvq †m gnv Avnv¤§K|
G‡Zvw`b a‡i Avkv K‡i AvwQ, k¨vwjKvmy›`ixi gb GKw`b Mj‡e| GLb †m AvkvI
†M‡jv e‡j|
GK‡PvU nvmvnvwmi ci ivby e‡j, †Zvgvi m‡½ Avgvi †cÖg †Zv Rb¥-Rb¥vš—‡ii|
ZvB e‡j †ev‡bi Awdwmqvj mZxb †Zv Avi n‡Z cvwi bv|
†mLv‡bB †Zv K_v| Avgvi hw` mwZ¨ mwZ¨ Av‡iKUv we‡q Ki‡Z B‡”Q K‡i Zvn‡j
Kx n‡e ej †Zv? †Kv_vKvi †K G‡m †Zvi †ev‡bi mZxb n‡q em‡e| Zvi †P‡q ZzB
ivwR n‡q †M‡j mew`K †_‡K fv‡jv| `yB †ev‡b wg‡jwg‡k _vKwZm| SMovSvwU
Pz‡jvPzwj n‡jI N‡ii K_v N‡iB _vK‡Zv| K‡Zv myweav ej †Zv!
Avcv e‡j D‡VwQ‡jv, Avnv, kL K‡Zv!

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 ivby e‡j, †Zvgvi m‡½ †cÖg we‡qi c‡iI Pj‡Z cv‡i, `yjvfvB|
ZLb wK Avi ZzB Avg‡K cvËv w`we?
Zzwg Ggb Avbvwo RvbZvg bv| ZLb n‡e ciKxqv †cÖg| Rv‡bv bv, ciKxqv †cÖg
me‡P‡q wgwó!
ivbyi `yjvfvB D‡`¨vMx gvbyl †evSv †M‡jv| mßvn `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨ †`Lv‡`wL,
K_vevZ©v me †kl| †Kv‡bv c¶ †_‡K AvcwË I‡Vwb, KviYI wKQy wQ‡jv bv|
we‡qi iv‡Z ivbyi cÖ_g evK¨, Avgv‡K Zzwg we‡q Ki‡j †Kb?
Avgv‡K K‡Zvevi wdwi‡q w`‡qwQ‡j g‡b Av‡Q, GLb hv‡e †Kv_vq RvZxq wKQy
GKUv ej‡Z hvw”Q‡jv weRy, Zvi Av‡MB †evgv dvwU‡q‡Q ivby| IB GKeviB Aek¨,
wKš‘ Zvi †Kv‡bv e¨vL¨v cvIqv hvqwb|
we‡q‡Z †Q‡j‡K wb‡q fvB-fvex G‡mwQ‡jv| eDfv‡Zi ciw`b e‡ov fvB weRyi
nv‡Z `yÕLvbv †c−‡bi wU‡KU awi‡q w`‡q e‡j, hv, `yÕR‡b wg‡j Ny‡i Avq|
wm½vcy‡ii wU‡KU| fvB‡qi civgk©g‡Zv wm½vcy‡i `yÕw`b †_‡K gvj‡qwkqvi †`mvi“
e‡j GKUv mgy`ª‰mK‡Z P‡j wM‡qwQ‡jv| wm½vcyi †_‡K Mvwo‡Z NÈv †`‡oK|
Kx †h my›`i RvqMv †`mvi“| weRy-ivbyi gy»Zvi †kl wQ‡jv bv| RvqMvUv GL‡bv
Uz¨wi÷ ¯ú‡Ui g‡Zv K‡i ˆZwi n‡q I‡Vwb| ågYKvix‡`i R‡b¨ _vKv-UvKvi e¨e¯’v
Av‡Q, wKš‘ e‡ov †nv‡Uj-kwcs †m›Uvi Gme wb‡q ˆn ˆn Kiv evwYwR¨K wimU© n‡q
I‡Vwb| A‡bKLvwb cÖvK…wZK, †hb B‡”Q K‡iB Gfv‡e †d‡j ivLv n‡q‡Q| mgy‡`ªi cvwb
G‡Zv ¯^”Q †h †Kvgimgvb cvwb‡Z `uvwo‡q cv‡qi cvZv ¯úó †`Lv hvq|
weRy g‡b g‡b e‡j, GB RvqMvUv †hb wPiw`b GiKg _v‡K| †`mvi“i K_v †ewk
†jv‡Ki Rvbvi `iKvi †bB| Rvb‡j mevB ûgwo †L‡q co‡e, me jÊfÊ n‡q hv‡e|
GUv Zvi wbR¯^ ågYwejvm n‡q _vK, GLv‡b evievi wd‡i Avm‡e †m|
Lye bvgKiv bq, GiKg AcÖPwjZ RvqMvB †eov‡bvi R‡b¨ weRyi eivei cQ›`|
†`mvi“‡Z `yB Kvgivi GKUv K‡U‡R D‡VwQ‡jv| evmb‡Kvmbmn wK‡Pb Av‡Q, ivbœvevbœv
B‡”Q Ki‡j Kiv hvq| gayPw›`ªgvq †KD ivbœvq mgq bó K‡i? LvIqvi R‡b¨ AvagvBj
†nu‡U †h‡Z nq †i÷z‡i‡›U| mgy‡`ªi cvo †Nu‡l Nb MvQMvQvwji QvqvXvKv iv¯—vq nuvU‡ZI
fv‡jv jv‡M| we‡K‡j mgy`ªøvb, mܨvq mgy‡`ªi cv‡o Lvwjcv‡q nuvUvnuvwU| GLv‡b
wb‡R‡`i bvg-cwiPq g‡b bv ivL‡jI P‡j|

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 B¯‹vU‡bi evwo‡Z bZzb msmvi ïi“ n‡qwQ‡jv| we‡qi ciciB evev-gv‡K GK`g
GKv †d‡j Avjv`v evmvq †h‡Z Pvqwb weRy, e‡ov fvB Av‡MB †`kvš—ix| ax‡imy‡¯’
GKUz ¸wQ‡q wb‡R‡`i Av¯Zvbvq hvIqvi B‡”Q| ivbyi AvcwË wQ‡jv bv|
Kg©Rxeb ïi“ bv Ki‡j bvwK cyi“lgvbyl n‡q IVv m¤ú~Y© nq bv| PvKwiUv weRy †ek
Dc‡fvM Ki‡Z ïi“ K‡iwQ‡jv| Awd‡m GK ai‡bi cwi‡ek, hvi m‡½ Av‡M cwiPq
wQ‡jv bv| Av‡M KL‡bv KL‡bv †Kv‡bv Awd‡m †M‡Q †Kv‡bv Kv‡R, wKš‘ wb‡R †m
Awd‡mi †KD wQ‡jv bv, wQ‡jv ïay AwZw_ ev Kv‡iv mv¶vZcÖv_©x| GLb Zvi wb‡Ri
Awdm, wbR¯^ emvi RvqMv, †Pqvi-†Uwej| wbw`©ó Kv‡Ri `vwqZ¡, †m KvR mgqg‡Zv
m¤úbœ Kivi kZ©| wba©vwiZ mg‡qi g‡a¨ KvR †kl Kivi cwiZ…wß GKwU mdj
†hŠbm½‡gi †P‡q Kg bq|
w`‡bi †k‡l wbf©vi n‡q N‡i †div, A‡c¶gvb GKwU my›`i gy‡Li gy‡LvgywL nIqv|
ïay mvZmKv‡j D‡V ˆZwi nIqvUvB hv K‡ói| g‡b n‡Zv, m`¨weevwnZ‡`i †`wi K‡i
Awd‡m hvIqvi AwaKvi _vKv DwPZ| Zvi nv‡Z †Kv‡bvw`b ¶gZv G‡j GB wbqg †m
Pvjy K‡i †`‡e| hviv Awd‡mi mgq wba©viY K‡i, Zviv mevB wbðqB wPiKzgvi bq,
Zviv wb‡RivI m`¨weevwnZ wQ‡jv †Kv‡bvw`b| Zey †ev‡S bv †Kb? fy‡j †M‡Q? bvwK
LyeB AmyLx `v¤úZ¨ wQ‡jv Zv‡`i? eD‡qi KvQ †_‡K `~‡i _vKv‡ZB Avb›`?
weRyi Aek¨ eD‡qi KvQvKvwQ _vK‡Z fv‡jv jvMwQ‡jv| Avgv‡K Zzwg we‡q Ki‡j
†Kb cÖkœUv KuvUvi g‡Zv Zey dzUwQ‡jv †_‡K †_‡K| wR‡Ám Ki‡e Ki‡e †f‡eI Kiv
nqwb| gy‡L AvUKvq| IB cÖ‡kœi m‡½ †gjv‡bv hvq, Ggb †Kv‡bvwKQy cvIqv †M‡jv bv|
GKmgq weRyi wb‡Ri m‡›`n n‡Z _v‡K, ivby wK mwZ¨ e‡jwQ‡jv? hw` bv-B e‡j
_v‡K, GB K_v †m †c‡jv †Kv_vq? †Kv‡bv NUbv Av‡`Š KL‡bv N‡Uwb, Zey Zv‡K mwZ¨
e‡j åg n‡jI n‡Z cv‡i| †miKg wKQy?

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†kvqvi N‡i Av‡jv †R¡‡j weRy †`‡L, cwicvwU weQvbv| †eWKfvi Avi KçU©vi AvRB
cvëv‡bv n‡q‡Q e‡j g‡b nq| bvwK GiKgB †m †`‡L wM‡qwQ‡jv e÷b hvIqvi Av‡M?
g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| wb‡Ri †ejvq h‡Zv Ag‡bv‡hvMx †nvK, evwoNi wQgQvg cwicvwU
ivL‡Z K¬vwš— †bB ivbyi| we‡kl K‡i evmvq Kv‡iv Avmvi K_v _vK‡j †m eyj‡WvRv‡ii
wb`©qZvq weRyi KvMRcÎ, dzjUz‡mi †Ljbv-eB-†µqb me mwi‡q †dj‡Z _v‡K|
evmvq GKUv ev”Pv Av‡Q, GLv‡b-ILv‡b Zvi `yÕGKUv †Ljbv c‡o _vK‡ZB cv‡i,
AwZw_ivI wbðqB eyS‡e Ñ GB hyw³ ivbyi Kv‡Q G‡Kev‡i APj| AwZw_ G‡m †hb
mewKQy Qwei g‡Zv mvRv‡bv †`‡L|
†Kv_vq GK M‡elYvq †`Lv †M‡Q, GK bR‡i †g‡qiv †Q‡j‡`i Zzjbvq A‡bK †ewk
LuywUbvwU †`‡L †dj‡Z m¶g| †h NiwU GKRb cyi“‡li Kv‡Q w`we¨ cwicvwU mvRv‡bv
g‡b n‡”Q, GKRb †g‡q Zvi g‡a¨ `kUv LyuZ Luy‡R cv‡e Abvqv‡m| Avi †Kv‡bv
M‡elYv weRyi Ggb me©vZ¥K mg_©b cvqwb| Zey AvR GKUz AwZwi³ hZœ Av‡Q e‡j
Zvi aviYv nq| GgbI n‡Z cv‡i, weRy nq‡Zv †miKg fve‡Z B”QyK| ivbyi kvwo civ,
mvgvb¨ mvRI †Kv‡bv aviYv w`‡q _vK‡e|
N‡ii †cvkvK c‡i weRy †Mvmj Kivi K_v fv‡e| Zvi Av‡M dzjUzm‡K Nyg cvwo‡q
w`‡Z n‡e| †`wi‡Z Nygv‡j †g‡q mKv‡j DV‡Z eÇ Sv‡gjv K‡i| nvZgyL Aek¨ bv
ay‡q wb‡j bq| kix‡i ay‡jvgqjv wb‡q †g‡qi N‡i †h‡Z B‡”Q K‡i bv|
g‡b Av‡Q, dzjUzm nIqvi ci cÖ_g cÖ_g wmMv‡iU †L‡q Ii KvQvKvwQ †h‡Z weRyi
A¯^w¯— n‡Zv Lye| wb‡R‡K fvwi Acwi”Qbœ jvM‡Zv, g‡b n‡Zv wmMv‡i‡Ui M‡Ü dzjUz‡mi
ZzjZz‡j KwP kix‡ii UvUKv MÜ XvKv c‡o hv‡e| `uvZ †g‡R gyLnvZ fv‡jv K‡i ay‡q
wb‡Zv Av‡M|
bZzb eviwe‡K wb‡q weQvbvq hvq dzjUzm| Nywg‡qI c‡o K‡qK wgwb‡Ui g‡a¨| N‡i
bvBU jvBU R¡vwj‡q K¨v‡mU †c−qv‡i Mvb Pvjy n‡j G‡°ev‡i K_v eÜ| Af¨vm Kiv‡Z
A‡bK mgq †j‡M‡Q| Av‡M weQvbvq ï‡q †g‡qi iv‡R¨i K_v g‡b c‡o †h‡Zv, GK
cÖ‡kœi †jR a‡i Av‡iKUv, Zvici Av‡iKUv, Av‡iv GKUv Ñ Pj‡ZB _vK‡Zv|
dzjUz‡mi Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q Av‡m weRy| ivby †mvdvq Mv Gwj‡q w`‡q wUwf †`L‡Q|
cv‡qi k‡ã wd‡i ZvKvq| e‡j, Lvevi wK GLb w`‡q †`‡ev?

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 wb‡R †_‡K Lvevi †`‡e wKbv wR‡Ám Ki‡Q! n‡jv Kx ivbyi? weRy ej‡jv, bvt,
Av‡M †Mvmj Ki‡Z n‡e| Zzwg †L‡q wb‡q‡Qv?
G‡Zv †`wi K‡i Avwg K‡e LvB?
Zv-I wVK| dzjUzm nIqvi ci mvgvb¨ IRb †e‡o wM‡qwQ‡jv ivbyi, eû K‡ó †nj_
K¬v‡e gvm wZ‡bK wbqwgZ nvwRiv w`‡q evowZ cvDÛ¸‡jv Siv‡Z †c‡i‡Q| GL‡bv
gv‡Sg‡a¨ hvq, mßv‡n `yÕwZbevi| GLb Awdm †_‡K wd‡i m‡½ m‡½ †L‡q †bq †m,
mܨvi ci Avi wKQy Lvq bv|
weRy †f‡e cÖkœ K‡iwb| K_vi K_vI †Zv gvbyl e‡j, bvwK e‡j bv! †m wK Avkv
K‡iwQ‡jv, ivby Zvi R‡b¨ bv †L‡q e‡m _vK‡e? Aš—Z AvR‡Ki R‡b¨? DwPZ nqwb|
Kx Ggb ivR¨Rq K‡i G‡jv †m †h, AvR wbqg-wUqg me D‡ë hv‡e? Zey †Kb †hb
g‡b nw”Q‡jv| ÔZvi ci‡b XvKvB kvwo Kcv‡j wmu`yi...|Õ gvZvj nvIqvi Sj‡Ki g‡Zv
myMwÜ-myevm!
†mvdvi cv‡k ivLv nvZe¨vM Ly‡j KvM‡R †gvov wRwbmUv †ei K‡i weRy| ivbyi cv‡k
em‡Z em‡Z nvZ evwo‡q Zz‡j †`q| ivby D‡V e‡m| e‡j, Kx GUv?
kn‡ii evB‡i †Kv_vI †M‡j weRy Lvwj nv‡Z †d‡i bv, ivbyi R‡b¨ wKQy GKUv
Av‡b| my¨‡fwbi ai‡bi wKQy| weRy e‡j, Ly‡j †`‡Lv|
ivby KvM‡Ri †gvoK Lyj‡Z †ewi‡q Av‡m GKUv Kwd Kvc AvK…wZi †cb †nvìvi|
mvg‡bi w`KUv e‡ovm‡ov Kv‡ci g‡Zv †`L‡Z, †cQ‡b G‡Kev‡i P¨vÞv| g‡b n‡e
fvwU©K¨vj GKUv †Kvc †g‡i KvcUv‡K AvaLvbv K‡i †djv n‡q‡Q| Ici †_‡K †`L‡j
Kv‡ci gyL Bs‡iwR wW A¶‡ii g‡Zv| Mv‡q †jLv: e÷b IqvR †mv G·‡cbwmf `¨vU
AvB Kz¨W A¨v‡dvW© Abwj nvd Av Kvc|
Lye AcÖZ¨vwkZfv‡e GKUv wø» nvwm †dvUvq ivby| e‡j, Lye gRvi †Zv!
GK gyn~‡Z©i R‡b¨ ey‡q‡Ui mgqUv wd‡i G‡jv e‡j g‡b nq weRyi|
e‡j, g‡b n‡jv †Zvgvi cQ›` n‡e|
Lye my›`i| †g‡qi R‡b¨ eviwe cyZzj, Avgvi R‡b¨ AvaLvbv Kvc, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ Kx?
weRy KweZv co‡Z fv‡jvev‡m, ejv DwPZ GKmgq fv‡jvevm‡Zv, Q›`U›` †Zgb
†ev‡S bv| Zey ivbyi †k‡li K_vUv KweZvi jvB‡bi g‡Zv †kvbvq Ñ †g‡qi R‡b¨ eviwe
cyZzj, Avgvi R‡b¨ AvaLvbv Kvc, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ Kx? evt, †ek †Zv!

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 Avgvi R‡b¨ Avevi Kx?
ivby D‡V wM‡q †cb †nvìvi iv‡L wK‡Pb KvD›Uv‡ii Ic‡i| Qwo‡q-wQwU‡q _vKv
K‡qKUv Kjg Zz‡j wb‡q iv‡L Zvi †fZ‡i| wd‡i G‡m weRyi cv‡k e‡m| B‡”Q Ki‡j
nvZ evwo‡q †Quvqv hvq| B‡”QUv‡K Avevi kvmb K‡i weRy, mZK© nIqv DwPZ|
wUwf‡Z Kx GKUv Abyôvb nw”Q‡jv, weRy j¶¨ K‡iwb| ivby wi‡gvU wU‡c P¨v‡bj
e`‡j †`q| wmGbGb| ivby Lei-Uei we‡kl †`‡L bv, wUwf‡Z Zvi cQ‡›`i wRwbm
n‡jv gywf| Lyu‡R Lyu‡R †m bZzb-cyi‡bv, iwOb-mv`vKv‡jv me QweB †`‡L| GLb P¨v‡bj
cvëvq m¤¢eZ weRyi R‡b¨|
weRy wUwfi mvg‡b we‡kl e‡m bv, mKv‡ji Kwd †L‡Z †L‡Z Le‡ii wk‡ivbvg¸‡jv
†`‡L †bq| GLb ZK© Pj‡Q Biv‡K mvÏv‡gi †Q‡j‡`i Lyb Kivi ci Zv‡`i Qwe
wUwf‡Z †`Lv‡bv DwPZ n‡q‡Q wK bv ZvB wb‡q| Lyb KivUv Rv‡qR wQ‡jv wKbv Zv †KD
ej‡Q bv| c„w_ex‡Z K‡Zv †h DwPZ-AbywP‡Zi cÖkœ Av‡Q! †KD †Kqvi K‡i?
ivby wUwfi c`©vq †PvL †i‡L e‡j, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ bq †Kb?
wb‡Ri R‡b¨ †Kbv hvq? weRyi †PvLI wUwf‡Z|
wKb‡jB †Kbv hvq|
weRy e‡j, Zzwg Rv‡bv wb‡Ri R‡b¨ Kx †Kbv hvq Zv Lyu‡RB cvB bv|
K_vUv wVK| UzKUvwK wRwbm Qvov wb‡Ri R‡b¨ wKQy †m wKb‡Z cv‡i bv, Rv‡bI bv|
†Kv‡bv GKUv kvU© KvD‡K ci‡Z †`‡L nq‡Zv Lye cQ›` n‡q †M‡jv, wb‡R †`vKv‡b
wM‡q IB ai‡bi wKQy Lyu‡R cvq bv| hv mvg‡b †`‡L, †Kv‡bvUvB cQ‡›`i g‡b nq bv|
RvgvKvco †_‡K ïi“ K‡i weRyi cÖvq me †KbvKvUv ivbyi|
ivby AvPgKv Rvbvq, wmMv‡iU †Zv wb‡RB †K‡bv!
Gevi ivby Zvi w`‡K gyL wdwi‡q‡Q †Ui cvq weRy|
c¨v‡j÷vBwb‡`i m‡½ Bmiv‡q‡ji kvwš— Av‡jvPbvi mgqI `yB c‡¶i g‡a¨
Ly‡bvLywbi Lei GLb wUwf‡Z| ga¨cÖv‡P¨ kvwš—i fwel¨r wb‡q `ywðš—vMÖ¯— †jv‡Kiv Kxme
ej‡Q weRyi gv_vq †Xv‡K bv| ïb‡j bv XyK‡e! Zvi GLb Dcw¯’Z msKU, †m eyS‡Z
cvi‡Q bv ivby wVK †Kvbw`‡K hv‡”Q| kvwšZi cvqivi w`‡K ZvK Kiv e›`yK|
wec‡`i MÜ cv‡”Q weRy, wcuc‡oiv †hgb e„wói MÜ cvq| D‡V `uvovq weRy|
ZvovZvwo e‡j, eis †L‡q wbB GLb|

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 GB bv ej‡j †Mvmj K‡i Lv‡e|
ZvB †f‡ewQjvg| wKš‘ Lye wL‡` †c‡q‡Q, Av‡M †L‡q wbB| †Mvmj c‡i|
wL‡` cvIqvi K_vUv wg_¨v bq, ARynvZI bq| e÷b †_‡K ¶zavZ© †m| Zey GLb
GB mg‡q Zv Kv‡R jvMv‡Z †c‡i wb‡Ri Ic‡i Lywk n‡q I‡V weRy|
ivby e‡j, cuvPUv wgwbU mgq `vI, Lvevi¸‡jv Mig K‡i w`B|
†Zvgv‡K wKQy Ki‡Z n‡e bv, Avwg K‡i wb‡Z cvi‡ev|
†Kb, Avwg Ki‡j LvIqv hv‡e bv?
Avwg wKš‘ Zv ewjwb, ïay e‡jwQ wb‡RB K‡i wb‡Z cviZvg|
gvQ ZLbB eowk‡Z aiv c‡o, hLb †m gyL †Lv‡j| gnvRb‡`i evwK¨| Pzc K‡i
_vKvi Af¨vm Kiv `iKvi, we‡kl K‡i hLb K_v bv ej‡jI P‡j| weRy wKQy †f‡e
e‡jwb, Lvevi Mig bv Ki‡jI ¶wZ wKQy †bB| G‡Kev‡i m`¨ wd«R †_‡K †ei Kiv bv
n‡j VvÊv Lvevi †m w`we¨ †L‡q †dj‡Z cv‡i| Mig Kivi `iKvi n‡j wb‡R K‡i
†bIqv hvq, gvB‡µvI‡q‡f XywK‡q w`‡jB n‡jv| Zv †h Zv‡K Av‡`Š KL‡bv Ki‡Z nq
bv, Zv-I bq| ivby GKUz my›`i K‡i ej‡Z cvi‡Zv| PvB wK GKUv KcU agK
†`IqviI my‡hvM wQ‡jv| Zv-B wK Dchy³ n‡Zv bv!
ivby Lvevi Mig K‡i †Uwe‡j mvwR‡q †`q| fvRv Bwjk Avi Klv‡bv Mi“i gvs‡mi
m‡½ wLPzwo| †L‡Z fv‡jvev‡m weRy, wLPzwo-†Mvgvsm Zvi me‡P‡q wcÖq Lvevi| GB `yB
c` bv _vK‡j †e‡nkZ-†`vRL †Kv‡bvLv‡bB Zvi AvMÖn †bB|
AvjyfZ©v, †Qv‡Uv gv‡Qi P”Pwo wb‡q evOvwj e‡ov †ewk Avw`‡L¨Zv K‡i, †mm‡e Lye
Avmw³ †bB Zvi| fvRvfywR n‡j mewRI P‡j, wKš‘ mvjv`‡K †m Mi“-QvM‡ji Lv`¨
g‡b K‡i| wb‡R‡K †m gvsmvkx cÖvYx e‡j cwiPq †`q| kixi wVK ivLvi ARynv‡Z
Lvevi wb‡q K‡Zv iK‡gi G·‡cwi‡g›U AvRKvj, ivby wb‡RI †m Av‡›`vj‡bi wbf©xK
ˆmwbK| †g`nxb wQcwQ‡c kix‡ii gvwjK weRyi Gme bv fve‡jI P‡j| KL‡bv hw`
†miKg mgq Av‡m, ZLb †`Lv hv‡e|
AvR nVvr n‡jv Kx ivbyi? bv ej‡ZB evmvq kvwo civi g‡Zv GKUv `yj©f NUbv
NwU‡q‡Q| hZœ K‡i GKUz mvR‡MvRI K‡i‡Q †`Lv hv‡”Q| †Uwe‡j weRyi cQ‡›`i
wLPzwo-†Mvgvsm| Ggb bq †h, Gme Zvi fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv| LyeB fv‡jv jvM‡Q| wKš‘
wb‡R †_‡K †m Avi Gme Avkv K‡i bv AvRKvj| bv Kiv Af¨vm n‡q †M‡Q|

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 Av‡iv e‡ov mgm¨v, GB †h fv‡jv jvM‡Q Zv ejv hv‡e †Kgb K‡i? †m wK ej‡e,
ivby †Zvgv‡K my›`i jvM‡Q! eÇ duvcv| Avi Kxfv‡e ejv hvq? fqI Av‡Q, ej‡j
Avevi D‡ëv gv‡b n‡q †M‡j? ivbyi Av‡Mi K_v¸‡jv LuvRKvUv Qywii †LuvPvi g‡Zv
weua‡Q GL‡bv!
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AvRKvj nq bv| `yÕR‡b mvivw`b Awd‡m, `yc‡y i GKm‡½ LvIqvi cÖkœ †bB| weRy
wdi‡Z wdi‡Z ivbyi iv‡Zi LvIqv n‡q hvq|
dzjUy‡mi LvIqv wUwfi mvg‡b e‡m, KvU©‡y bi PvUwb bv n‡j Lvevi gy‡L †iv‡P bv
Zvi| weRyi R‡b¨ †Uwe‡j Lvevi †`Iqv _v‡K| B‡”Q n‡j Mig K‡i †bq, bvn‡j
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gvsmB †L‡qv, Avwg Avi ivbœv Ki‡Z cvi‡ev bv| N‡ii GKUv wKQy †Zvgv‡K w`‡q nq
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evmvq LvqBwb, evB‡i †L‡q G‡mwQ‡jv| Awd‡m †`wi nw”Q‡jv e‡j evB‡i †_‡K Lvevi
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†Uwe‡ji Lvevi †Zvjv Avi nqwb|
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Mig K‡i †L‡q Lvivc wKQy eyS‡jv bv| †c‡Ui MʇMvj nqwb| ivby‡KI †L‡Z
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 †Kv‡bv †Kv‡bvw`b wd«‡R ivLv Lvevi wb‡RB Mig K‡i †Uwe‡j e‡m hvq †m GKv|
ÔAvB A¨vg Aj‡iwW Mb... mvg †W BD Avi Mbv BU B‡qvi jv evB B‡qvi‡mjd&...|Õ
GKv e‡m LvIqvi g‡a¨ GK ai‡bi wfwLwi-wfwLwi e¨vcvi Av‡Q| †Qv‡Uv‡ejvq
†`‡L‡Q, †Kv‡bv wfLvwi Lvevi PvB‡j gv Kuvmvi _vjvq K‡i fvZ-ZiKvwi mvwR‡q
w`‡Zv, Kuvmvi M−v‡m cvwb| Kuvmvi evmb¸‡jv wfLvwi‡`i R‡b¨ wbw`©ó Kiv| weRy
K‡Zvw`b †`‡L‡Q, `iRvi mvg‡b emv wfLvwi GKv GKv †L‡q hv‡”Q| †L‡Z †L‡Z euv
nv‡Z M−vm a‡i Gu‡Uv Wvb nv‡Zi Kwâ M−v‡mi Zjvq †VwK‡q XK XK K‡i A‡bKUv cvwb
Lv‡”Q| M−vm bvwg‡q †i‡L wfLvwi Avevi fvZ †L‡Z ïi“ Ki‡Zv, Zvi D`vm †PvL
ZvwK‡q _vK‡Zv †Kvb Awbw`©‡ói w`‡K|
ivby wR‡Ám K‡i, ivbœv fv‡jv n‡q‡Q?
nu¨v|
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A‡b‡K AvM evwo‡q ivbœv fv‡jv n‡q‡Q ej‡Z cv‡i| weRy †Kb †h cv‡i bv! Zvi
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hv‡”Q! gyL dz‡U ej‡Z n‡e? wb‡Ri eD‡KI? Ab¨ gvby‡li evwo‡Z n‡j Avjv`v K_v|
ivbyi K_vq e‡j, Lywk Kivi R‡b¨ ej‡ev †Kb? mwZ¨, ZvB ejwQ|
Av‡iKUz gvsm bvI| gvQfvRv w`B GKUv?
weRy †PvL Zz‡j ivby‡K †`‡L| Av‡¯— Av‡¯— e‡j, GKUv K_v ej‡ev ivby?
wRÁvmv †Pv‡L wb‡q ZvKvq ivby, Kx K_v?
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A¯^w¯— n‡”Q|
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bv, A‡bKw`b Af¨vm †bB †Zv! GKv GKv †L‡Z Af¨¯— n‡q †MwQ|
GKUz Pzc K‡i _v‡K ivby| †PvL bvwg‡q Wvb nv‡Zi GKUv AvOyj w`‡q †Uwe‡j wKQy
GKUv LyuUwQ‡jv| k¦vm †d‡j A¯úó K‡i e‡j, Avgv‡`i m¤úK© †Kv_vq G‡m `uvov‡jv,
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 AvwgI ZvB fvwe, ivby| g‡b nq, GiKg nIqvi K_v wQ‡jv bv| Lye †f‡e †`L‡j
wKš‘ mwZ¨Kv‡ii e‡ov KviYI wKQy cvIqv hv‡e bv| Zey GUvB mwZ¨ GLb|
Avwg Zvn‡j D‡V hvB?
†Zvgv‡K D‡V †h‡Z wKš‘ ewjwb ivby| fyj ey‡Sv bv, K_vUv ejv `iKvi g‡b n‡jv
ZvB ejv|
ivby †Pqv‡i Mv Gwj‡q WvBwbs †Uwe‡ji Ic‡i wmwjs-G †Svjv‡bv Av‡jvi WygUvi
w`‡K ZvwK‡q _v‡K| Pkgvi Avov‡j ivbyi †PvL wK wf‡R I‡V? bvwK †`Lvi fyj! ÔBd
BD †Wv›U †bv wg evB bvD, BD DBj †bfvi †bfvi †bfvi †bv wg... †bv, BD IbÕU|Õ
†Uwe‡ji Ici c‡o _vKv ivbyi nv‡Z †PvL c‡o| ïay nvZ aivawi K‡i cvkvcwk
e‡m _vKv Ñ K‡Zvw`b nq bv! fv‡jv K‡i †`LvI nqwb A‡bKw`b, Av‡iv `kUv nvZ
cvkvcvwk ivL‡j GLb nq‡Zv ivbyi nvZ Avjv`v K‡i wPb‡ZI cvi‡e bv weRy|
K‡e †m GK Avðh© mgq wQ‡jv, GB nv‡Zi GKUzLvwb ¯ú‡k©i R‡b¨ Avovj †LuvRv,
wbtk‡ã nvZ a‡i K_v ejvi †P‡qI †ewk K_v ejv Ñ Gi †P‡q †ewk wKQy PvIqvi wQ‡jv
bv| mg‡q PvIqv¸‡jv cv‡ë hvq, fv‡jv jvMv, fv‡jvevmvI bZzb gvÎvi mÜvb K‡i|
m¤úK© †Kv_vq G‡m `uvwo‡q‡Q ej‡jv ivby, weRyI †f‡e‡Q K‡Zvevi! Zey g‡b nq,
Gi †fZ‡iI wK fv‡jvevmv †bB? fv‡jvevmv †Kv‡bv e× Rjvkq bq, mg‡q †mI
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Mfxi †Pviv‡mªv‡Zi ˆ_ cvIqv hvq bv|
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hw` n‡e, cyi‡bv w`b †f‡e Avi `xN©kv¦ m †djv †Kb! GB e`jUv gvb‡Z gb Pvq bv,
Zv-B ev †Kb!
weRyi LvIqvi B‡”Q P‡j †M‡Q| M−vm Zz‡j A‡bKUv cvwb Lvq, †c−‡U c‡o _vKv
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Av‡M n‡jI nq‡Zv †m ivbyi bvg wjL‡Zv| ey‡q‡U hLb ivby µgk Zvi Rxe‡bi †fZ‡i
Xy‡K cowQ‡jv, †mB mgq weRy nv‡Z KvMR-Kjg †c‡jB ivbyi bvg wjL‡Zv Ñ GKevi,
`yÕevi, kZ kZevi| †Kv‡bv KviY †bB, †f‡ewP‡š—I bq| Kx A™¢yZ †NvijvMv mgq
wQ‡jv ZLb! A_©nxb †evKvwgi g‡a¨I K‡Zv †ivgvÂ!
g‡b Av‡Q, GKevi ivbyi Rb¥w`‡b weRy wb‡Ri nv‡Z GKUv KvW© evwb‡qwQ‡jv|
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e‡ov A¶‡i wj‡LwQ‡jv, AvR †Zvgvi w`b, ïf †nvK, g½j †nvK| Avi cy‡iv KvW© Ry‡o
wewfbœ i‡Oi Kvwj‡Z †Qv‡Uv †Qv‡Uv K‡i wjL‡jv, ivby ivby ivby ivby...| †mB KvW© ivby‡K
Kx gy», D”Q¡wmZ K‡iwQ‡jv!
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†dj‡Z †M‡j ev‡av ev‡av †VK‡Zv| GLv‡b N‡i N‡i, †nv‡Uj-†i÷z‡i‡›U Avi dv÷
dz‡Wi †`vKv‡b †h Kx cwigvY Lvevi †d‡j †`Iqv nq, bv †`L‡j weRyi wek¦vmB n‡Zv
bv| GLb Avi wKQy g‡b nq bv, m‡q †M‡Q| cÖvPy‡h©i nvZ a‡i AcPq Av‡m|
wm‡¼ cvwb †Q‡o mvevb w`‡q †c−U ay‡q †d‡j weRy| dzjUz‡mi R‡b¥i eQiLv‡bK
c‡i weRyi gv G‡mwQ‡jv bvZwb‡K †`L‡Z| weRy‡K wb‡Ri nv‡Z evmb‡Kvmb ay‡Z †`‡L
gv Lye Avðh© n‡q e‡j, cyi“lgvbyl Gme KvR K‡i bvwK!
weRy nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡jwQ‡jv, GLv‡b Avi b~i“i gv eyqv‡K †Kv_vq cv‡ev, gv?
ZvB e‡j †Zv‡K Ki‡Z n‡e?
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cvi‡j Pj‡e Kx K‡i?
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GLv‡b N‡ii KvR evB‡ii KvR me fvMvfvwM K‡i Ki‡Z nq| Avwg cyi“lgvbyl e‡j
hw` nvZ ¸wU‡q e‡m _vwK, ivbyi Ae¯’v Kx n‡e †f‡e †`‡Lv †Zv!
gv Zey gvb‡Z cv‡iwb| cvivi K_v bq, mvivRxe‡bi AwfÁZv Zv‡K Ab¨iKg
wkwL‡q‡Q| gv e‡jwQ‡jv, G‡Zv Kó K‡i GLv‡b _vKvi Zvn‡j `iKvi Kx †Zv‡`i?
†`‡k P‡j G‡jB cvwim|
weRy GK cv‡q Lvov| G †`‡k Zvi gb e‡mwb †Kv‡bvw`b, Avm‡ZI †m Pvqwb|
Zv‡K Avm‡Z n‡qwQ‡jv, gv Rv‡b| GLb wd‡i hvIqvi K_v ej‡jI wm×vš— Zvi GKvi
n‡e bv, dzjUz‡mi R‡b¥i ci Zvi Rxe‡bi Askx`vi Av‡iv GKRb †e‡o †M‡Q| Gme
gv‡K ejvi gv‡b nq bv| e‡j, Zvi †P‡q Zzwg P‡j G‡m Avgv‡`i m‡½ _v‡Kv| evev
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 †Zvi evev †bB, Zvi KeiUv Av‡Q!
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G‡mwQ‡jv, wi‡gvU †P‡c Avevi Ab K‡i †`q|
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gv÷v‡m©i R‡b¨ ¯‹jvikx‡ci e¨e¯’v cvKvcvwK n‡q †M‡j| weRy PvKwi‡Z Xy‡KwQ‡jv
we‡qi ciciB| ¯‹jvikx‡ci R‡b¨ †jLv‡jwLi cvkvcvwk ivby wb‡RI PvKwii †Póv
KiwQ‡jv| KvMRcÎ Avm‡ZB Zv eÜ|
weRy hyw³ †`Iqvi †Póv K‡i, e¨vcviUv‡K Ifv‡e †`L‡Qv †Kb? fv‡jv K‡i †f‡e
†`‡Lv| Zzwg Av‡iv cov‡kvbv Ki‡Z evB‡i hw` hv‡e, Avgiv we‡q c‡iI Ki‡Z
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†Zvgvi RvbvUv fyjI n‡Z cv‡i, ivby|
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weRy gy‡L GKUv nvwm dzwU‡q e‡j, Avgvi R‡b¨ wK Iiv PvKwi wb‡q e‡m Av‡Q?
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 GB fvebvi m‡½ weRyi cwiPq wQ‡jv bv| eÜziv A‡b‡K we‡`‡k P‡j †M‡Q, †KD
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ej‡jI bv?
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wKš‘ wRwbmUv GLb Avi ïay Avwg e‡j wKQy †bB, Avgiv ev Avgv‡`i|
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GKUv my‡hvM G‡m‡Q, Avgv‡`i fwel¨r †f‡eB Zv nvZQvov Ki‡Z PvBwb| †Zvgv‡K
wb‡qB †h‡Z †P‡qwQ| Zzwg bv †Kv‡iv bv, j¶èxwU| mgq Av‡Q nv‡Z, †f‡e †`‡Lv|

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 ivby GwM‡q G‡m weRyi ey‡K gv_v iv‡L| weRy †Ui cvq, GKUv †Pviv †mªvZ Zv‡K
†U‡b wb‡q hvIqvi Dcµg K‡i‡Q| Amnvq GKUv †eva Zv‡K Aek K‡i w`‡”Q|
gyi“weŸiv mevB GK Mjvq e‡j, my‡hvMUv †Q‡o †`Iqv wVK n‡e bv| GiKg my‡hvM
cÖwZw`b Av‡m bv, Avi cvqB ev KÕRb? GKevi †M‡j weRy wb‡RI †jLvcov Pvwj‡q
†h‡Z cvi‡e|
weRyi Avi cov‡kvbv Kivi B‡”Q †bB, wKš‘ ivby GKv P‡j hv‡e Zv-I wVK g‡b nq
bv| `v¤úZ¨ wew”Qbœ _vKvi R‡b¨ †Zv bq, GK‡Î emev‡mi evmbvq gvbyl we‡q K‡i|
we‡qi Av‡M GB ¯‹jvikx‡ci e¨vcviUv NU‡j Kx n‡Zv? we‡q ¯’wMZ n‡q †h‡Zv?
A‡c¶vi mgq `xN© n‡Zv ïay? weRy Rv‡b, †Kv‡bvwKQyB cvëv‡Zv bv, we‡q Awbevh©
wQ‡jv| ZLb ivby hvIqvi Av‡M we‡q †m‡i †dj‡Z PvB‡Zv Zviv `yÕR‡bB| djvdj
GLb hv n‡Z hv‡”Q Zv-B n‡Zv| Av‡gwiKv hvÎvq ivbyi m½x bv n‡q weRyi Dcvq Kx?

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a~gcvqxiv Avnv‡ii c‡ii wmMv‡iUwU me‡P‡q †ewk Dc‡fvM K‡i| e¨wZµg †`‡L‡Q
weRy evev‡K| LvIqvi c‡i evev wmMv‡iU aiv‡bvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Ki‡Zv cÖvq AvaNÈv|
Zvi Av‡M PvB wgóvbœ| N‡i ˆZwi cv‡qm †nvK ev `B, wKsev †`vKv‡bi im‡Mvj−v-
m‡›`k| G‡Kev‡i †kl w`b ch©š— GB wbqg wQ‡jv, e¨wZµg nqwb| weRy wgwó †L‡Z
G‡Kev‡i cQ›` K‡i bv, Zvi cQ›` Lye Svj|
weRy c¨v‡KU †_‡K wmMv‡iU †ei K‡i jvBUvi nv‡Z †bq| emvi N‡ii wUwfi cv‡k
Kv‡Pi ¯−vBwWs †Wvi, `iRvq j¤^vjw¤^ e−vBÛ| †Svjv‡bv mi“ iwk †U‡b c`©v mwi‡q
†`Iqvi g‡Zv e−vBÛ LvwbKUv mwi‡q fvix ¯−vBwWs `iRv †V‡j evB‡ii eviv›`vq G‡m
`iRv eÜ K‡i †`q|
G †`‡k GB eviv›`vi bvg c¨vwUI| eyKmgvb DuPz K‡i Kv‡Vi †iwjs w`‡q †Niv,
Ic‡i Qv`| eviv›`vq Av‡jv R¡vjv‡bvi `iKvi nq bv| Kv‡Pi `iRv w`‡q emvi N‡ii
Av‡jv LvwbKUv Av‡m| evB‡i GKUz `~‡i iv¯—vi Av‡jv| c¨vwUIi GKcv‡k †MvUvKZK
†Pqvi Avi GKUv †MvjvKvi †Uwej| c−vw÷‡Ki, †iv`e„wó‡Z G¸‡jvi wKQy nq bv|
Av‡iK cv‡k eviwewKD wMÖj, dzjUz‡mi UªvBmvB‡Kj, iv‡R¨i evwZj n‡q hvIqv †Ljbv|
Avi Av‡Q ivbyi k‡Li †Qv‡Uve‡ov bvbv AvKv‡ii U‡e jvMv‡bv c−¨v›U| †Kv‡bv
†Kv‡bvUv kxZ mn¨ Ki‡Z cv‡i bv, ZLb †U‡b N‡ii †fZ‡i XywK‡q ivL‡Z nq|
c−¨v›U¸‡jv wb‡q ivby GKUz g‡b nq evovevwoB K‡i| GKmgq Ggb n‡jv, c¨vwUI Avi
emvi Ni cÖvq cy‡ivUv c−¨v‡›U Avi U‡e mqjve| cv †djvi RvqMv nq bv| emvi N‡i
wUwfi gv_vq, †mvdv¸‡jvi duv‡K-†dvK‡i, †`qv‡ji avi †Nu‡l, GgbKx w÷wiI
wm‡÷‡gi `yB ¯úxKv‡ii Ic‡i `y‡Uv Ue e‡m †M‡jv|
GK QywUi w`‡b `ycy‡i ivby wjwfs i“‡g e‡m wUwf †`LwQ‡jv| weRy‡K NyiNyi Ki‡Z
†`‡L Av`y‡i Mjvq e‡j, Avgvi cv‡k G‡m GKUz e‡mv bv!
`uvovI, Avgvi GKUv B‡gj cvVv‡Z n‡e G¶zwY|
GKUz c‡iB bv nq Ki‡j|
weRy M¤¢xi gyL K‡i e‡j, Avwg wjwfs i“‡g AvRKvj †Kb †ewk¶Y ewm bv Rv‡bv?
ivby cÖkœUvi gv_vgyÊy eyS‡Z bv †c‡i †Pv‡L wRÁvmv wb‡q ZvKvq| weRy VvÆv Ki‡Q
wK bv †evSvi †Póv K‡i †evanq| e‡j, bv †Zv| †Kb?

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 weRy e‡j, wKQy¶Y GK RvqMvq e‡m _vK‡j Zzwg GKUv Ue G‡b Avgvi gv_vi
Ic‡i ewm‡q †`‡e, GB f‡q!
Lye wb‡`©vl, wb®‹ÈK nvmvnvwm n‡qwQ‡jv LvwbK¶Y|
Bw½Z ivby ey‡SwQ‡jv| c‡ii DBKG‡Û wKQy Ue emvi Ni †_‡K we`vq n‡jv| Zey
GL‡bv †bnvZ Kg †bB| mKv‡j D‡V ivby cÖ_g c−¨v›U¸‡jv‡K cvwb LvIqvq| Avnv,
gvby‡l gvby‡l m¤úK©¸‡jv hw` GiKg GKUz hZœ †c‡Zv!
weRyi nVvr g‡b nq, Av”Qv c−¨v›U k‡ãi evsjv Kx? MvQ ej‡j Lye AwePvi nq| MvQ
ej‡j GKUv k³‡cv³ Qvqvgq wRwbm g‡b Av‡m| jZv? jZv wb‡Ri kw³‡Z `uvov‡Z
cv‡i bv, †Kv‡bvwKQy‡K Avkªq K‡i jwZ‡q I‡V| me wgwj‡q jZv wRwbmUvi g‡a¨ †ek
GKUv †Kvgj big-mig †g‡qwj e¨vcvi Av‡Q| wKš‘ G¸‡jv U‡e w`we¨ wb‡Ri kw³‡Z
`uvwo‡q Av‡Q| G¸‡jv †g‡qwj bq? gvwbc−¨v›U Avevi jZv| c−¨v›U Zvn‡j `yÕiK‡giB
n‡Z cv‡i, jZv Avevi ïayB †g‡qwj|
eviv›`vi cv‡k Zi“Y eqmx GKUv MvQ †e‡o DV‡Q| Kx MvQ, †K Rv‡b! weRy
MvQcvjv †Zgb †P‡b bv| Avg-KuvVv‡ji MvQ †P‡b| cvBb-BDK¨vwjcUvm bv †Pbvi
†Kv‡bv KviY †bB| Avi †P‡b eUMvQ| ÔeUe„‡¶i Qvqv †hgb †i...|Õ eUe„¶ bv ej‡j
wVK gvbvq bv, MvQ ej‡j Zvi wekvjZ¡ Aaiv _v‡K|
†Kv‡bv †Kv‡bv wRwbm‡K A‡bK mgq PjwZ bv‡g ej‡j †eo cvIqv KwVb nq|
GKevi bvqvMÖv RjcÖcvZ †`L‡Z hvIqv n‡qwQ‡jv| dzjUzm ZL‡bv cvwb‡K gvg e‡j|
†h †Kv‡bv weL¨vZ I `k©bxq RvqMvq hvIqvi K_v DV‡j weRyi aviYv nq, c‡i g‡b
n‡e Kx n‡Zv bv †`L‡j? RjcÖcvZ KL‡bv †`Lv wQ‡jv bv| AvMÖnI Lye GKUv wQ‡jv bv
Ñ A‡bK DuPz GKUv RvqMv †_‡K wb‡P mk‡ã cvwb co‡Q, GB †Zv| Gi g‡a¨ Avi
†`Lvi Kx n‡jv!
wKš‘ bvqvMÖvi cÖcv‡Zi mvg‡b `uvwo‡q gy»Zv †Mvcb ivLv m¤¢e nqwb| Kx Awek¦vm¨,
wekvj I Avðh© †mB my›`i! GLv‡b gvg ev cvwb ev Rj ej‡j h‡_ó g‡b n‡”Q bv|
Rjivwk ej‡jI nvjKv jv‡M| Rjwa eis LvwbKUv gvbvq, wKš‘ Awfav‡b Zvi Ab¨ A_©
†jLv Av‡Q|
wmMv‡iU awi‡q †Pqvi †U‡b e‡m weRy| ivby Avm‡e? GKmgq iv‡Zi LvIqvi c‡i
`yÕKvc Pv wb‡q G‡m emv n‡Zv Av‡av AÜKvi c¨vwUI‡Z| kx‡Zi mgq Aek¨ evB‡i
emv hvq bv, ZLb emvi N‡i| Lye kx‡Z Pv‡qi e`‡j Kwd, VvÊvq KwdUv hvq fv‡jv|

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 weRy AvRKvj Pv-Kwd‡Z `ya-wPwb †bq bv| cÖ_‡g `ya †Q‡o‡Q, Zvic‡i wPwb| cÖ_g
cÖ_g we¯^v` jvM‡Zv, GLb Af¨vm n‡q †M‡Q| ivbyi m‡½ m¤ú‡K©i g‡Zv? GKUv-`y‡Uv
K‡i gayi-my›`i e¨vcvi¸‡jv S‡i †h‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| †nvK Awb”Qvq, n‡q †M‡Q †Zv|
P~ovš— wmwb‡Ki g‡Zv KL‡bv KL‡bv weRy fv‡e, fv‡jvevmvevwm wRwbmUv Avm‡j
PzBsMv‡gi g‡Zv Ñ cÖ_g cÖ_g fvwi wgwó, Zvici GKmgq ¯^v` P‡j †h‡Z _v‡K, P‡j
hvqI, †h‡nZz Zvi wbqwZB P‡j hvIqv, ZLb ïay Af¨vme‡k wPwe‡q hvI h‡Zv¶Y bv
Quy‡o †d‡j †`Iqvi my‡hvM NU‡Q!
Nvo Nywi‡q emvi N‡i ZvKvq weRy, ivby‡K †`Lv hvq bv| nq‡Zv ivbœvN‡i| Pv
evbv‡Z †M‡Q? weRy wmMv‡i‡U gb †`q| †kl nIqvi ciI LvwbK¶Y e‡m _v‡K|
ZL‡bv Avkv _v‡K, hw` ivby Av‡m Pv wb‡q| Av‡m bv, Avm‡e Zvi †Kv‡bv j¶YI †bB|
D‡V c‡o weRy|
kirKv‡ji ïi“ †_‡K mܨvi c‡i GKUz kxZ kxZ K‡i, †kliv‡Z Ny‡gi g‡a¨ K¤^j
LyuR‡Z nq| evsjv‡`‡ki g‡Zv G‡`i kir-†ngš— FZz Avjv`v Kiv †bB, GKwÎZ n‡q
†M‡Q dj bv‡g| ¯‹z‡j covi mgq kirKv‡ji Bs‡iwR AUvg wk‡LwQ‡jv| G †`‡k G‡m
wkL‡jv, dj| dj-Gi GKUv A_© nq cZb| †cÖ‡g wbcwZZ n‡j dwjs Bb jvf|
†cÖ‡gi Aš—a©vbI Av‡iK cZb, ZLb Kx ejv n‡e? dj d«g †MÖm? ¯^M© nB‡Z we`vq?

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weRy Awdm †_‡K wd‡i‡Q, ZLb mܨv nq nq| wiKkv †_‡K bvg‡Z wM‡q c¨v‡›Ui euv
c‡K‡Ui Kv‡Q wQu‡o †M‡Q| Lye wcÖq wQ‡jv c¨v›UUv, gvÎ gvmLv‡bK Av‡M ivby wK‡b
w`‡qwQ‡jv Gwjd¨v›U †iv‡Wi GK †`vKvb †_‡K|
ivby weQvbvq ï‡q wQ‡jv, GB Amg‡q Zvi ï‡q _vKv ¯^vfvweK bq, GKUz AevK nq
weRy| Kv‡Q Avm‡Z ivby cvk wd‡i †kvq| Lye K¬vš— Mjvq e‡j, Zzwg bv e‡jwQ‡j,
mveav‡bi gvi †bB, bvwK gv‡ii mveavb †bB!
†Kb, Kx n‡q‡Q?
n‡e Avevi Kx? hv nIqvi ZvB n‡q‡Q|
Ly‡j ej‡e †Zv! kixi Lvivc jvM‡Q?
nu¨v, e¨vcviUv kix‡ii e‡U| Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q wM‡qwQjvg| cwRwUf|
eyS‡Z GKUz mgq jv‡M weRyi| wKš‘ Zv‡Z ivbyi gb Lvivc n‡e †Kb? †c‡U ev”Pv
AvmvUv wbwðZ Rvbv n‡j †g‡qiv Lywk nq e‡j G‡Zvw`b †R‡b G‡m‡Q| ivbyi cÖwZwµqv
wK memgq D‡ëv n‡e mewKQy‡Z? Szu‡K c‡o ivbyi Kcv‡j †Qv‡Uv K‡i Pzgy †`q, gy‡L
nvwm dzwU‡q weRy e‡j, fv‡jv Lei †Zv| K‡Zvw`b?
Wv³vi ej‡jv AvU mßvn|
Zzwg wKQy e‡jvwb †Zv Avgv‡K!
wb‡RB †Ui cvBwb, ïay GKUz m‡›`n nw”Q‡jv| Avi †Zvgv‡K ejvi Kx n‡jv?
evt, †Zvgvi m‡›`‡ni K_vUvI ej‡Z cvi‡Z|
g‡b Av‡Q, Avgiv wVK K‡iwQjvg Aš—Z wZb eQi ev”PvKv”Pv †b‡ev bv!
weRy e‡j, g‡b _vK‡e bv †Kb! mveavbB †Zv wQjvg Avgiv, Kx K‡i n‡jv †K
Rv‡b! wKš‘ †Zvgvi Lywk nIqv DwPZ| fv‡jv Lei|
ivby †k−‡li m‡½ e‡j, †Zvgvi R‡b¨ †Zv fv‡jvB, †cŠi“‡li cÖgvY n‡q †M‡jv|
ev”Pv Drcv`‡b m¶g n‡j †cŠi“‡li cÖgvY nq? Rvbv wQ‡jv bv! G‡Zvw`b Rvb‡Zv
G †¶‡Î †g‡qiv Lywk nq Zviv mšZvb avi‡Y m¶g †R‡b, m¤¢ve¨ gvZ…‡Z¡i AnsKv‡i|

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 weRy e‡j, ivby cyi“lgvby‡li GKvi K…wZ‡Z¡ ev”Pv c„w_ex‡Z Av‡m bv| †mB K…wZ‡Z¡i
†ewkifvMUv †g‡q‡`i, Zv ZzwgI Rv‡bv|
ivby LvwbK¶Y Pzc K‡i _v‡K|
weRy wR‡Ám K‡i, KvD‡K e‡j‡Qv?
bv, B‡”Q K‡iwb| Avi G¶zwY KvD‡K Rvbv‡ZI PvB bv, weRy|
Kx Avðh©, †Kb? GUv jywK‡q ivLv hv‡e? `iKvi Kx?
wKš‘ GLb bq, wc−R|
weRyi weåvš— jv‡M| ivby‡K †m eyS‡Z cvi‡Q bv †Kb?
ivby GKUz †_‡g e‡j, Rv‡bv Avgvi Lye gb Lvivc jvM‡Q!
gb †Zvgvi Lvivc n‡q Av‡Q †`LwQ, wKš‘ †Kb Zv wVK eyS‡Z cviwQ bv ivby|
Avgvi ¯‹jvikx‡ci Kx n‡e? Av‡gwiKv hvIqvi?
GB NUbv ivbyi Av‡gwiKv hvIqvi e¨vcviUv‡K boe‡o K‡i w`‡Z cv‡i, weRyi
gv_vq Av‡mwb| PU K‡i g‡b nq GLb hw` ivbyi wm×vš— cvëv‡bv hvq, Aš—Z ¯’wMZ
Kiv †M‡jI, g›` nq bv|
weRy e‡j, Ime c‡i fvev hv‡e| †Zvgvi kix‡ii wPš—v mevi Av‡M Kiv `iKvi|
Gevi mivmwi Avµg‡Y hvq ivby| weRyi †Pv‡Li w`‡K Zxeª †Pv‡L ZvKvq| e‡j,
Zzwg B‡”Q K‡i Avgvi m‡½ kΓZv Ki‡j|
AcÖ¯‘Z bv n‡q weRyi Dcvq Kx? we›`ywemM©I Rvbv †bB, Ggb wKQyi R‡b¨ †`vlx
mve¨¯Z Kiv n‡j Avi Kx cÖwZwµqv n‡Z cv‡i? webv †`v‡l Awfhy³ nIqvi R‡b¨
†µva? fv‡jvevmvi fyj e¨vL¨vi R‡b¨ Awfgvb? Avµvš— n‡q cvëv Avµg‡Yi evmbv?
GK GK K‡i me¸‡jv Abyfw~ Z GK gyn~Z© K‡i †L‡j hvq weRyi †fZ‡i|
†Kv‡bvUv‡K ¯’vqx n‡Z †`q bv| axi Mjvq e‡j, GKUv K_v †Zvgvi wek¦vm Ki‡Z n‡e
ivby, Avwg †Zvgvi kΓc¶ bB|
ivby e‡j, Avgvi fv‡jv Zzwg PvI bv| ZvB Av‡gwiKv †h‡Z AvcwË †Zvgvi| Avi
wKQy‡Z Avgv‡K AvUKv‡Z cvi‡e bv ey‡S GLb †c‡U ev”Pv w`‡q a‡i ivL‡Z PvI!

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emvi N‡i ivby †bB, ivbœvN‡iI bv| †Kv_vq †m? ev_i“‡g? Zvn‡j weRy‡K A‡c¶v
Ki‡Z n‡e †Mvm‡ji R‡b¨| †g‡qi N‡ii cv‡k †Qv‡Uv ev_i“gUv‡Z hvIqv hvq, wKš‘
†Mvm‡j weRyi e¨envh© me †kvqvi Ni-msjMœ ev_i“‡g| GB duv‡K B‡gj wKQy G‡m‡Q
wK bv, †`‡L wb‡j g›` nq bv|
m‡Z‡iv‡kv eM©dz‡Ui A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U `y‡Uv †eWi“g Avi AvaLvbv ÷vwW, wjwfs i“g,
wK‡Pb, WvBwbs †¯úm, `yB ev_i“g| ÷vwWUv wVK AvaLvbvB, AvU dzU evB `k dzU
RvqMvi wZb w`‡K †`qvj, `iRv-Rvbvjvi †Kv‡bv evjvB †bB| †`qv‡ji `yÕw`K Ry‡o
†kjd ˆZwi Kiv| †W‡¯‹i Ic‡i weRyi KgwcDUvi Avi Zvi hš¿vbyl½¸‡jv cici
mvRv‡bv| †Uwe‡j n‡iK †Pnviv I AvKv‡ii KvMRcÎ Ñ ¯Z‚cvKvi I Qov‡bv| †Lvjv
Ges bv-†Lvjv wKQy KvMR‡gj †Pv‡L c‡o weRyi| wKQyKvj Av‡MI KvMR Qvov Avi
†Kv‡bvfv‡e †h wPwV †jLv hvq, Zv gvby‡li KíbvqI wQ‡jv bv| B›Uvi‡bU Avi B‡g‡ji
Av‡M gvbyl Awdm-Uwd‡m `ª“Z KvR Ki‡Zv Kx K‡i? fvev hvq!
me B‡gj †h Kv‡Ri Zv-I bq| †mw`b GKUv weR‡bm Rvb©vj cowQ‡jv weRy|
wekvj †Kv¤úvwbi wm B I wj‡L‡Q, Avgvi †_‡K gvÎ `k dzU `~‡i †h †jvKwU e‡m Av‡Q
Zv‡K Avwg B‡gj Ki‡Z hv‡ev †Kvb `yt‡L? G GK fqven AcPq Ñ mgq Ges
m¤ú‡`i| A_P nvRvi nvRvi gvbyl GB nvm¨Ki KvÊwU w`‡bi ci w`b K‡i hv‡”Q| Gi
bvg †cÖvWvw±wfwU, bv Avi wKQy?
weRy Aek¨ Rv‡b, `k dzU `~‡i †Kb, GK weQvbvq Nygv‡bv `yÕRb gvby‡liI KL‡bv
KL‡bv B‡gj `iKvi n‡Z cv‡i| ejvi K_v hLb gyL dz‡U ej‡Z ev‡a, ü`qNwUZ
kU©mvwK©‡Ui d‡j †hvMv‡hvM _v‡K AMg¨, †mB mg‡q wPwVi †P‡q fv‡jv Avi Kx Av‡Q?
wUwf‡Z Awfbe GK †i÷z‡i‡›Ui K_v ï‡bwQ‡jv Ñ †mLv‡b Avnvh© ev cvbxq wKQyB
†bB, †gbyI bq| †Pqvi-†Uwej cvZv Av‡Q, Qywi-KuvUvPvgP-†c−U-b¨vcwKbI †`Iqv
n‡e| †mLv‡b e‡m ïay K_v e‡jv| ïay K_v ejvi †i÷z‡i‡›Ui e¨vcviUv g›` bq|
c„w_ex‡Z K_v ejvi mgq K‡g †M‡Q µgvMZ| GB kn‡i GiKg GKUv _vK‡j Lye
Kv‡R jvM‡Zv e‡j weRyi aviYv| wKš‘ ivby wK ivwR n‡Zv †h‡Z? GB †i‡÷z‡i‡›U
hvIqvi kZ© †h K_v ejvi AvMÖn! bv n‡j Zv Avi †Kvb Kv‡R jvM‡e?
KgwcDUvi Ly‡j weRy †`L‡jv Bbe‡· A‡bK¸‡jv B‡gj| †ewkifvMB KvR-mswk−ó,
mve‡R± jvB‡b †PvL eywj‡q †`‡L Ñ I¸‡jv Kvj co‡jI Pj‡e| †MvUvwZ‡bK RvsK

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†gj| wcË R¡‡j hvq| GB †ewbqvi †`‡k mevB wKQy GKUv †eP‡Z Pvq| †Zvgvi `iKvi
Av‡Q wK †bB, Zv‡Z Kx G‡m †M‡jv? mevB Awek¦vm¨ Kg `v‡g wRwbm w`‡Z Pvq!
Zvic‡iI K_v Av‡Q, GLb wK‡b iv‡Lv, cqmv c‡i w`I| G‡°‡i LuvwU wRwbm,
LvBqv `vg w`‡qb, m¨vi! KveywjIqvjviv M‡í-Kvwnbx‡Z KzL¨vZ n‡q Av‡Q Ñ Avmj
UvKvq Zv‡`i AvMÖn Kg, my‡`i UvKv wVKg‡Zv †c‡j Lywk| G †`kI †miKg
KveywjIqvjvq fiv, ZvivI Av‡M my‡`i UvKv Pvq, Avmj c‡i †`Lv hv‡e| Ggb bq †h
Avmj w`‡Z n‡e bv| w`‡Z n‡eB, wKš‘ Ggb fvefw½ Kiv n‡e †hb †Zvgv‡K evwK‡Z
wRwbm w`‡q Zviv wb‡R‡`i ab¨ Ki‡Q|
KgwcDUvi †_‡K D‡V c‡o weRy, wd‡i Av‡m emvi N‡i| GL‡bv ivbyi †`Lv †bB|
Avðh© †Zv! cv‡q cv‡q †kvqvi N‡ii w`‡K GwM‡q hvq †m, Ni AÜKvi| `iRvi mvg‡b
`uvwo‡q †`‡L ev_i“‡gI Av‡jv R¡j‡Q bv| c¨v‡mR †_‡K wQU‡K Avmv Av‡jvq †`Lv
hvq, ivby weQvbvq|
Nygv‡Z hvIqvi mgq mvaviYZ ivby Kvco cvëvq| weQvbvi Kv‡Q GKUz GwM‡q wM‡q
weRy †`‡L, AvR cvëvqwb| `y‡Uv gv‡b n‡Z cv‡i| gb fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv e‡j ev
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bv K‡i `iRv eÜ K‡i, Zvici ev_i“‡gi Av‡jv R¡v‡j| Av‡M R¡vj‡j Av‡jv mivmwi
ivbyi †PvL jvM‡Z cv‡i| Zvi cÖwZwµqv Kx n‡Z cv‡i weRy fve‡Z Awb”QyK AvcvZZ|

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 †Mvmj K‡i A‡bK¶Y mgq wb‡q| †kf K‡i mvgvb¨ †Qu‡UQy‡U †Muv‡di cwiPh©v
K‡i| ivby †Muvd cQ›` K‡i bv| A‡bK e‡jK‡q we‡qi cici ivby GKevi Zvi †Muvd
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AcQ‡›`i g~j¨ †`Iqvi †iIqvR wQ‡jv| GLbI gv‡Sg‡a¨ K_v I‡V|
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mwZ¨Kv‡ii Nyg? bvwK ïay †PvL gy‡` c‡o _vKv?
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hw`I Rvbv †bB Avevi †m D‡V co‡e wK bv| Nygv‡Z hvIqvi Av‡M g‡b K‡i A¨vjvg©
w`‡Z nq| G‡Zv eQi a‡i †fv‡i DV‡Q cÖwZw`b, A_P GL‡bv Af¨¯— nIqv n‡jv bv|
n‡eI bv g‡b nq|
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GKUv k¦vm †P‡c weRy fv‡e, †mme w`b K‡e MZ n‡q‡Q| †m ivgI †bB, †m
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cvwb emvq `yÕKvc Av›`v‡R| hw` ivby D‡V Av‡m! cvwb dzU‡j †Kv‡bv mvovkã bv †c‡q
wU-e¨v‡M GK Kvc evwb‡q †bq| `ya-wPwbi Sv‡gjv †bB, ïay wjKvi|
GKevi fv‡e, `ya-wPwbmn Av‡iK Kvc evwb‡q ivby‡K WvK‡j †Kgb nq? Lye AevK
n‡e bvwK †m? nq‡Zv n‡e bv, weRy Av‡MI KL‡bv KL‡bv wb‡R `yÕR‡bi R‡b¨ Pv
evwb‡q‡Q| ZLb mgq Ab¨iKg wQ‡jv| Zey AvR wd‡i Avmvi ci †_‡K †ek Ab¨iKg
jvMwQ‡jv ivby‡K| wKQy Bw½ZI wK wQ‡jv bv? ci‡Y XvKvB kvwo...! e÷b †_‡K Avbv
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AvavAvwa! m¤ú~Y© Avi †bB!
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KuvPv Nyg fvwO‡q †`Iqvi R‡b¨ hw` †i‡M D‡V †PuPv‡gwP ïi“ K‡i †`q? GB ivZ`ycy‡i
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weRy Lyjbv wM‡qwQ‡jv Kvj, wd‡i‡Q mܨvq| †eov‡Z bq, Awd‡mi Kv‡R hvIqv|
myZivs GKvB| evmvq wd‡i Ic‡i wb‡Ri N‡i hvIqvi Av‡M ivbœvN‡i DuwK †`q, ivby
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gv_v a‡i Av‡Q| c‡i Lv‡ev, GLb †L‡Z B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv|
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n‡q †kvqv| GKUv cvZjv K¤^j †Kvgi ch©š— †U‡b †`Iqv| cv wU‡c wU‡c weQvbvi
cv‡k `uvovq weRy| wbk¦v‡mi k‡ã †evSv hvq, Mvp Nyg Nygv‡”Q ivby| Mv‡q nvZ w`‡q
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bvt, R¡iUi bq| Zvn‡j Kx? ïay gv_ve¨_vq GiKg KL‡bv nqwb ivbyi|
Mf©ve¯’vi †Kv‡bv mgm¨v wK bv, wVK eyS‡Z cv‡i bv weRy| gv ev AwfÁ Ab¨ KvD‡K
wKQy wR‡Ám Kivi Dcvq †bB| ivby GL‡bv KvD‡K Rvbv‡Z Pvq bv| ZK© Kivi wKQy
†bB, mgq n‡j ivby wb‡RB Rvbv‡e e‡j‡Q| GLv‡b weRy ïay mn‡hvMx, g~j f~wgKvq
ivby| myZivs Zvi wm×v‡š—i R‡b¨ A‡c¶v Kiv DwPZ|
ivby ¶xY Mjvq e‡j, KLb wdi‡j?
GB †Zv GKUz Av‡M| Kx n‡q‡Q †Zvgvi?
wKQy bv, kixi fv‡jv jvM‡Q bv|
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LvIwb Zzwg|

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 wKQy wPš—v †Kv‡iv bv| Zzwg eis hvI, †L‡q bvI|
GLb †gv‡U mܨv n‡jv, c‡i †Zvgvi m‡½ Lv‡ev|
Zvn‡j Aš—Z Pv †L‡q bvI| GB mgq †Zvgvi Pv LvIqvi Af¨vm|
ZzwgI P‡jv|
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Ki‡Z ms‡KvP nq weRyi| †mw`‡bi Awf‡hv‡Mi c‡i GB wel‡q K_v ejv Av‡iv `yiƒn
n‡q †M‡Q| weRy Rv‡b GB mg‡q †g‡q‡`i gvbwmK Pvcgy³ _vKv `iKvi, h‡ZvUv
m¤¢e| wKš‘ Av‡gwiKvi Pvc †_‡K ivby‡K †ei Kivi mva¨ Zvi †bB, †m ey‡S †M‡Q|
weRy e‡j, GLv‡bB Pv w`‡q †h‡Z ewj? Pv †L‡j †ZvgviI GKUz Pv½v jvM‡Z cv‡i|
g„`y A_P `„p Mjvq wm×vš— Rvbvq ivby, Avwg GLb Pv Lv‡ev bv| B‡”Q Ki‡Q bv|
weRy K_v evovq bv| mgm¨v †evSv hv‡”Q bv| Avm‡j kixi Lvivc, bvwK evmvq
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 gv_ve¨_vi K_v ejwQ‡jv| GiKg KL‡bv nqwb, wKQy bv n‡jB fv‡jv|
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Xy‡K weRy †Ui cvq, ivby †R‡M Av‡Q| e‡j, Zzwg mvivw`b wKQy †L‡j bv, †Zvgvi R‡b¨
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Kx n‡Zv? †m m¤§wZ w`‡Zv? wbðqB bq Ges ivby Zv Lye fv‡jvB Rv‡b| myZivs,
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cÖwZwbwa n‡q dz‡U IVvi K_v wQ‡jv| wQ‡jv wK? Zvn‡j GLb Avi †bB †Kb? ivby Kx
K‡i cvi‡jv Zv‡K wb‡Ri kixi †_‡K Ggb ggZvnx‡bi g‡Zv wew”Qbœ I ewn®‹vi
Ki‡Z? Avgv‡K Zzwg †Kb we‡q Ki‡j-i g‡Zv GB cÖkI œ wK AwggvswmZ †_‡K hv‡e?
†Kb Ki‡j ivby? wb‡Ri Mjvi ¯^iB weRy †hb wPb‡Z cv‡i bv|
AÜKvi N‡i †KD Kv‡iv gyL †`L‡Z cvq bv| GB gyn~‡Z© nq‡Zv PvqI bv|
ivby e‡j, Zzwg Rv‡bv Avwg GLb ev”Pv PvBwb|
ZvB e‡j Zv‡K †g‡i †dj‡Z n‡e? weRyi Mjvq mvgvb¨ SuvS †gkv‡bv|
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weRyi wPrKvi K‡i ej‡Z B‡”Q K‡i, Kx‡m †Zvgv‡K eva¨ n‡Z n‡jv, ivby? Kx Ggb
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w`‡Z nq| †f‡e †`Ljvg, Av‡gwiKv hvIqvi c‡i ev”Pv n‡jI Avgvi cov‡kvbv Kiv
Avi n‡e bv| ev”Pv Avgiv c‡iI wb‡Z cvi‡ev, hLb PvB‡ev ZLbB| Av‡gwiKvi GB
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wKš‘ Gi †P‡q fv‡jv Avi Kx n‡Z cvi‡Zv?
weRyi ej‡Z B‡”Q nq, me‡P‡q fv‡jv n‡Zv ev”PvUv‡K Rb¥v‡Z w`‡j! Kx n‡e e‡j?
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ZvZvB, †g‡q n‡j Uzcyi| weRyi g‡b nq, †h P‡j †M‡jv, †m †K wQ‡jv? ZvZvB? bv
Uzcyi? Rvbv n‡jv bv! n‡e bv †Kv‡bvw`b|
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weRyi Kvbœv msµwgZ n‡qwQ‡jv ivbyi g‡a¨I| weRyi cÖwZwµqv wVK GiKg n‡e, †m
nq‡Zv Avkv K‡iwb| nq‡Zv Zvi g‡b n‡qwQ‡jv, e‡ov‡Rvi ivMvivwM Ki‡e weRy,
Awfgvb K‡i _vK‡e K‡qKw`b| Zvici me wVK n‡q hv‡e GKmgq|
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ejvi wKQy wQ‡jv bv, ivbyi Kv‡Q †Kv‡bv DËi wQ‡jv bv!
Avi †Kv‡bv K_v †KD e‡jwb| _vK‡jI Zv Aby”PvwiZ †_‡K hvq|

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Pv‡qi Kvc Avi wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU nv‡Z eviv›`v Ii‡d c¨vwUI‡Z hvq weRy| Pv‡q
GKUv PzgyK w`‡q †Pqv‡i e‡m| wmMv‡iU awi‡q g‡b c‡o, A‡bKw`b gv-i †Kv‡bv Lei
†bIqv nq bv| †dvb Kiv `iKvi| wmMv‡iU A¨vk‡Uª‡Z Szwj‡q †i‡L †fZ‡i hvq|
KW©‡jm †dvb wb‡q wd‡i Av‡m eviv›`vq| GKevi Wvqvj K‡iB jvBb cvIqv hvq|
ev‡iv eQi Av‡M hLb G‡mwQ‡jv, †mB mgq evsjv‡`‡k †dv‡b jvBb †c‡Z KL‡bv
KL‡bv cy‡iv GK †ejv †j‡M †h‡Zv| AvRKvj mn‡R cvIqv hvq| evsjv‡`‡k wWwRUvj
†dv‡bi hyM ïi“ nIqvi ci Av‡iv mnR n‡q †M‡Q|
gv, Avwg weRy| †Kgb Av‡Qv Zzwg?
AvwQ, GB eq‡m †hgb _vKv hvq| GUv-IUv †j‡MB Av‡Q| Zv †Zv‡`i Lei ej|
Avgiv fv‡jv AvwQ|
Avgvi dzjUzm †evbUv †Kv_vq †i?
Nywg‡q †M‡Q|
I nu¨v, †Zv‡`i ILv‡b †Zv ivZ GLb| KÕUv ev‡R GLb?
GMv‡ivUvi KvQvKvwQ| †Zvgvi UzwKUvwK †Mvjgv‡ji K_v wK ejwQ‡j?
IB nv‡Z-cv‡q Avi †Kvg‡i GKUz e¨_v n‡”Q KÕw`b a‡i|
Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q wM‡qwQ‡j?
GB wb‡q †KD Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q hvq? Wv³vi Kx Ki‡e? GKMv`v Ilya wj‡L †`‡e,
GB †Zv|
evsjv‡`‡ki eq¯‹ gvbyl‡`i cÖvq mevB welg iK‡gi wPwKrmvwegyL| †Kb, †evSv
hvq bv| weRyi aviYv, GB Amy¯Z ’ v e‡q †eov‡bvi cÖeYZvI GK ai‡bi †ivM| G
†iv‡Mi wPwKrmv Rvbv †bB| evevI GiKg wQ‡jv| ivbyi evev-gvI ZvB| G Rxe‡b
†`‡k h‡Zv eq¯‹ gvbyl †`‡L‡Q, Ggb Kv‡iv K_v weRy g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i bv †h GK
K_vq KL‡bv Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q †M‡Q| A_P G †`‡k †h †Kv‡bv eqmx gvbyl mvgvb¨ mw`©
n‡jI Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q †`Šovq, my¯’ _vKv G‡`i Kv‡Q A‡bK †ewk Ri“wi|
weRy e‡j, Zey †Zvgvi †`Lv‡bv `iKvi|
Av”Qv †m †`Lv hv‡e| Avgvi ivby gv †Kgb Av‡Q? †Kv_vq †m?

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 Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q, †evanq kixiUv fv‡jv †bB|
†evanq Avevi Kx †i? ZzB Rvwbm bv?
e÷‡b wM‡qwQjvg wZbw`‡bi R‡b¨| AvR wd‡iwQ| GKUz Av‡M †`wL ï‡q c‡o‡Q|
ZzB wKQy ewjmwb †Zv?
ivbyi m‡½ g‡bvgvwjb¨ ev gZvš—‡ii wel‡q weRy gv-i Kv‡Q †Kv‡bvw`b wKQy e‡jwb|
ïay gv †Kb, KvD‡KB bq| Gme Zv‡`i `yÕR‡bi ïay, Avi Kv‡iv †mLv‡b cÖ‡ekvwaKvi
†bB| Kv‡iv wKQy ejvi _vK‡Z cv‡i bv, KiviI bq|
weRy nvjKv Mjvq e‡j, ev †i, Avwg Avevi Kx ej‡ev?
Avgvi ivby gv Lye j²x †g‡q, Zv‡K GK`g Kó w`we bv| †Zviv we‡`‡k c‡o
AvwQm, KvQvKvwQ wb‡Ri gvbyl †Zgb †KD †bB|
weRy nvm‡Z nvm‡Z e‡j, Kx Avðh©, Ii Zey KvQvKvwQ GKUv †evb Av‡Q| Avgvi
Zv-I †bB| ZzwgI Ii `‡j †M‡j Avwg hvB †Kv_vq?
gv e‡j, †g‡q‡`i Kó †Zviv eySwe bv!
ZK© K‡i jvf †bB| ivby Kx gš¿cov w`‡q‡Q †K Rv‡b, Zvi e¨vcv‡i G‡Kev‡i AÜ
gv| weRy Aek¨ e¨vcviUv Dc‡fvM K‡i| †Q‡ji eD‡qi R‡b¨ kvïwoi Ggb Uvb †`Lv
hvq bv| gv-i ¯^fveB GiKg| e‡ov fvB‡qi eD‡qi †ejvqI ZvB| we‡qi ci ci ivby
GKw`b gv‡K e‡j, kvïwoi m‡½ †Kvgi †eu‡a SMov Ki‡ev, Avcbvi †Q‡ji Kv‡Q
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Avm‡ev Ñ Avcwb †Zv gv †m my‡hvM w`‡”Qb bv!
gv †n‡m †d‡j, KviY Rvwbm? Avgvi †h †g‡q †bB, †Zviv `yÕRbB GLb Avgvi
†g‡q| wb‡Ri †g‡q _vK‡j KxiKg n‡Zv Zv Aek¨ Rvwb bv|
weRyi g‡b n‡qwQ‡jv, †f‡e †`Lvi g‡Zv K_v| M‡elYvi welq wn‡m‡eI g›` bq|
†dvb †i‡L w`‡q Pv †kl K‡i weRy| wmMv‡iU aivq Avevi| ivby Zvn‡j mwZ¨B
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†kl K_v ivby Kx e‡jwQ‡jv AvR mܨvq? ejwQ‡jv, †Kv_vq G‡m `uvov‡jv Avgv‡`i
m¤úK©| wVK, G †Kv_vq G‡m cojvg Avgiv? GLv‡b G‡m †cŠuQv‡bv GKw`‡b nqwb|
fyj ev †`vl LuyR‡Z hvIqv e„_v| GK mg‡qi bve¨ b`x‡Z GLb welYœZvi cwj| D×vi
Kx‡m? weRyi g‡b nq, D×vi nq‡Zv GL‡bv Am¤¢e bq|

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wb‡R‡`i msmvi ïi“ n‡qwQ‡jv Av‡gwiKv Avmvi ci| B¯‹vU‡bi evmvq hv wQ‡jv, Zv‡K
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nqwb KL‡bv|
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`yÕnv‡Z Rwo‡q a‡i e‡jwQ‡jb, g‡b †i‡Lv †Zvgiv wKš‘ hv‡”Qv wd‡i Avmvi R‡b¨|
Rvwb, hviv hvq Zv‡`i A‡b‡KB Avi †d‡i bv| wm×vš— †Zvgv‡`i wb‡R‡`i, wKš‘
Avgv‡K GK‡kvevi wR‡Ám Ki‡j GK‡kveviB †Zvgv‡`i wd‡i Avm‡Z ej‡ev|
wbD Bq‡K©i †R Gd †K-†Z I‡`i wiwmf Kivi R‡b¨ †KD wQ‡jv bv| KvMRcÎ me
wVKVvK wQ‡jv, Bwg‡MÖk‡b Sv‡gjv nqwb| e¨v‡MR wb‡q evB‡i †ewi‡q †Pbv gyL †`L‡Z
bv †c‡q fvwi Amnvq GKUv AwbðqZvi †eva ˆZwi nq| GB AcwiwPZ RvqMvq †Kv‡bv
GKUv †Pbv gyL bv †`L‡j Zv n‡ZB cv‡i| Kx Kwi‡j Kx nq RvZxq ms¯‹v‡i weRyi
wek¦vm †bB, wKš‘ GB mgqUv‡K PU K‡i Lye cÖZxKx e‡j g‡b nq|
m¤ú~Y© bZzb GK †`‡k †cŠu‡Q †h msea©bvi gy‡LvgywL n‡Z n‡jv, Zvi †fZ‡i wK
†Kv‡bv ms‡KZ Av‡Q? ÔG‡jg bZzb †`‡k / Zjvq †Mj fMœZix Kz‡j G‡jg †f‡m|Õ
fMœZix Zwj‡q‡Q wVKB, GLv‡b †h †KD †Zvgvi R‡b¨ A‡c¶v K‡iI †bB! †Zvgv‡K
†KD wK Pvq! ivbyi gy‡Li w`‡K ZvKvq weRy, †mLv‡bI D‡ØM Qvov Avi wKQy †jLv †bB|
ivbyi `~i m¤ú‡K©i GK gvgvi Gqvi‡cv‡U© Avmvi K_v| d¬vB‡Ui e„Ëvš— h_vmg‡q
Rvwb‡q †`Iqv n‡qwQ‡jv, A_P GLb Zvi †`Lv †bB| nq‡Zv †Kv_vI AvU‡K †M‡Q,
G‡m co‡e †f‡e A‡c¶v Kivi wm×vš— Rvbvq ivby| NÈvLv‡bK c‡iI †Kv‡bvwKQy
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†`‡Lï‡b Gqvi‡cv‡U©i Kg©x g‡b nq GiKg GKRb‡K wR‡Ám K‡i weRy †R‡b †bq
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hv| wmMv‡iU LvIqvi R‡b¨ Aw¯’i n‡q Av‡Q †mB KLb †_‡K, wKš‘ Gqvi‡cv‡U©i

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†fZ‡i me©Î †bv †¯§vwKs †jLv †`‡L‡Q| GLv‡b evB‡i A‡b‡Ki nv‡Z wmMv‡iU †`‡L
mvnm K‡i awi‡q †d‡j GKUv| ivby Zvi e¨vM †_‡K gvgyRv‡bi wVKvbv †jLv KvMR
Lyu‡R †ei K‡i|
U¨vw· ÷¨v‡Û †eu‡Ug‡Zv †gvUv‡mvUv †jvK U¨vw·i Lei`vwi KiwQ‡jv| weRy cv‡q
cv‡q GwM‡q Zvi Kv‡Q wVKvbv †jLv KvMRUv awi‡q w`‡q e‡j, GB wVKvbvq †h‡Z PvB
Avgiv| mv`v Pvgovi †jvKUv nvwm nvwm gyL K‡i e‡j, G †`‡k GB cÖ_g?
weRy nu¨v ej‡j †m e‡j, †`L‡jB wVK eyS‡Z cvwi| nv‡Zi Bkvivq GKUv U¨vw·
†`wL‡q I‡`i D‡V co‡Z e‡j †m| wVKvbvi KvMR wdwi‡q w`‡q e‡j, WªvBfvi‡K
w`‡jB n‡e, †m wVK RvqMvg‡Zv †cŠu‡Q †`‡e|
U¨vw·i †fZ‡i em‡ZB, Kx Avðh©, WªvBfvi cwi®‹vi evsjv fvlvq e‡j, XvKvwÌK¨v
AvRB AvB‡jb?
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cÖ_g U¨vw·‡Z evOvwj WªvBfvi, Zv †evanq ïay wbD Bq‡K© m¤¢e| weRy wR‡Ám K‡i,
†Kgb K‡i eyS‡jb Avgiv XvKv †_‡K AvmwQ?
Avcbv‡Mv †`BL¨vB eyRwQ| KZv KB‡ZI †Zv †nvbjvg|
wVKvbv Lyu‡R ev‡ivZjv cyi‡bv GKUv `vjv‡bi mvg‡b Mvwo _vgvq WªvBfvi| e‡j
†`q, †fZ‡i wM‡q wjd‡U mvZZjvq D‡V A¨vcvU©‡g›U Ly‡u R wb‡Z n‡e| `iRvi Ic‡i
†jLv _vK‡e bv¤^vi|
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gvgv Avcbvi bv Gqvi‡cv‡U© hvIqvi K_v?
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dvwb©Pvi †Kbv nq| m‡½ Pv`i-evwjk, evmb‡Kvmb Ges msmvi ïi“i R‡b¨ Av‡iv me|
Wvjv‡m Avmvi w`b mv‡Z‡Ki g‡a¨ ïi“ n‡qwQ‡jv Zv‡`i msmvi|

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 gvKomvi Rvj †evbvi g‡Zv †evbv n‡Z _v‡K w`bhvcb, msmvi| G‡KKUv
cÖ‡qvR‡bi †jR a‡i `yÕNi ey‡b †`Lv hvq Av‡iv `y‡Uv `iKvi DuwK w`‡Z ïi“ K‡‡i‡Q|
GB Zvn‡j msmvi| †`‡k _vK‡Z †evSv hvqwb, A‡bKwKQy nv‡Zi Kv‡Q ˆZwi wQ‡jv|
GLv‡b G‡Kev‡i k~b¨ †_‡K ïi“ e‡j cÖwZwU AuvPo †Ui cvIqv hvw”Q‡jv|
G kn‡i †Uªb †bB, evm hv Av‡Q Zv-I bv _vKvi g‡Zv| Pjv‡div mxwgZ n‡q wQ‡jv,
evm¯’vb K¨v¤úvm-msjMœ n‡jI ivbyi c‡¶ †nu‡U K¬v‡m Avmv-hvIqv cÖvq Am¤¢e| eÜz
wb‡R A_ev Zvi eD ivby‡K K¬v‡m bvwg‡q †`q, Zz‡j wb‡q Av‡m| nvUevRvi Kivi
`iKvi n‡jI I‡`i ej‡Z nq Mvwo‡Z wb‡q †h‡Z| bvn‡j mvgvb¨ i“wU ev wmMv‡iU
wKb‡ZI gvBjLv‡bK nuv‡Uv| civb¥yL n‡q Avi K‡Zv _vKv hvq!
Mvwo †Kbv n‡jv| cyi‡bv| weRy k‡Li e‡k Mvwo Pvjv‡bv wk‡LwQ‡jv †`‡k _vK‡Z,
evevi Awd‡mi WªvBfvi wkwL‡qwQ‡jv AvMÖn K‡i| jvB‡mÝ n‡q hvq| weRy GLb ivby‡K
K¬v‡m Avbv-†bIqv Ki‡Z cv‡i| Mvwo wK‡b nv‡Zi UvKvcqmvq Uvb c‡o| wn‡me K‡i
†`Lv hvq †`k †_‡K Avbv UvKvq Avi e‡ov‡Rvi gvm `yÕwZ‡bK Pj‡Z cv‡i|
ivbyi ¯‹jvikx‡ci UvKvi cwigvY cÖ_‡g h‡_ó g‡b n‡qwQ‡jv, µ‡g †evSv hvq
`yÕR‡bi msmvi Pvjv‡bvi R‡b¨ Lye GKUv wKQy bq| †gvUvgywU Pvjv‡bv nq‡Zv m¤¢e
wQ‡jv hw` bv bZzb cvZv msmv‡i AvR GUv Kvj IUvi `iKvi n‡Zv| msmv‡i †h
G‡ZvwKQy jv‡M †K Rvb‡Zv!
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Zvi Rvb‡Z-eyS‡Z mgq jvM‡e Av‡iv| dv÷ dzW †i÷z‡i‡›Ui KvR me‡P‡q mnRjf¨,
hvi R‡b¨ ey‡q‡Ui we`¨v Zz‡j ivL‡Z nq| wd«Rvi †_‡K †ei Kiv eid-RgvU gvs‡mi
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Mig †Z‡j †d«Â d«vB| `ycyi †_‡K mܨv ch©š—|
Kv‡R Xy‡K Av‡iK bZzb Sv‡gjv, Zvi KvR Avi ivbyi K¬v‡mi mgq †g‡j bv|
K‡qKgvm cqmv Rwg‡q Av‡iKUv Mvwo| Zvici ivby‡K WªvBwfs †kLvI, jvB‡mÝ
Kiv‡Z wb‡q hvI| µ‡g ivby wb‡R K¬v‡m hvIqv-Avmv Ki‡ZI †k‡L|
GKUv-`y‡Uv K‡i N‡ii dvwb©Pvi ev‡o, cyi‡bvi e`‡j bZzb Avm‡Z _v‡K| N‡i Xy‡K
c‡o Avi me wRwbmcÎ| wKQy k‡Li, wKQy cÖ‡qvR‡bi| cÖ‡qvRb ˆZwi Ki‡Z gbyl¨
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†Kv‡bv Zz”Q wRwbm‡KI †h Zviv `iKvwi wRwbm fvwe‡q Qv‡o! wUwf‡Z weÁvcb †`L‡j
g‡b n‡e, GB wRwbm Qvov G‡Zvw`b Rxeb Pj‡jv Kx K‡i? G¶zwY bv n‡j Pj‡Q bv|
†Kbv Avi †kl nq bv, ïay wK‡b hvI| Av‡iv wKb‡Z Av‡iv cqmv PvB, †ivRMvi
evovI| ivbyi K¬v‡m hvZvqv‡Zi wPš—v †bB, myZivs Av‡iKUv KvR wb‡q †d‡jv| weRyi
wØZxq Kv‡Ri e¨e¯’vI n‡q hvq, M¨vm †÷k‡b|
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`kUv †_‡K mKvj QÕUv| iv‡Z L‡Ïi Kg _v‡K, e¨¯—ZvI Kg| L‡Ïi w`‡bi Zzjbvq
A‡bK Kg n‡jI KeiLvbvi ¯—äZv ev ¯’weiZv wVK †bB, Zey Gi bvg †MÖfBqvW©
wkdU| e‡m _vKvi †Rv †bB, Kv‡Ri d`© K‡i †`Iqv Av‡Q Ñ †fZ‡ii Ges evB‡ii
mewKQy SKS‡K ZKZ‡K K‡i ivL‡Z n‡e, me¸‡jv Mvi‡eR K¨vb Lvwj K‡iv,
†kj‡di wRwbmcθ‡jv mvwR‡q ¸wQ‡q iv‡Lv, ev_i“g cwi®‹vi K‡iv|
ivZRvMv †Kv‡bv mgm¨v bq, kvixwiK cwikªgI bv, Zey GK ai‡bi M−vwb‡Z gb f‡i
hvq GB KvR Ki‡Z| Svo‡cuvQ Ki‡Z Ki‡Z weRyi g‡b nq, Avwg GLv‡b †Kb, Kx
KiwQ? ev_i“‡gi K‡gvW-†d¬vi cwi®‹vi Kivi mgq Kvbœv †c‡q hvq| GB Kv‡Ri R‡b¨
†m c„w_ex‡Z G‡mwQ‡jv!
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w`b ïi“ nq iv‡Zi KvR †_‡K wd‡i, ZLb ivby ˆZwi n‡”Q K¬v‡m hvIqvi R‡b¨|
NÈvwZ‡bK Nywg‡q wb‡q dv÷ dz‡Wi Kv‡R hvq weRy| mܨvq wd‡i G‡j ZLb ivby
ivbœvevbœvq e¨¯—| weRy nZK¬vš— kix‡i wKwÂr †eovj-Ny‡gi ci †Mvmj Ges LvIqv †m‡i
†bq, Zvici Avevi †MÖfBqvW© wkd‡Ui ïi“|
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†KD Kv‡iv †PnvivI †`‡L bv| `uv‡Z `uvZ †P‡c weRy wb‡R‡K mPj iv‡L Ñ G Rxeb
†`v‡q‡ji dwos-Gi †Zv bqB, GgbKx gvby‡liI bq| ivbyi cov‡kvbv †kl nIqvgvÎ
G †`k †_‡K †K‡U co‡Z n‡e| ivbyI AvRKvj †miKg fve‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q Avfvm
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GK iv‡Z `y‡Uvi w`‡K GKRb L‡Ïi GKUv M¨vm cv‡¤úi mvg‡b Mvwo †_‡K bv‡g|
weRy j¶¨ K‡i, †jvKUv m¤¢eZ fviZxq| Mvwo‡Z M¨vm fiv n‡q †M‡j †jvKUv †fZ‡i

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Av‡m, eqm Pwj−k-weqvwj−k e‡j Av›`vR nq| Mvwo Ges †cvkvK-AvkvK †`‡L g‡b nq,
fv‡jv KvRKg© K‡i|
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weRy DËi ï‡b cwi®‹vi evsjvq cieZ©x K_v Zvi, Av‡i †`kx †h!
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`uvovb KwdUv cyi‡bv n‡q †M‡Q| UvUKv evwb‡q w`B|
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G †`‡k Av‡Q cÖvq wek eQi| G‡mwQ‡jv cov‡kvbv Ki‡Z, †kl K‡i †_‡K †M‡Q|
we‡q K‡i‡Q G †`kxq GK †k¦Zvw½bx‡K| `yÕR‡b wg‡j GKUv e¨emv Pvjvq| `yB
†Q‡j‡g‡q K‡j‡R cov‡kvbv K‡i| weRy ey‡qU †_‡K cvk K‡i‡Q ï‡b e‡j, GLv‡b
Avcwb Kx Ki‡Qb?
weRy ms‡¶‡c Zvi Kvwnbx wee„Z K‡i| †hvM Ki‡Z †fv‡j bv, eD‡qi cov‡kvbv
†kl n‡j †`‡k wd‡i hvIqvi B‡”Q|
Kwd ˆZwi n‡q wM‡qwQ‡jv| `ya-wPwb wgwk‡q Kwd‡Z PzgyK w`‡q Avmv`Dj−vn e‡j,
¸W jvK| B‡”QUv gnr, ¯^xKvi KiwQ| wKš‘ Avcbvi hvIqv n‡”Q bv, Zv G¶zwY mv`v
KvM‡R wj‡L w`‡Z cvwi|
weRy nv‡m, †Kb?
kZKiv wbivbeŸyB Rb wd‡i hvIqvi evmbv wb‡q G †`‡k Av‡m| wdi‡Z cv‡i
m¤¢eZ kZKiv GK-`yB fvM| †`L‡ZB cv‡”Qb, AvwgI IB †gRwiwUi `‡j|
Avwg Lye †Póv Ki‡ev gvBbwiwU n‡Z|
e‡jBwQ †Zv, ¸W jvK|
Avmv`Dj−vn c‡KU †_‡K weR‡bm KvW© †ei K‡i †`q weRy‡K| e‡j, hw` mwZ¨
mwZ¨ †`‡k wd‡i †h‡Z cv‡ib, Avgv‡K †dvb K‡i Rvwb‡q hv‡eb|
weRy fv‡e, A™¢yZ gvbyl †Zv! KvW©Uv GK bRi †`‡L e‡j, Zvn‡j eQi `y‡q‡Ki
g‡a¨ Avgvi GKUv †dvb Avcwb Avkv Ki‡Z cv‡ib|
Avmv`Dj−vni hvIqvi †Kv‡bv Zvov wQ‡jv bv g‡b nq| e‡j, Avcwb Avgvi e¨emv
cÖwZôv‡bi bvgUv †`‡L‡Qb j¶¨ K‡i?

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 weRy mvgvb¨ j¾v cvq, Zvi Ag‡bv‡hvM f`ª‡jvK wVK a‡i †d‡j‡Q| KvW©Uv †Pv‡Li
mvg‡b Zz‡j a‡i †`‡L, G †K BwÄwbqvwis mvwf©‡mm| A_©vr Avmv`yj−vn Kwei
BwÄwbqvwis mvwf©‡mm| f`ª‡jvK †Kv¤úvwbi †cÖwm‡W›U| weRy wR‡Ám K‡i, Kx ai‡bi
KvR K‡ib Avcbviv?
Avmv`yj−vn e‡j, AvwgI Avcbvi g‡Zv BwÄwbqvi, Z‡e †gKvwbK¨v‡ji| K‡qK eQi
PvKwi Kivi ci e¨emv ïi“ Kwi| cÖ_gw`‡K †gKvwbK¨vj WªvdwUs-Gi KvR †ewk
KiZvg| GLb B‡jKwUªK¨vj, Gbfvqib‡gbUvj, B‡jKUªwbKm-Gi wWRvBb, WªvdwUs,
cÖ‡mm A‡Uvg‡kb wWRvBb me ai‡bi KvR Kwi| GKUv †gwkb kc Av‡Q, cvU©m-
A¨v‡m¤^wj-†cÖv‡UvUvBc evbvB|
Kwd‡Z Av‡iK PzgyK w`‡q Avmv`yj−vn e‡j, Avcbv‡K KvW© w`‡qwQ `yÕeQi ci †dvb
Kivi R‡b¨ bq| Avcbvi †dvb PvB w`b `y‡q‡Ki g‡a¨| e‡m Avjvc K‡i †`Lv hvq,
Avgv‡K Avcwb cQ›` Ki‡Qb wKbv ev Avcbv‡K Avgvi †Kv‡bv Kv‡R jvM‡e wK bv|
GK mßv‡ni g‡a¨ weRy G †K BwÄwbqvwis-G KvR ïi“ K‡iwQ‡jv| cy‡ivcywi
BwÄwbqvwis-Gi PvKwi bq, Zey Zvi jvB‡bi KvQvKvwQ KvR| wZb‡kv wWMÖx Zv‡ci
wMÖ‡ji cv‡k `uvwo‡q eviMvi evbv‡bv ev `yB cv‡q Vvq `uvwo‡q M¨vm wewµi cqmv †Mvbvi
†P‡q fv‡jv|
PvKwi‡Z Xy‡K weRyi g‡b nq, GK ai‡bi duv‡` †m cv w`‡q †d‡j‡Q| GB †h
GKUv jvB‡b IVvi e¨vcvi NU‡jv, †Pqvi-†Uwe‡j e‡m KvR Kivi my‡hvM cvIqv †M‡jv,
Gic‡i Avi nq‡Zv wcQy nUv †bB| GB †bkv †Zvgv‡K mvg‡b †V‡j wb‡q †h‡Z _vK‡e|
ZLb †`‡k wd‡i hvIqv wK Avi Z‡Zv Ri“wi g‡b n‡e? GB duv‡` Zvi cov Pj‡e bv,
wKQy‡ZB bv| co‡j wb‡Ri Kv‡Q †Qv‡Uv n‡q _vK‡e †m| AvZ¥wek¦v‡mi AnsKvi Zvn‡j
†Kv_vq _vK‡e Zvi?
ivby Lywk| AvZ¥xq-cwiRbwenxb GB kn‡i `yÕPviR‡bi m‡½ Avjvc-cwiPq, mvgvb¨
NwbôZvI n‡q †M‡Q| Zey †kl ch©š— ci¯úi‡K Qvov Aej¤^b Avi †Kv_vq Zv‡`i!
GLb w`‡bi †k‡l GK‡Î e‡m Pv LvIqvi mgq cvIqv hvq, wUwfi mvg‡b emv nq, PvB
wK iv‡Zi †kv-†Z wm‡bgv †`‡L Avmv hvq| `iKvwi-A`iKvwi, mvsmvwiK I myBU
bvw_sm ejvewj|
Zey A`~i ev my`~i fwel¨Z wb‡q Ri“wi K_v¸‡jv Dn¨ †_‡K hvq| Av‡gwiKvq w¯’Z
nIqv-bv-nIqv wel‡q Zv‡`i B‡”Q †h wecixZgyLx, Zv `yR‡biB Kg‡ewk Rvbv| ev”Pv-

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Uv”Pv †bIqvi welqI GB gyn~‡Z© Lye ¯úk©KvZi| XvKvq †mB `ytLiv‡Zi ci Zviv †KD
GB wb‡q GKUv K_vI D”PviY K‡iwb| `yÕR‡b Lye hZœ K‡i GKUv †`qvj Zz‡j †i‡L
Zvi cwiPh©v K‡i hvw”Q‡jv| ÔAvB dxj BD Avi w¯−wcs AvI‡q, AvB A¨vg jywRs BD|Õ
Avmv`yj−vn GKw`b jv‡Â wb‡q hvq weRy‡K| wR‡Ám K‡i, KvR †Kgb jvM‡Q?
eq‡mi we¯—i Zdvr m‡Ë¡I Avmv`yj−vn Avcwb †_‡K Zzwg‡Z bv‡gwb| weRy e‡j, hv
KiwQjvg Zvi Zzjbvq †Zv fv‡jvB|
GKUv K_v Avcbv‡K ¯úó K‡i ewj| Avwg Rvwb, GB KvR Avcbvi Lye †ewkw`b
fv‡jv jvM‡e bv| AvwgI PvB bv Avcbv‡K wPiw`b AvU‡K ivL‡Z| †Kv_vI Avcbvi
ïi“ Kiv `iKvi wQ‡jv, Avwg †mLv‡b GKUz nq‡Zv mvnvh¨ Kivi †Póv K‡iwQ|
K¨vwiqv‡ii R‡b¨ Avcbvi GLv‡b wKQy †Kvm© wb‡q †bIqv DwPZ| Avcbvi e¨vKMÖvD‡Û
Avcwb g¨v‡bR‡g›U Bbdi‡gkb wm‡÷gUv wb‡j fv‡jv Ki‡eb e‡j Avgvi g‡b nq|
†LuvRLei wb‡q fwZ© n‡q hvb, Awd‡mi c‡i mܨvqI K¬vm wb‡Z cvi‡eb|
wKš‘ Avwg G †`‡k _vK‡Z PvB bv, Avcbv‡K †evanq e‡jwQjvg|
Avmv`yj−vn nvZ Zz‡j weRy‡K _vwg‡q w`‡q e‡j, bv PvB‡j _vK‡eb bv| wKš‘ hv
wkL‡eb c„w_exi †h †Kv‡bvLv‡b Avcbvi Kv‡R jvM‡e| Avcbvi K¨vwiqv‡ii K_v †f‡e
ejwQ, bZzb GKUv we`¨v ev w¯‹j AvqË¡ Kivi my‡hvM †Q‡o †`Iqvi †Kv‡bv gv‡b †bB|
A¯^xKvi Kivi ev Am¤§Z nIqvi KviY Lu‡y R cvqwb weRy| †m fwZ© n‡qwQ‡jv hLb
ivbyi Gg Gm †kl n‡Z Avi gvmK‡qK evwK| Zv‡Z ¶wZ wKQy †bB, `y‡Uv eQi †`L‡Z
†`L‡Z P‡j hv‡e| †kl n‡j ivbyi m‡½ †`‡k †divi dqmvjv K‡i wb‡Z n‡e|
cvk Kivi ciciB ivby PvKwi †c‡q hvq| †mB mgq AvwK©‡U±‡`i PvKwii evRvi
g›`v, Pviw`‡K QuvUvB n‡”Q| K‡qKRb evOvwj AvwK©‡U‡±i †eKvi n‡q hvIqvi LeiI
†kvbv wM‡qwQ‡jv| †mB evRv‡i †Kv‡bviK‡gi AwfÁZv Qvov ivbyi PvKwi nIqv
AfvweZ e‡U| weRyi aviYv wQ‡jv, PvKwii evRv‡ii g›`v Ae¯’vUv‡K ivbyi m‡½ †`‡k
†divi `iKlvKwli mgq e¨envi Kiv hv‡e Ñ PvKwi bv †c‡j GLv‡b _vKv hv‡e Kx
K‡i! Zv †evanq Avi n‡jv bv|
weRyi †Kvm© †kl nIqvi wVK Av‡M GK iv‡Z ivby Rvbvq, Wv³vi Kbdvg© K‡i‡Q|
GKUz Z›`ªvg‡Zv G‡mwQ‡jv weRyi| mPwKZ n‡q I‡V †m, Kx Kbdvg© K‡i‡Q? ivby
Wv³v‡ii Kv‡Q wM‡qwQ‡jv, Zv-I Rvbv wQ‡jv bv Zvi| LyeB AvPgKv Ges †Kv‡bv cÖm½
Qvov K_v| weRyi g‡b nq, †m hv fve‡Q ZvB wK? Zey wKQy bv e‡j A‡c¶v K‡i|

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 mvov bv †c‡q ivby e‡j, Zzwg wK Nywg‡q †M‡j?
bv, e‡jv| ïbwQ|
Wv³vi AvR wi‡cvU© w`‡q‡Q, `yÕgvm Pj‡Q|
GB Le‡i ¯^vfvweK cÖwZwµqv Lywk nIqv| weRy Lywk wK bv, eyS‡Z cv‡i bv| GB
cÖm½ Pvcv †`Iqv wQ‡jv G‡Zvw`b, AvR nVvr XvKbv D‡V hvIqvq †m LvwbK AcÖ¯‘Z
†eva K‡i| gy‡L †Kv‡bv K_v Av‡m bv|
cÖ_gevi ivby Zvi Av‡gwiKvhvÎv †VKv‡bvi R‡b¨ weRyi †Póv e‡j m‡›`n cÖKvk
K‡iwQ‡jv| Gevi wK weRy‡K GB †`‡k AvU‡K ivLvi lohš¿ ivbyi? Awf‡hvMUv GLb
wdwi‡q †`Iqv hvq bv!
ivby AÜKv‡i nvZ‡o weRyi nvZ a‡i, Zzwg wKQy ej‡Qv bv †h!
Kx ej‡ev e‡jv †Zv! A‡bK eQi a‡i †h K_v g‡b bv Kivi †Póv K‡i AvmwQ,
†Zvgvi K_vq Zv g‡b c‡o hv‡”Q|
Zzwg Avgv‡K GL‡bv ¶gv K‡ivwb, ZvB bv?
Avwg ¶gv Kivi †K ivby? me‡P‡q e‡ov K_v Zzwg wb‡R‡K ¶gv Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Qv
wKbv| Avgvi K_v hw` e‡jv, Zvn‡j ewj IB NUbvi ci Avgv‡`i Rxeb IjUcvjU
n‡q hvIqvi K_v wQ‡jv| wKš‘ Zv hvqwb, GL‡bv Avgiv GK Qv‡`i wb‡P evm Kwi| GK
weQvbvq NygvB|
weRy GKUz _v‡g| ivby Pzc K‡i ïb‡Q| weRy g„`y ¯^‡i e‡j, IB wel‡q †Kv‡bvw`b
Kv‡iv Kv‡Q GKUv kãI D”PviY Kwiwb| Ki‡j wb‡R‡K jw¾Z n‡Z n‡Zv, †Zvgv‡K
†Qv‡Uv Kiv n‡Zv| wKš‘ fy‡j hvIqv m¤¢e nqwb| †mB NUbv wQ‡jv Avgvi R‡b¨ GK
ai‡bi iƒp RvMiY|
dzjUzm Rb¥v‡bvi mgq weRy †jevi i“‡g wQ‡jv ivbyi m‡½| nvmcvZv‡ji Wv³vi
wR‡Ám K‡iwQ‡jv, Zzwg †jevi i“‡g †h‡Z PvI?
G‡`‡k mvaviYZ †KD bv K‡i bv| ivbyI Pvq weRy Zvi m‡½ hvK| weRy mvnm K‡i
nu¨v ej‡jI g‡b g‡b †h GKUz wØav ev fq wQ‡jv bv, Zv bq| ev”Pv Rb¥v‡bvi wel‡q hv
Rvbv wQ‡jv, Zv-B h‡_ó fqsKi| hv wKQy hš¿Yv me hv‡e ivbyi Ici w`‡q, Zvi f~wgKv
ïay †`Lv, m‡½ †_‡K ivby‡K mvnm †`Iqv| Zey g‡b nq, †mB hš¿Yv Ae‡jvK‡bi hš¿Yv
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 ciw`b nvmcvZv‡ji weQvbvq ï‡q ivby †jevi i“‡g †Kgb jvM‡jv wR‡Ám K‡i|
weRy e‡j, wek¦vm Ki‡e wK bv Rvwb bv| wKš‘ †jevi i“‡g †Zvgvi m‡½ bv †M‡j GKUv
AwfÁZv †_‡K ewÂZ nZvg| †g‡q‡`i Ici Avgvi kª×vq gv_v wbPz n‡jv| me
cyi“lgvby‡li K_v ej‡Z cvi‡ev bv, wKš‘ Avwg Rvwb GB AgvbywlK hš¿Yv Avgvi c‡¶
mn¨ Kiv m¤¢e n‡Zv bv| GB K‡ói K_v †R‡bI †g‡qiv Kxfv‡e Avevi ev”Pv wb‡Z
Pvq, Avgvi eywׇZ †Kv‡bvw`b Kzjv‡e bv|
†g‡q‡K cv‡k wb‡q ï‡q wQ‡jv ivby| cwiZ…ß †`Lvq Zv‡K| gvZ…‡Z¡i AnsKvi
K_vUv †kvbv wQ‡jv, Gevi †`Lv n‡jv weRyi|

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AvMvgxKvj dzjUz‡mi ¯‹z‡j MÖ¨vÛc¨v‡i›Um †W| KvjB †Zv! †mw`b ¯‹‡z ji wbDR‡jUv‡i
†`‡L‡Q, g‡b co‡Q weRyi|
w`‡bi †kl wmMv‡iU A¨vk‡Uª‡Z ¸u‡R †`q| ivby‡K †m cy‡ivcywi eyS‡Z cv‡i, Ggb
`vwe Kiv Zvi c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| we‡qi Av‡M-c‡i wgwj‡q c‡b‡iv-†lv‡jv eQi, GKRb
gvbyl‡K Rvbvi R‡b¨ wK h‡_ó mgq bq? nq‡Zv h‡_ó, nq‡Zv bq| wKš‘ bq †Kb? Gi
g‡a¨ ev‡iv eQi GKB Qv‡`i wb‡P emevm K‡i‡Q, GK weQvbv fvMvfvwM K‡i‡Q|
kvixwiK ˆbKU¨ I mnve¯’vb nq‡Zv wKQy mvnvh¨ K‡i, wKš‘ ivbyi inm¨gqZv wVK
wVK †evSv AvRI n‡jv bv! GB †h AvR Gqvi‡cvU© †_‡K N‡i wd‡i cÖ_g cvIqv
D‡c¶v, wVK Zvi wecix‡Z weRyi cQ›`g‡Zv †cvkvK I m¾v| my¨‡fwbi †c‡q Lywk
nIqv, Zvi D‡ëvw`‡K Lvevi Mig Kiv wb‡q Zx¶è evK¨| †g‡j bv †h!
†Uwe‡j weRyi cQ‡›`i Lvevi mvwR‡q cv‡k G‡m emvi ci g‡b n‡Z cv‡i w`‡bi
†k‡l GKwU gayi mgvwß A‡c¶v K‡i Av‡Q| A_P GLb †m AvPgKv Nywg‡q co‡jv,
Gi e¨vL¨v †Kv_vq? nq‡Zv B‡”Qi m‡½ wgwj‡q NUbv memgq N‡U bv, NUv‡bv hvqI
bv| †K Rv‡b, Lvevi †Uwe‡j ivbyi emv wb‡q weRyi A¯^w¯— †Kv‡bv fy‡j hvIqv AÜKvi
N‡i nq‡Zv AK¯§vr Av‡jv †d‡j _vK‡e|
D‡V c‡o weRy, †fZ‡i G‡m c¨vwUIi `iRv eÜ K‡i| †kvqvi N‡i hvIqvi Av‡M
dzjUz‡mi N‡i †Xv‡K| bvBU jvB‡Ui Aí Av‡jvq †`Lv hvq, Dcyo n‡q c‡o Nygv‡”Q
†g‡q| bZzb cvIqv eviwe GK nv‡Z Rwo‡q aiv| †Pqv‡ii Ici Kvj ¯‹z‡j hvIqvi me
Kvco‡Pvco| †g‡q wb‡R Nygv‡bvi Av‡M †Kv‡bvmgq GB KvRUv K‡i iv‡L| mKv‡j
D‡V Zvovû‡ovi g‡a¨ Kx ci‡ev, Kx m‡½ †b‡ev GB wb‡q e¨wZe¨¯— n‡Z nq bv| GB
eq‡mB GBme k„•Ljv ev”Pv‡`i wk‡L ivLv `iKvi, mvivRxeb Kv‡R jvM‡e|
†Uwe‡ji cv‡k ¯‹z‡ji e¨vKc¨vK Ly‡j †UK-†nvg †dvìvi †ei K‡i weRy| †dvìv‡i
¯‹z‡ji cÖwZw`‡bi Ges Avmbœ Kvh©K‡gi weeiY, K¨v‡jÛv‡i gv‡mi we‡kl w`b¸‡jv
nvBjvBU Kiv| AwffveKiv AvMvg †R‡b hvq, ¯‹z‡j K‡e Kx n‡”Q| G N‡i Av‡jv
R¡vj‡j dzjUz‡mi Nyg fvO‡e bv wVKB, wKš‘ †Pv‡L Av‡jv co‡j †PvLgyL KzuP‡K cvk
wdi‡e †g‡q|
†dvìvi nv‡Z wb‡q emvi N‡i Av‡m weRy| nu¨v, Kvj MÖ¨vÛc¨v‡i›Um †W|
†Q‡j‡g‡qiv Zv‡`i `v`v-`v`x ev bvbv-bvbx‡K Kvj ¯‹z‡j wb‡q †h‡Z cvi‡e m‡½ K‡i|

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K¬v‡m Zviv ev”Pv‡`i Mí †kvbv‡e, GKm‡½ jv Lv‡e| ev”Pv‡`i R‡b¨ Lye gRvi n‡e,
weRy Av›`vR Ki‡Z cv‡i| Av”Qv, evsjv‡`‡k ev”Pv‡`i ¯‹zj¸‡jv‡Z GiKg wbqg †bB
†Kb? †`‡k ev”Pviv G‡`i Zzjbvq A‡bK †ewk `v`v-`v`x ev bvbv-bvbxi b¨vIUv nq|
dzjUzm Zvi MÖ¨vÛc¨v‡i›U‡`i K‡ZvUzKz †P‡b? mvgvb¨ mg‡qi hv †`Lv-mv¶vZ
n‡q‡Q, Zvi †ewk wKQy bq| bvbxi m‡½ Qvov Nygv‡ev bv Rv‡Zi Ave`vi Kivi g‡Zv
NwbôZv KL‡bv ˆZwi nqwb!
dzjUzm wR‡Ám K‡iwQ‡jv, evev, MÖ¨vÛc¨v‡i›Um †W-†Z Avgvi m‡½ †K hv‡e? Avgvi
MÖ¨vÛc¨v‡i›Uiv †KD GLv‡b _v‡K bv †Kb?
Kx DËi †`q weRy? Kxfv‡e ej‡j †g‡q‡K †evSv‡bv hv‡e Zvi `v`v-`v`x ev bvbv-
bvbx †Kb GLv‡b _v‡K bv| Rv‡b, †evSv‡bv m¤¢e bq| ZvB nvjKv K‡i e‡jwQ‡jv,
Zviv Bs‡iwR‡Z K_v ej‡Z cv‡i bv, †mBR‡b¨ g‡b nq GL‡b _vK‡Z Pvq bv|
dzjUzm gvb‡Z ivwR bq| e‡j, Avgvi K¬v‡mi g¨vby‡qj-Gi MÖ¨vÛgv ¯ú¨vwbk Qvov
wK”Qy Rv‡b bv, ej‡ZI cv‡i bv| †m g¨vby‡qj‡`i evmvq _v‡K!
weRy g‡b g‡b fv‡e, g¨vby‡qj fvM¨evb| †Zvi evev-gv GLv‡b †¯^”Qv-DØv¯‘i †ewk
wKQy bq, dzjUzm| Zviv Zv‡`i †kKo‡Quov GK‡Rvov gvbyl| GLv‡b Zv‡`i evev †bB,
gv †bB, fvB‡evb †bB| ZvivI Kv‡iv cyÎKb¨v, AvZ¥xq-cwiRb| wKš‘ Zv G‡Kev‡i
AcÖvmw½K, AcÖ‡qvRbxq GB †`‡k|
GLv‡b †kKo †M‡o w¯’Z n‡e wK bv, Zv-I wVK nqwb GL‡bv| GB cwiPqnxbZvi
†e`bv, wew”QbœZvi welv` †Zv‡K †Kb, †Zvi gv‡KI wK wVK †evSv‡bv hv‡e? †m wK
GBme wecbœZv †Ui cvq? fv‡e?
dzjUzm‡K e‡j, Av”Qv Avwg ey‡ovi †gKvc wb‡q †Zvi MÖ¨vÛcv †m‡R †M‡j nq?
†mUv †Zv bKj n‡q hv‡e evev| mwZ¨Kv‡ii †Zv bq|
weRy Rv‡b, G †`‡k cÖ_g cÖR‡b¥i Awfevmxi †Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i Kv‡Q evev-gv‡K
A‡bK¸‡jv fywgKvq Awfbq Ki‡Z nq GKB m‡½| evev-gv-fvB-†evb Qvov Avi
†Kv‡bv wbKUR‡bi †Kv‡bv Aw¯—Z¡ Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †bB|
gvgv, PvPv, dzc,y Lvjv GB ai‡bi wKQy m¤ú‡K©i aviYv Av‡Q Zv‡`i, Rv‡b bv
†m¸‡jv mwZ¨Kv‡ii wK bv, Zviv wVK Kviv| gv‡Sg‡a¨ Qwe‡Z nq‡Zv †`‡L, †`‡k †M‡j
†`Lv‡kvbv nq wKQyw`‡bi R‡b¨| Zv‡Z wK wKQy ¯úó nq? m¤úK©, AvZ¥xqZv ˆZwi nq?

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Lvjv ev dzcyi Kv‡Q †h †ønPz¤^bwU Zv‡`i cvIbv, †mwU Av‡m gv‡qi KvQ †_‡K|
Abycw¯’Z `v`xi n‡q Mí ejvi `vwqZ¡ nq‡Zv evevi| Avm‡ji ¯^v`-MÜ-ePb Zey Aaiv
†_‡K hvq|
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†Uwe‡ji Wªqvi Ly‡j Nwo c‡i| Iqv‡jU c‡K‡U †XvKvq| wmMv‡i‡Ui c¨v‡KU, jvBUvi|
†Kvg‡i †e‡ëi m‡½ wK¬‡c AvUKv‡bv B›UviA¨vKwUf †cRvi Avi †mj‡dvb| nv‡Z
Pvwei †MvQv| weRyi mk¯¿ AwdmhvÎv| A¯¿k¯¿ wKQy ev` co‡jv wK?
mKv‡j GK Kvc Kwd Qvov mvaviYZ wKQy Lvq bv weRy| Ggwb‡Z Pv cQ›` n‡jI
mKv‡j e−¨vK Kwd Qvov Ny‡gi †ik wVKg‡Zv Kv‡U bv| mgq _vK‡j KL‡bv KL‡bv
wmwiqvj| mKv‡j bv LvIqv wb‡q A‡bK MRMR K‡i ivby B`vwbs ¶vš— w`‡q‡Q| ivby
mKv‡j †bq `ya-wmwiqvj A_ev †Rwj-gvLb Qvov ïK‡bv `y‡Uv †Uv÷ Avi GK Kvc Pv|

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 dzjUzm‡K D‡V covi ZvMv`v w`‡Z wM‡q emvi N‡ii †`qv‡j dz‡UvUv †Pv‡L c‡o
Avevi| †Kgb K‡i †hb GKUv dz‡Uv n‡q‡Q, KÕw`b Av‡M †`‡L‡Q| A¨vcvU©‡g›U
Kg‡c−·-Gi Awd‡m ejv `iKvi †givgZ Kivi R‡b¨| fy‡j wM‡qwQ‡jv| A¨vcvU©‡g›U
fvov wb‡q evm Kivi GB GK myweav| †Kv‡bv †givgwZi `iKvi n‡j †dvb K‡i e‡j
`vI, I‡`i †jvKRb G‡m mvwi‡q w`‡q hv‡e|
Ni¸‡jv is Kivi R‡b¨ Avi Kv‡c©U e`‡j bv w`‡jI Aš—Z k¨v¤ú~ wK¬wbs-Gi R‡b¨
ejv n‡qwQ‡jv gvmLv‡bK Av‡M, ZviI ZvMv`v w`‡Z n‡e| GB A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U Av‡Q Iiv
Pvi eQi| Gi g‡a¨ GKeviI is K‡i †`qwb| A‡bK RvqMvq is bó n‡q †M‡Q|
†Kv_vI †Kv_vI †`qv‡j dzjUz‡mi we`¨vPP©v Avi wkíK‡g©i bgybv| AvR Awdm †_‡K
†dvb K‡i w`‡Z n‡e, g‡b _vK‡j nq|
ivbyi Aek¨ fvov evmvq Avi _vKvi B‡”Q †bB, †m wbR¯^ evwo Pvq| Av‡gwiKvb
Wªxg| G †`‡k Avmvi ciciB Av‡gwiKvb Wªxg K_vUv ï‡bwQ‡jv| †ek A‡bKw`b †j‡M
wM‡qwQ‡jv Rvb‡Z Ñ wbR¯^ GKwU evwoi gvwjK nIqv bvwK Av‡gwiKvb Wªxg, AšZZ
†mB Kw_Z ¯^‡cœi GKUv e‡ov Ask| wVK †evSv hvqwb| GKwU evwo, Avkªq †Zv
gvby‡li cÖ‡qvR‡bi g‡a¨ c‡o, G †`‡k Zv AR©b KivI KwVb wKQy bq| Zv ¯^cœ n‡e
†Kb? ¯^‡cœi D”PZv wK Av‡iv †ewk, Av‡iv `yiwaMg¨ nIqvi K_v bq? gvbyl G‡Zv
¯^cœnxbI nq! ¯^c-œ Kíbv Ggb mxgve×!
GB cÖvPz‡h©i †`‡k G‡Zv †Qv‡Uv ¯^cœ †`Lv nq †Kb, †K Rv‡b| Aek¨ †h †`‡k RR©
ey‡ki cy‡Îi bvgI nq RR© eyk, Zv‡`i Kíbvkw³ Avi †Kvb D”PZvq hv‡e! Gi g‡a¨
nq‡Zv GK ai‡bi Zxeª AvZ¥‡Kw›`ªK Ans‡evaI cÖKvk cvq, A_P ¯^cœ †`L‡Z Rvb‡j
f~wgnxb Pvlx AvZi AvjxI Zvi †Q‡ji bvg AvKvk ivL‡Z cv‡i, †g‡q n‡j dz‡ji
bv‡g bvg †`q|
ivby †ek wKQyw`b Av‡M evwo †Kbvi B‡”Q Rvwb‡q‡Q, †mB eve‡` wb‡Ri †ivRMv‡ii
cÖvq cy‡ivUv †m Rgv‡Z ïi“ K‡i‡Q| ˆZwi evwo †Kbv Zvi B‡”Q bq, kn‡ii GKUz
evB‡i †Kv_vI GK GK‡ii g‡Zv Rwg wK‡b wb‡Ri cQ›`g‡Zv ˆZwi K‡i †bIqvi
evmbv Zvi| Awd‡m e‡m Kv‡Ri duv‡K duv‡K wb‡Ri evwoi †d¬vi c−¨vb KgwcDUv‡i
Gu‡K †d‡j‡Q †m| c−Uv‡i wcÖ›U Kwi‡q G‡b †`wL‡qwQ‡jv weRy‡K| mwZ¨ PgrKvi c−¨vb,
†ckv`vi AvwK©‡U‡±i KvR Avi wK| AvwK©‡U± eD _vK‡j GiKg myweav cvIqv hv‡e,
KL‡bv fv‡eBwb †m| KÕR‡bi Ggb fvM¨ nq!

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 weRy wb‡R evwoN‡ii gvwjKvbvq G‡Kev‡i Drmvnx bq| we‡kl K‡i GB ci‡`‡k|
UvKvcqmvi mgm¨v †bB, G †`‡k †KD bM‡` cy‡iv UvKv w`‡q evwo †K‡b bv| e¨vsK ev
gU©‡MR †Kv¤úvwb evwoi `vg w`‡q †`q, Zvici gvwmK wKw¯—‡Z my‡`-Avm‡j c‡b‡iv ev
wZwik eQ‡i †kva K‡i evwoi gvwjKvbv wb‡Ri nq| †Kbvi mgq wb‡Ri c‡KU †_‡K
h‡Zv †ewk UvKv †`Iqv hvq, gvwmK wKw¯— †mB Abycv‡Z K‡g Av‡m|
ivbyi B‡”Q, h‡ZvUv †ewk m¤¢e UvKv AvMvg w`‡q †djv Ges wZwik eQ‡ii e`‡j
c‡b‡iv eQ‡ii †gqv‡` hvIqv| Gme wel‡q †LuvRLei weRy Lye Rv‡b Ggb bq, Z‡e
GUzKz Rv‡b weìviiv Zv‡`i wb‡R‡`i †d¬vi c−¨vb Abyhvqx †hme evwo ˆZwi K‡i,
†mLv‡b wb‡R‡`i Z`viwKi †Zgb wKQy †bB| IivB me K‡i †`‡e| RvqMv wK‡b
wb‡R‡`i c−¨v‡b evwo Zzj‡Z Kx SKgvwi n‡e, eyS‡Z cvi‡Q ivby? cÖ‡Z¨KwU wRwbm
wb‡R cQ›` K‡i wKb‡Z n‡e, Kv‡Ri †`Lv‡kvbv Ki‡Z n‡e| G‡Zv mgq †Kv_vq
cvIqv hv‡e? ixwZg‡Zv Kzu‡Rvi wPr n‡q †kvqvi B‡”Qi g‡Zv e¨vcvi|
`yÕR‡bi PvKwi, ev”Pvi †`Lv‡kvbv, nvUevRvi, ivbœvevbœv, jwÛª, Nievwo cwi®‹vi,
wKwÂr mvgvwRKZv Ki‡ZB wRf †ewi‡q hv‡”Q| iv‡Z Nygv‡Z hvIqvi Av‡M gv‡Sg‡a¨
`yÕKvc Pv wb‡q wKQy¶Y emv Qvov `yÕR‡bi †Zgb K‡i †`LvI nq bv| Avi G †`‡k
_vKv bv-_vKvi gxgvsmv GL‡bv nqwb| hw` bv-B _vK‡e Zvn‡j evwo evbv‡bvi Sv‡gjvq
wM‡q KvR Kx!
weRy Rv‡b, ivbyi AvMÖ‡ni g~‡j IB _vKv-bv-_vKv| evwo evbv‡bv n‡q †M‡j †`‡k
†divi K_v DV‡j Abvqv‡m ej‡Z cvi‡e, wb‡R‡`i evwoNi †Q‡o †Kv_vq hv‡ev! †Kb
hv‡ev! weRy Av‡gwiKvb Wªxg-Gi duv‡` co‡Z Awb”QyK|
ivbyi evwoi c−¨vb †`‡L weRy e‡jwQ‡jv, Lye PgrKvi| GB c−¨v‡b GKUv evwo Avgiv
†`‡k wd‡iI evbv‡Z cvwibv?
nu¨v, cvwi| wKš‘ Avwg PvB bv|
†Kb, Rvb‡Z cvwi?
ivby Mjvq mvgvb¨ D®§vi †dvob †hvM K‡i wm×vš— Rvbvq, †Zvgv‡K e‡jwQ, Avgiv
GLv‡b †_‡K hvw”Q| †`‡k eQ‡i eQ‡i hv‡ev †eov‡Z, _vK‡Z bq|
wKš‘ ivby, Avgiv GLv‡b _vK‡ev e‡j Avwmwb, G‡mwQjvg †Zvgvi †jLvcovi R‡b¨|
†mUv n‡q †M‡Q Av‡MB, gvSLv‡b Avgvi cov‡kvbvi R‡b¨ LvwbKUv †`wi n‡q †M‡jv|
GLb Av‡iv †kKoevKo bv Qwo‡q Avgv‡`i ¸wU‡q wb‡q P‡j hvIqvi K_v fvev DwPZ|

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 Zzwg DwPZ g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡iv, Avwg Kwi bv| Avgv‡`i g‡Zv Ab¨ †`k †_‡K j¶
j¶ gvbyl G †`‡k G‡m emevm Ki‡Q| Ki‡Q bv?
weRy e‡j, †Zvgv‡K Av‡MI e‡jwQ, mevB hv Ki‡e Avgv‡`iI Zv Ki‡Z n‡e e‡j
Avwg g‡b Kwi bv| Avgv‡`i Rxeb Avgv‡`iB, Ab¨ Kv‡iv m‡½ wgwj‡q †dj‡j fyj
n‡e| A‡b‡K G‡m‡Q hviv †`‡k wKQy Ki‡Z cv‡iwb A_ev cvi‡e bv ey‡S †M‡Q|
Avgv‡`i cwiw¯’wZ Zv bq| Avgiv G‡mwQjvg GKUv cÖ‡qvR‡b, Kg©Rxe‡b wb‡R‡`i
Av‡iv mvd‡j¨i R‡b¨ †hvM¨ n‡Z| †m cÖ‡qvRb wg‡U †M‡Q| eÜz-cwiRb †Q‡o c‡ii
†`‡k gvwU Kvg‡o c‡o _vKv †Kb DwPZ Avwg eyS‡Z cvwi bv ivby|
†`‡k wd‡i Kx n‡e? eÜzevÜe, AvZ¥xq-¯^Rb Avgvi Kx Kv‡R jvM‡e?
Avgiv Av‡gwiKv Avmvi Av‡M ch©š— †hfv‡e †j‡M‡Q †mfv‡e jvM‡e|
Avwg PvB bv, Zey hw` hvIqvi K_v e‡jv, Av‡iv K‡qK eQi †_‡K wKQy UvKvcqmv
¸wQ‡q wb‡q †h‡Z PvB hv‡Z †`‡k wM‡q gv_v †MuvRvi GKUv wbR¯^ e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z cvwi,
wKQy GKUv Ki‡Z cvwi wb‡R †_‡K|
weRy e‡j, GLbB Dchy³ mgq e‡j Avwg g‡b Kwi| †`wi Ki‡j eqm evo‡e, ZLb
wb‡R wKQy Kivi D`¨g _vK‡e bv, mvnmI bq| †g‡q e‡ov n‡j †div Av‡iv KwVb n‡q
hv‡e| Ii GLb hv eqm, I Lye mn‡R bZzb RvqMvq gvwb‡q wb‡Z cvi‡e| c‡i Zv
Avi A‡Zv mn‡R n‡e bv| Av‡iKUv K_vI Avgvi Lye g‡b nq| Zzwg gvb‡e wK bv Rvwb
bv, wKš‘ Avgvi aviYv, Avgv‡`i g‡a¨ †h GKUv e¨eavb ˆZwi n‡q †M‡Q Zvi †cQ‡b
A‡bKUv `vqx GB Amn¨ e¨¯—Zvi Rxeb|
ivby e‡j, †`‡k wd‡i †M‡j me wVK n‡q hv‡e fve‡Qv †Kb?
Avwg Rvwb †h e¨¯—Zvi K_v ejjvg, eÜz-cwiRbnxbZvi K_v ejjvg ZviI GKUv
gvbwmK Pv‡ci w`K Av‡Q| †mB Pv‡ci d‡j Avgv‡`i Abyfw~ Z¸‡jv aby‡Ki wQjvi
g‡Zv Uvb Uvb n‡q _v‡K mviv¶Y, GKUz †UvKvI mn¨ nq bv|
ivby VvÆvi my‡i e‡j, Zzwg mvB‡KvjwR wb‡q PP©v ïi“ Ki‡j K‡e †_‡K?
weRy e‡j hvq, GKUv K_v †f‡e †`‡Lv, AvR GLb hw` Avgiv `yÕR‡b GKUv Qwe
†`L‡Z hv‡ev fvwe, cÖ_‡g wPš—v Ki‡Z n‡e dzjUzm †Kv_vq _vK‡e? †ewewmUvi Luy‡R
†i‡L †M‡jI GKUv wPš—v gv_vq _vK‡e| A_P †`‡k n‡j Kx n‡Zv? †g‡q‡K †Zvgvi
gv-i Kv‡Q ev Avgvi gv-i Kv‡Q †i‡L wbwðš— _vK‡Z cvi‡Z| mgqUv fv‡jv KvU‡Zv|

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GUv ïay bgybvgvÎ, GiKg nvRviUv cwiw¯’wZi K_v †Zvgv‡K ej‡Z cvwi| GB wbwðwš—
G †`‡k Avgiv †Kv‡bvw`b cv‡ev bv, ivby|
Zzwg Kx ej‡Qv eyS‡Z cviwQ, wKš‘ GLv‡b e‡m †`‡ki hv Lei cvB, KvM‡R cwo,
Zv‡Z wbf©vebvq N‡ii evB‡iI bvwK hvIqv hvq bv| †M‡j Av¯— †div hv‡e wK bv †KD
Rv‡b bv| GB Akvwš—i g‡a¨ wM‡q Avgvi `iKviUv Kx?
ZvB e‡j mevB †h b›`jvj n‡q mviv¶Y N‡i e‡m Av‡Q, GiKg fveviI †Kv‡bv
KviY †bB| Zzwg Ah_v †Kb †R` a‡i Av‡Qv, eyS‡Z cvwi bv|
ivby wm×vš— Rvwb‡q †`q, eyS‡Z †Zvgv‡K n‡e bv| Avwg hvw”Q bv| Zzwg PvB‡j GKv
wd‡i †h‡Z cv‡iv| †g‡q‡K wb‡q Avwg †ek _vK‡Z cvi‡ev|
wVK GB ai‡bi K_v †m Av‡M GKevi ï‡bwQ‡jv e‡j g‡b Ki‡Z cv‡i weRy|
ZLbKvi fvl¨ wQ‡jv, Zzwg _vK‡j _v‡Kv, Avwg Pjjvg| GLb Zv e`‡j wM‡q n‡q‡Q,
Zzwg †M‡j †h‡Z cv‡iv, Avwg hvw”Q bv| Zvi †`‡k †divi evmbv Ges ivbyi Awb”Qv
wb‡q fve‡Z wM‡q weRy †`‡L‡Q, gvb‡j `yÕc‡¶B GK‡kv GKUv hyw³ Av‡Q, bv gvb‡j
G‡Kev‡iB †bB| ivby †_‡K †h‡Z Pvq e‡jB Zvi P‡j †h‡Z PvIqv? Ô...Av Kb÷¨v›U
e¨vUj di `¨ AvjwU‡gU †÷U Ae K‡›Uªvj...|Õ
dzjUzm‡K wb‡q †e‡iv‡bvi mgq weRy †`‡L ivby Pv‡q PzgyK w`‡”Q| †Qv‡Uv K‡i e‡j,
Pwj ivby|
AvR wK †Zvgvi wdi‡Z †`wi n‡e?
wVK ej‡Z cviwQ bv, Awd‡m hvw”Q wZbw`b ci| †M‡j eyS‡Z cvi‡ev| †Kb?
bv, Ggwb‡ZB|
dzjUzm e‡j, hvw”Q gv|
ivby e‡j, GB `yóz †g‡q, gv‡K Pzgy w`‡Z n‡e bv?
dzjUzm Qy‡U wM‡q gv-i Mv‡j Pzgy w`‡q G‡m evevi nvZ a‡i|
Awd‡m †cŠu‡Q weRy‡K wgwUs-G QyU‡Z nq| †Kv‡bvg‡Z GK Kvc Kwd wb‡q Xy‡K
c‡o Kbdv‡iÝ i“‡g| wgwUs †kl n‡Z n‡Z mv‡o `kUv| wd‡i G‡m KgwcDUv‡i e‡m|
Bbe‡· DuwK w`‡q †`‡L, `y‡kv GKzkUv B‡gj Zvi A‡c¶vq| †cÖi‡Ki bvg Avi
mve‡R± jvBb †`‡L Ri“wi g‡b n‡j †e‡Q †e‡Q †g‡mR¸‡jv †`L‡Z _v‡K| `iKvi
n‡j Zvr¶wYK DËi|

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 GKUv †g‡m‡Ri DËi wjL‡Q, GB mgq bZzb B‡gj| ivby| weRy mvgvb¨ AevK nq,
`iKvi n‡j ivby mvaviYZ †dvb K‡i| AvR B‡gj? †KŠZ‚nj †P‡c A‡a©K †jLv
†g‡mR †kl K‡i cvwV‡q †`q|
ivbyi B‡gj †Lv‡j weRy| ivby wj‡L‡Q, Kvj iv‡Zi R‡b¨ Avwg LyeB `ytwLZ| gyL
dz‡U ejv nqwb, wKš‘ Zzwg †h KÕw`b evB‡i wQ‡j, Avgvi Lye gb Lvivc wQ‡jv|
†Zvgv‡K Lye wgm K‡iwQ| Kvj hLb N‡i XyK‡j, bv-Rvbv GKUv Awfgvb Avgv‡K wM‡j
†dj‡jv| hv wKQy ej‡ev †f‡ewQjvg, gy‡L G‡jv bv| Rvwb bv Avwg Ggb †Kb| †h
K_vUv †hfv‡e ej‡Z PvB, nq bv| cÖvqB Zv gy‡L Av‡m G‡Kev‡i Ab¨iKg n‡q| Kvj
iv‡Z Lvevi †Uwe‡j †Zvgvi mvg‡b wM‡q em‡Z Zzwg ej‡j †Zvgvi A¯^w¯— n‡”Q| Avgvi
Ggb gb Lvivc n‡jv! †Zvgv‡K Avwg Lye fv‡jvevwm, Zzwg wK Rv‡bv!
PgK †`Iqvq ivbyi Rywo †bB, weRy Rv‡b| wKš‘ e¨vcviUv Kx n‡”Q, †evSv `iKvi|
evB‡i G‡m wmMv‡iU aivq †m| †mj‡dv‡b ivbyi bv¤^vi Wvqvj Ki‡Z ïi“ K‡iI †K‡U
†`q, GUv B‡g‡jB _vK| wd‡i G‡m ivbyi †g‡m‡Ri Reve †j‡L, †Zvgvi mgq _vK‡j
GKm‡½ jv Ki‡Z cvwi|
cQ‡›`i MÖxK †i÷z‡i‡›U e‡m ivby e‡j, Avgiv jv‡Â gv‡S gv‡S GKÎ n‡Z cvwi,
Kx e‡jv?
Lye fv‡jv nq| jv wgwUs RvZxq wKQy bv _vK‡j wec‡` c‡o hvB, †Kv_vq hv‡ev
†L‡Z? †hUvB fvwe Ai“wP nq, gbw¯’i Ki‡Z cvwi bv| Mvwo‡Z D‡V †h †Kv‡bv GK
RvqMvq Xy‡K cwo| gv‡S gv‡S hw` †mUv e`j nq, Zzwg hw` wVK K‡i `vI †Kv_vq
hv‡ev †L‡Z, Zvn‡j †eu‡P hvB|
Avwg †Zv mew`bB Avm‡Z cvwi| †Zvgvi †hw`b mgq _vK‡e, †dvb K‡i w`I|
Lye Nb Nb n‡j Avevi nRg n‡e †Zv?
weRyi †k−l Mv‡q gv‡L bv ivby| e‡j, G‡KKw`b G‡KK ai‡bi †i÷z‡i‡›U hvIqv
hvq| K‡Zv †`‡ki Lvevi †Pv‡LI †`wLwb - eªvwRwjqvb, †Kvwiqvb, wf‡qZbvgx, ivkvb|
LveviUv fv‡jv wQ‡jv| weRyi fv‡jv jvM‡jv wb‡R‡`i gZvš—‡ii welq¸‡jv Lvevi
†Uwe‡j bv Avbv| memgq hw` Ggb n‡Zv! MZiv‡Zi ¯^‡cœi K_v ZLb †m fy‡j †M‡Q|
mܨvq Lye dzidz‡i †gRv‡R †d‡i weRy| †fZ‡i Xy‡K †ev‡S, †Kv_vI wKQy GKUv
†Mvjgvj n‡q‡Q| dzjUz‡mi GB mg‡q _vKvi K_v wUwfi mvg‡b, Zvi e`‡j e‡m Av‡Q
ivby| M¤¢xi _g_‡g gyL, `ycy‡i MÖxK †i÷z‡i‡›U †`Lv gy‡Li m‡½ †g‡j bv|

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 weRy wR‡Ám K‡i, Kx n‡q‡Q?
Mjv Pwo‡q ivby e‡j, Kx n‡q‡Q Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Qv †Kb? †Zvgvi Av`‡ii
†g‡q‡K Wv‡Kv|
Kx n‡q‡Q, ej‡e †Zv!
n‡e Avevi Kx? ev‡ci Av`‡i †Zv gv_vq D‡V e‡m Av‡Qb gnvivbx|
Rvbv K_v| dzjUzm wKQy GKUv Ki‡j Zv †kl ch©šZ weRyi †`vl e‡j mve¨¯— n‡e|
bZzb wKQy bq| †m eªxd‡Km cv‡k wb‡q †mvdvq e‡m| A‡c¶v K‡i Awf‡hv‡Mi we¯—
vwiZ weeiY †kvbvi R‡b¨| wKš‘ dzjUzm †Kv_vq? wb‡Ri N‡i?
ivby e‡j, †g‡qUv Ggb Aeva¨ Avi †eqv`e n‡q‡Q, ejvi bq| I‡K †W †Kqvi
†_‡K Zz‡j wb‡q evmvq Xy‡KwQ, GB mgq wnD÷b †_‡K Avcv †dvb Ki‡jv| K_v ejwQ
†dv‡b, Gw`‡K †Zvgvi †g‡q mgv‡b †PuwP‡q hv‡”Q| wKQy GKUv ej‡Z Pvq| Avwg h‡Zv
ewj, GKUz †`wi K‡iv, †dv‡b Lvjvgwbi m‡½ K_v ejwQ, †m Z‡Zv wPrKvi K‡i| †kl
ch©š‘ wcwU‡q _vgv‡Z n‡jv|
ev”Pv‡`i gviai Kivi c¶cvZx weRy bq, hw` bv †mUv mwZ¨Kv‡ii ¸i“Zi wKQy
nq| A_P ivby Zz”Q ARynv‡Z †g‡qi Mv‡q nvZ †Zv‡j| Gme wb‡q SMovSvwU Kg
nqwb| weRy Av‡kcv‡k _vK‡j †m wb‡R †g‡q‡K AvM‡j iv‡L, mwi‡q wb‡q hvq ivbyi
bvMv‡ji evB‡i| ivbyi Revbx‡Z †ek †evSv hv‡”Q, dzjUz‡mi Aciva gvi LvIqvi R‡b¨
h‡_ó wQ‡jv bv|
weRy e‡j, ïay ïay †Kb gviai K‡iv †g‡qUv‡K?
ïay ïay? Agb †eqv`we Ki‡e †Kb?
†Zvgvi RvqMvq Avwg n‡j, Avcv‡K †dvb GKUz ai‡Z e‡j †g‡qi K_vUv Av‡M
ï‡b wbZvg| A_ev eywS‡q ejZvg, †dv‡b Avgvi K_v †kl bv nIqv ch©š— Zv‡K
A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| gviai KiZvg bv wKQy‡ZB| mvgvb¨ Kvi‡Y Zzwg Ii Mv‡q nvZ
Zz‡j Kvi Kx DcKvi Ki‡Qv, ZzwgB Rv‡bv|
†Zvgvi Kv‡Q †Zv mvgvb¨B g‡b n‡e|
mvgvb¨ bv †Zv Kx? Zzwg wb‡R †f‡e e‡jv, Kvi Kx ¶wZ †m K‡i‡Q| Zvi wKQy ejvi
wQ‡jv, †m †Zvgvi g‡bv‡hvM †P‡q‡Q| ev”Pviv Zv memgq Pvq, Zv‡Z †`v‡li wKQy †bB|
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