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CHAPTER 1

All nite I tossed and turned I broke into cold sweats like the waves beating on the shores of lake Michigan unrelenting rhythmic force back and forth please make it stop No please make it stop over and over the same nitemare like a being stabbed with a dull knife cutting cutting me

justice delayed is not justice denied I kept telling myself!!! I kept praising God tho he slays me yet I will praise him I have no other Gods no other help no other to save me

But how much can one man take how much I am not going to quit I am not going to go backward I kept seeing in my spirit in the miniseries band of brothers the episode called breaking point They were in there foxholes in the freezing winter snow as the germans just shelled them and shelled Them and shelled them the trees exploded around them hours and hours wondering if they were going to make it back home ever again

Thats what the last 2 years seemed like!!! I know when it is over there will be heaven The most beauty a man can enjoy overflowing pleasures but for now it is the shadowlands Earth full of darkness and evil I switched rooms I slept back in our bedroom my wifes gentle hand did you sleep well in the prayer room ?? no I had horrible nitemares all nite was it about the end of the world no Do you want to tell me about it no I just want to sleep Waking up I felt better but I kept seeing the movie defiance at the end the weak the infirm the old All running for their life as the ss chases them thru the forest it is the blitzkrieg the lightning war That took Poland and france over nite that captured Europe first comes the bombers bombing everything possible them comes the tanks and foot soldiers all chasing jews thru the forests of Belorussia it is a modern day exodus as they cower and cry and come to a mass of water that they are unable to cross the leader just collapses he breaks down and tells his wife how to kill herself if the

germans come and checks her gun then he just collapses on the ground hes done he cant move on its too much How much can any man take living in the forest for years many actions that almost took his life Close calls with the police with the Nazis his wife and children murdered his family murdered The challenges to his leadership being near death with the pleurisy and the continual murmuring of the people complaining o if we could go back to the ghetto and the freezing winter blizzards with no food It all has broken him it all has beaten him like a walking dead man stumbling with each step never to get up again the betrayal of his brother he falls the people cry the cry of those about to be massacred He is numb it is all over cant take another step he is dead they are dead they survived this long But now all hope is gone spring brought the bombings the thaw brought the ss dedicated murderers Salivating to kill the jews the tanks grinding death coming closer and closer and moses has fallen And the water hasnt parted

All my life has been dedicated to justice it is so inherent even in who I am I cannot stand injustice One of the Holy Gods best qualities is His justice he is righteousness he is holieness he is truth Perfect truth he is justice perfect justice He is the perfect judge the judge of judges JUSTICE DELAYED IS NOT JUSTICE DENIED

JUSTICE DELAYED IS NOT JUSTICE DENIED

JUSTICE DELAYED IS NOT JUSTICE DENIED


Gen 18:25 That be far from thee to do after this manner, to slay the righteous with the wicked: and that the righteous should be as the wicked, that be far from thee: Shall not the Judge of all the earth do right? We fasted we prayed we cried out God does not deny his nature although my perception may be distorted by my experience I am not based on feelings But I dont preach my experience I preach the word of God Which he puts above his name

Psa 138:2 I will worship toward thy holy temple, and praise thy name for thy lovingkindness and for thy truth: for thou hast magnified thy word above all thy name. Everything God is His name his nature His sum total he puts his word above how can the word of God fail Luk 18:1 And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint; Luk 18:2 Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: Luk 18:3 And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary. Luk 18:4 And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; Luk 18:5 Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me. Luk 18:6 And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith. Luk 18:7 And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them? Luk 18:8 I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth? He is my best friend the Holy Spirit is always with me he never fails me nor forsakes me He walks close to me his very nature is faithfulness loyalty So how could he betray me if I lose him I lose everything How could he let this happen to us my whole life has been consumed with him and his purposes His will not mine his will How could he let evil win !! how could he let evil triumph over us How could he deny us justice how could my God my best and longest friend betray me How can I live with that pain?? How can I keep trusting ?? how can I keep hoping ?? how can I deny my heart The reality is this happened All the betrayal in my life but this is the greatest one the one I am almost unable to handle If he is not with me I am dead like the modern moses tuvia in defiance a true story I am collapsed I am broken I am on my knees and all hope is gone when God forsakes you You have nothing he is everything When I shared a few of the events that happened to us my brother prophet let out a sound of incredulity and said its SOUNDS LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN THRU A WAR Thats a understatement but in a war you can fight back you can destroy your enemy We had to sit by and be victims as a man I could not protect my family

We had to resign ourselves to God and the justice system we had to wait for the God of the whole earth to do right to avenge us speedily and he still has not The nitemare as I tossed all nite I saw the judge her eyes flashing flipping out yelling at the innocent and blessing the evil I saw him the most evil psychopath in Michigan laughing his head thrown back His girlish body in spasms as his laughter filled the corridors of injustice What I had told him was he just robbed his children He laughed and laughed laughed of all he gotten away with shooting out our van window with a gun , breaking into our house and leaving signs to terrorize the ones he spent his life abusing , breaking into dr steves office and stealing his file his gay lifestyle while raising hands at church praising god As he told me so many times I CAN DO IT And he could the court cared nothing about justice they had no fear of god They were more scared he might put a bomb in their car He drove off in his new truck as he convinced the court that he was poor And then bragged to all around him he was a millionaire The court ignored the 1.3 million dollars on his taxes and a business that was known For paying under the table the real figures were more likely 3 million He planned this scam for 3 years he sat up all nite figuring how to trick the court It was just another con game for a man with no conciense

Chapter 2

I only want to say If there is a way Take this cup away from me For I don't want to taste its poison Feel it burn me, I have changed I'm not as sure As when we started Then I was inspired

Now I'm sad and tired Listen surely I've exceeded Expectations Tried for three years Seems like thirty Could you ask as much From any other man?

Then I was inspired Now I'm sad and tired After all I've tried for three years Seems like ninety Why then am I scared To finish what I started What you started I didn't start it God thy will is hard But you hold every card I will drink your cup of poison Nail me to your cross and break me Bleed me, beat me Kill me, take me now Before I change my mind When it seems god has forsaken you what is the use - how much can one man endure The reward for obedience is more pain and suffering It seems the more evil he does the more he is blessed almost as god favors him in his evil And the more we seek god the more we are afflicted to the breaking point TO COLLAPSE

Even as I pen these words it is too much reliving these things it hurts too much We cant even to begin to tell people what we have been thru what our lives our like it is so unreal so surrealistic so out there

My wife the love of a my life was married to the most evil man I have ever known in my life When I first heard about this guy this stuff was legendary

There were whispers in his family about ones born with tails he wasnt born with one but should have been my first face to face encounter with him was this is the son of Charles manson This man is rosemarys baby grown up this is a man who gets sexual pleasure in others pain Who enjoys hurting others do people like this really exist This man is a predator and sees everyone else as prey This is a man who exudes evil and the judge gardiner and the court system blesses Encourages him in his evil rewards him advocates for him He has the eyes of one who would kill and enjoy very moment of it savor it But not as a man not as a warrior more like a snake or weasel Kind of hide like a little girl then shoot you in the back or strangle a 98 year old lady Prey on the weak and infirm and stupid As a boy he killed his dog just for fun in the marriage cats would often disappear Never to be seen again he was the poor little rich boy spoiled beyond belief When he tried to blow up his school with a bomb and was sentenced to a home for the criminally insane A completely demonized girl called out his full name all nite long evil knew one of their own Even tho he didnt have the family tail

Chapter 3 She was a beautiful baby a child any normal person would have wanted with her dark hair and huge brown eyes and sweet sweet nature But she was born into chaos her father off in viet nam her mother very young and not settling well Living with her mother in law a old used up whore who would give up her virtue for a box of candy In that very small town she had been with everyone took many many lovers She had no shame and she would molest the baby as well God only knows what darkness transpired in that time and what went on with the young newly married Mother she was certainly not a good influence

I remember the sadness in the eyes of one very kind tenderhearted preacher as he told his story Having a very large church in the AOG in Arizona his wife pulled her pants down for every man In the church as he preached Sunday morning he looked at the front row his leaders and wondered Which one had just been with his wife when the pain became too much and he divorced her The AOG with all there love and compassion just like Jesus would have done destroyed the man Took his church his life and left him a beaten and broken rejected puddle of blood Jesus restored him and gave him even more then he ever dreamed but he is a man who walks with a limp

It was not a good environment for a young innocent to be brought up in What was the father in law like well the first time I met him he told me a story you just dont tell people He must have thought a preacher was like a preist and he would never see me again so he just confessed this horrible story but it kind of really set me up to understand his character

As a boy he launched out to California when he arrived in the state at 15 a man befriended him He kept talking about his wife and getting the young man a homecooked meal so he went off with the stranger he drove him all around by the time it was over he had no idea where he was they went to The mans home no wife the boy was lost he had been tricked by a homosexual he wanted him and would not show him how to get home unless he bent over for him and commited vile acts Well that kind of set the tone for the rest of that mans life he would be used and tricked by any Evil man or woman who would come along he would be enslaved for the rest of his life One could say he spent the rest of his life bending over especially for his wife

She would have him hitchhike to Detroit to go to welding school and then run off with anything with pants on with his car that she kept

This is the chaos and confusion my wife was raised in this is how she came into the world These are the people who would influence her teach her right and wrong and they really were unable to tell their elbow from their behind These are the people who would raise her to be the perfect victim for the femme manson wannabe These are people who should never had children let alone be around them nowadays they would be in prison they were horrible parents and still are But my wife also had a divine intervention in the mercy of God she would have an angel visit her she called him the man in white he would take her to heaven and when she was very young he would carry her and prop her against a big white dog in heaven

Now let me explain something when you really go to heaven you are watched you are marked Angelic activity is carefully notated in the spirit realm by both sides take a moment and consider Moses was sent in a ark in the midst of the nile full of vipers and crocodiles can you imagine a mother today sending her baby in a little boat made of reeds into the everglades well thats what we can liken this to Now let me tell you how this looked in the spirit realm there were angels all around that little ark To make sure baby moses who was born to overthrow satans kingdom in Egypt was untouched Unmarred in that baby was the seed that would judge and destroy a satanic empire Egypt was entrenched in dark forces they worshipped demons and interacted with them All hell knew there was something with that baby and moses was one step away from the throne

And Jesus when he was born wise men came and shepherds saw the angelss singing praising the Messiah all creation was waiting for the messiah the deliverer -hell and its denizens where always on alert waiting for that day the one who would bruise that serpents heel would walk the earth do you think all the disturbance all the activity in the spirit realm was ignored it noted the forces of darkness kept watching Jesus grow into a boy then a young man apprenticing with his father repairing yokes building tables going to church the Friday Sabbath faithfully

and then one day at 30 years old he meets his cousin in the wilderness john who was supposed to be a priest but instead ministered outside the religious system he was kind of a crazed prophetic type with a bunch of followers hated by the Pharisees when john sees him he knows this is the one the messiah the one they all had been waiting for generations the whole of Judaism was based on the coming of the messiah and he was now here Mat 3:1 In those days came John the Baptist, preaching in the wilderness of Judaea, Mat 3:2 And saying, Repent ye: for the kingdom of heaven is at hand. Mat 3:3 For this is he that was spoken of by the prophet Esaias, saying, The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make his paths straight. Mat 3:4 And the same John had his raiment of camel's hair, and a leathern girdle about his loins; and his meat was locusts and wild honey. Mat 3:5 Then went out to him Jerusalem, and all Judaea, and all the region round about Jordan, Mat 3:6 And were baptized of him in Jordan, confessing their sins. Mat 3:7 But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees come to his baptism, he said unto them, O generation of vipers, who hath warned you to flee from the wrath to come? Mat 3:8 Bring forth therefore fruits meet for repentance: Mat 3:9 And think not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham to our father: for I say unto you, that God is able of these stones to raise up children unto Abraham. Mat 3:10 And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: therefore every tree which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire. Mat 3:11 I indeed baptize you with water unto repentance: but he that cometh after me is mightier than I, whose shoes I am not worthy to bear: he shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost, and with fire: Mat 3:12 Whose fan is in his hand, and he will throughly purge his floor, and gather his wheat into the garner; but he will burn up the chaff with unquenchable fire. Mat 3:13 Then cometh Jesus from Galilee to Jordan unto John, to be baptized of him. Mat 3:14 But John forbad him, saying, I have need to be baptized of thee, and comest thou to me? Mat 3:15 And Jesus answering said unto him, Suffer it to be so now: for thus it becometh us to fulfil all righteousness. Then he suffered him. Mat 3:16 And Jesus, when he was baptized, went up straightway out of the water: and, lo, the heavens were opened unto him, and he saw the Spirit of God descending like a dove, and lighting upon him: Mat 3:17 And lo a voice from heaven, saying, This is my beloved Son, in whom I am well pleased.

All hell had watched him for 30 years and now this was Gods son the king of the universe was making his move on earth NOW He goes to the wilderness to be tempted of the devil for 40 days And leaves in the power of the Holy Spirit And goes back to his local church

he gets up and reads is 61 as was his custom he did it all the time reading the scriptures On the Sabbath but this day was different Luk 4:14 And Jesus returned in the power of the Spirit into Galilee: and there went out a fame of him through all the region round about. Luk 4:15 And he taught in their synagogues, being glorified of all. Luk 4:16 And he came to Nazareth, where he had been brought up: and, as his custom was, he went into the synagogue on the sabbath day, and stood up for to read. Luk 4:17 And there was delivered unto him the book of the prophet Esaias. And when he had opened the book, he found the place where it was written, Luk 4:18 The Spirit of the Lord is upon me, because he hath anointed me to preach the gospel to the poor; he hath sent me to heal the brokenhearted, to preach deliverance to the captives, and recovering of sight to the blind, to set at liberty them that are bruised, Luk 4:19 To preach the acceptable year of the Lord. Luk 4:20 And he closed the book, and he gave it again to the minister, and sat down. And the eyes of all them that were in the synagogue were fastened on him. Luk 4:21 And he began to say unto them, This day is this scripture fulfilled in your ears. My point is those who are visited by angels or heavenly purposes they are marked by heaven and hell recently this has become way to cheap people saying they have angelic visitations One jackass so called revivalist talked about how him and his wife love jewelry (we are really into jewelry ) the HS said to me most of these people are into making a house payment keeping their gas and electric on and sure enuff they talked about big huge diamond rings someone put in their offering so they gave it to a prophet who always wanted a big diamond ring and he cried Well I cried too of how out of touch these people are and see the sheep as ones to shear and the sheep wont get planted with shepherds that love them care for their souls they flock to these guys who use them and help these so called revivalist shear them maybe they split the take so they keep the people fed on these stories of supernatural encounters and goose bumps lots of prayers for impartation and so called holy ghost fixes but nothing last and no changed lives and the people have no discernment at all so this revivalist and his wife gave the diamond ring to a prophet always wanting one and as a reward a angel came and visited them as a butler and said now you may have anything I am here to serve you well they just raked in the money from the suckers who believe everything The man who looks like a model perfect teeth wealthy jewelry the whole bit that soulish immature people think a man of God looks like and his chubby pastor friend smiling away the fakest darkest spirit but discernment is all but dead in the church I recently had a encounter with a angel in our prayer room and I would not go back in there for 3 days I was so terrified this created more fear of God in me When you touch God it is not cheap either these guys are lying or they are fooling with demons

Who are fulfilling their fantasys and do you really want them to touch you ?? One woman I know went and got her mail in bible college pastors license she Then went and became one of the mr butler angels biggest fans she doesnt want to get her heart healed she doesnt want to work on loving her husband who works hard so she can give His money away to these retards . if she cant love her husband how can she love the sheep instead she runs around chasing these elmer gantry types her husband wants nothing to do with Jesus hmmm I wonder why 2Ti 3:1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come. 2Ti 3:2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy, 2Ti 3:3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good, 2Ti 3:4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; 2Ti 3:5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away. 2Ti 3:6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts, 2Ti 3:7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth. 2Ti 3:8 Now as Jannes and Jambres withstood Moses, so do these also resist the truth: men of corrupt minds, reprobate concerning the faith. 2Ti 3:9 But they shall proceed no further: for their folly shall be manifest unto all men, as theirs also was. 2Ti 3:10 But thou hast fully known my doctrine, manner of life, purpose, faith, longsuffering, charity, patience, 2Ti 3:11 Persecutions, afflictions, which came unto me at Antioch, at Iconium, at Lystra; what persecutions I endured: but out of them all the Lord delivered me. 2Ti 3:12 Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. 2Ti 3:13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived. Ti 6:3 If any man teach otherwise, and consent not to wholesome words, even the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, and to the doctrine which is according to godliness; 1Ti 6:4 He is proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions and strifes of words, whereof cometh envy, strife, railings, evil surmisings, 1Ti 6:5 Perverse disputings of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: from such withdraw thyself. 1Ti 6:6 But godliness with contentment is great gain. 1Ti 6:7 For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. 1Ti 6:8 And having food and raiment let us be therewith content. 1Ti 6:9 But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition. 1Ti 6:10 For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows. 1Ti 6:11 But thou, O man of God, flee these things; and follow after righteousness, godliness, faith, love, patience, meekness. Tit 1:9 Holding fast the faithful word as he hath been taught, that he may be able by sound doctrine both to exhort and to convince the gainsayers. Tit 1:10 For there are many unruly and vain talkers and deceivers, specially they of the circumcision:

Tit 1:11 Whose mouths must be stopped, who subvert whole houses, teaching things which they ought not, for filthy lucre's sake. Tit 1:12 One of themselves, even a prophet of their own, said, The Cretians are alway liars, evil beasts, slow bellies. Tit 1:13 This witness is true. Wherefore rebuke them sharply, that they may be sound in the faith; Tit 1:14 Not giving heed to Jewish fables, and commandments of men, that turn from the truth. Tit 1:15 Unto the pure all things are pure: but unto them that are defiled and unbelieving is nothing pure; but even their mind and conscience is defiled. Tit 1:16 They profess that they know God; but in works they deny him, being abominable, and disobedient, and unto every good work reprobate. 2Pe 2:1 But there were false prophets also among the people, even as there shall be false teachers among you, who privily shall bring in damnable heresies, even denying the Lord that bought them, and bring upon themselves swift destruction. 2Pe 2:2 And many shall follow their pernicious ways; by reason of whom the way of truth shall be evil spoken of. 2Pe 2:3 And through covetousness shall they with feigned words make merchandise of you: whose judgment now of a long time lingereth not, and their damnation slumbereth not. 2Pe 2:4 For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment; 2Pe 2:5 And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly; 2Pe 2:6 And turning the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha into ashes condemned them with an overthrow, making them an ensample unto those that after should live ungodly; 2Pe 2:7 And delivered just Lot, vexed with the filthy conversation of the wicked: 2Pe 2:8 (For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds;) 2Pe 2:9 The Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly out of temptations, and to reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished: 2Pe 2:10 But chiefly them that walk after the flesh in the lust of uncleanness, and despise government. Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they are not afraid to speak evil of dignities. 2Pe 2:11 Whereas angels, which are greater in power and might, bring not railing accusation against them before the Lord. 2Pe 2:12 But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption; 2Pe 2:13 And shall receive the reward of unrighteousness, as they that count it pleasure to riot in the day time. Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you; 2Pe 2:14 Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children: 2Pe 2:15 Which have forsaken the right way, and are gone astray, following the way of Balaam the son of Bosor, who loved the wages of unrighteousness; 2Pe 2:16 But was rebuked for his iniquity: the dumb ass speaking with man's voice forbad the madness of the prophet. 2Pe 2:17 These are wells without water, clouds that are carried with a tempest; to whom the mist of darkness is reserved for ever. 2Pe 2:18 For when they speak great swelling words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error.

2Pe 2:19 While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in bondage. These verses all talk about those who really love money and dont let a little thing like doctrine or biblical truth get in the way when they can do a few magic tricks like gold dust or some flattering prophetic words Jud 1:10 But these speak evil of those things which they know not: but what they know naturally, as brute beasts, in those things they corrupt themselves. Jud 1:11 Woe unto them! for they have gone in the way of Cain, and ran greedily after the error of Balaam for reward, and perished in the gainsaying of Core. Jud 1:12 These are spots in your feasts of charity, when they feast with you, feeding themselves without fear: clouds they are without water, carried about of winds; trees whose fruit withereth, without fruit, twice dead, plucked up by the roots; Jud 1:13 Raging waves of the sea, foaming out their own shame; wandering stars, to whom is reserved the blackness of darkness for ever. Jud 1:14 And Enoch also, the seventh from Adam, prophesied of these, saying, Behold, the Lord cometh with ten thousands of his saints, Jud 1:15 To execute judgment upon all, and to convince all that are ungodly among them of all their ungodly deeds which they have ungodly committed, and of all their hard speeches which ungodly sinners have spoken against him. Jud 1:16 These are murmurers, complainers, walking after their own lusts; and their mouth speaketh great swelling words, having men's persons in admiration because of advantage. Jud 1:17 But, beloved, remember ye the words which were spoken before of the apostles of our Lord Jesus Christ; Jud 1:18 How that they told you there should be mockers in the last time, who should walk after their own ungodly lusts. Jud 1:19 These be they who separate themselves, sensual, having not the Spirit. with me. 2Co 11:2 For I am jealous over you with godly jealousy: for I have espoused you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ. 2Co 11:3 But I fear, lest by any means, as the serpent beguiled Eve through his subtilty, so your minds should be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. 2Co 11:4 For if he that cometh preacheth another Jesus, whom we have not preached, or if ye receive another spirit, which ye have not received, or another gospel, which ye have not accepted, ye might well bear with him. 2Co 11:5 For I suppose I was not a whit behind the very chiefest apostles. 2Co 11:6 But though I be rude in speech, yet not in knowledge; but we have been throughly made manifest among you in all things. 2Co 11:7 Have I committed an offence in abasing myself that ye might be exalted, because I have preached to you the gospel of God freely? 2Co 11:8 I robbed other churches, taking wages of them, to do you service. 2Co 11:9 And when I was present with you, and wanted, I was chargeable to no man: for that which was lacking to me the brethren which came from Macedonia supplied: and in all things I have kept myself from being burdensome unto you, and so will I keep myself. 2Co 11:10 As the truth of Christ is in me, no man shall stop me of this boasting in the regions of Achaia. 2Co 11:11 Wherefore? because I love you not? God knoweth.

2Co 11:12 But what I do, that I will do, that I may cut off occasion from them which desire occasion; that wherein they glory, they may be found even as we. 2Co 11:13 For such are false apostles, deceitful workers, transforming themselves into the apostles of Christ. 2Co 11:14 And no marvel; for Satan himself is transformed into an angel of light. 2Co 11:15 Therefore it is no great thing if his ministers also be transformed as the ministers of righteousness; whose end shall be according to their works. 2Co 11:16 I say again, Let no man think me a fool; if otherwise, yet as a fool receive me, that I may boast myself a little. 2Co 11:17 That which I speak, I speak it not after the Lord, but as it were foolishly, in this confidence of boasting. 2Co 11:18 Seeing that many glory after the flesh, I will glory also. 2Co 11:19 For ye suffer fools gladly, seeing ye yourselves are wise. 2Co 11:20 For ye suffer, if a man bring you into bondage, if a man devour you, if a man take of you, if a man exalt himself, if a man smite you on the face. Co 12:12 Truly the signs of an apostle were wrought among you in all patience, in signs, and wonders, and mighty deeds. 2Co 12:13 For what is it wherein ye were inferior to other churches, except it be that I myself was not burdensome to you? forgive me this wrong. 2Co 12:14 Behold, the third time I am ready to come to you; and I will not be burdensome to you: for I seek not yours, but you: for the children ought not to lay up for the parents, but the parents for the children. 2Co 12:15 And I will very gladly spend and be spent for you; though the more abundantly I love you, the less I be loved. 2Co 12:16 But be it so, I did not burden you: nevertheless, being crafty, I caught you with guile. 2Co 12:17 Did I make a gain of you by any of them whom I sent unto you? 2Co 12:18 I desired Titus, and with him I sent a brother. Did Titus make a gain of you? walked we not in the same spirit? walked we not in the same steps? Even back then many were in the ministry who had no business at all in the ministry Real ministry is not for the weak or selfish or greedy its for those who die who let God kill their desires plans programs agendas their desires become his desires It is for the broken not con men who want to rape his bride 1Co 9:19 For though I be free from all men, yet have I made myself servant unto all, that I might gain the more. In greek servant is slave or loveslave paul has become a slave to the church because of his love For Jesus bride He is not a rapist like our butler angel friend and his wife how much can we get now whats our take look at this crowd how much money can we shake out of them as that wicked pastor smiles and licks his lips they finally realize his greatness and give him the worship he desires When you have a real encounter with God you are changed moses at the burning bush Jesus at johns baptism Isaiah in is 6 when the king dies and he doesnt know what is going to happen to him

Isa 6:1 In the year that king Uzziah died I saw also the Lord sitting upon a throne, high and lifted up, and his train filled the temple. Isa 6:2 Above it stood the seraphims: each one had six wings; with twain he covered his face, and with twain he covered his feet, and with twain he did fly. Isa 6:3 And one cried unto another, and said, Holy, holy, holy, is the LORD of hosts: the whole earth is full of his glory. Isa 6:4 And the posts of the door moved at the voice of him that cried, and the house was filled with smoke. Isa 6:5 Then said I, Woe is me! for I am undone; because I am a man of unclean lips, and I dwell in the midst of a people of unclean lips: for mine eyes have seen the King, the LORD of hosts. Isa 6:6 Then flew one of the seraphims unto me, having a live coal in his hand, which he had taken with the tongs from off the altar: Isa 6:7 And he laid it upon my mouth, and said, Lo, this hath touched thy lips; and thine iniquity is taken away, and thy sin purged. Isa 6:8 Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me. He gets a revelation of the living God he doesnt say give me more people to shake out of their money and valuables Jesus had differing levels of relationship with people there were the loaves and fishes crowds What can I get out of Jesus without any change or effort on my part I see many people like this they talk about the fathers love and fall down under the power And they get back up and split churches make lies up and call them dreams or prophetic words Molest young girls No lasting change Then there were the 120 Then there were the 70 Then the 12 who were jesus most intimate friends and companions he shared his secrets with them Then were the three peter james and john Then there was john Jesus most close intimate friend like a brother even on the cross asking John to care for his mother John was the man closest ever to jesus when he walked this earth Now lets take a look at that same John on the isle of patmos Rev 1:1 The Revelation of Jesus Christ, which God gave unto him, to shew unto his servants things which must shortly come to pass; and he sent and signified it by his angel unto his servant John:

Rev 1:2 Who bare record of the word of God, and of the testimony of Jesus Christ, and of all things that he saw. Rev 1:3 Blessed is he that readeth, and they that hear the words of this prophecy, and keep those things which are written therein: for the time is at hand. Rev 1:4 John to the seven churches which are in Asia: Grace be unto you, and peace, from him which is, and which was, and which is to come; and from the seven Spirits which are before his throne; Rev 1:5 And from Jesus Christ, who is the faithful witness, and the first begotten of the dead, and the prince of the kings of the earth. Unto him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood, Rev 1:6 And hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father; to him be glory and dominion for ever and ever. Amen. Rev 1:7 Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him: and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen. Rev 1:8 I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty. Rev 1:9 I John, who also am your brother, and companion in tribulation, and in the kingdom and patience of Jesus Christ, was in the isle that is called Patmos, for the word of God, and for the testimony of Jesus Christ. Rev 1:10 I was in the Spirit on the Lord's day, and heard behind me a great voice, as of a trumpet, Rev 1:11 Saying, I am Alpha and Omega, the first and the last: and, What thou seest, write in a book, and send it unto the seven churches which are in Asia; unto Ephesus, and unto Smyrna, and unto Pergamos, and unto Thyatira, and unto Sardis, and unto Philadelphia, and unto Laodicea. Rev 1:12 And I turned to see the voice that spake with me. And being turned, I saw seven golden candlesticks; Rev 1:13 And in the midst of the seven candlesticks one like unto the Son of man, clothed with a garment down to the foot, and girt about the paps with a golden girdle. Rev 1:14 His head and his hairs were white like wool, as white as snow; and his eyes were as a flame of fire; Rev 1:15 And his feet like unto fine brass, as if they burned in a furnace; and his voice as the sound of many waters. Rev 1:16 And he had in his right hand seven stars: and out of his mouth went a sharp twoedged sword: and his countenance was as the sun shineth in his strength. Rev 1:17 And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead Rev 1:17 And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead John had a real God encounter no butler angels falling on his face in terror Rev 1:17 And when I saw him, I fell at his feet as dead. And he laid his right hand upon me, saying unto me, Fear not; I am the first and the last: He said fear not because he was terrified the greek that the book of revelation is written in Is kind of a very common almost too common like slang but in the greek according to jim spillman is like a man whos mind is blown trying to write it down its kind of like Wowwww aggggghhhh ehhhhh wowwwwww uhhhh oooooooo Get the picture sheer terror awe amazement dread

The things of God are not cheap they are not a joke or a game When you have really touched God and had angelic encounters or been to heaven It has purpose it changes you and you are marked by heaven and hell You are marked by hell because satan knows when someone has an encounter that the kingdom of God is enlarged and satans kingdom is destroyed So we see the kind of house and family my wife was born into the encounters she had Were not cheap although many fake them now and because of them she became a target for hell She had a bullseye on her back from that day forward

JEWS DONT FIGHT!! THESE JEWS DO!!!!!!

This word submitted by Lonnie Mackley

"I Will Vindicate You"

My dear child, you have reached your day of restoration and blessing and I will be vindicating the work that I have done in your life before those who have wrongly judged and accused you. But I want you to remember this day my dear one that it is I who will vindicate you and that you should not rise up in your own power or strength to try to justify yourself in front of your accusers. I would call you to wait and be silent even though you could stand up on your own behalf and say that I told you so. Allow Me to be the one who makes things right and remain in a state of love, humility, and grace.

Even My servant Joseph waited for Me to vindicate him even though he had the power to go and vindicate himself before his brothers, and I would call you to do the same thing this day. Remember that I even used what Joseph's brothers did to lead him into his destiny. There have been some people in your past that although they judged and rejected you unfairly, it pushed you toward the calling you now stand in today. So My love, be humble and gracious when I vindicate you and forgive your accusers. I have seen your sacrifice and obedience and now I will allow all to see it.

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