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Realizing the Omnipresent God, Visualizing the same and the divine experience
it gives culminating in the eternal bliss are the most sought after wish for most of
the human beings But, How many have realized and achieved that goal? From
time immemorial, millions of people have tried hard and trudged the road for full
realization of God. I can also say humbly that I am one among the multitude of
people who have traversed in this path. It is extremely difficult to imagine the
magnitude of the water present in the ocean. I am just like a drop of water in that
vast ocean.
It is extremely difficult even to imagine the magnitude of God. All know
that his existence is beyond time and space and is endless. In spite of this,
countless people are eager to understand and realize Him. It is very difficult to
say how many of these seekers have achieved the goal. There are a number of
ways to follow in the path of realization of God. However, it is possible to realize
the God by following one or all of the paths. How this could be realized can be
explained in a simple way by an example. It is like a set of blind people touching
an elephant and describing it in different ways based on their individual
perception. Considering all these perceptions, one can understand how an
elephant can be. It is the same with that God also. It is next to impossible to
describe the God in totality. In such a difficult situation, it is not possible to
explain the God to ordinary human beings. Although one can try to describe Him
in a meaningful way, it is rather difficult to say that this is the end. This is the
case with me also. In spite of this difficult situation, I wish to share my different
experiences and visions I saw in the course of my realization of God, spanning
about 20-25 years. Experiencing God takes the centre stage rather than actually
beholding Him. It is extremely difficult to explain in a convincing manner the
Godly experiences to common people. They are not in a position to fully grasp
the truth behind these experiences. That is why; only those who have truly
experienced Him can understand and grasp the real truth very easily. This is cent
percent true in my case also.
Right from my childhood days I was very much eager to experience and
behold that God, which is not visible to the naked eye and having a limitless
expanse. When I realized the magnitude staring before me, I started wondering
whether I could achieve it. In spite of this, the intensity of reaching the goal
proportionately increased as I grew up .Which is the path that I have to follow in
my quest to realize and see the God was the question besieging me. But, whom
should I ask these questions considering my teenage. What the elders will think
about me in case of questioning them about my aspirations – was my fear. In the
beginning, I did not know why I had this intense attraction and curiosity about
God . But, as time passed I realized that this must be the result of my previous
Samskara.
During my teenage days, I used to sing devotional songs during pooja
time. At the time of singing certain songs, I felt completely immersed in them,
and I used to feel an extraordinary elation in my heart .By singing songs on
different Gods and goddesses, I used to feel as though I am beholding them. After
a period of time, I realize that this type of experience is the first step in the path
of bhakthi cult. Persons who had reached the zenith in bhakthi cult are
Purandaradasa, kanakadasa, Kabir, Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, Meera etc are the
foremost. But, after beholding these Gods and Goddesses one by one, a doubt
arose before me as to who that One Supreme God, which is above all. When
ancient sages, Mahatmas say that there is only one Supreme God, I came to know
that this experience of beholding Gods and Goddesses is only a siddhi in the
bhakthi cult. `
I have explained in detail beholding so many Gods and Goddesses in the
first part of my divine experiences. All those Gods and goddesses are not the
omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, omnific and endless Supreme God; but I
understood that there is one which is beyond all these and much more .In that
case, which is that? Which path one has to take in order to understand and realize
it? When one can experience that in a time frame? Is it possible to actually see it?
These were some of the hundred and odd questions which stared in my face and
started to pester me. A number of years passed before I could get convincing
answers to all of these questions. On this way, our family has to pay a huge price.
Inspire of all these huge losses and difficulties that I faced in my life, I have the
satisfaction of realizing my aim and goal of my life. I have written the
experiences that I underwent, which is spread over nearly three decades. These
experiences of the realization of God need not happen to others also. Majority of
these experiences happened to me while I was in deep meditation or while
performing pooja. There are a lot of varieties in these experiences.
Once, when I was performing pooja, the whole Universe disappeared and
only our house was floating in space. Afterwards, the other parts of our house
vanished leaving only the pooja room. Later, the pooja room also vanished
leaving behind Pushpaka Vimana in its place. I felt as though I was offering pooja
sitting inside that Pushpaka Vimana, which was made of pure gold and was
brilliantly dazzling. Another day, a Pushpaka Vimana landed beside our house. I
and my husband sat in it, which went around the world and came back. Although
it was traveling at a super-sonic speed, I did not feel it. The travel was
exhilarating. On the same day, our family and a few others journeyed around the
world once again and came back. Once, when I was bowing with folded hands
before the photo of God, I experienced the vanishing of the entire Universe
except our Pooja room. On the same evening – when it was raining- the entire
Universe vanished and I felt as though the rain was falling only on our house.
Once, I was sitting inside the Pushpaka Vimana wearing an OM crown. On the
same day, our house grew bigger than the world. I saw the world rotating inside
our house. I have seen my house- where I was born and brought up- and my
father’s factory in Doddaballapur floating in space many a time. In addition to
these, I saw Ghati Subrahmanya temple and its surrounding area also floating in
space. I also saw the entire Universe including the Earth and a number of
celestial bodies floating in space. I saw a portion of heaven floating. I came to
know that our real relatives are there. I heard a voice saying that my husband and
I are the leaders of the Universe. When the entire Universe vanished, I felt as
though I was standing alone. When we were circum-navigating the Universe
along with our house, I saw different Planets and other celestial bodies pass close
by. The view was really exhilarating. Our house and I were purified. I felt my
purified Soul becoming one with the God, which extends beyond the Universe.
We have traveled around the Universe many a times in the Pushpaka Vimana. On
the Ayudha Pooja day, we offered pooja too many of the articles in our house as
is done traditionally. Then, I heard a voice saying that there will be Universal
peace; people around the Universe will speak Kannada; Kannadigas will rule the
world and that we will travel the whole Universe with this worldly body.
Once Kamadhenu appeared in our pooja room and milched milk on the
idol of God, which spread over this earth and encompassed the entire universe. At
this point of time, I heard a voice saying that there is a big story behind as to why
Doddaballapur got its name. I felt all the planets, stars and the entire Universe
within my body and also I could feel their movement .I also felt that the power of
that God is responsible for their movement. I felt that the omnipresent God is
blessing me, when I bowed before the idol of God. I experienced a state where I
need not depend on any one or anything, when I became God. The earth also
started floating. Divine light engulfed the earth and universe. This can be seen
only with my divine eyes. Shoonya engulfed the earth and the universe. The
prana which has engulfed the universe entered inside me between the two eyes
and occupied my heart. ‘OM’ word appeared on my tongue .Then a realization
dawned in me that I could speak all the languages of the universe. All the rooms
of our house are floating in Shoonya separately .The power of the universe once
entered ‘OM’ which we worship and seemed to be controlled by my three bodies
and minds. The three bodies and minds of others also seem to be controlled by
my atman. At times, I felt complete detachment from this world. Yet at other
times I hear a voice saying ‘You will rule this universe’.
When a thought flashed before my mind regarding the ‘Punya’ that I have
earned till now, which was aimed to behold that Supreme God and to do good for
this universe, that ‘Punya’ encompassed the whole of universe and returned to my
body. I saw a bleak darkness engulfing Bangalore city, the earth and other
‘Lokas.I experienced God driving away this darkness. I also experienced that I
could travel about anywhere in the universe. Human being can do good or bad
using the enormous power of Kundalini. People misusing the power of this
Kundalini out number people who are doing good. I saw that power disappearing
from the entire universe. Once we had gone to see the Hebbal Lake near our
house where a beautiful garden has come up on one side where my ‘prana’ came
out of my heart, and passing through my head it encompassed the whole of
universe. Our three astral bodies went inside the earth and also the universe.
Once my astral body performed bharathanatya, first at the Bangalore
palace, then at Jakkur aerodrome and Devanahalli International Airport for the
goodness of the universe. Lastly, my astral body performed Bharathanatya
outside our house at the ‘Deva-moole’ (North-East corner) and then in front of
our pooja room. Once our house grew wings. Then the three of us in our astral
bodies flew to the Himalaya Mountain and landed along with our house. I heard a
voice saying, “You will rule the world from there”
I heard a voice saying, “Get up Leelavathi. Roar like a lion.” Then, all the
lions carved out of stone in the Universe roared. Other lions made out of Gold,
silver and other metals also roared. Then I heard a voice saying, “You will
become God at the earliest”. At that time, birds twittered, peacocks danced
opening their colorful plumage, Banadis flew in the sky. Peacocks, birds and
Banadis made out of different metals also danced. Then I understood perfectly
that an ordinary housewife can also conquer nature and the Universe. My mind
was wonderstruck at the grand spectacle of the extraordinary and beautiful scene
of the Devaganga falling down to the Earth from Heaven. This view of falling of
the Devaganga in the form of water from the sky to the Earth was really awe-
inspiring. Ganga was wearing a white silk sari. Her complexion resembled a red
Lotus flower. She had bedecked herself with flowers and was very beautiful. I
heard a voice say, “You are purer than the Ganga”. At this point of time, I
understood the act of purifying river water. The river water automatically gets
purified when we bathe in it.
Once, we had gone to Bhagamandala near Madikeri. There is a confluence
(Sangama) of three rivers by name Sujyothi, Kannika and Cauvery. Soon after
hearing the name of Sujyothi, I heard a voice saying, “I will come to your house
and light up your life”. I fully realized and was convinced that the said voice was
that of Sujyothi. From Bhagamandala we went to see the Abbe Falls, which is
near Madikeri. During the course of its flow, the Lokapavani River creates this
beautiful falls while cascading down a precipice. When I heard the name of
Lokapavani, I experienced extreme bliss.
Once when I was in a certain mood, I thought of “Swathi” pearl.
Immediately, a big pearl-oyster appeared on top of our house. When the cover
slowly opened, there was a pearl inside it. You and your real relatives are like
precious diamonds a voice said. I was fully convinced that the same was indeed
the “Swathi-Pearl”. Later, that pearl took the shape off my body and was really
beautiful to look at bedecked with Diamond ornaments. My body grew
enormously occupying the entire Universe. Till now, ‘Shoonya’ has encompassed
inside my body. But now, I am experiencing the ‘Shoonya’ encompassing my
enormous body, which has grown beyond this Universe. When I went to
Venkateswara Swamy temple and bowed before the idol with folded hands, I
experienced that I was bowing to the ‘Nirakara’ (Formless) God, which is
Omnipresent. I realized that this body is like a cloth and that the God is within
the body and also encompassing the whole Universe.
A number of my astral bodies came out of my physical body. These spread
across the whole of Universe reaching the places where ‘Yogis’ (irrespective of
caste and creed) had meditated and sat in all those places. Later, these bodies
grew as big as the Universe and merged with my enormous body. I experienced
all the power existing in the entire Universe entering my body.
Once, we had gone to the Kanva dam near Kengal, when I felt that my
eyes got purified. In all the ‘Lokas. ‘, many Yogis and Siddhas exist in different
layers. I experienced a Divine Light coming out of my body and guiding those
Yogis and Siddhas to our house. I also experienced that majority of them will
come to me for guidance after I become God, by taking re-birth in our real
relatives. At present, all these Yogis and Siddhas are present around our house in
deep meditation. Their bodies are shining with Divine Light. I realized and
experienced that if I win over this body, then I can definitely win this Universe
also. Once, the whole Universe disappeared and darkness engulfed. But then, my
body only was shining with Divine Light.
Once, my astral body grew wings, flew the entire Universe and after
returning merged into my physical body. The Ganga, Yamuna and Saraswathi
river water, supposed to be present between two eyebrows gushed and cleansed
my inner body. Later, the same water gushed out of my head and cleansed my
outer body.
Once, I was wearing a purple colored silk sari, a bright shining star
shooted up into the sky, from my astral body. I saw it positioned on top of our
Pooja room at a great distance. The light emanating from that engulfed the entire
Universe. My ‘Karana body’ reduced to a six inch body and merged with the
Supreme God residing in the heart of my physical body. I saw the entire Universe
bottled up within my ‘Karana body. Inspire of these divine experiences, I felt that
I was not in a position to offer any kind of help to our own family and people at
large. Then I heard a voice saying, “Will you not light up your home when you
are lighting up the entire Universe? Also, you always think of doing good to the
entire Universe, will it exclude your family? Good things will definitely happen –
when the time is ripe. “I experienced that I can expand up to the Universe and
even beyond it, as well as can as well become minute as an atom. I saw spiritual
light glowing in lamps in some of the buildings and Prayer Halls around the
World and the Universe. Once, when I partook the holy water (Theertha), nectar
which oozed from the throat reached my heart and later reached my stomach. I
heard a voice saying that this process has resulted in the achievement of
purification and concentration of the mind. Until now, I had eyes in each and
every atom of my body. Likewise, I experienced that the eyes in the whole
Universe will open, in order to realize and experience that one Supreme God.
“There is Divine Light in your body”, I heard a voice say.
I experienced my body grow enveloping the entire Universe and even
beyond where God is Omnipresent. In addition, I experienced that the entire
Universe will come under my control. Smaller and finer bodies came out of my
astral body and enveloped the whole of the Universe. Our house took the shape
of a boat and later it assumed the shape of an airplane. My astral body bathed in
Hogenkal Falls, Ganga, Yamuna, Sindhu, Saraswathi, Narmada, Godavari and
Cauvery rivers and returned to my physical body. The dirty water of Hogenkal
Falls vanished and in its place clean water appeared for about ten minutes in the
astral body. My astral body grew to about forty feet bedecked with Divine
ornaments, and stood beside the point where the three Seas confluence near
Kanyakumari. Then, a number of Gods and Goddesses bowed before my astral
body.
My astral body dipped itself three times in the ‘Amrutha Sarovara’
situated on Nandi Hills and returned enveloping my physical body from outside.
Then, my old physical body disappeared. Another time, my astral body dipped
itself three times in the ‘Manasa Sarovara’ situated in the Himalayas and merged
with my physical body. Once, I touched the birth place of the Arkavathi River
situated on Nandi Hills. Then I experienced some divine force entering my body
through my fingers. In view of this, I felt that there will not be any dearth of
water in most of the rivers world-wide in future. We had also gone to the birth
place of Palar River on Nandi Hills. When I touched that point, I felt that a
Divine power entering my body through my fingers and enveloping the whole
body. Likewise, I felt the Divine Power of all the rivers in the Universe entering
my physical body.
Once, the three of us were floating as white Swans in the waters of
Sankey Tank. While going in a paddle boat there, all the impurities form our
bodies and that of our real close relatives were purified. I heard a voice saying,
“You have become Paramahamsa”.We thought of visiting Kanyakumari.
Immediately, I saw a panoramic view of the Arabian Sea, Bay of Bengal, Indian
Ocean, India, Europe, Russia, Singapore and other places through my Third Eye.
I experienced that Gods and Goddesses are within me; but I am not within them. I
also experienced that these Gods and Goddesses have assumed different shapes
and names in different worlds in the Universe.
The three of us dipped ourselves three times in the Ganges River
situated at the ‘Triveni Sangama’ near Allahabad in our astral bodies and returned
to our individual physical bodies. Another time, our three astral bodies dipped in
the waters of the Tungabhadra River near Purandaradasa Mantapa near Hampi
and merged with our individual physical bodies at Bangalore. Once, wings
appeared on our three bodies. Then we flew circum-navigating the entire
Universe thrice. Our two bodies and the bodies of our children encompassed the
whole Universe. When I was flying in an airplane to Nepal over the Himalayas, I
felt that I am the God; I am in the Gowrishankar and I am the Omnipresent One.
When ordinary people bathe in the rivers, their dirt will join the river. But, I also
felt that when Mahatmas bathe, dirt in the river gets purified spiritually.
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