DeydreamBeliever

Changing the future

23/ 10/ 09

Changing the Future

Chapter 1: Packages
EPOV Edward, honey, a package came for you today, Esme remarked when we came home from school. What did you get me this time, Alice? I asked indifferently. Packages were a common occurrence in this house, thanks to Alices shopping obsession. Of course, due to her psychic visions, which included stock market trends, we had more money than we could spend in hundreds of years. This was comforting considering we were immortal vampires. It wasnt me this time, Alice protested. Her eyes glazed over momentarily as she used her gift to see what was in the package. I used my mind reading gift to watch the vision with her. I saw myself open the box and take out a set of four books. Then I saw myself curled up on my couch, reading all night and all the next day. Oh, just books. Enjoy your weekend, brother, she smirked, dismissing me and my package. She grabbed Jaspers hand and ran up the stairs with him. Rosalie and Emmett had long since disappeared into their bedroom. Thanks, Mom, I mumbled, kissing Esmes cheek. She beamed at me. I knew I had just made her week. I usually kept to myself, eschewing physical touch, but I knew how much it meant to Esme to threat her like my mother. She had been acting like a mother to me for about eighty years now. I loved her and would do anything for her. I grabbed the package and headed to my room. I sat on my black couch and tore open the box, eager for something new to stimulate my intellect. I took all four books out, resting them on the cushions beside me. I picked up the first book and dove right into the prologue.

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BPOV I was finishing packing my bags when I heard the doorbell. I opened the front door just in time to see the brown van drive away. I looked down and saw a square package on the front stoop. I bent down to lift it up and saw it was addressed to me. It got her just in time. Id be on a plane to Forks tomorrow. I sighed and pushed that thought to the back of my mind. Id made my choice and, by golly, Id live by it. Even if it killed me. The box was heavier than I expected, and I lugged it back to my room. I didnt see any return address on it, and I wondered if Renee and Phil had gotten me a going away present. I tore into the box and was delighted to find four books. I loved reading, and now I had something new to read on the plane. At least these would help the first weekend pass by quickly. Id much rather read than feel anxious about starting a new school on Monday. Mom was so sweet to think of me like that. I left my room to hunt her down. I found her in the garage, searching through boxes, a pile of discarded items surrounding her. I sighed. Oh, well. This time she can clean up her own mess. Thanks for the new books, Mom, I stated enthusiastically. She looked up at me wearing a puzzled expression. What books, honey? How odd. Renee couldnt lie any better than I could, so I knew it wasnt her. Never mind, I answered, brushing off her query. The flight takes off rather early tomorrow, so Im going to bed right after dinner. Good idea, honey, she responded absently, her mind already back on her search. I shrugged and went to the kitchen to start dinner. I whipped up some spaghetti and ate at the table by myself. I knew my Mom would get to hers whenever her hunger was strong enough to break into her thoughts. I was used to eating alone. I went back to my room, putting the final items into my bags. I sat on my bed, looking around my room, thinking about all the people and things I was leaving behind. I refused to give in to despair. I prepared for bed and got under the covers. This was the last night in this house, in this room, in this bed. Tomorrow, I would go to cold, dreary, rainy Forks to live with my father, whom I had only seen for two weeks each year. I did my best to will myself to sleep. I tossed and turned, my mind refusing to settle down and allow me a few hours of peace. Finally, I gave up on sleep. I decided to start reading my new book, hoping it would help pass the time and calm my nerves. I grabbed it out of my carry-on where I had placed it. I settled up against the headboard with my legs under the covers. There were two pale hands holding a red apple under the title Twilight. I wondered what it was about. Time to find out. I opened it up to the prologue and began reading.

EPOV I was shocked and appalled as I read. Several chapters into it, I turned to the author information. I didnt recognize the name or the picture. How did this Stephenie Meyer know all my familys secrets? How dare she publish this information, exposing us to the world? Did she know what the Volturi would do to her for this? This was serious business. There was no way the Volturi would believe we had no part in this. Our whole family was in grave danger. I decided I had better read all the books and find out just how much this woman knew. The books were long, but reading at vampire speed, I would be finished some time tomorrow.

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BPOV I stopped reading, staring at the page in shock. The first chapter was all about me. Who knew me well enough to write this? It had only just been decided. I flipped quickly to the author information. I stared blankly at the picture. Who was Stephenie Meyer? How did she know me and my family? I was certain I had never seen her before in my life. This was really weird. I decided to keep reading and was soon drawn into the story, certain it must be fictional. Yet it was so true to my character and personality. I could really see myself behaving just like the Bella in the book. A little part of my heart kept asking, What if its real? What if Edward is just as real as I am and Charlie is? I stayed up really late, unable to put the book down. I finally finished the book, but felt dissatisfied with the ending. Then I made the mistake of reading the teaser chapters at the end of the book. What a cliffhanger! There was no way I could stop there, surrounded by thirsty vampires! I quickly scrambled to grab New Moon. I read until I got to the point the chapters were mere single word place holders depicting the passage of time. I set the book aside. He left me. How could he leave me? I felt devastated, though clearly not nearly as devastated as I did in the book. I had hope, knowing there were still 2 2/3 books left in the series. I had to be up and at em in two short hours. I felt a few hot tears squeeze out as I closed my eyes, falling rapidly to sleep. EPOV I pinched the bridge of my nose as I read Bellas response to me leaving her. I was certain, knowing myself, that I had left loving her still, but wanting to protect her from becoming a monster like me. After all, vampires mate for life, for eternity. Having declared myself, there was no way I would have gotten tired of her. It was impossible for my kind to fall out of love. The only way I could have intentionally left my mate would have been if I truly believed shed be better off without me, but it would kill me inside to walk away. By the end of New Moon, I was feeling pretty stupid and mad at myself. I had royally screwed things up and hurt so many people, according to the story. The worst part was admitting to myself I really would have behaved that way in those situations. I really was a sick masochistic lion, to push away and destroy the woman who made my heart sing in some twisted hope she would be better off without me. I quickly moved on to Eclipse, not wanting to dwell any longer on the revelations I was having about myself, my insecurities, and my weaknesses. By the end of Eclipse, I was ready to hunt down Jacob Black and tear him limb from limb. Id never even met him, never even met Bella, but I was ready to rip him to shreds for what he did to my imaginary mate in a story book. How pathetic could I get? I figured Id better read Breaking Dawn and find out the answer to that question. I read Breaking Dawn in a constant state of shock. I made love to Bella while she was human? And other than the first time, when I didnt know what to expect, it was not only possible but glorious? A baby? I could have a baby with Bella? Jacob imprinted on my daughter? Bella was the perfect newborn and had an awesome gift that allowed her to protect our family from the Volturi and also allowed me to read her mind? Our child would grow to adulthood and then live forever? By the time I reached our happy ever after ending, I was completely blown away. I picked up Twilight, wanting to read it again. To my surprise, the book was completely blank, including the cover. All the pages were blank, there was no cover picture, no title, no author. I was suddenly extremely thankful I had a perfect memory. Never had I been so grateful. I realized I now had nothing to show anyone else. All four books were completely erased. I couldnt tell my family theyd never believe it. Well, they knew I didnt lie, so they would believe me eventually, but I realized I didnt want to share any of this yet.

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After coming to know Bella through the books, I had come to several realizations. I was already in love with Isabella Swan, who may not even exist. If she was real, I would never leave her. I wanted to marry her and have a child with her. I would not hesitate to change her when the time was right. Jacob Black the whole love triangle thing wasnt going to happen I would not do anything to cause the Volturi to pay attention to my family. I would do whatever we needed to stay under their radar. I knew something strange and magical was happening, because the books had erased themselves. Hopefully, that meant the books had never actually been published and the Volturi would have no idea of their existence. I immediately went to the computer and searched for Stephenie Meyer on the internet. I was very relieved to not that no one matched the description on the cover. I felt a huge weight lift from my shoulders. My family was not currently in danger. Now I just needed to determine whether or not she was real and when she was coming. I had heard through the grapevine that Chief Swans daughter was coming to live with him, but I hadnt cared enough to pay attention to the gossip before. I drove into Forks and parked in front of the police station. I relaxed, letting my mind drift into the building to pick up the stray thoughts of the people inside. . . . I think Ill have ravioli for dinner tonight . . . . . . I am so tired. I cant wait until my shift is over . . . . . . Theres no way they can pin this on me. Nobody saw what I did . . . . . . I wonder how Bella is settling in, probably unpacking today . . . She was here! Now to see if there was any truth to the story. One whiff of her scent was all I needed to confirm or disprove it. I drove to Charlies house, spotting his cruiser parked out front. I parked nearby and walked up to the car. I opened the passenger side door and was immediately hit with a scent that set my throat on fire. Venom pooled in my mouth, and I knew my eyes were black. I quickly but quietly shut the door and ran back to my car. It was true! First things first, I needed to hunt. Now. I was back home in minutes. Everyone looked up at me as I raced through the door. Esme gasped as she noticed my eyes. What happened, honey? She fretted, coming over to take a closer look. I caught a whiff of a delicious human scent and realized Id let myself get too thirsty. I need to hunt now, and I was hoping youd all come with me, I confessed. I really wanted them to be fully satiated before they encountered my Bella on Monday, but I couldnt tell them that. They were all shocked that Id actually asked them to come with me.

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. . . Boy, hes really panicky. Thats not like him. It mustve been a close one. Glad it wasnt me for once . . . Jasper sent me a wave of calm and smiled reassuringly. Im a little thirsty myself. Id be glad to keep you company, Jasper proclaimed. Alice started searching the future. She clasped Jaspers hand and smiled at me too. Of course well join you, she remarked. I can see were going to have a lot of fun on this trip. Awesome! Emmett shouted. I challenge you all to a contest to see who can catch three different species of animals first. Rosalie rolled her eyes at Emmett, but she had been watching me with concern. . . . Since when does Mr. Perfect lose control of his thirst? . . . Why dont you kids go on ahead and go? Carlisle will be home soon, and Id rather wait for him. . . . Unless you particularly want me to come along, Edward? . . . Esme eyed me with concern. I smiled and shook my head, trying to relieve her mind. You two deserve a little time alone. Why dont you just enjoy our absence tonight? I suggested. She grinned happily, a mischievous twinkle in her eye. Well, now Im definitely going, Rosalie complained in feigned annoyance. . . . Nice job, Edward. That was really thoughtful. They really dont get much time to themselves. . . She sounded both surprised and pleased with me. Im surprised at you, Edward Cullen! Emmett teased. Of course, you probably think theyre going to sit around playing chess all night. We all started laughing, including Esme. Thats exactly what I was picturing, Emmett, I joked. And I plan to hunt far enough away so that is the only image I receive regarding their interactions tonight. Amen to that, little brother, Jasper agreed. Everyone started laughing again. I could tell they were confused by my convivial demeanor. Was I really such a dull fellow then? I thought back over the past eighty odd years. Yep, I guess I was a regular stick in the mud. Well, all that was about to change. I had found a reason to embrace life in this existence. Bella was going to make me a new man. What are you waiting for, lazybones? I called out, dashing out the back door and into the woods. I heard their laughter as they pounded behind me. I was the fastest and could outrun them if I wanted, but I slowed down to allow them to catch up to me. Rules for your contest, Emmett? I asked lightheartedly. Okay, three animals, three different species. Animals must weigh over a hundred pounds. The first one to drain three different animals, bury them, and return to the house receives a forfeit from the last one back, he announced eagerly. Ready, set, go! We all shot off to go our own ways. I decided I really wanted to win. I ran toward my secret meadow. I caught the scent of a herd of elk rather quickly. I jumped on one and drained it, disposing of the carcass neatly. I was extremely pleased to note a nearby lynx. This was my

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lucky day. I rapidly dispatched it before heading deeper into the wilderness. I found a lone timber wolf, its paw caught in a trap. It was chewing its own leg off trying to escape. I put the poor thing out of its misery and mangled the trap beyond repair. Poachers didnt belong in a national forest. I cleaned up after myself and headed back to the house. I had only been gone a few hours, able to find the necessary animals nearby. I entered the house quietly, not wanting to disturb my parents if they were busy. A few minutes after I entered though, Carlisle came downstairs. . . . Ahh, Edward. I was hoping it was you. . . . Is everything okay, son? Esme told me you seemed rather bothered earlier, he mentioned casually, his love and compassion radiating out toward me. I smiled at him. All better now, Carlisle, I replied easily. I just let myself get too thirsty. He nodded understandingly. . . . Im glad you resisted, son . . . So am I, I muttered under my breath. I knew he heard me anyway. He chuckled, slapped me on the back, and headed back upstairs to the master suite. Hey, Carlisle, note the time, I called after him. I think Im the first one back, so I guess Ill win the contest. I decided to go back out and check on Charlies house while waiting for my siblings to return. I ran over to the Swan residence. I heard their heartbeats and their breathing and knew the chief and his daughter were both asleep. I snuck in the back door. Her scent permeated the kitchen. My throat burned despite the blood I had gorged on earlier. I knew from the books I would get used to the burn, even learn to ignore it, and that Bella was worth the effort and the pain. I found the laundry room and saw two of her outfits in the dirty clothes hamper. Trying not to think of how this would look to a third party, I grabbed one of her dirty socks, thrusting it into my pocket. I then skedaddled back outside. I dashed into the woods, relieved to inhale the fresh air. I have myself one clean breath, before resigning myself to self-torture. As I walked toward my house, I held the sock to my nose, inhaling deeply, forcing myself to become desensitized to her mouthwatering aroma. I decided not to go back inside the house. I perched in a tree instead, with a good view of the house, so I could watch for the return of my brothers and sisters. I continued to punish myself with her scent, forcing myself to learn to ignore it as I contemplated all the things I had learned about my Bella. Frankly, I was awestruck. A beautiful, innocent, intelligent, selfless human woman loved me, or would anyway. She saw me as an angel, instead of a monster. She was willing to give up everything to spend forever with me. I would treasure her from the very beginning this time, knowing she belonged with me and feeling confident in the strength of her feelings for me. No wasting precious time with regrets. The big question was how do I approach her? I sat in the tree for hours, considering and rejecting different scenarios. Finally, I decided I just had to see her face. The burn in my throat was painful, but manageable. I had gotten used to its constant presence for the past few hours.

I jumped down from the tree, maintaining the socks proximity to my nose. I briefly pondered the fact that all of my siblings had yet to return. I mentally shrugged. My goal had been to make sure none of them were thirsty tomorrow for Bellas first day of school. I was quickly outside the Swan residence staring up at her bedroom window. It was wide open! Why would her window be open in the middle of winter? I tucked the sock back into my pocket and leapt up to her windowsill. She was sitting up in her bed reading. I

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gasped as I recognized the title and noticed three other books stacked on her bedside table. She looked up at the sound. Our eyes met, and I was lost.

Chapter 2: Meeting of the Minds

BPOV Instead of unpacking, I had been reading constantly since I first started Twilight. I only stopped when absolutely necessary. Charlie probably thought I was crazy. I had hardly even spoken to him since I got her. I would have to make it up to him tonight. I was completely enthralled with this story of my life. If only it were real. But, really, vampires and werewolves? I wasnt born yesterday. I was so relieved to get to the last chapter of Breaking Dawn and enjoy the happily ever after this Stephenie Meyer person had granted my character. I did always enjoy a Disney style fairytale ending. I was lingering over the last sentence, when I heard a gasp. I glanced up into the eyes of an angel. I recognized him instantly. Pale skin, dark circles, butterscotch eyes, bronze messy hair, flawless features. I noticed he was staring at me just as intensely as I stared at him. For a moment, I blushed and felt self-conscious. He smiled when I blushed, and I relaxed, knowing from the books that he saw me the same way I saw him. In his eyes, I was beautiful, an angel. I might consider him delusional. I might not see it myself, but I would not doubt his feelings for me. Look how much trouble my low self-esteem caused my character in the story. Edward! I breathed, hardly daring to believe my eyes. Perhaps I had actually fallen asleep and was now dreaming? I pinched myself to be sure. Yep, definitely awake. Bella! he murmured reverently. May I enter? I smiled at his friendly formality. Please do. I closed the Breaking Dawn book and set it down on my nightstand. Edward climbed in and casually strolled toward the bed. How are you handling your thirst? I wondered, confused. He smiled and gestured toward the books.

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I received the same four books in an anonymous package. I snuck into your house earlier and grabbed your sock from the laundry hamper. Ive spent the last six hours becoming accustomed to your scent. It really is overwhelmingly delicious, he confessed with a crooked grin. My heartbeat sped up at the sight, and his grin got wider. I blanched at the idea of him sniffing my dirty sock, but I was thankful for anything that allowed him to be this close to me. Then his first words registered. Youve read the whole Twilight series too? I asked in astonished delight. He nodded solemnly. Well, that certainly makes things easier. He nodded again, reaching for my books. May I? I nodded, curious. Was there something in particular he wanted to ask or point out to me? He sighed as he quickly flipped through them, then handed them to me. I was dismayed to see they were all completely blank. What happened? I shrieked in dismay. The same thing happened to mine when I finished reading them. I dont know why. Because weve already changed the story, I whispered, having a brief epiphany. He looked surprised, then nodded thoughtfully. Youre right, we have. Frankly, Im relieved. There are several major things Id like to change. Its good to know we can. Please dont leave me, I begged, thinking back to New Moon. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently. I wont, I promise, he claimed firmly. I already know it would be an absolute disaster. And I will change you when the time comes. Now that I know you wont regret it, Im not afraid. I beamed at him. Two major victories already, and we just met! I silently sent up a prayer of intense gratitude and blessing for Ms. Meyers forethought in sending us the books. Im already in love with you, Edward, I confessed, hoping he felt the same. I will love you forever, Isabella Marie Swan, he professed. Im very thankful youre real and not a fictional character. I laughed, knowing he had started falling in love with me through the books, just as I had done for him. I will gladly marry you when the time comes, and I would love to have a child with you. His face became radiant with joy, and he practically exploded with excitement and happiness. Absolutely! he eagerly agreed. Then his face became serious. What about Jacob? Yes, Jacob. I definitely dont want to hurt him or you like that. However, he is clearly meant to be part of our lives. I thought about where it went wrong with him, how he got knocked off the best friend track and onto the romantic interest track. Im fairly certain I messed everything up when I flirted with him at the beach to learn more about you. I used him then, deliberately leading him on to get information. I sent him the wrong signals, leading him to think I might be interested in pursuing a romantic relationship with him, and causing him to consider me in a romantic light. I wont do that this time. Hmmm, you may be right. I hesitate to have him anywhere near you though.

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I smiled at him, squeezing his hand reassuringly. I will always choose you, Edward, and since you arent going to leave me, I wont need him to stitch me back together. But we need to befriend Jacob. We need the support of the wolves, and he is the true Alpha. Besides, there is a good chance hell be part of our family some day. Dont remind me, he muttered, wincing at the thought of Jacob imprinting on our newborn daughter. Yeah, this time we move before the birth and dont let any wolves near her until shes older. Im willing to share my child with our family, but Id like to keep that special devotion all to ourselves for a while. He grinned, silently agreeing with me. It had been incredibly irksome in the story for her to be just as attached to Jacob as she was to her own parents. I think we should befriend Jacob, Quil, and Embry as soon as possible. According to the books, we have a whole year for them to get to know you and your family before they become wolves. That could change if they start spending time with the vampires, of course. However, if they were already friends with all of you, if they knew you were people too, think what that could do to the alliance. Also, well need permission for you to change me, so we dont violate the treaty. I know we could do that if we have Jacob on our side, I encouraged. I waited for several minutes while he mulled over my idea. So, what do you think? I asked when I couldnt stand the silence any longer. He flashed me a wide grin. I think youre brilliant! Well, obviously you wont be watching my family play baseball any time soon. I want you to join us for lunch tomorrow at school. I made sure we all went hunting last night. What other suggestions do you have? Instead of asking Jasper to keep his distance, he should spend lots of time around me so he can acclimate to my scent, just like you do. Then he wont lose it so easily if I get injured around him. Also, we should actively help him increase his control. He did that in the book after my birthday, and his control increased dramatically, I suggested. Besides, if he feels your emotions, have you ever considered he might feel your thirst too? Can you imagine how difficult it must be for him if he must master not only his own thirst, but also the thirst six other vampires add to his own? You consider him the weakest link, believing he struggles so much because he drank human blood for so long, but its possible hes actually one of the strongest, resisting despite the amplified thirst he feels around the rest of you. Yet he doesnt even realize it. He thinks of himself as weak, not understanding why he struggles more than the rest of you do. I watched him mull all this over for several minutes. Ive realized a lot of things about the way I behave and way I treat others. I agree with your logic. Ive hurt my family in different ways, and I intend to make amends, starting with Rosalie, he mused. I will reassure Rosalie that I intend to have a child and want her to help raise it. Id like to name Emmett and Rose godparents to our child, I recommended cautiously. Thats an excellent idea, love, Edward agreed enthusiastically. Do you feel weird that we are seriously discussing godparents for our future child when we only met a few minutes ago? I asked, concerned I was moving too fast. He laughed and tapped my nose with his index finger.

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During the past few days, Ive lived through roughly two years with you. I already know you better than I did in the book, since I had access to your thoughts. I was very thankful the books were almost entirely in your point of view. Besides, vampires mate for eternity. Ive already fallen in love with you and made the crucial changes. Your hold on me is irrevocable and unbreakable. I will always love you, no matter what. I feel the same way. I learned a great deal about myself too. One thing I realized is you and your family give gifts as an expression of your love and affection. Its obvious money is no object for you guys, that money is virtually meaningless to your family. Thus, the gifts you give are never about money, but are always from the heart. You are taking your valuable time and attention and expending an effort to think about me and what would make me happy. I can see that my pride and feelings of unworthiness are what prevented me from accepting gifts. Reading it as an outsider, I suddenly realized that when I reject your gifts, part of you feels like Im rejecting you, your love and affection, that I dont consider your time, attention, and effort to be worthwhile. So Im going to forget my money qualms, knowing Alice can always make more, faster than even she can spend it. We both laughed at that, knowing her shopping obsession, but also knowing her psychic skills with the stock market paid for it a thousand times over. I continued thinking aloud, Also, while I dont really like to be the center of attention, I realize its part and parcel of being with you, since youre so gorgeous, and youre worth it, worth all the whispers and stares were going to get. Besides, I really dont give a flying flip what those kids at school think. At least I already know Angela and Ben are the only ones worth knowing. Plus, Ill reassure Rose I wont give away your secrets, and I wont be changed until Im dying. That way, shell know Im not just throwing my human life away. Hopefully, that will help her get over her jealousy and hard feelings. Ill do my best to help with that. It seemed in the story that I didnt express my feelings for you clearly to her, probably because I was so conflicted in the beginning, trying uselessly to ignore you. Once Rose understands I love you the way she loves Emmett, I hope shell come around. I dont want to tell the family all about the story, if you dont mind. Maybe you could just say you got a package from some psychic named Stephenie Meyer, who wrote you all about us, but the words disappeared after you read them. Ill say I got one too that told me all about you and offered some warnings of things to avoid, but the words disappeared after I read them, so I had nothing to show anyone else. I dont want to scare them or cause unnecessary hard feelings, especially since were doing things differently this time around. What do you think? Yeah, I agree sometimes ignorance is bliss. You know I cant lie at all, but that story tells the truth and nothing but the truth. It just doesnt tell the whole truth. I can certainly work with that. Okay, I need to get back to my family before they get suspicious. If you dont mind, Id like to come back tonight after Charlie is asleep. He was visibly nervous, wondering if he had stepped over the line. Id love that! I exclaimed happily. He gave me his crooked smile, leaned forward to gently press his lips to mine, and was out the window before my brain could even process the fact that hed kissed me. Wow! Yep, I was hopelessly in love with a vampire. I jumped out of bed, eager to start my day. EPOV I stood still for a brief minute under Bellas window, touching my fingers to my lips. They were still tingling from our kiss. I felt like shouting for joy. I finally found my mate after all these years, and she was absolutely wonderful. I struggled to get my emotions under control as I

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ran slowly back to the house. I wasnt ready to reveal her existence to the family yet. Tomorrow would be soon enough. I couldnt force myself to feel detached like I did before. Finally, I thought about leaving her, not permanently that was too painful, but for a two week hunting trip. Yep, that brought my mood plummeting to a more normal level for the preBella me. Jasper would probably still be confused with my array of emotions, but it was the best I could do. I heard voices inside arguing, with accusations of cheating being flung about. I rushed into the house. My siblings were fighting while Carlisle and Esme sat on the couch watching.

Chapter 3: Setting the Stage

EPOV Whereve you been? Alice asked as soon as she spotted me. Dont you already know? I questioned, wondering if shed seen any visions of me with Bella. No, she growled crossly. Ive been too busy to look for you. I nodded. Ive been back for hours, I bragged. I got tired of waiting around for the rest of you. What took you so long? All four of them smirked at me condescendingly. You wouldnt understand, but I can assure you we weren't playing chess, Emmett sneered playfully. Rose was last, so she pays the forfeit. Only because Jasper cheated! she shrieked indignantly. Fine, name your forfeit, Eddie. She was trying to provoke me by using the nickname I hated, but I chose to ignore it. I had bigger fish to fry. Hmmm, I hummed, pretending to think. I already knew exactly what I wanted. I allowed an evil grin to cross my face. I know! Im going to invite a human to join us at lunch tomorrow, and you have to be nice to her the whole time. My whole family gasped in shock. What?! Rose screamed. A human girl? No freakin way. Youve got to be kidding me, Emmett complained. Why should the rest of us have to suffer for her forfeit?

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I cant believe youre absolutely serious about this, completely determined, Jasper added. Have you lost your mind? Do we have to eat human food? Alice asked in disgust. Four minds screamed at me in protest. Son, do you think thats a good idea? Carlisle inquired hesitantly, his glance flickering momentarily to Jasper. Im confident Jasper can handle it. If I can, so can he, I responded firmly. Wow, Ive never felt this kind of trust from him before. Did his experience yesterday help him understand me better? Thanks, Edward! Ill be fine, Jasper stated confidently. Alice quickly searched the future. Yes, itll be fine. She eats lunch, but none of us do. It doesnt seem to bother her. Nobody talks much. I dont recognize her. Must be Chief Swans daughter, the new girl, Alice announced. Oh, well. Its only half an hour. I can scare her off afterward. Fine, Ill be nice to her during lunch, Rosalie sighed, resigned. But shell probably be too nervous to eat. This could be fun! Emmett plotted, rubbing his hands together. I didnt even bother telling him to be nice. According to the Twilight series, Bella loved Emmett and took his teasing in stride as long as it was nonsexual, and shed get her own back once she was a newborn. Rosalie, I wondered if you would go for a walk with me, I offered hopefully. Why me? I wanted to speak with you privately for a few minutes. Okay. She nodded. We headed into the forest, far enough so we wouldnt be overheard, before she turned to me expectantly. Well? I was thinking back to when you were changed. Oh, no. She turned away from me. What about it? I realized how I must have sounded to you. I was feeling selfish. I was used to having Carlisle and Esme all to myself, and I knew we would all have to help take care of you as a newborn. I guess I felt similar to the way most older children feel when their parents have another child. I was jealous that Carlisle chose to change someone else. I felt like our family was complete with just the three of us. I resented that we had to move to hide your existence. Plus, you were so beautiful as a human girl. You thought I was beautiful? Of course I did. Im not blind, you know! She turned back to look me in the eye, judging my sincerity.

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As a vampire, you became the most beautiful woman I had ever seen. I knew you would always be noticed no matter where we went. Your overwhelming beauty would command attention, when our whole existence required blending in, avoiding notice. I was afraid you would expose us without even trying, because men would watch you wherever we went. She smiled at me. I can understand your point of view. Im sorry if I hurt you with my negativity and apparent rejection. She was surprised I understood how she felt. Please forgive me, Rose. I love you, and Im really glad youre my sister. This family is much better for having you and Emmett in it. Wow, thanks, Edward. I didnt have any idea you felt that way. I forgive you, Edward. But why didnt you even consider me as a possible mate? Ahh, Rose. If I were a human man, of course I would have, but I was and am a vampire. Vampires have soulmates, and they usually recognize them almost instantly. Reading Carlisles and Esmes thoughts, I had a good idea of what that would feel like. I didnt feel that pull toward you, so I knew you werent the one destined for me. I knew you would never be more than a sister in my eyes. Having experienced the love Carlisle and Esme shared, I refused to settle for anything else. You share that same love with Emmett. Having experienced that love, can you really imagine yourself in a relationship with someone else? No, I cant. It wouldnt be worth it. So, it was nothing personal, Rose. I could quickly tell we werent meant to be a couple. You were destined for Emmett, not for me. She nodded in understanding. Thank you, Edward. Thats always bothered me all these years, but now I know the truth and it sets me free. She smiled. Youre a wonderful sister though. She grinned. Now I know youre flattering me. Dont worry, Im not mad about the human. And I forgive you for being a selfish prick all those years ago. She giggled and took off for the house. I pretended to give chase, but I was pondering the change in Rosalie. Just that one conversation seemed to have lifted a weight off her shoulders and removed a shadow from her eyes. I shuddered to think how much I had unknowingly hurt her all those years ago with just a few careless words. When I came inside, Carlisle and Esme were sitting side by side on the couch reading. I walked over to Esme and pulled her up into my embrace, hugging her tightly. Carlisles eyes widened in surprise. I just wanted to tell you how blessed Ive been to have you as a mother all these years. I dont know how you continually put up with us, but Im very thankful you do. Youre the reason we are a family and not just a coven. Youre the glue that holds us together. Without you, our family would fall apart. You make each house into a home for us and youre always there for us when we need you. Thanks, Mom, for everything. Esme squeezed me tighter and I kissed the top of her head. Voices chorused from the second story.

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Yeah, youre awesome, Mom! The greatest! The best ever! Thanks, Mom. We love you. Esmes thoughts were jumbled and chaotic. She was actually sobbing, but I knew she was just overwhelmed with happy emotions. Carlisle stood up and took her into his embrace. What brought this on, son? Ive just been thinking a lot about my family, and I realized some things about myself as well. I wanted to give credit where credit was due. Thank you for saving me all those years ago and for adopting me as your son. I wouldnt want this existence without your love and guidance. Without you as my father, I would truly be a monster. However, you are my daily inspiration to be something more. Thank you, Dad. Now Carlisle was the one choked up with emotion. The voices sounded out again. We love you too, Dad. Youre an inspiration to us all. Thanks for teaching me a better way to live. Thanks for saving me, Dad. Carlisle sank down onto the sofa, cradling Esme in his arms. They clung to one another. Thank you, children. We love you all, they replied in unison, smiling into each others eyes. I went upstairs to kill some time until I could return to my Bella. BPOV Time had dragged by all day. I felt like the clock was turning backwards when I wasnt watching it. I had unpacked all my bags, cleaned and organized my room, gone grocery shopping, and made several casseroles. I already had dinner prepared for the next three days. My mind spent the entire day thinking about the Cullens, about all the mistakes Edward and I made in the Twilight series, and how we could do things differently this time. I had retired to bed early, too excited to calmly sit and make small talk with Charlie. I did hug him goodnight and thank him wholeheartedly for having me. Because of him, I had met my soulmate, and I knew my time with Charlie was short. I got ready for bed, climbed under the covers and let my thoughts drift to Edward again. Finally, I heard Charlie shuffle off to bed. About fifteen minutes later, my angel appeared through my window. Edward closed his eyes, inhaling deeply. After about five minutes of deep breathing, he opened his eyes and smiled at me. He came over and sat beside me on the bed, taking my hand in his. My siblings know youre going to sit with us at lunch tomorrow. They dont know anything else about you. I had a good talk with Rosalie that should help reduce some of the jealousy. Also, she lost a contest today, so her forfeit was to be nice to the human tomorrow at lunch.

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It doesnt give you much time to make a good first impression, but at least she wont be openly hostile for your first meeting, he explained. Thanks, Edward, I murmured gratefully, staring into his eyes. My heartbeat picked up a bit, and he smiled my favorite smile. My mind went blank. So thats what its like to be dazzled. I closed my eyes and shook my head. No fair dazzling me! He chuckled, clearly pleased with himself. Once you get your schedule, Im going to try to match my schedule to yours. Now that Ive found you, I want to spend as much time together as possible. Works for me! I was so bored today. I missed you already and couldnt wait for Charlie to go to sleep so you could come over. I even considered slipping a couple of sleeping pills into his dinner. He raised an eyebrow at me. Well, I didnt seriously consider it, but it did cross my mind, I admitted. He laughed quietly. You need to get some sleep. Youve got a big day tomorrow. Brand new school, possessive vampire boyfriend, lunch with five vampires. Not your typical Monday. Bedtime for the human. Besides, Im looking forward to your sleep talking. I wonder if youll say my name. I groaned, Probably. I wanted to protest, but I hadnt had much sleep this weekend, trying to finish the books. My eyelids were starting to close of their own accord. I snuggled down under my covers and rested my head on his thigh, draping my arm across his legs. He ran his fingers through my silky brown locks for a few minutes. Then he started lightly massaging my temple, followed by my neck and shoulders. By the time he started on my back, I was sound asleep.

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Chapter 4: Shocking the Students

BPOV I woke up the next morning in Edwards embrace. As I began to stir, he released me. I opened my eyes to find myself staring directly into his gold ones. He smiled and my heart flipped. You stayed! Youre real! Youre wonderful! I was beyond ecstatic. I was positively euphoric. His eyes flicked to my lips. I stopped breathing. Would he kiss me? He gently lowered his lips to mine. I threw my arm around him, trying to hold him there, though I knew it was futile. He didnt pull away. Our lips moved against each other, the sensation incredibly pleasant. He pulled away as I started to feel lightheaded. Breathe, Bella, he reminded me with a chuckle. I quickly relieved my screaming lungs. Time to get up and get ready for school. Are you sure we cant just stay here and practice kissing all day? I begged. I guess the book was right about you, he teased, running his fingers down my cheek. I groaned. Ive decided not to be such a prude. Obviously, it is possible to be intimate with one another while youre still human. Ill have to work into it slowly, but not as slowly as I did in the book. I felt relieved and amazed at this incredible man who wanted me, needed me, loved me. And he was all mine. Forever. And he wanted to be intimate with me. I was willing to work into it. We could take it slowly. As long as we were making progress, I wouldnt ask for more. Okay, time for my human moment. Ill see you at school? Count on it! he exclaimed as he jumped out the window. Today was going to be an incredible day. EPOV Jasper kept giving me funny looks on the way to school, but none of the others paid attention to me. After we went our separate ways, I returned to the parking lot to wait for Bella. I heard her truck long before I saw it. I was going to have to do something about that old thing, as soon as she would let me. Maybe for Valentines Day? Her eyes lit up when she saw me, and she headed straight for me after she parked. We walked side by side into the school.

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First test, I whispered, as I held the office door open for her. Her eyes widened as she remembered the first day office scene from Twilight. She entered confidently anyway and went right up to Mrs. Copes desk. I followed her in, allowing the door to close behind me. Hello, Im Bella Swan. Todays my first day, and I need to pick up my schedule, she greeted Mrs. Cope with a smile. Ah, yes, Charlies daughter, right? Ill just print it out for you. So what do you think of Forks so far? Im optimistic that Im really going to like it here, Bella stated with a grin. . . . What a nice girl. So pretty too. . . Here you go, dear. I hope you have a great day! she enthused, handing Bella her paperwork. Bella thanked her, subtly holding up her schedule so I could read it. Wait in the hall for me, I whispered as she brushed past. Her scent had permeated the small room, but I was still under control, thanks to all the time I had already spent with her. Mrs. Cope saw me waiting and beckoned me forward. What can I do for you, Edward? . . . Anything and I mean anything. No, no. Too young. But so hot! . . . I deliberately dazzled her, summoning up all my charm. I really need to change my schedule, Mrs. Cope. I heard the door open and looked behind me to see Alice come waltzing into the room. She quickly joined me at the desk. Me too! I groaned too quietly for Mrs. Cope to hear, before ramping up the charm. Alice added her own dazzling charm and Mrs. Cope didnt stand a chance. We soon both had a schedule almost identical to Bellas. . . . Why are you doing this, Edward? I only saw that you were, not why. . . . Bella, I breathed. . . . . Bella Swan? The new girl? . . . . I nodded briefly on our way out the door. . . . . Why? . . . . I knew she was watching me, but I only had eyes for the girl waiting in the hallway. She smiled at me, and I grinned back. I heard Alice gasp. . . . . What on earth? Youre lit up like a Christmas tree. . . . Both our schedules match yours now, love, I assured my mate. Wed better head to class. . . . . Love? . . . Alice thought in shock, turning to look at Bella.

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Alice! Bella squealed, throwing her arms around my sister. The look on Alices face at being greeted so enthusiastically by a human was priceless. Were going to be best friends, even though you do force me to go shopping with you and torture me with makeover sessions! Alice froze for a second at the unexpected embrace, then returned the hug. She quickly checked the future and saw the truth of Bellas words. She squealed and squeezed her tighter. Cant . . . breathe. . . Bella gasped. Oops! Sorry! Alice apologized, immediately letting go and stepping back. Bella stumbled, but I was already prepared to catch her. Thats okay, Bella laughed. I have a feeling Ill soon get used to it. . . . . Shes your mate?! . . . . Alice screamed in her head as we walked to class. I nodded happily. . . . . Wow! Does she know about us? . . . . I nodded again. . . . . You told her?! . . . . I shook my head. . . . . Then, how? . . . . Ill tell you later, I promised, speaking so softly only she could hear me. . . . . Okay! . . . . We all handed our paperwork to the teacher. She eyed us curiously. Do you guys already know each other? Bella is a friend of the family, I answered smoothly. Bella blushed and nodded at the same time Alice did. Mrs. Taylor arranged for the three of us to sit together to help Bella get settled. I thanked her and the students who moved to accommodate us. When the bell rang, we hurried off to our next class, ignoring the other students in our haste to secure three seats together. Once we settled into our seats, some of the other students approached Bella. I didnt like their thoughts. I was sitting directly behind Bella, so I started playing with her hair, wanting all the children to know she was mine. Alice was sitting to Bellas left. She smirked when she saw what I was doing, knowing exactly why I was doing it. I was marking my territory. Hey, you must be Isabella Swan. Im Jessica Stanley. Call me Bella, Jessica. So, um, I guess you already know the Cullens? Bella simply nodded. Shes my best friend, Alice offered, knowing it would be all over school before the end of the day. Im so happy she was able to move here to be with us.

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Shes my fianc, I growled. Everyone but Bella stared at me in shock. Even Alice. . . . . What?! . . . . . . . . Fianc? . . . . . . . . Huh? . . . . . . . . Theyre too young to be engaged! . . . . . . . . Is she pregnant? . . . . . . . . Is he serious? . . . . . . . . Do their parents know? . . . . Bella didnt have to be a mind reader to know what they were thinking. She laughed. Yes, hes perfectly serious. No, he hasnt asked me formally, so he hasnt given me the ring, but he already has it. . . . . You do? . . . . Alice wondered. I nodded. . . . .Wow! . . . . No, were not getting married anytime soon. No, my parents dont know. No, Im not pregnant. Both of us are still virgins, for crying out loud, and we plan to wait for our wedding night. Satisfied? Settle down, class. Get in your seats, Mrs. Clark commanded. Even she was shocked at our conversation. Bella smiled at me and I smirked back, giving her the thumbs up sign. Alice beamed at both of us. . . . . . You have so much to tell me, brother! . . . . Once again, we raced to our next class when the bell rang. The other kids whispered, but they kept their distance. The same was true for fourth period. Finally, the lunch bell rang. The three of us went through the line together. Emmett, Rosalie, and Jasper were already at our usual table. Alice sat on one side of Jasper and Bella sat on the other. Jasper stiffened slightly when he caught her scent. . . . . She smells so good, I dont know if I can handle it. . . . I sat between Bella and Emmett. Dont worry, Jasper, Bella whispered under her breath, reaching over to pat his arm. I know you wont hurt me. I know I smell delicious, but youll get used to it, and you just hunted yesterday, so youre not really thirsty. I do apologize for the burn in your throat though. I hate that you have to suffer when youre near me. She casually picked up her pizza and took a bite. Emmett, Rose, and Jasper all stared at her in shock. What the hell? Rose shrieked too quickly for human ears to process.

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Remember your forfeit, Rose, I reminded her. She glared at me. . . . . Did you know this would happen? . . . . I shrugged noncommittally. Shes calm. She trusts me! Whats wrong with her? Jasper asked, completely confused. I put my arm around her and kissed her cheek. Her heartbeat sped up and she smiled at me. You two love each other! Jasper accused in shock. Shes my mate, I announced happily. I can tell, Jasper agreed thoughtfully. Edward! Rosalie hissed. You told her about us? I shook my head. Three sets of eyes stared at me in confusion. So, Bella, Alice drawled. Time to spill the beans. Bella nodded and smiled. A few days ago, I received a package in the mail from a psychic by the name of Stephenie Meyer. The package contained a book which told me all about your family. The book said I would join your family because Edward and I are soul mates. At first, I thought the book was a joke, a work of fiction, even though it described me perfectly. It included details no one else should have known. Yet how could I believe in vampires and werewolves? As soon as I met Edward, though, I knew it was all true. Shes telling the truth, Jasper confirmed. Alice? Rosalie asked suspiciously. Alice shook her head. Wasnt me. . . . . It really wasnt, Edward. . . . I smiled at her. It wasnt Alice, I agreed. I too received a package from the psychic. I saw recognition light in everyones eyes. My package contained books which explained about Bella and why I cant read her thoughts. . . . . You cant read her thoughts?! . . . . All four mentally shrieked. Shes a very powerful shield. Her gift works even as a human. Its powerful enough that even Aro wouldnt be able to read her while shes human. Their eyes all widened. I was warned of multiple possible dangers to her, from a fatal car accident in the school parking lot to gang rape by four men in Port Angeles to attacks by nomadic vampires. All things that would happen if I dont prevent them. Rosalie winced at the mention of rape, remembering the reason for her current existence. I was also blessed with knowledge of some of the good things that will happen, if I allow them. She is my soul mate, the only woman I will love like this for all eternity. I fully intend to marry her and keep her with me forever. She has already agreed.

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. . . . What?! You plan to kill her? To take away her human life and damn her to this empty existence? . . . . Rose was clearly angry. I squeezed Bellas hip, encouraging her to speak. Rosalie, I would very much like to be your friend and your sister. You are the most beautiful woman Ive ever seen, but I know there is so much more to you than that. I wanted to assure you that I will never reveal your familys secrets. Also, I am not planning to throw away my human life. I will not agree to being changed until I am dying. I also intend to have a child of my own before I am changed, God willing. I dont know anything about raising children, and I never even thought about having one until I met Edward. I know its premature to discuss this the day I meet you, so you have lots of time to think about it, but Id really like your help raising our child. Id like for you and Emmett to be our childs godparents. Bella paused and continued eating. Is she kidding? Rose whispered too low for human ears. Her thoughts were frozen. Shes completely sincere! She trusts you. She loves you like a sister! She trusts and loves all of us. She considers us her family! What a weird human! Jasper exclaimed under his breath. Ive never come across anyone like her in all my years. . . . . She really wants me to help raise her baby? She wants me to be a godmother? . . . . She and I have already discussed it. It was her idea, but Id like that too. Rose would have been crying if she had tears. Emmett, youre like the big brother I always wanted, only much, much scarier, Bella confessed. Emmett grinned. I am extremely clumsy, even for a human, which will be a consistent source of entertainment for you. Just remember that once I am a newborn, Ill be stronger than you, at least for a little while. Emmett laughed out loud at the suggestion Bella could ever be stronger than him. By the way, were driving everybody crazy. They are very upset they cant hear our conversation, and theyre mad were hogging the new girl. If you havent heard the word already, I introduced Bella as a friend of the family and my fianc. Alice introduced her as her best friend. Id appreciate it if you would support us in this. They all nodded. It was time to head off to fifth period classes. Each one of them gave Bella a hug on the way out. Even Rosalie.

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Chapter 5: Meet the Parents

BPOV This day was going so much better than it had in the book. Part of that was because I was a new person. Feeling confident that the sexy, drop-dead gorgeous man beside me loved me unconditionally and irrevocably forever and considered me the most beautiful woman hed ever met, even more beautiful than Rosalie, did wonders for my self-esteem. Knowing I had, or would have, the full support, acceptance, and love of the Cullen family helped me understand how fleeting time was and how little the opinions of others really mattered. I could give as good as I got, secure in the knowledge I would never be alone. I smiled at Edward peacefully. We were holding hands under our lab table. He stroked the back of my hand with his thumb, grinning when my heart rate responded. This was the one class Alice didnt share with us, since it was already full. Finally, the last class of the day Gym. Oh, joy. The Cullens already knew how clumsy I was Edward because he read about it and Alice because she could foresee it. Besides, Id already announced it to the family at lunch. So, rather than being embarrassed, I decided to just have fun. After all, every time I tripped I ended up in Edwards arms, so it was a win-win scenario. As we were changing into our gym uniforms in the locker room, Lauren accosted me. So, Bella, how do you know the Cullens? she snipped frostily. I looked her over carefully as if judging her and finding her wanting. Thats a story for another day, I remarked casually. Alice chuckled, enjoying my secret wordplay. We went out to the gym to find Edward. Apparently, basketball was on the menu. The boys would be practicing shooting hoops at one goal and the girls at the other. Hey, Edward, I whispered. I dare you to bounce the ball against the floor so it goes through the hoop from underneath, then comes back through the correct way. He grinned at me and proceeded to do just that. I heard the boys all start making jokes with him. Alice laughed playfully. Alice, I dare you to throw the ball so it sits up on the back of the hoop against the backboard and gets stuck there, I challenged quietly. As soon as it was her turn, she threw the ball up there and got it stuck. She stuck her tongue out at me playfully and I laughed. Next I challenged Edward to toss it in with his eyes closed, but it had to bounce on the rim three times before going through the net. I dared Alice to bounce the ball off the rim at just the right angle to hit Lauren in the butt where she stood gossiping with Jessica. That was absolutely hilarious. It was the most fun Gym class I had ever experienced. Edward and Alice assured me that the same was true for them. They were very thankful I had taken a time of pure torture for them and made it fun. The best part was being able to use some of their enhanced abilities without any of the humans noticing. After class, Edward walked me to my truck.

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Ill meet you at your house, love. Would you like to come to my house this afternoon and meet Carlisle and Esme? Id love to, Edward! EPOV I kissed Bella goodbye and joined my family in the Volvo. So were having a visitor? Carlisle and Esme will be thrilled! Alice sang happily. . . . . Theyll be ecstatic youve finally found your mate. . . . Well, if were going to have a human hanging around for a while, Id better get used to her scent. What if I hurt her, Edward? Id never forgive myself if I killed your mate in a moment of weakness, Jasper worried. . . . . She smells so good. . . . Jasper, I know you can do this. I know you are strong enough to resist. You just need to try. Mind over matter. Well talk more about it later, I reassured him. . . . . Okay, Edward. I promise to try. . . . Well, this should be interesting, having a human around, Emmett speculated. . . . . Imagine the trouble I could cause . . . . Edward, are you sure this is a good idea? Shes a human! Rose accused halfheartedly. . . . .But shes going to have a baby and share it with me. If anybody screws this up, Im going to rip off their heads. If anybody hurts her, theyre dead meat, including you, Edward. . . . I smiled. Shes my mate. Esme was human when Carlisle found her, and Emmett was human when you found him. They were already dying! So are you just going to kill her? Ill wait until shes dying to change her. Rose nodded. . . . .Thats fair. . . . Please dont tell Carlisle and Esme yet. I want to do it myself, I begged. They all agreed, knowing I would be over with Bella shortly. I dropped them off at the house and went to get Bella. EsmePOV It was nice to have Carlisle home during the day for once. He had worked the 10pm to 10am shift in the ER last night, so we had the house all to ourselves for a few hours before the kids got home from school. We didnt hesitate to make good use of that time, enjoying the freedom of privacy. We finished up shortly before the kids were due home and settled in the living room. Carlisle was reading a few medical journals, keeping up to date on the newest drugs and procedures, and I was sketching a few ideas for renovating the dining room. We both paused to greet the kids when they entered. I noticed most of them had strange expressions on their faces. They settled down in the living room as well, with an air of expectancy. Alice was positively vibrating with enthusiasm and excitement. Jasper had both hands on her, desperately trying to calm her down, but judging by the giddy grin that kept

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manifesting on his face, he was losing the battle. Rose was perched on the edge of the couch, almost as if prepared to run at a moments notice, wearing an ambivalent I hadnt seen on her face since she waited for Emmett to awaken from his change. Emmett was relaxed, sporting a mischievous grin, which was actually a normal look for him. Whats going on, children? I asked suspiciously. Suddenly, I realized my first son was missing. Wheres Edward? Oh, he just went to get something. Hell be right back, Emmett replied casually, his grin turning wicked. Jasper snorted, but kept his head averted so I couldnt read his expression. I squeezed Carlisles thigh to get his attention. Our children are up to something, and it involves Edward. Mothers intuition. Carlisle looked at their faces and all four of them looked guilty. They all exchanged glances. Carlisle was intrigued now. There was no doubt in my mind that something was going on, and Edward was in the thick of it. Hey, why dont we watch a movie? Emmett suggested cheerfully. How about Look Whos Coming for Dinner? The other three kids began laughing hysterically. We were hit with a wave of it, courtesy of Jasper, and we were both laughing long and hard too, though we didnt get the joke. We all managed to calm down after a few false starts. Stop trying to distract me! I remonstrated. Where is your brother? Just then, we heard his Volvo coming down the driveway. The kids all looked relieved and excited. We heard two doors shut. Two? Then we heard a feminine squeal. One we didnt recognize. As they approached, we could hear a human heartbeat. A human? Edward was bringing a human to our house, without even warning us first? My eyes rapidly scanned the room for anything that might set us apart. Edward walked in, carrying a human girl in his arms. Carlisle and I exchanged a quick look of surprise. Carlisle stood up and slowly approached, assuming his medical skills were needed. Whats wrong? he asked in his professional doctor voice. Edward set her down on her feet, taking a few extra seconds to be certain she found her balance. Nothing right now, Carlisle, the girl murmured quietly. No doubt Ill need your services many times in the next couple of years though. Im terribly clumsy. Emmett snickered. She walked right up to Carlisle and gave him a full body hug. I was on my feet and by Carlisles side before I even realized it, instinctively staking my claim on my mate. Edward smirked at me and announced, Um, yeah, we really need to start keeping human food and a first aid kit handy. . . . . What? Why? . . . . Edward nodded toward the girl who still had her arms wrapped around my husband. Before I could say anything, she released him and saw me. Suddenly, her arms were wrapped around me, her head resting on my shoulder.

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Esme! Oh, Esme! I have always longed for a mother like you. I have always needed to take care of my mother, rather than her take care of me. I was always the responsible one, while my mother behaved like a child. I love my mother, of course, but she never fulfilled that role in my life. I would dearly love it if you would adopt me too and be the mother I always dreamed of but never thought to have, the girl choked out between shaky breaths. I felt my heart swell with love at her words. She needed me. She needed me to take care of her. I loved being needed and taking care of my children. My heart had already claimed her as one of my own, and I didnt even know her name yet. She stepped back, looking at both of us with respect, trust, and love. But shes a human. How could she feel that way? Carlisle, you are my hero. You are the perfect example of persistence and determination overcoming all odds and tremendous obstacles to do what is morally right. Esme, you are my hero, too. You represent the epitome of motherly devotion and love, adopting five children into your family, making them feel like your own, and tying all these different personalities into one unbreakable bond, teaching them all love, respect, and loyalty to each other. I would be deeply honored if you would accept me into your family and love me as one of your own. Carlisle and I were both overwhelmed. Neither of us knew what to say. You know, you never even told them your name, love, Edward laughed. Let me do the honors. Mom, Dad, this is Bella Swan, my soul mate and future wife. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close to his chest. Her heartbeat immediately responded to his touch, but there was no fear in her eyes. . . . .Love? Soul mate? Wife? . . . . She looked up into Edwards eyes and smiled. I didnt need Jaspers gift to witness the love and devotion they shared. I had seen it on the faces of the other mated couples in the house. He bent down and lightly touched his lips to hers. Her heartbeat started racing like crazy. All the vampires laughed. Her cheeks blushed bright pink. I gasped as her scent hit the back of my throat. . . . .Does she know what we are? The danger? The limitations? . . . . Edward broke the kiss and looked at both of us. Yes, she knows everything and no, I didnt tell her. You remember the package I got the other day? It was from a psychic by the name of Stephenie Meyer. Bella got a duplicate copy. I learned a lot about her and how to protect her. I also learned a great deal about myself and pitfalls to avoid. For both of us, the words disappeared off the pages shortly after we finished reading them, so we have no proof. Both of us were unsure of the existence of the other and the truth of the writings until we met. I put out a search on Stephenie Meyer, but there does not seem to be any such person. The words disappeared after you read them? How odd, Carlisle commented. Bella thinks it may be because we already changed the future, just by knowing what could happen and choosing to do things differently. I found my voice at last. Bella, sweetheart, welcome to our family. We are very pleased and honored that you choose to join us. I already think of you as one of my children. I gave her another hug to emphasize my words. Thank you, Esme, she gasped, with tears of joy in her eyes.

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Oh, my! I need to grocery shopping! We dont have any food in the house. Oh, I hope my cooking skills are still up to par. Its been eighty years since I cooked anything. Ill need to pick up some more kitchen things. Does our oven even work? Calm down, love, Carlisle laughed, putting an arm around me. One step at a time. Im sure youd like to spend a little time getting to know our new daughter first, wouldnt you? We can order her some pizza for tonight. I beamed at him, overflowing with happiness. Edward finally found his mate and now our family is complete. I let out a sigh of contentment. At that moment, all was right with my little world. Bella, I am delighted to welcome you to our family, Carlisle insisted, pulling her into a sideways hug and kissing the top of her head. Please come and join us so we can all get to know you. I take it you already met the rest of the family at lunch today? She nodded shyly, sitting on the couch beside Edward. Do you have any questions for us, Bella? Not at the moment. Well, then I will go first. Feel free to ask a question whenever you think of one. So you know we are vampires? Carlisle began his interrogation. She nodded. Do you know what that means? She sighed, Yes, you drink the blood of animals, which is what gives your eyes their golden color, versus the red eyes of those who drink human blood. Youre incredibly strong and fast, all your senses are enhanced, and you are always somewhat thirsty. Your eyes fade to black when youre hungry, angry, or aroused. You have no heartbeat, but you do have a soul. With that last statement, she glared at Edward as if trying to burn it into his head. He chuckled and nodded. She smiled and continued, The only way you can die is to be dismembered and burned to ash. Werewolves, like the ones at La Push, are your natural enemies. The change from human to vampire takes three days and is painful beyond imagination. The change occurs when vampire venom circulates through the human bloodstream. Vampires mate for eternity. Even though you are animal drinkers, you are still dangerous to humans because you could accidentally lose control, either of your thirst or of your strength. The Volturi are very dangerous. They collect gifted vampires, and we want to avoid them knowing anything about us if at all possible, because they would kill to get hold of Edward and Alice in particular. Once I am a vampire, I can learn to control my shield and use it to protect our whole family from Jane and Alec, and some of the other vampires who use mental attacks. She stopped as she realized everyone but Edward had gone into shock at her words about the Volturi. Edward sighed. What happened to ignorance is bliss, sweetheart? he asked. She looked at him in surprise. Well, you are not going to take the path that leads them to our front door, but I still think everyone should know how dangerous they are to our family. Though Aro remembers Carlisle fondly, he believes Carlisle to be weak. If he finds out how large and powerful the Cullen family is, he will find an excuse to attack us. He would view us as a rival coven and would give us the choice of death or joining his guard. If anybody doubts me, all they have to do is ask Eleazar. He figured out the pattern in our alternate future, so Im sure he could do so again in this one. But the Volturi dont know anything about us, so as long as we dont give them any reason to investigate us, we should be fine. As long as everyone stays away from Italy, we should be in good shape.

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Oh, dear. Ignorance is bliss. Now I have to worry about my familys safety even though there isnt an imminent threat. The possibility of a future threat is enough to trigger my anxiety. Ill keep an eye on the Volturi, for us. Ill know if they ever learn about us, and we can act accordingly then, Alice promised. Jasper sent me a wave of calm. I smiled gratefully at both of them. Im so blessed to have such wonderful children.

Chapter 6: Cliff Notes

BPOV See problem solved. Alice will watch out for the Volturi and nobody else will have anything to do with Italy. I dont really know why Edward was so worried about telling them that. He sighed again. Of course, apparently keeping secrets was part of his nature. At least, he was always keeping secrets from me in the book. I was really glad I knew all those secrets now. I took a moment to ponder what would have happened if Edward had been the only one to read the books. Somehow, I dont think it would have gone anywhere near as well. Then again, if I had been the only one to get the books, it really wouldnt have gone well then either. I could just imagine how much he would have freaked out if I had simply gone up to him that first day, or even the next week and told him everything I knew. I was really glad Stephenie Meyer had informed both of us at the same time. Hmmm. His family was actually taking this rather well considering how crazy it sounded. You know, it just occurred to me that youre all handling this really well. Im sorry for being so forward about acting like I know you. I hope I havent been making you all uncomfortable. Dont worry about it, Bella, Carlisle assured me. Were rather used to strange things in this family. The others all smiled and nodded. Emmett being one of the strangest, Edward added. Hey! This from the boy who hears voices, Emmett retorted. Thats enough, boys, Esme insisted. We dont want to give Bella a bad impression of us. I think its a little late for that, Esme, Jasper muttered. Apparently, she already knows us. They all laughed. Whats this you said about the werewolves, Bella? Carlisle inquired. I exchanged a look with Edward. He didnt seem to want to jump in with an explanation, so I decided I would do it. The wolves are back. Theres already at least one. His name is Sam Uley. Apparently, they have 24 chromosome pairs, and their dormant genes are triggered by the presence of
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vampires. So, because you are here in Forks, many of their young men will become werewolves. It could be as many as 15 males and one female, though that would only be if Forks comes under attack, which it did in SMs future. Hopefully, we can prevent that from happening. Hmmm, wed better contact the tribal elders then and renegotiate the treaty. This is an unfortunate turn of events, Carlisle pondered. Well, Edward and I did have something of plan. One of the elders, Billy Black, is best friends with my father. His son, Jacob Black, is the true Alpha of the pack, but he isnt supposed to change for about a year. His two best friends also become wolves a little while after he does. He doesnt believe the legends right now. He thinks his father is just being superstitious. So, I thought this would be a good time to invite him and his friends over here to get to know you all. What?! Rosalie screeched. You want us to invite werewolves into our house? Do you want us to die? No, of course not. They dont even have to come here. The problem is that they are taught that vampires dont have feelings, that theyre not people. According to SMs future, the wolves hate you until they start to get to know you. Once they start seeing you as people, they actually choose to help defend our family. We face a newborn army, and they kill eleven of the 22 vampires. Without them, we wouldnt all have survived. Also, later, they stand with us against the entire Volturi guard and all three brothers. They risk their lives to protect us. If they didnt stand with us, we would have been immediately destroyed. Because they were there, we all walked away unharmed. We need the wolves on our side. When is the newborn army coming? Jasper demanded. Well, hopefully they wont come at all. It was the result of a series of events. But we know who and why, so we can prevent the first even from ever occuring. Edward groaned forcefully. Bella, what was the point of our agreement not to tell the family everything? Well, Im sure they dont need to know every little detail, Edward, but how can they help prevent the bad things if they dont know anything about them. They dont need to worry and fret about things that wont occur. Of course not, but if it were me, Id want to know what I was up against. By the way, Alice, I just thought youd like to know that you cant see werewolves in your visions. So if they are involved in any way, you cant see that portion of the future. What? Why? Alice wasnt pleased. We dont really know, but your theory was that you could see vampires because you are one, and humans because you had been one, but not hybrids, because youve never been one. Speaking of hybrids, you cant see half-human, half-vampire hybrids either. There are several down in South America, whom we may want to visit next year. So you wont be able to see mine and Edwards child. Bella! Edward shrieked. Thats one of the things we werent mentioning!

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Well, you know, its not like we made a list or anything. Maybe you should make a list of all the things Im not supposed to talk about and share it with me, I snapped. Its not like Im a mind reader or anything. He had the grace to look embarrassed. The rest of the family was frozen in shock, staring at us in disbelief. You have sex with her while shes still human? Jasper shouted. I cant see the babys future? Alice whines. Wow! Go, Edward! Emmett cheered. You two are going to have a baby together? Esme gasped. The baby is half-vampire? Rosalie questioned. I think this is one of those things wed like to hear about in greater detail, son, Carlisle announced. Edward sighed again. Okay, what did you want to know? Well, Ive been under the impression that its impossible for vampires and humans to procreate. So I am naturally curious about that whole process. How does it work? And Im also surprised that you chose to, umm, attempt that process while shes human. Yeah, I know, Edward glared at him. She almost died because you didnt know anything about it. I think Bella should explain, Rose suggested. Shes a lot more forthcoming than Edward. The rest of the family all nodded in agreement, looking eagerly to me. I couldnt help a little smirk at Edward. He snorted. Go ahead, Miss Chatterbox, fill them in on all the details. Okay, well, Edward didnt want to change me. He kept thinking I would get over him or something and have a nice human life without him. He was wrong. How do you know? Rose demanded. Uh, well thats kind of a long story, and Im sure thats one of the things Edward doesnt want me to mention, I hesitated. Give us the cliff notes, Rose suggested. I started to shake my head and Edward did too. Please, Bella, just start at the beginning and let us all get on the same page. Youve thrown out so many bits and pieces that just lead to more questions. Can you please sum up the next two years according to Stephenie Meyer, so we can all understand what to expect? At least the bare bones summary? Carlise asked politely. I would do anything Carlisle asked. I glanced briefly up at Edward and he nodded. I took a deep breath. I was going to sum up over 2500 pages of material as briefly as possible. I decided to start with the baseball game.

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Okay, three nomads come. Laurent goes to Denali and is Irinas mate. James is a tracker and goes after me. His mate, Victoria, helps him. James almost kills me, so Jasper and Emmett kill him, while Alice, Carlisle, and Edward save me. James bit me, but Edward sucks out the venom to keep me human. Edward decides to leave me because he thinks its too dangerous for me to be near him. He tells me he doesnt love me and all the rest of you leave without saying goodbye. Edward forbids Alice from looking for my future and you all promise not to come anywhere near me. I spend the next couple of weeks catatonic, then the next few months as a zombie. I start hanging out with Jacob Black. He turns into a werewolf. I start doing stupid stuff because I have a death wish. Meanwhile, Edward is holed up in a dirty attic somewhere in South America, completely nonfunctional. I go into the woods. Laurent finds me while hunting and tries to eat me. The werewolves kill him. Victoria keeps trying to get to me to torture and kill me to revenge Jamess death. I spend most of my time at La Push so the wolves can protect me. I jump off a cliff on a stormy day. Alice sees me enter the water but not come out. She assumes Im dead and comes to Forks. Jacob saves me from drowning. Rose tells Edward I committed suicide, so he asks the Volturi to kill him. They say no. He decides to force them to kill him. Alice and I go to Volterra to save him. We do, but all three of us are taken to Aro. Aro wants all three of us to join the guard. We all say no. They let us go and we fly home. And youre still human at this point? Jasper asks in disbelief. I nodded. You go before the Volturi, knowing about us, and they let you go? I nodded again. Yes, with Alices word that Ill be changed soon. Edward refuses to change me. Carlisle offers to do it after I graduate. Edward says hell do it if I marry him. I agreed to marry him if we could, umm, be intimate before I change. I started blushing, looking down. I was afraid Id have to wait through the whole newborn year before we could do anything. Anyway, he agrees. Victoria makes a newborn army. They come to get us. The wolves help us fight. All newborns die. Edward kills Victoria. A few of the Volturi guard come. They dont see the wolves. Theyre unhappy were all still alive and Im still human. Edward and I get married. I get pregnant our wedding night. Edward freaks out. We come back. Edward wants to abort. I ask Rose to help me protect the baby. The baby and I almost die until we figure out I have to drink blood. Carlise leaves to get more blood. The placenta separates. Edward does an emergency c-section and delivers the baby. He gives her to Rose. My heart stops. Jacob does CPR to circulate the venom while Edward puts me back together. I go through the change, and practically skip the whole newborn phase. Our daughter is perfect. Jacob imprints on her. Shes gifted, prefers blood to human food, has normal vampire abilities but a human heartbeat and brown eyes, is warm, has accelerated growth rate. Irina sees her, tells Volturi she is an immortal child. They come to kill us all. We call all our friends to stand with us, but the wolves are what stops them long enough for us to explain. Alice finds Nahuel from South America and brings him to testify. He and his sisters are all vampire/human hybrids. They grow to maturity in seven years, then live forever like vampires. The Volturi go home, our friends go home, were friends with the wolves, my dad knows were different but doesnt want to know any details, just wants to get to know his grandchild. The end. Okay, that about sums up 2500 pages. Well, except I didnt mention that Im Edwards singer. My blood is like a thousand times more potent to him than anyone elses is, so hes always fighting the urge to kill me, but he eventually gets over it. They are all just staring at me. Hey, I think I did a pretty good job of summarizing two years of life in about five minutes. I deliberately left out the part about Jasper attacking me at my birthday party, knowing it would just cause hurt feelings. Jasper turned to look at Edward. The other night, when you came in all wild, it was because you smelled her? Edward looked sheepish. Um, actually I had wanted to test the theory to see if the books were real, so I went over to her house. I knew from the books I would react very badly the first time I caught her scent, so I merely opened the passenger side door of the car she rode

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home in from the airport. That stale scent from the previous day was enough to affect my sanity to that extent. So how can you sit so close to her now? I knew from the books that I could learn to ignore her scent the way Carlisle does if I kept practising, so I took a piece of her clothing and smelled it for hours at a time to force myself to think past the burn. I know that sounds kind of weird and stalkerish, but at least she understands. That reminds me though. Bella had a theory about something, and I wanted to test to see if its true. Emmett, Carlisle would you mind holding Jasper for me. Jasper looked offended, but allowed himself to be restrained. Edward rested his nose against my neck and inhaled deeply, allowing his mind to register how thirsty my blood made him feel. Jasper immediately started growling and snarling, trying to get to me. Edward quickly stopped breathing and refocused. The women moved to stand in front of me as Emmett and Carlisle pushed Jasper back into the couch. Everybody, project your love to Jasper, make him feel it, I cried. Not anger or disappointment, just love. I watched as their bodies relaxed and their stances changed. Alice approached him, putting her hands on his face and capturing his eyes with hers. Jasper rapidly returned to sanity. He looked at me in horror, then hung his head in shame. Im sorry, so sorry. I dont know what came over me. I do, Edward admitted sadly. It was my fault. Jasper raised his head in surprise. All this time weve made you feel like the weak link. Weve seen you struggle more with your thirst than the rest of us do, and weve made excuses that its because youre newer to this life and that you drank from humans longer than the rest of us, Edward explained. The truth is that youre one of the strongest. We are the ones who bring you down. You dont just struggle with your own thirst, you wrestle with the thirst of all seven of us. I proved it just now. You were completely fine until I allowed myself to feel my thirst for Bellas blood. You were reacting to my thirst, not your own. I squeezed Edwards hand and smiled at Jasper. He looked at Edward in amazement, trying to process and internalize Edwards revelation. The whole family turned to look at Jasper with new eyes. I cant believe weve lived with you for all these decades and never realized it. Bella was the one who figured it out. Every time any of us go too long without hunting, we make it harder for Jasper to maintain control. Every time any of us are struggling, he struggles harder. Im sorry, Jasper. Im sorry for all the times Ive made it harder for you, and Im sorry for not understanding and Im sorry for judging you for your struggles, thinking myself better than you. Please forgive me, Jasper, for all of this and for making you doubt yourself, Edward begged. Jasper sprang forward and embraced us both. We wrapped our arms around him. He leaned back, smiling joyfully. Of course I forgive you, Edward. Thank you, Bella. I cant tell you how much this means to me. Edward and I can practise together, so we can both get stronger. I never want to hurt you. Now that we know, I think our whole family can hunt a little more often to make sure we never get too thirsty to have you around, he offered. The rest of the family nodded, murmuring their apologies to Jasper and promising to try harder to make his life easier.

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Chapter 7: Dealing with Dad

BPOV Okay, I hate to break this party up, but Charlie is going to be home soon, and it would be best if Bella is already there when he arrives, Alice announced. Yeah, at least I already prepared dinner. I just need to pop it in the oven so it can get started heating. Alice, do you think you could come over and help me talk to Charlie? Apparently, he will really like you a lot. Hes a sucker for your charm, I suggested. Everybody chuckled. Who wouldnt like the pixie? Emmett asked. I think Charlie would be a lot more comfortable if I introduce him to my new best friend before I introduce my boyfriend. Sorry, Edward. Ill talk you up for the rest of the week, and then you can officially meet him on Friday. How does that sound? Then it wont be such a shock for him when we start dating. He nodded understandingly, flashing his crooked smile. Ill be up to your room later, after he falls asleep. I grinned. Looking forward to it. Alice rolled her eyes. Come on, lover girl. The clock is ticking. Lets go! Edward gave me a brief goodbye kiss, pulling back as Emmett began hooting. I raised an eyebrow at Emmett. Just wait, Emmett. Im keeping track, and when the time comes, payback will be hell.

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He laughed. Bring it on, little sister. I glared menacingly. He pretended to cower. Oh, yeah, Im quaking in my boots now. Rosie, save me from the big, bad human! She might cry on me or something. Whatever! I growled, stomping out the door. Unfortunately, for my dramatic exit, I tripped over the threshold and would have fallen down the porch stairs if Edward hadnt caught me. I heard Emmett howling with laughter. I sighed and felt Edward trying to suppress a chuckle. Alice grabbed my hand and pulled me along to the car. I did my best to ignore her speed on the way to my house. I knew it wouldnt do any good to protest, since Alice was a rather unstoppable force, so I was determined to learn to live with it. She chattered happily about all the clothes she wanted to buy for me, and I quickly tuned her out to think about what I should say to Charlie. At home, I put the pasta dish in the oven, along with some garlic bread. I pulled out one of the bag salads and poured the contents into a suitable salad bowl. Alice helped me set the table. I smiled to myself when I saw her folding the napkins into various elegant shapes. Oooh, can you make a swan? I asked, knowing it was a popular origami figure. Of course, Alice replied, as if it should have been obvious to me. Oh, Bella! Thats a great idea! Charlie will love it. With a few deft flicks of her fingers, faster than my eyes could even process, she had folded some paper towels into an elegant centerpiece. Just then, I heard Charlie come in the door. He walked over to the coat rack, where he usually hung his jacket and gun belt. Bella? he called. In here, Dad, I called back. I heard his heavy footsteps as he made his way to the kitchen. He smiled when he saw me. Something smells good. I see we have a visitor, he commented pleasantly. Um, yeah, Dad. The pasta is coming out of the oven soon, and this is Alice Cullen, my new best friend. She offered to help me set the table while I made dinner. Its very nice to meet you, Alice. Your father is a wonderful man. Our town is very lucky to have a surgeon with his skills working here. Wow, look at the napkins! he replied warmly. Thank you, Chief Swan. Ill pass on your regards. Do you like the centerpiece? I made it for you. A swan for the Swans, Alice twinkled charmingly. Charlie actually blushed. Well, at least I knew I came by it naturally. Call me, Charlie. Its a beautiful swan, Alice. Youre very talented. Thanks! she squealed enthusiastically, flashing a wide smile at him, dazzling him speechless. I guess I came by that honestly too, considering the Cullens, some of them at least, had the same effect on me. By the way, Dad, I just wanted to warn you about something, in case you heard any strange rumors, I began, embarrassed. He concentrated on me intently. There were several guys at school who were invading my space and making me uncomfortable, so Alices brother stepped

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up and told them I was his girlfriend. I was so thankful, because it was the only thing that made them back off and leave me alone. Alice was there with me, because we had already started becoming friends, and Edward was just trying to help. He apologized and said it was the first thing that popped into his head that would make them stop fighting over me. I thanked him and thought nothing of it, but I realized later the incident had been blown out of proportion by the gossip mongers, and most of the school had us engaged to be married. I even had somebody ask me if I was pregnant, which was rather embarrassing, considering Ive never even had a boyfriend before. I told her I was still a virgin, but I wouldnt be surprised if by tomorrow a few people have decided Ive managed an immaculate conception. I knew rumors could get out of hand, especially in a small town, and everyone was talking about me before I even arrived, but still, this is crazy. I just wanted you to know if somebody tells you tomorrow that Im eloping with Edward Cullen to have his love child, that you really have nothing to worry about. Im just about as likely to be abducted by aliens, I assured him, rolling my eyes. Alice chuckled. I wouldnt rule out the aliens just yet. Ive heard of stranger things around here. Charlies lips twitched, but he asked sternly, Edward Cullen? Which one is he? Hes the youngest one, in the same grade as me. In fact, we have the same biology class, I explained. Ah, the youngest one, Charlie muttered, lost in thought. He smiled. Well, thats okay then. I wondered what that was about, but shrugged it off as unimportant. I had Charlies approval, which was all I needed to proceed. I pulled the pasta and bread out of the oven and placed them on the table with the salad. Id better get on home now, Alice stated, hugging me goodbye. Alice, youre welcome to stay and join us for dinner, Charlie offered sincerely. It smells delicious! I smiled as I saw Alice give a tiny shudder of distaste before she turned to give Charlie a grin. Sorry, Charlie, maybe next time. My mom is expecting me to have dinner with the family tonight, she lied cheerfully. Ill save you a taste, if youd like, I joked as I walked her to the door. She grimaced and stuck her tongue out at me. Ill look forward to it, Bella. Hey, howd you like to catch a ride to school with me tomorrow? Its better for the environment if we carpool. Sure, Id love it! I agreed enthusiastically. See you tomorrow. I closed the door behind her and joined Charlie at the dinner table. We served ourselves and took a few bites, before he began his interrogation. This is really great, Bells. Youre a good cook. So how was your first day of school today? Well, it was both good and bad. I met Alice, and she and I hit it off right away. She invited me to sit with her family at lunch, and her brothers and sisters were all really nice to me. It was so wonderful to be able to relax and fit in comfortably with a group. It was like I really got five new friends for the price of one, I chuckled. Another girl in one of my classes seemed
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really nice. Shes as shy as I am though, so we didnt say much to each other, but I just had a feeling wed get along well together. Her name is Angela. I certainly didnt enjoy being the center of attention all day today. I had to endure so many stares and whispers. If it wasnt for Alice, I dont think I would have made it. Some of the girls were downright rude and nasty to me, but she stood up for me. I didnt really like the way any of the boys behaved around me, except for Alices brothers. They were all perfect gentlemen. They didnt really talk much, but when they did, they were always polite. Alices sister Rose was really nice too. The two of them invited me to go shopping with them after school tomorrow. I told them Id check with you first. Whos driving? Um, Alice I believe. Why? Well, thats okay then. Im not sure I want you in a car with Rosalie behind the wheel. Why not? Well, lets just say shes been known to exceed the speed limit on occasion. Okay, Dad, whatever you say. Im just glad to have some friends to spend time with now. He smiled. Yes, thats really great honey. Dr. Cullen and his wife are very nice people. I was concerned when they first moved here that wed have a lot of trouble with so many adopted teenagers in one family and with the parents being so young, but those kids are much better behaved than a lot of the teens whose families have grown up here for generations. By the way, honey, which boys were giving you trouble? Well, there were a few that just seemed a little creepy. Um, I know one was named Mike, and one was Taylor or something like that. I didnt really catch their names. That was probably Mike, Tyler, and Eric. You should probably stay away from those boys. What about Edward? The one who claimed he was your boyfriend. I blushed. Dad! He just said that to get the other three to leave me alone. I do like him though. He seemed really nice, but hes rather reserved and shy. He doesnt talk to very many people, and he seems uncomfortable around a lot of the girls. He only really seems to relax around his family. I dont know what he thinks of me, other than that Im friends with his sisters. I thought I was doing a fairly good job of selling Edward, at least as far as I ought to know him from our first day of school. I was deliberately painting an image I thought an overprotective father would appreciate. Charlie nodded his head knowingly when I mentioned Edwards discomfort with the girls at school. I wondered what he was thinking about. Anyway, Alice is so outgoing, she brings us all out of our shells. I felt like a turtle poking my head out for the first time, I joked playfully. I dont even have to say a word. She can carry on an entire conversation all by herself. Personally, I love it. I dont have to worry about any of those awkward silences when Im with her. Charlie chuckled. Maybe thats why all the boys in her family are so quiet. They cant get a word in edgewise.

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I laughed. Dont let her hear you say that. I have a feeling she can be quite a force of nature once she gets riled, kind of like the Tasmanian Devil. A whirling vortex of destruction. I definitely dont want to get on her bad side. Charlie laughed out loud. I could tell he had a hard time imagining that petite young girl being strong enough to destroy anything, but I knew better. That girl had her entire family quaking in their shoes. Their really expensive designer shoes that she bought for them and forced them to wear. We finished up dinner in harmony with one another, and Charlie went into the living room to watch TV. I put away the leftovers and loaded the dirty dishes into the dishwasher. Once the kitchen had been restored to order, I grabbed my backpack and headed up to my room to work on my homework. After my homework was done, I got ready for bed. I went downstairs and gave Charlie a hug and a kiss goodnight. You off to bed now, Bells? Yeah, Im pretty beat. Today was somewhat emotional for me, so Im feeling kind of drained. Ill see you in the morning. Sure thing, sweetheart, he yawned, shutting off the television. I think Ill head up myself. Yes! That means Edward will be here soon! I hurried up to bed and jumped under the covers, listening impatiently to the sounds of my father preparing for bed. After what felt like an eternity, finally all was quiet. I watched the window, waiting for my angel to appear. Even though I was watching, I still missed his actual entrance. One second I was alone, and the next second he was standing there smiling at me. I held out my arms, and he flew over to the bed to wrap me in his embrace. I lay up against him, relaxing as I felt safe and secure. Before I drifted off, I mumbled, You know, if you want to get me a gift, you could start with an electric blanket. I felt him chuckle underneath me as I lost the battle for consciousness.

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Chapter 8: Rosalie and the M3

BPOV I woke to a chilly kiss that nevertheless warmed me up on the inside. I opened my eyes and found myself staring directly into Edwards golden ones. Good morning, love, he greeted me with his crooked smile. I smiled widely in return. Good morning to you too. What a way to wake up in the morning. I must admit Ill take you over my alarm clock any day. He chuckled. Well, at least Im good for something. I grinned. Im sure I can think of a few more reasons to keep you around. If I concentrate. Is that so? he murmured, giving me little kisses along my jaw line and down my neck. So much for concentrating! I gasped. He lifted his head with a smirk. Hey, who said you could stop? I protested, trying to pull him back down. He gave me an evil grin. Time for your human moment, love. I huffed. How frustrating. How like him to get me going and then pull away. I grumbled as I got up, grabbed my clothes for the day, and went to take a shower. I wondered if cold showers worked on women too, but decided to try it another day. By the time I finished my shower and dressed, he was waiting in my room, in my rocking chair, already changed for school. Let me get this straight, I grumbled. You ran home, took a shower, changed your clothes, and then ran back, just in the amount of time it took me to take a shower and dress? He smirked. I cant help it if you like to take really long showers. Long showers? There was still hot water, doggone it. It didnt qualify as a long shower in my book unless I ran out of hot water. I knew he was teasing me though, because the truth was that he was just really darn fast. I parked the car around the corner, by the way. Ill go and get it after your father leaves. I went over and sat in his lap, leaning back against his chest. I could tell he was holding his breath. Is this too hard for you? I asked in concern. He shook his head, smiled, and wrapped his arms around me. We stayed like that for a few minutes, gently rocking back and forth, until my stomach growled. I blushed and Edward chuckled.

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Sounds like breakfast time for the human, he teased. I glared at him. He pushed me off his lap and helped me upright. I heard my dad moving around in his room. Go hunt downstairs for some food, love, so you can quiet the hungry beast inside you. I rolled my eyes. Very funny, Edward. Maybe we have some yummy mountain lion in the fridge. He raised an eyebrow at me. Fine, I sighed. Ill go pounce on a Poptart. I think I can manage to subdue it into submission. Im sure youll come running if it gets to be too much for me and you hear my terrified screams for help. Attack of the mutant Poptart. I can see the headlines now: Mutant Poptart Mutilated by Vicious Vampire. Nothing munches my mate! he screamed while passionately pummeling the Poptart. What do you think? Im thinking I may need to have Carlisle investigate mental institutions. Ill be sure to visit you as often as I can. I threw a book at his head, which he promptly caught and began flipping through. I groaned, shut the door and headed downstairs. Charlie was already in the kitchen, messing with the coffee pot. He may not know how to cook, but he knew his way around the coffee machine blindfolded. You know, caffeine really isnt good for you, Dad, I pointed out by way of greeting. He turned his head and smiled. Okay, so dont buy anymore Cokes then. Then again, everyone needs a little pick-me-up in the morning, right? I hastily backtracked as I grabbed a soda from the fridge. Coke and Poptarts. The breakfast of champions. Right, Charlie chuckled. So, did you sleep well? I slept great, Dad. I actually sleep a lot better here than I did in Phoenix. Really? Thats great to hear! It sounds like youre settling in well, he ventured. Yep, I like it here so much better than I thought I would. In fact, if I could have anticipated this level of happiness and contentment, I would definitely have come sooner. Thanks for having me, Dad. Im really glad I came. He blushed, looking away. This will always be your home, Bells. Ill always have a place for you. I just want you to know that. Youre always welcome to come home to me, no matter what. I felt the tears leaking from my eyes. That is so sweet, Dad. Thank you. I jumped up to give him a hug. He patted my back awkwardly before clearing his throat. Time for me to go to work, he announced, putting his coffee mug in the sink. See you this evening, Bella. I smiled, knowing he was uncomfortable with showing emotions and physical affection. Sure thing, Dad. Dont forget Ill be shopping with the girls after school today, but I should be home around dinnertime. Ill call if Im running late for some reason.

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He nodded as he put on his gun belt. He shrugged into his jacket and opened the front door. Have fun, Bells, and be safe. I will, I called out as he shut the door. I quickly cleaned up my mess in the kitchen and was going to go upstairs to check on Edward when I heard a knock at the front door. Thats odd. I went and opened the front door to see Edward standing there, his Volvo in the driveway. He chuckled when he saw my surprise. Ive already got your backpack in the car, so grab whatever else you need and we can go. I raced to get my purse and ran out, locking the door behind me. Edward was waiting for me on the passenger side of the Volvo. He already had the door open for me. I was surprised but happy to see Alice and Jasper in the backseat. Hi, guys! I exclaimed as I slid into my seat. I put on my seatbelt, then turned to look at them. I wasnt expecting you. Not that Im complaining or anything. Yeah, I could tell, Jasper chuckled. You have really strong emotions for a human. We decided now was as good a time as any to begin working on my control, so here I am. Confined in a tiny little vehicle with a delicious smelling human and two vampires who wouldnt hesitate to tear my head off if I decided to take a little nibble. Nothing like jumping right in, hoping for the best. Why, this isnt challenging at all for me. We really should make it more difficult. I guess I could come sit in your lap and lean my head back, exposing my jugular, if that will help, I teased, responding to his sarcastic remarks. Edward growled, and Jasper smirked. I swatted Edward lightly on the arm. I didnt want to hurt myself. I just wanted to get my point across. Relax, Edward. I was just kidding. Hes just jealous, Bella, Jasper drawled. The question is, was he more upset about the idea of you sitting in my lap or me drinking your blood? Alice giggled. Both, Edward growled. I laughed. Dont worry, Edward. Im all yours, I reassured him. He smiled at me. Everyone watched us openly as we pulled into our parking space at school. Edward and Jasper got out of the car and walked around to open the doors for Alice and me. Not that we cant open our own doors, of course, but it does make them feel better, Alice muttered to me with a wink. I tell you, the things we women do for our men, just to make them feel better . . . . We all started laughing, including Rosalie and Emmett who had walked over when they saw us arrive. Oh, Rosalie, did you drive your M3 today? I asked, remember the type of car from the book. She nodded impassively. Great, Ive been dying to see it. Ive heard its a pretty fabulous car. She grinned at me and gently grabbed my arm. Its over here.

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We walked toward a large group of boys, clustered so tightly together I could barely make out the hint of something red in front of them. Nobody better get fingerprints on it, or theyre gonna die, Rosalie threatened through clenched teeth. Nobody touches my baby. The boys quickly moved away from the car, not wanting to make her any angrier. I finally got a good look at her car. It was a red convertible. If I hadnt read the Twilight book, I wouldnt have known anything else about it. I may not speak Car and Driver, but I can still appreciate an attractive sports car. Wow, Rose, this is incredible! Im impressed. Its perfect for you. Its gorgeous, sexy, powerful, and can get wherever you need to go really fast, I stated quietly. Plus theres a lot more going on under the hood than a casual observer could even imagine. Ha, that sums up my Rosie fairly well, Emmett laughed. Dont forget dangerous if mishandled. Rosie smacked him, but smiled at me, the smile going all the way to her eyes. I relaxed. I had taken a chance, making an analogy like that, but it seemed she liked it. And it fills up on fluid once a week, Alice joined in the game. Its flashy and gets noticed wherever it goes, Edward added. Its expensive and high maintenance, Jasper offered. Hey now, guys, be nice, I complained. Rose smirked looking down at her fingernails as if admiring them. Well, it is the best in its class. True, true, Emmett agreed. Personally, I always enjoy the ride. Its a great feeling every time Im inside it. We all started laughing. Trust Emmett to come up with that analogy. I blushed, trying not to make the inevitable comparison in my mind. Sorry, Rosalie. I didnt expect it to get so carried away. Dont worry about it, Bella, but wed better get to class before the bell rings. Ill see you at lunch. We exchanged smiles as Edward, Alice, and I headed off to first period.

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Chapter 9: Shopping After School

BPOV Hey Angela! I greeted warmly. I know we didnt talk yesterday, but I was hoping youd be willing to be friends. She looked at me with surprise. I guess I couldnt blame her. I hadnt given her any indication yesterday that I was amenable to friendship. I lowered my voice. Look, Angela, Ive met Laurens and Jessicas type before, and I really have no desire to become best buds with someone so shallow and conceited. You, on the other hand, are a real person. You dont smile and pretend to like someone while internally insulting them and making up rumors about them behind their back. And Mike is the type that is thinking of nothing but how quickly he can make your clothes disappear. So, I know I was kind of mean yesterday, but they were all so fake and insincere. I just wanted them to leave me alone. I hate being the center of attention. She smiled at me, nodding her head in understanding. Sure, Id love to hang out anytime. Cool! Umm, Im going to be sitting with the Cullens at lunchtime, but maybe you could join us? I felt Alices eyes boring a hole in my back. No offense, but Im a little intimidated by some of the Cullens, she whispered. Id just as soon stay at my regular table for now. I smiled. I couldnt really blame her. After all, I was the weird one. Humans were supposed to nervous around vampires. No problem. Maybe we can hang out some on the weekend? Angela grinned. That would be great. I turned to Alice and winked. Couldnt you foresee her answer, Alice? I could, and Im not the psychic one around here, I taunted under my breath. I saw her relax and nod, writing something down in her notebook. A few seconds later, she flicked a note onto my desk. I glanced down at it casually.

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Well, Im glad you knew what you were doing, because if she had accepted your offer, Rose would have turned you into mincemeat. I wrote back: Yeah, it doesnt take a psychic to see that one either. I heard Edward chuckle behind me and knew he was reading over my shoulder. I didnt bother trying to flick it back to her. Knowing me, it would have probably missed her desk completely and landed on the teachers shoe just as she walked by us. Somehow those kinds of things kept happening to me. So, I just held it up a little so she could see it. She huffed and stuck her tongue out at me, so fast I almost missed it. I barely resisted the urge to return the gesture in kind. I mumbled, Whatever, under my breath with a slight smile, and she proceeded to ignore me for the rest of class. Like that was a punishment. I smirked to myself. Later that afternoon, when the last bell rang, I hurried out of the gym, ready to spend some quality time with Edward. I noticed we didnt really talk much in the books and wanted to spend some time talking about our principles, morals, and ideals. I needed to know what he expected from a girlfriend and a wife, and he needed to know my expectations. We needed to learn more about each other, and not just our favorite colors either. We needed to discuss some of the major issues facing the world today, find out where our stances differed, and then move to compromise, agree to disagree, or part ways. I figured it was probably already too late for both of us to part ways. I wanted to know how he felt roles and responsibilities should be divided in a relationship. I was no Esme, and if that is what he expected of me, then that is something that needed to be discussed from the outset. We had already discussed having a child, so I wanted to know how he wanted to raise his child, how parental responsibilities would be divided, and what discipline methods he considered appropriate. We needed to discuss finances. We needed to think about where we would live after we got married. So much to say, so little time. Unfortunately, halfway to Edwards Volvo, I was hijacked by two female vampires and carried over to Roses car. How about we take my car? Rose suggested. I shrugged. Okay, its only a few minutes. I was curious to go riding in the convertible with the top down. Id never been in one before. So where are we going shopping, Bella? Alice asked innocently, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. What? Shopping? What on earth are you talking about? Im going to hang out with Edward this afternoon, I protested. Bella, Bella, Bella, Alice chided, shaking her head. Didnt I hear you tell Charlie that you were going shopping with Rose and me this afternoon? Ummm, yeees . . . I answered hesitantly. So what are you going to say or do when he asks you how your shopping trip went? Youre a terrible liar, Bella. Ummm, I hadnt really thought about that. I guess I could come up with something. Excuses wont work. You need to tell the truth. In order to tell the truth, you must actually go shopping with us. Were doing this for your own good, Bella, she entreated, giving me the

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puppy dog eyes. I rolled my eyes. I swear that little pixie has me wrapped around her finger. She did have a point though. I sighed deeply. Edward can come too, if he wants, Rosalie offered. I perked up. If I had to endure this torture, just give me Edward and Id be a happy prisoner. Edward was beside the car in seconds. Thanks, Rosalie. Id be glad to come. He eagerly climbed into the back seat with me. Roses jaw dropped. She couldnt believe Edward actually willingly volunteered to go on a shopping trip with the girls. Okay, I believe you now. I never thought Id see the day Edward would choose to go shopping with us. He must be head over heels in love to be so out of character for himself. I am head over heels, Edward confirmed. And Im not choosing to go shopping. Im choosing to stay close to Bella. Theres a difference. Rose snorted. Then she realized something else peculiar. How is your Volvo getting home? Jasper agreed to drive it home for me. You let Jasper drive your precious Volvo, just to spend time with Bella while shes shopping? Rose gasped. Edward nodded. Now I know youve gone over the deep end. Bella, who is this and what have you done with my brother? I laughed, squeezing his hand. I dont know, but I sure do like him, I teased. Rose turned and smiled at me. I got rather nervous when she did that, considering we were traveling well over 100mph, and unlike everyone else here, I wouldnt get up and walk away if she hit anything at this speed. Ummm, thanks, Rose. Ummm, wouldnt it be a good idea to keep your eyes on the road though? She laughed, but turned back around. Now youre scared? A houseful of vampires doesnt scare you, but fast driving does? Got it in one, I managed to choke out, my heartbeat racing as we took curves at speeds that should have sent us flying through the air, but we always managed to stay dead center in the lane. Edward wrapped me in his embrace, softly humming something sweet into my ear. I relaxed considerably, concentrating solely on him instead of Rosalies insane driving. I could see why Charlie didnt want her driving me around. Saying she didnt always obey the speed limit was the understatement of the year. I wondered if she ever obeyed the speed limit. We made it to Port Angeles in record time. Oh, Bella! What I great idea! Im going to get one too! Alice shrieked excitedly, bouncing up and down in place and clapping her hands. Jazz and I are going to have so much fun with it. Rose, I bet you and Emmett would like it too. Maybe we should get one for Carlisle and Esme, just in case? Lets see. Yep, theyll love it! Oooh, I cant wait. Cmon, everyone, lets go already! I had finally figured out what I was going to buy. Trust Alice to see it as soon as Id made the decision. Edward was smirking, having seen the visions in Alices head as she did. Rose looked

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decidedly irritated at being the only one not in the know. I knew exactly how she felt. I felt that way a lot around these two. Where are we going, Bella? Rose inquired, her voice full of frustration. Were going to Bed, Bath, and Beyond, I replied. Well, I hope they have something in the Beyond section because I dont sleep, and I dont go to the bathroom, Rose grumbled. What exactly was it you planned to get? Blankets. Blankets? Blankets. Oh, joy. I chuckled. I appreciate your company on this endeavor, Rose. You can pick the next store, and I promise not to complain. That helped her perk right up, and she fell into a state of contemplation, trying to decide which of her favorite stores was going to make it to the top of the list. We found our way to the blanket section of the store and were pleasantly surprised to see the wide variety of color. Rose came out of her reverie when she realized we had arrived at our destination. Electric blankets? What do they do, vibrate? she asked curiously. I laughed. No, but maybe you should patent that idea. They get warm, which in turn makes you warm. They can actually get rather hot on the highest setting. Im going to use it to keep Edward and me warm, when he snuggles with me at night. Sudden comprehension flashed into her eyes, and she looked at them again with more respect, as she realized the potential. How would it feel if Emmett were warm all over when they came together? Do they come in king size? she wondered, starting to dig through the pile. Or would two twins be better? Or maybe both? Yeah, I think Ill get all three. Alice snickered. Good idea. You never know when youre going to need extra blankets. Okay, Ive got two kings, one for us and one for Carlisle and Esme, plus two twins for Jazz and me. So do you want to continue shopping or go home and try these out? Go home, I answered immediately, holding my two blankets. I had a king for his future bed and a queen for mine. Bella! Rose gasped. Im shocked at you! I blushed and stared at the floor. I distinctly recall you promising I could pick the next store and you wouldnt complain.

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Yes, Rose, I did. So, how could you possibly want to go home and try these out without going to the lingerie store first? she teased, pretending to be hurt and indignant. I cant imagine what I was thinking, Rose. How foolish of me, I drawled, blushing even redder. Even though I was embarrassed, my blush was nothing compared to the look on Edwards face at the turn in the conversation. If he were human, he would definitely have been blushing. He looked like he was caught between the desire to agree and the desire to flee. I couldnt help but want to push him just a bit further. I need some new pajamas anyway. His eyes widened, then darkened, then he looked away, shoving his hands in his pockets. Rose, Alice, and I giggled all the way to the cash register to purchase the blankets, with Edward stalking us the whole way. When it was my turn, Edward stepped up smoothly to pay for my items. I started to protest, but he quirked an eyebrow in my direction. I do remember you telling me my first gift to you should be electric blankets, so since you already gave your permission for me to buy them, there should be no complaint now. Well, that effectively shut my mouth. I had said that the other night. I had also promised to work on accepting gifts for his sake. So I gave him my best smile, and stood up on tiptoe to give him a quick kiss on the lips, whispering, Thank you, Edward. He looked shell shocked, and I was surprised to discover I had actually dazzled him for once. Wow! What an ego booster! I could dazzle Edward Cullen! I grabbed his hand and led him out of the store to where his sisters were waiting. Edward, why dont you take our purchases out to the car and then meet us at the lingerie store? Rose suggested nonchalantly. He nodded mutely, gathered up all the bags, and headed for the exit. Alright girls, Rose murmured conspiratorially, putting an arm around each of our shoulders. Ready to have some fun? Alice immediately grinned, Heck, yeah! I hesitated, not sure if I wanted any part of whatever Rosalie might consider fun. Alice reached over and grabbed my hand. Cmon, Bella! Wheres your spirit of adventure? My spirit of adventure? I lost it somewhere around the time I got a cast for the fifth time. Then again, I did hang out with a bunch of vampires and no witnesses. That was pretty adventurous, wasnt it? Im here with you, arent I? I kiss Edward, dont I? I come over and hang out in a house full of vampires, dont I. That isnt adventurous enough for you? Alice rolled her eyes, but it was Rose who responded, Thats not adventurous. Its just plain stupid. But dont worry, we like you anyway. Wow, Rose just said she liked me. In a backhanded kind of way. Well, I can do my part to foster this friendship.

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I sighed, Okay, Im in. Whats the plan?

Chapter 10: The Plan

BPOV Okay, so heres the plan. Were going to mess with Edward, which we always enjoy, and youll reap the benefits, Bella. You know how Edward is, hes such a prude. He wouldnt be caught dead, or even undead, in a lingerie store, so he will wait outside the store for us, facing away from the store. He will also do his best to stay out of Alices and my heads so as to not see anything he shouldnt. So, if you can get over your shyness of Alice and me, we can really mess with him. Every time you model something you want him to see, youll model it for us in front of the three-way mirror. Then well take turns saying odd things that he cant help but want to investigate. Hell jump into either Alices or my mind to see whats going on, and then hell get an eyeful. What do you think? Could I do this? Was I willing to model teddies and sheer nightgowns in front of Alice and Rose in order to make Edward look at them? What was the worst that could happen? Really? Well, Edward might get mad, but the images would be forever burned into his perfect memory, and I had no doubt he would pull them out and look at them again later. I did want to encourage him to progress our relationship, didnt I? But this was so soon. Id only known him for not quite four days now. Id been saving myself all this time. Would I really wish to become sexual with someone Id known for only a few days? Then again, I knew I belonged with Edward for eternity. He was the someone special Id been saving myself for all these years. Of course, we couldnt go the whole way anyway. I wasnt ready to be a mom quite yet. So, did I want to encourage him to take the next step in our physical explorations of each others body? Absolutely. Id soon be sisters with these two girls anyway. In the books, Alice had helped me shower with my broken leg, and Rose had carried me to the bathroom every time I needed to use it while pregnant. So, I really didnt need to fear being not fully clothed around them.

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They were family. They werent interested in my body or anything, so I had no need to feel self-conscious. Okay, I can do this. Its a go with Operation Lingerie, I grinned. Finally! I thought youd never stop debating with yourself, Rosalie teased. Alice giggled. We headed off to the store and started picking through the racks. Alice kept giggling to herself every few minutes. Finally, we headed to the dressing rooms so I could try on a few things. This is going to be so much fun! Alice sang excitedly. Rosalie signaled that Edward was in position outside the shop. I hurried to get changed into the first teddy, a lacy piece in his particular favorite shade of blue. As I stepped back out into the main part of the dressing room and posed in front of the mirrors, Rose and Alice got into their positions to get the best possible view of me. Then, Rose began her plan of attack. EPOV I took my sweet time taking the bags to the car, trying to give the girls time to find what they wanted and finish shopping. Or at least move to a store I wouldnt be ashamed to enter. I knew undergarments were necessary, and I thought about them as much as the next man. After all, we got multiple copies of the Victorias Secret catalog mailed to our house each time. One to McCarty, one to Whitlock, one to Masen, one to Cullen, and one to Hale. We four men each grabbed one for ourselves to peruse in private and left the fifth copy for the girls to share amongst themselves. Hey, it was perfectly legitimate. They did commercials on TV for Petes sake. Emmett always let us know when one of those came on, so we could all watch it. We pretended not to, of course, but even Carlisle would find an excuse to wander downstairs for a few minutes. Then, he and Esme would usually go back upstairs afterward. Like none of us knew what they were doing. Actually, Alice, Jasper, and I had way too much information about what they were doing. Rosalie and Emmett would be blissfully caught up in themselves, to busy worrying about what they were doing to think about anybody else. Theyd head off to their room shortly thereafter. By then, Jasper would be overwhelmed by everyones lust and Alice would be desperate for distraction, so she wouldnt mind in the slightest when he would suddenly grab her and throw her over his shoulder, cave-man style, and run up to their room. Personally, I would just go hunting. Woo. Hoo. Still, I was a gentleman, a gentleman of more than a century. While I was very much in favor of Bella purchasing some beautiful things that I might hope to see on her someday, there was no way I would be going into that store. No way I was going to walk through rack after rack of womens undergarments and touch them, or look at them, or suggest any of them. Whatever Bella got would be fine with me. On the way to meet up with the girls, I passed a game store. I couldnt resist and stopped in for a few minutes. I was happy to note the new Xbox game Emmett wanted had finally been released. I decided to get it for him. Not only would I be his hero for a few hours, but hed be kept busy playing it until school the next day. Emmett, quiet and in a single known location not causing trouble, was a good thing for the entire family. I headed on to the specified meeting location, hoping my some miracle the girls were already finished. I was dismayed to see the number of things Alice carried in her arms on her way to the dressing room. I might as well make myself get comfortable. We were obviously going to be here a while. I leaned my back against the wall of the store, pretending to watch the people walking by in the mall corridor and listening to the conversation in the dressing room. I deliberately gave them all some privacy by blocking out their thoughts.

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Go ahead, Bella, Alice encouraged. Well wait for you here. I wondered what kind of items Bella was trying on for size. After a couple of minutes, I heard Rosalie ask, Hey, Alice, do you think Bella will like these crotchless panties? What?! Instinctively, I jumped into Roses mind just in time to be treated with a view of Bella in a royal blue teddy that matched her curves perfectly. I moaned, biting my lip, and jumped out again, but it was too late. That image was burned into my brain. I had no desire to tuck it away out of sight. Instead, I closed my eyes and dwelt on the image, drowning in her sexy brown eyes and the luminescence of her pale white skin next to the brilliant royal blue fabric. I like it, Bella. You should get that one. A few minutes later, I heard Alice ponder, Do you think Edward would like this one? Nah, Rosie returned blithely. Its too sheer. It wouldnt leave anything to the imagination. Curiosity overcame self control as I hopped into Alices mind. I groaned heavily as I saw my beautiful Bella wrapped in black lace that exposed more than it covered. I hopped back out, but I was having a hard time thinking straight. I was also felt a need to untuck my shirt and hope it might hide how much I was enjoying the images in my mind. I swore to myself I would stay out of my sisters heads if it killed me. I took deep breaths, trying to calm down. Alice, do you think we should get Bella some toys? Maybe, Rose. Oh, no. I dont think Edward would want her to have one of those! What?! What were they talking about now? What did they want to buy for Bella that I wouldnt want her to have? I started to panic, but I didnt want to jump into their minds in case they were looking at Bella again. Well, I think we should get it for her anyway. He doesnt have to know she has it, Rose decided. Forget self-control, I needed to know what Rose was planning to get for Bella. I quickly jumped into both of my sisters minds. I got a double eyeful this time. Both of my sisters were looking at Bella from slightly different angles. With the mirrors behind Bella and the two viewpoints, I had a clear 360 degree view of Bella in the latest creation. I nearly toppled over from the force of my lust. I completely stopped breathing. Good thing Jasper wasnt here. I didnt think hed be able to stand, but if he could, Alice would be in big trouble. And we probably wouldnt see them for days. What do you think, Edward, red or blue? Alice thought to me. I caught a quick glimpse of two amazing sets of sexy, silky pajamas. I was beyond rational thoughts at this point. I simply whispered, Blue. Alice snickered. Here, Bella, Edward says he likes the blue ones. Bella chuckled. Blue it is. Hey, is that a tattoo, Bella? Rose asked in surprise. I couldnt help myself, I had to see what she was talking about. Bella was wearing a sheer bra that opened in the front and a matching

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sheer thong. I gasped, a low rumbling building in my chest. I was just about ready to burst in there and take her on the dressing room floor. "Oh, guess it must have been a shadow," Rose snickered. "Which one would you like to try on next, Bella?" Just get them, I growled. Get them all! Its time to go home. Now. I was barely holding myself back. I was even picturing throwing her over my shoulder and running for the car. I heard all three girls laughing, but Alice and Rose were headed to the cash register, so I ignored them. Bella got her clothes back on and came out to wait with me. As soon as my sisters left the shop, I grabbed the armload of bags and started herding them toward the car. Get a grip, Edward, Rosalie complained. You dont want to be quite that obvious, do you? I just growled at her, urging them all to move faster. I soon as we got to the car, I threw all the bags into the trunk and settled into the back seat with Bella. She stared up at me with wide, innocent eyes. My sweet naive Bella. Is something wrong, Edward? she inquired with concern. I gave her a pained smile. Of course not, my darling Bella. Im just having a hard time right now. Very hard, Alice muttered. Rosalie started laughing, and Bella bit her lip while smiling angelically at me. She started patting my upper thigh and rubbing it a little. You poor baby, I sure youll feel better soon. I groaned. This sweet darling girl had no idea what she was doing to me. I closed my eyes, determined to endure the blissful torture all the way home.

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When we pulled into the garage at the Cullens house, Edward chose to sit in the car for a few minutes. Despite his firm belief in my naivet, I knew exactly why he needed the time, so I merely kissed his cheek and followed the girls inside. Everybody come to the living room! We got you all presents! Alice exclaimed enthusiastically to the rest of the family. Carlisle emerged from his study, and Esme came in from the garden. Jasper and Emmett paused their Xbox game and turned to face us. I went to have a seat on the couch where I could watch everyones faces while waiting for Edward to make an appearance. Rosalie tossed her bag to Emmett at the same time Alice tossed one to Jasper. Alice then presented the third bag to Carlisle. All three men pulled out the blankets and examined them blankly. Um, thanks, Alice, Jasper responded hesitantly, trying to fake enthusiasm. Yes, nice color, Carlisle commented kindly, handing the blanket to Esme. An electric blanket? Cool! Emmett enthused. Does it glow in the dark? I started laughing and the girls joined me. Thats a good idea, Emmett, I praised. Not quite as good as Roses, but could still have a market for young children. No, an electric blanket gets warm to hot, in variable settings. When you wrap yourself in it, or get under it, it warms up your body, using the electricity. Its like snuggling inside an oven, without the danger of catching on fire. I watched as comprehension and then speculation dawned on the faces of the men and Esme. Emmett was the first to react. Well, thanks for the gift, Rosie. Lets go try it out. See you tomorrow, Bella! he shouted on his way up the stairs. He had grabbed the bag of blankets and lifted Rose up bridal style before sprinting up to their room. The others watched them go. Edward chose that moment to appear from the garage. He came over and sat beside me on the couch. Youre so sweet, always thinking of me, Alice, Jasper purred seductively, grabbing Alice by the hand and dashing up the stairs. Goodbye, Bella! Alice called as she followed Jasper. Thanks for the great gift idea! I chuckled. Carlisle and Esme were exchanging a heated glance. They started backing towards the stairs, one step at a time. Yes, well, I think were all going to have a quiet . . . CRASH! Something sounded like it broke up in Emmetts and Roses room. . . . private evening tonight. It was great seeing you again, Bella. Youre welcome any time, but Im sure Charlie will be wanting his dinner soon, so well see you tomorrow, okay dear? Esme explained politely, reaching out for the stair railing. Of course, Esme. Thank you all for having me. Good night! I smirked playfully. Good night! Carlisle exclaimed, winking at me, before the two of them raced up to their bedroom.

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Edward was staring after them, wincing at their thoughts. I grabbed his hand and headed for the front door. As soon as we made it inside the Volvo, I burst out laughing. Drive, man, drive, I urged. Before the moaning starts. His eyes widened, and he peeled tires backing out and tearing down the driveway. I started laughing again. Then, I stopped with a start. Did you get our blanket? I demanded. He smirked. Of course, I did. He pointed to the back seat. I released a huge sigh of relief. So, are you looking forward to trying it out tonight? I cooed coyly, wiggling my eyebrows. He cut his eyes in my direction. Absolutely, he leered. I chuckled. Excellent. Once we got to my house, I popped the chicken casserole into the oven with some biscuits. I defrosted some broccoli in the microwave and sprinkled cheese on top, putting it in the oven to melt the cheese. Dinner would be ready shortly after Charlie walked through the door. Edward was busy setting up the electric blanket, no doubt reading the precautions on the bag and devising a new list of rules for me of things I could and could not do with my electric blanket. No doubt it recommended against using in the bathtub and other kinds of common sense ideas. The scary knowledge was that for every one of those possibilities listed, somebody had actually tried it and then tried to sue the company to make up for their own stupidity. The glories of a litigious society. I quickly dashed upstairs to check on Edward before Charlie got home. He had the blanket set up on the bed, under the comforter. It was plugged in, turned on, and set to maximum heat. Why dont you just snuggle under the covers while I eat dinner with Charlie? After dinner, Ill come up here to do homework and see how warm your skin feels. You can actually stay under there until Im ready for bed, if you like. At that point, well have to turn the temperature down, because Ill actually overheat at that setting, I suggested. Sounds like a plan, love, Edward agreed. Charlies here now, so you might want to head back downstairs. Okay, Im going to talk to him about the Blacks tonight. We need to go ahead and start working on those friendships. Edward grimaced, but nodded resigned. At least this way Ill be around to keep an eye on him and his interactions with you. I rolled my eyes at his obvious jealousy. You know, I doubt Stephenie Meyer sent him the four books, so youd better be nice to him. If you act all jealous and possessive, hes just going to think youre a jerk. He wont have any idea why you resent him. Edward grinned. As long as he thinks of you like a sister, I wont have any need to resent him, will I? So no flirting this time.

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I groaned, I already told you I wouldnt. Now that I already know the truth about you, I have no need to pump him for information. I heard Charlie open the front door. I quickly went out into the hall, shutting the door behind me. I jostled lightly down the stairs, holding onto the railing, just in case. Hey, Bells, he greeted me. How was your shopping trip? I actually really enjoyed it, and it was productive too. Im feeling a lot closer to Rose and Alice than I did before. At this rate, theyll be more like my sisters than my friends. Im so happy to have them. I didnt really have any close friends in Phoenix. I was shy and kind of a loner. Im so glad I decided to come here, Dad, I replied enthusiastically. Any more rumors about you and Edward I should worry about? I did have someone ask me if you were engaged. Really, whatd you say? I just told them if there was anything they needed to know I would be sure to tell them. I hate small minded gossips. Thanks, Dad. I decided I didnt really care what anyone else thought either. Anybody who wants to know can just ask me to my face. Good for you, Bells. I pulled the casserole out of the oven and set it on the table, along with the cheesy broccoli and biscuits. I set the table, and we both sat down to enjoy our meal. This looks fabulous, Bells. Im going to get fat if you keep spoiling me like this. Actually, Dad, this is a lot more healthy than fast food pizza or diner food, so you might find it easier to stay in shape with my cooking. I put a large helping of broccoli on my plate. I noticed Charlie attempted to avoid it. I rolled my eyes. Really, Dad. Just try the broccoli. Be a good example for me. He grimaced and reluctantly put a small spoonful onto his plate. I added pepper and salt to mine and eagerly tasted it, savoring the flavors and textures on my tongue. I nodded encouragingly to him. He wrinkled his nose, but bravely lifted a bite to his mouth. Wow, Bells. This is really quite good! I always thought broccoli should be orange. Orange broccoli? he asked in confusion. I smiled and pointed to the cheese. If you coat it with enough cheddar to make it look orange, it cant help but taste good. Cheddar makes everything better.

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He shook his head and grinned. I guess all those commercials really do indoctrinate your young mind. The power of the jingle, I teased. We ate in silence for a bit. I was happy he enjoyed the food I had made for him. So, did you see Edward today? Um, yeah. Hes in most of my classes, like I told you yesterday. Plus, I sit with his family at lunchtime. I helped Rose and Alice carry their bags inside when we got back to their house. Edward volunteered to help carry bags too, while Emmett and Jasper just kept playing video games. Edwards really smart, gets straight As at school, and helps his Mom around the house. I really like him. Just remember youre only seventeen. Dont worry about trying to rush into anything or grow up too fast. Youre only young once. Unless youre a vampire. Then youre forever young. I know, Dad. Im supposed to be meeting with Angela this weekend. We dont have firm plans yet, but Ill let you know once I know for sure. Speaking of friends, do you still hang out with Billy Black? Well, weve had a falling out recently, over the Cullens as a matter of fact. Billy is always accusing the Cullens of conspiracy to harm us all. Ive tried pointing out all the things Carlisle and Esme do for the community, but hes stuck steadfast in his anti-Cullen stance. Hes even encouraged some of the other Quileutes to boycott the hospital. What is he thinking? Dad, are you really going to throw away a decades long friendship over a difference of opinion? Cant you two just agree to disagree about this? Are you really going to let it come between you? Why dont you call Billy and ask if hed like to join us for dinner tomorrow. Just tell him you still want to be his friend, you just dont want to discuss the Cullens with him. Maybe you shouldnt tell him about my friendship with the Cullen family, at least not at first. Give him a few months or so to get to know me first and learn to trust my judgment. I have to tell you, I really like the whole family so far, and I dont want to spend the entire evening facing Billys disapproval and distrust for my association with them. Besides, it might be fun to catch up with Jacob after all these years. Maybe hed like to hang out some too. Charlie smiled at me. Great thinking, Bells. Ill call him right after dinner. Great, I replied encouragingly. I cleaned off the table and started washing the dishes, while Charlie went to issue the phone invitation. I really wished I did have vampire hearing right now, so I would know exactly what was being said. I heard Charlie issue the invitation, but I couldnt hear anything else once I started running the water in the sink. I finished cleaning up the kitchen just before Charlie got off the phone. I headed out into the living room as he placed the receiver into the charging unit. I looked at him questioningly. He grinned happily at me. Billy and Jacob are coming over tomorrow night for dinner. Thanks for the idea, Bella. I feel a lot better reuniting with my best friend. Sure thing, Dad. Thats great. Ive got a lot of homework to do, so Im going to head up to my room now. Ill see you tomorrow morning, okay?
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He smiled and give me a small goodnight hug. Dont stay up too late. I wont, Dad. Dont forget you need your beauty sleep too, I teased. He scoffed, ruffling my hair. I dashed up the stairs, eager to get back to Edward, as Charlie settled down with the TV remote for his nightly sports marathon. I smirked to see Edward huddled under the blanket, a smile of pure bliss on his face.

Chapter 12: Snuggling

EPOV I took off my shoes and snuggled under the covers, marveling at the warmth emanating from the blanket. It was a lot like being in a sauna or a hot tub, but could thankfully be done comfortably while wearing a decent amount of clothing. I pulled the covers all the way over my head, wanting my face and lips to be warm too. I wondered how long it would take for my body to absorb enough heat energy to feel like a human would to Bella. I was thrilled with the idea that she could snuggle comfortably with me without getting too cold. My body reacted at the thought that we would no longer need to keep a barrier between us when I held her at night. The down side is that, without the barrier, she might actually feel my reaction. I definitely had no desire for her to understand just how hard it was for me to hold her in my arms all night long. I heard Charlie ask Bella if she had seen me today. I realized suddenly that I couldnt hear his thoughts either! How odd. It must be genetic, if she inherited it from her father. Carlisle would be very interested to know this. I could get general impressions of his thoughts though. He wasnt completely silent to me like she was. I could sense his approval as he mentioned me. That was good news. Now I just had to be careful not to do anything to change his impression of me. I smiled as I heard Bella extolling my virtues. She mentioned me helping to carry bags. I felt guilty for not helping the girls carry the bags into the house. Not that the bags were heavy, and my sisters wouldnt have felt it even if they were. It still would have been the gentlemanly thing to do. Unfortunately, I was too busy trying to take the mental equivalent of a cold shower, trying to diminish any evidence of my state of arousal before joining the family.
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I was fairly certain Emmett would feel the need to call attention to it if he witnessed such a loss of control on my part. Not only would that be extremely embarrassing for both me and Bella, but he would harass me endlessly about it over the next few years. Charlies mind projected concern and nostalgia as he encouraged Bella not to rush into anything. This was followed by relief as she reassured him and deftly changed the subject to other friends. I had a feeling he was still adjusting to the idea that his little girl was now a teenager rapidly approaching adulthood. His thoughts became filled with frustration as he discussed Billys prejudice against my family, followed by sadness at the reminder of decades of friendship, and ending with resolve as he agreed to call him up after dinner. He enjoyed the rest of his dinner in a state of happy contentment. After dinner, I heard him pick up the phone in the living room and start dialing as Bella cleaned off the table. I concentrated on the conversation, extremely interested in the outcome and knowing Bella would expect a recap when she joined me upstairs. Hello? Hey, Billy, this is Charlie. Pause. Hey, Charlie. Listen, weve been friends for so long, I dont want to throw away our friendship over one issue. Ive missed spending time with you. I know we dont see eye to eye about the Cullens and was wondering if you would agree to disagree about them. I wont try to convince you theyre good, and you wont try to convince me theyre evil. We just wont talk about them at all. Our time together will be a Cullen-free zone. What do you think? Ive missed you too, Charlie. I think I can agree to disagree. Ive hated that theyve come between us and ruined our friendship too. We wont talk about them at all to each other. Sounds good. Thanks, Billy! Hey, I dont know if you heard, but Bella is here now. She has grown up to be quite an excellent cook, and she remembers you and Jacob. She has volunteered to cook dinner for all of us tomorrow night, if you two would like to come over here. We can watch a game afterwards, while Jacob and Bella get caught up and get to know one another. What do you say? That sounds great, Charlie! Wed love to come. What time? How about 6? Im usually home by then. Should I bring anything? Nah, I think Bells has it covered. Thanks for calling, Charlie. I really have missed you. Well see you tomorrow. Sure thing, Billy. Bye. Charlie was very happy. I could tell he felt like hed had a weight lifted off of his shoulders. It was weird to be getting impressions instead of fully formed thoughts, almost like I had Jaspers ability and was reading his emotions instead.

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I heard my loves beautiful voice informing Charlie she was coming up to her room. I smiled in anticipation. He teased her about not staying up too late. I would make sure she got enough sleep, though I was certain she would still be awake for a while after he had gone to bed. I heard Bellas measured tread up the stairs and lowered the blanket down from my face. She opened the door, her eyes searching out mine right away. I knew I had a big smile on my face. Our eyes met, and she smirked at me. I raised an eyebrow, as she continued into the room, shutting the door behind her. You look comfortable, she taunted, sauntering over to the bed and crawling up next to me. She reached out and caressed my cheek. Her hand still felt a bit warm to me, but nowhere near as warm as usual. She grinned. While you look and smell delicious enough to eat, I think we still need to roast you a bit longer. I pouted playfully. Youre still not quite up to human temperature, Edward. Why dont you go ahead and cook yourself a bit longer, while I finish my homework? she suggested with a wink. Only if you give me a kiss, I bargained. Gladly. She leaned forward, pressing her lips to mine. We kissed enthusiastically, until she needed to draw back and catch her breath. I smirked, listening to her heart racing and watching her chest heaving. I loved the effect I had on her. Okay, I really need to concentrate on homework now, she confessed, pulling the blanket back over my head. She kissed my forehead through the blanket. Im sure by the time Im finished, youll be nice and toasty warm. I chuckled, listening to her pull her books and supplies out of her backpack. She sat at her desk. I could hear the scratching of her pencil on the paper as she began her assignments. I started thinking about our time at the mall. Specifically, the time at the lingerie store. It was obvious my sisters had deliberately set me up to witness a scantily clad Bella. The question of the day was whether Bella was in on it, or merely an innocent victim to my sisters twisted prank. I sincerely hoped it was the former, for all of our sakes. My perfect recall conjured up a picture of Bella in the black lace teddy. I studied it in great detail, in a way I hadnt allowed myself to at the time. My body responded again, just as quickly as it did the first time. Of course, Bella chose that moment to finish her homework. I couldnt let her catch me like this. I quickly turned onto my side and moved my hands in front of my crotch. I waited as she put away her school stuff and approached the bed. The seconds ticked by like hours. I heard her chuckle softly. Im going to go get ready for bed now, she whispered. You just stay where you are, and Ill be right back. Okay, I responded quietly. I heard her rustling in some plastic before escaping from the room. She went into the bathroom to change. I started thinking unsexy thoughts to bring myself back under control. Okay, kittens, Jessica, Mike. Yep, that did it. Thinking about Mike was a foolproof way to kill the mood. I took a deep breath, letting it out slowly. I heard the bedroom door open and close again. I was ready for her now. I sensed her come up to stand next to the bed. Close your eyes, she mumbled hesitantly. Okay, I murmured back.

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She took a deep breath and let it out slowly, just as I had done a minute before. I think its time to check and see if youre done, she suggested seductively. I felt her join me in the bed, slipping under the covers and scooting close to me. She gently ran her hand over my forearm. I was surprised to note that her skin didnt feel warm. It felt the same as mine, or rather mine felt the same as hers. I reached out to pull her into my embrace and encountered something satiny. My eyes flew open to behold my love dressed in the blue satin baby doll pajamas I had picked out of Alices head earlier today. I froze in shock. So much for calming down. I swiftly rose to the occasion. I heard a sweet giggle and looked up to meet Bellas eyes. I was even more shocked to see the direction of her gaze. She was looking at the front of my pants. I was going to ask if you liked it, she snickered. But I can already tell that you do. I guess these were a good choice after all. I stared at her, speechless. She finally moved her gaze up to meet mine, and she blushed. Then, with a mischievous grin, she started unbuttoning my shirt. By the third button, I had managed to summon enough energy to move my hand to catch hers. What are you doing? I demanded. Unbuttoning your shirt, she answered with wide eyed innocence. Why? She smiled at me. I just want to feel your chest while its so warm. I promise not to rape you or anything. I rolled my eyes. Like that was even a possibility. I did let go of her hand and allow her to keep unbuttoning my shirt. The gentleman in me was protesting vehemently that this was a bad idea, but the man in me wanted her to touch me at least as much, if not more so, than she did. I reminded myself that she had agreed to become my wife and spend eternity with me. That helped silence the gentleman, who was somewhat appeased at the idea that she was my fianc and by my resolve not to remove any more of my clothing, nor to allow her to remove any of hers. So I made no protest when she slipped the sleeves of my shirt down my arms and over my hands, before tossing the shirt onto the floor. She moaned a bit as her eyes eagerly devoured my chest and arms. Then, she put her hands on my chest and began exploring. My skin tingled wherever she touched it, and I couldnt help moaning myself. She traced the contours of the muscles in my chest, abdomen, and biceps. Then she scooted closer, pressing her chest against mine, as she allowed her hands to explore my back. She took her time with all of her explorations, as if she were trying to memorize the feel of my skin. I loved that she could be so close to me without shivering. When she began kissing my chest, I pulled away groaning, needing to put a stop to this before I got carried away. She immediately started pouting, trying to pull me closer again. I think thats enough exploring for tonight, love, I gasped. I just cant take anymore right now. It feels absolutely fabulous, and Im in definite danger of forgetting everything but the need to make you mine in every sense of the word. Since that isnt possible right now, Im going to calm down a bit. Ah, okay, she smirked. I guess youre not the only one who seems to have a natural talent for this. I grinned at her. Perhaps. Or perhaps were just meant for each other.

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She nodded, grinning back. I removed her arms from around me and shifted to lie on my back. I reached over and dialed back the setting on the blanket, not wanting Bella to overheat. Then I pulled her over to me and kissed her gently. I think maybe you should get some sleep. I dont know if you heard, but your dad came up to bed about half an hour ago. I was a bit distracted. I snickered this time. Is that so? I never would have guessed. She growled at me, a cute little kitten growl. I barely restrained my laughter, knowing she wouldnt appreciate it. As if she could intimidate me. Well, actually she could, but not by threats of violence. The thought of losing her now that I had found her was worse than intimidating. It was terrifying. I had to admit to myself that her anger actually did intimidate me, despite the fact that she couldnt cause me any physical pain. She could definitely cause me emotional pain, if she decided she didnt want to be around me. So I preferred not to make her truly angry. She curled up next to me, resting her head on my chest and draping her arm over my stomach. I loved the sensation. It felt like she belonged there. I rubbed her back lightly with my hand, enjoying the texture of the satin sliding beneath my fingers. Watching her sleep last night had inspired a lullaby, just as the book had suggested. I began humming it for her, the portion I had composed thus far, and she quickly fell asleep. I tucked the blanket around us, thrilled to be able to have skin to skin contact without fear of giving her hypothermia. As I snuggled with my beautiful Bella, I allowed myself to picture each of the different outfits she had modeled in the dressing room earlier. She was absolutely gorgeous. My breathing increased slightly, the longer I thought about her. I adjusted myself to be as comfortable as possible while wearing pants. Bella began dreaming. To my surprise, she threw her leg over my hips. She began moaning my name and rocking against me. It was obviously a very good dream and raised my own level of arousal to heights I had never known before. Her movement created the most delicious friction against me. The gentleman in me was screaming at me for my incredibly inappropriate behavior in allowing this to continue, but the man in me drowned him out. She continued moaning my name, moving her lips on my chest, rocking against my side. I was on sensual overload the sound of her moaning for me, the smell of her arousal, the feel of her in my arms and against my skin, the sight of her in my mind dressed in sexy lingerie, the taste of her kiss lingering on my lips, and the feelings building up inside of me. The music in my body came to a full crescendo, and I clapped my free hand over my mouth to keep from shouting. I lay limply underneath of her as she stiffened, crying out into my chest. Then she became just as boneless as I felt. She was wearing a satisfied smile in her sleep. I decided it was a good time for me to go home, get cleaned up, and change my clothes. I gently slid her off of me and got out of bed. I tucked the covers around her and kissed her temple. Ill be back soon, love, I whispered to my sleeping angel. I grabbed my shirt and jumped out the window. As I ran home, I realized I was wearing a goofy grin. Try as I might, I couldnt wipe it off my face. I hoped my family members would all be too busy using their own electric blankets to notice me. Otherwise, Id be faced with questions I really wasnt prepared to answer. I had a good idea they would all know what would cause that kind of goofy grin, considering some of the ones Ive seen on my brothers and father, and I didnt want them thinking of me and Bella that way. Luckily, they were all rather occupied when I arrived home. I doubted they even knew I was there. Certainly none of them directed their thoughts my way, and I did my absolute best to block the thoughts they were having. I removed my jeans, hiding them instead of placing

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them in the hamper. I didnt want Esme to see anything unusual while doing the laundry. I decided Id better start doing my own laundry now. I took a much needed shower, changed my clothes, and rushed back to my Bella.

Chapter 13: Dinner with Jake

BPOV I puttered anxiously around the kitchen, putting the finishing touches on everything. The table was set and had a vase of wildflowers in the center. The kitchen was sparkling clean, all the dishes were washed and put away. I peeked in the oven needlessly once again. I wanted everything to be perfect for tonight. The delicious aroma of lasagna permeated the air throughout the entire house. I was serving garlic bread and salad along with it. I had the glasses already filled with ice, and I had made iced tea. I heard the front door open. Bella? Charlie called out, shutting the front door. It smells wonderful!

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I meandered out of the kitchen to watch him hang up his jacket and gun belt. I smiled at him. How was your day? I asked pleasantly. Not bad. A few minor issues, no major ones. I do like living in a small town, he returned easily. Looks like we have about ten minutes until Billy and Jacob get here, so Im going to go get freshened up, okay? Sounds good, Dad. Ive go everything under control down here. He dashed upstairs to his room, and I resumed my nervous pacing around the living room this time. I had already been through here twice making sure everything was cleaned and dusted. I tweaked the pillows on the couch, though of course they didnt really need it. I spent a few minutes gazing at all my old pictures Charlie had displayed prominently around the room. I wondered if I shouldnt hide a few of them when he wasnt looking. I wasnt sure I wanted Edward seeing those unflattering pictures of me. Just when I thought I would go insane, I heard a knock on the front door. I actually jumped a bit at the noise, my heart rate accelerating. I took a few deep breaths to calm myself and answered the door. I saw Billy in his wheelchair. As I expected, the sight of his kind old face immediately brought back childhood memories. I didnt really recognize Jacob as well as I did Billy. I could only see a hint of the boy he used to be. I wasnt sure I would have known him under different circumstances. I stood back so they could enter, Jacob pushing Billys chair. Once they were inside, I shut the door and gave Billy a hug. Its so good to see you again, Billy, I enthused gently. How are your daughters? Theyve upped and moved away. Its just Jacob and me at home now, he chuckled. But theyre happy, and they come back to visit now and again. Hi, Jacob. Im glad your dad has you, at least for a few more years. It cant be easy for either of you though. He ducked his head shyly. We manage. Dinner smells really good though. Neither of us are particularly talented in the kitchen. Well, I made plenty, so no one will go hungry tonight, I teased. Im pretty sure theres enough even for a growing teenage boy. Charlie had made his way downstairs, and all three males laughed appreciatively at my attempt to break the ice. Just then, the oven timer buzzed, so I excused myself and rushed to take the food out of the oven. Jacob strolled in behind me. Anything I can do to help? he offered, leaning against the counter. Umm, sure. Do you want to get the drinks ready, at least for you and Billy? Theres tea, beer, and water. Does Charlie know youre offering me beer? he joked easily. I rolled my eyes. Have you ever tasted beer? No, he admitted sheepishly.

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Well, I have. Believe me, youre not missing out on anything. He grinned. So did you get rip-roaring drunk? I shook my head and gave him a disgusted look. Of course not. My stepfather, Phil, let me taste his one time. I havent desired a repeat of the experience. Jacob laughed. Right, so stick with the tea then, thats your recommendation? I grinned. Absolutely. We worked together quickly and had everything set up and ready in record time. I peeked into the living room to see how Billy and Charlie were getting along. I didnt want to interrupt if they were in the middle of something serious. Jacob came to peer over my shoulder. Billy and Charlie were sitting comfortably in the living room getting caught up on all the news about each others lives since the last time they had spoken. They gossip as bad as little old ladies, Jacob whispered in my ear. I chuckled. Maybe its because neither of them has a wife to do it for them, I suggested. Jacob grinned at me with a sense of camaraderie. Dinners ready, guys! I announced. Charlie sprang up from his seat and pushed Billy into the kitchen. I had removed a chair to make room for the wheelchair so Billy could join us comfortably at the table. Conversation at the dinner table was limited, as the guys couldnt seem to shovel the lasagna into their mouths fast enough. I ate mine at a reasonable pace, but even I had to admit it was one of the best ones I had made thus far. The males all had seconds, and Jake even helped himself to thirds. They had all grimaced at the salad, but they all took a little to appease me. The garlic bread was a big hit as well. There was hardly any left. Finally, all three of them sat back satisfied. Wow, Bells! Charlie exclaimed proudly. You really outdid yourself tonight. That was better than any restaurant food Ive ever eaten. Yeah! Jacob agreed. Id like to get the recipe, if you dont mind. Not that I could make it as good as you did, but even if it was half as good, itd be better than what we usually eat. I think were going to have to come visit you regularly, Charlie. But, uh, only when Bellas cooking, Billy joked. Seriously, this was absolutely delectable, Bella. I blushed, letting my hair fall like a curtain around my face. Thanks, I mumbled self-consciously. I looked up with a smile. Isnt your game about to start? Charlie grinned. I think thats our cue, Billy. How about we go and enjoy a little TV while the younguns clean off the table. Sound good to me, Billy approved. Make yourself useful, Jake. Jacob scoffed. Dont I always?

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Billy chuckled and shrugged. The men settled down in front of the TV, their attention focused on the game. Jacob cheerfully started gathering the plates and taking them to the sink, while I focused on wrapping up the leftovers. How about you wash and I dry? Jacob suggested. I smiled and nodded, pulling a fresh dish towel out of the drawer and handing it to him. We worked together in companionable silence, not trying to talk over the sound of the running water combined with the noise of the TV in the background. It didnt take long for us to finish. Thanks, Jake, for helping. No problem. Ive got the same chore at home, so Im used to it. I smiled. Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to take a little walk while we talk? Yeah, that sounds good. Okay, well just let our dads know, so they wont worry. I stuck my head into the living room. Dad? Jake and I are going to take a little walk. We wont go far. Okay, Bells, but stay out of the woods. I laughed. Trust me, Dad, I have no desire to get lost in the woods tonight. Knowing me, Id be lost before we even got twenty feet past the tree line, and youd have to call out a search party. They all chuckled. I headed out the back door, wanting to get out of hearing range. With the TV on, I knew I wouldnt have to go far. Jake followed me passively, waiting for me to speak. Hey, Jake, what is your dads problem with the Cullens, anyway? He ducked his head and looked away. I had a feeling he was blushing. Its just some silly superstitions based on our tribal legends. Theyre pretty ridiculous if you ask me. Well, I hate that my dad and yours have allowed it to come between them and a friendship that has lasted so many years. Thats why I tried to get them back together, and so far it seems to be working. This was your idea? he asked, looking impressed. Yeah. Thanks! Dads been really depressed about losing Charlies friendship. This is the happiest Ive seen him for quite some time. I smiled. My pleasure. Anyway, I was thinking maybe we should take things one step further. What do you mean?

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Well, you know grudges and feuds can last generations, hundreds of years even. They never stop until finally one generation chooses to ignore the grievances of the past and become friends with their enemies. Only then is the cycle of hatred and fear broken. Um, okay. So what does that mean in plain English? Well, Alice Cullen is my best friend. I thought maybe you and your friends could hang out with me and my friends. Maybe if we of the younger generation can learn to live together peacefully, then we could put an end to the animosity between the Quileutes and the Cullens. What do you think? Hmmm, that sounds like a good idea, but my dad would be really mad if he found out I was hanging out with the Cullens. Well, I wasnt planning on telling him, of course. You certainly dont have to Im not trying to push you into anything. I was just thinking about Billy and Charlie. Charlies mad because your dad has been convincing people not to go to the hospital now that Dr. Cullen works there. Charlies afraid someone is going to get hurt or die because of this. I just thought it was time to maybe show everyone that we can all live together in peace. Wow! I didnt realize my dad had gone so far off the deep end. Yeah, I think youre right. What did you have in mind? Well, people tend to fear what they dont understand. If you and your friends take the time to get to know the Cullens, then they wont be other anymore. Theyll be people, just like you and me. You guys can show that theres no reason to go to such extremes to avoid the whole family. Even if we never convince the older generation, we can stop the cycle from progressing to the next generation. He nodded, understandingly. Okay, Im with you so far. So well all hang out on weekends. Well talk, play games, go places. All the things normal friends do together. Well just have to do it all off the reservation. Ill pick you and your friends up and well all meet at the designated locations. How does that sound? Sounds like a plan, but Ill have to check it out with Quil and Embry, my pals. Im willing, but I cant speak for them. Great, just call me tomorrow and let me know. Thatll give me plenty of time to work out the details. He grinned conspiratorially at me. So you think your friends are willing to hang out with a bunch of sophomores? I scoffed. Why not? He looked me over seriously. Ive heard they keep to themselves. They dont really seem to like anybody. Except you, apparently. Well, they are all rich, smart, and gorgeous. Other people tend to be intimidated by that, so they make rude and hurtful remarks. The Cullens also get a lot of kids trying to be friends with them for all the wrong reasons, interested more in what they have instead of who they are. Plus, theyre all adopted. Most of them had hard lives before they were adopted by Carlisle and Esme, so they have difficulty trusting others. They have good reasons to keep to themselves, Jacob.
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He nodded thoughtfully. Yeah, that makes sense. I smiled again. Thanks, Jake. Wed better get back inside before our dads come looking for us. We headed back, just as Charlie opened the back door. Oh, there you are, kids. Jake, Billys ready to go. We havent forgotten its a school night. I walked them to the door, waving goodbye from the front porch as they drove away. My heart was singing with hope. I couldnt wait for Edward to get there so I could tell him all about my conversation with Jacob. Charlie looked more lighthearted than he had since I arrived. He gave me a hug and a kiss on my forehead. Thanks for your encouragement, Bells. Im really happy to have my friend back. Who knows how long it would have taken for us to get back together without your help? I grinned as I hugged him back. It was nice to be appreciated.

Chapter 14: TGIF (Thank God it's Friday)

BPOV This had been the craziest week of my life. Only last Friday I had been on a plane to Forks with no idea that the fictional series I was reading was actually real. I hadnt even known my precious Edward for a whole week, yet it felt like a lifetime. In a mere ninety minutes, I would introduce him to my father as we went out for our first date. We had decided to go to the Italian restaurant in Port Angeles for sentimental reasons. It had been the location of our first date in the book, and I wanted to create the memory for real. I had every intention of ordering the mushroom ravioli and a coke. This time, however, things would go slightly differently. At least Edward wouldnt be desperately trying to restrain himself from killing the attempted rapists, or worrying about me going into shock. We wouldnt have the anxiety of first knowledge dangling between us either. Nor would we have to be concerned about Jessica and Angela. All in all, this was going to be a much better date than the original. I went upstairs and gasped with surprise when I entered my room. Alice and Rosalie were sitting on my bed, waiting for me. Alice wasnt that surprising. I should have known I couldnt do anything as important as a first date without her helping me with my makeup, clothes, and hair. I was rather startled to find Rosalie with her though. I tried to mask my shock, but knew I was way too late. By the time my human brain could even register my own emotions, they would have already processed the expression on my face. Rosalie looked at me curiously. Why are you so much more surprised to see me here than Alice? Umm, because Alice likes me and you dont? Made perfect sense to me. She rolled her eyes. What makes you so sure I dont like you? My jaw dropped in shock. Hadnt I just read a four book series during the majority of which Rose couldnt stand me? What?! she exclaimed indignantly. Im starting to get insulted by your attitude.

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Forgive me, please Rose, I hurriedly explained. I just had the impression from Stephenie Meyer that it would take more than a year to earn your trust and even longer to earn your friendship. Almost two years in fact. She huffed, irritated. Well, you shouldnt believe everything you read. I gave her my best winning smile. Believe me, Rose, Im glad she was wrong. Id love nothing more than for us to be good friends and eventually loving sisters. She smiled back, somewhat shyly, which seemed a bit out of place on her perfect face. Me too. Me three! Alice shrieked excitedly, bouncing on the bed. Now, enough jabbering. We have work to do. So much to do, so little time. I groaned and simply turned myself over to her. I knew there would be no use resisting. My days as Bella Barbie had begun. I decided to go to my happy place in my thoughts, trying to picture Edwards meadow. I desperately wanted him to take me there, and he had promised to do so on Sunday. I tried to imagine what Edward would look like sparkling in the sun. I knew that no matter how hard I tried to picture it, the reality was bound to be so much better. My thoughts slipped to the Twilight book. I remembered the description of my Port Angeles trip and considered it in relation to Rosalies story. I was glad I wouldnt be suffering from those men, but at the same time, I hated that they were free to wander the streets at night looking for other victims. Hey, Rosalie, Ive got a suggestion for you and Emmett if you get bored sometime within the next few weeks. She met my eyes curiously in the mirror as she worked on my hair. Well, according to the book I read, my first trip to Port Angeles was nearly a disaster. I went with Jessica and Angela, but wandered off on my own. I got disoriented and found myself in the warehouse district. It would have been a few weeks from now. Anyway, there were four men who cornered me on a deserted street. Edward arrived just in time and barely restrained himself from destroying the men for what they had planned to do to me. I had Roses full attention, and she had started a very low growling in her chest at my words. I continued to maintain eye contact. I really hate the idea of men like that roaming the streets looking for victims. While Im glad they wont ever get me, I hate the idea that some other girl may suffer at their hands. She nodded, her growling increasing slightly. So I figured if you and Emmett were bored some time, you might feel like taking a walk through the warehouse district, with Emmett conveniently out of sight. If you were accosted, I have no doubt you could make the men think twice of ever approaching a lone young woman again. Im sure you could teach them some manners, so that no girls ever need fear them again, and Emmett could help hold them still until youre ready for them. That way you wont have to bother chasing after them or worry about giving away your superhuman skills. She stopped growling, and an evil grin crossed her face. I have been rather bored lately. I think I could definitely do with a peaceful nighttime stroll in Port Angeles.
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Originally, my incident was on a Tuesday more than a month from now, shortly before the Ladies Choice dance. So, I dont know how often those scum prowl the streets, skulking in the shadows. I dont want you to be disappointed if they dont show up to provide you with your desired entertainment, I warned. She smirked. Dont worry, I wouldnt miss this for the world. Thanks, Bella. Just remember, Carlisle wont appreciate it if you actually kill any of them, Rose, Alice reminded her. Justice is one thing, but murder is another. Yeah, if you kill them, itll stir up all kinds of trouble, with manhunts and investigations. But somehow, I doubt any of them would want to admit theyd been beaten up by a mere girl, I agreed, laughing condescendingly. What a blow to their manhood. And they couldnt exactly explain why to the police either. What would they say? We wanted to rape this girl, but instead of screaming in fear and cowering while we took turns violating her, she beat the royal crap out of us. We want to press charges. Yeah, right. Theyd get tossed behind bars faster than they could blink, and youd probably get a medal from the mayor. All three of us chuckled darkly at the mental images my words evoked. Rapists were all about control. They didnt really care about the sex. They enjoyed the idea of forcing their will on another, of taking what didnt belong to them. They delighted in being the cause of other peoples pain and fear. They were the worst kind of bully. Rosalie squared her shoulders determinedly. Justice it shall be. I decided to lighten the mood. I smirked at her until she raised her eyebrow, silently demanding to know the source of my amusement. I grinned. Just picturing you in a Wonder Woman costume, fighting for truth and justice. You could even pull off the whole spin around really fast clothing change thing with your vampire speed. Maybe you should dye your hair black. She just looked at me without commenting as Alice and I burst into laughter. As she continued to stare unsmilingly at me, I felt bad, wondering if I had hurt her feelings. I quickly calmed down and started to apologize. As soon as I did, her face cracked into a smirk of her own. As a matter of fact, I already have a Wonder Woman costume, complete with lasso and bullet repelling bracelets. Its one of Emmetts favorite outfits. Now all three of us started laughing. Can you just imagine the mens faces if you pulled that stunt? All I can say is if youre going to do that, Im coming along to videotape it. Thats definitely going to be a Kodak moment. It would be wrong not to share it with the whole family, Alice suggested. Id pay to see that, I encouraged. Its a date, Rosalie agreed. Do you think Jasper would want to join in the fun? It would be amusing to thoroughly mess with their emotions too. Alice quickly checked the future, her eyes glazing over as she went into a vision. Yes, yes! This is going to be so much fun! she squealed.

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I shook my head in amusement. Both of them turned to me, gazes inquiring. Just typical vampire fun for a Friday night, right? I love you guys. I really feel blessed to be allowed to be part of your family. Both of their gazes softened, and they each gave me a hug. We love you too, little sister, they both whispered. Now back to business! Alice demanded sternly. We only have forty-five more minutes to get you ready. Times a wasting. I quickly turned my mind back to my happy place. How it could possibly take them this long to get me ready when they only spent about ten minutes on themselves was beyond me. Couldnt they do this stuff to me at vampire speed too? Did Alice deliberately draw out the torture? Or was I just so much less perfect looking than they are that it takes so much longer to artistically enhance my features than it does theirs? One of these days, I was going to get up the courage to ask, but I was afraid I might not like the answer. So today I would suffer in blissful ignorance, since I didnt want anything to interfere with my enjoyment of tonight. They finished with fifteen minutes to spare. I heard Charlie come home and get settled. Come on down and see my dad, I begged. Hes going to love you Rose and he already loves Alice. Yall are my main excuse for spending so much time at your house. He needs to get to know you, so hell be less suspicious. Besides, hell probably be so dazzled by the sight of you two, that hell forget to be gruff and overprotective when he meets Edward. They both laughed at me and nodded. They cleaned up all of their makeup supplies at vampire speed, so they were ready before I even stepped out into the hallway. Hey, Dad! I called downstairs. I made dinner for you, but Im going to go out tonight. Edward asked me out on a date and I accepted. Hell be here in about ten minutes. He came to the bottom of the stairs and watched me descend. He had a look of surprised awe on his face. Wow, Bells! You look beautiful! I mean, even more so than usual. His face started to look a bit suspicious. You didnt tell me you had a date tonight. Im telling you now, I informed him, rolling my eyes. He asked me at school today, and this is the first chance Ive had to speak to you since then. He still looked concerned and a bit sad, as if just realizing I was all grown up now. Where is he taking you? Were going to Bella Italia in Port Angeles and then coming home. Well be gone for a few hours, but I wont be back too late. By the way, Dad, Rose and Alice helped me get ready. Theyre going to leave now, but I wanted Rose to meet you before they go. He glanced at the stairway to see them descending regally.

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Ive already met Rosalie, he admitted. She ducked her head and looked away in a shy maneuver. I would get the story out of her later, I decided. Its a pleasure to see you again, Rosalie. I hope your family is all well. She smiled sweetly at him. Yes, thank you, Chief Swan. I havent had any other trouble since the one time, sir, either at school or elsewhere. He nodded, understandingly. Dont worry, Rosalie. I know youre a sweet girl. Everyone makes mistakes when they are going through a difficult time. I wont hold it against you. Im glad you and Bella decided to be friends. Now I was really curious. He turned to Alice, who beamed up at him in delight. He was immediately dazzled. He blushed crimson, which caused Rosalie to smirk. She quickly moved behind him, so he wouldnt be able to read her facial expressions. Alice completely disconcerted him by giving him a brief hug. So good to see you again, Chief Swan! she cried. He blinked at her sheer energy and excitement. Alice! he choked out finally. He gave her a bemused smile. Its good to see you too, sweetheart. And you can call me, Charlie. Thanks, Charlie, but weve got to be going now. Rose and I have to get ready too, since were all going to Port Angeles tonight. She and Rose danced out the door to Roses car. Drive safely! Charlie yelled cheerfully as they buckled their seatbelts. Dont worry, Chief Swan, I wont forget, Rosalie responded in a pleasant tone. I could tell she was irritated, but I doubted Charlie could. Alice looked like she was barely holding in her laughter, and I was sure she would let loose as soon as they were out of hearing range. I waved goodbye and turned to see Charlie looking much more relaxed. I tilted my head inquiringly. He smiled at me. Im glad youre all going to Port Angeles together. Theres safety in numbers. Well, I certainly wont be alone, I quipped. No, Id be with Edward. The rest of them would be in the same city, but wouldnt set foot in the restaurant with us. But I wouldnt take away Charlies peace of mind if it made him feel better to think wed all be together the whole time. Just then, I heard a knock at the door. I fairly flew to it, flinging it open with a little too much force. It banged into the wall. It wasnt the first time it had happened though, so I didnt feel too bad about the little handle shaped dent in the drywall. It had already been there, though it might be a little deeper than it was before. My angel, my knight in shining armor, was there, smiling his crooked grin. I just stood there, breathless at the sight of him all dressed up in a tailored suit, until he cleared his throat in amusement. May I enter? he asked formally, his eyes twinkling. Oh! Yes. Of course. Sorry, I stuttered incoherently, my face turning bright red. I finally managed to take a step back and to the side to allow him into the house. Once in the hallway, he produced a single red rose and bowed gallantly to me.

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A beautiful rose for a beautiful lady, he purred. I blushed even harder as I reached to take the rose. Thank you! I gasped, touched. My stomach was doing somersaults inside of me. I realized my fingers were trembling slightly. Let me just find a vase. I dashed into the kitchen, then stopped as I remembered I had left the two men alone in the foyer. I quickly changed direction and joined them. Before I get the vase, let me just introduce you two. Edward, this is Charlie, my dad. Dad, this is Edward Cullen, my date for tonight. Edward smiled charmingly and held out his hand. I noticed he was wearing driving gloves, no doubt to mask the coldness of his fingers. Its an honor to meet you, Chief Swan. My father speaks highly of you. You have a very special daughter, sir, and I promise to treat her with all the courtesy and respect she deserves. See that you do, Charlie growled. I could see that he was impressed in spite of himself. Wow. Edward was really pulling out the old-fashioned charm. Thats probably the kind of thing he would have said back in his day before paying court to a young lady. Even I was impressed. I quickly hurried into the kitchen to get the vase, not wanting to leave the two of them alone together any longer than absolutely necessary. I wasnt worried about what Edward might do or say. I was worried about Charlie. I hoped he didnt say or do anything too embarrassing. I quickly pulled Charlies dinner out of the oven where I had kept it warm and set it on the table for him. So what are your plans for the future, Edward? Charlie asked gruffly. Well, I intend to go to college after I graduate high school. Id like to follow in my fathers footsteps. Hes my personal hero and inspiration. So Im considering the medical field. I would love to work alongside of him someday. I know it will involve a great deal of hard work and diligence on my part, but I think I would enjoy the challenge. I hurried back in time to see Charlie nod thoughtfully in response. I jumped into the conversation before Charlie could continue his interrogation. I think we should probably get on the road now if we want to get home at a decent hour, I mentioned, going to stand beside Edward. He smiled and offered me his arm. I took it, smiling at the old-fashioned gesture. The only place I saw people walk like this was in church and at weddings when the ushers escort people down the aisles to their seats. Well, except for people old enough to be my great-grandparents. Like Edward. I stifled a giggle. I didnt think hed appreciate that comment. Charlie followed us to the door. Be careful with my baby, Edward. Bring her home safe and sound, he warned seriously. I will, sir. I promise, Edward replied just as seriously, meeting Charlies eyes. Whatever Charlie saw there in Edwards gaze seemed to pacify him, because he nodded and stepped away. See you later, Dad. Dinners on the table. Dont let it get cold. He smiled softly at me. Have fun, Bells. Ill see you later. I smiled happily and kissed him on the cheek, before heading out to Edwards car. Edward walked me around to the passenger side and opened the door for me. Once I slid in and

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buckled up, he closed the door and walked over to his side. He gave Charlie a brief wave before getting into the car and starting the engine. As we backed out of the drive, I watched Charlie retreat into the house and close the door behind him. Edward grinned at me. Well, that went well, dont you think? I grinned back. Of course! You were absolutely perfect. I wouldnt be surprised to find hes half in love with you himself. I wouldnt go that far. Hopefully, you wont need to make a break for Phoenix tonight, like you did the first time I met him in that Twilight book. That was a disaster. If everything goes well tonight, Ill already be way ahead in my relationship with him than I was in Meyers world. Its kind of hard to trust a boy, when at the end of your daughters first official date with him, on the night you meet him, your daughter comes home, says horrible things to you, and then drives off into the night for Phoenix, only to end up broken and battered in a hospital bed. Not a good way to start a relationship with your future in-laws. I shuddered. Dont remind me. Enough of that previous future. Were here in the present, making a new future for ourselves. I dont want to ruin our official first date worrying about things that are never going to happen. Youre right. Now keep your eyes off the speedometer and well do just fine. I closed my eyes and whimpered, causing him to laugh. I opened my eyes to focus on his face and spent the entire trip lost in admiring his features. If I had to be blissfully unaware of my surroundings for a period of time, this is how I wanted to spend it.

Chapter 15: First Date

EPOV I pulled the car up to the curb, parking right in front of Bella Italia. I hopped out, hurrying around the car at human speed to get Bellas door. She waited patiently for me this time, knowing how important these small gestures of courtesy meant to me. She was a lady and deserved to be treated accordingly. I opened her door and offered my hand to help her out of the car. She accepted it and tried to gracefully join me on the sidewalk. Unfortunately, since this was Bella we were talking about, she promptly stumbled as her foot somehow tangled and didnt clear the edge of the doorway. She would have fallen flat on her face onto the sidewalk, but I had a hold of her and saved the day as usual. She blushed as I caught her once again. I chuckled lightly. Dont worry, love, I teased. I love it when you throw yourself into my arms. She smirked. You caught me. Im not really this clumsy Im just trying to get my hands on your body any time I can. I laughed. I knew it! But dont worry. Ill never let you fall. She looked up into my eyes, her amusement fading. I already have. Sweetheart, Ive fallen for you too. Your heart is safe with me, just as mine is safe with you.

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She smiled, her eyes sparkling with unshed tears. Youre so sweet, she whispered. She stood up on tiptoe to brush her lips tenderly against mine. I squeezed her gently. Just then, her stomach growled, bringing us both crashing back to reality. She blushed again, and we both laughed. I stepped back, pulling her further away from the car so I could shut the door. I took her by the hand and walked up to the restaurant. I held the door for her, allowing her to precede me into the room. I put my arm around her as we approached the hostess. Holy moly! He is divine! I would sell my soul for one night with this guy! He is that hot! Maybe I should give him my number. She hadnt even noticed Bella. She only had eyes for me. How disgusting. If she wanted to sell her soul, shed have to find someone else willing to take it, because I wasnt the least bit interested. Couldnt she just do her job? How can I help you this evening? she purred. Anything for you, baby! Anything at all! Dont hesitate to ask. Please. PLEASE. I could feel Bella stiffen in my embrace, no doubt offended by the hostesss behavior. I looked down at her, allowing the full extent of my adoration and devotion to be displayed prominently on my face. Bella looked up when she felt me staring down at her and gave a startled intake of breath when she intercepted my gaze. Her own face mirrored the depth of eternal love and admiration she felt for me. I watched the hostess out of the corner of my eye, watching her absorb the meaning of our loving exchange. Of all the rotten luck! Hes already taken. And hes head over heels for the girl. Stupid bitch. How did she get so lucky? Why are all the good ones either taken or gay? This is so unfair. Though she obviously loves him just as much. It is rather sweet and romantic seeing them looking at each other that way. Kind of makes me believe true love is more than just a fairytale. Wonder if this guy has a brother. My lips quirked slightly in amusement. Too bad. My brothers are already taken too. Bella registered my amusement and knew it had something to do with the hostesss thoughts. Her eyes became amused as well. I turned to face the hostess again. My fianc and I would like a private table in the nonsmoking section please. I wanted to discuss our honeymoon with her. I felt Bella shudder with repressed amusement. She lifted her hand to her mouth for a polite cough. She surprised me when she decided to join in the game. She gave the hostess a wink, then leaned against me with a dreamy smile, putting both arms around my waist possessively. Private would good, very good, Bella murmured suggestively, just loud enough for the hostess to hear. The hostesss eyes widened, and she was practically drooling with envy. Her thoughts were jumbled and incoherent, which was good, because I didnt really want to hear them anyway. Right this way, the hostess stuttered, leading us to a secluded corner booth. An image of Bella and me on the bench with my hand up her skirt and her writhing against it flashed through the girls mind. I rolled my eyes. I was a gentleman. I would never do something like that with Bella in a public place. I wasnt Emmett, for Petes sake. At least not until were married, the hot-blooded man in me urged as a compromise with the highly moral gentleman in me. Great. Not only do I hear other peoples voices inside my head, but now Im having arguments with myself. I handed Bella into her seat before discreetly sitting across from her.

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Your waitress should be with you in a few minutes, she stated, trying to catch my eye. I waved her away indifferently, never taking my eyes off of Bella. The hostess gave up trying to get my attention and returned to her post. Finally. Bella let out a sigh of relief as well. I chuckled. I see you didnt like her any more than I did, I commented dryly. Im going to tattoo Property of Bella across your forehead, she muttered grumpily, glaring in the hostesss direction. I laughed. The needles would all break, I reminded her. She was so cute when she was jealous. Like a little hissing kitten, arching its back, trying to look intimidating. She narrowed her eyes at me. So Ill use werewolf claws to scratch the skin. She folded her arms across her chest in challenge. Hmm, what do I say to that? Um, wouldnt a wedding ring suffice? I offered hopefully. Her lips twitched as she shook her head. I dont think so. Its too subtle. How about I just make you a big sign to wear around your neck? she taunted. Or I could get a few t-shirts made. That could work too. I grinned. Anything for you, love. But Id like to get a few t-shirts made for you too. Ones you could wear around the school. How about: My Boyfriend Reads Minds, So Stop Thinking What Youre Thinking Before He Kills You. Does that sound promising? She started laughing hysterically. The waitress chose that moment to arrive. What can I get for you? she asked, looking solely at me. Her mind was focused on all the ways she wanted to provide good service for me. I quickly blocked her thoughts. The lady will order for us, I growled menacingly. She startled and took a step backwards. Her heart rate picked up slightly, and she quickly focused her attention on Bella, where it belonged. I was very glad that Bella knew exactly what I am, so I didnt have to spend so much energy pretending to be human or worry about scaring her when I deliberately intimidated others. The waitress wouldnt be wasting any more time fantasizing about me. In fact, she was actually starting to pity Bella. Maybe I had overdone it a bit. Ill have the mushroom ravioli and a coke, Bella ordered sweetly, pleased that I had put the waitress in her place. Make that two cokes, I added dismissively. Im not hungry. The waitress nodded and didnt attempt to linger. Bella squeezed my hands. You naughty boy, she snickered. You probably scared that waitress half to death. Shes going to have to work up her courage to bring me my food now. Itll probably be cold by the time shes brave enough to bring it to the table. I shrugged. She was teasing, but there was an element of truth. The waitress really didnt want to come back to our table. She was actually considering asking one of the other waitresses to switch with her. So the next time she glanced at nervously at our table, I smiled at her. She relaxed and decided she had overestimated my hostility. Bella saw the smile and raised an eyebrow in inquiry.

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She was ready to run screaming into the night, so I had to calm her down a bit. Now shes willing to bring us our drinks and breadsticks, but has no desire to linger a second longer than necessary. The perfect balance. Bella swatted my hand playfully, before tangling her fingers with mine. So what should we talk about this time, since I already know you read minds? Well, the Twilight book only gave answers to a few of the questions I have about you, so now I want to know your entire life history in detail, plus all your hopes, dreams, and aspirations. How does that sound? That could take a while. Ive got a while. Yeah, well, when the food gets here, Im going to eat, and I cant talk and eat at the same time. I nodded. Yes, youd probably choke. She growled at me, her cute little kitten growl. I stared into her eyes, capturing her gaze with mine and pulled out my crooked grin. Sure enough, she froze, dazed and blinking. I had dazzled her, of course. I reached out and ran one finger over her jaw line, brushing my thumb across her bottom lip. Her heart rate sped up, and she stopped breathing. Breathe, Bella, I whispered. She sucked in a breath and let it out with a small moan. I felt myself stirring. I dropped my hand and broke her gaze, just before the waitress brought the cokes and breadsticks to the table. Bella blushed beet red, but the waitress just put down the food and drinks and scurried off without even looking at us. Bella began fumbling with her straw, trying to regain control of her heart and lungs. She took a few sips of her coke before looking at me again. How about we talk of t-shirt ideas instead. Ive got one for you, other than the Property of Bella Swan shirt. Ill Never Grow Up, Never Grow Up, Never Grow Up, Not Me! would be appropriate. I rolled my eyes. Im not Peter Pan. Besides, that one would be more appropriate for Emmett. She laughed and nodded eagerly. Alices could say World Champion of Extreme Shopping. Actually, we should get one of those shirts that say Worlds Best Mom for Esme for Mothers Day. We could get the kind where all the kids leave their handprints. Alice would consider it tacky, but I bet Esme would wear it with pride. I nodded. She was right. Esme would be absolutely thrilled. I wouldnt be surprised if Alice already had it on her shopping list now that we had thought of it. Well, but then Carlisle would feel left out. I suppose we could make a Worlds Best Dad tshirt for him for Fathers Day and then make him wear it to work, I suggested. She giggled. Even better! I think we should decorate one of his white coats and then each get him a really ugly tie. Then well tell him whichever one he wears first means he likes that person best, but if he doesnt wear them, he doesnt love us. So hell have to wear all six ties at the same time that day, along with his no longer white coat. Hed protest strongly, but I bet hed do it. I can just imagine him trying to explain himself at work.
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I shook my head in amazement at her devious plan. Thats just cruel and unusual punishment. She laughed. As if you wouldnt enjoy watching it. And videotaping it, I added cheerfully. She laughed again. The waitress brought her ravioli and carefully placed it in front of her. She saw our drinks were about half full and left quickly. I had added to Bellas glass from my own as she drank. How about for Jasper? Worry! I DO Bite! Or Rosalie Proud to Be a Bitch, I offered. Aww, dont pick on Jasper, she pouted. His could say Feelings . . . Nothing More Than . . . Feelings and Roses could say Dont Hate Me Because Im Beautiful. Emmetts would be Im Too Sexy For This Shirt. Oooohh! And Alices could say I know what youll do next summer . . . .. Jakes could be Who Let The Dogs Out?. Nah, Jacobs should be Warning: Beware of Dog. She burst out laughing. Unfortunately, she had been swallowing just then, so she ended up coughing and hacking, a lot like Id predicted. Thankfully, she was able to clear her airway herself, and I wasnt forced to use the Heimlich maneuver. I think wed better stick to tamer topics, I recommended. At least until youre finished eating. She blushed and nodded guiltily. I grinned and began my interrogation, building up my mental Bella file. Pretty soon Id have a whole Bella database.

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Chapter 16: Saying Goodnight

BPOV I felt myself slowly becoming conscious, but I played possum. I was too comfortable to want to move or even open my eyes. Instead I thought about last night. It had been the perfect first date. When Edward brought me home last night, we had known Charlie was spying on us from the window. Edward very courteously opened my car door for me, offering me his hand to help me out of the car. I didnt trip this time, thankfully, and he shut the door gently behind me. He escorted me to the front door to say goodnight. I rehashed our conversation in my memory. Thank you for a wonderful night, Edward. It was perfect, I gushed, knowing Charlie was listening. Edward smiled crookedly. I truly enjoyed learning more about you, your likes and dislikes, your childhood memories. I feel so comfortable in your company, like Ive known you for years, he replied solemnly. I grinned at him and saw the answering twinkle in his eyes. I feel the same way, I agreed. Im usually really shy, but I feel more confidant and competent when Im with you. Like Im not afraid of anyone. Like I can take on the world, or whatever life throws at me and still come out okay in the end. Exactly, he responded. You make me want to be a better man, to be the kind of man you deserve. Oh, Edward, I reacted, forgetting my audience. Youre a wonderful man. Youve got to stop being so hard on yourself. Nobodys perfect. You just have to learn to accept who and what you are and just be the best you can be. Nobody can ask for more than that. You made mistakes in the past, but you learned from them, and you havent done them again. Yes, you rebelled against Carlisle, rejecting his way of life, but you were young and confused and grieving over your parents and the loss of your former life. But you realized the error of your ways and came back to Carlisle and Esme, ready to accept them as parents and return their love. Youve been a good son for so many years now. Carlisle and Esme both love you like you were their own, and I know you love them too. You have to stop blaming yourself for your rebellious time and let it go. Focus on all the happiness youve brought to your family since then. Stop punishing yourself. You deserve love and happiness too. You complain about me putting myself down, but youre just as guilty, and I dont like it any more than you do, so stop it! Ill make a deal with you, Edward. Ill stop thinking and saying negative things about myself, if youll stop thinking and saying negative things about yourself. Neither of us is unworthy. I peered up into his eyes to see if I was making an impression. He grinned down at me. Its a deal, Isabella Marie Swan. Im willing to do whatever it takes to help you see yourself the way others see you, the way you truly are. I know you have a hard time believing it, but
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you truly are very beautiful and special. I promise you I am not the only one who thinks so. Since we have our new deal, you cant just dismiss what I said either. You have to learn to accept compliments with grace. When I say you are beautiful and special, you should simply thank me, not toss the words aside as if you dont believe them. Fine, I huffed. But the same is true for you. Thank you, Edward Anthony Masen Cullen. You are beautiful too, and not just on the outside. You have a beautiful heart, Edward, a beautiful soul. I can see and hear it in the amazing music youve composed. Its almost magical to hear you play your songs on the piano, the way each song tells a story. I can feel it in the love and loyalty you have for your family, the way you try to protect them. You are special. I could see the struggle on his face as he tried to accept my words. I had deliberately mentioned his soul, knowing how he felt about it. If he wanted to keep the deal, he would have to simply thank me and not toss my words aside. I could tell I had hit a nerve and found myself wishing I could read his mind. He took my hands in his. Thank you, Bella, he answered gruffly, seemingly overcome with emotion. I smiled encouragingly at him. Thats the nicest thing anyones ever said to me. He took a step backwards, putting a little more space between us, and dropped my left hand. He bowed to me, bending over my hand and placing a chaste kiss on the back of it. He stood up straight again, dropping my right hand as well. May I see you tomorrow? he asked courteously. I suddenly remembered our audience again. Oh, uh, yeah, sure, I sputtered, embarrassed that Charlie had heard me bare my feelings like that. A bunch of us are going to do lunch and a movie in Port Angeles. Youre welcome to come with us if youd like. Ah, yes. I do believe Alice mentioned it to me. I wasnt sure at the time, but if youre going, then I will definitely come too. I blushed, and he grinned. So much for subtlety. I guess after the little heart to heart we just had, there would be no point in pretending to Charlie that we werent getting serious quickly. He waited for me to open the door and step inside. Goodnight, Bella. Sweet dreams. You too, I teased with a smirk. He nodded, acknowledging that he would be back in my arms once Charlie was asleep. He got into his car and took it home. I shut the door and turned around, grinning like a crazy person, only to see Charlie standing there watching me. I jumped slightly and schooled my expression into a more socially acceptable smile. Oh, hello, Dad. You didnt have to wait for me, I mumbled nervously. Come on into the living room and chat with me, Bella, he invited, not taking his eyes off my face. I realized it was more of a summons than an invitation, so I reluctantly swept past him and settled onto the couch. I knew it was serious when he actually turned off the TV before settling into his favorite recliner. I waited nervously for him to say whatever was on his mind. So, Edward Cullen, huh? he began, just as nervous and uncomfortable as I was. I nodded. You two really seemed to hit it off tonight. I took a deep breath. I needed to be as honest as possible. Dad, I feel like hes my soul mate. I know all teenagers start gushing about love and forever when theyre dating, believing
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nobody else has ever felt the way they do, and nobody could possibly understand what they are going through. Ive had that lecture from mom for the past ten years. But Im not like other teenagers. Im an old soul and so is Edward. I know you dont want me to rush into anything, but Im going to warn you now that I intend to marry Edward someday. Not tomorrow or next week, but someday. When Im with him, I feel comfortable, safe, content. I feel like I belong, like Im alive, like Im stronger than I was before. I feel special, beautiful, admired, accepted. When Im with him, I feel like all is right with my world. I know I havent known him for long, but Ive never met anyone like him. There is so much more depth and maturity to him than the typical shallow, self-centered teenager. He doesnt go to parties, doesnt drink alcohol, doesnt smoke, doesnt do drugs, doesnt even curse. His ideas of a good time are to read books, compose and play music, go hiking, and spend time with his family. I can actually discuss literature with him. If I use a quote, he typically recognizes the source. He is a music prodigy, an absolute genius. His family is very close-knit. They love to play baseball together, when the weather permits. They spend a lot of time outdoors. Plus, he is a perfect gentleman. He treats me with an old-fashioned courtesy and respect that I doubt I would get from any other teenager I could possibly date. At least you wont have to worry about him pressuring me to do anything I dont want to do. Because I will be the one pressuring him to push the boundaries. There isnt really anything I dont want to do with him. But of course, I would never say that to my father. I saw Charlies blush after the last sentence, but he also seemed very relieved not to have to bring up that particular subject himself. Well, he seems pretty taken with you too, Charlie postulated. I certainly dont want you to rush into anything, but I dont have a problem with you dating him. Id like to get to know him a little better myself, but we have plenty of time for that. Just be careful. I dont want you to get hurt or have your heart broken. I dont want you to make the mistake of giving yourself over to someone who wont return your feelings. I had a feeling we werent just talking about me anymore. He sighed, looking my way but not meeting my eyes. Bella, if youre like me, once you give your heart, those feelings never die. But relationships cant survive on that love alone. Both people in the couple have to feel the same way in order for it to work. Try not to give him your heart until youre sure youll be getting his in return. Try to figure out if his is the forever kind of love, or the here and now, good while it lasts, kind of love. Unrequited love leads to loneliness and misery. I dont want you to be old and alone, pining for something you can never have. I knew he was talking about Renee. He still loved her after all this time. I went over to him and squeezed his shoulder comfortingly. Im not going to make the same mistake you did. Ill be making my own mistakes, different ones. We all make mistakes. But dont feel too bad, because if you hadnt made your mistake, then I wouldnt be here now. I wouldnt even exist. Sometimes living means learning to roll with the punches, to accept both the bad and the good together, and focus on the good. Youre not a mistake, Bells. Youre a blessing. Youre the best part of my life. I blushed. Thanks, Dad. I love you too. And dont give up hope. Youre not all that old. You can have a second chance at happiness. It wont be the same love, but it can be different in a good way. He smiled shyly at me, awkwardly patting my back. Im going up to bed now, Dad. Unless theres something else you wanted to say? He shook his head and stood up straight. Im going fishing with Billy in the morning, so Im going to head up to bed now too. Have fun with all your friends tomorrow.

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I sighed in contentment and felt little kisses on my shoulder. So, are you ever going to open your eyes, or were you planning on lounging around in bed all day? a velvet voice teased, his breath tickling my ear. Mmmm, that depends, I murmured. Would you be lounging around in the bed with me? He chuckled. No, you little minx. Im planning to go to my house and watch a movie, before we need to meet with Jacob and his friends. Youd rather watch a movie than hang around in bed with me? I pouted, opening my eyes to look at him. He swooped in to kiss the bottom lip I was projecting. Well, I think you will particularly enjoy this movie too, he explained. Whats it about? I asked with a groan. How could it possibly compare to making out with my super hot vampire boyfriend? Its about a girl who goes walking through the streets at night in the city, looking for trouble. Trouble finds her and she beats the crap out of all the trouble she finds, making the streets a safer place for all unaccompanied women. I think its a Wonder Woman flick. I gasped. Roses movie? She found them last night? He nodded. Indeed. I do believe they are very sorry they found her. Alice did the taping from the rooftops, so we should get a good view. They all came home in high spirits, so Im rather eager to watch the tape of their exploits. Me too! I shrieked. I hopped out of bed and immediately started falling, my legs tangled up in the covers. Edward caught me, of course, before I could smack face first into the floor. Thank heavens for vampire speed, I muttered as he set me upright. I dashed over to my dresser, but managed to trip and fall against it at the last moment. I tell you what, love, Edward drawled. You grab your undergarments and Ill get your clothes and shoes. Id like to get you over to my house in one piece. Slow down a little. Weve got plenty of time. He handed me my outfit at the door as I headed to the bathroom. I just grabbed the clothes, gave him a quick kiss, and raced pell mell through my morning routine. I didnt want to argue about slowing down when I had better uses for my time. By the time I was dressed and ready, Edward had breakfast ready for me. I brought you a breakfast burrito so you could eat on the go. I cant believe Im going to let you in my precious Volvo with human food. I must really love you or something. Just please dont spill anything. Its going to take days to get the smell out as it is. I stuck my tongue out at him. I know, I know. Real mature. Smells great to me! He wrinkled his nose in disgust. To each his own, I suppose. I laughed and he joined me. Lead on Sir Knight! We must fulfill our quest.

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He snickered, before bowing formally and sweeping his arm toward the door. This way, milady. Your carriage awaits. I giggled. A stray ray of sunlight shone through the door, landing on Edwards face. I gasped as I saw his skin sparkle brilliantly for the first time. I had read about it, but that hadnt prepared me for seeing it in person. I gazed up at him in awe. My knight in shining armor.

Chapter 17: Roses Big Night

RPOV I was ready to kick some ass. All dressed up with somewhere to go. We were all headed to Port Angeles to give a lessons in manners to some evil rapist scum. I was both the bait and the trap. When Bella explained about what almost happened to her in Port Angeles, it brought back the memories of the night my fianc and his friends brutally raped me and left me for dead. I had my revenge on them after my change and had then tried to put the past behind me. I didnt want to be a murderer. Esme and I always helped the battered womens shelters in each town we called home. I had even spent time as a rape victim counselor via telephone. I was always trying to come to terms with the past, with the violent stripping away of my

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hopes, my dreams, my future, by the man who had professed he would protect me and adore me until death would part us. I guess when he left me dying he figured his broken promises no longer applied. Little did he know that my death wouldnt part us at all, but his sure did. Surprise, surprise. I was glad I had been able to get my revenge after I was changed. My perfect memory could instantly recall the expressions on his face the entire time I tortured him up until I finally allowed him to die. I sincerely hoped he was burning in hell. I had burned with the flames of hell for three days during my change, and I hoped those same flames burned him for eternity. I hoped the pain was just as intense, the never-ending burn, the consciousness of pain, the begging for the mercy of oblivion, all roasting his body and soul for all eternity. I thought about Bella, a seventeen year old innocent girl, younger even than I was at the time of my rape. So trusting, so nave, so blind to the dangers she faced. Just wanting her own happy ending, like all the rest of us raised on fairytales of Prince Charming. I had my Prince Charming at least, even if I didnt end up with my happy ever after. Granted, my Prince Charming still liked to act like a child, even after all these decades. Maybe that was part of his charm for me. He was like a big kid so much of the time, yet always a man when I needed him to be. Sort of like having my cake and eating it too. Unfortunately, cake really wasnt all it was cracked up to be. In fact, it smelled and tasted disgusting. I would know. I still insisted on the feeding each other cake ritual every time Emmett and I got married. The cake was always beautiful, but once sampled, could never live up to its aesthetic appeal. The idea that my newest little sister could suffer at the hands of four evil men, just like I did, infuriated me. I almost lost it there in her room when she described the ordeal she was trying to avoid. I was glad Edward had rescued her in her original future, but this time she didnt need him. She needed me. I was proud of her for looking past simply saving herself to recognize the danger these men posed to all other females in the vicinity. She needed me to provide justice. The justice these men deserved but would never get under the law. I, Rosalie Hale, will bring down the mighty arm of justice to smite these men tonight. They will never rape and kill another woman. Not on my watch. I would be protecting not only my little sister, but also any other woman that would have fallen into their clutches. Emmett was eager to knock some heads together, but he recognized my need to do this myself. He knew exactly what had happened to me and what the memories that had been stirred by the current situation were doing to my sense of self-worth and well-being. Because he loved me, he would do his best not to interfere, to allow me the victory that would give me healing. He would take pleasure in my victory, counting it as a mutual victory for both of us. I was truly blessed to have him as my mate. Alice was so excited, she was shaking the whole car as she bounced in her seat. I took that as a good sign. We would find our quarry tonight and everything would go well. I wouldnt kill them and after I taught them their lessons, we would have some fun with them, courtesy of Jasper. Alice had the video camera ready to capture the entertainment so we could share our laughs with the rest of our family. Well, maybe not Carlisle. I wasnt sure how he would react considering how much he abhors violence. He allowed me to get my revenge on the slime who violated and killed me, but he didnt help, nor did he want any details. He simply turned a blind eye to my actions. So we would probably be watching the video without him. Hes at the hospital so often that it wont be hard to find time when hes not home. Also, since Alice is so happy, it must be safe to assume Jasper wont be a problem tonight. I surreptitiously checked his eyes in the rear view mirror. Sure enough, they were a light goldenrod, indicating he had recently fed. I parked the car in the populated section of town, directly under a streetlight, in front of a restaurant. I didnt plan on taking any chances with my baby getting stolen while we were busy wreaking havoc on unsuspecting rapist bastards. We got out and strolled past the shops toward the edge of town. I felt eyes watching us walk away. I was used to being watched and lusted after whenever I was around humans, but I was hoping our intended victims were

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watching as well. Once we reached the outskirts of the industrial area, I started issuing instructions to my companions in a voice too quiet for human ears. My spidey senses are tingling. Alice, are the men following us from town? Not yet, theyre watching us from the bar though, Alice replied, somewhat disappointed. Of course theyre not following us, silly. Have you looked at Emmett lately? Right now it would be four on four. They cant possibly like those odds, Jasper reminded us. Right. Why didnt I think of that? Okay, so you two decide youre going to head back and get some dinner. You can circle around and catch up without them noticing. Stay out of sight and start taping as soon as they start moving. Emmett and I will continue walking. Once they start following, let us know. Emmett and I will have an argument, causing him to storm off, leaving me alone and unprotected. Actually, guys, Im really hungry, Alice claimed, speaking loud enough for the humans to hear. I think Jasper and I will go get some dinner now. Why dont you two come join us when youre finished exploring? We all nodded amiably and those two meandered back to town. Emmett and I continued walking towards the warehouse district. Jasper texted us on my cell phone to let us know the men were heading in our direction. We strolled along, hand in hand, trying to let them catch up to us. Once I heard their footsteps behind us, I knew they were close enough for us to stage our fight scene. I squeezed Emmetts hand and we stopped. I heard their feet scramble to find hiding places nearby, trying to get close enough to listen to us. Emmett held both of my hands in his as he turned towards me. He smirked quickly at me before schooling his face into a frown. Rose, be honest with me. Do you have feelings for Jasper? he asked grimly. Feelings? For Jasper? I choked, trying to hide my amusement. Well, I promise to tell you the truth, Emmett. Jasper always seems to know what Im feeling, unlike you, who doesnt have a clue sometimes. I can usually gauge your feelings too, Rose, he replied, feigning hurt. Maybe so, but Jasper shares my feelings. Hes so responsive to my moods. When Im happy, hes happy. When Im upset, hes upset. He shares my joy and my pain. Better yet, hes able to calm me down when I get angry. Even when Im furious, all he has to do is lay his hand on my shoulder, and I feel waves of calm wash through me. Nobody else I know has that effect on me. Okay, so hes the sensitive type. I get it. But you two are just friends, right? No, Ive loved Jasper like a brother for years. My parents look on him as a son. Hes part of my family now. I love your parents and I thought they liked me too. I wanted to be part of your family ever since the day you brought me to your house. I wanted a future with you forever. My parents do love you like a son too. You know how loving they are. Its just that whenever I feel overwhelmed with lust and desire, I can tell by the look in Jaspers eye that he is experiencing that same overwhelming lust. He never acts on it with me though. Instead, he
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hunts down Alice and shares that lust with her. Thats when I hunt you down and take you whichever way I want you. What? Youre sharing your lust with Jasper? Even if you two never act on those feelings with each other, Im outta here, Emmett growled, stomping away from me, back towards town. Emmett! I shouted after him. He turned his head towards me, but kept going. Im going to go talk to Jasper now. Im sure hell know exactly how youre feeling, he sneered. I watched him stomp away and pretended to sob into my hands. I heard the men whispering to each other. Man, that guy is stupid. How could he just leave her out here alone and crying like this? one of them asked in surprise. Well, I for one am glad he did. Even with the four of us, it wouldnt have been a pretty fight. Did you see the size of his muscles? I cant wait to comfort the little lady and show her how a real man handles her overwhelming lust. The little bitch is going to get what she deserves tonight, and were going to give it to her. Lets get started before Jasper shows up, though Im certain we can help him feel some of her pain if he arrives before were done. Man, Lenny. Thats cold. You scare me sometimes. Why, Joey? Are you developing a conscience? You didnt mind taking your turn with the last girl, but if you want out, youre welcome to leave. Oh, come on, Lenny. I dont want out. I want in. In her, they all started laughing at his little joke. I pretended to be startled by their laughter, cowering and appearing frightened. I clutched my purse to my chest, stepping further into the shadows. Look, James, shes making our job easier for us. Yeah, keep backing into the shadows, baby. You ever seen such a beautiful girl, Stu? Nope. I wonder if she feels as good as she looks. Well soon find out. Though they were back to whispering, I continued to move back behind the warehouse, out of view of the street. I saw Emmett, Alice, and Jasper sitting on a nearby rooftop, filming the whole thing. The men decided it was time to make their move. As soon as the men turned the corner of the warehouse, I stepped out into the center of the alleyway. What do you want? I challenged, refusing to cower any longer. You know what we want, and were going to take it.

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I smiled, putting my hands on my hips. They were so stupid. If youre smart, youll turn and walk away right now. If you come any closer, Im going to have to hurt you. They all four laughed. The biggest one taunted, Id like to see you try. Violence turns me on, so your feeble attempts to escape will just get me in the mood. They all fanned out and began advancing. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed Emmett had disappeared. As soon as the men were within the boundaries of the alley, I chuckled. Dont say I didnt warn you, scum. Its time for a little good old-fashioned justice, I announced. I quickly spun around, allowing them to see the blur of me spinning. What they didnt see was me slipping off my dress and putting it in my purse. I grabbed the lasso and crown out of the purse, tossed the purse behind me, put on the crown, and prepared the lasso. Once I was ready, I stopped spinning, facing the men, legs spread shoulder width apart, arms on hips. I had taken Bellas advice and was dressed in my Wonder Woman outfit. I simply stood there for a few seconds while the mens slow brains processed what they were seeing. As I saw the comprehension of who I was pretending to be filter into their consciousness, I began spinning my golden lariat. Before their brains could provoke them to react to the situation, I had them lassoed. My rope was wrapped tightly around all four of them, forcing them to bunch together. I heard someone land, seemingly out of nowhere, right beside me. The men looked at the newcomer in shock. I could smell Emmett, so I turned to look at him. I couldnt help grinning when I saw him in his full Batman outfit. So, Miss Diana Prince, fancy meeting you here. Need any help cleaning up the trash of our fair town? Emmett inquired in a smooth, deep voice. Why, if it isnt Bruce Wayne! So good to see you again. Ive got everything under control though, I responded flirtatiously. He bent and gave me a kiss. Do you mind if I just watch, Diana? I love to see you work. Not at all, Bruce. I dont mind an audience. He stepped to the side, crossing his arms across his chest, and glared at the men. The big one pulled out a knife and cut the lasso. As soon as the lariat dropped to the ground, they all tried to make a break for it. He cut my rope! I roared angrily. I cant believe the bastard actually had the nerve to cut my rope! I was furious. How dare he mess up my prop? Emmett and I easily caught the men and stopped them before they could leave the alley. The one who cut the rope tried to stab Emmett with the knife. Of course, the knife simply bounced off of his skin. Gotta love body armor, Emmett chuckled, pretending the knife had bounced off the costume instead of his skin. I knew better. I was fuming. How dare that bastard put a hole in Emmetts costume? That was one of my favorite costumes! I decided to save that one for last. He was the one who had called me a bitch, and I was sure he was the ringleader of the little group. Hold those two scum until Im ready for them, Bruce, I commanded. As you wish, Diana, he purred back. I began inflicting violence upon their bodies, careful to hold myself back. I broke a select few of their bones, loving the satisfaction of the crack. I pinched certain nerves. I crushed their family jewels like eggs. Then I tossed them aside. I had left them able to walk and talk, but in immense pain. All movement would hurt, including breathing. They would need months for

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painful recovery, but they would recover. Other than the excruciating pain, they would all be perfectly able to walk back to town to receive medical help. Next! I ordered, holding out my hand. Emmett, knowing the way I think, held the ringleader back and pushed the other guy into my waiting grasp. This guy was utterly terrified. He had urinated in his pants. I wrinkled my nose in disgust. Please, have mercy, he begged. I raised an eyebrow, gazing at him impassively. Did you show mercy to the girls you raped? I asked. The answer showed in his eyes. I didnt think so. Well, this is their little gift to you. I proceeded to give him the same justice I had given his friends. Once I tossed him aside, I turned back to Emmett with a smile. The leader glared at me with hatred, but I could see the fear swimming behind it in his eyes. He knew it would do no good to beg. Your turn now, I sang sweetly. I particularly enjoyed his justice, but with him, I took it one step further. He needed extra punishment for damaging our favorite costumes. I grabbed his knife and tore off his pants, exposing his privates. Then I used the knowledge I had gained in medical school to make sure he would never be able to become erect again, even with Viagra. Talk about cruel and unusual punishment, Emmett laughed. I almost feel sorry for you, man. But since you deserve it and more, Im just amused instead. Diana is just so clever. I tossed him aside with the others and then brushed off my hands. I retrieved both pieces of my lasso and my purse. I need to wash my hands now after taking out the trash, Bruce. Care to join me? Love to, babe, he accepted, giving me a very passionate kiss. I jumped up, wrapping my legs around his waist, and started grinding against him. He instantly responded. My place or yours? Both, I smirked wickedly. What can I say? Justice makes me horny. Emmett and I laughed. I jumped down, and he wrapped an arm around my shoulder. Ta, ta, boys, I taunted. Enjoy your recovery. See you in your nightmares! I laughed evilly and strolled off with Emmett. As soon as we were out of sight, we went to join Alice and Jasper at their vantage point. The men groaned and started cussing. One of them pulled out his cell phone and called 911. In no time, two squad cars and an ambulance arrived at the scene. They were quickly followed by a news van. We waited for everyone to get out of their vehicles and the camera to start rolling before beginning the next stage of entertainment. Jasper filled all four men with extreme remorse. In no time, all four of them had confessed to every crime and act of wrongdoing they had committed in the past. Once they had confessed to the brutal rapes, and even some murders, Jasper sent them intense levity. They began laughing hysterically, slapping their thighs as they made rude comments to each other about the rapes they had committed together. All the other humans at the scene were shocked and disgusted. There was nothing humorous about what they had done. The men were digging their graves. Jasper calmed them down. Once they were calmer, the police asked them what happened. Jasper inflicted them with the strong desire to tell the truth. They quickly explained that they had attempted to rape a girl,
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but she turned out to be Wonder Woman and was having an affair with Batman. Jasper then sent them massive paranoia. They began jumping at shadows, peering around fearfully. They began asking stupid questions and making accusations towards the police. The police read them their rights and began to lead them to the ambulance. Jasper sent them anger and desperation. They instantly started resisting arrest and trying to escape. The paramedics were forced to give them sedatives to make them compliant. We were all holding our hands over our mouths in a desperate attempt to hold in our laughter. The news crew was ecstatic to be getting the whole thing on camera. They knew their tape would be used as evidence, but they would make a copy of it before handing it over. This was a major scoop for their station. The public would want these men hung out to dry. Finally, the men were carted off to the prison hospital to be treated, and everybody else left the scene. Alice stopped recording and gave me a high five. Emmett and I changed back into our street clothes and all four of us walked back to the car, huge grins adorning all our faces. I couldnt wait to show the tape to Bella, Edward, and Esme tomorrow morning. I turned and bumped fists with Jasper as we got in the car. He grinned and nodded, understanding. Jasper and I had delivered justice, Hale style.

Chapter 18: Watching Superheroes Movies with

BPOV I was sitting on the couch at the Cullens house, curled up next to Edward, my head resting on his chest. Esme was sitting beside me. Jasper was in the loveseat with Alice, while Emmett and Rosalie were stretched out on the other couch. Alice was the keeper of the remote. Please, Alice, I whined. Everybody is here. Were all waiting. Just press play already! Alice smirked at me. Patience is a virtue, Isabella Swan. I rolled my eyes at her. Well, some of us are getting older by the second, so get your rear in gear. I saw several of them startle at my remark and look at me in surprise. Did they forget I was a human? Hello? Human here, remember? I taunted sarcastically. I dont have 24 hours every day to accomplish all the things I want. So if you want to sit around doing nothing, kindly wait until Im asleep, thanks. Emmett laughed. Shes got you there, Alice. Enough stalling. Alice sighed and pressed play. The movie started by following the bad guys out of the bar and to the warehouse district. I could tell by the angle that it was shot from the roof. Unlike most home movies, the screen was still. Every time I shot a home movie, my hands would

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inevitably shake a bit, which was obvious once the video played. It must be nice to be able to hold completely still. The quality was similar to a professional movie. I listened to Roses and Emmetts fight about Jasper and him sharing his feelings. I couldnt help laughing as Rose told the absolute truth, but in such a way as to make it sound much worse than the reality. After Emmett stomped away, the men made their move. They appeared to be huddled together and whispering. Edward started scowling, and I looked at him in confusion. Can you hear them talking? Edward asked me, noting my expression. I shook my head. I can see their mouths moving, but I cant hear their words. Alice rewound the video a bit and then turned up the volume to the maximum setting. This time, I could make out the words they were whispering. I began scowling as darkly as the rest of the family. When the men suddenly chuckled, we all had to cover our ears, as the volume was so high. Luckily, it was brief. They continued whispering for a few more minutes. Alice quickly turned the volume back down when the men started moving. I watched Rose lure them into the darkness behind the warehouse. She even had the decency to warn them. Then Rose suddenly spun around and turned into Wonder Woman! I gasped. How did you do that, Rose? I want to see it in slow motion. Alice rewound and then began a frame by frame through the transformation. At the slower rate, I could see how she removed her dress, putting it into her purse, and removed the lariat and crown. I could see how she settled herself into her new persona before coming to a stop, so the rapists could get an eyeful. That was totally awesome, Rose! I cant wait until Im a vampire. I want to be a superhero too. Were not the good guys, remember? Edward reminded me. Humph, Wonder Woman was one of the good guys, I grumbled. Alice continued the movie at regular speed. I started laughing when Emmett showed up in the scene. Alice slowed it down again, without me even asking. I saw how he jumped down from the warehouse roof. Batman! I snickered. I am so going to be a superhero! Edward just rolled his eyes while the rest of his family chuckled. I patted his arm condescendingly. Dont worry, Edward. You can be the Flash, since youre the fastest, I suggested. Alice bounced excitedly. Ill order him a costume, Bella! Itll be perfect. Edward growled, glaring at her. She shrugged and turned back to the movie, clearly unintimidated. I winced as I watched Rosalie deliver her justice. I couldnt watch. I tucked my head into Edwards chest. Note to self do not make Rosalie mad. I was really glad she was on our side right about now.

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I turned back to the screen when I heard the bad guys call 911. I thought the show was almost over. I forgot Jasper was part of the plan. I listened to the list of their crimes as they confessed and was extremely thankful they were now off the streets. I watched the faces of the policemen when the men started laughing about their conquests. I was shocked at first that the men would do something so stupid, but quickly realized it was courtesy of Jasper. Even with the hilarity Jasper sent them though, they wouldnt have joked about the rapes if they contained any decency. No matter how hysterically happy I was, I would never say the kinds of things they said. The mood was Jaspers, but the content of the words they used was all theirs. I did relax and laugh when they told the officers theyd tried to rape Wonder Woman, but she and Batman beat them senseless. The faces of the officers were priceless at their admission. Those boys were going to be out of society for a long, long time. Once it was over, we were all quiet for a bit, each waiting for someone else to make the first comment. Hmmm, Esme began. I am glad to see those men have been carted away by the police and will receive their just reward. However, I do not think Carlisle will appreciate the methods you used to obtain that justice. I think it would be best if your father never saw this video, dont you agree children? We all nodded. Some things are better left unsaid, and sometimes, ignorance is bliss. Rosalie grabbed the video disc and tucked it out of sight. So have you decided which superhero you want to be, Bella? Alice asked cheerfully, deftly changing the subject as Carlisle entered the front door. Superhero? Carlisle inquired curiously. I havent decided yet. I need to think about it for a while. May I ask why you are going to be a superhero, Bella? Carlisle wondered. Well, Rose is Wonder Woman and Emmett is Batman. I want to be a superhero too when Im a vampire. Whats the use of having all those super powers if you cant use them? Oh, and Edward is going to be Flash, I explained cheerfully. Edward growled again, but I ignored him. I see, Carlisle responded slowly, giving me an assessing look. I figured he was doubting my sanity. Its true! I insisted. Ask them if you dont believe me. Rosalie, are you Wonder Woman? Carlisle asked doubtfully. She nodded. You fight crime dressed in a skimpy outfit using a golden lasso? She nodded again, enthusiastically. Carlisle appeared confused. He turned to Emmett. Emmett, are you Batman? Of course, Carlisle, I thought you knew that, Emmett responded cheerfully. You fight crime wearing a mask and cape and utility belt, lurking around on the roofs of buildings? Exactly!

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Carlisle appeared to be getting concerned as he looked around at all the serious faces of his family. Edward, are you Flash? Edward rolled his eyes. Of course not, Carlisle. Dont be ridiculous. Carlisle seemed relieved to receive a normal response. Not yet, but he will be, Alice mentioned cheerfully, tapping her temple. Ive seen it. Carlisles concern was back in full force. I think he was starting to doubt his own sanity at this point. He turned to Esme in desperation. Esme? Are you a superhero? Of course, sweetheart. I thought for sure you already knew, she purred. He looked like he would be sweating if he could. He looked around the room again, as if he had somehow walked into the wrong house. It reminded me of an episode on The Twilight Zone. I was glad Jasper was helping to keep the mood serious. Otherwise, I was sure wed all be rolling on the floor laughing right about now. I wasnt sure how much longer Jasper would be able to hold out against the humor though. Which superhero are you, Esme? he sputtered. I had never seen Carlisle so discomposed. Well, if you dont already know, Im not sure I want to compromise my secret identity, she pondered carefully. His eyes widened. Do you have a costume? he squeaked. Of course I have a superhero outfit, honey. Dont we all? she responded in surprise. She sauntered over to him and ran her finger down his chest. She leaned into him and murmured into his ear. I tell you what, sweetheart, Ill show you mine if you show me yours . . . . Carlisles eyes lit up and a wide grin spread across his face. Deal! he quickly accepted. He grabbed her hand and pulled her up to their room without even acknowledging the rest of us further. That took away the last of Jaspers control, and we all hit the floor, howling with laughter. Even Edward. After a couple of minutes he winced though, covering his eyes with his hands, as if that would help block what he was seeing in his head. Isnt it time to pick up the future dogs yet? he groaned, eager to get out of the house. I glanced at my watch and jumped up excitedly. Yep! Ill head on over there and pick them up, okay? Oh, and I thought of a plan so theyll let us pay for everything without feeling like theyre accepting your charity. When I mention the terms of the bet Edward lost to Jasper, just go with the flow. They all nodded to me. Bella, Edward started hesitantly. Id like to ask you a favor. Sure, Edward. What do you need?

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He held out a set of car keys. Id like you to drive this car instead of your truck, when youre traveling out of town. It has room enough to hold all the Quileute boys, gets good gas mileage, and has an excellent safety rating. Id feel much better if you pick them up in this and drive this to Port Angeles. You bought me a car? I shouted in disbelief. No, no, of course not, he assured me with a smile. This car belongs to the family, love. Id just like for you to borrow it for the Make Friends With Werewolves campaign. Oh, okay, sure, no problem, I mumbled, blushing. I felt silly for my outburst. Of course he hadnt bought me a car. What was I thinking? Speaking of thinking. What about Billy though? Hell want to know why Im driving this car. Edward nodded thoughtfully. Pick the boys up in your truck, but then drive back here and change vehicles. Sounds like a plan. Jasper, Alice, and I will ride in the Volvo. I nodded. Have fun with the dogs, Emmett encouraged cheerfully. Rosalie elbowed him in the ribs. Those two were going to go hunting instead. We decided to keep the numbers nonthreatening at first, and Jaspers talent could prove useful. Three future werewolves, three vampires, and one human. Oh, joy.

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Chapter 19: First Meeting

BPOV My stomach was full of butterflies as I drove onto the reservation, headed for Jacobs house. I was hoping and praying the day would go well. Our main concern was whether or not close contact with the Cullens would actually trigger the werewolf gene earlier. The last thing we needed was for the three boys to suddenly turn into giant wolves on the Cullens front lawn. Not a good plan. Still, better their yard than at the mall or in the movie theater, which is why they were waiting anxiously for me to return with the three boys. As I approached Jacobs house, Jacob stepped outside, along with Quil and Embry. I knew Jacob had recognized the sound of my truck, since the Blacks had owned it first, and it could be heard a mile away even by human ears. I pulled up and they started piling in, Jacob in the passenger seat and the other two in the back. Billy rolled out as they were getting settled. Hey, Bella! he greeted warmly. Obviously, he was still unaware of my plans. Where are all of you headed? Were meeting up with some of my school friends and going to Port Angeles. Were going to have lunch, catch a movie, and maybe just hang out afterwards to get to know one another better, I enthused, hoping I could feign innocence once the truth of who my friends were became known. Sounds like fun! You kids enjoy yourselves. Just be back by 9 at the latest. I know its not a school night, but since its your first time out, I want to be sure you get home safely. Besides, once youre home, Quil and Embry and Bella all have to return to their homes. That way, theyll be home by ten. Jacob groaned, embarrassed. Dad! Im not a little kid. Billy smiled. I know, son. If you were, I wouldnt let you go at all. Now mind your manners with the pale faces, he teased, looking at me. It was a long standing joke between our families, especially since I was so very pale. Quil and Embry gasped, shocked to hear him say something like that in front of me. I just laughed. Relax, Quil, Embry. Billys just jealous because hes never gotten a sunburn before. Not everybody can turn red and blister painfully after merely an hour of direct sunlight. Its a natural talent, I playfully boasted. All four of them burst out laughing. Remember the summer you were seven? Jacob reminisced. Your poor feet! You couldnt even wear shoes for a week. Sometimes I wondered if that was why your Mom sent you here in the summers. We get a lot less sunshine. I can only imagine the kinds of burns you got in Phoenix.

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Actually, I just slathered on the spf 100 I custom ordered. After two or three coats of that stuff, I wouldnt have a problem. Of course, it would take me an hour a day to put that much on, but it was worth it, I joked. They all looked at me closely to see whether or not I was serious. I couldnt help but giggle at their expressions. They laughed and shook their heads. Okay, Billy, Ill bring him home safely, but we need to head out now if were going to make it in time for the movie, I mentioned, waving goodbye. Billy smiled and nodded. I hurriedly turned around and drove away, the boys waving goodbye until Billy was no longer in sight. I turned to Jacob. Are you ready for this? I asked Jacob in concern, wanting to be sure he wasnt already regretting his choice. Are you kidding? Im pumped! How often do you get to hang out with your tribes mortal enemies whom your father claims are vampires? he exclaimed. Then he clapped his hand over his mouth in horror, realizing what he had just said. I just laughed, pretending I thought he was joking. He smiled sheepishly. You wont say anything about that to them, will you? Tell them your father thinks they are vampires? Well, Billy doesnt make any secret of his animosity toward the Cullens, so Im sure they already know his feelings on the subject. However, I wont embarrass you by immediately announcing the fact when we get to their house. Thanks, he muttered sarcastically. My answer had not really reassured him, since I didnt promise not to say anything ever. I decided it would be a good time to make my feelings clear. You know, Jake, I just wanted to say that with knowing each other for so many years and playing together as kids, I consider you part of my family. Its lonely being an only child, so I consider you my brother, as well as one of my friends. I hope youll treat me like a sister or at least a cousin, as well as a friend. Family is closer than friends. Umm, yeah, sure, he answered, in a discouraged tone. He thought for a few seconds, straightened his shoulders and grinned at me. You know, Quil is my cousin, and youre much prettier by far. I think youll be my favorite cousin. I grinned back. Sounds good to me. Cousins it is. We pulled into the Cullens driveway and started winding through the woods to their house. The boys were all looking around them eagerly. I knew they likely had never been in this portion of the woods before. We pulled into the yard and the three vampires were waiting for us. I noticed they were all wearing gloves. I realized they didnt want to give away their cold skin to the Quileutes until the boys had a chance to get to know them. Being actually physically cold would definitely raise too many questions in the boys minds with regards to the legends. One of the purposes of todays trip was to demonstrate how easily the Cullens could interact with humans in public places. We all exited the truck, and I introduced them to one another. They shook hands amicably. I grinned happily to see it. I had wondered how they would smell to one another before the gene was activated. I watched carefully. Alice took a deep breath and then smiled and winked at me. She had foreseen my question and gave me a thumbs up to indicate they didnt smell like wet dogs yet. Hey, guys, I interrupted the small talk. We need your help with something. Its a matter of honor.

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At the mention of honor, all three Quileutes stood straight and tall, completely serious. Honor was very important in their culture. Edward and Jasper made a bet and Edward lost. His penalty is that he has to pay for everybody for everything on all outings for the next two months. He has more money than he knows what to do with, so monetary amounts dont really affect him. He is filthy rich, richer than Bill Gates, I explained as their eyes widened. So the more money this bet costs him, the more it will be a blow to his pride, though his bank account wont suffer. Normally, we would all pay our own way, but for the next two months Jasper wants us to spend as much of Edwards money as we can, to make the penalty of losing the bet worthwhile. So order whatever you want at the restaurant and think about whatever expensive outings youve always wanted to do, so Jasper can have his fair reward. Edward pretended to be chagrined, while Jasper smirked. Alice was grinning happily at me. I could tell they were all impressed with my idea. Now the boys wouldnt feel at all guilty about Edward picking up the tab. Please, guys, I need your help, Jasper interjected. Last time I lost, he made me dress like a girl and then go into a bar and flirt with the guys. The really scary part was that one of the guys was really interested. He was filled with lust and determined to take me somewhere private. I raced out of there so fast it nearly made my head spin. I had to take a break and puke in the alley before ripping the dress off and stuffing it in the dumpster. I owe Edward big time for that one. So I need everyones help to restore my honor by emptying his pockets. What do you say? Jacob was shocked and appalled. Disgusting, man. How could he do that to you? Edward quickly defended himself. Because the last time I lost, he made me go into a karaoke bar wearing my underwear outside my pants, get upon stage, and sing Im Too Sexy for My Shirt while performing a strip tease. The audience fought over my shirt and hat, and some lucky person made off with my underwear. I had to run out bare-chested. It took ten showers before my body felt clean from all those grimy hands pawing my torso. The three boys started laughing loudly. Jacob continued chuckling. I think I get it now. Somehow, I think our lives just got a lot more interesting. Its going to be a fun ride getting to know you guys. Quil laughingly agreed. Well definitely do our part to help Edward feel the sting. Its only fair. I think he was much too easy on you. Embry looked at me curiously. What was the bet about? Oh, well, Edward and Jasper were betting on a race between an Aston Martin and a Ducati, I improvised. Sounded good to me. Edward rolled his eyes at me. The Ducati, all three boys said at the same time. Hmm. I guess that wasnt such a good bet after all. Jasper chuckled. Absolutely, Jasper agreed. Lets get this show on the road, Alice squealed excitedly. We all smiled at her. I led the boys over to the Mercedes SUV, while the vampires settled into the Volvo. The boys were excited about the SUV. It still had the new car smell. I got behind the wheel and tried to follow Edward, but I wasnt comfortable driving at his speed. I allowed myself to fall behind. I knew

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where we were meeting, so I wasnt worried. The boys had fun playing with the entertainment system and exploring all the bells and whistles included in the interior. I got a text message from Edward: Planning to arrive some time today? I just ignored it. I figured they were probably already there. Alice would know when we were close, so they could just entertain themselves somehow until we arrived. We finally pulled up to the restaurant to see the Cullens smugly waiting for us. I rolled my eyes at them. Edward stepped forward to open my door and help me out. We entered the steak restaurant and were immediately seated. I had found out that Washington had a no smoking in restaurants law, so every section was nonsmoking. I was really happy about that, as the smoke usually made me cough and interfered with my enjoyment of my food. I bet the vampires were particularly happy, considering their superior sense of smell. Jacob and his friends delighted in ordering the filet mignon, toasting Edward with their cokes. Jasper, Alice, and Edward also ordered full meals, in keeping with appearances. When the food arrived, the boys tucked rapidly into theirs, but the vampires didnt even touch their plates. I ate at my normal pace. Eventually, Jacob got full enough to notice that the vampires werent eating. You guys arent eating? he asked incredulously. Quil and Embry looked up from their plates. Actually, we ate just before you arrived. We figured wed just save this food for later, unless you guys are still hungry? Edward replied smoothly. Jacob started to shake his head, but stopped. Wow, Im hungrier than I thought. I think I will take you up on your offer after all, Jacob answered in surprise. He reached over and grabbed Edwards plate. Im not usually such a pig. Youre probably just getting ready for a growth spurt, Alice consoled him. I met her gaze, one eyebrow raised. She shrugged, indicating it was not a vision, but was her opinion. He certainly would be going through a major growth spurt, sooner or later. Quil and Embry took Jaspers and Alices plates, gorging on the delicious steak. Well, all that protein should help your muscle development, I added, only partially teasing. Everyone else chuckled. I watched everybodys interactions while I ate, pleased to see the comfort level they each displayed. Jasper spoke with Embry about dirt bikes and motorcycles, Edward talked about cars with Jacob, and Alice and Quil discussed dating tips. There was a definite sense of camaraderie growing as we all enjoyed each others company. The boys all cheered when Jasper promised we would go to a dirt bike track after the movie and rent dirt bikes for all of us. All five guys started making comments about their riding skills and doing the usual macho competition mumbo jumbo. Alice and I just rolled our eyes at each other, unimpressed with all the big talk. So, what movie are we going to see? I asked the group. What movie would you guys like to see? Edward inquired of the boys. How about that new Dracula versus Wolfman flick? Jacob suggested with a smirk. Quil and Embry started laughing. Good one, Jake.
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The Cullens looked at them in surprise. I sighed. Seriously, Jake. He grinned. I am serious. Id really like to see it. I wonder which one will win. Its going to be a stupid grade B horror flick, I protested. How about a comedy instead. Alice started laughing. No, I definitely want to see the stupid horror flick, Bella. I looked from her to Edward, who was also chuckling. I groaned. Obviously, something amusing and probably embarrassing was going to happen as a result of going to this movie. It was now six against one, in favor of going to the movie. It was useless to protest at this point. Fine, I grumped. Dont worry, love, Edward teased. Ill save you from the scary imaginary characters. I growled and pretended to punch his arm. I knew it would only hurt me if I actually hit him. He rubbed the spot and pouted, pretending to be hurt. Everyone else laughed. Edward paid the bill, leaving a generous tip, and we all walked over to the movie theater, since it was only a few blocks away. The movie was starting in fifteen minutes. We quickly got our tickets and went inside. Hey, Edward, Quil shouted from the snack counter. We need popcorn, candy, and drinks, dude. Yeah! Jacob and Embry laughed, giving Jasper high fives. You just ate two whole dinners each. If you eat any more, youll explode, I griped. You worry too much, Bells, Jacob teased. Remember, were growing boys. Ill say, I muttered under my breath. The vampires all smiled at my remark. Get whatever you want, Edward offered magnanimously. All three of them came away from the counter with their arms full of popcorn, ice cream, and soda. They even had candy stuffed in their pockets. I just shook my head at them. I saw that Edward had bought me a soda and candy. I smiled and gave him a brief thank you kiss. I felt the boys watching us, but I ignored them. Id better take a quick hu- moment to visit the restroom, I murmured quickly, hoping the Quileutes wouldnt notice my slip. Maybe Id better stop referring to my bathroom breaks as human moments if Im going to make silly slips in public like that. Ill go with you! Alice immediately added, grabbing my arm. Edward and Jasper snorted. I simply nodded, trying to pretend I hadnt just almost given away the whole thing. We raced quickly for the ladies room, wanting to finish before the movie started. I did my business in record time. Why were you laughing earlier, Alice? I questioned suspiciously, while washing my hands. What did you see?

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Thats for me to know, and you to find out, she snickered. I glared at her in extreme annoyance. Evil little pixie, I muttered grumpily. She just laughed.

Chapter 20: Dracula vs. Wolfman

JacobPOV I saw the way Bella leaned into Edwards embrace as we waited in line at the movie theater. I saw the love in his eyes as he looked down at her. My heart spoke the knowledge my hormones didnt want to hear. Those two were made for each other. I had been watching Jasper and Alice too. The unspoken intimacy between them showed a bond I had only heard described in our legends. It went beyond the love I had seen in the people around me on the reservation. They moved and flowed together, as if they were two halves of the same whole. Mates. These two were soul mates. I finally understood what my dad had tried to explain. As much as I hated to admit it, Edwards behavior toward Bella was exactly like the way a werewolf behaved with his imprint. It was obvious that Bella was the center of Edwards universe, that the sun rose and set with her for him. He was constantly aware of her, even when they werent close enough to touch. She was obviously in love with him as well. Not surprising. The legends explained that no imprint could resist the pure love and adoration offered by her werewolf. They were tied together with an invisible bond. Neither was complete without the other. She was looking so beautiful today. I had hoped she might feel something for me, wondering why she had invited me to join her group. Her little speech about loving me like a brother quickly killed my hopes and dreams of the two of us being together. It had hurt a bit at first. I had been fantasizing about her since dinner at her house. I was surprised to find that there was a warm glow in my heart after the initial disappointment. I was happy she loved me, even as a brother. I wanted to be part of her life. I felt like I was supposed to be part of her life, part of her family. So I grinned and called her cousin. The smile she gave me then caused the glow to grow, warming my heart further. I would be her best friend and her protector. I wouldnt let anyone hurt her. She was important to me, to my future, though I had no idea why or how. Besides, I had never really thought I had a chance with her anyway. I was fifteen and she was seventeen. Technically, I was still jailbait for her until I turned sixteen. I had learned in sex ed that if a minor under the age of sixteen was intimate with someone more than two years older than them, it was still considered rape in the eyes of the law. Not that I would press charges if she wanted to make out with me, but I didnt think it would go over well with Charlie if someone else reported it. He wouldnt want to arrest his own daughter for statutory rape. So she was out of my league for another year anyway. If she was still available when I turned sixteen, I would make my move then. I knew though that most eighteen year old girls preferred older guys. Why would she want to date someone younger? Then, when she went off to college, she would leave me behind in high school. Our love was doomed from the start. I sighed.

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I had been doubtful of Edward at first. After all, he was mentioned by name in my tribes legends. I couldnt help but be suspicious. Especially when none of the Cullens ate anything. All of them seemed completely comfortable with us though. I couldnt see any reason to fear them. They were interacting with other people in a public setting without any difficulty. I spoke with Edward at length over lunch, subtly poking and prodding. We discussed cars and drifted to music. I could see his passion over both subjects and was surprised to learn he actually composed music for the piano. He was clearly intelligent and self-disciplined. I was surprised to find I actually liked him as a person. I could see myself becoming friends with him. He really listened to me and wasnt condescending, even though I was two years younger than him. It was his reactions toward Bella that really won me over though. He was so attentive to her needs, unfailingly courteous, like a true gentleman. He never failed to smile at her when he looked her way, as if she was the reason for his existence. I could feel the intensity of his emotions. Our legends described the Cold Ones as being heartless monsters, incapable of human emotion. Either he wasnt a Cold One, or the legends were wrong. I didnt really believe in the legends though. I wasnt a superstitious native. Folklore had no place in the modern world as anything other than entertainment. So obviously he wasnt a Cold One. I couldnt help suggesting the Dracula vs. Wolfman movie. The coincidence was just too much, considering the history between the Quileutes and the Cullen family. I was interested to see how they would react to my suggestion. Would they be offended? Quil and Embry burst out laughing, knowing the legends as well as I did. I could tell they didnt believe them either. They had both been speaking animatedly with the other Cullens throughout lunch, and I could see they were completely at ease. I trusted Embrys instincts about people. He was usually shy and didnt talk much to people he didnt know. However, he and Jasper had found common ground discussing motorcycles and dirt bikes. Embry was ecstatic when Jasper promised wed race dirt bikes after the movie. I was looking forward to it myself. To my relief, the Cullens didnt object to my movie choice, seeming to find it as ironically funny as we did. Bella was the only one who objected, mainly because she didnt like horror movies, but Edward reassured her. Now we were getting seated, our hands full of yummy treats. None of us had much money, so I was very thankful Edward lost that bet. We wouldnt have accepted his charity and would have had very limited budgets, but we had no problem helping him repay his debt of honor. Its a guy thing. Embry entered first, followed by Quil and me. Bella sat in-between Edward and me. Alice was beside Edward, with Jasper on the end. We settled back to enjoy the movie. It started with the depiction of Dracula. I heard the Cullens and Bella chuckling as the movie brought out every trivial vampire stereotype I had ever encountered. If the legends were true, then most of this was utter nonsense. The movie was dramatic, not humorous, so why were they laughing? The only reason I could think of was because they knew this was utter nonsense. But if they knew, how did they know? I was starting to freak myself out a little bit. I had fully believed the legends when I was a kid. It was only as I became a teenager that I had rejected them as fictional stories. The movie switched to a depiction of Wolfman. The Cullens and Bella were still chuckling, but this time the three of us joined them. Our legends were certainly more believable than the trumped up nonsense on the screen. Why were the Cullens so amused? Did they know our legends? Why were they so pale? How had they been named and described in our history decades before they arrived? Could they be Cold Ones? I glanced over to see Bellas hand entwined with Edwards, her head resting on his shoulder. Surely if he was a cold, heartless, stone monster she wouldnt be comfortable using him as a pillow, right? Im going crazy. I was interested to see how the movie authors would portray the interaction between Dracula and Wolfman. I was engrossed in the scene where Dracula was sneaking up behind an

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oblivious Wolfman, with fangs bared, going for the jugular. Suddenly, I felt something cold press into my neck, right over my jugular, and felt cold liquid trickling down into my shirt. I shrieked, immediately jumping out of my seat and whirling around. Cold Ones! I yelled frantically, arms flailing, heart racing, adrenaline pumping. I quickly realized several things. The Cullens were staring at me in amusement, still comfortably settled in their seats. Bella was staring at me in shock, my popcorn bucket upside down in her lap. Embry was staring at me in surprise and concern, and Quil was laughing his head off, holding his stomach. I noticed the top was off of his drink, and his fingers were wet. I touched my hand to my neck, confirming there was no injury and then sniffed my fingers. The liquid was soda. Quil had stuck his fingers into his ice cold drink and then placed them on my neck. I was going to kill him. Before I could react to my new found knowledge, the manager arrived at the scene and asked us all to please leave, as we were disturbing the other patrons. We filed out and headed back to the cars. I apologized to everyone for messing up their plans. They assured me the movie wasnt really that entertaining. Now we can go to the race track! Embry exclaimed. The others cheered. I was still embarrassed. Jasper put his hand on my shoulder. Dont worry about it, Jacob. Just have a good time. I felt the embarrassment fade away, being replaced with excitement. I grinned at him. Lets do this! We all piled into our vehicles and headed for the track.

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JasperPOV It had been so amusing to see Jacobs panic when Quil played a trick on him, but I was aware of the level of suspicion he had toward us, and Edward could read it in my mind as I assessed them. All three of them had a baseline suspicion and confusion directed toward the three of us, always underneath of whichever emotions were otherwise prevalent. They were overwhelmingly excited at the moment, now that we were at the motor bike track, trying on helmets and strapping on protective gear. In fact, if I hadnt been controlling my gift for over a century and a half, I would likely be bouncing off the walls they way Alice usually does. I simply channeled their excitement into Edward and Bella so it wouldnt overwhelm me. Alice had enough excitement on her own. I doubted I would ever need to send excitement her way. I knew the Quileutes were battling between their intellect and their instincts. Their intellect claimed vampires and werewolves were mythical creatures. Their instincts warned that we were inhuman and dangerous predators. Their experience with us thus far told them we were friendly, compassionate, and loving, able to appreciate humor. Yet the legends they had been taught from the cradle said we were heartless monsters, unable to coexist peacefully with humans, our natural prey. Their minds cried out that the legends couldnt possibly be true, but if they were, then we were their natural enemy. The reality of us was the source of major confusion for their subconscious minds. The subconscious was busy gathering evidence and pointing out clues that matched us with the Cold Ones in the legends. At the same time, the subconscious was gathering evidence and clues showing the differences between us and the Cold Ones in the legends. The subconscious struggled to fit the pieces together, to make sense of the puzzle we represented. Thankfully, boys will be boys, and they were easily distracted from their internal struggles with the roar of the dirt bike engines and the sight of the dirt track, complete with dips and jumps. I knew their subconscious minds continued to work though, even while they played and joked and laughed. We were careful to give them space, not standing too close to them, so they wouldnt feel intimidated. I constantly monitored the slight edge of fear they all felt. For now, the level was low enough that it merely added to their pleasure, the way a roller coaster or haunted hay ride provides an adrenalin rush. They all had an edge of rebellion too, knowing they were associating with the forbidden Cullens, which would earn the wrath and disapproval of their parents. The knowledge of their rebellion was also fueling their excitement. I saw Edward strapping safety gear onto Bella. He was using every option they had. He had made her wear chaps over her jeans and a bulky but sturdy jacket over her sweater. She had on gloves, knee pads, and elbow pads, as well as shin guards and wrist braces. I wondered if the poor girl could even walk in all that gear. She reminded me of the little kids in their snowsuits who were unable to move their arms and legs in all their snow gear. I sampled their emotions. Edward was incredibly concerned, worried, and protective. Bella was mildly irritated, but mostly resigned, as she patiently allowed him to plaster her with protective gear. Edward, I mentioned, walking over to them. I think Bella should ride behind me for the first loop. He glared at me, and I felt his jealousy and resentment wash over me. Relax, dude, Im not going to steal your girl, I assured him. I have experience riding with a passenger, so I can help her get the hang of it, while knowing how to control the bike if she leans the wrong way. You have never ridden a motor bike at all, though I know youll pick up the skills rapidly. I know I would feel more comfortable if you tested out the limits and responses of the machine by yourself first, before taking on Bella as a passenger. He nodded reluctantly at my logic, sighing as he realized he couldnt kiss Bella through her helmet. I chuckled as I felt her disappointment when she realized the same thing. He settled for embracing her, whispering, Be safe. She nodded and winked at him, before coming eagerly to join me. I felt her excitement build now that she was finally going to see some action.
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Dont worry, Edward, I called to him as I escorted her over to my bike. I probably wont take her over the jumps, well not the first one anyway. Bella chuckled, but Edward growled at me, stalking toward us angrily. Relax, bro. Im just messing with you. You know I would never endanger your mate. He stopped and nodded stiffly, watching her climb onto the bike behind me. His jealousy spiked again when she wrapped her arms around me. Like she can even feel me under all this padding youve strapped to her. He grinned and relaxed, quickly collecting his own gear and heading to another bike. Hold on tight! I shouted to Bella over the sound of the motor. She squeezed her arms tighter, and I pulled out onto the track, gradually increasing the throttle to give her time to adjust to the speed. Soon we were flying, and I could feel her excitement and her fear. So far the thrill was outweighing the fear, so I kept going. The Quileutes were already working on their second lap. Embry had his own dirt bike he rode on the reservation, which he had generously shared with Jacob and Quil, so all three of them already knew how to ride. I turned my gaze to watch my beautiful wife as she sailed effortlessly over a jump. She had ridden with me many times, so she was very comfortable. I felt her joy as she flew through the air, and her pride when she landed cleanly. I could also feel the Quileutes awe and wonder as they witnessed her finesse. So far everyone was having fun, even Edward. I pulled to the side once we finished the lap and waited for Edward. Thanks, Jasper! That was awesome, Bella exclaimed as she got off the bike. I predicted she would stumble in the process, having come to know her over the past week, so I already had my arm out to catch her when she did indeed stumble. I couldnt help smirking at her chagrined expression as she realized what I had done. Edward pulled up nearby and beckoned for Bella to join him. As soon as she was safely away, I opened up the throttle all the way, peeling out, and raced to join Alice. As soon as I was beside her, she matched her pace to mine, and we flew around the track in tandem, swerving gracefully around the other riders in our path. I knew from an aerial view, it would look like we were dancing. After a few laps like that, I wanted to have a little more fun. I forgot about our audience, as this was one of the activities Alice and I usually did without the rest of the family. So, I challenged Alice to motor bike X games. She laughingly accepted. On the next jump, both of used the air time to do a handstand on the handlebars, coming back into our seats just before we hit the ground. Of course, for us, it was easy to calculate the necessary timing and strength wasnt an issue. At the next jump, we each did a backward flip, our eyes on each other. The other riders didnt exist for me at that time. It was just me and her in our own little love bubble. We continued doing various tandem tricks, each adjusting for the other to keep us together, performing the routine we had perfected over the years. It wasnt until the final jump that I remembered where we were and who was watching. Normally, our final trick was to french kiss in midair, after which we would park the bikes and make mad, passionate love together under the stars. As my brain processed the realization that we couldnt kiss while wearing helmets, the knowledge of our location flooded back to us. I saw the same comprehension dawn in Alices eyes as well, and we both looked around for our family and friends. We landed the jump and headed for the exit. We had attracted quite an audience apparently. In addition

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to our group, there were about ten other guys and gals watching us from the bleachers. I ducked my head when I heard their applause and whistles. Wow! You guys were awesome! Bella shouted, running up to hug us. How long have you been working on that routine? A few years, Alice admitted with a smile. Edward looked at us with surprise. Its one of the things we like to do when its just the two of us, I confessed. Now you know our secret. Wow! Do you think you could teach me some of those tricks? Please? Embry begged enthusiastically. I took off my helmet and smiled at him. Soon, probably, in a month or two, if youre still interested at the time, I offered. I had no doubt that such close exposure to our family would trigger their gene early. Once he was a werewolf, it would be safe to teach him, as he would be so breakable and would heal rapidly from any injuries. I just wasnt sure he would still be interested in learning from me once he became a werewolf. Cool! Me too! Jacob and Quil pleaded. I nodded and smiled. Ill be willing if you are, I agreed. Right now they couldnt imagine anything making them change their mind about me teaching them, but I knew things wouldnt be the same once we were officially on opposite sides. Well, I want to do a few more laps, if you dont mind, Jacob stated. We waved him and the other two off to continue their fun. Several of the people from the bleachers were heading onto the track as well. Alice and I went to turn in our gear and then sat on the bleachers watching the various riders. A couple of them actually knew what they were doing and were performing tricks like Alice and I had. One of the them thought he knew more than he actually did. He was attempting tricks he wasnt ready for yet. He was going to get hurt if he didnt tone it down a little. Edward and Bella joined us on the bleachers, divested of their gear. Where have you been practicing motor bike stunt driving? Edward inquired curiously, peeved that we had managed to keep it a secret for so long. I chuckled at him. We have a plot of land in Oregon, where we built a track for ourselves and a garage for our bikes. Its our private retreat where we go for our Alice and Jasper time, I responded. A few memories of our time together there passed through my mind and Edward shuddered. Im sorry I asked, he muttered. I really didnt need to see that. I shrugged. Hey, what I chose to do with my wife when we were alone together was none of his business. If he didnt like the images in my head, he should mind his own. That guy seems to be struggling a lot more than the others, Bella observed, watching the same guy I had noticed earlier. Hes pushing his limits. If he pushes any harder, hell probably lose control and crash, I predicted. As soon as the words were out of my mouth, the accident happened.

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The guy had been trying to do a one-handed trick when he lost control of the bike. His legs flew out behind him, and he lost his seat. As he felt himself falling, I could sense his panic and embarrassment, but he foolishly kept hold of the bike. Let go! I screamed to him, but it was too late. He hit the ground, with the bike going in one direction, and he in another. We vampires immediately started holding our breath, suspecting blood would be freely flowing from one of his injuries. We ran at human speed to help him. When we got close, Edward ran on ahead. He had been through medical school twice and would be able to assess the guys condition. I watched him perform a rapid exam. Meanwhile, the Quileutes had joined us and were watching Edward, Alice, and me closely, while radiating suspicion and concern. Sure enough, the guy had a small laceration on his neck that was bleeding slightly. We were all in control, since we were holding our breath. I did tense a bit when I saw the crimson on his neck, but Alice squeezed my hand and Bella distracted me by tugging on my shirt. I looked down into her deep brown eyes. I have faith in you, Jasper. Remember, you are strong, she whispered, her eyes gleaming brightly. I could feel the waves of love and trust she sent me, and I knew I would be strong enough to resist, no matter what. I smiled and nodded at her and she grinned back, before crouching down beside Edward. I knew Edward heard the exchange, but he chose not to acknowledge it. Hes mostly fine, a few bumps and bruises. The helmet saved him from a serious head injury. His only real issue is a dislocated shoulder. He should have let go of the bike when he felt himself falling. Jasper, hold him please while I get his shoulder back into joint, Edward announced to the crowd. I nodded and eagerly went to lend my assistance, thankful of my new self-confidence. I carefully restrained him. Once I was in position, Edward turned to the patient. Im afraid this is going to hurt a lot. But itll be almost all better once I get it back into position. Youll just be a little sore for a few days. If I leave it until you can get to a hospital, youll be in a lot more pain, Edward explained to the guy. The guy groaned and nodded. As quickly as humanly possible, Edward fixed the arm back into its socket. The guy screamed during the process, but calmed quickly once it was over. Within a few minutes, he was able to get up off the ground and limp his way to the office. Edward and Bella went with him, providing moral support. Alice and I wheeled his bike back where it belonged, clearing the track for other riders, and the boys brought their bikes in to park them. We all joined Edward and Bella in the office, where we could see the guy already looked heaps better. Great job! Im really impressed! Jacob enthused, clapping Edward on the back. Edward was careful to shift so Jacob wouldnt hurt his hand. The other boys crowded around us too, getting closer than they had before. Their smell was interesting, rather like the odor of clean dog fur, which wasnt unpleasant, but also wasnt appetizing. I filed the observation away for later. Howd you learn how to do that? Quil wondered. My dad taught me a few little tricks of the trade. You never know when they might come in handy, he boasted. The boys all nodded. They knew Carlisle was a doctor, so Edwards response made sense to them. Hey, would you like to come back to our house and join us for dinner? Alice suggested. They exchanged glances, before happily agreeing. Their suspicion and confusion was at an all time

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low, having witnessed us in close proximity to a bleeding human without any loss of control on our part. They were now 90% sure we couldnt possibly be vampires. On the way back to the cars, I heard the boys joking in whispers, not realizing we could hear every word. I hope when we join them for dinner we arent on the menu, Quil laughed. Yeah, you notice they didnt say anything about us eating, Embry teased. I guess its the best of both worlds. They can serve venison. First they drink all the blood, then they cook the meat and serve it to us, Jacob joked. Personally, I thought it sounded like a good idea. I could tell Edward and Alice agreed with me. Poor Bella was out of the loop, since she didnt have our super hearing. How efficient! Quil taunted. Well, our ancestors did teach us not to let any part of the animal go to waste, Embry encouraged gleefully. Sure, as long as we dont have to watch them drink it, Jacob commented. I dont drink . . . . wine, Quil quoted Dracula. They all three burst out laughing. The fact that they were comfortable joking about it was a really good sign. Bellas plan was working well so far. They piled into the SUV with Bella, while we vampires slipped into the Volvo. We pulled away quickly, wanting to get out of hearing range before allowing our own amusement to pour out of us. If Edward hadnt had vampire reflexes, hed have crashed the car for sure, as hard as he was laughing. Alice calmed down long enough to call Esme and warn her of our impending invasion and the dinner invitation. Poor Esme now has to throw together a meal fit for three growing teenage boys and one small slip of a girl. Being Esme, she happily rose to the occasion, surprisingly not angry with Alice for thrusting this responsibility on her at the last minute. At that moment, thinking of my adopted mother, my beautiful wife, and my supportive family, I felt truly blessed.

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Dinner with Wolves

EPOV I pulled into the driveway and parked the Volvo. Jasper and Alice slid out quickly and ran inside to check on Esmes status. I followed them in, smiling to see Esme in the kitchen, wearing an apron and surrounded by various ingredients. She was focusing on a cookbook and humming contentedly. Simmer for 15 minutes, stirring occasionally . . . I went to the living room. She was obviously in her element, and I wasnt going to disturb her. You invited the dogs here? Rosalie looked deeply offended. This is important to our family, Rosalie. Their friendship could be the difference between life and death for us. Please dont ruin this for us. She nodded at me in understanding. Ill make an effort, for the sake of the family. Thanks. Besides, they dont smell bad yet, so enjoy it while it lasts. She wrinkled her nose, and I grinned. So, we get to mess with the dogs tonight, huh? Emmett asked hopefully. No, they dont know anything yet. Wait a little bit, then we can all have fun. Emmett looked disappointed, but he took it manfully. Jasper, we should hunt, after that incident at the track. Just to be safe, I suggested. What incident? Carlisle inquired, entering the front door. Was there a problem? Esme came out of the kitchen to hear the news. One of the riders got hurt attempting a stunt. He dislocated his shoulder and was bleeding from a cut on his neck. Jasper was able to hold him still while I reset his arm into the socket. The best part was that the Quileutes witnessed the whole thing. Emmett, Rosalie, Carlisle, and Esme were all staring at us in shocked surprise. Their minds were all doing some version of Wow! Carlisle stepped forward, grabbing both Jasper and me in a hug. Im so proud of you both. Congratulations! This is excellent news. We should celebrate! he exclaimed emotionally. Jasper was overwhelmed with the love, pride, and happiness pouring out of Carlisle. Carlisle stepped back, and Esme rushed in to embrace us next. Her joy, love, and pride flooded Jasper. He was positively euphoric from all the admiration, regard, and respect he was receiving from his family members. I had never seen such radiance in his expression before. I heard his resolve harden to never harm another human. He was used to feeling pity, disappointment, and anxiousness from all of us. He never wanted to go back to

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that again. He was determined to continue earning our respect and admiration. I gave him a hug myself, projecting my understanding. We really hadnt been treating him fairly all these years. It was amazing that it took a human to show us the error of our ways, but I was very thankful she did. I knew Jasper would do just about anything for her now, as she was the impetus for his current high. Well, we kind of are celebrating, in a way. The boys are all joining us for dinner tonight, Alice volunteered. Ah, I was wondering about all those awful smells coming from the kitchen. Oh, no, I suppose we are going to have to eat that disgusting stuff with them, Carlisle groaned. Esme reached back to smack his arm. No offense, honey. Im sure you are a wonderful cook, for humans. Ive just been around so long, I dont even remember human food ever tasting good. We laughed at him. Yeah, I bet the dinosaur meat was rather tough, huh? Emmett teased. Carlisle rolled his eyes and went off to his study, muttering under his breath something along the lines of I brought you into this world and I can take you out again. We kept laughing. Poor Carlisle. Sometimes he just gets no respect. Esme headed back into the kitchen, while Jasper and I ran out back for a quick hunt. By the time we came back, Bella and the boys were just walking into the house. I quickly moved to join them. The first one the boys saw when they entered the living room was Rosalie. I witnessed their reaction through Roses eyes. She was smugly satisfied with their response. All three of them had their eyes wide and their mouths hanging open. They just froze, staring rudely. I chuckled and waved my hand in front of their faces to break the spell. They shook themselves, blushing at their reaction, and tried to maintain a calm faade. Jasper came in behind me and flooded them with calm. I smiled and nodded at him, thankful for his intervention. The boys relaxed a bit and regained some of their natural poise. Bella performed the introductions. Rose, this Jacob, Quil, and Embry. Guys, this is Rose and Emmett. The boys shyly waved, awed by Roses beauty. Emmett chuckled and came to sit by Rose, draping his arm around her shoulders. Forget it, boys, shes mine, he growled playfully, grinning up at them. They all nodded, but didnt speak. The boys started whispering amongst themselves, not knowing everybody could hear them. Shes a freakin goddess! Quil exclaimed under his breath. I think shes an angel, Jacob murmured. Beauty, thy name is Rosalie, Embry added. Do you think the three of us could take him? Quil pondered. Like she would want us if we did, Jacob rebutted. O that I were a glove upon that hand, that I might touch that cheek! Embry whimpered.

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Would you cut the Romeo bullcrap, Embry? Youre not star-crossed lovers, you dope, Quil taunted. Like two ships, passing in the night, Embry responded. Give it a rest, both of you. Shes taken. Period. End of story, Jacob commanded. Now behave yourselves. At least these boys have good taste. Rosalie smirked, enjoying the attention. Maybe they arent so bad after all. Carlisle came down the stairs, a welcoming smile upon his face. Welcome to our home, gentleman. I am Carlisle Cullen. We are honored to have you here as our guests. They each croaked out a choked greeting. I listened in to see what they were thinking. Wow. THE Carlisle Cullen. He looks good for supposedly being hundreds of years old. This is the guy the elders are so afraid of? He doesnt look like he would hurt a fly. This guy isnt scary. The big guy is freakin scary. This guy looks like a swimsuit model with the heart of Santa Claus. Or like he should have wings and a halo, for Petes sake. I grinned and spoke for vampire ears only. They dont think youre scary, Carlisle. Theyre thinking you should wear a halo. I heard muffled laughter from my family at my announcement. Carlisles smile widened into a grin. Esme came back into the living room, still wearing her apron and carrying a wooden spoon covered in sauce. Hey, boys, Im so glad you decided to join us. Dinner will be ready shortly, she gushed, beaming at them. She was positively glowing with happiness. I hope youre all hungry, because I made lots. They nodded. Thanks, maam, Jacob approved. It smells so divine, my mouth is watering. My stomach is growling in eager anticipation. I dont remember my own Mom, but something about this woman just screams Mom to me. I have the strangest urge to hug her. How weird is that? Yes, maam, Im starving, Quil added, rubbing his belly for emphasis. Man, this lady looks like June freakin Cleaver, the quintessential housewife. She looks like the type who has milk and cookies waiting for the kids after school. Lucky Cullens. Embry nodded enthusiastically. Shes so sweet. I hope the food tastes as good as it smells. If so, I think Ill become a regular visitor here, find reasons to stop by right around dinnertime. I chuckled to myself at Embrys thoughts. Stopping by randomly at dinnertime would not be such a good plan. Unless he wanted to be dinner. Not that wed stoop to eating a dog. If they tasted as bad as they smelled, they were in no danger from any of us. Still, I didnt think hed appreciate what was usually on the menu. Esme went back into the kitchen and Alice started setting the table. The rest of us congregated in the living room. Jacob started talking about cars with me again, and Rosalie

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joined the discussion. Jacob became animated as he discussed the Volkswagen he was putting together from scratch, hoping to have it finished by the time he was sixteen. He and Rosalie conversed about the different parts and options he had for that make and model. He explained how he had to wait until he could afford parts and usually tried to scavenge parts from the scrap yards. Rosalie shook her head in pity. Its such a shame. I have so many ideas and suggestions for you. If I were helping you, we could probably finish the whole thing in a day or two, she sighed. Jacob had earned her respect by knowing his way around an engine in intricate detail. Jacob looked at her in surprise. Youd help me with it? he inquired eagerly. You could come to my house and see it tomorrow. She gazed at him sorrowfully. Im not allowed to set foot on the reservation, Jacob. Urgh! Thats right! I forgot, he groaned. Who made up that stupid rule anyway? Anybody can see that these guys arent going to hurt anyone. He looked so downhearted that Rosalie was motivated to help him with an offer that even surprised herself. Maybe Bella could use the SUV to tow your car here, and we could work on it in my garage. I have all the necessary tools, and we have lots of spare parts laying around from my various upgrades to the cars we drive. I even have a brand new engine that I think would fit in the engine compartment. It wasnt strong enough to power the car it came with, but it should have plenty of pep for your purposes. If it works, you can have it for free. Im not going to do anything with it. Its just taking up space and collecting dust. Jacob was incredulous. Are you for real? I mean, you are like the perfect woman. Gorgeous, intelligent, and well versed in auto mechanics. Emmett is one lucky guy. If he ever mistreats you, give me a call. Ill be glad to kick his ass for you. Rosalie started laughing hysterically. Thanks, Jake. You are so sweet, she gasped in between laughing fits. He raised an eyebrow in her direction. Sorry, she apologized, calming down. Thank you for the compliment, Jake. Youre a good kid. Dinners ready! Esme called from the kitchen. Everybody wash up and join us in the dining room. There was a mad scramble as the Quileutes all rushed to the bathroom. When they were finished, Bella made use of it. The rest of us dragged our feet, reluctant to sit down for a lovely family dinner. Hurry up, kids! Esme called from the dining room, with an edge to her voice. We had to stop lollygagging. This is going to be a nightmare. I cant believe my traitorous wife thought it would be a good idea to invite them home for dinner. We should have both stopped by a fast food place and eaten on the way home. Then theyd already be full, and we wouldnt have to suffer. Its going to suck both ways, incoming and outgoing. The little pixie owes me, and Im going to collect later tonight. I jumped out of Jaspers mind before he could continue that line of thought. I didnt want to know how he planned to collect from his wife. Hmmm, my visions are starting to get a bit fuzzy. We must have triggered the gene after all.

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There is no way Im going to torture myself by pretending to enjoy human food just to please a bunch of mutts. No way, no how. Rosalie was silently fuming. Emmett took one look at her and wisely decided to bow the two of them out for tonight. Uh, oh. Rose doesnt look happy. I dont want to upset Esme, but I think it would be worse if we come to the table. He came to the doorway of the dining room. Hey, Esme, Rose and I just ate about an hour ago, and you were right, it spoiled our dinner. Were both too full to eat anything right now. Im sure its all really yummy though. Esme swiveled around to look at Rose and gauge the situation. One look at Roses stony expression and Esme decided to cut her losses. Okay, Emmett, you two can entertain yourselves while the rest of us eat, she agreed reluctantly. Hey, no fair! How come they get a get out of jail free card? Jasper protested under his breath. I just ate half an hour ago, and Im too full to eat anything too. Too bad! They know you didnt eat lunch with them, so theres no way you can get out of dinner too, Emmett taunted, smirking at Jasper. Dont worry, Jazzy, well get him back, Alice muttered, tapping her temple with a wink. Bring it on, little sis, Emmett sneered, before he and Rose ran up to their room. Please let them have the restraint not to do that while we have guests here. Carlisle thought in horror. The Quileutes all started heaping food onto their plates while the rest of us carefully arranged our napkins in our laps. Not only was it considered good manners, but it was a convenient hiding place for our unwanted food. We had placed all three boys on one side of the table, Carlisle at the head, Esme at the foot, and the rest of us on the other side, so none of the boys could see into our laps. Thank you for this wonderful meal, dear, Carlisle commented pleasantly. You are exceptionally talented in the kitchen. And the living room, and the bedroom, and the shower . . . . I quickly tuned out his thoughts. Way, way too much information. Chicken breast stuffed with spinach and cheese over angel hair Alf redo? Baked ziti with pepperoni and feta? Homemade garlic bread? Embry moaned appreciatively. Oh, Esme, I love you! Ditch Carlisle, and run away with me! I hope he has a sense of humor, or Im a dead man. We all chuckled. Im afraid Ill have to decline your kind offer, Embry. I have promised Carlisle forever, and he holds the keys to my heart. When you find a girl your age that you want to marry, Ill be glad to share my recipes with her, Esme replied in appreciation of his compliment. The boys were all shoveling the food into their mouths as fast as possible, practically inhaling it. Bella was eating her portion daintily, as usual. The rest of us were slipping noodles off our plates and into our laps whenever the boys werent watching. Well, Mom, it looks like your cooking is a big hit. At this rate, Im not even sure if therell be leftovers, I reassured her. She beamed lovingly at me. Thank you, Edward.
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You should taste the chicken, Edward, Jacob suggested. Its to die for, I swear. Quil and Embry snickered at his pun. Had he caught me sneaking food off my plate? I quickly listened in on his thoughts. Why does he look so uncomfortable? Here, you can have a piece of mine. Just go ahead and taste it, he pressed. I shrugged, trying to appear nonchalant. Im not a big fan of spinach. Hmmm. Is that really the reason? None of them are eating the chicken. How odd. It wasnt odd, it was practical. The ziti noodles were discrete pieces, easily slipped off the plate. The chicken and angel hair would have to be cut into smaller pieces first. Try some without the spinach then. Here, this bite doesnt have any spinach. He held the fork out to me. Yeah, Edward, try it, Jasper taunted. Yum, yum. Quil and Embry were watching now too. I was going to have to eat it, but I was taking Jasper down with me. I will, if you will, brother, I snorted. Jasper blanched. He sighed and nodded. Then he grinned. You should try some too, honey, he recommended to his wife. She glared daggers at him, telling him without words that he would be keeping company with himself for the rest of the night. He chuckled. We all took a bite, trying not to look like we were eating dog food. Wait a minute, we were eating dog food! Esme made this stuff for the dogs. Great. Forced to eat dog food with a bunch of mutts. What is this world coming to these days? Esme smiled proudly at us as we chewed and swallowed our chicken. All of us wore looks that were a cross between disgust and nausea. The white sauce was the worst, so thick and slimy. Bella was trying desperately not to giggle. Carlisle cleared his throat, giving us a warning glance. None of my children are particularly fond of chicken, he explained. He could say that again. I had drank from one once, just to see. It was foul. The Quileutes relaxed somewhat, having seen us eat. Their rational minds were able to delude themselves into ignoring their instincts once again. After dinner, we retreated to the living room, where we watched a football game on the big screen. We all talked and laughed, sharing jokes and stories. Esme gave the boys big plates of apple pie and ice cream for dessert. Will you adopt me, too? Jacob joked. I havent eaten food this good ever. Me too, me too! Embry pleaded. Im just a poor starving child, wasting away from hunger. You do look like you could use a little fattening up, Embry. Ill work on it whenever you visit. How about that? Esme replied in amusement. He nodded enthusiastically. Milk and cookies! Quil blurted. We all turned to look at him. He blushed.

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What? Jake asked. What are you talking about? Quil was radiating extreme embarrassment, paralyzing his ability to speak. Jasper sent him a wave of calm, and he relaxed. He ducked his head, not meeting anybodys eyes. When I look at Esme, I think of milk and cookies. Like my idea of the perfect mom was always that she would have milk and cookies waiting when her kids got home from school. I dont know where I got that idea from originally. Esme just seems like that kind of mom. We were all quiet for a few moments. I saw the sheen of unshed tears in Esmes eyes. He had unknowingly just given her a great gift, essentially calling her the perfect mom, and all the vampires recognized it. Even Rose was greatly softened towards the future wolves. Esme got control of herself again. I tell you what, boys. How about you come over again tomorrow morning, after you wake up, and Ill prepare a big brunch for you. Ill make eggs, sausage, bacon, pancakes, waffles, hash browns, muffins, and anything else you request. How does that sound? Heavenly! Jacob breathed in awe. Perfect! Embry squealed in delight. Awesome! Quil crowed. Esme grinned at their enthusiasm. She would be preparing for it all night. Good thing she didnt need to sleep. I hate to break up the party guys, but I need to get you back to La Push, so you dont miss curfew. Id hate to blow things with Billy on our first outing, Bella proclaimed. The boys groaned, but dutifully made their way to the door, thanking everyone for having them. Dont forget to call if you want Bella to use the SUV to tow your car when she picks you up tomorrow, Rose reminded Jacob. He smiled in gratitude. BPOV Esme walked us out toward my truck. Drive safely, sweetie, and call us when you get back home, so we know all is well, she murmured as she hugged me goodnight. She was such a mom. She couldnt help herself. She embraced each of the boys, telling them goodbye, thanking them for coming, and expressing her delight at seeing them again tomorrow. I didnt stop her. I wouldnt have been able to if I tried. I watched the expression on each boys face change as she hugged them. I knew they had felt her cold marble skin and had felt her rock hard body. The knowledge was there in their eyes. They could no longer deny what their subconscious had known all along. The Cullens were Cold Ones. They were vampires. Esme was oblivious to the change in the boys as they hopped into the truck, waving goodbye. The window was open between the cab and the back of the truck. Nobody spoke while we drove down the driveway and turned onto the main road. After a few minutes, Jacob spoke, still staring straight ahead, not looking at me.

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The Cullens are Cold Ones. They are vampires. Yes. I was nervous as to how he would react now that he knew. You knew this and invited us to hang out with the tribes mortal enemies? I sighed, speaking loud enough for Quil and Embry to hear. Jacob, today you saw the real Cullens. Carlisle saves lives, he doesnt end them. They are real people, with real thoughts and feelings. They are not unfeeling monsters. I wanted you two to get to know one another without the prejudices that have been passed down from generation to generation. There are evil vampires who need to be killed for the protection of society, just as there are evil humans that are unfeeling murderers. Yes, the Cullens drink blood, but they hunt animals. You eat animals too, dont you? So how is that so different? Why is it so much worse to partake of an animals blood than of its flesh? Jacob turned to look at me, with anguish in his eyes. I see your point, but what if they hurt you by accident? You could be killed! Jacob, I appreciate your concern. Im much more likely to get hurt or killed in an accident simply driving my truck, yet you dont freak out when I do. I spend time with the Cullens every day. Im not afraid of them. They are at the high school with other humans in close proximity for six hours five days a week, with no loss of control. We were in a movie theater and a restaurant surrounded by humans today, with no loss of control. A man got injured and was actively bleeding, yet they still did not lose control. In fact, they helped make the man better. Carlisle performs surgery for a living. He is completely immune to scent of human blood. The Cullens are not the enemy. If you cant see that after today, then Ive been wasting my time trying to make peace. Jake stared at me, his eyes full of conflicting emotions. I could practically see the internal struggle he was going through, trying to reconcile the reality with the fantasy. I pulled up in front of his house. I know you all need to think about and talk about what happened today, but please dont mention it to anyone else for now, if you dont mind? They all nodded, as they got quietly out of the truck. They really do like you guys. All of their offers were perfectly sincere and not offered lightly. Especially Roses. She doesnt let just anyone into her garage. I havent even been invited in yet. Call me in the morning and let me know if you still want me to pick you up for brunch or not, I urged. They exchanged glances and nodded cautiously. I gave them each a hug goodnight, and I felt it. I felt it from each one of them. They were warm. Too warm.

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I stepped back from Jacob and his buddies, knowing the transformation process was beginning. I hoped they would forgive me for interfering. Of course, this time around, they had no real reason to hate the Cullens, other than raw prejudice, because Edward hadnt broken my heart and left me to fall into a catatonic state. There were many upsides to being a werewolf, and I was hoping they would understand that. Guys, I still want to be your friend, regardless of what you decide about the Cullens. Please call me either way. I have a lot of information I believe you have a right to know. Tonight is not the best time to discuss it though. Youre already in information overload, so I really want to hook up with you tomorrow, whether it is with the Cullens or without, I pleaded, staring intensely into each set of eyes, willing them to sense my sincerity. They all nodded and smiled, relaxing slightly. Quil and Embry both looked to Jacob, already beginning to defer to him as their spokesman. I guess some instinctual part of them knew he was the Alpha. Jacob stood a bit taller, with the two of them flanking him, lending him their unwavering and unspoken support. The guys and I need to discuss this whole situation. Ill call you in the morning, Bella, he informed me calmly. He seemed to struggle with himself again, before softly adding, Be safe, Bells. We dont want you to get hurt. I nodded sadly, understanding his concern. The Cullens wont hurt me, Jacob. In fact, theyll protect me with their own lives. He nodded again, watching me head back to my truck. All three of them simply stared after me, unmoving, as I drove away, back to my house. Once I crossed the border of La Push, I whipped out my cell phone, calling Edward. I was feeling a bit panicky. Edward answered on the first ring. Bella? Oh, Edward, I felt them. Their body temperature has already started rising. Can Alice still see them? Are they coming tomorrow? Are they going to cause trouble? Calm down, love. Let me ask her. I heard him talking to Alice in the background. They were speaking too softly for me to overhear their conversation. The second the hum of voices went silent, I jumped right in, wanting answers. Edward? What is it? What did she see? Bella, calm down. You dont need to get so worried. The future is full of static right now, there are occasional glances, but mostly just jumbled color. Our whole family is looking that way for tomorrow morning, so Im guessing the boys do accept our offer for brunch. Is there any trouble? Any fighting? Is everything okay? He hesitated, and I felt my panic spike again. He sighed. She cant see that. She only knows theyre coming, but not the outcome. I suppose it will depend on whether or not they choose to listen to us and be influenced by us. Oh, I whispered. I would do anything to keep Edward safe and out of harms way. I didnt know what else to say then. Look, Im going to inform the rest of the family while were at it, and then Ill join you in your bedroom, where we can talk privately.
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Thanks, Edward. I really need you right now. Goodnight, Bella. Ill see you in a few. I hung up, feeling so much better. I had Edward and would soon be in his arms again. That thought alone was enough to improve my attitude and outlook. I made it safely home, and told Charlie about spending the day with Jake and his friends, neglecting to mention that the Cullens were there too. I didnt really want him to slip up and mention anything to Billy before we had things resolved, especially since the two of them would be spending most of the day fishing together tomorrow. I certainly didnt want to get Jacob in trouble with his father or the tribe. That wouldnt help our case at all. After a few more minutes of conversation, I excused myself to bed, kissing Charlie goodnight. I was both apprehensive and excited as I made my way upstairs, wondering if Edward was ensconced in my room yet. I was disappointed to find my room completely empty, but figured I might as well use the time to get ready for bed. After finishing my nightly routine, I crawled under the covers, wondering why Edward was taking so long to get to me. I heard my dad coming up the stairs, treading heavily with fatigue. He moved into his room and was soon snoring. I was glad I didnt have to share a room with him, considering how loud the snoring was coming through the wall. I wondered briefly if Renee had left him mostly because she couldnt get a good nights sleep. I chuckled to myself at first at how ridiculous that sounded, but then realized how cranky and irritable people get when sleep deprived. Perhaps there was more to my theory than I had originally considered. Being fatigued and impatient, having a short fuse, would lead to more fights and disagreements. People snap more when theyre tired and irritable. Maybe someday I would do a dissertation on the subject. Can poor sleep ruin a relationship? At least thats one less concern that vampires have, seeing as how they dont need sleep. As I was pondering the tragic catastrophe of my parents marriage, Edward hopped through the window. I grinned happily at him, thankful to have him take my mind off of unpleasant memories. He responded with his crooked smile, that literally took my breath away. I was lost in his gaze, my heart rate racing erratically, when he reminded me to breathe. Urgh. How many humans have to be reminded to breathe? Pathetic. I took in a deep lungful of air, which also helped calm me in the process. Edward joined me under the covers, snuggling into the electric warmth. I turned on my side to face him, my hand rubbing over his upper chest, as he gazed deeply into my eyes. So, hows the rest of the family doing? I wondered. He sighed. Everybody is busy making plans and contingency plans, trying to consider every possible scenario and the way we should handle each and every possible situation. I could use a little distraction for the time being, if you dont mind? I smiled seductively at him. Oh, I dont mind Edward. Id like a little one on one time with you. He bent his head to mine and started kissing me, slowly and carefully. I moaned, running my hands up his back and into his hair. We continued making out for a few blissful moments, before Edward inevitably pulled away. I groaned at the frustration of being all hyped up with no release in sight.

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I started singing under my breath, I cant get no sa-tis-fac-tion, though I try and I try and I try and I try. I cant get no . . . . . satisfaction. I felt Edwards chest rumbling with barely suppressed laughter. Awww, poor baby, he crooned at me. I felt like punching him, but knew it would only hurt my hand. I growled and turned my back on him instead. He pulled me back against his chest and started humming my lullaby. Stupid prudish vampire with his stupid sleep-inducing lullaby, was my last thought before I drifted off into dreamland, where I finally found my satisfaction.

Chapter 24: Brunch

BPOV I woke to the feel of cold, hard lips moving against mine. I inhaled deeply through my nose, enjoying the intoxicating aroma of his sweet breath. If one has to wake up, this is definitely the way to go. I hummed in pleasure and felt him smile against my lips. Before I could stop myself, my arms were around him, my hands rubbing over his back, neck, and shoulders. He pulled away about a foot, far enough to bring me to my senses, and I cursed internally.

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I wasnt finished yet, I pouted, trying out my puppy dog eyes. He grinned, unimpressed. Sorry, love, but I think Alice has perfected that expression, and Ive gradually learned to ignore her. Youll have to try a lot harder than that to get past my inhibitions. Humph. That sounded like a challenge to me. I would find his weakness eventually and exploit it for all its worth. I bit my lower lip in thought. He groaned and swooped down to capture my mouth again, his tongue lightly tracing my bottom lip. I was surprised, lost in thought, trying to figure out what had happened. Aha! He liked it when I bit my lower lip. Hmmm. I filed that information away for future use. I would discover which buttons to press if it killed me. Hopefully, it would eventually kill me, though I would continue to live in every way that mattered. I would have the perfect husband and the perfect family. As my thoughts drifted to my vampire family, the events of the previous day crashed into my consciousness. I shot into a sitting position, gazing at Edward in apprehension. Jacob! Has he called yet? Is Charlie still here? Edward sat up beside me and gently stroked my cheek. Relax, love. Charlie left an hour ago, and Jacob hasnt called yet. Should I call him? Should we call Alice? Have her visions changed at all? I panicked. He continued stroking my cheek soothingly, while rubbing my back with the other hand. Just be patient, love. It is still fairly early to be expecting a call, and Alice will call us the minute anything changes. Everything is going to be fine, Im sure. I took a deep breath. I couldnt just sit here and wait, not knowing what Jacob and his buddies were planning. If anything bad happened to my family because of my little plan, I would never forgive myself. Or if I had endangered the boys in any way. Would the other wolves find them now? Would the brainwashing of hatred and death begin? Would it be too late? Would the wolves fight amongst themselves? What had I done? What had I been thinking? Edward could hear my heart racing and my hyperventilating. He knew I was having an anxiety attack and decided to snap me out of it by kissing me again. It worked all too well. I couldnt think straight whenever I was in his arms. I forgot to be worried or concerned. The house could probably fall down around us, and it wouldnt faze me. My wits were definitely addled. He pulled away again, shortly after he felt me respond. I wondered if I could control my response, if he would kiss me longer. But who would want to kiss someone who was completely unresponsive? You might as well kiss your hand and pretend its your lover. I couldnt wait around, thinking about all the possibilities. I could see why Edward wanted me to distract him last night. He obviously didnt want to return the favor any more than necessary, so I decided it was time for a human moment. Whenever the fun started, I needed to be prepared to face it, whatever it may be. I hopped out of bed, thankful I didnt trip for once. It allowed me to make a more graceful exit. I congratulated myself on that the whole way to the shower, allowing myself to add a little extra sway to my hips as I glided out of the room. Well, perhaps glided is too graceful a term. Not tripping over anything any my path is about as graceful as I ever get. Unfortunately, in my haste to exploit my new found balance, I forgot to grab a change of clothes. I felt the blush forming on my cheeks as I realized I needed to go back into the room and get them, while Edward would watch in amusement. How embarrassing. Of course, I could just go ahead and take my shower and return to my room simply wrapped in my towel.

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Then the towel could slip while Im looking for my clothes. I wonder how long he could hold on to his inhibitions if I stood before him in nothing but my birthday suit. No, that would be wrong. My mind was positively drooling over the idea of Edward being so overcome with desire for me that he would take me right then and there. My heart, on the other hand, whispered a warning. How would I feel if he rejected me after I bared all? I would be utterly devastated, drowning in feelings of despair, rejection, and hopelessness. It wasnt worth the risk. I worked up my courage and marched back into my room. Edward raised his eyebrows in surprise as I came through the door looking exactly the same as I did when I left. I ignored him and gathered my fresh clothes. His lips twitched and his eyes shone with amusement as he realized what had happened, but he wisely chose not to comment. I took a nice hot shower, trying to reduce the tension in my neck and shoulders. What if Jacob calls while Im in the shower? Would Edward pick up the phone? Would Jake leave a message? I decided to rush through the shower a little faster than usual, so I wouldnt miss Jakes call. I threw my clothes on and ran the brush through my hair, then hurried back into the bedroom with my pajamas. Edward was waiting patiently in my rocking chair. Just as I was going to sit in Edwards lap and let him calm me, my phone rang. I startled, and jerked around, promptly falling onto the bed. Edward chuckled, and faster than my eyes could trace, he had gotten the phone and was handing it to me. I growled at him, though it wasnt his fault. I didnt like him laughing at my natural balance handicap. I answered the phone cautiously, hoping for good news. Hello? Hi, Bella. Its me, Jacob. His voice was impassive, neither excited nor disturbed. I didnt know if that was a good thing or a bad thing. Hey, Jacob. Im really glad you called. So what did you guys decide? Weve decided to come to the brunch, but we want answers. No more pretending or lying. We want the truth. His voice sounded harder now, more stern. Of course, Jacob. I agree that you need to be told the truth. Should I bring the SUV? There was a hesitation. No, just drive your truck. Okay, Jacob, I accepted, my voice heavy with disappointment. Ill be over to pick you up shortly. Well be waiting. Then he hung up without saying goodbye. I gently hung up the phone on my end and looked at Edward with troubled eyes. His face had become the mask he uses when he wants to hide his feelings, his public mask, which makes his face appear to be carved out of stone. I bit my lip in concern. This wasnt going as well as I had hoped. Edwards features softened, and he pulled me onto his lap, rubbing my back. Dont worry, love. Everythings going to be alright, he murmured, kissing the top of my head. I sighed, pulling away to look up at him with a smile.

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Thanks, Edward. Well, lets get this show on the road. Waiting will only prolong the torture. Im going to go and get them now and bring them to your house. You can run home and warn the family of the impending invasion. He nodded and carried me downstairs. I didnt object like I usually would. Today, I wanted the comfort I could only find in his arms. He walked me out to the car, shutting and locking the front door behind us. He held the door open for me as I climbed into the drivers seat, then leaned in to give me a goodbye kiss. I smiled nervously. Here goes nothing, I muttered, backing out of the driveway. He watched me drive away before taking off into the forest. I took my time driving to La Push. I felt a little better in one way, that I was actually doing something instead of just waiting. On the other hand, the closer I got to my destination, the stronger my nausea got. Had the boys actually changed yet? The process had started last night, but how long would the process take? Had they talked to the other wolves? I was worried about what might be awaiting me at Jacobs house. I pulled onto the dirt road leading to Jacobs house and saw the three boys exit the door, no doubt having heard my truck approaching. When I got to them, I stopped and stared. They had all grown at least three inches overnight and their muscles had grown and become more defined. They didnt look fifteen anymore. The boyishness had left their faces. They looked more like eighteen. I knew they would be turning heads where ever they went. I was actually looking forward to bringing them around Forks, just to see the looks on Laurens and Jessicas faces when they saw them. I would get a kick at seeing them throw themselves at a group of fifteen year olds. I especially wanted to see their expressions after informing them of the boys true age, after they had fawned and flirted and made sufficient fools of themselves. Bella! I fussed at myself. Those were not very nice thoughts. There was no need for me to stoop to their level. They hadnt really done anything to me yet, since I didnt bother making friends with them in the first place. I watched the boys all come around and get into the truck, and finally looked past their new bulging muscles to realize they were all wearing high-waters and really tight t-shirts. I started giggling, and they glared at me. The poor boys had outgrown all their clothes overnight! Alice was going to have a field day with this, at least if they let her. Of course, that meant theyd be ripping out of five hundred dollar outfits whenever they transformed, so maybe Alice wasnt such a good idea. I controlled my giggling and settled for a smirk. Wow, I think you guys are going to make high-waters fashionable, I teased. They growled at me in annoyance. No, seriously. Not many people could pull that look off successfully. They huffed at me, all three folding their arms across their chests and refusing to look in my direction. Relax, guys, the girls will all be much too distracted ogling your new muscles to even notice what youre wearing. I mean look how long it took me, and Im already in love with someone else. They all looked at me then, smirking happily. Quil leered. Did you like what you saw? Oh, yeah. If I wasnt already taken, Id seriously give you guys a run for your money. Well, once you turned sixteen anyway. I was actually thinking of introducing you to some of the girls from my school, just so I could watch them fawn all over you. All three of them chuckled, losing their self-consciousness. I hadnt pulled away from the house yet, as I wanted the guys somewhat at ease before I took them to the Cullens. It wouldnt help matters if they were already tense before they got there. I was glad Billy wasnt there. I wasnt sure I was ready to face him yet, now that Jacob had begun changing.

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The drive to the Cullens was uneventful. None of the boys wanted to talk, so I let the silence continue. Everyone was lost in their own thoughts, so the quiet wasnt awkward. As I pulled close to the house, I saw Jacob tense slightly out of the corner of my eye. My thoughts, however, were centered on the gorgeous young man waiting for me on the front porch. He smiled at me and was at the drivers side door, opening it for me, the second I came to a stop. The wolves piled out warily. EPOV I heard Bellas truck approaching from a mile away and stepped out onto the front porch to wait for her. All of my family members were apprehensive and each were dealing with it in their own way. I tuned out their thoughts, especially Jasper, who was caught between sending out calming waves and desiring to throw Alice over his shoulder and run until they were out of the danger zone. He wasnt afraid for himself, but he was terrified something might happen to Alice. I saw all three boys tense when they noticed me, but they were more wary than hostile. I dashed over to Bellas door as she pulled into position, anxious to have her safely in my arms again. I understood Jaspers desire completely. I was battling with my own self not to run away with Bella and keep her far away from the soon to be wolves. I inhaled their scent. They didnt smell bad yet, but didnt smell as nice as they did yesterday. They had developed a slightly musty odor, which was still much better than wet dog. They wrinkled their noses a bit, and I could tell that my scent wasnt as pleasant to them as it was yesterday either. Bella and I led them toward the house. Without even thinking about it, Jacob took the front position, with Embry and Quil flanking him on either side. I checked their thoughts, but they werent even aware of what they were doing. They were all nervous though, wondering how to behave around us now that they knew what we were. They were looking to Bella to guide their own behavior, and were confused at how comfortable she was walking with my arm around her shoulders and hers around my waist. They had seen our brief kiss as I helped her out of her truck and were still in shock over it. We all went inside and Esme met us in the living room. She immediately gave Bella a loving hug. Good morning, dear. Im always so happy to see you here with us. Bella returned her hug, a radiant smile on her face that wasnt lost on the boys. Good morning, Esme. It smells absolutely fabulous in here, though you guys probably dont think so. Dont mind us, sweetie, we dont need to breathe after all, and its certainly worth it to make you happy. Esme turned to the boys and lit up like a Christmas tree. She clapped her hands, radiating joy and excitement, as if her child had come home from a semester at college. Oh, boys! I was so hoping you would come. Ive made all kinds of yummy things for you. Lots of meat for growing boys. Emmett is even out grilling steaks for you right now. I had him run to the store for them earlier. I listened in to the boys thoughts. How can she be a bloodsucker when she looks at me like that? Like Im the prodigal son returned to her at last. Nobody has ever looked at me that way. Like Ive brightened their day with just my presence, and they cant wait to scoop me up in their embrace and shower me with love and attention and all my favorite things until I never want to leave again. I bet my own mom would have looked at me that way. Like Ive finally come home. (Jacob)
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My nose is having an orgasmic experience. Im salivating already. Did she say steak? I love her. I dont care if shes a leech. She certainly knows the way to a mans heart, and she can have mine as long as she keeps feeding me this way. And Carlisle doesnt even eat, so how can he truly appreciate her properly. (Embry) Man, this woman is June Cleaver, Martha Stewart, and Betty Crocker all rolled into one. Is she like the perfect woman, or what? I wonder if I could be an honorary son? (Quil) Esme glided over to Jacob, embracing him joyfully. He was stiff for a moment, but then melted, wrapping his arms around her and resting his cheek on top of her head. Esme responded by going into full mom mode. I had told her that Jacob lived alone with his wheelchair-bound father. She stepped back, and he reluctantly let her go. Well, look at you! You must have grown at least three inches since yesterday. And look at all those muscles! Youre going to have a hard time fighting off the girls when you go back to school tomorrow, she enthused, beaming proudly at them. Now why dont you go get washed up for breakfast? The food is ready when you are. Now, she is a mom with a capital M. Sure thing, Mom, Jacob answered, then blushed as he realized what he said. I mean, Esme. I didnt think Esme could get any more radiant than she already was, but I was wrong. She seemed to be lit up from the inside, almost personifying pure maternal love. She gathered Jacob in a loving embrace, pouring her love into him. I would be honored to have you as a son, Jacob Black, she responded, her voice wobbling with emotion. She stepped back and looked at the other two boys. The same goes for you two boys. My heart holds more than enough love to add you to my family. Jacobs mind was too overwhelmed to form coherent thought as she filled one of his deep basic emotional needs, the love of a mother. I could practically hear walls come crumbling down inside his mind as her love poured through. I knew there was no way he would ever willingly hurt her now, as he now identified her in his heart as his own mother. I spared myself a moment to be amused at the irony. A vampire with a werewolf son. A werewolf with a vampire mother. How absurd could we get? Well, I guess it wasnt really any weirder than a werewolf imprinting on a newborn half-vampire, half-human hybrid, that happened to be the daughter of his former true love. Alice chose that moment to come dancing down the stairs, stopping in front of the boys. Oh, this will never do, she complained in horror. The Quileutes looked at her in confusion. We need to go shopping. Today! You cant be seen out in public looking like that. What will people think? Dont you worry, Ill take care of everything. With that parting comment, she danced to the dining room, tapping her chin thoughtfully. The Quileutes stared after her, not comprehending their fate. I felt sorry for them. They turned back to us, their eyebrows raised in question. Im sorry, guys, Bella moaned in pity, patting Jacobs arm. Youll have to take one for the team. Their curious expressions became disturbed. Dont ask, I warned, shaking my head. You dont want to know. You two, stop scaring them, Esme scolded. Dont worry, boys. Alice is just going to supply you with new wardrobes to match your change in stature. Their expressions just went back to confusion, but they shrugged it off to get ready to eat.

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We all sat around the dining room table, even Emmett and Rosalie this time. The table was piled high with loads of food. We vampires were all holding our breath since the stench of so much hot human food was positively disgusting. At least we didnt have to pretend to eat any of it this time. Esme was thrilled to see how much food the boys managed to cram onto their plates. Her eyes were lit with pleasure seeing how much they enjoyed her cooking. So hows the steak? Taste the steak! Emmett begged, practically bouncing in his seat. Emmett! Rosalie griped. Act your age. Emmett promptly fell out of his chair, lying on his back on the floor, his arms crossed on his chest in typical burial position. He stayed perfectly still, not breathing, eyes closed. Ha, ha. Very funny. So funny I forgot to laugh, Rose growled sarcastically. Finally! Carlisle quipped. I thought that boy would never die. Now we can get a little peace and quiet around here. Bella started laughing out loud, finally realizing Emmett was pretending to be dead in order to act his age. The boys all laughed too. Dude, hes been dead, Quil joked. So if the undead die, is that undoing the undead? Would they be redead? What would you call a dead undead? Ashes, Jasper returned with a smirk. The Quileutes started laughing so hard that Jacob choked. Quil started pounding on his back as he started coughing. We could tell it wasnt serious, since the coughing meant air was able to pass through. Uh, oh. Is there a doctor in the house? Embry called out with a grin, realizing Jacob wasnt really in trouble. We all grinned in response. Jacob quickly regained his poise, but he had tears of laughter streaming down his cheeks. Conversation turned to more general topics as the boys and Bella ate their breakfast. Emmett rejoined us at the table, wanting to talk about baseball. As soon as he sat down, Jasper yelled, Hes Alive! causing us all to jump, well except for Alice who was expecting it. Quil quickly joined in, Its a bloody miracle! Emmett couldnt resist. Did somebody say blood? Jasper and Edward responded together. HooRah! The Quileutes and Bella burst out laughing again. Carlisle put his forehead in his hand, shaking his head. More teenagers. What have I done to deserve more teenagers? Youre simply blessed, my dear, Esme responded mildly. He looked up with a smirk, showing he wasnt really upset. Right. Blessed. Uh, yeah. That was the word I was thinking. Mmhm, right. A family full of mythological immortal teenagers, some of whom are natural enemies. Yes, blessed. Edward, do remember the names of any of the mental institutions you were researching when you realized Bella knew what we were but wasnt afraid of us? I think we have another potential inmate.

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Bella glared at me. Mental institutions? I would visit you every day, I assured her with a smirk. Besides it sounds like youd have either Esme or Carlisle to keep you company. We could throw in Emmett for good measure. Rosalie growled at me. Emmett? Youre the one who needs to go, control freak. Or how about Alice, the shopaholic? Jasper drawled, Heck, lets just get a family ward. Better yet, we could build our own facility. Esme can design it, Rose and Alice can decorate it, and Carlisle can work there. Well, he can pretend to with his doctor complex. Well have them bring in deer daily. Well drink the blood and the wolves can eat the meat. All nice and tidy. He sent everyone a wave of amusement that had us all giggling. What the heck? I dont giggle. Its undignified. I glared at Jasper while I giggled uncontrollably, promising retribution. He smirked, raising an eyebrow in challenge. Come and get me, Eddie. At least he stopped sending out the emotion though. We all calmed down. Speaking of natural enemies, Jacob stated in a commanding voice. I think its time for some answers. We all looked to Carlisle as our spokesman. He nodded calmly. Thats why were here.

Chapter 25: Answers

An unidentified Cullens POV You are Cold Ones, Jacob stated. Vampires. Yes, we are, Carlisle admitted. But we do not drink human blood ever. We only hunt animals. What about bagged blood, like from the hospital? Embry asked. Carlisle shook his head solemnly. No, we do not drink that either. There are vampires who do, who consider that a fair compromise. Personally, I still have moral issues with that, the least of which is that it diminishes the available blood supply for patients who need it. Honestly, I have never used human blood as a food source, never in over 360 years. I was human once, a long time ago, and I chose to never relinquish my humanity. Even as a newborn completely on my own, I chose to run away from humans rather than be tempted to attack and kill them. I would consider myself a cannibal if I were to feed on human blood. I realize that is a highly unusual opinion for a vampire to have, but I do not want to be a murderer or a monster. Unfortunately, most vampires believe they are superior to humans. They view humans as nothing more than cattle, ripe for slaughter. They spare no thought to who might be hurt by the loss of the person they kill for their dinner, much less the loss of a future for that particular person. So if youre not getting blood from the hospital, what are you doing there? Quil wondered. We all looked at him like he was crazy. Carlisle raised an eyebrow. Im a surgeon. I save peoples lives. Ask anybody at the hospital. I spent 200 years, two hundred years, developing an immunity to human blood, so I would feel absolutely no temptation to taste it even if it splattered in my face. Why do you think I did
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it? I wanted to make a difference in this world. I wanted to spend my eternity making things better for others. Do you have any idea how many lives Ive saved due solely to my advanced senses and increased speed? Lives that a human doctor would have been incapable of saving, surgeries a human doctor couldnt possibly perform. Thats in addition to all the procedures I do that a human doctor could do just as easily if one were available. Can you even imagine how many babies Ive delivered in the past hundred and fifty years? How many broken bones Ive set, how many wounds I have stitched? But why? Jacob queried impatiently. What is your motivation? What makes a vampire go against its nature and become a doctor for humans? Ah, Carlisle responded in comprehension. I believe I understand your question now. My father was a preacher. He raised me to obey the teachings of the Bible, particularly to love my neighbor. His pet project was hunting vampires, seeking to destroy them, considering them evil soulless demons bent on destroying innocent human lives. All three Quileutes nodded, their attention fully fixed on Carlisle. This was something to which they could relate. It was the same thing they were taught about vampires form the cradle. Carlisle noted their nods and continued his story. He asked me to lead the hunt one night and to everyones amazement, we actually flushed a real vampire out of hiding. Since I was in the lead, he pounced on me and bit me. He then fled from the rest of my group, who were bearing torches, before he had time to drain me dry. The others left me where I had fallen, taking off in hot pursuit of the vampire. I knew my father would be devastated by what happened to me, so I hid myself in a nearby cellar. As I burned in the fires of hell, internally at least, I promised myself that if I became a vampire, I wouldnt become a monster like the one who had bitten me. When the transformation was complete, I denied my thirst and tried to end my existence. Thats how I discovered vampires cant drown, cant suffocate, and can survive any fall. I chose to starve myself rather than attack a human, so I ran far away from people into the wilderness. After a month without feeding at all, I came across a deer, and my instincts took over. I had eaten venison as a human, so I had no moral issue with feeding from animals. I knew then I had another option. I didnt have to be a monster or a murderer. He paused to see if the boys had any questions about his story thus far. They nodded, indicating they had understood everything, and encouraged him to continue. I wandered for a while, spent time with other vampires occasionally, and eventually came to the conclusion that I preferred living amongst and interacting with humans rather than vampires. I found that my vampire skills enabled me to help others, so I worked to make my new existence a blessing rather than a curse. I had a purpose, a reason for living. For over 275 years, I lived this existence without a mate or like-minded companion. Once I became a doctor, I worked round the clock, 24/7, taking off only enough time to hunt. I worked at more than one hospital to accomplish this without drawing attention to myself. I found the work highly fulfilling, and I had no one waiting at home for me, so I worked all the time. Over the past ninety years, I have slowly accrued my family. I now spend more time at home than at work, but I still have a mission, driven by my internal moral code, to help others, to love my neighbors. That is why I work at the hospital. Carlisle paused, staring intensely into each of their eyes, trying to make a point, trying to show how he is different from other vampires. I refuse to be a monster. I save lives instead of taking them. I help people rather than hurt them. I use my powers for good, not evil. I help bring children into this world, instead of sending them to an early grave. I put people back together rather than break them. I stop their bleeding, not start it. I give them blood, not take it away. I didnt choose to become a vampire, but every day I choose to be a blessing, to benefit our society, to be a constructive force rather than a destructive one. I am a man of

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honor and integrity. I am trustworthy, thus, I can respect myself and can face my self in the mirror. Living this way is a deeply ingrained part of who I am as a man. The soon-to-be wolves seemed taken aback and amazed. The full effect of Carlisles authority and sincerity rang through both his voice and his body language. There was no possible way to doubt him. Quil and Embry looked to Jacob to express their lingering concerns. Okay, we believe you Carlisle, but what about the rest of your family, and what about the vampires like the ones in our legends the emotionless monsters? Jacob inquired defensively. First of all, every member of my family lives the way I do, drinking only animal blood. Your legends speak of Cold Ones with red eyes, right? But they mention that I and my family have yellow eyes, correct? When a vampire drinks human blood, whether it is from a bag or from a person, their eyes turn red. When a vampire drinks only animal blood, their eyes turn yellow. If they do both, their eyes are essentially orange. If I were to drink human blood right now, my gold eyes would immediately turn red and it would take more than a day, plus multiple feedings of animal blood for my eyes to back to yellow. Thus, you can immediately tell, by looking at the eyes of all of my family members, that none of them partake of human blood. Jacob, Embry, and Quil stared carefully into each vampires eyes, finally relaxing some of the tension they had felt since arriving. They turned expectantly back to Carlisle, knowing he wasnt finished yet. The one exception to the eye color is that of newborn vampires. Their eyes are red because they are still full of their own human blood. It takes months of a strictly animal blood diet before their eyes turn yellow. We only know of one other family of vegetarian vampires, Carlisle explained. Vegetarian vampires? Quil asked in confusion. Its an inside joke. Thats what we call ourselves, since we dont eat humans, Edward responded. The boys nodded, showing their comprehension. Please continue, Carlisle, Jacob instructed. Most vampires consider humans like cattle. They feel no more guilty about killing a human for food than you to when you eat a steak. The boys looked down at their plates, then back up to Carlisle, wearing expressions of disgust. As far as taste is concerned, human blood tastes like steak and animal blood tastes like plain white minute rice. Not many people can choose to stick to a diet of nothing but plain white minute rice, with no butter, no spice or seasoning, no oil, nothing at all, day in and day out for all eternity. Especially, when steak is everywhere around them, the delicious aroma filling the air. Animal blood is filling, but not very satisfying, Carlisle added calmly. So human eating vampires care no more for human feelings, than you care about the feelings of the cow you just consumed. The boys shifted uncomfortably in their chairs, sneaking glances at one another. They obviously didnt appreciate the comparison. So you have every right to defend your people against any human drinker. We will likely even help you, particularly if the attacks are deliberate. Normally, we just ask nomads not to hunt within 300 miles of Forks. That usually works fine, at least as far as protecting the humans in

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our territory. I realize it doesnt help humans elsewhere. However, I do not like taking the lives or existences of any sentient being where they are humans, vampires, or werewolves. Werewolves? Jacob squeaked in shock. We all looked at him in surprise. Yes, like you three, Carlisle mentioned casually. The Quileutes looked at him in shock, their mouths hanging open. Oh, had you not realized it yet? You spoke of natural enemies, so I assumed you understood. I meant our whole tribe is supposed to be enemies of your family. Theres no such thing as werewolves, Jacob protested. Au contraire, mon ami, Emmett jested. Our family and your tribe are not enemies, Carlisle corrected. We are allies against the human killing Cold ones. We are supposed to be friends, since we are fighting on the same side, protecting the same people. I prefer to use nonviolent methods of persuasion whenever possible. I will, however, defend my family to the death. I am capable of fighting, though I prefer to only fight when absolutely necessary. You three have all been invited to become part of my family. The choice is yours, but if you do accept the invitation, I would defend you with my life, risking my entire existence to protect you, just as I would do for any of my other children. The boys looked around at our welcoming, smiling faces. Jacobs eyes were shiny with unshed tears. They thanked all of us, obviously touched that we wanted them to join us. Now, before you get too excited though, I need to warn you, Carlisle continued seriously. All three of you are werewolves, or will be soon. You will continue to grow and mature, and will maintain a body temperature around 108 degrees. We did not realize before we moved back here to Forks, that our presence alone is enough to activate your shapeshifting genes. The genetic information is encoded in the 24th pair of chromosomes you each have. We sincerely apologize for that. There are many good things about being a werewolf, and I hope youll keep that in mind when the time comes for your first transformation. Just try to remember that your anger and fear trigger the change into wolf form. In that form, you are horse-sized wolves, who can run hundreds of miles an hour, can heal extremely quickly, stop aging, are immensely strong, are immune to sickness or illness of any kind, and are fully capable of killing vampires. Your calmness will help trigger the change back to your human form. So that portion of our legends is true too? Jacob gulped. Yep, youre gonna get all furry, Emmett teased. And youll stink too. Werewolves smell like wet dogs, at least to vampires. Of course, vampires smell bad to werewolves too, so were even. Well smell sickeningly sweet to your delicate noses. Jacob looked to Carlisle for confirmation. You know, Ive always wanted a dog, Jake, Bella mused. But Renee would never let me get one. She started singing an old song, Feed Jake, hes been a good dog. My best friend, right to the end. If I die before I wake, feed Jake. Everybody laughed, lightening the tension that had been building up around the table. Thanks a lot, Bells, Jacob growled, rolling his eyes. I love you too.

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Yeah, once youve gone furry, I challenge you three to a baseball game, Cullen Style, Emmett taunted. Youll finally be some decent competition. Besides, youre not the only werewolves in the tribe. Youll have Sam Uley to help you. Hes been a wolf for a while now, Carlisle assured them, getting back to business. Sam Uleys a werewolf? Jacob muttered in disbelief. Well, I guess that explains a lot. Who else hangs out with Sam? Edward asked. Paul! Quil and Embry answered together. So Paul is one too. You know, he is supposed to imprint on your sister, Jacob. Why dont you see if you can get her home for a visit soon? Paul will mellow out quite a bit once he finds her, Bella suggested. Why do I want Paul anywhere near my sister? Jacob wondered, looking irritated. Bella grumbled. Its going to happen sooner or later anyway, Jacob. Imprinting is a good thing, guys. You get to find your one true love, and you know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are meant to be together. The love bonds between a wolf and his imprint are just as strong as those between vampire mates. The bonds between you and your soul mate are unbreakable. Think how wonderful it is to have complete confidence in the rightness of your relationship. If you find your mate while she is still a child, you can take comfort in the knowledge that you wont age while you wait for her to grow older. In the mean time, you can be there for her in whatever capacity she needs, brother, friend, protector, etc. By the way, Jacob, you are the true Alpha of the pack, but Sam is the acting Alpha for the time being. Oh, who is Sam dating right now? Bella queried. Emily. It was rotten. He made all kinds of promises to Leah Clearwater and then broke her heart by ditching her for her cousin, Jacob grumbled angrily. Has Emily been attacked by a bear? Bella demanded. Yeah, a few months ago. She has terrible scars on her face, Jacob replied. Okay, Ive got a plan, if you guys are with us. Now that you have gotten to know the Cullens and heard their side of the story, do you feel like we can put aside past prejudices and all be friends? Bella challenged. Jacob exchanged meaningful glances with Quil and Embry. He shrugged, and they both nodded. Suddenly, Jacob looked at Bella with concern. Im willing to be friends with the Cullens, family even, but where do you fit into all of this, Bella? Carlisle, chose to answer for her. Edward and Bella are soul mates. They are already bonded. Once you share memories with a wolf who has imprinted, youll be able to understand the strength of the bond. Which reminds me, youll have a shared pack mind once you change. Youll be able to communicate with each other telepathically while in wolf form. Both Bella and Edward would experience debilitating physical and emotional pain if separated, so she has, of course, joined our family as Edwards mate. For now, she will remain human, but she will be changed into a vampire some day.

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Youre going to turn Bella into a bloodsucker? Quil shouted in horror. Youll make her a monster! Shed be better off dead, Jacob protested heatedly. Five young vampires and one human girl glared angrily at them. A few even growled to express their displeasure. Carlisle met their gazes calmly. I have just finished explaining to you that we choose not to be monsters. Please explain to me how we are monsters more so than you are? Would you consider yourself to be better off dead? We will train her properly to partake solely of animal blood. We will actively prevent her from hunting humans until she develops enough selfcontrol to prevent herself from taking human life. Okay, maybe she wouldnt be a monster, but she wouldnt be human either, Jacob admitted. What about all the human experiences shell miss once you stop her heart? We promise not to change her until it becomes medically necessary. She will remain human until the choice becomes either let her die or change her into a vampire, Edward promised solemnly. We will not let her go gently into that good night, Carlisle added. We will not doom Edward to an eternity without his mate. That isnt fair to either of them. The Quileutes were silent for a few minutes. Then they conducted a hasty discussion in Quileute, effectively excluding everyone but Carlisle, who had learned their language in a previous century. He did not indicate his knowledge however, neither commenting nor reacting to whatever they were saying, giving them the illusion of privacy. After just a few minutes, they came to a consensus and Jacob spoke for all of them. Surprisingly, the voice coming from Jacobs mouth was infused with all the authority of an Alpha werewolf as the words poured out from him, If Bella agrees to an end of life measure of allowing the change solely to prolong her existence in the face of imminent death, then we will have no objection. You will need a written living will from her, signed in the presence of witnesses, indicating her permission to allow the change to occur, along with medical evidence to support a diagnosis of imminent death at the time of the change. If you have these two things, I, Jacob Black, will officially allow her change to be an exception to the treaty. Thank you, Jacob, Carlisle approved happily. Wow, Jacob, Bella quipped. I didnt know you knew all those big words, much less how to string them together into a meaningful sentence. He ducked his head, looking chagrined, then met her eyes with a smile. I know. I dont know what came over me, but suddenly I knew just what to say. Interesting, Carlisle pondered. Perhaps there is some kind of pack memory encoded in the DNA that gets passed down from generation to generation. You know, technically we wouldnt be breaking the treaty anyway. Weve figured out how to perform the transformation without biting the person, but we appreciate you understanding and acceptance of the situation. We really do want to work with you instead of against you, Edward mentioned. The boys seemed intrigued that Bella could be changed without being bit, and so did half the vampires. Those in the know, namely Edward, Bella, Carlisle, and Alice, chose not to share any of the details at that time.

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Well, now that were all on the same page, why dont you share your plan, Bella? Jacob suggested. She nodded, looking around the table.

Chapter 26: Bold and Beautiful

BPOV Okay, we need to be proactive here to accomplish our goal of peace and unity. We need to make friends with Jared, Kim, Leah, and Seth. We need to get them on our side before its too late. If we wait, they will be brainwashed by the whole enemy propaganda, and it will be that much harder for them to form an unbiased opinion on the matter. Once we have them on our side, Jacobs sister can manage Paul, and that just leaves Sam. I was thinking about how we might reach him, to show him how the Cullens are different from the monsters in the legends, how they are people who care about others. I know the way to Sams heart is through Emily, because she is his imprint, and he would do anything for her. Wait a minute, Jacob interrupted. Emily is Sams imprint? I thought you said imprinting was a good thing. Look at all the pain it has caused to Leah, Sam, and Emily. How can you say its good?

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It is good in that you find your true soul mate. Leah and Sam loved one another, but they didnt belong together. Their relationship would have eventually failed for one reason or another. At least they found out before they got married. However, ideally, you wouldnt get involved in a serious relationship, knowing you will one day imprint. You would know you would one day leave whomever you were with to be with the one you love, so you wouldnt put yourself into a position to cause the kind of heartbreak Leah has had to suffer. Sam unfortunately made commitments to Leah before he became a werewolf. This is the warning to the rest of you. Date if you want, but dont make any promises to any girl, because your heart is not your own to give. It already belongs to somebody you simply havent found yet. Well, that kind of sucks, dont you think? That we have no say so in whom we love? Jacob griped. Honestly, Jake, its that way for everyone. They just dont realize it. Regular humans cant command their hearts to love or not to love any more than you can. Unfortunately, because they dont have something as obvious as an imprint to guide them, so many of them make foolish mistakes in relationships and end up divorced. They lose their happy ever after, because they dont recognize when theyve found it and when they havent. Everyone nodded, murmuring quietly in agreement with my sentiments. Several of the people around the table were looking at me with new found respect. Sheesh. I may not be a vampire, but I am pretty smart for a human, if I do say so myself. Not that Id admit that out loud, because I wouldnt want to boast, but my IQ was definitely up at the high end of the range. Back to Sam and Emily, I reminded everyone. They looked at me expectantly. Because Emily is Sams imprint, he would move heaven and earth for her. His whole universe revolves around her. So the easiest way to win him is to win her. Besides, I wanted to do something nice for her. She didnt choose this life, but she is trying to make the best of it. I know she is self-conscious about her scars, and they are a constant reminder to Sam of how he hurt her. Sam did that to her? Quil burst out in outrage. How dare he, the bastard?! It was an accident, Edward soothed. He never meant to hurt her. He got angry, lost control, and phased into his wolf form while he was standing too close to her. He accidentally gashed her with his claws during the process of changing. Thats terrible! Jacob gasped. The three of them appeared lost in thought, disturbed looks on their faces, as they finally began to comprehend the fate in store for them, and the dangers their friends and families would face if they didnt learn how to control themselves properly. Carlisle, couldnt you do plastic surgery on Emily and make those scars all but invisible? I feel certain you could do whatever reconstructive surgery might be necessary to restore her looks to her as much as possible. If anyone can, you can, I suggested. I had complete faith in Carlisle. He appeared touched by my belief in him and his abilities. Everyone at the table stared at me in approval and amazement for my ingenious plan. I didnt know why nobody else had thought of it. Yes, of course, Carlisle replied thoughtfully. Id have to take a look at the actual injury before I could say for sure what needed to be done, but a good picture should be enough for an initial evaluation. Jake, Quil, and Embry looked excitedly at him, with their eyes full of hope. Knowing now that it wasnt her fault in any way that Sam broke things off with Leah, they wanted to do something nice and helpful for the sweet, pretty young girl. They wanted to make amends for the way the tribe had been treating her as well.

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Ill take a picture and bring it to you as soon as possible, Jacob volunteered. Any other ideas, Bella? Carlisle asked me respectfully. It thrilled me to hear him use that tone with me. It was nice to be appreciated. Not right now, no, I confessed, wishing I had a few more tricks up my sleeve. You know, Bella, Jasper mused thoughtfully. Youre one smart cookie. The Confederacy could have used someone with your strategizing abilities on our side. It might have turned the tide of the war in our favor. He paused, stroking his chin with a frown. Though that might not have been a good thing. Perhaps Ill write a series of alternate history novels portraying the likely outcomes of civilization if the South had won the war. Hmmm. I realized he was lost in thought, making mental outlines for his new pet project, so I tuned him out and focused back on the rest of the family. Great! Now that were all family, lets go get my car, so Rosalie and I can get started working on it, Jacob recommended enthusiastically. Roses face lit up with a radiant smile. Sounds good to me, she agreed, looking forward to the challenge of rebuilding the car essentially from scratch. Ill go get everything set up and ready in the garage. Jacob and I headed back to La Push in the SUV, while Quil and Embry stayed to play video games with Emmett and Jasper. Carlisle and Esme cleaned up the dining room, putting away all the excess food. The boys assured Esme they would be glad to polish off the leftovers in a couple of hours. Edward and Alice went outside so Alice could try to search the future beyond the wolves sphere of influence. On the way to Jacobs house, another idea struck me. Hey, Jacob, how about you introduce me to Seth and Leah, and Kim today. While were at it, maybe you could track down Jared and we could take him and Seth back to the house to hang with all of you guys. Im supposed to meet Angela this afternoon, to spend some time getting to know her. Kim and Leah can come with me and we can make it a girls day out. What do you think? Sure, sure, Bells, Jacob muttered absentmindedly. He used my cell phone to call and invite the four of them to join us. To my surprise, Leah and Seth showed up a few minutes later, while Jacob was busy attaching his car to the tow bar of the SUV. Jacob quickly made introductions before focusing all his attention back on his task. Seth meandered over to help, leaving me alone with Leah. I was nervous about how to approach her. I decided to just bite the bullet. Hey, Leah. I just arrived in town a week ago and wanted to make some new friends. What do you think about going on a little Girls Day Out trip with me and a couple of other girls. At least it would be a good excuse to get off the rez for a few hours, I offered hopefully. She looked deep into my eyes judging the sincerity of my offer. Reading my genuine desire to be friends, she accepted with a shy smile. I could see the pain she was trying to hide, having lost her best friend, her intended husband, her beloved cousin, and her dreams for the future all at the same time. Kim showed up shortly thereafter, and also accepted my offer with shy gratitude. Jared met Jacob at the garage. Jacob asked them if they wanted to hand with Quil and Embry at the Cullens house. After the initial shock wore off, they hastily agreed. The girls were surprised at

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the our initial destination, and Leah was concerned for Seth at first, but after receiving reassurance from Jacob, he let it go. If anything bad happens to him there, Ill have your head on a platter, Jacob Black, She threatened. Jacob scoffed, unintimidated. We all piled back into the SUV and made the journey to the Cullens house in relative silence. Once we arrived, after all the introductions, I pulled Rosalie aside and explained Leahs situation to her. I asked her to share her own story with Leah, of being betrayed by the man she expected to marry only a week before the wedding. Leah hadnt been raped by her exfianc, but the feelings of hurt and betrayal of losing ones hopes and dreams for the future in the face of utter rejection by the one you had chosen to spend the rest of your life with, were similar. I felt like the two of them could relate to one another, and pain shared results in a slight easing of the burden we all carry around with us. I thought maybe they could help each other come to terms with the feelings of loss, betrayal, hate, anger, distrust, guilt, shame and self-loathing that were a natural result of this type of hurt by someone they trusted.. Maybe they could even become friends. Rosalie agreed and pulled Leah aside, taking her for a walk down by the river. Seth gravitated to Edward and engaged him in conversation. Jacob and Jared too the car over to the garage and got it situation so it would be ready for a major overhaul. Alice made off with Kim, excited to have a new Barbie available for a makeover. She spouted fashion and makeup tips the whole way to the stairs, dragging a bewildered Kim behind her. I took a deep breath and used the opportunity to call Angela to make sure she was okay with two girls from La Push joining us for the afternoon. She was totally fine with the idea. In fact, she was excited by the opportunity to make some new friends. I had a sudden premonition, or perhaps intuition would be more accurate, and realized there was a good chance Alice would desire to come also. So I quietly asked Angela if she would be comfortable with Alice joining us. She quickly agreed. She admitted Alice seemed really nice and in a group setting away from school, she didnt expect to be intimidated at all. I confessed that Alice could be a bit intimidating and occasionally overwhelming, particularly when shopping was involved, but Angela was determined. She then confessed that Rosalie and Emmett were the ones she found most intimidating, which was why she didnt want to sit at the Cullen table during lunch. I laughed and agreed that they could be rather intimidating, but admitted both were real softies on the inside, calling Emmett a big teddy bear. She giggled at the idea. I hung up and went back inside, followed by Leah and Rosalie. Rose called Emmett over, and he came right away. He gave her a scorching kiss and a grin before going back to the guys and the games. Rose whispered something to Leah and gave her a gentle hug of encouragement. Jacob and Jared came in, looking for Rose, eager to get started on the project. Alice and Kim chose that moment to make their entrance. Wow, Kim, you look gorgeous, I pointed out, helping draw the attention of the room to her. All the Quileute boys jaws dropped as they stared at the vision of Kim, especially Jareds. Kim? Jared asked in surprised disbelief, looking at her as if seeing her for the first time. Quil let out a wolf whistle, Wheeetwhew! Embry punched his arm, reminding him to mind his manners.

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Looking good, Kim, Jacob complimented her. Alice danced over to Leah and smiled winningly. Your turn! Alice sang, holding out her hand. Leah looked over at Kim, then back to Alice. She took a deep breath, snuck one more quick glance at Kim, nodded nervously, and took Alices hand. Alice quickly dragged her upstairs before she could regain her sanity and change her mind. Thanks, Rose, I murmured under my breath, knowing she would hear me. I think youve really helped her. She smiled at me with genuine pleasure, which warmed my heart. Cmon, guys, Rose commanded Jacob and Jared. Time to get to work. Enough lazing around. If you want Esme to keep feeding you like she has been, then you need to earn your keep. Feeding? Jared asked, looking at Jacob. Jacob grabbed his belly and dramatically moaned in pleasure. He licked his chops and grinned. Its pure heaven! That woman is a sheer genius in the kitchen. Best food Ive ever tasted, he professed. Really? Jasper asked skeptical, raising his eyebrows in surprise. Heck, yeah! Embry shouted form his position of the couch. I begged for her to run away with me, but the poor woman is completely devoted to Carlisle, so she had to turn down my offer. Everybody started laughing. Do I hear my name being used in vain? Carlisle inquired mischievously, escorting Esme into the room. Oh, look, honey! Esme enthused. We have new guests! Somebody please introduce us. I took it upon myself to introduce Seth, Kim, and Jared, letting them know Leah was upstairs with Alice. Carlisle and Esme cheerfully welcomed them, encouraging them to make themselves at home. Esme offered them food, but they preferred to wait a bit. These are the scary Cullens our parents have threatened us with when we refuse to obey? These are the emotionless, soulless, bloodthirsty monsters who will eat us alive if we look at them funny? These are the evil masterminds bent on the senseless destruction of the tribe and all life as we know it? Jared whispered to Jacob, not realizing all the vampires could hear him, even Alice upstairs. Yep! Jacob replied with a laugh. I think the elders must have been smoking something when they came up with that nonsense. Im about as afraid of Esme as I am my own grandma, and the way Carlisle acts, it feels like he ought to be nominated for sainthood or something, Jared mumbled. I know, Jacob chuckled. There are evil vampires like the ones in the legends, but the Cullens are on the same side we are. They help protect humans from the murdering kind, just like we do. Theres no reason we cant be friends with them, or even one big happy family. Cool! Jared agreed. They followed Rosalie out to the garage, missing Leahs grand entrance. Carlisle and Esme went back up to his study.

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Leah walked gracefully down the stairs, brimming with confidence. She was beautiful, and she knew it. Alice followed along behind her. Absolutely gorgeous, Leah, I commented. All the guys in Port Angeles are going to be drooling when they see the five of us strolling along. Alice grasped her hands together, shrieking with excitement. Oh thank you, Bella! Just give me a few seconds, and Ill be ready to go. Hey, Alice! I called up the stairs after her, not bothering to raise my voice. Great idea, Bella. Ill take care of it, came the reply, floating down to me. I smiled. We were going to have so much fun. Quil, Embry and Seth had gathered around Leah and were behaving foolishly to get her attention. I put my arm around Kim, seeing she felt a little left out. So, Kim, it seemed Jared was rather impressed with your new look, I smirked. She lit up like a light bulb and nodded shyly. Dont worry, youll get your share of attention at the mall, but it was pretty obvious to everyone that there was a special chemistry between you and Jared, and none of them want to intrude on it. Really? Are you sure? she gasped in surprise. I nodded and grinned. She relaxed, filled with joy. Alice came racing back down the stairs, a small duffel bag on her arm. Im ready! She sang. I laughed, loving her exuberance. So, shall we go show all the guys in Port Angeles how hot the girls in Forks really are? I asked the girls. Absolutely! they agreed, congregating around me. We need to pick up Angela, and then well be ready to knock their socks off and give them something to dream about when theyre all alone at night, I giggled. Heck, yeah! Leah exclaimed happily. Lets knock them dead. I dont think I like this plan, Bella, Edward grumbled. Theyd better keep their socks and everything else on their bodies where it belongs. We all started laughing. Its just a saying, Edward, I laughed. Boy are you behind the times. He growled and I stuck my tongue out at him. Yeah, now thats mature, Emmett teased. Nice comeback, Bells. Jasper came over and hugged Alice to him. Maybe I should follow you guys and make sure the menfolk keep their paws to themselves, darlin. Well, I for one, dont think they should go out at all, at least not without us to escort them safely, Edward protested. Some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world. I want to be the one to walk in the sun, oh, girls just want to have fun, I sang softly, smirking at Edward.

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The other girls joined me in the chorus, belting it out with their hands on their hips and grins on their faces. Thats all they really want, is some fun. When the working day is done, oh, girls, girls just want to have fun. They just wanna, they just wanna. Girls, girls just wanna have fun. The guys all watched us in amusement, shaking their heads at our antics. Carlisle and Esme came back down the stairs to say goodbye. Arent I supposed to ask when youre going to live your life right? Esme asked with amusement, giving us each a hug. I suppose I should be inquiring what you are going to do with your life? Carlisle added, playing along. I laughed. Thats right! Nice to know you have good taste in music! I teased, giving Carlisle a warm hug. He rolled his eyes. Yes, that is one of the songs Alice tortured us with a few years ago, he murmured, winking at me. Hey! Its got a great beat for dancing! Alice defended. Sure thing, Emmett shouted over the volume of the video game. It made it onto Dance Dance Revolution. Yeah, thats Emmetts criteria for good music, Jasper quipped. It has to have been chosen for use in a video game. Darn tootin Emmett laughed. Works for me. Edward stood off to the side looking very cross with everyone and everything. I moved over to him, giving him another kiss. Dont worry, dear, you know youre still number one, but girls, they wanna have fun, I whispered against his lips. He chuckled. Just dont forget whose arms youre coming home to, my dear, he reminded me, giving me one last hug. I winked at him and headed for the front door. Lets get this show on the road, people, I shouted cheerfully. Times awastin. We drove over to Angelas house and rang her doorbell. She opened the door happily, but then seemed overwhelmed to see us all crowded onto her front porch. I saw her take in everyones looks and outfits and then look down at herself self-consciously. Can we come in for a few minutes, Angela? I inquired eagerly. She nodded shyly, stepping back so we could pass by into her living room. I made the introductions, saving Alice for last. Angela looked at the duffel in Alices hand in confusion. This little pixie is Alice. Shes an unstoppable force of nature. She has given us all makeovers this morning, and is insisting on giving you one too before we head out. I would try to stop her, but I have learned over the past week that Alice always gets her way, so its just easier to

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flow with the current rather than fight against it. Well just make ourselves at home here in your living room until shes finished with you. Angela looked at me in confused surprise. Makeover? Alice grabbed her hand and dragged her down the hallway to her bedroom. Why, yes! Dont mind if I do, Alice agreed as if Angela had been offering. Ten minutes later, I heard Angela muttering wow over and over again. I figured she was getting her first glimpse of herself in the mirror. After a minute or two, she walked back into the living room with a new level of confidence. She grinned cheekily at me. So what are we waiting for, girls? she demanded eagerly. Lets go turn some heads. Even more beautiful than usual, Angela, I complimented her. You look fabulous. We all do, Kim mentioned happily. Lets go have some fun, Leah giggled. The boys in Port Angeles wont know what hit them. Alice came out with the duffel repacked, a big grin on her face. I cant wait to see their jaws drop when they see us coming! Thanks, Alice, we all told her, happy to be looking and feeling bold and beautiful. We all piled in the SUV and took off down the highway, singing, laughing, and having a grand old time.

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Chapter 27: Girls Day Out

BPOV The five of us headed into the mall together, still laughing and enjoying each others company. Time for shopping! Alice trilled, bouncing in place. We laughed at her enthusiasm. Remember, Alice, you may have unlimited credit, but the rest of us dont, I reminded her. She pouted, looking extremely downcast. Then she had an idea and was back to bouncing again. Let me treat you today! Please? Please? I have more money than I could ever possibly spend, so it means so little to me. Spending time with all of you, having friends, is worth way more than money, she pleaded. The other girls looked uncomfortable. We dont want your charity, Leah responded stiffly. Oh, you can pay me back if you like! Alice insisted. Just let me pick out some new outfits for you, and in return, you can let me do your hair and makeup and pick out your outfits before you go on a date! Hows that? I groaned loudly. Oh, I dont think so, Alice. Youd have to buy us half the mall to make that worthwhile. I winked at her where the others couldnt see. The others were looking at me like I was insane, which I am, but thats beside the point. She can spend hours getting you ready for your date, I explained. What she did to you today is nothing compared to the way she usually operates. Shell torture you endlessly for an hour or two before finally deciding you pass muster. In the end, you do look fabulous. She is absolutely brilliant at what she does, but the agony of having to sit still for so long while she pokes and prods your face and hair almost outweighs the end result. Especially when she then fixes herself up just as well in about five minutes. So unfair. Alice smirked. Ive had a lot of practice fixing myself, silly Bella. Besides, you know it is one the things I love to do most of all, but I havent had any friends willing to let me play Barbie with their bodies. Yeah, theres a reason for that, Alice, I muttered. I dont really enjoy being Bella Barbie. Yet, Edward is always pleased with the results, she prodded. Yes, of course he is, but he still thinks I look beautiful just the way I am. Though I have to admit, it is fun to see him go speechless at the sight of me. The other three girls were paying close attention to our conversation. Oooooohh! I know! Alice squealed. We could have a slumber party! If you girls will let me buy stuff for you today, you can pay me back by having a slumber party at my house next
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weekend! Well do our nails and our makeup and our hair. Well watch movies and talk about boys. Well play games and giggle and stay up all night long and throw popcorn at each other. Ive never had a slumber party before! Oh, please, please, please! She pulled out her puppy dog eyes expression, going so far as to drop to her knees, hands clutched together as she begged. Leah, Kim, and Angela all looked at her like she had escaped from a mental institution. Come to think of it, she had, several decades ago. Hee, hee. Let me get this straight, Leah began, crossing her arms across her chest. You want to buy us a bunch of clothes, and in return, you want us to spend the night at your house and allow you to give us makeovers whenever you want? Alice nodded enthusiastically. I know I get the better end of the deal, but please, say yes! I have impeccable taste in clothes. I promise I wont buy anything that wont look absolutely fabulous on you. Please? The girls exchanged incredulous glances. The looked to me in question, as if asking, Is she for real? Shes perfectly serious, I confirmed. Youll really make her day if you let her buy things for you. Shes positively addicted to shopping, but shes already filled all the closets in the Cullen house to the bursting point. She buys all their clothes for them, with the exception of Rosalie. This girl practically lives to shop. I think she considers it her purpose in life. Its a good thing shes filthy rich or her little habit would have all of them in the poorhouse within a week. Alice glared at me. Hey, sometimes the truth hurts, I shrugged. Shopping is a perfectly fine life goal, Alice growled. So is helping others understand style and develop fashion sense. Its a tough job, but somebodys got to do it. We all started laughing uproariously at her comment. It was so Alice. She glared for a few seconds longer and then joined in the laughter. Okay, okay, Leah capitulated once she calmed down. You can buy me whatever you want, and I wont complain. In return, Ill allow you to make me look fabulous whenever you want and attend a slumber party with all my new friends, where I will have tons of fun and enjoy myself immensely. Sounds like a fair trade to me, Kim agreed, chuckling. Sure, Im in, Angela agreed. Ill force myself to wear the beautiful outfits you choose, force myself to endure your ministrations to make me look my best, and force myself to spend time at a party with the four of you, whose company I have enjoyed more than anyone elses thus far. Its a tough sacrifice, but Im willing to take one for the team. Alice threw her arms around Angela, giving her an excited hug. Oh thank you! Ill try to make your sacrifice worthwhile. We all started laughing again. I swear, Alice is something else. Okay, lets start with lingerie! Alice exclaimed happily. I groaned, rolling my eyes. I hadnt forgotten the last time she took me lingerie shopping, only this time there was no Edward waiting to catch a mental glimpse of my figure. Leah punched me lightly on the arm.

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Hey, dont ruin her fun, Bella! Leah protested. Im sure we could all use a few things from that store. She smirked at my discomfort. Cmon, were all girls here. Besides, Im sure we need some decent pajamas for our slumber party. Yes, yes, yes! Alice shrieked. She took off down the walkway at a fast human pace. I had to jog to keep up with her. She noticed us struggling to match her pace and slowed down a bit, allowing us to catch up to her. We went in, and the others had a field day, picking out items for each other, encouraging each other to try things on, and finding things they really liked. They were surprised when they realized how many things Alice actually bought. I knew she had paid attention to everything they had liked, even if they put it back afterward. As a result, we each ended up with our own bag full. Great, now we would be walking through the mall holding bags that prominently displayed the name of the lingerie store. Well, I guess thats one way to get the guys attention. Dresses now! Alice enthused. We all followed behind her, trailing along like little ducklings following their mother to the pond. I chuckled to myself at the analogy. Once inside the new store, Alice became like a drill sergeant, ordering us to try on the dresses she pulled from the racks as fast as we could carry them. We would then model them for her and each other. It would only take Alice seconds to determine whether the dress was a keeper or if it should be thrown back. Charlie would be proud of me using a fishing analogy, I thought to myself. Sometimes she made her decision before the rest of us could even get a good look. None of us argued with her though. Her taste was inevitably impeccable, as she had said. We walked out of that store with three new dresses each. Angela, Kim, and Leah were looking a little overwhelmed by the little dictator Alice had become once we entered her shopping domain. I tried to warn you, guys, but you didnt listen, I teased. I told you she was an unstoppable force of nature. Shes like a tornado. Shell suck you up, twirl you around until youre dizzy, and then set you down again someplace else. We all laughed again, except Alice. Alice glared at us, her hands on her hips. But thats a good thing, right? The other three frantically began to try to reassure her. I just gave her an affectionate hug and a peck on the cheek. Youre my favorite tornado, Alice, and heaven help anybody who stands in your way. Theyll be completely obliterated, I murmured lovingly. Exactly! Alice grinned in satisfaction, deciding she rather liked the comparison after all. Now its time for tops and bottoms. Follow me! We followed her, like good little sheep, all in charity with one another once again. In the next store, we ran into Lauren and Jessica, who were simply window shopping, as they couldnt afford the clothes in that store. Well, well. If it isnt Alice Cullen and her little sidekick Bella, Lauren sneered nastily. Along with two little native girls who wandered off the reservation. I felt rage building inside of me. How dare she speak about my friends like that? I wanted to tear into her, but couldnt think of anything to say. Why is it I always think of the good comebacks long after the confrontation is over and done?

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Leah pointedly turned her back on Lauren and sighed. Looks like somebody forgot to take out the trash. The stench is rather off-putting, dont you think? Alice nodded. Perhaps I should speak to the manager. I spend enough money in this story to pay his salary, so Im sure he wont mind throwing out the garbage to make our shopping excursion more pleasurable. She marched off to speak to the manager, leaving us all sneering back at Lauren. It was really quite something to see super shy girls like Angela and Kim actually sneering at somebody in public. I wished I had brought a camera. This would have been one for the scrapbook. Is that you, Angela? Jessica asked in disbelief. You look . . . pretty . . . today, much improved over your usual. What are you doing with these losers? Angela put her arm around Kims shoulders, and Kim responded by putting her arm around Angelas waist, in a show of solidarity. Im spending a wonderful day with my friends. In fact, Ive never had more fun than I have in the past two hours. Its so nice to be able to talk to other girls who actually have brains in their heads and can discuss things other than malicious gossip. But you wouldnt know about that, would you? Leah and I laughed, giving her a high five. Go get em, tiger! Leah crowed. Show those claws! Jessicas face turned red with anger. Just wait, Angela, youll be sorry you messed with me. Youre not welcome to sit at our lunch table anymore. Youll have to find someplace else to sit your sorry butt. Lauren nodded, her teeth clenched. Angela laughed. Thats okay, my friends already invited me to sit with them last week. I just stayed at your table because I felt sorry for you in your mundane existence, living your dreary little lives caught up in your pathetic little dramas. I can see you arent worth my time though, so Ill gladly join the Cullens and Bella tomorrow where I can at least get some decent conversation. Wonderful, Angela! Im so glad you finally accepted! Alice exclaimed, coming over with the manager. What seems to be the problem here ladies? he inquired professionally. Well, sir, these two girls have done nothing but insult me and my friends since we came into this store. We are here to replace my friends wardrobes. Theyll need at least five outfits each. I doubt those two girls have any intention of actually buying anything, so all theyre doing is loitering around and scaring away your real customers. The manager looked sternly at Lauren and Jessica. Well, do you intend to buy anything? Maybe! Lauren yelped defiantly. Youve been in here for an hour already. Bring your intended purchases up to the register, please. Jessicas face flushed red. We havent found anything we like yet. The manager continued to stare at them grimly. Youve tried on at least twenty items apiece and neither of you have found anything to your liking?

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They both shook their heads. Then I dont think youll find whatever it is youre looking for here at our store. Im afraid Im going to have to ask you to leave. They both huffed and stomped to the exit. Jessica passed through fine, but the alarm started beeping when Lauren went through the exit. The manager dashed over, grabbing hold of Laurens wrist. He reached up and pulled back her collar, revealing another shirt underneath the one she was wearing. I do believe this shirt belongs to us, miss. Im afraid Im going to have to ask you to undress in the dressing room with Wendy to be certain you havent tried to walk off with anything else. He growled waving the cashier over to his side. Go with this young lady and remove the garment or garments she has attempted to steal. I just forgot I was wearing it! Lauren protested. I was looking for something to go along with it, when those losers came in and started giving us trouble. I just wanted to try it on with a jacket to see the overall effect. I wasnt trying to steal it! Honest! The manager ignored her, dragging her bodily over to the dressing room and pushing her into it. She had another pair of pants on underneath her own, sir, Wendy announced from the dressing room. Jessicas mouth dropped open at the news. She had come back into the store to witness Laurens humiliation. It was part of the outfit I was planning to try with a jacket! Lauren whimpered. Really, I wasnt going to steal it. Wendy stepped out of the dressing room, handing the shirt and pants to the manager. Fine, he grunted, as Lauren stumbled sheepishly out of the dressing room. Then come and pay for this outfit, and well let it go. All the color drained from Laurens face. She swallowed loudly. I, uh, cant afford it, sir. I dont have enough money, she admitted, unable to meet his eye. He nodded his head, as if he had suspected as much. Call security and the police, he instructed Wendy. Tell them we caught a shoplifter. Since the amount is over $200, this is considered grand larceny, which is a felony. Are you eighteen yet? Lauren shook her head no. Consider yourself lucky then. If they decide to try you as a juvenile, youll actually get to have your record sealed later. Lauren was trembling with fright. Jessica? she stuttered pitifully. Jessica looked scared at first, but then seemed to realize she was sitting on top of a major gossip story, one only she would have the details about. She knew Alice, Angela, and I wouldnt gossip about it, as we considered that beneath us, and Kim and Leah didnt go to our school, so they didnt count. She smiled smugly and took a picture of Lauren with her phone. Ill wait here with you until the police come, but then I really have to get home, she assured Lauren slyly. I was certain she wanted to get a picture of Lauren being led away in handcuffs. I wish Edward was here, so we could tell whether or not shes really guilty, I whispered to the others, feeling bad for Lauren. What if she was telling the truth?

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Alice gave me a strange look. Of course, shes guilty, Bella! Its obvious to anyone who can read body language that she is lying through her teeth. Leah nodded in agreement, though she wasnt sure how she knew, she did know Lauren was lying and was guilty of the crime. Why would it help to have Edward here? Angela asked curiously. Oh, I started, blushing bright red. Oops. That must be why Alice looked at me so strangely. I was a little too comfortable with my new friends, I think. Hes just really good at reading people. Actually, Bella, Alice teased. Youre just really gullible. Youre such a bad liar yourself, youll believe anybody whos even remotely good at it. Thanks, I grumbled. I love you too. They all chuckled. Well, my philosophy is: If you dont want to do the time, dont do the crime. That and: You reap what you sow. I wasnt going to lose any sleep over Laurens predicament. She brought it on herself. Now that youve had your entertainment for the day, lets get down to business, Alice commanded, back to being the Shopping General. By the time we got finished in there, we were all exhausted, except for Alice, of course. Being a vampire does have its benefits. We did enjoy seeing Lauren led out in handcuffs, and Jessica did get a picture of it, just as I suspected. Lauren seemed outraged that Jessica would spread the word about what happened, but I wasnt surprised. What comes around goes around. When youre a backstabber who hangs out with other backstabbers, you shouldnt really be surprised when you get stabbed in the back, right? I mean, its only common sense. There may be honor among thieves, but apparently the same doesnt hold true for gossips. Shoes now! Alice announced happily. We all groaned. Alice, I realize you are like the Energizer bunny you keep going and going, but the rest of us are tired and hungry. We need a break, I informed her. Oh, right! she realized in embarrassment. Sorry! Lets head to the food court then and find something yummy. You can all rest while you eat. She quickly changed direction and headed for the food court. I chuckled to myself. Good old Alice. Once we entered the food area, Angela suddenly stopped in her tracks, clutching my arm. The others stopped with us, looking to Angela in surprise. I followed her gaze and saw Ben Cheney. I remembered from the books that Angela had a crush on him as he did on her. Awesome! You are looking your best, and you have our support. This is the best time for you to approach Ben! I suggested. She quickly shook her head. Oh no, I cant! she wailed. What if he doesnt like me? Ive seen him watching you when you werent looking, I encouraged. Really? she asked in surprise. I nodded. Oh, well maybe we can just walk by his table and see if he notices me. Alice sent me a wink, and I knew she had something up her sleeve, so I simply agreed to Angelas plan. We strolled along toward his table, talking quietly amongst ourselves, and he didnt even look up as we approached. When we got to his table, Alice suddenly gave Angela a little shove, causing her to bump into him and drop all her bags. Angela shot Alice a brief glare, but her attention was soon taken up with Ben.
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Oh, Im terribly sorry! she apologized, blushing red. I must have tripped. Ben looked at Angela, his mouth open and his eyes somewhat glazed. After a few seconds, he closed his mouth and shook his head, appearing just as flustered as she did. No need to apologize, Angela. You didnt hurt me. Are you okay? he asked courteously. She smiled. The rest of us melted away to get our food, leaving the two of them with at least the illusion of privacy. Im fine, just a bit embarrassed, Angela admitted shyly. He smiled back at her. Oh, you dropped your bags, let me help you with those, he offered, kneeling down to pick them up off the floor. He saw the lingerie bag and lifted an eyebrow, then chanced a look up at her through his lashes. So, uh, are you here with someone? Oh, yeah, she answered, confused by the sudden flash of disappointment in his eyes. Bella Swan, the new girl, and Alice Cullen, plus two new girls I just met today. Leah and Kim are both really nice. They live in La Push. His eyes lit up again once he realized she was here with her female friends. He worked up his courage, while he gathered up her bags. So are you . . . seeing . . . anyone? He blushed, staring at the floor. She blushed too. Oh, no. Ive never actually had a boyfriend. His eyes flicked to her in surprise. No? But youre so beautiful and so smart and so nice! Would you consider . . . maybe . . . spending some time . . . with me? She flashed him a breathtaking smile that seemed to stun him. She dazzled him, I thought in amusement. I would love to, Ben. His face lit with joy. Really? She nodded. Awesome! I could take you home today, if your friends dont mind, and we could spend a little time together now. She looked over at me with a hopeful expression. I smiled and nodded. Go for it! I mouthed, giving her a thumbs up to show my approval. She grinned back at me in appreciation. Alice came up beside me. Youre welcome, she whispered. Angela grinned even wider and nodded. She turned back to her new boyfriend. I would love to spend some time with you now. We left them happily conversing. Two down, two to go, she murmured to me triumphantly. I lifted my eyebrow. You know, Kim is going to be with Jared, I mumbled back. Oh, I know, she muttered archly. But theyre not together yet, so it doesnt count yet. It wont be long though, especially with you helping things along, I mentioned with a grin. She grinned back. Absolutely. Suddenly, she gasped. Its Kim, shes in trouble! We had been walking over to Leah, so she was within hearing distance. Alice took off, and Leah and I followed along behind her. She was going slightly faster than human speed, in her

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concern, but I wasnt going to object. I hoped she could get to Kim before anything bad happened. We raced after her, trying to keep her in sight as she wove through people and tables. Since I wasnt familiar with the mall, I had no idea where she was going. We rounded a corner and went down a long hallway. I realized we were headed to a set of restrooms. We arrived in the bathroom area just in time to see Alice wrench the door handle off the bathroom door of the family restroom. It was a large, handicap accessible, restroom, which included a diaper changing station, and was designed mainly for mothers of sons who were too old to go into the womens bathroom, but were still young enough that the mothers didnt feel comfortable allowing them to use the mens room alone. It was also big enough for mothers of multiple children to keep them all under close surveillance while they took turns using the potty. In this case, two men had locked Kim in with them and were planning to use the space to take advantage of her. They stopped when they heard the door handle break, the inside half falling to the floor. Wasting no time, Alice used her fingers to unlock the door and pulled it open. Let her go! Alice growled fiercely. Oh, did you want to join the party sweetheart? one of them sneered. Weve got enough for you too. He tried to grab her, and she threw him across the bathroom, where he hit his head on the sink and promptly passed out. She stomped angrily over to the other man who was holding Kims wrists up against the wall and staring at Alice in disbelief. I said let her go, she growled again, grabbing the mans arm and snapping a bone with the force of her grip. He immediately let go of Kim howling in pain. Alice shoved him into the opposite wall with enough force to break the tile, before gently grabbing Kim into a hug. Hes certainly going to feel that tomorrow, I mentioned cheerfully. Leah was staring at Alice in surprise. Kim choked out a few sobs. Did they hurt you, Kim? She shook her head no, squeezing Alice hard. I was so scared! I had to go to the bathroom, and I should have told one of you, but I thought Id be quick. When I came out of the ladies room, those two were waiting for me and shoved me into this room. They pushed me up against the wall, telling me all the things they planned to do to me. I could tell they were getting excited by my fear, but I couldnt stop trembling. They didnt even have a chance to kiss me before you busted in though. You saved me! Thank you! Kim explained, pulling back to look at Alice in awe. Yes, you did, Leah agreed, looking at the two bad guys lying on the floor unconscious, one of them with a gash on his head that was oozing blood. She turned to look back at Alice. How? Alice dropped her arms, smiling sadly. You already knew what I was, didnt you? Leah nodded thoughtfully. And now I know what you are not. She and Alice shared a look of understanding and both of them smiled. Leah came over, giving both Alice and Kim a hug. She went back and took both mens wallets out, looked at the IDs and then put them back. I lifted my eyebrows in question. She gave me an evil smile. Just in case Jared wants to know. I nodded in understanding, though I knew it wouldnt be a good idea to tell him. An angry young werewolf and the two men who tried to rape his imprint wouldnt be a good combination. I doubted anyone would ever find their bodies. Id have to have a little talk with

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everyone on the way home and decide just how much about our trip we really wanted to share with the guys. Leah came back over to Alice and Kim, throwing an arm around each of them. Im starving, Lets grab a bite. Alice started giggling. Good thing Im not hungry. I dont think you really want me to grab a bite. We all started laughing, relieving the tension we had felt since we realized Kim was in trouble. A vampire and a future werewolf laughing together over feeding habits. I felt like reciting Martin Luther Kings I have a dream speech to commemorate the occasion. We went back to the food court and got our lunch. I hid in the corner of the booth, trying to avoid attention. Kim was overwhelmed by the number of young men staring at her, but Leah was loving all the attention. You know, she whispered, playing with her napkin. You guys have really helped me come to terms with the loss of Sam. It still hurts, but I dont feel as bitter as I did before, and now I actually have hope for the future. Hope that theres someone out there meant especially for me. I had been questioning myself, wondering what was wrong with me, what had I done that had turned him away. I hated myself even more than I hated him. But spending this time with all of you, and feeling beautiful, and driving the men wild, I realize Im not alone in my suffering. I feel okay with myself now, like I am worthy of more than just being bitter and alone. I also realized the break-up wasnt the end of the world. There are far worse things I could have suffered. So Im going to do my best to let go of Sam and start living again. Really living, not just existing. Im going to actively pursue happiness. Good for you! we told her, squeezing her hands. Well be here for you.

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Chapter 28: The Van

BPOV I awoke early Tuesday morning, surprising Edward. Well, he had been aware of me preparing to wake, but he was surprised it was at 6am. I had been having a dream about snow and Tylers van. I remembered the van accident had been when Edward revealed himself for the first time, in the process of saving me. Has it been snowing? I wondered. Edward smiled at me. Yes, it has, he murmured in amusement. I know you dont like the cold and the wet, but snow can be such fun for vampires. You must know how much I love you that I am here with you instead of playing in it with my siblings. You could have left. Oh, silly Bella. Dont you know that when I am holding you in my arms, there is no place I would rather be? I smiled, touched by his romantic drivel. I pulled his head down to mine, and we kissed passionately. I moaned into his mouth and ran my tongue over his bottom lip. His lips parted, and his cool, sweet breath washed over me, intoxicating me. His cold tongue slipped into my mouth, dancing with mine. He pulled my lower body closer to him, so our chests were touching, without the blanket in-between us. The coldness of his skin through his shirt and through my thin pajamas was enough to cause a reaction. He groaned, and I knew he could feel the pebbles brushing against his marble torso. Abruptly, he pulled away, gasping for breath. If I dont stop now, I wont be able to stop at all. So dont stop, I encouraged, trying to pull him closer to me again. He rolled his eyes at me. Now is not the time for this. I pouted, but he simply swooped in to plant a quick kiss on my lips, before climbing out of bed. I still had an extra 45min to kill before my usual time to rise and shine. I knew how I wanted to fill that time, but apparently by gorgeous vampire boyfriend wasnt going to comply. I sighed and remembered my dream. I guess we could spend the time talking at least. Edward, do you remember from the first book what happened on this day? He frowned. Yes, you almost got squished by Tylers van, but I saved you, revealing my inhuman abilities in the process. But dont worry. Its not going to happen. Youre not driving your truck. Youll be riding with me instead, so everything is already changed.

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But Edward, nothing has changed for Tyler. We know he is going to crash his van in the parking lot. It would be irresponsible of us to allow that to happen. Edward gave me a stern glance. It is not our place to play God with other peoples lives. What?! We already have! Not only have we changed things for ourselves, but weve changed things for everyone around us. The wolves, your siblings, even Angela and Ben. What is this really about? Well, how much should we tempt fate, interfere in the way things are supposed to be? Youve heard of the butterfly effect havent you? That if you went back in time thousands of years and killed a single butterfly, that change could massively affect how the world works today, right? So, we have already made massive changes. Were talking a herd of elephants, not just a butterfly. With all the things weve already done, to refuse to prevent injury to someone we know just because is awfully hypocritical. Does this have anything to do with the fact that it brought me to his attention, and he thought he was taking me to prom? Are you jealous? He wouldnt meet my eyes, so I knew that it was true. How petty, Edward. I mean, get real. Dont worry, Ill make the call for you. He brought his eyes up to mine and grabbed my hand. What call? I rolled my eyes. The call to Tyler to warn him to take it slowly this morning when coming into the parking lot. How are you going to explain that you are suddenly calling him out of the blue to warn him about speeding on the ice? Hmmm. Good point. Ill think of something. I dont want to talk about Tyler any more. Im going to go take a shower now. I didnt want to talk about him at all, he muttered. Whatever. Why dont you get a life? Take a chill pill. Edward smirked. I already took a chill pill, in case you havent felt my body temperature lately. Thats the reason I need to get a life. Since I dont have one, Im borrowing yours. What are we going to do once youre changed? Then neither one of us will have a life. I couldnt help chuckling at his goofy humor, which brought a grin to his face. No doubt it fed his ego too. Edward finally let go of my hand, and I gathered my clothes for the day. I went to the shower and started brainstorming about what to say to Tyler without sounding completely insane. I was enjoying the feeling of the hot water spraying down on my back, when I heard a loud banging on the door. Dont use all the hot water, Bells. I still need to use the shower too, so wrap it up, please, Charlie yelled through the door. Ugh. How embarrassing. I quickly turned off the water, hoping there was enough hot water left for his shower. Usually my father hops into the shower before I do. I wondered what time it was and how long I had been in there. I toweled off and dressed rapidly, fumbling a lot with my increased pace. I grabbed my brush, deciding to use the mirror in my room instead so the bathroom would be available. I dashed into the hallway, almost knocking Charlie over. I hadnt
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expected him to be waiting there. I must have really been pushing the time for him as he looked stressed. Sorry, I gasped. I lost track of time. He grunted and headed straight into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. Thats one of the disadvantages of living in an old house with only one bathroom. I like the more modern houses with one bathroom per bedroom. Some of the larger ones even had more bathrooms than bedrooms. How crazy is that? The Cullens were smart enough to design their house with enough bathrooms for each bedroom, plus a guest bathroom on the first floor. It was quite amusing, seeing as how they didnt use the potty, but they did all enjoy showers and baths. I hadnt seen for sure, but I was willing to bet that all the bathrooms for the couples included massive soaker whirlpool tubs built to accommodate more than one person at a time. I slipped back into my bedroom and was shocked by the time on my alarm clock. I had been in there way longer than usual. In fact, I was going to have to rush a bit to get ready on time. Poor Charlie only got a five minute shower. I heard him curse as the water turned icy. Oops. If I got up early again, I would find some other way to spend my time. It wasnt fair to him. Edward took the brush out of my hands and began to calmly brush my hair. I loved the way his fingers felt against my head as he held me in place. He would periodically run his fingers through my hair. I didnt have time to blow dry it this morning. I would have to let it dry naturally. Hopefully, it wouldnt freeze outside. I didnt think it would really be cold enough to freeze my wet hair, but coming from Phoenix, I didnt have any prior experience from which to draw. We cant leave your hair wet like this. I dont want you to catch pneumonia. Edward, youve been through medical school twice now. You know very well that is an old wives tale. Pneumonia is caused by germs, not wet hair. Really, he could be so ridiculous some times. Esme is an old wife, he chided. and she certainly seems to know what shes talking about. Why? Did she tell you that you would catch pneumonia if you went outside with wet hair? No, but my human mother did, he responded quietly. I sighed. There wasnt any argument I could give now. I certainly wasnt going to tell him that his cherished human mother didnt know what she was talking about, even if it was true. He grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my pony tail, then squeezed with his vampire strength. When he removed the towel a few seconds later, the towel was soaking wet, and my hair felt nearly dry to the touch. Handy, I muttered, impressed. Youre much faster than a blow dryer. Reason 213 for keeping you around. Reason 213? What are the other 212? he asked with a grin. Wouldnt you like to know? I teased. But Ill never tell. He gave me a sad look, then tried the pouting and puppy dog eyes. My breath caught, and I almost gave in, but then I remembered what he had told me the other day. Sorry, Edward, but Alice already uses that expression on me, and she has really quite mastered it, so youre going to have to try a lot harder if you want me to get rid of my inhibitions, I snickered, gleefully.
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He growled at my response. Then he tried to dazzle me. I was prepared for it this time, so I purposely kept my gaze on his nose instead of falling into his compelling eyes. He put his finger under my chin, trying to get me to lift my gaze to his. My stomach growled just then. Saved by the growl. He gave up trying and let me go downstairs to grab some breakfast, while he jumped out the window to get his car. I grabbed a Poptart, not even bothering to toast it. It wasnt flavorful or nutritious, but it was edible and fast. I grabbed the phone book, amused once again by how thin it was. Compared to the ones in Phoenix, this one was merely a magazine. I did appreciate the fact that there was only one listing for Crowley, so I didnt have to waste time trying to figure out which one was correct. I dialed the number and waited impatiently for someone to answer. Hello? May I please speak to Tyler? This is Tyler. Who is this? This is Bella Swan. Listen . . . Bella? The new girl? Um, yeah, thats me. Listen, its really important that you take it easy coming to school today, particularly when youre coming into the parking lot. You called me to tell me to be careful of the ice? Are you worried about me or something? I heard a bit of interest in his voice. Great. Just what I didnt want. I just noticed your tires looked a little bald yesterday. I was going to say something to you about it later, but when I realized the roads were so icy, I was concerned that the van would slip and slide, and someone might get hurt. So you were worried about me. Thats so sweet. No, no, no! This wasnt the way I wanted it to go. Oh, well, dont read anything into it, Tyler. Edward and I are together. Period. End of story. I called a few other people I thought might have trouble too, so Im concerned about everybody, not just you. Uh huh, fine, right. No problem, Bella. Ill see you later, okay? I sighed, resigned. Fine. I hung up, not wanting to hear any more bull crap from him. I heard Edward knocking on my door, then letting himself inside. Charlie had already left, and it was past time for me to leave too. That phone call had put me behind schedule. Well, really the shower had put me behind schedule, but the phone call only made it worse. Edward was going to have to drive like a lunatic to get us to school on time. I knew he would never crash the car, but what about everybody else on the road? TylerPOV Wow, that phone call was odd. I hadnt really thought about the new girl, especially since she went for Cullen right from day one. But she had just called me. Me! I know she said she had called others too, but somehow I sensed she was lying when she said that. I knew she had

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been dating Edward Cullen. She said the two of them were together. He had probably come to her house to pick her up before school. Everyone knew they always rode together. She was probably trying to tell me that he was there with her, and she couldnt speak of her feelings for me when he was listening. Cullen was kind of creepy. The poor girl was probably intimidated by him. She was probably afraid to ditch him so she could date me, but I would protect her. I was sure I could take him. Just as long as his brothers stayed out of the fight. She really was quite pretty, now that I thought about it. I should take her to prom. Wed look really great together in our prom pictures. Then there was always what happened after the dancing was finished. The tradition of spending a little private time with your date for the evening. I was really looking forward to it. There was a reason the parents always got nervous the night of prom. Who was I to buck tradition? Holy moly! Look at the time! Between the phone call and my subsequent daydreams of Bella, I was seriously running late. Forget being careful! I was going to need to speed. I just hoped Chief Swan didnt catch me. I wanted to make a good impression on him for when I started dating his daughter. EPOV I was holding Bellas hand, our fingers intertwined, as I drove to school. I was having fun speeding so quickly over the ice, but I knew Bella was terrified, so I tried not to express my enjoyment too openly. I knew she could sense it though. So little time together, and yet she already knew me so well. I brought her hand up to my mouth and began pressing soft kisses on the back of it. I was murmuring soothing words to her, hoping she would relax and keep her eyes off the speedometer. Unfortunately, her eyes had been glued to it since we left the driveway. She was completely unaware of her surroundings, not even noticing how pretty everything looked covered over with a white blanket. So clean and pure, glistening and sparkling like diamonds. My phone buzzed, startling Bella, whose gaze jumped to my pocket. I sighed and dug it out. Seeing Alices number on the caller id, I reluctantly answered it. Not wanting to let go of Bellas hand, I chose to steer with my knees. Thankfully, Bella was too focused on the phone to realize what I was doing. Yes, Alice? I answered, a bit of irritation in my voice. This had better be important. It was interrupting my Bella time. Bella! Tyler! Van! she yelled anxiously. Relax, weve got that under control. She called him this morning and warned him to drive carefully, I grumbled quickly. Edward! she screamed loudly. Suddenly, someone elses thoughts shouted loudly in my head. Oh, SSSHHHIIIIIITTTT! Huh? I turned in the direction of the thoughts were coming from, just in time to lock eyes with Tyler Crowley as his van plowed into the passenger side door. TylerPOV I sped down the road, desperately trying to avoid being tardy. I turned down the next road and accelerated quickly. This road included one long hill coming to the bottom, ending in a stop sign. I hated that someone had put a stop sign there. It ruined almost all my fun. My favorite thing to do was to accelerate toward the hill, then coast down, gaining another 10mph, and finally slam on the brakes at the bottom, skidding to a stop at the corner. I had it down to an art, knowing just when to hit the brakes to bring me to a final halt just in front of
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the sign. It was bad for the car, but good for morale. Thats probably why my tires are bald too much burning rubber. I chuckled to myself. It was so worth it. I was going even faster than usual this morning, desperate to make up for lost time. My brain was on autopilot. I wasnt really thinking about anything, just staring mindlessly at the road in front of me. I was up to 55mph by the time I hit the bottom of the hill. I tried to slam on the brakes, but the wheels slipped. Then the brakes locked and I began to slide, not losing any speed or momentum. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw a silver car rapidly approaching the intersection. That car was on the main road and would have right-of-way. At some point my brain realized we were going to crash, and my mind screamed, Oh, SSSHHHIIIIIITTTT! The driver of the car turned to look at me, our gazes locking, just seconds before impact. He had time for his facial expression to register horror, and I recognized Edward Cullen. The force of the crash spun both vehicles around the intersection, jerking my eyes away from him as my head slammed forward. Right before I blacked out, I had time for two thoughts. The first was immensely grateful I was wearing my seatbelt. The second was the recognition that the passenger beside Cullen was none other than the beautiful Bella Swan. EPOV Sheer horror overtook me as I realized even vampire reflexes would be too slow to prevent the impending crash. I flicked my gaze to Bellas and watched her comprehend my horror. Before she or I could respond to it, the van smashed into my Volvo with incredible force. I heard the bending and tearing of metal, reminiscent of the sound of dismembering a vampire. I saw the side impact air bag inflate as if in slow motion and saw it hit Bella and deflate. I saw the corresponding backlash as her body fell back toward the door, her head smashing through the shattered window. Though it was safety glass, somehow it still managed to gash her forehead. Head wounds typically look worse than they really are, because they tend to bleed like crazy. Sure enough, the warm red blood started pouring out of the gash, dripping down the side of her face. The scent of her freshly spilled blood in the close confines of my car instantly overwhelmed me. I felt the growl rumble up inside of me, and I was more thirsty than I had ever been in my existence. I was pure vampire now. This glorious elixir of life was MINE, all mine, made especially for me. The sweet, salty scent sang to me, called to me, begged me to drink, to savor. I knew I would never taste or smell anything finer than the delectable wine dribbling out in front of me. I heard something shouting, EDWARD, NOOO! I looked down at the silver object in my hand. How dare it tell me no? And who was Edward anyway? I crushed it easily to powder, and the noise disappeared, leaving me in blissful silence. Not wanting to be interrupted, I spared a glance for my surroundings. There was another prey, also bleeding nearby, slumped over a steering wheel. It was not moving, though it was still breathing. It was not a threat. It could wait. I grabbed my preys head in my hands, careful not to crush it. I didnt want to waste a single drop of my delicious dinner. My prey was still and unmoving. Good. It wouldnt feel anything then as I drained its life to fuel my own. Ever so delicately, I stuck out my tongue, touching the trail of blood where it ended on its jawline. At the first taste of the blood on my tongue, my taste buds exploded. My vision dimmed, and I saw flashes of light behind my eyes. I was in heaven. Pure bliss. Sweet euphoria. It was the most incredible taste I had ever experienced, a hundred times better than any other blood, better than I ever could have imagined. I licked up the side of its face, following the trail of blood up to the wound. The blood coated my tongue, causing mini-shocks throughout my system, like mini-orgasms. There is no way I would rush through this experience. I wanted to stay connected to this feeling forever. I never wanted to stop drinking. Ever so softly, I brought my lips around the gash, caressing the flesh around it. Gently, gently I sucked in a small mouthful, allowing it to
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coat the inside of my mouth. The fire in the back of my throat was a raging inferno, but the moment this incredible drink hit my throat, it was as cool as the rest of me. The sheer satisfaction and contentment I felt when that one small swallow hit my stomach was more powerful than I had ever felt before. Yes, this was heaven. This was where I belonged. I suckled gently at the wound moaning with pleasure as the mouthwatering elixir flowed sweetly down my throat. Suddenly, I heard an answering moan from my prey. I pulled back to assess the situation. Was it still alive then? I peered into deep, dark, chocolate eyes. Those eyes triggered a sense of alarm. Something was wrong. I pulled back a little further, staring intensely at the prey. There was pain in those limitless eyes, and that bothered me. How odd. I did not like for my prey to suffer. Had I not snapped its neck like I usually do? Something else struck me. This prey had no thoughts. It was alive and stirring, but I could hear nothing in its head. The nonanimal prey always had thoughts, thoughts of fear, of guilt, of regret, of prayer. Always thoughts. Why did this . . . human . . . have no thoughts? Edward, the human whispered weakly. I frowned. The human did have thoughts then. Yet I still couldnt hear them. And I had heard that voice before. Speaking that name. My name. I was Edward. The human I couldnt hear was . . . .who? I frowned even deeper in concentration and confusion. Alarm bells were ringing up and down my body. This was important. I could sense it. There was great danger here. Something that could cost me my entire existence. But what? I looked at the humans whole face. It, no, she bit her lip. Instantly, her name came to me. Bella. This was Bella. BELLA! My MATE! I was drinking from my MATE! I was killing her! My bloodlust disappeared as my brain recognized that my love, my life was injured, maybe dying. If anything happened to her it would be the end of my existence. I would follow her into oblivion as quickly as possible. I rapidly took in the scene, noting Tyler was still unconscious. I was glad he hadnt witnessed any of my disgusting behavior. I reached for my phone to call 911, and saw the pile of dust that was all that remained of it. I remembered Alice had been on the other end of the line when I lost it. She had tried to warn me, but I didnt listen. I hoped she had called the ambulance for me. I owed her one. I removed Bellas seatbelt, and gathered her to my chest. Her eyes had closed again, but I could still hear her heartbeat. How much had I drunk? How could I have done that to her? I heard sirens in the distance, police, fire, and ambulance. Alice had called then. I carefully extracted Bella from the mangled seat, pulling her out the drivers side door and up into my arms. I stood there, cradling her against my chest, waiting for the ambulance to arrive to take us to Carlisle.

Chapter 29: Visiting the ER

EPOV The sirens were getting closer, and I stopped to think about how things would look. I wondered if my eyes were red. Had I drank enough of Bellas blood to change the color? I

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couldnt allow any of the humans to see me with red eyes. I reached back into the car and grabbed a pair of sunglasses from the pocket in the door, slipping them awkwardly onto my face. I had plenty of strength to hold Bella with one arm, but she was unconscious, so I had to be careful to keep her properly balanced as well. Plus, I was concerned about jostling her too much with her head wound. I thought about how I would look, standing there holding her, with little or no effort. The humans might become suspicious if I demonstrated such strength. I moved to rest her body weight on the undamaged portion of the trunk, still keeping her in my arms. I wanted to place her on the stretcher myself, not trusting anyone else to hold her. A tiny, very tiny, portion of my brain was bemoaning the loss of my precious Volvo. It had served its purpose though in helping to protect my darling Bella from injury. I could buy a dozen more cars tomorrow if I wanted, but Bella was irreplaceable. So I let the Volvo go. Another tiny portion of my brain was ready to finish the job on Tyler Crowley. The idiot had been speeding on an icy road, downhill, headed toward a stop sign. What the hell did he expect to happen? I chose to ignore the fact that I had also been speeding on the icy road, driving with my knees, talking on the phone, and holding hands with my mate. I was a vampire, doggone it. Yet my vampire skills had been useless, and the danger my nature had presented had almost cost Bella her life. I didnt want to take the time to look at my own faults at the moment. There would be plenty of time for beating myself up later, once I knew she was safe. For now, Id settle for fantasizing about beating up Tyler instead. I couldnt believe the bloodlust was completely gone. I had continued to breathe, and though my throat still burned a bit, I had no desire to quench my thirst. I wasnt even bothered by Tylers blood. The majority of my brain was consumed with thoughts of Bella. I couldnt let her die. I would change her if need be, but I would not let her die. My personal monster was firmly chained in his cage, though he was fairly satisfied at the moment, have drank the most perfect blood ever created. The first vehicle to arrive at the scene, lights flashing, sirens blaring, was none other than Chief Swans cruiser. He got out of the car grimly, concentrating on the wreckage and the accident scene, which told its own story. I tried to listen for his thoughts, but merely got the basic gist without the details. He had already determined the guilt of Tyler Crowley, having easily surmised that he ran the stop sign and crashed into the car that had the right-of-way. He could see by the skid marks and distance traveled that Tyler had been exceeding the speed limit, though he didnt know by how much. His eyes were taking in details everywhere, all in a matter of seconds as he approached. His eyes then swept over Tyler, assessing the damage to his body and to his truck. Then his eyes came to us. I saw the recognition flicker in his eyes upon seeing me, and then a mere second later the connection was made, and his eyes flew to Bellas limp form in my arms. His mind didnt want to accept what his eyes were telling him. Not my baby girl, he whispered, distraught. I could sense the fear and anguish crowding his mind as he noted her stillness. Bella? His eyes came back to my face, though he couldnt see my eyes through my sunglasses. Shes still alive, though shes unconscious. Shes hit her head. The ambulance should be here any second, I started sobbing. He continued walking to us, needing to feel her pulse for himself, needing the comfort of her warmth, her breath, her life. Im so sorry Charlie. There was nothing I could do. By the time I saw him, it was too late to react. I think the side air bag may have helped, but I dont know for sure. It did inflate. Oh, Charlie, shes got to be okay! I was still sobbing, throughout the speech, resting my forehead on top of hers. Weve just got to get her to Carlisle. He can save her. I know it. If we get to Carlisle everything will be okay. He can fix anything, I promised softly, my words and tone filled with sorrow and desperation. Please, Bella, hang in there. Dont die. I need you. I love you. Dont leave me, Bella. Please dont leave me. Stay with me, Bella. Wake up, darling, please, I pleaded, not caring if her father heard. I would do anything for her. Anything.
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Edward? she whispered weakly. Dont cry, sweetheart. Whats wrong? Her eyelids fluttered, but she did not open her eyes. Dont try to talk, love. Youve been hurt. Just stay with me. Im going to get you to Carlisle, I promise. Edward? Dont leave me. Promise me you wont leave me, she demanded, her words weak, but her determination strong. Bella, I wont leave you now, not while you need me, but theres too much danger. You have no idea how dangerous it is for you to be around me. Promise me you wont leave, Edward, she growled at me. Her heart rate was accelerating. She was getting disturbed, frightened. I promise, Bella, I wont leave you. She gave a sigh of relief and fell back into unconsciousness. I wanted to shake her, but I knew how disastrous that would be, so I refrained. Wake up, Bella! Please wake up! You have a concussion. You really ought to stay awake, at least until Carlisle has examined you. I felt Charlies hand on my shoulder, his other hand caressing her cheek. I lifted my head to look in his eyes, forgetting for a moment my sunglasses. I saw myself reflected back in his pupils, the epitome of grief and worry. He didnt speak, but a new thought hovered along with his own grief and worry. Acceptance. The stirrings of familial bonding. He was acknowledging to himself the depths of my feelings for his daughter, and of hers for me. He was accepting that I would be a large part of his life with her. He dropped his hands wordlessly and approached Tylers van. His thought patterns had shifted into authoritative disgust and anger. He was concerned for Tylers well-being, but he was angry about Tylers reckless driving behavior that had endangered the life of his only daughter. Tyler would likely be facing a ticket or charges in addition to his injuries. Just then, the volunteer rescue squad pulled up from one side, and the fire departments ambulance pulled up from the other. I carried her quickly over to the rescue squad, eager to get her loaded up and on her way to Carlisle. I desperately needed for him to check her out and assure me she would be okay. I would have to explain what I had done and endure his disappointment at my lack of control. He would have to determine whether or not she would need a transfusion. The paramedics had the back of the ambulance open, and I didnt wait for them to remove the stretcher. I simply climbed up into the back and set her down gently onto the little bed. The paramedics already knew me, so with one look at her prone form and another at my face, they had no complaints. They simply climbed back into position themselves, not denying my right to stay by her side on the way to the hospital, and rushed off to the emergency room. I saw Charlie watching as we pulled away and understood that he was trusting me to see to Bellas safety. If I had tears, they would be streaking down my face. He was trusting me, the one who almost killed her. Carlisle was waiting for us at the ambulance entrance, just as I suspected he would. I could hear his thoughts as we approached. I will take care of Bella. Alice called me. You fed from her?

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One look at my sunglasses told him the answer. I had no need for words. If Jasper had been here, he would have been on his knees from the force of my guilt and shame. Quickly go and hunt, son. How much did you take? Never mind, Ill know soon enough. Get some contacts from the house, if need be. Youll need to be on hand to answer questions, so go as fast as you can. I will do everything in my power for Bella. I nodded in agreement, understanding his wisdom, and trusting him like no other to provide Bella with whatever she needed. In the confusion surrounding her unloading and being wheeled into place in the E.R., I slipped away, running through the forest, moving faster than I ever had before. I was racing to get back to my Bella. Blood and contacts, blood and contacts. Thats all I needed and then I could be back by her side, where I belonged. CPOV My surgeries for the day had been cancelled due to the ice on the roads. Nobody wanted our patients to have an accident on the way to the hospital. It was unspoken, of course, but the staff was also expecting to need to deal with accident victims. It didnt snow very often here in Forks, due to the proximity of the ocean, so the residents werent as comfortable driving through snow and ice as our neighbors to the north and east. I hoped nobody was seriously injured. So far, everything that had come through the E.R. had been minor, not requiring my advanced skills, so I was pretty much twiddling my thumbs in my office waiting for something to happen. Suddenly, my phone buzzed. I checked the caller ID. Alice. When would I learn to stop feeling bored? Whenever I did, something bad seemed to happen, always leaving me wishing for boredom again. Yes? Carlisle! she whimpered. Uh, oh. That cant be good. Alice is almost never distraught. What is it? I snapped, the tension in my voice audible to even the most casual observer. Bella! she sobbed, whimpering again. Oh, no. Please, no. Edward was happy for the first time in eighty years. Please dont let something have happened to his soul mate. Alice, I pleaded. I needed answers, and I needed them now. Preferably before I had a heart attack. I smiled weakly to myself at my mental joke. I heard her take a deep breath and heard Jasper murmuring to her in the background, trying to help her calm down enough to tell me what was happening. There was an accident. Tyler ran into the Volvo at high speed, right into the passenger side door, right into Bella. I actually felt my stomach drop at her words and braced myself for her to continue. Her head went through the window, and she started to bleed from a gash on her temple. Oh, no. That was bad. I could sense where this was leading. Edward had excellent control, but she was his singer. Her blood called to him, and he had only known her for a week and a half. They were in a confined space together, where her scent would be so strong, even with a broken window. I closed my eyes, my fertile imagination easily picturing the impending disaster. Edward, he . . . well, he . . . . he lost it. He was overcome by bloodlust and started to drink from her wound. I had a vision . . . . *sob* . . . . a vision of him draining her, killing her. When he realized what hed done, . . . . Oh, Carlisle! But then I had another vision, of him holding her in his arms, with sirens in the distance, waiting for them, and she was still breathing, though she was clearly unconscious. So I called 911 and reported the accident anonymously. She started sobbing uncontrollably. I could easily understand her fear and concern. I was filled with it myself. My children were hurting. Edward, my son. Bella, my daughter. I could not lose either one. As long as she was
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still alive there was hope, I would cling to it with every particle of my being. I would not give up, and if I needed to change her, I would. I would do whatever was necessary. I would not allow Esme to suffer by losing another child ever again, as long as I could do anything to prevent it. I knew she already considered Bella a daughter, and would be devastated by the news of the accident. I also knew that if we lost Bella, we would lose Edward too. I didnt need Alices power to know that. I had lived a long time and knew well the power of the bond between mates. Dont worry, Alice, I soothed. Ill take care of everything from here. Thanks, Carlisle. Ill see you soon. I took a small amount of pride in knowing how much my words had comforted my daughter. She trusted me to make everything better. I just hoped I could. My brain kicked into overdrive, making plans for every possible contingency, starting with Edward. If he had drank enough of her blood, his eyes would be red. He would need to wear contacts to cover the color. Alice had hung up, so I called Esme, filling her in on the news. I asked her to find contacts for Edward and prepared her to be ready for him when he arrived. Then I went down to the E.R. entrance to await the ambulance. Once they had arrived, Edward had slipped away into the woods, and Bella was settled into her little cubicle, I began to examine her. The nurse took a blood sample to run some tests. I was amazed to find that the contusion and gash on her head were her only real injuries, aside from heavy bruises resulting from the seatbelt and the door. I knew she would be feeling the pain and discomfort in her shoulder and hip from the force of being restrained by the seatbelt, but that was a small price to pay compared to what would have happened if she hadnt been wearing a seatbelt. She would surely have died without it. I left the nurses to attach the heart monitor and insert the IV. I returned a few minutes later with a small surgical set. I quickly cleaned her open wound, wincing as she flinched even in her unconsciousness. I stitched her up quickly, with tiny tight stitches so they wouldnt leave a noticeable scar. I wrote orders for an x-ray and went to examine Tyler. He too was unconscious when he arrived. The EMTs informed me he had been unconscious when they found him. I looked him over carefully. He had not had an airbag as his van was an older model, so he had hit his head fairly hard on the steering wheel, giving him a concussion. He had been covered in broken glass when the windshield shattered, which resulted in multiple small cuts on his face and hands. None of them needed stitches and would heal in a matter of days. He also had bruises on his shoulder, chest, and hips from the seatbelt. Like Bella, he too would have died without it, likely being flung right through the windshield. The only other obvious injury was a swollen wrist. I issued the orders for x-rays for both his wrist and head. There was nothing to do but wait now, until the x-rays and the blood test came back, so I could discover the extent of the damage. I found myself pacing, just like a human, impatient and helpless. Dr. Cullen? I looked up to see Charlie Swan addressing me. He was clearly upset and looking for answers. I stopped pacing and held out my hand. Chief Swan, Im so sorry about the accident, I responded immediately. He shook my hand and attempted a smile, though it looked more like a grimace. How is she? He cut right to the chase. I wont know for certain until I get some results back, but she is stable. Her vitals look good. Her head is the only real injury, other than some hefty bruises.

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He looked relieved. Oh, and Tyler? He growled just a bit at the end. I really couldnt blame him, though I knew Edward was just as guilty. I had no doubt Edward had been speeding, cocky that his vampire reflexes would keep them safe from harm. Then again, the thing that was worrying me the most at the moment was whether or not she would need a blood transfusion, which was all on Edwards shoulders. Tyler could hardly be blamed that Edward wanted to eat his own girlfriend. Tyler appears to be in much the same boat as Bella, plus a sprained or broken wrist and some minor cuts. Charlie nodded, relaxing a bit. He looked around the room, including the waiting area. Then he looked back at me with confusion. Wheres Edward? The way he had her cradled into his chest at the scene of the accident, I was sure he wouldnt let her go. I didnt even bother to try to take her from him. When she awoke briefly, they only had eyes for each other. Frankly, Im shocked he isnt attached to her side. I smiled at him in understanding. I had to force him away, Im afraid. He wasnt physically injured in the crash, nothing serious anyway, but he was in shock. Medical shock. I had to insist he get something to drink to get something into his system. Then I made him get a little rest, forbidding him to come back to Bella until Esme could tell me he was okay. I knew then he would have to rest at least as long as it takes Esme to get here from our house and make her way to him. He didnt want to listen, but hes a good boy and didnt argue with me. Hes had enough time and experience with me to know Im always right. I chuckled and winked at Charlie to show him I was kidding about the last remark. He grinned at me. Father knows best, eh? Well, nobodys perfect, not even me, but he recognized the wisdom of fulfilling my orders without complaint. Charlie shook his head. I really admire you Carlisle, you and Esme both. I dont know how you do it. Im a bit at a loss myself, trying to raise my one and only teenage daughter. How on earth have you two managed to raise five of them? Its beyond my comprehension. I guess you just learn to accept the challenges life gives you and try to make the best of whatever hand youre dealt. Believe me, there are times I feel like running screaming into the night, yanking out all my hair in the process, but the love we all share as a family is worth all the sacrifices, the frustrations and irritations we suffer through daily. I wouldnt trade my family for anything. Charlie smiled at me. Im glad you feel that way, Doc, because I have a feeling you and I may be related someday. Oh? I queried, my eyebrows raised in surprise. What do you mean? Charlie squirmed, feeling a bit uncomfortable. He even blushed, not meeting my eyes. The looks I saw on our childrens faces today the love they shared was obvious. Im pretty sure my Bella is going to take after me, as far as love goes. Shes such a constant little thing. Once her mind is made up about something, theres no budging it. Ive only loved one woman in my life, Carlisle. I loved her eighteen years ago, and I love her still. There is nothing I wouldnt do for that woman, including setting her free to find her happiness elsewhere. Even letting her have custody of our precious daughter, accepting miniscule visitation rights, just to bring her joy. Now my Bella is becoming a young woman herself, and theres nothing I wouldnt do for her either. I was her age when I fell madly in love with Renee, and that love has never faltered or died. I have never even looked at another woman. I cant regret the love
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I gave to Renee, even though she didnt return it, because it gave me Bella. I do hope my daughter will not suffer as I have. I see that permanent kind of love shining in her eyes today, and I realized its already too late. She will love Edward forever. I can only hope he feels the same way about her. I couldnt see his eyes, but his words and his body language indicated he treasured her above all else. I dont know how you feel about that, seeing as how theyre so young. Charlie was still blushing and looked like he couldnt believe he said so much. I wondered briefly if that was the longest speech hed ever made. Id always heard he was a man of few words, but loyal and good as they come. He loved his job, his town, and his people. His honesty and integrity were well known. Charlie, Esme and I have already come to think of Bella as a daughter, as part of our family, even though we havent known her long. Shes charmed every single one of us into loving her. My children, with the exception of Edward, all consider her a sister and would protect her as one of us. Edward has never had a girlfriend before. He has been approached by females desiring his company so many times Ive lost track, so he has had plenty of opportunity. He has never been interested. Not that hes been interested in males either, please dont misunderstand. He was just content with the love of our family and the companionship we provided. He never seemed to want anything more. Since Bella came along though, hes been completely different. He wants to be with her all the time. Hes joyful, playful, ecstatic. Hes happier than I have ever seen him. Its like he was only existing before and now hes alive. She is his whole world, his meaning in life. He greets each day with a smile now. He used to be such a loner, but he is becoming social now. Hes even made friends with some of the boys from La Push, which is something I never thought Id see. Really? From La Push? Charlie seem staggered. I wondered why. He couldnt know of the treaty. I nodded. Yes, apparently theyve all decided to work through some misconceptions each had about the other and are now getting along fine. I am very happy to see it, but Im not sure how happy the tribal elders are going to be when they find out. Im hoping for the best. Good for you, Charlie encouraged. Ive told Billy before that if he would just take the time to get to know you, then hed realize his fears and superstitions were nothing but nonsense. He clapped me on the shoulder and then had to answer a call that came in over his radio. The nurse approached with the x-ray films. Excellent! I put them up on the x-ray board and turned on the light. I sensed Edwards approach, and he came up behind me to look at the films over my shoulder. I examined Bellas first. This was good news. Though the bone had cracked, it hadnt broken all the way through, so there was no real damage to the brain, aside from a bit of bruising from it colliding with the inside of her skull at the time of impact. I moved on to Tylers films. Also, excellent. The concussion was mild, the bone in the forehead being one of the stronger bones that encased the brain. His wrist was merely sprained, not even broken. I was feeling rather hopeful at the moment, the injuries relatively mild considering the force of the accident. One of my nurses handed me a chart with the blood test results. I held it so Edward couldnt see it, wanting to know myself, before he could react. I started blocking my thoughts, running my eyes down the list at vampire speed. My dead heart flipped over. I looked at him over the chart, my expression blank, my eyes serious. I am so . . . . PROUD . . . . of you, son, I whispered. He looked at me in shock. I noted his eyes were an orangey-yellow. They would likely be back to normal with one or two more feedings. I smiled. According to the numbers, shes only down about half a pint, nowhere

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near a critical level. The red cross takes more than that from blood donors. You showed incredible restraint. While it was incredibly risky to taste her blood at all, and truly she could have died so quickly, you actually pulled back from the bloodlust, from your singer no less, before you did her any real harm. Its absolutely amazing! I dont know of any other vampire who could have demonstrated such overwhelming control. Edward was amazed by what I was telling him. I could tell he had expected me to be disappointed. He blamed himself, seeing only what he did wrong and not what he did right. I didnt want to argue with him here in public, so I decided to let it go for the time being. Why dont you go sit with her now, Edward, and see if you can coax her out of her unconsciousness. Im going to go and give Charlie the good news. His face lit up with the idea, not only of being with Bella, but of doing something useful to help her. He quickly moved to her side as I approached Charlie.

Chapter 30: Hospital Beds

BPOV Ugh. My head is hurting. Why is my head hurting so badly? Okay, what is the last thing I remember? I was in the car, on the way to school. There was ice and snow. We were running late, and Edward was speeding worse than usual. I couldnt take my eyes off the speedometer as I watched it steadily climb, chanting repeatedly in my head vampires dont have accidents. Lets see. Hmmm. Edwards phone buzzed. It was Alice. She shouted something about Tyler and his van. Edward assured her we had taken care of it. Theres something odd about that. But what? Oh, well, Ill come back to it. Then Edward had looked my way and his face flashed with horror. Next, there was a horrendous sound. Yep, thats pretty much all I remember. No wait, theres more. A dream. A dream of Edward staring down at me with black, hungry eyes showing no recognition, only confusion. His lips had been redder than usual. I had felt him kissing my forehead, but my brain was dizzy from the feeling of a head rush. As he had continued to stare into my eyes, his confusion grew and the blackness of his pupils began to recede. But there was something wrong with the picture. The blackness wasnt replaced by his topaz irises. No, his eyes were red! Red! I crinkled my forehead and felt tape wrinkling on my skin, right where his mouth had been. Who am I kidding? He wouldnt be kissing my booboo to make it all better! I must have been bleeding, and he must have been drinking from me. That would explain the feeling of the blood rushing to my head. He had been sucking it out. How do I feel now? My vampire boyfriend had been sucking my blood. Actually, it didnt sound so bad considering I had lived to tell about it. After all, I knew he was a vampire before I started dating him. I knew I was his singer, and he would have a harder time resisting my blood than any other humans blood, yet I still chose to ride in the confined space of a car alone with him. Oh, no. Hed been drinking my blood. I knew what that meant. Hed be blaming himself, calling himself a monster, and making plans to leave me for my own safety. What a load of malarkey. If he left me, I would personally chase him down and have Emmett rip his legs off

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and hide them. Id like to see him run away without his legs. Hah! Dont even try me, Angst Boy! I read what happened in New Moon, and there was no way in hell I was going to let him do that to me for real. Forget it. Something was tugging at the back of my mind though. Something about Alices phone call. Wouldnt she have seen my decision to call Tyler? Why would she call about that so long after my actual call? Why had she sounded so panicked, when it had already been handled? Wait a minute. Had we ever given Alice the details about the accident as described in Twilight? I couldnt remember doing so, and Edward didnt seem to like to divulge anything from the books to his family. Alice must have had a vision. The accident must have happened anyway! But how? The look of horror! The horrible sound! My head injury! Somehow, Tyler must have crashed his van into us, probably into my side of the car. I hope he was okay. Oh, no! The Volvo! Edward must be crushed! He has it backwards as usual. Hes the one who isnt safe with me. I must literally be a danger magnet. How else could be deliberately avoid an accident, only to be met with a worse one involving all the original players? Bella? an anguished voice murmured at my side. I felt a hard, cold hand squeeze mine. It felt like lifting elephants, but I eventually managed to pry my eyelids open. I saw Edwards grief-stricken face staring down into mine. I refused to be like those goofy people on TV who always came out of a faint wondering what happened. I had already deduced what had happened. Sure enough, the eyes staring intensely down into my own were a cross between orange and yellow. I knew he had consumed my blood, but I wasnt burning, so he hadnt shared his venom with me. Oh, Edward, I wailed. Im so sorry about your Volvo! I know how much it meant to you. He looked at me in shocked surprise, clearly questioning my sanity. Its just a car, sweetheart. Theres hundreds more out there. I can easily get another one just like it. Besides, it wasnt your fault. You didnt wreck the car. I know, but I still feel bad. If I wasnt such a danger magnet, nothing would have happened. He looked irritated for a minute, but quickly settled back into grief and shame. Bella, I have something I have to tell you. Something I must confess. He couldnt meet my eyes. His fingers idly picked at the blanket covering me. He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. Edward, if this is about you drinking my blood from the gash in my head, I already know. His eyes flew open and gazed at me in disbelief. You do? But how? I sorted through my memories and sort of put two and two together. Besides, your eyes arent gold anymore. He started to sob. Im so sorry, Bella. I cant believe I am such a monster to try to devour the woman I love. I need to leave, Bella. Its not safe for you to be around me! I glared at him, grabbing his hand with both of mine. Dont you even try to start that bull, Edward Anthony Mason Cullen, or I will personally kick your ass to kingdom come! I yelled angrily. He stared at me in surprise again, shocked to hear me speak to him that way. Do you remember New Moon? Do you? Crap, I cried just reading about you leaving me. I refuse to actually experience it. I will hunt you down to the ends of the earth. I will fly to Italy by myself, if need be and go say hello to Aro. A strangled cry left his lips at that last threat. He continued to stare at me wide-eyed, momentarily speechless. I rather liked it, I had to admit, that I could do that to him. I decided to take advantage of the fact and continue my rampage.

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If anything, you are the one who is in danger from me. Its too dangerous for you to be around me. I dont like you getting hurt. He scoffed, finally regaining control of his facilities. Dont be ridiculous, Isabella, he dismissed with a wave of his hand. As if nothing I said mattered. Well, doggone it. It mattered to me, and I wasnt going to back off of this one. Im a danger magnet, remember? If I had kept my distance in the first place, your Volvo would still be intact, and you wouldnt be kicking yourself now. Youre being absurd, Bella. Did you ever have an accident before you met me? I demanded. He grimaced. Well, no, of course not. I rest my case! I shouted, tasting my victory. He rolled his eyes. Okay, youre right. You are a danger magnet. Only you could get in a car accident with a vampire driving, he admitted. Ha! You admit it! Fate is out to get me! So who is going to protect me if you leave? Jacob? He growled, suddenly gripping both of my hands in his. No! I wont let that dog have you! Youre mine! Absolutely! I smirked. About time you remembered that little detail. I am yours. Your soul mate, your danger magnet, your responsibility. So stop moping and get with the program. He released my hands, falling back into his chair with a groan. Fine, youre right. I cant leave. But I cant afford to be alone with you anymore. I would die if I ever harmed you again. You know, Edward, Im feeling pretty good, except for some bumps and bruises, which are NOT YOUR FAULT, so really I cant see that there was any harm done. Im still alive, Im still here. You didnt drain me dry, you didnt change me. So I really dont understand why youre still beating yourself up over this. Its over. Its done. Move on already. Sheesh. I forgive you. Youre a vampire. I already knew that. You responded instinctively, yet your humanity overcame and allowed you to pull away. He looked at me intensely. I cant take risks with your life, Isabella. You are far too important to me. Brainblast! Did I really just think that? Thats what I get for watching the Jimmy Neutron marathon with Emmett the other day. It was pretty funny when Emmett kept comparing Jimmy to Edward, from the weirdo hairstyle, to the big head, to the know-it-all explanations. It was also pretty funny when I asked Emmett if that made him Carl or Sheen. I remembered the look on his face when I asked that question. Complete outrage. It was hysterically funny, and suddenly, he stopped making jokes about Edward. Hee hee. Edward, we simply have to look at the problem objectively. We should use logic to solve the problem, instead of just giving up as if it is insurmountable.

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He looked at me in surprise, then turned rather sheepish. Youre right. I havent even thought there might be another solution to the problem. What other option is there? Either I stay or I go. Silly vampire. Use your superhuman intellect for once. Im only human, and I have ideas. Sheesh. Now whos being absurd? Look, if youre just going to insult me, I dont see how this could possibly be a productive conversation, he huffed indignantly. I rolled my eyes again. He is so melodramatic sometimes. How on earth had he lived for over a century without gaining a bit more maturity? Its simple really. Well just have Carlisle take a few blood samples periodically, and then hell expose you and the others to them gradually in controlled environments. If he was able to become immune to blood, I dont see why the rest of you couldnt also. Hopefully, it wont take two hundred years for you to master it, since I certainly wont have blood for that long, so it would be a moot point. Im hoping since it is only one persons scent you have to resist, and since Carlisle discovered whichever techniques worked best for him and can help and guide you, that it will only take a few months or so to be able to resist a small wound. You simply have to train. Mind over matter, right? Youve already managed to get used to my smell when Im not actively bleeding. Now you just need to work on maintaining control around my spilled blood. And you know how much I really love you when I suggest this, because you know how much I hate needles. Edward just sat there in shock, staring at me with his mouth open. I raised an eyebrow. What was his problem? Carlisle glided over just then, grabbing my hand and grinning with excitement. Absolutely brilliant, Bella! Of course! Carlisle exclaimed. I dont know why I never thought of that. I guess because we havent really needed it, though I should have tried with Jasper at least. Well get started on that right away! Thank you, dear. He beamed at me and left again, presumably to check on Tyler. I was starting to worry about Edward. He hadnt even moved yet. He was simply portraying a shocked statue. I squeezed his hand. Edward? Are you okay, honey? He finally snapped out of it enough to comment. Thats such a smart idea, Bella. I cant believe none of us ever even considered it. Im really quite embarrassed. Still, though that protects you from me, it still doesnt protect you from other dangers in my world. He sighed, looking downcast. Edward? Do I need to remind you again about the rapists in Port Angeles, both by the warehouse district and at the mall? There are dangers in my world too, and you and your family help keep me safe. I could just as easily get raped and murdered in the human world as get injured in your world. Not to mention I just got hit by Tylers van. We both know in the alternate future the van would have killed me without your intervention. Unless Tylers van is a Transformer or something, you cant blame that on mythical beings. His lips quirked at the idea of the van being a Transformer out to get me. Maybe I should have Rosalie take a look at it, he murmured in amusement. Then he got serious again. Even though we changed the circumstances, we werent able to truly change the future with regards to the van accident. It still involved you, Tyler, and Tylers van. The results were different, but still similar. You ended up with a head wound. Only this time, I drank your blood too. It would have been better if we had left it the way it was. Im sorry, Edward. If we hadnt changed it, your precious Volvo would still be intact.

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He rolled his eyes at me. Whatever, Bella. I dont care about the stupid Volvo. I would smash a hundred Volvos to keep you safe. Still, I always thought I had the worst luck. What if instead of being persecuted, I was being protected? What if the way things happened was the best possible outcome? What if changing things only makes it worse? He closed his eyes, pinching the bridge of his nose. I dont know, Bella. I dont have any answers for you. In fact, Im starting to think youre smarter than I am, even though youre only human, and Ive been around for over a century. Your mind never ceases to surprise and amaze me. He opened his eyes again, staring at me intensely. My big question is what do we do about James, Victoria, and Laurent? Theyll be here in a little over a month. I thought it would be as easy as just keeping you out of the baseball field, but now Im not so sure. I frowned at him in disturbed comprehension. Its time for a Plan B, I think. I just have a sneaking feeling that if we try to avoid the confrontation the way Meyer presented it, itll just happen a different way, when we arent surrounded by your family. We need to think this over for a few days, and then have a discussion with the whole family about it. If theyre going to be risking themselves for me, I want them to go into it with their eyes open and not be forced into it by circumstance, like last time. I have no problem discussing it with everyone, but do you really think any of them would refuse to protect you? Youre part of our family, Bella. Its one for all and all for one. I thought you were the Cullens, not the Musketeers, I teased. Yeah, yeah. Laugh it up. Well, they do say laughter is the best medicine. Maybe we should get Jasper here and tickle him until he cures the whole hospital, I quipped. He chuckled. Vampires arent ticklish, my dear, he protested. Theres a first time for everything, I muttered, determined to test it out later when he least expected it. As fun as it is to stay in this miserably uncomfortable hospital bed, hooked up to this noisy monitor, with this annoying IV inserted into the back of my hand, do you think you could pull some strings and spring me? He grinned. Ill see what I can do. While he was away, working his magic I hoped, Charlie came in to see me. He gave me a gentle kiss on my cheek and squeezed my hand. How are you doing, Bells? Ive been better, I griped with a smile. Im actually pretty lucky I think. It could have been so much worse. Im glad you had Edward there to take care of you. I can see you two really love each other, but you need to be smart. I dont want you getting pregnant before you even finish high school like Renee did. I dont think youre going to have to worry about your relationship falling apart like mine did, but you still need to think about the future. If you guys are doing anything, I really dont want to know, but dont throw your life away before it even begins. Youve got a great mind, and Id really like to see you go off to college, even if you and

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Edward go together, he lectured, unable to meet my eye. Both of us were as red as tomatoes. I couldnt believe we were having this conversation at all, much less here and now. Dad! Please! What if somebody hears you? Are you trying to kill me? My heart monitor was beeping like crazy, with my heart rate and blood pressure skyrocketing rapidly. Just think about it, Bells, he muttered sheepishly. And calm down before you give yourself a heart attack. Carlisle and Edward both came rushing in right then, looking from me to the monitor and back again. Edwards eyes were wild, and he was panting, which I thought odd considering he didnt even need to breathe in the first place. Whats wrong, Bella? Talk to me! he demanded, panicking. Carlisle was busy checking my vitals. I was so embarrassed. I certainly had no intention of repeating my conversation with Charlie. I was surprised they hadnt heard it in the first place. Its nothing, really. Just a disturbing conversation. I guess I overreacted, I confessed. I was calming down, and my bodily reactions were gradually returning to normal. Carlisle and Edward both glanced over at Charlie and then shared an amused look with each other. I guess they must have heard at least some of it after all. Umm, Carlisle, can I please go home now? I begged. He chuckled. Arent you enjoying our pleasant hospitality, dear? he teased. Yeah, sure. Can I go now? He chuckled again. If you let Edward keep an eye on you until Charlie gets home, Ill let you go. If you have any problems, I want you back here pronto, understand? No playing the martyr and pretending nothings wrong, he instructed. I tried to give him an innocent expression, but he looked at me knowingly. Right. Nothing gets past Carlisle. Just let Edward take care of you. You need to rest. I dont want you walking up and down stairs by yourself today. With your balance and current dizziness, Id most likely see you back here with a broken limb or worse. Nothing strenuous today. Ill check in with you when I get off work later tonight, and well see how you are then before I give you your prescription for tomorrow. He wagged a finger at me. No funny business, young lady. Id better find you resting comfortably, well hydrated and well fed, when I arrive later. I blushed and nodded. He gave me his stern paternal look, which conveyed beyond a doubt that he meant what he said, and that I wouldnt appreciate the consequences of disobedience. There was no way I was going to disappoint him after a look like that. I thought I probably just got a glimpse of how he keeps the rest of the family in line so easily. He turned to address Charlie. If youll fill out the paperwork on your end, Ill fill it out on mine. Its a wonder there are any trees left considering all the paperwork we have to fill out these days, Charlie grumbled. We all smiled in agreement. I couldnt wait to get out of this place.

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Chapter 31: Home at Last

BPOV Emmett drove us to Charlie's house in his jeep. Esme was already there with some food she had prepared for me. Rose and Alice stopped by after school to keep me entertained. Rose took over the phone, screening all my calls and deflecting all the nosy gossips. Frankly, Jessica if we wanted you to know, we'd tell you. If you were supposed to know, you would have been there at the time. Since you weren't and we don't, you're just going to have to wait for the memo like everybody else, Rose snapped into the phone. Bella's not your friend, she's not your sister, and she's certainly not your rival, as that would imply you actually had a chance, so really, you're just not on the 'need to know' list. Actually, you're on the LIMP list, for Least Important People. So, get a life and stop trying to live vicariously through everyone else's. She slammed down the phone, glaring at it irritably. A few seconds later it rang again. Hello, Swan Residence, Bella Swan's Answering Service. How may I help you? Uh, this is Mike Newton. I was calling to check on Bella? She's fine. Goodbye. Wait! Yes? Can I talk to her? I'm sorry Newt but she's busy right now. The love of her life and soul mate, Edward Cullen, is feeding her grapes with his fingers while she is curled up in his lap. He's been waiting on her hand and foot all day like a lovesick slave, and honestly, one lovesick puppy is enough for any girl. Since she already has someone stronger, smarter, and better looking filling that role, you need to give up and apply for that role with some other chick, got it? Uhhh . . . . Who is this again? This is Bella's sister. I'm going to do you a favor and let you in on a little secret. Bella does not want to go out with you. She will never want to go out with you. Even if you were the only boy in the entire town of Forks, she still would not date you. So go find another girl to be the object of your obsession, because this one is already taken. I don't think there is a man alive who is more obsessive than Eddie here, so he's even got you beat there. Do yourself a favor and focus on Jessica instead. At least then you'll probably finally get some. She laughed evilly and hung up briskly.
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Did it work? Will he finally give up on asking me out? I asked Alice hopefully. She went into her vision trance and came out again shortly thereafter giggling. She shook her head and laughed. Nope! That boy's head is harder than ours! I'm not sure there's anything strong enough to knock some sense into him, she professed. The phone rang again, for the twenty-fifth time since school let out. Hello, Swan Residence, how can I help you? Rose answered sarcastically. Rose? Is that you? Oh, hi, Angela. Would you like to talk to Bella? Sure, if she's up to it. Well, let me see if I can sneak you past her resident bodyguard, Rose quipped. She tossed the phone over to Bella and Edward promptly caught it, handing it to me. Hey, Angela! I greeted her enthusiastically. Bella! You sound pretty good to me. Must not have been too bad then. Yeah, I'm doing okay. Just got a little bump on the head. No biggie. Everyone needs to concentrate on Tyler instead of me. He's in worse shape than I am. I'm pretty sure he's still in the hospital, so maybe everyone can go visit him or something. Hey, that's a great idea! I think I'll suggest it to Jessica, but let her think it's her idea. That way it'll be sure to be a success. Everyone can make him a card or something and hang them on the wall in his room to make him feel better. You're such a sweetheart, Ang, always thinking of others. Isn't that like the pot calling the kettle black? Angela laughed. Well, you obviously have plenty of help right now, so I'll just talk to you tomorrow, okay? Okay, sounds good. I'll probably be at school tomorrow. Great! I'll see you then. We hung up and I tried to toss the phone back to Rose. It almost hit Alice in the head. If she didn't have vampire reflexes, it probably would have. She caught it with a laugh and passed it on to Rose. I had to endure a few snide comments about my pitiful aim, so I ignored them all and concentrated on snuggling up with Edward. My head was starting to throb a bit, and it felt better when pressed against his cold skin. I lay there in his arms, resting my head on his chest, letting my eyes drift closed. I listened to the conversation around me until it faded into a nonsensical buzzing. Finally, I drifted off into dream land. I woke up when Charlie came home, and all the Cullens cleared out, except for Edward who agreed to stay for dinner. Esme had been a real sweetheart and made a delicious home cooked meal of pot roast, cooked with onions, carrots, and potatoes, allowing the beef flavor to percolate throughout the vegetables. It was a genius way to get Charlie to eat some vegetables for once. At least fish is supposed to be good for the heart, considering how many

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pounds of it he consumes in the average week. She had used the juices from the roast to make a yummy gravy. She had even made a peach cobbler for desert, complete with a quart of vanilla ice cream in the freezer. When it came time to actually eat, Edward claimed he had gotten full being his mothers official taster while she was preparing everything. Charlie didnt mind, as it meant more for him. He moaned appreciatively throughout the meal. The pot roast was so tender it could be cut with a spoon, and it simply melted in my mouth. I had to admit it was the best Id ever had. I wasnt sure which spices she had chosen to toss into the mix, but I wanted to learn her secrets. I couldnt believe that a vampire who couldnt even smell or taste the food appropriately was still a better cook than I was. Talk about an inferiority complex. When I told Edward the peach cobbler a la mode was to die for, I even got a chuckle out of him. Of course, Charlie gave him a weird look for laughing, since he didnt see anything amusing in the statement. This made me lose it, and I burst into laughter. Charlie smiled at me in bemusement, clearly wondering if I was suffering the after effects of my head injury. I calmed myself down and concentrated solely on the pleasure of consuming my dessert. I found myself moaning occasionally and sometimes licking the ice cream off the spoon. I didnt think anything of it until I saw Edward watching me intensely, his eyes black with hunger. This wasnt hunger for my blood, but hunger for my body. My eyes widened, and I blushed as I realized how my behavior might have been viewed by an audience. Thankfully, my dad was oblivious to the electricity shooting between us. Suddenly, I was in a hurry to finish my dessert, desiring to go to bed for the night, where I knew Edward would meet me and hold me in his arms again. I finished the last few bites, and Edward grabbed my dirty dishes before I could, taking them to the sink and washing them while I watched. Charlie noticed and was smiling at Edwards back with approval. When he finished, he came back to my chair to carry me into the living room. Actually, Im feeling rather tired, even though its not so late. Im ready for bed now, I announced once I was in his arms. He raised an eyebrow at me in amusement, flicking his eyes in Charlies direction. I blushed even worse than usual and groaned when I realized how that probably sounded in my current position. Thankfully, Charlie simply chuckled at my embarrassment, letting it go without saying anything. Edward walked into the living room, lowering me down onto the couch. I looked at him indignantly. Why hadnt he carried me up to bed like I wanted? Getting a little forgetful, love? He asked with a chuckle, kissing my uninjured temple. Perhaps you hit your head harder than we thought. Huh? What was he talking about? Why did he always insist on being so cryptic anyway? Just then, there was a knock at the door. Dont worry, Charlie, Ill get it, Edward volunteered, rising swiftly from the couch. He opened the door and ushered Carlisle inside. Carlisle brought his little black bag of tricks with him, though he probably didnt actually need most of the tools. Hey, Charlie, Carlisle greeted pleasantly as he passed by the kitchen door. Im just here to check on Bella. Please enjoy your dinner in peace. Actually, your wonderful wife made it, so please feel free to join me when you finish with Bella. Thank you for the offer, Charlie, but I prefer to spend dinner time in person with my wife whenever possible. She usually waits for me to be available before eating.

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Oh, I understand. Well, its available if you change your mind. Thanks, Charlie, Carlisle replied as he walked over to Bella. As soon as he was out of Charlies line of sight, he shuddered, wrinkled his nose in disgust, and then winked at me. I clapped a hand over my mouth to keep from laughing, though my eyes teared up with the effort. So, how are you feeling, Bella? he asked, switching over into doctor mode. He checked my eyes and my reflexes while waiting for my reply. Im fine, really, I assured him. My head was throbbing a bit earlier, but felt better once I applied an icepack. I smiled and indicated Edward, my personal icepack. They both grinned in response. In fact, after my nap, I feel well enough to return to school tomorrow. I beamed at him, trying to project the picture of perfect health. Dont fall for it, Dad, Edward protested. She just got finished complaining of fatigue and wanting to go to bed early. I glared at Edward and poked him in the chest. Duh! I whispered, rolling my eyes and frowning. Carlisle watched the exchange and smirked while putting away his tools. Well, Bella, your reflex responses are still a bit delayed, though you are much improved over this morning. Id feel a lot better if you took it easy tomorrow too. You should be able to take care of yourself, but I think the noise and stress of school, with all the attention youll be receiving from the other children, might delay your recovery. I want you to take it easy, rest and relax, and allow your brain a little more time to heal before you subject yourself to the chaos and cacophony that reign supreme at the high school. I started to protest, but Carlisle place one cold finger on my mouth to stop me. Its going to be sunny tomorrow, he whispered. My eyes widened in understanding. Oh, well, that makes all the difference in the world. I sighed forlornly, for the benefit of my father in the other room. Carlisle and Edward shook with suppressed laughter at my theatrical attempt. Well, if you say so, Carlisle. You know best, of course. I wouldnt want to disobey doctors orders. Thank you, my dear, he snickered, planting a gentle kiss on my forehead. We heard Charlies footsteps approaching, and once again his demeanor became entirely professional. He stood up from where he had been kneeling and approached Charlie with a smile. Id like her to stay home and take it easy for one more day, if you dont mind, Charlie. Ill write her a note for school, though Im sure the whole town already knows what happened earlier. She should be fine to look after herself as long as she agrees to take it easy. Charlie shook Carlisles hand with approval. Thanks, Carlisle. Youre a good man. I really appreciate all youve done for my girl. Anytime, he replied peacefully. Weve all grown rather attached to your Bella. We like having her around. The two of them smiled at one another, in perfect accord. Carlisle walked toward the door. He stopped just in front of it, his hand on the knob. Come along, Edward. Ill give you a ride home, since you dont have your car any longer. Edward had been about to protest, but swallowed it when Carlisle pointed out his lack of a vehicle.

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Certainly, sir. Let me just help Bella up to her room, and Ill be right down, he answered calmly. Carlisle nodded and went out to wait in the car. Edward lifted me up and carried me effortlessly up the stairs to my room. When we got there, I giggled and looked up into his eyes. You know, you should at least be breathing hard after that workout, or youre going to give Charlie an inferiority complex, I reminded him. Dont worry, I know just the thing to help you. So saying, I drew his head down to my lips and proceeded to kiss him senseless. When we pulled apart to allow me to breathe, he was panting, just as I knew he would be. There you go, thats more like it, I teased, giving him a push toward the door. Now dont keep your father waiting. He grinned at me, leaned forward, and whispered in my ear. Ill be right back, little one, and then youll get your just desserts. I shivered in anticipation, as well as due to his cold breath tickling my ear. He marched downstairs and said goodbye to Charlie, before heading out to ride home with good old Dad. I knew Carlisle would pull over and let him out again as soon as they were out of sight, so I knew I didnt have much time for my human minute. I rushed to the bathroom to get ready, eager to be back in the arms of the man I love.

Chapter 32: Sunny Day

BPOV Wednesday morning dawned bright and early. I forced my eyes open to see Edward hovering over me, looking at me excitedly. I had a great idea for today, love! If youre feeling better, that is. I smiled sleepily up at him. I loved to see the sparkle in his eyes when he was happy. Keep smiling like that, or better yet, kiss me, and Ill be feeling much better, I teased.

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He grinned, leaning down to capture my lips with his own. After a minute or two, when I was fully away and aroused, he pulled away. I groaned in frustration. I continued to cling to his neck as he stood, which pulled me up out of the bed with him. He chuckled, which sent electric shocks shivering through my system. Now, Bella, your father has already left for work, and I have someplace special I would like to go and something special I would like to show you. So please get up and get ready, so we can be on our way. I studied his eyes and his expression for a few moments, while I taxed my brain to read into his statement. He wants to go somewhere, but its sunny outside, so our options were rather limited. In the books, he usually took me to the meadow when it was sunny. Oh! Comprehension dawned. Of course! He must be taking me to the meadow to show me what he looks like when he is all sparkly. I grinned up at him, enthusiastic about his plans now. No doubt my own eyes were twinkling as well. I rushed to get ready, taking a quick shower, and putting on comfortable jeans and long sleeves to protect myself from the leaves and branches that would scrape me on our way there. Edward was waiting for me downstairs in the kitchen, where he had prepared a hearty breakfast of scrambled eggs with cheese and turkey sausage. I had never tasted turkey sausage that actually tasted good, so I was rather pleased with the result. Hey, Edward, how did you learn to cook the turkey sausage, because I obviously havent been doing it the right way, I wondered. He smiled at the praise and was eager to share his secrets. Well, the problem with the turkey sausage and turkey bacon is that they dont have enough fat in them for them to cook properly. Having less fat is of course one of the main reasons they are better options than the pork versions, so one has to overcome the lack without compromising the healthiness. Since olive oil has been proven to help lower cholesterol, thus being good for you, you simply pan fry the turkey meats in olive oil. That way the turkey bacon can get crunchy and the turkey sausage can brown without getting dry. Viola! he lectured carefully, clearly proud of himself. Huh. Well, it certainly tastes good. Its not the same, but it is still good. Besides, now I dont have to feel guilty about having another one! He grinned and brought out a small bowl of a fresh fruit salad, which I devoured wholeheartedly. I felt the blood rushing from my head to my stomach once I finished eating. This made me feel sleepy, as my body wanted me to stay still and concentrate on digesting. Too bad for it. I already had other plans. I got up from the table and started moving around, forcing my blood to circulate throughout my body. Edward kindly put away the leftovers, cleared the table, and washed the dishes. How nice to have a domesticated man. Now all he needed was an apron and a wooden spoon. Hee hee. I chose not to share my amusement with him, especially as I didnt care for those particular chores. I decided to up the ante. Renee had taught me a few tricks about how to handle men when I was living with her. Mmmm, you have no idea how sexy it is to see a man doing dishes and cleaning the house, I drawled seductively. He looked over his shoulder and saw me watching him through hooded lids. He raised an eyebrow and gave me a sexy smile in return. My pleasure, he murmured, his velvet voice caressing my ears. Excellent! He was caught, hook, like, and sinker. I just needed to reel him in gently, and he wouldnt even realize what was happening until it was too late.

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I need to grab a few things before we go, I announced cheerfully. Then I made my voice husky and smiled slowly at him, deliberately licking my lips. I cant wait until we get to the meadow, sweetheart, and then youre all mine. He swallowed hard, and his eyes glazed over. I turned on my heel and fled into the hallway out of sight. I think I just dazzled him again. I pulled an old backpack out of the hall closet and started packing it with supplies. I found an old thick blanket and slipped that in first. Then I added a couple of water bottles and some snack food. I guessed we would likely be there all day, so I wanted to be prepared. As a last minute thought, I grabbed a small first aid kit, sincerely hoping I wouldnt need to use it. I tucked that in too and tossed the pack over one shoulder, knowing I would just be putting it in the car in a few minutes. Okay, Im ready now, I called as I made my way back to the kitchen. When I found myself at the door way, my mouth opened in shock. I kept blinking my eyes, as if I didnt trust them to be functioning properly. The whole kitchen gleamed and sparkled. Holy moly! Id been gone for less than ten minutes. How did he do that? Well, vampire speed obviously, but still! Edward was beaming at my reaction, reading my facial expressions, while dumping dirty water out of the mop bucket. If it werent for the obvious indentations, scratches, styles, and color of Charlies kitchen, it could have passed as brand new. Shucks, I doubted it even looked this good when it was brand new. Wow! I exclaimed, at a loss for words. Just wow! I am amazed, awestruck, and ecstatically happy to see what youve accomplished! You deserve a reward, Edward Cullen, and Im just the gal to give it to you!" I tried to walk carefully across the kitchen floor to Edward, but the floor was now slippery when wet. Being Bella, I started slipping and sliding almost immediately. I quickly lost my balance and would have fallen if Edward hadnt grabbed me. I was now excited and panting from my near accident, which immediately led to thoughts of other things that made me excited and panting. I pulled Edward's face down to mine and poured my love and passion into my kiss. He groaned into my mouth and reluctantly pulled away again. If we dont leave now, we arent going to make it out of the house at all today, he protested. I smiled like the cat who ate the canary. Quite alright with me, I offered. He shook his head and carried me out of the kitchen, not wanting to risk any more accidents. Once by the door, he slipped on an oversized hoodie and gloves, effectively hiding all his skin under fabric or in shadows. I complimented him on his ingenuity. He led me to his Vanquish, his special occasion car. Is this a special occasion, or are you merely driving this because the Volvo was demolished? I asked pertly. He grinned. Both. On the way there, I talked to him about what kind of car he wanted to get to replace the Volvo. He mentioned several options, but since Im not into cars, I had no idea what any of them looked like. I just pretended to listen as he compared and contrasted their various qualities. What about you, Bella? Whats your dream car? A Corvette, I promptly replied. I didnt even have to think about this one. Ive always had a thing for the Stingray, though the latest model is really nice looking too. If you got an old Stingray and had Rosalie work her magic on it, that would make me drool. Any other car is just a car.

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Really? he asked, clearly not pleased with my answer. After all, Id just suggested an option even I could possibly afford. I didnt need a 500 thousand dollar car to be happy. Especially not with my luck. The car would likely end up dented, nicked, and scratched by the end of the first day. Or maybe stolen. Or a meteor could fall from the sky and make a hole right through the engine. Okay, Id better stop there. Bella, baby, the Corvette only seats two people, he grumbled. I shrugged. Works for me! I dont mind having you all to myself. He grinned at that, back in a good humor again. I can see I need to educate you about cars, my dear. Ugh! I grouched, putting my hands over my ears. Only if you want to put me to sleep or drive me insane. Sorry, babe, but the Vette is the only car that does it for me. I smirked as he groaned in defeat. He gave a resigned sigh and mumbled something under his breath. I had a feeling it was a good thing I didnt hear whatever he had just said. But I had won the debate, so I was magnanimous in my victory. When we got to the end of the road, I seriously expected to have to hike there, like the Twilight book had mentioned. Edward just grinned. You already know all about me, Bella. Why dont you just hop on my back and well be there lickety-split. Hey, I wasnt going to complain about not having to do a five hour hike through the woods where I would trip every five minutes, even if he was there to catch me. So I eagerly hopped onto his back, pressing my face into his chest. We were at our destination in less than five minutes. Edward set me down gently and held onto me until I was steady on my feet. I eagerly stepped into the meadow, taking in the beauty and serenity of my surroundings. After I had finished soaking in the scenery, I turned to watch him expectantly. He removed the hoodie and gloves, hanging them on a tree branch, then checked my expression before removing his t-shirt as well. My breath caught in my throat as I beheld his splendid form. I couldnt wait to run my hands over his muscled contours. I crooked my finger at him, encouraging him to walk out into the center of the meadow with me. He smiled, watching my eyes drinking in his figure. He strolled casually up to me, and I stared as the sun hit his skin, causing him to sparkle as if he was covered in body glitter. Hmmm. What an interesting idea. I think Ill get Alice to pick some of that stuff up at the body shop. Then Ill coat myself with it on the morning of the next sunny day. That way, when he comes out into the sunlight glittering like a million diamonds, I can too! We can be glitter twins. Yeah, because I was a little jealous of how beautiful his skin looked right about now. I took off my backpack and began to set up camp. I shook out the blanket and laid it out flat on the grass. Then I took out my iPod and portable speakers and put on some soothing background music. I wasnt hungry or thirsty yet, so I left my food supplies in the bag. Then I sat down comfortably on the blanket and waited for Edward to join me. He was watching me with a quizzical smile. He peeked into the backpack to see what other supplies I had brought and nodded in approval. Good job, thinking of all this. I should have thought about it, but I didnt. Ill remember for next time. I simply nodded, choosing not to argue about whether or not he should be able to anticipate all of my human needs after a mere week and a half. He curled up on the blanket beside me, and I took the time to examine his skin more closely. I decided to have some fun, and began exploring. I started by simply using my eyes to trace his form and features until I
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could memorize the details of his unclothed torso. Next, I began exploring with my hands, rubbing them gently over every exposed surface, trying to memorize the contours of his body, the texture of his smooth, silky skin, and the cool temperature against my warm hands. I could tell that he was deeply moved by my touches, as he had begun to make a sort of purring sound in his chest, like a cross between a growl and a roar. Finally, I daringly decided to explore with my mouth. At first, he didnt say anything as I began planting gentle kisses up his arm to his shoulder. As I began to make my way down his chest, he put a restraining hand on my shoulder. What do you think youre doing? he demanded breathlessly. I smirked down at him. Exploring, I purred coyly, playing innocent. Purely for educational purposes, of course. I was using my five senses to explore the nature of a vampire. He raised his eyebrow. Your five senses, huh? I grinned back. Absolutely! Sight *running my eyes over his body*, Sound *rubbing his skin until he purred*, Touch *still rubbing his skin*, Smell *leaning close to his facing and inhaling deeply*, and . . . Taste *taking his earlobe into my mouth and gently scraping it with my teeth as I pulled back*. He shivered and moaned in reaction to my ministrations. He fell back onto the blanket with a groan as I continued to explore his exposed skin with my teeth, tongue, and lips. Ill . . .sacrifice . . . myself . . . on the . . . altar of . . . higher . . . education, he gasped out, moaning occasionally. By the time I was finally finished exploring him, he was in complete and utter bliss. I couldnt help but chuckle at his satisfied expression. I realized I was hungry and took out my food and water. I enjoyed my lunch as Edward lay peacefully beside me, gently stroking my back while I ate. Once I had finished and packed up the trash, he pounced. I found myself on my back with my arms up above my head. My shirt had ridden up a bit to expose my tummy. His eyes were black with hunger, and I felt a shiver of fear run through me. Then he leaned down and kissed me, and I understood he wasnt craving my blood. I felt his cool fingers slide across my exposed tummy and tensed in surprise. What are you doing? I gasped breathlessly. Exploring, he snickered. I moaned at the thought of all that implied. Well, I was game if he was. I relaxed against the blanket, knowing I would enjoy the torture he would give me after the way I had just tortured him. Sure enough, he soon had me moaning, putty in his all too capable hands. We wouldnt . . . want to . . . neglect . . . your . . . education, I gasped in agreement. I moaned when I felt the vibrations of him chuckling against me. When he finally felt he had sufficiently explored me in return, we lay there together on the blanket, holding hands. We took some time to talk with one another and learn more about each other. After a few hours had passed, we decided it was time to return home. He helped me pack up the blanket and then ran with me back to his car. We rode all the rest of the home in silent, peaceful contentment, simply enjoying being in one anothers presence.

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Chapter 33: Insanity in the Family

BPOV Edward decided to take me back to his house, rather than take me home. I didnt mind. Id had enough couple time with Edward today to be happy about spending time with our family and friends. Esme was delighted he had brought me, and she promptly went into mother hen mode. She was fully in her element, fluffing pillows behind me on the couch, bringing me refreshments, covering me with a soft blanket and tucking me in with a kiss. Renee had never been one to fuss around me when I was sick. I had learned early on to suffer in silence and lean only on my own independence. I felt something snap in my heart, but not in a bad way. I couldnt really explain it, even to myself, but some part of me that had remained unfulfilled was suddenly warm and happy. Intellectually, I could understand it was a result of Esmes love and selfless, concerned mothering, helping me when I was weak and weary, trying to make me feel better, simply because she cared. I smiled at Esme, allowing my love, hope, and affection display on my face and in my eyes. This woman touched me in a way my own mother never had. She was there for me, not the other way around. It was nice to be the child for once, to release the burden of responsibility to someone else, to allow someone else take the weight off my shoulders for awhile. I had been a mother to my mother for too long, taking care of her, sacrificing my own life, pleasure, and happiness for her, losing myself in the process. Thanks, Mom, I whispered as I hugged her. Her face lit up like a beacon, like she had just won the lottery. I was happy to see her happy. She became even more flustered than before, practically wringing her hands, while trying to think of other ways to take care of me. I was glad when the others came home from hunting to distract her. Having never been the recipient of such nurturing, it was actually a little overwhelming. Of course, Esmes presence was immediately replaced by the bouncing pixie. Alice had me in a hug, before I could even greet her. So, Bella, she murmured in my ear. Did you enjoy exploring the meadow with Edward? I instantly blushed redder than a stop sign, and she snickered. I grabbed her shoulders and mouthed, Dont you dare tell, Emmett! She got an evil grin on her face. Whos going to stop me?

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I glared at her and growled menacingly, Ill set all your clothes on fire. She stared at me wide-eyed. I saw her going into vision mode to check the sincerity of my threat. I quickly decided I would use gasoline and matches to torch her entire closet. I pictured myself standing in her room watching as the flames consumed thousands and thousands of dollars worth of designer clothes and shoes. She came out of her vision staring at me in absolute horror. I smiled smugly. Dont try me, I growled. She shook her head, holding her hands up in front of her in an expression of surrender. Ha, ha. It was just too funny. She was scared of me, the fragile human. I blackmailing a vampire, and she was afraid of what I might do. I was busy using my brains since I had no brawn. Fine, she huffed, seeing my amusement in the situation. Her sly look scared me. Now what? But I want details later. Alice! I protested. She gave me one of her looks, the kind that tell you she is saying you do this or you will regret it for the rest of your life. I scowled back at her. She smirked smugly, knowing she had already won. Grrr. So, what did you two do all day today? Emmett boomed, sweeping me up into a bear hug. Sit on opposite sides of the couch and make moon eyes at each other? Edward turned his head away, his smirk was still prominently displayed. I tried to hide my face in Emmetts chest. He pulled me away from his body, staring down at my overheated cheeks. He gently set me back down on the couch beside Edward. Wow, you mean you actually made it to first base? Emmett asked in amazement. Edward grinned at whatever Emmett was thinking. I dont play baseball, I informed him haughtily. Emmett chuckled heartily. By the look on Eddies face, Id say you do now. Dont worry, baseball is a Cullen specialty. All Cullens play baseball, so welcome to our team. I rolled my eyes and heard Jasper laugh. Rose came over to look at us curiously. So what did you two do today? I attempted to gather up the shattered remains of my dignity. We had a lovely picnic in Edwards meadow, and he showed me why you guys cant go out among humans on sunny days. Huh. Sounds boring, Emmett grumbled. Im going to go play video games now. He stomped over to the Wii. He turned it on and grabbed one of the controllers. He started waving the remote toward the TV, trying to get the little hand to show on the screen. Oh, no you dont, Emmett McCarty Cullen! Esme shrieked. You put that little wrist strap on right now, young man! If you throw another controller through the TV or through the window or through the wall, I will donate the entire system and all the games to charity, and youll never get another one. Youve already had three strikes, and each time Ive had to make the list of donts longer. So let me just make this clear once and for all. If you damage anything else by losing control of your remote, it is GAME OVER. Is that clear? Crystal clear, maam, Emmett replied sheepishly, attaching the chain to his wrist. Rose had modified the original wrist strap for him, as the fabric would have been virtually useless.

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I was hoping this little distraction would move the conversation away from Edward and me, but unfortunately, vampires with perfect memories can always remember what they were talking about before the distraction occurred. I grumbled under my breath about the stupid vampire memories. If it had been humans having the conversation, the previous conversation would have been easily swept aside in favor of discussing Emmetts escapades with the controller. Did you do anything else today? Jasper inquired casually. Edward glared at him, so I knew he must be suspicious. No, just exploring in the forest, enjoying each others company, I stuttered, my heart racing. My cheeks were practically on fire. I saw Esme, Rose, and Jasper examining my face curiously. So, why are you so . . . worked up, Bella? Rose wondered. Your heart is about to burst from your chest, and Ive never seen you so red before. Yeah, Im about to keel over from embarrassment, Jasper laughed. Either that or go hide my head in the sand like an ostrich for a week or two. So tell me, Bella, did you enjoy exploring with Edward? I couldnt help it. It was instinctual, involuntary, over before I could even think about it. When Jasper drawled the word exploring, my eyes instantly flew to Edward as his flew to me. Our gazes met, and the knowledge of the secret we shared passed between us, in what is commonly referred to as a meaningful look. Unfortunately, that one look was enough to give the game away. Jasper started laughing. I thought so. I noticed a distinct lack of a certain . . . tension . . . that has been building for the past several days, and Edward is feeling more satisfied and content than he ever has in the decades Ive known him. Who knew our sweet little Edward was adventurous enough to go exploring with Bella out in the wide open meadow, under the clear blue sky, on a picnic blanket no less? Our baby brother is finally coming into his own, Em. Hell finally get to join the rest of us at the grown-up table on holidays. Emmetts head shot up with Jaspers speech. No way! he screeched, bounding back over to us. He peered into my eyes. There something youd like to tell us, little sis? No! I shouted. Then why are you redder than a strawberry? None of your business! An evil grin spread across his face. Emmett, Edward growled warningly. The grin got wider. So when are we going to have a little half-vamp baby running around here? Emmett asked. Rose and Esme gasped in surprise, looking at me more closely, from my eyes down to my abdomen. I buried my head into Edwards chest. Ill get you later, Emmett, when you least expect it, Edward promised. Sorry to disappoint you all, but there is NO possible way there will be any munchkins running around anytime soon. Bella needs to graduate high school before we start a family. Esme and Rose nodded, but I could tell they were disappointed. Intellectually, they understood why it would be best for us to wait, but emotionally, they were both already in
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love with a child who didnt even exist yet and couldnt wait for us to bring the little miracle into our lives. Everybody was silent for a few moments, each lost in thoughts of the future. My stomach chose that moment to rumble. Oh! Let me get you a snack, dear! Esme offered in concern, jumping up from her place on the couch. Just then the door opened, and Jacob, Quil, and Embry strolled inside. Did I just hear the word snack? Jake asked playfully, giving Esme a giant hug. She gave him a brief kiss on the cheek. The other two took turns in her motherly embrace. Oh, boys, its good to see you again! Come on in and make yourselves comfortable. I was just on my way to the kitchen. I baked some cookies earlier, and I made enough for all of you, just in case you came to visit. There are oatmeal raisin, peanut butter, and chocolate chunk. Sounds awesome, Mom! Jake exclaimed eagerly, giving her his best grin. Youre the best! He gave her another quick hug and dropped a kiss on the top of her head. Please let me help you in the kitchen, Esme, Embry begged. Id be happy to volunteer myself as your official taste tester. Esme grinned and ruffled his hair. Well, come along then. I knew there was some reason we keep you around, she teased. So any special reason for your visit, or did you just want to hang out today? Rose inquired politely. Jake walked over and gave her a brief hug. Thanks again for all your help the other day. The car runs like a dream. Rose smiled in pleasure and nodded her head in acknowledgement. Were here to beat the pants off of Emmett in Mario Kart, Quil informed us. You wish! Like you mutts could possibly beat my super awesome vampire skills! Emmett rose to the challenge, already loading the appropriate game into the Wii and grabbing three more controllers and the driving wheels. By the time were through with you, youre going to wish you had tears to cry, leech, Jacob returned, grinning in anticipation. I didnt really understand why the boys always had to insult each other when they played together. They all did it, apparently, even Carlisle, when he let himself relax enough to play with them, which wasnt often. They all actually enjoyed the trash talking. Must be a boy thing. Jasper took the fourth controller and sat beside Emmett. Eat my dust, pups, Emmett howled as the game started. Eat this! Quil yelled, firing a turtle shell at Emmetts car. Son of a bitch! Emmett shouted as the shell knocked him into a road sign. Nah, I get it from my fathers side, Quil drawled, racing past Emmetts accident. We all started laughing. Jaspers motorcycle knocked Jacobs car off a bridge.
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Stupid bloodsucker! Jacob complained. Mangy mongrel! Jasper replied with a laugh. He was safely in the lead at the moment, but Quil was closing in fast. I was watching Jasper and Alice, chuckling softly. Edward followed my gaze and joined in my amusement. Jasper was moving his whole upper body every time he went around a curve, just like he would if he were riding on a real motorcycle. That was funny enough, but it was even funny to see Alice matching his movements exactly, as if she were riding behind him on the real motorcycle. I pulled Edwards head down to mine and whispered in his ear, Why dont you get the video camera and get a recording of Jasper and Alice? He grinned and nodded disappearing in a burst of vampire speed. Seconds later, he was back, camera in hand. Hmmm. Maybe its good that hes capturing Jacob and Embry having a great time playing with Jasper and Emmett on film, in case we ever need to use it as evidence. Embry and Esme came into the room holding plates of cookies. They set them down on the coffee table, and Embry promptly plopped down beside the cookies. I reached over and snagged one of each kind. Jasper won the first round of Mario Kart, but before they could start a new game, the boys smelled the cookies. Jacob and Quil jumped up and were pushing and shoving each other in their effort to get there first. Jacob won out, but when Embry saw him approaching, he pulled the plate toward him and hunched over it, shoving a cookie in his mouth and grabbing another one. Jacob snarled and snapped at Embry, grabbing the plate and pulling it toward himself. Embry let go of that plate and grabbed the other one. Both boys hunched over their plates eyeing one another suspiciously. Quil knelt between them, quietly whimpering, his eyes going from one plate to the other. Boys! Behave yourselves! Esme commanded. The three of them instantly relaxed into more natural postures, the tension fading from their necks and shoulders. They eyed each other carefully, and suddenly a mad scramble ensued, with all three of them grabbing cookies by the handful. In a matter of minutes, the cookies had been devoured, and only crumbs were left on the plates. Ugh! Rosalie sneered in disgust. You guys eat like animals! Ya think?, Jacob muttered sarcastically. I wonder why. Woof! Quil joked, panting and holding his paws in the begging position. Embry just grinned and began licking the crumbs off the plates without using his hands. Boys! Esme scolded, trying to hold in her laughter. Rosalies lips twitched, and when the rest of us started laughing, both she and Esme joined in too. So, are you officially wolves yet? Emmett wondered. Jacob shook his head. Not yet, but it will probably happen soon. Sam and Paul are going crazy trying to keep track of all three of us. Weve actually been having a little fun with them, trying to see how quickly we can get them off our trails. Carlisle came in then and looked really happy to see all of us interacting peacefully together. Jacob became excited when he saw him.

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Hey, Doc! I got that picture of Emily for you! he enthused, running over to Carlisle and handing it to him. Carlisle looked it over quickly and frowned, studying it more closely. Jacobs face fell when he saw the frown. So what do you think? Jacob asked flatly, expecting disappointment. Carlisles brows drew together, indicating a level of anger and frustration. He struggled to maintain a calm faade. Did they even sew up the gashes at all or tape them or anything? Or did they just leave them to heal on their own? She has a massive amount of unnecessary scar tissue. He looked up at Jacob then, his eyes demanding answers. Jacob shuffled his feet nervously. Well, I believe they took her to a nurse who lives on the reservation. I know they were desperate to have everyone believe it was a bear attack, and they refused to take her to the hospital because you were working there. Jacob rolled his eyes. They should have sucked it up and brought her to you in the first place, but its better late than never, right? Can you help her? Carlisle nodded thoughtfully. Yes, of course. There is absolutely no need for her to have such massive scarring. My only regret is that it will be painful for her all over again. Well, at least shell have the option, whichever way she chooses, Jacob conceded. How is my little head case this evening? Carlisle teased, coming over to check on me. I huffed, pretending to be outraged. Well, I never! Are you sure? Emmett taunted. Not even in the meadow? I glared at him for real, and Edward growled. Emmett held his hands up in surrender, but he was still smirking. Carlisle continued his physical exam without comment, though his eyes darted questioningly to Edward's face and seemed surprised by what he saw there. Any problems? Carlisle asked me seriously, looking into my eyes. Only one, I mentioned, as seriously as possible. Carlisle looked expectant, and I felt Edward tense beside me, his eyes intent on my face. I afraid that insanity runs in the family. The Cullen family, to be precise. Im not sure if its contagious, or if the nutcases just naturally gravitate toward you, though considering present company, Im leaning toward the latter. I may be a danger magnet, but you, Dr. Cullen, are a nut magnet! Carlisle grinned and everybody laughed. He stood up, took my hand, bowed over it, and kissed my knuckles like the gentleman he was raised to be. He looked me in the eye, raised one eyebrow and smirked. Arent you glad you fit right in, my dear? I grinned back at him. Absolutely! He put his medical bag away and joined Esme on the loveseat. So what happened to your head, Bella? Jacob asked curiously. Edward told them all about Tyler and the accident, without mentioning his own loss of control. By the time he finished, both Jacob and Embry had jumped to their feet and were pacing angrily. That stupid idiot! Jacob yelled. He could have killed her! What the hell was he thinking to go speeding down an icy hill toward a stop sign? He doesnt deserve to have a license!

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They should keep idiots like him off the road! Embry growled. Hes been telling everyone that he was running late because he was fantasizing about Bella after she called that morning expressing concern over his well-being, Rose interjected. What?! Edward and I both shouted at the same time. Alice nodded in confirmation. Thats what he told the group who visited him in the hospital. You called him? Jacob asked Bella in disbelief. Well, according to the psychic, he was supposed to have an accident in the parking lot. I was trying to prevent it by warning him to drive slowly and carefully. I prevented the parking lot accident, only to have the accident happen elsewhere. Some things are just meant to be, Alice warned her. Thats one thing Ive learned from my gift. Some things just cant be changed, no matter what you do or how hard you try. I nodded in reluctant understanding. So the idiot was warned to drive slowly and carefully, yet he deliberately did the exact opposite? Jacob growled. He was starting to shake. He could have killed someone, anyone, not just Bella! Embry added in a roar, trembling all over. Im going to give him a piece of my mind! And then Im going to bite his head off, literally! Jacob screamed, losing control of his temper. His shaking was worse, looking like he was having a seizure. What if there had been children playing there! He would have squished them flat! Embry shouted, vibrating from his tremors. Before any of us could react, Jasper was beside them, one hand on each of them, pouring calm into their bodies as hard and fast as he could. Their shaking quickly stopped, and when Jasper let go, they both collapsed to the floor. Carlisle was instantly beside Jasper, examining them both. Do you need to go outside? It would be safest if you transform outside. That way you wouldnt hurt anybody by accident. None of us need a repeat of the suffering Emily has made it through, Carlisle advised. They both nodded soberly, got up and headed out the back door. To our surprise, they ran to Jacobs car, got in and drove away. Where are they going? Quil asked in confusion. Why did they leave me behind? Everyone was looking at each other, puzzled and concerned. I thought about what I might do if I were in Jacobs shoes. The hospital? I guessed. To see Tyler? Several of the others nodded, acknowledging the possibility. They looked at Alice for confirmation. Tylers future just disappeared! Alice exclaimed in horror. If they phase inside the hospital, it would be a disaster! Weve got to follow them. Everyone began preparing.

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Wait! Carlisle commanded. Bella, you take Quil back to La Push. Quil, you try to distract Sam and Paul, try to keep them both in their human form. If Jacob and Embry phase tonight, it would be best if they dont have to deal with Sam and Paul as well. You may be able to get Seth and Leah to help you. The rest of us will head to the hospital and work on damage control. Edward, you, Rosalie, and Jasper run through the woods. Esme, Emmett, and I will take my car. Alice, you stay here and coordinate all the groups. Let us know what is happening with each group and any important visions you have. Any questions? No? Move out. With that, we were off, each to play our respective roles.

Chapter 34: Distracting the Wolves

BPOV Quil and I sped along to the reservation in the SUV. I didnt even want to think about what might happen if Jacob and Embry phased at the hospital, or anywhere in town for that matter. They couldnt afford for their secret to become known any more than the vampires could. I knew they healed rapidly, but I still didnt want them to get hurt. I tossed my phone to Quil and he quickly contacted Leah, filling her and Seth in about what had occurred. He had it on speakerphone so I could hear them too, which I really appreciated. Leah started yelling about Tylers idiocy when she heard about the accident, and I heard Seth in the background, yelling, Calm down, Leah! We dont need you phasing and running off to the hospital too.

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Im fine, Leah, I soothed, trying to help her calm down. Dont worry about me. Dont be silly, Bella! Of course, Im worried about you, she berated me, though her voice sounded calmer. Youre the lynchpin holding everything together. I shudder to think what the wolf/Cullen situation would have been like if you hadnt intervened to bring us together. Even worse, I can only imagine how horrible it would have been to become a werewolf in Sams pack and have to listen to his thoughts about Emily and to have the entire pack listening to my thoughts about him. What a nightmare. Besides, between talking to Rosalie and learning all about my future as a werewolf and imprinting, Im ready to forgive Sam and let him go. Im ready to forgive Emily and allow her into my heart and life again. I know now that neither of them wanted to hurt me, and there was nothing I could have or should have done differently. It wasnt my fault, or theirs it simply wasnt meant to be. So, Ill distract Sam. Ill tell him Im finally ready to discuss things rationally and have some closure so we can put the past behind us. Ill come with you and Quil to distract Paul, Seth volunteered. Excellent! Now we just have to figure out where they are, I proposed as I pulled up in front of the Clearwaters house. Quil flipped the phone closed, and we got out to knock on the door. We stepped up onto the front stoop, and the door was flung open. Seth and Leah both came barreling outside, nearly running into us. I gave Leah a big hug, which she returned eagerly. Then she stepped back and waved her hand in front of her nose. Dang, girl, you stink! You smell like youve been rolling in Eau de Leech, she complained playfully. I giggled and hugged Seth quickly, before jumping back into the SUV. The others all climbed in too. Doesnt smell too bad to me, Seth admitted with a shrug. You get used to it after a couple minutes, Quil explained. Just take deep breaths and allow the scent molecules to saturate your nose. Once the brain has identified the odor and concluded you cant escape from it, it will begin to filter out your notice of it. The scent is still there, but your brain chooses to ignore it, so you dont notice it. Pretty cool actually. So where should we start looking for our prey? I asked, getting down to business. They all gave me a weird look and started laughing at me. Youve been hanging out with vampires too long! Leah accused between chuckles. Certainly, we should hunt down our victims. Lets start with Sam and Emilys place. Its around dinner time, so Pauls probably over there with them too. I know they run patrols, but its like once or twice a day, scouting for trails, so theyre human the rest of the time. I nodded, and she directed me to their house. You know, both you and Quil reek of the Cullens. I have no doubt Sam will send Paul to keep an eye on you while I talk to Sam. They are going to be curious as hell what you were doing to be close enough to a leech to be covered in their scent. She sent me a look when I met her gaze in the rearview mirror. I laughed. Sorry, I dont kiss and tell, Leah. Quil snorted. Leah rolled her eyes. Yeah, thats fine for you, but Quil is going to have a much harder time explaining himself. Quil huffed. Puh-leez, girl. I just had a little tussle with Emmett during Mario Kart. I certainly wasnt kissing anybody.

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Who said anything about kissing, boy, Leah sneered. Interesting to see where your mind was though. She smirked at him, determined to put him in his place. He growled at her. Watch it, bitch, or Ill have to teach you some manners. Ha! As if that word could bother me. Its not an insult if its true. I am, or soon will be, a Grade A, number one, genuine Bitch, with a capital B. What else would you call a female werewolf? Youre so moody, Quil. Are you sure you didnt imprint on Emmett? You two sure seem to enjoy each others company. Seth started laughing, thinking about Quil following Emmett around with lovey dovey puppy eyes. Maybe we should get him a leash for you! Quil gave Seth the evil eye and whispered menacingly, Youre going down, Clearwater. Just wait and see. Your ass is mine! Seth grinned cheerfully. Sorry, Quil, but I dont swing that way. I bit my lip to hold back a chuckle, but Leah burst out laughing. Quil frowned at her. He crossed his arms across his chest, the muscles in his biceps bigger than ever. Leah, one of these days, I am going to spin you around by your tail and toss you up to the moon. Yeah, yeah. You keep telling yourself that, Leah provoked. I was so happy we were pulling up to Sams door then. I was afraid things were going to come to blows soon. It was like being in a car with Emmett, Jasper, and Edward all competing over some silly DS game. Trash talking, testosterone, and tight spaces tended to make me nervous. It was weird hearing Leah playing into it. Maybe it wasnt just a boy thing after all. I got out of the car and heard two growls from inside the house. Boy, they must have strong sniffers. Sam and Paul were both out the front door and facing me in seconds. They seemed rather surprised at what they saw, though they continued to glare menacingly at me. My mouth twitched as I tried to hide my amusement. Howdy, gentlemen, I drawled pleasantly, keeping my face bland. So nice to meet you. Leah has told me so much about you. They both blanched at the mention of Leah, and they finally noticed her presence on the other of the vehicle. Then they wore almost identical expressions of shock. Sam shifted uncomfortably, shuffling his feet and breaking out into a sweat. He cleared his throat nervously. Um, hi, Leah, he stuttered. How can I help you this fine evening? Paul snorted. Actually, Sam, Ive made a few friends who have helped me put things into perspective. Id like to talk to you and get some closure on our relationship. Im finally ready to come to terms with what happened and to face my future without you. I was hoping youd be willing to take a little walk with me so we could talk it all out. Sam was pleasantly surprised. In fact, his jaw dropped. He closed his mouth with an audible snap, but he couldnt resist the opportunity to make peace with the woman whom he had unwillingly betrayed. He nodded and smiled tentatively. Just a minute, okay? Ill be right

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back. Leah nodded, and Sam went back inside giving me a cold stare in the process. Paul quickly followed behind him. I couldnt hear anything, but I could tell by the intent expressions on Quil and Leahs faces that they could. Their eyes met in unspoken communication and Quil nodded. Im going to show Bella around the rez. Well be back to pick you up in about an hour, okay? Quil announced, slightly louder than his normal speaking level. I knew it was for the benefit of the wolves inside. I got back in the SUV and pulled away from the house. Whats the word? I asked eagerly. Well, Leahs got Sam hooked, and sure enough, he ordered Paul to follow us around and listen in on our conversations. I was originally going to have us head to the beach, but I realized he would probably stay in wolf form and listen from the woods if we did that, which would completely defeat the purpose. So instead, we are going to drive into the very center of town. With the noises around us, hes going to have to get a lot closer to understand what were saying. He cant be in wolf form inside the town of La Push, so hell be forced to stay human, Quil determined, as he sent Alice a text message letting her know the status of the two wolves. Great idea, Quil! I encouraged. Im proud of you. Well make a strategist out of you yet. I leaned over and gave him a brief kiss on the cheek. He promptly blushed and turned to stare out the window for a few minutes, trying to hide his reaction. I pretended I hadnt noticed. Awww! Im going to tell Edward you were kissing Quil! Youre going to be in trou-ble! Seth taunted in a singsong voice. I rolled my eyes. I seemed to do that a lot these days. Ever since I came to Forks, in fact. Grow up, Seth! I demanded. Ive grown up a lot lately. About six inches in the past week. Im surprised you didnt notice, Seth responded casually. I groaned and decided to just ignore him. I parked where Quil suggested, and we got out to go for a little walk around town. We had decided to throw Paul and Sam for a loop with our conversation, and I knew the boys would follow my lead. You know, it was really nice of the Cullens to change that tire for me, I mentioned. The boys both smiled at me. The Cullens changed your tire? Seth asked in amused disbelief. I was going to take care of it for you, Quil protested convincingly. I know how to change a tire. You didnt need their help. I cant believe you jumped on top of Emmett, even if he did make a smart ass remark. That guy looks like a professional wrestler. I know youre pretty built, but I think even his muscles have muscles. Youre lucky he decided not to fight you. Seth burst out laughing. Hey! I couldve taken him! Even he did feel like hes made of solid rock, Quil complained.

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Relax, Quil, I said with a smirk. Its not your fault you couldnt find the jack. Who knew they would hide it behind a little panel on the side in the back instead of in the spare tire compartment? Quil growled at me, stalking toward me menacingly. I threw up my arms in surrender as I backed away. Seth just kept watching wearing a big grin. Hey, I didnt know it was there either! Must be some kind of Mercedes thing, I quickly added. Quil stopped in his tracks. He snorted. Well of course the rich spoiled Cullens would know where to find a jack inside a Mercedes. What do you expect? Why didnt you just read the manual in the glove compartment? Seth asked, inserting the voice of logic and reason. I thought we were doing fairly well, considering we were making all this up as we went along. Both Quil and I glared at him. I was just getting ready to do that, when the Cullens came along and took care of it, Quil explained through gritted teeth. Poor Quil. He didnt want to look stupid in front of Paul. I still dont understand how they took care of it so quickly, I interjected, with a grin. Especially without any tools. I swear they should be part of a pit crew or something. Both Quil and Seth started laughing then, no doubt picturing Rosalie working in a race car pit. Any race car driver would be lucky to have her working on his car. Considering the improvements shed made on everybodys cars thus far and the resulting maximum speeds, Id say shes more than qualified for the position. By the way, Quil, did you notice anything odd about the Cullens? I asked innocently. Both the boys immediately sobered, looking at me in surprise. Like what? Quil asked guardedly. Well, they seemed to be giving you quick, nervous glances the entire time. It may have been because they thought you were going to attack them again, but it seemed like more than that. They also wrinkled their noses every time you got close to them, like you smelled bad, but you smell fine to me. Oh, and when I gave Edward that thank you hug, didnt he seem a little stiff? Seth and Quil exchanged a glance and Seth let out a guffaw. Quil struggled to keep a straight face as he delivered his line, Oh, yeah, Id say he was stiff alright when you were hugging him. He seemed to think you smelled pretty good too, but then again, so do I. Id say you enjoyed it too, considering you couldnt keep your eyes off of him the entire time. He and Seth dissolved into a laughing fit then. Great. If they werent careful, they would give the whole game away. There was just something about him drawing me in his voice, his face, even his smell. As if he needs any of that, I mused. Seth and Quil both gave me an odd look before changing the subject. They started talking about cars, which was utterly boring for me. I decided to have a little fun with them too, in addition to Paul and Sam. Hey, I know! Lets play the what if game, I suggested enthusiastically. The boys stopped chatting and looked at me consideringly. They both shrugged and nodded.

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Okay, what if mythological creatures were real? I proposed. Would you rather be a werewolf or a vampire? They both gaped at me in disbelief for a second before recovering their composure. Werewolf, Quil replied instantly. What about you? Vampire, I responded. I heard a growl come from behind the building on our right. Why? Quil asked, before Seth could say anything. I shrugged. Theyre sexier. Oh, no way! Quil protested. How could a cold, dead corpse possibly be sexier than a hotblooded werewolf? Theyre not corpses, you know. If they were dead, how could they be walking and talking? They dont have a heartbeat. Besides, a cockroach can survive for more than a week after you chop off its head. Theyre like walking, talking, blood-drinking headless cockroaches, Quil sneered. I glared at him. He better not be serious. Seth was looking at him in surprise as well. He saw our expressions and mouthed an apology, looking sheepish. I relaxed. No, youre thinking of zombies, silly. Thats a whole other story, I replied calmly. What about you Seth? He grinned mischievously. I want to be a vampire werewolf. Theres no such thing, Quil scoffed. Its one or the other. Ha! Thats what you think, Seth taunted. I say if there are vampires and werewolves, what if a vampire falls in love with a werewolf? They would have vampire werewolf babies. It would never happen, Quil disagreed. Theyre mortal enemies. Theyd never fall in love. What about Romeo and Juliet? I pointed out with a smirk. They were mortal enemies, but they fell in love. Yeah, and look how well that worked out for them, Quil snickered. And at least they were the same species. Well, I dont see why the werewolves and vampires have to be enemies, I protested. Sure, they should destroy the bad vampires, but what about the good vampires? What good vampires? The only good vampire is a dead vampire. Thats what Ive always heard, Quil responded with disdain. Dont be ridiculous. They were human before they became vampires, werent they? Just as there are good humans and bad humans, there must be good vampires and bad vampires, good werewolves and bad werewolves. Its the natural order of all sentient beings, I explained confidently. Otherwise, there is no such thing as good or bad. It all becomes relative, and then there is no concept of morality, no inherent right and wrong.

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Quil looked thoughtful, but Seth just looked at me with complete confusion. Okay, I was understanding the first half of that, but then you kind of lost me on the second part. A little too philosophical for me, I think, Seth stated. Just then I received a text message from Alice letting us know the mission had been successful. I smiled at the boys. Time to pick up Leah, then Ive got to head back home, I announced happily. They smiled in understanding. We can continue this discussion some other time. Great, they groaned in unison. This time is was my turn to have the laughing fit. I couldnt wait to get back to the Cullen house and find out what happened with everybody else.

Chapter 35: Chasing Wolves

EPOV I took off running for the hospital, desperate to get there before the wolves. I knew I could run faster than they could drive, though once I was out of the forest, I would be restricted to traveling at human pace. I could hear the thoughts of my siblings as they chased behind me. Rosalie was complaining as usual. Those mutts better not do anything that makes us have to move away. Its bad enough Edward practically lives with his little human girlfriend, doing who knows what in her bedroom every night, but now weve got stinky werewolves making themselves at home in our living room. Jacob may know about cars, but hes even more childish and impulsive than Emmett, and I thought no one could be worse than that. The two of them working together is going to be catastrophic to the peace of the rest of us. Jaspers going to be working overtime. Its a good thing he doesnt need to sleep. Jasper was busy working out battle plans. He was completely aware of the floor plan of the hospital, though he rarely went there due to his bloodlust. Whenever Carlisle started a new job, Jasper would always thoroughly investigate his new workplace, making a detailed map with all possible escape routes marked, just in case Carlisle ever needed to leave in a hurry. He was using the information now to determine where Tyler was likely being held, which route the wolves would take to get there, and the best places to direct them if we were unable to intercept them before they got inside. I got to the hospital in record time and paced in the front, waiting for Jacob and Embry to show. Rosalie and Jasper caught up with me and helped keep a vigilant watch for their car. A few minutes later, Jacobs car came speeding into the parking lot, narrowly avoided a pedestrian, and screeched to a stop crookedly between two handicapped spots. Jacob and Embry jumped out at werewolf speed and began jogging quickly to the front door. Jasper, Rose, and I moved instantly to intercept them. They both growled at me, baring their teeth, their canines extended a bit now in their anger. I held up my arms, palms out indicating I didnt want to fight.
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Lets just talk about this before anybody does anything foolish, okay? I suggested. I saw their hands trembling, but they both made a conscious effort to relax. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Carlisle, Esme, and Emmett arrive. Carlisle slid the Mercedes smoothly into his private parking space. Are you calling me foolish, leech? Jacob demanded. Just get the heck out of my way and let me do this. Rosalie grinned. If the shoe fits, . . . . I swatted in her direction, trying to get her to be quiet. No, no. Im sure youll make a wise decision that is best for your tribe and your pack. I do think phasing inside the hospital would likely be a very unwise choice. They both rolled their eyes at me. No, duh. Do you think were stupid or something? I closed my eyes briefly, lamenting the fact I was dealing with extremely dangerous, possibly lethal creatures with the mentality and vocabulary of an average eight year old. What law of nature put so much power into the paws of ones so young? It was just like making immortal children, which even we vampires could admit was a big mistake, no matter how cute they were. Look here, dipwads. Were all mad at Tyler for his idiotic behavior. Wed all like to give him a piece of our minds, though in your case, I dont think you can spare any. However, we all know what happens when you get angry, dont we? So it doesnt take a psychic to see it would be a disaster for you two to go scream and yell at Tyler right now, Rosalie instructed. So tuck your tails between your legs and run home like good little doggies. I think Ill phase now and take a little bite out of her. That would teach her better than to suggest we tuck tail and run. Im no coward. Great, now Rose has managed to make them mad and even more resistant to reason. I growled in frustration and quickly realized my mistake. I actually saw their hackles rise, and their trembling became worse as their snarls echoed back. Jasper began desperately projecting calm again, which only helped a little. Carlisle, Esme, and Emmett came up behind them, and they were completely surrounded. This was probably a mistake, because the looks in their eyes suddenly became hostile. Are you showing your true colors now, bloodsuckers? You planning on taking us out? Jacob demanded to know. Please, Jacob, I replied, as gently and calmly as possible. Were just trying to protect the humans, just like you. Youre a Protector, right? Created to protect your people from danger. I needed to break through his anger to his more rational side. He waved his hands angrily toward the hospital. Those arent my people. We arent on La Push. And one of those people endangered a member of my family! Embry nodded vigorously, demonstrating his full and complete agreement with Jacob. At least I understood his reasoning, even if I couldnt agree with it. He considered Bella to be part of his family, and he wanted to protect her by taking out the boy who had endangered her life. I actually felt the same way on some level, but my maturity level allowed me to see past it to the possible consequences.

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Jacob, I understand, believe me, I do. But I cant allow you to endanger the rest of the population just so you can hurt the guy who hurt Bella, I explained, hoping to get through to him. Allow? You cant allow me? Since when do you have the right to allow me to do something or not? Jacob shouted in rage. Is that what you were hoping for when you befriended us? That you could control me and my friends? Cause thats not happening! Why dont I start telling you what you are and are not allowed to do. Edward, Im doing my best, but I cant calm him. I cant help him now without physical contact, and I feel certain hell snap and phase right here if I touch him. I nodded slightly to Jasper to show I understood. Carlisle cleared his throat and stepped around in front of Jacob and Embry. He signaled for all of us to back off and give them space, which we immediately did. Once they were no longer surrounded by our family, the tension in the two boys dropped dramatically. They had instinctively felt threatened by our behavior, even if they knew intellectually that we had no intention of hurting them. I watched as Jacobs entire demeanor changed as he faced off with Carlisle. He grew taller and his posture straightened. The lines of his face seemed more angular and defined, hinting at a greater physical maturity. An aura of purpose and strength pulsed out from him. Embry instinctively took a step back and a step closer, placing himself into the Beta position to his Alpha. Carlisles demeanor also changed, altering from the kind, compassionate, father figure and doctor to that of indomitable leader. The mantle of responsibility and wisdom he donned rested comfortably on his shoulders, and there was no question that he was an experienced and fearless leader. The changes occurred in milliseconds. Bella would never have been able to see them as they were made. They were no longer Jacob and Carlisle meeting in the parking lot. The Alpha of the Quileute werewolf pack was now conferencing with the Head of the Cullen vampire coven. The air around them fairly crackled with power. You have every right to enter the hospital and visit whomever you please, Jacob Black, Carlisle intoned respectfully. We are here to offer our assistance in keeping your secret from the humans here, for the sake of the peace, and for the sake of your pack members and your tribe. Neither of us would wish to call attention to ourselves. I know you have no desire to cause accidental injury by phasing too close to a human being, so we would like to offer our services in reducing the risk. Jacobs demeanor relaxed slightly, the hostility and tension fading. His voice was deep and commanding as he formulated his reply. We will be addressing our concerns to the foolish Tyler Crowley. That is not up for debate or discussion. We are willing to accept your assistance in reducing risk and helping to keep our secrets. What are you suggesting? Carlisle nodded, his expression serious, but open and honest. If you truly feel you must speak with Tyler tonight, please allow Edward and Jasper to accompany you. If you will allow Jasper to touch you, he can use his gift to keep you from phasing as he did earlier. Edward will be able to assess the mindset of the witnesses and make sure no one suspects anything out of the ordinary. Hey, I want to come too! Ive got a few things to say to that bastard, Emmett called out. He was immediately punched in the right arm by Edward, punched in the left arm by Jasper, and smacked on the back of the head by Rosalie, while Esme gasped, Language, Emmett! and Embry cheered. Carlisle and Jacob maintained eye contact, neither one acknowledging or reacting to the commotion.

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I am willing to have them accompany us. In fact, you may all come if you wish, as long as you only interfere if it is necessary to prevent harm or to maintain the secrecy of either of our natures from the humans, Jacob answered, offering his hand to Carlisle. Carlisle smiled and reached out to Jacob. They gripped each others forearms. I give you my word that my family will not interfere with your mission, except to prevent harm or to maintain the secrecy or our natures. They shook on the terms, essentially forming a new treaty between the two groups. As their arms dropped back to their sides, they were once more their regular selves, back to being simply Carlisle and Jacob. Carlisle flashed his paternal smile at Jacob, and Jacob returned it with a sheepish grin. He stepped forward, and Carlisle gave him a fatherly hug. Youre definitely growing up on me, son, Carlisle teased looking up into Jacobs eyes. Jacobs chest rumbled as he chuckled. Dont worry, Ill take care of you in your old age, Pops, Jake joked back. Esme couldnt resist running over to hug them both. Enough with the mushy stuff. Lets go kick Tylers butt, Embry hollered. He and Emmett bumped fists. Heck yeah, Emmett agreed. Im with you, dude. The two of them headed to the front door of the hospital. The rest of us rushed to beat them there. Carlisle led us to the room where Tyler had been kept, but the room was empty. Jacob and Embry looked at us to see if we were behind this, but could tell by our reactions we were just as surprised as they were. Carlisle went up to the nurses station, and we all quietly chuckled to hear the heart rates of the two nurses on duty rapidly accelerate. Oh, Dr. Cullen! one breathed huskily. How may I be of service? I would love to service you any way you want. Theres an empty room down the hall we could use. She licked her lips suggestively. I groaned at the mental images she started projecting, wishing I could bleach my brain so I wouldnt see pictures of my father doing any of those things. Having a perfect memory could definitely be a curse. Carlisle pretended not to notice as he responded. I came to check on Tyler Crowley. Has he already been discharged? The other nurse came over. Yes, he went home about an hour ago. Is there anything else we can do for you? Id be willing to share if it meant I could get a piece of him. No thank you, Carlisle growled crossly. Have you met my wife and children? Theyre standing right over there, less than ten feet away. The nurses finally noticed the rest of us, and had the decency to blush at propositioning Carlisle right in front of us. However, they couldnt take their eyes off of us and their minds were positively steeped in sewage. I desperately attempted to block them out, even though their thoughts were practically screaming at me. Jasper was whimpering and frantically texting Alice on his cell phone. He could barely walk due to the massive lust pouring off of them. Emmett took pity on him and practically carried him outside to recover. Can we do anything for any of the rest of you? one of the nurses cried out after us. Jacob turned and gave them his most charming grin.

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Maybe later, ladies, He suggested, wiggling his eyebrows and leering at them. Embry grabbed him by the arm and started trying to drag him down the hall. Hes only fifteen, Carlisle warned the women, but they were still smiling seductively at Jacob. And his father is Chief Swans best friend. This time their faces fell, and they sighed in disappointment. Carlisle shook his head in disgust. Jacob pouted at Carlisle. Man, Carlisle, what did you have to go and do that for? This is the 21st century, not the 17th. Carlisle gave him a parental Look. You, son, are what is referred to as jailbait, and I doubt either your father or Charlie would appreciate any aspect of that relationship. You are also the leader of your pack, and it is your responsibility to live your life accordingly. You must be someone worthy of being obeyed or you will face mutiny when you most need support. Jacob nodded slowly, allowing the words to permeate his brain, recognizing the wisdom Carlisle was imparting. He picked up his pace to catch up to the others and never looked back. They headed over to the cars. Chief Swan was there by Jacobs car writing out a ticket. He quickly rushed over. Aww, Charlie, please dont give me a ticket, he pleaded. You know I cant afford to pay it. Charlie looked at him in surprise. This is your car, Jacob? Charlie asked in disbelief. Jacob nodded. Youre not sixteen yet. What are you doing driving? Jacob flushed and ducked his head. Uh, yeah, we get our licenses early down on the rez. Charlie raised an eyebrow and frowned, clearly indicating he knew Jacob was lying through his teeth. Jasper sent him a few waves of peaceful tranquility, hoping it would help, just as Jacob decided to throw himself on Charlies mercy. Look, Charlie, I just found out what happened to Bella. I consider her part of my family, and I just wanted to scare the crap out of Tyler Crowley for being such an idiot. I was in a hurry, because I was really mad, and the Cullens came to make sure I didnt do anything I would later regret. But hes already been sent home, so I was planning to head over to his house now to complete my mission. To my surprise, Jacobs decision was actually a smart one. Upon hearing Jacobs plan and destination, Charlie ripped up the ticket and offered to come along, just so he could witness it. I got a text message from Alice telling us Tyler would be home alone for another 43 minutes. I shared this information with the rest of the group, at a level too quiet for Charlies ears, but loud enough for all the rest of us. I didnt want to try to explain to Charlie how Alice knew that. We all quickly mobilized, cramming into the cars uncomfortably, since no one wanted to ride in the squad car with Charlie, and we couldnt run through town. We were at Tylers house in five minutes. It was quite a scene with Charlie, Rosalie, Emmett, Jacob, and Embry taking turns yelling at and insulting Tyler, while he cowered into the corner of the sofa. Jasper kept a firm control on Jacob and Embry, able to keep them only mildly shaking. The rest of us enjoyed the show, applauding for particularly amusing comments and suggestions of what Tyler could do with himself. I kept a close eye on the time and got everyone out of there with ten minutes to spare. I wished we had thought to video tape it, so we could share it with all those who hadnt

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been there, especially as Alice wouldnt have been able to see it in her visions. To my surprise, Alice was outside, videotaping through the window. I grinned and gave her a high five. Great minds think alike.

Chapter 36: Running with Wolves

EPOV So if youre all here, wheres Bella? Charlie asked in concern, standing with us in Tylers front yard. Shes with Leah and Seth Clearwater, Charlie. They wont let anything happen to her, Alice chirped, giving him a big smile. His eyes got a bit dazed as he smiled absently back at her. Hey, Carlisle, Esme, I hate to ask, but Ive got to work a double shift tonight, since one of my deputies is sick. Would you mind if Bella stays with you tonight? Of course we dont mind, Charlie! Bella is welcome any time, Esme offered lovingly. Thanks, he mumbled gruffly, blushing under Esmes warm regard. Uh, Ive got to go back to the station now. See you later. He quickly got into his squad car and left. Finally! Rose huffed. You two mutts are about to register on the Richter scale. Bite me! Jacob growled. Only in your dreams, dog breath, Rose sneered. Only in my nightmares, he muttered in return, really starting to shake despite Jaspers hand on his shoulder.

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We need to get to the tree line now! Jasper commanded. Jacob, toss your keys to Esme. Shell take your car back to our house. Youre not going to be in any condition to drive. He used his Major Whitlock voice, which immediately spurred everyone to action. Jacob tossed his keys to Esme as Jasper, Jacob, and Embry began running in tandem toward the forest. Rose, Emmett, and I ran after them, while the others decided to return to the house and wait. As soon as they were safely out of sight inside the trees, Jasper let go of the boys and sprang fifteen feet away in a single jump, turning to watch. Once free of Jaspers influence, they immediately began phasing into wolves. It only took a few seconds for them to completely transform. We were then face to face with two massive, deadly, horse-sized wolves. They instinctively growled and bared their teeth at the sight and smell of us after their change. I was glad there were four of us, just in case a brand new werewolf was just as confused as a brand new vampire. We stood as still as statues, waiting for recognition to gleam in their eyes and comprehension to flash through their minds. We didnt have to wait more than a few minutes. Whoa, that was really odd, a little painful, but mostly creepy. The vamps look weird with my new eyesight. Kind of sparkly. So, Edward. A bark came out as Jacob tried to speak. He looked rather startled with himself, which caused all of us to start chuckling. Whats so funny? Yeah, they do look kind of sparkly, Jake. Jaspers scars are a lot more obvious than they were before. And boy do our new friends stink. It kind of burns my nose. Embry reached a paw up and rubbed his snout, whining. We chuckled again. What are they thinking, Edward? Emmett asked curiously, amusement gleaming in his eyes. Embry says we stink. He says were burning his nose, I relayed. Rose snorted. Oh, well, we simply adore the aroma of wet dog they are so gallantly emitting. I started gathering the tattered remains of their garments. Just wait until I show these to Alice. You know what thatll mean. We vamps all chuckled darkly, giving our best evil genius impressions. Shopping trip! I sang out these words, as if announcing a new evil torture device. The wolves gave us horrified and slightly scared looks, before they sat on their haunches and started to beg. Better you than me, Jasper muttered with a shrug. Yeah, sorry, guys, but were going to throw you . . . . . to the wolves! Emmett started laughing so hard he fell to ground with a giant bang that shook the forest. It was pretty impressive to see the massive wolves both rolling their eyes at Emmett. How many times did your mama drop you on your head when you were a baby, Em? Jacob growled and yipped. It sounded pretty funny, like he had something caught in his throat and couldnt get it out again. I took the liberty of translating. Oh, please, Rosalie grumbled. Then she got a wicked grin on her face and started singing the Star Spangled Banner in Swahili in her mind. It was disconcerting to say the least. She walked over and patted both of the wolves gently on the head. Now that youre all cute and fluffy . . . . They snarled and snapped at her. She picked up a tree branch and hurled it about a half a mile away. Fetch! They stared at her in disbelief, and she started giggling. Cmon, puppies, go fetch! Ive got a box of milkbones at home for you. Ill show you a bone, vamp tramp. Jacob growled. Embry howled, his shoulders shaking with canine laughter. I couldnt resist passing on Jacobs statement.

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Sorry, I dont like to do it doggie-style, Rose sneered, shaking her rear end at him. Emmett was torn between amusement and protecting Rose. Jasper was starting to get nervous. As much as Im enjoying this, we need to get back to the house so Jacob and Embry can phase back to their human states before Sam and Paul become wolves. I decided to help him out. I dashed over and touched Embrys shoulder. Tag! Youre it. Last one back to the house is a rotten egg. Then we all took off running. I was the fastest vampire, but the wolves were just as fast as I was, much to my dismay. Embry easily caught Emmett and tagged him with his nose. Jacob had stopped to watch and Emmett was quickly on his tail. Instead of just tagging him, Emmett chose to tackle him. It caught Jacob off guard, but soon the two of them were having a rousing wrestling match, knocking down trees and kicking up dirt. Jasper, Embry, and I stayed close by to make sure things didnt get out of hand. Emmett sent Jacob flying through the air and took off running again. He started chanting, Run, run, as fast as you can. You cant catch me, Im a vampire man! I heard the wolves chuffing their odd canine snickers, but I was off and running. Only seconds later, I found myself rolling on the ground, having been tackled by Jacob. I glared at him as he snickered again. He had fooled me by picturing Jasper in his mind and imagining himself pouncing on him. Whats the matter, mindreader? Your thoughts bring you down? Oh, no, wait. That was me! Ha, ha. Loser. He took off bounding for the house before I could respond. I jumped up and decided to take some of my current frustration out on Jasper. It took me almost a full minute to catch up to him. He and Embry were running side by side. I knew they were aware of me, as their senses easily gave them all the necessary information. I came at an angle to intercept and pounced on Jasper when they came in range. Unfortunately, Jasper had anticipated my move and instinctively jumped over Embry, leaving me to crash into Embry instead. We both went rolling a few feet before skidding to a stop. Sorry, I was aiming for Jasper, I confessed awkwardly. Whatever. Embry snorted, jumped up and sent me flying with a double back kick. By the time I was up and running again, Embry had pounced on Jasper. He and Jasper were going at it full tilt, with Jacob and Emmett cheering from the sidelines. I made sure I was further ahead than any of the others before I turned back to watch. Well, wolfboy, lets see how fast you can run on two legs instead of four. I realized Jaspers plan and watched wide eyed as he poured his power of calm, peace, and tranquility into Embry, quickly forcing him back to human form. Embry was disoriented from the change, and Jasper easily tossed him to the side with a laugh. In a flash, he had chased down Jacob and done the same to him. All three of us vampires were laughing hysterically as we raced toward the house, leaving the wolfboys to reorganize their thoughts. I heard them coming up fast behind us, almost as fast in human form as they were in wolf form. I was in the lead and within sight of the back porch, where the Rosalie, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle were waiting for us, watching the race with amusement, when Jacob and Embry suddenly remembered they were naked. Jasper, you jerkoff, your wife is about to get an eyeful, thanks to you! Are you sure shell still want you after she gets a look at me? Cause I have no intention of being the rotten egg! Jacob yelled. Suddenly, I felt like my legs were heavy as lead, as if I were trying to run through quicksand.

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Phase you idiots! Jasper shouted from somewhere nearby. I heard the strange creaking and popping noises and then two wolves blew by me to land on the deck beside Carlisle. I fell to the ground on my knees, trying to pull myself forward by my hands. I groaned, closing my eyes and feeling as if I could actually fall asleep for the first time in eighty years. What the heck are you doing to me, Jasper? I screamed. I heard laughter from the multitude in front of me. I heard the sounds as Emmett and Jasper both made it safely to the porch, leaving me lying face down in the back yard in defeat. Whats the matter, Rotten Eggward? Feeling a little sleepy? Need a blankie? Should I sing you a lullaby? Jasper taunted. I heard my whole family laughing hysterically, even Carlisle and Esme. Jasper was a dead man once this wore off, and I regained use of my limbs. Thank goodness Bella wasnt back yet. At least she wouldnt witness my indignity. And cut! Alice squealed. Thats a wrap, people! What a perfect ending to my little film! I cant wait to show Bella!

Chapter 37: Inviting Emily

BPOV I checked in with Alice and discovered she had another home video to share. She also let me know Charlie had asked for me to spend the night with them. Yippee! I passed the news on to the others and they decided they wanted to join us, since it wasnt late yet. Quil called Jared and Leah called Kim. Both of them wanted to come over also. So I picked them up from their houses. On the way back to the Cullens house, Quil let the others know Carlisles decision about performing plastic surgery on Emily. They were all ecstatic.

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The atmosphere at the Cullen house was boisterous, to say the least. It felt like a cross between a wild teenager party and a family Thanksgiving. Edward opened my door as soon as I came to a stop, lifting me out and carrying me inside. I gave him a passionate kiss, only to be stopped by a multitude of catcalls and wolf whistles. I flushed red as expected. I really hated that annoying habit. Emmett arrived a few minutes later with ten large pizzas. I couldnt believe they had ordered so many, but I was surprised to learn just how much werewolves and almost werewolves ate. Amazingly enough, there werent any leftovers. We all sat around laughing and joking, though only half of us were eating. I absolutely adored the easy atmosphere. Leah was messing around and flirting with both Jacob and Embry. She seemed to have them both wrapped around her little finger. Jared was sitting comfortably with Kim, his arm on the couch behind her. I wouldnt be surprised if his hand drifted down to her shoulder before the end of the night. Esme made giant bowls of popcorn for me and the Quileutes. Emmett made numerous derogatory remarks about the smell of it, until the wolves held him down and shoved a handful into his mouth. He started gagging and spit it out on the carpet, which made Esme angry. Then he had to clean the carpet, and the smell of the carpet cleaner was even worse. Congratulations, Emmett. You managed to fill the air with something worse than the combined odors of wet dog and buttery popcorn, Rosalie complained, grimacing in disgust. Maybe we should spray some Lysol, Kim suggested. The vampires and wolves immediately started shaking their heads and begging against it. Poor Kim was confused. It smells good to me. Headache, Jacob groaned. The others nodded in agreement. The combination of scents in here is bad enough already without adding to it, Embry added. Kim shrugged. Alice finally put on the video for us to see. I couldnt help laughing most of the way through, and I was in good company. Poor Jasper was so overcome with the combined hilarity of the whole crowd that he was curled up in the fetal position, with his eyes closed, rolling around on the floor, laughing maniacally. Emmett and Jacob started rolling him back and forth between them, like they were two toddlers playing ball. Those of us who could produce tears had them streaming down our faces, as we laughed so hard we cried. After the video, the others wanted to hear about our conversations on the rez. I made my peace with Sam, Leah informed them. This was the first time I was actually able to sit and listen to him, knowing what really happened. Knowing that both he and Emily actively tried to fight it to keep from hurting me, helps me to forgive. After all, neither of them chose it. It was just meant to be. Knowing that somewhere out there is someone who is meant for me helps me to let go. Knowing I have friends and a whole new family and pack to belong to helps me to learn to live again. I have hope now, and I dont feel so lost and alone now. I belong, even if it is to a family full of freaks and misfits. Really, Carlisle and Esme, who did you cross to deserve all of us? We all started laughing. Carlisle smirked. Im not sure, but it must have been somebody fairly high up in the chain of command. Vampires and werewolves and humans, oh my! I thought that was supposed to be lions and tigers and bears, oh my! Jared protested.

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Stop! Youre making me thirsty! Emmett cried, making a big show of smacking his lips. Lions . . . and tigers . . . and bears . . . yum yum. Jacob threw a pillow at him, but Emmett caught it and returned if faster than we humans could even see. It looked really strange, like Jacob started to throw the pillow, but hit himself in the face with it instead. Learn to keep up, Wolfman! Emmett taunted cheerfully. Oh, I will, Dracula, Jacob threatened back playfully. I let Quil explain about the conversation we had in the deserted town square to confuse Paul. Jasper was alarmed at first at the content of our exchange, but I assured him there were no other humans around to hear our conversation. Quil carefully explained how he had chosen to respond the way he would have before he met the Cullens. He knew how Paul would likely have spoken in the conversation, and he deliberately tried to answer accordingly. He didnt want to call attention to himself or all of us before the time was right. I had understood what he was doing at the time, so it hadnt bothered me. After discussing our options of what to do next, we all agreed we would like to help Emily. Leah decided tomorrow was as good a day as any to reestablish a relationship with Emily. Carlisle agreed to perform the reconstructive surgery the following evening, if Emily was amenable. Friday night is the slumber party! Alice sang. She looked around at Leah, Kim, and me. Remember your promises! We all nodded and agreed to submit ourselves to her mercy, as per our agreement. Actually, I was really looking forward to it, and I could tell the others were too. Thursday afternoon EmilyPOV I cant believe Leah has finally forgiven Sam and me for our betrayal. Neither of us had wanted to hurt her, but there is a whole other world out there of which she is blissfully unaware. Sam had imprinted on me, and that was all she wrote. End of story. Now he and I had an important mission in life protecting our beloved tribe from attack from the cold ones. So far, only Paul had joined Sams pack, but they were watching several others. It wouldnt be long before our pack had new members, and my home would be filled with laughter and camaraderie. I would be able to guide new imprints. I had made sacrifices for this life, and so had Sam, but our overall purpose was greater than any individuals sacrifice. I tried not to mind the scars on my face that marred my natural beauty. I tried not to mind peoples curious stares. I tried not to see the sorrow and guilt on Sams face every time he looked at mine. I tried, but I couldnt succeed completely. Leah had asked me to stay with her until Monday morning, and I had agreed, though I would miss Sam something fierce. I hated the wedge between me and my cousin, my best friend. I would do whatever I could to ease the tension between us and regain her love and support. I needed her. I was so lonely, though I tried hard not to let Sam know. There were no other females in my position. No women, other than Leahs mother, knew what had really happened to me. Sue was the one who had taken care of me after Sams accidental phasing. I couldnt wait until there were new imprints who could share my fears and frustrations. In the meantime, having Leah to talk to, even though I couldnt tell her the truth, would help a lot.

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Ah, theres Leah now. She looks so different. She taller, more mature looking than the last time I saw her. Shes more confident too, but her eyes hold an air of mystery, an allure, and her hair is so short now, though the style looks good on her. I opened the door and welcomed her into my home, the home I share with Sam. She smiled tentatively and I responded with a warm smile of my own. I wanted to embrace her, but could tell by her body language she wasnt ready for that yet. Thank you so much for coming, Leah. I know it cant have been easy for you. She smiled as she took a seat on the sofa. I sat at the other end of it. We both turned to face each other. Its okay, Emily. I forgive you. I wish you two had told me the truth from the start, but perhaps it was better this way. I can see now that he is your soul mate, not mine, and Im willing to wait however long it takes until I find the one who completes me. Wow. I didnt expect that. She has come a long way and sounds so mature. What happened to her that helped her gain this insight. I had to ask. She grinned at my question. A very wise friend of mine helped me work through my feelings of betrayal, showed me how things could always be worse, and helped me understand that both you and Sam had no real choice in the matter and never intended to hurt me. She pointed out how lucky I was it happened before Sam and I got married and had children, and helped me believe there is someone who is made just for me waiting to shower me with all the love and affection you and Sam share. Another wonderful friend helped me overcome my feelings of self loathing, shame, and doubt. She showed me how beautiful I am, helped me determine a new look for myself, and filled me with the confidence I had been sorely lacking. Yet another friend helped me learn to love and trust again, showing me not to believe what other people tell me, but to judge people and situations based on their own merit, instead of preconceived notions. She helped me to overcome blind prejudice and learn to trust my heart and my own observations. She unknowingly taught me about unconditional love, simply by example. Wow, Leah, you have some really awesome friends! I exclaimed enviously. Id love to meet them. Id love for you to meet them. Today, in fact if youre willing, she offered eagerly. I cant believe shes offering to share them with me. A tear ran silently down my cheek. Emily, she began hesitantly. I know someone who could help with your scars. A very talented surgeon who could minimize the damage so its not so noticeable. He has volunteered his services, so money wouldnt be a problem. Would you be interested in having him do some plastic surgery on your face, or would you prefer to leave things as they are? I dont know whether or not you think the end result would be worth the additional pain. I froze like a statue in shock. Was she really offering me free plastic surgery? A way to recover some of my former beauty? To significantly reduce the curious stares? To take away some of Sams guilt and pain? And she was worried I wouldnt accept a little pain? She started to fidget, which broke me out of my trance. Oh, Leah! Really? Please tell me you arent kidding. I would do anything to make these scars go away. I dont care about the pain. The scars wont go away completely, you know. But the lines will be much thinner, she warned me, eyeing me cautiously.

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I know, I know, I assured her. Oh, Leah. I cant believe you set this up for me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! You are the best friend and cousin a girl could ever have. Tears were freely running down my cheeks now. Leah pulled out a cell phone, making a quick call. Its a go. . . . . Got it. I wondered when she had gotten a cell. I noticed all her clothes were new too, and obviously high quality. Had she come into some money somehow? She stood up and began pacing, full of some kind of nervous energy. Okay, do you have a bag packed? Not yet, I admitted with a blush. I hadnt really believed she had forgiven me. I had secretly been expecting her to come today and cuss me out. Well, get cracking. Our ride will be here in ten minutes, she ordered. When did she get so forceful? Her words motivated me, and I jumped up, rushing to my room. I had all my necessary belongings ready and by the front door when an expensive looking SUV pulled up in front of the house. Leah led the way and loaded my stuff in the back, while I settled on the seat. Hello, Emily. Im Bella Swan. Its so good to finally meet you, the driver introduced herself warmly, offering me her hand. I smiled and shook it. Hello, Bella. Im happy to meet one of Leahs new friends. I hope you enjoy meeting the rest of them, she countered enigmatically. Leah slid into the passenger seat just then, before I could ask her to tell me more about them. She and Leah exchanged a speaking glance. How odd. I had a distinct impression questions had been asked and answered, on both sides, even though neither had spoken a word. I was surprised when we stopped in front of Kims house, and she climbed in beside me. Hello, Emily! Im so glad you could join us! she squealed excitedly. Weird. I always thought she was so shy. I smiled back, hesitantly, feeling like I was missing out on something the other three knew. Hi, Kim. I didnt know youd be joining us, though Im happy to see you of course, I replied, not wanting to sound rude. I was strangely nervous. Oh, yes, well all be there, she answered cryptically. I couldnt take the strange tension anymore. Whos we? Whats going on, Leah? I demanded anxiously. She turned and smiled at me. Im going to introduce you to my new family. Were really all unrelated, except for me and Seth. Oh, Quil and Jacob are actually cousins too. But the rest are not blood relations. Kim snorted and Bella stifled a quick chuckle. Leah smiled at them. Some of them are married to each other. But basically, we are a group of friends ranging in age from fourteen to twentysix. The two oldest act as parents to the rest of us. Theyre just naturally gifted that way. We are a large group of people who choose to be a family, despite our differences. They are all willing to welcome you too, if youre willing to accept. Kim and Bella nodded, watching me. It sounds just like what I want for the pack. Sam described for me from the legends how close the pack gets, how it is one big, happy family, though not without the occasional fights and disagreements. I couldnt wait to meet this family.

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Id like to meet them, I answered honestly. They all relaxed a bit. We pulled up in front of a gorgeous three story house. I couldnt help gawking. I guess we had found the ones with all the money. The door opened and people started pouring out. A pale bronze haired boy opened Bellas door, Jacob opened Leahs, Jared opened Kims, and Embry opened mine. We got out, and I gawked at the crowd of people all lined up in front of the house. I turned back to look at my companions. I did a double take when I realized the very pale boy had his arm around Bella, Jared and Kim were holding hands, and Leah stood in between Jacob and Embry. Some of us you already know. She beckoned Quil and Seth over. They stopped rough housing with two tall pale boys and walked over to shake my hand, smiling at me. Leah pointed to the pale boy next to Bella. Edward, Emily. Emily, Edward. He nodded graciously to me from were he stood. He and Bella are soul mates, like you and Sam. I nodded, seeing them sharing the same kinds of looks Sam and I did. Okay, left to right. The blond, gorgeous father figure, ha, ha, is Carlisle. Hes the head of the family, and his word goes. Dont worry if you have a hard time thinking of him as a father at first. Thats perfectly natural. Give it a few days, and youll start to feel it. Besides, hes utterly and completely devoted to his wife and soul mate, Esme. She the one standing right next to him, who instantly makes you think of princesses, tea parties, and milk and cookies. Shes mom to all of us. Now that I could totally see. I had the strangest urge to just bury my face into her shoulder and tell her all my worries, frustrations, and fears, while she would rub my back, stroke my hair, kiss the top of my head repeatedly and keep murmuring that everything would be okay. My fantasy was so strong in my head that I actually took two steps toward her before I caught myself. I blushed and heard somebody chuckle. By the time I had raised my eyes to find out who, they were all impassive again. Leah continued her introductions. The tall blonde guy is Jasper. Hes the strong, silent type, except when he is trash talking with his brothers over some silly game or competition. He grinned widely, but didnt say anything. The short, black haired girl is his soul mate Alice. Youll get used to her, but Ill warn you now shes a force to be reckoned with. The family motto is Never bet against Alice. Shes always right. Alice was bouncing up and down in place, quivering with excitement. Oh, Emily, youre going to be so happy! Well, I certainly had no desire to bet against that. Leah grinned and continued her spiel. The huge muscle man is Emmett. He looks scary, but hes only dangerous to people who try to hurt his family. Otherwise, hes really just a five year old trapped in a mans body. Hey, you are going down, Little Bitch, Emmett growled. I stepped backward in surprise. I thought only Sam and Paul could growl like that. Who are you calling little? Leah demanded indignantly, hands on her hips. Huh? She objects to little but not bitch? I am. Come and get me, pup, Emmett sneered. I am so going to kick your ass on Dance Dance Revolution later, Leah threatened. Bring it, babe, he challenged with a smirk. Both of them laughed, while the beautiful blonde girl beside him just rolled her eyes.

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Saving the best for last, this is Rosalie, Leah announced, smirking at Rose. Rose smiled warmly back. Rosalie and Emmett are soul mates. Rose has a full time job trying to keep Emmett in line. Alas, its too big a job for one person, but she does her best. The whole family started laughing at that, while Emmett crossed his arms across his chest looking smug. There was so much love here. I could feel it and see it. The groups converged together again, mingling comfortably with one another. Im very pleased to meet you all. I can see how much you all love each other. My statement was met with cheering and whistling, mostly from the other Quileutes. The group dispersed, and Carlisle and Esme made their way over to me. Leah, Bella, and Edward stayed by my side. Once Esme was close, the urge to hug her was almost overwhelming. I intuitively felt she would understand if I poured out my heart to her. She seemed to read something in my eyes, because she opened her arms to me with a look of maternal love written all over her face. I fell into her arms and started sobbing. I was embarrassed, but not enough to pull away, because she was indeed comforting me just like I had wanted. I was surprised by how cold and hard her body was, but I wasnt uncomfortable. One of her cold hands gently rubbed circles on my back, pressing me closer in a hug. Her other hand caressed my head, face, and hair. She murmured soothingly to me while I sobbed helplessly. I sensed the others move away to give us this moment alone. After I finally cried myself out, I pulled back. I saw how wet her shirt was and felt guilty. IIm sorry about your shirt and about losing it like that. She smiled so lovingly at me, lifting my chin to look into my eyes. My shirts not important, but you are. Youve been through a lot of difficult changes and have had to bear the burdens of so many secrets. Youve been bottling it all up inside, trying to present a brave front to the world. I am deeply honored that you would allow me to comfort you in your time of need. I gazed into her honey colored eyes and read the sincerity there. How did she know? All of a sudden my brain started working again. Pale, cold, hard, yellow eyes. I gasped and jumped back. She watched me with sadness and hurt in her eyes, but made no move to come closer. I grabbed Leahs arm, my fingers trembling. We were all in danger! Leah! I shrieked. Shes a Cullen! A Cold One! Leah rolled her eyes at me. Yeah, I know. She didnt understand. The legends were real. I had seen it firsthand. The legends are real, Leah! Shes a Vampire. Yes, I know. My jaw dropped this time. How could she be so calm about this? We were all in danger! If we had wanted to hurt you, we would have done it already, Edward mentioned calmly. I saw that several of the others had joined us. Jacob laughed. Relax, Emily. Ive seen them around injured humans, with open bleeding wounds, and they didnt attack, Jacob promised. Me, too, Kim added. Alice saved me from two men who had captured me intending to rape me. I looked at her in surprise and read the truth in her gaze. Carlisle really does perform surgery on a regular basis at the hospital. Ive seen him do it. He never loses control, and his technique is flawless, Embry contributed.

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Rosalie and Edward both have medical degrees, Bella mentioned, looking at both of them proudly. They really dont drink human blood, Emily. There are evil vampires like the ones in our legends, but our ancestors were right to make a treaty with the Cullens. They are people just like us, trying to make the best of the hand fate has dealt them. They all have good hearts, even if they dont beat, Jacob informed me calmly. Carlisle has volunteered to perform the reconstructive surgery on your face, here in the privacy of his house. Since he can use his vampire speed, it wont take long. Perhaps an hour at most, Leah reminded me. I needed a few minutes to process all this information. Take your time, Edward offered. Well all give you some space and privacy to think it over. Then, if you want to go, we wont stop you or pressure you. They all nodded and backed away, even Leah. Good vampires. Was such a thing even possible? I thought about what Kim had said. There were certainly good and bad humans, and vampires were made from humans. I watched the vampires and the Quileutes interacting. These vampires could certainly pass for humans. They had fooled me at first. I wondered how long it would have taken me to figure it out if I hadnt hugged Esme. I thought about Esmes embrace. I realized how much better I felt, having let out all that emotion and having her strong, loving arms soothing me. I thought about how close I had been to her, how easily she could have killed me. I couldnt even picture her biting me though. She could have, but she didnt and she wouldnt. I thought about Sam attacking Esme and was horrified. It would be a tragedy to lose her. I had just met her, yet even I would mourn her loss if something happened. My heart proclaimed what my head hadnt wanted to admit. Yes, there are good vampires, just like there are good people. Hey, Blond Bombshell, Jacob taunted Rosalie, Good job finishing that jigsaw puzzle in only six months. The box said 2-4 years! Quil and Embry snickered. Rosalie raised her eyebrow in disdain. Hey, Mangy Mutt, she responded. I just realized which superhero you remind me of: Underdog! There were a lot of oooos after that. Rosalie and Leah exchanged high fives. Emmett scooped up Bella in one arm and Kim in the other and began spinning in circles. I heard Bella yell that she was going to hurl He set them both back on their feet and stepped back, watching them. The both took a few crazy steps, then crashed into each other and fell to the ground groaning. I heard an echoing boom as Emmett hit the ground laughing uncontrollably. I watched as Edward, Jacob, and Jared snuck up on him. Edward grabbed his feet, while Jacob and Jared each grabbed an arm. They picked him up and started swinging him. They let go at the top of the arc and he flew thirty feet through the air into a tree. The tree snapped in half and fell on his head. The tree broke again when it hit his head. Wow, he really is hardheaded, isnt he? He stood up, shook himself off, grabbed the giant tree trunk, hefted it, and threw it like a javelin. It flew through the air and crashed to the ground somewhere out of sight. Emmett held his arms out, mimicking the stance of an Olympic gymnast who just completed his routine. Then he bowed to us all solemnly. Thank you, thank you. Yes, you are all in the presence of greatness. We all started laughing, including me. Yep, he was a big kid at heart. I really liked this family. I could get used to spending time like this, in their company. It was just like I had imagined the pack would be. I had made up my mind. I wanted Carlisle to do the surgery. I stood up and walked over to meet him. He was smiling at me, ready and waiting. I looked at Esme and realized there was something I needed to do first.

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Im sorry, I whispered. She smiled and opened her arms. I threw myself into her embrace, hugging her as tightly as I could. Its okay, honey. I know you were taken by surprise. Thank you for choosing to come back to us. It means more to me than you know, she murmured against the top of my head. I finally stepped back and turned to Carlisle. He was beaming at me with love and pride. I felt my heart swell. Carlisle, I would be honored for you to perform surgery on me, and more thankful than I could put into words. I trust you with my life and my future, I stated honestly. My pleasure, my dear, he replied, beaming broadly. Everything is already set up, so lets go inside. Leah and Esme walked me inside and gave me a tour, trying to increase my comfort level. Alice gave me a different top to put on, just in case. I was amazed when I saw the minihospital they had set up in the guest room. I decided to call Sam quickly to tell him I was healthy and happy and would be unavailable for the next few hours while we were watching a movie. I reassured him that Leah had the best of intentions, and we were friends again. I let him know I really liked Leahs new friends, though I didnt give him any details. I told him I loved him more than anything and hung up. I was ready. I climbed up onto the bed and rested on my back. Carlisle set me up with an IV and injected something into it with a syringe. Less than a minute later, the blackness swallowed me, and I knew nothing.

Chapter 38: Surprising Alice

LeahPOV I still had some pangs of jealousy and insecurity in my heart, but I was trying to squash them. It was hard to give up on the dreams I had carried for so long. My talk with Rosalie had let me see that it was the death of the dreams that hurt the most. Royce had raped her, betrayed her, and essentially murdered her. She had her revenge on him, yet she still hung on to her girlhood dreams of being a wife and mother. It was obvious to me as a human third party that Rose was missing the big picture. Carlisle didnt steal her chance at a happy human life and motherhood, nor did the change take it from her. I knew Carlisle and had no doubt that she would have died if he hadnt initiated the transformation. I decided to discuss my revelations with her after the surgery. I had benefited so much from her wisdom, that I desperately wanted to bring her some of the same peace she had offered me. I watched carefully as Carlisle began the procedure. I knew I wouldnt be able to help, but I wanted to record his actions in my memory, so I could share it with Sam at some point. Jacob was with me in the room, likely for the same reason. He seemed utterly fascinated by the

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whole process though. I wasnt particularly enjoying watching Carlisle cut her open, cut away the scar tissue, and then sew her up again with teeny, tiny stitches, though Jacob seemed to be taking lessons. Maybe hed become a doctor one day. Or maybe since he was a werewolf, perhaps he should become a veterinarian instead. I smiled to myself at the humor. He and Carlisle could start a practice together and call it Mythical Medicine. What I found the most fascinating was seeing how close Carlisle was to all that fresh blood, yet he never once lost focus, or trembled, or appeared the least bit thirsty. I watched his eyes, knowing the vampires well enough now to recognize the way their eyes changed to indicate their thirst. His eyes never changed, even minutely, from his honey gold, even though he was only inches from her bleeding wound and was breathing normally. Rosalie was assisting in the procedure, and I noticed she was holding her breath. Her eyes had darkened a bit, but were still yellow around the edges. She was under control, though it was clearly not as easy for her as it was for Carlisle. Now I fully understood what the other Cullens meant when they said Carlisle was immune to human blood. I was seeing it in action. I had a lot of respect for Rosalie too. I had seen Alice ignore the freely flowing blood of the men who attacked Kim, but it was possible it had been in the heat of the moment when her protective instincts were in full force. Seeing Rosalie calmly assisting Carlisle, regularly cleaning the blood away from the wound so it wouldnt impede his vision, I was in awe of the restraint she was able to muster. I was now convinced beyond a shadow of a doubt that the Cullens were trustworthy. Jasper knew he would be affected by everyone elses thirst, so he and Alice had chosen to go hunting during the surgery. That too reinforced my trust, because he had recognized his own limitations and willingly chose to remove himself from a potentially dangerous situation. So many accidents happen on a daily basis around the world because people allow themselves to placed into situations they know they cant handle. Edward and Bella were helping Esme out in her garden. I could see them pulling weeds and chit chatting peacefully. I thought it amusing beyond belief that Bella couldnt stand the smell of blood and would actually faint from it, yet she intended to marry a vampire and become one herself. I wondered what would happen when she needed to drink it to survive. Would the smell still make her faint? Could vampires faint? Id have to ask Carlisle later. Would the smell make her nauseous? Would she throw it up as fast as she drank it? I was really glad I had met Bella. She really was one strange human. She kept life from getting too boring. Emmett was downstairs in the living room playing video games with Quil, Embry, and Seth, while Jared and Kim snuggled on the couch and pretended to watch. Really, they only had eyes for each other. Bella had assured me Kim was Jareds imprint, or else I would be really nervous for her right now. I had talked things over with the others, and we agreed to help keep each other in check to prevent breaking anybody elses heart the way Sam broke mine. None of us would enter into a serious relationship with anyone other than our imprints. I heard Emmett cursing as he broke another controller. They paused the game to allow him to get another from the supply closet. While in there, he saw Bella and Edward outside. I had seen they were having a love moment where they were lost in each others eyes. Ugh, yuck. Okay, Im just jealous. I want someone to make me feel that way, but I have to be patient. Ugh, no fair. Esme was pretending to ignore them, but I could see she was watching them out of the corner of her eye, with a smug grin plastered on her face. She was so happy about their relationship, about the joy she brought to Edward and all the rest of us. Emmett couldnt resist trying to ruin their Kodak moment. He opened the back door and yelled out to them, Dang! Somebodys bleeding like a stuck pig! Beeellllllaaa, did you fall down AGAIN? Whats with you crazy humans spilling blood in a house full of vampires, for crying out loud? Dont you guys have any sense of self-preservation?

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He slammed the door shut on her disgruntled glare, laughing to himself, and stomped back to the living room while opening the new controller. He froze as his eyes took in the scene before him. I knew Emmett was joking. I knew that. I also knew he could smell Emilys blood, because I knew I could. He had been smelling it for a while now and hadnt reacted to it at all, as far as I knew. Yet, despite that, one portion of his statement jumped out in my mind, echoing over and over again. Humans spilling blood in a house full of vampires . . . Humans spilling blood in a house full of vampires . . . Something snapped inside. Something deep and primal welled forth. Some portion of my brain recognized that Emmett was laughing, that he was still in control. But that part of my brain was not in charge. Something else was. My vision started going black. I felt something run into me hard, and then I was picked up, thrown over someones shoulder, and rushed down the steps to the front yard. It all happened in slow motion for me. I could sense the urgency in the one who carried me. He set me down none too gently, and I just stared blankly at him. His name popped into my head. Jacob? I whispered. He was watching me intently. I realized we werent actually experiencing an earthquake. The tremors that shook my body were coming from me. Relax, Leah. Youre just changing into a wolf now. Im right here to help you if you need me, he murmured soothingly. I did relax, because for me, the scariest part had been not knowing what was happening to me. Now that I knew, I could focus on the strange sensations in my body. I felt my body moving, folding, shifting, strengthening, growing, stretching, expanding. I felt my bones rearranging themselves underneath my skin. I could actually feel my hair growing all over my body and feel my teeth growing and sharpening. I could feel a tail extruding out behind me, my tailbone elongating and actually becoming a real tail! Secretly, Ive always wanted a tail. How cool is that? Finally, it was over, and I was a new wolf, lying on the ground panting, my clothes in tatters all around me. I could see and hear and smell absolutely everything! Jacob POV It was utterly fascinating to watch Carlisle work. My eyesight was just as good as his, and I could see all the tiny repairs he was making that a human surgeon would never be able to do. I was amazed at the sight of the different layers making up the human body. Originally, I had merely wanted to commit the sight to memory so I could show it to Sam later through the mind link, so he could learn to trust the Cullens like I do. Once there though, I was drawn to it. My attention was almost completely absorbed by it. For the first time ever, I considered looking into medicine as a career choice. I didnt want to become a doctor like Carlisle, but maybe I should be a physicians assistant or something. I wanted to do cool things like this, but I really didnt want to be in school that long. It took too many years to become a doctor for my taste. Suddenly, I heard Emmett shouting. I could tell he was trying to needle Bella and Edward. Leah was looking out the window, watching them in the garden below. One phrase he used set off shocks in my system. Humans spilling blood in a house full of vampires. I felt my inner wolf well up, wanting to force a change, as my protective nature was triggered, but I was able to push him back down. I took my role as a Protector for my people seriously, especially as the Alpha, but I knew there was no threat here. Emmetts laughter drifted up the stairs to us as he got his controller and started coming out of the kitchen. That was when I felt it. A charge in the atmosphere. I looked to the source and saw Leah trembling all over. I immediately recognized what was happening, having just gone through the change myself, so I ran to her, threw her over my shoulder, and rushed down the stairs to the front yard. I set her down and backed away to give her some space. I told her what was happening, and I could see the tension slowly drain out of her. I knew she was fine and just
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needed time to finish phasing and come to terms with her new self. Now that she was settled and safe, I needed to help Embry with Jared. On my mad dash down the stairs, I had noticed Jared was trembling just as badly as Leah was. I was quite thankful Embry had managed to keep a handle on his control like me. He was busy moving Kim away from Jared to a safe place. Our eyes met briefly before I sailed out the door. I rushed back toward the house in time to see Embry hauling a struggling Jared outside. I quickly grabbed onto him and helped Embry get him out onto the lawn. Kim! Jared howled in his human voice, staring at the open door where she was standing watching him. He reached his shaking hand toward her. I grabbed his face between my hands and forced him to look at me. Kim is fine, but you are phasing into a wolf. If you change too close to Kim, she will end up looking like Emily, I explained firmly. I saw his eyes widen as comprehension dawned. He stopped struggling and relaxed, nodding his head. He smiled tremulously at Kim and began shifting. I turned back to Leah, who was now fully in wolf form. She was looking all around her like a puppy with a whole new world to explore. She started wagging her tail, then looked back at it in wonder, wagging it harder. I chuckled and her eyes met mine. I know, it feels great to wag your tail, doesnt it? I asked her. She nodded, snickering. Its something you really cant explain to someone who doesnt have one. Well go for a run as soon as Jared is ready. Dont worry, Kim, well be back soon enough. I turned back to Jared and saw him up on all four paws, testing out his own tail. He looked longingly at Kim, though he didnt step in her direction. She blew him a kiss. Wow, Jared, youre as big as a horse! I expect you to let me ride you some day, she hollered. He started nodding enthusiastically as laughter poured out from all directions. Kim stopped to think about how that sounded and blushed almost as pink as Bella does. Leahs laughter sounding like barking coughs, since she was in her wolf form. I knew Bella felt bad for Kim and decided to draw some of the attention to herself to save her friends feelings. That was quite a sacrifice, considering how much she hated to be the focus of attention. Hey, Jake! Bella teased. Youre not superheroes, youre Transformers. More than meets the eye! She giggled at her little reference. Honestly, her little giggle was funnier than her joke, but we all chuckled anyway, out of respect for the selflessness of her attempt. Embry and I quickly shed our shirts, pants, shoes, and socks, leaving us both clad in just our boxers for a few seconds. All right, team Wolfman, time to move out, I announced. Embry and I phased into wolves, and we started running through the forest, testing our newfound abilities. Embry and I had already gotten used to each others thoughts from the night before, but now there were two new voices dancing around in my head. At first, all that went through their minds was the need to explore their bodies, their senses, their strengths and weaknesses, their limitations and boundaries, and their environment. We ran in relatively quiet comfort. (Leah) I cant believe we had to learn about ourselves from our supposed mortal enemy. Were Sam and Paul intending to just let us go through that transformation on our own, with no prior knowledge? I would have been absolutely terrified! Even after it was explained to me in my wolf body, I probably would have been freaking out for days. (Jared) Yeah, me too. I could have hurt Kim really badly if Jacob and Embry werent there to help me. Even after they had me, I still fought to get to her. Once Jacob told me what was
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happening, I knew I had to let her go until I was back under control. If neither of us had known what to expect, it would have been a disaster. She would have run to me, and I would have fought to be with her. I cant believe Sam would be so irresponsible, especially after his own experience with Emily. (Embry) Well, we cant be too hard on him. He changed on his own and tried to deal with it on his own for a long time. It was at least a year from the time he disappeared for a few weeks to the time Paul disappeared and upon return began hanging out exclusively with Sam. Maybe he just thinks thats the way its supposed to happen. The tribal council definitely knows about them. I guess now I know why they cater to the two of them so much. I do think its wrong not to tell us what to expect though. They cant say its because we wouldnt believe them. If they had turned into giant wolves right in front of me, I certainly would have believed. I suddenly realized Id better learn to start guarding my thoughts or the pack would be privy to every last thought that slips through my head. Some of my thoughts are so strange and whimsical, even I cant believe I thought them. (Leah) *joyful yips* I found Alices and Jaspers scent. Why dont we practice hunting down bloodsuckers? (Jared) Nah, theyre probably enjoying a little alone time together. (Embry) Yeah, if I have to watch leeches making love I think Ill lose my lunch. Hmmm. Should we stay or should we go? Well, it would be handy to have Jasper around in case Leah and Jared have a hard time phasing back into their human status, and Alice always seems to have clothes ready for us when we need them. Yeah, lets go ruin their moment. (Leah) Youre so bad, Jake. I want to show Alice my new form though. She cant see us in her visions, so she wont know we phased already. A light bulb went off in my head. A slow, mischievous grin started spreading across my wolfy face, baring my teeth. It probably would have scared the crap out of a human looking at it, but my companions all recognized it for what it was. You do realize, my dear friends, that we werewolves are the only ones who can actually surprise Alice. Can you think of the pranks Emmett and Jasper would be able to pull if we work together? Theyve both been so busy whining about how they can never do it, that none of us have even considered the implications of our involvement before. We could all play games and stuff together and she wont automatically know whos going to win or what cards her opponents have. We can help level the playing field for them, and then theyre going to owe us. (Embry) You are so bad, Jake, but I like the way you think. (Leah) So lets go surprise them already. What are we waiting for? (Jared) Okay, but I dont want to be out too long. I want to get back to Kim. We started running again, following the scent deep into the forest. I reminded them to keep calm, to try and minimize their emotions, so we wouldnt alert Jasper through his gift. We came to a hot spring with a waterfall. It was gorgeous. I wanted to come back sometime when

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I could be alone to truly enjoy it. The two vampires were naked and embracing in the water. They were so occupied that we were able to surround them with ease. Okay, on my signal, were all going to bark. Hearing it come unexpectedly from all four directions should scare the crap out of them, not that vampires have normal bodily functions or anything, but you know what I mean. One, Two, Three, RAORWF! The simultaneous barks echoed off the trees. Their reaction was everything we could have hoped. Jasper sprang about fifteen feet straight up into the air, with Alice wrapped tightly around his body. His eyes made a rapid assessment of the situation the moment he became airborne. I saw the recognition in his eyes before he even hit the height of his jump. The four of us fell to the ground laughing hysterically. How many people could say they snuck up on and startled a vampire? How many could say the same about a psychic vampire? We were so cool. We were all rolling on our backs, kicking our paws in excess merriment. I watched Jasper on his way back down into the water. I saw our waves of laughter pass over and through him. He struggled to hold back his own laughter in response to ours. But it was his eyes that scared me as his body started sinking back into the water. His mouth might be smiling, but his eyes promised revenge.

Chapter 39: Blood Training

JacobPOV Uh, guys. I think it would be best if we leave now. Jaspers not too happy with us at the moment. We all got up quickly and started sprinting back to the house. (Embry) Oh, that was priceless! Did you see his face? Who knew vampires could jump so high? (Jared) Man, if only we had brought Alices video camera! Its time somebody catches her doing something funny and embarrassing.

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(Embry) And how are we supposed to carry the camera, much less operate it? It requires hands, you dufus. (Jared) Well, you could have come in human form. (Embry) But then I wouldnt have been able to communicate with you. (Leah) Whatever, losers. I just want to get back to Emily and see how shes doing. Yeah, you guys needed to stretch your limbs a bit and get a feel for the wolf, but we do need to check on her. You know Sam will kill all of us if anything happens to her. (Leah) What? You think somethings going to happen to her? Stop panicking, Leah. I dont think anything is going to happen, but Id feel better about being there just the same. I dont want Sam thinking we just abandoned her there in the vampires lair. As we got closer to the house, I started mentally calling Edward. He flew toward us with Bella on his back, enjoying the ride. You rang? he drawled. Hows Emily? I asked mentally. He ran along side of me back toward the house. Shes fine. The surgery is over, and everything looks good. She came out from under the anesthesia and was lucid, but is asleep now, resting peacefully. Personally, I think she looks better now, even though the wounds are fresh, than she did with those horrible scars. I felt the relief and joy flood the minds of my pack. Thanks, Edward. Were going to go and see her for ourselves now. Oh, and you might want to avoid antagonizing Jasper today. Hes not feeling very pleasant at the moment. Please warn us if you hear him coming. Please, old buddy, old pal? Warn you if I hear Jasper coming? Why should I side with you over Jasper, pup? (Leah) Because we surprised Alice! *pictures entire encounter* Edward almost tripped at the sight. Luckily, we had just broken through to the back yard, so he put Bella down and promptly collapsed with laughter. He was lucky. He got to see the whole thing from four different angles. No doubt hed get another two points of view once Jasper and Alice made it back to the house.

EPOV I was rolling on the ground laughing hysterically, while the love of my life watched me, a bemused expression on her face. After a few minutes, she started to get impatient. Then she started to get angry. I desperately tried to stop laughing, but I hadnt seen anything like that little stunt in all the decades Ive known Jasper and Alice. Edward Anthony Masen Cullen! Either you let me in on the joke right now or Im leaving! she shouted, stomping her foot in frustration. Did she really just stomp her foot? Really? I let
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loose a fresh gale of laughter. She huffed and started to stomp away. I grabbed her hand. Something about the sight of her walking away from me sobered me up immediately. Bella, love, Im sorry, I wheedled, on my knees. I gave her my crooked grin and watched her get dazzled again. Ill tell you all about it. She sat in my lap, and I described the scene the werewolves had shone me as to how Alice got a little taste of her own medicine, a little surprise of her very own. She clapped her hand over her mouth, and her entire torso started shaking like she was going to phase into a wolf herself, but I knew she was just trying to hold in the laughter so she could hear the entire story. Once I finished, she fell out of my lap and rolled around on the lawn in her own laughing fit. This, of course, triggered me to relapse. Carlisle and Esme came out on the deck to watch us being silly together. He put his arm around her, and she leaned into him, as they both wore indulgent smiles. After a while, we both calmed down, and I helped her to her feet. Its time for you to get home and cook dinner for your father, Bella. She nodded reluctantly. Will you stay and help me in the kitchen? I promise not to make you taste anything. Oh, joy. The things I went through for this darling girl. Im sure she has no idea of the sacrifices I make on her behalf. Of course, love. Ill be happy to help you cook dinner for Charlie, I responded sweetly, dreading the horrible smells I would be forced to endure. I would do just about anything to spend more time in her company. She grinned widely, seemingly oblivious to my internal struggles. I am happy to have been the one to put that smile on her face though. Bella! Carlisle called to her. Id like to speak with you before you go, if you have a minute. I always have time for you, Carlisle, she replied warmly, making her way over to him. Bella, you spoke before about giving us a blood sample to help with training. Id like to go ahead and get that, if you are amenable. She nodded, though her cheeks were noticeably paler. My poor darling positively hated needles. She followed Carlisle inside and upstairs to his study. He settled her in a comfortable chair and told her to watch the ceiling while he prepared. A few seconds later, he advised her to hold her breath. He had the sample drawn in seconds. Before she even had time to worry about what he was going to do, he was already done. Thank you, Bella. That was very brave of you. Personally, I admire your courage. She stared at him in disbelief. Are you finished already? she wondered. He nodded, chuckling slightly. Boy, I could really get used to having a vampire doctor. Dont worry, Dad, Im going to contact my insurance provider and have you listed as my primary care physician. Well, at least as long as your name is on the designated provider list for the HMO. He started laughing and gave her a quick kiss on her forehead. Thats okay, dear Bella. For you, its on the house.

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She grinned at him and joked, Wow, just think of all the money Ill save on medical bills. Its unbelievable how much it costs for a single emergency room visit. I knew there was some reason I put up with this crazy family. As I said before, my dear, you fit right in with the rest of us, Carlisle teased. I guess I was simply born to be a Cullen, she quipped. Carlisle ruffled her hair playfully. You wont get any complaints from me, he responded, more seriously. Im very thankful youve joined us. Then he grinned again. Even if you have afflicted me with half a dozen teenage werewolves. You know you love us, Papa Fang! Jacob yelled from the living room. Carlisle winced. Papa Fang? I know you can do better than that, Jacob, he complained. Papa Leech? Jacob, Carlisle groaned. Okay, well just stick with Pops for now then. Unless youd prefer old man, Jacob suggested. Nah, hes British, right? Shouldnt it be old chap, Embry corrected. Tallyho, old chap, dont get your knickers in a twist, Quil offered in a terrible English accent. Carlisle rolled his eyes, shaking his head sadly. Youll forgive me someday, Bella insisted with a wink. Carlisle smirked and escorted her out of the study. Good night, Bella. Im going to hide out in here for awhile, until it gets quieter downstairs. I prefer to let sleeping dogs lie. Theyre so much cuter when theyre sleeping. Well, you should love the slumber party tomorrow night then, Pops, Rosalie taunted from inside her room. With a groan, Carlisle ducked back into his study and shut the door. Bella cheerily wished everyone good night, and I escorted her out to the Vanquish. On the way to her house, we enjoyed a companionable silence until we were close to her street. I just love it when a plan comes together, she sighed happily. I smiled at her. Proud of yourself, are you? Yes, actually I am. Things are so much better for us now than they were in Meyers Twilight. Part of me can help but fear something is going to mess things up, that theres no way things could be that easy for us. The other part tells me weve worked hard to get where we are now, and an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure. Can you imagine how Charlie would feel about you if the very first night he meets you, on our very first official date, I run away to Phoenix and end up in the hospital? Its no wonder he was always so suspicious of you in Meyers books. When I think about what the other me said to him that night, it just makes me sick to my stomach. I cant let James get the upper hand this time around. Dont worry, I growled. I have no intention of allowing him anywhere near you.
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Well, Edward, fates a funny thing. I think it might be better to effect a compromise rather than trying to avoid it completely. I stared at her like she had truly lost her mind. Did she really think I was going to let her anywhere in the same state as those sadistic nomads? She can just go visit her mom while theyre here in Washington. I let it go for now though. I didnt want to fight with her. She is so incredibly stubborn. We went inside her house and strolled straight into the kitchen. Bella put me to work slicing and dicing vegetables for her homemade spaghetti sauce. I had to hold my breath to avoid gagging when she began frying the hamburger meat. Cooking meat is one of the worst smells to a vampire. Perhaps it reminds us of how easily we could become dust in the wind. Well, maybe not easily, but certainly under the right circumstances anyway. I stirred the spaghetti noodles, while she kept track of her simmering sauce and worked on making garlic bread. How do I know when theyre ready? I asked. She giggled. Well, you could bite into one of the noodles and check the texture with your teeth . . . Or? She giggled again. Or you could throw the noodle at the wall. If it sticks, then theyre ready. Seriously? I looked into her eyes to see if she was pulling my leg. She grinned. Seriously! Try it. I dipped my fingers into the boiling water and grabbed a long noodle. I held it up in front of my face and watched wiggle. I looked at Bella out of the corner of my eye and saw her watching me intently. I gently threw the noodle at the wall, being sure to use only human strength. Lo and behold, it actually stuck to the wall. I grinned at Bella, proud of myself for some reason. I turned off the burner and poured the noodles into a strainer. I thought about telling the rest of the family about this amazing property of spaghetti noodles, when my phone began to buzz. Hello, Alice. Whats up? Dont do it, Edward. The consequences to Esmes kitchen are irrevocable if you do. What?! Why? How harmful could limp noodles be? One word. Emmett. Say no more. I sighed and hung up the phone. So much for sharing my newfound knowledge of noodles. I got a mental picture of Emmett and Jacob in a spaghetti war inside Esmes kitchen. There would be noodles everywhere: ceiling, cabinets, windows, floor, etc. If only the dogs would just clean it up afterwards, like good dogs do, it might be okay. No doubt licking spilled food off the floor is beneath them though. Oh, well. Maybe we can teach them to play ball instead. Before long, Charlie arrived home. He hung up his jacket and gun belt before strolling casually into the kitchen. He was always concerned that he might be interrupting something when he would find me over here alone with Bella, mainly because if anything was going on between us, he didnt want to know about it. He still liked to think of her as his little girl and would never be comfortable thinking about her being sexually active. Charlie did a double take when
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he saw the domestic scene in the kitchen. Surprisingly enough, it actually struck him harder than walking in to find her kissing me would have. I was busy setting the table and bringing the food over, while Bella was simmering the sauce. He watched us for a few minutes, noticing the graceful way our bodies moved around one another. He noticed some of the wordless communication we share and felt like we behaved more like an old married couple than a new teen relationship. There was a comfort level we shared that made it seem as if we had been working together for years. It was this, more than anything, that made him realize his precious daughter wasnt a little girl anymore, that she was a beautiful, caring young woman, with so much love to share. He cleared his throat gruffly. Smells great, Bells. She looked up and smiled at him. Thanks, Dad, but I cant take all the credit this time. Edward has been a great help. Dinner will be ready in three minutes, so I hope youre hungry. Starving, he mumbled, watching her. She smiled lovingly up into my eyes. We make a great team, she murmured softly. I offered up her favorite crooked smile in response, pouring my love into my gaze. Yes, we do. Poor Charlie was getting overwhelmed. Visions of wedding dresses were floating through his head as he remembered falling in love with Renee at seventeen. I decided go easy on him, and wanted to escape a dinner invitation, so I made my excuses. Unfortunately, Ive got to head home now. Esme wants us to have a family dinner tonight, so I simply cant stay. Bella stifled a snort and escorted me to the door. I gave her a gentle kiss and whispered my promise to come back to her later. I savored her stunning smile, then slipped out the door to head home. As soon as I arrived back at my house, Carlisle requested my presence in the kitchen. Jasper and Carlisle were both waiting in there for me. He was blocking my thoughts, so I had to wait for him to begin. Ive been thinking long and hard about the blood training, and I think I have hit upon a fast and effective method. Were going to test it out tonight, Carlisle announced with a speculative look. Jasper and I exchanged a glance and both shrugged. Bring it on, Pops, Jasper snickered. Hey, thats Dr. Pops to you, I teased, trying to contain my mirth. Carlisle glared at both of us, though we could see his mouth twitching with the effort not to smile. Careful, boys, or your mom and I will be sure to hug and kiss you in front of all your friends at school and call you cute little baby nicknames, like Snugglepuss and Cuddlekins. Snugglepuss and Cuddlekins? I was desperately hoping nobody else was home or we would never live it down. Imagining the amount of damage Emmett could do with those two names was enough to strike sheer horror deep in my soul. I looked over at Jasper and could tell he felt the same way. We looked at Carlisle with desperation. Well be good, Dad, I promised, my gaze pleading. Jasper vigorously nodded in agreement.
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Carlisle chuckled. Ah, the joys of parenthood. Only sadistic masochists become parents by choice. Jasper grumbled in his thoughts. He may be on to something there. I know I sure wouldnt have the patience to be a father to this brood. Theres a reason some species eat their young. Id have turned us all into ashes long before now if I were in Carlisles shoes. Thats just one of the reasons hes my hero and role model. Hold your breath, Carlisle commanded. We both immediately complied. Carlisle set two small plastic sample dishes in front of me and two in front of Jasper. Each dish had several drops of blood in it. I want you to follow your instincts please. When I give the command, you will inhale deeply and smell the blood. I want you to pick up whichever dish your gut instincts ask for and drink the blood in the dish. Do not try to think about it or resist it. Just do what your natural predator wants you to do. Jasper and I both looked at him with raised eyebrows. Carlisle was actually recommending we drink human blood? Bellas blood? Was he possessed? Okay, you may breathe now. I had to exhale before I could inhale, so I used the air to ask, Who are you, and what have you done with our Carlisle? He merely smirked at me, so I shrugged and inhaled deeply. Bellas delicious scent hit me like a freight train, burning my throat with a fire as strong as the one that burns during the change. I could instantly tell that the dish on the right held Bellas blood and the dish on the left held the blood of a deer. My inner monster had no difficulty immediately choosing Bellas blood. I grabbed it, fast as lightening and promptly brought it to my tongue, before Carlisle could change his mind. I licked up the precious drops and for the first nanosecond it was everything I hoped for, but by the second nanosecond, my tongue was in full scale rebellion. I wrinkled my nose in disgust and began spitting out whatever I could. I started wiping my tongue with my shirtsleeve, desperately trying to get the horrible bitter taste out of my mouth. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jasper doing the same thing. I quickly grabbed the other dish, hoping for the best. The bland deer blood tasted heavenly compared to the crap I had just inflicted upon myself. I realized Jasper was mirroring my actions at the same time. Carlisle nodded impassively at both of us and collected the dishes. He placed them in the sink and gave us each two new dishes. I inhaled deeply again. This time Bellas blood was on the left and the deer blood was on the right. The smell of the blood triggered the flames in my throat. I grabbed Bellas blood again, but not as quickly as before. I brought it up to my tongue, but tasted it more cautiously this time. Once again, my tongue was assaulted by that horrible bitter flavor, and I gagged. I quickly used the deer blood to resuscitate my tongue. Carlisle nodded again, placing the used containers in the sink. He gave us each two new dishes. The smell caused my throat to burn, but nowhere near as badly as before. The monster within picked up Bellas blood and brought it to my mouth. I inhaled the aroma, enjoying the glorious scent, but I could not bring myself to taste it. My mind, tongue, and stomach all rebelled at the though of being subjected to the bitterness again. I put it back on the counter and chose the deer blood instead, quickly licking it up like a cat with a bowl of cream. Carlisles eyes had started to sparkle. He placed two more dishes in front of us. This time, I enjoyed the aroma of my loves blood, but felt no desire at all to bring it anywhere near my mouth. My throat did not burn any more than usual, and I made quick work of the deer blood.

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I looked over to see that Jasper had done the same thing. We smiled at each other. Carlisle placed the dishes into the sink, rinsing out the ones that contained Bellas blood. Well done, sons! Carlisle exclaimed excitedly. I decided to use behavioral management therapy, treating your situation as similar to Pavlovs dogs. The reason Bellas blood tasted so horrible is because I added something to it, something odorless so it wouldnt change the way the blood smelled. I found Oderless Garlic Concentrated Tablets online. I crushed them into a fine powder and mixed the powder with the blood. They sold Odorless Fish Oil too, but I really couldnt resist the irony of using the garlic for our purposes. He seemed extremely pleased with himself. He reached behind himself and picked up a syringe full of blood. One more test, he muttered. This is Bellas blood. I have not added anything to it. It will not taste bitter. It will taste sweeter than you can imagine. Hold out your hand. Jasper and I both followed his instructions. He squirted a small pool of blood into both our hands. I looked down at the blood in my hand. I lifted it up to my nose and inhaled the fragrant bouquet, waiting for the resultant burn. To my surprise, my throat did not burn any more than usual, and my mouth did not flood with venom. This was Bellas blood the sweetest blood in the world for me. It wasnt contaminated like the other samples had been. I remembered how wonderful it was when I drank from her in the car after the accident. I wanted to taste it, but I couldnt get my tongue to cooperate. My tongue had absolutely no desire to engage the blood in my hand. My tastebuds were running scared. My memory from the accident was now tainted with the bitter flavor. I brought my hand slightly closer to my mouth. My stomach clenched down as if I were nauseous, and I gagged slightly. My nose was telling me this blood was the best ever, but my tongue was screaming that it wasnt food. I could not bring myself to taste it. I didnt want it after all. I grabbed a paper towel and used it to clean off my hand. I looked over to Jasper and saw him wiping the blood off his hand as well. Jasper looked like he really couldnt believe what he was doing, even as he was doing it. Carlisle looked as if he was ready to burst from pride and excitement. He took the bloody paper towels from us and beamed brightly. It worked! You resisted! Both of you. I am so proud of both of you! I doubt it will really be this easy, but youve both made huge strides tonight. I saw Jasper swelling with positive emotion. He looked like he felt ten feet tall from Carlisles praise. I realized that Jasper rarely got credit for all the good things he did for the family. Instead, the family only reacted to the negative. I resolved to change my own way of thinking. I wanted to try to focus on the positive instead of only reacting to the negative. I smiled to myself. It was time for me to see how this little experiment worked in real life. Would I really find it easier to control my bloodlust around Bella? Only one way to find out. Thank you, Carlisle, I enthused. I really appreciate all youve done for me. Now Im going to see if it makes it easier for me to be with Bella. Ill be sure to give you a report in the morning. Carlisle and Jasper both chuckled indulgently. Certainly, son. Enjoy your time with your mate. I didnt wait for further goodbyes. I was off and running as soon as I was out the door. Running to my light, my life, my love.

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Chapter 40: Ode to Edward

BPOV I was all ready for bed, lounging under the covers and reading, waiting for my supercool vampire boyfriend to waltz through my second story window. Maybe I should write a book about my life. No wait, thats already been done. Stephenie Meyer beat me to it. Hardly seems fair really. Though Ive changed my future, so maybe I could still write it? After all, it isnt quite the same story anymore. All the same characters, but not the same lines. Eh, shed probably sue me though. I cant believe she copyrighted my life, so now I cant write about it. Ill find a way. My story will be told, some day, some way, some how. Wow. I like that last line. It sounds like it could be a song. Ive got it! I grabbed my journal and feverishly started writing: My boyfriend is really old. His body is freezing cold. His eyes are like molten gold. My story shall soon be told. Some day, some way, some how I think Im gonna start it now. His body I want to hold. My lust is making me bold. Im hoping hes gonna fold. Baby, break out of your mold. Some day, some way, some how Wish you would start right now. Stays every night in my bed Wouldnt harm a hair on my head I hate those vows that he said Wont do me til were safely wed. Some day, some way, some how I need your loving right now.

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Through the city my boyfriend sped, Fighting his feelings of dread. Saw me broken, dripping red, And all the tears that I had shed. He wont let the venom spread. Wants to bite me himself instead, Once he has properly fed, So I dont end up really dead. Some day, some way, some how Please make me a vampire now.

Yeah! I love it. Now I just have to get Edward to make a tune for it, and we have the next number one hit! He wrote Bellas Lullaby. I think Ill call this Ode to Edward. You should make up your mind on the melody, my dear. You seem to keep changing it. In fact, I think maybe you even change genres. I think I heard everything from country to rap in your version of that song. By the way, I dont know if anyone ever thought to mention this, but I believe you may be tone deaf. In fact, Im quite certain you couldnt carry a tune in a bucket, but I still love you. Besides, all of that will change when youre a vampire. What exactly is it youre trying to say here, Edward? Are you implying that I shouldnt become a musician and songwriter? That I should give up my new lifelong goals, dreams, and aspirations? Edward looked distinctly uncomfortable. Of course not, honey. I just want you to be happy, and you know you have no monetary worries, right? I promise I will always take care of you. You really dont need to work at all. Lets see how deep he can dig his hole before I have mercy on him and help him out of it. Well, its good to know I wont be a starving artist. Every good artist deserves a patron. Ill be sure to let everyone know you are the inspiration behind all my work. He actually blanched. I had no idea he could get any whiter than he already was. Perhaps youd better wait until youre a vampire like me. Your hearing will improve and so will your voice. In fact, everything will be improved your eyesight, your intelligence, your balance, your strength, your looks . . . . Oh, so what youre saying is that Im a blind, deaf, stupid, clumsy, weak, ugly human? No! Youre definitely not ugly, my dear, he hastily proclaimed.

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But I am all the other things? He started to shake his head in panic. Of course not, Bella! I didnt mean it like that! So, what did you mean? He froze, desperately trying to figure out the right words to say so the whole thing wouldnt blow up in his face. I was snickering inside that I had him on the run, cowering in fear. The big, bad vampire afraid of the frail, little human. His phone buzzed. No fair! Alice was helping him out, just when I had him between a rock and a hard place. He surreptitiously slipped his phone out of his pocket, almost too fast for me to see, except that I was specifically watching for it. I saw him give a big sigh of relief. Darn it. I had intended to get some concessions out of the deal, but Alice had to go and ruin it for me. Darn psychic pixie. My sweet, darling Bella, what I mean is that I love you just the way you are. I will always love you, even if you never change a single thing about yourself. You are my life, my everything. Without you, my life has no meaning. So I will be there to support you no matter what you choose to do, because I am here for you. You are important to me, so anything that is important to you becomes important to me, if only to make you happy. With that, my insides were a puddle of goo. He reached for me, and I gratefully melted into his embrace. It felt good to lean on him, both physically and emotionally. His strong arms, so gently encircling me in the safety of his embrace, reminded me I had never had a broad, capable set of shoulders to cry on before. It was such a relief to hand over some of the responsibility, some of the control to someone else. Scary, very scary, but a relief nonetheless. I was no longer alone. I was no longer in charge. For the first time ever, I was free to just be me. With a peaceful smile, I snuggled up against him, enjoying the contact with his beautifully sculpted body. We both lay down on the pillow, legs entwined together. I had intended to push his boundaries tonight, but suddenly, I was just too tired. It had been a long day, and I had been emotionally tied up in knots, waiting to find out the results of Emilys surgery. Because Emily spent all her time around werewolves, there was no way for Alice to see her future. We were taking a big risk with this, and I was sincerely hoping it would work out, for everyones sake. Thankfully, it had, or at least so far. Carlisle was happy with the way the surgery had gone, which was very good news. Emily was already happy with the results, even though she was going to have to heal all over again. I could almost feel her self-confidence increase as she met her reflection. The sight of Emilys breathtaking smile as she gazed at herself in the mirror had made all the stressing worthwhile. As long as her wounds were kept free of infection, and she didnt do anything that might cause the stitches to tear, she should be almost good as new in a few weeks. She couldnt wait to show Sam. I was hoping her happiness would dictate his response. I settled into Edward's chest and drifted off to the sound of him humming my lullaby.

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BPOV The first thought that popped into my head upon awakening was, 'I am going to a sleepover tonight at Edward's house. I'm spending the night in Edward's room tonight!' I opened my eyes to see Edward's crooked smile inches from my lips. My tongue darted out nervously to moisten my own lips, and he groaned, reaching over to squeeze my hip gently. I parted my lips and closed the distance between us, eager to feel his cold marble mouth meet mine. He exhaled softly, blowing his scent directly into my face. I inhaled deeply, my brain buzzing with a natural high, stimulated by his particular aroma. I ran my tongue over his bottom lip, tasting him, and moaned. He tasted sweeter than honey, and I couldn't get enough. Hesitantly, he allowed his own tongue to slip between his lips, tasting my mouth and my tongue. Our tongues danced together, learning one another's contours, teasing, lightly touching, like a sensuous ballet. I threw my leg over his and pressed my body to his, clutching him, pulling him closer to me. One of my hands was entwined in his silky soft hair, the other was rubbing his back, urging him continually closer with a light, but consistent pressure. Edward rolled on top of me, pushing my body into the mattress. I could feel every hard inch of his body pressing into mine. We both moaned at the full body contact, even though we were both dressed. The pressure alone was enough to increase my arousal, but when combined with his smell and taste, it sent me over the edge into a frenzy of eager passion. His hips bucked, and I moaned again into his mouth, sliding my hand from his back further down. I whimpered when he pulled away, both of us gasping for breath. He flung himself onto his back on the far side of the bed, his arm folded over his eyes. I rolled toward him, but he jumped up before I could reach him. I stared at him in lustful confusion. Edward? Did I do something wrong? I watched him, searching for answers, but his back was to me, hiding his facial expression. He shuddered and clinched his fists, obviously fighting for control. No, Bella, don't be silly. It was absolutely wonderful, he commented, still refusing to face me. Well, if it was so wonderful, why won't you even look at me now? I was feeling bitter and rejected. I knew he had his boundaries and had agreed to work at this with him. If we were moving too quickly, he simply needed to tell me, not start sulking and pout. Remember, Edward: Communication is one of the biggest factors in a successful relationship. Whatever is bothering you, I need for you to tell me. Frankly, I feel rejected and hurt by your current attitude and position. He turned to look at me with a hint of amusement in his eyes. Oh, are we discussing favorite positions now? I hadn't realized we had progressed to quite that point yet. Edward! Don't try to weasel your way out of this one. Now tell me what is bothering you. He moved closer to me, his voice turning husky. But I haven't told you all about my favorite positions yet. I felt my eyes widen as his words sank into my fevered brain. Bella! Charlie yelled from downstairs. You're going to be late for school if you don't drag yourself out of bed right now, young lady! I groaned, throwing back my covers and moving to the edge of the bed.

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Now you know what was bothering me, Edward whispered directly into my ear. I heard him muttering dire imprecations. He was actually thinking of coming up here with a glass full of ice water to help you awaken. I didn't think it would be good for his mental or cardiac health to find us in that position on your bed. Thanks, I muttered unhappily. I brightened with a sudden thought. We'll just have to start over again tonight! He grinned wickedly at me. Assuming I can get you out of Alice's clutches long enough. She has everything planned out, down to the minute, and the list is quite long I assure you. I think she did a Google search on how to throw a successful slumber party and tried to include every single suggestion. I looked at him in horror. That sounded exactly like something Alice would do. She was quite the party animal. At least I wasn't the only one she had her claws in this time. I would work something out with the other girls to distract her long enough for me to get my Edward time. As far as I was concerned, my Edward time was as necessary to me as breathing. Alice would just have to learn to deal with it. I rushed through my morning routine, shaving off corners whenever possible. I grabbed a banana and a Poptart on my way out the door. I didn't have time for cereal at the moment, so this would have to do. I raced over to the Volvo, managing to trip just before I reached the passenger side. My knight in sparkling armor dashed to the rescue of the clumsy damsel in distress, saving me from certain injury. I gave him a lingering kiss on the cheek, nuzzling against him like a cat. Thank you, Sir Edward, I trilled, trying to imitate my idea of a royal princess. I wished I had a handkerchief I could give him as a favor. He smirked and pulled off an elegant courtly bow. My pleasure, Lady Swan, he murmured, raising my hand to his mouth. Where did you learn to bow like that? I giggled. He grinned. Ask Carlisle about the time he spent at court in England many years ago. You should see his bowing skills. He's the one who taught me, but alas, he didn't teach me everything he knows yet. I couldn't wait to ask Carlisle about his experiences. Did he meet the Queen? Or maybe the Prince Regent? Did he wear knee breeches and hose? Did he still have any of the fancy clothes he wore centuries ago? Had he taught Esme any of the dances? Did he remember when the waltz was still considered scandalous? Now it was considered ultra tame, though I suppose the matrons of society were right to be concerned it may lead the way for future generations to become even more touchy feely while dancing. They would likely all have heart attacks if they saw the behavior of kids even at middle school dances these days, much less the high school ones. I wondered what Carlisle really thought about modern society. Has the progression been gradual enough for him to adjust naturally, or was he merely playing a part while internally squirming. I thought about how fashions had changed over the past three hundred years. Someone from his era would likely think all the girls at our high school were little more than prostitutes with the amount of bare skin exposed. If vampires didn't change without some major life event, like finding one's mate, how was Carlisle coping? What did he think about women's lib and social equality, about women voting and the downfall of slavery? What ran through his mind when working with female doctors and single mothers? All of these things would have been unheard of in his time period. How had he coped with all the changes around him? Maybe I could work in a discussion with Carlisle tonight too. Man, I needed to be a vampire. How on earth was I supposed to accomplish all the things I wanted to do in a day if I had to

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waste all those hours sleeping? It was so unfair really. It reminded me of a saying I heard once. 'God put me on this earth to accomplish a certain number of things, and right now I am so far behind I may never die.' I needed eternity, just to get my stuff done, and if I felt that way now as a mere high school student, how would I survive once I became a wife and mother. Renee was always telling me a mother's work is never done, not that she was the one doing the work, but even so, I understood the sentiment. There simply weren't enough hours in a day, unless you happened to be a vampire. Then all of life was a single day. One long continuous Monday. How depressing is that thought a neverending Monday? I saw Alice waiting for us on the sidewalk at the high school. She shouted to us as soon as we came within hearing range. I could tell she would be bouncing off the walls today. I began contemplating ways to focus her energy before she became nuclear. She practically ripped the car off its hinges in an effort to get to me. Bella, Bella, Bella, she sang excitedly. Tonight's the night. I've got so much planned! We're going to have so much fun!! I started desperately racking my brains. How could I distract her? That sound's great, Alice, I responded, less enthusiastically. Hey, I heard you made up a schedule of events. Did you make a copy for each of us? She appeared confused. No, should I have? Well, I would like to have one, and I'm sure the others would too. You know, I'm not big on surprises. She nodded thoughtfully. Okay, bye! I'd better get to class so I can get started on the schedules. With a brief wave of her hand, she bounced down the hallway, slightly more under control than she was before. By lunch time, my little pixie had fully lost it. I was ready to call the men in white coats to bring the straightjackets and arrange for the padded cell. Then I mentally kicked myself for even joking about it in my head. Poor Alice was abandoned in an asylum for real, so I knew I could never afford to make snide comments about her sanity or lack thereof without risking hurting her feelings. Fine. The men in white coats can come for me instead then, with their tranquilizer darts and padded handcuffs. Who knows? I might even enjoy it. I'd finally have time to work on my writing. I'd be safe from psychotic nomadic vampires, and I'd have a hard time hurting myself with all the padding around. Okay, so now I was the one losing it instead. The reason I was having this completely pointless internal dialogue about insanity, was because the moment I stepped into the cafeteria, Alice shouted my name as if she hadn't seen me in a hundred years. She ran up to me just slightly faster than she should have and began dancing around me in a little circle, bouncing and wriggling like an excited puppy. I expected to see a tail wagging, for heaven's sake. In fact, she was reminding me a bit of a cross between (A) Mike Newton refusing to keep a respectable personal distance from me, expecting excitement where none was forthcoming and (B) Jacob Black feeling frisky in his wolf form, trying to provoke Emmett into a wrestling match just for the hell of it. Alice grabbed my hands and began forcing me to dance around in a circle with her as if we were playing 'Ring around the Rosy'. I tried to protest, but she is so much stronger than I am, that it did no good at all. I felt so stupid behaving like little kids in the middle of the cafeteria in front of the entire student population. Angela chose that minute to enter the lunch room, and I desperately called out to her, hoping the diversion would be enough to help Alice develop some self control. Unfortunately, my plan backfired, and Alice simply grabbed her and added her to our little dancing circle. I saw Jasper start smirking, just before Emmett grabbed Ben and Edward and started dancing in a circle with them. Rose tried to stop Emmett, but he

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simply pulled her into the center of their circle. The three of them danced around her while Emmett belted out 'Ring around the Rosy' at the top of his lungs. Rose knew the real culprit, and as soon as Emmett pulled Edward and Ben to the floor on the last line, she pounced on Jasper, tackling him to the ground. In the chaos, Jasper sent Alice's own excitement back to her, doubling it, and then fed the higher level of excitement to our entire group. Before Angela, Ben, and I even knew what was happening, all eight of us were in a circle doing the Hokey Pokey. I couldn't believe I was making a fool of myself like this in front of the entire student body, but my special chosen family was having such a good time that I refused to let it bother me. That's your left foot, Emmett! You're supposed to put in your right! Rosalie shrieked. Emmett gave her a goofy grin. Strip Hokey Pokey! Emmett yelled, tearing off his shirt and tossing it into the center of the circle. All the girls in the cafeteria immediately began applauding and whistling. They were standing on tables to get a good look and pushing the human boys around them out of the way. We heard numerous catcalls, suggesting Emmett take off everything. The principal was fighting his way through the crowd with Mrs. Cope right behind him. Rosalie was busy draping herself over Emmett and glaring at all the human girls who dared to stare at his naked torso. Edward was frozen in place, staring at the scene in shock and horror, muttering, We're supposed to blend in, be inconspicuous, inconspicuous! Alice was staring at the mayhem with wide eyes, whispering, I totally didn't see this! Jasper's military background allowed him to formulate a strategy in the face of impending disaster. He swooped in and grabbed Emmett's shirt at vampire speed, helping him put it on faster than the human eye could track. Since he hadn't moved from his spot, it appeared to the human audience that one second he was topless and the next second he was fully clothed again, like the shirt simply appeared on his body out of thin air, causing them to question whether or not it had ever been off in the first place. In the next second, Jasper had made his way halfway across the room and projected his voice to announce, Free condoms in the nurse's station to the first fifty students. No questions asked. At that point, a riot ensued, with all the girls converging on Emmett and all the boys fighting and shoving to get to the office. The principal and Mrs. Cope were caught in the middle. In the midst of the chaos, the Cullens, including Angie, Ben, and me were all safely whisked away outside, away from the avenging fury of the principal, intent on making somebody pay for disturbing the peace. Jasper, what the heck were you thinking? I demanded, turning on him. I ought to string you up by your toenails for that little stunt! I had my hands on my hips and was raising my voice, while glaring menacingly. He tried to look sheepish, but couldn't help chuckling at me. I raised my eyebrow, daring him to continue being amused while I verbally put him through the wringer. I'm sorry, sis, but you look like a cute little kitten, hissing and spitting and fluffing up your fur, pretending your tiny little claws could actually do some damage. You just look so adorable, it's hard to keep a straight face, when all I really want to do is take pictures and tickle you under your chin, Jasper admitted. My jaw dropped. Stupid superstrong vampire big brother. I heard snickers from our siblings. Even Alice and Edward couldn't hide their smiles. I growled. They started laughing. I roared, curling my fingers into claws. They laughed harder. Emmett patted me gently on the head. I snapped at his hand. They hit the ground, shaking with laughter. I rolled my eyes at Angela and Ben, who were watching the scene in utter confusion, bemused smiles plastered in place.

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Losers, I muttered, stomping away. Edward quickly jumped up and ran after me. He pulled me into his arms. I let him, but I refused to relax against him. I stayed stiff and unyielding, radiating displeasure. Humph. It would serve them right if I decided not to attend the slumber party tonight. I was sure Mike would be willing to take me out on a date. I heard both Alice and Edward gasp simultaneously as they saw the vision of my 'decision'. Edward clutched me tightly, mumbling about never letting go. Alice jumped up and wailed, Noooo! She raced over to me and fell to her knees in front of me, clasping her hands together in full begging fashion. Please, Bella! You have to come! You're my best friend! Please, please, please! I pretended to deliberate, just to get a small measure of revenge. Rosalie smirked at me, knowing exactly what I was doing. C'mon, there's no way you're going to leave me to the mercy of Wolfgirl and the wolfettes, considering it was your idea to invite them over in the first place. Thanks to you and your bright ideas, Emmett and I have invested our life savings in the air freshener industry. I chuckled. I couldn't help it. That was funny. Okay, Rose, you've been a great sport, so I will be too, I conceded graciously. Yippee! Alice cried, jumping gracefully to her feet. We are going to have the Best Slumber Party Ever! Slumber party? Jessica asked. She had crept over when I wasn't looking. Who's having a slumber party? I looked at her sceptically. Did she really think we would answer her? Alice is, Angela replied. Poor girl is too nice for her own good. Rosalie snorted. I could tell she was thinking along the same lines. Bella and I, plus a few girls from La Push are spending the night at the Cullens' house. We're going to do all kinds of fun stuff, including torturing the boys. She clapped her hand over her mouth, though her eyes sparkled mischievously. Oops. I wasn't supposed to mention that part. Sorry, Rose. Rose smirked. That's okay. Even if they have advanced notice now, they can run, but they can't hide. Emmett and Jasper bumped fists. Bring it on, Baby, we can take it, Emmett challenged. Rose raised an eyebrow, then smiled evilly. Good, then you won't mind modeling the new swimsuits Alice bought for you guys? I always did think you looked good in a Speedo. Jessica choked, gasping for breath, while raking her eyes up and down the three Cullen boys. Edward and Jasper were both wincing, so I was certain her lust was out of control with her inappropriate fantasizing. Emmett only made it worse by interlacing his fingers behind his head and performing a hula dance. There was something about the way he smoothly and sensuously rotated his hips that made even my stomach tighten. I tore my gaze away and focused on Edward, picturing him moving that way while holding me close. Edward caught me staring at him with lust filled eyes and smirked. Do you know how to dance like that? I whispered in Edward's ear. Rosalie gave me a knowing glance. Edward actually leered at me. I'll show you later, hmm, he whispered back. I felt my heart rate increase rapidly, and he chuckled, his chest rumbling against my back.

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Jessica's and Lauren's eyes were glazed over, and they were panting heavily. Their own hips were rotating, though it looked jerky and uncoordinated when they did it. Rosalie smacked Emmett on the arm, and he stopped dancing, flashing her a boyish grin. I'll save the rest of the dance for when I'm wearing my new swimsuit, gorgeous, he teased Rose. She simply smiled back and raised both eyebrows. I'll look forward to it, monkey man, she purred. He gulped and pulled her closer. Jessica grabbed Alice's arm. Please! Jessica gasped desperately. Please, I've got to come to your party tonight! Lauren nodded, grabbing Alice's other arm. Alice gave them a scathing look. Do you really think I'd let you within ten yards of any of my brothers? Sorry, but no sluts allowed. She ripped her arms out of their grasps, turning her back on them both. They stared after her in shock and anger. Just then the principal strode outside and marched over to our group. He scowled at all of us. He's looking for a scapegoat, Edward whispered. So, we'll have to give him one, Jasper whispered back. Jasper strode toward the principal. Sir, I'd like to register a complaint, bordering on sexual harassment. The principal gave him a stern look. What seems to be the problem, Mr. Hale? Jessica and Lauren have been making me and my brothers uncomfortable. They've been making sexual suggestions and lusting after us heavily, despite the fact that we have given them absolutely no encouragement. In fact, we have actively discouraged them from chasing after us, but they continually insist upon thrusting their unwanted company on us. Just now, they begged to be allowed to sleep with us tonight. This type of vulgar behavior disgusts me. The principal looked from Jasper, who had never given him any trouble at all and was one of his best students, to Jessica and Lauren, whom he had personally witnessed engaging in slutty behavior. He was still suspicious though. He had heard something about Emmett and strip Hokey Pokey from some of the other students. He looked back at the Cullen children, along with Weber, Swan, and Cheney all good students and well behaved teenagers. As he looked at them, he felt his trust and goodwill increase. He looked back at Jessica and Lauren and felt his distrust, disgust, and distaste strengthen. He had never felt such negative emotions so strongly toward any of his students before. He looked back at the Cullen group again. They seemed to glow with innocence and purity. Rosalie chose that moment to step forward, her eyes shining with unshed tears. Sir, those awful girls kept chanting for my Emmett to play strip Hokey Pokey. Who ever heard of such a thing? When he refused, rather loudly, they tried to tear his shirt off of him! We barely escaped with our dignities intact. I'm tired of these brazen hussies propositioning my future husband! She pouted delightfully for the principal, playing the virtuous damsel in distress to the hilt. I was busy taking notes. I couldn't wait until I was a vampire and could dazzle everyone to get my way. Of course, the principal didn't stand a chance against the full brunt of Rosalie's charm. He was caught - hook, line and sinker. Miss Stanley, Miss Lauren, you have detention for a week for disturbing the peace. In addition, I expect a 10,000 page essay from each of you on the virtue of chastity, he ordered sternly. The rest of you need to get to class before the bell rings.

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Yes, sir! we answered, like good little children. Jessica and Lauren glared hatefully after us as we strolled casually away. We are going to get them if it's the last thing we do, Jessica muttered through clenched teeth. It appears we'll have plenty of time after school to plot our revenge, Lauren grumbled angrily. My siblings chuckled, completely unconcerned. Angela had watched the entire exchange between the principal and the Hales with awed admiration. She was currently feeling ten feet tall and invincible, very thankful she had chosen her friends so wisely.

Chapter 42: Ready to Party

MikePOV I couldnt help but overhear Alice, Bella, Rose, and Angela talking about a slumber party. I could feel the drool dripping down my chin as I pictured the four of them in skimpy baby doll pajamas having a pillow fight. Maybe they would play truth or dare. I had observed a slumber party that Jessica had hosted for her birthday two years ago, and it had been quite enlightening. The girls had shared a number of embarrassing secrets for the truth portions and had shocked his socks off with the dares. They had been very curious and had explored different options, from showing each other their private areas to even playing spin the bottle with each other. I still had fantasies from some of the things I saw at that party. It was one of the best nights of my young life.
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Of course, they did boring stuff too, like playing with makeup and opening presents. They attempted to hold a sance and fooled with a Ouija board for a while. Then they took turns trying to hypnotize one another. I was pretty sure the ones who got hypnotized were faking, but I wasnt completely sure. There was one girl, Moira, who was teased mercilessly after the party for acting like a dog while under the hypnosis. She moved away soon after. I wondered briefly if the teasing was related to the reason her family moved, or if it was just a coincidence. One of the most fascinating parts of observing the party had been discovering that girls thought about sex almost as much as boys do. I never would have believed it if I hadnt heard it for myself. I learned what they wanted most, what they liked least, and what most frightened them. I learned about female expectations for how much intimacy was appropriate for first, second, and third dates. I learned some of the ways girls communicate their interest and about the concept of playing hard to get. I knew that was what Bella was doing now. Ive seen the way she smiles at me sometimes. She was just trying to make me jealous with Cullen. I understood. She didnt want to seem easily attainable. Well, I could wait. I would show her I was worthy of her time and attention. I would always be here waiting for her, and soon she would throw herself into my arms where she truly wants to be. I know she is with Cullen because of the image she is trying to maintain, and because of family obligations, but when she is ready, she will ride off into the sunset with none other than yours truly. I had every intention of crashing this slumber party. I had driven down the Cullens driveway one day while they were out of town on a hunting trip. Their mansion had so many windows. Once it got dark, the lights would be on in the living room, where the girls would likely congregate, and they would be highly visible from a distance. I knew I could borrow some top quality binoculars from the store and get as up close and personal as I wanted without being anywhere near the actual house. I just needed a few more details. I managed to corner Ben Chaney before he caught up to Angela at the end of the day. Hey, Ben, would you like to hang out tonight? Ben looked at me in surprise. He wasnt usually part of my social circle, as I was a cool athlete and he was a geeky nerd, but I was willing to take the risk of being seen with him in order to get the inside information I needed to put my stalkerish Peeping Tom plan into action. Um, actually Mike I already have plans. Angela is going to be at a slumber party at the Cullens house, and Im going with her. I stared at him in shock. What? He was going with her? It was a co-ed slumber party? No way! A co-ed slumber party? I squeaked, my voice cracking like it hasnt since I made it through puberty. Ben blushed. Well, not really, but half the guys live there too, and they felt if they were being kicked out of their own house for a girls only party, they would have a guys party the same night. So all the guys are going to be camping out in the backyard with tents and a bonfire and the whole male bonding thing. Im really looking forward to it. Wow, that really sounds like fun, I mentioned enviously. But why just the backyard? Why not go someplace cooler? I mean the Cullens have lots of experience camping.

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Oh, yeah, well, the guys are really protective, you know, he stuttered a bit, as if he wasnt sure what to say. It seems kind of weird to describe it, but it feels perfectly normal when youre living it. The Cullen males dont like to leave their females unattended. The La Push guys seem to be just as protective of their girls as well. Its a little old fashioned by modern societal standards, but it feels good to just be a man and protect your woman and provide for her and stuff. I know were supposed to be sensitive and all, but that doesnt mean we cant be real men too. Jasper is more in tune with other peoples emotions than anyone Ive ever met, yet he is a real hardass through and through. He may seem quiet and shy, but theres something about him that just screams dangerous. I wouldnt want to meet him in a dark alley, and I sure as heck wouldnt want to get on his bad side. When he feels like somebody in his family is being threatened, his entire demeanor changes. Ive only seen it once or twice, but its enough to give you nightmares. When he gets mad or protective, he looks like the Angel of Death himself, come to wreak havoc on mortal men. Ive seen that same look on Emmett and Edward. I would never stand against these guys, and I am extremely thankful they consider me a friend. Theres something menacing about the La Push guys too. Most of the time they seem like laidback happy go lucky teenagers just like the rest of us. Occasionally though, the hairs on the back of my neck will stand on end, and Ill see something in their eyes that makes me want to hide under my covers. Its freaking scary, but I wouldnt trade any of them for anything. I love my relationship with all of them. Its like one big, happy family. Like were all part of one big pack. I cant really explain it. Hum. Okay. Well, wasnt really expecting all this information. Not really sure what to do with it all. Maybe he just felt the need to vent. Yeah, in one ear and out the other, thats what I always say. So, still gleaned some important info. Slumber party is definitely tonight, but dont get too close to the house or I might get spotted by one of the overprotective, obsessive, chauvinistic Cullen or La Push males. Got it. Gotta go, got plans to make. Okay, well have fun, Ben. Guess Ill go run by the store and see if my parents need any help. Sure, Mike. Have a good weekend. He shrugged and hurried out of the school to find Angela. Oh, I plan to have a good weekend. A very good weekend indeed. BPOV The four of us girls piled into Rosalies convertible. We dropped Angela at her house to pack a bag and raced the boys back to the house. Ben and Angela would be joining us later. I went inside to check on Emily, while the other three began to get set up for the party. I expected to find her in the guest room, but was amazed to see her comfortably ensconced on the living room sofa talking to Emily. I didnt want to interrupt, so I just watched the two of them interact for a few minutes. It struck me then how much Emily and Esme had in common. Emily was the mother of the wolf pack in the future Meyer had seen, just as Esme was the mother of the vampire coven. If the two of them combined forces, I knew the coven and the pack would become a true family, simply through the powerful love of those two women. They both turned to smile at me and ask about my day. The nurturing instinct was so strong in both of them, it would be immediately obvious even to a perfect stranger. I chuckled. If I didnt know better, Id swear you two were twins. They looked at me in surprised bewilderment, then exchanged glances, each to see if the other understood, then realized both were utterly clueless, so their gazes returned to me, hoping for an explanation. I grinned. Even their expressions were identical. You may not look alike on the surface, but Id swear your souls were cut from the same cloth.

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I watch as my words sank into their hearts and minds, then blossomed and grew. The smiled at me and then one another, each recognizing the other as a kindred spirit. Yes, Esme agreed. I see what you mean. Indeed, my soul does seem to recognize yours on some level, Emily. Emily nodded. I feel it too, Esme. As if I know you and have always known you. As if I love you and have always loved you. They shared an understanding smile. I took advantage of Emilys distraction to study her face. She already looked better to me than she had before. Carlisle had managed some actual tissue repair, in addition to the scar reduction. Her face didnt sag the way it had before. The lines of the claw marks were reduced as thin as mere threads, instead of the deep gashes that had remained before. Even though the lines were harshly pink, depicting their freshness, they already seemed so much more subtle than the scars that had been left behind before. She was even able to operate her eyelid completely normally once again. I was so pleased with the results, and knew she must be also. I left the two of them exchanging recipes and determining what to fix for dinner for all the guests tonight, and ran to the SUV to pick up the rest of our gang. By the time I got back with Jacob, Embry, Quil, Seth, Jared and Kim, the house was fully decorated and ready to go. Leah was staying at the Cullens house all weekend to help Emily. She wasnt worried about Emilys safety from the family, but she knew she couldnt afford for Sam to see her on the reservation without Emily and start looking for her. He would totally freak out and probably think the Cullens had kidnapped Emily and brainwashed her, if he found out she was here. He would never believe she came here of the own free will. Okay, Im here now. You can start the party. I know you were waiting for me, Jacob announced as he strutted into the house. Ugh, who let the dogs in? Who? Who? Rosalie yelled down the stairs from her bedroom. Aww, Blondie, you know you missed me, Jacob taunted. I bet you would have won that swimming competition too, if you had realized you should use your arms to do the breaststroke. Badumpum. Yeah, well, you probably chase your tail thinking it will help make ends meet, Rosalie returned sarcastically. Embry chuckled and bumped fists with Emmett. Gotta love those two, eh? Blonde jokes vs. dog jokes. Who do you think will win? Who knows? Theyve got all of eternity to work on it, right? Im just along for the ride, Emmett shrugged, his attention distracted by his current video game. Yeah, well good thing theyve got eternity to work on the delivery, because neither one is set to make a career out of comedy. Theyd both get kicked out of the club. I say we give them about ten years to work on their timing and delivery, and then make them do the amateur comedy night at one of the clubs in Seattle. Well let the audience determine the winner, Quil suggested. Youre on! Emmett accepted. I thought it was rather pitiful that the two of them thought they could so easily speak for Rose and Jacob. They were clearly deluding themselves. But hey, ten years is a long time, so who

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knows. Maybe by then theyll have talked them into it. Or not. Either way could be entertaining for the rest of us, so I let it go without a word. Alice came down the stairs with a determined look on her face. Okay, all males, regardless of species need to get out of the house for the rest of the night. If you feel the urge to relieve yourselves at any time, just use the woods like the animals you truly are. All the male wolves started barking and howling. Quil and Seth did their best to join in, though their human barks and howls werent anywhere near as intimidating or as believable as the rest of theirs. The male vampires just laughed, knowing they would have no need to relieve themselves. Hey, why are you starting this party so early, Alice? Im not finished with my game yet, Emmett whined. Alice rolled her eyes in exasperation. Take the TV outside with you, Emmett. You can use the external electrical outlets, she recommended. Emmetts face lit with joy. Awesome idea, Alice! I knew there was some reason we kept you around. Thanks, Emmett. I love you too, she grumbled sardonically. By the way, Ben and Angela will be arriving shortly, in about ten minutes, so if you guys want to use your enhanced speed and strength to set up camp, youd better get cracking. Darlin, I love it when you use that Southern slang, Jasper drawled, patting her on the rear on his way out the door and flashing her a sexy smile. She pouted until he came back and gave her a proper goodbye kiss. Get a room! Emmett shouted as he effortlessly carried the 60 flat panel TV out onto the deck with one hand, the Xbox carefully balanced in the other. Enough with the tonsil hockey already. Their audience laughed. Maybe we should have you compete on amateur night along with Rose and Jake, Quil suggested. Id beat them hands down, Emmett scoffed. No doubt, Quil agreed. I certainly appreciate your humor better than either of theirs, but then again, Im a simple guy with simple pleasures in life. Embry snorted. Yeah, thatll be the day. All the boys started setting up camp, roughhousing and trash talking. Some of the boys worked on the tents, while others set up the bonfire. We girls watched them and chatted, while we waited for our last member to arrive. The boys antics were more entertaining than a movie would have been. Emmett kept trying to provoke Jacob into a wrestling match, while Jacob released his aggression by subtly sabotaging all of Emmetts work. We gals could see Jacob had rigged it for Emmetts tent to collapse on him the first time he entered, but we chose not to warn him. He deserved it after all his teasing. Rose finally decided to intervene before Emmett did anything really stupid. Are you sure its wise to be provoking the werewolves while youre helping them build a bonfire, Emmett? she shouted loud enough for everyone to hear. You dont think that seems a touch suicidal? Are you sure its wise for vampires and werewolves to be in such close proximity to one another

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with a roaring fire hissing words of temptation only a few feet away? The wolves started laughing. Shes got you there, leech. Hope you dont accidentally trip and fall into the flames, dude, Quil quipped. Nah, Emmett countered, throwing his arm around Jacobs shoulders. They were the same height now. Jacobs my brother. He may try to beat the daylights out of me, but hed never hurt me for real. He ruffled Jacobs hair as Jacob squirmed and tried to break away. Jacob snapped at Emmetts shoulder, pretending he was going to bite off Emmetts arm. Emmett stepped back, throwing up his arms in front of his chest, palms facing out. Whoa, boy, down boy. Down boy. Good boy. Whos a good boy? Emmett cooed at Jacob with a silly grin. Jacob lunged for him, but he dodged to the side. He took off running, with Jacob in hot pursuit. Esme shook her head in maternal exasperation. Well, they certainly act like brothers. I saw the heads of all the supernatural creatures swivel toward the driveway, and nearly a minute later, I heard a car coming our way. Angela and Ben had arrived. Luckily, the camp was already set up and ready. Its amazing what a large group of mythical beings can accomplish in only a few minutes time. Okay, everyone, remember to act human, I reminded my whole family, wolves and vampires alike. I heard a mixed response, from chuckles, to silence, to offended muttering. Well, youre used to this being a sanctuary where you can relax your restrictions and be free to be yourselves as you truly are. Unfortunately, you all need to bind yourselves up in the shackles of human limitations, at least until Angela and Ben are asleep. Then, anything goes. Well, anything Esme approves of anyway. There was a collective groan at my last statement, and Esme smiled indulgently. Ben and Angela parked and got out, carrying their bags with them. Ben joined the guys outside, immediately gravitating toward the Xbox Emmett had set up on the deck. Quil, Embry, and Jared came to join him. Jasper decided to go find Emmett and Jacob to warn them of the new arrivals. Rose and Alice each grabbed one of Angelas hands and dragged her upstairs to Alices room. Yay! Its Angela Barbie time, instead of Bella Barbie time. I hoped Angela was enjoying herself. I couldnt help feeling relieved she took my place in that dreaded chair, though an hours long Alice makeover is a torture I wouldnt wish on anyone. Well, anyone I liked. I thought longingly of tricking Jessica and Lauren into allowing Alice to give them makeovers, only the end results wouldnt be the breathtakingly beautiful status Alice usually achieved. No, Alice would help them change their looks. Theyd end up looking like punk rocker clowns. Or maybe emo goth clowns, with little fake tears of despair carefully painted on their cheeks. I heard Alice laughing upstairs. Love it, Bella! Im definitely in, if you can persuade them somehow. I grinned. What is it? Esme asked me with a gentle smile. I ducked my head with guilt, not meeting her eyes. Um, I was just picturing getting some nonviolent vengeance on a couple of girls at school, I muttered. I know its not right. She patted my knee. Lets go and fix dinner now sweetie. I know everyone will be getting hungry now.

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I jumped up, eager to please. I called up to Leah and Kim, to see if they wanted to join us, but they were busy talking wolf stuff with Emily, so Esme and I got to have a little mother/daughter bonding time. We chatted happily, while working side by side in the luxurious kitchen. I always enjoyed cooking here, as Esme had ordered the best of everything when she originally redecorated the kitchen, even though she never expected to use it. Once I had started coming over, she had gotten the rest of the small appliances, tools, and utensils needed to make the kitchen truly useful. After I had relaxed and was enjoying our happy, loving atmosphere, Esme cleared her throat meaningfully. So tell me about your nonviolent vengeance. I blushed and watched Esme out of the corner of my eye. She had a slight smile on her face as she pretended to be fully engaged in the task at hand. I sighed. She wasnt going to let this go, so I might as well get it over with and endure my resultant lecture in good faith. I admitted my idea about the multi-hour makeovers with hideous results. Essentially, the makeover from hell. A fate worse than death, in my humble opinion. Esme giggled at my descriptions of the girls. I looked at her in surprise, finally daring to meet her gaze for the first time since the conversation began. I know it isnt right, dear, but those girls just get on my nerves. I confess that the idea of the looks on their faces when they saw themselves in the mirror for the first time after hours of primping, pruning, and improving, appeals to my darker side. It would definitely be a Kodak moment. Something like that would deserve to be captured on film for the good of future generations. I couldnt help myself. I burst out laughing at the thought of dear, sweet Esme poised in the corner of the room with a camera, waiting for the right moment to forever record the image of Laurens and Jessicas humiliation for the good of posterity. Absolutely hilarious. Esme and I shared the laugh together, bringing us even closer, and helping me feel better. Wow. Esme had dealt with Rosalie and Emmett on a full-time basis for the past seventy years, while still demonstrating love, patience, acceptance, and forgiveness. How irritating did two people have to be to actually annoy Esme to the point she would entertain the idea of vengeance? Those two must hold a record or something. Worlds Most Irritating Individuals. Maybe they should be in the Guinness Book of World Records, if only I could prove it without endangering my family. Ah, well. I guess some things are better left unknown. Esme and I served dinner to the humans and werewolves, both male and female. Despite the fact we made enough to feed an army, there werent any leftovers. I figured we must be feeding an army now. An army of very hungry werewolves. Good thing the Cullens were so rich. Otherwise, the wolves would likely eat them out of house and home. I was glad the Cullens were bankrolling the wolves, because none of them had the resources to purchase disposable clothes and mountains of food. At least all the groceries I buy arent going to waste, Esme commented to me, once we were alone again in the kitchen. Not that they were going to waste when we donated them to the food pantry in Seattle, but now I actually get to use them for the benefit of people we know! Besides, I love cooking as much as redecorating, but never had much use for it before. Now, I get to indulge myself in another of my favorite hobbies, and its nowhere near as expensive as renovating houses is. She giggled. It warmed my heart to see her so carefree and joyful. I grabbed a plate of food for myself, and we went to join the other young ladies. Angela was looking stunning, just as I expected she would. I was quick to compliment her, and she blushed just as badly as I usually did. It was cute to see, and I got a glimpse as to why my family liked to provoke that reaction in me so often.

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Leah had three heaping plates of food spread out in front of her and was gradually demolishing them. Angela stared at her somewhat enviously. How can you eat like that and stay so thin? she wondered. Leah gave her a wink and answered, Good genes and lots of exercise. I snorted and promptly choked on the food in my mouth. Thank heavens I wasnt trying to drink at the time. I would have definitely had coke spraying out of my nose. See, luck is all a matter of perspective. I chose to focus on the positive aspect. If I tripped on the sidewalk and fell, a bystander would probably consider that bad luck. I, on the other hand, would be thinking about how lucky I was I didnt fall into the street and get run over by a car. No matter how bad things in life were, they could always get worse, so I tried to be thankful for all the small favors life granted me, rather than concentrate on all the bad stuff.

Chapter 43: Peeping Mike

BPOV I pulled Alice aside, while the other girls finished their meals. Alice, have you seen Edward? Im worried that hes not here yet. Ive been trying to pretend nothing is wrong and have been successfully distracting myself with other things, but I really expected him to be home long before now. You worry too much, Bella, Alice smirked. He just wanted to pick up something special for you, in case you two would be able to steal a few moments alone together. I blushed. Oh, have you seen it then? She scoffed. No, he told me before we left school today. You know I cant see anything when Im surrounded by wolves. Youre the one who told me that. You told me how I cant get any visions at all when Im in close proximity to any of the wolves. Maybe if Leah was completely on the other side of the room right now, I could possibly see something, but certainly not with her this close to me. All I get is a bad headache. Besides, I cant see anything whenever any of the wolves are involved. The entire Volturi guard could descend on our house tonight, and I would be just as completely clueless as the rest of you, since the wolves are with our family and would join us in the fight against them. I love the werewolves and all, but they put a serious hurting on my gift. Im really not used to being so blind, and I really dont like it. Im hoping if I get to know them well, I might be able to learn to see them, to expand and develop my talent to encompass them as well. Of course, I have no idea whether or not that will work. Do you know how I feel to have to say something like that about my own future? Ever since I woke up to this existence, I have relied on my visions of my future to keep me on the right path. Now, I have to guess just as much as the rest of you. It sucks to be normal.

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I laughed. Yeah, it sucks to be normal, says the hyperactive, vegetarian vampire pixie who lives comfortably amongst both werewolves and humans. What the heck do you know about normal, Alice? Sorry, babe, but you dont get to whine about being normal until you cant jump fifteen feet straight up into the air and run faster than a jet airplane. Thanks for being so supportive, Bella. Hey, thats what friends are for, right? To drag you out of your self-pity pit when youve dug it too deep? She looked at me in surprise and cocked her head curiously. I never really thought of it that way before. Her expression turned mischievous. Dont worry, Edward will be here before too long. I refused to let him interfere with the early evening festivities, so he decided to make the trip to Seattle to get what he wanted. The way he drives the Vanquish, it shouldnt take him long at all. Im sure hell be back before 10. I grinned and shook my head slowly. She was so Alice. MikePOV I had parked my SUV just inside the Cullens long driveway, close to the road. I had pulled it off into the trees, parking behind some bushes. I was sure that all the guests had already arrived, but I didnt want to risk any latecomers noticing my vehicle where it didnt belong. The last thing I wanted was to end up facing Chief Swan over trespassing charges. I had only recently earned the kind of trust relationship I wanted with my parents, and I had no desire to endanger my freedom. Obviously, I didnt care enough to stop what I was doing, but I was certain I wouldnt get caught. What was the good of having all the nifty surveillance equipment at the store if I never got to use it? Besides, this could easily be classified as research trying to learn how the different equipment worked. It would help me make the sale, as I would appear knowledgeable and trustworthy to a potential buyer if I could demonstrate the proper uses of the item I was selling. It had worked for me before, in the past. So, I was really helping my parents by testing out the equipment tonight. Yeah, that sounds good, just in case. I hiked through the woods toward the house, using a GPS devise to maintain my sense of direction. I had overheard the Cullens making references to dogs at their house over the past couple of days, and I didnt want to alert them to my presence. If the dogs started barking, someone would be sure to come out and investigate. Why did they have to get pets now, when they never did before? Its like they were deliberately setting out to ruin my fun. I took a roundabout pathway so I would come out on the correct side, facing the wall of windows, but kept myself downwind from the house, so I wouldnt alert the dogs. I was wearing mufflers on my feet and stepping carefully as I approached the house, knowing how excellent canine hearing is. I finally made it to my destination. I was at least a football fields length away from the house, which should keep me effectively hidden. I looked around and saw a tree that had fallen against another tree, making a triangle with the ground. I went to the base of the trunk and started walking up it, like walking up a rough round slide. As I got higher off the ground, I went to hands and knees, lowering my center of balance. The binoculars were hanging from a strap around my neck, and I moved them onto my back so they wouldnt bang against the trunk. I crawled up until I was about eight feet off the ground. At this height, I had an unobstructed view of the house and yard. I could see figures, but couldnt see enough details to even pick out faces.

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I pulled my trusty binoculars around again and peered through them at the beautiful women inside the house. To my extreme disappointment, they were all simply eating dinner. They hadnt even changed into pajamas yet. How boring. Well, on the bright side, that means I havent missed anything either. Speaking of missing out, I turned to look at the boys in the yard. Most of them had already finished dinner, and they were engaging in some roughhousing and arm wrestling. I saw that half of them were from La Push. How confusing. I thought the natives didnt like the freaks. I mean, the pale faces are supposed to be the enemy, right? Well, I dont think theyll ever find faces more pale than the Cullens. So how come theyre all buddy-buddy all of a sudden? I narrowed my eyes in frustration. Does that mean the perfect Cullens would start coming to First Beach now? Thats one of the places I was intending to invite Bella, since I knew Cullen wouldnt come. Jerk ruins everything. I let loose a massive fart and smirked. It accentuated my opinion of Cullen perfectly. To my surprise, as soon as I let go, I saw almost every guy freeze and turn their heads in my direction. What the heck? I know they couldnt possibly have heard that. I couldnt hear the conversations they were having. It was just a freaky coincidence. Must be an animal somewhere in front of me. I zoomed in my binoculars for a closer look and saw Emmett Cullen meet my gaze. I dropped the binoculars and almost fell off the trunk. I put my hand over my rapidly beating heart and tried to calm myself. There is no way he could possibly see me all they way out here, especially in the dark. I reassured myself and lifted the binoculars back up to my eyes. I immediately noticed three of the La Push guys disappearing around the other side of the house. I looked back to Emmett and found him huddled in conference with Jasper. The two of them kept looking in my direction and then back to the house. I wondered if they were planning on doing something to the girls. I grinned. Maybe they were staging a panty raid. I saw Alice and Rose come to the window and look down at Emmett and Jasper. It almost looked like they were carrying on a conversation, but I knew that was impossible. They wouldn't be able to hear each other through the window. The girls then looked in my direction and evil grins appeared on their faces. They looked back at the guys and said something. The guys shared a look, shrugged, and then started laughing. I wondered if the girls were planning to play a prank on the guys. This was going to be such an entertaining evening. Suddenly, I heard growling coming from the woods. More growling issued from either side of me. I started trembling. The growling kept getting closer, like something was stalking me. My heart was racing, my adrenalin rushing, my hair standing on end. What the heck was out there? I rapidly adjusted the binoculars and scanned the forest in front of me, looking for the source of the sounds. I saw something and immediately wished I hadnt. Something big with really sharp teeth was headed my way and completely focused on me. I suddenly understood what the chicken feels like when faced with a fox. If I lived through this, I was going to have terrible nightmares. I heard snarling adding to the growling and whimpered. I looked around me without using the binoculars and messed my pants. Directly in front of me and on either side of me, eyes glowed in the moonlight merely six to ten feet away from me. I felt tears running down my cheeks. What were these things? They sort of reminded me of wolves, but they were the size of horses! They must be bears! But bears dont attack in groups. Unless this is a mother and her two almost grown cubs? Who cares what they are? I just want them gone! Leave me alone! Go away! Shoo! I screamed, waving my arms, hoping to scare them away. The growling and snarling was replaced with raspy coughing noises. Huh? Did they have hairballs or something? At least theyd stopped growling. Shoo! You stupid animals! Dont you know humans are at the top of the food chain? I heard loud laughter booming from somewhere nearby.

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Are you sure? a creepy voice whispered, the voice carrying on the breeze. I really started freaking out. Who are you? What do you want? I yelled, terrified. There was no answer, just creepy evil laughter that sent chills down my spine. The beast in front of me came forward, reared up on its hind legs, and put its front paws on the trunk on either side of me. Its mouth full of razor sharp teeth was right in front of my face. It licked its chops and opened its mouth wide. I gazed up at the gaping jaws in terror. That mouth was big enough to swallow my whole head! As the teeth slowly began to move toward me, I shrieked and fell backward off the trunk onto the hard ground. I curled up into the fetal position and slowly opened my eyes. I saw three giant mouths open, saliva dripping onto my hair, hot breath on my neck. Im too young to die! I shrieked at the top of my lungs. How could the world possibly exist without me? How could fate be so cruel as to take me out of the equation in my prime? The women of the world would mourn the loss greatly. They would never get the chance to find ecstasy in my bed. My heart felt like it was trying to jump out of my chest. My lungs couldnt fill with enough oxygen. As the edges of my vision started fading to black, I could have sworn I saw one of the creatures lift its leg and actually start relieving itself on me. Nah. Must have been my imagination. And then everything faded to black.

Chapter 44: Mikes Makeover

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I looked at the pathetic human curled up on the forest floor, covered in odiferous bodily fluids and waste products. I couldnt help a feeling of satisfaction that flooded me, and I heard Jasper chuckle beside me. Darn tootin, Jasper declared. Creepy perv got what he deserved. What the heck was he thinking trespassing on our property and spying on us? The waves of envy and lust radiating from him were enough to make me sick. Ha! Well, he thinks humans are at the top of the food chain, I snickered. NOT! He probably thinks they are the smartest creatures on the planet too. Shows how stupid he is. The wolves had phased back to their human forms and were looking disgustedly down at Newtons unconscious form. Coward! Jared sneered, spitting on the boy. I rubbed my hands together. Well, the girls want a piece of the action, so we need to get this piece of trash back to the house and clean it up a bit before we hand it over. Jake bared his teeth unpleasantly. You mean we have to touch it? I nodded understandingly. Yeah, sick I know, but we do have bleach at the house we can use to clean our hands with afterwards. We all sighed and wrinkled our noses. Sometimes a mans got to do what a mans got to do, whether he likes it or not. So Jasper and I each grabbed an ankle, while Embry and Jared each took hold of a wrist. Jacob was supposed to make sure his head didnt hit anything while we walked back through the woods, but I dont think he was terribly diligent about fulfilling his duties, judging by the state of Mikes hair by the time we got back to the yard. We set him down in a clear patch, and I ran to get the hose while the others removed his clothes, trying to touch them as little as possible. I started hosing him off to get him clean. There was no way Esme would let him into the house in his current condition. The wolves went to share an edited version of the story with Quil, Seth, and Ben. The rest of the details would be given to Quil and Seth once Ben was asleep. Jasper nudged Mike with his foot, rolling him over so I could hose off his back. Ick. Maybe the kid should wear a diaper. None of his clothes were salvageable. Jasper tensed and backed up beside me. I looked at him in confusion until a furious Carlisle appeared in front of us. I had been so distracted, I hadnt even heard his car come down the driveway. Stop this instant! Carlisle growled angrily. What the hell do you think youre doing? Wow! I wasnt sure Id ever heard Carlisle cuss before. I didnt know he had it in him. He must be really, really mad. I immediately stopped spraying water on Mike. I was just cleaning him up, Dad, I defended myself, hoping to save myself from serious consequences. You know Esme wouldnt let him in her nice clean house smelling like this. I saw his jaw clench and heard his teeth grind together as he fought to control his anger. Yikes. Id never, ever seen Carlisle this close to losing it before, and I didnt want to be within 100 miles of him if he ever did. I could only imagine what over 360 years of suppressed anger and frustration would look like when it finally erupted. Mt. Vesuvius would look like childs play in comparison.

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Would one of you please explain to me why there is a naked boy lying on the ground in our back yard, becoming hypothermic as ice cold water is sprayed on his unconscious form, and his clothes reek of werewolf urine?! He glared at all of us, daring us to explain this to his satisfaction. Jasper squared his shoulders and stepped forward. Dang, that boy is brave. Certainly, sir. We found him trespassing on our property, watching our house through binoculars, with waves of lust pouring out of him, Jasper announced stoically. The wolves kindly volunteered to go and . . . uh . . . encourage him to cut short his visit. He was so surprised by their welcoming party that he soiled himself, fell out of the tree, and blacked out. And the wolf urine? As I was standing next to him, I felt the sudden overwhelming need to relieve myself as I thought about him panting and wanting to lust over the sight of my Kim in her pajamas, Jared confessed sternly, obviously not even slightly remorseful for his actions. I saw a sudden comprehension dawn in Carlisles eyes as he considered Jareds words. You mean this sick jerk was hoping to catch a glimpse of my wife and my daughters in a state of undress?! he asked in horrified disbelief. We all nodded solemnly in response. He could see the truth in our eyes. I watched Carlisles beast peek through his eyes as his demeanor changed. I thought he was furious before, but he was beyond rage now. His fists were clenched and he was gritting his teeth so hard I was afraid he might accidentally hurt himself. Finally, he seemed to come to grips with the situation and come to some kind of resolution. I hoped he had some kind of ideas, because I was fresh out. He held his hand out to me. I looked down and then handed him the hose. To my surprise, he changed the settings to a more forceful spray and turned the hose on Mike, washing his backside and hair clean. I looked at him in astonishment. I certainly hadnt expected that. What had gotten into him? He grabbed Mikes upper arm and lifted him off the ground. Get him some boxers, Carlisle ordered. Sir, yes, sir! I responded smartly, dashing inside to obey. It looked like I may escape consequences after all, particularly if I could stay on his good side. Jasper was brilliant, responding the way he did. Jared too, for that matter. Carlisle would do anything to protect his family, even commit violence. Plus, he still was a vampire, as well as a man, so it wasnt surprising that the threat to his mate would bring out his inner monster. We vampires really cant endure eternity without our mates, so we tend to be a bit possessive and overprotective where they are concerned. Okay, sometimes more than a bit. I flashed back down the stairs and outside with a new pair of boxers. Carlisle held Mike up in the air while I slipped them on him, careful not to come in contact with any of his bare flesh. I shuddered at the thought. Double eww. Now that he was covered, Carlisle carried him into the house, letting him dangle by the one arm. Alice squealed with excitement. The entertainment is here, girls! Isnt that Mike Newton? Angela gasped in horror, her hand coming up to her mouth. What happened to him? Why is he here? Apparently, the boys caught him spying on us with binoculars. He was hoping to enjoy ogling us in our pajamas. He was so surprised when the guys surrounded him in the woods that he

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messed his pants and fell out of the tree where he was perched. The boys removed his soiled clothes and cleaned him up, before bringing him in here, Alice explained. I say that since he wanted so badly to join our girls only slumber party, we should have pity on him and show him what hes been missing. We should give him a real girly makeover, my Rosie recommended, with an evil grin. The full treatment makeup, hair, clothes, nails, etc. Bella, Esme, and Leah caught on immediately. I wondered how Esme would respond to such a suggestion. I saw Esme have a quick whispered conversation with Carlisle. She turned back to survey the group of girls. Well, I would normally not condone such treatment of an individual, Esme decided coldly. However, in his case, I will make an exception. Considering that this . . . boy . . . fully intended to violate our privacy, hoping to view all of us in our unmentionables, I believe he is in dire need of a lesson. I heard the shocked gasps as all the girls realized his intentions. I was glad I didnt have Jaspers gift right about now, as I was certain their emotions were not pleasant. I was also glad I wasnt Mike Newton. Well look forward to the results, ladies. Let us know when it is time for a fashion show, I declared, kissing Rose goodbye. I went back out to the group of guys, dragging Carlisle out with me. It was time for us to have some good old fashioned male bonding time while they did their whole female thing. I suppose that must have been Mikes SUV parked in the bushes at the top of our driveway, near the road, he sighed, running his hands through his hair. He looked at me apprehensively. Better be prepared for more fireworks when Edward gets home. My eyes widened. Mr. Drama King himself was likely on his way now. Carlisle was right. This wouldnt be a pretty sight. Still really, really glad I wasnt Mike Newton. RPOV I kissed my Emmett goodbye and began planning the ultimate revenge on Newton. I could see Alice getting excited by some of my choices. So whats the plan? Emily asked nervously. Did she think we would actually hurt him? That would be so unnecessary. By the time we were finished with him, his complete and utter humiliation would be all the recompense we would need for his atrocious behavior. Were going to help Mike feel like he could fit in with us. Were going to transform Mike into Michelle. Were going to show him what it feels like to be treated like an object or a toy for someone elses amusement. We wont hurt him. We wont do anything irreversible. Well just have a little fun turning our Ken into a Barbie, as a strike against male chauvinists everywhere, Rose replied reassuringly. Alice nodded and laughed excitedly. I have just the dress! She ran quickly up the stairs, just barely keeping to human speed. Esme came over to stand by Emily, placing a soothing hand on her shoulder. Emily, would you like to help me paint his nails? It may help if you think about what he was trying to do Kim and Leah.

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Emily inhaled sharply, and then grinned. I would be delighted to help you, Esme. After all, it is a girls only party, right? Mike cant possibly be here, but Im sure Michelle would love to join us. Her smile lit up her face. Even I could see how beautiful she was, both inside and out. I was glad my father had been able to help her. I couldnt imagine how Emmett would feel if he had unwittingly bitten my face in his newborn frenzy. I couldnt believe I was sympathizing with a werewolf and his imprint. What was this world coming to these days? Alice brought down several large suitcases full of makeover materials and spread them out around the living room. I saw Esme and Emily grab the manicure and pedicure kits, as well as two different colors of nail polish. The dress Alice had brought down was absolutely hideous, but it would fit. It looked like something somebodys bedridden granny would wear. Where did you get that terrible dress, Alice? I wondered, eyeing it with distaste. She shrugged. I saw it hanging out of a dumpster last week and felt I would need it for something. I think it suits him, dont you? I laughed. Perfectly. He needs some footless tights to cover up his hairy legs, dont you think? Alice tossed me a little box. Pixie thinks of everything. We put on his new clothing as carefully as possible. Bella and Kim had been sorting through the supplies and had finally made some selections. What do you have there, Bella? I asked. I was surprised to see her blush at my question. She bit her lip, like she wasnt sure whether or not she should answer. Well? Body glitter, she answered softly. She giggled. I thought Id put it on his arms. I was glad to see her joining in the festivities. It would be awful if one of them were to just sit all folded up on the couch watching in disapproval. That would really kill the mood. Alice and I started pulling out the facial make up we wanted. How about you Kim? Kim was initially just as shy as Bella, but now that she had gotten comfortable with us, she had started showing her sassy side. I thought Id work on his hair, she responded cheekily, holding up hair gel, hair spray, and hot pink hair coloring. I grinned. Yep, she was in up to the hilt. Leah released an evil laugh Muahahaha. I looked to see what torturous item she had discovered in Alices stash. She was brandishing a jar of wax. Im going to go and heat this up now, so I can help Michelle with her five oclock shadow, she chuckled. Ahh, a girl after my own heart. I smiled. Let the fun begin. Mike roused a bit while we worked on him, shortly after Leah had ripped the wax off his face. Even I had to shudder a bit at the sight of that. He was still in a dreamlike haze as he gazed at us surrounding him, feeling all of us touching him. He started to mumble crazy things about being in heaven and how he knew we had always wanted him. I rolled my eyes. This kid was positively delusional. I was just getting ready to give him a little tap on his temple to help him go back to sleep, when the front door slammed open, the sound of heavy breathing filling the air. All of us froze, turning to the door as one, to see a furious vampire barely clinging onto his control.

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Edward. EPOV I hummed happily to myself as I got closer to my house. I was fairly certain Bella would love the gift I purchased for her today. I couldnt wait to have her all to myself later, wrapped in my chilly embrace. I turned into our driveway, eager to get back to my one true love, eager to see her face light up the way it always does when she sees me. My headlights flashed on metal off to the side, and I could clearly distinguish an SUV parked behind the bushes off to the side. The SUV looked creepily familiar, and I lowered my window to confirm the scent. Mike freaking Newton. What the heck was he doing here at my house? I drove quickly down the drive and caught bits and pieces of various thoughts, but none were focused on the subject at hand. Jacob met me out by where I parked and showed me the evenings activities and revelations thus far. I congratulated his good work in literally scaring the crap out of Mike and laughed at Jareds expressions of distaste. I loved the look on Mikes face when he thought Jacob was going to literally bite off his head. It was a memory I would treasure and frequently remember every time he annoyed me. I was incredulous at the sight of Carlisle hosing Mike down and carrying him around by one arm, but I saw the same memory in several others. Jasper replayed his and Jareds words, and suddenly Carlisles behavior made sense to me. I actually thought Carlisle had been much too gentle with him. So where is Mike now? I asked bitterly, wanting to avenge my own mate as well. The girls wanted their pound of flesh, Emmett offered, maintaining his distance from me. So we delivered him up as a human sacrifice. His thoughts indicated he believed I would erupt and behave irrationally, so he was keeping his distance but eagerly awaiting the impending scene. I scowled at him. I was not going to overreact and start screaming. I was much too mature to throw a temper tantrum like Emmett was picturing. I searched the house for Mikes thoughts and zeroed in on them instantly. I looked through his eyes and saw all the girls, even Emily and Esme, with their hands all over him, rubbing and caressing him. He was in seventh heaven. My jaw dropped. This was their idea of punishment? He certainly wasnt feeling punished. He was praising the Almighty for fulfilling his lifelong fantasies. How could they? How could they do this to us? Did Peeping Toms turn them on or something? How could they all betray their lovers, their protectors for this piece of human scum? How could Bella do this to me? I was crushed. I was enraged. I was falling apart. Jasper stared at me in confused concern. Whats wrong, Edward? Your emotions are all over the place! Jasper demanded. I shook my head in despair. I couldnt tell him what I had seen. I couldnt say the words that would shatter my whole family. But I couldnt live with the lies, the secret knowledge either. I would expose their treachery. I stormed over to the house. Emmett and Carlisle tried to stop me, but I shook them off of me. I marched up the steps to the door and threw it open with a might crash. The girls were indeed all crowded around Mike, all touching him. I saw red. What the hell do you think youre doing? I screamed. Mike opened his eyes wide, saw my undiluted rage, and promptly fainted again. I didnt care. The women in my life were startled and surprised by my outburst. They were even confused. Only Esme had the slightest remorse, but then her thoughts shocked me even more.

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What is his problem? Is he asking us or Mike? Relax, brother dear, were just having a little fun. Playing with our new Ken doll. I thought this was supposed to be a girls only slumber party. How come these guys keep coming in here? I suppose this isnt really the most appropriate behavior, but Carlisle agreed it would be acceptable. Carlisle had agreed for Esme to be holding hands with Mike? Had he finally lost his marbles? Had I fallen into some strange alternate universe? I heard Emmett bust out laughing behind me. Carlisle and Jasper joined in the merriment. I turned around to look at them in complete bewilderment. We just walked in on our mates feeling up Newton the slimeball, and they thought it was funny? Jasper sent me a wave of amusement, which knocked out some of my righteous anger. I turned back around to view the scene again. The girls had all frozen in place with my outburst. It suddenly dawned on me that Mike was wearing a dress and tights. Next, I noticed his toenails were painted bright red. I realized Emily had nail polish in her hand and was in the act of applying it to his toes. My brain rapidly processed the items held in all the other womens hands, and I felt like a complete fool. I assessed Mikes condition, noting his hair was spiky with a wide swath of hot pink down the center. He was covered in all kinds of makeup and looked like a really ugly girl. He was wearing cheap clip on earrings and gaudy necklaces, rings, and bracelets that clashed terribly with the most hideous dress Id ever seen. I finally understood that the girls had been giving him a hellish makeover, and it was only his deluded, confused mind that had made it into something else. He would find out his mistake soon enough. Sorry. Uh, never mind. Please, carry on with what you were doing, I mumbled in embarrassment, turning around and exiting as quickly as I had entered. Wait! I heard Bella call. I stopped and turned back. She ran over and gave me a quick kiss. I missed you, she murmured sweetly. Where were you? I grinned. Thats for me to know and you to find out, I teased. She ran her hands over my chest before slipping them around my waist, squeezing me tightly and rubbing her body against me. I stiffened, in more ways than one. I tapped her lightly on her nose with my index finger. None of that, young lady. Behave yourself, or I wont give you your present later, I threatened, uncomfortable with such a display in front of my mother. She pouted up at me, but I just smiled back, gently pushing her body away from mine and trying to . Mikes ready now, Rosalie announced. My eyes narrowed as I glanced in their direction. Fine, Ill take it from here, I promised, a distinct edge to my voice. Wait! Alice shrieked. I need pictures to document our achievement.

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We all smirked as she got out her camera and took several pictures of Michelle. Bella grabbed my hand and looked at me in concern. Just take him home, Edward. Its over and done. Weve tortured him enough for one night, she urged. Esme and Emily nodded in agreement. After a few moments, Angela and Kim added their agreement as well. Rose and Leah didnt look pleased. Alice had a quick vision and tried to hide her smirk. I ran a finger along my loves cheek and smiled gently. I love your compassionate, forgiving nature, my Bella, I complimented her. She smiled at me in relief, failing to notice I had not promised her anything. I carried Newton out to my car and was intercepted by my brothers. Are you really taking him home now? Emmett asked crossly. I raised both eyebrows, allowing an evil grin to flash across my face, fast enough to alert my brothers to my intentions but too fast for any of the compassionate, forgiving members of our family to notice. What they didnt know wouldnt hurt them. I do believe it is time for him to take his leave, dont you? He has overstayed his welcome, I answered politely, as if conversing about the weather. Indeed, Jasper returned formally, hiding his amusement. They decided to help me deliver Mike and his SUV, and Jacob chose to join us as well. Once we were safely away from the house, Jacob asked me what I had planned to do with Mike next. I spoke loudly enough for Jasper and Emmett to hear me from Mikes SUV, which they were driving behind me. I do believe Jessica and Lauren could use a new friend, dont you? Jacob looked confused, as he doesnt know those two, but Jasper and Emmett were suitably impressed with my evil genius. We drove over to Jessicas house, where Lauren was spending the night. I carried Mike over and set him down on his feet on the porch. I asked Jasper to help wake him up enough to stand on his own. He still acted punch drunk. I rang the doorbell and waited for Jessica to answer. Edward Cullen! she gasped, amazed to see me standing on her porch as she had fantasized many times before. Lauren came up behind her to see for herself and was shocked to actually see me there. I intentionally dazzled them, so they wouldnt be thinking clearly and then spun my web of lies. Good evening, ladies. I came across this young lady outside a bar, fighting with her date. Her date stormed off, stranding her there, so I offered to take her safely home. She claimed her name was Michelle, but she refused to give me her last name. She wouldnt give me her home address either, but gave me your address instead, saying you were a close friend of hers. Does she look familiar to you? I moved Mike closer to them so he could be clearly seen in the light spilling from the doorway. Hey, Jessica, Lauren. Whats up? he slurred to them, weaving a bit. I helped steady him so he wouldnt fall. They peered closely at him, but did not seem to recognize him. Finally, understanding dawned on Laurens face. Jessica! Lauren hissed under her breath. Thats Mike! Jessica started to shake her head, but then saw the similarities for herself. She choked on her next breath. They both looked at me, but I projected nave, innocent charm, pretending I had no idea who was really standing on the porch in front of me.

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Jessica smiled stiffly at me and grabbed Mikes hand. Thanks for bringing her over. Weve got it from here. I gave a sigh of relief. Oh, thank goodness. I wasnt sure I did the right thing. I had thought I should maybe bring her to Chief Swan instead, under age drinking and all. I shrugged, as if I had actually considered turning him in to the police. No! Jessica yelped. She took a deep breath to calm herself. Dont worry. Ill take care of hier. Of her. Thanks again. I wished them all a good night. We dropped Mikes SUV off at the bar to substantiate my story and then we were all back in my car for the drive home. I snickered as I told them about Jessicas thoughts and her plans for a few new youtube videos. They laughed, and I actually felt a stab of pity for the guy. I would never want to be at the mercy of either of those two girls. I shuddered at that thought. For now, I would let my enemy take out my other enemy and save myself the trouble. I had a hot date waiting at home for me, and I didnt intend to waste any more time with thoughts of the Newton kid.

Chapter 45: Better than Chocolate

EPOV I scooped Bella up in my arms, stealing her away from the others, before she even knew I was there. I was already on the second story and starting up to the third by the time her brain had processed what had happened and who was holding her. I was already through the door of my

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bedroom before she was able to gasp, Edward! in delighted surprise. I had the door closed and locked and her sitting on my bed before she was even finished saying my name. I stepped back to allow her brain to catch up to the rest of her, and she looked bewildered as she took in our surroundings. She looked me straight in the eye and started laughing. Not eager, are we, Edward? I deliberately leaned in closer, staring into her eyes and exhaling into her face. Her eyes glazed over as I dazzled her. I brushed my lips against hers, light and soft as a butterfly's wings. She groaned, wrapped her arms around my neck, and pulled herself closer, pushing her lips against mine. When she tried to deepen the kiss, I pulled back far enough to look her in the eye again and teased, That would be the pot calling the kettle black, wouldn't it, love? She blushed, her gaze dropping from my eyes to my lips, and her tongue darted out to moisten her own. I couldn't withhold a groan at the sight, and I saw the triumph on her face before I leaned in to capture her mouth again. I proceeded with my plan to kiss her senseless, counting in my head so I wouldn't forget to allow her time to breathe. As I felt her melting into my embrace, I trailed my kisses and gentle nibbles across her face and along her jaw line, up to her ear. I allowed my tongue to trace the contours of her ear, then blew my cold breath over the moist surface, causing her to shiver in pleasure. I continued applying my mouth along her neck, tracing down to her collarbone. She whimpered with excitement as I gently sucked on the skin there, making a hickey, effectively marking her as my own. I pushed her backwards until she was lying on the bed beneath me. I slipped my hands under her shirt, caressing her ribs and sides. I pressed my groin against her hip, needing to be closer to her. I started sliding my hands under the waistband of her pajama pants, needing to feel more of her warm, silky skin, when I heard voices, which knocked me out of my passionate haze. Hey, I've been hearing some interesting sounds from up in Edward's room. You think Eddie's finally going to become a man? Emmett prodded. No way! Let me check, Jasper answered, going silent for a few seconds. Whoah! Their room is absolutely saturated with lust, from floor to ceiling. I wouldn't be able to get within ten feet of that room, without growing a third leg. Who knew he had it in him? He was certainly never really interested in physical intimacy before. Bella has really shaken things up, hasn't she? Edward is worried about changing her, but he hasn't even stopped to contemplate how much she has already changed him. It's too late for him now. She's already attached that ball and chain to his leg, and it can't ever be removed. Well, he doesn't seem to mind his captivity, Emmett laughed. The two of them were standing under my window, foolishly thinking I would be too distracted to monitor their thoughts or their conversation. I tore myself away from my precious Bella, not wanting her to be embarrassed in front of my brothers any more than absolutely necessary. She protested my withdrawal, as usual. Relax, my dear Bella. Don't you want your present now? I murmured gently. Her eyes opened and flashed to mine. What is it? What did you need to go all the way to Seattle to get? she wondered apprehensively. I chuckled. Bella was the only female and the only human I knew who could honestly get upset over being given a gift by a loved one. Many may protest, but I could always see their thoughts at the time, betraying the deep internal thrill at being shown the evidence of their
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partner's love. I figured Bella secretly felt the same way, but without being able to read her mind, there was no way to know the truth. After all, she did tend to protest more than the average person. Not that she has ever behaved like the average person. I snuck the gift out of its hiding place and handed it to her with a flourish and a bow. She took the box and studied it reverently, running her finger lightly over the raised letters on the top GODIVA. She looked back up at me, awe shining in her eyes. You drove all the way to Seattle to get this for me? she inquired. I nodded in response. I was shocked when she threw her arms around me and planted a big kiss on my lips. I was positively gaping at her as she sat back down, setting the box delicately into her lap. Thank you, thank you, thank you! she squealed in excited appreciation, doing an excellent Alice impression. Well, she certainly likes whatever he got her, Emmett commented rudely. I wished they would go away. They're ruining the moment, even if Bella couldn't hear them. Yeah, her emotions remind me of Alice's, Jasper agreed. Excitement, love, lust, sexual frustration, longing, hunger, happiness, hope, and joy. Impressive. It's hard to get that much excitement out of Bella, but she is stoked now. Then again, they do have their uses. It was really nice to be able to get a read of her emotions. Hmmm. Obviously, expensive, gourmet, overpriced chocolate was on the list of exceptions to the 'don't waste your money on me' rule. I smirked. Everybody has a price, and I think I just found hers. I've always wanted to go into that store, but I was too embarrassed, so I contented myself by looking through the window at the items on display, she confessed. She looked at me and giggled. It must have been torture for you to go into that store. You certainly never had a need to before you met me. Anything for you, love, I admitted. It had been torture to have to smell the strong chocolate odor emanating from that store. Wow! I bet Eddie went into the naughty store. I never knew he had it in him. Our Eddie is just full of surprises tonight, Emmett exclaimed to Jasper on the ground below. Both of them pictured my face upon being confronted with a lot of sexually related items for sale. I rolled my eyes. Those two really needed to grow up. Thankfully, Bella was once again enraptured with her gift and didn't see my eye roll. She would have interpreted it as a personal affront. Im just happy to be able to please you, I proclaimed. It will bring me pleasure just to see you enjoy it. I saw her struggling with the cloth ribbons tied around the box and offered, Do you want me to take them off for you? No, thanks, Ill do it. Im afraid youll tear the cloth, and Id rather keep them, she answered, smiling at me as she was finally able to untie the ribbons and open the box. She gasped as she opened the lid and saw the delicacies inside. She picked up one of the chocolate covered strawberries, examining it with delight. Its so big! I didnt even know they could grow this big. Trust you to get the biggest one ever. I chuckled. Im sure there are bigger ones out there somewhere. Maybe, she conceded. But this one sure is a mouthful. Theres no way I can fit this in my mouth. Ill have to alternate sides, I guess. She took her first bite out of the huge strawberry

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and squealed, Its so cold! I had been keeping them in the refrigerator so the chocolate wouldnt melt. Itll warm up quickly from the heat of your mouth and hands and then itll get messy quickly. I have a wet wash cloth already prepared for you to clean up with afterward, I cautioned her. Incredible! Hes put a great deal of thought into this, hasnt he? Already has the wash cloth ready for afterwards. Impressive! Emmett exclaimed softly. Isnt the Boy Scout motto to always be prepared? Jasper responded. I reviewed my conversation with Bella in their minds. Without the visual cues, they had managed to think of a whole different scenario to match the words we had used. I started to get angry with them for being so disrespectful to Bella and for listening in on our private moment. Bella moaned, Tastes so good! I heard my brothers mental response to her words and sounds and had a wicked idea. I dashed over to the desk and wrote a quick note to Bella. Emmett and Jasper are listening to us, standing right under our window. Her eyes flashed and her mouth tightened with anger. She opened her mouth to speak, but I held up one finger to stop her and wrote again. Want to have some fun at their expense? She nodded eagerly, grinning mischievously. Theyve gotten the wrong idea, listening to the words weve said and believe we are doing something private. She quickly got irritated and grabbed for the pen and paper. I handed them over without protest. If they believe we are doing that, why are they listening? Theyre just as bad as Mike! I stomped down on my amusement, not wanting to give the game away to Jasper. They are hoping to gain material with which to tease us with later. How about we turn the tables? Why dont we keep our conversation intentionally vague to encourage them to continue thinking inappropriate thoughts? Then, when the time is right, we bust them and show them what we were really doing. Theyll look like fools, get lectured by Esme and Carlisle about invading our privacy, and well be able to tease them afterward. She nodded vigorously, holding up her thumb to indicate her agreement with the plan. If you dont mind, Edward, Id like to try something else, something new. I grinned. By all means, Bella. Its both educational and adventurous to try new things. A win/win scenario. Please, try anything you want. She picked up another chocolate and bit into it. She started moaning and moaning. I couldnt help getting a little aroused myself at those sounds. I was jealous of the chocolate momentarily for drawing forth the sounds of ecstasy, but then reminded myself that I was the
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one who gave her the chocolate, so I was still the one who brought her such pleasure, in a roundabout way. Its all yours, baby. Just for you. I want you to take all of it, enjoy all of it, I teased, gesturing to the still full box of chocolate. As much as you want, as often as you want. Ill be happy to oblige you anytime. She smirked. Thank you, honey. Youre so sweet. Ive definitely found something to die for. I had to clamp down on my amusement once again. She was priceless. Dont talk about death so casually. You know how it upsets me! Youre right, honey. This is worth living for! she exclaimed. This makes it all worthwhile. I think I could live on this alone, its that good. I heard my brothers minds boggling. Bella leaned over and kissed me, pouring her love into it. I let loose a groan of my own. A stray thought from Emmett, had me growling softly. Bella couldnt hear it, but she could feel the vibrations from my chest. My brothers heard it loud and clear, but interpreted it into their mental scenarios. Bella pulled back, and I grinned at her to reassure her of my feelings. She gave an unconscious sigh of relief, before reaching for another chocolate, putting the half eaten one back in the box. Bella! I cried out, considering it unsanitary. She just smiled and shrugged. She grabbed another chocolate, a raspberry crown. When she bit into that one, she moaned again in ecstasy. I found myself wishing my taste buds still appreciated human food. I desperately wanted to know, to experience the flavors that could cause such feelings in her. So you like it? It tastes okay? It was obvious she liked it, and it tasted better than okay. So sweet, so creamy, so yummy, she murmured. I could eat this every day and never get tired of it. I chuckled at her statement, then laughed harder at my brothers response. Bella looked at me inquiringly. I dashed off another note. You should see their faces of disgust at your last words. They couldnt handle it thinking of their little sister like that. Her eyes widened as she realized what they had been thinking. Then she giggled, rolling around on the bed. I grabbed the box of chocolate before she could smush it and stood up beside the bed. Hey, where are you going with that? I wasnt finished yet, she protested as she lunged for the box. I held it out of her reach. She put her hands on her hips and demanded, Give it to me! Not unless you ask me nicely, I taunted. Dude, what is up with him? Emmett wondered. I guess he knows a lot more about this stuff than we thought. Must be all the things hes gleaned from other peoples minds, Jasper declared. Bella looked up at me through her lashes and pouted out her lower lip. But its mine! You said it was. You said it was all mine, all for me. So how come you get to decide when I can and cannot have it.
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I smirked again. Id be happy to give it to you, if you ask me nicely. She sighed and nodded in defeat. Will you please give it to me, Edward? My pleasure. Anytime, I replied, handing the box back. She took it and inhaled deeply, Mmmm. She looked through the her choices and got a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. She picked up the gold foil wrapped chocolate covered cherry and gave me a coy smile. I really want to share this with you, Edward. Please take my cherry. She handed me the piece of candy. I looked from her to the candy in confusion. Are you sure? She looked me in the eye and then waggled her eyebrows and leered. Absolutely sure. I want you to take my cherry, Edward. I was saving it for a special time, but I love you, and I want to give it to you. My gift to you tonight. I want to share this with you. I looked into my brothers thoughts, and realized the double entendre. I solemnly took the candy from her. Thank you for this precious gift, love. I hope you wont regret it. I wont, she assured me. Love is all about finding the balance in give and take, between two people, sharing their lives together. I want to give you this; I want you to have it. I gently unwrapped the candy, smiling at her. I tapped her chin with my index finger. Open for me, love. She held her mouth open. Im going to put the whole thing in; I know you can handle it. I am certain it will fit. She nodded her acceptance, so I put the candy into her mouth, onto her tongue. She gasped at the feeling of my cold fingers on her tongue. I moved my hand away, and she bit down on the candy, moaning in pleasure as the sugary syrup gushed onto her tongue. She savored the flavor, chewing slowly. I started kissing her neck, causing her heart to race, adding credence to our plot. Do you want more, Bella? I offered, gesturing to the box again. She caught on to what I was doing and played along admirably. Oh, yes, please more, Edward! she exclaimed. I need more, Edward. Its just soooo good. Please more, yes! Seeing her sitting calmly on my bed, gushing over a box of chocolate, I was shaking with the effort to contain my amusement. Careful, you might get addicted, I warned with a smile. Im already addicted! she confessed happily. I picked her up bridal style and began spinning in a circle. I concentrated on her face and it was funny to watch her eyes jerk trying to keep up with the rapid spinning. Edward! she yelled. Bella! I yelled back. Enough! Please! she cried. I stopped abruptly, setting her back on the bed. Her eyes kept jerking for a few minutes. She groaned, falling back onto the pillows. Im sooo dizzy. I just want to lie here for a while and recover. Whatever you want, dear, I chuckled. I saw my brothers faces again, looking at each other with a mixture of awe and disbelief.

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Ive gotta see this, Emmett muttered. How did he bring her pleasure so quickly? I need to make sure he didnt hurt her. Shes awfully dizzy, Jasper agreed. I heard them scaling the wall up to my window, so I grabbed Bella and sat in front of it, with her in my lap, the box of chocolates in her hands. I pointed to the window, and she understood my brothers were coming. Their heads peeked into view, and they gasped at the sight of us sitting there waiting for them, fully clothed and calm. Come on in, boys, Bella invited. They cautiously raised the window and climbed inside, crouching beside it in case they needed a fast getaway. Would you care for some chocolate, boys? Its really quite yummy, sweet and creamy, she offered, holding out the box toward them. They did a double take, rapidly re-evaluating our conversation in context of the current revelation. Chocolate? Jasper asked in astonishment. She was that ecstatic and euphoric over chocolate? We nodded, and both Jasper and Emmett simply gaped at her in bewilderment, speechless for once, as they processed this new information. Bella giggled and then casually mentioned, Well, they do say chocolate is better than sex. Who does? Emmett demanded. Women, Bella admitted. Women in general. As a societal whole. Its one of the questions we exchange during girl talk. How does your mans loving compare to chocolate? She grinned at their distinct discomfort. There was a knock on the door, and I knew the wives were on the other side, so I unlocked it and let them inside. Rose and Alice strolled over to their husbands, each offering a comforting embrace to their spouse. Dont worry, teddy bear, I think your love is better than chocolate, Rose reassured Emmett, rubbing his back. Me too, Alice agreed, kissing Jasper on the cheek. Yeah, but chocolate tastes like dog poop to you, Jasper pointed out in distress. Yeah! Emmett agreed. He hadnt thought of that until Jasper mentioned it. The girls stood up and exchanged a look. Yeah, we know, Rose replied. But we still think your loving is better. Absolutely! Alice declared forcefully, nodding her head vigorously. They hooked arms together and started for the door. Coming, Bella? In a little bit, Bella answered, leaning back against me and snuggling closer.

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They nodded. Well be waiting, Alice warned. If youre not down in thirty minutes, Im coming to get you. They walked to the door, but paused briefly in the doorway. Knowing we would all hear, Rose whispered, Good thing they didnt ask us about blood! Yep! Alice laughed. Then they raced down the stairs, leaving their husbands staring blankly after them.

Chapter 46: Shopping in Seattle

BPOV I groaned when I felt someone bouncing on my bed. Are we having an earthquake? I snarled, displeased to be woken up in such an unpleasant manner. I heard the musical laughter of a certain shopaholic. Youd better not be waking me up to go shopping, Alice, I growled menacingly, snuggling even deeper into the bed.

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Oh, but I am! she exclaimed, clapping her hands. Were going shopping! Ugh! I groaned angrily. We are not! We have guests here, in case youve forgotten. Sleeping guests! And Im one of them. Havent you ever heard the phrase, Let sleeping dogs lie? Theres a reason for that. I just dare you to go wake up the wolves as abruptly as you have me this morning. She laughed. Dont be silly, Bella. I have no desire to spend the rest of eternity missing a few body parts. I let the dogs lie, but you, my human slave, will drag your butt out of bed and get ready now, before I make you. There was an edge of menace to her voice that made me open my eyes and look at her. It was terrifying. She looked like she was going to go ballistic. If she put all that pent up energy of hers into violence, I didnt want to be anywhere in the vicinity. I immediately went into placating mode, fearing the worst. Okay, fine, Alice. Well go shopping, I grumbled. But Im going to sleep in the car on the way there. Fair enough, Alice agreed smugly, easy to please now that she had gotten her way. I graciously laid out your outfit for today. You can put it on after your shower. Unfortunately, we dont have time to play Bella Barbie today, so Ill have to fix you up at vampire speed, once youre dressed. I grinned widely. That was the best news of the day so far. You could at least pretend to be disappointed, Alice whined, seeing the expression on my face. I laughed. No, I dont think I could. I have it on good authority that my acting skills are severely lacking, I teased, throwing back the covers and sitting up on the side of the bed. I stretched my muscles, yawning sleepily. She huffed and left to give me some privacy. I stood up, stretching again, arching my back like a cat. I thought about last night and almost felt like purring. Edward and I had certainly enjoyed ourselves, particularly after we got rid of Jasper and Emmett. We figured they would hesitate to bother us again after the little chocolate stunt, so we did a little boundary stretching while they were otherwise occupied. I walked stiffly into the bathroom, beginning my morning routine. I always loved the feeling of the hot water coursing down on my skin. I considered it one of the distinct pleasures of life, one of the blessings of technology. The joys of hot, running water was something our modern society took for granted, but it was one of the reasons I was thankful I had been born in the modern age. There were other reasons, of course, but indoor plumbing was one of the main ones. Its all well and good to fantasize about living in the past, but I know Ive been spoiled by technology and would find it very difficult to be alive a century or two ago. In addition to technology, I would have an extremely difficult time adjusting to societal attitudes and expectations of women in previous centuries. I enjoyed my freedom and equality too much to simply throw away all Ive been taught since I was a young child. On the one hand, I wondered how much of Edwards attitude toward me is simply a product of the culture in which he was raised. On the other hand, Carlisle was much older than Edward, but I never felt like he belittled me or condescended to me. In all fairness, Carlisle spent more time actively involved in the human world, so perhaps that made it easier for him to adjust to modern ideas and attitudes over time. I thought about the question more deeply. Carlisle is paternalistic though, which would be consistent with his upbringing. Esme is a stereotypical stay at home mom, well, except for the vampire part. The kids all go to school and dont hold down any jobs. In Carlisles day, and even in Edwards, it was commonly expected that the

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man should protect and provide for his family. Carlisle did exactly that, for his entire family, even though his sons were perfectly capable of finding jobs of their own. I wasnt Jasper, but I could sense the pride, contentment, and satisfaction emanating from Carlisle whenever he was surrounded by his family, his loved ones. Was Edward trying to do the same with me? Was he mimicking both his human and vampire fathers? He didnt want me to get an after school job, already agreeing to support me indefinitely. He liked to procure food for me, always so proud of himself when he brings me a meal. He expected to make the decisions for both of us, and expected me to do whatever he told me. I had news for him. Theyd been leaving the whole obey part out of the marriage vows for decades now, and I had no intention of it being included in mine. Had Esme ever stood up to Carlisle? Had the Twilight books ever mentioned an argument between the two of them? Had she ever told him no? To my horror, I realized I couldnt think of a single instance in which Esme had opposed her husband. Was that Edwards expectation of me? No, Rose ruled Emmett, and Alice ruled Jasper, despite Jaspers age and military status. He must see from his siblings relationships that it didnt really work that way, right? I had a feeling he and I needed to have a serious talk about our expectations of one another with regards to a long term relationship. We needed to define a few roles and boundaries. There was no way Id ever successfully pull off the June Cleaver model. I shivered, both from my thoughts and from the chill in the water. I had been contemplating these thoughts for so long, I had used up all the hot water. I thought guiltily of the rest of the inhabitants of the house as I shut off the flow. I quickly dried my body and hair with the towels, realizing Alice would be after me any second to hurry up my pace. I looked around the bathroom, but didnt see my outfit. I groaned as I realized I had left it on the bed in the room. I wrapped the towel around me like a strapless dress and dashed over to the bed. A sudden raspy intake of breath signaled anothers presence in the room. I looked in that direction to meet the shocked but lusty gaze of my soul mate. I watched his eyes darken as he drank in the sight of me in nothing but a towel, standing beside his bed. I could even witness his internal struggle as he fought against running over, tossing me on the bed, ripping away the towel, and having his wicked way with me, right here, right now. I felt my own arousal respond to the images in my mind. As that knowledge wafted over him, he tensed, a low rumbling growl rippling through his chest. He leaned forward in his chair, as if to pounce, and I recognized my cue to skedaddle. I grabbed my clothes and bolted for the bathroom. Dashing through the doorway, I turned back to see Edward standing by the bed right where I had just been standing, staring after me with a dark hunger. My heart was pounding, and I quickly shut the door and locked it, leaning back against it while I tried to calm my breathing. I heard a chuckle from him at my actions. I knew they were pointless to an extent. After all, the lock would never hold him if he chose to force the issue, but I had faith that he would respond appropriately to it. I believed the lock would restrain him, because the gentleman inside of him would respect the meaning behind it. I put my clothes on more rapidly than usual, stumbling against the wall as I tried to put on my slacks and barely managing to stay upright. As soon as I was presentable, I flung open the door, only to find Alice had replaced Edward by the bed. I was thankful she wasnt the empath of the family, so she wouldnt detect the stab of hurt and disappointment I felt upon seeing her instead of him. I didnt want to hurt her feelings and knew she would take it personally. Ready? she asked eagerly. I gave her an indulgent smile. I really did love her. Ready as Ill ever be, I admitted. She grabbed my hand and led me to her bathroom, where she performed her makeover magic at a speed too quick for the human eye. In less than five minutes, she had created a look she usually took hours to produce. I met her eyes in the mirror. You mean you could have done this that quickly all along? I demanded. She grinned. Whats the fun in that?
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I growled. And the purpose of dragging out our sessions for hours on end? She grinned wider, baring her teeth. Female bonding time! How else would I manage to get so much time with you, when Edward wants to keep you all to himself? I groaned. I suppose she had a point, in a way, but couldnt she have picked a better hobby than that? Something I might actually enjoy too? She shrugged. Ill think about it. Well, thats probably the best offer I was going to get at the moment, so I nodded my acceptance. We darted down the stairs together, her keeping me upright, and into the kitchen, where Esme handed me a homemade blueberry muffin, still warm from the oven, and a glass of orange juice. I set them down on the counter and threw my arms around her. Youre the best, Mom, I whispered in her ear. She positively beamed, returning my hug enthusiastically. Over her shoulder, I could see Edward smiling contentedly at the two of us. I smiled and waved to him. Then I pulled back from Esme and thanked her politely for making my breakfast. As I scarfed down the delicious buttery muffin, I noticed it was later than I had realized. Then I noticed how quiet and peaceful it sounded in the house. How odd. Where is everyone? I inquired in confusion. Edward smirked. Long gone, sleepyhead. They all wish you good morning though. I looked around in confusion, then back at him. Whered they go? Rose and Emmett went for an overnight hunting trip, Angela and Ben are spending the day alone together seeing the sights in Tacoma, and the La Push gang are going to spend some time working together to develop rules and regulations governing their relationships within and outside the pack, he explained. Wow, its so quiet with just the six of us here, I commented, wondering what we would do with ourselves. Why did I have to go shopping again? So, why am I going shopping? I asked bitterly, wanting to spend more time with Edward. We are going shopping, love, he assured me, understanding my objection. Oh! Well, if hes going too, it wont be so bad. Did he plan to buy something, or was he just along to spend time with me? Alice and Jasper are coming with us to Seattle. Carlisle and Esme are going to enjoy some precious alone time, that they havent gotten much of lately. Its time for me to replace the Volvo, as I dont want to keep driving the Vanquish around town. Its way too conspicuous. I laughed quietly to myself. They were way too conspicuous no matter what, but if he wanted to pretend they could fit in by driving a less flashy car, then I was willing to play along with his delusions. Soooo, a new car, eh? A Vette, get a Corvette, please? I begged, wiggling and bouncing in my best Alice impression. Edward scoffed at me.

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A Corvette? Is that the best you can do? How about the latest model Volvo? I snorted. As if. The Corvette simple purrs sports car, honey. Its the only car that calls to me. I always look twice when I see one. I always think, Now thats a car. He eyed me in disbelief. And the Vanquish? Oh, yeah, its um . . . nice, I stuttered, not wanting to hurt his feelings. Nice?! he nearly exploded. Yeah, I nodded in agreement. He looked like he was in pain, like hed been kicked where it hurts. I patted his arm to comfort him. So, let me get this straight, the Vanquish which I paid over a quarter of a million dollars for is nice, but the Corvette which costs a mere 60k or so is a real sports car? he choked out, clenching his fists and gritting his teeth. Yep, you got it, I agreed eagerly. He winced, looking disappointed and distraught. I squeezed his arm, trying to help. Hey, to each his own, right? Dont worry, its your car, you should get whatever would make you happy. He nodded, but didnt look pleased. Oh, well. Cant please everybody all the time. I shrugged, turning to finish my orange juice. Alice came dancing into the room. Ready to go? she asked. We both nodded and shuffled out to the garage where Jasper was waiting for us. We piled into the SUV, with Jasper driving. True to my promise, I laid down in the back seat with my head in Edwards lap and promptly fell back to sleep. Edward decided to awaken me by tickling me mercilessly. I woke up giggling and gasping for breath, squirming and wiggling to avoid his annoying fingers. My head was thrashing back and forth and I whimpered for him to please stop. I hated being tickled. I hated feeling so out of control, being unable to prevent my bodys automatic response to the stimulation. He stopped abruptly, clearing his throat and shifting underneath me. I looked up at him and noted his eyes had darkened again. I didnt really think anything of it, as I was simply grateful he stopped. I sat up rapidly and fled out the door on my side. Alice caught me before I could do a face plant on the ground from the force with which I flung myself out of the vehicle. She chuckled as she helped me regain my balance. I saw Edward standing on the other side of the SUV with his eyes closed, taking deep breaths. What was his problem? I looked around, taking in our surroundings. We were in front of a large Chevy dealership. I saw several new Corvettes prominently displayed and shrieked in pleasure. I grabbed Alices arm and dragged her over to them. She started laughing but came along willingly. I think I must be rubbing off on you, Alice teased. Yeah, you looked like twins right then, Jasper agreed, playfully taunting us. Im not sure the world can handle two Alices. Im also not sure the Cullens have enough money to support the both of you, if youre going to take up her hobbies, Bella. Alice scoffed. Spend all you want, well make more. Theres plenty more where that came from, my dear. Besides, were stimulating the economy, just like all the analysts say is needed, right?

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Youve got a good point, I agreed, smirking. Its important to support our local businesses, keep the small businesses afloat, and help prevent rampant unemployment. Our decision to purchase luxury items, to share the wealth, is for the good of the individual, the state, and indeed the whole country. Alice laughed gleefully. Ill make a shopper out of you yet! Heaven help us all, Jasper muttered, not bothering to hide his amusement. Edward slipped his arms around my waist, pulling me up against his chest. He rested his chin on my shoulder and murmured into my ear, So which one do you like best? I looked them over. There were three of them there. Well, the red is pretty, but I know for a fact that police pay more attention to red cars and pull them over more often for speeding. The white would be too difficult to keep looking clean. That leaves the black, which happens to have tinted windows already. Perfect! I cant believe Ive been reduced to picking out a car based on the color and because it looks pretty, Edward grumbled. What a disgrace. The things I do for you, Bella. The sacrifices I make. I hope you appreciate this. It goes against everything I believe about car shopping. At first I was offended. Then I realized that despite his grumbling, I was getting the car I always wanted. So I simply patted his back, gave him a big hug, and stroked his ego a bit. Youre so good to me, darling. I love you so much. Thank you, sweetheart, for humoring me. It worked like a charm. He gave me his crooked grin, melting under my touch. Anything for you, love. A grumpy looking salesman came over to us, seeing us surrounding the black Corvette. Can I help you young people with anything? Alice turned to me. Do you want to test drive it first, or do you know its the one you want. I turned to Edward. What do you think, honey? He smiled at me. Do you really think youre going to change your mind? I deliberated for a second, before shaking my head and smiling. Nope. Edward looked at the salesman and nodded. Well take this one. Go ahead and start writing up the paperwork. The salesman started at him and raised his eyebrow. Are you sure? What the lady wants, the lady gets, Edward answered with smirk. I looked at him and waggled my eyebrows. Anything I want? He chuckled. Eventually, my Bella. I smiled and nodded, knowing he meant it. The salesman stared at Edward, his lips twitching to hold back a smile. Do you know how much this car costs, young man?

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Edward grunted in disgust. Yes, cheap little thing, but for some reason she prefers it to my Aston Martin Vanquish. She obviously has no taste in cars, as she picked it purely because she likes the way it looks. He rolled his eyes and sighed. Im uncomfortable parking the Vanquish in our high school parking lot, so I offered her any car in the world, and this is what she picked. She didnt want a BMW or a Mercedes or a Porsche. She thinks Porsches are ugly. Ugly! But I love her, so if this is what makes her happy, Ill be happy with it. Alice, Jasper, and I were chuckling from both his rant and the salesmans response to it. The salesman cleared his throat, fairly certain we were pulling his leg. He decided to call our bluff. Well, sir, Id be happy to get the paperwork started on that. What payment arrangements did you wish to make? he inquired indulgently. There werent any other customers around at the moment, so he didnt mind our little joke. Edward smiled. I like you, Carl. Its nice of you to humor us when you obviously dont believe us. Youve been nothing but respectful and professional, despite your internal doubt and amusement. Its your lucky day. He whipped out his mysterious black credit card and handed it to Carl. Well take it as soon as the paperwork is ready. Carl looked at the credit card in his hand, and his jaw dropped in shock. He looked at Edward and then back to the card. Um, of course, sir. Do you have any ID? he asked tentatively, unnerved by the possibility that we kids actually did have enough money to buy the car outright. Edward sighed, reached into his wallet, and brought out his ID, handing it over with a small smile. Carl compared the names and signatures on the two and appeared intimidated. He gulped and looked at Edward, hoping he hadnt offended him. Ill get right on it, sir. If youll just follow me? Edward nodded and we all followed him inside. He offered us drinks, but I was the only one who accepted. He ran off to get everything started with the paperwork and grab the keys. He spoke briefly with the manager, who argued at first, but stopped as soon as he saw the credit card and ID. The manager left his office and came over to introduce himself and check to be certain we were being treated appropriately. Actually, I was very impressed with Carl. He was respectful and professional the entire time. Most people judge us based on our age, not realizing the financial power we wield, and treat us poorly. Carl, on the other hand, was helpful from the beginning, despite our appearance and his belief we couldnt afford the car I had chosen for my beloved. Congratulations on hiring such a delightful employee. Carl blushed at the effusive praise, but the manager eyed Carl with a new respect. I stood on my tiptoes and kissed Edwards cheek. I was so proud of him for the way he handled that. Before long, we had all the paperwork in order and were ready to bring the new car home. I looked at the keys in Edwards hand longingly and gazed up at him with my best puppy dog eyes. Please, Edward? I pleaded, moving closer to him. Please? I reached slowly for the keys, hoping he would give in to me. He blinked his eyes at me, his vision slightly dazed. I realized I was dazzling him and took another step closer, staring into his eyes, as my fingers stealthily reached for the keys. Quick as a wink, I grabbed the keys and kissed him on the lips. Thanks, Edward! I turned and got into the drivers seat. He blinked and looked down at me in astonishment. Whoa, wait a minute, he protested.

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Youre the most wonderful guy ever, I gushed, not giving him a chance to continue his protest. I started up the engine and waited for him to get in the passenger seat. Truthfully, I had been taking lessons from Alice and Rose both. I met Alices eyes as she and Jasper pulled away in the SUV, and she burst into laughter. Edward reluctantly climbed into the passenger seat and stared after his departing siblings. Love, do you have any idea why Alice is laughing uncontrollably while reciting the Gettysburg address backwards? he wondered, turning to me. It was too much. I started laughing too. He stared at me as if Id gone insane. Maybe I had. But I was insane behind the wheel of a brand new Corvette, so who needs sanity anyway? I had a lot of fun driving the new car, feeling the purr of the engine vibrating up through the seat. I felt like I was riding in a growling cougar, so fast and cunning. After about fifteen minutes, Edward couldnt take it anymore. Please pull over at the next exit, he pleaded. I looked at him in surprise. Certainly, honey, I replied, concerned. It wasnt like he needed to eat, go to the bathroom, or vomit. Why did he need a break? He was over at the drivers side door, opening it, mere seconds after I pulled into a deserted parking lot. Whats wrong? I asked in confusion. He gazed down at me in desperation. Please let me drive, Bella. If you want to get home some time today, please let me drive! I started laughing. Was I going too slowly for you, Edward? He shuddered and whimpered, trying to get himself under control. He turned on his best dazzling charm effects and began to convince me to trade places with him. Arent you still a little tired, love? Your eyelids are getting heavy. You are getting sleepier and sleepier. It isnt safe for you drive right now. You want to curl up in the passenger seat and get some sleep. I will take care of you and keep you safe. When you wake up, well be home, safe and sound. Sleep, my Bella. Was he seriously trying to hypnotize me? So unfair! Unfortunately, it was working. At least I was aware of what he was doing and could take him to task for it later. Right now, I just wanted to take a little nap. Seeing my eyes closing, he gently unbuckled me and shifted me over to the passenger seat, buckling me back in safely. Then, he slid into the drivers seat with a big grin, shifted into gear, and floored it. Hed better not wreck my car. That was the last cohesive thought I had before drifting off into dreamland. Stupid charming vampire.

Chapter 47: Learning to Dance

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BPOV Carlisle and Esme met us on the porch as we pulled up in front of the house. They admired the new vehicle, teasing both of us over our small victories. Bella, would it be possible to get another blood sample from you? I have continued working with the boys each night while you are sleeping, helping to condition them, and the rest of the family too, to be unresponsive to the scent of your blood. I have used up all that I took during our previous session, however, and I feel there is more work to be done. Certainly, Carlisle. Whatever I can do to help, Im willing, I volunteered. He smiled, giving me a paternal hug, and led me up to his study. Edward came to hold my hand again while Carlisle inserted the needle. Edward started playing with my hand, planting kisses in sensitive spots, and I nearly jumped when Carlisle announced we were finished. I had been completely distracted by my sexy boyfriend. Carlisle chuckled and Edward smirked. Perhaps I should use your services more often Edward, when I have a nervous patient I need to hold still. I think your methods would work well on all the female patients, Carlisle teased. No way! I protested, throwing my arms around Edward. Hes mine, and I dont share. Theyll have to find their own special someone to dazzle them. Edwards taken. They both laughed at me, at my words and the way I was clinging to him like a vine. I love it when you get possessive, honey, Edward drawled, hugging me tightly to his body. Youre sexy when youre jealous, but you know, Bella, youre the only one for me. Im all yours, and I always will be. I momentarily forgot about Carlisle as I started to show Edward how his words made me feel, but Carlisle reminded us of his presence with a firm throat clearing. I blushed bright red, caught French kissing and rubbing against my boyfriend by my father. What a disgrace. Carlisle chuckled as I tucked my face into Edwards chest, trying to hide from his dad. Ive got all I need for now, so if you two would prefer to be alone, you are more than welcome to relocate up to your bedroom to finish your previous discussion, Carlisle suggested in an amused tone of voice. Excellent idea, Dad, Edward remarked, holding me closer. We could use a bit of privacy right now. He carried me up to his room gotta love that vampire speed. We melted into one another and it literally felt like I was burning, though in a good kind of way. I could feel the warmth flowing through my body, at complete odds to the knowledge that his touches should be making me chilly. Instead, my passion was raging through me, threatening to consume me. We fell onto the bed together, clutching one another, kissing desperately. Our hands fell to greedily exploring one anothers contours, as I lost all concept of time and space. It felt like we were in our own little bubble of space, cut off from everyone else. His hands began to slip up under my shirt, massaging my lower back, as his lips and tongue began exploring my face and neck. I was lost to all but the sensations themselves, when a small perky voice loudly interrupted, Enough sucking face, people, weve got work to do.

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We both froze, breathing hard, and I felt like doing something violent. I briefly entertained myself with the idea of pouring gasoline on the clothes inside Alices closet and burning the entire thing to the ground. She gasped, and whimpered in a hurt voice, You wouldnt, would you? Isabella Marie Swan! If you so much as lay a finger on my clothes in a harmful way, Ill make you go shopping with me every day for the rest of eternity! I shuddered. Talk about a living hell! Why didnt you lock the door? I asked Edward in an accusatory tone. He groaned in response, Im sorry. I thought I did. I forced my eyes open, my gaze falling upon my evil best friend. Edward and I were still frozen in the same position we were in when she first interrupted. Maybe if I could convince her to leave, Edward and I can take right back up where we left off in our demonstration of love and affection. She grinned, seeing my ploy. Aint gonna happen, sister. You two need to snap out of it and come join the rest of us. Edward read her mind to see what she had planned. He pulled back to look at me speculatively and then turned on a charming grin. That reminded me about something that had been bugging me in the back of my mind. Hey, you hypnotized me, you jerk! I griped. Now that the kissing seemed to be temporarily on hiatus, I might as well air my grievances. He had the courtesy to appear ashamed, but then defended with an attack of his own. Well, you seduced the keys out of me in the first place. I grinned. Ive always wanted to drive one of those. It was awesome! The roar of power, feeling like you are in control of a monstrous beast. He lowered his lids seductively. Hmmm. You do seem to have an addiction to controlling monstrous beasts. Shall I take you for a ride, baby, and let you feel me roar beneath you? The heat curled in my belly as my arousal sharply increased. It was so strong, even I could smell it, so I knew it was no secret to either Edward or Alice. I blushed heavily, and Alice giggled. Edward flashed a smug, satisfied smile, clearly pleased at my response to his verbal teasing. I rolled my eyes and growled, which only made them both laugh a little at my antics. He sat up, pulling me up along with him. Well be down in a minute, he assured Alice, who eyed him skeptically. Relax, I mean it. Her eyes glazed over briefly, indicating a vision, and she snapped back to the present. She smiled and nodded, clearly pleased with her vision. She shook her finger at me, like a mother scolding her child, and warned, If you take longer than a minute, Ill come get you and drag you downstairs myself. I frowned and huffed, breaking away from Edward. Fine! I growled, crossing my arms across my chest in a display of unwilling compliance. They could make me go, but they couldnt make me like it.

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I soon found that statement to be false as well. Not only could they make me go, but Jasper was perfectly capable of making me like it. Darn empath. Remind me again why I put up with all these meddlesome, gifted, stubborn vampires. Oh, yeah, because I love them. Dang, caught in my own trap. So what was so all fired important that you had to interrupt my alone time with my significant other? I grouched. The rest of the family chuckled, and Jasper sent me waves of excitement and joy. I did my best to resist. I didnt want to enjoy this, whatever it was. I wanted to be grouchy and miserable so they wouldnt do it again. Enjoying myself would only encourage them next time. They would simply remind me that Id enjoyed it last time, as they dragged me away once again against my will. I really needed to set some limits about not taking advantage of the weak human just because they were a thousand times stronger than me. Alice flipped on the stereo, allowing the music to fill the room, but not so loudly as to be uncomfortable having a conversation over it. The girls choice dance is coming up in three weeks, and we decided we should prepare for it. I started to panic I could feel my heart pounding and knew they could all hear it. I, uh, have to be in Seattle that day, I insisted. Then I remembered the story from Meyers books. It was going to be sunny that day. I mean, Edward and I are going to the meadow and then spending some quality bonding time with my dad. I couldnt possibly reschedule that for some silly dance. Rosalie snorted, and Emmett coughed bullshit into his hand. Esme gave him a look and he murmured a quick apology. Carlisle appeared vastly amused. Has anyone ever told you youre a terrible liar, Bella? I mean completely unbelievable, utterly hopeless, couldnt fool a two year old, terrible liar. I gave him a disgusted look. Its been mentioned before. He grinned at me, appearing younger than usual. What are you so afraid of, Bella? You literally start panicking when someone mentions dancing, Jasper inquired. I sighed. Youve all noticed how clumsy I am. Have you ever played with dominoes, where you set them up on end and then push the first one so it knocks all the others down in a chain reaction? Or maybe youd rather think about bowling pins. Thats what dancing is like for me. I know Ill trip and crash into somebody, who will crash into somebody else, and start a chain reaction to take down the entire crowd. I dont dance, I replied firmly. I expected them to see reason. My expectations were unmet. Well, its just like us and the bloodlust, Alice explained. I was confused. What did that have to do with dancing? Other than the fact that someone would likely get injured and require medical assistance if I went within ten feet of a dance floor. Practice makes perfect. Its like you told Jasper. It gets easier over time the more you do it. So were going to help you practice until you feel confidant in your ability to dance gracefully. Good thing you have eternity then, I grumbled. The whole family burst out laughing. I raised an eyebrow. I wasnt joking. Alice tried to pull me up out of my seat beside Edward, but I resisted. She didnt want to risk pulling hard enough to hurt me.

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Just think of it as a socially sanctioned way to spend time in my embrace in a public place, Edward murmured softly into my ear. I paused to ponder his remark. He did have a point there. Hmmm. Maybe I should give it a chance, here in the privacy of their house. Okay, lets do this. I guess worst case scenario is entertaining Emmett while I collect a few new bruises. Emmett guffawed at my statement, but Edward sent him a dirty look. Okay, Bella, Esme and I will be your instructors. Well talk you through the dance steps and demonstrate accordingly. Youll also be able to watch the others to see the steps in action. Now, you need to pay attention to your partners signals, when he leads you. He will indicate which way you need to move with subtle, but unmistakable hand pressure. Now, when you feel Edward pushing lightly against you like this, what does your body want to do in response? Take a step back? Yes, you step backwards with your left foot, making space for his right. Now how about when you feel him pulling you lightly toward him? Step forward. Exactly, right into the space he has just vacated. Dont think about what your feet are doing. Dont even worry about the music right now. I want you to close your eyes and concentrate on Edwards body talking to yours, leading you, guiding you, telling what to do and where to go. Wow, dancing was rather sensual when I thought about it that way. I shot Edward a lustful look before closing my eyes in compliance. I soon felt us gliding around the room as I concentrated solely on his hands and the signals they sent me. It was ridiculously easy for me to follow his lead. After a few minutes, when I was starting to forget anyone else existed other than us, Carlisle instructed me to open my eyes. My eyes immediately drifted down to my feet, but Carlisle chided me. Keep your eyes on Edwards face. You will find he will send signals through his expressions as well, helping you to clarify and predict his actions once you become familiar with them. I got lost in his sparkling topaz depths, and he pulled me closer. I felt as if we were talking without words, communicating on same basic plane. I felt the desire pulse back and forth between us, neither increasing nor decreasing, but simply there. I decided I may come to like dancing after all. Edward kept a firm grip on me, and I never once stumbled, much to Emmetts disappointment. Carlisle was an excellent teacher, both patient and encouraging, willing to repeat a move over and over again until I got it right. I thanked my family for the lesson, hugging each and every one. Dont think that was it, Bella. Well have lessons every day for the next three weeks until youre eager to attend the dance and show off your new skills. I groaned at first, but the more I thought about the past hour spent in Edwards arms, the more I looked forward to more lessons. Even if I didnt attend the silly school function, Id surely wish to dance at my own wedding, so the lessons certainly wouldnt go to waste. Thanks, Alice. Im looking forward to it.

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Rosalie grinned at me. Ha! I knew you would, but I wasnt sure how long it would take you to admit it. I chuckled. She had me pegged. Edward started leading me back up the stairs, when Alice had another vision. She started giggling and then Edward started laughing. The rest of us waited for them to finish. As soon as Alice snapped out of her trance, she raced over to the computer, pulling up Youtube. We all clustered around her, eager to see what had caused such merriment. Apparently, Michelle Newton is quite entertaining! she squealed as pulled up a new video. My jaw dropped, and I watched in shock from beginning to end. Poor Mike. He was never going to live this down. I really hoped he had plans to attend college out of state. Wow, I never realized Jessica and Lauren were so creative, Edward mused. I must admit I am impressed with their ingenuity. Jasper and Emmett were rolling on the floor laughing, while Rosalie and Alice looked extremely smug. Carlisle and Esme tried very hard to appear disapproving, but they couldnt quite hide their amusement, so they left the room without saying anything. I heard Carlisles laughter once they were in their room. Edward was smiling like the cat who ate the cream. I gave him a stern look. Edward, did you take Mike straight home last night, like I asked? Obviously, he hadnt. He gave me his best innocent look, the one that said he should be nominated for sainthood and given a halo as he had not ever done, said, or thought anything wrong. Wow, that was some look. If I didnt know him so well, I would probably totally fall for it. I was certain it came in handy when it came time to get out of trouble with human authorities. He could see that I wasnt falling for his charm this time. His lips twitched, then he spun around and dashed up the stairs to his room, with me hot on his heels. I entered the room after him, slowly and deliberately closing and locking the door. I turned around and started stalking him. Youve been a naughty boy, havent you, Edward? I murmured in a low husky voice. I saw his eyes go black with lust. He swallowed and nodded his head. First, Im going to interrogate you, then you may need to be punished. He gulped and nodded again, his fingers trembling. I loved the feeling of power that coursed through me at the knowledge of how I affected him. This boy was going down, and I was going to enjoy every minute of it.

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Chapter 48: Field Day

BPOV I awoke to the sound of Rosalies incredulous voice. You bought a Corvette? For yourself? Were you high on something? she sneered at Edward, hands on her hips. He looked rather sheepish as he admitted, Bella thinks it looks cool. Rosalie looked at him as if he had suddenly turned purple. You bought a car because your girlfriend thought it looked cool? Who are you and what have you done with my brother? Have you been brainwashed? What person in their right mind chooses a car solely because of its exterior looks? Edward shrugged, not meeting her eye. I know, I know. Shes got me wrapped around her little finger. Could you please just jazz it up for me? Work your magic on it? She sighed, running her hand over her face. Sure. I certainly cant let you drive that around as it is. What a disgrace. Are you going to let her drive it too? He looked guilty. Good, he should. How dare he hypnotize me and put me to sleep so he could take over driving? Humph. Ill let her drive around town if she wants, but she drives painfully slowly, so any drive that takes longer than ten minutes at her speed would be torturous to me. I think I could get out and walk faster, Edward complained. Whiney baby. I choose to drive safely and obey the posted speed limit. Of course, he considers 80mph to be a snails pace, but even that speed terrifies me. Charlie had made certain I knew the dangers of speeding and of losing control of the car. He had shown me disturbing graphic images of various accident scenes when I was younger. Those images still haunted my nightmares on occasion. I sighed inwardly, deciding to simply face Rosies wrath and get it over with now. I sat up with a groan, rubbing my eyes. Good morning, Rose. Im sorry about the Corvette. Its just the car Ive always wanted since I was a little kid. I gave Edward a glare for whining about it, and he wisely chose to leave the room, giving me some space. To my surprise, Rose laughed and gave me a good morning hug. Dont worry, Bella. I dont blame you at all. If Edward had bought it for you, I wouldnt have thought twice about it. I know you dont know anything about cars, so Im not surprised at your decision making process. I do, however, expect more from Edward. Hes old enough to know better. Yet, he has informed me that this is his new vehicle, not yours. She shook her head in sorrowful disbelief. Where did I go wrong? I stared at her in horror. Of course, he didnt buy it for me! I dont need a new car, I have the truck. Rosalie grimaced, wrinkling her nose. I knew she had no positive feelings regarding my truck, but it was sturdy and cheap perfect for an accident prone danger magnet. Besides, I already have the use of your SUV for trips the truck cant handle.

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Obviously he bought it for you, one way or another. Youre seriously going to make him keep it? He has a reputation to maintain. He cant go from driving a Vanquish to school to driving that thing. Hell be a laughingstock, Rosalie protested. Rose, the Vanquish is supposed to be a special occasion car. I cant believe he has been parking it in a high school parking lot, leaving it vulnerable to vandalism, theft, and accidental damage. That car cost about ten times as much as Charlies house! Even if you allow for inflation, the Vanquish is currently worth at least three to four times more than my Dads whole property! As far as Im concerned, he would be just fine with a nice Honda Civic. He has access to the SUV for trips involving more than four or five people, and he would get great gas mileage. It would certainly be a lot less ostentatious than any of the other cars you guys drive. Do you really need to flaunt your monetary status so thoroughly? I thought you didnt want to call attention to yourselves. Do you really think a group of gorgeous fabulously wealthy young unmarried (at least in their eyes) people would ever not attract notice? You think driving a car that costs more than most people of this town make in ten years is going to help you blend in? Rose held her arms up in front of her. Hey, hey. Relax, Bella. If I cant blend in, then I want to look my best while Im sticking out. Like a sore thumb? I started laughing and gave her a hug. Rose, you know I cant accept a Corvette. What would Charlie say? You won it in a sweepstakes? Im not 18 yet, Rose. It wouldnt be legal. Legal shmegal. Weve never let that stop us in the past. Hello! My dads the Chief of Police! Yeah, yeah. Whatever. You should get some breakfast now, Rosalie declared, changing the subject. She gave me a strange look I couldnt decipher. I hope you like pancakes. I hope you REALLY like pancakes. And waffles. Before I could ask any questions, she left the room. Edward strolled back in, chuckling to himself, giving me an amused grin. Whats so amusing? I challenged, still a little irritated. He shrugged. Its going to be an interesting day today. Weve decided to have a type of Field Day with the Pack. Were going to be competing in various events, vampires versus werewolves. You, Emily, and Kim will be the judges and umpires. There was a large amount of excitement from everyone as they prepared for an epic battle. Carlisle, Rosalie, Emmett, Alice, Jasper, and Edward were up against Jacob, Jared, Embry, Leah, Quil, and Seth. Esme decided to help judge, both to help even up the numbers, but also so she could catch things our human eyes and ears would miss. The participants had made a raised judges platform for us, allowing us to look down on the field below and see more of the action. They had even created a scoreboard we were supposed to use to help them keep track of their wins and losses. They had made a nice awning for it to protect us from the weather, either sunshine or rain. The first event was the egg toss. The wolves won that one, hands down. They had a much easier time controlling their strength, as they interacted with humans all the time. Carlisle and Edward gave them a run for their money though. I couldnt help chuckling when the egg

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splatted in Edwards hands. He was thoroughly disgusted. Emmett and Rosalie were the first ones out. Emmett crushed it every time. They went through a dozen eggs before Emmett was willing to concede defeat. He spent the rest of the time moping and mumbling to Rosalie about practicing. She practiced ignoring him, though I think she has almost perfected it. Tug of War was a Draw, as the chain snapped as soon as both sides began pulling on it with all their might. The vampires won the High Jump and the Long Jump. The wolves won the donut eating contest. (That one was a gimmie.) Emmett gave it his best shot, trying to swallow without tasting them. He choked down a dozen before turning green and upchucking behind a bush. The vampires also won the river swimming relay, as they had the advantage of not needing to breathe. It was still fairly close though, as the La Push boys were all excellent swimmers. As lunch time approached, they all agreed to a race to Seattle and back. If the Cullens won the race, they would be the reigning champions, as the score was three to two in favor of the Cullens. If the wolves won the race, they would get to choose the final tie breaker challenge. Since Quil and Seth hadnt phased yet, Carlisle and Rosalie agreed to sit it out, to make the race more fair. The other eight took off when I shouted Go! Esme, Emily, Kim and I set about preparing a delicious buffet that would be ready by the time the wolves returned. We laughed and joked, swapping stories and recipes. Emily positively glowed, radiating happiness. She looked so much happier than she had when she arrived, though she was greatly anticipating her reunion with Sam. She was both excited and scared, unsure of how he would react. Rosalie decided to begin work on the new Vette while waiting for the others to finish the race, and Carlisle took the opportunity to run some texts and experiments on Seth and Quil, knowing they would phase any day now. EPOV As I felt the wind whistling through my hair, I thought about the real reason for both Field Day and this race in particular. Alice and Jasper were ready to enact their revenge. The wolves had become complacent. They no longer watched their backs or jumped at shadows. If they thought Jasper had forgotten, then they didnt know him at all. Jasper was merely biding his time, designing the perfect revenge. See ya, wouldnt wanna be ya. Jake chanted in his head as he flew past me, in all his canine glory, gaining the lead. Later, leech. Leah flew past me on my left, running on all fours. Eat my dust, bloodsucker! Girls rule and boys drool. Especially these boys. Its so disgusting the way they run with their tongues flapping in the breeze. What would they do if they swallowed a bug? Eww. She began gaining on Jake. I could hear Jared and Embry on my heels, running neck and neck. It was playing havoc with my instincts. I could almost feel their warm breath on the back of my neck, giving me the creeps. I had a good concept of what the humans must feel when we get too close to them. I picked up my pace, pushing myself even faster. I could hear their voices in my mind. Well, at least we finally get to chase a bloodsucker, even if we dont get to rip him up and burn him. This is fun! Maybe we should chase them around more often. It certainly gets the adrenalin pumping. I rolled my eyes. So glad youre enjoying yourselves guys. Its lots of fun to get to play prey sometimes instead of the usual predator. Thanks so much for obliging.
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Youre welcome! Hey, what do you say to letting us rip off your limbs for practice? You can always just glue them on again later. We promise not to burn them. Yeah, or maybe just a few bites? I wonder if you taste as bad as you smell. I growled. Thanks, but no thanks, brothers. Losing body parts is extremely painful, and so is the entire reknitting process. And yes, I do taste as bad as I smell. So do you, so you dont have to worry about any of us wanting to drink from you. Your blood is absolutely no temptation for us. Hmmm. Interesting. Okay, well I guess we wont bite your arm off then. Not even a nibble? Man, you just spoil all the fun, dont you? I grinned at them mischievously, as they pulled up beside me. I was running at my maximum speed. I couldnt believe all the wolves were faster than me. Good thing they were on our side. I sure hoped theyd stay that way. No, I dont spoil all the fun. Sure, sure. Whatever you say. I cant believe were getting our butts handed to us by a girl. I cant believe were getting our butts handed to us by Leah. Its better than losing to a leech. Yeah, youre right. See ya, slowpoke. A few minutes later my phone began to ring. It was Alice. Hey, Alice. Are they so fast that theyre already ahead of you? Yeah. Scary, isnt it? I wasnt quite expecting them to be that fast. Well, if theyre already beating you, then well never win. We might as well go back to the house and prepare for their return. I thought about it for a minute. She was right. I was already running at maximum speed for me. There was no way I could beat them. I stopped in my tracks. Okay, Im on my way back then. Well simply forfeit the game. Excellent, Ill inform the others. Bye. I ended the call and began running back to Forks. My spirits lifted in a way they only did when Im around Bella or anticipating time with her. By the time I made it back to the house, Jasper and Alice were hard at work, gathering the materials for their simple but devious revenge. Emmett had grabbed a few egg cartons and began trying to learn to catch an egg without breaking it. Bella was busy with lunch preparations, so I decided to join Rosalie in the garage,

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to discuss the modifications she intended to make. I spent a good forty or fifty minutes comfortably that way I got the heads up when Jacobs mind came within range. Wolves are back! I announced to the house as a whole. Everyone gathered out in the yard to welcome them back with cheers and applause. Leah was the first to race into the yard. We could hear that she was quite a few yards ahead of Jacob. She looked at us in confusion. What the heck? How did they get here so fast? She ran back into the woods to phase and dress. Jacob phased inside the wood line, where he had set aside his clothes and then jogged the rest of the way in human form, knowing Leah had already taken first place. He froze when he saw me and the other vampire contestants waiting for him. No way! There is no way you went all the way to Seattle and back unless you cheated! Jacob protested. Leah emerged from the woods and went to stand by Jacob, her face scowling with suspicion. Relax, Jacob, I admonished. You are correct. When we saw how fast you all were, we knew we didnt stand a chance, so we returned home to help prepare a hearty meal for the winners. Jacob was taken aback when I admitted he was correct. His astonishment grew as I finished my statement. Then a pleased grin crossed his face. Good, because Im starving. I could eat a horse! You look like you already did! Emmett teased. I could go for a bear myself. Horses are rather bland. Jacob laughed. Id rather have a few platefuls of everything on the buffet table. What a gorgeous spread! Leah joined the other women, who all hugged her and congratulated her on being the fastest of the fast. Embry and Jared came barreling into the yard, neck and neck. You two tied for third place, I informed them. Go ahead and change, and then come enjoy the bountiful food prepared for you. They nodded their big heads and stumbled off into the woods where they had hidden their clothes. We all sat around on picnic blankets in groups of two or more, laughing and joking, giving the wolves and humans a chance to enjoy their food. Esme and Emily were in seventh heaven with so much family around having fun. Their maternal instincts were in full throttle. Jacob stood up and called for attention. Everyone got quiet and stared at him expectantly. We have decided on the tie breaker challenge. We have to paddle canoes five miles up the river against the current. Youre on! Emmett shouted, whooping with delight. Quil quickly protested. Wait, our guys just ran all the way to Seattle and back. Their arms are tired. They need time to rest before we start the last challenge.

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Fair enough, Jasper agreed. How about we play one more game to help settle your food, then you can take a nap? After your catnap, you can have dessert, and well do the final challenge. Does that meet with everyones approval? Everyone quickly agreed. What game were you thinking of, Jasper? Emmett asked curiously. A form of Tag. Well let Leah start as It, since she won the race. The first It doesnt count against the person starting. When you get tagged, you become It. The new It must freeze in place for three seconds to allow the former It time to get away. The second time someone tags you as It youre out. You get to name the new It from amongst the players. Whomever is named, that turn as It doesnt count against him or her. Sounds like fun, Embry rumbled. Okay, so basically its tag, but the second time somebody tags you, youre out, and IT has to give everyone a three second head start, right? Seth asked. Exactly! Jasper agreed. Nice summary. Seth grinned and nodded. Quil and Seth joined in the game, but both Carlisle and Esme chose to sit out with Emily, Kim, and Bella. After about twenty minutes, the ones who werent playing started putting away the perishable foods. After forty more minutes the game was finally called. Alice and I were the last ones left. Surprise, surprise. We accepted a tie. At this point, the wolves were exhausted after so much running. They curled up in a pile, just like real dogs, in their canine forms, resting their chins on their paws. The ground was much more comfortable to their bodies this way. I laughed at the irony of the dogs taking a catnap. Jasper and Alice let them sleep for 45 minutes. Then the gloves came off. Before the rest of the family even knew what was happening, Jasper and Alice appeared behind the wolves, holding white plastic five gallon buckets filled with a viscous fluid. In one smooth, coordinated motion, they splashed the contents all over the four wolves, who were jolted awake as the liquid hit them. Alice and Jasper set the buckets down and then rapidly escaped to the roof of the house, where they could watch the results without losing any limbs. Jasper, Alice, what did you do? Carlisle demanded angrily. Kim, Emily, and Esme were staring at them in shock and dismay. Bella had run over and was sniffing the buckets. Its syrup! she announced. They poured syrup on the Pack! The wolves were growling up at the roof. They started it, Carlisle! Jasper defended. Alice and I were in a private place having private mate time, and they snuck up on us, surrounded us, and then all barked at the same time. It startled the heck out of us and really killed the mood. Then they split like cowards without a word of apology. They knew this was coming. They have no right to complain. All in all, I think I went pretty easy on them, considering they got to see the two of us naked. The atmosphere had relaxed considerably and quite a few people were laughing on both sides, understanding this was merely a prank war and not serious. The wolves had all stopped growling as soon as Jasper started to explain. They had been expecting retaliation. Now they were receiving equally disapproving glares from Esme and Emily, who werent happy with either group of miscreants. Carlisle looked over at the wolves, noting that none of them wanted to meet his eyes. He knew Jasper was telling the truth then, but he asked anyway, curious if they would admit it. Is this true, Jacob, Jared, Leah, Embry? Did you play a prank on Jasper and Alice?

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All four of them nodded their heads dolefully. Carlisle seemed to grow in his chair, as if pulling in power from the air around him. When he spoke again, his voice was full of authority, and not a single person present wished to cross him. Well, it seems you reap what you sow. However, I do not want an escalating prank war in my house, and I will not allow it. If anything occurs to cause injury or property damage, you will all be in trouble, do you understand? Carlisles voice felt like it resonated in our very souls. We all responded in the affirmative, even Esme and Emily, which one part of my brain found highly amusing. It was highly unlikely theyd be drawn into a prank war. Carlisle resumed his seat next to Esme, confident hed gotten his point across to all of us. The male wolves were trying to lick the syrup off their fur, but from their faces, they werent enjoying the task. Leah was frozen in place, her voice wailing in my head. Ick, yuck. Syrup in my fur! Disgusting! Sticky, icky, yucky yuck! Get it off! Ewww. I hate it. Im going to bite him. I swear I am. Her too. This isnt over. Well just have to keep it low profile. But they will pay. My beautiful, soft, silky fur! Sticky and matted. I cant even phase like this! Strong enough to stop a vampire, but taken out by a bucket of syrup. How ironic. Have to get this off, NOW! Yuck, yuck, yuck. Leah threw her head back and let out a loud, mournful howl. It made her feel a little better, so she did it twice more. Rosalie took pity on her and led her inside to the shower, using the hot water to melt the syrup and wash it down the drain. Well, at least your scent of wet dog, will finally be earned, Rosalie quipped. Leah growled halfheartedly. The rest of us laughed. Then we heard it. A sound we werent expecting. From off in the distance, somewhere in La Push, we heard two mournful howls responding to Leahs. I exchanged a look with Carlisle and another with Jacob. If we dont reply to his call, he may leave it alone. Jacob was hopeful. If he comes this way, well go ahead and meet with him and explain the situation. I repeated his suggestions to Carlisle. Carlisle nodded in agreement. We have done nothing wrong. We should not have a problem. We need to get this syrup off if we are going to meet Sam. I would prefer not to explain its presence. I laughed and led Jacob inside to my bathroom. I directed the other two to bathrooms as well, starting the water for each of them. Alice took pity on them and made sure they all had new clothes to wear. Once they were all situated, I went outside to wait. The womenfolk started bringing the food inside and putting it away. I stole Bella away and danced with her around the yard, humming a tune in her ear, enjoying the feel of her in my arms. For a few minutes it was just her and me. Nobody else existed beyond the two of us.

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Chapter 49: Sam I Am

SamPOV I was on routine patrol, mainly running around moping, while counting down the hours, minutes, and seconds until my beloved Emily returned from her weekend trip with Leah. I loved hearing the sound of her voice over the phone, but it couldnt compare with actually holding her in my arms. I felt so lonely, though Paul was always around. Paul had enjoyed having to place to ourselves at first, walking around naked like it was a bachelor pad. However, he soon missed Emilys cooking, and by today, he had realized how much Emilys female touch adds to our lives. I had a feeling hed be a lot more welcoming of her presence from this day forth. That would make Emily so happy, to develop a familial relationship with Paul. She longs for the day the others change, so she can have one big happy family. I knew she couldnt wait until she had another imprint to keep her company and share secrets with her. Whenever she called, I could tell she missed me, but I could clearly hear the joy and excitement in her voice. Every now and again she would start giggling or laughing. She wouldnt tell me what was occurring, just that her new friends were a blast to be around. I was so happy she made new friends. I hated that our lifestyle makes it so hard for her to get close to anyone else. She was such a wonderful person, it felt like a crime to keep her so isolated. She was also really shy now because of her scars. She hated the way people stared at them. I hated the way it made us feel every time someone reminded her of them. I was positively thrilled she had found friends who didnt make her feel self-conscious about them. When I was with her, I didnt really see them when I looked at her. I just saw Emily herself. I refused to ignore the scars, like the elephant in the room, and would frequently assure her of my devotion and my promise to never lose control like that again, by kissing her scars. I wanted her to know I loved all of her, not just the unblemished parts. More than anything, I was thrilled for Emily to be able to be friends with her cousin again. Both of us had hated hurting Leah, but the imprint was too strong. I had to let Leah go, because my first priority would always be Emily, and that wasnt fair to Leah. I did still love Leah and wanted her to be happy, but I knew I could no longer be the love of her life. Emily was my whole world now. I had some measure of peace with the past though, now that Leah had forgiven both me and Emily. It had broken my heart to come between them. It had been such a rough transition for both of them, yet they had both lost their lifelong best friend and confidante at the same time. They had always been so close before, only needing each other, not having much of a social circle outside of themselves. I hated being a werewolf, and I blamed the Cullens for all the pain in my life. If they hadnt come here, my life would have stayed on track. I would have married Leah, Emily would never have been injured, and the two most important women in my life would still be best friends. Nobody would be hurt and miserable. Damn bloodsuckers ruined my life. I tensed as I heard a mournful, angry howl miles away, over the boundary line. It reverberated in my chest, rattling my ribcage. I knew that sound. It was another werewolf. One of the others must have changed while over the border! They would be feeling lost, scared, and alone, as I did my first time. I needed to go and help him. I wondered which of the boys I had been watching had been the first to change. He must be out of range, since I couldnt hear him inside my head. As I thought about it, I heard two more howls from the same wolf. Poor guy. I raised my own howl to summon Paul. Then I howled again to let the

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other wolf know I would find him. I was surprised not to receive a reply, but figured the other wolf was likely frightened. He wouldnt know what had happened to him and wouldnt know if other wolves would be a good thing or a bad one. I waited for Paul to join me in wolf form. What is it, Sam? A bloodsucker? No, another wolf. I heard him howling. Oh, man. Hes probably out of his mind right now. Which way? Over the border, sounded like Cullen land. Cullen land? What if the leeches get him? Hes violating the treaty by being on their land! I know, but its worse. If he meets up with any of them, he will instinctively attack and they will defend. Only one of him and seven of them. He doesnt stand a chance. If they kill him then, it wouldnt even be a violation of the treaty as he was where he didnt belong. I dont care, Id kill them anyway. Dont be a fool, Paul. If we fight them, not only would we likely die, but then they would be free to enter La Push and feed here! Were strong, fast, and powerful, but there are seven of them, and they have had decades to practice their fighting techniques. We cannot afford to fight a war now. We must wait until the pack is larger. Yes, youre right. We will wait for the others before we attack. Well, we still need to go and retrieve our confused brother. I just hope we find him before they do. Lets do it. We began racing toward the land where I had heard the howling originate, eating up the miles under our paws. This was one of the few advantages of being a werewolf being able to run like the wind, feeling the breeze whip past me as I effortlessly sped through the forest. I knew from our legends we were even faster than the bloodsuckers. If they ran from us, we could catch them, even if they got a head start. We could rip them to pieces with our sharp fangs, werewolf and vampire teeth being the only substances strong enough to pierce stony vampire skin. Then we would burn the twitching pieces so they couldnt grow back together. I couldnt wait. Me neither. I soon realized the howl had come from the Cullen house itself. I hadnt been over there as a wolf, but it was one of the things the young teens of La Push had dared each other to do before the Cullens had actually returned to go explore the Cold Ones house. It was a macho, immature show of bravery. By the time I was a teenager, none of us really believed the legends were real. So it was more of a joke than an actual terror. Yet one day, the Cold Ones had returned, and the Tribal Council had forbidden all Quileutes from wandering in the woods over the border. And one day, I found out the hard way that the legends were real, as I became one of them.

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This was bad. This was very bad. I could only hope the Cullens were away this weekend. They frequently took camping trips out of town. We needed to move as quietly as possible as we approached the house, lest we signal our presence and start an unnecessary war. We also needed to stay down wind, as they would smell us a mile away. We came close to the edge of the tree line, identifying the scent of a vampire and a human up ahead. We focused our eyes on the sources of the scents and saw a vampire holding a human in his embrace. It was the one called Edward, one of the originals on the treaty. He certainly couldnt claim ignorance of the terms. He appeared to be dancing with a beautiful human girl, humming quietly, with nobody else in sight. Before our very eyes, he lowered her into a dip and bent over her, placing his lips against her neck. She moaned, and he began to suckle. I felt the fury rise up in me. He was feeding on a human right there in front of us! We crouched, poised to leap out of the forest, preparing to bound over there to kill the leech and save the girl, or kill her too if necessary. Then we heard a shriek that turned my heart to stone and froze the air in my lungs. Emily! Emily was inside the Cullens house, while one of them fed on a girl outside in the yard! Emily was shrieking for help in a house full of vampires! My whole universe came to a screeching halt. Screw the girl in the yard, I had to save Emily! GO! We pounced out of the forest and raced toward the house at full speed, intending to crash right through the door and up the stairs to the second floor. I was going to kill them all! KILL THEM! Suddenly, three vampires seemed to materialize in front of the door. The one known as Carlisle, the leader, the original; the one known as Emmett, the massive one as big and tall as me; and the new one, the scarred one. Please, stop Sam and Paul! We mean you no harm and wish to settle this peacefully! the leader spoke soothingly in a calm voice. I felt a strange calmness trying to creep over me, but I pushed it away. Paul and I stopped a few feet away, tense and angry, trying to figure out how to get past them. I would die if need be. Their thoughts are full of incomprehensible rage. I cant see past the desire to kill us. The Edward one murmured. Yes, they are murderously angry, full of rage, but there is also fear, agony, and despair, the scarred one added. I heard the quiet sob sound that Emily always makes when she is anxious or distressed. THE LEECHES MUST DIE! LeahPOV I relaxed as the warm water from the shower poured down on me, slowly rinsing the syrup from my fur. I had considered phasing, had even started the process, but the millisecond the fur started withdrawing into my skin, I felt the syrup being sucked in with it. There was no way in hell I was going to live with syrup under my skin. Disgusting! I would never get clean! So I stayed in my wolf form, allowing Rose to help clean my fur. Emily joined us there in the
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bathroom and shampooed my fur for me. It felt great when she rubbed the shampoo in, like it does when the stylist at the hair salon shampoos my head and massages my scalp. But my fur was all over my body, not just on my head, so I was embarrassed to admit my animalistic appreciation to being petted in wolf form. I knew Emmett would never let me live it down if I said anything, trying to make something sexual out of it, but in truth it was like a full body massage, like a day at the spa. Once I was fully clean and rinsed, Emily turned off the water and held out a towel. My fur hung heavy all around me, dragging at my skin. I stepped gracefully out of the tub, and Emily began to pat the fur dry, soaking up the majority of the excess water dripping off of me. After a minute or two of her careful ministrations, I couldnt take it anymore. I pushed her away gently with my nose, tore the towel off with my teeth, and proceeded to follow my instincts to shake, shake, shake the water off my fur. I heard Emily shriek as the water droplets from my fur landed all over her, as well as the ceiling, walls, and floor. I laughed internally, both at her response and the feeling of my little tail wiggling. The air outside was suddenly filled with furious growling. I raced into the bedroom, looking for a window to see what was happening. I saw two wolves racing across the yard. Sam was here! I listened tensely to the conversation between the Cullens and the responding growls of the new wolves. I heard the sound of running feet and paws on the stairs as my pack and the other vampires raced to provide support to the team facing Sam and Paul. I stayed in wolf form so I would be able to hear the others, but Emily and I werent supposed to be here, so I stayed upstairs with her. When Jasper described how Sam was feeling, I heard Emily give a distressed sob, so I began phasing to my human form. Immediately after Emily sobbed, Sam roared an attack growl. Hes reacting to Emily! Edward shouted over the roar. I finished phasing back to my human form, and grabbed Emilys hand. Stop him, Emily! I cried. To my intense relief she seemed to understand exactly what I was saying. SAM, STOP! she screamed. PLEASE STOP, SAM! Outside, everything got eerily quiet. Please come downstairs, Emily, Carlisle requested calmly. Please reassure Sam that you are perfectly fine, unharmed, and here of your own free will. Of course, Carlisle, your family has been nothing but good to me. I will be right down. Please calm down, Sam. I have some very exciting news to share with you, Emily responded serenely. I threw on a shirt and shorts and went to escort her downstairs. We saw Kim waiting for us in the hallway. The three of us went downstairs together. Bella came through a door from the outside and promptly joined our group. The four of us proceeded outside, working smoothly together as a unit. SamPOV The door behind the leeches swung open and more bodies started pouring outside. Three female vampires came to stand behind the males, lending support to their mates. The bigger
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shock was the three werewolves that jumped out of the house and went into defensive crouches on either side of the vampires. I was still growling angrily, but part of my brain was working in overdrive. Who were these new wolves? Why were they standing with the Cullens against us? Had they been brainwashed? It made no sense to me. Hes reacting to Emily! Edward shouted over my roaring. Stop him, Emily! Leah cried from upstairs. What were the leeches doing to them up there? SAM, STOP! Emily screamed. PLEASE STOP, SAM! I froze in place and issued an order for Paul to do the same. Then two more figures raced outside the house. It was Quil Ateara and Seth Clearwater. They both were shaking terribly and fell to the ground, beginning their first transformation right there in front of us. Please come downstairs, Emily, Carlisle requested calmly. Please reassure Sam that you are perfectly fine, unharmed, and here of your own free will. Of course, Carlisle, your family has been nothing but good to me. I will be right down. Please calm down, Sam. I have some very exciting news to share with you, Emily responded serenely. The Cullens had been nothing but good to her? What the heck? Was this all a dream, a nightmare? Because nothing was making sense anymore. Nothing. Jacob! Quil shouted in agony. Edward! Seth called, writhing around as his bones shifted. The huge russet wolf walked over to the changing boys and settled down on the ground between them. Edward also glided over to them. I growled menacingly. The bloodsucker had better not hurt my boys or I would take off his head myself! Remember what Jacob told you, Edward reminded them gently. Youre just going through your first transformation. This is the worst one, and it gets easier from here. Youre safe, were all here for you, and well see you on the other side. I guess this means youll get to participate in the canoe paddling competition after all. What the heck is he talking about? To my shock, both the boys on the ground grinned wholeheartedly. They were grinning during their change? Were they insane? Had the Cullens been taking advantage of them somehow? Did they know some kind of black magic? I was done with speculating. I wanted Emily, and I wanted her now! Just as I thought that, she came strolling through the door, flanked by Leah, Kim, and the human Edward had been feeding on when we arrived. Except there was no wound on her neck, and she seemed perfectly fine. I looked more closely at her neck, where I had seen Edward put his mouth and noticed a hickey. A hickey? Since when did vampires give out hickeys? I concentrated on Emily, my Emily. She was glowing with happiness and excitement, more beautiful than ever before. I instantly calmed down and order Paul to stand down. I couldnt risk Emily getting caught in the middle if we started to fight. Emily approached me confidently, her smile radiant. The Cullens all pulled away to allow her to pass through them, like the parting of the Red Sea. I held my breath as she strolled through their midst, surrounded by them. She passed through unscathed, unmolested. In fact, they all smiled affectionately at her

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as she walked by them. She reached up and caressed my wolfy face, and I leaned into her hand. She looked deeply into my eye with a magnetic intensity. The Cullens are wonderful people, Sam. Youve got them all wrong. There are bad vampires, who care nothing for human life, but the Cullens are like us. Theyre on our side, protecting and helping the humans in the area. They dont harm humans. Theyre really not all that scary. Ive been living here with them since Thursday, and I feel better now than I have ever felt before. I love them, and they love me. Esme and I are best friends. Dr. Cullen fixed the mess of my face that Sue was unable to repair. Just look what he did for me, for us! She turned her head so her scarred cheek was right in front of my eye. I felt my jaw drop. My enhanced eyesight was able to see teeny tiny stitches holding her skin together. She smiled and I saw that the muscles in her cheek now pulled her mouth up properly. All the muscles and tendons in her face had been repaired. In addition, even though the lines were still the angry pink of fresh wounds, the lines were so thin that they resembled mere cat scratches. I was guessing that once they faded to white, they would virtually disappear. Now I knew I was dreaming. This was impossible. I phased back to human form without thinking. Sam! she squealed, quickly trying to conceal my naked body with her own. I held her closely, reveling in her embrace after days apart. Someone threw me some clothes, which I hastily donned, using Emily as a privacy shield. Then, I noticed our audience had stepped away and now surrounded Quil and Seth, giving us some privacy. This is the craziest dream ever, sweetheart! I laughed, spinning Emily around. She put her hands on either side of my face. Youre not dreaming, Sam. All of this is real, she declared. I raised an eyebrow, looking at her in disbelief. She huffed, leaned forward, and bit my bottom lip. Ow, you little vixen, I protested. Its all real! she insisted, having proven her point. Its real? I asked incredulously. She nodded firmly. Wow! Carlisle stepped calmly toward me, his arms up in front of him in a gesture of peace. He smiled at me. Shall we talk? Talk to the bloodsucker like hes a civilized person? I looked at Emily, at her face, at her expression. I sighed in resignation. I met his caring gaze and nodded once in the affirmative. Lets talk.

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PaulPOV I can see where this is going. All my tribal brethren are turning traitor. Theyre falling under the bloodsuckers spell, joining ranks with the enemy. I cant believe Sam was stupid enough to phase to human form within striking distance of the leeches. Theyve even brainwashed Emily. Well, theyre not going to get me! I will not be a slave to the bloodsuckers! Im out of here. I carefully slipped away while nobody was looking. I slinked into the shadows of the trees and bolted, flying on silent paws. I was vulnerable in wolf form, as Sam could force me to return against my will using his Alpha command. I put as much distance between us as I could before shifting to human form. I raced to one of our hiding spots and slipped on some clothes. I continued running to La Push, slower than a wolf, but still much faster than a human. I managed to make it to my car without anybody seeing me. I ran inside to grab some necessary items, threw them in the car, and then floored it out of the reservation. I wasnt sure where I was going, but I didnt plan to stay around here to watch the destruction of all that I loved and held dear, or worse to participate in that destruction. We were a weak generation to be able to be turned against our own people, unlike the Protectors of old. I was disgusted with the other wolves. How could they help the bloodsuckers over the humans? What a disgrace. My cell phone rang, but I ignored it, knowing it would be either Sam or Emily. They were my family, my friends, my life since my first transformation. Now they had been sucked in by the enemy. I would come back for them. I couldnt leave them at the mercy of the bloodsuckers, but I couldnt afford to get sucked in myself. I needed to get away so I could think. I needed to plan my strategy. I needed help, but where could I possibly find any? EPOV This is so bizarre. I dont know up from down anymore. I hope something starts making sense soon. Before we talk, I want to make sure Quil and Seth are okay, Sam declared. I cant just abandon them when they must be so upset and confused. I need to explain to them what has happened. Certainly, Carlisle agreed smoothly. Shall we, ladies? He escorted the women inside, knowing when all the wolves phased they would be naked. Alice raced inside and came back a few seconds later with an armload of clothes. She giggled. These should come in handy. Thanks, Alice, I commented, smiling at her. She waved and went back inside to join the other females. Im a wolf! I have a tail! I can run and jump and bite! I cant wait to test out my new skills! Quil was positively ecstatic. Finally, Ill be able to join in with everybody else. I havent enjoyed being in the human group. It made me feel left out, especially since my sister got to join the Pack before I did. I am so totally going to kick butt in the canoe paddling competition! Seth was please as well. Relax, Sam. They already knew what to expect, so theyre not scared. In fact, theyre both thrilled and ready to try out their new skills, I declared calmly, wanting to help put Sam at ease.

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Embry, Jared please escort these two into the woods and help them test their skills appropriately. Im going to join the talk with Sam and Carlisle. Jacob requested. He didnt like using the Alpha command unless absolutely necessary. He wanted his wolves to do things of their own free will, rather than feel forced to do their duty. He was a smart boy. He would earn their trust and loyalty much more quickly by using the Alpha command sparingly. Embry and Jared nodded their huge wolfy heads and stalked over to stand next to the young wolves. All four of them took off into the woods. I saw Sam staring after them. Dont worry, Sam, theyre in good hands . . . er . . . paws. When they get back in an hour or two, Jasper will help them phase back to human form if they have any difficulty. Jasper? How will Jasper help? Sam thought in confusion, staring at my brother. He can help calm them to the extent its easy for them to phase, I explained. Jacob phased and got dressed from the heap of clothes on the bench. Jacob is the true Alpha, but hes so young. Is he really ready to lead the Pack? Sam thought, watching Jacob carefully. We went inside, where Sam was relieved to see Emily curled up on the sofa speaking animatedly with Bella and Kim. Carlisle rose from his position beside Esme and asked us to join him in the dining room. Jasper, Bella, Leah, and Emily joined Carlisle, Sam, and me at the table. The rest stayed in the living room where they would hear everything, but would be less intimidating to Sam. Carlisle cleared his throat to get everybodys attention. He turned to face Sam. How would you like to start, Sam? Would you like to ask questions, and we can answer them? Sam nodded thoughtfully. I could hear him trying to prioritize his list of questions. Why have you had Emily here? Why did you fix her scars? We felt it would be a good faith gesture to your Pack to show that not only do we not wish you any harm, but we would like to share a mutually beneficial relationship. Good relationships are based on give and take, on compromise. Its the basis for the idea of You scratch my back, and Ill scratch yours. There is no need for us to be enemies. Wed prefer to be friends, family even. Jacob was mentally picturing us all scratching his back when he was in wolf form. He was enjoying it and wished wed do it for real. He saw me looking at him and grinned, knowing I was reading his mind. So what is it you want from us? Sam asked cautiously. This is the catch, the fine print. Well, besides your friendship and companionship, we would appreciate your help fighting off rogue vampires that pass through this territory. You can continue patrolling La Push, and we will patrol the area around Forks. You are welcome to cross the border onto our land any time you wish, as long as you do not mean our family any harm. We would request permission to cross your border only under three conditions: The first is if we have been invited by someone who lives on La Push, and we are willing to inform you in advance and have a wolf escort the entire time. The second is if I am requested to perform emergency medical services for any of the wolves or other members of the tribe. Once again, I would be willing to have a wolf escort and would do my best to provide as much advance notice as possible. The third is if we are in active pursuit of a human drinking vampire, our intent being to prevent loss of human life at the hands of said vampire. We would be willing to break off pursuit as soon as you guys take up the chase, but would not want them to get away while waiting for you. We would then

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return to our lands as soon as you were in pursuit of the vampire. Would these conditions be acceptable to you? Carlisle extrapolated. Hmmm. All of that sounds completely reasonable. Its well thought out and offers solutions to any objections I would have raised. Im still having difficulty reconciling these guys with the Cold Ones of our legends. Can they really be that different? Emily seems to think so. Sam wondered. He was clearly undecided and looking for the hidden catch. Why dont you spend a few hours getting to know us this afternoon? I think you would be better able to make an informed decision after watching our interactions with the other Quileutes and interacting with us yourself, I suggested. He looked relieved. That sounds like a good plan to me. I still have a few questions though, Sam replied. Carlisle gestured for him to continue. Why is Bella Swan here? Why was she making out with a vampire? Im really not cool with that. What if he slips and bites her? Shes my soul mate, I declared. I squeezed her hand gently and lifted it up to kiss her knuckles while smiling at her. I would never hurt her. How can you be soul mates with a human? Youre not even the same species! Sam complained. We vampires were all human once, before being changed. Bella will be transformed one day too, but we are not in any rush for that to happen, I answered. What? They will break the treaty if they change her! This must be the catch. Sam turned to Jacob. And you are okay with that? he asked skeptically. Jacob gave him an absolutely serious look, and spoke with authority. We have already discussed the issue. Vampires imprint like wolves do. He could no more stay away from her than you could stay away from Emily. It would be devastating to both of them to separate them. I would never want Bella to be a Cold One like the ones of legend, but I have a lot of respect for the Cullens, and I dont mind if she becomes one of them. Besides, they know how to perform the change without biting her, so we really cant prevent it. The treaty doesnt cover non-biting willing conversions. As far as him hurting her, there is always an inherent risk, just as there is with you and Emily, but Bella is willing to accept that risk to be with him, just as Emily is willing to accept that risk to be with you. Sam looked floored by Jacobs logic. Well, when you put it that way, I have no objection either. I guess I understand a lot more than I thought I did. He smiled down into Emilys eyes, their love shining between them. Then he looked up and saw the same type of gaze being exchanged between Bella and me. He really does love her. They must be different. The monsters in our legends would never feel that way about a human. Are the vampires of our legends real? Sam wondered, starting to question everything he thought he knew. Absolutely, Jasper responded. There are vampires who consider humans little more than cattle. They kill them without any guilt or remorse, feeling much as you feel when you eat a steak. Those vampires tend to be cold heartless killers with no respect for life at all, including vampire life. They dispose of other vampires just as mercilessly, like discarding a used tissue. Hmmm. So the legends are real, but the Cullens are different. Why are you different?

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We respect all sentient life, whether human, vampire, or werewolf. This sentiment has led us to choose to feed from animals rather than people. As a result, we are able to spend time around humans and keep permanent residences. We are not as hostile or volatile. This enables us to form deeper bonds than human drinkers. We consider ourselves a family, rather than a coven, Carlisle explained. Sam nodded, allowing the information to sink into his brain and add to the framework of his knowledge. How can I tell the difference, preferably before its too late? Human drinkers have red eyes, while animal drinkers have gold eyes. All newborns have crimson eyes, regardless of diet, but all newborn vampires are unstable and should be properly escorted. If you see a newborn on its own, consider it highly dangerous. If we have a newborn in our care for some reason, we will be sure to inform you directly, so any stray newborns you come across should be disabled immediately. You can always check in with us before you burn the pieces. If it was a mistake, we can put the newborn back together under proper supervision, I recommended. Jacob, you are the rightful Alpha. Are planning to take over me and Paul? Sam asked apprehensively. Im not sure if I want him to say yes or no. Jacob eyed Sam carefully. I have thought long and hard about this very issue, and I have discussed it with the rest of my pack. We would prefer to keep two separate packs for logistic purposes. You probably dont realize it, but Leah is a werewolf too. Leah? A female wolf? Theres nothing in the legends about that! Sam interrupted. I know, but it is true nevertheless. I have seen it with my own eyes, and heard her in my own head. I believe both you and Leah would be more comfortable if you two are not sharing thoughts about the intimate details of your lives. Sam looked positively nauseous as he thought about it. He nodded in quick agreement. Additionally, if you decide to become friends with the Cullens, Jared would like to join your pack. He is the only one in my group who has found his mate, and he would feel more comfortable in your pack, sharing his thoughts with you, since you and Emily are a mated pair. Sam nodded. That makes sense to me. I know Ive unintentionally made Paul uncomfortable a few times. Poor guy. I wonder which Pack he would prefer. Speaking of Paul, where is he? In all the excitement, he had only just noticed Pauls absence. Jacob shrugged. Maybe he joined my pack in the woods. When they get back, we have a little unfinished business with the Cullens. Weve challenged them to paddle a canoe upstream against the current. Its a race. The first one to Ichis rock wins the vampire vs. werewolf competition. Sam smiled. Do they know that is one of our traditional rites of passage in order to be allowed to take a boat out alone, so we all know this river like the backs of our hands? Jacob grinned. Alls fair in love and war! He bumped fists with Sam across the table. Sam gave Emily a quick kiss and then grinned back at Jacob. Count me in!

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Chapter 51: Working it Out New

BPOV I was pleased to see how well everything was working out according to Edwards and my plan. We had the wolves firmly on our side, except for Paul who had unexpectedly disappeared. I knew how to take care of Paul though. All we needed to do was introduce Jacobs sister, Pauls imprint, into the picture, and Paul would become peaceful and compliant, not to mention, firmly tied to Jacob. So, I wasnt terribly concerned about Pauls absence. I watched with amusement from my high perch as the two groups tried to work out the details of the final competition. The werewolves had decided on their teams: Jacob and Embry, Sam and Jared, Quil and Seth. Leah was angry that none of the guys wanted her on their team, seeing her as the weak link, simply because she was female. The vampire teams were: Carlisle and Esme, Jasper and Alice, and Emmett and Rosalie. Each vampire naturally chose their mate, believing they would have the best teamwork. After all, paddling a two person canoe was all about working together. If the two were not well matched, they would actually end up working against each other. Edward was frustrated, believing his mind reading skills would give him a distinct advantage in being able to work well with a partner. The wolves contended that it was good he wouldnt be competing as he should not be able to use his advantage to win the competition. I suddenly had a great idea. Listen up, everyone, I shouted to the crowd below. They all stopped and looked up at me. Im going to introduce one final team. If my team wins, I get to make the final verdict. Agreed? Whos your team? several of them shouted up to me.

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Edward and Leah. A vampire and a werewolf working together toward a common goal. I bet you all they will win. They started laughing at me. Yeah, right. Okay, sure, Bella. Thats fine with us. I saw Edward and Leah exchange a glance and then look back at me. I motioned for them to come up and talk to me. They both climbed up the ladder and approached hesitantly. Look, both of you have something to prove, right? Leah, are you really going to let them dismiss your strength and prowess like that? To say youre not good enough because youre a girl? Edward, dont you want to show them just how useful your mind reading can be? How it can help you prevail even when your partner is someone you dont know well and is actually your natural enemy? I have faith in you, Leah, that you are just as strong and talented as the rest of the pack, and I have faith in you, Edward, that you can decipher Leahs intentions and accurately respond accordingly so that the two of you make the best team possible. Honestly, though, most of all, I want to show both groups that we are stronger together than we are separately. So, what do you say? Can you go kick their butts for me, and show them all that what we have all been working towards in terms of becoming one big family is the best possible choice for all of us? We are better together than apart. Besides, imagine how stupid theyll feel when you blast by them. Edward and Leah both grinned at me and at each other. They nodded and bumped fists. Both of them gave me a hug and a kiss on the top of my head, before enthusiastically discussing strategy on the way back down to the river. The race started and the wolves immediately took the lead, all being comfortable and familiar with the canoes, the paddles, and the river. Edward and Leah were on their heals. The vampire couples had to work harder at establishing a compatible rhythm. Carlisle and Esme were the first to get the hang of it. As the wolves pulled out in the lead, Alice was able to start using her visions again to anticipate Jaspers moves. Once she did that, they quickly started gaining on the wolves. Unfortunately, once they got within close proximity again, Alices visions once more became dark. They were better than they had been now that they had at least tasted true cooperation. Emmett and Rose were having a very difficult time. They werent working together at all and actually started going in circles. They started yelling at each other, each blaming the other for their lack of progress. Jasper sent them a wave of calm to counteract their anger, and then sent them a wave of lust, just for fun. Screw the canoe competition! Rosalie griped. Lets go find someplace private. Emmett had a sudden epiphany. No, Rose, thats it! Its just like sex! If we dont bump and grind at the same time, its awkward and ineffective. Our thrusts have to be matched to the same rhythm. Think about last night. Well go through the memory at the same time, and match our paddle strokes to our hip thrusts. Thatll have us matching rhythms the way we do best! Rose got a big grin on her face. Brilliant, Emmett! We are rather talented at matching our rhythms together, arent we? Lets do it! They began thrusting their paddles through the water in perfect synchrony. Their eyes were glazed over, and it was clear to observers that half their minds were elsewhere. They started out slow and steady. Stroke . . . stroke . . . stroke . . . stroke . . . stroke. After a few minutes, the pace increased. Stroke stroke stroke stroke stroke stroke. After a few more minutes, their paddles were blurs. Strokestrokestrokestrokestroke.

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They were both breathing hard by that point, seemingly unaware of anyone else around them as they pursued their goal with single-minded focus. As they neared the finish line, their paddles were moving at maximum vampire speed, faster than the human eye could process. As they crossed the finish line, they both screamed out Yeessss! Oohh, yeessss! Yes, yes, yes! With a few final strokes, they let the canoe glide gently over to the bank. Both of them seemed a bit spent, as Emmett jumped to the bank, pulled the canoe out of the water, gently picked up Rose into his arms, cradled her close to his chest, and reverently kissed her lips. Both of them moaned a contented sigh. Only then did they become aware of their audience, all of whom were caught between disgust and amusement. Emmett shrugged and grinned. Hey, it worked, didnt it? We all started laughing. To my immense satisfaction and everyone elses surprise, Edward and Leah easily took first place. The combination of skill, talent, speed, strength, and knowledge won the day. Jacob and Sam and Emmett and Rose tied for second place. Jacob and Sam could have won if they hadnt gotten distracted by watching Emmett and Rose at the end, but then again, Emmett and Rose could have won if they had used their technique from the start of the race. I was happy it had turned out the way it had. Okay, I announced. I hope this shows you all that werewolves and vampires are fairly evenly matched. Each side has strengths and weaknesses. Each individual brings different skills, gifts, and talents to the table. We are better together than we are apart. We may not need each other, but we are better off with each other than without. I could hear the murmuring of the crowd as they commented on my observations. I could only hope they were agreeing with me. So, we need to accept each other as equals, as friends, and as family, and stop trying to one up each other all the time. Mix it up. Ive been thinking about it, how we can identify one another as needed. All of us together are the Forks family. The vampires plus me are the Cullen family. Sam, Jared, Emily, Kim, and Paul are the Push Pack. Jacob, Embry, Quil, Leah, and Seth are the Black Pack. Additionally, Emily, Kim, Angela, Ben, and I are part of the People Pack. What do you think? Thankfully, everyone seemed to agree with me, and we went our separate ways in peace and harmony. I was happy to be alone with Edward for a while. We had been spending so much time and energy into forging this alliance and making sure it worked, that we hadnt had as much couple time as I would have liked. Edward was on the same wavelength. Alone together at last, he whispered into my ear. Whatever shall we do? I grinned up at him and gave him a gentle kiss on his smiling lips. Its getting late. I need to get back to my house, fix dinner, and make sure I have everything ready for school tomorrow. He groaned as he rubbed up against me. How about we go pick something up for dinner, my treat? Then well have a little extra time to concentrate on each other. My first thought was to protest, but a little voice in my head reminded me that I was supposed to be learning to accept gifts. Plus, I really, really wanted to have that extra time with him as much as he did, so I gave in gracefully. We picked up some Chinese food in town and had everything laid out and ready when Charlie got home. Charlie was thrilled, as I never usually picked Chinese. It wasnt one of my favorites, and I never realized my father had a taste for it. I felt a bit guilty. After all, I personally disliked rice, which made many dishes unappetizing to me right off the top. Charlie didnt share my aversion however, and had missed it a bit, for in truth, I rarely used it in my recipes. I preferred using shredded tortillas instead. After dinner, I quickly got caught up on my homework and prepared everything for school the next day. As I finished my nightly routine, Edward appeared through the window. He shut the window behind him and joined me in my bed. I had turned on the electric blanket when I first

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got upstairs, so the bed was already nice and toasty warm. We snuggled close together and talked about how we felt the day had gone and what we felt the Forks family should do next. Our next major issue is the baseball game and the nomads, Edward mentioned worriedly. I had planned to take you out of state at the time, but after the van accident, Im not sure its a good idea to try to completely avoid the situation. I hate the idea of you in danger though. I think we should invite the wolves to join us in our game of baseball. Then, when we know the nomads are close, well have the wolves hide in the woods down wind. As soon as the three nomads get close, the wolves will move into place to surround them. You and I will stay back behind the other Cullens. Once the nomads are surrounded, both groups will attack, kill James and Victoria, and let Laurent go find Irina. I think it is possible that without Victoria to draw him a way, he would have eventually gotten comfortable with the Denalis lifestyle, and I would hate to deprive Irina of the chance to have a mate, I suggested. Im not sure about letting Laurent go, love. In Meyers book he tried to kill you. I know, but he wouldnt have left Irina if Victoria hadnt guilted him into it. We all have choices to make. His choice in that universe demonstrates a weakness of character I cannot like. The same could be said of you, dear Edward, on multiple occasions in that universe. Laurent had nothing against me personally and would never have come after me without Victorias interference. Besides, this time around youre not going to leave me alone and defenseless, right? Edward looked rather embarrassed by my arguments. He couldnt deny them. Laurent deserves a chance to change his ways. Maybe this time around, with witnessing the deaths of James and Victoria and our alliance with the wolves, hell be more determined to join us, through the Denali coven, rather than defy us. If he sees you in a position of power fighting and winning, rather than running and hiding, he will have more respect for you and a stronger desire to imitate your lifestyle. Once again, he agreed with my arguments. I was thankful I was so much less intimidated by him, knowing he wasnt perfect and was just as in love with me as I was with him. It allowed me to come into my own, to express my thoughts and ideas without fear of being rejected or belittled. One of the best results was the respect I was garnering. I knew that without the confidence I now had that my relationship with both Edward and the Cullens would last forever, I would be much too shy and intimidated to express my thoughts so freely. Knowing the kind of person Stephenie Meyer had predicted I would become, someone strong enough to take on the entire Volturi family and guard without flinching, helped me to grow into that person so much faster. I expected myself to be strong and confident, due to the account I had read of my stand off with the royal vampires over my daughters health and safety. Having those expectations of myself helped create a self-fulfilling prophecy, as I became the person I expected myself to be. Why did I always go off on these deep meaningful tangents at bedtime anyway? To lighten things up, I decided to joke around with Edward a bit. So, Edward, as the youngest baseball player in your family, does that make you the batboy? He raised an eyebrow. You seriously thought that was amusing? I glared at him. Well, yeah. I dont think a little vampire humor is amiss.

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He sighed, resting on his back and throwing his arms over his eyes. Fine, give me your best shot. Is this going to be like Rosalie is with blonde jokes? Are you going to be a spoilsport? He peeked at me out from under his arm, before covering his eyes again. He nodded his head. Probably. I think Emmett has already told about every vampire joke in existence. A challenge! Youve issued me a challenge! He groaned and shook his head. Heaven help me. I laughed. Suffer, batboy. You didnt laugh when you should have. Hey, wait a minute. Does that have anything to do with Emmetts obsession with Batman you know, the whole vampire/bat thing? Edward pursed his lips but refused to say anything. Okay, so since were dating now, does that make me your ghoul friend? He groaned. I smiled. This was fun. Or are you happy with your batchelor status. He groaned louder, but his lips twitched a bit. Im not a supermodel or anything. Im just the girl necks door. He actually chuckled a little at that one, before quickly suppressing his amusement. Im glad youve got such good self-control. If youd lost control when we first met, we could easily have suffered love at first bite. He frowned at that one. Hmm, okay, take that one out of the comedy routine. If Emmett, Rosalie, and Jacob were competing, I figured I wanted a chance too. Whats your favorite holiday, Halloween or Fangsgiving? He simply shook his head. Gotta toss that one too I guess, rats. So tell me how does sheep blood taste? Is it baaaaad? He grinned at that one. Ah, a keeper! Im kind of surprised you prefer mountain lions. I would have thought your favorite animal would be the giraffe. Badumpum. He shook his head, but he was smiling, so I knew it was still a good one. Okay, so one more. So, now that the wolves are friends with the vampires, do you think we should call them blood hounds?

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Edward started laughing. Yes!! I did it! I got him! He removed his arm, placing it around me instead, so he could look me in the eye. Not to their faces! he replied with a grin. I laughed too. We enjoyed a few kisses before I finally had to give up the fight and let sleep take me. As I started to drift off, I thought about Mike and wondered what the repercussions would be at school tomorrow. I listened to Edward humming my lullaby and figured hed see me through it no matter what. So with a happy smile and a peaceful heart, I drifted off in the arms of the one I love.

Chapter 52: Back to School

BPOV We were sitting around the lunch table, waiting for Edward to explain what had happened with Mike/Michelle on Friday night. The poor boy had been having a rough morning. Almost every kid in the school had seen the Youtube video, and those that hadnt watched it on their friends internet enabled electronic devices, such as cell phones and palm pilots. Mike had been getting propositioned and jeered on all sides, being called Michelle most of the time. Even the teachers seemed to be having a hard time keeping a straight face as they tried to maintain order and address him as Mike. I was starting to feel bad for Mike, despite what he had done, and it was clear Angela was upset as well. How could you leave him with Jessica and Lauren like that? she demanded of Edward. Edward shrugged. He confessed to having been a Peeping Tom for several of their slumber parties, and he got much more of an eyeful there than he did at our house. I felt it was only fair for the girls to dispense their own justice, though I didnt tell them what he had done. Rose appeared outraged on behalf of females everywhere at the news. Edward hadnt told anyone else about that. Bastard got what he deserved, she muttered angrily. Angela had been appropriately shocked and appalled at the news. She took a few moments to collect herself. Then she realized that she herself had attended some of their slumber parties, and her anger grew. You mean that jerkoff has spied on me before and seen me in my nightclothes?

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Edward nodded, giving her a sympathetic look. On second thought, I want to thank you, Edward, for what you did. I believe what comes around goes around. Hes just finally getting what comes to him. Everyone at the table agreed, given the new information. It was past time for Mike to learn his lesson. Okay, so tell us all the juicy details from Friday night, Edward, Emmett coaxed. We want the inside story from Jessicas and Laurens viewpoints. Edward grinned. Okay here goes: Jessica recognized Mike almost immediately, despite the makeup, due to her enduring crush on him. She told Lauren, and the two of them began hatching evil plots. They helped him into Jessicas living room and sat him on the couch. He was still a bit groggy, but starting to come out of it. He recognized them, but didnt realize his own clothing was amiss. Jessica set up the video camera, while Lauren distracted him. Once it was recording, Jessica put on some music and then asked Mike to perform a strip tease. He eagerly agreed, but halted in confusion when he realized he was wearing a dress. At that point, he decided he must be having a vivid dream, as he couldnt recollect dressing that way or going over to Jessicas house. Upon deciding he was dreaming, he really cut loose, releasing all his inhibitions. He performed the strip tease until he was down to his boxers. The girls told him to stop and leave them in place. He was disappointed, but complied. Then the girls told him he shouldnt have been wearing panty hose with hairy legs. They insisted he shave his legs. They provided him with shaving cream and a razor and sat down to watch. Figuring it was a dream, albeit a strange one, he complied. The strip tease was caught on tape and posted on YouTube, but the leg shaving was not. Now Mike is dreading gym and is desperately trying to come up with excuses not to dress in his gym uniform, knowing the shorts will expose his remaining secrets. Jessica and Lauren teased him a bit more, making him say all kinds of silly things, which they managed to record, but are saving for a later date. Then Jessica kindly took him to pick up his SUV, which was parked at the bar where I left it. He drove himself home in nothing but boxers, tucked himself into bed, and slept peacefully for the rest of the night. Jessica and Lauren have been spreading the story of how Mikes lover left him at the bar, and he was so distraught that a neighbor, not recognizing him in drag, had brought him to her house, as he kept saying her name. That pretty much sums it up and brings us up to speed. Alices eyes glazed over as she processed a vision. She came out of it with a huge grin, one that was matched on Edwards face. Okay, what is it? I asked impatiently. Obviously, something hilarious was going to happen soon. Everybody meet up outside the back door of the gym right after school lets out, okay? Alice suggested. Everyone except Angela and Ben started grinning and nodded their acceptance of the plan. Why? Angela asked in confusion. You wont want to miss the show! Alice exclaimed excitedly. With that as her final note, she dumped her uneaten food in the trash and danced off to class with Jasper at her side. Rosalie and Emmett also chose to head out of the cafeteria. The rest of us stayed a few more minutes to finish eating, before heading off to Biology.

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What show? Angela asked me as we walked to our building. Angela, have you noticed anything special about Alice? I asked cautiously. You mean how she always seems to know things? How she gives you things before you ask, how she answers the phone before it rings, that sort of thing? I had to give Angela credit. She was more observant than the Cullens had realized. I saw Edward looking at her in surprise. Apparently, she had even kept her suspicions on the subconscious level whenever she was around us for him to have missed them. I nodded. Exactly. Well, she sometimes gets strong vibes about things, and shes always right! So, if she thinks something interesting is going to happen behind the gym after school, then she is most likely correct. In biology, the teacher put on a movie. It was a boring one about cells that I had already seen in Phoenix, so I took advantage of the time to have a little fun with Edward. I looked over at him as soon as the teacher rolled the TV cart into the room. He gave me his crooked grin, and I knew he was operating on the same wavelength. As soon as the lights were out, we scooted our chairs together until our thighs were touching. He slipped his hand on my knee, and I slipped mine on his. He slowly started rubbing circles on the inside of my leg, and I copied his behavior. He clapped his legs together to stop my hand from moving, so I did the same. He smirked down at me, since my legs were not strong enough to stop his movement, but he had effectively trapped my hand between his. No fair! I breathed, knowing he would hear me fine, but no one else in the class would. Someone once told me life isnt fair, he whispered directly into my ear. I shivered at the feel of his lips and cool breath on my ear. I dug my fingers into his leg, where he had my hand trapped and he chuckled. Release my hand! I demanded under my breath. Sorry, beautiful, but Im keeping it prisoner, he teased. Thats kidnapping! I protested, pretending to be upset. Actually, I think its handnapping. Besides, the hand was trespassing. Your hand is trespassing! Ah, but your traps are not as good as mine, he taunted, sliding his hand further up my leg, halfway between my knee and my private area, and resumed rubbing in circular patterns. Release my hand, or Ill call the cops, I mock threatened as my heart rate increased. Charlies busy right now. If you want your hand back, youll have to pay the ransom, he replied slyly. My imagination immediately went running wild. Whats the ransom? I asked, blushing heavily. His grin took on an evil tilt as he waggled his eyebrows. Do you agree to pay it? I dont know what it is. Im not agreeing to paying a ransom that I dont know what it is, I protested.

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Then I guess Im keeping this hand, he murmured, squeezing it gently between his legs. Mine doesnt reattach so easily if you remove it, I griped. Who said anything about removing it? So I guess youll be going into the girls bathroom with me then? I arched a brow. Yeah, thatll be the day. What makes you think youll be able to go anywhere? I growled very quietly in frustration. Im going to tell your mommy on you, I threatened. He laughed under his breath, just loud enough for me to hear. Is that the best you can do? Isnt that something a first grader would say? I mock punched him with my other hand, not wanting to injure myself. I knew another one that usually worked with first graders. Ill be your best friend . . . . I promised. He looked at me in amused disbelief. Alice would be so disappointed. Cmon, I whined, tugging on my hand. I want it back. Dont make me throw a temper tantrum. I can regress even further, you know. He started edging his hand higher on my thigh, subtly like I might not notice. Are you ready to pay the ransom? he asked, his velvet voice tickling my insides. Whats the ransom? If you give your word of honor to pay it, Ill tell you what it is on the way home. Ill release the hostage to you on my faith that you will keep your word. This was insane! Who would take a deal like that? It would be like handing him a blank check. At least it was Edward and not Emmett. Making that kind of deal with Emmett would be tantamount to suicide. Did I trust Edward to make his prize a reasonable one? Did I trust him not to take advantage of me? I didnt like those questions. They made me insecure. I realized there was another way to look at it though. Truthfully, was there anything I wouldnt do for him if he asked me to do it? That one was pretty easy to answer. I would do anything for him, even if he did take advantage of the situation. That was my answer. Okay, Edward, I give you my word of honor to pay your ransom demand, I agreed resignedly. He opened his legs just enough for me to withdraw my hand. Muahaha, Ive got you now, my pretty! And my little dog too? I asked, recognizing the line from the Wicked Witch of the West in the Wizard of Oz. Lets leave Jacob out of this, shall we? he drawled.

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I giggled. I dont think he counts as a little dog. More like massively huge. He smirked. I know how to take your mind off of him, he tormented, brushing his knuckles against the crease in my jeans. I gasped and closed my legs tightly around his hand, but that only increased the sensation. I felt myself lubricating and saw him sniffing appreciatively, wearing his crooked smile. I got lost in his eyes and clutched his arm with my hands. What were we talking about? he asked, lightly brushing his lips against mine. Hmmm? I moaned, unable to concentrate. I shrugged. I was sure it wasn't important whatever it was. He chuckled at my air of distraction. Suddenly, he turned my head to face the television, put my hands on the table, withdrew his hand from between my thighs, put both of his hands on top of the table, and stared fixedly at the television. All of that only took a second or two. My mind was still whirling, trying to process what had happened, when I saw the teacher get up quietly and start to make a circuit of the classroom. He nodded approvingly at us as my eyes met his. He noted our proximity, but also saw both of our hands up on the table in plain view and smiled benignly. He continued his patrol and caught another couple doing things similar to what we had been doing just moments before. They didnt have the advantage of mind reading on their side, so they were caught red handed and red cheeked. He sent them to the office with a referral of inappropriate PDA (public display of affection). I breathed a sigh of relief that we werent the ones making that walk of shame. I definitely didnt want to have to face Charlie if I ever got one of those. I knew there was some reason I wanted a mind reading super fast vampire boyfriend, I teased. Guess it does come in handy sometimes after all. He grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine. Careful, my dear. It wouldn't be wise to provoke me before I collect my ransom. I stuck my tongue out at him. He chuckled again and whispered, Don't stick it out unless you intend to use it. Quick as a wink, I leaned over and licked his neck, following the lick with a love bite. He growled lightly in response to the sensation. Then he looked down at me with a superior expression and quipped, Stop being such a pain in the neck. Bite me, batboy, I growled in response, hiding my amusement. Oh, I will, he promised seductively. Believe me, I have every intention of fulfilling that request. Promises, promises, I snarked. He leaned over to me and snapped his teeth right below my ear. If you play with fire, expect to get burned, he warned. Well, I am a danger magnet, I replied saucily. With no sense of self-preservation. He grinned. That you are, my dear, that you are.

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A few minutes later, the bell rang and we headed off to our next class. Edward escorted me to the gym, as usual. He caressed my cheek and lightly pressed his lips to mine. I look forward to seeing you after school. I hate to be parted from you, but you're always in my thoughts. Think of me too, love, he murmured against my lips. I returned his kiss with all the love in my heart. I always do, I whispered as he took a step back. I watched him walk gracefully backwards to his class before slipping into the locker room to change into my gym uniform. Poor Mike had a tough time of it when everyone saw his bare legs. Several of the guys whistled at him, making him blush. To his credit, he ignored everyone and tried to pretend there was nothing amiss. The PE teacher soon had everyone settled down and busy, and Mike got a temporary reprieve from the teasing. As soon as gym let out, I took the back door out of the locker room. Edward was already there waiting. Alice and the others soon joined us, and Alice showed us where to stand. A few minutes later, Mike came out of the back door of the boys locker room. Before he got more than ten feet away from the gym, another boy exited from the same door Mike had. His name was Shawn Adams, and his father was one of the local ministers. Shawn was quiet and reserved, but he was oddly feminine for someone 6'4 tall and 220 pounds. He looked like he ought to be on the football team, but he preferred the drama club. Mike was visibly upset by the difficult day he had today, and he didn't even notice Shawn behind him. Shawn grabbed Mike before he reached the corner of the building and wrapped him in a hug. Don't let them upset you Mike. You have nothing to be ashamed of here. You should be proud of who you are. After all, it's not a choice, you're born this way. I'll help you through it. Mike pulled back and looked up at Shawn in surprise. Thanks, Shawn. At least somebody is on my side. Shawn grinned at him, grabbed his face with both hands, and passionately kissed him. As soon as he let go, Mike stumbled backward in shock. His mouth was moving, but no sound came out. Shawn took the initiative again, and threw his arm around Mike's shoulders. Don't worry, Mikey. Anybody who wants to hurt you has to come through me first, and I don't let people mess with my boyfriend, Shawn promised. We could hear Mike's panicked whimpering, but he made no move to correct his protector. As soon as they were out of hearing distance, we all burst out laughing. Looks like Michelle has found herself a man! Rosalie exclaimed with amusement. Living proof that even ugly people can get dates. Well, we can't all be drop dead gorgeous like you are, Rose, I complained. Besides, I think Edward and I already prove that theory. Yeah, Edward is pretty ugly, at least compared to me, Emmett teased. Why, Bella, I feel quite insulted. Who knew you secretly considered me ugly? Edward continued. Get real! I protested. Obviously, I am the plain one. If you're trying to make me feel better, it isn't working, Edward grumbled. We all know you're the beauty, so I guess that makes me the beast. I shook my head. He was so silly sometimes. Fine, you're the beast. You do realize that as soon as the girl loved him he turned into a handsome prince, right?

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He grinned. I thought it was when she said she loved him and then gave him a kiss. Maybe you should try that. Before I could agree, Alice interrupted our banter. Yes, he has been a veritable beast for a long time, but ever since he met you, he's gradually becoming human again. Way to go, sis, for taming the wild and savage beast. We all snickered at that as Edward gave a bow to his sister. Thank you, thank you, you're too kind. No really, thank you, thank you. He was really hamming it up. Emmett was watching him in awe. Dude, I never realized you actually have a sense of humor! Where on earth have you been hiding it? On that note, we all left to go home. Angela and Ben stopped to thank Alice for the show. I wouldn't have wanted to miss it! Angela admitted with a twinkle in her eye. On her way to her car, she gave Jessica a Cheshire grin, reveling in the knowledge that she had a juicy tidbit of gossip that Jessica would have killed to get her hands on, but that she had no intention of sharing with her. Jessica stared after her with a frown, wondering what Angela knew that she didn't. She looked at us and our smirks and knew we knew something interesting and newsworthy, but that we didn't intend to tell her. She nearly tore her hair out in frustration. Ahhh, the pleasures of being a Cullen.

Chapter 53: The Ransom

BPOV I sat nervously in the car next to Edward, waiting for the sword to fall. He stared straight ahead with a smug smile on his face, thought I knew he was watching me from the corner of his eye. I fidgeted in my seat, getting more and more anxious as the minutes ticked by, and he seemed to be getting some sick sense of pleasure out of my agitation. He must have been taking pranking lessons from Emmett. I expected this sort of torture from Emmett, but this was a first for Edward. Finally, I couldnt take it anymore. What is the ransom? I blurted, clenching my fists. He started chuckling, eyeing my heaving chest, my red face, and my sparkling eyes. Youre beautiful when youre agitated, he murmured smoothly. I growled, not appreciating his amusement at my expense. He gave me his innocent cherub expression, and I couldnt help smiling. I forgot for a second and got lost in his melting pools of liquid topaz. I forgot everything but him and how much I loved him and enjoyed being in his company.

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Breathe, Bella, he whispered with an amused smirk. I took a deep breath and blinked. The blink cut off the connection long enough for me to drop my gaze. After a few more seconds, my reasons for being upset came rushing back to me. No fair dazzling me, Edward Cullen! I raged. Stupid gorgeous vampire. But you were dazzling me, he protested with a grin. I figured turnabout was fair play. I scoffed. I dont dazzle you! Oh, but you do, my dear, he declared quietly, completely serious this time. You make me forget everything and everyone until I want nothing more than to give you the moon. Really? He gave me a half smile, but it wasnt amused. Really. I dont think you have any idea what you do to me or how much power you actually wield over me. Im not sure I want you to know either. You are a very dangerous creature, my Bella. I do believe you will be the death of me. At first, I was intrigued and enamored of the idea of wielding power over him. I wanted to experiment with that power, mainly in the age old way of women conquering the devotion of the men they love. With his last statement though, I became instantly angry. I cant be the death of you, Edward, as you are already dead! I spat, hissing like an angry kitten. He smiled patiently at me. Actually, love, I believe you will be the death of the me I was before I met you. Everybody seems to prefer the new Edward Cullen anyway, including me. Im definitely a lot more fun to be around. Im even better than the Edward in Meyers books. Dont you think? I thought about how overprotective and annoying that Edward could be. Obsessed with keeping me human, obsessed with maintaining strict boundaries, always keeping secrets from me. Yes, this Edward was much better, but I didnt want to feed his ego too much. Perhaps, I allowed. But I still see some room for improvement. He grinned. Just like a woman. Ask Esme, and Im sure shell tell you that she loves Carlisle more than anything else, that he is absolutely perfect, but that he still has room for improvement. Try to narrow her down on what exactly he needs to improve, and shell just narrow her eyes and tell you its none of your business. For the first fifty years, she could always come up with an answer to that question, and he would always work on whatever it was, but now she will never tell. She slipped once in her mind though. She loves him just the way he is and ran out of complaints, but she doesnt want him to get complacent and take her for granted. Humph! I grumped. I wonder how many decades itll take you to get to that point. Carlisle was pretty perfect already by the time he and Esme got together. It looks like youll be busy for next several centuries. He laughed at my complaint. Just be glad youre not with Emmett. I paled and gulped at the thought. Poor Rose! Shes going to have answers for millennia!

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He laughed again. I noticed we bypassed the turn to go to my house. Later, I noticed we bypassed the turn for his house. Where are we going? To the meadow. I thought we could use a little alone time together. He heard my heart rate increase, as I released an anticipatory moan. He wagged his finger at me. Not like that, my wanton fianc. I wanted to be able to talk to you without being interrupted or overheard. He could see the huge look of disappointment cover my face. He reached over and gently squeezed my leg. Though I suppose if youre a really good girl, we might find time for other things as well. I grinned at him and arched my brow. Other things. Hmmm, yes perhaps well do a little cloud watching, or pick wildflowers, he suggested with amusement, trying to push my buttons. Or perhaps well just make mad, passionate love under the clouds on top of the wildflowers, I countered smoothly. I saw him swallow heavily at my words and shift in his seat uncomfortably. Hah! Two could play this game. I could torture him as much as he tortured me. He groaned. Bella, you know I dont want to go that far until were married. Are you going to play the whole chastity card again? Because as far as Im concerned, once weve made our vows to one another in front of witnesses, then we are married. The Bible doesnt say anything about requiring a big ceremony or a piece of paper to make it official. Bella, are you forgetting how fertile we are together? Have you ever heard of birth control? Its not 100% effective, and I doubt any of it has been tested against vampire sperm. True. Hmm. Vampire sperm. Think how fast those little suckers must swim. Not to mention how strongly they would attack the membrane around the egg. Have you ever studied them under a microscope? Do they look like human sperm on steroids? Do they look like human sperm stuck on fast forward? Do they look like human sperm at all? He gave me an odd look. Ive never thought to study it, he admitted, looking a bit uncomfortable. I started bouncing in my seat, rubbing my palms together. Oooooh, I cant wait to talk to Carlisle! What time does he get home tonight? We are going to have so much fun! Finally, we can bond over something other than me getting injured and him fixing me. His discomfort increased significantly. Youre planning on bonding with Carlisle by studying the characteristics of vampire sperm with him? Yep, I replied, nodding eagerly. And where exactly were you planning on getting this vampire sperm? he asked pointedly. I blushed. I hadnt thought that far ahead. Weeellll, I suppose I could help you provide a sample for us, I suggested calmly.

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He choked and started coughing. Excuse me? You heard me, I accused grumpily. I dont need to repeat it. Have you lost your ever-loving mind?! he shouted. I glared at him, folding my arms across my chest. You want me to provide a sample of my reproductive substances so you and my father can play with it? Do you realize how sick that is? I glared at him some more, but he didnt back down. Fine! Im sure Emmett will be all too willing to help us out in the name of science. What?! No way! NO freaking way! You are not going to ask Emmett to give you his sperm! Are you utterly insane? He was practically frothing at the mouth. No, but I think you are, I sneered. Are you sure you didnt drink from an animal with rabies on your last hunt? He stared at me in shock, opened his mouth and then shut it again. He pulled to a stop at the end of the road leading toward the meadow. He rubbed his hands over his face and took a few deep breaths. How about we talk about this idea later, okay? This isnt the discussion I brought you here to have, he begged, willing me to let it go for now. I didnt want to fight with him either, especially during one of our few alone moments. I smiled at him. Sure, honey. Lets go ahead and get to the meadow. This other discussion can wait, I agreed. He gave me my favorite crooked smile. Thank you, Bella. Besides, I still have a ransom to collect. My heart beats started pounding in staccato. Mmmm. So you do, Mr. Cullen, so you do. We got out, and he helped me onto his back. The speed still made me nervous, so I closed my eyes and tucked my head into his shoulder. In no time at all, we were there in the beautiful, peaceful place that was our favorite getaway spot. He spread out a blanket for us to sit on, and gestured for me to have a seat. I smiled my thank you, then grabbed his hand and pulled him down with me. I knew he wouldnt have budged, no matter how hard I pulled, if he didnt desire it, so I gave him a kiss once he was on my level again. He grinned and kissed me back. After a minute or two, I pulled back and looked at him through my lashes. So, Mr. Cullen, it appears we have some business to conduct. A little matter of ransom? He grinned again. Indeed so, Miss. Swan. I have thought long and hard about what I wish to ask for in return for your hand. Several of my ideas would definitely spark your blush, my dear, but I dont ever want to have physical intimacy be a bargaining chip between us. Rose does it all the time with Emmett, and I feel like it demeans the act and the feelings behind the act. It boils it down to a commodity to be bought, sold, and traded. I want our physical acts of intimacy to always be freely given expressions of our love for one another, never forced or obligated or withheld purely out of spite. I then considered asking you to accept the Corvette as your own and donate the truck to Leah. I started shaking my head. He smiled knowingly.

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I guessed you would balk at that idea, though it would be nice. I then thought about deciding that for an entire month I could spend money on you to my hearts content, anytime, any amount, anywhere, and you would agree not to utter a single complaint. I grimaced hoping he hadnt decided on that one. He laughed at my expression. You look like you just swallowed a bug. Finally, I decided I want you to agree to the whole Prom experience, not just no complaints, but actively trying to enjoy it. It was my turn to look at him like he was crazy. Define the whole Prom experience. The fancy clothes, the fancy dinner, the fancy car, the dance itself, the pictures, and the after-Prom party. What about the other Prom tradition? I asked carefully. He was confused. What other Prom tradition? I rolled my eyes. Im sure youve heard it in others thoughts. Have you seen the movie American Pie? He thought about it for a minute or two before his expression darkened. Isabella Marie Swan, weve already had this discussion. You and I will be signing the Prom promise cards. That is part of the whole Prom experience. What are the Prom promise cards? The cards they pass out at school before the prom, on which you give your written promise to abstain from sexual activity on prom night. They really have those? Yes, they do. Ive seen them at the past three high schools Ive attended. Bummer! He growled at me. It is not a bummer. He started singing, We dont have to take our clothes off to have a good time. Oh, no. We could dance and party all night and drink some cherry wine. Uh,huh. I giggled. So youre going to drink some cherry wine? He rolled his eyes. Of course not. So youre going to let me drink cherry wine? He frowned. I dont think that would be a good idea. Oookaaay, so the song doesnt really apply, does it? He growled again. So change it to cherry soda. I snickered. Then it wouldnt rhyme.
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Well, time and wine dont rhyme anyway, so who cares? Soda has too many syllables. It throws off the rhythm. So change it to lime. Time and lime both rhyme and it has only one syllable. Drink some cherry lime? Yes. That doesnt make sense. Its short for cherry lime juice. Or cherry limeade. I just stared at him. He shrugged defensively. What difference does it make? he asked, aggravated. Whatever. He shook his head again. You drive me crazy, and I cant help myself, he sang. You brought me here to serenade me with 80s music? He took a deep breath and sighed wearily. No, I came here to talk about Prom, remember? Are they having an 80s theme? Or music of the previous century theme? No, its going to be a cruise ship theme. Like the Titanic? Very funny. So whos organizing the after-Prom party, as if I have to ask? It wouldnt happen to be my best friend, would it? He grinned. Got it in one. She wants your help planning the theme. I groaned. Stupid future seeing, party loving, shopaholic pixie. No doubt she had already picked out our prom dresses. I wouldnt put it past her to have already ordered my wedding dress, for that matter. Well, at least you arent going to have a broken leg, Edward remarked comfortingly. Hush, dont say that. At the rate were going, Ill probably be in a wheelchair instead. Dont tempt fate, Edward. I dont think it likes me very much. If you were anybody else, Id laugh at you right now, but somehow I cant help but wonder if youre correct, he mused. I just wish I knew what I did to make it mad in the first place.

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Well, honey, youre so unpredictable, maybe you just caught it off guard. Im not sure fate would like that very much. I laughed. Yeah, youre right. Catching fate off guard. Talk about an oxymoron. Like ugly vampire, fun high school, serious Emmett, and intelligent werewolf. Watch it, Cullen. No insulting my friends. Didnt you get the memo, Swan? Youre allowed to insult your own family, but nobody else is allowed to say anything against them. I see. Im glad you do. I see youre full of bull. No, I cant say Ive ever tasted a bull. I doubt their blood tastes any better than cows blood, and Ive tried that. This time I shook my head. How on earth had we gotten on this topic anyway? Okay, Edward, do you have anything interesting to say? Because Im not getting dragged into a discussion about cows blood. He smirked. You were about to give me your word of honor to willingly and actively participate in the whole Prom experience. I wrinkled my nose. Ugh. He frowned. You agreed to pay the ransom, Bella. Are you going back on your word? Am I going to have to hold your hand hostage again? Well now that were here without witnesses, I wouldnt mind giving you my hand back. So youre breaking your promise? Fine, Edward. I will willingly and actively participate in the whole Prom experience, but in exchange, I get to pick the theme for the after-Prom party. He frowned. Ill have to check with Alice. I pick the theme or its a no go. Well see. Not good enough. Fine, you pick the theme, Ill take care of Alice. I smiled and kissed him. Who says you cant teach an old dog new tricks?

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Chapter 54: Guess Who is Coming to Dinner

BPOV Edward helped me prepare dinner for Charlie. Well, actually, he kept me company while I prepared it. He stepped up behind me, his arms around my waist, and rested his chin on my shoulder to watch me putting things together. When it came time to cut the veggies to be included in the sauce, he insisted on being the one to wield the knife. I giggled at the expression on his face when he saw the knife in my hand. I had to admit his precautions were reasonable, considering my accident history. The funniest part was watching him slice and dice at vampire speed. It made me think of a commercial Don't have a food processor? Just use your handy dandy neighborhood vampire! I chuckled to myself. It was a good thing Edward couldn't read my mind, or else he'd be scared away by all the random, bizarre thoughts that pass through my head in the course of a day. Sometimes I even scared myself. As I started making the layers, he moved his hands to my hips, started humming, and helped my hips move to the rhythm. I moved in place enjoying the contact of my body with his. Well, since I had committed myself to attend Prom, I guess I needed to learn how to dance. As I placed the lasagna into the oven to bake, I heard a gentle knock on the kitchen door. Edward smoothly went over to open it. Who is it? I asked, closing the oven. Surprise! Alice shouted, bounding into the room and giving me a big hug. We came to keep you company for a bit. Good evening, Bella, Jasper greeted me, strolling calmly and quietly into the room. Hey, Alice and Jasper! I smiled and nodded, amused by the contrast between the two. They were definitely a case for those who believed opposites attract. Come to think of it, so were Rosalie and Emmett. But Carlisle and Esme were a case for those who believe like attracts like. In some ways, Edward and I were opposites now, but we wouldn't be once I was changed. Huh. I wonder if that will make a difference in the way Edward feels about me. Well, according to Meyer, we become even closer after the change, so I'm not going to worry about it. We were opposites in superficial ways: predator vs. prey, vampire vs. human, dead vs. alive. I chuckled internally again. Let's not forget our most significant opposite: man vs. woman. That's what it all boils down to in the end. I love Edward the man, who just happens to be a vampire, and that's why it doesn't matter what he is. All that matters is that he is Edward, and there is no one else for me, nor will there ever be.

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Soooo, Alice began, then looked at me expectantly. So what? I responded, deliberately pretending to be obtuse. So is there anything you want to tell me? Alice demanded. I pretended to think. Hmmm, nope can't think of anything. Alice sighed in exasperation. Obviously, I know all about your little talk in the meadow, Bella. Uh, huh, I agreed as if I were merely humoring her. She waited for another minute, but I just stared at her wearing a peaceful smile. Uggghh! You are so frustrating! She raged. My smile became a little smug. Me? Frustrating? I can't imagine how you might find me frustrating. How about having a best friend who forces you to go shopping when you hate it, buys you clothes when she knows you hate her spending money on you, drives more than double the speed limit when she knows it scares you, dresses you up in fancy clothes when she knows you are more comfortable in jeans and sweats, carries on silent conversations with her family members, which she knows annoys the heck out of you, answers questions before you ask them, and makes you suffer through repeated makeovers. None of that is frustrating, right? Alice scowled at me, knowing I had a legitimate case, but not wanting to change her ways. Isabella Marie Swan, make a decision on the the theme for the after-Prom party right now, or I will give you a makeover before school every morning for the rest of the school year! Oh, my. Alice was looking a bit frightening. Maybe I shouldn't push her anymore. Only if you can block your thoughts, I conceded. She was all smiles again as she solemnly swore to keep her vision from Edward. Once she indicated she was successfully blocking, I made my final choice. She received the vision, her eyes glazing over. She came out of it with a squeal of pure delight. That's perfect! Absolutely brilliant! Oh, we are going to have so much fun! She rushed over and spun me around in a circle, radiating her glee. Jasper picked up on it, and sent it out to Edward and me, so that we were all dancing around the kitchen like we had just won the lottery and been granted world peace all at the same time. It was into this chaos, that Charlie bravely entered, pushing Billy Black in his wheelchair. Jasper and Alice were toe steppin' Texas style, with a lot of fancy moves, while I was wrapped around Edward, my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist, as he spun effortlessly in circles, making me dizzy. All four of us were laughing loudly, caught up in the moment. Alice was the first to notice Charlie and Billy staring incredulously at the four of us. Charlie! She shrieked, running over and grabbing him up in an embrace. He appeared completely bemused. Your daughter is a genius! Really? Charlie asked. Well, you know, she gets that from my side of the family. He winked and chuckled, hoping he could help diffuse some of the tension.

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Thanks, Dad, I said, wanting to roll my eyes, but realizing I hadn't quite recovered from all the spinning yet. I laid my head on Edward's shoulder and closed my eyes, hoping the dizziness would pass quickly. Edward placed a gentle kiss on my neck, and I heard a hiss from the doorway. Edward tensed, and I lifted my head to locate the source of the noise. Billy was staring at the two of us with wide, fearful, angry eyes. He turned and looked in disbelief to see Charlie with his arm around Alice's small shoulders. In or out, Charlie! Jacob called from the hallway. You're blocking the doorway! Sorry, Jake! Charlie quickly rolled Billy over to the table. Sorry to surprise you, Bella, but Billy was hoping to catch the game with me tonight. I invited them on over, but forgot to let you know. If you haven't made enough for all of us, I'll be happy to call for pizza. Something sure smells good! Jacob exclaimed as he sauntered into the room, wrinkling his nose at the scent of so many vampires in such a small space. I laughed, as his expression was the complete opposite of his words. He grinned at me, having guessed at the source of my amusement. Well, it smelled better by the front door. In here, it's mixed with an overwhelmingly sickly sweet smell. Maybe it's time for you guys to stop wearing such a noxious perfume. We all grinned. Charlie looked at us in confusion. It smells just fine in here to me. Me too, I agreed with a smirk. So, what's up, dog? Edward asked Jacob. Hey, that's Alpha dog to you, leech, Jacob taunted playfully, drawing himself up to his full height. Edward set me gently on my feet, steadying me to make sure my dizziness had passed. I flung myself into Jacob's arms, and he gave me a bear hug like Emmett usually does. After he released me, he did the same for Alice. I was watching Billy now, and his eyes looked like they were about to bug out of his sockets. Then Jake bumped fists with Edward and Jasper. Billy couldn't take it anymore. He began rapidly speaking to Jacob in Quileute. Jacob shrugged and grinned. He answered in Quileute. Billy looked shocked and horrified. At one point, both of them looked at Edward and me. Billy was gesturing and his tone was hostile and angry. Jacob remained calm, even though his father was clearly trying to provoke a fight. Billy began to appear uncertain as Jacob remained calm and rational in his replies. He finally fell back in his seat with an air of confusion, carefully looking at all the people in the room. Why don't we just enjoy the evening together, and you can judge for yourself, based on your own observations? Jacob suggested. Is this about those superstitions of yours, Billy? Charlie growled. I'll have you know that I've grown rather fond of that family in the past two weeks, particularly Alice and Edward. Edward and Bella are perfect together, almost as if they were made for each other, and Alice is Bella's best friend. Bella has even participated in a sleepover at their house with some other girls, and they all came home safe and sound. If the Cullens wished her any harm, they've had plenty of opportunity. She goes over there every day after school. Blind prejudice doesn't do anybody any good. I would think you would already know that. Billy nodded, slightly embarrassed.

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Okay, well, there's about fifteen to twenty minutes left on the lasagna, I announced, hoping to smooth over the awkward moment. Charlie left to turn on the game on the TV. Billy took advantage of Charlie's absence to call Sam. Hello, Sam, this is Billy Black. Hello, Billy, what can I do for you? I just found out that Jacob has been hanging out with the Cullens. Yes, I know. They are such a nice family, really. They're not at all like others of their kind. Emily spent four days with them this weekend. She did?! Dr. Cullen performed reconstructive surgery on her face for free. He fixed everything so you can barely even tell something happened. He did? Yeah, she and I are both so thankful. Emily doesn't feel so self-conscious anymore, and I feel so much lighter too. Oh, well, that's great, Sam. Yeah, we've worked out a better treaty arrangement too. The Cullens are our allies. They work to protect the local humans from vampire attacks like we do. We'll be working together against the human drinkers. Um, okay, so, we need to talk about the new treaty arrangements with the tribal council tomorrow. When did you work all this out? Yesterday. Oh, well, a heads up today would have been nice. Sorry, Billy. I was so caught up in Emily today, that I didn't even think about telling anyone other than the wolves. Okay, well, please don't make any other changes without alerting the council first. Sure, sure. I'll hook up with you tomorrow, Billy. Thanks. Bye. Billy pressed end with a dazed look in his eye. His world had just been turned on its head. So, I guess I just need to make my own observations. Good for you, Dad! Jacob encouraged. Bella called Charlie back in from the living room as soon as the lasagna was ready. Wow, homemade lasagna! This is quite a treat, Bella, Billy remarked politely, but sincerely.

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Yeah, I bet Charlie's really glad she decided to move here, Jacob teased. Though his uniform might start getting a little tight in another couple of months if she keeps feeding him like this. I do think it may be our solemn duty to share his burden by relieving him of some of the delightfully delicious meals she cooks. Suddenly, Jacob's cell phone went off, exposing his new ringtone. Little Red Riding Hood, You sure are looking good. You're everything that a Big Bad Wolf could want. Arroooooo. Jacob practically ripped his own pants off trying to get his phone out of his pocket. He blushed so red I could see it even with his skin tone. He flipped the phone open and practically growled into it. What? . . . Yeah, I know. Thanks for the heads up though. . . . Okay, see you tomorrow. Bye . I couldn't help laughing at the perfect irony of choosing to use that song as his ringtone for Sam. He glared at me. Way to be supportive, Swan, he growled. Sure thing, Jake. Anytime, I replied. By the end of the evening, Billy was much more comfortable around the Cullens. He at least agreed to keep an open mind and continue his observations another day.

Chapter 55: Bella Barbie

BPOV Things had calmed down considerably over the past few weeks. I was closer than ever with the Cullens and truly felt like one of the family. Additionally, our relationship with the wolves was firmly cemented. Once the tribal council had gotten a look at Emilys new look and heard the testimony of the wolves about the times they had personally witnessed the Cullens resist flowing human blood, there was no further objection. All of the Quileutes were actively encouraged to take medical issues to the Forks hospital. Carlisle was given free range to enter

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La Push in official medical capacity and was recruited as the formal physician for the wolf packs. A new treaty was drawn up, which allowed for living will vampirization of individuals in case of imminent death. This meant that individuals could give written consent to allow the change as a life saving measure in case if emergency. One copy of the consent form would be kept by the tribe and one by the Cullens. The form had to be signed by the individual and witnessed by Carlisle or Esme and by Jacob or Sam. No vampires were allowed to hunt within the boundaries of the reservation. This was simply a measure of caution to protect stray humans from being accidentally targeted by vampires when they were acting on pure instinct. The treaty also allowed the Cullens to enter the reservation, at any time while not hunting, with prior authorization from any member of the wolf packs or the tribal council. Any human drinking vampire who bit a human or drank from a human within a hundred mile radius of La Push was automatically marked for death by the tribal Protectors. If a human drinking vampire was found within a hundred mile radius before he or she fed, he or she could be given warning not to hunt in this region and escorted out of the area. Any animal drinker found unknowingly hunting on Quileute land would be given warning and escorted to the border. The wolves would not attack any animal drinkers, but were allowed to defend themselves if endangered. Any newborn vampires found during times of peace would be dismembered and turned over to the Cullens to determine whether or not they could be taught to drink from animals instead of humans. Any newborn vampires found during times of war would be immediately destroyed for the safety of the humans in the area. Charlie was still getting along great with Edward and had actually started bonding with all the Cullens. He and Emmett like watching games together when they were each rooting for opposite teams. Though Charlie pretended to dislike Emmett, he really enjoyed their good natured jibes and competition. They would make small bets on the scores and winners and yell at the screen in excitement or disgust as the game progressed. Alice used to try and nudge Charlie in the right direction without him being aware of it, but Emmett quickly caught on to what she was doing and forbid her from interfering. Charlie and Jasper would sometimes discuss weapons technology and police tactics. Upon finding Jaspers excellent battle planning skills, as well as his ability to put himself in the mindset of the criminal, Charlie had even begun consulting him about difficult cases. Each time, Jaspers ideas had led the criminals conveniently into a trap, causing the steel jaws of the law to clamp down on them. Charlie absolutely adored Alice and Esme. He was putty in their hands, a sucker for their smiles. Rose kept her distance, not terribly comfortable with him, especially in his role as an authority figure. Charlie had the utmost respect for Carlisle and frequently would engage him in discussions of moral vs. legal ethics. Tonight was the night of the Sadie Hawkins dance, the girls choice dance. Just thinking about that made me laugh, remembering the way the boys of the school had seemed to completely miss the point. I had several of them come up and ask me if I was going to ask them to the dance. I couldnt believe their nerve. I had been with Edward since my first day at this school, and it was well known he was my fianc. The only humans I willingly entered into conversation with were Angela and Ben. The rest of them, I ignored just as easily as the Cullens did. I couldnt understand where those human boys got the idea I would ever be interested in going to the dance with them. What were they thinking? I would rather get a root canal. The girls and I had made a Hit list with the names of all the girls who had dared to ask our men to the dance. Emmett, Jasper, and Edward were all obviously taken, spoken for, yet they had the nerve to try to ask them out on a date. I mean, what kind of girl would ask out a man who is clearly happily committed in a long term relationship? We had a name for those girls homewreckers. These were the girls who would someday come between a husband and wife, who would steal away a married man from his wife and children by lying and cheating. They would flatter a man, praising him and tempting him, slowly undermining his resistance. Once they had successfully captured the men, they would change into clingy, vindictive nags,

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knowing that if the men had been drawn away once they could be led astray again by another of her kind. These were the human succubi, seducing the menfolk with their womanly wiles, only they were far less honest than the vampire kind. Thus, our Hit list, Homewreckers In Trouble. Alls fair in love and war, and this was both. As far as we were concerned, those girls had declared war with their actions, and we would defend our loved ones by dispensing our own brand of justice against the perpetrators. Besides, some of them had actually been brazen enough to ask Edward right in front of me, ignoring his arm clearly wrapped around my shoulders. I had a sneaking suspicion the boys had a list of their own, but I chose not to pry. I didnt think Edward would approve of our actions, so I didnt want to explain to him about my own list. I figured what he didnt know wouldnt hurt him. I would tell him about it after the fact and could find out then how he had dealt with the boys who asked me out. Each of them had waited to single me out during the few seconds each day I was alone. None of them were brave enough to actually ask me in Edwards presence, considering his glare was frightening enough to send them cowering into the corner. Alice and Rose were playing their favorite game at the moment: Bella Barbie. I had spent the past hour modeling different dresses for them. Both of them had finally agreed on a dress, but spent another twenty minutes haggling over shoes. Now, Rose was working on an intricate hairdo, and Alice was working on my make-up. Alice, Ive got a question for you. Why does it take you guys so long to do my hair and makeup? I mean, if you worked at your normal speed, youd be done in no time at all, yet you manage to stretch it out for hours on end. Whats up with that? Rose met my eyes in the mirror, surprised by my question. Why would we rush through something we obviously enjoy? I mean, sure you could do a quickie, a wham, bam, thank you, maam, and there are times those are necessary or desired, but you wouldnt want a steady diet of those. Personally, I enjoy spending hours making love with my husband, so why would I want to tell him to hurry up and get it over with, instead of extending it as long as possible? Its about more than just the end result. The time I spend being intimate with my husband is a time of bonding, of growing closer, of learning more about one another, of meeting each others needs. If all I wanted was satisfaction, I could achieve that all by myself, by my own hand. So, the analogy is the same. If all I wanted was to braid hair, I could braid my own hair. Its not just about playing with your hair. Its about spending time bonding with you, about giving of my time and expertise to help you look your best, about getting to know you better. We spend this time talking amongst the three of us. Its a shared experience. Wow, Rose, I never thought of it that way. I must say, it does help me resent it a lot less. Once Im a vampire, well take turns being the one in the chair though. Sound fair? She nodded. Alice cleared her throat. That was a lovely response, Rose, however I do believe she asked me. Bella, the answer is really quite simple. While the friendship and love and bonding, yada, yada, yada, is all true, there is another factor. Your face is like a canvas, and the make-up is my paint. Each time I give you a makeover, I am creating a masterpiece, a work of art. Dont you know you cant rush art? My delicate masterpieces only last a few short hours, which is why I am always careful to capture the creation on film. So you see, my dear friend, tonight you shall be a living, breathing work of art, stunning to behold, and the attention you garner is merely a tribute to Roses and my genius. So hold your head up proudly, as you shall be the only human sporting a Rose and Alice original. I see, Alice. Feeling humble today? Rose laughed out loud, and Alice gave me a stern look. Merely stating the facts, Bella.

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Chapter 56: Plotting and Planning

BPOV While Rose and Alice were getting me ready for the dance, we talked about what we should do to the girls on our Hit list. Each of us had two girls on our list. Jessica and Lauren were on mine. Picture day is coming up soon, I mentioned. I'm thinking purple or green hair dye in the shampoo bottle would be a good one for one of mine. I know just the product to use! Rose eagerly admitted. I can obtain it for you next week. It requires a full twenty washes to come out, so if we plant it the day before, there's no way she'll get it out in time to avoid the picture day.

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Ooohh! What about poison ivy? We could rub poison ivy onto Tatiana's pillow, Alice suggested. Tatiana was on her list. I shook my head. No, Alice, that would be cruel and unusual punishment. I couldn't agree to that. It wouldn't just make her skin red and blotchy, it would hurt and itch too. She would be absolutely miserable for days. What she did was wrong, but doesn't deserve that severe a penalty. How about putting some of that tanning dye on her face while she's sleeping? She'll wake up with orange skin, Rose offered. Alice nodded enthusiastically. I like that. How about we cut all of Bree's hair off on one side? Bree was the other girl on her list. I objected once again. Alice, it would take months to grow out again, maybe even years. It's one thing to do something to cause embarrassment that does no physical harm, but that lasts for a few days, and quite another to do something that lasts for months. We want to teach them a lesson about respecting others' boundaries, not scar them for life. Alice pouted. Well, I don't hear you coming up with any bright ideas. Well, what if you hid all her clothes, or maybe made them all wet or something, in the middle of the night, and then lay out an atrocious outfit for her to wear for picture day. She would have to wear it because it would be the only option available, I recommended. She pursed her lips and then nodded enthusiastically. Okay, I can work with that one, but you still need one more. Don't forget about me, Rose interjected. I don't have any plans for mine yet. The girls had finished with my hair and make-up and were now painting my nails. We were each lost in thought for a few minutes, brainstorming. There's the old favorite adding Ex-lax to their food, Alice mused. I don't think Carlisle would approve of that, from a medical standpoint, Rose reminded her. I don't know how possible this is, but maybe for one of Rose's you could get a couple of whoopie cushions and place them under her in each of her classes as she sits down. If you work at vampire speed, no one should be able to see you do it, and then you could remove it at vampire speed too, when she stands or lifts up to look underneath of herself. Everyone will thinks she has really bad gas, and the more she denies it, the more they'll believe it, I postulated. Rose grinned. I think that's a winner! I'll get Emmett and Jasper to help me with that one. Alice's eyes glazed over, and she started laughing. She came back out of it and could barely speak, as she was laughing so hard. Oh, that is going to be absolutely hilarious. Definitely a winner! We continued thinking about it. Alice's eyes lit up with excitement. I've got one! Tiffany always packs her lunch, right? So, we could replace her usual lunch with baby food or something.

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Good one! I encouraged her. Tiffany was the second girl on Rose's list. They make these Gerber Graduates foods. There's also Dora yogurt and Elmo juice boxes. Since she doesn't have any younger siblings, she'll have a hard time explaining to her friends why she has it. Okay, but I'm also going to put an open bag of Depends in her locker, set to fall out when she opens the door, Rose decided. I'll have that happen just before lunch, and I'll include a note in her lunch, supposedly from her mother, saying if she's going to keep wetting her pants like a baby then she's going to be treated like one. I winced. Remind me to never get on your bad side. Ooohh! You could bring a water gun and make sure she has an accident after lunch, Alice added, enjoying her mental picture of the event. Rose grinned wickedly. Youre really getting the hang of this, Alice. Well make a prankster of you yet. Guys, Im starting to feel a little uncomfortable about all of this. Im not sure I can go through with it. Weve really gotten mean, I mentioned with a grimace. I wouldnt want anyone to treat me the way weve talked about treating them. Arent we just lowering ourselves to their level? Bella, get a grip. Sometimes you are just too nice for your own good, Rose complained. These girls know beyond a shadow of a doubt that our men are all taken. As far as Jasper and Emmett are concerned, theyve witnessed our dedication to each other for over two years now. Yet, they still had the audacity to try to break up our relationships. Edward hasnt given any of them the time of day in over two years, and he is finally happy with you. Instead of letting him enjoy his happiness, they simply throw themselves at him even more, as if youre just breaking him in for them. Hes not a wild horse being broken to bridle, for pitys sake. Okay, fine, I conceded. Youre correct. So we have one more gag we need to line up for Lauren. You wouldnt believe some of the things shes done, Rose commented disdainfully. We could fill her locker with condoms, so they all spill out onto the floor when she opens it, I offered. Nah, thats been done before. Its too obvious, Rose decided. Used condoms! Alice suggested gleefully. Ew, gross! Where are we going to get used condoms? I protested. Rose and Alice exchanged a smirk, and I put my hands over my ears, just in case they were going to volunteer their husbands to assist with that task. Nevermind, I dont think I want to know. Rose laughed and pulled my hands away from my ears. They dont have to actually be used, they just have to look like they have been. Im sure we could whip up some concoction in either the kitchen or the bathroom that will approximate the consistency well enough to fool the casual eye. I grinned. Now youre talking. Except, Ive never actually seen it virgin, remember. Are you sure vampire stuff looks the same as human stuff? That reminds me of a conversation Ive been meaning to have with Carlisle, sometime when Edward is on a hunting trip.

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Bella, trust me. After all these years in high school and college, weve seen way more things than we could ever possible have wanted. Not to mention that each of those unpleasant experiences of TMI (too much information) are forever burned into our perfect memories. Forgetting is actually a luxury and a natural defense of the mind. Some things are better off being lost to the mists of time, Alice explained. I nodded. There were a few memories of my own I would like to erase, and I was certain Rose had memories she would much prefer to surrender to the blackness of oblivion, to the thought graveyard. Instead of putting them in her locker, we put them in her jacket pocket, with one hanging out just enough to call attention to it, and when that one is pulled, the others would come out too, Rose plotted. And unopened ones in the other pocket, so it looks like she is planning more escapades, Alice added. Wouldnt that be sexcapades? I quipped. How about flavored condoms instead of regular ones. They both grinned at me. Now youre getting the hang of it, Rose encouraged. Thats the spirit! So half a dozen used ones and half a dozen unopened. As we wrapped our planning session, the girls put the last minute finishing touches on me their masterpiece. I couldnt help grinning at that thought. Ill try to make you proud, oh great artistic geniuses, I teased. I gasped when I finally got a glimpse of myself in the mirror. They really had outdone themselves. Hey, instead of the usual ugly duckling, I finally actually look like a beautiful swan. I can finally live up to my name! I realized. Thanks, guys. Youre totally awesome. I waited the requisite ten minutes for Rose and Alice to make their own preparations. I was immensely grateful they were coming to the dance as a show of support for me. My thoughts drifted to Mike. So, Alice, is Mike coming with Shawn tonight? I wondered. I heard her laughter from the next room. No, he finally got up the courage to tell Shawn he thinks of him like a brother. Poor Shawn. I must say, Im impressed that Mike had the guts to stand up for himself like that. Maybe theres hope for that boy yet, she responded. Have you seen anything about his future? She strolled into the room where I was waiting and raised her eyebrow. Why would I? Just because I can do something doesnt mean I have to do it. I would never get anything done if I wasted my time looking at visions of people unrelated to this family. Im not the least bit interested in Mikes future as long as it doesnt negatively affect ours. Rose chose that moment to join us. Cmon, girls, dont waste any more breath on Newt. Weve got much better things to do with our time. Our guys are waiting for us. That last sentence was enough to snap us out of it and send us scurrying down the stairs to throw ourselves into the arms of our beloveds.

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We would enjoy ourselves tonight, for tomorrow was the day we would go play baseball in the clearing. Tomorrow, we would find out just how much of our fate was fixed and how much could still be changed. Tomorrow, I would come face to face with the nomads.

Chapter 57: Sunday Preparations

EPOV Sam, Jacob, Jasper and I were all out scouting around the baseball clearing. Alice had done projections earlier to predict the wind direction at various times during the future game. In addition to figuring out the best hiding places downwind, we were also determining how far away the wolves had to be from the clearing before their scent was undetectable, knowing the wind would change direction in the middle of the confrontation. If James made the decision to hunt, neither he nor Victoria would ever leave the clearing. Ashes to ashes and dust to dust. They would become one with the earth once again. As we returned back to the house, I lost myself in peaceful memories of last night. Bella had been so beautiful, blushing delightfully as I complimented her appearance. I ushered her into my Vanquish, and she wisely made no complaint. We zoomed off to the dance, followed by my siblings, who were coming along in a show of support. I really loved my family and was thrilled they loved my mate almost as much as I did. Jessica and Lauren had tried to be mean toward my Bella, but she just snickered at their attempts. I wasnt sure what she was mentally picturing each time she looked at them, but by the evil grins on Rosalies and Alices faces, they had an idea. I think the girls had been plotting against the pathetic humans who had foolishly asked us guys to the dance, but I wasnt sure. Emmett, Jasper, and I had been hunting while the girls were getting ready. It just didnt take us guys that long to get ready, especially at vampire speed. Eventually, Bellas obvious amusement in the face of every snide comment they made got to Jessica and Lauren. They stomped off angrily, uncomfortable and unsure with what could be so amusing that Bella could totally blow off their veiled insults. They also hadnt missed the fact that Rose and Alice were just as amused as Bella was. In fact, the three of them kept sharing glances, before breaking out into fresh snickers. Later that evening, Jessica and Lauren had tried to anger Bella again, being more overt in their insults, deliberately attempting to provoke a response. Bella had started outright laughing in their faces. She turned to me and grinned. I almost feel sorry for them, Edward. Almost, but not quite. If they only knew what was in store for them, theyd hardly be so complacent. Each comment they make only digs their hole deeper. Just make sure you duck when the you know what hits the fan. Theyll be drowning in manure! Dont bother arguing with them, love, theyre going to get what they deserve soon enough, my Bella announced happily. I could hear the sheer panic in Jessicas and Laurens minds at Bellas words. They made the connection to Rose and Alice and were suddenly quite fearful. They went pale and clutched at each others arms. Bella just laughed in their faces again as we waltzed away. Those two left the dance early, jumping at shadows. I had a feeling they intended to watch their backs very closely for a long time.

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Bella was waiting for me when I got back to the house. Jasper sent her waves of calm, as she was practically jumping out of her skin. I know youre nervous, love, but you know we will not let them hurt you. There are many of us and only three of them, I reassured her. Im not worried about me, Edward! I just dont want any of you to get hurt while trying to protect me, Bella answered. What a foolish girl. Would she never understand? Silly Bella! None of us will get hurt. Even if someone suffers a minor injury, it will heal almost instantaneously. Stop wasting your energy worrying about the supernatural creatures. Keep your worry confined to the mortal ones, I suggested. She rolled her eyes. As much as you want to consider yourself immortal, the fact of the matter is that you can die. Therefore, you are not immortal. You are merely hard to kill. The same is true for the wolves. They can die even more easily than you can. Your cockiness may be your downfall someday, so please try to be careful and keep yourself safe for my sake, she implored. I gave her my crooked grin and agreed. How could I deny her anything? Okay, well, everyone in the house is all keyed up, and it is driving Jasper crazy, so lets play a game to help distract our minds from what is to come, I recommended. To Jaspers relief, everyone agreed. Everyone in the Forks family was here, except for Angela and Ben. With nomads in the area, the wolves wanted their imprints nearby. How about a quick game of I never? Embry called. The vampires shrugged. It wasnt much fun for us to play by ourselves, because we already knew everything about each other. With the humans and wolves playing, it might actually get interesting, especially with the wolves highly developed sense of competition. We sat around in a circle. Okay, no restrictions for this first go around, except of course that you cannot repeat what someone else said, or what you said, nor can you lie, Alice declared. Everybody nodded. Now hold up your ten fingers. If the statement is not true for you, then you have to put away one of your fingers. If the statement is true for you, you may leave your fingers up. The winner is the last one to have any fingers standing. BPOV I had never played this game before, but it sounded like it could get interesting. I was elected to start, but I wasnt feeling very creative. I have never been a male. The group groaned at my lame attempt, and all the guys put down one finger. Edward was next, and he rolled his eyes. Time to level the playing field again. I have never been a female. All the women dutifully put down one finger. How original, I muttered. Well, that was a waste. Lets make it more interesting, shall we? I have never tasted human blood, Sam challenged. The vampires gasped, uncomfortable with responding, especially with the wolves watching so closely. Carlisle and Jasper were the first to drop a finger, followed by Edward. Then came Esme and Emmett. Before the tension could mount, I realized how foolish the question was. I laughed. Well, considering that Ive bitten my tongue more times than I can remember, that one definitely doesnt apply to me. I very deliberately put my finger down. Rose looked at me gratefully, smiled and then laughed.

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I dont remember doing that in my human life, but I know babies bleed when they are cutting teeth, and I have a mouth full of teeth, so Im certain it doesnt apply to me either. Everyone started laughing, and once again everyone put down a finger. Now we were all tied, displaying eight fingers. At this rate, were all going to win or lose at the same time, Emily teased. Ill have to think of something better. I have never turned into a giant wolf. The wolves all put down a finger. Traitor! Sam growled. She just laughed and kissed him. I have never been to medical school, Jasper added. You always do that one, Rose complained as she dropped a finger. Edward and Carlisle did as well. I have never been to First Beach, Alice proclaimed with a sly grin. All the Quileutes, plus me, put down a finger. I stuck my tongue out at Alice, and she threw a pillow at me. Edward caught it and put it in his lap so I could lay my head on it if I chose. I smirked over at Alice, and this time she stuck her tongue out at me. It was now Seths turn, and he laughed heartily. I have never had sex. All the vampires, except Edward put down a finger. The wolves looked at Edward in surprise. While they were distracted, Sam and Emily both put down a finger, blushing profusely. Everyone decided to ignore it for their sake, even Emmett. I gave him a big smile of thanks and encouragement. Maybe theres hope for that boy yet. He winked at me, discerning the direction of my thoughts. Youre still a virgin, Edward? Jacob asked in disbelief. Edward nodded, looking completely embarrassed. Arent you like, over a hundred years old? Embry added in surprise. Edward nodded again. And youve never? Edward shook his head. Wow! Quil exclaimed in shock. Vampires mate not just for life, but for eternity, Edward murmured quietly. And I had not yet met my soul mate. The wolves nodded in understanding, as they mated for life. They shot glances between Edward and me. I see now why Bella is so important to you. Youve been waiting for her for longer than most humans lifespan, havent you? Sam inquired thoughtfully. Edward nodded. A new level of comprehension drifted into the wolves eyes. Enough with the mushy gushy stuff! Leah protested. Were supposed to be playing a game here and its my turn. I have never moved from one house to another. She looked triumphant as all the vampires and I put down a finger. Sam and Emily also put down a finger. Carlisle smiled thoughtfully, tapping his finger on his chin. I have never doubted the existence of God. Edward, Jasper, Alice, and Rose immediately put their fingers down. After a moments thought, Leah, Jacob, Embry, Quil, Kim, Sam, Emily and I all put a finger down. The only ones who didnt were Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, Jared, and Seth were the only ones who didnt.
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Esme grinned triumphantly. I have never eaten at McDonalds. Oh, boo, Mom! So unfair, Jacob whined. The Quileutes and I all put a finger down. I was surprised to see Emmett put a finger down too. Emmett, youve eaten at McDonalds? I joked. He grinned and nodded. Hell, yeah, Bells. Hasnt everyone? he responded. We all looked at him like he was crazy, well except for Jasper, Alice, and Edward who were all smirking. Emmett? Rose prompted. He hung his head. I lost a bet and had to eat a happy meal. We all burst out laughing. He shook his head in remembered disgust. I dont know how you guys can eat that crap. That stuff was nasty! Do you even know whats in those things? I stuck my fingers in my ears. La la la, I dont want to know, la la la! Everyone laughed again. My turn! Jacob crowed. Ive got a good one. Ive never had my heart stop beating. Rose glared at Jacob. Talk about unfair. The vampires all put down a finger. Embry chuckled. I have never been to college. The vampires groaned and all put down a finger again. Rose glared at them again and snorted. I have never worn second-hand clothes. Oooohh, cold! Quil griped. Everyone except the vampires put down a finger. Jasper and Emmett also put down a finger. I had older brothers, so I wore hand-me-downs as a human, Emmett explained. Jasper shrugged. When youre fighting a war, you dont care where the clothes come from, as long as they cover you. Oh, boy! Its my turn now! Emmett yelled excitedly. He appeared deep in thought and counted everybodys fingers. I have never been a leader or second in command. Carlisle, Edward, Jasper, Sam, Jared, Jacob, and Embry all put down a finger. Gotcha! Emmett appeared pretty proud of himself. I have never gotten married, Kim reported shyly. Im out, Jasper announced, putting down his last finger. The rest of the vampires, except Edward, all put down a finger. I have never voted in an election, Jared declared.

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Good one! Quil encouraged. Im out, Sam announced. Me, too, added Carlisle. And me, Emmett said sadly. Esme, Rose, Edward, Emily, Alice, and Leah all put down a finger. Hmmm, its getting close now, Quil mumbled, lost in thought. His eyes lit up as he thought of something. I have never gone more than 48 hours without sleeping. Pitiful! Rose scoffed. Im out. Me too, Alice reported glumly. Cmon, Bella its your turn again. Avenge me! I laughed. Nobody was really playing fair, but we humans were benefiting from it. Fine, Ive never run on four legs. Humph! Traitor! Quil grumbled, as all the werewolves put down finger. Shes not a traitor. Shes loyal to me! Edward taunted with a chuckle. I think all the nonvampires have been having it too easy. I have never cut my hair in the past twenty years. Everyone except for him and Esme had to put down a finger. Jacob, Embry, and Leah all shouted Im out! at the same time. Emily grinned. I have never used a urinal. Girls rule! We ladies all laughed as the remaining guys dropped a finger. Jared, Quil, and Edward dropped out on that round. Seth smiled eagerly. Its up to me to avenge the guys. Give me a minute to think. Ooooh, I have never worn a bra! Now it was the guys turn to laugh as we ladies groaned and all put down a finger. Esme and Emily dropped out. Kim looked around the circle. Seth and I only had one finger left, whereas Kim still had two fingers up, and it was now her turn to make the statement. She was obviously trying to think of a way to take us both out at the same time. I dont know. I have never gone skinny dipping. I looked at her and shook my head. I had never gone swimming naked either, but I knew Seth had, because all the wolves had swum in the river. Okay, well I guess Im out then, Seth sighed. I have never kissed a werewolf, I announced. I was feeling victorious, until I realized the flaw. Kim still had one finger left, and it was her turn. I knew what was coming next. She would simply turn my phrase back on me. Kim had obviously figured out the solution as well. I have never kissed a vampire! she squealed happily, her victory in sight. At the moment she said the word vampire, Emmett, who was sitting right next to her, leaned over at vampire speed and kissed her on the lips. She put her hand up to her lips. What the heck was that, Emmett?

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Youve kissed a vampire too! Emmett crowed in delight, very proud of himself. Now you both have to put a finger down and nobody wins! He started doing a little victory dance. Im going to kick your butt for kissing my girl, Emmett! Jared threatened. He wasnt really angry because he knew it had just been done in fun and there was nothing other than brotherly affection behind it. Rose reached up and smacked him on the back of the head. Oh, I know, but it was worth it! Emmett laughed. Besides, I think its safe to say the humans won. How often do you think theyll be able to have those bragging rights? The humans beat the vampires and the werewolves. How pathetic is that? We all started laughing again. Esme fixed a hearty dinner for the humans and werewolves. After dinner, it was time to go play baseball. Seth was elected to stay back at the house to guard Kim and Emily, who would not be coming with us. He whined about missing out on all the fun, but he was promised to get a turn next time. Sometimes it sucks to be the youngest, Jacob empathized. I remembered he was the youngest in his family too. That reminded me of his sister and Paul. Has anyone heard from Paul yet? I wondered. No, not yet, Sam replied. Hell come back when hes ready. I nodded, though I wasnt quite convinced. Maybe once this thing with the nomads was over, we might want to send somebody out looking for him. Carlisle asked Esme to stay behind as well, just in case the nomads came to the house. We figured it was better safe than sorry. Wait, arent there three of them? Sam asked. We confirmed it. In that case, I want Jared to stay here too. If theres even the slightest chance of them coming here, I want better odds on our side. Jared quickly agreed, feeling safer guarding his imprint himself, rather than leaving her for someone else to protect. Edward loaded me into the Jeep and adjusted my harness. The rest of them took off running. Edward drove as close as he could and then helped me out of the Jeep and onto his back. I closed my eyes, hiding my head into his shoulder. In no time, we were on the field. I wasnt too surprised to see everyone else was already there. They could all easily run faster than a car. They had even already set up the bases and picked teams. In the spirit of camaraderie, we decided not to play werewolves versus vampires. Instead, we will mix up the teams. Alice has agreed to sit out and referee for us, Carlisle declared. The teams are Edward, Leah, Jacob, Jasper and myself versus Emmett, Rose, Quil, Embry, and Sam. The teams took their positions on the field. They all turned to look at Alice. Its time, she announced.

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As soon as she spoke, a deep rumble of thunder shook the forest beyond us, and then crashed westward toward town. Play ball! she shouted eagerly.

Chapter 58: Mad Nomads

EPOV The wolves and vampires had a great time playing baseball together. Though the wolves mainly played in human form, they would sometimes change into wolves to run around the bases after batting, or to chase a ball. Jacob was exceptionally quick at changing, so he tended to do that a lot. It was fascinating to watch him change back to human form just in time to catch the ball. The teams were fairly well matched and were tied 5 to 5 when Alice registered the nomads' decision to seek out the players. The wolves went to make themselves scarce, hiding downwind as they had been told. The bat they had used was carried downwind as well. Before Jacob and Sam left, they ran over to give Bella big sweaty hugs, one from the front and the other from the back. Jacob wiped his arm on Bella's hair. Eww, Jacob! Ugh, you two are all sweaty! Yuck. Now I'm covered in wolf sweat, she complained holding her arms out from her body. I couldn't help chuckling as she looked so disgusted. She glared at me. Why don't you let them hug you, Edward? I'm sure you'd like to be drenched in werewolf sweat too. I laughed along with Jacob and Sam as they quickly disappeared into the forest. Darling Bella, what you don't realize is they deliberately drenched you in their sweat. We are hiding your human scent, since we know that didn't go over well last time. Now you don't smell edible anymore. I wrinkled my nose. You definitely don't smell edible anymore. I don't think they are going to want to get too close to you. My family all looked at me as if I was a genius, which of course I was. I soon picked up on the nomads' thoughts. (James) Do you smell that? There are werewolves here!

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(Laurent) How many? (James) At least two, maybe more. The trail is a few hours old. There are vampire scents mixed with them. (Victoria) What do you want to do? (James) There are definitely vampires up ahead. We can hear them. We should talk to them and find out what's going on here. There may be an infestation of werewolves around here. (Victoria) Is it dangerous? Maybe we should go? Remember the one you fought in Siberia. Is it worth it? (James) Think, Victoria! It is daytime! Children of the Moon can only change at nighttime around a full moon. Right now, they are in their weaker human form. We can easily exterminate them while they are stuck, unable to transform and defend themselves. (Laurent) I agree! We will have the other vampires to help us too. I do not want a bunch of werewolves following our scent when we leave here. You know they love to hunt down vampires and kill them for sport. (Victoria) Of course, you're right, James. I'm with you whatever you decide. (James) Laurent, when we approach these vampires, I want you to take the leadership position. While they are focusing on you, I'll be assessing them to determine how much of a threat they present. Besides, you have more patience for the whole diplomatic thing. (Laurent) As you wish, James. Though if they are playing games as we suspected, I am guessing they must be mostly friendly. I relayed their thoughts to the rest of the family and the wolves until they came within hearing range. They popped out of the forest, with Laurent taking the forward position. They approached us carefully in defensive crouches. As their eyes took in our clean and civilized appearance, they relaxed a bit in surprise. (Victoria) Look at their clothes, their shoes! How do they keep them so clean? (Laurent) Look at their hair, their skin! How do they keep themselves so clean and comfortable? (James) Look at their jewelry, their watches. These vampires have some serious money! Hello, Carlisle spoke softly, waiting for them to state their intentions. Hello, we heard you playing and wanted to ask to join you. We noticed you have a werewolf problem in the area. Is that why there are so many of you in one place? Laurent inquired politely. No, we maintain a permanent residence in the area. This is my family, Carlisle announced, sweeping his arm in our direction to indicate all of us. A permanent residence? How do you do that? There are not enough humans in the area to feed so many of you without someone taking notice! Laurent was shocked.

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We do not feed on humans. We feed on animals. This allows us to blend in better with the humans, thus allowing us a more permanent lifestyle. We can stay in one place for five or six years before the humans start to notice we aren't aging. We find it to be a much more comfortable way of life, Carlisle explained. Laurent looked intrigued. Animal blood? I never would have thought of that. I thought we had to drink human blood to survive. (Victoria) Animal blood. That's disgusting. Why bother? (James) I hear a human heartbeat. Did they bring a snack or a pet? I can have some fun with this. Even if we are outnumbered, animal drinkers are pansies. How long have you lived this way, drinking from animals? Laurence asked in fascination. I have never drank human blood. The only time I have ever tasted it was when changing my various family members. I have lived this way for over 360 years with no difficulty. I lived amongst the Volturi for eighty years and still maintained my diet of strictly animal blood, Carlisle admitted. Laurent's eyebrows rose. Impressive. You're really serious about this then. It really does work. It does work, yes. The animal blood does not taste as good, nor is it as satisfying, but we find the benefits outweigh the detriments, Carlisle responded. It is not easy to stick to this diet faithfully, but we believe it to be worth it. (Laurent) I think I'd like to try it. I would like to be able to stay in one place for a while and be clean and comfortable. I wonder how I'd look with yellow eyes instead of red. I'd like to see how the 'other half' live. (Victoria) Whatever. (James) I think it must be the brown haired girl. I've seen everybody else's eyes, and they're all yellow, so it must be her. Suddenly, the wind shifted, blowing Bella's scent forward. The nomads inhaled deeply, then froze in surprise. You have a werewolf with you? Laurent wondered. Why? Bella's heart began to pound furiously as all three nomads focused their intense glares on her. We'd be happy to exterminate her for you, James offered with a smirk. Instinctively, I growled in response. No thank you, Carlisle politely declined. She's with us. You have a werewolf for a pet? Laurence demanded, shocked once again. Are you crazy? She is not a pet. We have adopted her as one of our own and consider her our daughter, Carlisle declared matter-of-factly.

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(James) That's freaking hilarious! Vampires with a werewolf daughter! Ha! Obviously, drinking animal blood is hazardous to your sanity! This is even better than a pet! I'm going to hunt her down and tear her apart right in front of them. They can't even change her to protect her from me as our venom is poisonous to werewolves! I see the one prey that got away from me is here. I killed the old vampire who changed her before I could eat her. I see she gravitated to other human lovers, yellow eyes, like her sire. Killing their wolf will be adequate punishment for the short girl for changing before I could taste her delicious blood. But isn't that dangerous? Laurent asked, confused. Not for us, Carlisle confessed. She loves us and we love her. She won't hurt us, nor will we hurt her. (Victoria) These creatures are disgusting. They don't deserve to be called vampires. Not only are they weak animal drinkers and human wannabes, but they are also werewolf lovers. We should put them out of their misery. (Laurent) These vampires are beyond strange, but they seem so happy. I want to know more. (James) I'm going to pick this group off one by one and enjoy every minute of it. I'll wait until the very end to burn their body parts so they can watch each other be tortured and die. This is going to be so much fun! I could use a little challenge to while away a small piece of my eternity. No, James, we are not going to give you the chance to hunt us, much less torture and kill us. As of now, it's game over, I snarled. I knew the wolves would hear me. James smirked at me in contempt. You think you can take me, wolf lover? Come and get me! He laughed at me, full of confidence. Victoria started edging backwards away from us. Laurent held up his hands to indicate peaceful surrender. We don't want to fight! he protested. Yes, I do! James growled. Laurent frowned at him. Are you insane, James? We are vastly outnumbered. Are you feeling suicidal? James laughed derisively. I'm not afraid of a bunch of animal drinkers. Everyone knows that animal blood weakens you. And I'm not afraid of their little pet werewolf either. She's practically defenseless, since she can't transform in the daytime. Everyone knows werewolves can only transform during the time of the full moon. Just then growls filled the clearing as five giant wolves burst from the forest, effectively surrounding the group. Oh, shit! James muttered. How the hell can they be out in the daytime? They're shape shifters, not really werewolves, though their ability to kill a vampire is just as prevalent as it is for real Children of the Moon, I explained, thoroughly amused by his terror. Get us out of here! he commanded Victoria as the wolves tightened their circle, drawing closer and closer. Victoria had frozen at first glance of the five wolves, but was now frantically looking around them, trying to find an escape route. The girl! she shrieked, her voice painfully high. Grab the girl!
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Laurent was shaking with terror. We're dead! We're going to die! Wait - why aren't the other vampires scared? Instead, they're . . . amused? Because they're werewolf lovers! They're friends! Somehow they've made friends with the werewolves! They're not scared because they know the werewolves won't hurt them! Laurent hit his knees and began begging. I surrender! I surrender! I don't want to fight! Please don't let them eat me! I don't want to die! Carlisle offered him a hand, indicating he was welcome to join us. He eagerly and gratefully accepted. Meanwhile, James and Victoria both leapt into action, trying to jump over our heads to get to Bella in the midst of us. Jasper and I caught James and threw him to the wolves, while Emmett and Rose did the same for Victoria. James hit the ground and bounced, landing on his back a few feet away from Jacob and Embry. Jacob and Embry immediately pounced, gleefully tearing off his arms and tossing them to the side. Victoria hit the ground and rolled right up to Sam. He instantly went for the neck, ripping her head clean off her body. Quil and Leah grabbed hold of her legs and started pulling. I ran over to help Jacob and Embry with James. I had the distinct pleasure of ripping off his head, holding his jaw shut so he couldn't bite anything in the process. Rose and Emmett ran over to rip off Victoria's arms, as Quil and Leah pulled on her legs. A sound like ripping metal filled the clearing, bouncing off the mountains in the distance. Jasper and Carlisle were guarding Laurent to make sure he didn't try anything, keeping a close eye out for unexpected danger. Sam had phased back to human form, and he and Alice were gathering piles of kindling. They stacked the kindling near the side, so it wouldn't mar the baseball field. Rose, Emmett, and Sam started piling Victoria's body parts on top of the kindling. Alice dragged Victoria's head over to the woodpile by her flaming red hair, face down so her mouth, nose, and eyes would get filled with dirt along the way. Jasper was grinning with relief that the evil murderers had been quickly dispatched without any injury on our side, and Laurent just sat there frozen and numb. His most recent companions had just been neatly disposed of in mere seconds. If he hadn't chosen wisely to surrender, he knew for certain his body parts would be littering the field as well. Jacob phased to human form and started kicking James' head toward the pyre, while I finished dismembering his body. I began dragging body parts over to the wood pile, with the help of Sam and Embry. Watch out for the teeth! Carlisle shouted in warning to Jacob. The venom can still poison you! Sure thing, Dad! Jacob yelled back. I'm open! Emmett screamed, waving his arms over his head. Jacob laughed and skillfully sent the head rolling his way. Emmett kicked it high up into the air and it smashed down right in the center of the pile of body parts, landing on top of James's arms, which had been busy wrestling each other. Jacob made a victory sign with his arms. He shoots, he scores! C'mon baby light my fire, Emmett started singing. C'mon set the night on FI-RE! A bunch of us whipped out lighters. Wait! Bella cried, blushing as all eyes turned to her.

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What?! I asked in horror, silently praying she wouldn't want to just forgive them and let them go. There was no way I would agree to that, but I knew Bella was foolishly forgiving enough to pull some crazy stunt like that. I'd like to help light the fire, she admitted bashfully. Hell, yeah! several people chorused. I wasn't the only one who had feared Bella might be feeling sorry for the bad guys. Good for you, girl! Leah cheered, handing Bella her own lighter. We gathered around the pile and at the count of three, set the thing ablaze. We relaxed as we watched the flames lick toward the sky, relieved and happy to have those evil vampires out of the picture without any damage to Bella. Of course, I spoke too soon, even in my own head, as Bella's danger magnet kicked into effect. I heard a loud pop and a glowing ember shot out of the fire and landed on Bella's jacket. Stop, drop, and roll! Stop, drop, and roll! Emmett screamed. I tore my shirt off, pushed Bella to the ground, and began beating the flames with it. Rose grabbed a bottled water we had brought for Bella's comfort and raced over to pour it on her. Now, roll! Roll! Roll! Emmett chanted at the top of his lungs. Rose dumped all the water out, successfully dousing the flames. Alice, wanting desperately to help her best friend, began rolling her over and over. My shirt was slightly charred, but still usable, so I slipped it back on and went to help my love. Stop! Stop! Bella was yelling. I grabbed Alice so she couldn't roll Bella anymore. Way to go, Alice! Emmett cheered encouragingly. Rose rolled her eyes. Yeah, way to go, Alice, she muttered, looking at Bella's filthy muddy shirt. She looks like a drowned rat. I thought she looked more like a muddy, wet kitten messy but still adorable. Alice was surprised to see the mess she'd made of Bella's shirt. She bit her lip, a habit she had picked up from Bella. I guess rolling her around in the dirt when her shirt was wet wasn't the most brilliant idea, huh? I nodded. (Alice) Sorry! Just trying to help. I nodded and smiled a bit. Thank you, Rose, for your timely intervention. It was highly effective at dousing the flames. She beamed, happy to have been so instrumental in saving Bella this time. I checked Bella's skin underneath the charred shirt, but she was lucky enough to have come out unscathed. Her skin was warm and red, but she didn't have any blisters or anything. Jacob shook his head in resigned amusement, staring into the dying flames emitting purple smoke into the air. Only Bella.

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We all nodded in agreement. That was all he had to say. We all understood exactly what he meant. Sam had called Jared, and Carlisle had called Esme, to relay the information that all was well. We made sure the body parts had been completely burned to ash, with no hope of resurrection, then gathered up our equipment and made our way back to the house, ready for an impromptu celebration.

Chapter 59: Heading Home

BPOV Laurent was carefully surrounded as we made our way back to the house, with Edward monitoring his thoughts for any hint of betrayal or escape. Laurent was using the time to ask questions of Carlisle about his choice of lifestyle. Now that the stress was over, and we were victorious, I relaxed against Edwards back as he ran with me. I looked over to the wolves who were pacing us and started giggling. My laughter caught the attention of the group, and they all looked at me, wanting in on the joke. I blushed to see all their eyes on me and clapped a hand over my mouth. Too late now, Bella! Jasper teased. What are you thinking to cause such waves of mischievous amusement? With that, he sent out waves of my emotions to all the others. In combination with their own feelings of euphoria and relief, the entire group, including Laurent was soon snickering, giggling, and chuckling. Emmett, true to form, was giving a characteristic evil scientist laugh mwahahaha and rubbing his hands together, while wearing the look he usually gets when plotting a particularly devious prank. I shook my head, refusing to admit my thoughts, though my own amusement was now doubled thanks to Jasper. In fact, I was laughing so hard I nearly fell backwards off of Edward. This was enough to immediately sober Edward as he quickly moved his body to adjust my center of gravity. Darn it, Bella! he growled in irritation. Do I need to make a backpack for you like parents carry their babies in, or can you please hold on to me? I wouldnt have dropped you, but it would hurt you if you suddenly found yourself upside down with the back of your head slamming into the back of my legs! I could see it in my minds eye and shuddered, sobering up as well. I hated being the target of Edwards displeasure. I didnt intend to tell him how scared I had gotten, or how my heart had sunk all the way down to my toes while my stomach had been doing a full Olympic gymnastic routine as I felt myself falling. Had to love those awesome vampire reflexes that allowed him to adjust his own body to accommodate the sudden imbalance of my own.

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Jacob phased quickly to add a snide comment. Hey, wed be happy to make a giant cradleboard for your little papoose! Okay, thats it. Hes going down. Fine, Ill tell you what I was thinking. I think you wolves should perform Swan Lake for us in your cute little tutus, I taunted. The sounds of snarls and growling filled the air, drowning out the chuckles. Good one, Bells! Emmett cheered. I can see it now. Horse sized wolves dancing around on their hind legs in frilly pink tutus! Awesome! Alice got a funny look on her face, one Jacob had already learned to recognize. Oh, no you dont, Alice Cullen! You can just forget it right now. There is no way in hell you will ever get me into something pink and frilly! Alice got an evil grin on her face, one that should have struck terror into Jacobs heart. I know it would mine if it were directed at me. She began searching the future. Oooohh! A challenge! Rose smirked. Dont you know the family motto? Dont bet against Alice. I wouldnt have challenged her like that if I were you. Now I cant wait to see you in something pink and frilly. At Roses remark, Jacob realized what he had done. The look of sheer horror and fear on his face was hilarious. He knew, sooner or later, he was going to meet his doom. Alice would continue searching the future until she knew what series of events she could put into place to prove that she could get him into something pink and frilly, and she would never forget. It could be ten, fifty, a hundred years, some day she would prove him wrong. Edward started laughing at whatever Jacob was thinking. Alice grinned again. You can run, but you cant hide, Jacob Black. He blanched at her words. Obviously, he had been considering that option. Quil phased and shook his head sadly. Really, Jacob, I thought you would have been smart enough to figure out by now never tell Alice she cant do something. Even Jasper wouldnt dare do that. Jasper barked out a laugh. Youre right! Im not that stupid! Leah phased to put in her two cents worth. You guys are all such wimps. Little Alice has you all wrapped around her little finger. And thats just the way I like it! Alice laughed. So dont ruin it for me, Leah. Leah grinned. Nah, Im just taking lessons. Youre my new role model. Hey! Rose protested in amusement. I thought I was your new role model. Leah nodded solemnly. Oh, you are, Rose, you are. After all, now that Im a true bitch, Im taking lessons from the best. After all, youve had decades to perfect the art. Everyone froze for a second. Emmett let out a nervous titter. Female dog, bitch, yeah, funny. All eyes were on Rose, waiting for her reaction.
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You have chosen wisely, my padawan, Rose intoned. It is indeed an art, one few can truly master. One must be dedicated and spend many long hours practicing. The inclination or desire is not enough. Once must have inborn talent as well to become a Bitch deserving of a capital B. One must be in tune to the bitch energy of the universe, tapping into it, for your words and looks to have any real power. Are you certain of the path you have chosen? It is a long and arduous journey, fraught with violence and peril. Leah bowed formally. I shall study hard, your Bitchiness. I will keep my tongue to the grindstone to sharpen my rapier wit. I couldnt hold it in any longer. My laughter broke the spell, and everyone started running again. Rose smirked at Leah. May the force be with you, young one, as you have much to learn. Leah flicked a glance my way, a wicked glint in her eyes. O Wise One, I think we should allow Bella and Angela to participate in your lessons. Clearly they have neither talent nor inclination, but they are both much too nice for their own good. I believe they could both benefit from your teachings. Rose grinned, but before she could respond, Edward did. No way, forget it! I forbid it! I like Bella just the way she is, thank you very much! I wished I could see the expression on his face. Judging from everyone elses reaction, it must have been a sight to see. I met Roses eyes, gleaming with laughter, then winked and nodded. Edward turned to look at me in astonishment. I immediately freaked, grabbing his head and trying to turn it to face forward again. Look where youre going! Are you trying to kill me?! I shrieked in panic. He rolled his eyes at me, but turned to face forward again. Did you just wink and nod at Rose?! he asked indignantly. Who me? I responded innocently. Rats. I forgot he could see me through other peoples eyes. So much for going behind his back. Time for distraction. We were almost home, so I only needed to buy myself a few more minutes. I knew once we got there, I could safely hide behind Esmes skirts, and Edward would be unable to fuss at me. So Jacob, how do you like your new skirt? Its not a skirt! he shouted, growling at me. And its not a tutu! I laughed, enjoying my torment of him. I know, shame on me. But it was saving my tailfeathers, so I wasnt about to stop. Well then, what is it? I challenged. Its . . . uh . . . . a . . . . um, he stuttered, searching for a term he could accept. Kilt? Carlisle suggested. Uniform? Quil offered. Jacob shook his head in frustration. Suddenly, his face lit up, and I knew he had an inspiration. Its a loincloth.

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Man, Jacob! I thought you guys gave up wearing those hundreds of years ago! Emmett teased. Its pure genius, thats what it is, Alice stated sternly. My design is flawless, as usual. It doesnt shred or tear during transformation and allows comfortable movement of the tail. The elastic waist allows it to fit comfortably in either form, and the multiple flaps of fabric allow it to mold around the wolf form, while covering the necessary parts to allow for a bit of modesty in the human form. Quite brilliant, if I do say so myself. Actually, it reminds me of those Hawaiian things, Emmett responded. You know, the grass skirts they wear. Oooohh! We should have a luau! Yeah! Watching werewolves perform a hula dance is almost as good as watching them dance ballet! Of course you wouldnt be able to juggle the flaming torches, unless you were in your human forms. Laurent gulped and looked at Emmett like he belonged in a mental institution. Do you really think having a bunch of werewolves juggle flaming torches around a bunch of vampires is a good idea, my friend? Emmett made his thinking face. Yeah, perhaps not. Especially if Bella is within fifty feet. Thanks, Emmett, I retorted sarcastically. Everyone had a chuckle at my expense, but I didnt really mind. My distraction plan was working well. Alice clapped her hands excitedly. A luau! I would love to put one together! Uh, oh, Edward moaned. Now look what youve done. We could play limbo, Jasper suggested, smiling indulgently at his wife. I wonder who would win at that game. Not me! I cheerfully replied while the rest were considering it. Everyone laughingly agreed. Yeah, Jacob added with a smirk. We want Carlisle to be able to enjoy the party too. With you around, hes always on duty. Good thing the dude doesnt need to sleep. Carlisle grabbed one of my hands and kissed the back of it like a gentleman. I clutched Edward tighter with the other hand, slightly frightened to be going so fast and only holding on with one arm. Carlisle released my hand, and I relaxed. While I sincerely would prefer if you did not need my services, my dear, Carlisle responded. I am always honored to be there for you when you need me. I blushed and smiled lovingly at him. He was such a good, caring father. Thanks, Carlisle. Yeah, at least lifes not boring anymore. Never a dull moment with Bellie around! Emmett boomed. Aint that the truth! Jasper declared, grinning back at me. Youve got to give the girl credit, Rose snickered. Shes performed a miracle. Shes actually made it bearable to live with Edward. Im sure Jaspers thankful, which means Alice is too. Yeah, I dont have to go around feeling like I live under a dark cloud of despair anymore, wallowing in loneliness, envy, and self-pity, Jasper agreed.

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I wasnt like that! Edward protested. I was happy enough when I didnt know what I was missing. The family all snorted in disbelief. He says to the empath, Jasper countered, rolling his eyes. We had finally made it back to the house.

Chapter 60: Victory Celebration

BPOV [For those who didnt understand when Edward listens into a persons mind, he can hear both sides of the persons physical conversation as the persons mind processes what he or she is hearing and saying, as well as what the person is thinking. The stuff he heard from the nomads was all taken out of their minds, but some of it was things they were thinking and some was things they were hearing each other saying. Does that make sense? Ill go back and make it more clear in the scene itself later.] Esme had wisely kept herself, Emily, and Kim busy preparing a feast for our return, anticipating a celebration. She had put Jared and Seth to work outside, setting up tables and chairs, manning the grill, and other preparatory tasks. They all ran out to greet us as we approached. Emily and Esme eagerly approached their lovers, finding themselves wrapped up in their mates embraces, happy to be safely back together again. Laurent unconsciously took a step toward Kim and Emily, but was stopped by a chorus of growls. Humans? he asked in disbelief. You keep human pets along with werewolf pets? Were not pets, leech! Sam snarled angrily. Were friends. Laurent just looked confused, glancing from Carlisle and Esme to Sam and Emily. Friends? With humans? You were human once too, Laurent. Dont forget that, Edward reminded him. Would you feed on and kill your own mother, your own child? Every human is somebodys child, somebodys family. Humans are sentient beings and without them, there would be no vampires. It is important to preserve humanity. Besides life is a lot more interesting with humans around. He smiled at me, then kissed me gently. Laurent gasped and wrinkled his nose. You are intimate with a werewolf? Doesnt the smell alone repulse you?

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Edward laughed. She is actually a human, not a werewolf. She smells amazingly delicious for a human, which is why we have disguised her scent with werewolf odor. Normally, her scent is the most tempting Ive ever smelled. Shes my singer. Shes also my soul mate. If she is your soul mate, why havent you changed her yet? Laurent wondered. There are still a few experiences I would like for her to have while she is still human. I would like to get married, for example, while she is still human, so her human mother can attend and her natural father can walk her down the aisle. Most of us dont have a choice in becoming what we are. We dont usually get the chance to get closure with our loved ones before we are dead to them. We want to leave her family and friends with the best possible memories of her, so they can know she was happy when she died. Laurent nodded in understanding, looking at me in a whole new light. I could practically see the wheels turning in his mind as he processed all he had learned this evening. I would like to have a mate, he whispered. to give meaning to my existence. Youll find one, if you are strong enough to stick to animal blood. You see, animal drinkers are stronger, not weaker. Perhaps not physically so, but certainly mentally. It takes a great deal of effort, self-control, and self-discipline to maintain an animal blood diet, since the blood doesnt taste as good and isnt as satisfying. Not many vampires have what it takes to succeed at this life. Only the elite few can handle it. The rest just take the easy way out. They are the ones who are weak, who have no self-control, not us, I declared loyally. I knew he might be confused by me saying us when I was clearly still human, but I was already a member of the Cullen family, and I would be a vampire someday. When that happened, I would proudly join their diet. I was determined to follow Carlisles example and never drink human blood. I could see him processing my words, as his admiration and respect for me grew. How can a human be comfortable around all these creatures who could easily kill her in seconds, simply by accident? he wondered. I smiled. Laurent, Im a danger magnet. Im used to trouble chasing me down and having its wicked way with me. Honestly, I could get struck by lightening, or get hit in the head by a stray meteor. I could slip in the bathtub, for that matter. Death and injury are always lurking right around the corner for me. If I never did anything that might hurt or kill me, I might as well do nothing at all. Do you know how many people pass away peacefully in their sleep? There is nothing that is truly safe for humans in this world, not even breathing. So frankly, I am comfortable with all of these people here, because they are my family. I love them and trust them and enjoy their company. I dont judge people by what they are, but by who they are. Most of us dont have a choice as to what we are, but we do have control over who we are. Every day we choose to be good or evil, to do right or wrong, to be selfless or selfish. Those choices are ours whether we are human, vampire, or werewolf. Laurents eyes were wide with amazement by the time I finished my lecture. Interestingly enough, so were Edwards. I dont think he had ever considered that aspect before. The real test would be if this caused him to go psycho with a complete nervous breakdown, freaking out with every breath I take, searching the sky for stray meteors, and trying to watch me in the bathtub, or would he finally relax and realize that getting hurt and risking death is a natural part of life. Risks could be minimized, but not removed completely. Would he be on the internet later, trying to find a bubble to contain me to keep me safe from the world, or would he finally take each day as it comes and help me enjoy our time together. Of course, if he wanted to stay in the bubble with me, I might not mind too much. I would prefer if he would just relax a bit and live on faith that we are meant to be together, and whatever happens between now and my change wed handle together as a team.

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I smiled at him, hoping for the best. Im going to go take a shower now. Im feeling rather grimy. I looked pointedly at Edwards shirt, where it had been in contact with my muddy one. He looked down at himself and made a disgusted face, causing several of us to chuckle. He gave me his crooked smile and gestured up the stairs. You go first, love. Ill get cleaned up when you are finished. Several of the showers upstairs were already in use. I hoped their hot water tank was really, really big, or there wouldnt be any hot water left by the time Edward got there. I winked at him and headed upstairs. I figured he wanted to keep an eye on Laurent. Why dont I tell you about our cousins, the Denali clan, I heard Edward offer before I was out of hearing range. By the time I got out of the shower, dressed and came back downstairs, Laurent had already left for Denali. I wasnt terribly surprised he didnt feel comfortable getting cozy with our Forks family, particularly the werewolves and humans. Seth and Quil had volunteered to escort him, making sure he actually followed through with his decision to go there, as that was the only reason we had agreed to let him go. I felt bad about Seth missing the party when he had already missed out on the baseball game, but Edward told me Seth was hoping Laurent would make a break for it, so he would have a good reason to chase him, rip him to shreds, and burn the parts to ash. I rolled my eyes. What is it with boys and their love of violence? I knew Laurent had made it safely to Denali in Meyers books without a werewolf or vampire escort, but considering the changes we had made, it was better safe than sorry. I couldnt wait to hear about his first meeting with Irina. Has anyone called the Denali clan to tell them to expect Laurent and two werewolves on their doorstep? I wondered. Edward grinned. Yeah, Carlisle called while you were in the shower. It would have been quite a shock for them otherwise. Depending on their previous experiences, I think they may be shocked anyway, Jasper concluded. Those wolves are enough to strike terror into a vampires heart. I have a feeling theyd be awfully tempted to attack first and ask questions afterward, if they hadnt been informed to expect them. They better not hurt Seth or Quil, I threatened angrily. Relax, my Bella, Edward soothed. They wont now that they know the wolves are part of our family. Are you sure it was wise to tell them? Remember that Irina and Laurent both betrayed us in Meyers future, I reminded Edward. His eyes widened as he remembered. The Volturis surprise at the appearance of the wolves was a major factor saving us in that Breaking Dawn book. Without the advantage of that surprise, would the confrontation have turned out so well? Would they have stopped? Would they have been better prepared to fight us? Had we just dug our own grave? I had a niggling feeling that facing the Volturi was one of those major things fate would not allow us to avoid. We would be more careful to keep away from them, to hide the knowledge of ourselves from them, but someday, something would trigger them. At least Edward would never be stupid enough to go and ask them to kill him. We wouldnt be voluntarily walking into the lions den to awake the sleeping beast this time. No, we would keep our cards close to our chest and hide a few up our sleeve as well. Wed do whatever we could to stack the deck in our favor, just as we had done with James and Victoria.

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The Meyer psychic warned that Laurent would betray us, and you just let him go?! Jasper demanded, furious and in full deadly soldier mode. His body practically vibrated with tension. Relax, Jasper, I explained. Alice is perfectly safe. He only came to kill me after all of you abandoned me. Only?! he shouted, glaring at me. I put my hand on his shoulder, and he flinched involuntarily, but did not shake me off of him. Jasper, in Meyers version of events, your whole family abandoned me without saying goodbye, and Edward told me he didnt want me or love me, that our whole relationship had merely been a game to him. That isnt going to happen, since now Edward knows it would be the biggest mistake he ever made and would destroy our entire family for no reason. Secondly, it was Victoria who blackmailed him and lured him away from his mate and the vegetarian diet. He didnt want to hurt me, and did offer me a quick death, as opposed to the extensive torture Victoria had planned for me. Since Victoria is gone, there is no reason for him to leave Irina or Denali. Its better safe than sorry, Jasper scowled, folding his arms across his chest. We should have disposed of him while we had the chance, instead of constantly having to watch our backs in the future, especially since Alices visions are now impaired. I squeezed his shoulder with my pitiful human strength and looked into his eyes. Jasper, he is Irinas mate. Shes been alone for a thousand years. Dont you believe she deserves this chance at happiness? His face softened, and he appeared convinced, but suddenly his features hardened again. Didnt you just say that she betrayed us too? Yes, but it was just a misunderstanding. She thought we created an immortal child and reported it to the Volturi. She repented when she discovered the truth and stood up for us in the end, but the Volturi killed her for it anyway. Actually, they killed her in an attempt to get us to attack them, so they would have an excuse to kill us, but we managed to hold firm. Jasper sighed, obviously torn. I see it was a difficult decision to make. Well keep an eye on them then, at least after the wolves leave we will. Thanks, Jasper, I whispered, giving him a big hug. For what? he asked, stunned. For understanding, I answered with a sweet smile. Something flashed in his eyes, but then he smirked at me. If this comes back to bite us in the back, dont be surprised to hear I told you so a few hundred times over the course of your existence. I grinned. Fair enough, Jasper. He grinned back and gave Edward a playful shove. Go get that shower already, Edward! You stink! Edward shoved him back. Watch it, Jasper. Im sure the wolves would be happy to give you a nice, big group hug to make you feel better.

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Jasper made a disgusted face, wrinkling his nose, and shuddered. Thanks, but Ill pass. Aww, come on, Jasper. You know you like it, Embry taunted from outside. The wolves who had already showered were busy piling food onto their plates. A nice hug to show our brotherly affection is just what you need, bro. Yeah, Im really not the touchy, feely type, Jasper responded. Id prefer we express our brotherly affection in ways that arent so up close and personal. Aww, Jasper, youre hurting my feelings, man, Jared teased. Jasper laughed. Uh, yeah, Jared, nice try. Sorry, but the empath isnt falling for that one. We all laughed, and Edward headed upstairs for his shower. I followed Jasper outside and went to sit by Alice. Alice gave me a quick hug and then quirked her brow. I matched her look and waited for an explanation. Arent you going to get a plate of food? she inquired laughingly. Oh, yeah, well, Im not that hungry, I started, but my stomach chose that moment to prove me a liar, snarling loudly in protest. I smiled sheepishly at my best friend. Okay, Im hungry. I was just going to wait for Edward to join me. Bella, Edward doesnt eat food, Emmett told me, his face perfectly serious. I looked at him as if he had bats in his belfry. I know that! He shrugged. So why are you waiting for him? Its not like hes going to get a plate of food tonight. He doesnt need to go through the line with you or anything. I rolled my eyes. Its the polite thing to do. He rolled his eyes back at me. If youre waiting for him to join you for dinner, youre going to be waiting for a long, long time. Unless you want me to catch him a fox? I can bring it back to the table for him and then you two can have dinner together. He was being sarcastic, but I was feeling a little intrigued. It was Jaspers turn to stare at me as if measuring me for a straight jacket and a padded cell. Youre intrigued? Are you insane? Did you even stop to think about it? What do you think would happen if Emmett brought an animal back here for Edward, and the smell of freshly spilled animal blood filled the air? Do you want to be surrounded by seven thirsty vampires? Besides, dont you faint at the sight of blood? Youd be unconscious and miss the whole thing anyway. Its not the sight of blood that bothers me. Its the smell, I muttered, embarrassed. The smell? he asked blankly. Humans cant smell blood. I sighed, Well, I can. It smells like rust and salt. Besides, I know thats not true. Ive seen movies and read books where people realize they smell blood nearby. Thats in large quantities and after it starts to decay, he argued. Youve got a superior sense of smell for a human. I wonder if that will come with you as a power in your vampire
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life. Maybe youd be a good tracker, with a sense of smell that surpasses other known vampires. Hmmm. What is it going to mean for you as a vampire if youre so disgusted by blood as a human? It actually will give me great control, because human blood wont smell all that great to me. Itll smell really delicious, but not irresistible. Jasper was clearly impressed. Really? Now thats a nice power to have. If I wasnt currently mastering my blood lust with Carlisles blood training, I think Id be quite envious. Hows that going by the way? I wondered. He smiled proudly. Ive pretty much mastered your scent. Carlisle brings home small samples of blood from the hospital that would have been thrown away otherwise and uses them to help me resist human blood in general, not just yours. Ive actually started to be able to discern the different aspects that make up a particular scent, whereas before all human blood smelled the same to me irresistibly, fantastically delicious. Alice had been giving him a proud, supportive hug throughout his elucidation. Now it was my turn to hug him and let him feel how proud I was of his progress. His whole face lit up as he felt my admiration and trust for him. I ruffled his hair playfully, and he grinned lightheartedly. Alice was happy to see him so happy. So did you recognize James at all? I asked Alice. No, should I have? she responded curiously. Remember, I told you James was the reason you were turned into a vampire. She was flabbergasted. When did you tell me that? Back when we told you guys all about the stuff in Meyers books. You told us so much stuff that night. I could search my huge memory banks, but why dont you just tell me again, she retorted. You were in a mental institution. A vampire who worked there cared about you. James caught your scent and considered you that vampires pet, so he decided to hunt you as a game to pit himself against your caretaker. Your protector decided to change you to keep you safe from James. He took you from the asylum and ran with you. When James tracked you both down, you were already changing and it was too late for your blood to taste good. James was angry and killed the other vampire for winning the game. Thats why you woke up alone. Alice was listening intently, while Jasper rubbed soothing circles on her back and kissed her head. What else? she asked. I racked my memory. It had been quite a few weeks since I read the books, which was a long time to remember something youve only read once, at least if youre a forgetful human. Um, your human name was Mary Alice Brandon. You have family still alive in Biloxi. With that announcement, she jumped up and grabbed my shoulders.

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I have family? she shrieked. Who? Tell me everything. She was a bit scary as she demanded answers. Answers I didnt have. Umm, Im sorry, Alice, I admitted. I honestly dont remember. She got a panicked look in her eye. Shush, I cooed calmly. Remember Edward read the same thing I did, and he has a perfect memory, so hell be able to recall it for you. Edward! she called, bouncing in place, wringing her hands nervously. In a matter of seconds he was there in front of us. You rang? he smirked. Tell me about my family, Edward! she ordered impatiently. He smiled at her attitude. You had a younger sister named Cynthia. She had a daughter. Your niece is still alive and living in Biloxi. Alice squealed so loud, we all clapped our hands over our ears. I was expecting to see the windows shatter, but apparently she must not have hit the right note, as they remained firmly in place. Jasper was so overwhelmed with her ecstatic joy that he jumped up to share her giddy excitement. The two of them began dancing a jig across the lawn. We all laughed, watching them. Edward went and fetched a plate for me, while I watched the loving couple. He came back with a plate piled high, nigh unto overflowing, with lots of yummy delicacies. By the time I finished eating, Alice had calmed down enough to sit beside me again. So when are you going to go and see her? I asked. Jazz and Ill go this summer over break! she exclaimed, grabbing my hands. Im so excited! I finally have a past! Life is good. My soul mate loves me and will never leave me. My best friend is happy beyond belief. James and Victoria are dead. My entire family is safe and unharmed. Now I just had to survive the Prom and the After-Prom party. Oh, yeah. And shopping for a prom dress. With Alice. I groaned. They might as well start carving my tombstone now. . . .

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Chapter 61: School Again

BPOV It seemed strange to head off to school and normal life come Monday. After almost being eaten by sadistic vampires and playing baseball with werewolves, school seemed too tame. Where was the excitement, the adrenalin rush? I was starting to realize how bored my family must be, spending hours on end amongst clueless humans, listening to teachers drone on and on about things they already knew, and trying not to bite the petty teenagers around them who were concerned more about acne and alcohol and who was doing what with whom than anything important or meaningful. Frankly, I was amazed they had lasted this long without snapping. I was personally considering biting a few of them myself, but didnt want to get my mouth dirty. Alice gave me a strange look. Care to tell me why I see you suddenly going on a rampage and biting certain students who get on everybodys nerves? she whispered. Edward had seen her vision and was grinning in amusement. I laughed. I cant believe you guys have been here for over two years and some of these kids are still alive and in one piece. You have better restraint than I do. That doesnt bode particularly well for your newborn year, Bella, Edward teased. He knew as well as I did that I wouldnt have a problem with bloodlust. Thanks, I grumbled, rolling my eyes and whacking him with my pencil. I didnt want to hurt my hand. He whimpered and cradled his hand, pouting at me. I froze for a second, believing I may have actually hurt him, but then detected the twinkle in his eyes. So he wanted to tease, did he? Well two can play that game. Aww, poor baby. Would you like me to kiss it better? I purred seductively, reaching out for his hand. His eyes darkened with passion as he laid his hand gently in mine and nodded. I held his hand up to my mouth, placing kisses on his flesh and teasing him with my tongue. He swallowed hard and started shifting in his seat. I grinned. All better now. He glared playfully at me as I gave him his hand back. Yes, but now Im aching elsewhere. My lips twitched, and I replied as seriously as I could manage. Maybe you should use an ice bag to help reduce the swelling. Alice giggled, clapping her hand over her mouth so she wouldnt draw attention to herself, but it was too late. The teacher heard and frowned at her.

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Is there a problem, Miss Cullen? Alice put on her innocent face. Yes, Mrs. Butler, my brother has a, uh, little problem and needs to get an ice pace from the nurse. Do you need to go to the nurse now, Edward? Mrs. Butler inquired, her expression softening as her eyes lit on Edwards face. If looks could kill, Alice would be a pile of ash from the look he gave her. He said something I couldnt hear, but I knew him well enough by now to know he was threatening her. No thank you, Mrs. Butler. Im feeling much better now, thank you, Edward politely declined. The teacher nodded and went back to her boring lecture and glassy eyed students. At the lunch table, Alice announced, School picture day is this Thursday! She waggled her eyebrows meaningfully at Rose and me. I felt my conscience perk up and take notice. My guts twisted and guilt crept up within me. I sighed heavily. Look guys, I dont think we should actually play those pranks. What?! Rose shrieked indignantly. Wheres your backbone, girl? Huh. I didnt see that coming, Alice mused in confusion. Remember what Carlisle said last night at the victory party? I reminded them. The all rolled their eyes and nodded. Jacob, Quil, and Embry were getting a little out of hand with their celebration following the feast. They were becoming more and more derogatory in their comments about James and Victoria, laughing and mocking them. Finally, Carlisle stood up and sternly put a stop to it. Enough! It is not right to rejoice over the death and suffering of others, even your enemies. Do you remember how the Palestinians danced and celebrated in the streets following the tragedy at the World Trade Center on 9/11/01? Thousands of lives lost, people we would deem innocent, but the Palestinians considered them all enemies. How did it feel to see the video of them publicly rejoicing at the tragic loss of life? It is fine to rejoice that our family is safe, secure, happy, and uninjured. It is acceptable to be proud of our prowess in battle, at successfully protecting our loved ones. It is okay to be relieved that the threat is gone, that they will never bother us again. It is not right to laugh at their pain and suffering, no matter how much you believe they deserved it. Instead, we mourn the fact that they chose an evil way of life and can now never know the peace of choosing to live their lives in good and helpful ways. They will never walk the path of righteousness. They will never have the love and loyalty of family and friends. It would have been far better if they had surrendered like Laurent and chosen a different way of life. So we mourn for the loss of the people they could have been had they made better choices. We all solemnly bowed our heads for a moment of silence in acknowledgement of the passing of two sentient beings who could have and should have chosen to be productive instead of destructive. Many in our Forks family participated more out of respect for Carlisle himself than in agreement with his beliefs, but either way, it made Carlisle happy and content, which made everybody else happy and content as well. After the moment of silence, the festivities began again with laughter and fun, talking and playing, peace and love all around. Well, instead of getting upset with those girls, we should really pity them, I explained. After all, we got the best guys ever, who truly love and adore us. They dont have a snowballs chance in hell of stealing our guys away, so we can afford to be the better women in this

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situation. It must be distressing for them that they cant get a guy of their own to love them the way our guys love us. Thats why they deserve our pity. They dont even have guys of their own who like them, much less love them. How pathetic is it that they couldnt even find single guys to ask out? They must have been pretty darn desperate to ask guys who wouldnt even give them the time of day, ones who would clearly be rejecting them. So we just let them get off scot-free for trying to steal our men? Rose demanded hotly. I smirked. I never said that. I do think we should let them know publicly how much pity we feel for them and their inability to attract men of their own. Rose and Alice both wore evil smirks, beginning to catch my drift. I also think we deserve a bit of entertainment as a stress reliever after all weve been through recently, I added. They nodded, eyebrows raised, trying to guess my intentions by reading my expressions. I think we should make the decision one at a time to pull each prank, so Alice can have a vision of it, and then she can use her incredible art skills to draw us some pictures of the pertinent facial expressions of our intended victims, just for laughs. Alice and Rose exchanged glances and shrugged. Fair enough, Alice agreed. We can do it at our house after school. Ill use my good colored pictures so I can get the skin tones and hair colors just right. We snickered remembering our pranks. After seeing the pictures, we wont be able to help laughing every time we see their faces. Itll drive them absolutely crazy! Rose stated confidently. Now that the pranks are settled, Bella, we have also decided to go to L.A. to shop for prom dresses. Why cant we just go to Seattle? I wondered. Alice grimaced. Silly girl! We always go to Seattle. Prom dresses are special! We need to shopping on Rodeo Drive. Beverly Hills, here we come! I winced at the thought of how much money this little trip was going to cost us. I had no desire to spend two days being dragged around stores where a single item cost more than my entire life savings. Yet, Alice was absolutely determined, which meant it couldnt be avoided. Ive never been to California before. It would be cool to see the sights, do the whole touristy thing, if I could get Alice out of the shops long enough. Hmmm. Perhaps a compromise is in order. Okay, Alice, Ill make a deal with you, I decided. Tell me more, She commanded suspiciously. Ill come and let you buy me a whole ensemble for prom, but in exchange, for every hour we spend shopping, we spend an hour sight-seeing, I suggested. But thats only 12 hours of shopping a day! she whined. I snorted. I still have to sleep, Alice. Her eyes widened. Only eight hours a day to shop! she groaned loudly, as if she were in physical pain.

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And I still have to eat, I reminded her. She glared at me. You can eat while shopping, she commanded, daring me to deny it. I laughed. Fine, Alice. Ill eat while shopping and sight-seeing too. She sighed deeply. You drive a hard bargain, missy. Alice, theres more to life than spending money! I complained. She gave me her patented innocent look. There is? Are you sure? Rose giggled. Yeah, theres naked time alone with your husband too. Alices eyebrows rose, and she tapped her chin. True, true. So there are two things in life. If only I could figure out how to spend money while having naked time alone with my husband, my world would be complete! Rose leaned over and whispered something in her ear. I watched Alices eyes light up, and she grinned excitedly. Rose, youre a genius! she exclaimed enthusiastically, going into a vision. After the vision she was even more excited, which I hadnt been sure was even possible until I saw it in action. Guys, Im feeling a little under the weather and I think it may be contagious, she murmured. She met Jaspers eyes down the table, where he and the others were working on their own hit list. I saw Jaspers eyes turn black as his eyes locked with hers, and he quickly stood, faking a cough. Im feeling a mite sick, he declared, pretending to cough again. I think Id better be going home early. I think Ive got the same bug, Jazzy, Alice purred, standing as well. They headed out of the cafeteria arm in arm. Somebody got bit by the love bug! Emmett laughed, watching them walk away. He turned to Rose. Im feeling a bit love sick myself, babe. How about you? Rose giggled and pretended to cough discreetly into her hand. Emmetts eyes lit up. Ive heard this bug is quite contagious, he leered playfully. Wed better quarantine ourselves before it runs rampant. Looks like you two are on your own for the rest of the day, Rose snickered, as she and Emmett turned to leave together. See you later. Edward and I chuckled. Dont do anything I wouldnt do, Emmett warned, waving goodbye. Is there anything you wouldnt do? I asked in good-natured disbelief. Emmett paused midstride to look back at us thoughtfully. Then he shook his head. Nope! In that case, dont do anything that would make Esme or Carlisle mad.

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Rats! I quipped. There goes my plans for the afternoon. Emmetts laughter boomed around the room, before he turned it into giant hacking coughs. Dont quit your day job, I whispered, commenting on his acting skills. He actually started to choke a bit as his hacking laughs broke through. Rose pounded him on the back enthusiastically, but not hard enough to sound like thunder, as she dragged him out the door. Edward and I enjoyed a chuckle together at their antics. I rested my head on his shoulder, and he rested his head on top of mine. We enjoyed a few minutes of peace and quiet, well as quiet as we could get in a school cafeteria, before our next class began.

Chapter 62: Payback Sucks

BPOV Rose, Alice and I confronted the girls on our hit list in a very public way in the cafeteria on Tuesday. I shall forever cherish the memory of my speech to Jessica and Lauren and their subsequent reaction.
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I stalked over to Jessica and Lauren where they sat peacefully spreading malicious gossip at their usual lunch table. Rose and Alice flanked me to provide moral support. Since Ive always hated being the center of attention, as well as served the role of peacemaker my entire life, public confrontation has always been extremely low on my list of things to do before I die. My relationship with Edward was worth defending though, and my new sisters would accept nothing less. I found myself surprisingly territorial where Edward was concerned, every fiber of my being shouting MINE whenever I saw any girl look his way. Rose and Alice informed me that was normal behavior for vampire soul mates, though they couldnt explain why a human would be feeling these things before the change. Then again, youve always been a weird one, Rose had quipped. I had given her a death glare, which had caused her to be overcome with amusement. Oh, Bella, youre so terrifying, she had cooed, before laughing harder. So now I found myself inwardly quaking as I forced myself to face down our grades worst emotional and verbal bullies. I felt a sudden wave of confidence and whispered a quick thanks to Jasper. I saw him nod out of the corner of my eye. So, Jessica and Lauren, initially I was angry with the two of you for daring to ask my Edward to the prom, as if he might seriously consider one of you, when everybody knows he only has eyes for me. I couldnt understand what could possess two girls to actually approach a happily engaged man and try to lure him away from his future wife, especially after all the times he has publicly and privately rejected both of you, even before he found me. Then I started thinking about it and realized how truly pathetic the two of you really were. I finally understood how absolutely desperate you must have been to approach a man who had rejected you repeatedly in the past and invite him to escort you to the prom, knowing full well he would be escorting his chosen bride-to-be, to whom he was utterly and completely devoted. I realized how far you must have fallen that not one single guy was interested enough to ask you out, leaving you to do the asking yourselves. I felt deep pity for you upon realizing you must have gone through the entire population of single guys here in Forks, and even the surrounding areas, and not been accepted by a single one. How embarrassing that must have been for you to be rejected so many times! Having gone through the entire list of available guys, you then had to turn to the boys who were already in relationships with somebody else, and attempt to steal their affections away from their current girlfriends. I shudder to think of what you must have promised them in your attempts to capture their attention. You would have started with the ones who had shown some previous interest in you, ones you may have even rejected yourselves in the past, as they would have been the easiest conquests. After all of them turned you down, you would have moved on to those who had never even given you the time of day before and those you considered previously to be beneath your notice. Only after being rejected by all of them would you have been desperate enough to invite those who had already indicated they wanted nothing to do with you. For you to approach Edward, who has repeatedly demonstrated his disgust for both of you, you must have invited every single other male between the ages of 14 and 20 within a twenty mile radius and been turned down by each and every one. I feel so sorry for the two of you. I would never be able to hold my head up again after all of that rejection, so I admire how you can face the school knowing none of the guys want you. We had the full attention of the entire school, who hung on baited breath to hear the two girls respond to my little speech. The girls faces were purple with rage. How dare you! Jessica spat. You little skank! Lauren shrieked. I just stood there questioningly, completely unphased by their remarks. Lauren jumped up to attack me, but a glance at Rose and Alice had her sitting back down again with an uncharacteristic thump. My sisters began snickering, barely able to hang on to their amusement.

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Ill have you know Edward was the first guy I asked, Jessica retorted slyly. I nodded my head knowingly and calmly replied, Ohhh, I see. You have a fetish for rejection. Being turned down turns you on. Why didnt you just say so? Jessica gasped at my conclusion, enraged to have the tables turned on her once again, when shed been hoping to embarrass me. Of course not! she screamed, rapidly losing her composure. My response had drawn chuckles from many in the audience of students watching me put her firmly in her place. Edward would be so much better off with me than you, Lauren sneered. I have no idea what he sees in you. I tapped my finger on my chin, pretending to be lost in thought. Ohhh, I get it. Youre admitting youre one of those whores who knowingly and willingly initiates an affair with a married man in hopes of destroying his marriage and family. Well, I can see why you wouldnt want anybody knowing about that. Forewarned is forearmed after all, and now none of the respectable females in the surrounding area will let you anywhere near their boyfriends or husbands. Lauren went completely ballistic. You dare call me a whore, you whore! Edwards going to get tired of your little girl next door act and then hell come running to me. You wont be able to satisfy his needs, and then Ill show him a good time the way a real woman does. Am I a whore or the girl next door? Make up your mind, I drawled. Whore! Both Lauren and Jessica yelled furiously. I laughed. Actually, Im a virgin and will be until my wedding night, when my husband Edward will be my first and only lover. Its too bad you cant offer the same gift to your future husbands. I could see something flicker in the eyes of some of the human boys around us, as if they suddenly realized how precious and valuable the gift of virginity could be - to know their wives had never shared something so intimate with another man. Those boys looked at Lauren and Jessica in a whole new light, one of disgust, for their trampy ways. I watched the two girls splutter in indignation. Then their eyes turned evil as they attacked me once again. I knew you couldnt satisfy him, Lauren taunted. Hell be coming to me before long. Ha! He doesnt want you, youre too ugly for him to take to his bed. No wonder youre still a virgin, Jessica laughingly condescended. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I felt another wave of confidence blast through me and glanced over to our usual table. All three of the guys were tense, but Jasper and Emmett were now physically restraining Edward to prevent him from coming to my rescue. I smiled faintly and turned back to the annoying sluts insulting me. I shook my head pityingly. You two just dont get it, do you? If Edward wanted what you had to offer, he would have accepted it two years ago. I am still a virgin because he is a gentleman and respects me. He will not treat me as anything less than the lady I am. Lauren and Jessica scoffed, but I could see the embarrassment underneath. It has become obvious to me that you are either mentally deficient or completely oblivious. Either way, Ive decided to break this down into

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small words so you can understand. I paused, making sure I had their full attention. Edward is MINE forever and always. He will never be yours. Never, ever. So get over it. Their jaws dropped, as my voice turned menacing. I spun on my heel and stomped away. Rose took the lead and marched over to give a similar lesson to the two girls on her hit list, and finally, Alice gave a speech to the two on hers. We were invincible. In fact, when we were done, the whole cafeteria burst out into spontaneous, wild cheering and applause. We each bowed to our fans and then hurried back to our beloved soul mates before the bell rang to signal the next class. Now it was Friday afternoon, and I sat in Biology with Edward chatting quietly since our lab work was already finished. I wouldnt hesitate to admit that Edward and I make a great team. Do you really have to leave right after school today to go clothes shopping in L.A.? he pouted, giving me his puppy dog eyes. Why do you have to be gone for three days? Ill miss you. I snuck a quick kiss on his full, pouty lips and sighed. You know I promised Alice, and besides, Esme is looking forward to it. I couldnt possibly disappoint Esme, I murmured, pointing out the obvious. Besides, youre going to be going hunting with the guys, so its not like youll be pining away in your room, twiddling your thumbs in utter boredom. If you get nice and full this trip, just think how much more time well be able to spend together before you have to leave again to go on another one. He gave me my favorite crooked grin. Thats true, but how will you ever fall asleep without me snuggled up next to you? I smiled internally, but maintained my nonchalant expression. Ill just have Alice curl up with me. She has already volunteered to be my temporary snugglebunny. He growled low in his chest, just loud enough for me to hear. It wont be the same, he promised, his jealously and possessiveness kicking in even over his own sister. Alice had forewarned me about this conversation though, so I was prepared. I dont expect it to be the same, my darling Edward. Im sure Ill find Alices embrace comfortable enough though. Itll be different, sleeping with a woman, but youre always wanting me to try new experiences, right? Besides, Alice is quite beautiful in her own way, and I have a special connection to her. I believe Rose and Esme expressed their own curiosity and willingness to each take a turn sleeping with me, so I wont be all alone in my bed, Edward. Dont worry. If anything, he looked more worried than before. Why didnt anybody tell me? Oh, they were probably worried youd overreact. I cant imagine what give them that impression, I answered, tongue in cheek. I think they said something about you being a prude and what you didnt know wouldnt hurt you, I continued, adding fuel to the fire. Rose mentioned something about their husbands all being jealous of all of us women being together on the same bed but none of them being allowed to watch. Why on earth would they want to watch us sleeping together? I just dont get it. I saw his eyes widen as he processed my words. Then his brows lowered. He looked incredulous, like he either couldnt believe what he was hearing or that I was nave enough to not know what I was suggesting. I was sure my sisters were eagerly listening in on our conversation and wondered how they were managing to keep themselves from cracking up in class. I glanced over at Alice to see how she was handling my revelations and saw her literally biting her hand to keep herself from laughing. Edward was glaring at her, and I knew she was

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blocking her thoughts. I also knew it was to keep Edward from guessing our little joke, but he would think it was about this weekend, which would make him even more suspicious. I could tell Edward was rapidly approaching the end of his limits and linked my arm with his to help him calm down. Dont worry, Edward. Im yours, only yours, forever. He squeezed my hand gently and narrowed his eyes at Alice. Mary Alice Brandon Cullen, tell me what is going on right now or so help me Ill mutilate all of your credit cards and soak your clothes in cheap perfume! Frankly, I was impressed with his threat. It was rather creative and personalized for maximum effect. I saw Alices eyes glaze over as she processed a vision. Her eyes widened in horror, and she stared at her brother as if shed never seen him before. You wouldnt, she whispered, shaking her head. He nodded, eyes glinting with malicious intent. Wal-mart brand perfume? she wailed almost silently. And how did you know about my secret stash of credit cards? Edward merely grinned evilly, baring his teeth in a threatening way. She gulped and quickly backed down, letting him into her thoughts. You were just messing with me? he grumbled. So funny, ha ha. He leaned over to whisper in my ear, his fingers deftly slipping under my shirt to tug at my waistband. Ill punish you later, little Miss Innocent. He felt me shiver and knew it wasnt from the coldness of his touch. He chuckled, which went right through me in the most pleasant way. Esme was all set and ready to go when we got back to the house. Alice had made sure our bags were all packed before we even left for school that morning. Once he knew that Esme was going too and that it would only be us girls, Charlie had been more than happy to send me on my way. We were taking the SUV so we would have enough room for all our shopping to return home with us. I knew Alice would have no trouble completely filling the rear compartment. All we had left to do before leaving was to kiss our gentlemen goodbye. Each couple chose a semi-private spot to exchange our intimate sentiments. Edward swept me into his arms and began turning on both the heat and the charm. I had a few moments to wonder what had gotten into him, before all conscious thought deserted me, rendering me prisoner to passion and desire. By the time Edward pulled back to look down into my eyes, his lips and hands had left me dazed and speechless. I clung to him like a vine and never wanted to part. I was ready for us to throw all caution to the wind and let him make me his right there on the side of the house. I was practically throbbing with need and desperately grinding myself against his thigh. He waited patiently for some semblance of reason to return to my eyes. As soon as he saw I would understand his words, his velvety voice caressed my skin. He smiled against my lips and proclaimed, Sweet dreams, love! Then the bastard pulled away completely and walked toward the SUV, waiting to help me into my seat. He left me a screaming ball of nerves, desperate for more, for friction, for release. I stared after him, unable to believe he would be so cruel, speechless and rooted to the spot. He turned around and smirked at me.

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Payback sucks, eh dear? he challenged, letting me know he deliberately started this and just as deliberately didnt finish it. He was a dead man. I was so furious, I was seeing red. Yes, payback sucks. I would find a way to etch that concept into his brain so deeply he would never dare cross me again. I crossed my arms over my chest and stomped over to the SUV. I threw myself into the seat, ignoring the idiot standing by my door. I didnt even bother to speak to or look at him as he kissed my temple chastely, whispered a smug goodbye, and shut my door. I knew the other females had figured out what he had done. It was fairly obvious, considering my flushed face, swollen lips, heaving chest, rapid heartbeat, and scent of arousal, combined with the level of my ire. Oh, Rosie, dear, I called sweetly, knowing the guys would hear, and also knowing Rose would be most likely to play along with me. I need a favor. She met my eyes in the rearview mirror and grinned as she read my expression. Yes, Bella, how can I help you? Well, I seem to be in a bit of discomfort at the moment and was wondering if youd be willing to comfort me? I asked, giving her a wink. Why, certainly, Bella! she exclaimed. Im sure we can comfort each other and both feel much better afterward. Esme, would you mind driving for a bit while I take care of Bellas needs? Esme eyed us both with amusement. Of course, Rose, Id be happy to do that. Its good to see the two of you getting along so well together. Im glad youve realized how much pleasure can be derived from meeting Bellas fragile human needs. Rose, Alice, and I all snorted. Mama Cullen could run with the best. In the blink of an eye, Rose and Esme had changed places, so that Rose was now seated in the back with me. These pants look awfully snug on you, Bella. That cant be comfortable for you. Maybe you should slip them off? Rose suggested seductively, reaching for my waist. On that note, Esme peeled off down the driveway, leaving our menfolk in the dust. Their smug expressions had rapidly changed to astonishment over the course of my conversation with Rose and Esme, and at Roses final suggestions, all four of their jaws had dropped. As soon as we were out of earshot, all four of us burst out laughing. Thanks, Mom, youre a real champ! I praised Esme, gratefully squeezing her arm. My pleasure, honey. You can always count on me, she responded lovingly. Alice went into a vision and came out laughing hysterically. Theyre all despondent. They keep reassuring each other that we were only kidding, but they keep getting bummed out anyway at the idea they might be missing out on something interesting. Well, except for Edward, who is having a conniption fit, thinking maybe were better at certain things than he is. We all giggle at the thought of our guys working themselves up like that. Rose grinned. Ive got a naughty idea. Why dont we really drive them up the wall? she suggested, holding up her cell phone. We all nodded mischievously, and she pressed send before setting the phone on the center console.

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Rose started moaning, and as soon as we heard Emmett pick up, Alice and I added our own heavy breathing, gasps, and groans. Ohhh, yes . . . yes . . . . Oh, Bella! Rose pretended. At the same time, Alice added her own script. Mmmm, Bella, youre a natural! Youre even better than Rose, and I thought she was talented! Esme, why dont you pull over and join us? Rose invited with a playful moan. Esme chuckled, Dont worry about me, darlings. Id rather wait until we get to the hotel where you can all shower me with your undivided attention. The three of us all moaned and groaned invitingly as if excited by the idea. Rose, darling, is your phone on? Esme asked. Oh, crap! Rose exclaimed, pretending to scramble for the phone. I hope nobody heard that! Then she pressed end. We all burst out laughing again and looked expectantly at Alice. She checked her vision then and came back snickering. Theyre frozen in shock! Emmett had it on speakerphone, and theyre all sitting around the living room staring into space, frozen into statues. The first to recover will be . . . Edward. After 22 minutes and 13 seconds, hes going to storm off into the forest and start taking out trees. The next will be Emmett, 14 minutes and 25 seconds after Edward leaves, hell race up to his bedroom and use some toys to relieve his physical stress. Itll be hours before hes done. Carlisle will move next 3 minutes and 18 seconds after Emmett. Hell go lay on his bed unmoving for the rest of the night. Dont worry, hes not upset, just lost in his own thoughts. Im pretty sure he knew you were bluffing, Esme. Finally, my Jasper will stir himself, after another 36 minutes and 42 seconds. Hes going to swim to Alaska and back. She couldnt stop giggling at the thought of how her husband was going to cool off his fantasies. I guess we ought to call them all later and reassure them we were only teasing, I decided with a sigh. I dont want Edward to still be angry when we get back. I dont know, Bella, Alice cautioned. I think this might actually work in your favor, now that hes got a standard to live up to and all. We all started laughing again. I loved my family and wouldnt trade them for the world. To think, the weekend had just begun.

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Chapter 63: On Our Way

BPOV Okay, Alice, since our drawing session was cancelled Monday due to the love bug, I thought it would be a fun way to spend the time on our way to L.A., I suggested. Alice beamed at me. Yes, I agree, I have all the stuff with me, she acknowledged. She pulled out her quality art supplies and drawing paper. So where should we start? Mine first! Rose insisted. I agreed not to actually prank them against my instincts, so the least you can do is show me what would have happened if we had gone ahead with it. Okay, which of your two should I look at first? Alice asked. Rose thought for a minute. Lets start with Stacey, Rose decided. For her prank, were going to assault her with whoopie cushions all day long. Esme cleared her throat and eyed us all disapprovingly. What are you girls discussing? There are six girls at our school who keep annoying our guys. They had the nerve to ask our husbands to take them to the prom. We need to put them in their place, Rose explained. Esme appeared troubled. She sighed. Girls, I understand how you feel. There are a couple of nurses at the hospital who repeatedly flirt with Carlisle, touching him inappropriately and making him uncomfortable. They are committing sexual harassment, but we cant afford to get caught up in a big investigation and court case, so he cant report them. I am angry at the way they treat him when he has done nothing but reject their advances ever since we came here. They know he is happily married with five children. I cant understand why they think it is okay to try to entice him into an affair. Dont they understand it would ruin his marriage, his family, his reputation, and his standing in the community if he ever succumbed to their advances? We all commiserated with her, squeezing her shoulders and arm in a silent show of support, knowing she wasnt finished yet. As much as I would like to retaliate against those women, I know it is the wrong thing to do. Carlisle would not appreciate it, and I would have to live with the knowledge that I was not above petty acts of jealousy. Instead, I must cling to the knowledge that my Carlisle will never betray me, and force myself to turn the other cheek. Oh, Esme, I sighed sadly. We came to the same conclusion as you, however, we did make a public spectacle of the girls as we confronted them on their behavior. Alice repeated our speeches to her. She seemed rather impressed. Esme, we would be your support team if you wanted to confront them one day at the hospital, or perhaps in town, I volunteered. She met my eyes in the rear view mirror and smiled wholeheartedly at me. Thank you, Bella! That means a lot to me. Perhaps I will take you up on your offer after we get back, Esme replied sweetly. Rose and Alice cheered.

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We decided that even though we werent going to retaliate with the pranks we thought of, we needed the stress relief of enjoying the reactions they would have had if we had actually gone through with it. Thus, we are going to decide to go through with each prank, and Alice is going to watch a vision of the results. She will then draw a few pictures of what she sees, so we can all enjoy them, Rose expounded. Esme grinned, a sparkle in her eye. Well, I dont see how that could possibly hurt, considering no one will actually be harmed. Please continue. We grinned back at her and huddled around Alice again. You might want to think of a few plans of your own, Esme, I recommended to her with a wink. A little stress relief of your own directed toward those nurses. She smiled but didnt reply. I shrugged. The choice was hers either way. Remember, its Stacey and the whoopie cushions, Rose reminded Alice. I do remember, Im a vampire, silly, Alice protested. Rose rolled her eyes dramatically. Yes, but youre so easily distracted. Im just trying to keep you on task, Rose complained. Alice went into her vision. Before she even came out of it, she was drawing furiously. We allowed her peace and quiet to finish her drawings. It looked like a blur to me, as she was working at vampire pace. Before long, she had three drawings completed. The first was in class, with Stacey looking bewildered and embarrassed, noise issuing from her bottom. The children around her were pointing and laughing, and the teacher was frowning in disgust. The second showed her making farting noises with each step as she walked down the hallway. Her head was hanging and the kids at their lockers were staring at her some with laughter, some with disgust, and some with pity. Emmett was hiding in the shadows with a remote control, pushing the button. I quickly realized that instead of a whoopie cushion, they must have slipped a tiny speaker into her pants. The final scene was in the lunch room, where the distraught girl sat alone. People were waving their hands in front of their noses and shaking their heads at her. The caption at the bottom read Stinky Stacey. I was glad we hadnt done any of that for real. Rose on the other hand found it extremely funny. Cool! Now do Tiffany with the baby food and Depends, she enthused, encouraging Alice. Alice complied and was soon back to drawing again. The first scene showed an embarrassed Tiffany at her locker, surrounded by the football team as she picks up the urine pads off the floor and stuffs them back in the bag that had fallen out of her locker. The boys on the team were stuck between surprise and amusement. The second picture showed a confused Tiffany with her baby food lunch spilled out onto the table and one of her friends reading aloud the note from her mother announcing that if she continued wetting her pants like a baby then she would be treated like one. The third picture showed her shoulders slumped and hands over her face as she reported to the nurses office, a big wet spot at her crotch and down her legs. The nurse was trying to give her some Depends, and had pulled out a hideous green skirt and some white granny briefs for her to wear for the rest of the day. The caption underneath read Princess Pottypants. I couldnt help feeling sorry for her. I hoped I never got on Roses bad side again. Her revenges were brutal.

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Im going to do Jessica and Tatiana next, Alice declared. She went to work, only making two pictures each for them. The first picture of Jessica had her staring into her mirror at herself with bright green hair. She looked desperate and distraught. Her hands were tugging on her hair. The second picture showed Jessica in the chair for yearbook pictures, the photographer having just pushed the button to capture the shot. The principal was looking down at Jessica in disapproval, while holding a hat out of her reach. Jessicas hands were shielding her head, but not enough to hide the color of her hair. Her face was grimacing in a snarl, and her mouth was formed as if she were screaming obscenities while glaring at everyone. The caption under that picture was The Wicked Witch of the West. The first picture of Tatiana showed her looking in the mirror with confusion and concern as she noticed her bright orange skin. She was poking at herself as she peered at her reflection. The next picture showed her at school, her first teacher looking upset and angry, her head tilted in confusion and surprise, and the rest of the kids doubled over in laughter, but not pointing at her. I didnt get it, so I looked at the caption underneath, hoping for insight, OompahLoompah. Oompah-Loompah? I asked Alice in confusion. She decided shed become an Oompah-Loompah, which are the little people in the story Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, who work in Willie Wonkas factory. They had orange skin, Alice snickered. Did she really believe that shed become one? Rose asked in disbelief. Alice nodded with a smirk. She really did. If wed have painted her blue, I bet she wouldve thought shed been turned into a Smurf. We all snickered at that thought. She would probably have been thrilled at that idea, considering there was only one female smurf and the rest were males who all had the hots for the one girl, Rose sneered. Okay, now Im going after Bree, Alice decided. The first picture showed Alice packing Brees clothes into two giant garbage bags while Bree slept peacefully in the bed near the closet. The next picture showed Alice down by the sewage treatment plant, pouring smelly water into the bags to be absorbed by the clothes. The third picture showed Brees nauseous face as she got a whiff of her odiferous belongings and a glance at the most hideous outfit laid out on the chair beside the bed. The fourth picture showed Bree with a bright red face sitting in the chair for the yearbook pictures. The photographer was cracking up as he pressed the button to snap the photo. The outfit consisted of: a shirt with lime green and bright orange stripes, with giant appliqus of UFOs and aliens a short pink and blue plaid skirt with a black lacy fringe red leggings with large yellow paint splotches randomly placed all over them The caption under that read The Clown. Where on earth did you find that outfit? Rose demanded, making a face.
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I couldnt find anything horrible enough, so I made my own, Alice answered with a devious smirk. Remind me to never make Alice mad, I whispered to Esme, knowing the other two would hear. They all chuckled, though Rose and Esme both nodded meaningfully. Alice bounced excitedly in her seat. Weve saved Lauren for last. This should be fun. Once again, she went to work. The first picture showed Lauren walking down the hallway at school while several boys pointed to the used condom hanging out of her jacket pocket. The second picture showed Mike dangling the used condom in Laurens face, clearly asking a question. Several used condoms had fallen to the floor at her feet. Tyler was on the other side of her with a handful of new condoms he had just pulled out of her other pocket, a lusty leer present on his features. More boys had surrounded her while the girls and several teachers looked on with disdain and disgust. The third picture showed Lauren dancing on a tabletop in the cafeteria, her face excited and pleased, while a large group of boys surrounded the table, cheering for her. The principal and guidance counselor were angrily approaching and the girls were all keeping their distance, though one group of girls were actually in the process of throwing food at Lauren. I couldnt help but laugh at the thought. The caption under the picture read The Slut. Well, I have to admit I feel much better, I confessed. Seeing the girls get what they deserve in pictures soothes the savage beast within even better than doing it in reality. If I had really done these things, I wouldve had to feel guilty, but since its just in my imagination, I dont have to feel bad. No harm, no foul. Rose and Alice nodded. You really should think about it, Esme, Rose added. It has worked wonders for me too. I shall treasure these beautiful works of art forever and always. Alice began pretending to bow. Why, thank you, thank you. It was my pleasure. We pulled into L.A. and went to the hotel. I didnt bother to protest as we were led to a suite that was bigger than Charlies whole house. I didnt want to know how much things cost. I had promised not to complain, and I intended to keep that promise. Its too late to go dress shopping, Alice announced. But weve got about two hours of daylight left. Would you like to go see the Hollywood sign now? We can do the Walk of Fame after dark, as the street is well lit. Really? I shrieked, throwing my arms around her. Awesome! Lets do it! I couldnt believe she was actually going to let me do sight seeing first instead of hopping right into shopping. Downtown Hollywood was rather disappointing to me. It didnt really look the way it did in the movies. In fact, it looked rather normal. Everyday people doing everyday things. What a let down. I wasnt exactly sure what I had been expecting, but it wasnt what I found. Perhaps I had expected to see movies being shot on every other street. Or maybe movie stars in glamorous costumes waltzing down the side walks, followed by crowds of crazy fans. No, there were apartments and office buildings right next to some of the famous sights. It looked a lot like any other city in the U.S. I got excited as we approached the Hollywood sign. It was awesome to see it up on the hill, like I had in so many movies. It was weird to be driving through someones neighborhood looking for a way up the mountain though. The homes were large and close together, perched on the edge on one side and built into the mountain on the other. The road itself was narrow with no markings. The sides of the road dropped off sharply. There was no place to pull over

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and park. In fact, there were neighborhood signs preventing it, refusing tourists and naming them as private roads for residents only. Alice was driving, and to my surprise, she pulled into someones driveway, blocking their garage. She parked and turned off the engine. Alice? Are you sure its okay to park here? What if the owner comes home? I wondered. She gave me a look, like she couldnt believe I was foolish enough to question her. What about the neighbors? She double checked her vision and assured me the car would be just fine where it was. I shrugged and got out of the car. I never bet against Alice. We walked around behind the house. Rose picked me up in her arms and jumped over the fence with me. By the time we landed, Alice and Esme were on the other side as well. Rose kept hold of me and raced to the back fence. She jumped over it, as did the other two. Then she started running up the hill toward the sign. I gulped and shut my eyes quickly as I felt my stomach lurch. Before I could think about getting comfortable, Rose came to an abrupt halt. I opened my eyes to see we were right underneath the sign. Wow, its huge! I mumbled. Rose snorted. She moved me to her back. Hang on tight, she warned. In a flash, she had scaled the scaffolding on the W. Emmett thinks its the funniest thing that it says wood, so he decided to leave his mark. She showed me a heart he had etched into the metal on the inside which read, EMC luvs RHC. I laughed, and Rosalie rolled her eyes. She scared the crap out of me as she lunged over to the O grabbing hold of the scaffolding there. My heart was going a mile a minute. She looked over her shoulder at me and smirked. Excited, are we? she asked. I was shaking too much to respond and worked on calming myself with deep breaths. She showed me another carving, featuring a face peering over a wall Kilgore-style and the words Emmett C was here. She showed me the carvings he had made on the other O and the D as well, before we headed back to the car. Once we got close to the house where we parked, Rose stopped to allow me to take in the full effect of the view from an unobstructed distance. I watched as the beautiful rays of the sunset hit the sign and the sky was streaked with oranges, pinks, and purples. Then we went back to the Walk of Fame. I walked along the sidewalk, looking at the stars, but soon found myself bored. I wasnt obsessed with any one star in particular, so after a few minutes, they all seemed to run together. My stomach growled, and I was glad of the excuse to return to the hotel. My companions were also ready to go, so we simply headed back to our suite, where I ordered room service. My family was thankful they wouldnt have to suffer through the pretence of eating, though they would have gladly done so for me. We had fun just talking and getting to know each other better. I headed off to bed early, knowing Alice had a big day planned the next day.

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BPOV EARTHQUAKE! I shouted, bolting upright in the bed, only to be met with three tinkling giggles. My whole world was shaking rhythmically, making it hard for my bleary, sleep encrusted eyes to focus properly. Yeah, laugh it up, I muttered. You arent the ones wholl be crushed under all the debris. The bouncing stopped, as my energetic pixie dropped to her bottom on the bed beside me. Silly, Bella! Theres no earthquake! I was merely jumping up and down on your bed. I groaned and flopped back onto my pillow, closing my eyes. Why? I whined pathetically. She started shaking my shoulder. Up and at em, lazybones. Rise and shine! The sun is up and so should you be. Its time to go shopping! Are you sure the sun is up? I moaned, keeping my eyes closed. Be thankful we kept her off you this long, Rose called from the other room. She didnt like you wasting perfectly good shopping hours on something as mundane as sleeping. Alice huffed and spread the curtains wide open, letting the sunshine come pouring in, hitting my face. My eyelids were glowing red with the force of the brightness. I slowly lifted my lids, giving my pupils time to adjust. Wait a minute. Bright, glaring sunshine? We werent going anywhere! How could we? Uh, Alice? I know it was cloudy last night when we got here, which worked out perfectly for us, but right now the sun is out in full force, I mentioned hesitantly, hating to kill her mood. How are we going to go shopping without all of you sparkling? Alice laughed. Oh, no. You dont get out of it that easily. This is L.A. home of the wealthy eccentrics. Well wear long sleeves, long pants, gloves, and wide-brimmed floppy hats. Additionally, well put on an extra layer of sun blocking foundation. If anybody asks, you can tell them were deathly afraid of getting skin cancer, so we go above and beyond to avoid any unnecessary sun exposure. I nodded, thinking that might actually work. Plus, Ive hired a limo to take us from place to place. You know, the smog works in our favor as well, as it refracts some of the sunlight before it hits us. On heavier smog days, we would barely sparkle at all. On a day like today, we would still sparkle much less than we would on a sunny day in Forks. In fact, we might even be able to get away with insisting its simply body glitter. We wouldnt be the only people in town wearing it, Alice continued. I grinned at the thought. I want some body glitter, Alice. I want to sparkle like you guys do. Sure thing, Bella, Rose replied with a grin, coming to stand by my bed. I wonder what Edward would think. You know, if we picked up some bright red contacts like the movie people use, we could really scare the crap out of him on the next sunny day.

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Im in, I cheered, laughing at the thought of how he would react to suddenly finding newborn Bella waiting in the meadow. How long do you think it would take to figure out my heart was still beating? Oooohh! That would be a good subject for a bet! Rose exclaimed. Dont tell anyone, Alice! Esme strolled into the room, amusement shining on her face. Are you three trying to give my poor son a heart attack? He does like to say Ill be the death of him, I pointed out wryly. Rose raised an eyebrow in confusion. But hes already dead. I know. So, what on earth is that supposed to mean? she wondered. Heck if I know, I snapped. I swear that boy just needs to get a life! Ummm, Bella? Rose asked. I nodded. Hes already dead. I know, I griped. Thats why he really needs to get a life! The other three laughed at me. Well, when you figure out where he can get one, be sure to let me know, Rose teased. I grinned. I think I heard a local car dealership advertising a lifetime event. Perhaps we can get one there. They groaned at my meager pun, and there was a knock on the front door of the suite. Ah, breakfast is here, my dear, Esme announced, moving toward the door. Why dont you get ready to face the day, and then come enjoy your breakfast before it gets cold? Yes, Mom, I answered with a grin. She smiled and winked. After breakfast, we made our way to the shops. Where are we going, Alice? I asked, not really caring since I didnt have a say either way, but wanting to get some idea of our destination. There is a particular designer who I think will have dresses for all of us. She is not as famous as some others I usually use, but she has done work for some of the local celebrities. Since we are short on time, I decided it would be better to go to a smaller shop where we can get the type of customer service we deserve, she explained. Sounds good to me, I replied casually. She grinned. I didnt even tell you her name. Oh, yeah, right. So, uh, who is she? I stuttered.

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Jovani, she announced, as if I should know that name. Frankly, Id never hear of her before. Apparently Rose had though, as she merely raised her eyebrows in slight surprise and then nodded her head in acceptance. I simply stared at her blankly. Do you know what that means, Bella? Rose asked with a smirk. I nodded solemnly. Expensive. My family all chuckled, shaking their heads. Bella, Bella, Bella, whatever are we going to do with you? Keep me and love me forever? I suggested, grinning happily. You are something else, Bella dear, Esme gently teased. Yeah, Im something, alright, only nobodys figured out what yet, I muttered cheekily. Alice giggled, giving me a hug. I think crazy about covers it. Hey, I wasnt the one locked up in a mental institution, I protested. Alice withdrew, looking sad. I felt bad for bringing that up. No doubt she felt utterly abandoned by her human family. That doesnt mean I dont belong in one though. I mean how many human teenage girls do you know that hate shopping and feel most comfortable when surrounded by vampires? Alice recovered and grinned. Yeah, if youd grown up in my time period, wed have likely been wearing matching strait jackets and sharing a padded cell. Well, considering the number of times I trip and fall, padded walls might be a good idea for me, I quipped. Isnt that the truth?! Rose agreed. Thats one human characteristic I cant wait to lose! I enthused. That, and the blushing. But if you stop tripping and blushing, what is poor Emmett going to do for entertainment? Rose jokingly complained. Well, he will be able to tease her and Eddie about their sex life, Alice drawled. Oh, well, in that case, hell have material for years, decades even, Rose sniggered. I rolled my eyes. Not if I can help it. Good luck, dear, Esme laughed. Controlling Emmetts outrageous humor goes hand in hand with telling Alice no. Ive been trying for over fifty years and havent managed yet. On that note, we exited the car and glided into the dress shop. We split up to look at the dresses on display. The theme for the Prom was Under the Sea, so most of the girls would be dressed in shades of blue or green, with a few wearing pinks, creams, and peaches to represent shells. I found the perfect dress for you, Rose! Alice cried excitedly. It completely fits your personality!

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Rose glided over quickly to take a look, but when she saw the dress, she glared menacingly at Alice. Are you trying to say something, Alice? she growled. Now, girls, Esme began, trying to prevent any trouble. She caught a glimpse of the dress in question and choked back a chuckle. Now I was curious. I moved around until I could see the dress. It was really quite beautiful, but the design was that of peacock feathers. Alice, why on earth would a peacocks display remind you of our dear Rose? I smirked. Alice widened her eyes, donning her innocent face. Well, peacock feathers are extremely beautiful and valued by royalty, arent they? Rose chuckled, Nice save, sister dear. Alice quickly snatched up another dress, putting the peacock one back on the rack. How about this one for Bella? Its got the green see-thru overskirt to tie into the theme. Alice, its covered in leopard and tiger prints, Rose protested. Alice nodded. I know, all of Edwards favorites. Im not sure it would be a good idea to remind Edward of his favorite meals, while hes holding Bella in such close proximity. He has a hard enough time with his control as it is, Esme warned. True, Alice pondered. She hung that dress up and grabbed another one, holding it up to herself. Of course, I wouldnt mind if Jasper wanted to think about eating me! If you wear that, youll certainly stir his appetite, Rose teased. The dress was a sexy leopard/zebra print. Im going to get this just for a special date night, Alice decided. Esme brought a beautiful royal blue dress over to me. I do think this will look good on you, Bella, and Im certain Edward will like it, Esme commented in a motherly tone. She held up the dress so I could get a good look at it. I love it, Esme! I exclaimed. I cant wait to try it on and see if it fits. I grabbed the dress and took it to the dressing room. It fit like a glove. I came out to show it off to my family and they all clapped for me. Thats the one! Alice assured me. I grinned and went back in the dressing room to change back into my regular clothes. That had been easy, maybe even too easy. How often did I go shopping with Alice and get away with only trying on one thing? By the time I made it back out into the store, Alice had a number of dresses draped over her arm. She saw me looking at the stack and gave me her pouty smile. These are what I call little black numbers. Everyone needs a little black dress for special occasions, she declared confidently. Alice! Esme called. I think I found what youre looking for, dear. Youll look like a mermaid in this dress.

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She held it up and Alice squealed, clapping her hands with delight. Yes, thats it! Thank you, Esme! Esme smiled proudly. The dress was a shimmery blues and greens, reflecting light. It really did look reminiscent of mermaid scales sparkling under water in the sunlight. It was beautiful and fit the theme perfectly. Tell me, Alice, I whispered to her. Did you choose the prom theme to fit the dress or the dress to fit the prom theme? She smirked at me and winked. Ill never tell. I laughed. I wouldnt put it past her to arrange the entire prom theme around the perfect dress. Rose came out of the dressing room sporting a little red number that was so hot I jokingly considered calling the fire department. Alice laughed. You can call the fire department if you want, Bella. They wont mind the disruption, at least not when they catch sight of Rose. Rose and Esme laughed appreciatively. Man, Rose, if you wear that, theyd better have Carlisle working the ER to deal with all the cases of heart failure thatll occur when you walk through the door, I mentioned, only half kidding. Not to mention the number of boys who will spontaneously burst into flames at the sight of you. Rose grinned at me. Looks like Ive found my dress then. She strolled back into the dressing room to change. Esme, this dress is for you, Alice announced, holding a sexy black number out to her. She hesitated, reaching out a little, but not accepting it. I cant wear that, Alice! Esme exclaimed in embarrassment. Its indecent! Alice huffed. It isnt indecent, or else they wouldnt sell it here to be worn in public. Do I need to remind you that all six of your children will be attending the prom, leaving you and Carlisle with the whole house to yourselves? Esmes eyes darkened, and she grabbed the dress. I was sure if she were human she would be blushing, but she still grinned. Youre absolutely right, Alice, and I think Carlisle will really appreciate this dress under those circumstances. Im sure I could persuade him to enjoy a little moonlit dancing. Besides, if you want to see indecent, you should see the one I picked out for Rose! Alice declared, holding up a skimpy black dress with see-thru lace panels. Oh, yeah! Now were talking! Rose exclaimed, giving Alice a high five. Emmett will be my willing slave when I wear this, putty in my all too capable hands! I blushed just looking at the dress and hoped Id never see her modeling it. I couldnt imagine anyone actually wearing that thing in public, unless they were a prostitute or something. Alice

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was right, it was positively indecent. Just let me know in advance which day youre planning on wearing that so I can keep Edward far, far away, I pleaded. Let me know in advance, so I can make sure Jasper and I are ready to take full advantage of the tidal wave of lust that Emmett will be pouring out, Alice added. Let me know, so I can find out if Carlisle is going to be around or not. If hes working, I want to be miles away from the house, but if hes home, we might as well take advantage of Jaspers gift. He certainly wont be able to keep all that lust contained within himself. I have no doubt it will be washing through the house, drowning all the occupants, Esme confided. This is my little black number, Alice stated, holding up a velvet gown. It hung all the way to the floor, so at first it appeared decently modest. Then, as my eyes took in more details, I realized it had no back and the leg slit almost went all the way to the hip, leaving very little of the leg to the imagination. With every step, her thighs would be exposed, especially to vampire vision which wouldnt be deterred by the shadows cast by the fabric. Good grief! I grumbled. Why not just drape a piece of cloth over you? It would probably work just as well. That dress barely covers anything! Alice gave me a piercing look and rolled her eyes. Thats the point, Bella! Theres no need to get so worked up, you know. Were wearing them for our husbands to whom weve been married for over half a century. Give us a break. So what if we want to keep it exciting after all this time? She had a point there. Sorry, I mumbled, hanging my head. I guess Im almost as much of a prude as Edward is. Its why you two are so good for each other, darling, Esme murmured, embracing me and kissing the top of my head. I smiled up at her, basking in her affection. Hey, Tinkerbell! Rose cried excitedly. Ive got the perfect dress for you. All you need are some wings and pixie dust! She tossed a very short green dress with a crinoline miniskirt over to Alice. Alice squealed with joy as she caught it. Perfect! Just what Ive been needing to complete a certain ensemble Ive been designing. Jasper is absolutely going to love this.

One look at her expression, and I decided I didnt really want to know. I looked at my watch and was surprised to note wed only been shopping for a few hours. We already had our dresses, and the rest of the day was stretching out before us. We paid for our purchases (well the Cullens paid), and Alice led us to a little restaurant for me to grab some lunch. So, now that the shopping is done, how about we go someplace fun, like Knotts Berry farm?! I recommended enthusiastically. Alice looked at me as if I had completely lost my marbles. Done? What on earth makes you think were done? My smile faltered and I hesitated. Well, we got the dresses, right?

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Of course, we got the dresses, but thats only the beginning. We need to get the rest of the outfit shoes, hose, undergarments, jewelry, makeup, etc. Weve got a lot more to do, so dont dawdle! I cringed. How could I have been so nave. Wasnt I used to shopping with Alice yet? She seriously needed a pet project to keep her out of my hair, literally. Maybe I could get her to focus all her makeover talents on Leah and Angela and leave me alone. I loved her and enjoyed spending time with her, but theres only so much Bella Barbie one girl could take. Where was Jasper when you needed him? I had quickly gone from optimistic hope and joy that we could enjoy the rest of our day to the disturbing knowledge that I was only praying to survive until dinnertime.

Chapter 65: Hard Day

EPOV I fretted all weekend about Bella being with the girls, wondering what they were doing together. I was sure Bella would never behave inappropriately with my mother and sisters, but I also knew I pushed her pretty hard. It had to be a joke. I was certain Esme would never do something like that. Carlisle's thoughts after the phone call had mainly confirmed my suspicion. His thoughts were amused and affectionate, full of Esme. He wouldn't have been so amused and loving if he took her words seriously, would he? But Emmett's thoughts had been downright terrifying. His mind had conjured up image after horrifying image of Rosalie, Alice, and Bella, in awkward positions in various states of undress. The mental pictures were so vivid, they almost seemed like memories instead of his imagination. I noticed even he wasn't sick enough to fantasize about Esme, for which I was immensely grateful. She truly was a mother to us all, which is why I had such a hard time when Carlisle thought of being intimate with her. He had every right to think that way about his own wife. I couldn't begrudge him that, but I still did my utmost best to block those thoughts out. Jasper's thoughts were similar enough to Emmett's that I finally couldn't take it anymore and ran. If both of them had such images in mind, were they memories? Could they really both be imagining the same things? What if Bella wasn't quite as innocent as I believed her to be? No! I couldn't doubt her like that! The insidious thought had been planted though and refused to be banished. It wormed its way through all of my thoughts, turning my brain to mush. We left early Saturday morning for our hunting trip, but my heart wasn't in it. It had been pretty funny when Jasper walked in squelching of ocean water. I caught the drift of his thoughts and laughed. Feeling better, Jazzy?

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He glared at me. Emmett came back downstairs when he heard me address Jasper. He was wearing a satisfied smirk. Anyone heard from the girls? Jasper asked, frowning. Carlisle came out of his room and joined us in the foyer. We all shook our heads. I guess they've been too BUSY, Emmett cheered, waggling his eyebrows. I felt nauseous at the turn of his thoughts. Jasper growled. Enough with the lust, Emmett! I have no desire to swim to Alaska and back again. I'm thirsty, grumpy, and missing Alice, so I will gladly kick your ass if you push me today, Jasper grouched. Okay, okay, Emmett muttered defensively, putting up his hands. Let's just go hunt as soon as Jasper changes into some dry clothes, Carlisle suggested calmly. Always the peacemaker. Jasper trudged slowly upstairs, dripping on the carpet the whole way. Esme was not going to be happy. Carlisle was thinking the same thing. Emmett, clean up those drips and that puddle, he ordered. What?! But it's not my mess, I didn't do . . . Emmett immediately started whining. NOW! Carlisle commanded in his leader voice. That one word was all it took to shut Emmett up and send him scurrying to find a rag. He had the mess completely cleaned up, including the puddle where Jasper had been standing while talking to us, by the time Jasper stepped out of his bedroom in clean, dry clothes. After that, none of us felt like talking, so we made the whole trip to Goat Rocks in silence. We made it back to the house on Sunday before the girls did. To our surprise, Black's Pack showed up with movies and pizza wanting to hang out with us. None of us were in the mood to play games, but we honored Esme by offering our hospitality anyway. After a few hours of male bonding with our enthusiastically immature pack brothers, all of us were feeling much more relaxed. It was like being in a room full of Emmetts, overwhelming but amusing. Carlisle didn't participate in the crude banter. He simply watched us through hooded eyes, a perpetual smirk on his lips. He was definitely wearing a 'boys will be boys' expression, especially as our conversation wasn't much better than that found in the boys' locker room at the high school, what with the trash talking and sexual innuendo. Personally, I didn't say much, only jumping in when I thought of a particularly witty retort. Our joking was interrupted by Carlisle's cell phone. We all got quiet, expecting it to be our womenfolk. I listened in on Carlisle's thoughts. Esme! Finally! Yep, it was indeed our lady loves. Hello, Esme, Carlisle greeted warmly, anticipation and love in his voice. Uh, hi, Carlisle. I . . . um . . . have something to tell you before we get there. Why is she stuttering like this? She knows she can tell me anything. There was kind of an accident on Friday, not long after we left . . .

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An accident? What's wrong, honey? What happened? We can't get hurt, how bad can it be? Did they wreck the car? Oh, no! Bella! I felt my stomach drop to the floor. My Bella! Well, it's Bella. She's different now. I just didn't want you guys to be to shocked when you saw her. Ohh! Did she get a haircut or something? Did Alice get a bit carried away playing Barbie Bella? His thoughts were full of affection for his wife and all three daughters. Oh, right. She must have gotten a new hairstyle for the prom or something. Of course my family wouldn't let anything happen to her. Um, no, not quite. Actually, we all kind of got carried away. Bella got scratched by somebody's fingernail in the heat of the moment, and the smell of her rich sweet blood permeated the air in the confines of the car. Before I could even think to lower the window or anything, it was already too late. Too late? What is she saying? She can't mean what I think she means. Too late? What the heck was that supposed to mean? What did she mean, 'too late'? Too late? Carlisle squeaked nervously, glancing around the room. Oh, yeah. The wolves are here. Oh, crap. They could hear every word of both sides of the conversation as well as we could. Their faces were stony, their eyes fixed unblinkingly on Carlisle and the phone in his hand. I checked their thoughts and found their minds all screaming the same thing: If one of them bit her over a scratch, whether they killed her or changed her, they violated the treaty. The treaty! Oh, no! I tried to get Carlisle's attention so he would take the conversation out of hearing range, but it was too late for that too. Before I could force the first syllable out of my mouth, Esme had already begun her reply. Too late to prevent the biting. The good news is that her change was faster than usual, just under two days, and she was totally fine when she awakened. We were thinking it was probably all the venom, something about the combination of the venom of the three of us, that helped make her change so quick. All of our jaws dropped at that remark. Carlisle's words slipped out before he could catch them. You bit her, Esme? Even you? The whispers were echoing around me, but I couldn't even think straight. I had been betrayed. Robbed by my own mother and sisters. No, it couldn't be true. My love couldn't be a vampire already. We had plans! This had to be a joke! They were just torturing me for fun. I calmed, refusing to believe they were telling the truth until I saw it with my own eyes. Carlisle? Who else is there, Carlisle? The wolves are here. We heard the gasps on the other side of the line.

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Oh, dear. That complicates things, doesn't it? Talk about the understatement of the year. Things were beyond complicated. They would never be the same. You broke the treaty! Jacob growled. The other wolves echoed his growl with growls of their own. We thought surely if a vampire could be trusted, Esme would be trustworthy. Our mother. The mother who just bit her own daughter! How could you, Esme? You broke the treaty! Um, Carlisle, we're almost there. Just give us about two more minutes. Then she hung up. Carlisle stared helplessly at the phone. The wolves jumped to their feet. Wait! I shouted. It's just a joke! They're playing a joke on us! The wolves all turned to look at me with an odd stare. They are? Are you sure? Jacob asked, watching me suspiciously. You'll see, I replied calmly. When she gets here she will be totally fine and will be laughing at all of us. She's still human, you'll see. The wolves studied my expression, no doubt trying to gauge my sincerity. Did you talk to her? Jacob asked carefully. I looked at him in confusion, then in fear. Not since Friday, I admitted. He nodded. So you're not sure. I squirmed. It, it has to be a joke. You'll see. You will. Well, we'll find out soon enough, he replied, heading outside to confront the girls in the front yard. The rest of his pack followed closely behind him. My brothers, father, and I all ran outside on their heels, not comfortable with the idea of them between us and our mates. Let's not do anything hasty, Carlisle warned, trying to soothe the troubled wolves. He nudged Jasper and a wave of calm swept through the yard. The car stopped at the treeline, not coming any further toward the house, no doubt concerned about the quivering wolves in between them and the house. Slowly, all four of them climbed out of the SUV. The last rays of the sun broke through the clouds and all four of them began to sparkle. My heart sunk. She took one step forward and met my eyes. Her chocolate brown depths were now a shallow crimson. My Bella was a monster. Just like me. I tore my eyes from her to glare at my mother and sisters. I saw that they too were sporting red eyes. I gnashed my teeth in anger. They were full of human blood. Blood stolen from my beloved.

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Emmett's thoughts hit me. Yay!! Now I can wrestle with my little sister! This is going to be awesome! Wait a minute. If she's already a vampire, doesn't that mean no baby? Oh, no. Poor Eddie. I shut everybody else's thoughts out of my mind, allowing my misery to consume me, as I fell to my knees. CPOV This was a disaster of epic proportions. I was overwhelmed with how awful it truly was. The treaty was broken, we'd have to leave Forks now and never return, assuming the wolves even let us live long enough to leave. Bella and Edward would never be able to have the child they'd been dreaming of, which meant Esme would never be a grandmother. I saw them get out of the car. I saw the red eyes and the sparkling. But something wasn't right. My focus was on my wife. If she had truly bitten Bella, she would be absolutely devastated right now. She would be mourning the loss of her future grandchild. All I saw in her body language and facial expression was amusement and anticipation. I knew my mate, backwards, forwards, and inside out. Edward was right, this was a joke. But what about the wolves? They would attack! I looked at them assessingly and quickly realized they were quivering with suppressed laughter, not anger. They were in on the joke then. I met my wife's gaze and gave her a smile to let her know the jig was up. She flicked her gaze over to Edward, and I understood the joke was really directed at him. Well, I wouldn't ruin their fun. Edward was on his knees, his head in his hands, wailing melodramatically. Foolish boy. If he would only use his eyes and ears, he'd quickly pick up on the discrepancies. He should know better than to jump rashly to conclusions with insufficient evidence. How many times must the boy learn this lesson the hard way before he finally gets it? I guess that's really the same question as: How many roads must a man walk down before you can call him a man? The answer, my friend is blowing in the wind, the answer is blowing in the wind. In other words, the answer is 'Who knows?' Either that or the answer is 42. JasPOV As they got out of the car, I carefully assessed everybody's moods. The wolves were surprised and amused. Amused? The women were amused and anticipatory. Okay, no guilt or remorse and Bella's way too calm. Edward was right. This is a joke, and the wolves are in on it. I sent a wave of triumph over to my wife, so she would know I knew. She flicked her eyes toward Edward, and I saw him on his knees. The waves of his emotion nearly knocked me off my feet. He was totally lost in emo world. I quickly shut him out, moving away from him. Alice flashed me the stopwatch in her hand, and I had difficulty controlling my laughter. So they were timing him to know how long it took for him to realize she was really still human. Her heartbeat was a dead giveaway. Yep, life had truly gotten a lot more entertaining since Bella joined us. I waited for Emmett to figure it out so we could place bets on the outcome. EmPOV I watched them exit the car and saw Bella sparkle in the fading light. Her eyes were red. Yay!! Now I can wrestle with my little sister! This is going to be awesome! Wait a minute. If she's already a vampire, doesn't that mean no baby? Oh, no. Poor Eddie. I shouted in my brain. Then I saw Edwards face and tried to keep my thoughts to myself.

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My concern immediately jumped to Rose. She'd been wanting this baby for so long. She would be beside herself with grief and guilt. I met her eyes. How strange. She really wasn't upset at all. I focused on her more closely and saw the telltale line circling her pupils. She was wearing contacts. I quickly checked Bella and saw she was also wearing them. I smirked back at Rose. Can't prank the master. Wait! Wolves! I looked at them again and saw them barely restraining their laughter as they watched Emoward make a big scene. Ah, so they were in on it. Cool. I looked over at Jasper and Carlisle. They had figured it out as well. I sidled over to Jasper. Five grand says he runs away, off to that meadow of his, before he realizes she's human, I whispered to him. Jasper grinned. You're on! Then he hesitated and glanced over at Alice. She was frowning disapprovingly at him, and he cursed under his breath. Yes! If Alice disapproves, that means I've got this one in the bag! EPOV Whhhyyyy? Why did this happen? It's not fair! Not my Bella! Why does she have to be a monster? Why does she have to be a soulless bloodsucking demon, damned for all eternity? Why did we try to change the future? This is awful! Terrible! Tragic! Beyond tragic! Catastrophic! Epically disastrous! They didn't even have words to describe how terrible this was! Why didn't Alice see this? Why didn't she stop it? How could she let this happen? I glared at her, feeling as if my eyes were laser beams that could burn right through her. This was all her fault! She wanted to go shopping in L.A. She wanted to take Bella on a girls only trip. Had she seen this beforehand and allowed it anyway? Had she set it up to happen like her vision? I focused on her thoughts, wanting to gauge her state of guilt and remorse for ruining my eternity! It's the end of the world as we know it. It's the end of the world as we know it. It's the end of the world as we know it, and I feel fine. Aaargh! She was singing! Stupid pixie! How dare she block me! I got up and ran. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to get away, to come to terms with the destruction of all my hopes and dreams. I headed where I always go when I need to think my meadow, our meadow. I broke down sobbing as I thought about her reaction to seeing my skin sparkle for the first time compared to my reaction to seeing hers do the same. I'm an even worse monster than I was before! My love had gone through the change without me there to comfort her. I was not the first face she saw when she awoke to her new existence. My first reaction to seeing her in her newborn form was to run away from her, not toward her. How would she ever forgive me? She, who as a fragile human had accepted me and loved me, monster and all. How could I do any less for her? How could I turn my back on her now in her time of need. She must be so scared and overwhelmed, yet I am here alone, rather than by her side reassuring and teaching her. And the wolves! Oh, crap! I forgot the wolves! I left my family there to fight alone! I deserted them, abandoned my love to face a second and final death at the claws and teeth of our

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former friends. What the heck was I thinking?! I had betrayed them all far worse than they had ever betrayed me! Quickly, I dragged myself up and ran back to the house, worried about what would be awaiting me there. BPOV It was a good thing Alice had warned me, but even with the warning I couldn't believe it when Edward actually ran away from us all. I stared after his retreating form in disbelief. After all, he thought we had broken the treaty and that the werewolves were going to attack us! And he still ran away, leaving me to fight the wolves without him. Man! I wasn't so sure our relationship was going to survive the transformation after all. Certainly not any time soon. That boy needed some serious therapy or something. Why was he always running away whenever the going got tough? I knew he'd be back he'd realize his mistake, but the fact is, it's a darn good thing this was just a dry run. If we'd really been in this position, I'd likely be a pile of ashes before he could get back to beg my forgiveness. This was an issue that needed to be dealt with before our relationship progressed any further. I wasn't the only one staring after him in shock. Some of the wolves felt the need to 'knock some sense into him'. I got the distinct impression Carlisle was internally debating the merits of taking his century old son over his knee and paddling his behind until he came to his senses. Rose appeared to be wondering whether or not she could buy an honest to goodness dunce cap off of eBay and was muttering about stools in the corner. Even Esme was gazing after him like she was debating between grounding him for a decade or two or donating his entire CD collection and possibly even his piano to the battered women's shelter. I needed to help them refocus their anger and aggression. After all, I did still love Edward and he wouldn't be much use to me in multiple pieces or fertilizing the garden as ash. So I hatched another brilliant plan and shared it with my family and friends. They accepted it wholeheartedly and rushed to put everything in effect. The mood had lightened considerably, and Jasper gave me a grateful smile. The poor guy was currently enduring a lecture from Alice on being responsible with his money, with the moral being something about how many pairs of shoes could be bought for five grand. I squinted at him and Alice in confusion. Buying $5000 worth of shoes was a responsible use of money? I just shrugged. Alice would be Alice. I didn't even want to think about how much our prom dresses must have cost. By the time Edward finally made it back to the house, we were all ready and waiting for him, ready to start the next stage of his torture. EPOV My senses were on full alert as I sped back to the house, horrified by the images my mind was imagining of the amount of carnage I would surely witness when I arrived. How many of my family had been killed or injured? How many of my friends would we now need to bury? I sped into the yard and came to a sudden halt. Where was everyone? Nobody was fighting. There was no bloodshed. They weren't even talking. How long had I been gone? Had I lost track of time? I walked slowly to the house, listening to the thoughts of my family. Their thoughts were all too normal, too calm for what had just happened. The wolves were nowhere to be seen, but not a single member of my family was thinking about them. I walked cautiously into the house and did a double take. The family was sitting casually around the living room watching a comedy on TV. They looked like they always did, like
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nothing had happened. The couples were all snuggled up together, and Bella was sitting there on the couch waiting for me, eating a bowl of popcorn. Popcorn? Vampires can't eat popcorn, unlike the wolves, who eat anything that's not nailed down. Speaking of which, where were they? I listened carefully and only heard one heartbeat, Bella's. Wait a minute. One heartbeat. Bella's. She has a heartbeat? I raced over to the couch. Oh, hello, Edward, Carlisle greeted me. The girls came home while you were out. Be thankful you didn't have to help carry in all their shopping bags. I stared at him, but he just went back to watching the movie. Esme looked over at me, with her yellow eyes, and smiled at me before snuggling her head on Carlisle's shoulder. Okay, that was weird. I sat next to Bella, and she turned to face me, willingly abandoning the movie to give me her full attention. I gazed deeply into her chocolate eyes, and her smile dazzled me like it usually does. I listened to her glorious heartbeat, which began to accelerate now that I was holding her hands. I inhaled her tantalizing scent and felt my throat burn. For once, I actually welcomed the burn, as it meant my beautiful, wonderful Bella was miraculously, deliciously still alive. But if she was still alive, then what the heck just happened? I listened to my family's thoughts, but they were completely focused on the movie, which I found rather odd. I couldn't even remember the last time they had been so engrossed in a movie. So, it was just a joke, huh? I asked incredulously. Bella looked at me blankly. What was? The whole thing about you turning into a newborn and us having broken the treaty with the wolves. What are you talking about? she wondered, tilting her head in confusion. Now it was my turn to get a little puzzled. You know, Esme called and said she and the girls bit you and you turned into a newborn vampire. Edward! I would never do that to Bella! Esme protested sincerely, looking hurt. I love Bella like my own daughter, and I would never harm her. I know, I answered. But you did and that made the wolves so mad that they were going to kill all of us. Bella stared at me in concern. Look at me, Edward. Obviously, no one has bitten me. I'm just fine. Besides, the wolves haven't even been here since last weekend. Of course, they have. They were here all afternoon. My father and brothers turned to me in surprise. What do you mean, Edward? Carlisle asked carefully, studying my expressions. You've been in your meadow ever since we got back from hunting.

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Yeah, Edward, Emmett agreed. I haven't seen any wolves, not that I was looking, but I doubt I could have missed them if they were here. Jazz and I just played video games while we waited for our wives to return. I tried to read their minds, but each one of them had their minds filled with their mates. They have got to be kidding me. So now you're going to tell me you didn't see Bella as a newborn vampire when they arrived? I demanded of my family. They looked at me like I was crazy. Are you insane, Edward? Rose retorted. Do you really think I would bite Bella and change her into a vampire before she has a chance to get pregnant with your baby? Do you really know me so little after all the decades we've lived together? Edward! Bella's my best friend and my little sister! You really think I would hurt her? Why would I? I have been around her when she's been actively bleeding before without attacking her. How could you even think such things? Alice defended herself. I shook my head. This was beyond strange. I know! I'll call the wolves! I pulled out my cell phone and dialed Jacob's number. He picked up after the second ring. Hey, Edward. Good to hear from you! Jacob answered enthusiastically. Yeah, you too man. Um, so what happened over here at my house today? How should I know? Well, you were here, weren't you? "Dude, are you feeling okay? I've been right here working on my car all day. I've almost got it all fixed and ready to roll. I've installed a super cool new sound system. Why? Is everything okay? You don't remember Esme calling Carlisle to say she and the girls had bitten Bella and were bringing her home as a vampire? What?! You're pulling my leg, Edward Cullen. There is no way in hell that Esme would ever bite Bella. If you want to put one over on me, you're going to have to come up with something a little more plausible. I mean, that's like you telling me Carlisle went on a bloodthirsty rampage and sucked a bunch of cub scouts dry. Or that he ate the girl scouts who came around peddling their cookies. I mean, get real, dude. Only a real sucker would fall for something like that. Only a gullible fool would swallow that story. I may be years and years younger than you, but I wasn't born yesterday, you know. Uh, right. Thanks, Jake. Sorry to bother you. Aw, don't be mad Eddie-poo, just because you're not as creative as Emmett when it comes to pranks. I growled. Shut up, dog. Make me, leech

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Screw you. No thanks, I don't swing that way. Go to hell. Sure, sure. But I'm taking you with me. I growled again. That the best you got, bloodsucker? Schnozzinfraggin! I shouted out a nonsense word to express my frustration. There was a slight pause on the other end and then a quiet, Bless you! I didn't know vampires could sneeze. Maybe you should get Carlisle to take a look at that for you. Goodbye, Jacob, I snapped. Bye, Edward. See you Saturday. We both hung up. I didn't know vampires could get headaches, but I was starting to prove that they could. What the heck is going on here? I know I wasn't losing my mind. Was I? Nothing was adding up anymore. Did it happen or didn't it? Was it a vision? Could I be getting visions now? Had I somehow stumbled into The Twilight Zone? No, it did happen. I know it. I just need proof. I started sniffing, knowing the wolves' scents would be strong here. To my surprise the odor was faint, riding delicately under the strong scents of my family, my mate, and the popcorn. The odor should be a lot stronger if they were just here today. BPOV I saw Edward sniffing after he got off the phone with Jacob. This was really too funny. I looked over and winked at Jasper, while Edward was preoccupied. Esme had assigned Jasper to the task of dispersing the wolves' scent. He'd been busy with fans and Febreeze. I stifled a giggle. Unfortunately, Edward still picked up on it. What's so funny? he inquired suspiciously. I gave him a serene smile. Just a comment from the movie. He nodded and went back to fretting. What's the matter, darling? I asked, projecting concern. EPOV I looked at Bella. Should I tell her what I was thinking? What if I really was losing my mind? Do they make Vampire Prozac? Jasper could feel my anxiety and sent me a wave of calm. My walking, talking anti-depressant, anti-anxiety. Too bad I can't fit him in my pocket. I needed a Jasper patch. Something to provide me continuously with that sense of calm contentment.

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It was real. I know it was. Esme called and said the three of them had bitten you and changed you. The wolves freaked out because we broke the treaty. Though it is strange now I think about it that they all were thinking the exact same thing at the same time. You guys got home, the wolves were shaking, ready to transform at any moment, and you stepped out of the car. The sun hit your skin, and you sparkled. Your eyes were crimson. I watched her face carefully as I told her this. I was reveling in the sight, sound, smell, and feel of this beautiful girl. She cocked her head to the side. And what did you do then? Did you scoop me up and kiss me? she asked huskily. I hung my head in shame. I ran to my meadow to think. Her face furrowed in confused disbelief. You mean you abandoned me to the wolves? I nodded guiltily. I'm so sorry, honey. Well, sorry doesn't help much if I'm already dead, she snipped. I sobbed. I know. My guilt at my foolish reaction overwhelmed me. I needed to grow up running away from my problems was not a viable option. I needed to face up to them, like a man. She must have seen the realization and resolve that accompanied my thoughts, for she smiled at me. She soothingly rubbed the back of my hands. Sounds like you had a nightmare, Edward. I smirked. Vampires don't have nightmares, love. First of all, we are the nightmares. Secondly, we don't sleep, so we don't dream. I don't know what it was or what happened, but it was real. She nodded. Sounds like a nightmare to me. I frowned. Vampires can't have nightmares, Bella. She rolled her eyes. Vampires can't have babies either, but that isn't going to stop you is it? Humph. The girl did have a point there. I spent the rest of the evening worried about losing my sanity. Finally, Bella yawned indicating she was ready for bed. I took her home and carried her up to her room. As I looked down at the beautiful girl in my arms, I saw something flash in the light on the skin behind Bella's ear. I touched my finger to it, and brought it out to look at it as I set Bella gently down by her bed. Glitter? Bella, is this glitter? I asked. She smirked and pulled a contact lens case out of her pocket, tossing it onto her nightstand. The pieces all locked together. I had just been royally pranked and my family and friends were all in on it. Her smirk grew into a full-fledged grin as she saw the understanding enter my consciousness. Why you little . . . I growled.
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She put her hands on my shoulder and stood up on tiptoe to whisper in my ear. You were right, honey. Payback sucks, doesn't it?! Then she turned around and strolled off to the bathroom, with an evil chuckle, leaving me staring after her. Just before she shut the door, she whispered, Don't mess with the best.

Chapter 66: Prom At Last

BPOV Alice and Rose had been getting me ready for this stupid dance for hours. I'd been poked and prodded for more time than the dance would actually last. What's up with that? I suppose when one had eternity to fill, time wasn't much of a priority like it was to those whose minutes on earth were limited. I was glad Edward was finally speaking to me again. He had given us all the silent treatment, including the wolves, especially when he found out they had been in on the joke from the very beginning, having received a phone call from us before they even went over to the Cullen house. Esme had taken the silent treatment the hardest, even harder than me. I simply took it in stride, knowing Edward had to react in some way to save face, and also knowing he needed time to think about the issues the little exercise had brought to light. Those issues were serious ones. I had known of his weaknesses from reading the Twilight books, but it was different to see those weaknesses in action with my own eyes. It hurt far more than I thought it would. The first major issue was Edward's tendency to jump to conclusions where I was concerned, since he couldn't read my mind. He became easily emotional and always assumed the worst, to the point of even ignoring the obvious, instead of talking to me about the issues and trusting me to make my own decisions. This was the very weakness that lead to him leaving me in New Moon, which I definitely didn't want to experience in real life. It was painful enough to live it on paper. The second major weakness was his tendency to run from his problems with me and underestimate the ability of both of us to face those issues together. This was seen in the way he ran to Alaska on my first day of school and avoided me after the van incident in Twilight, left me in New Moon, avoided all but minimal intimacy with me in Eclipse, and tried to get me to have an abortion and have puppies
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instead in Breaking Dawn. Ewww. This weakness of his was very unhealthy for our relationship. I certainly had plenty of weaknesses of my own that needed to be worked through for the good of our relationship, but I was more aware of them. Edward tended to be blind to his own faults, thinking he knew so much because of reading others thoughts. There is a big difference to watching a surgery being performed on TV or even through virtual reality and performing that same surgery on a real living person. While one can learn a lot by watching, there is no substitute for real life experience. There is a measure of maturity that comes with doing that cannot be gained by simply watching. That was a concept Edward had not fully grasped yet. The fact that Edward ran off to the meadow to deal with his emotional turmoil surrounding the idea of my early change, was an example of both his weaknesses working together. He jumped to a conclusion without considering all the facts. Each of the other men figured out the ruse in seconds, simply by noticing the contrasts between the initial impression and the actual presentation. In giving in to his own emotional angst, he failed to consider the consequences of his choice on me and the rest of his family. He did not consult any of us on the wisdom of his conclusion or the wisdom of his reaction to that conclusion. The same thing happened in New Moon. He jumped to the faulty conclusion that I was better off without him and his family, without accepting the counsel of me or his family. He made the choice to leave 'for my own good', which led to much pain and suffering for me and his family. He thought only of his own suffering, underestimating my suffering and the suffering of his family, just as he underestimated my love for him and them, and their love for me. He also underestimated our ability to face the dangers together and come out on top. These were issues we needed to discuss before they could cause him to do something else stupid 'for my own good'. The third weakness we needed to discuss was his self-loathing. He still considered himself a soulless monster, damned for eternity. I needed to help him see himself more clearly. I had a few points to make that I figured would knock his socks off. I felt a tug on my hair. Wake up, Daydreamer, it's time to put on your dress, Rose teased. I smiled, focusing my attention back on the world around me. Finally! I muttered playfully. I was beginning to wonder if you guys would finish primping me before the prom was even over. Then again, I wouldn't mind too terribly much skipping straight to the after-prom party. Alice squealed. This is going to be the best party ever! I loved your riverboat gambling theme, and judging by the response, everyone else does too! They're really going to love our special surprise. I groaned. Surprise? We never agreed on a surprise! Alice grinned. Well, it wouldn't be a surprise if you already knew it, would it? Alice! What have you done? You don't think it was extravagant enough to bring a real riverboat gambling ship all the way from Biloxi, Mississippi? Silly Bella! That wasn't completely impractical, you know. Remember you told me my niece lives in Biloxi? Well, Jazzy and I are just going to take the boat back to Biloxi ourselves over summer break and look her up while we are there. I raised my eyebrows in surprise. I hadn't made the connection before, simply figuring Alice was going overboard as usual.

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I suppose there was some rhyme to your reason after all, I teased. There's always a rhyme to my reason, my dear, and the sooner you figure that out the better, Alice retorted cockily. Never underestimate the manipulation abilities of the devious future seer. You do know she manipulates life to produce the results she wants, don't you? She just wishes she was omniscient so she could make all our choices for us all the time to make everything perfect in her own eyes. There's just enough she can't see to still keep things interesting, Rose remarked. Personally, I try not to think about it too much. If I consider her abilities too much I just get freaked out, so I tend to pretend she just has good intuition, I replied truthfully. Alice snorted. Yeah, ignorance is bliss for all you little people, mere pawns in the game of life. Just remember I already know what's going to happen tonight, and I know just how to set you up to live through your most embarrassing moments ever. So don't mess with me. Rose actually looked a bit frightened before she recovered her poker face. I just smiled my best smile at Alice and widened my eyes, doing my best to copy her 'innocent' look. Oh, Alice! I love you so much. You're my best friend and my sister. You know I would never hurt you. To my surprise it actually worked. She smiled back at me and patted my hand gently. Then she shook her head, mumbling, Only human in the world who can dazzle vampires. She's downright dangerous. I've been taking lessons from the best! I quipped. Rose and Alice both grinned at me. They helped me with my dress and the finishing touches. Alice warned me not to move a muscle, and they raced off to get themselves ready. The three of us went downstairs to our gentlemen, making a regal entrance. They awaited us at the bottom of the steps. My breath caught as I got a glimpse of Edward, dressed in his tuxedo, his bow tie and cummerbund matching the royal blue of my dress. He bowed and kissed my hand before attaching my corsage of freesia and bluebells. He had a matching boutonniere for me to pin to his left lapel. Esme took pictures of each of the couples and hugged us goodbye. Her eyes were shiny when she let go of Edward and me, so I kissed her cheek. She beamed at me and encouraged us to enjoy ourselves. This was certainly going to be an interesting night and hopefully not too embarrassing. Charlie had been roped into chaperone duty, which I knew he would absolutely hate. He was to patrol and make sure none of the students were engaged in illicit or illegal activity. Prom had become well know over the years as a strange rite of passage with society's youth, involving mainly getting drunk and having sex. Charlie had the dubious duty of trying to prevent both of those from occurring. The prevention of those two things was also the reason the town of Forks was helping to sponsor the after-Prom party. The party would also be monitored for alcohol, drugs, and sex, so the town citizens hoped the teenagers would choose to go there to celebrate rather than going off to celebrate in 'private parties'. I was glad Charlie was going to get to see me in my dress, but I was nervous for his sake at having to endure a gym full of hormonal teenagers for hours on end. It wasn't exactly his strong suit. At the same time, I was hoping that with exposure to such a large number of teenagers, Charlie would be able to see how much better behaved and more responsible Edward and I were compared to normal teenagers. I was also looking forward to spending hours in Edward's embrace for legitimate reasons in front of Charlie. I was hoping it would help desensitize him to the view of me in Edward's arms. Now that I had so much practice

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dancing, thanks to another of the Cullens' little training programs, I wasn't terrified of tripping over my feet all night or bumping into all the other couples. We arrived at the gym, and Edward held out his hand for me. Ready, love? I took a deep breath and grabbed his hand. As I'll ever be. We strolled inside to see a beautifully decorated gym, with sheer blue and green gauze covering the walls and hanging down from the ceiling. The lights were all blue, green, and purple. Several fog machines were set up around the dance floor, creating an ethereal atmosphere hovering about a foot off the ground. The stage had been decorated with under the sea scenery including shells and coral. There was a treasure chest off to one side, which contained the props for the Prom King and Queen. I heard Lauren complaining about paying so much money for her shoes when nobody could see them under the fog. Whatever. EsmePOV I watched all my children walk out to their cars, dressed in their finery and my heart was bursting full of pride and love. Alice and Jasper both turned around to wink at me. Oh, Carlisle, I murmured to the gorgeous man beside me. Our oldest son and newest daughter are off to their first prom together. Isn't that so sweet? My babies are all grown up now. I felt his chest rumble as he chuckled. Hmmm, well 'grown up' is a matter of opinion I believe, my dear, he teased. At least you won't ever have to experience empty nest syndrome, as we'll never be able to get rid of all these guys. Shame on you, Carlisle, I scolded. You know I'm never happy when they leave. I don't ever want to get rid of them. He smiled. I know, dear. You are happiest with a full house, and now that we have Bella, we are even going to have a grandchild. When that happens, I expect you'll be over the moon. I felt an explosion of love inside of me. A grandchild! A real baby of my own to coddle and spoil! A baby that's actually safer with vampires than humans! Carlisle gave me a knowing look. I figured I probably looked a lot like an excited Alice at the thought. I wrapped my arms around his neck and poured my love and happiness into my kiss. His arms were quick to come around me as he responded. I pulled away, looking up at his honey gold eyes. Speaking of empty houses, I believe we are in one now. I thought we could enjoy a little dancing tonight in the privacy of our own living room. What do you think, honey? He smiled. Anything for you, my love. Why don't you clear us a space while I go change into something more appropriate?

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He nodded, his eyes darkening slightly. I raced upstairs and changed into my little black dress. When I came back downstairs, he was waiting for me, the furniture pushed aside to make room for our maneuvers. When he saw me, he stopped breathing and his eyes immediately turned black. I licked my lip and smiled at him. His fingers started to tremble, and he swallowed loudly. CarlislePOV My beautiful wife wanted to dance, and so we shall. I pushed the furniture aside, clearing a good space for some fancy turns and spins. She and I loved dancing together. Besides, dancing here alone could easily lead to other intimate activities. After all, the kids will be gone for hours and hours. We had a rare opportunity to simply relax and enjoy having the house all to ourselves. We could make as much noise as we wanted, say anything we wanted, without anybody hearing us. Mmmm. I turned around and waited for my soul mate to make her appearance. When she did though, I was struck dumb. The dress she was wearing was so hot I felt like I was on fire. I couldn't wait to have her in my arms. For a minute or two, I had to concentrate on controlling my inner beast that wanted to throw her over my shoulder, race upstairs, and lock us into our room together for the next week or two, keeping her confined to our bed the entire time. If only I could think of a reason we should be quarantined. Unfortunately, even my super vampire brain was having a hard time thinking at the moment. Well, if I was going to burn, then so was she. Two could play this game. Why don't put on some music while I change, my sweet? I purred seductively. She inhaled deeply and nodded, walking over to our iPod station to make a playlist. I ran to my room to change into my tux, only without the shirt or jacket. I came back downstairs, eager to see Esme's reaction to my 'outfit'. I was gratified to see her jaw drop, her eyes turn black, and her gaze become hungry. She stalked over to me and ran her hand down my bare chest. Shall we dance, ma cherie? I murmured softly. EsmePOV I arranged a playlist of some of our favorite dance tunes as I waited for Carlisle to change. I wondered what he would wear. Did he have something new up his sleeve? I turned and saw him waiting there for me. My jaw dropped at the sight of him, and I suddenly felt flushed with heat. No, he didn't have anything up his sleeve, because he didn't have any. He had come down wearing his pants, cummerbund, and bow tie, but no shirt. I was ready to jump him right here and now, but I carefully restrained myself. I stalked over to him, like a predator circling her prey. I couldn't resist reaching out a hand to run down his glorious muscular chest. Shall we dance, ma cherie? he asked me softly. I took his outstretched hand and allowed him to lead me to the dance floor. I would let this man lead me anywhere. BPOV After an hour of dancing with Edward, I was actually getting a little bored. I wasn't bored of Edward's company, of course, merely everybody else's. I found myself desperately wishing we could be dancing somewhere private instead, preferably wearing fewer clothes. Besides, my

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feet were getting tired, and I was starting to sweat from all the body heat being generated around me. Can we take a break now? I asked Edward pleadingly. He grinned. Of course, love. Would you like some punch? I nodded and we strolled over to the punch table. He took a sniff, and then grabbed an empty cup, pulling me away from the punch bowl. He led me over to the water fountain instead, filling the cup and handing it to me. I sipped the cold water, which did go a long way to restoring me. What's wrong with the punch? I inquired, my lips twitching in amusement. It's been doctored already, he complained with disgust. It has a high quantity of alcohol in it. Who did it? I asked. He started searching minds, until he found it. Mike Newton, disgusting pervert. He's hoping at least one girl will get so drunk he can have his wicked way with her. He paused searching again. Eric and Tyler on the other hand brought alcohol, but haven't shared it with anyone but each other yet. They're pretty drunk. Our siblings had made their way over to us at this point, and Emmett picked up on that last statement. Oy, an inspiration! he shouted over the music so I could hear. I looked at him with both curiosity and fear. Emmett had the rare ability to cause mass destruction unintentionally. I wondered if that could possibly be a vampire gift and nobody realized it yet. Jasper, can you feel what Eric and Tyler are feeling? he asked excitedly. Jasper nodded. Can you broadcast it to everyone here? I mean everyone, teachers, students, parent chaperones, everyone. Jasper grinned. I've never tried making others feel drunk before, but it's worth a try right? He concentrated on the two boys, sucking up their emotions. He then sent out massive waves of the feeling throughout the entire room. In seconds, every single person was stumbling drunkenly wherever they were. The ones on the dance floor invariably toppled over. The band fell silent as they started dropping notes left and right. Yee, haw! Emmett hollered. I remember this feeling! Hot diggity dog! Where's that bear? I'll give him a lickin' he won't soon forget. Lead the way, honey, shake a leg. Don' wanna, Rose whined. Go 'way, need sleep. She sat down, laid her head on the table, closed her eyes, and started to drool. Alice was standing there, swaying, holding her hands together and singing. What's better than one Jasper? Three Jaspers! All for me! What should we do, Jasper Two? Come play with me, Jasper Three! Isn't this fun, Jasper One? She was staring dreamily at Jasper the whole time. Edward was hovering over me, holding his jacket out like a cape and repeatedly saying I don't drink . . . . wine. I vant to suck your blooood! Fang you very much! He kept giggling each time he said it, like it was the funniest thing in the world. I just sat down, leaned my head against the wall, and thought irritable thoughts about how everyone had gone crazy.

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Jasper was pacing, sneering at the humans stumbling all over each other, and growling, Damn Yankees! Can't hold their liquor worth a damn. I bet they couldn't find their way out of a cornfield! Can't fight a war with a bunch of lily-livered, yellow-bellied, hornswogglers! These troops are still wet behind the ears! They should go back home and hide behind their mamas' apron strings, like good little boys, and leave the fighting to the men! This lazy bunch of ragtags is busy cavorting with the womenfolk when there's work to be done! Get up, you sniveling scumbags. Defend your homes and your families! Then he started whistling 'Dixie'. In the background chaos, I could hear Charlie shouting, Hush! You're scarin' the fishies! Mrs. Cope had made her way over to stand behind Edward, watching his backside with absorbed fascination, muttering. Sexy student shake that thing. No, no. Bad girl. Too young. So sexy. Super sexy student. No, no. Bad girl. Too young. Why's he sooo sexy? The nonsense only lasted a few minutes before Alice cried, Jazzies! Save me! He whirled around to see Alice and Rose surrounded by slobbering, drunken idiots on their knees, kissing the girls' shoes, clutching their legs, and pledging their undying love. Seeing them putting their grubby paws all over his precious wife sobered him up right quick. He sent out waves of calm confusion, without letting himself get affected. He commanded all the students to go stand on the dance floor, the band to start playing, and the chaperones to go back to their stations. When everyone was in place, he pushed out waves of calm happiness, mixed with apathy. Everyone went back to normal, and any who were initially curious how they got where they were found they just didn't care anymore. Let's never do that again, Rose insisted firmly. It was far from pleasant. Where did the other two Jaspers go? Alice sadly mused. Emmett laughed. We so gotta do that next time we go hunting. Makes me hungry for bear! You saw three Jaspers, Alice? Edward teased. And just what were you planning to do with the other two? Alice stuck her tongue out at him and sent him an image that made him wince. Sorry I asked, he griped. Well, you were the one playing Dracula and giggling while shaking your booty for Mrs. Cope, I mentioned grumpily. Note to self: I am an irritable drunk. Don't drink . . . alcohol. Oh, great. Now I was doing it. Edward looked at me in horror. I would never shake my booty for Mrs. Cope, and I don't giggle. Whatever, Vlad. No really, you were, Eddie, Emmett agreed. He showed Edward his memory. Edward dropped his face into his hands with a moan. Just kill me now, he grumbled melodramatically. I'm with Rose on this. Let's never do this again. Jasper started whistling 'Dixie' again under his breath.

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Alice looked at Jasper speculatively. Jazz, have you ever thought about cloning yourself? He started laughing. Can't say that I have, darlin', though then I suppose I could have a whole army of Jasper Whitlocks like in Star Wars. Hey, Jasper? I asked. Something had been bothering me ever since we got here. Yes, Bella? Could you send a big burst of confidence to all the shy wallflowers and a hefty dose of selfdoubt and insecurity to all the popular kids? Just once I want to see the wallflowers bloom, I explained. My family all smiled at me. What a great idea, Bella! Rose exclaimed, smiling. They all looked to Jasper for his answer. I can try! he offered. We watched as all the normally shy kids took center stage, some asking newly shy popular kids to dance with them. All the popular kids who were asked accepted. None of the shy kids were turned down. They got to dance to two songs, enjoying their 'fifteen minutes of fame'. Then Jasper stopped his mojo. Surprisingly enough, some of the couples who formed during that time stayed together for the rest of the evening. Alice clapped her hands excitedly. Way to go, Bella! You really made some people very happy. A few have even changed their future for the better. Whoa! That was a scary thought. A whim of mine fulfilled by Jasper and somebody's whole future changed? I didn't want to go around changing people's futures. I was having a hard enough time trying to change my own. Our group went back to dancing. I rested my head on Edward's chest, one arm around his waist, the other hand entwined with his. I listened to the music, letting my body move however it wanted, and bonelessly followed Edward's lead. I nearly went into a trance, it felt so good to move with him this way. He kissed the top of my head, whispering words of love and affection as we moved around the floor. I was completely lost in my happy place Edward's embrace and unaware of the passage of time until the resident pixie arrived to announce it was time for us to make sure everything was ready at the riverboat. We left quickly and I actually started bouncing in the seat of the Vanquish on the way there. Are you channeling Alice? Edward teased. Yes, and I just had a vision of my window being nailed shut for a week if you made me mad, I threatened. He laughed. Calm down, honey! I'm thrilled to see you so happy to be attending a party, instead of shuddering in horror. I grinned and then squealed. It's going to be so much fun! Yep, definitely channeling Alice, he murmured. I stuck my tongue out at him, much as Alice had done earlier, and he burst out laughing. We arrived in the parking lot by the marina, and walked over to the boat together.

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Your mate has been corrupting my mate, Edward complained playfully to Jasper. Jasper stared him down. Were you expecting me to be able to do something about that? Jasper asked, as if Edward must be losing his marbles. Well, yeah, you are the man in the relationship, right? Edward prodded. And we guys need to stick together. Jasper sighed dramatically. Okay, I'll do my best. Edward looked surprised and amused, Really? Thanks, bro. Jasper walked determinedly over to Alice and gave her a passionate kiss. He drew back and purred, You're so wonderful, darlin', you just do whatever makes you happy, okay? Alice giggled and kissed him again. Sure thing, Jazz. Anything for you. Jasper walked back over to Edward and shrugged. That was your best? Edward asked sceptically. Alice winked at Jasper and blew him a kiss. He grinned and shrugged again. Works for me! We all chuckled happily and made our way up the gangplank, ready to start the next part of our evening.

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Chapter 67: Prom Party

BPOV So what's the surprise, Alice? I demanded, hands on my hips. In response, she handed me an envelope from a huge box of envelopes. I tore it open and saw a group of small red tickets inside. I pulled out the note inside and read it: Dear Student, Pacific Northwest Trust is a proud sponsor of tonight's prom party. The tickets here are to be used to play the various casino games. Winnings from the games will be given in poker chips. The poker chips can then be cashed in for scholarship money. PNT will send you a scholarship check equal to the amount you win at the tables tonight, so make sure you visit the cashier before you leave. Good luck! Sincerely, Isaac Randall I stared at the paper in disbelief for a few moments and then lifted my head to look at Alice. You're giving scholarships to all the kids in Forks? Are you crazy? Bella! There are only 300 students in the entire high school, and it's going to be mostly juniors and seniors here tonight. I don't expect more than 150 guests at the most. I just made another million dollars this morning on a smooth stock transaction and thought I'd put it to good use. It's not like I'll notice it's missing. I didn't even have it yesterday. Okay? So stop worrying, she griped. I felt myself going into la-la land. She made a million dollars this morning? In a single day? With one transaction? No wonder they spent money like it was paper. She could give away a million dollars and not even notice it's gone. Just how the hell rich are these guys? I had a feeling it must be beyond my wildest dreams. Beyond buying a private island as an anniversary present. Like buying an entire country kind of rich. Maybe even buying an entire continent kind of rich and I didn't mean Antarctica. Um, Alice? Yes, Bella? If you wanted to buy, oh, say South America to go along with Esme's Island, could you do that? She grinned. Well, it would be difficult getting all the different leaders to agree, but I think we could do it if we really wanted. I felt a bit lightheaded. Alice? You don't think it's a bit, um, greedy to be rich enough to buy an entire continent? She frowned at me. Really, Bella. You only have yourself to blame for that.

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What?! Me? How can you possibly be blaming me for your obscene wealth? Silly Bella! I've been trying to get you to help me spend it for months now. I've been trying to stimulate the economy, redistribute the wealth, invest in local businesses, etc., yet you object and overrule me at every turn. You're the one insisting we hoard it, instead of letting us buy you stuff. I'm trying to share it. Do you think being the family shopaholic is an easy job? Yet I daily volunteer my services for the good of the family. Oh, please, Alice. Like you don't live to shop. Like you wouldn't curl up into the fetal position and go through withdrawal if Carlisle were to take your credit cards away. Alice clapped her hands over her ears and squeezed her eyes shut. She started shuddering. Don't even think such horrible thoughts. Do you want to give me nightmares? You don't sleep. Daymares? Poor Alice, we all know shopping is number one on your list, Emmett taunted. No, it's actually number three. Only number three? You like two things more than shopping? I sure hope I'm one of them, Jasper muttered. Silly Jasper, of course you are,Alice answered, lovingly stroking his cheek. He heaved a sigh of relief. In fact, there's only one thing better than just Jasper. Jasper looked nervous again. Makeovers? Party planning? Manipulating everybody's lives? She shook her head 'no' to each guess. What then? Taking Jasper shopping! Seeing Jasper's look of horror, we all burst out laughing. He gave her a weak smile. Anything for you, honey, he agreed tremulously, obviously hoping she wouldn't hold him to it. She just smiled, patted his cheek, gave him a quick kiss, and proceeded to inspect the party preparations. As I took a look around at the glittering mini-casino in the main cabin of the boat, I was awestruck. It looked just like a casino should. Or at least what I thought a casino should look like. I had never actually seen one in real life, of course, being underage. It looked like the casinos I had seen on TV though. I watched the dealers warming up with a few shuffling tricks and spun the roulette wheel a few times.

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I am so going to Vegas for my 18th birthday! I declared happily. Whatever you wish, my love, Edward replied, watching me with a goofy grin on his face. Alice frowned. Are you sure that's what you want, Bella? Vegas isn't really all it's cracked up to be. Leave the girl alone, Alice! Emmett boomed. I can't wait to see Bella's reaction to Sin City! I blushed. He laughed. See, she even blushes at the name. She'll be red as a tomato the entire trip! Rosalie winked at me. Well, you certainly won't want to miss the male strippers. I highly recommend their show. What?! Emmett shouted. Rose gave him her 'innocent' look. Is there a problem, Monkey Man? He grinned. Well, some of the private shows are pretty good, but they're by appointment only. Rose smirked at him. Well, I'm sure Bella would like to see the public show too, just so she has a basis for comparison. I'll be happy to escort her, for her own safety, of course. Emmett and Edward both started growling. Whoa, cut it out with all that jealously before I go install Alice in an ivory tower, Jazz groaned. For Jasper's sake I decided to intervene. I sighed dramatically. When one has their own personal Adonis to gaze upon, there really is no basis for comparison, so why bother making all the other guys feel inferior? I'm sure I'll be satisfied with my own private show, Rose, but thanks for the offer. You really are too good to me. She giggled. Adonis? Really, Bella? Don't listen to her, Bella, Edward remarked, smiling smugly. So what does that make Emmett then? Rose inquired, amusement sparkling in her eyes. Atlas, I replied quickly. Emmett grinned smugly and struck a manly pose, showing off his huge muscles. If he's Atlas, then we're all in serious trouble, Jasper drawled. Alice grinned, knowing what was coming next. How come? Rose demanded. Because he wouldn't be satisfied just balancing the world on his shoulders for long. He'd be bouncing it and trying to shoot hoops. There's no way he'd just stand there holding a giant ball without playing some kind of game with it.

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True, true, Emmett agreed thoughtfully. Edward started laughing at whatever Emmett was picturing. Out of curiosity, I walked out onto the deck, peering over the railing at the water below. I felt Edward come up behind me as I leaned on the ropes. He tried to slip something on me, like a jacket, and I caught a flash of bright orange out of the corner of my eye. I turned my head to see him attempting to slip my arm into a life jacket. What the heck are you doing? I cried, jerking away from him. He smiled patiently, reaching for my wrist again. I'm going to have to insist you wear a life jacket while you're out on deck, my Bella. You've got to be kidding me! I shrieked. Don't be difficult about this, Bella, it's for your own safety, he responded calmly. You're being ridiculous, Edward, I protested. This is going way too far on the whole 'keep Bella safe' campaign. He looked deeply into my eyes with a breathtaking smile, and exhaled right in my face. I stared up at him, my brain turning to mush. He grinned, gripped my shoulders and started kissing along my jawbone and down along my neck. I felt his hands sliding down my arms and up again as he continued his attentions to my neck and face. He finally made his way over to my lips again, and I felt strange tugs across my torso. I moaned into his mouth, my hands finding their way up to his hair. He pulled back, and I found myself gasping for air. Shall we stroll? he asked sweetly, holding out his arm to escort me. As soon as I moved my arm, my brain kicked back into gear, and I stared incredulously at the ugly orange life vest I was now wearing. You jerk! I yelled. What the heck is your problem? No means no, buddy! The captain of the boat hastened over to us at my words. Is he bothering you, miss? I glared at Edward. Yes, he's bothering me, but not in a way that would get him in trouble with anyone but me. He's insisting I wear a life vest when I'm out on deck. The captain coughed to try to hide his chuckles. Well, I do think that might be overly cautious, young man, seeing as how we're still in port. I doubt your ladylove is in any danger for the time being. Edward gave the captain his dazzling smile, turning on the charm. My fiance is well known for being a danger magnet. Murphy's law is her personal motto anything that can go wrong will go wrong. I have dedicated my life to saving her from one scrape after another. If anyone can fall overboard a stable boat while it's moored at the dock, it would be my Bella. Experience is a painful teacher, and experience has taught me that it is always best to be prepared wherever Bella is concerned. I was blushing redder than a fire engine at this point. In fact, I believe she is currently the world record holder for highest number of legitimate ER visits. We got a call from the Guinness Book of World Records, Edward continued. I growled at him. Okay, that was taking it too far.

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The captain's shoulders were shaking from the effort of suppressing his laughter. Well, young lady, I'm thinking your young man here has the right idea, after all. By all means, please continue wearing your life jacket. He marched off to the bridge snickering quietly at the crazy landlubbers. I am not going to wear this stupid thing! I insisted, removing it as quickly as I could. Edward made no move to stop me. You've had enough of the deck then, my dear? he pretended to ask. His intentions were obvious. I huffed. I could tell he wasn't going to let this go. Fine! I'll stay inside. Happy now? I stormed back into the main cabin without waiting for a reply. I was still annoyed with Edward, so I grabbed Alice's hand and dragged her over to the roulette table with me. C'mon, Alice, everything is running smoothly, everything is perfect. Let's just have a little fun! She giggled. You just want me to make you rich, after accusing me earlier of being greedy! Why should I help you? I grinned. You want to share the wealth? She laughed. Fine, I'll give you a few freebies. Awesome! Place your bets, folks, the young lady manning the wheel called out, as she did each time. 23, Alice whispered in my ear. I set all my tickets down on 23. I squealed with delight as I collected my pile of chips. I skipped a round and then got ready again. 19. I placed my entire stack of chips on 19 and walked away with a hefty sum. Okay, that game's a little boring. How about blackjack? I suggested. Alice grinned. Lead the way, sister. When I tap your back, that means 'hit', okay? I nodded, taking a seat. I played three winning hands of blackjack, racking up an even larger stack of chips. At this rate, Pacific Northwest Trust would be putting me through four years of an ivy league college. Not that they wouldn't have anyway, but I just wanted to have a little fun. Alice actually got me a bag to contain my winnings. That wasn't particularly challenging. Want to try poker? I asked her. She smiled. I've done all these a million times. This time is for you. What do you want to try?

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Poker it is, I decided. She worked out a more complex system of communication with me, telling me how many cards to give up and whether to raise or fold. I had to be more cautious this time as we were dealing with multiple people making multiple decisions. I actually lost as many games as I won, but I lost little and won big, thanks to my little helper. I gathered my winnings and walked slowly to the cashier with a sigh. What's wrong, Bella? Alice asked, with a knowing glance. I couldn't keep the disappointment out of my voice as I replied, looking into her honey eyes, Vegas isn't very thrilling when you know the outcome in advance, is it? The risk is what causes the thrill. Without the risk, it's just kind of boring. Like when you cheat at solitaire so you always win. It gets old fast. She nodded. Vegas doesn't have the same appeal for us as it does for humans. I sighed, deep in thought. Rethinking your plans for your 18th birthday? she asked quietly. I met her concerned gaze. Not really, I mean, Vegas still has a lot to offer. I just don't think I'll spend much time, if any, in the casinos. There's always the shows, right? She cocked her eyebrow and rolled her eyes. You act like you keep forgetting I'm a psychic. I know what you're planning, missy, and if you think I'm going to let you get away with it, you've got another think coming. I gulped at her tone and stared down at my hands. I peeked up at her through my lashes. What is it you want, Alice? She folded her arms across her chest and tapped her foot impatiently. You know what I want, Bella. There is no way I will let you and Edward get married in some rinky-dink drive thru wedding chapel, where the happy meal comes with a marriage certificate. Forget it. I promise I will kidnap you and torture you if you don't change your mind, get it? Got it. Good. She huffed and stomped off to find Jasper, which was good, because she really needed to calm down. I handed the bag over to the cashier. Here, these belong to Angela Weber. She got tired of carrying them around, so she wanted you to keep them up here, if that's all right. Certainly, miss, the cashier said, hefting the bag. I'll just add this to the rest of her winnings when she comes up to cash out. Excellent! I agreed. Then I meandered upstairs where a generous food buffet awaited. After eating, I decided to try to sneak out on deck. I should have known I couldn't sneak anything past a vampire. Mere seconds after I strolled close to the rail, Edward was there with the life jacket. Edwaaard! I groaned. Not this again.

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Please, Bella? he asked, pouring on the charm. You're my whole life, you know that, right? What would I do if anything ever happened to you? I sighed heavily. Edward, you can't protect me from every little thing. Don't you see? It's just like Vegas. The risk is what causes the thrill, gets the adrenalin pumping. Without any risk, life is just boring. I want to live my life, Edward, not be stuck in a little plastic bubble always observing from the sidelines. Edward closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. Bella, your fiance is a vampire, your adopted family members are all vampires, and almost all of your friends are werewolves. Yet you still don't have enough risk in your life to keep it from being boring? I blushed. Well, when you put it that way . . . I was silent for a few minutes, just standing there, looking at him. You do know orange clashes horribly with my dress, don't you? I'm surprised Alice would let you get away with this. You couldn't find a royal blue one? I teased. He lowered his gaze to mine and smiled sweetly. I honestly didn't think about it until I saw you leaning over the rail. The images that called to mind were every bit as vivid as Alice's visions. Please, my Bella, for me? I groaned again, though I knew I was going to surrender. I'm going to look like a complete idiot in front of everyone. Emmett is never going to let me live it down. Just blame me, love. I can stand the heat. They'll laugh at me for being so paranoid and think you must have the patience of a saint to put up with me. I smiled. Well, that's true. Just think how happy Jessica is going to be that she's not in my shoes tonight. He grinned and held up the vest to slip over my shoulders like a gentleman. I rolled my eyes and gave in less than gracefully. We strolled along the deck together in the feeble moonlight, enjoying the soft breeze blowing through our hair. There was no need for words. We simply meandered aimlessly, content in each other's company. I rested my head on his arm as we walked along. Every now and again we'd get a glimpse of the stars through the clouds. We came to a stop at the bow of the boat, enjoying the relative quiet, listening to the waves lap gently against the side of the boat. After a few minutes, we began talking about the big issues in life, the kinds of things we never seemed to get around to talking about. We discussed my change and what it would mean to the people in my life. We talked about marriage and expectations, trying to reconcile the idea of marriage and gender roles in the early 20th century vs. the early 21st century. A lot of things had changed since Edward's human days, like women's rights. As his wife, I wouldn't be spending much time in the kitchen, barefoot and pregnant, that's for sure. So, we needed to understand each other's ideas about how we were supposed to interact as husband and wife, including the decision making process. I didn't intend to let him run roughshod over me for the rest of eternity, making unilateral decisions for our family with consulting me. That was definitely a no go. After a long discussion, mainly sharing our viewpoints and trying not to dismiss the other's ideas as outdated or unnatural, we decided mutually to lighten up a bit. We started talking about our plans for the summer. Edward had not yet met my mom or Phil, so I wanted him to come to Florida with me for a few days. I knew he would be trapped inside though, so I thought about how I used to meet Charlie somewhere every summer for vacation. Perhaps we could do something similar with Renee and Phil. Maybe we could meet at one of the other

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Cullen houses somewhere around the halfway point and vacation together there. Edward liked my idea and expanded on it, until I had to reign him in again. Bella, we're supposed to be spending money to help the economy, remember? he tried to charm me into giving him free reign on his imagination for our vacation. I laughed. Trust him to pull that card. Maybe so, but I'm not sure it's such a good idea to flaunt the fact that you have more money than the Gross National Product of most countries to Renee and Phil. How on earth would you explain that to them? Flaunting your wealth in front of them is only going to make them uncomfortable and self-conscious, I explained. He nodded, disappointed. We can go cattle roping from helicopters and fishing out of hot air balloons some other time, I reassured him. He sighed glumly. I'm guessing you want to just do normal stuff, like hang out and go shopping. Well, I do think my mom would prefer that, Edward, though heaven knows she's anything but normal, I replied. Like mother, like daughter, he quipped. I just gave him a 'look' and dropped the subject. The party was winding down now. All the students had left and the staff were working on cleaning up the mess. Hey, Edward, can you give me a hand here? Emmett called from the sliding glass door. Edward grimaced, but replied easily enough. Sure thing, Emmett. They both knew Emmett could easily lift it on his own, but there were still humans milling about, so they had to keep up the pretenses. As Edward went inside, I heard a few condescending chuckles behind me. I looked up to the raised bridge to see the captain and first mate looking right at me, laughing to themselves. Darn life jacket! Stupid overprotective vampire. I quickly shrugged out of my life vest, and started to stomp toward the main cabin. Through the glass, I saw Alice run up to Edward and both turn in my direction, a look of panic on Edward's face. The next moment, the heel of my shoe got caught in the strap and started falling. I desperately grabbed onto the ropes that formed the rail and found myself flipping right over them and tumbling into the river below. Oh, crap. I can't swim. I flailed around helplessly, my legs tangled up in my skirt. I learned the hard way that screams can't be heard under water, at least not by humans anyway. I shouldn't have wasted my breath. Before I had a chance to truly begin panicking, I felt strong cold arms holding me tight and rapidly towing me up to the surface. Edward to the rescue again. I clung to him like seaweed as he climbed the ladder up the side of the boat, carrying both of us up and back on deck. We were both soaking wet and dirty, dripping muddy droplets onto the previously clean floor. Once everyone was assured we were okay, my entire family started laughing uproariously. I hid my face in Edward's cold, wet chest. So much for not liking cold, wet things. Edward leaned down to whisper in my ear. You were wrong, darling. I would have been the one teased about the life vest, but this little stunt Emmett will never, ever forget. I hope
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you're prepared to hear about it for the next thousand years, and on until the end of time. Is life more exciting for you now? Not feeling bored anymore? I felt like hitting him, but didn't want to hurt my hand on top of everything else tonight. Besides, he had just saved me again, so I guess he should be allowed a little 'I told you so'. But only a little one. I smiled ruefully. Hey, you wanted it to be a night to remember, right? At least now we have a story to tell our grandchildren. He got a contemplative look on his face, and I knew he was trying to work out what the child of a half vampire and a werewolf would turn out to be. I had already given myself a headache over that one the other night when I couldn't sleep. After all, a shape-shifting werewolf is immortal because he keeps changing, but a vampire is immortal because he stops changing. One set of genes would push for change while the other would push for stagnation. And if the vampire/human hybrid stops changing at age 7, wouldn't she have to get pregnant before then if she wanted to have a baby? Too many questions and not enough answers. Edward, don't jump the gun, I warned, trying to pull him out of his trance. We have enough to worry about in the near future without borrowing trouble worrying about things that may never happen. We have plenty of time to figure out everything else. He shook his head, sighed, and offered me his arm. Time to get the human warm and dry. Alice handed us both fluffy towels and a change of clothes. I stared at her in open mouthed disbelief. You saw this and didn't warn me? How could you?! I demanded, feeling betrayed. She folded her arms across her chest again, raised her eyebrow, and stared me down. Yeah, funny thing, Isabella. I still haven't seen your Vegas plans change yet. Imagine that. You're either with me or against me. You should know better than to bet against me, Isabella Swan. I swallowed loudly. The little pixie was terrifying me. No wonder she ruled the roost in the Cullen house. I quickly decided to give her whatever she wanted, whatever would make her happy. She went into a vision and then grinned at me, bouncing excitedly. Oh, we are going to have so much fun! I had the sudden dread I was going to be stuck spending eight hours a day shopping on my Vegas adventure. Maybe Vegas wasn't such a good idea after all.

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Chapter 68: Epilogue

BPOV I groaned and stretched as I slowly awakened. I felt around with my arm, my eyes still closed, but my hand didn't come in contact with anything cold or hard. I slowly peeled up my eyelids, expecting to see Edward sitting in the rocking chair smirking at how silly I looked reaching around blindly for him. The chair was empty, and so was the rest of my room. I then quickly checked my bedside table, where my Edward frequently left me notes. Sure enough, there was a piece of paper there. I reached over and grabbed it, reading it in the comfort of my bed. My Dear Bella, I'm sorry I could not be there when you awoke, my darling, but you are a bit of a sleepyhead to day. You'll see Esme and Alice shortly, after they talk with Charlie. Now, remember love, no tantrums. You don't want to hurt Esme's feelings do you? Or make Charlie look bad in front of my family? So just smile and be gracious and trust everything to work out in the end. Love, Your Edward My Edward, what a sweet way to end the letter. Now what exactly did he want me to not throw a tantrum about? Hmmm, it clearly involved both Esme and Alice double teaming Charlie and pouring on the charm together. That couldn't be good. They could probably sweet talk Charlie into turning over his gun, locking himself in the holding cell, and giving them the keys. Not good at all. Not that they'd do that, of course. But what were they going to do? As a matter of fact, I could hear two tinkling voices floating up the stairs right now. I recognized those voices. Then I heard the lower pitched, harder one. Charlie. Great. Esme and Alice were already with Charlie, spinning who knows what kind of story. Hadn't they told Charlie enough lies yet? The poor man must be practically swimming in all the bullshit around

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here. I was pretty sure Charlie wasn't anywhere near as oblivious as he pretended to be. He was a good cop after all. I figured it was all about choosing your battles. He didn't want to fight about me spending the night with Edward, so he pretended to believe me when I said I was sleeping in Alice's room. That way when he really needed or wanted to put his foot down, I was more likely to respect his authority. That was my theory anyway. Or maybe he was just passing the responsibility on to Carlisle and Esme, expecting them to enforce proper behavior. If anything happened, he could then blame them since it happened on their watch. He had no idea that they were so eager to have Edward happy and settled that they were practically pushing me into his bed. Well, Alice was anyway. After all, she was the one who ordered the bed in the first place. I'd better drag myself out of bed and hurry downstairs to do some damage control. With my luck, Alice is getting him to agree to a fortnight long shopping trip around Europe this summer. I shuddered at the idea of letting Alice loose in Paris with an unlimited credit card. Not to mention the number of outfits she'd force me to try. They'd have to rent a plane just to carry all her shopping bags back to the States. Then Esme would need to build an extension onto the house, just for Alice's closet. I hopped out of bed, nearly falling into my nightstand, but catching myself just in time. Ha! I thought. Take that, clumsy klutz gene. I had taken my shower last night before bed, so I just threw on some fresh clothes after a quick trip to the bathroom to relieve myself, wash my face and hands, and to brush my teeth. I stumbled downstairs barefoot, in a hurry to find out what whoppers were slipping through Alice's not so innocent lips. Unfortunately, my klutz gene kicked in just as it usually does when I'm in a hurry or distracted. My heel slipped on the second to last step, propelling me forward sooner than expected and off balance. Thankfully, the sweet pixie I had been maligning in my thoughts had foreseen this problem and had righted me before Charlie could even register my slip. Gotta love that girl. Hey, Alice, good morning! To what do I owe the pleasure of your company this fine morning? I declared enthusiastically, subtly teasing her. She stuck her tongue out at me when Charlie wasn't looking. It's not morning anymore, slugabed. It's officially after noon, she protested. I looked at the clock. It was two minutes after twelve. I rolled my eyes. How come nobody woke me up before now? I pondered. Usually, somebody would shake me awake in the morning, even on weekends, demanding my immediate attention. If it wasn't Edward, it would be Charlie, Emmett, or Alice. I hadn't slept this late since I left Phoenix. We felt you could use your rest, Bells, my father responded with a small smile. We have some bad news for you, kiddo. I could feel panic hitting. Oh, no! What was wrong to have my father so distressed? What?! What is it? I demanded, going a little off the deep end. Charlie looked despairingly over at Alice, his eyes pleading for her to be the one to break the news. I looked at her and waited. She put on the most guilty, distraught face I'd ever seen. If I didn't have first hand knowledge of her acting skills, I would have completely bought into it. Bella, I'm so, so sorry. I waited patiently. I knew there was more coming. It was so sweet of you to let be borrow your truck. I'm so sorry about the crash, it was purely an accident. This deer just jumped out in front of me, and when I swerved to miss it, I ended up taking out a tree instead. I'm afraid your poor little truck just didn't survive the impact. We can have a memorial service for it if you want. After all, it was a brave little truck, and it gave you all it had to give for the last few months of its life.

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I stared at her incredulously, letting her words sink in slowly. I didn't let her borrow my truck. Accident, my tailfeathers. Like her vampire reflexes couldn't swerve in time. Like her visions would have failed to inform her of the deer's location in the first place. A memorial service? Alice Cullen, you wrapped my truck around a freaking tree?! I shouted, causing her to flinch. How dare you? You better hope and pray that Rosalie can fix it, because if she can't . . . Esme put her hands on my shoulders, effectively stopping my rant mid-beat, before I could threaten Alice's undead existence with a propane torch. Now, dear, we all know how much you loved your truck, Esme remarked smoothly. We also know how much you love Alice, and I'm sure you don't care more about the truck than you do about Alice. Though one might be forgiven for wondering when you haven't even asked Alice how she is faring after being in an accident bad enough to total the vehicle she was driving. She squeezed my shoulders, reminding me how strange my behavior would seem to Charlie. I grimaced. It's not like it's the first time she's done it, I muttered. Loud enough for Charlie to hear, I asked, So how are you doing, Alice? Were you injured in your accident? I glared at her. Alice put on a pained face. Mostly just bruises, Bella, though I did twist my knee. Thank you for your concern. I snorted, but quickly responded when Charlie gave me a funny look. I'm so sorry you got hurt, Alice. I'm sure you'll be feeling better in no time. Her lips twitched, and her eyes gleamed with amusement, though her face still reflected pain. Charlie decided it was time for him to intervene. Bella, there's no need to be melodramatic. It was just a truck. Besides, it was covered under insurance. I'm just really glad nobody got seriously injured. Of course, Dad, I agreed. I'm happy nobody got seriously injured also. Good thing I wasn't in the truck with you, Alice. Yep, the only casualty here was my TRUCK. But I'm sure the insurance check for $500 will find me a suitable replacement. I rolled my eyes. For the amount of money the insurance company would give me, I could get a really nice bicycle, and an umbrella, but that's about it. Goodbye freedom. Now I was going to be one of those freeloading teenagers always bumming rides off their friends. Well, since it was Alice's fault, I do believe it is her insurance company that will pay, Esme mentioned casually. Of course, with an accident on her record, her insurance will be astronomical. And it will stay that way until she's 25. Esme sighed pitifully, glancing at Charlie through her lashes. Charlie squirmed uncomfortably, never liking to see a woman in distress. He always felt the need to come to her rescue. It was one of the main reasons he became a police officer in the first place. He cleared his throat and blushed. Well, no real harm done, Esme. Maybe we could just not mention it to the insurance companies. Her face lit up like she'd just won the lottery. Really, Charlie, do you think that would be okay? I do really hate the idea of this accident hanging over Alice's head all those years.

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He grinned like a schoolboy and bashfully replied, Sure, Esme. I'd feel the same way if our positions were reversed. I raised an eyebrow. What game was Esme playing? I had no doubt in my mind that the Cullens had deliberately trashed my beloved truck for their own intents and purposes. I just wasn't quite sure where this was going yet, especially since Esme was involved. She beamed at Charlie, but suddenly, her face fell again. His fell just afterward, mirroring hers exactly. What's wrong? he asked in concern. Her sad eyes met his gaze, and I could tell he would do just about anything to get her to smile again. Well, it wouldn't be fair to Bella just to drop it and leave her stranded without transportation. He sadly nodded his head. Yeah, that's true. He looked like somebody had just run over his dog. Esme was better at playing men than both Rose and Alice. Who would've thought? Does Carlisle know how talented you are at dazzling human men? I whispered under my breath. She turned her head to me, smirked and winked, before turning back to Charlie. Heaven help mankind if this woman ever decides to take over the world. I don't thing the world's great leaders would stand a chance against her. Esme's face lit up again. Oh, I have an idea! We have so many cars, more than we have drivers, actually, and there's no need for them to simply take up space. Why don't we just give Bella one of those? They're all paid for, of course, and we wouldn't even miss it. Charlie looked hesitant. Yeah, but your cars are worth a lot more than Bella's truck was. Esme shook her head. Not really. That truck was an antique, a classic. It probably would have been worth quite a lot to a collector. Besides, we really should consider the sentimental value as well. We want Bella to be as happy with her new vehicle as she was with her truck, so there are no hard feelings putting a damper on her friendship with Alice. Charlie looked like he was actually considering her argument. Alice started bouncing up and down. You're right, Esme. I really want Bella to be happy, and I don't want her to be upset with me anymore. How about we give her the Corvette? It is her favorite, and it's just going to be collecting dust if somebody doesn't drive it. I think that's a wonderful idea, Alice, Esme responded quickly before anyone else could say anything. Both she and Alice started giving Charlie the cute puppy eyes, trying to get him to agree. He melted instantly, no match for their charm. I couldn't blame him. After all, he's only human. Well, I suppose if Carlisle agrees, then that would be acceptable, Charlie hedged, believing Carlisle would veto the idea, thus painting himself the villain and Charlie the hero. Next the shameless vampires turned their eyes to me. Aaargh! I groaned, covering my face with my hands. Well, my truck is dead. Long live the Corvette. Let's face it. I really wanted the 'Vette. Well, if the Cullens could afford South America, then giving me a Corvette wasn't much different from giving me a box of chocolates, in their eyes. What about Edward?
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Alice grinned at me. Well, he got tired of the Corvette and was going to retire it to gather dust. He's actually car shopping right now for something that better suits his interests. So my darling Edward was in on this. I should have known. I sighed. Fine, I'll take the 'Vette on two conditions. What conditions, Bella dear? Esme wondered. The first is that the whole Cullen family attends the memorial service for my truck, with Jasper playing Taps on the trumpet. Alice laughed. Done. Esme grimaced and seemed a bit more uncertain about that idea. The second, Alice, is that you and I come to a compromise about my birthday that is acceptable to both of us. I kept my eyes on hers, letting her know I was completely serious. She seemed to have a short internal battle, before finally shook my hand. It's a deal, Bella Swan. Esme and Alice waited while I ate a quick breakfast, and then we all rode over to the Cullen house. I worked on my memorial speech while we waited for Emmett and Edward to return. Just after lunch, the alert response of my family, along with Rosalie's sudden appearance in the room, let me know the boys were back. We all went out onto the front porch, but were surprised to see Edward riding in Emmett's Jeep. When he got out, I jumped eagerly into his arms. Where's your new car? I asked. He smiled. I special ordered it, so I have to wait for it to be delivered. So what did you get? Would you even know what it meant if I told you? I shrugged. Nope! He laughed. Then you can wait until it gets here. You know I hate surprises, I muttered grumpily. Apparently not as much as you love that Corvette, seeing as how it's going home with you today, he teased. I grinned. As soon as Carlisle came home, Alice forced everyone to attend my truck's memorial service down by the river. She had taken a picture of my truck while it was still intact, and I brought it along to represent my old metal friend. I had Edward dig a small hole, just big enough for a ring box. As everyone gathered around, I made my speech. My Beloved Truck, I wish to honor your memory as you have finally wheezed your last and your engine shall turn over no more. Finally! Rose muttered. I thought I'd go deaf every time you pulled up near the house.

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And it was slower than molasses, Edward complained. I chose to ignore them. You lived a long and happy life, well cared for by your owners, and in return, you gave many decades of faithful service. Never once did you let me down when I had some place to go. Never once did you leave me stranded on the side of the road. Though you were frequently mocked toward the end of your life, you held your antenna up high. You kept your bumpers on straight and refused to back down from the challenges you faced. You kept your traction in snow and ice, with the help of snow chains, and you never steered me wrong. Though I am a danger magnet, I was safe in the embrace of your cab, as I never once had an accident with you. You granted me the freedom of mobility. I am sure you are now in pick-up truck heaven, and I'll never forget you, my first vehicle. May you rest in pieces. So saying, I folded up the picture, stuffing it into the ring box and placed the ring box into the hole. I used the small garden trowel to fill in the space on top of it. Alice handed me a small bouquet of roses. I sprinkled the petals on the river as Jasper played Taps with an old-fashioned bugle, instead of a modern trumpet. It was beautifully haunting, just as it was supposed to be. After the final note, I sadly murmured, Farewell, old friend. Is it over? Emmett asked hesitantly. I nodded. In the blink of an eye, all the family members were gone, except for Edward, who calmly escorted me back to the house. Though the family was out of sight, I could still hear them. There were multiple cheers, followed by a rousing rendition of, Ding Dong! The truck is dead, Which old truck? Our Bella's truck! Ding Dong! Our Bella's truck is dead! I rolled my eyes and pretended not to hear. Unfortunately, it's such a catchy tune that I found myself humming it periodically for the rest of the day, much to my family's amusement.

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