Tennille Howard

Roberta Tennille Howard. Born on the 4th of July 1968. If there is a problem with the world it is that only a small minority of its population will ever know true happiness; and...показать большеRoberta Tennille Howard. Born on the 4th of July 1968. If there is a problem with the world it is that only a small minority of its population will ever know true happiness; and thus will be completely fulfilled emotionally, socially, artistically & spiritually; and also, will have enough money to afford a decent place to live and a decent life to live within it. I have none of those things, and call me shallow if you like but I feel that this is unfair that the majority is denied a life worth living, but instead spends most of their life being a wage slave (if they're lucky enough to have a regular job in these uncertain times) trying desperately to eke out even the most average of lives. The small minority of talented, beautiful or ultra ruthless people in this world have the greater percentage of the fruits of society, and the average, plain and fair-minded majority are left with the dregs. And so I read to escape my drudgery, and I write to express myself. For if I was denied even these tiny freedoms I would surely have ended it all by now, for the older I get, the more tenuous and futile my future seems. I should let you know that I was born a man, but inside I never was, and although my body remains male my mind is not, nor probably ever will be, and I curse the whims of biology that have played this little joke upon me. Love me or hate me, that's up to you. I just wish I could love myself.показать меньше