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H1o sa e1n, Boae npanmn, nnxaxon na nnx ynpanm
Xnsnt conpemennoro ponrenx nenpocra. uero croxr onn nasnannx xnnr nx ponrene: Ecnn nam peenox cnonr
nac c yma, Her nnoxomy noneennm, Kax mt cosaem nponemt cnonm erxm, Pyxonocrno no ntxnnannm nx
ponrene n romy noonoe, +ro x rontxo ony nonxy npocmorpena.
Mt unraem, a uro enart? Mt xe ornercrnennte ponrenn. Mt xornm pacrnrt ere npannntno. 3ry xnnxxy, n
pyrym. H eme na ecxrxa. H coomecrno n Hnrepnere. H eme nxrt. H x ncnxonory: nocxaxnre, noconeryre. H x
ncnxonory c peenxom: uro c nnm ne rax? Ponrent unraer, sanomnnaer, nnnxaer. Kax axrnnno cnymart, xax npannntno
noport (c nmontm n cepne), nocemt oxrn n ent, croxnne n yrny no ]opmyne n +1, re n nospacr peenxa.
Cpouno orart n ercxn ca. Cpouno sapart ns ercxoro caa. 3acrannxrt unrart. Hn n xoem cnyuae ne sacrannxrt
unrart. Xnannrt npannntno (opasnt npnnaramrcx). He xnannrt noome, +ro onenxa, a nyxno es onenox. Mero
nocnnrannx no-xnoncxn, no-]pannyscxn, no-nanyaccxn. Tax nocrynamr cosnarentnte ponrenn, a rax ecrecrnennte,
a rax nponnnyrte.
Ouent cxopo ponrent oxastnaercx noopyxen noxoamn, nexmn n nearornuecxnmn npnemamn, xax Heo n xonne
nepno Marpnnt. Homnnre, on rax +]]exrno pacnaxnnaer cnoe uepnoe xoxanoe nantro, a ram Xonrt
rxxenonaro, no saro na nce cnyuan. Moxno crpenxrt c nyx pyx, n nponecce enax cantro. Crpanno, uro +ro nt raxnm
ycrantm ntrnxnre? A peenouex xax? Bce ro xe? Hao, snaunr, pacmnpxrt apcenan. Hcxart ro camoe nonmenoe
cnono. Ie-ro xe ecrt y nero xnonxa. A nor +ro npoonann?

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oporne ponrenn. A anare na mnnyrxy ocranonnmcx. Hy, tnamr xe n y cyneprepoen xoporxne mnnyrt ortxa.
Orcrannm asyxy n cropony. Cnnmem c nneua xapann. Orcrernem noprynem.
ern ne cnymannct, napymann npannna, pannct, noprnnn nemn, ne xorenn yunrtcx, nennnnct, npann, ntnn,
oeannct cnaxnm n xamnnn nspocntm ncera, cxontxo cronr +ror mnp.
Bor, x npnmepy, nsnnxnnx ponrenx ns pennero-npepennero Ernnra: ern ontme ne cnymamrcx cnonx
ponrene. Bnnmo, xonen mnpa yxe ne ouent anex 3ra monoext pacrnenna o rnynnt ymn. Monote nmn
snoxosnennt n nepannt. uyncrnyere pocrnennym ymy? He mt nepnte, ne mt nocnenne. Horonopnre c nmo
mamo na ercxo nnomaxe. Horonopnre c anrnncxo xoponeno. Horonopnre c camtm sacnyxenntm nearorom. Or
nmoro ns nnx nt moxere ycntmart: On nnora rax cex neer
Cnymare, no, ecnn nymartcx, +ro xe xopomo. Hponema ne nona. Mnoxecrno ymntx nme roxe c ne
namyunnnct. Cnennanncrt mexy coo cnopxr. Camn nt yxe nce nepenpoonann, a ronxy ner (nnaue sauem t nam
+ry xnnxxy unrart)? Hs +roro cneyer, uro cnemnrt-ro nexya. Hemenenno pemart nponemy neoxsarentno. Hy, ne
snaere nt, uro enart, urot peenox rax ontme ne enan (nnn urot naxonen enan). Bt yxe anno +roro ne snaere.
H ecnn ne yere snart eme xaxoe-ro npemx, nnuero crpamnoro ne cnyunrcx, npana? Crontxo ner conpann no
xnaprnpe pacxnannte nemn eme rpn neenn nnn rpn mecxna norot xe ne cenamr? Bce mxontnte rot uao
ncrepnr ns-sa ypoxon ne xouer nx enart. Hy, nycrt eme ony uerneprt ne xouer
epyrcx mexy coo c rex nop, xax nayunnnct xonrt, no npn +rom oa n nenom noxa xnnt
eme ecxrox pax nm roxe ocoo ne nanpexr. H ecnn nect nocnenn ro nt terect, urot on ntxnmunn xomntmrep,
n espesyntrarno, nosmoxno, ne cnyunrcx nnuero crpamnoro, ecnn nt npemenno nepecranere nrtcx n on eme xaxoe
npemx sa nnm nocnnr?

nonnmcx. Hy, tnamr xe n y cyneprepoen xoporxne mnnyrt ortxa.
Orcrannm asyxy n cropony. Cnnmem c nneua xapann. Orcrernem noprynem.
ern ne cnymannct, napymann npannna, pannct, noprnnn nemn, ne xorenn yunrtcx, nennnnct, npann, ntnn,
m n xamnnn nspocntm ncera, cxontxo cronr +ror mnp.
npepennero Ernnra: ern ontme ne cnymamrcx cnonx
ponrene. Bnnmo, xonen mnpa yxe ne ouent anex 3ra monoext pacrnenna o rnynnt ymn. Monote nmn
snoxosnennt n nepannt. uyncrnyere pocrnennym ymy? He mt nepnte, ne mt nocnenne. Horonopnre c nmo
mamo na ercxo nnomaxe. Horonopnre c anrnncxo xoponeno. Horonopnre c camtm sacnyxenntm nearorom. Or
rax cex neer npxmo ne snam, uro c nnm enart.
Cnymare, no, ecnn nymartcx, +ro xe xopomo. Hponema ne nona. Mnoxecrno ymntx nme roxe c ne
namyunnnct. Cnennanncrt mexy coo cnopxr. Camn nt yxe nce nepenpoonann, a ronxy ner (nnaue sauem t nam
ro nexya. Hemenenno pemart nponemy neoxsarentno. Hy, ne
snaere nt, uro enart, urot peenox rax ontme ne enan (nnn urot naxonen enan). Bt yxe anno +roro ne snaere.
ro npemx, nnuero crpamnoro ne cnyunrcx, npana? Crontxo ner conpann no
eme rpn neenn nnn rpn mecxna norot xe ne cenamr? Bce mxontnte rot uao
ne xouer nx enart. Hy, nycrt eme ony uerneprt ne xouer, xyxe-ro ne yer. Ecnn namn ern
epyrcx mexy coo c rex nop, xax nayunnnct xonrt, no npn +rom oa n nenom noxa xnnt-sopont, cxopee ncero,
eme ecxrox pax nm roxe ocoo ne nanpexr. H ecnn nect nocnenn ro nt terect, urot on ntxnmunn xomntmrep,
n espesyntrarno, nosmoxno, ne cnyunrcx nnuero crpamnoro, ecnn nt npemenno nepecranere nrtcx n on eme xaxoe-ro
anare oxnnm moparopn, nepemnpne, npexpamenne ornx. Hnuero ne cnyunrcx, nnxaxoe monoxo ne yexnr.
Btoxnnre. Hanere cex uam nnn xo]e. Bostmnre nne, ecnn eno snmo, nnn cxtre y oxna, ecnn ceuac nero. Hycrt
noxa nce ner xax ner.
Ecnn t eno tno rontxo n rom, uro nt ne snaere xaxnx-ro ocotx npannntntx cnon, npannntnoro naxasannx nnn
noompennx, npannntnoro npnemunxa, nt t anno yxe camn ero nsopenn nnn re-ro namnn. Pas crapaerect, a ne
nonyuaercx, snaunr, nopa nepecrart crapartcx. Ororn na napy maron. Hoymart. a npocro ycnoxonrtcx. Hocrantre
cnryannm na naysy.
npenaram nam nnrartcx n raxom nopxxe.
Cnauana anare pasepem cno orart, no mecramn yxe sapxanenmn n npocro onacnt nearornuecxn apcenan.
Cnannm-xa n xyuy nce +ro opyxne, xoropoe racxaem na cee (rounee, n cee) roamn, n pasepem, paccmorpnm. uro-ro
ns +roro cnnmxom xecroxo, uro-ro npocro ne paoraer, a uro-ro moxer n y nac n pyxax nsopnartcx. Moxer trt,
mnoroe anno yxe ntxnnyrt nopa, nor n nonerue craner.
Hepnax nononnna xnnxxn ona n ocnonnom npo ro, uro nam memaer n ornomennxx c peenxom, a emy memaer necrn
cex nyume. nx +roro nam nonaonrcx pasronop o rom, xax cnxsant noneenne, n rom uncne camoe yxacnoe, n namn
ornomennx. Horomy uro, xax mt ynnnm, ornomennx nepnnunt, a noneenne cnnomt n pxom rontxo nx cnecrnne.
Ouent uacro oxastnaercx, uro nmenno xaxo-ro pasna n ornomennxx sacrannxer peenxa necrn cex ne nyumnm
opasom, a nac paspaxartcx n oruannartcx. H naoopor, cronr nananrt cnxst mexy namn, nepnyrt ornomennxm
renno n naexnocrt n nonmentm opasom, camo no cee, ynyumaercx noneenne.
A no nropo uacrn peut noer cocrnenno o noneennn xax raxonom. uro enart n xax ero nsmennrt, ecnn ono nac
nnxax ne ycrpannaer. Ho nynxram, mar sa marom, n nyumnx rpannnxx, c npnmepamn n pasopom cnryann. Mt
oxsarentno oepemcx o nonpoca uro enart, urot on n axe o nonpoca Ie y nero xnonxa, xya x es
+roro. Ho x romy npemenn, ecnn ne yere cnemnrt, anre cee npemx, urot ymart n uyncrnonart, nt yxe n camn
yere snart ornert. Moxere n ne ounrtnart.
He cronr cpasy nncrart xnnxxy n noncxax npnemunxon, omct, nnuero ne nter. Moxno ycnemno ncnontsonart
pas-pyro ntunrannym rexnnxy, no ecnn ona ocranact nnmt rexnnxo, nce cxopo nepnercx x ncxonomy nonoxennm
en. Bce xnnoe n npounoe ncera pasnnnaercx nornxontxy, nesamerno, xax epenne ntpacraer: npoe ceronx raxoe,
xax nuepa tno, n sanrpa nourn ne nsmennrcx, a uepes ro yx rt, xax ntpocno! Moxno, xoneuno, cpynrt yxe
roronoe n n semnm norxnyrt cpasy yer xpacnno. Ho sacoxner xe.
He nao cex nomart n nepeentnart, part n pyxn, naunnart nonym xnsnt c noneentnnxa. 3ro eme nnxoro o
opa ne ononno. Bt c peenxom cnonm xnnere, nt ero pacrnre, nt ero snaere, nt ero nmnre, on pxom. B camom
rnannom nce yxe xopomo. C ocrantntm paseperect, rax nnn nnaue.
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Hopasnrentno, xax uacro mt ronopnm o nponemax c ertmn n repmnnax nont: Kax nam c +rnm oportcx?, Mt
nce npemx nomem ns-sa ypoxon, ne mory c nnm cnpannrtcx. Cnonno peenox npornnnnx n cxnarxe n nonpoc, xro
xoro ooneer.
Boxpyr roxe cntmnrcx: Hao c nnm nocrpoxe. Bt ero nsanonann. He nao noraxart. Cmorpnre, npnntxner na
ronony cxer. 3ro nao npecexart. 3roro nentsx onycrnrt. 3ro otuno nearorn. 3ect peenox +raxn nnepcanr,
xonapnax nxrax xononna, xoropt, rontxo a cnanny ycrponr nepenopor n nocrannr ponrene na xonenn.
V ncnxonoron pyro noxo: He ronopnre rax +ro rpanma na ncm xnsnt. He enare +roro ntpacrer
nenpacrennx-napxoman-neyaunnx. Peenox sect noxox na mnnnoe none, onn nenepnt mar n nce nornno.
Bam ne xaxercx nce +ro xaxnm-ro crpanntm? C xem nomem-ro? H sauem? H xax omnn o xnsnn raxo? Hocmorpnre
na cnoero peenxa. axe ecnn on uymast, npent n noeunnx, axe ecnn on rontxo uro ycrponn ncrepnxy, norepxn
nont monntnnx, narpynn nam, axe ecnn on ocran rax, uro nac rpxcer. Bce panno on ne npar, ne nnepcanr n ne
oma. Peenox n peenox. Mecramn, ecnn norepert, moxno axe narn, xya nonenonart. Bce xax-ro ne rax concem
saymano, ne nao t noenart-ro. A xax?

Hpnnnsannoc1t: nnac1nan sao1a
Bce, o uem mt yem ronopnrt antme, rax nnn nnaue ntrexaer ns onoro npocroro ]axra: uenoneuecxn erentm
poxaercx na cner ouent nespentm. 3ro nama nnara sa npxmoxoxenne (a snaunr, ysxn ras y xenmnn), c ono
cropont, n ontmo mosr (a snaunr, xpynnym ronony y peenxa) c pyro.
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Bor ns raxo npost, ns nourn nnxenepntx coopaxenn, xoropte moxno tno t ntpasnrt n nn]pax n cxemax,
poxaercx ontmax n cnoxnax ncropnx ornomenn ponrenx n peenxa. Ponnmnct ouent nespentm, peenox
nyxaercx n rom, urot nce nepnoe npemx ero xnsnn pxom naxonncx nspocnt, n ne npocro at xaxo, a ror, xomy
ne nce panno. Tor, xro yer cnemnrt na nepnt xe son, xro roron ne cnart, ecnn peenox nnauer, naxopmnrt ero, axe
ecnn ocoo neuem, oran nocnenee, xro roron samnmart ero or xnmnnxon, corpenart cnonm renom no nouam, mar sa
marom, nocrenenno, yunrt ysnanart +ror mnp n roronnrtcx x camocroxrentno xnsnn n nem.
H xaxt nonopoxennt, npnxox n mnp, rnyoxo nnyrpn cex snaer npannna nrpt. Ecrt y rex nspocnt,
xoropomy ne nce panno, rno cocrnennt nspocnt, rt yemt xnrt. Ecnn ner snaunr, ner, nsnnnn.
Ornomennx co cnonm nspocntm nx peenxa ne npocro norpenocrt, +ro norpenocrt nnrantnax, ro ecrt nonpoc
xnsnn n cmeprn. Fonee naxntx ornomenn y nero ne yer nnxora n xnsnn, xax t on nn nmnn norom cnoero
nspannnxa nnn cnonx cocrnenntx ere, nce +ro nn n xaxoe cpannenne ne ner c rem rnyoxnm uyncrnom, xoropoe
manentxn peenox ncntrtnaer x ponrenm x romy, xro yxnantno epxnr n pyxax ero xnsnt. Ena ponnmnct, on
yxe nmer rnasamn rnasa marepn, ryamn ee rpyt, pearnpyer na ee ronoc, ysnanax ero ns ncex. Vcranonnrt n
yepxnnart xonraxr co cnonm nspocntm nor rnannax saora peenxa. Bce ocrantnoe nosmoxno rontxo rora, xora c
+rnm xonraxrom nce n nopxxe. Tora moxno cmorpert no croponam, nrpart, yunrtcx, nesrt xya nn nonax, sanxstnart
xonraxrt c pyrnmn npn ycnonnn, uro ornomennx c ponrenem n nopxxe. Ecnn xe ner, nce ocrantnte nenn nyr no
oxy, cnauana rnannoe.

Hpnxonnoct nn nam nnert rpexnernero mantma, xoropt rynxer c mamo n napxe? Ona cnnr na cxamexe n
unraer, on eraer noxpyr, cesxaer c ropxn, nennr xynnunxn, cmorpnr na mypanten, necymnx cocnonym nronxy. Ho nor
n xaxo-ro momenr on oepnyncx a mamt na cxamexe ner. Oromna na mnnyrxy xya-ro. uro nponcxonr? Mantm
nemenenno npexparnr nrpy. Emy ontme ne nnrepecnt nn xauenn, nn mypantn. On exnr x cxamexe, osnpaercx
noxpyr. Ie mama?
Ecnn ona tcrpo namnact on ycnoxonrcx n nepnercx x nrpe. Ecnn ne cpasy on nepenyraercx, sannauer, moxer
noexart cnomx ronony, cam ne snax xya. Kora mama naercx, on ne cxopo eme cmoxer or nee oropnartcx. Bnennrcx
pyuxamn, ne saxouer ornycxart. Moxer trt, noome omo sanpocnrcx. He xouer on ontme rynxrt n nrpart. Camoe
naxnoe mama, xonraxr c ne oxasanoct no yrposo, n cpasy nce ocrantnoe oronnnynoct na nropo nnan.

Inyoxax +monnonantnax cnxst, cymecrnymmax mexy peenxom n ero nspocntm, nastnaercx npnnxsannocrt.
Hmenno ona sacrannxer mamy cntmart cxnost con nmo nncx nonopoxennoro, a no nanpxxennomy ronocy nopocrxa
oratnartcx, uro on noccopnncx c enymxo. H peenxy ona nosnonxer uyrxo nonnrt manemne nsmenennx n
nacrpoennn ponrene, nanpnmep, esomnouno onpeenxrt, xora onn n ccope, axe ecnn nnemne nce neyr cex xax
otuno. Hmenno npnnxsannocrt nosnonxer ponrenm ocrarouno nerxo orxastnart cee n uem-ro pan peenxa,
npeoonenart ycranocrt n nent, xora nyxno emy nomout. A peenxy nomoraer npnnarart ycnnnx, axe ecnn rpyno n
crpamno, urot ycntmart or ponrenx cnona oopennx n ynnert ncxpennn nocropr n ero rnasax, xora peenox
cenan nepnte marn nnn nonyunn nnnom ynnnepcnrera. Hmenno +ra cnxst nosnonxer mantmy cnaxo cnart na pyxax y
mamt, axe ecnn noxpyr mym n ronuex, nmenno ona enaer ponrentcxne nonenyn cnocontmn cnnmart ont,
aymxnnt nnpoxxn camtmn nxycntmn n mnpe, a nmoro peenxa camtm ymntm n xpacnntm na cnere nx cnonx
ponrene.
Hpnnxsannocrt ranen nx nonx. B nem nspocnt samnmaer n saornrcx, a peenox onepxer n nmer nomomn.
axe yyun nspocntmn, ncnyranmnct, mt xpnunm: Mama!, axe sa ntpocmee, ycaroe yxe, uao mt nonnyemcx,
ecnn y nero uro-ro nenano. Vst npnnxsannocrn npounee nmnn, npounee pyxt nmont n pyxa, tnaer,
ymnpamr, cxoxr na ner. Hpnnxsannocrt ocranercx c namn ncera, axe ecnn y nac ouent nenpocrte ornomennx c
ponrenxmn nnn ertmn, espasnnunt onn nam ne yyr nnxora.
Ouent mnoroe n noneennn ere oxcnxercx nmenno npnnxsannocrtm nnn yrposo pasptna npnnxsannocrn.

Bor camax otunax cnryannx: nt xere rocre. Bam peenox roxe pa npecroxmemy npasnnxy, on nomoraer nam
naxptnart na cron, craparentno moer onomn, pacxnatnaer can]erxn, pacnneraer or noxnant. 3ro noneenne
npnnxsannocrn, on xouer trt c namn, xouer nam npannrtcx, enart omee eno.
Bor rocrn na nopore n peenox npyr cmymaercx, npxuercx sa nac, nam cronr rpya yronopnrt ero ntrn n
nosoponartcx. 3ro noneenne npnnxsannocrn, on ocropoxen c uyxnmn, ne cnonmn, nspocntmn n nmer samnrt y
ponrenx.
Bt cnnre sa cronom, ynneuent nnrepecntm pasronopom, a peenox cnonno c nenn copnancx: mymnr, eraer, epraer
nac. 3ro noneenne npnnxsannocrn: on ncntrtnaer rpenory, nnx, uro namnm nnnmannem sannaen uyxo uenonex, n
xouer namero nnnmannx xax nornepxennx, uro c namnmn ornomennxmn nce n nopxxe.
Bt repxere repnenne, cepnrect na nero n ntcrannxere ns xomnart. On rpomxo nnauer, tercx o nept, naunnaercx
ncrepnxa. 3ro noneenne npnnxsannocrn: nt ann emy nonxrt, uro moxere oopnart cnxst c nnm, onee roro
cnmnonnuecxn npepnann ee, saxptn nept, on nporecryer nso ncex cnn, crapaxct noccranonnrt cnxst.
Bam cranonnrcx ero xanxo, nt nere x nemy, onnmaere, neere ymtrtcx. On eme xaxoe-ro npemx ncxnnntnaer,
norom oemaer, uro yer necrn cex xopomo, n nt paspemaere emy ocrartcx. Bcxope on sarnxaer, cnepnynmnct
xanaunxom y nac na xonenxx, n npana ontme ne mannr. 3ro noneenne npnnxsannocrn cnxst noccranonnena,
nanpxxenne cnano, crpax ornycrnn, peenox oeccnnen, a noccranannnnart cnnt nyume ncero pxom c ponrenem.

Bosmoxno, nt nnxora ne ymann o +rom n raxom xnmue. Bosmoxno, nam xasanoct, nnn nam ronopnnn oxpyxammne,
uro +ro nce nponcxonr noromy, uro peenox nsanonannt, nnn nenocnnrannt, nnn npennuaer, nnn
nepenosynncx. Ha camom ene nce npome n nce ceptesne. Emy npocro xnsnenno nyxna cnxst c namn. Bor n nce.
Ecnn +ro nonnmart n ymert nnert ro, xax cocroxnne namnx ornomenn nnnxer na cocroxnne n noneenne peenxa,
ouent mnorne cnyuan nnoxoro noneennx npecranyr concem n pyrom cnere.
Hpnnxsannocrt ne ouent nounnxercx nornxe, oexrnnntm ]axram, onoam paccyxa. Ona nppannonantna,
samemana na cnntntx uyncrnax, n y peenxa onn ocoenno cnntnt. anare nonpoyem uyrt noponee paccmorpert,
xax +ro ycrpoeno.

Ie xpann1cn npnnnsannoc1t
V nac n y ere roxe ecrt rononno mosr (axe ecnn nam nnora xaxercx, uro nery). Ionopx ouent ynpomenno,
on ycrpoen xax marpemxa, ro ecrt nnyrpn nnemnero mosra cnpxran eme mosr nnyrpennn. Bnemnn, nnn
xoprnxantnt, mosr +ro re camte nsnnnnnt, cepoe nemecrno ro, uro mt otuno n nastnaem cocrnenno
mosramn, n cmtcne cnoconocrtm coopaxart. Kora mt ronopnm npo xoro-ro: Bor +ro y rex mosrn! nnn
pyraem: Tt uro, nonce es mosron? mt nmeem n nny nmenno +ror, nnemnn mosr. Tam xpanxrcx cnona n ymnte, n
nenpnnnunte, ram xpanxrcx snannx n ymennx, cnoconocrt x cyxennxm, no+rnuecxne n spnrentnte opast, nepa n
nennocrn cnonom, nce ro, uro enaer nac uenonexom pasymntm.
Ho +rnm nepxnnm, pasymntm, mosrom ecrt mosr nnyrpennn, nnmnuecxax cncrema, nnora ero nastnamr eme
+monnonantntm mosrom. On y nac npnmepno raxo xe, xax y pyrnx mnexonnrammnx, ne snammnx nn rannnt
ymnoxennx, nn cnpxxennx rnaronon. Ho snammnx, uro onn xorxr xnrt, pasmnoxartcx, ne ncntrtnart onn, ne trt
ceenntmn xnmnnxom, samnmart cnonx erentme. 3ror mosr orneuaer sa uyncrna, sa ornomennx, ram poxamrcx n
xpanxrcx crpax, paocrt, rocxa, nmont, snocrt, naxencrno mnoro ncero. Hmenno +ror, nnyrpennn, mosr sacrannxer
mart cuacrnnno raxrt, epxa na pyxax peenxa, a peenxa yntartcx marepn, nmenno on n cnyuae onacnocrn
samenxer nx nac npemx n npnaer cnn, nmenno naroapx emy mt nacnaxaemcx oxrnxmn n ntem cnest npn
ncrpeue n pasnyxe. Bnyrpennn mosr orneuaer sa namn nnrantnte, ro ecrt xnsnenno naxnte norpenocrn
esonacnocrt, asonte nyxt (rono, xaxa n p.), nneuenne x npornnononoxnomy nony, npnnxsannocrt. On xe
perynnpyer nmmynnrer, aprepnantnoe annenne, ntpoct ropmonon n noome orneuaer sa cnxst ncnxnxn c renom.

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Ornomennx mexy nnemnnm n nnyrpennnm mosrom cnoxnte. C ono cropont, onn recno cnxsant. B nenom, ecnn
nce onee-menee narononyuno, na mosra xnnyr n nay, cntmar pyr pyra n ecrnymr cornaconanno. Hamn
mtcnn nnnxmr na uyncrna: mt moxem nnacrt n mpaunoe
opaonartcx, ncnomnnn, uro cxopo Hont ro. H naoopor: xora na yme rxxeno, nce noxpyr xaxercx
nornepxennem resnca xnsnt yxacna, nce noxpyr nnort, a xora rt nnmnen n cuacrnnn, nnorom xaxer
nnyt mpaunt Bonenray+p. Ho nosmoxnocrn nnemnero mosra nnnxrt na nnyrpennn orpannuent. Ecnn nam
crpamno, axe n cnryannn, xora oexrnnno oxrtcx ocoo neuero, nanpnmep noutm na xnanme, mt ne moxem
sacrannrt cex nepecrart oxrtcx. He moxem npocro cnoxono npoanannsnponart cnryannm, pemnrt, uro nnuero
onacnoro ner, n ycnoxonrtcx. Tax ne nonyuaercx.
Ecnn nnmnuecxax cncrema pacnennna xaxym-ro cnryannm xax rpenoxnym, yrpoxammym xnsnn nnn xnsnenno
naxntm ornomennxm, n ne nxnmuaercx cnrnan rpenorn, +monnonantnax cnpena. Ho nepnam pasnocnrcx cnrnan:
Foenax rpenora! Cnncrart ncex nanepx! Cpouno npenpnnxrt mept no nnxnnannn yrpost! Hoxnmuaercx reno:
yuamaercx nyntc, n xpont ntpactnaercx apenannn, mt samnpaem n yxace
urot cnacnn, nnn tcrpo yeraem urot ne ornann, nnn pocaemcx n paxy
Hpnuem oexrnnnocrt yrpost ryr eno nropocrenennoe. Ecnn peenox onrcx Fat
nomoraer emy npocro oxcnnrt, uro ram nnxoro ner, a n nocnernrt ]onapnxom roxe ne nomoraer. nx ero nnemnero
mosra, xoneuno, nce xcno: no xponartm nycro. A ero +monnonantnomy mosry crpamno, n nce ryr. A ne crpamno,
rontxo xora mama pxom.
Kora peenox nennxercx sa nac co cnesamn, nponoxax na paory, ne nomoraer emy npocro cxasart, uro mama cxopo
npner, uro nce nspocnte onxnt paorart n npoune ymnte nemn. Mama yxonr npxmo ceuac, n +ro yxacno,
noromy uro on xouer trt c mamo ncera. A nomoraer rontxo nocnert c nnm n onn
uact, n art emy noxa nonocnrt cno xanar nx nnmnuecxoro mosra xanar c sanaxom mamt
no xax t ee uacrt, n xnrt moxno.
Ho +ro xe npnunne nam peenox ynepen, uro ero nana camt cnntnt, n nenaxn
nonnman mranry n ne pancx. Emy, peenxy, ero nnmnuecxo cncreme, pxom nmenno co cnonm nano samnmenno n
necrpamno. Hpocro noromy uro +ro ero nana, ero cocrnennt. A c pyrnm, uyxnm nano, ne yer rax xe
samnmenno, yt ror xort uemnnon mnpa no ncem nnam ennoopcrn cpasy. Tax xro camt cnntnt?
Mosr, n xoropom xpannrcx npnnxsannocrt, ner or uyncrn, a ne or ]axron. Cocrnenno, n orxptnn npnnxsannocrt xax
xnnenne nmenno naroapx +romy ocroxrentcrny.

Bo npemx Bropo mnpono nont Honon cnntno omnnn n xnsnt y ere n ropoe tna nenecenax
nxmn nnora npnxonnoct cnert n ctptx nonyremntx omoyexnmax, nn norynxrt, nn nosyxom notmart. a n
ea tna ouent cxyno, ne nx pacrymnx oprannsmon. H tn
esonacno, rpanxa, nosyx, napnoe monoxo, mecrnte xnrenn nomoryr npncmorpert sa ertmn, a ponrenn n Honone

nomennx mexy nnemnnm n nnyrpennnm mosrom cnoxnte. C ono cropont, onn recno cnxsant. B nenom, ecnn
menee narononyuno, na mosra xnnyr n nay, cntmar pyr pyra n ecrnymr cornaconanno. Hamn
mtcnn nnnxmr na uyncrna: mt moxem nnacrt n mpaunoe nacrpoenne, ycntman nenecent cmxer n renenonocrxx, nnn
opaonartcx, ncnomnnn, uro cxopo Hont ro. H naoopor: xora na yme rxxeno, nce noxpyr xaxercx
nornepxennem resnca xnsnt yxacna, nce noxpyr nnort, a xora rt nnmnen n cuacrnnn, nnorom xaxercx xaxo-
nnyt mpaunt Bonenray+p. Ho nosmoxnocrn nnemnero mosra nnnxrt na nnyrpennn orpannuent. Ecnn nam
crpamno, axe n cnryannn, xora oexrnnno oxrtcx ocoo neuero, nanpnmep noutm na xnanme, mt ne moxem
npocro cnoxono npoanannsnponart cnryannm, pemnrt, uro nnuero
ro cnryannm xax rpenoxnym, yrpoxammym xnsnn nnn xnsnenno
enorn, +monnonantnax cnpena. Ho nepnam pasnocnrcx cnrnan:
Foenax rpenora! Cnncrart ncex nanepx! Cpouno npenpnnxrt mept no nnxnnannn yrpost! Hoxnmuaercx reno:
yuamaercx nyntc, n xpont ntpactnaercx apenannn, mt samnpaem n yxace uro ne samernnn, nnn rpomxo xpnunm
urot ne ornann, nnn pocaemcx n paxy urot noenrt onacnocrt.
eno nropocrenennoe. Ecnn peenox onrcx Fat-xrn no xponartm, ne
uro ram nnxoro ner, a n nocnernrt ]onapnxom roxe ne nomoraer. nx ero nnemnero
mosra, xoneuno, nce xcno: no xponartm nycro. A ero +monnonantnomy mosry crpamno, n nce ryr. A ne crpamno,
n, nponoxax na paory, ne nomoraer emy npocro cxasart, uro mama cxopo
npner, uro nce nspocnte onxnt paorart n npoune ymnte nemn. Mama yxonr npxmo ceuac, n +ro yxacno,
noromy uro on xouer trt c mamo ncera. A nomoraer rontxo nocnert c nnm n onnmxy, ne epraxct n ne rnxx na
nx nnmnuecxoro mosra xanar c sanaxom mamt +ro, xoneuno, ne mama,
Ho +ro xe npnunne nam peenox ynepen, uro ero nana camt cnntnt, n nenaxno, uro nana orannx n cpoy ne
nonnman mranry n ne pancx. Emy, peenxy, ero nnmnuecxo cncreme, pxom nmenno co cnonm nano samnmenno n
necrpamno. Hpocro noromy uro +ro ero nana, ero cocrnennt. A c pyrnm, uyxnm nano, ne yer rax xe
yt ror xort uemnnon mnpa no ncem nnam ennoopcrn cpasy. Tax xro camt cnntnt?
Mosr, n xoropom xpannrcx npnnxsannocrt, ner or uyncrn, a ne or ]axron. Cocrnenno, n orxptnn npnnxsannocrt xax
Bropo mnpono nont Honon cnntno omnnn n xnsnt y ere n ropoe tna nenecenax nentmn
nxmn nnora npnxonnoct cnert n ctptx nonyremntx omoyexnmax, nn norynxrt, nn nosyxom notmart. a n
ea tna ouent cxyno, ne nx pacrymnx oprannsmon. H tno npnnxro pemenne ere ntnesrn n epennm. Tam
esonacno, rpanxa, nosyx, napnoe monoxo, mecrnte xnrenn nomoryr npncmorpert sa ertmn, a ponrenn n Honone
Mosr, n xoropom xpannrcx npnnxsannocrt, ner or uyncrn, a ne or ]axron. Cocrnenno, n orxptnn npnnxsannocrt xax
nycrt cnoxono paoramr nx ]ponra.
Tax n cenann, n ern npnexann n npexpacnte anrnncxne epennn, x senentm nyram, xopome ee n saoram
optx mecrntx omoxosxex, rorontx enxxex npnnacxart, oorpert n pasnneut. ere conponoxann nearorn,
ncnxonorn, npaun. Hx xopomo ycrponnn, y nnx tna oexa n nrpymxn. Bor rontxo nponcxonrt nauano crpannoe.
ern, ocoenno manentxne, xoropte n Honone tnn xort n nentmn n xyentxnmn, no necentmn n nnonne
sopontmn, sect uyncrnonann cex xnno nnoxo. Onn ne xorenn nrpart, nnoxo enn, onn onenn ncem, uem moxno,
nexoropte nauann nncartcx, pyrne nepecrann pasronapnnart. Onn rocxonann no ponrenxm, nm tno nnoxo n
crpamno ne ram, n Honone, no omamn n nnporonot, no pxom c mamo, a sect, n uyecno nacropann, no es
mamt.

Hmenno rora ncnxonorn, cpen xoroptx tn xon Foynn, oparnnn nnnmanne na +ro naxnemee cnocrno
npnnxsannocrn ona nppannonantna. Peenxy cnoxono or npncyrcrnnx cnoero nspocnoro camoro no cee, axe ecnn
noxpyr naamr omt. H naoopor: on ne moxer trt cnoxoen n cuacrnnn, a snaunr, ne moxer xopomo pacrn n
pasnnnartcx, ecnn cnoero nspocnoro pxom ner. Hnn xora ornomennx c nnm no yrposo.

R euy ronopm, ronopm
Honnmax peaxnnm peenxa na yrposy ero cnxsn co cnonm nspocntm, a raxxe ornomennx mexy nnemnnm,
pasymntm, n nnyrpennnm, +monnonantntm, mosrom, moxno, nanpnmep, nonxrt, nouemy ne paoramr oxcnennx,
norannn n noome nasnarentnte ecet.
Hourn na nmo nepno ncrpeue ncnxonora c ponrenem nononnna npemenn repxercx nnycrym. Ha uro? Ha
nopont nepecxas ponrenem ncex rex npannntntx cnon, ymntx mtcne n neocnopnmtx onoon, xoropte on
npnnonr cnoemy peenxy.

emy ronopm: +ro xe ree nyxna yuea, ne mne. Tt xe ntpacremt saxouemt nopmantnym paory, sapnnary. A
snann ner. Fyemt noxrn xycart, a npemx ynymeno. Bce Bxonraxre npocnen. Cam xe norom noxaneemt.
e ronopm: nemn xe ener croxr. He npocro rax c nea naamr. 3ro mo rpy, rpy nme, xoropte nx enann.
Kax xe moxno rax c nnmn opamartcx? Hcnauxana ny, nocrnpa. 3auem no xponart sannntnart? Btxonmt ns
mxont: nponept nnmnn pas, nce nn nsxna map], manxy, cmenxy. He nanacemtcx xe. xe ne nopym, xaxym neenm
nce nonoe noxynart.
emy ronopm ncera: yme npnsnanart nnny n necrn ornercrnennocrt. Kax myxunna, a ne xax rpyc.
Haesopasnnuan orneua. 3auem mnnrt, npart? Camomy ne crtno? Hanopraunrt mor, a orneuart rex nery?
nm ronopm: nt xe camn norom ne naere nnuero. Bor saxornre nonrpart, a nce nnepememxy, pacxnano-
paspocano, re ncxart erann nenonxrno. Hy, pasnoxnre axxyparno, ecrt xe xopoxn, xonrenept, urot saxorenn,
npemx ecrt pas n ocrart. Camnm xe yer nyume, n nacrpoenne pyroe, xora nopxox. Bor y menx nncrpymenrt n
rapaxe n nopxxe nexar, nnaue xax paorart?
uenonex, ronopxmn npannntnt rexcr, ncera nemnoxxo noxox na rerepena na roxy: roxyer cee, nnuero n nnxoro
noxpyr ne cntmnr. Cam cex n rpanc nnonr, cam cee xnnaer. Kcrarn, ecnn ne npeptnart, rax n nect uac xoncyntrannn
moxer nporn. H rontxo sa nxrt mnnyr o xonna uenonex cnoxnarnrcx: a uro enart-ro? Ho+romy x ncera npeptnam.
Vnepena, ronopm, uro nt nce ronopnnn npannntno n sameuarentno, anare ne yem npemx repxrt na nepecxas.
Horomy uro n npana ynepena. Hy, mnoro nn ponrene, xoropte t erxm ronopnnn: Bpn, erxa, ne crecnxcx, nnn
Bxony nporynnna, a ny ee noome, nnn Kna nemn re nonano ne xanxo? Ftnamr, nanepnoe, no ne uacro
ncrpernmt.
Hanepnxxa nce npannntno ronopnr ponrent. Tontxo ecnn ono paorano, on t sect ne cnen, nepno? Pas npnmen,
snaunr, yx rtcxuy pas nce +ro peenxy nponsnocnn, a ronxy ner. Bor nouemy rax?
Mt yxe snaem, uro n cnryannn crpecca nnyrpennn mosr nxnmuaer cnrnan rpenorn. Kax mamnna Cxopo nomomn
cnpeny. uem ntme crpecc, rem rpomue cnrnan. Hpoonann xora-nnyt pemart ypannennx, peaxrnponart rexcr nnn
pasmtmnxrt o ntcoxom n merpe or nonxme cnpeno Cxopo? Hnoxo nonyuaercx? A ecnn cnpena nonnr npxmo n
ronone, no nnyrpennem mosre? Bnemnn mosr n +rom cnyuae npocro cnocnr, on repxer paorocnoconocrt, mt nnoxo
coopaxaem. Xapaxrep crpecca, xcrarn, moxer trt nmo: n cnntnt ncnyr, n rope, n xpxax nnmnennocrt, n
neoxnannt ntnrptm n norepem pasymnocrn nam ne npnannxmr. Kax ronopxr ncnxonorn, a]]exr ropmosnr
nnrennexr.
Tenept nepnemcx x namemy x emy ronopm. Bor peenox. On uro-ro cenan ne rax. On nonnmaer, uro ponrent nm
neononen. nx peenxa neonontcrno ponrenx +ro ncera ceptesnt crpecc, axe ecnn xaxercx, uro emy nce
rptn-rpana. Hpnnxsannocrt rpeyer or nero npannrtcx cnoemy nspocnomy, +ro rapanrnx ero nomomn n samnrt. Ecnn
nspocnt neononen, peenxy, npnpono, nppannonantno uacrn ero ncnxnxn, ncera crpamno: npyr yer, pocnr,
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ontme ne yer monm? Tora x nponan. 3ro nponcxonr neocosnanno, nnemnnm, pasymntm mosrom peenox nnonne
moxer trt ynepen, uro nt ero ne ocrannre, uro rax ne tnaer, urot ere pasnmnnn ns-sa noxn nnn norepxnno
manxn. Ho nnyrpennemy mosry nce +rn pasymnte coopaxennx nennrepecnt. Ponrent xnno paccepxen, ero ronoc,
nnno, nosa ntpaxamr rnen, nenpnxsnt, pasouaponanne nce, yrposa npnnxsannocrn onapyxena, n nnmnuecxo
cncreme cpaartnaer nnyrpennn erexrop, nxnmuaercx cnpena. Tem onee cnntnax, uem cnntnee pasrnenan nspocnt,
uem cnntnee n uame on snnncx npexe. Cnpena nxnmuaercx nnemnn mosr sanncaer.
Bce, c +roro momenra nce namn ymnte-pasymnte onot n npnstnt nycroe corpxcenne nosyxa. Bt opamaerect x
nepxnemy mosry ny, a on n ornyuxe. Aonenr npemenno neocrynen. Bt +ro sameuaere n cepnrect eme ontme:
Tt menx noome cnymaemt nnn ner? uro, co crenxo pasronapnnam? Tt o uem ymaemt? a nn o uem on ne
ymaer, ne moxer npocro.

Homnnre nn nt camn, uro uyncrnonann, xora ponrenn nac pyrann? ern onnctnamr +ro no pasnomy: Mne xaxercx,
uro menx pasptnaer na xycouxn, Mne xouercx ncuesnyrt, Mne rax nnoxo, uro axe romnnr, cpasy nnauy, a
nana sa +ro cepnrcx. 3ro, xax nt nonnmaere, yxe re ern, xoropte cnocont ntcxasart cnon uyncrna cnonamn, ro
ecrt nxrnnernne xorx t. uro uyncrnyer roonant, mt rouno ne snaem. Moxno rontxo cee npecrannrt.

Hexoropte ponrenn ropxrcx rem, uro ne opyr. 3ro xopomo, xoneuno. Ho n crpecc peenxa moxno nornart n es
ennen. Moxno n ouent rnxnm n ponntm ronocom nanyrart ncrpeuamrcx macrepa. Moxno ntpasnrt ornepxenne
nnnom xax cxasan onn manentxn mantunx: Kora mox mama cepnrcx, ona rnasamn ronxaercx. Moxno npxmtm
rexcrom cxasart, uro raxoro nnoxoro mantunxa ree ne nyxno. Moxno noxanonartcx, uro cnn nnxaxnx ner n sopontx
n nce +ro rex n rpo saronnr. A uro moxer trt crpamnee, uem nepcnexrnna, uro ponrent ymper, rt ero norepxemt
no cnoe nnne? Haxonen n cam peenox, ocosnan, uro onxrt norepxn-satn-ne cenan, moxer ncntrtnart ocrpt crt,
a crt +ro roxe a]]exr, n on roxe, mexy npounm, ropmosnr nnrennexr. Tax uro axe ecnn peenox cronr xpacnt,
xax pax, onycrnn ronony n rnorax cnest, ne oontmarect. 3ro ne snaunr, uro on nce nonxn n cenan ntnot, ero
nnemnn mosr rouno rax xe cnecen cnntntm crpeccom, n ceronxmnee ocrpoe pacxaxnne moxer nonce ne npnnecrn x
romy, uro sanrpa ero noneenne nsmennrcx.
Ponrent, uyncrnyx, uro ero cnona ne nocnpnnnmamr, cepnrcx eme ontme. Crpecc oonx cranonnrcx cnntnee,
cnoconocrn coopaxart eme mentme. H rax o rex nop, noxa nanpxxenne ne paspasnrcx n ncrepnxe nnn xro-ro ns
nonx ne ntcxounr ns xomnart, xnonnyn neptm, urot npepnart nenepenocnmo myunrentnt xonraxr.

a ner y nero nnxaxoro crpecca, emy npocro nnenart na nce, uro x ronopm, saxnnxmr nexoropte nspocnte. Moxer
raxoe trt? a, tnaer. Hpana, nx +roro nao cnntno nocrapartcx. Ecnn na peenxa perynxpno, ne nponycxax nn
nx, opart, xpnrnxonart, unrart mopant n crtnrt, ecnn ero nocroxnno nyrart n manraxnponart, a nyume eme n nrt
nnn sannpart n uynane, on npocro nayunrcx samnmartcx. Ormopaxnnartcx, xax ronopxr nopocrxn. Orcoennxrtcx
or uyncrn. A +ro snaunr npepner cnom cnxst c ponrenem. Orxaxercx or npnnxsannocrn. 3ro ontno n rpyno, n ern
ncera o nocnenero crapamrcx +roro ne enart. Otuno ern axe n ouent rxxeno cnryannn npoonxamr crpaart
or ymenno onn, no or npnnxsannocrn nonnocrtm ne orxastnamrcx. Ho nexoroptm npocro npnxonrcx, crpecc
cnnmxom nennx n nocroxnen.

Ecnn npnnxsannocrt ormopoxena, ponrent nx peenxa ontme ne samnra n ne onopa. Ho n ero ocyxenne
ontme ocoo ne nyraer. Ponrenx ocraercx npocro repnert, noxa ne moxemt nnxya yrn. Monuart, enart nn
cnymaemt. A ro n ronopnrt npannntnte cnona n orner
nopme, mannnynnpy ne xouy.

Bosmoxno, nam npnxonnoct ncrpeuart n xnsnn nspocntx nme c ormopoxenno n ercrne npnnxsannocrtm. Onn
nouepxnyro nnnnunt, nmxr emoncrpnponart, uro nx nnx ner nnuero cnxroro, nopo xecroxn n nmxr +rnm
pannponart. B ornomennxx cxnonnt mannnynnponart, npocunrtnart nmcxne peaxnnn, ne ymemr couyncrnonart,
npesnpamr +monnonantnym uyncrnnrentnocrt n pannmocrt. Otuno ne ncrynamr n nnrentnte rnyoxne ornomennx,
pexo cosamr cemtn. Hpn +rom cunramr cno opas xnsnn npannntntm, a nennocrn cemtn, nmnn, saort
cenrnmenrantno uymtm, uacro nmemr narorone reopnn o rom, uro nce +ro nacaxaercx c n
epxart nme n nounnennn. Kareropnuecxn ne npnsnamr, uro necuacrnt, sa nomomtm ne opamamrcx. Hpesnpamr
nme nomorammnx npo]eccn, narornopnrene, nononrepon, mnoroerntx ponrene n ncex, xro rax nnn nnaue
acconnnpyercx c saoro o nnxnem.

He ymam, uro nmomy ponrenm n spanom yme n rpesno namxrn saxouercx raxoro yymero nx cnoero peenxa.
B onee mxrxom napnanre peenox ne pner nnyrpennmm cnxst c ponrenem nonnocrtm, no nayuaercx nrnopnponart
nmenno nonnn (nnn norannn). To ecrt nce nponcxonr, xax n npnrue npo nacrymxa n nonxon, o xoropo mt rax nmnm
nasnarentno nanomnnart erxm, a cronno t nx nauana nonxrt camnm. Ecnn cnona neoopennx n yrpost ponrenx
ctnnmrcx na peenxa nocroxnno, ns-sa nmoro nycrxxa, ero nnm
rpenorn, ona orneuaer: Hy, nonxn, nonxn, cro pas yxe nonxn, naoeno. H ne noymam pearnponart.

Ecnn npnnxsannocrt ormopoxena, ponrent nx peenxa ontme ne samnra n ne onopa. Ho n ero ocyxenne
ontme ocoo ne nyraer. Ponrenx ocraercx npocro repnert, noxa ne moxemt nnxya yrn. Monuart, enart nn, uro
cnymaemt. A ro n ronopnrt npannntnte cnona n orner nouemy t ner, net cnntntx uyncrn ner, nepxnn mosr n
Bosmoxno, nam npnxonnoct ncrpeuart n xnsnn nspocntx nme c ormopoxenno n ercrne npnnxsannocrtm. Onn
ouepxnyro nnnnunt, nmxr emoncrpnponart, uro nx nnx ner nnuero cnxroro, nopo xecroxn n nmxr +rnm
pannponart. B ornomennxx cxnonnt mannnynnponart, npocunrtnart nmcxne peaxnnn, ne ymemr couyncrnonart,
nmocrt. Otuno ne ncrynamr n nnrentnte rnyoxne ornomennx,
pexo cosamr cemtn. Hpn +rom cunramr cno opas xnsnn npannntntm, a nennocrn cemtn, nmnn, saort npeno
cenrnmenrantno uymtm, uacro nmemr narorone reopnn o rom, uro nce +ro nacaxaercx c nentm naxnnt nnn urot
epxart nme n nounnennn. Kareropnuecxn ne npnsnamr, uro necuacrnt, sa nomomtm ne opamamrcx. Hpesnpamr
nme nomorammnx npo]eccn, narornopnrene, nononrepon, mnoroerntx ponrene n ncex, xro rax nnn nnaue
He ymam, uro nmomy ponrenm n spanom yme n rpesno namxrn saxouercx raxoro yymero nx cnoero peenxa.
B onee mxrxom napnanre peenox ne pner nnyrpennmm cnxst c ponrenem nonnocrtm, no nayuaercx nrnopnponart
n). To ecrt nce nponcxonr, xax n npnrue npo nacrymxa n nonxon, o xoropo mt rax nmnm
nasnarentno nanomnnart erxm, a cronno t nx nauana nonxrt camnm. Ecnn cnona neoopennx n yrpost ponrenx
sa nmoro nycrxxa, ero nnmnuecxax cncrema npocro ycraer nxnmuart cnrnan
rpenorn, ona orneuaer: Hy, nonxn, nonxn, cro pas yxe nonxn, naoeno. H ne noymam pearnponart.
Bosmoxno, nam npnxonnoct ncrpeuart n xnsnn nspocntx nme c ormopoxenno n ercrne npnnxsannocrtm. Onn
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uro +ro snaunr? Ouent npocro: ponrent yrparnn raxo xanan cnxsn c peenxom, xax cnona. Tax mnoro pas
nanycxancx na uao ns-sa nycrxxon, uro renept, axe saxorn on npeynpenrt peenxa o peantno yrpose, noronopnrt
c nnm o ceptesntx sanperax, nce yer mnmo yme. Bonxn, nonxn. Menn Emenx, rnox neenx. Btpaxaxct
+xonomnuecxnmn repmnnamn, nponsomna enantnannx ponrentcxnx cnon, onn npenparnnnct n nycrte oeprxn es
cmtcna. Tenept, urot peenox cnona nauan nocnpnnnmart ro, uro ronopnr ponrent, romy npnercx noxpennrt cnon
cnona uem-ro noceptesnee. Haxasannem, yrposamn, manraxom.
H, nosmoxno, ncxope nerxax aprnnnepnx nocrenenno nepeer n rxxenym.

uro xe renept enart, nnxora n cnona emy ne cxasart? Ftrt ncera cnoxontm, xax yan? A cno crpecc xya
enart? V ponrene xe roxe nnyrpennn mosr ecrt!
Koneuno, ecrt, n o nem nao saornrtcx, o +rom mt uyrt nosxe noronopnm noponee. Ho n nmom cnyuae trt
ncera cnoxontm nepeantno. Ftnaer, uro y camoro ponrenx nepxnn, pasymnt, mosr cnecno nanpout, ern nnora
raxoe rnopxr! 3ro camo no cee ne ouent crpamno, nce mt ncntrtnaem npemx or npemenn a]]exrt n nnuero, xnnt.
Hpocro nao nonnmart, uro nocnnrtnart peenxa n +rom cocroxnnn nenosmoxno n ne nyxno. Cpoctre crpecc.
Btcxaxnre uyncrna. Horonare noramn, n xonne xonnon. Ecnn n omem n nenom namn ornomennx c peenxom xopomne
n npounte, on, xoneuno, nepenyraercx n paccrponrcx, no nepexnner +ror crpecc, cnpannrcx. Horom oa ocrtnere,
ycnoxonrect, nomnpnrect, nonpocnre pyr y pyra npomennx, moxer, axe nonnauere nmecre (uepes cnest
nnmnuecxax cncrema ouent xopomo ycnoxannaercx). H nor rontxo norom, xora cnest yxe ntcoxnn, xora nt oa
cnnre n onnmxy, a ecnn crpecc tn cnntntm ro, moxer trt, noome uepes necxontxo uacon, nepe cnom, nnn axe
na cneymmn ent nmeer cmtcn ronopnrt nce namn npannntnte n npexpacnte cnona. Koropte rora norexyr
npxmexontxo or namero pasymnoro nnemnero mosra x pasymnomy nnemnemy mosry peenxa n nayr ram cnoe saxonnoe
mecro, sanomnxrcx, cranyr ne rontxo namnmn, no n ero mtcnxmn.
Heynnnrentno, uro oxastnamrcx ecrnennt merot xoncrpyxrnnnoro omennx, nanpnmep axrnnnoe cnymanne,
ponnmeecx ns nen amepnxancxoro ncnxonora Tomaca Iopona ncnontsonart n omennn ponrene c ertmn npnemt
rymanncrnuecxo ncnxorepannn (n name crpane +rn merot crann mnpoxo nsnecrnt naroapx xnnram R. F.
Innnenperep). Cexper npocr: axrnnno cnymax, pacnosnanax n nastnax uyncrna n norpenocrn peenxa, mt +rnm
camtm aem emy nonxrt: x sect, x c roo, x no-npexnemy rno nspocnt, nanenennt na rnon nyxt, c name
cnxstm nce n nopxxe, urot t rt ram nn narnopnn. Coornercrnenno, peenox ne nnaaer n crpecc n moxer cntmart,
ymart, spano onennnart cnon nocrynxn, nx nocnecrnnx, npenarart napnanrt pemennx nponem.
3aono cranonnrcx nonxrno, nouemy nexoroptx ponrene, y xoroptx ouent xopomne, rnyoxne ornomennx c
ertmn, noonte xnnxxn, naoopor, paspaxamr. Tam onncana rexnnxa, a sauem rexnnxa, ecnn nce ecrecrnenno n
camo coo rax? Hy, xax ecnn nomart uenonexa, xoropt noxnonenno rannyer nantc, n conart emy n nnno cxemy
npannntntx nnxenn nnn cunrart pas-na-rpn. Emy ne nao, ero paspaxaer. A nor romy, xro nantc npexe ne
rannenan, ouent axe nomoxer n cxema, n cuer. Texnnxn xoncrpyxrnnnoro omennx cnacnn or xon]nnxron nemano
ceme, n xoroptx ornomennx ponrene c ertmn yxe pasnannnct nnn naxonnnct no yrposo.
Kpome roro, axrnnno cnymax, cnoxno cxasart uro-ro raxoe, uro camo no cee, axe es xpnxa n ocxopnenn, yer
pacneneno peenxom xax yrposa npnnxsannocrn, xax nn]opmannx o rom, uro nmont x nemy ponrenx neesycnonna,
nenpouna, uro ero omnxa, ero nenocnymanne, ero neocrarxn moryr ee noxoneart. Bor o +rom noronopnm uyrt
noponee.

C1ant 1axnu, xax n xouy
anare nponeem neontmo mtcnennt +xcnepnmenr.

Hoymare npxmo ceuac o uem-ro, uro nam n cee ne ouent npannrcx. Hanpnmep, nnmnn nec. Hnn nsnnmnxx
onunnocrt. A moxer trt, npnntuxa nce orxnatnart na nocnenn momenr. Onnmnre na ymare nnn ncnyx +ry
cnom ocoennocrt, oxcnnre, nouemy +ro nnoxo n nouemy cneonano t uro-ro n cee nsmennrt. Hpnnenre
yenrentnte onot: nnmnn nec npenr sopontm, ont no nycrxxam yxymamr ornomennx c nmtmn n noprxr
camouyncrnne, npnntuxa x anpanam ne pas yxe crannna nac n rpynym cnryannm, n rax anee.
uro nt uyncrnyere, xora ronopnre o +rom? Ouent nn nam nenpnxrno ymart o cnonx neocrarxax? Cornacnt nn nt,
uro nsmennrt cex tno t ouent nennoxo? Ecrt nn xenanne npncrynnrt x nsmenennxm n xnsnn nnn xorx t nx
oymart?
A renept npecrantre cee, uro ror xe camt rexcr c onoamn n npnstnamn nsmennrtcx nponsnocnr pyro
uenonex, opamaxct x nam. ocnonno ror xe camt, rontxo x samennn na rt. H oxcnxer nam, xax npeno trt
raxnm roncrtm nnn xax rnyno onxartcx no nycrxxam, xax neoxonmo naxonen nayunrtcx enart nce nonpemx.
uro nt uyncrnyere renept? Kax nsmennnoct name nacrpoenne? uro nponsomno c xenannem nauart nonym xnsnt?

Fontmnncrno nme, nponox +ror ontr, sameuamr, uro re xe camte cnona, xoropte onontno mano paccrpannamr
nx, xora peut opamena x camomy cee, n ycrax pyroro snyuar onno n nenpnxrno. uro nnant no nsmenennm cnoe
nnemnocrn, xapaxrepa nnn npnntuex, xoropte mt crponm camn, moryr noxnonnxrt, a re xe nnant, osnyuennte nsnne,
ntstnart conpornnnenne n nporecr. Cpasy xouercx ornernrt noopaxaemomy coecennxy, unrammemy nam mopant:
Orcrant! A mne rax npannrcx! He yun menx xnrt!
Mt, nmn, ynnxantnte nnunocrn. Mt raxne, xaxne mt ecrt, n namn neocrarxn roxe uacrt nac. Mt ne xornm
menxrtcx no nepnomy rpeonannm xaxoro ncrpeunoro n nonepeunoro. H ne yem. Tontxo noymare, uro tno t,
ecnn t nac mornn menxrt c nomomtm yronopon, oxcnenn n yexenn nce, xoro uro-ro n nac ne ycrpannaer?
Hauantnnx, cocen, cnexpont? Cronr nm nac noxpnrnxonart n nor nt yxe nsmennnnct. Cronr yenrentno
oxcnnrt, xax nt ne npant n nt yxe pyro uenonex. axe crpamno cranonnrcx, xax noymaemt. K cuacrtm, +ro
nenosmoxno. Hmn ymemr orcrannart cnom nenocrnocrt, cnom nenrnunocrt.
H nspocnte ymemr, n ern roxe.
Hpnuem, oparnre nnnmanne, nam +xcnepnmenr tn nenepoxrno, nenpanonoono maxmnm. Boopaxaemt
pyro uenonex ronopnn rontxo ro, uro nt cxasann o cee camn. On ne npnannxn nnuero npoe sna na rex ne
xnaraer, nnn yxe ypax t nonxn, nnn xax ne crtno trt raxo cnnnte. On ne nontman ronoc. On ne
xpnrnxonan nac npn pystxx. He rposnncx naxasart, ecnn nt ne nocnymaerect. On tn cymnm anrenom, opasnom
xoppexrnocrn n ennxarnocrn. A rnannoe +ro tn ncero nnmt noopaxaemt coecennx, or xoroporo nt moxere
nerxo ormaxnyrtcx n ryr xe satrt ero npornnnym noopaxaemym ]nsnonomnm. Cronr npecrannrt cee na ero
mecre, nanpnmep, cynpyra n nt nouyncrnyere, xax nporecr cmenxercx ono, a ro n xpocrtm. Mt rax ne
oronapnnannct! Camte nnsxne nmn onxnt npnnnmart nac raxnmn, xaxne mt ecrt, nnaue nam cranonnrcx ouent
nnoxo n crpamno. A ecnn x ne cmory nsmennrt xapaxrep rt menx uro, pocnmt? A ecnn ne noxyem pasnmnmt? A
ecnn eme pas onosam ornepnemtcx, ne cranemt xart? a xaxax xe +ro nmont, ecnn ona nce npemx nncnr na
nonocxe, sanncnr or mnoxecrna ycnonn?!
Mt nomnnm, uro ornomennx peenxa c ponrenem nx nero eme onee snaunmt, on eme ontme sanncnr or roro,
urot nmont ponrenx x nemy tna nestnema, xax cxana, urot +ra cnxst ne morna trt npepnana nn omnxo, nn
rnynocrtm, nn neconepmencrnom xapaxrepa, nnemnocrn, cnoconocre. Hontrxa ycranonnrt peenxy nnanxy
oxnann nnepraer ero n rnyouamn crpecc, ntstnaer cnntnt nporecr. H nmecro oxnaemoro nearornuecxoro
+]]exra cnonx norann n npasymnenn mt nonyuaem xnnt nnn cxptrt caorax, a nopo n napaoxcantnym
peaxnnm: peenox ycnnnnaer xax pas ro noneenne nnn xauecrno, xoroptm mt uacro tnaem neonontnt. Kax +ro
paoraer?

Hpecrantre cee, uro nt rynxere no rpone na nponacrtm (a +ro n nexoropom cmtcne noome mera]opa name
xnsnn) n crpaxyer nac npounax nepenxa, xoropym epxnr c ro cropont uenonex, xoropomy nt aconmrno onepxere,
ontme, uem cee. Hmenno rax nocnpnnnmaer peenox cnom npnnxsannocrt x ponrenm n ponrenx x nemy. H npyr
nam xaxercx, uro nepenxa ocnana, nponncna xax-ro. uro cnyunnoct? Ornycrnn? 3atn? Fpocnn? Vmen? Cnpocnrt nt
ne moxere, norn pasysnart roxe crpamno xe mar crynnrt, es crpaxonxn-ro. uro nt yere enart?
Ecrecrnenno, eprart sa nepenxy n naexe, uro ona npocro nemnoro nponncna n ceuac cnona narxnercx n craner
npouno n naexno, xax pantme. eprart c samnpannem cepna a npyr epnemt, n oxaxercx, uro na rom xonne ee
ntnycrnnn? Ho ecnn ne epnyrt, ro xax ysnart?

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Bor nmenno +ro n enaer peenox, xora y nero ecrt comnenne n npounocrn npnnxsannocrn. epraer sa nepenxy.
Cnona npoyer ro nmenno noneenne, xoropoe, no ontry, crannr ornomenne x nemy ponrenx no yrposy. Tt no
npexnemy mo nspocnt? cnonno cnpamnnaer on. axe ecnn x nor rax enam? axe ecnn x nnoxo? ne mory
xnrt n raxo rpenore, ornert cxopee, urot x snan rouno. Hocxontxy nonpoc
peenox saaer ero ne cnonamn, a noneennem. H ornera xer ne cnonamn (a, xoneuno, x rex ouent nmnm, nn
nonrpa n cnoe xomnare paspaxenntm ronocom), a uyncrnamn n ecrnnxmn.

B ono ns nyumnx cepn anrnncxo rene+nonen npo oxropa Kro noxasano, xaxo paspymnrentno cnno
moxer onaart peenox, myunmt rpenoro sa cnom npnnxsannocrt. Tam manentxn mantunx, xoropt ne nonnman,
nouemy ero mart orpnnaer, uro ona ero mart, xax npnspax xonn nouamn no ropoy
ncrpeuennomy nspocnomy c nonpocom: Tt mox mama? Cxaxn, rt mox mamouxa?
npenpamancx n raxoro norepxnnoro peenxa, nnyrpn xoroporo ne ocrananoct nn pasyma, nn oport, nn cnoconocrn
conepexnnart rontxo onn +ror nonpoc, enanmn nx onacntmn nx ncex noxpyr. H npexparnnoct nce rontxo nocne
roro, xax mama onxna cnoero peenxa, xorx +ro tno ouent nenpocro n cmeprentno onacno nx nee, n rnepo cxasana:
a, x rnox mama, n x ncera yy rnoe mamo.

Ecnn y ponrenx nonyuaercx art peenxy nonxrt, uro, mon, rt, oporo, xoneuno, nanoman pon, no ne nonnycx, x
rex no-npexnemy nmnm, x c roo, moxemt na menx paccunrtnart, nepenxa npouna,
moxer nsmennrt noneenne. Ecnn nspocnt n orner roxe sanonrcx, cam nonaaer no nnacrt rpenorn on renept
ncera yer rax enart, x nnoxo ponrent, x ne cnpannxmct, on menx ne cnymaercx, +ro on nasno, nyxno trt
noxecrue c nnm, uro nenonano tno nnpet n nce n raxom poe
cranonnrcx ocrpee. A snaunr, cneyer xart uero? Hpannntno, nonropennx n roro camoro, nenepenocnmoro nx

Bor nmenno +ro n enaer peenox, xora y nero ecrt comnenne n npounocrn npnnxsannocrn. epraer sa nepenxy.
nne, xoropoe, no ontry, crannr ornomenne x nemy ponrenx no yrposy. Tt no-
axe ecnn x nor rax enam? axe ecnn x nnoxo? ne mory
xnrt n raxo rpenore, ornert cxopee, urot x snan rouno. Hocxontxy nonpoc +ror poxaercx no nnyrpennem mosre,
peenox saaer ero ne cnonamn, a noneennem. H ornera xer ne cnonamn (a, xoneuno, x rex ouent nmnm, nn
paspaxenntm ronocom), a uyncrnamn n ecrnnxmn.
cxo rene+nonen npo oxropa Kro noxasano, xaxo paspymnrentno cnno
moxer onaart peenox, myunmt rpenoro sa cnom npnnxsannocrt. Tam manentxn mantunx, xoropt ne nonnman,
nouemy ero mart orpnnaer, uro ona ero mart, xax npnspax xonn nouamn no ropoy, opamaxct x xaxomy
ncrpeuennomy nspocnomy c nonpocom: Tt mox mama? Cxaxn, rt mox mamouxa? n xaxt, xoro on xacancx, roxe
npenpamancx n raxoro norepxnnoro peenxa, nnyrpn xoroporo ne ocrananoct nn pasyma, nn oport, nn cnoconocrn
ntxo onn +ror nonpoc, enanmn nx onacntmn nx ncex noxpyr. H npexparnnoct nce rontxo nocne
roro, xax mama onxna cnoero peenxa, xorx +ro tno ouent nenpocro n cmeprentno onacno nx nee, n rnepo cxasana:
Ecnn y ponrenx nonyuaercx art peenxy nonxrt, uro, mon, rt, oporo, xoneuno, nanoman pon, no ne nonnycx, x
npexnemy nmnm, x c roo, moxemt na menx paccunrtnart, nepenxa npouna, peenox ycnoxannaercx n
cnt n orner roxe sanonrcx, cam nonaaer no nnacrt rpenorn on renept
ncera yer rax enart, x nnoxo ponrent, x ne cnpannxmct, on menx ne cnymaercx, +ro on nasno, nyxno trt
noxecrue c nnm, uro nenonano tno nnpet n nce n raxom poe nonpoc peenxa ne cnnmaercx, a rontxo
cranonnrcx ocrpee. A snaunr, cneyer xart uero? Hpannntno, nonropennx n roro camoro, nenepenocnmoro nx
ponrenx noneennx.
3ro eme ono naxnemee xauecrno npnnxsannocrn nx nee He no xopomemy mnn, a no mnny xopom. Mt moxem
cxontxo yrono nnemnnm, pasymntm mosrom nonnmart, uro ecrt, xoneuno, ern xpacnnee, rananrnnnee, ymnee namero.
Ho namemy nnyrpennemy mosry, name npnnxsannocrn ner ena o oexrnnntx xpnrepnen. Koneuno, nam camt
nyumn, camt cnaxn, camt rennantnt n camt neorpasnmt. Hy n uro, uro nonoyxn n noeunnx. Mt nn sa uro
ne npomenxem ero na uyxoro ornnunnxa c pexnamno nnemnocrtm. Ham nam nyxen. Cno, pono, nmnmt. Kaxo
ecrt, raxo n nyxen. H naxno, urot cam peenox roxe +ro uyncrnonan.

Cnntnme cpec1na
A moxer, npocro ero naxasart nocnntnee? nanepnoe, ner raxoro ponrenx, xoropt xort pas ne saanancx t
+rnm nonpocom. Pasronopt ne nomoramr. Tora, moxer trt, nopa nepexonrt x ecrnnxm?
C naxasannxmn nor xaxax ecrt nponema. Bo nspocno xnsnn-ro naxasann npaxrnuecxn ner, ecnn ne cunrart c]epy
yrononnoro n amnnncrparnnnoro npana n omenne c IHF. Her nnxoro, xro cran t nac naxastnart, urot snan,
urot nnpet raxoro ne nonropxnoct. Bce ropaso npome. Ecnn mt nnoxo paoraem, nac ynonxr n na name mecro
nostmyr pyroro. urot naxasart nac? Hn n xoem cnyuae. Hpocro urot paora mna nyume. Ecnn mt xamonart n
+roncrnunt, y nac ne yer pyse. B naxasanne? a ner, xoneuno, npocro nmn npenouryr omartcx c onee
npnxrntmn nnunocrxmn. Ecnn mt xypnm, nexnm na nnane n enm unnct, y nac ncnoprnrcx soponte. 3ro ne
naxasanne npocro ecrecrnennoe cnecrnne. Ecnn mt ne ymeem nmnrt n saornrtcx, crponrt ornomennx, or nac
yer cynpyr ne n naxasanne, a npocro ycraner, n nce. Fontmo mnp crponrcx ne na npnnnnne naxasann n narpa, a
na npnnnnne ecrecrnenntx nocnecrnn. uro noceemt, ro n noxnemt n saaua nspocnoro uenonexa npocunrtnart
nocnecrnnx n npnnnmart pemennx.
Ecnn mt nocnnrtnaem peenxa c nomomtm narpa n naxasann, mt oxastnaem emy menextm ycnyry, nnonm n
sanyxenne ornocnrentno ycrpocrna mnpa. Hocne 18 nnxro ne yer ero saornnno naxastnart n nacrannxrt na nyrt
ncrnnnt (cocrnenno, axe ncxonnoe snauenne cnona naxastnart anart yxasanne, xax npannntno nocrynart).
Bce yyr npocro xnrt, npecneonart cnon nenn, enart ro, uro nyxno nnn npnxrno nnuno nm. H ecnn on npnntx
pyxonocrnonartcx n cnoem noneennn rontxo xnyrom n npxnnxom, emy ne nosannyemt.
Kpome roro, xax rontxo mt saymtnaemcx, ne naxasart nn, ryr xe nosnnxaer nonpoc: A xax? 3ror nonpoc ouent
nmxr saanart ncnxonoram. Xopomo, pas yx y nac ryr pennsnx apcenana, anare paccmorpnm n apcenan naxasann.
Haunem, xoneuno, c nonpoca, no cpannennm c xoroptm neneer snamennrax nnemma Iamnera: Fnrt nnn ne nrt?
Ha camom ene +ro xoporxo ]opmyno onnctnamrcx cnryannn ouent n ouent pasnte. Bor, nanpnmep:

Mama rynxer c rpexnernnm ctnom. V nero xpnsnc nerarnnnsma, n on pemnrentno nacrpoen xauart npana. To ecrt, uro
t mama nn cxasana enart nce ponno naoopor. Hoxa onn rynxmr n napxe, mame yaercx anancnponart na rpann
cxanana. Ie-ro ycrynnrt, re-ro ornneut. Ho nor nopa nrn omo, npecronr nepexonrt oxnnnennym ynnny. a
mne pyxy! ronopnr mama, a monoo uenonex, xoropt nce naoopor, pyxy npxuer sa cnnny n c necentm xoxorom
npnnycxaercx erom or mamt n cropony oporn. Ona ero oronxer, xnaraer n napy pas ocnonarentno mnenaer no
none. On pener, no ontme ne ntptnaercx, onn nepexoxr opory. Mantm onxenno pasmastnaer no nnny cnest. Ha
ro cropone mama ocranannnnaercx, onnmaer ero, ntrnpaer emy nnno n uro-ro ronopnr, ycnoxannaer. On xnnaer, n
onn nyr antme sa pyxy.
Boctmnnernxx enouxa nomna rynxrt c pexramn no nope n nponana. Faymxa xnarnnact, noexana ncxart nery.
Hosnonnna na paory ponrenxm, re npnmuannct, ntsnann mnnnnnm, noxnmunnnct cocen, nce npouectnann
mnxpopaon, ymnpax or crpaxa, uro c peenxom cnyunnoct camoe yxacnoe. Pxom pexa, a n mano nn xaxne nmn
tnamr. Hnmt xora crano remnert, enouxa oxnnnact cama onn co crapme nopyxxo ymnn n cocenn nop,
ram crponnn omnx n xycrax n ne cntmann, xax nx ncxann. 3anrpannct, satnn npo npemx. enouxa ouent ynnnnact,
uro nce rax nepenyrannct cama-ro ona snana, uro c ne nce n nopxxe. oma nana cnauana nocrannn out n yron
noymart o cnoem noneennn, a uepes uac cnntno ntnopon: urot sanomnnna n n pyro pas nenonano tno.
Mama tna npornn, no orronopnrt myxa ne cmorna.
ecxrnnernn Cepexa snaer ecnn on npnnocnr ns mxont noxy, nana ero naxaxer pemnem. Hana ne nnnxaer n
noponocrn: sa uro noxa, cnpanennno nnn ner. On ne ocoo cepnrcx, rontxo ronopnr: Onxrt nosopnmt nac? Ha
ncem roronom xnnemt, nce nx rex enaem, rontxo n rpeyercx, urot yunncx, a rt uem sanxr? Hecn pement!
Btnopon, oren ornpannxer Cepexy sannmartcx, urot nce ncnpannrt n ontme x reme ne nosnpamaercx. Cepexa
crapaercx ne anart yunrenxm nennnx, nnora ynpamnnaer nx ne crannrt rya onenxy. Haxasann onrcx, no cunraer
nx sacnyxenntmn. Hany nmnr. Bxony ne ouent.
Mama pyraercx c oueptm-nopocrxom: ra concem ne nomoraer no omy, nporynnnaer mxony, nauana xypnrt.
Oemana, uro ontme ne yer, no nor onxrt n xapmane cnrapert. Ha rnennte nonpoct marepn naunnaer orneuart c
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nsenxo: H uro rt mne cenaemt? Myntrnxn cmorpert sanpernmt? Horepxn na coo xonrpont, mart ter ee
naormamt no nnny, norom eme pas. enouxa xpnunr: uro rt coxna!, yeraer n cnom xomnary n ram ptaer. Ha
cneymmn ent ona ne ner n mxony, noromy uro na nnne nnen cne or sarpemnnt. Kpome roro, ee romnnr n
xpyxnrcx ronona nnnmo, nerxoe corpxcenne. Mama uyncrnyer cex nnnonaro, no no-npexnemy ouent sna na out.
Onn ne pasronapnnamr.
Kax nnnre, cnryannn ouent pasnte. Ie-ro +ro pasont cnyua, re-ro cncremarnuecxn mero naxasannx. Ie-ro
cnoco nosecrnnx na peenxa, re-ro npoxnnenne cocrnenno ncrepnxn. Onn ponrenn ynepent, uro npant,
pyrne, nonn peenxa, crpaamr camn. B onnx cnyuaxx noon ne yyr nmeer ocotx nocnecrnn nx peenxa n ero
ornomenn c ponrenxmn, n pyrnx moryr cnntno rpanmnponart, a ornomennx ncnoprnrt nancera. Mt ne epem sect
no-nacroxmemy naronornuecxne cnyuan, nspocntx-cancron, onncanntx nxxencom n Homxnoncxnm. Bpx nn onn
cranyr unrart +ry xnnxxy, a paora c nnmn eno cneonarene no yrononntm enam n/nnn ncnxnarpon, a ne
ncnxonoron. Mt o cnryannxx onontno rnnnuntx, n xoroptx npn nsnecrnom creuennn ocroxrentcrn moxer oxasartcx
npaxrnuecxn xaxt. B rom uncne n re, xro, n ornnune or orna Cepexn, n npnnnnne npornn ]nsnuecxnx naxasann.
Cocrnenno, rontxo o nnx n nmeer cmtcn pasronapnnart, noromy uro raxne, xax oren Cepexn, roxe ne unramr
otuno xnnxex o nocnnrannn n npesnpamr nce +rn ntymxn npo ncnxonornm. Hx ornomennx c ertmn otuno ne
ouent rnyoxne, n ecnn cam peenox no cnoe npoxenno nepnno xoncrnrynnn ne ocoo uyncrnnrenen, a n pasntx
pyrnx cnryannxx nana nce xe samnmaer n saornrcx o ctne, raxne merot nocnnrannx cnntno ne nanpexr. Xorx,
xoneuno, nmnn x yuee roxe ne npnntmr, npocro nayuar xnrpnrt n npncnocannnartcx, no nany +ro net nnonne
ycrpannaer, emy nce panno, uro Cepexa snaer n nonnmaer nnmt t ne tno noex n nennnxe. 3nauenne nmeer n
connantnax nopma: ecnn Cepexa snaer, uro rax naxastnamr ncex ero cnepcrnnxon, +ro ono. Ecnn on nonnmaer, uro
nynxr rontxo ero, ecnn nx nero +ro ne rontxo ontno, no n myunrentno crtno, +ro pyroe.
Ecnn Cepexa oxaxercx peenxom ronxnm n uyncrnnrentntm, rora a, +ro rparenx. Ouent cxopo on nnyrpenne
orcoennnrcx or cnoero orna, nauner ero nenannert, a norom n npesnpart. Ha mecre tno ercxo npnnxsannocrn,
rorono mnoroe repnert n npomart, ocranercx rontxo mpam, cne or oxora. 3ro ouent xopomo onncano y Iapnna-
Mnxanoncxoro n ercrne Temt. Ho y Temt tna nmxmax, nonnmammax mama. On norepxn nnsocrt c ornom, no n
nenom ntpoc nnonne ncnxonornuecxn narononyuntm uenonexom. A ecnn mama ronopnr: Concem pasonrancx, nor
npner oren on ree noxaxer? uro enart peenxy co cnoe uyncrnnrentnocrtm?
Hponema ]nsnuecxnx naxasann ona net ne rontxo n rom, uro peenxy ontno n crpamno npxmo ceuac. Mt
nomnnm, uro cno nspocnt nx peenxa npexe ncero ncrounnx samnrt n uyncrna esonacnocrn. Kora +ror xe
uenonex npyr cranonnrcx ncrounnxom onn n crpaxa, y peenxa semnx yxonr ns-no nor, nepenopaunnaercx
xaprnna mnpa. 3ro ouent nonxrno na ncropnn npo norepxnmymcx enouxy.
Hana npx nn saymtnaercx o rom, xax cnxsana ero roronnocrt xnanoxponno ntnoport peenxa n ro, uro peenox
moxer ncxpenne ne saymtnartcx o uyncrnax cnonx pontx. Mexy rem cyrt, mexannsm nepnoro n nroporo onn n ror
xe orcyrcrnne +mnarnn, cnoconocrn nenocpecrnenno nocnpnnnmart uyncrna pyroro uenonexa. Ecnn ponrent
+mnarnuno nocnpnnnmaer peenxa, on npocro ne cmoxer ocosnanno n nnanomepno npnunnxrt peenxy ont, noromy
uro +ro npornnoecrecrnenno. Copnartcx, ncnxanyrt a, mnennyrt n paspaxennn a, ontno epnyrt n axe
yapnrt n cnryannn onacnocrn nx xnsnn a, no nor pemnrt sapanee, a norom nsxrt pement n noport ne cmoxer.
Horomy uro xora peenxy ontno n crpamno +mnarnunt ponrent +ro uyncrnyer nanpxmym n cpasy, ncem
cymecrnom. H npoonxart npnunnxrt ont n +ro cnryannn nce panno uro, xax Mynn Cnenona, epxart cnom pyxy
na ropxmnx yrontxx.

Ecnn ponrent c mnaenuecrna ornocnrcx x peenxy +mnarnuecxn, ro n peenox nayuaercx y nero +mnarnn. Eme n
pannem ercrne on rouno nocnpnnnmaer uyncrna ponrenx, a x 8
uyncrnyer ponrent n ro nnn nno cnryannn, axe ecnn npxmo ceuac ne nnnr ero. H nx nero opexart ponrenx na
myxn rpenorn cront xe npornnoecrecrnenno, xax ponrenm ero nrt. Koneuno, tnamr ern c saepxanntm
ncnxo+monnonantntm pasnnrnem, ro ecrt +mnarnunocrt ponrenx eme ne rapanrnpyer +mnarnunocrn peenxa, x
coxanennm. 3aro orxas ponrenx or +mnarnn (a nopxa nenosmoxna es raxoro orxasa) c ou
npnnonr x ne+mnarnunocrn peenxa, x romy, uro on sarynxer, a norom ncxpenne ynnnrcx, uero +ro nce rax
nepenonomnnnct. He ronopx yxe o rom, uro, ntnyxax peenxa uyncrnonart ont n crpax, uyncrna cnntnte n rpyte,
mt ne ocrannxem nnxaxoro manca nx uyncrn ronxnx, nenosmoxntx es yuacrnx nnemnero, pasymnoro mosra:
pacxaxnnx, cocrpaannx, coxanennx, ocosnannx roro, xax rt opor, xort crant ero n yron noymart, xort ner.
Hepnax ncropnx camax esonnax. Hy, tnaer, uro, ncnyranmn
nnn npocro yyun ne n ]opme, ponrenn cptnamrcx na xpnx nnn mnenamr pas
nopmantntm n roront norom noccranonnrt ornomennx c peenxom: onxrt, ycnoxonrt, nsnnnnrtcx, ecnn np
raxoe neuacro, nnuero yxacnoro ner. Crpecc, xoneuno, no nnonne n npeenax roro, c uem peenox moxer cnpannrtcx
es nocnecrnn. Hcxnmuenne cocrannxmr ern ouent uyncrnnrentnte, ]nsnuecxn nnn ncnxnuecxn ocnanennte
axe pasont cptn moxer cnntno rpanmnponart.
H, xoneuno, sect cnpanennno cxasannoe ntme: nao nonnmart, uro uem rontme, rnyxe, +mnarnune nama cnxst c
peenxom, rem onee moxontm nepexnnannem nx nero yer axe pasont yap, ocoenno ecnn peenox yxe n
cosnarentnom nospacre. Hsnecrnt cnyuan, xora onn-
ouent nnsxne, onepnrentnte ornomennx c ponrenem, naunnan sanxartcx nnn nonyuan pyro nenpornuecxn
cnmnrom, or xoroporo norom neunncx roamn.
Tax uro, xorx mt nonnmaem, uro nnxro ne sacrpaxonan or cptnon, anart cee na nnx nonnym nnyntrennnm ne
cronr: cranere uacro mnenart peenox nepecraner pearnponart, npnercx nrt cnntnee, a ram yxe n o nacroxmnx
nooen neanexo. Kpome roro, nosnonxx cee pemart nponemy c no
peenxy, n nam yer norom cnoxnee oxcnnrt emy, nouemy nentsx nrt cnatx n noome partcx, ecnn uem
neononen.

Ecnn ponrent c mnaenuecrna ornocnrcx x peenxy +mnarnuecxn, ro n peenox nayuaercx y nero +mnarnn. Eme n
annem ercrne on rouno nocnpnnnmaer uyncrna ponrenx, a x 89 roam yxe onontno xopomo npecrannxer cee, uro
uyncrnyer ponrent n ro nnn nno cnryannn, axe ecnn npxmo ceuac ne nnnr ero. H nx nero opexart ponrenx na
ecrnenno, xax ponrenm ero nrt. Koneuno, tnamr ern c saepxanntm
ncnxo+monnonantntm pasnnrnem, ro ecrt +mnarnunocrt ponrenx eme ne rapanrnpyer +mnarnunocrn peenxa, x
coxanennm. 3aro orxas ponrenx or +mnarnn (a nopxa nenosmoxna es raxoro orxasa) c ouent ontmo nepoxrnocrtm
npnnonr x ne+mnarnunocrn peenxa, x romy, uro on sarynxer, a norom ncxpenne ynnnrcx, uero +ro nce rax
nepenonomnnnct. He ronopx yxe o rom, uro, ntnyxax peenxa uyncrnonart ont n crpax, uyncrna cnntnte n rpyte,
nnxaxoro manca nx uyncrn ronxnx, nenosmoxntx es yuacrnx nnemnero, pasymnoro mosra:
pacxaxnnx, cocrpaannx, coxanennx, ocosnannx roro, xax rt opor, xort crant ero n yron noymart, xort ner.
Hepnax ncropnx camax esonnax. Hy, tnaer, uro, ncnyranmnct sa peenxa, ntmoranmnct or npepexann c nnm
nnn npocro yyun ne n ]opme, ponrenn cptnamrcx na xpnx nnn mnenamr pas-pyro. Ecnn camn onn ne cunramr +ro
nopmantntm n roront norom noccranonnrt ornomennx c peenxom: onxrt, ycnoxonrt, nsnnnnrtcx, ecnn nponcxonr
raxoe neuacro, nnuero yxacnoro ner. Crpecc, xoneuno, no nnonne n npeenax roro, c uem peenox moxer cnpannrtcx
es nocnecrnn. Hcxnmuenne cocrannxmr ern ouent uyncrnnrentnte, ]nsnuecxn nnn ncnxnuecxn ocnanennte nx
H, xoneuno, sect cnpanennno cxasannoe ntme: nao nonnmart, uro uem rontme, rnyxe, +mnarnune nama cnxst c
peenxom, rem onee moxontm nepexnnannem nx nero yer axe pasont yap, ocoenno ecnn peenox yxe n
-enncrnennt pas nonrt peenox, y xoroporo npexe tnn
ouent nnsxne, onepnrentnte ornomennx c ponrenem, naunnan sanxartcx nnn nonyuan pyro nenpornuecxn
em, uro nnxro ne sacrpaxonan or cptnon, anart cee na nnx nonnym nnyntrennnm ne
peenox nepecraner pearnponart, npnercx nrt cnntnee, a ram yxe n o nacroxmnx
nooen neanexo. Kpome roro, nosnonxx cee pemart nponemy c nomomtm ]nsnuecxo cnnt, nt saaere +ry moent
peenxy, n nam yer norom cnoxnee oxcnnrt emy, nouemy nentsx nrt cnatx n noome partcx, ecnn uem-ro
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C nocnene ncropne eno ceptesnee xnno +ro ne nepnt +nnso yxe anno nxmecx nont mexy mareptm n
oueptm. 3arpemnna sect nnmt nepxymxa acepra, a no ne mnoro ncero n anno napymennte ornomennx, n
xnnoe nepnnoe ncromenne marepn, n, nosmoxno, xaxne-ro ceptesnte nponemt cemtn n nenom. 3ror rnn cnryann
ocoenno onacen, noromy uro nmenno n momenrt raxnx nsptnon xpocrn nmn nceptes ncnxonornuecxn rpanmnpymr, a
ro n ]nsnuecxn xaneuar ere. Hpnxonnoct paorart c raxnmn ponrenxmn npary ne noxenaemt, n xaxom ay onn
norom xnnyr. Tyr penenr rontxo onn ne ononrt nn cex, nn ornomennx c peenxom o raxoro cocroxnnx.
Hoepxnnart npnnxsannocrt, ne napymart rpannn, saornrtcx o cee (antme mt noronopnm o +rom noponee).
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Pasnpaem namn asyxn n rpanaromert antme. Cpecrno ne menee, a moxer trt, n onee cnntnoe n xecroxoe, uem
]nsnuecxoe nacnnne nacnnne +monnonantnoe. Ocxopnennx, yrpost, manrax ( rex rora ne yy nmnrt, Tt
menx n mornny saronnmt), sanyrnnanne (Ceuac yy n ocrannm rex ryr, Oram n ercxn om, 3aepyr rex n
mnnnnnm) n rax nmnmoe nnrennnrenrntmn ponrenxmn n nmro nenannnmoe ertmn nrnopnponanne. Bce +rn
merot ouent +]]exrnnnt cronr oxnnrt peenxy oxor, ne pasronapnnart c nnm, ne sameuart ero, cnonno ero ne
cymecrnyer, n ouent cxopo axe camt crponrnnt n narnt nauner sancxnnart n npocnrt npomennx. Hponepeno
rtcxuamn ponrene. ecrnnrentno cnntnoe cpecrno. H renept mt yxe xopomo nonnmaem nouemy.
nx peenxa ner nnuero yxacnee ornepxennx co cropont cnoero nspocnoro. Hporpamma npnnxsannocrn
onpeenenno yrnepxaer: ecnn yer nnnmarentnt x ree nspocnt, ror, xro sa roo cmorpnr, rt cnacen. Ecnn
ner rt opeuen. Ho+romy yrposa ponrenx yrn, orart nnn oxor, xnno emoncrpnpyemoe nexenanne
cmorpert sa ouent tcrpo n +]]exrnnno nonepraer peenxa n nacroxmn +monnonantnt a. Mnorne ern
npnsnamrcx, uro npenounn t, urot nx ornynnnn. Kora ponrent rex ter, on nce xe n xonraxre c roo. Tt nx
nero cymecrnyemt, on rex nnnr. Fontno, no ne cmeprentno. Kora ponrent enaer nn, uro rex ne cymecrnyer,
+ro ropaso crpamnee, +ro xax cmeprnt npnronop. Heynnnrentno, uro peenox yer roron na nce, urot +ro
npexparnrt. Henaxno, cunraer nn on na camom ene cex nnnonartm. On yer crpemnrtcx nmo neno nepnyrt
xonraxr c ponrenem, npnsnaer cnom nnny n uem yrono, cornacnrcx na nmte ycnonnx, nao yer na xonenxx
npnnonser, ymonxrt yer ero npocrnrt. On npocro ne moxer nnaue, +ro ntme ero cnn. axe nacrannn na nero
nncroner, ponrent ne nonyunn t raxo nnacrn na peenxom, xax ornopaunnaxct n ne pasronapnnax. Eme t +ro ne
paorano.
Bosmoxno, xopomo ocnonn rexnnxy oxora, nt cmoxere epxart peenxa n +monnonantnom nounnennn ncm
xnsnt, axe xora on ntpacrer (mnornm ponrenxm yaercx). a, y nero ne yer cnoe xnsnn n, cxopee ncero, cnoe
cemtn, ny n uro? 3aro x nam on yer npnerart no nepnomy sony n ntnonnxrt nce namn xenannx. Bosmoxno, n xaxo-
ro momenr, n nopocrxonom nospacre, on cmoxer nonentm ycnnnem nopnart +ry nepenxy, xoropo nt xaxt pas rax
ontno epraere ero npxmo sa ymy, n nosnenannnr nac. Ho +ro eme xora cnyunrcx, a o roro moxno nnonne ycnemno
onnartcx cnoero, peenox yer xax menxont. a n onacnocrn nnxaxo +ro sa noon moryr no cy orart, a sa
+monnonantnoe nacnnne y nac noxa ne cyxr. Tenept mexannsm nt snaere. Hcnontsonart +ror +]]exrnnnt mero
n net xyntrypno xe nce, es xpnxon-nnsron-paxn nnn ner, pemare camn.
Hpo ocxopnennx, ynnxennx n yrpost ner cmtcna ronopnrt orentno no ornomennm x nnm cnpanennno nce ro,
uro mt ronopnnn o nooxx. Pasont cptn, onnoe cnono, oemanne ronony oropnart +ro ono. Meronunoe
ynnuroxenne cnonamn +ro pyroe. Bo ncem ocrantnom nce re xe coopaxennx. Ha +mnarnm co cropont peenxa
moxno ne paccunrtnart. Vpon nx ornomenn ontmo. Tpanma nx uyncrnnrentnoro peenxa moxer trt xpane
rxxeno. Hanpnmep, nopocrxonte cynnnt nepexo nponcxoxr n ror momenr, xora peenox npecrannxer cee,
uro cxaxyr ponrenn [1 - Hopocrxont cynnn cnoxnoe xnnenne, on ne ncera ronopnr o rom, uro y peenxa
tnn nnoxne ornomennx c ponrenxmn. Hnora npnunnt concem n pyrom, or ornomenn co cnepcrnnxamn o pannnx
npoxnnenn ncnxnuecxoro saonenannx.]. uro xe raxoe nao ronopnrt, urot +ro noxasanoct yxacnee, uem cmeprt? a
nnora nnuero ocoennoro. Otunt raxo rexcr n yxe: Kaxax xe rt nenaroapnax rnapt!, uro ns rex
ntpacrer, a?, 3arxnn cno norant por! n nce n raxom yxe. Tyr ne n rpyocrn ntpaxenn axe eno, a n rom
nocnannn, xoropoe cntmnr peenox: Tt ne raxo, xax nam nyxno, nam or rex nnoxo, nyume t rex ne tno. A
ern, onn xe nac nmxr. uero ne cenaemt nx mamt c nano, urot onn rax ne paccrpannannct
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Hy, xopomo, onycrnm, mt roront nepern x pasopyxennm n orxasartcx or ncex +rnx xecroxnx n onontno onacntx
nx ere meroon. Kora mt n spanom yme n rpesno namxrn, mt, xoneuno, ne cranem opart, nrt nnn
oxornponart. Ho uro enart n re momenrt, xora naxarnno? Kora ne cnpannxemtcx c coo n ono camo xax-ro rax
nonyuaercx?
uame ncero raxoe cnyuaercx c remn, xoro camoro n ercrne nocnnrtnann c nomomtm rxxeno aprnnnepnn.
Moenn, xoropte ern neocosnanno xonnpymr c ponrene, ouent nenxne. Kora nam nnemnn mosr n nopxxe, mt
moxem ntnpart, mt moxem orxastnartcx or moene, xoropte nam ne npanxrcx, n ncnontsonart pyrne. Ho xora mt
n crpecce n ynpannenne norepxno, cam coo nxnmuaercx pexnm anronnnora, a ram y nac uro? To, uro enann namn
mama c nano. H ecnn onn nnn, ro pyxa rxnercx x pemnm, ecnn ne pasronapnnann, mt ne moxem sacrannrt cex
nonepnyrtcx n cropony peenxa, ecnn opann, cptnaemcx na xpnx.
3ro nponema nenpocrax. Bor rax npyr, nonentm ycnnnem, nporpammy cnoero anronnnora ne nepennmemt. Hpexe
ncero nyxno nocrapartcx npeoonert anromarnsm, npenparnrt moent ns roro, uro nponcxonr co mno xax-ro camo
coo n ro, uro enam x cam, xopomo +ro nnn nnoxo. 3ect naxno axe ro, xax o +rom ronopnrcx. Ecnn cxasart
Peenox nonyunn pemnx nnn Emy no none npnnereno, cpasy nonaaemt n xstxonym n menrantnym nonymxy:
ryr nn npn uem, +ro ono camo. Ho mt xe snaem, uro nnxro cam no cee nnuero ne nonyuan. H yx rouno nnxomy nnuero
or mnposannx ne npnnerano. 3ro nt ero nonnn. H ntraerect cnxrt c cex ornercrnennocrt. 3ro camooman. Hoxa nt
emy npeaerect, nnuero ne nsmennrcx. Kax rontxo nayunrect xorx t ne ncnyx, a npo cex ronopnrt: nonn (a)
cnoero peenxa, ynnnrect, nacxontxo ntpacrer nama cnoconocrt x camoonaannm. To xe camoe c ]pasamn rnna
Fes +roro nce panno nentsx. He nao oomart. Hayunrect ronopnrt: noxa ne ymem oxonrtcx es nrtx (xpnxa,
oxora). 3ro uecrno, rouno n onaexnnaer.
Hpnntuxa +monnonantno paspxxartcx uepes peenxa ecnn nt cptnaerect uacro +ro npocro ypnax npnntuxa,
cnoero poa sanncnmocrt. H +]]exrnnno cnpannxrtcx c ne nyxno rax xe, xax c nmo pyro npeno npnntuxo: ne
oportcx c, a nayunrtcx nnaue, nocrenenno npoyx n saxpennxx pyrne moenn. He c +ro mnnyrt ontme
nnxora nce snamr, x uemy npnnoxr raxne sapoxn, a ceronx xort nemnoro mentme, uem nuepa nnn oornct es
+roro rontxo onn ent (norom rontxo ony neenm, rontxo onn mecxn). He nyrartcx, uro ne nce nonyuaercx.
He canartcx. He crecnxrtcx cnpamnnart n npocnrt nomomn y pontx, pyse, y cnennanncron. epxart n ronone
pennmm mypocrt Hyume onn mar n npannntnom nanpannennn, uem ecxrt n nenepnom.
He cnnmax c cex ornercrnennocrn, naxno n n camonuenanne ne nnaart. 3a namnmn cptnamn cxopee ncero onrax, n
ant noxonenn yxoxmax nenecenax ncropnx ere, xoroptm ocrananoct or ponrene, xoropte camn tnn
necuacrnt, noromy uro nx ponrenxm tno necnaxo, n rax anee. Honcxn nnnonntx ryr nn x uemy ne npnneyr.
Hpepnart +ry nopounym nent moxno rontxo couyncrnnem, n rom uncne x camomy cee, x romy peenxy, xoroptm nt
xora-ro tnn. Hnora, ecnn naxartnaer, camoe npannntnoe npexparnrt nocnnranne cnoero peantnoro peenxa,
nsxrt naysy n sanxrtcx peenxom nnyrpn cex ero ycnoxonrt n noxanert. Ecnn cnoxno nayunrtcx +romy
camocroxrentno, nmeer cmtcn oparnrtcx sa nomomtm x ncnxorepanenry.
B nocnenne rot nce ontme ponrene, xoropte npnxoxr x cnennanncram n ronopxr: Menx nnn (opann,
oxornponann) n x rax nnora enam, no x ne xouy. esmepno ynaxam rex nspocntx, xoropte, camn nocrpaan or
]nsnuecxoro n +monnonantnoro nacnnnx n ercrne, crapamrcx ne nepeanart +cra]ery antme. Hm ropaso rpynee,
uem rem, xoro n ercrne ne onxann rax cnntno n y xoro axe n crpecce pyxa ne rxnercx x pemnm, a ronoc ne nsneraer
o nnsra. Hm npana ouent cnoxno, n ne nce nonyuaercx tcrpo n cpasy. Ho saro xora nce xe yaercx +ro mnororo
cronr. Onn, xax nnxro pyro, npecrannxmr cee, or uero cmornn orpanrt cnonx ere. Harpaa pasptn
naronornuecxo nenn nepeaun nacnnnx or noxonennx noxonennm. Fecnennt ap ne rontxo erxm nnyxam,
npannyxam n npounm noromxam o ne snam xaxoro xonena.

Ha uyaon 1eppn1opnn, no ne uanon xpontm
anare cpannnm cnryannn.

Hs xomnart nopocrxa c yrpa o neuepa rpemnr mystxa, emy rax npannrcx. Cocen cryuar no arapexm, n ome yxe y
ncex onnr ronona, a on ecnn n enaer rnme, ro nenaonro, a norom onxrt npnannxer snyx.

Bt nxonre n xomnary cnoe ouepn-nopocrxa. Fes cryxa, nama xe out n xnaprnpa nama. A uero e cxptnart or
marepn-ro? B xomnare, xax otuno, apax. Bemn nanxmrcx, y xomntmrepa nexar naxycannoe xnoxo n nn]unx (nt,
xcrarn, raxo e ne noxynann orxya on?), y nopora pmxsax, cenan eme mar, nt cnortxaerect o ponnxn. uro ryr
y rex rnopnrcx, sarn nentsx! nosmymenno nocxnnnaere nt n naunnaere conpart pacctnannte no xponarn
rerpaxn. out ]ypne pocaercx na nnx n nonnr: Hy, n ne saxon, rex nnxro ne npocnn!

uem onn ornnuamrcx? H ram, n ram peut ner o arpeccnn, o napymennn uyxnx rpannn, o saxnare uyxo reppnropnn.
B nepnom cnyuae arpeccop nopocrox, no nropom ponrent. H xorx +ro ne pasnte cnryannn ns pasntx ceme,
cxopee ncero, n n nepno n no nropo arpeccnx nmeer mecro c oenx cropon.
Hponema, o xoropo ner peut, nponema rpannn, ona ns camtx onesnenntx n cemeno xnsnn. Henpocro
tnaer npnnxrt, uro, xorx mt n unent ono cemtn, nnsxne nmn n nmnm pyr pyra, xaxt ns nac orentnax
nnunocrt. Koropax nmeer npano na cnom reppnropnm, xax n yxnantnom cmtcne (cno cron, xponart, xomnary), rax n n
nepenocnom (cnoe npemx, cnonx pyse, cnon ynneuennx, mtcnn, uyncrna, nennocrn).
ern, ocoenno re, uro nocrapme, ouent uyrxn x nponeme rpannn. Hanepnoe, nt n camn sameuann: ecnn mt
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naxonmcx na cnoe reppnropnn, nanpnmep, peenox nsxn y nac es cnpocy xaxym-ro nennym nemt n ne nonoxnn na
mecro, a ro n cnoman, ro mt moxem xpnuart n ronart noramn, rposnrt camtmn crpamntmn xapamn n axe naxastnart,
no peenox na nac ne onnrcx. Horomy uro mt n cnoem npane. Ho cronr nam sanesrt na ero reppnropnm n nauart
npexnnxrt nperensnn, axe n ropaso onee nexnnno n mxrxo ]opme, sa ro, uro no ontmomy cuery ne name eno,
xax peenox pearnpyer xpane onesnenno. H +rn ont moryr nomnnrtcx ncm xnsnt. Mnorne nspocnte n n 50 ner
nomnxr, xax mama noxanonanact ncem pocrnennnxam, uro peenox onncancx na npasnnxe, xax nana naxasan nx sa ro,
uro ornxnn cnom (!) nemt y mnamero para, xax ponrenn es cnpoca npounrann nnunt nennnx nnn ntxnnynn
nmnmoro craporo mnmxy.
Koneuno, ern nosmymamrcx. Kaxon npnner, raxon orner. Bt conepmaere arpeccnm, nnesaere na uyxym reppnropnm
n nonyuaere saxonomepnt ornop. Kora na namy reppnropnm xro-ro nnesaer es paspemennx, mt conpornnnxemcx, n
+ro nnonne ecrecrnenno. C nospacrom mt nayuaemcx npornnocroxrt arpeccnn es rpyocrn, nexnnno, no rnepo. Ho n
ercrne, a eme npn cronxnonennn c raxnm momntm arpeccopom, xax cocrnennt ponrent, enncrnennt cnoco
samnrnrtcx rpyocrt, xpnx nnn orxas or omennx. Cnpannrtcx c +rnm noneennem peenxa concem npocro
ocrarouno nsmennrt cnoe noneenne, nepecrart trt arpeccopom, n noneenne peenxa nsmennrcx anromarnuecxn.
Bce panno y nac ner pyroro cnocoa nayunrt ere, nanpnmep, cryuartcx, npexe uem norn, xpome xax camnm
cryuartcx, nnn nayunrt nx ne part uyxoro es cnpoca, xpome xax camnm y nnx cnpamnnart paspemennx
nocnontsonartcx nx nemtm. B npornnnom cnyuae nce yer xax otuno: mt yem nponsnocnrt npannntnte cnona, a
ern yyr xonnponart namn nocrynxn npannntnte n nenpannntnte, yx xaxne ecrt.
Eme onn uacrt cnyua napymennx rpannn rpeonanne cenart nemenenno. Houemy-ro mnornm nspocntm
xaxercx, uro ecnn peenox ne pocaer mrnonenno nce, uem tn sanxr, n ne exnr ntnonnxrt nx nopyuenne, +ro
npnsnax neynaxennx. Ha camom ene neynaxenne +ro opamartcx x uenonexy ne c npocto, a c npnxasom, ne
nnrepecyxct ero nnanamn n xenannxmn (ncxnmuenne cocrannxmr rontxo cnryannn upesntuante, cnxsannte c
esonacnocrtm).
B +rom cnyuae y peenxa na napnanra noneennx: nno samnmartcx, ntraxct coxpannrt camoynaxenne neno
rpyocrn, nno nounnnrtcx, npornornn ony. Kaxt raxo rnorox rpemnna n ornomennxx. Hpoxnnennoe
nspocntm neynaxenne, rpyocrt, ntcoxomepne nnxya ne enamrcx, peenox npocro racnr nx nonentm ycnnnem
nnyrpn cocrnenno ymn. Feccneno +ro ne npoxonr. Tpemnna x rpemnne n nor yxe ornomennx orpannent
ono, snocrtm, ynnxennem. A peenox ouent opoxnr ornomennxmn, nx nero, xax mt nomnnm, onn xnsnenno
naxnt. On mentme ncero xouer naxonnennx rpemnn n no+romy ntraercx ornrt yap, pncxyx axe trt naxasanntm.
Horomy n rpynr.
Ha camom ene sa rpeonannem esycnonnoro nounnennx otuno cronr crpax yrparnrt nnacrt na peenxom,
xonrpont na nnm. amt cnanny na mem cxer, noxxn cnecnr. Hauner npepexartcx, concem onarneer. Cnoxono.
Mt nomnnm, uro peenxy ouent naxna npnnxsannocrt. Ecnn ero ornomennx c ponrenem xopomne, ecnn on onepxer
nam, on xouer cnymartcx. nx nero +ro ecrecrnenno, rax xe, xax nosnart nac na nomomt, ecnn on ncnyraercx nnn
ontno yapnrcx. Ho ymonuannm n nmoro peenxa ncrpoena onnnx cenart rax, xax nennr cno nspocnt. a,
ecrt cnryannn n nospacrnte nepnot, xora ern cxnonnt xauart npana, no n ontmnncrne cnyuaen nm npome n
npnxrne nocnymartcx ponrene.
B cemtxx, re npoctt x peenxy ncera nmenno npoctt n conponoxamrcx cnonamn noxanycra, ecnn ree
ne rpyno, xora ree yer yono, xora ocnoonmtcx, ecnn rt ne ouent ycran n romy noontmn,
xon]nnxron n npennparentcrn nourn ne tnaer. a, peenox moxer ynneutcx n satrt, n nam npnercx emy
nanomnnrt. Ho +ro ne snocrnt caorax, a otunax ercxax nennnmarentnocrt. Ecnn nanomnnrt roxe es arpeccnn,
on ncxounr n nocnemnr ntnonnxrt nopyuenne. H axe, nectma nepoxrno, cxaxer npocrn, x ynnexcx n satn. Eme
uyrt nonspocnen, peenox craner cam sameuart, uro nt ycrann, neperpyxent, uro nam nyxna nomomt. H nt ycntmnre:
Oroxnn, x cam cenam. He noromy, uro crponnn n ronxnn. A noromy, uro camn ne pas emoncrpnponann emy nmenno
+ry moent noneennx moent ynaxennx rpannn, nomomn n saort.

Bnac1t n sao1a
Cnymare, no net on rora nsanyercx? nanepnxxa cnpamnnaer ceuac xaxt nropo unrarent, a moxer, n
xaxt nepnt. He rax nn nonyuamrcx ern, noxoxne na apuyxa ns paccxasa Kynpnna Fent nyent? Vxac xe:
neynpannxemt, +roncrnunt, a npocro npornnnt.
anare pasepemcx. B npnnxsannocrn ponrenx x cnoemy peenxy ne naxnte cocrannxmmne. On onxen, c ono
cropont, onexart, samnmart n saornrtcx. C pyro pyxononrt, oyuart, ycranannnnart rpannnt osnonennoro.
3aora n nnacrt. Bnacrnax saora [2 - Iopon Htm]en, nsnecrnt xanacxn ncnxonor, pasnnnammn reopnm
npnnxsannocrn, nastnaer raxym ponrentcxym nosnnnm nosnnne saornnno ant]t, n Pynere ecrt nnrepecnoe
coomecrno http://alpha-parenting.livejournal.com/, re cnryannn c ertmn paccmarpnnamrcx nmenno no +rnm yrnom
spennx.]. 3ro paoraer rontxo nmecre, rontxo n onom ]naxone. Ecnn mano saort
rnpana, uacro xecrxoro n necnpanennnoro. Ecnn ner nnacrnocrn
cnaaxa. Otuno y xoro-ro npoceaer ono, y xoro-ro pyroe. Hpoceammax saora nonnrxoppexrno nastnaercx
crporocrtm, a npoceammax nnacrnocrt nnepantntm nocnnrannem.
Ecrt ponrenn, xoroptm nerxo omnnnponart n rpeonart, ern nx cnymamrcx n ne caxrcx na ronony, no npn +rom
ponrent uacro ne nonnmaer uyncrn n norpenocre peenxa. On moxer rparnrt ouent mnoro cnn n npemenn
peenxa, no saornrtcx ne o rom, uro nyxno camomy peenxy, a peannsontnart nexoe cnoe npecrannenne o rom, xax
npannntno xax peenxy ecrt, oenartcx, crponrt cno ent, yunrtcx, pasnnexartcx, xax cex necrn, uro ymart n
uro uyncrnonart. Taxomy ponrenm cnoxno npnnnmart pacrymym camocroxrentnocrt peenxa, ero cnoenpanne, ero
nenoxoxecrt. Ouent uacro n cocrnennom ercxom ontre raxnx ponrene
neoxonmocrt ormoposnrt uyncrna, no+romy nm rpyno aercx +mnarnx, a snaunr,
ern n +ro cnryannn uacro tnamr onxent, nanyrant, onn ne moryr onepnrtcx cnoemy nspocnomy, noromy uro n
nmo momenr xyr or nero nacnnnx, ecnn ne ]nsnuecxoro, ro ncnxonornuecxoro. Hpnnxsannocrt npecrannxercx nm
neesonacno, n onn npnnnmamr mept: npyr, ncrannnpymrcx or ponrene, a nnxe x nopocrxonomy nospacry
nepexo naunnamr ynronart, xamnrt nnn yxonrt ns oma.
pyrne ponrenn, nanpornn, uyncrnnrentnt x norpenocrxm peenxa, saornnnt
nnacrnym nosnnnm, ntramrcx omartcx c peenxom na panntx, xax pystx. Hepexo camn raxne nant n mamt n
npomnom ern ponrene nepnoro rnna, c npoceamme saoro, anxmnx. Harepnenmnct n ercrne, onn pemamr,
uro co cnonmn ertmn yyr necrn cex nnaue n nnaamr n pyrym xpanocrt. A nnora +ro nponcxonr noome
neocosnanno: net ecnn pacremt c anxmnm ponrenem, rpeymmnm ecnpexocnonnoro nounnennx, ouent rpyno
orpacrnrt n cee nspocnym pont, cnoconocrt omnnnponart n ornomennxx. Bor n nonyuaercx neunt s
peenox, xoropt ne nepecraer trt necamocroxrentntm n cnatm axe nocne poxennx cocrnenntx ere.

Hoxa peenox concem man, nce ner nennoxo, on nacnaxaercx rennom n saoro. Ho xax rontxo peenox naunnaer
xauart npana, npoonart na sy npounocrt rpannn, ntxcnxercx, uro ponrent ne cnocoen opoxenarentno, no
rnepo ncrpernrt +ror ntson. On nyraercx nonne n nporecron cnoero manentxoro peenxa rax xe, xax xora
nyrancx ncrepnx marepn nnn rposntx xpnxon orna. On emoncrpnpyer ecnomo
cnpannxmct, npnuem otuno coomaer +ro ncem pontm n snaxomtm, ntraercx ynpannxrt noneennem peenxa,
emoncrpnpyx cnom cnaocrt: nnauer, onxaercx, naynaer ryt n xer, noxa peenox nsnnnnrcx. Hannxyer n
snnrcx npn xpnxax n ncrepnxax.
spennx.]. 3ro paoraer rontxo nmecre, rontxo n onom ]naxone. Ecnn mano saort ponrent npenpamaercx n
rnpana, uacro xecrxoro n necnpanennnoro. Ecnn ner nnacrnocrn n ocnyry nnn neuno nommero n xanymmerocx
ro pyroe. Hpoceammax saora nonnrxoppexrno nastnaercx
nnepantntm nocnnrannem.
Ecrt ponrenn, xoroptm nerxo omnnnponart n rpeonart, ern nx cnymamrcx n ne caxrcx na ronony, no npn +rom
ponrent uacro ne nonnmaer uyncrn n norpenocre peenxa. On moxer rparnrt ouent mnoro cnn n npemenn na
peenxa, no saornrtcx ne o rom, uro nyxno camomy peenxy, a peannsontnart nexoe cnoe npecrannenne o rom, xax
xax peenxy ecrt, oenartcx, crponrt cno ent, yunrtcx, pasnnexartcx, xax cex necrn, uro ymart n
renm cnoxno npnnnmart pacrymym camocroxrentnocrt peenxa, ero cnoenpanne, ero
nenoxoxecrt. Ouent uacro n cocrnennom ercxom ontre raxnx ponrene roxe nacnnne n ntsnannax nm
neoxonmocrt ormoposnrt uyncrna, no+romy nm rpyno aercx +mnarnx, a snaunr, n saora.
ern n +ro cnryannn uacro tnamr onxent, nanyrant, onn ne moryr onepnrtcx cnoemy nspocnomy, noromy uro n
nmo momenr xyr or nero nacnnnx, ecnn ne ]nsnuecxoro, ro ncnxonornuecxoro. Hpnnxsannocrt npecrannxercx nm
mamr mept: npyr, ncrannnpymrcx or ponrene, a nnxe x nopocrxonomy nospacry
nepexo naunnamr ynronart, xamnrt nnn yxonrt ns oma.
pyrne ponrenn, nanpornn, uyncrnnrentnt x norpenocrxm peenxa, saornnnt no ne pemamrcx sanxrt nspocnym,
nosnnnm, ntramrcx omartcx c peenxom na panntx, xax pystx. Hepexo camn raxne nant n mamt n
ern ponrene nepnoro rnna, c npoceamme saoro, anxmnx. Harepnenmnct n ercrne, onn pemamr,
amr n pyrym xpanocrt. A nnora +ro nponcxonr noome
neocosnanno: net ecnn pacremt c anxmnm ponrenem, rpeymmnm ecnpexocnonnoro nounnennx, ouent rpyno
orpacrnrt n cee nspocnym pont, cnoconocrt omnnnponart n ornomennxx. Bor n nonyuaercx neunt sanncnmt
peenox, xoropt ne nepecraer trt necamocroxrentntm n cnatm axe nocne poxennx cocrnenntx ere.


Hoxa peenox concem man, nce ner nennoxo, on nacnaxaercx rennom n saoro. Ho xax rontxo peenox naunnaer
npounocrt rpannn, ntxcnxercx, uro ponrent ne cnocoen opoxenarentno, no
rnepo ncrpernrt +ror ntson. On nyraercx nonne n nporecron cnoero manentxoro peenxa rax xe, xax xora-ro
nyrancx ncrepnx marepn nnn rposntx xpnxon orna. On emoncrpnpyer ecnomomnocrt, npnunraer na remy x c nnm ne
cnpannxmct, npnuem otuno coomaer +ro ncem pontm n snaxomtm, ntraercx ynpannxrt noneennem peenxa,
emoncrpnpyx cnom cnaocrt: nnauer, onxaercx, naynaer ryt n xer, noxa peenox nsnnnnrcx. Hannxyer n
no ne pemamrcx sanxrt nspocnym,
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Kax +ro nce ntrnxnr c rouxn spennx peenxa? On, xoneuno, roxe nyraercx. Ecnn mama rax onrcx menx, xora x
cxananm n ptxamct, uro ona yer enart, ecnn npner Fapmane? 3axonnt nonpoc, cornacnrect. nx peenxa
naxno, urot ero nspocnt tn naexno samnro n onopo, urot or nero ncxonna ynepennocrt n cnna. uro emy
enart, ecnn n ontmom nenonxrnom mnpe on, Ouent Manentxoe Cymecrno, xax ronopnn Hxrauox, ocrancx
]axrnuecxn onn, net ecnomomnt, nommn, onxammncx ponrent ne n cuer? Peenox cranonnrcx rpenoxntm,
nepnntm, neynpannxemtm, a ponrent n ne conpaercx ero ynaxontnart on npocro nyraercx n nno ycrpanxercx,
nno ncrepnr n orner. Ipycrnax ncropnx.
Kora-ro n 30-e rot npomnoro nexa nym Kopuax ntrancx oxcnnrt ponrenxm nsepxxn cnnmxom omnnanrno
nosnnnn, noxasart, uro enart peenxa yontm nx nac snaunr npenrt ero pasnnrnm. Kax npau n nearor, on
nnen pesyntrart +roro nocnnrannx noryxmnx, nxntx, poxnx ere c npnrynnenntmn uyncrnamn, saannenno
rnopuecxo nnnnnarnno nnn ere omernnnnmnxcx, osnonenntx, ne onepxmmnx nspocntm, nocroxnno
orcrannammnx cnom nesanncnmocrt, re nao n re ne nao.
Hosxe, ntoxnyn nocne yxacno nont, pyroe yxe noxonenne ponrene yapnnoct n npornnononoxnym
xpanocrt nnepantnoe nocnnranne: trt c peenxom na panntx, ne annrt, ne orpannunnart, ne xomanonart
nycrt pacryr cuacrnnntmn n cnoontmn. Onaxo oepnynoct +ro nce concem ne cuacrtem n cnooo, a ercxnmn
nenposamn n onxrt xe orcyrcrnnem onepnx x nspocntm. ern, xoroptx nsnyrpn yxnantno pasptnana rpenora,
naunnann yxacno cex necrn, cranonnnnct neynpannxemtmn, nentnocnmtmn n omennn, n n xaxo-ro momenr
nnepannsm ponrene xonuancx, cmenxncx xpnxom, yrposamn, a ro n nooxmn. uro oxonuarentno noprnno
ornomennx c peenxom, no x nocnymannm ne npnnonno noromy uro +ro tnn cptnt or cnaocrn.
Bcrpeuaercx nnora n acxax cmect, xora nn saort, nn nnacrnocrn.

Ha uepnomopcxom nnxxe mama, ne ouent yxe monoax, pyraer uertpexnernero mantunxa, xoropt ne cnymaercx ne
xouer cnert na xonpnxe n nonorenne, xax ona nenena, a xouer erart no necxy noxpyr. Cnx na +rom camom xonpnxe c
nonorennem n pyxax n axe ne ntraxct nnxax peantno nsmennrt noneenne peenxa (nanpnmep, ncrart n nomart ero),
mama rpomxo nonpomaer: Her, rt cxaxn, mne uro, pement c coo na nnxx part? Tee oma mano? Hpxmo sect rex
nynnrt, a, uro rt cnymancx? Horom nonopaunnaercx x cnonm snaxomtm na cocenem xonpnxe n rax xe rpomxo
(peenox cntman) ronopnr nm: Hy, npxmo ne snam, uro c nnm enart. Vxe n nynnm ero, n n yron crannm, oxcnxm,
uro nao cnymartcx, a on nce panno. 3amyunn menx. Fontme ne nostmy ero na mope, nycrt oma cnnr. Ionopnr ona
+ro es ocooro, nao cxasart, oruaxnnx n ronoce n axe c nexoroptm xoxercrnom.

uro mt sect nnnm? Ponrent, c ono cropont, npoxnnxer nonnym ecnomomnocrt: on enernpyer peenxy
onontno manentxomy pemenne o rom, cnymartcx nnn ner, n axe pemenne o rom, re n xax ero, peenxa, naxastnart.
On npxmo osnyunnaer cnom ecnomomnocrt n xax enncrnennt ntxo nastnaer orenenne or peenxa (ne nostmy c
coo), ro ecrt saxnnxer, uro c pontm ponrenx ne cnpannxercx n conpaercx ee ocrannrt, pasopnart npnnxsannocrt
(nycrt npemenno). Hpn +rom peantno saort roxe ne nanmaercx, xorx, nanepnoe, mama cunraer, uro ona saornrcx,
crpemxct sanepnyrt nonnxnoro mantunxa n nonorenne n ycanrt. Horpenocrn peenxa ee ne nnrepecymr, ona rorona
npnernyrt (n npneraer, nnnmo) x xecroxomy opamennm, a yx +monnonantnax esonacnocrt peenxa, npo xoroporo
nect nnxx ycntman, uro ero nynxr, a emy nce mano, nonce ne npnnnmaercx n pacuer.
Mantunx, nnnmo, npnntx enart nn, uro ne cntmnr, n rax cnpannxrtcx c +monnonantno nenepenocnmo nx cex
cnryanne, urot ne uyncrnonart crpaxa, crta n ont. Moxno cee npecrannrt nx ornomennx eme ner uepes
ecxrt. Cnymartcx on ee ne yer, n ero moxno nonxrt, opamartcx x ne sa nomomtm roxe. Fyer necrn cex
ornparnrentno, xamnrt, opart, emoncrpnponart npenepexenne. Ona yer cmeprentno onxena, net n ee xaprnne
mnpa ona xopomax mart nocnnrtnaer, cnenr, uro ne npocrtn, nosnr na mope n noome x emy nce npemx
oxcnxm. H nmnr ctna, xoneuno. Xnsnt sa nero oracr, ecnn norpeyercx. Ho ornomennx c nnm pymnr, xax yro
saanact raxo nentm.
Honesno rem, xro nosnnnm nnacrno saort nonyunn no nacnecrny or cocrnenntx ponrene sna cee
nocnponsnon moent, n nce yer xopomo. Horomy uro xora ponrent nocneonarentno npoxnnxer nnacrnym saory,
c ertmn otuno nce xopomo, onn uyncrnymr cex cnoxono, samnmenno, y nnx mnoro ymenntx cnn n nonno sanxrn
nonnrepecne, uem ycrpannart ncrepnxn nnn morart nepnt nspocntm. Ecnn raxo peenox n enaer uro-ro ne ro no
rnynocrn nnn ns osopcrna, ponrenm otuno onontno nerxo yaercx nonpannrt eno net peenox emy onepxer, a
snaunr, nocneyer ero npoctam nnn sanperam.
Kauecrnenno nsanonannt, ro ecrt ntpocmn n samnre n saore, no xptnom cnntnoro nspocnoro peenox +ro
peenox nerxn, corpynnuammn, cntmamn, nmxmn. Emy ne nao noenart nn c ponrenem, nn c cocrnenno
rpenoro, on nnyrpenne paccnanen n noromy nonon cnn, a snaunr, xopomo pasnnnaercx n yunrcx, on ynepen, uro ero
norpenocrn yyr ycntmant, n noromy roron cntmart norpenocrn pyrnx, n rom uncne, cran nocrapme, saornrtcx
o mnamnx n crapmnx unenax cemtn. V nero tnamr, xoneuno, cptnt, xpnsncnte nepnot n npoune nenpnxrnocrn, no
n omem n nenom pacrnrt raxoro peenxa ono yonontcrnne, ne rpeymmee nn xeprn, nn naptna.
K coxanennm, ne ncem rax neser, urot roronym npexpacnym moent nonyunrt n nacnecrno. V ontmnncrna ns nac
ne xnaraer nno saornnnocrn, nno nnacrnocrn, moenn noneennx namnx ponrene ocrannxnn xenart nyumero, n
anrpenrt cnom ponrentcxym moent npnxonrcx npxmo no xoy, yxe cronxnynmnct c rpynocrxmn no
nsanmoecrnnn c peenxom. B +rom ner nnuero crpamnoro, no cyrn, ncx ncropnx uenoneuecrna moxer trt onncana
xax nenpeptnnax +nonmnnx ponrentcxnx moene. B xonne xonnon, ne rax anno ere noome n nponacrt
cpactnann. Anrpe nnonne nosmoxen, n nepnt mar x nemy uecrno ornernrt cee na nonpoc: nonyuaercx nn y menx
saornrtcx o peantntx norpenocrxx peenxa? n ne omct nn x ornercrnennocrn n nnacrn?

Y npnpom ne1 nnoxon norom
Mt ntxcnnnn, uro nn uenonexa noome, nn peenxa n uacrnocrn ne ouent nonyuaercx nsmennrt, n orner na annenne
on yer samnmartcx n conpornnnxrtcx. Fonee roro, ecrt xauecrna, xoropte nsmennrt n npnnnnne nenosmoxno, nn no
yxasxe ponrenx, nn axe no cocrnennomy xenannm. Hanpnmep, remnepamenr. Hnn ocoennocrn paort nepnno
cncremt. Hnn crenent ee spenocrn. Peenox ne moxer nn no namemy, nn axe no cnoemy cocrnennomy xenannm
nepecrart trt mennrentntm, nnn rnnepaxrnnntm, nnn cnocontm x nponsnontnomy nnnmannm pantme, uem
cospenn coornercrnymmne orent mosra. Hy, ne moxer, n nce ryr, xort c yrpa o neuepa yer crapartcx. Onaxo
nopo ponrenn c ynopcrnom, ocrontm nyumero npnmenennx, crapamrcx nsmennrt nmenno ro, uro nsmennrt
nepeantno. He or neuero enart, xoneuno. Hpocro rpyno nm c peenxom.

Ecnn camn nt, nanpnmep, xonepnx n nce enaere tcrpo, a peenox y nac xpxo ntpaxennt ]nermarnx,
mennrentnt n ocnonarentnt, nmte copt c nnm xya-ro moryr cnecrn c yma. 3a ro npemx, noxa peenox
narxrnnaer ony xonrornny, ponrent ycnen t pasertcx n cnona oertcx nonnocrtm, or rpycon o myt. H eme n
nponecce nponepnrt noury n xomntmrepe, copart yreppot na sanrpax nx crapmero, ocynrt c cynpyrom ntnycx
yrpennnx nonocre n nomenxrt norox xomxe. A mnamentxn, remnepamenrom yponnmncx ne n +roro ponrenx, nce
ntxrnr c xonrorxamn. H ne cnemnr conepmenno. Kax ryr ne sanecrnct?
Hnn, nanpnmep, ponrent menanxonnx. Hmnr rnmnny n noxo, tcrpo ycraer, uacro y nero cnnxeno nacrpoenne
ne no xaxo-ro npnunne, a npocro rax, remnepamenr raxo. A peenox y nero mymnt xnsnepaocrnt canrnnnnx,
necrn cnon n mnnyry, n nce rpomxnm ronocom, c pasmaxnnannem pyxamn, nptxxamn na mecre n nocropxenntmn
ncxpnxamn. Her, nnuero raxoro ne cnyunnoct, npocro peenox rax cex uyncrnyer n +rom mnpe n rax cex npoxnnxer.
Temnepamenr. Tanerxn or rononno onn raxo ponrent ncera nocnr npn cee, npemx or npemenn on meuraer o rom,
xax t cnpxrartcx or peenxa n mxa]y, n cam, xoneuno, +rnx ]anrasn crtnrcx. Ho ouent yx rxxeno.

uro nponcxonr, xora ponrent ontme ne moxer +ro repnert? Hepnt ponrent, xonepnx, cxopee ncero
nsopnercx n nauner opart, moxer trt, cxnarnr, epner, ncrpxxner. Bropo, menanxonnx, nnaer n oruaxnne n yer n
cex nnn nauner npnymtnart, xax t npexparnrt omenne c peenxom, nsannrtcx or nero xorx t na npemx.
uro nponsoer c peenxom? Hepenyraercx, paccrponrcx, xax mnnnmym yer osaauen. Bet n ero npecrannennn on
nnuero nnoxoro ne enan, ne mannn, npannn ne napyman, npocro tn raxnm, xaxo on ecrt. Oenancx nor, crapancx,
urot ne opoxxn csan, ona nnepen. Hnn paccxastnan, xax onn c eymxo n napx xonnn xopomo xe
paccxastnan, c ntpaxennem! Ho ponrent conepmenno nenocrnxnmo nouemy paccepnncx. Peenox cpasy
uyncrnyer yrposy npnnxsannocrn. H uro nsmenxer cnoe noneenne? Haunnaer oenartcx tcrpee (necrn cex rnme)?
Kax t ne rax.
Temnepamenr npnponax ocoennocrt, cnao xonrponnpyemax paccyxom. Vcnnnem nonn no xonrponem pasyma mt
moxem cenart npoxnnennx remnepamenra onee crnaxenntmn, npnemnemtmn nx oxpyxammnx (nanpnmep, nayunrtcx
cepxnnartcx n ne opart, xora paccepxen), no nsmennrt cam remnepamenr mt ne n cnnax. A uro nponcxonr, xora
peenox ncntrtnaer crpecc, nocxontxy ponrent cepnrcx nnn ne xouer c nnm omartcx? 3ro mt yxe snaem n
nnmnuecxo cncreme nxnmuaercx rpenora, nnemnn, pasymnt mosr repxer ynpannenne, n nce npoxnnennx
remnepamenra cranonxrcx cnntnee n xpue. To ecrt mennrentnt peenox samnpaer noome, a mymnt naunnaer eme
onee mymno rpeonart nnnmannx. K ontmomy nocropry ponrenx, nao ymart.
Cxontxo t cnn n npemenn nt nn norparnnn, nt ne cmoxere cenart rnnepaxrnnnoro peenxa cnoxontm n
ypannonemenntm, mennrentnoro pacroponntm, paccexnnoro esyxopnsnenno nnnmarentntm, samxnyroro
ymo xomnannn, uyncrnnrentnoro nenosmyrnmtm. uem ontme nt yere oportcx c +rnmn xauecrnamn, rem
ontme pncx npocro nenpornsnponart peenxa n paspymnrt namn ornomennx, a neyonoe nx nac noneenne n
pesyntrare rontxo ycnnnrcx.
Honeenne, cnxsannoe c ycrounntmn xauecrnamn peenxa, noxoxe na noroy rnyno ntrartcx ee nsmennrt, x ne
nao npncnoconrtcx. H nomnnrt, uro y npnpot ner nnoxo norot, xaxax nmeer cnon ocronncrna.
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Bam nentnocnmo axrnnnt xnnunx n cnoe npemx yer pesno erart, xora ero copoxanernne cnepcrnnxn c
ontmnmn xnnoramn sanxryr na nnanax. Bam xonyma noxmer nneuamn n cnoxono noer omo, xora ero ynte
nxrnanarnnernne cnepcrnnxn na cnop nonesyr nptrart c mocra n noy. Bama Mama-pacrepxma, neuno sanxrax
oymtnannem npo cex ncxxnx naxntx n cnoxntx neme, yer mnoro unrart, a moxer trt, n cama nncart nauner.
A nama cnepxommynnxaentnax onrymxa, y xoropo snaxomtx nonmxont n nect paon, yer ne pas n ne na
ntpyuart n yymem ncm cemtm, noromy uro yer snart, re xopomn npau, re napnxma*censored*, y xoro
nepexnarnrt ener n onr n xro cornacnrcx nonnnart nnert, noxa nce n ornycxe. H xro n +ror momenr ncnomnnr npo ee
nennnx, neuno xpacnt or sameuann Fonrana na ypoxe? Hamn neocrarxn ecrt npoonxenne namnx ocronncrn, n
naoopor. Houemy-ro mt oxorno npnsnaem +ro no ornomennm x camnm cee, no satnaem, xora peut ner o erxx.
Ecnn orxasartcx or nontrox menxrt asonte xauecrna peenxa, ero npoxennte ocoennocrn, ro cranonnrcx
nosmoxntm c]opmynnponart saauy cxpomnee: noxoppexrnponart npoxnnennx +rnx ocoennocre rax, urot tno
mentme nponem nx camoro peenxa n oxpyxammnx. Hpncnoconrtcx x noroe. Paccexnnt peenox nce panno yer
mnoro uero satnart n nyrart, no nnonne peantno onrtcx, urot on nepecran ntxonrt snmo na cner n mxontno
cmenxe nnn nayunncx naxonen ne satnart, uro y nero yxe nonuaca noa nanpaercx n nanny. Innepaxrnnnt peenox
npx nn cmoxer cnert sa ypoxamn rnxo n cmnpno, no nayunrt ero ononrt eno o xonna xorx t n nononnne
cnyuaen peantno. Mennrentnt ne nauner nerart no xnaprnpe, onaxo ne onastnart xaxt ent n mxony nnonne
cmoxer. 3acrenunnt ne nonmnr trt n nenrpe nnnmannx, no ntcrynart c oxnaom nepe xnaccom, ne repxx ronoca
n ne nponannnaxct cxnost semnm, moxer nayunrtcx. Hpeoonert orpannuennx, cnxsannte c ntpaxenntmn
ocoennocrxmn nepnno cncremt, moxno, no +ro saaua ne npocrax, ona norpeyer or peenxa mnoro ymenntx cnn.
Koroptx xnarnr npn onom ycnonnn ecnn onn ne yyr rparnrtcx na oopony or nac. Ecnn nt camn naunere
]opmynnponart saauy ne xax sacrannrt ero, a xax nomout emy.
Hnora nomout snaunr npocro camomy narxnyrt na nero +rn camte xonrorxn. Hnora nonpemx ornecrn x
nenponaronory, sanxrtcx rpamorno ncnxoxoppexnne. Hnora cosart maxmn pexnm, art nepetmxy, nanpnmep
nonpexn ncem npannnam ne nonecrn n ca, mxony, paspemnrt ne enart uro-ro, uro ouent rxxeno aercx, cenart
nmecro nero. Hnora norn sa xenannxmn n norpenocrxmn peenxa, axe ecnn nam nnuno onn xaxyrcx crpanntmn n
nenonxrntmn. Hanpnmep, paspemnrt rnnepaxrnnnomy peenxy yunrt crnxn, nncx nnns ronono na cnoprxomnnexce n
npemx or npemenn xyntpxaxct na xontnax. Hnora npnymart cnoco omennx, xoropt nosnonnr nam trt nmecre,
necmorpx na ro, uro nt xornre concem pasnoro.

Bcnomnnaercx annn paccxas onoro snaxomoro nant. V nero tna ouent rxxenax n nepnnax paora, nocne xoropo
nce, uero emy xorenoct, opanmnct o oma, npnnxrt ym n neut. A oma ero xann noe ctnone-noroxon, nectma
axrnnntx monotx nme, xoropte nany ooxann n xenann c nnm omartcx n nrpart. A nana ro cepnncx n nporonxn
nx ns xomnart, ro repnen co crpaantuecxnm ntpaxennem nnna, ro ymonxn mamy oesnpenrt ere xort na
nonuacnxa, a mama roxe tna ycranax n yxnn roronnna. B omem, ne ouent nonyuanact cuacrnnnax cemenax xnsnt,
xorx nce ncex nmnnn.
Cnacna nx rpannnonnax no rem npemenam noesxa n cronnny name Ponnt, ropo-repo Mocxny, re n
oxsarentnym nporpammy nxonno nocemenne Kpacno nnoman n Mansonex. Ha mantunmex orpomnoe nneuarnenne
nponsnen xapayn xpemnencxnx xypcanron: xax onn croxnn! He menoxnynnct nent uac (mantunxn cnennantno ne
yxonnn nponepxnn). C +roro momenra nmnmo nrpo nocne npnxoa nant c paort cran Mansone Hennna.
Hana naan nn nnan n cranonnncx renom noxx. A mantunmxn sannmann mecra n nouernom xapayne n uecrno
crapannct ne menennrtcx n ne xnxnxart. uac ne uac, no nonuaca noxox nane renept tno rapanrnponano. Hemnoro
nopeman, on yxe mor nopmantno omartcx c cemecrnom.

C xaxoro-ro nospacra cam peenox craner nonnmart, uro ero ocoennocrn moryr memart emy, n saxouer uro-ro
nsmennrt, yer roron npnnarart x +romy ocosnannte ycnnnx. Mennrentnt cam npenoxnr crannrt ynntnnx na
uerneprt uaca pantme, sacrenunnt sannmercx n rearpantnym crynm, satnunnt nauner cocrannxrt cnncxn neme
nnn sanocnrt nanomnnanxn n monntnnx, poxn noer sannmartcx axno, ncntntunnt yer crapartcx epxart
cex n pyxax. Ouent naxno, urot x +romy momenry on tn ynepen, uro moxer c namn noconeronartcx, nonpocnrt
nomomn, a npocro noronopnrt orxponenno o cnonx ocoennocrxx, o rom, uro emy n cee npannrcx n ne npannrcx, uro
moxno tno t nsmennrt n xax. A o roro ne myuare nn cex, nn peenxa. He opnrect c npnpoo
npncnocannnarect.

Kax on none1 n apunm?
Eme ona moryuax cnna, xoropo ponrenn, noono repoxm mn]on, nmxr pocart ntson, +ro npemx. Hnn onn
npemx noronxmr, nnn nrnopnpymr ero reuenne. Cnonom, xax-ro nenournrentno c nnm oxoxrcx.

pxn npnmep npecnonyroe pannee pasnnrne. Cxontxo cnn, npemenn n nepnon rparxr nexoropte ponrenn, urot
xax moxno pantme nayunrt peenxa unrart. H ncm xnaprnpy yxnamn n cnonamn onemnnamr, n n nrpt nrpamr, n na
sanxrnx c xynxamn 3anena noxr. H otuno npeycnenamr: xpoxa yxe roa n uertpe nnonne unraer cnona. Ecrt nnmt
ono no. 3ror nantx peenxy conepmenno nn x uemy
nn]opmannm ns rexcra. Emy nyxno xnnoe omenne, cxasxa, paccxasannax nnn npounrannax mamo, nano, eymxo.
a n rexcron, nnrepecntx n ocrynntx uertpexnerxam, ne rax mnoro. B pesyntrare ern, xoroptx nayun
uertpe roa (norparnn npopny cnn n npemenn), n ern, xoroptx nayunnn n cemt (sa napy neent), x noctmn roam
unramr aconmrno onnaxono. He ornnunmt, ncnxonorn cnennantno nponepxnn. Bosnnxaer nonpoc
crapartcx? Tontxo urot napy ner ropnrtcx, uro mo yxe, a nor nam eme?
Eme uame rpeonannx ne no nospacry cnxsant c noneennem.

Mama c nyx-rpexnernnm peenxom n anroyce. Xapxo, exart onro, rxrocrno. On xpyrnrcx, naunnaer ntrt, norom
nnaxart. H nonyuaer crporoe npnxasanne: Cnn cnoxono! Koneuno, ono ocraercx nentnonnenntm. Hy, ne moxer on
cnoxono, ecnn emy cxyuno, on ncnoren, xouer nnrt, n cnart, n noome xya yrono orcma. H on xouer, urot mama
ero nonxna n ycntmana. Horomy n nnauer, a xax eme? Mama ycnnnnaer naxnm:
sannnaercx penom yxe n nonnt ronoc n nonyuaer no none. Bor n noronopnnn.

uro nponcxonr? Peenxy npexnnxercx rpeonanne necrn cex rax, xax on ne roron n ne moxer. H cmoxer eme
rontxo uepes necxontxo ner. Moxno nn rpeonart or nero nsmennrt noneenne? Koneuno, mama morna t nce +ro
npemx nenpeptnno ero pasnnexart, ornnexart, paccxastnart emy myrxn n npnayrxn, enart xosy, xopmnrt neuentem
n nonrt coxom. Bosmoxno, ona axe cmorna t npoepxartcx nce npemx noesxn, n
sect mt nmeem eno c nsmenennem noneennx mamt, a ne peenxa. Ona nepecrana nepexnatnart na nero

npecnonyroe pannee pasnnrne. Cxontxo cnn, npemenn n nepnon rparxr nexoropte ponrenn, urot
tme nayunrt peenxa unrart. H ncm xnaprnpy yxnamn n cnonamn onemnnamr, n n nrpt nrpamr, n na
sanxrnx c xynxamn 3anena noxr. H otuno npeycnenamr: xpoxa yxe roa n uertpe nnonne unraer cnona. Ecrt nnmt
ono no. 3ror nantx peenxy conepmenno nn x uemy. Her y nero n +rom nospacre norpenocrn nonyuart
nn]opmannm ns rexcra. Emy nyxno xnnoe omenne, cxasxa, paccxasannax nnn npounrannax mamo, nano, eymxo.
a n rexcron, nnrepecntx n ocrynntx uertpexnerxam, ne rax mnoro. B pesyntrare ern, xoroptx nayunnn unrart n
uertpe roa (norparnn npopny cnn n npemenn), n ern, xoroptx nayunnn n cemt (sa napy neent), x noctmn roam
unramr aconmrno onnaxono. He ornnunmt, ncnxonorn cnennantno nponepxnn. Bosnnxaer nonpoc sauem tno rax
ner ropnrtcx, uro mo yxe, a nor nam eme?
Eme uame rpeonannx ne no nospacry cnxsant c noneennem.
rpexnernnm peenxom n anroyce. Xapxo, exart onro, rxrocrno. On xpyrnrcx, naunnaer ntrt, norom
: Cnn cnoxono! Koneuno, ono ocraercx nentnonnenntm. Hy, ne moxer on
cnoxono, ecnn emy cxyuno, on ncnoren, xouer nnrt, n cnart, n noome xya yrono orcma. H on xouer, urot mama
ero nonxna n ycntmana. Horomy n nnauer, a xax eme? Mama ycnnnnaer naxnm: Cnn rnxo, a ro naxaxy! nre
sannnaercx penom yxe n nonnt ronoc n nonyuaer no none. Bor n noronopnnn.
uro nponcxonr? Peenxy npexnnxercx rpeonanne necrn cex rax, xax on ne roron n ne moxer. H cmoxer eme
onart or nero nsmennrt noneenne? Koneuno, mama morna t nce +ro
npemx nenpeptnno ero pasnnexart, ornnexart, paccxastnart emy myrxn n npnayrxn, enart xosy, xopmnrt neuentem
n nonrt coxom. Bosmoxno, ona axe cmorna t npoepxartcx nce npemx noesxn, n peenox t rax n ne sannaxan. Ho
sect mt nmeem eno c nsmenennem noneennx mamt, a ne peenxa. Ona nepecrana nepexnatnart na nero
npecnonyroe pannee pasnnrne. Cxontxo cnn, npemenn n nepnon rparxr nexoropte ponrenn, urot
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ornercrnennocrt, crana perynnponart ero noneenne cama. Ouent pasymnt napnanr, ecnn exart nce xe nao. Crannrt
xe nepe coo saauy nayunrt nyxnernero mantma repnennno cnert n rpancnopre n ne xanonartcx ner cmtcna.
Hpoer npemx, n on cmoxer. Cmoxer nomeurart, nounrart, nonrpart n monntnnx, naxonen. Bce moryr, n on nnxya
ne enercx. Hao npocro nooxart. Ceuac xe moxno nno nserart noontx cnryann (ne esnrt nnxya c
peenxom n uac nnx no npoxam), nno nsxrt ]opmnponanne noneennx peenxa na cex, trt nect neuep na apene. A
ecnn n +ro ne cpaoraer, yx rouno ne pyrart n ne naxastnart ero sa ro, uro on ne cnocoen necrn cex xax cemnnernn.
Hoxanert, yremnrt, art nonnaxart, n xonne xonnon, nosmoxno, nocne +roro on ycner.
Heyonoe noneenne peenxa, cnxsannoe c xonxperntm momenrom (nepeyromnen, ncnyran) nnn c nospacrom
(xanpnst rpexnerox, nepenat nacrpoennx n epmncrocrt nopocrxon), pasymnee ncero npocro nepexart. Htrartcx
menxrt noneenne peenxa, oycnonnennoe npocro nospacrom nnn momenrom, +ro nce panno uro snmo oportcx c
cyrpoamn. Moxno, xoneuno, nce npemx cmerart cner c nmnmo xnymt. ent sa nem, ne snax ortxa. Ho ne npome
nn nooxart, xora n anpene nce camo sa rpn nx pacraer? a n nx nneron nonesnee nonyunrt nce, uro
npeycmorpeno npnpoo: n cner, n rante not, n conneunte nyun. Ocnooxennte or snmnero yxptrnx
nacnntcrnenno, npocro noromy uro mt ne xenaem xart, onn moryr npocro nomepsnyrt. Kax, nanpnmep, ror mantm ns
anroyca, xoropt n pesyntrare moxer nonyunrt croxn nenpos n norom ero ncm xnsnt yer romnnrt n rpancnopre.
Hnuero ne tnaer npocro rax. Tpexnerxe nyxno nayunrtcx nacrannart na cnoem. H no+romy on yer cxanannrt, n
xanpnsnnuart, n ronopnrt ner +roro rpeyer saaua nospacra. Hepenosynnmemycx na ercxom npasnnxe peenxy
nyxno cpocnrt nanpxxenne n cnesax nnn nxo erorne. Hopocrxy nyxno nnyrpenne orennrtcx or ponrene,
opecrn camocroxrentnocrt cyxenn, n no+romy neoxonmo nayunrtcx cnopnrt c nnmn n nnert nx
neconepmencrno. Horepxnmemy nmnmym coaxy peenxy nyxno yrparnrt na npemx nnrepec x yuee, noromy uro nce
ero ymennte cnnt monnnsonant na nepexnnanne ropx.
Ecnn mt yer ntrartcx menxrt ecrecrnennt nponecc, mt nno norepnnm neyauy n nyumem cnyuae (na Bocroxe
+ro nastnamr cranonnrtcx npornn cenx), nno cnomaem +ror camt nponecc n otemcx xenarentnoro noneennx,
napymnn pasnnrne peenxa.

Bcrpeuann nn nt xora-nnyt nme, xoropte nnxora ne cnocont nacroxrt na cnoem? Bcera co ncem
cornamamrcx, n nce na nnx esxr? Bosmoxno, nx ponrenn n cnoe npemx ouent ycnemno cnpannnnct c xanpnsamn
rpexnerxn. Tax ycnemno, uro c rex nop camo cnono ner npnctxaer y uenonexa x roprann.

Boome, ]opmyn Ecnn peenxa cpasy ne npnyunmt (oryunmt), ro rax yer ncera ona ns camtx npeonocntx n
nocnnrannn. He nyxno npnyuart x pyxam on c nnx norom ne cneser. Hyxno cpasy npnyuart x axxyparnocrn, a ro rax
ncera n yer rpxsnynx. He nyxno npnyuart cnart c mamo, a ro nnxora ne saxouer nepern n cnom xponart. Hyxno
cpasy npnyuart nce enart camocroxrentno, a ro xax on n apmnm noer?
Taxo noxo nopasymenaer nsrnx na peenxa xax na anxy c xptmxo, xya uro sacynemt, rax ono ram n
ocranercx. Hpn nce ouennno npoe t acypnocrn +ror nsrnx onaaer npxmo-raxn marnernuecxnm ecrnnem,
yxnantno rnnnornsnpyx nspocntx. Hy xax xe rax? Tax n ocrannrt? Ho net rora on yer ncera (cocart nanen,
ptart n marasnne nrpymex, satnart cenart ypoxn, cmorpert myntrnxn, nponnnart na cex xncent nyxnoe
nouepxnyrt)! Hyxno xe uro-ro enart!
3ro noome nnrepecnt xo mtcnn. Moxer, rora ne cronr nepenonrt peenxa sa pyxy uepes opory? Hao cpasy
npnyuart x camocroxrentnocrn! Hycrt cam ner! nxax mtcnt, npana? Bet ouennno, uro cnauana nyxno onro-
onro, roamn, nonrt peenxa sa pyxy, nocrenenno oxcnxx emy npannna nnxennx, norom eme xaxoe-ro npemx
nepexonrt ynnny c nnm nmecre, pxom, norom cmorpert ns oxna, xax on nepexonr, norom npocnrt oxsarentno
snonnrt, uro omen o mxont narononyuno. H rontxo x nopocrxonomy nospacry onepnrt +ror nponecc nonnocrtm
emy. H xoneuno on npexpacno cmoxer nepexonrt ynnny n nenanart, xorx n na ne mor. 3ro xe ouennno! Onaxo n
pyrnx onacrxx nouemy-ro ne ouennno.
Hopo nspocnte nanomnnamr xanpnsnym npnnneccy ns nsnecrno cxasxn, nosxenanmym nocnexnnxon n exape.
Houemy nentsx npocro nooxart? 3auem nomnrtcx n nept, xoropax eme saxptra n xoropax cama n cnoe npemx
oxsarentno orxpoercx?
Hpnunna xax pas nor +ror crpax. Ecnn cpasy (ne) npnyunmt, ro Crpannax ynepennocrt nspocntx, uro ere
nmenno onn nocnnrtnamr n ]opmnpymr, n nao nce npeycmorpert, sanoxnrt xopomee, sanaronpemenno npeceut
nnoxoe. Cam-ro peenox, ecnn ero sa ymn ne rxnyrt, xoneuno, n pacrn ne craner. Hnn ntpacrer n rnnnunoe ne ro.
anare xax-ro cnpannmcx c +ro manne nennunx. ern pacryr n pasnnnamrcx npocro noromy, uro onn ern. 3roro
ocrarouno. Hn onn peenox ne yer epxartcx sa noneenne, oycnonnennoe nospacrom nnn cnryanne, ontme,
uem +ro emy neoxonmo. ymaere, emy camomy cnaxo, xora on noer, nnaaer n ncrepnxy nnn ne cnpannxercx c uem-
ro? Tem onee ecnn ponrene +ro cepnr nnn paccrpannaer? Kax rontxo on cmoxer, on cpasy xe nepecraner, on xe
cee ne npar. B nxrt emy yxe ne saxouercx noxnrtcx na non n marasnne, rpeyx nemenenno xynnrt mamnnxy. B ecxrt
on cmoxer cam copart nopr]ent n nnuero ne satrt. Hocne roro xax on npnntxner x nono mxone, on yer xonrt
rya c yonontcrnnem, a ne ntrt xaxoe yrpo, uro xnnor onnr. Kora ropmonantnte nopocrxonte ypn ynxryrcx,
on yer c yrpa yntartcx, a ne xonrt mpaunee ryun. Tpynoe noneenne, oycnonnennoe nospacrom nnn
ceronxmnnm cocroxnnem peenxa, ror camt cnyua, xora nyume ncero nacrponrtcx na mypocrt napx Conomona:
H +ro npoer. Bt axe cee ne npecrannxere, xax tcrpo npoer, n ornxnyrtcx ne ycneere, xax yere c yntxo
ymnnennx n nerxo rpycrtm ncnomnnart, xaxo on tn manentxn.
pyro napnanr optt c npemenem naoopor, ne sameuart, xax peenox pacrer n menxercx, y nero noxnnxercx
cnoe mnenne, cnon nnrepect, cnon nennocrn.

Mantunxa 11 ner ornoxr n mxony, ncrpeuamr ns mxont, nnxya ne ornycxamr onoro, axe n nnxamn marasnn
sa xneom. Bcrpeuax ero nocne ypoxon, aymxa npn onoxnaccnnxax sanxstnaer emy map] nonyume n rpomxo
cnpamnnaer, xopomo nn on noxyman. Hocne mxont on enaer ypoxn no npncmorpom aymxn, sarem ner na mystxy
nnn na maxmart. Iynxer rontxo nmecre c aymxo n nnxamem napxe. Onaxt mantunx ntnesaer ns oxna
mxontnoro ryanera n ceraer c pexramn nrpart n ]yron, aymxa nyraercx o cepeunoro npncryna, neuepom n cemte
ycrpoena ontmoe pasnparentcrno, no npemx xoroporo n orner na nonpoc: Kax ree ne crtno? mantunx npyr
xpnunr na ponrene: a, ne crtno! noome or nac yy! Hyume na ynnne xnrt, uem c namn! Bspocnte n moxe,
no nx nepcnn, peenxa ncnoprnna nnoxax xomnannx (ra camax, xoropax nosnana nrpart n ]yron).

Tpyno tnaer ntpartcx ns naxennoro cnnxnnx c mnaennem, xoropt nonnocrtm or nac sanncen n rax xnno n nac
nyxancx. Ham no-npexnemy xaxercx, uro peenox +ro uacrt nac, xax pyxa nnn nora, n on onxen xorert roro xe,
uero mt, nmnrt ro xe, uro mt, enart ro, uro mt cunraem nyxntm n npannntntm. A n orner na ero conpornnnenne
snnmcx n onxaemcx: ny, npana, mt xe nmnm ero, nonnyemcx, xornm xax nyume! Mt xe nce nx nero roront
cenart! A on nor ne xouer, urot mt nce. Btpoc.
Tax crpanno nonyuaercx. Cnauana ponrenn xyr: Hy xora on yxe nauner ronopnrt! Horom meuramr: Hy,
nomonuan t xort nxrt mnnyr, ronona rpemnr! Horom xanymrcx: Hy, cxaxn xort cnono marepn, xax rt xnnemt, uro
x +ro ypxnyn: nopmantno n nce?! Ha nac ne yronmt. Mt ncera neonontnt. A net ceronxmnn ent ecrt y
nac rontxo ceronx. H mt nponycxaem ero, noxa ntraemcx roponnrt yymee nnn yepxnnart npomnoe.
He nomre co npemenem. B mn]e, xcrarn, or npemenn Kponoc cean cocrnenntx ere ax nennxom rnoran.
Conpemennte ponrenn roxe nnora nx noeom exr, rpeyx roro, na uro ern ceuac npocro ne cnocont. H cex
saono rptsyr xax xe rax, nce yxe, a mo eme; nce eme, a mo yxe nnnmo, x nnoxo ponrent. He cronr.
Honpoyre nouyncrnonart nospacr peenxa, ero nenonropnmocrt, ero npenecrt. On nnxora yxe ne yer raxnm, xax
ceuac. Cnaxn mantm. Hexnt xysneunx-nxrnnerxa. Ceptesnt nepnoxnaccnnx. Honnt +neprnn n nnrepeca x
xnsnn ecxrnnernn. Hopocrox, raxo necypasnt n raxo yxsnnmt. Bce ror xe, nam, n concem pasnt n xaxom
nospacre. Hacnaxarect.

Hync1na nenpannntnmun ne mnam1
Ecrt eme xoe-uro, c uem ponrenn nopo ntramrcx noenart, a ne nao t. 3ro uyncrna peenxa, xoropte nac nyramr,
paccrpannamr nnn paspaxamr.

Peenox onrcx cnart onn. Hy, mt-ro, xoneuno, snaem, uro cxener no xponartm, xoroporo on onrcx, nepeanen, n
ornnune or mamnn na oporax. Ho nx nero-ro peanen! Iopaso onee uem mamnnt, noromy uro cxenera, raxoro
crpamnoro, on nourn npxmo nnnr n nourn npxmo cntmnr, xax ror cxpeer cnonmn xocrxmn o non. A mamnna uero
ee oxrtcx? Eer n eer cee.

Kcrarn, nnrepecno tno t ysnart, xax ern oxcnxmr cee, nouemy or onnx onacnocre nspocnte roront nx
oeperart, a pyrnm cnoxono oramr na pacrepsanne, a eme n crtxr, uro rt onmtcx? Kaxax y nnx na +ry remy
nepcnx n ronone? Moxer, n nnxaxo ocoo ner, onn npnntxnn, uro nspocnte onontno nenornunte cymecrna.
Hnn nor eme cnryannn.

Peenox ouent onrcx canart xpont, nam ero xanxo, on rax roptxo nnauer, nam xaxercx, uro mt nsneprn n
ecuyncrnennte nmn, xoropte myuar mantma.
Mantm ouent rocxyer, xora ponrene ner oma, on ptaer, ynpamnnaer ne yxonrt, ne yesxart, nennxercx
pyxamn. 3ro ouent rxrocrno, myunrentno, ocoenno ecnn nnxaxo nosmoxnocrn ocrartcx oma n ne norn y nac ner.
Peenxy rxxeno n cxyuno yunrtcx n mxone, nx nero omamnne saannx cymee naxasanne, ntrxa, on nx nenannnr.
H ponrent uyncrnyer cex nacmorpmnxom, sacrannxmmnm nrx annrtcx nenanncrntmn snannxmn, ymennxmn n
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nantxamn.

uro nponcxonr n noontx cnyuaxx? Mt nnnm, uro peenox ncntrtnaer cnntnte n nenpnxrnte uyncrna. Mt
nonnmaem, uro +rn uyncrna sacrannxmr ero necrn cex nexenarentntm nx nac opasom: nnaxart, ne sactnart,
orntnnnart or ypoxon. Ham xant ero, no mt ne moxem nsannrt ero or camo cnryannn: xpont cart nao, na paory
yxonrt nao, cnart nao, ypoxn enart nao. Honyuaercx, uro mt nnoxne ponrenn ne moxem samnrnrt cnoero
peenxa, nsannrt ero or crpaann! Kax ronopnrcx, ne mart, a exnna. H mt naunnaem cepnrtcx na cex n na peenxa
sa ro, uro on ncntrtnaer +ro uyncrno.
Mt rpeyem: Hpexparn oxrtcx! Tt xe myxunna! Kax ne crtno nnaxart!, Hme conecrt, x nponen c roo nce
ntxonte!, Tee nnmt t nrpart, a yunrtcx ne xenaemt! uro rt ycrpannaemt xaxt pas xonnepr ns ypoxon! H
+rnm mt nameprno sannpaem cnryannm. Peenox ne moxer no namemy npnxasy nepecrart uyncrnonart ro, uro
uyncrnyer. On npocro nnnr, uro mt nm neonontnt, n x yxe nmemmnmcx crpaxy, rocxe, oruaxnnm npnannxercx
yrposa npnnxsannocrn n cnxsannax c ne rpenora. Ecnn y nero n tnn o +roro xaxne-ro nnyrpennne pecypct, urot
cnpannrtcx c coo, ro renept nx yxe rouno nery. On saxonrcx cnesamn, nnennxercx n ponrene meprno xnarxo
nnn, naoopor, samtxaercx, cranonnrcx conepmenno neocrynen nx nmtx yronopon.
3naxomo? anare nonpoyem nepecrart noenart c uyncrnamn n yem ecrnonart xax-ro nnaue. nx nauana
ncnomnnm, uro namn uyncrna poom ns nnyrpennero mosra, onoam paccyxa onn nounnxmrcx ne nnonne, no n
nonno nnacrn na namnmn pemennxmn n ecrnnxmn ne nmemr. Mt moxem oxrtcx, no nrn; nennrtcx, no enart;
cxyuart, no nepenocnrt pasnyxy. uyncrna ne tnamr nenpannntntmn, onn xaxne ecrt, raxne ecrt. Mt moxem
uyncrnonart nce, uro uyncrnyem, no ecrnonart rax, xax cunraem nyxntm, npn ycnonnn, uro mt ne oxnauent
nexonrponnpyemo nannxo.
uro nyxno cenart, urot nannxa nnmnuecxo cncremt ocnanna xnarxy n ocnoonna npocrpancrno nx pasyma?
Hpannntno, ycnoxonrt peenxa. Vcnoxonrt ero moxno, rontxo an nonxrt, uro nt c nnm, uro nt ne cepnrect, uro nt
npnnnmaere ero nmecre c ero uyncrnamn n roront noepxart, nomout, yremnrt. Hpnemt axrnnnoro cnymannx sect
yyr xax pas xcrarn: nnxy, uro rt onmtcx, Koneuno, rt ne xouemt, urot mt yxonnn, nonnmam, xax
ree ne xouercx enart ypoxn. Tyr rnannt cexper cxasart nmenno +ro n rontxo +ro. Ocranonnrtcx, xora saxouercx
a saxouercx oxsarentno npoonxnrt ]pasy, nepex x oprntnoam: Ho nce panno nao. Peenox n rax n xypce,
uro nao. Ho ceuac emy nyxno couyncrnne, a ne nanomnnanne o cypono npane xnsnn. uacro onoro +roro tnaer
ocrarouno. Honyunn or ponrenx nonnmanne n noepxxy, peenox ycnoxannaercx, conpaercx n enaer ro, uro
neoxonmo. Hnora nyxna eme xaxax-ro nomomt: ana, x yy epxart rex sa pyxy n paccxastnart uro-nnyt
nnrepecnoe, noxa y rex yyr part xpont, ana mt ocrannm nept orxptro, n x yy x ree sarnxtnart,
ana x ree ocrannm nor +ry xaprnnxy, cmorpn x napnconana: +ro rt, +ro x na paore n cepeuxn, onn noxastnamr,
uro x rex nmnm, axe xora x na paore, ana rt yemt enart ypoxn, a x noy nnpor neut, n mt norom yem
nnrt ua nmecre n saono nonropnm ycrnte.
a mt nce +ro yxe cro pas npenarann, moryr cxasart ponrenn, on n cntmart ne xouer. Koneuno, ne xouer, ecnn
npenarart, noxa on saxnauen cnonmn cnntntmn uyncrnamn, na xoropte nt cepnrect. Hpenarax n +ror momenr
antrepnarnny, nt xax yro ero uyncrna ormenxere, oxnnxere nenpannntntmn, nenaxntmn. A onn-ro cnntnte!
Hpnnnnn sect npocro: cnauana npnsnaem uyncrna n aem noepxxy, xem, xora noecrnyer n peenox
ycnoxonrcx, n rontxo norom nepexonm x oprntnoam n npenaraem xonxpernte ecrnnx. Cnauana ycnoxannaem
nnyrpennn mosr, norom opamaemcx x nnemnemy, ne naoopor.

Ecnn peenox n oruaxnnn ptaer na saaue, xoropax nnxax ne pemaercx, nnn ne ptaer, a snnrcx n mntpxercx
rerpaxmn, ecnonesno nocxastnart emy pemenne. Honpocnre ero ornoxnrt saauy n cropony, noorn x nam, ecnn
on eme man nostmnre ero na pyxn, ecnn ontmo onnmnre. Hoxauare, nomenunre uro-nnyt nacxonoe nnn
cmemnoe, no n xoem cnyuae ne npo ro, uro ne nao rax nepnnnuart, nentsx cpasy canartcx, sauem rax snnrtcx n
romy noonoe. Hycrt ycnoxonrcx. Ecnn ouent cnntno pacnepexnnancx cenare nepeptn, ntnere uam. H rontxo
norom nosnpamarect x saaue. B noannxmmem ontmnncrne cnyuaen ona pemaercx norom nerxo n tcrpo. H yxe
concem norom, npn cnyuae, n noxoxmn momenr, xora nt oa yere cnoxont n paccnanent, moxno noronopnrt
npo ro, uro ne cronr cpasy nnaart n oruaxnne, ecnn uro-ro ne nonyuaercx.

Ecnn nt sameuaere, uro xaxne-ro uyncrna peenxa nx nac conepmenno nenepenocnmt, uro nt nmecro roro, urot
couyncrnonart n nomorart emy, camn norpyxaerect n nyunny crpaxa, oruaxnnx, onnouecrna n roront sannaxart nnn,
naoopor, nnaaere n nexonrponnpyemym xpocrt, nosmoxno, +ro cnxsano c name cocrnenno ercxo rpanmo.
Hmeer cmtcn oparnrtcx x ncnxonory, urot ee npopaorart. Hanepnoe, nac yxe paspaxaer, uro x cnona n cnona am
+ror coner. Ho uro noenart, xnnxxa n conert ns xnnxxn onn xax naponax mennnna, moryr nomout n
npo]nnaxrnxe, n omem ynyumennn sopontx, ntneunrt neomoranne. Ho ecnn y uenonexa annennnnr nnn orxptrt
nepenom, ne cronr paccunrtnart na rpanxn, nyxno-raxn ncxart npaua.

Maua nnoxouy ne nayun1?
Xopomo, remnepamenr ne menxem, npemx ne roponnm, uyncr
noome nnxax ne onxnt nnnxrt na peenxa? Bocnnrtnart
xaxnm on ntpacrer?
O, eme xax sanncnr. Bosmoxno, ropaso ontme, uem xorenoct t.
Hauart c roro, uro ono ns npoxnnenn npnnxsannocrn
mypo sanoxennt npnpoo mexannsm oyuennx erentme. Hanpnmep, cno pono xstx peenox yunr es
yuennxon n xypcon. Hpocro c nnm pasronapnnamr ponte, on
nocrenenno n yunrcx, nopaxax. H xomxn rax yuar cnonx xorxr nonnrt mtme. H nrnnt rax yuar cnonx nrennon
nerart. 3ra nporpamma oyuennx namnoro rnyxe n cnntnee ncex cnocoon oyuennx, cosanntx namnm nne
pasymntm mosrom: oxcnenn, npanoyuenn, npenncann. Ho+romy ecnn nt rnepnre peenxy, uro renennsop nnn
xomntmrep sno, no camn nce neuepa npononre nepe +xpanom, necnoxno yraart, xaxax ns nporpamm oepxnr nepx:
nounnennx cnonam ponrenx nnn nopaxannx ero enam. Ecnn mt yunm ere ne npart, a camn npem, rpeyem ne
xypnrt, a camn xypnm, nennm ne onxart manentxnx n cnatx, a camn peenxa nynnm, ne cronr nnrart nnnmsnn
ornocnrentno pesyntrara. Ha +ry remy ecrt xopomn a]opnsm: He nao nocnnrtna
ern camn nac cxonnpymr.
Ho +ro nce nemn ouennnte. Mt, xoneuno, nce panno npenounraem o nnx ne ouent nomnnrt, no xort snaem. Ecrt n
pyrne acnexrt nnnxnnx ponrene na ere, onee xnrpo ycrpoennte.
o cnx nop mt ronopnnn rontxo o rom, uro npnnxsannocrt aer peenxy uyncrno esonacnocrn. Ho ona xe ranr n
cee n onacnocrt; xax n y ncero na cnere, y npnnxsannocrn ecrt renenax cropona. Cnoemy nspocnomy peenox
onepxer esoronopouno. On npyunn emy cnoe cepne, onepnn
mnp, rontxo uepes +ror ontr nonnoro, nexpnrnunoro onepnx, xoropoe on yer norom c rpyom n nepnamn
npeoonenart n nopocrxonom nospacre, urot opecrn nesanncnmocrt, no +ro eme nnepen. o 10 npnmepno ner
peenox nnuero ne moxer npornnonocrannrt ponrentcxomy nnymennm. On nepnr n ea Moposa, on nepnr, uro mama
snaer nyume, on ynnnxercx, ecnn nana npnsnaercx, uro uero
mnpe n o camom cee, xpome xax or nspocntx, a ecnn +ro cnon nspocnte, ro nce, nmn cxasannoe, xnnxercx
esoronopouno ncrnno n nocnene nncrannnn. Ecnn nana ronopnr, uro x neymexa, uro y menx pyxn ne rem xonnom
ncrannent snaunr, rax ono n ecrt. Ecnn mama ronopnr, uro co mno ncer
n nenpnxrnocrn, snaunr, e nnnee, ona xe mama. Cronr nn crapartcx uro
ymart n trt nnnmarentntm, ecnn nce panno nnnnny n nenpnxrnocrn, raxo yx x?

uem ontme nepexnnann n crpacrn nxnatnaer nspocnt n cnon rnpat, rem cnntnee crpecc peenxa, rem mentme
nxnmuen ero nnemnn, pasymnt mosr, rem mentme on cnocoen conpornnnxrtcx nnymennm, rem menee cnooen n
ntope cocrnennoro nyrn. H yxe erann, yer nn on coornercrno
raxn ncxart npaua.
Xopomo, remnepamenr ne menxem, npemx ne roponnm, uyncrnonart ne sanpemaem. Ho uro xe nonyuaercx ponrenn
noome nnxax ne onxnt nnnxrt na peenxa? Bocnnrtnart-ro nao? uopmnponart nnunocrt? Pasne ne or nac sanncnr,
O, eme xax sanncnr. Bosmoxno, ropaso ontme, uem xorenoct t.
t c roro, uro ono ns npoxnnenn npnnxsannocrn crpemnenne nopaxart cnoemy nspocnomy. 3ro ouent
mypo sanoxennt npnpoo mexannsm oyuennx erentme. Hanpnmep, cno pono xstx peenox yunr es
yuennxon n xypcon. Hpocro c nnm pasronapnnamr ponte, on nonropxer, cnauana nenonxrno, norom nce nyume. Tax
nocrenenno n yunrcx, nopaxax. H xomxn rax yuar cnonx xorxr nonnrt mtme. H nrnnt rax yuar cnonx nrennon
nerart. 3ra nporpamma oyuennx namnoro rnyxe n cnntnee ncex cnocoon oyuennx, cosanntx namnm nnemnnm,
pasymntm mosrom: oxcnenn, npanoyuenn, npenncann. Ho+romy ecnn nt rnepnre peenxy, uro renennsop nnn
sno, no camn nce neuepa npononre nepe +xpanom, necnoxno yraart, xaxax ns nporpamm oepxnr nepx:
opaxannx ero enam. Ecnn mt yunm ere ne npart, a camn npem, rpeyem ne
xypnrt, a camn xypnm, nennm ne onxart manentxnx n cnatx, a camn peenxa nynnm, ne cronr nnrart nnnmsnn
ornocnrentno pesyntrara. Ha +ry remy ecrt xopomn a]opnsm: He nao nocnnrtnart ere. Bocnnrtnare cex, a
Ho +ro nce nemn ouennnte. Mt, xoneuno, nce panno npenounraem o nnx ne ouent nomnnrt, no xort snaem. Ecrt n
pyrne acnexrt nnnxnnx ponrene na ere, onee xnrpo ycrpoennte.
opnnn rontxo o rom, uro npnnxsannocrt aer peenxy uyncrno esonacnocrn. Ho ona xe ranr n
cee n onacnocrt; xax n y ncero na cnere, y npnnxsannocrn ecrt renenax cropona. Cnoemy nspocnomy peenox
onepxer esoronopouno. On npyunn emy cnoe cepne, onepnn cnom xnsnt, cnom cyty. Peenxy nnaue ne norn n
mnp, rontxo uepes +ror ontr nonnoro, nexpnrnunoro onepnx, xoropoe on yer norom c rpyom n nepnamn
npeoonenart n nopocrxonom nospacre, urot opecrn nesanncnmocrt, no +ro eme nnepen. o 10 npnmepno ner
peenox nnuero ne moxer npornnonocrannrt ponrentcxomy nnymennm. On nepnr n ea Moposa, on nepnr, uro mama
snaer nyume, on ynnnxercx, ecnn nana npnsnaercx, uro uero-ro ne ymeer. Peenxy npocro neorxya ysnart npany o
nspocntx, a ecnn +ro cnon nspocnte, ro nce, nmn cxasannoe, xnnxercx
esoronopouno ncrnno n nocnene nncrannnn. Ecnn nana ronopnr, uro x neymexa, uro y menx pyxn ne rem xonnom
snaunr, rax ono n ecrt. Ecnn mama ronopnr, uro co mno ncera onn nponemt, uro x neuno nnnnam
n nenpnxrnocrn, snaunr, e nnnee, ona xe mama. Cronr nn crapartcx uro-ro enart, ecnn neymexa? Kaxo cmtcn
ymart n trt nnnmarentntm, ecnn nce panno nnnnny n nenpnxrnocrn, raxo yx x?

nn n crpacrn nxnatnaer nspocnt n cnon rnpat, rem cnntnee crpecc peenxa, rem mentme
nxnmuen ero nnemnn, pasymnt mosr, rem mentme on cnocoen conpornnnxrtcx nnymennm, rem menee cnooen n
ntope cocrnennoro nyrn. H yxe erann, yer nn on coornercrnonart oxnannxm ponrene, ne n cnnax
peenox nnuero ne moxer npornnonocrannrt ponrentcxomy nnymennm. On nepnr n ea Moposa, on nepnr, uro mama
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Hmontrno, uro onontno uacro, ecnn n cemte ontme onoro peenxa, ern enxr mexy coo pasnte cnocot
peaxnnn na ponrentcxne oxnannx.
Bor ouent npannntnte ponrenn, enns nx xnsnn ecrt raxoe cnono nao, onn paoramr n sannmamrcx omom,
ne nosnonxx cee pacnycxartcx, ropxrcx cnoe oprannsonannocrtm, cnoconocrtm nounnnrt nce cnon nnunte
xenannx eny nnn cemte.
V nnx ne ouepn. Crapmax xonnx ponrene, copannax, ornercrnennax, xnnymax no npnnnnny eny npemx
norexe uac. Ona ntpana npo]eccnm ponrene, ycnemno saxonunna nys, nennt corpynnx na paore, ns paounx
nomaox. B ome opasnont nopxox, ona npexpacno roronnr, epxnr cex n ]opme. Hecmorpx na +ro, nnunax xnsnt
ne ouent yanact, noromy uro ona ouent rpeonarentna x naprnepam, nmnr noyuart n oxcnxrt, xax npannntno. C
nospacrom ee xapaxrep cran onontno rxxentm, ona uacro ccopnrcx c cecrpo n onxaercx no nmomy nonoy.
A nor mnamax. Hmnmax, no c ercrna paspaxana ponrene pasonacrnom n nentm, ncxuecxn orntnnnana or
omamnnx en, neuno napymana nopxox paspocanntmn nemamn, ne xorena ecrt nonesnym, saornnno
npnroronnennym mamo nnmy, a xycounnuana. Vunnact neponno, ro onnmnnay ntnrpaer, ro rpoxy n uerneprn
cxnarnr. Vxacnyna ponrene ntopom npo]eccnn concem ne naexno c rouxn spennx xycxa xnea. Onn
yxnantno ncrann tom n sacrannnn-raxn nocrynnrt n nopmantnt nys, onaxo na nropom xypce out cnxsanact c
nenonxrno xomnanne, nauana npoonart rpanxy, nponaart ns oma, norom ntxcnnnoct, uro nncrnryr ona pocnna.
Ponrenn tnn n oruaxnnn, no norom nce xax-ro ntponnxnoct: mnamax nomna-raxn yunrtcx xya xorena, ntmna
samyx. Vnnen na nopore yymero sxrx c peamn n n pacrxnyrom cnnrepe, ponrenn ena ne nonyunnn nn]apxr,
onaxo norom nce oxasanoct ne rax crpamno, monoo uenonex yunncx n acnnpanrype ]nnoco]cxoro ]axyntrera n ne
tn napxomanom, xax nm cnauana noxasanoct. Ceuac mnamax pacrnr ctna, xanyercx, uro c nnm ouent rxxeno.
Hpo]eccne onontna, xorx uacro xon]nnxryer c nauantcrnom n noome onontno nepnnax.
Crapmax cecrpa ouent onxaercx na ponrene, uro onn nmxr mnamym ontme, xorx ona ncera nx paccrpannana.
Mnamax onxaercx na ro, uro ponrenn ee ne npnnnmann n nce ercrno ntnocnnn mosr. Ponrenn cunramr, uro
ern nenaroapnte n ne peannsonann ponrentcxnx oxnann.
Xorx na camom ene nce xax pas naoopor peannsonann c ontmnm ycepnem, npnuem oe. Crapmax, nnnmo, menee
ynepennax n npounocrn ponrentcxo npnnxsannocrn, ne ocmennnact cenart nn mary n cropony n ncm xnsnt
nonoxnna, urot ponrenxm npannrtcx n noxonrt na nnx, sacnyxnn rem camtm nx nmont n oopenne. Mnamax,
xoropym nmnnn ontme, ne uyncrnonana neoxonmocrt xnacrt xnsnt, no n n esonacnocrn cex ne uyncrnonana, n
noromy nce npemx eprana nepenxy n nce ontme coornercrnonana ponrentcxnm npnunrannxm na remy n xoro x rt
y nac raxax nenyrenax.

Mt uacro ynpexaem ere, uro onn nenocnymnt. Ha camom ene onn, x coxanennm, ouent nocnymnt. Iopaso
ontme, uem nao t. Mt conepmenno nanpacno neoonennnaem ]opmnpymmym cnny ponrentcxnx oxnann. a,
ern ne cnymamr namnx npnxason n xpnrnxn, no na name nacrpoenne, uyncrna, cocroxnnx onn pearnpymr ouent uyrxo.
Cronr nn nontsonartcx +ro nnacrtm? Kro mt raxne, urot menxrt peenxa no cnoemy xenannm n xanpnsy? Mt ne
snaem, xaxnm on sayman, n uem cmtcn ero xnsnn n xax emy n yymem nomoryr nnn nomemamr re nnn nnte xauecrna.
He nao part na cex ]ynxnnn Cosarenx. Kaxt peenox ynnxanen. Kponrt ero no cnoemy nponsnony nce panno
uro, cnxn c nonxn nonym nnrepecnym xnnry, ne unrart ee ynneuenno, a cpasy naunnart npannrt xpacntm xapanamom,
ntncxnnax omnxn n menxx cmxer.

Tpe1nn nnmnnn!

Peenox xanpnsnnuaer, rpeyer uero-ro, noer. Hnn pacmannncx, eraer, nonnr, ne cnymaercx. Hnoxo neer cex sa
cronom, neprnrcx, nce ponxer, neononen eo, nycxaer nystpn n craxane c coxom, nosnr no rapenxe xornery, noxa ona
ne nnmxaercx na cxareprt. Hnn cxanannr, xpnunr nam rpyocrn, samaxnnaercx axe. Henpnxrno, ocano? A renept
npecrantre cee, uro nce nponcxonr ne oma, a na nmxx. B rocrxx, n xa]e, n napxe, n rpancnopre. uro c namnm
yponnem crpecca? uyncrnyere, xax on nsneren n past? A ecnn oxpyxammne eme n noxnmuarcx x +romy nep]omancy n
naunyr crtnrt peenxa nnn nac, npenarart sapart ero cee, nyrart mnnnnnonepom n ntanart na ropa eme
ncxuecxn nearornuecxn xpearnn? a axe n npocro ocyxamme cmorpert n paspaxenno ornopaunnartcx. Vxe
sannyere xapacm na cxonopoxe?

Htnnnax onx ponrentcxoro crpecca +ro crpecc, ntsnannt rpertnm, nanmammnm n onennnammnm. 3ro
moryr trt nocroponnne nmn, cnyuante cnnerenn ponrentcxoro ]nacxo, pocrnennnxn, npnnpunno
onennnammne noneenne peenxa, nearorn, neuno neonontnte nm, a nopo n npocro nexn oomennt opas
omecrna, xoropoe, xax Crapmn Fpar ns pomana x. Opy+nna, cmorpnr na rex n pemaer, ocronn nn rt trt
ponrenem. Bosmoxno, cam ponrent pearnponan t ropaso cnoxonee, uro-ro nepexan t, uro-ro ne samernn, x
uemy-ro npocro npnrepnencx. Ho rpern otuno nn xart, nn repnert ne namepen. On rpeyer, urot c peenxom
nce tno xopomo.
H npxmo ceuac.
Tax ycrpoena nama xnsnt, uro nocnnranne ere cunraercx omnm enom. uacrnuno +ro ocoennocrn
nannonantno xyntrypt, cxaxem, nnocrpannen moxnpyer, uro n Poccnn nesnaxomte nmn moryr noorn x mame,
rynxmme c peenxom, n cenart e ntronop, uro on cnnmxom nerxo oer. uacrnuno nacnene conercxoro nepnoa,
xora ern ncxpenne cunrannct cocrnennocrtm rocyapcrna, a ne cnonx ponrene. Cxastnaercx n nexnne npemenn
npnxonrcx npnsnart, uro ceronx renennnx nce ontmero nmemarentcrna rocyapcrna n uacrnym xnsnt ceme nmeer
omemnpono xapaxrep. 3ro oopornax cropona cncremt connantno nomomn n noepxxn.
Koneuno, nce +ro ne moxer ne orpaxartcx na ornomennxx ponrene n ere. Ponrent, nocroxnno naxoxmncx
no xonnaxom, uyncrnyer cex cxonanno, neynepenno. Peenox, uyncrnymmn, uro ponrent cxonan n neynepen,
nyraercx eme ontme. Bet emy nyxen cno nspocnt. H sect naxno ne rontxo cnono cno, no n cnono nspocnt.
Cnntnt, nesanncnmt, camoocrarount, nnxoro n nnuero ne oxmncx. A ecnn mama ncnyranno neneuer
onpanannx n orner na nopuanne yuacrxonoro nenarpa 3auem ntstnann, ecnn ner remneparypt? A ecnn nany npn
peenxe orunrtnaer sanyu? A ecnn cocexa n nn]re rpomxo cnpamnnaer: uro +ro nam mantunx ne soponaercx, nt ero
ne nocnnrtnaere, uro nn?, a mama yntaercx narxnyro n ronopnr: Hosoponacx c Harante Herponno, rt uro,
satn? n ryr xe rpomxo, cocexe: On y nac yxacno sacrenunnt.
Taxne momenrt nepenocxrcx ertmn ouent rxxeno. Ero ponrent, ero samnrnnx, ero camt-camt ymnt-cnntnt-
sameuarentnt, npyr oxastnaercx manentxnm, poxnm, cnatm, npyr onpantnaercx nepe +rnmn uyxnmn nmtmn,
xax nponnnnnmncx peenox, xnno nepnnnuaer n onrcx nx, nnn neer cex ouent neecrecrnenno, sanrptnaer,
sancxnnaer, npnrnopxercx. Bce +ro ouent rpenoxnr: ecnn cam nana onrcx, uro sa yrposa nanncna na namn? Ecnn cama
mama onpantnaercx, uro xe raxoro yxacnoro co mno, uro ona menx crtnrcx?
Kora rpern operaer cnnmxom ontmoe nnnxnne n ornomennxx mexy ponrenem n peenxom, ponrent
nenontno naunnaer omartcx n ntxcnxrt ornomennx cxopee c nnm, uem c cocrnenntm uaom. Taxoe nponcxonr,
nanpnmep, npn onesnenntx pasnoax c enexxo ere. Cam peenox cranonnrcx nnmt nonoom, cpecrnom, urot n
uem-ro yenrt rpertero, uro-ro emy oxasart nnn oromcrnrt. Hnn ponrent, ncntrtnammn cnntnym nenpnxsnt x
yunrenm cnoero peenxa, moxer yrpnponart rpynocrn peenxa, neocosnanno ncnontsyx nx xax oxasarentcrno
nexomnerenrnocrn nearora. Ecrecrnenno, peenox yer notrptnart ponrenm rax xe ne nnonne ocosnanno, n ero
rpynocrn yyr rontxo napacrart.
Honxrno, uro noxa ponrent naxonrcx n nanore ne co cnonm peenxom, a c xem-ro nocroponnnm, on nnxax ne
moxer nn nonxrt peenxa, nn nsmennrt ero noneenne. Cam xe peenox npn +rom uyncrnyer cex necuacrntm,
nnmnnm, on ne nonnmaer cyrn xnnxmnx crpacre n nouemy ponrent rax cex neer. Hpn +rom otuno npexpacno
uyncrnyer, uro ero camoro xax uenonexa n +ror momenr xax t ner, on rontxo nono, rema, cpecrno ntxcnennx xaxnx-
ro pyrnx ornomenn ero ponrenx c xem-ro nnemnnm. 3ro nocnpnnnmaercx peenxom xax npearentcrno n pannr
ouent ontno.
Eme xyxe, xora no annennem rpertero ponrent npyr caer cnoero peenxa, napactnaercx na nero c
onnnennxmn n oemannxmn naxasart: a nt ne comnenarect, omo npnem on y menx nonyunr, ronopnr o nem n
rpertem nnne: On y nac raxo, snaere, cnay c nnm ner, ntcmennaer, paccxastnaer xaxne-ro nnrnmnte noponocrn:
a, Maptx Cemenonna, nt xe snaere, nam ceuac ne o ypoxon, y nac ona Hacrx Hepnennena na yme, necna,
nonnmaere, nmont xn-xn-xn. ertmn raxne cnryannn rpaxrymrcx onosnauno nx cann. Ponrent n cam onrcx
rpertero, no+romy noxeprnonan menee nenntm unenom +xnnaxa. ern otuno ne nporecrymr onn x n xypce,
uro menee nennte. Hpocro nepexnnamr ontr yxoa semnn ns-no nor n nancera sanomnnamr, uro nn na xoro, axe
na nmxmero ponrenx, nonoxnrtcx nentsx. Ionopxr, camxa xenrypy moxer, cnacaxct or xnmnnxa, ntpocnrt emy
erentma ns cymxn, urot cen n or nee orcran. Xnnornoe, uro c nero nsxrt. Vxacno, xora rax xe nocrynamr nmn.
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uro xe nam enart c +rnm camtm rpertnm nnmnnm, xax orpanrt cnon ornomennx c peenxom or ero ncennxmero
nsrnxa, ncecntmamnx yme?
Kora-ro moxno npocro maxnyrt na nero pyxo, ncnomnnn naponym mypocrt na xaxt unx ne
naspancrnyemtcx. 3ro xacaercx npexe ncero antnnx pocrnennnxon, opoxoron n rpancnopre n na ercxo
nnomaxe n npounx cnyuantx nme. Ormaxnyrtcx or nnsxnx nnn snaunmtx n xnsnn peenxa nme (yunrene,
npaue) ne nonyunrcx, c nnmn nao xax-ro ntcrpannart ornomennx.
Moxno nocrapartcx cenart nsrnx rpertero onee opoxenarentntm, nanpnmep, n orner na onnnennx n apec
peenxa n paccxast o ero yxacnom noneennn ne onpantnartcx n ne cnopnrt, a nepenecrn pasronop na camoro
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yunrenx: xaxo y nero nenerxn rpy n xax mnoro emy nyxno repnennx. Hnora nomoraer nonneuenne rpertero n
pemenne nponem, ne nce x emy nanmart n onennnart, nnuero ne enax. H
nonpoc.
Haxonen, tnamr cnryannn, xora rpertero nao npocro nocrannrt na mecro. Bexnnno, no rnepo. Bamero npana
na uacrnym xnsnt nnxro ne ormenxn.

Ecnn nocnnrarent n ercxom cay naunnaer ntronapnnart na
cpasy ocranannnnare ero. Bt nmeere npano na nnnnnyantnym ecey.
Ecnn cocexa saaer namemy peenxy ecraxrnt nonpoc rnna: uro, mama renept cecrpenxy ontme nmnr, uem
rex?, ne xnre, noxa on cxaxer e, uro ona ypa. Hyume nmemartcx n cxasart npxmo: Hpocrnre, no mne ne
npannrcx, xora nesyr n xnsnt name cemtn. A ecnn ne ycnenn nmemartcx n on yxe nasnan ypo, ne cronr na nero
napactnartcx n rpeonart nsnnnenn. ocrarouno yer cxasart uro
narpynn, no x npomy ontme ne saanart emy noontx nonpocon.
Hmere n nny, uro cymecrnyer npo]eccnonantnoe npannno conmennx xon]nennnantnocrn. Vunrenx, npaun,
corpynnxn onexn ne nmemr npana ocyxart noneenne, na
cnryannxx, ne cnxsanntx nenocpecrnenno c ntnonnennem nx npo]eccnonantntx oxsannocre. A raxxe pasrnamart
nn]opmannm, xoropax moxer nanecrn peenxy mopantnt ymep. O +rom moxno nanomnnrt, nanpnmep, xnacc
pyxononrenm, xoropt ouent yx nmnr ocyxart noneenne namero peenxa nynnuno, na ponrentcxom copannn
nnn c uacrntx pasronopax c pyrnmn ponrenxmn.
Ho n camn ne paccxastnare o noontx nemax nnxomy, xoro +ro npxmo ne xacaercx, axe cnonm nn
Hpecrannxere, xaxono tno t peenxy ycntmart, xax nt ocyxaere co cnoe nopyro, uro on nce eme nncaercx no
nouam? Hnn nepecxastnaere ro, uro out n mnnyry orxponennx noneana nam o cnonx uyncrnax? He npnoperare es
neoxonmocrn rpertnx, axe ecnn onn xaxyrcx opoxenarentntmn. Hs nyumnx noyxenn moxno roxe
npnunnnrt nemant npe.
Camt xonapnt rpern ne peantnt uenonex, a opas ns npomnoro camoro ponrenx. Hanpnmep, cnnmxom
xpnrnuno mamt, xoropax nce ercrno nonropxna: Kax rt cnonx ere pacrnrt yemt, raxax esornercrnennax!
Kora nnyrpn snyunr raxo ronoc, nmax cnryannx, noxoxax na x ne cnpannxmct c peenxom, sacrannxer yxnantno
nponannnartcx n oruaxnne n ecnomomnocrt. Hpn +rom ocranmn yxe ronoc nnyrpn ntstna
xpnunr na xoro? He na nnpryantnym xe mamy? Koneuno, na peenxa, ns
yunrenx: xaxo y nero nenerxn rpy n xax mnoro emy nyxno repnennx. Hnora nomoraer nonneuenne rpertero n
pemenne nponem, ne nce x emy nanmart n onennnart, nnuero ne enax. Honpocnre nomout, noconeryrect, saare
Haxonen, tnamr cnryannn, xora rpertero nao npocro nocrannrt na mecro. Bexnnno, no rnepo. Bamero npana

Ecnn nocnnrarent n ercxom cay naunnaer ntronapnnart nam sa noneenne namero peenxa npn nocroponnnx
cpasy ocranannnnare ero. Bt nmeere npano na nnnnnyantnym ecey.
Ecnn cocexa saaer namemy peenxy ecraxrnt nonpoc rnna: uro, mama renept cecrpenxy ontme nmnr, uem
e, uro ona ypa. Hyume nmemartcx n cxasart npxmo: Hpocrnre, no mne ne
npannrcx, xora nesyr n xnsnt name cemtn. A ecnn ne ycnenn nmemartcx n on yxe nasnan ypo, ne cronr na nero
napactnartcx n rpeonart nsnnnenn. ocrarouno yer cxasart uro-ro npoe: Mne xant, uro mo ctn nam
narpynn, no x npomy ontme ne saanart emy noontx nonpocon.
Hmere n nny, uro cymecrnyer npo]eccnonantnoe npannno conmennx xon]nennnantnocrn. Vunrenx, npaun,
corpynnxn onexn ne nmemr npana ocyxart noneenne, narnost, ocoennocrn namero peenxa n name cemtn n
cnryannxx, ne cnxsanntx nenocpecrnenno c ntnonnennem nx npo]eccnonantntx oxsannocre. A raxxe pasrnamart
nn]opmannm, xoropax moxer nanecrn peenxy mopantnt ymep. O +rom moxno nanomnnrt, nanpnmep, xnaccnomy
pyxononrenm, xoropt ouent yx nmnr ocyxart noneenne namero peenxa nynnuno, na ponrentcxom copannn
Ho n camn ne paccxastnare o noontx nemax nnxomy, xoro +ro npxmo ne xacaercx, axe cnonm nnsxnm pystxm.
Hpecrannxere, xaxono tno t peenxy ycntmart, xax nt ocyxaere co cnoe nopyro, uro on nce eme nncaercx no
nouam? Hnn nepecxastnaere ro, uro out n mnnyry orxponennx noneana nam o cnonx uyncrnax? He npnoperare es
nx, axe ecnn onn xaxyrcx opoxenarentntmn. Hs nyumnx noyxenn moxno roxe
ne peantnt uenonex, a opas ns npomnoro camoro ponrenx. Hanpnmep, cnnmxom
ax rt cnonx ere pacrnrt yemt, raxax esornercrnennax!
Kora nnyrpn snyunr raxo ronoc, nmax cnryannx, noxoxax na x ne cnpannxmct c peenxom, sacrannxer yxnantno
nponannnartcx n oruaxnne n ecnomomnocrt. Hpn +rom ocranmn yxe ronoc nnyrpn ntstnaer rnen, n ponrent
na xoro? He na nnpryantnym xe mamy? Koneuno, na peenxa, ns-sa xoroporo cnona npnmnoct npecrart
Hpecrannxere, xaxono tno t peenxy ycntmart, xax nt ocyxaere co cnoe nopyro, uro on nce eme nncaercx no
nepe xecroxnm n necnpanennntm nnyrpennnm cyte.
Konapcrno n rom, uro +ro ne ncera ocosnaercx, ponrent cunraer, uro +ro on npocro necepxannt,
ncnxonannt, uro, n cnom ouepet, oannxer nnnt n neynepennocrn. Cnpannrtcx c nnpryantntm rpertnm tnaer
nenpocro, net +ro otuno ]nrypa ouent nnsxoro n snaunmoro uenonexa, xoropt xora-ro tn nx nac camtm
ontmnm anropnrerom. Ha nero ne noamt n cy, ero ne cmennmt, xax nnoxoro yunrenx. C nnm npnercx
oronapnnartcx. H ne ncera +ro yaercx cenart cocrnenntmn cnnamn. Ecnn nt noospenaere, uro nam rpern
nnmnn nam cocrnennt ponrent, n nt uyncrnyere, uro ero nnacrt na namnmn uyncrnamn n peaxnnxmn ouent
cnntna, nmeer cmtcn oparnrtcx x ncnxonory. Xorx yxe ocosnanne roro ]axra, uro namn crt, rnen, ecnomomnocrt
cnxsant ne c namn n ne c peenxom, a c ]anromom ns npomnoro, yxe oneruaer nonoxenne.

A 1enept o cauou rnannou
Vraare, ne unrax rnany, o uem noer peut? Tpn nontrxn. uro camoe-camoe rnannoe n ene nocnnrannx ere?
A camoe rnannoe +ro xoneuno, ponrent n ero cocrnennoe cocroxnne. Hcnxonorn ooxamr npnnonrt n npnmep
nynxr ns nncrpyxnnn o esonacnocrn noneron: B cnyuae pasrepmernsannn canona cnauana naentre xncnoponym
macxy na cex, sarem na peenxa. Horomy uro, ecnn nt ne cmoxere nopmantno tmart, peenxy yx rouno nnxro n
nnuro ne nomoxer.
Mt mnoro ronopnnn o rom, xax naxnax npnnxsannocrt nx peenxa, xax mnoroe sanncnr or roro, cnoxoen nn ero
+monnonantnt mosr, ne ncntrtnaer nn on crpecca. A uro na pyro cropone nepenxn no nasnannem
npnnxsannocrt? Kax ram ocroxr ena?
Ecnn uecrno, ocroxr onn nenaxno. Ponrene, npnmemnx na xoncyntrannm, x uacro cnpamnnam: Kax mnoro n
reuenne nx nt ymaere o nponemax cnoero peenxa? H ouent uacro cntmy n orner: Bce npemx. Bect ent, n noutm
onro ne mory sacnyrt, nnn npoctnamct n ymam. Hmn npnxoxr, paccxastnamr, rnoramr cnest, repexr oexy,
cnennxmr nantnt. Hpnsnamrcx, uro norepxnn noxo n paocrt xnsnn, uro nx norn ne necyr omo, uro y nnx cxauer
annenne n onnr cepne. Horomy uro on ne yunrcx, nper, xamnr, ne npnxonr nonpemx, nourn nenpeptnno cnnr n
Hnrepnere, rpeyer ener, ne ynpaer n xomnare y xaxoro cnoe ro, uro ne aer xnrt.
Cnymare, +ro yxe ceptesno. 3ro yxe ne npocro ecnoxocrno +ro nacroxmn nenpos. Ponrentcxn nenpos
crpanno, uro o cnx nop ne cranxr raxo o]nnnantnt narnos. Hapymenne cnoconocrn nopmantno xnrt n
paonartcx xnsnn ns-sa nponem c peenxom. He c ero, ynacn Iocnon, sopontem, a nmenno c noneennem, c rem, uro
on enaer nnn uero enart ne xenaer.
Mt nauann pasronop c roro, uro ponrenn nopuann na ere crontxo, cxontxo cronr +ror mnp. Ho nanepnoe, nnxora
onn rax ne nepnnnuann ns-sa nponem c ertmn, xax n name npemx. Hnxora ne uyncrnonann cex raxnmn
ecnomomntmn n nnnonartmn, nnxora rax ne crapannct, ne unrann xnnr, ne opamannct x cnennanncram n nce
panno ne ocranannct neyaunnxamn n cocrnenntx rnasax. Houemy rax? Hpnunn ouent mnoro.
3ect n nce onee nasonnnoe npncyrcrnne rpertero, o xoropom mt yxe ronopnnn.
H cocrnennt ne ncera necent ercxn ontr, net anexo ne nce ceronxmnne ponrenn camn n ercrne nmenn
ycnonnx nx naexno n rnyoxo npnnxsannocrn x cnoemy nspocnomy. Mnorne pocnn n ocnonnom n yupexennxx, a
or ponrene cntmann rontxo nonpoct rnna Pyxn nomtn? n uro ceronx nocrannnn?.
Ecrt n onee mnpoxn xonrexcr: mt xnnem na cnome +nox, xora npexnxx, anropnrapnax moent nocnnrannx
orxonr n npomnoe, a nonax eme ne ycroxnact, naxonrcx n noncxe. Hmxm crano naxno ne npocro urot peenox
cnymancx n ne nosopnn cemtm, no n on cam, n ornomennx c nnm. urot tn cuacrnnn, urot nmnn ponrene, a ne
npocro nounran. Macna n oront nonnna ncnxonornx, onapyxnnmax, xax cnntno nnnxmr na ere ornomennx c
ponrenxmn, xax nx moxer rpanmnponart ponrentcxoe ornepxenne, nacnnne, pannoymne. Crpamno xe rt npoe ne
xoren nnuero nnoxoro, a emy norom ncm xnsnt myunrtcx.
Ecrecrnenno, ne oomnoct es +]]exra maxrnnxa, xora yapnnnct n pyrym xpanocrt, eronenrpnsm. ern
npexpacnte nnert xnsnn, onn camn snamr, uro nm nao, c nnmn nao na panntx, xax c pystxmn. V ere,
ecrecrnenno, or na panntx cpasy samxannnaer crpecc net xaxt peenox npexpacno nonnmaer, uro on Ouent
Manentxoe Cymecrno n emy naxno, urot ponrent tn cnntnee, nspocnee n rnannee, nnaue concem xax-ro crpamno
xnrt. ern or crpecca mnn n pasnoc, naunnann xomanonart n crponrt nspocntx, xamnrt n xnno noxastnart, uro nn
n rpom nx ne cranxr. Hnn, ncromennte crpeccom, nnaann n rnyoxym anarnm n x yxacy ponrene, c poxennx
pasnnnanmnx nx enno n nomno c roa, racxanmnx no rearpam n ntcranxam, cocrannxnmnm cnncxn 100 xnnr, xoropte
oxsarentno onxen npouecrt nam peenox, a x 18 roam +rn camte ern npouno yxnatnannct na nnan n na nce
nontrxn omennx co cropont ponrene orneuann: Ornannre, a?
Hepenyrannte ponrenn cnona ncnomnnann npo crapte opte rpannnn n xnarannct sa pement, rontxo +ro
renept ne paoraer: no-nepntx, rocyapcrno xareropnuecxn npornn, n moxno sanpocro cecrt n rmptmy sa raxne
merot nocnnrannx, no-nroptx, ern rax ne oronapnnannct n nmecro nocnymannx pearnpymr na nacnnne
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nenanncrtm (n nyumem cnyuae) nnn nepnntmn cptnamn n nontrxamn cynnna (n xymem).
Bce +rn npnmept mt nnnm noxpyr, mt cntmnm, xax xanymrcx ponrenn ere nocrapme, norom cranxnnaemcx c
rpynocrxmn camn. Eme t y nac ne tno ponrentcxoro nenposa! A oxpyxammn mnp npoonxaer annrt na ontnoe
mecro, nonxn xnnxntx marasnnon tmr no nepnam nasnannxmn npoe Hocne rpex yxe nosno, n mt a xya
enartcx roponnmcx xynnrt n npouecrt a npyr x yxe nce, onosan? Bce nponano, mo mantm opeuen trt
neyaunnxom, nnecrnct n xnocre +ro xnsnn?
Hpn +rom nce xorxr pasnoro pesyntrara namnx ponrentcxnx ycnnn. Ecnn cnymart mxony, e noana peenxa,
xoropt xonr no crpynxe n ntnonnxer xomant. Ecnn Hnrepner, cpasy nonxrno, uro on onxen trt nnnro n n
mxony xareropnuecxn ne nnnctnartcx, a ro neocrarouno nnnrncro nonyunrcx. 3ro ne cunrax mnennx na +ror cuer
aymex, eymex, cocee, macrnrtx nearoron n pennrnosntx exrene. To ecrt peantno y nac ne onn rpern
nnmnn, a nent xop, npnuem xaxt n nem rxner cnom necnm.
Tax uro uyncrno cocrnenno nexomnerenrnocrn, necnoconocrn npannntno nocnnrtnart ere n ome nnxya ne
ronocrn ouent uacro nocemaer ponrene, a ecnn camo ne nocemaer, ro o +rom naercx xomy nosaornrtcx. Onaxo
npannna npnnxsannocrn ocrannct re xe: ponrent n rnasax peenxa no-npexnemy camt rnannt uenonex. H peenxy
ouent naxno, urot +ror uenonex uyncrnonan cex xopomo: ynepenno, xnsnepaocrno nnn xorx t npocro cnoxono.
Ho ontmomy cuery, +ro ropaso naxnee nx narononyunx n pasnnrnx peenxa, uem nce ocrantnte ocroxrentcrna
nmecre nsxrte. Pxom co cnoxontm, ynepenntm n nnonne onontntm coo nspocntm peenox moxer es norept
nepenecrn nmte tronte nensrot n nnmennx, noromy uro on eme ne snaer, xax onxno trt, n npnnnmaer nmte
ocroxrentcrna xnsnn xax onn ecrt. 3aro ecnn nspocnt rpenoxen, necuacren n ymaer o camom cee nnoxo, peenox
axe n neantntx ycnonnxx ne cmoxer nopmantno xnrt n pacrn pas mama nnn nana or uero-ro rax crpaaer, snaunr,
nce n na camom ene nnoxo.

3ro ouent samerno, xora omaemtcx c nmtmn, ercrno xoroptx npnmnoct na nepnym nononnny 90-x roon, npemx,
xora mnorne cemtn ntnyxent tnn nonnocrtm menxrt yxna cnoe xnsnn, ponrenn repxnn paory, yponent xnsnn
naan, xorx mano y xoro oxonno o nacroxmnx nnmenn n ronoa, cxopee myunna rpenora n nensnecrnocrt, uro
yer antme. Hopasnrentno, xax no-pasnomy nmn ncnomnnamr +ro npemx, npnuem re, utn cemtn xort n npocenn no
xnsnennomy yponnm, no nce xe ne ecrnonann, moryr oxasartcx ropaso cnntnee rpanmnponant, uem re, utn
ponrenn n npana roamn nepennannct c xapromxn na maxapont. Horomy uro camn ponrenn no-pasnomy
pearnponann, xro-ro concem repxncx n oruannancx, a xro-ro coxpanxn npncyrcrnne yxa n uyncrno mmopa.

V ponrenx-ro roxe ecrt nnmnuecxax cncrema. Hmenno ram nropo xonen npnnxsannocrn, nmenno ee cocroxnne
naxno peenxy ropaso ontme, uem ponrentcxne cnona. 3monnonantnt mosr peenxa naxonrcx c +monnonantntm
mosrom ponrenx n nourn renenarnuecxo cnxsn, on cunrtnaer cocroxnne cnoero nspocnoro eccosnarentno, mnnyx
pasym, n mrnonenno sapxxaercx remn xe uyncrnamn. Ho+romy mt, nanpnmep, unraem memyapt o conepmenno
cuacrnnnom nocnenoennom ercrne, xorx n paspyxa, n ronono, n nynnnn nouem spx, no n nenom nspocnte tnn na
+monnonantnom noeme n xann or yymero xopomero. H nmecre c rem x n xonnern moxem nnert rnyoxo
necuacrntx n nenpornsnponanntx ere, xoropte xnnyr n nonno pocxomn, ortxamr n nxrnsnesountx orenxx, no y
nnx nana nsmenxer mame, mama uyncrnyer, uro ee xnsnt nponana, n y nee n rymouxe ynaxonxa rex camtx ranerox,
n nxnx c mo]epom nosxr nrx no npauam n ncnxonoram ro c +xsemo, ro c rnxom, ro c npncrynamn arpeccnn.
Hpn +rom, xax t mt camn nn tnn ycrounnt n narononyunt n cemeno xnsnn, xax t mt nn tnn nesanncnmt
or mnennx oxpyxammnx, nnxro net ne sacrpaxonan or nponem. ern onemr, nnora rxxeno. Ponrenn repxmr
paory, pasnoxrcx, y nnx onemr n norom ymnpamr cocrnennte ponrenn. Ha paore moryr trt nenpnxrnocrn nnn
neperpysxa. A ryr eme peenox nocroxnno nonaaer n ncropnn, n npnxonrcx nrn n mxony, pasnpartcx, nnnxart, a
nepnon yxe nnxaxnx. a n ornpamnnartcx xaxt pas rax cnoxno, norom npnercx part paory omo n noutm ne
cnart, n xora nocnenn pas cnan nocemt uacon nopx, yxe npocro ne nomnnmt, ncx xnsnt xax n nonycne, na
anronnnore. 3naxomo?
Kaxt ponrent (a n xaxt uenonex, ecnn uecrno) onxen snart, uro cymecrnyer raxoe manonpnxrnoe xnnenne,
xax nepnnoe ncromenne. Bosnnxaer ono n pesyntrare nnrentnoro, nenpeptnnoro crpecca ncrpecca, ocoenno
cnxsannoro c pyrnmn nmtmn n nx nponemamn, npexe ncero c remn, xro or nac sanncnr. Hepnnoe ncromenne
ntstnaercx rpysom ornercrnennocrn, neoxonmocrtm nocroxnno conepexnnart, nnnxart, nomorart, ncxart omn
xstx, ecxoneuno ntnnmart ns cex ymennte cnnt n oranart nx, nnora noonry nnuero ne nonyuax n orner.
Pano nnn nosno cnnt xonuamrcx. Hocrynaer ycranocrt, oprannsm n ncnxnxa nacroxrentno rpeymr ortxa. Kax
t ne rax! Ortxart ne npemx n nentsx, nyxno eme rax mnoro ncero cenart. Copan nonm n xynax, crncnyn syt,
uenonex uepes cnny npoonxaer n antme pemart nponemt, nnnxart, oranart, ne ycnenax nononnnrt cno
+monnonantnt pesepnyap. V nero noxnnxercx ocoennoe cronuecxoe ntpaxenne na nnne, ycrant ronoc n
cnonno t rxxecrt no ncem rene, xora rpyno axe nonxrtcx co cryna. Hocroxnnoe nanpxxenne ne ornycxaer n
rora, xora, xasanoct t, moxno tno t paccnanrtcx. Bce mtcnn o enax, o nponemax, nout ne npnnocnr
oneruennx, noromy uro con napymen. Hmo xon]nnxr naonro ntnnaer ns xonen, nmoe sameuanne
nocnpnnnmaercx xpane onesnenno. B xo nyr crnmynxropt: xo]e, ua, +neprernxn n paccnanxmmne nemecrna, n
rom uncne anxoront.
Ho +ro eme noxa ne ncromenne, +ro cranx nepe. Hnora nce xe yaercx nemnoro oroxnyrt n cranonnrcx nerue,
nnora ycranocrt cmenxercx nontm noemom, n nce npoe t cranonnrcx nennoxo. A norom nosnpamaercx c nono
cnno.
Ipycrno, no n +rom cocroxnnn xnner ontmax uacrt conpemenntx ropoxan. 3ro yxe nourn crano nopmo n axe ne
nocnpnnnmaercx xax nponema. Beunax ycranocrt, nocroxnnt ]onont crpecc, nnmnuecxax cncrema yxe ne nmeer
cnn na cnpeny, ram npocro nocroxnno snyunr npornnnt symmep, no xro x ero cnymaer?
Ecnn rax n npoonxart, uepes mecxn nnn uepes ro, nnn uepes nxrt y xoro xaxo sanac npounocrn n xomy xaxo
ntnan xnyox crpeccon, nacrynaer cocrnenno nepnnoe ncromenne. 3anpeentnax ycranocrt. Paspaxnrentnocrt.
Hnaxcnnocrt. Honnoe espasnnune, nepemexammeecx ncntmxamn ncrepnuecxoro rnena. Bepnt npnsnax roro, uro
eno ceptesno napaoxcantnax ycranocrt, xoropax maxcnmantno uyncrnyercx ne x neuepy, a c yrpa, cnonno nt ncm
nout rpysnnn naront. A x neuepy, naoopor, pacxonrect n onro ne moxere ycnyrt.
Hcromennoro ponrenx peenox npocro ecnr, xaxercx, uro n nem ner nnuero xopomero, on npocro nsenaercx.
Hmenno n +rom cocroxnnn ponrenn cptnamrcx n naunnamr nrt, ocxopnxrt, opart, axe ecnn npexe +roro ne
enann n axe ne ymann nnxora, uro yyr. Bepxnn mosr concem repxer ynpannenne, mano nn uro mt cunraem
npannntntm n onycrnmtm, nepx epyr re moenn, xoropte mt nnenn n cocrnennom ercrne, nneuarannte n namy
eccosnarentnym namxrt. A onn y xoro xaxne, y nexoroptx concem ne necente. Ho n cocroxnnn ncromennx axe re,
xro n cnoe npemx xnxncx cee, uro nnxora ne yer rax, xax mama (nana), npyr onapyxnnaer, uro xpnunr
conepmenno mamnntm ronocom, cptnaxct na nnsr: a nt npocro nce xornre, urot x coxna!, ne opamax nnnmannx
na yxac n rnasax ere, nnn, xax nana, ocrepneneno nynnr peenxa pemnem, urot snan, xax nsenartcx.
antme noxnnxercx uyncrno nnnt, uro eme ontme ycnnnnaer crpecc. Xouercx cexart or ncero na xpa cnera,
nce pocnrt x uepry, ymepert. H nx +roro cpasy noxnnxmrcx necxne ocnonannx, net xnsnt yxnantno nernr no
orxoc. Ouent crpaaer nmmynnrer, pacmartnaercx soponte, oocrpxmrcx nce xponnuecxne saonenannx n naunnamrcx
nonte. Pasnannnamrcx ornomennx, pacnaamrcx paxn. Fontme nnuero ne payer, nnuero ne xouercx. Bce repxer
cmtcn. Hacrynaer nonnoe +monnonantnoe ncromenne.
Kax nt nonnmaere, n raxom cocroxnnn omartcx c peenxom ouent rpyno, ne ro uro npannntno, no n noome xax
yrono. a n camn ern n yxace or roro, uro onn ynannnnamr or +monnonantnoro mosra ponrenx, nanyrannte ero
neaexnarntm noneennem, cranonxrcx ouent nenpocrtmn n omennn. Feccmtcnenno n noono cnryannn uro-ro
enart c peenxom, nonrt ero x ncnxonoram, nocnnrtnart, noyuart. Hyxno cpouno naenart xncnoponym macxy na
cex.
A nor c +rnm tnamr nponemt. Mnorne ns nac, ocoenno xenmnnt, nocnnrant n yexennn, uro saornrtcx o cee
+ro +ronsm. Ecnn y rex ecrt cemtx n ern, nnxaxoro nx cex yxe ne onxno cymecrnonart. Kax nt
noccranannnnaere cnnt? otuno cnpamnnam x y ponrene. Tnnnunt orner, ocoenno or mam: Hnxax, mne ne o
+roro, crontxo ncero. Hno ronopxr uro-ro npoe: a nor x oxsarentno na nxx noy sannmyct n accen, nor
rontxo nor +ro pasrpey, nor +ro pemy n nay ceanc, urot xonrt c peenxom, emy +ro ouent nonesno.
Tax ne noer. 3annmartcx coo no ocrarounomy npnnnnny moxno, xora nt n ]opme, xora narpysxn nocnntnt n
xnaraer otunoro ortxa neuepamn, no ntxontm, n ornycxe. Ecnn eno samno anexo n nt nnnre y cex npnsnaxn
nepnnoro ncromennx, cncremy npnopnreron nao cpouno nepenepnyrt. Hycrt nect mnp nooxer. Hnxaxne entrn,
nnxaxne pasnnnanxn, nnxaxoe opasonanne nnuro ne samennr namemy peenxy nac. Hoxa nam nnoxo, on yer
necuacren n ne yer nopmantno pasnnnartcx. Bxnatnart n raxo cnryannn npemx n cnnt n nero, ntrartcx ynyumnrt
ero noneenne ecnonesno. Orare cee oruer, uro ceuac nt camoe cnaoe n camoe npn +rom nennoe sneno. Bce,
uro nt ceuac nnoxnre n cex npemx, entrn, cnnt, nce noer n npox namnm erxm. 3ro ne rpart, +ro nnnecrnnnn
n namnx ere, nx soponte n yymee. A nce, uro nt ceuac ns nocnennx cnn ns cex ntcxpeere, nce panno nnuemy
ne nomoxer, a nac ncromnr oxonuarentno. Ocosnare +ro camn n onenre o cneennx oxpyxammnx, ocoenno
namero rpertero, axe ecnn on nnpryantnt.

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Hoymare, xaxne sanxrnx nac noccranannnnamr? Fanx, nporynxa, ncrpeua c pystxmn
xnnxxo, uaennrnx c cynpyrom? Bce, uro nnuno nam nomoraer oroxnyrt n paccnanrtcx, onxno npncyrcrnonart n
name xnsnn perynxpno. He no ocrarounomy npnnnnny, xora nonyunrcx, a conepmenno oxsarentno, xax mrtx.
Ecnn nt yere snart rnepo, uro, cxaxem, n cyory neuepom c peenxom cnnr aymxa nnn crapmn par, a nt
moxere sanxrtcx uem saxornre, +ro nomoxer nepexnrt rpynte momenrt n n reuenne neenn. Ecnn xe ortx ne
rapanrnponan, a ro nn yer, ro nn ner, ero +]]exr ouent cnntno cnnxaercx n nt moxere ne ycnert noccranonnrtcx
sa orneennoe npemx.
Hpnymare, xax ycrponrt nesannannponannt ortx. Bostmnre nyrenxy n canaropn, ecnn nyremecrnne ne
xnnxercx nx nac ononnnrentntm crpeccom, xynnre camt ement ropxmn r
Hnn nostmnre ontnnunt n npocro nonanxrect oma.
Vcrpannare cee ram-ayrt, manentxne nepeptnt o roro, xax npner nentnocnmax ycranocrt. Hocrantre erxm
myntrnx n cnoxono ntnere xo]e nnn npnmnre ym. 3aytre
ontme 15 mnnyr n ent +ro ouent npeno. Honeptre, mama n cocroxnnn nepnnoro ncromennx
renennsop. Kora nt yere n nyume ]opme, nt cmoxere nrpart n sannmartcx c ertmn.
Baxnoe ycnonne nopmantnt con. Ecnn npoonxart neoctnart, ncromenne nnxya ne enercx. Hpocro noxnrect,
n nce, neo ne ynaer na semnm. Boome, nepenre n pexnm cpoca annacra, xax na naammem nosymnom mape,
cxnntre c cex nce oxsannocrn n ena, xaxne rontxo moxno. Xeprnyre ncem, uem yrono, coxpanxx ocranmnecx cnnt
nx noepxannx na nnany ornomenn. Hooxy xosxcrno, nycrt nont yyr nemtrt n ente nernaxeno (ecnn rontxo
nx nac yopxa ne cnoco noccranonnennx cnn), no y nac yyr cnnt xort nnora yn
onenxn n mxone, nycrt ne yyr cenant nce ypoxn, no neuepnne onnmamxn nepe cnom
uro rax yer ncera nouyncrnyere cex nyume, n peenox ycnoxonrcx, n nmecre nce naronnre. Omarect c remn,
xro nac noepxnnaer n xnannr. Hserare ncex, xro onnnxer, rpeyer, xanyercx. He ceuac.
He crtnrect ronopnrt o cnoem cocroxnnn oxpyxammnm
ncromenne +ro ne xanpns, ne nent, ne pacnymennocrt, ne n
nocnecrnnx ee moryr trt ouent ceptesntmn. Kcrarn, nocernrt nenponaronora ouent xenarentno
concem ne ynnnrcx nepeuncnenntm namn cnmnromam, a nerxax menxamenrosnax noepxxa moxer trt
nennmne, nnora ntnecrn mosr ns cocroxnnx xponnuecxoro crpecca moxno rontxo c nomomtm xypca mxrxnx
rpanxnnnnsaropon. Camn moxere nauart nnrt nnramnnnte xomnnexct, coepxamne nnramnnt rpynnt B n marnn, +ro
nonnrxa ncromenno nepnno cncremt.
Hoymare, xaxne sanxrnx nac noccranannnnamr? Fanx, nporynxa, ncrpeua c pystxmn, naneenne xpacort, nanxnne c
xnnxxo, uaennrnx c cynpyrom? Bce, uro nnuno nam nomoraer oroxnyrt n paccnanrtcx, onxno npncyrcrnonart n
name xnsnn perynxpno. He no ocrarounomy npnnnnny, xora nonyunrcx, a conepmenno oxsarentno, xax mrtx.
yere snart rnepo, uro, cxaxem, n cyory neuepom c peenxom cnnr aymxa nnn crapmn par, a nt
moxere sanxrtcx uem saxornre, +ro nomoxer nepexnrt rpynte momenrt n n reuenne neenn. Ecnn xe ortx ne
ouent cnntno cnnxaercx n nt moxere ne ycnert noccranonnrtcx
Hpnymare, xax ycrponrt nesannannponannt ortx. Bostmnre nyrenxy n canaropn, ecnn nyremecrnne ne
xnnxercx nx nac ononnnrentntm crpeccom, xynnre camt ement ropxmn ryp xya yrono n cmennre ocranonxy.
Hnn nostmnre ontnnunt n npocro nonanxrect oma.
ayrt, manentxne nepeptnt o roro, xax npner nentnocnmax ycranocrt. Hocrantre erxm
myntrnx n cnoxono ntnere xo]e nnn npnmnre ym. 3aytre npo rposnte npeynpexennx npaue, uro renennsop
+ro ouent npeno. Honeptre, mama n cocroxnnn nepnnoro ncromennx ropaso npenee, uem
renennsop. Kora nt yere n nyume ]opme, nt cmoxere nrpart n sannmartcx c ertmn.
nopmantnt con. Ecnn npoonxart neoctnart, ncromenne nnxya ne enercx. Hpocro noxnrect,
n nce, neo ne ynaer na semnm. Boome, nepenre n pexnm cpoca annacra, xax na naammem nosymnom mape,
ntxo moxno. Xeprnyre ncem, uem yrono, coxpanxx ocranmnecx cnnt
nx noepxannx na nnany ornomenn. Hooxy xosxcrno, nycrt nont yyr nemtrt n ente nernaxeno (ecnn rontxo
ne cnoco noccranonnennx cnn), no y nac yyr cnnt xort nnora yntartcx erxm. 3aytre npo
onenxn n mxone, nycrt ne yyr cenant nce ypoxn, no neuepnne onnmamxn nepe cnom +ro cnxroe. He orect,
n peenox ycnoxonrcx, n nmecre nce naronnre. Omarect c remn,
nac noepxnnaer n xnannr. Hserare ncex, xro onnnxer, rpeyer, xanyercx. He ceuac.
He crtnrect ronopnrt o cnoem cocroxnnn oxpyxammnm nac nomyr, net nce ram tnann. Henpacrennx, nepnnoe
+ro ne xanpns, ne nent, ne pacnymennocrt, ne nnoxo xapaxrep. 3ro onesnt, n ecnn ee nrnopnponart,
nocnecrnnx ee moryr trt ouent ceptesntmn. Kcrarn, nocernrt nenponaronora ouent xenarentno noneptre, on
concem ne ynnnrcx nepeuncnenntm namn cnmnromam, a nerxax menxamenrosnax noepxxa moxer trt ouent
nennmne, nnora ntnecrn mosr ns cocroxnnx xponnuecxoro crpecca moxno rontxo c nomomtm xypca mxrxnx
rpanxnnnnsaropon. Camn moxere nauart nnrt nnramnnnte xomnnexct, coepxamne nnramnnt rpynnt B n marnn, +ro rpanxnnnnsaropon. Camn moxere nauart nnrt nnramnnnte xomnnexct, coepxamne nnramnnt rpynnt B n marnn, +ro
Hosxe, xora ornonsere or xpax, nmeer cmtcn noymart, xax ne nonaart rya nnont. Kax nepecrart ornocnrtcx x
cee xax x cpecrny nx yonnernopennx nyx cemtn n peenxa. Bosmoxno, +ro nmeer cmtcn enart c nomomtm
ncnxonora, xoropt nomoxer cnpannrtcx c ecnomantm nnyrpennnm rpertnm n orennrt soponym ponrentcxym
ornercrnennocrt or ncromamme n eccmtcnenno nnnt.
Homnnre, mt ronopnnn o rom, uro ern ncera neyr cex ne rax, xax mt nm nennm, a rax, xax mt camn cex neem? K
saore o cee +ro roxe ornocnrcx. Ecnn nt npeneperaere coo, saorxct o peenxe, nosxe, xora nac ne yer pxom,
on roxe yer npeneperart coo. Kax mamouxa. Kax nanouxa. On xe nam peenox, name npoonxenne, on yer
enart +ro ns nmnn x nam. A nor cex on cmoxer nmnrt, ecnn nnen, xax nt cex nmnre. Hopa naunnart.

Ie npoxon1 appnxaa?
a, ern uacro paccrpannamr n snxr nac cnonm noneennem. a, nam mnoroe moxer ne npannrtcx, n ne npannrtcx
+ro eme mxrxo cxasano. Mt nmeem npano orcrannart cnom reppnropnm, cnon npannna, nmeem npano nnnxrt na
noneenne peenxa n menxrt ero na ro mt n ponrenn. Ho naxno ne nonaartcx n nonymxy optt c camnm
peenxom.
uacro nspocnte ntramrcx oxcnnrt paccrpannammee nx noneenne peenxa xauecrnamn camoro peenxa.
Hennnt, neynpannxemt, esornercrnennt, ynpxmt, npent, a ro n ecconecrnt, ncnopuennt,
onarnenmn. V pyrnx ern xax ern, a y nac nor raxo. Horomy n neer cex rax. Hennnt noromy n ne yunrcx,
narnt noromy n rpynr, esornercrnennt noromy n repxer nemn.
uem ryr moxno nomout? a, n omem, nnuem. Tontxo cecrt n npnropmnnrtcx. B nyumem cnyuae. A n xymem
ntrn na rpony nont, pas on raxo.
anare yem npome: ecnn npxmo ceuac on enaer uro-ro, uro orpannxer nam xnsnt, +ry nponemy mt n yem
pemart. Horomy uro mt nmeem npano xnrt neorpannenno xnsntm. Ecnn peenox mymnr, xora nt nnn xro-ro n ome
nenaxno cex uyncrnyer n npnner oroxnyrt, ne nao ymart o rom, xaxo nam ornptcx neuyrxn, n cpouno naunnart
nocnnrtnart n nem nnnmanne x nnsxnm (otuno +ro enaercx c nomomtm opa nnn snonoro mnnennx n apec
napymnrenx noxox). Bama saaua onrtcx rnmnnt, n rontxo.
Ecnn nt npnmnn c paort n onapyxnnn, uro yxnnart nam nere (cron sananen oexamn) n ne ns uero (nn ono
uncro rapenxn), ne nao paccrpannart cex eme ontme mtcnxmn o rom, xaxo ecconecrnt y nac pacrer ctn, nmnr
nn on nac xort nemnoro n xax nocnpnmer ero manepy neennx xosxcrna ero yymax xena. Horomy uro cronr nam
nauart ymart n +rom nanpannennn, n neuep cnoxnrcx ouent npecxasyemtm opasom. Cnauana yer cxanan c
noroxom ynpexon n orptsann n orner, a norom nrx, xnonnyn neptm, yer n cnom xomnary, a nt ocranerect nnaxart
nnn snnrtcx na rpxsno xyxne. Hpana, ee uncrora yxe ne yer nmert snauennx, yxnnart nt nce panno ne cmoxere
xycox n ropno ne noneser. Fytre cxpomnee. Bama saaua onrtcx, urot nce tno ypano npxmo ceuac. Horomy
uro nt xornre ecrt n nmeere na +ro npano. A npo ecconecrnocrt n rem onee npo yymym xeny nopasmtmnxere
nocne yxnna, ecnn yx ouent saxouercx.
anare cenaem eme ono mtcnennoe ynpaxnenne.

Hpecrantre cee raxym xaprnny: nor nt, samyuennt noneennem peenxa, snammn, xax nao, xenammn emy
rontxo opa n noome xpyrom npant. Bt ntxonre na opty c peenxom n ero saxnonamn (nentm,
esornercrnennocrtm, arpeccne, npantem, ncntntunnocrtm, necopannocrtm nyxnoe nouepxnyrt). Mexy namn n
namnm peenxom appnxaa, nnnnx ]ponra. Bt nonnt pemnmocrn noenrt. Bt snaere, uro name eno npanoe. Bt
ynepent, uro rax nao.
Kax camouyncrnne? He ouent? Crpanno, a nouemy? Orxya +rn snocrt, eccnnne, oruaxnne, paspaxenne? Pasne nt
ne enaere ro, uro onxen enart nopmantnt ornercrnennt ponrent?

A renept nsmennre mtcnenno xaprnnxy. Bor nt. Bor appnxaa. 3a ne ro camoe paccrpannammee nac noneenne.
Peenox pxom c namn, no +ry cropony. Bt net ne xornre oportcx npornn peenxa ns-sa +ro necuacrno
neypanno xomnart nnn necenanntx ypoxon. Ecnn n cronr oportcx, ro nmecre c nnm, sa ro, urot nam tno
xopomo nmecre. A rpynoe noneenne memaer nam n namnm ornomennxm. Bor no+romy ero n cronr nsmennrt.
Kax camouyncrnne? Honyume? H nacrpoenne roxe?

Hocraparect yepxnnart n ronone nmenno +ry, nropym xaprnnxy nce npemx, xora sannmaerect rpyntm
noneennem peenxa. He nomre c peenxom. He opnrect npornn. 3ro xe nam erentm, nt ero samnra n onopa n +rom
noxa nenonxrnom nx nero mnpe. Bt cnntnee, ymnee, crapme. A on nmnr nac ncem cepnem, xax moryr nmnrt rontxo
ern cnonx ponrene. Bam ne nyxnt nnxaxne ocote npnemunxn, urot trt xopomnm ponrenem xopomero
peenxa, cama npnpoa, cama npnnxsannocrt paoramr na nac. Ecnn nt uyncrnyere, uro ynxsnn n opte, camoe npemx
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Tpynoe noneenne: nepesarpysxa

Enn nt roront nepecrart oportcx n nauart xnrt, anare renept noronopnm o rom, xax n uro enart. Hponemt-ro
nce xe ecrt. ern cxananxr, npyr, epyr uyxoe es cnpocy, pyramrcx nnoxnmn cnonamn, nomamr n repxmr nemn,
epyrcx c partxmn n cecrpamn, nnmmrcx xame, ne xenamr nonpemx noxnrtcx cnart n cncremarnuecxn onastnamr n
mxony. Kax nsmennrt raxoe noneenne, ne nnaax n nornxy nont c peenxom?
anare cnauana nomem, xax ono ycrpoeno nsnyrpn, +ro camoe nnoxoe noneenne, a norom mar sa marom nonpoyem
uro-nnyt c nnm cenart.

Tpynoe nnn nnoxoe?
Hcnxonorn, xcrarn, otuno ne ncnontsymr ntpaxenne nnoxoe noneenne, npenounramr ronopnrt rpynoe. H n
+rom ecrt cnox nornxa.
Hpnxonnoct nn nam nonnrt cex na rom, uro xora pyrne ponrenn xanymrcx na cnonx ere, nt ymaere: Bor
eme namnn nponemy! Hoymaemt! Hs-sa +roro n ecnoxonrtcx ne cronr.
Bor y moero roxe tno, x rax n rax cxasan nnn cenan, n nce npomno.
Bt ne nonepnre, no xora nt ronopnre o rpynocrxx co cnonm peenxom, ncera ecrt xro-ro, xro ymaer rouno rax
xe. Bac rpxcer, n ome yxe na ncxoe sanact xopnanona, nt uyrt ne nnauere, xora o +rom ymaere, a xomy-ro nce
xaxercx naymanntm nnn nerxo pemaemtm. Ono n ro xe noneenne peenxa moxer trt ouent rpyntm nx onnx
nspocntx n conepmenno ne paccrpannart pyrnx. Hanpnmep, nx xoro-ro nenepenocnmt mym, nocroxnnax erornx n
osopcrno, a xro-ro cunraer +ro nopmantntm noneennem soponoro peenxa omxontnoro nospacra. Kro-ro c yma yer
cxonrt or nanxmmnxcx no ncemy omy neme, a xro-ro n cam nmnr rnopuecxn ecnopxox n ne nnnr nponemt n
rom, urot nepemarnnart uepes canorn, nanxmmnecx nonepex npnxoxe.
Ho+romy nasnanne rpynoe ropaso rounee. Tpynoe noneenne +ro noneenne, c xoroptm nam, nspocntm,
rpyno. Tpyno c nnm cmnpnrtcx n rpyno ero ncnpannrt. To, xoropoe orpannxer nam xnsnt, sacrannxer oxonrt o
enoro xanennx, comnenartcx n rom, uro mt xopomne ponrenn, ro, o xoropom mt ymaem no nouam, ecxoneuno
ocyxaem c pontmn n pystxmn.
Hpn +rom oexrnnno ono moxer nonce n ne trt raxnm yx nnoxnm. Hanpnmep, meurarentnt, paccexnnt peenox
conpaercx no yrpam n mxony. onro-onro naenaer onn nocox. 3ameuaer, uro naen nansnanxy. 3aymtnaercx.
Cnnmaer. Cmorpnr na nocox n cnona ymaer. Btnopaunnaer nocox. Conpaercx naert na nory, no sacrtnaer: emy
npnmna n ronony mtcnt. Mama! A nouemy ornnxn npant n nent, a nocxn onnaxonte? A o ntxoa ns oma
napa mnnyr. H nnepen eme pmxn, cnnrep, ornnxn n xyprxa c manxo. B raxne momenrt ponrenm moxer trt ne ro
uro rpyno, a npocro cnon ner, xort na crenxy nest. Ho peenox-ro nnuero nnoxoro ne enaer! On oenaercx! Hy, n
ymaer napannentno o ncxxom naxnom n nnrepecnom A uro, ymart +ro nnoxo?
H naoopor, ouennno nnoxoe noneenne, nanpnmep noponcrno, rpyocrt nnn xaranne na canxax pxom c npoesxe
uacrtm, moxer nonce n ne trt rpyntm ecnn mt snaem, xax +ro noneenne nsmennrt, n y nac nonyuaercx. erxm
cnocrnenno omnartcx n enart rnynocrn, onr nspocntx nx nonpannrt. eno xnrecxoe. Ecnn mt oxcnnnn,
nonpocnnn, oronopnnnct, ann nonxrt, uro +ro neonycrnmo, npnrposnnn n naxasann, naxonen, n noneenne
nsmennnoct, snaunr, n annom xonxpernom cnyuae +ro ne tno rpyntm noneennem.
Kcrarn, cnnomt n pxom xora nam rpyno, cam peenox moxer n nonce ne nnert nnxaxo nponemt (ecnn ne
cunrart name, neaexnarno, na ero nsrnx, peaxnnn). On-ro nnuero nnoxoro ne xouer n ne nmeer n nny! H +ra eme
ona npnunna, no xoropo rpynoe noneenne ne ecrt nnoxoe. Mentme ncero peenox xouer nac paccrponrt,
pasosnnrt nnn onert. On npocro neer cex rax, xax emy yonee, nerue, npnntune, esonacne. H ncxpenne
neoymenaer, nouemy +ro mt rax pacnepexnnannct?

H nce xe rpynoe noneenne +ro ouent nnoxo. Horomy uro ono cnocono nonnocrtm orpannrt xnsnt ponrenxm, a
snaunr, n erxm. Mt crapaemcx-crapaemcx, n rax n +ax npoyem, a nce no-npexnemy. Mt naunnaem uyncrnonart
cocrnennoe eccnnne, nama ynepennocrt n cee xax n ponrene, nocnnrarene, nspocnom naunnaer marartcx. Hamn
ornomennx c peenxom noprxrcx ns-sa nocroxnntx cxananon n npennparentcrn. Hopo armoc]epa n cemte cranonnrcx
raxo, uro xort ns oma ern. Ho+romy, xax ero nn nasonn, a mnpnrtcx c nnm ne cronr. Ecnn ero n npnnnnne moxno
nsmennrt (ecnn ono ne cnxsano c npoxenntmn xauecrnamn peenxa nnn ocoo cnryanne) nao menxrt.

Ie y nero xnonxa?
Bor mt n opannct o roro camoro nonpoca. Ero uacro nponsnocxr nponnuecxn rnna nor, nspocnte nopmantno
omartcx c ertmn ne xorxr, nm noana poora c nepexnmuarenem. Koneuno, +ro ne rax. Hn onn nopmantnt
ponrent ne xouer nmecro cnoe xnno n renno erxn ynpannxemym xyxny. H nonpoc o xnonxe nosnnxaer ne
cnyuano, mt xe uyncrnyem, uro ecrt xaxax-ro ranax npyxnna, ynpannxmmax noneennem peenxa. H ona
ecrnnrentno ecrt, n y nac, n y ere. Ouent npocrax mt otuno enaem uro-ro noromy, uro nam +ro nyxno. Bor n
nce. Hyxno na camom ene, na rnynnnom yponne, a ne no utemy-ro mnennm, ne no utemy-ro npnmepy, ne no nnepnnn,
ne no utnm-ro npnntuntm npecrannennxm.
Pasnnna mexy na camom ene nyxno n mt ymaem, uro nyxno ouent cymecrnenna. Hanpnmep, nspocntm uacro
xaxercx, uro ern xorxr rontxo yonontcrnn n pasnneuenn n urot nnxaxnx sanperon n oxsarentntx en. 3ro,
xoneuno, ne rax. Cnpocnre xax-nnyt n noxoxmn momenr y cnonx ere, xorenn nn t onn, urot nx xnsnt crana
raxo na camom ene. He na napy ne, a naconcem. Beunt npasnnx, n xoropom nspocnte ntnonnxmr nce xanpnst,
nnuero ne sanpemamr n ne sacrannxmr. Bosmoxno, nonauany +ra mtcnt ntsoner nocropr. Ho noyman n
no]anrasnponan, ern onontno tcrpo npnxoxr x ntnoy, uro raxax uyecnax xnsnt es ncxxnx nentsx n
nao o opa ne oneer. He rontxo n antne nepcnexrnne, o xoropo nmxr ronopnrt nspocnte (n uro ns rex
ntpacrer?), a axe npxmo ceuac. ern uacro ne moryr nnxrno c]opmynnponart nouemy, npocro uyncrnymr
ncxom]opr n rpenory, xora npecrannxmr cee n noponocrxx +ror npasnnx nenocnymannx. Emy +ro ne nyxno.
A uro xe nyxno? a nnuero ocoennoro, ro xe, uro n nmomy n omem-ro uenonexy, c nonpanxo na ro, uro peenox
Ouent Manentxoe Cymecrno n norpenocrt n samnre n saore y nero namnoro ntme.
Peenxy nyxna ynepennocrt n rom, uro ero nspocnt nmnr ero, nomnnr o nem, uro on ncera na ero cropone n x
nemy ncera moxno oparnrtcx sa nomomtm. Baxno snart, uro ero nmxr ne rontxo rora, xora nm nonnocrtm
onontnt n nce paspemamr, uro namn nao n nentsx ne osnauamr ornepxennx.
Peenxy neoxonmo uyncrnonart, uro ero nspocnt snaer, xax nao, uro ecrt npannna n rpannnt osnonennoro,
noromy uro es +roro emy crpamno n neymrno. Peenox npexpacno uyncrnyer, uro cam eme ne cnocoen nonnocrtm
ynpannxrt cnonm noneennem n cnpannxrtcx co cnonmn +monnxmn, emy nyxen ponrent xax naexnt xonrenep
nx ero, peenxa, neconepmencrna, xax monoomy epenny nyxnt tnamr onopa n sarpaxenne.
Peenxy neoxonmo trt ycnemntm, npeoonenart cocrnennoe neymenne, conpornnnenne, crpax, uyncrnonart, uro
on pacrer, uro ceronx snaer n ymeer ontme, uem nuepa. axe ecnn cnm cexyny on ontme ncero na cnere xouer,
urot ne nao tno nrn x synomy npauy nnn nncart xonrpontnym, pyrax ero uacrt meuraer npeoonert rpynocrn
n nmert ocnonannx ropnrtcx coo.
Peenxy neoxonmo nonyuart or nspocntx nn]opmannm o rom, uro raxoe xopomo n uro raxoe nnoxo, n rom uncne n
xpnrnxy cnonx nocrynxon n cyxenn. Tora y nero ecrt opnenrnpt, cncrema xoopnnar, nennocrn, xoropte on
moxer, xoneuno, n ne npnnxrt, no axe nx roro, urot c nnmn cnopnrt, o nnx cnauana nyxno nonyunrt
npecrannenne.
Peenxy nyxno nonyuart pasnoopasnt ontr nsanmoecrnnx c nmtmn, nonyuart nx ecrecrnennym peaxnnm na
cnon nocrynxn. 3ro nosnonxer emy norom nnannponart cnon ecrnnx, onennnart nx nocnecrnnx n n xoneunom nrore
uyncrnonart cex onee ynepenno n mnpe nme.
Peenxy ouent naxno uyncrnonart cex nyxntm, neoxonmtm, nonnmart cnoe mecro n cemte n n rpynne ere.
Taxnm opasom, peenox xouer nonce ne rontxo xon]er, nrpymex, xomntmrepa es orpannuenn n xannxyn 365 ne
n roy. On, xax n ncxxn nopmantnt uenonex, xouer:

xopomo cex uyncrnonart (ne ncntrtnart crpaann, ne oxrtcx, ne enart uero-ro ouent nenpnxrnoro);
trt nmnmtm, npnnxrtm, npannrtcx (cnonm ponrenxm, cnepcrnnxam, yunrenxm), n rom uncne trt ynepenntm,
uro or rex ne orxaxyrcx;
trt ycnemntm (n ornomennxx c ponrenxmn, n pyxe, n nrpe, n yuee, n cnopre);
trt ycntmanntm, nonxrtm, omartcx, pyxnrt, nonyuart nnnmanne;
trt nyxntm, uyncrnonart npnnanexnocrt, snart cnoe mecro n cemte;
snart npannna nrpt n rpannnt osnonennoro;
pacrn, pasnnnartcx, peannsontnart cnoconocrn.

Xopomne raxne, npannntnte xenannx n norpenocrn. Kax nn crpanno, npn nnxamem paccmorpennn oxastnaercx
(n n +rom mt uyrt nosxe yenmcx), uro ncemn cnonm ntxpyracamn n nenpnxrntmn nocrynxamn ern uame ncero
onnamrcx nmenno +rnx nene. Hpnuem onnamrcx ncemn nmemmnmncx n nx pacnopxxennn cpecrnamn. Henn, eme
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xax nyume, nonyuaercx xax ncera?

Tpynoe noneenne xax npnun1nnnan 1exnonornn
ern, xax mt yxe ronopnnn, ouent cnntno sanncxr or nspocntx. Or nx nsrnxon na nocnnranne, npnnnnnon,
ornomennx x peenxy, axe or cnmmnnyrnoro nacrpoennx. Omaxct c ponrenxmn ro sa room, peenox cranonnrcx
nce onee nponnnyrtm +xcneprom no cocrnenntm pocrnennnxam. Mt uacro ronopnm erxm, uro snaem nx xax
onynnenntx. Tax nor, ecnn uecrno, onn snamr nac ropaso nyume. Hx nnmnuecxax cncrema nacrpoena na xonraxr c
namn, na pacnosnananne namnx peaxnn n +monn. Hpocro noromy, uro onn sanncxr or nac ontme, uem mt or nnx.
Bor nac ute ceronxmnee nacrpoenne yer ontme nnrepeconart: cnoero nauantnnxa nnn cnoero nounnennoro?
Ecnn peenox omaercx co cnonmn nspocntmn mnoro n xauecrnenno, ecnn onn ocrarouno orxptrt n npoxnnennn
uyncrn, ecnn emy cnoxono c nnmn, nnuro ne memaer ero orpomno nccneonarentcxo paore no nsyuennm nspocntx.
H rora yxe x 710 roam on snaer, x xomy n c uem nao noorn, xax c xem pasronapnnart, y xoro xaxne cnate
mecra n ontnte mosonn. H +rn snannx nosnonxmr emy onontno nennoxo ycrpannart cnon ena, onn nomoramr
nonyunrt nyxnym emy nemt, xora-ro ornpannrtcx cnart nopantme nnn npnrn omo nonosxe, xora-ro ynnsnyrt or
omamnnx oxsannocre, n xaxo-ro momenr nonyunrt noepxxy n nomomt, nnn nosmoxnocrt notrt manentxnm n
enentxnm, n pyro nonyunrt ontme camocroxrentnocrn, xapr-nanm na xaxne-ro nonte saren. Onn xe
nosnonxmr nserart nsptnoonacntx momenron, ne naptnartcx es xpane neoxonmocrn na nenpnxrnocrn. A c
pyro cropont, xora-ro nouyncrnonart, uro camomy ponrenm ceuac necnaxo, n orcrynnrt co cnonmn npoctamn,
nepecrart xauart npana, noxanert, nomout. Bce +ro opasyer xommynnxarnnnym xomnerenrnocrt, ymenne nonnmart n
uyncrnonart pyroro, omartcx n oronapnnartcx.
Cemtn, n xoroptx xommynnxarnnnax xomnerenrnocrt (npexe ncero nspocntx) ntcoxa, xnnyr npaxrnuecxn es
cxananon, n nnx, xax ronopxr, xopomax armoc]epa. Cemtn, n xoroptx ne nayunnnct nonnmart pyr pyra n trt
+xcnepramn no pocrnennnxam, nepexo ntxcnxmr ornomennx n paspemamr npornnopeunx onee rpytmn
cnocoamn: xpnxom n pyrantm, a ro n paxo. Ecnn rt uenonexa ne nonnmaemt, ne uyncrnyemt, na mecro cnenoro
nxrna ryr xe nropramrcx crepeornnt, xpntxn, npoexnnn npoe Bcem nam, myxnxam, rontxo ono nyxno, Bce
at ncrepnuxn, n rt rya xe, ere nao epxart n exontx pyxannnax, a ro onarnemr n nce n raxom poe, nocne
uero omenne npoonxaercx yxe ne c peantntm uenonexom, y xoroporo xaxne-ro ram uyncrna n xenannx, c ]anromom,
xoropt cneen x ono xaxo-ro nnocxo xapaxrepncrnxe: xoent, ncrepnuxa, narnen n romy noonoe.
Cornacnrect, oronopnrtcx n +ro cnryannn yer nenpocro.
Kax ]opmnpyercx y peenxa xommynnxarnnnax xomnerenrnocrt? Koneuno, n omennn co cnonmn nspocntmn. uem
ontme npemenn onn nponoxr c peenxom, uem onee orxptrt n ncxpennn c nnm, uem uame ronopxr o cnonx uyncrnax,
o rom, uro nm npannrcx n ne npannrcx n nouemy; uem cnoxnee, rontme, pasnoopasnee ra oparnax cnxst, xoropym
nonyuaer peenox or nspocntx n orner na xaxt cno nocrynox, rem nyume ycnonnx ero xommynnxarnnnoro
pasnnrnx. Hpn +rom ono ns naxnemnx ycnonn orcyrcrnne rorantnoro crpecca, nocroxnnoro crpaxa nnn uyncrna
onnouecrna. Crpecc oxnraer nnmnuecxym cncremy, enaer ee nenocnpnnmunno x nmancam, n peenox pearnpyer
rontxo na rpyte, xnnte npoxnnennx oxpyxammnx: Hoxa ne saopemt, ne nonnmaer. Ecnn peenox +nemenrapno
onrcx cnonx ponrene nnn npaxrnuecxn nx ne nnnr, y nero ]opmnpyercx rpyoe, npnmnrnnnoe xommynnxarnnnoe
noneenne (ncrepnxn, xpnxn, arpeccnx, crynop n r. .).
Hpaxrnuecxn nmoe rpynoe noneenne +ro ne uro nnoe, xax noneenne npnmnrnnnoe, rpyoe, npocroe, ecrnne
no xparuame rpaexropnn. Hpnnneut x cee nnnmanne ncrepnxo npocro, npesart n orner na onnte cnona npocro,
yrn, xnonnyn neptm, ecnn uro-ro oneno, npocro, orxasartcx enart ypoxn, nocxontxy rpyno n nenonxrno,
npocro. Hpn +rom, xax mt nomnnm, axe camoe yxacnoe noneenne ne nanpanneno no cnoe nonnnno nenn npornn
xoro-ro, ono ncera sa peenxa, ero nent yonnernopnrt xaxne-ro ero norpenocrn: nonyunrt nnnmanne ponrenx,
samnrnrt cex or ymenno onn, ne trt neycnemntm. Ho onrtcx roro xe camoro onee npnemnemtmn n
npnxrntmn cnocoamn on ne moxer nnn ne snaer xax.

Peenox npnmen ns mxont omo, n nennnxe noxa no pyccxomy.
Mama cnpamnnaer:
Hy, xax ceronx n mxone, uro nonyunn?
Hnuero, menx ne cnpamnnann.
A mama-ro xax pas no opore ns marasnna ncrpernna ero yunrentnnny n npo noxy snaer.
Tt ynepen? A x nor cntmana, uro cnpamnnann.
Peenox enaer rnasa eme uecrnee n mnpe, oannxer n ronoc ynepennocrn:
Her! He cnpamnnann! V nac ceronx noome nnxoro ne cnpamnnann, tna nonax rema.
a xax rt cmeemt rax narno mne n nnno npart! xpnunr mama yxe nne cex or rnena.

uro nponcxonr? Peenox, xoneuno, nonnmaer, uro sa noxy ero ne noxnanxr. Hy ne ytmr, xoneuno, n axe ne
notmr, no mama paccrponrcx, yer pyrart nnn sacanr ononnnrentno sannmartcx. Em
xouercx, urot rnxo-mnpno n es nenpnxrnocre. Kax +roro onrtcx? ercxoe cosnanne marnuno: cxaxn xanna
yer cnaxo. Bor on n ronopnr ynepenntm ronocom, uro ner nnxaxo noxn, n cam n +ro nourn nepnr. Pantme
nonyuanoct. A ryr mama ne nepnr, comnenaercx. 3naunr uro? Hnoxo npy, nexauecrnenno. Hao nonaxart. oannrt
uecrnocrn. H uero +ro mama rax pasosnnnact?

axe ecnn nam xaxercx, uro peenox enaer uro-ro nasno n ero enncrnennax nent
xanennx, +ro nourn nanepnxxa ne rax. Hpocro noromy uro name enoe xanenne camo no cee emy conepmenno nn x
uemy. Bosmoxno, on xouer nponepnrt npounocrt npnnxsannocrn n yenrtcx, uro axe raxoro mt ero nce panno
nmnm. Bosmoxno, on yxe nanyran nspocntmn, nx ecnomomnocrtm nnn nx xecroxocrtm, n xouer ncera trt
rnanntm, nacrannart na cnoem, oecneunnax rem camtm cocrnennym esonacnocrt
cmoxem npnunnnrt emy nnxaxoro npea. Bosmoxno, on xouer narn, re npoxoxr rpannnt osnonenn
rpannnt ne rontxo sanpert, no n rapanrnx esonacnocrn, n ern +ro npexpacno snamr. Bosmoxno, on npocro ne
moxer cnpannrtcx co snocrtm na uro-ro, ntnnnax ee na nac, n +ro ero cnoco, urot ne norpysnrtcx n nyunny ont,
oruaxnnx, enpeccnn. Bosmoxno, on npocro no-ercxn uero
naxnt n nnrepecnt, no+romy emy n ronony ne npnxonr nmn noennrtcx
mosonncro pyxo. Hnn npocro xouer nsexart nenpnxrnocr
nannnocrn ne nonnmaer, uro rontxo ynennunnaer macmra nponemt.

xpnunr mama yxe nne cex or rnena.
uro nponcxonr? Peenox, xoneuno, nonnmaer, uro sa noxy ero ne noxnanxr. Hy ne ytmr, xoneuno, n axe ne
notmr, no mama paccrponrcx, yer pyrart nnn sacanr ononnnrentno sannmartcx. Emy ne xouercx ncero +roro,
mnpno n es nenpnxrnocre. Kax +roro onrtcx? ercxoe cosnanne marnuno: cxaxn xanna
yer cnaxo. Bor on n ronopnr ynepenntm ronocom, uro ner nnxaxo noxn, n cam n +ro nourn nepnr. Pantme
yr mama ne nepnr, comnenaercx. 3naunr uro? Hnoxo npy, nexauecrnenno. Hao nonaxart. oannrt
ro nasno n ero enncrnennax nent onecrn nac o enoro
, +ro nourn nanepnxxa ne rax. Hpocro noromy uro name enoe xanenne camo no cee emy conepmenno nn x
uemy. Bosmoxno, on xouer nponepnrt npounocrt npnnxsannocrn n yenrtcx, uro axe raxoro mt ero nce panno
ecnomomnocrtm nnn nx xecroxocrtm, n xouer ncera trt
rnanntm, nacrannart na cnoem, oecneunnax rem camtm cocrnennym esonacnocrt net ecnn on rnannt, mt ne
cmoxem npnunnnrt emy nnxaxoro npea. Bosmoxno, on xouer narn, re npoxoxr rpannnt osnonennoro, noromy uro
ne rontxo sanpert, no n rapanrnx esonacnocrn, n ern +ro npexpacno snamr. Bosmoxno, on npocro ne
ro, ntnnnax ee na nac, n +ro ero cnoco, urot ne norpysnrtcx n nyunny ont,
ercxn uero-ro ouent cnntno xouer, no ne nepnr, uro ero xenannx nam
naxnt n nnrepecnt, no+romy emy n ronony ne npnxonr nmn noennrtcx npome onnartcx sanerno nenn cnoe
mosonncro pyxo. Hnn npocro xouer nsexart nenpnxrnocre, xax n namem npnmepe, n n cnny cnoe ercxo eme
nannnocrn ne nonnmaer, uro rontxo ynennunnaer macmra nponemt.

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Peenxy ecrt uem sanxrtcx nomnmo roro, urot cnennantno ononrt nspocntx. Hepe nnm croxr ontmne saaun,
emy nao pacrn, pasnnnartcx, pasnpartcx n xnsnn, yxpennxrtcx n ne. Hponema n rom, uro ero apcenan, naop
rexnonorn no ocrnxennm nene moxer trt cxyen
cnonmn nspocntmn. 3aaua no nsmenennm rpynoro noneennx
rexnonorn, oyuennm peenxa onee cnoxntm, no onee +]]exrnnntm cnocoam onnartcx cnoero.
B omem, mt c namn onro pasopyxannct, urot renept noymart, xax t nam nonyume noopyxnrt peenxa. He nx
nont c namn nx sanoenannx mnpa. Hnxe mt no maram
rpynoro na noneenne npnemnemoe.

B noneennn nn eno?
anare ceuac eme nenaonro npnropmosnm n noymaem. Fpartcx sa nsmenenne rpynoro noneennx namero
peenxa nmert cmtcn, rontxo ecnn eno nmenno n ero noneennn. Tora, ecrnyx no nnxe nepeuncnenntm maram, nt
ecrnnrentno cmoxere nomout emy onnaert nyumnmn rexnonornxmn ocrnxennx nene, a snaunr, nepecrart noprnrt
nam n cee nepnt, crart onee nspocntm, ycnemntm, nocnnranntm, oprannsonanntm.
Ecnn eno ne n noneennn, a n uem-ro onee rnyoxom, ncnontsonart cemt maron eccmtcnenno, xax
eccmtcnenno npocro cnnart remneparypy npn rxxeno onesnn. Ecnn pesyntrar n yer, ro xparxonpemennt, a ro
n xyxe craner, nocxontxy ern npexpacno uyncrnymr npnemunxn n nporecrymr npornn raxoro c coo opamennx.


Peenxy ecrt uem sanxrtcx nomnmo roro, urot cnennantno ononrt nspocntx. Hepe nnm croxr ontmne saaun,
, pasnpartcx n xnsnn, yxpennxrtcx n ne. Hponema n rom, uro ero apcenan, naop
rexnonorn no ocrnxennm nene moxer trt cxyen n cnny nospacra nnn n pesyntrare napymennx ornomenn co
cnonmn nspocntmn. 3aaua no nsmenennm rpynoro noneennx +ro n ecrt saaua no pacmnpennm apcenana
rexnonorn, oyuennm peenxa onee cnoxntm, no onee +]]exrnnntm cnocoam onnartcx cnoero.
B omem, mt c namn onro pasopyxannct, urot renept noymart, xax t nam nonyume noopyxnrt peenxa. He nx
sanoenannx mnpa. Hnxe mt no maram nx yer cemt pasepem anropnrm nsmenennx noneennx
anare ceuac eme nenaonro npnropmosnm n noymaem. Fpartcx sa nsmenenne rpynoro noneennx namero
nxa nmert cmtcn, rontxo ecnn eno nmenno n ero noneennn. Tora, ecrnyx no nnxe nepeuncnenntm maram, nt
ecrnnrentno cmoxere nomout emy onnaert nyumnmn rexnonornxmn ocrnxennx nene, a snaunr, nepecrart noprnrt
cnemntm, nocnnranntm, oprannsonanntm.
ro onee rnyoxom, ncnontsonart cemt maron eccmtcnenno, xax
eccmtcnenno npocro cnnart remneparypy npn rxxeno onesnn. Ecnn pesyntrar n yer, ro xparxonpemennt, a ro
raner, nocxontxy ern npexpacno uyncrnymr npnemunxn n nporecrymr npornn raxoro c coo opamennx.

Bosmoxno, nmeer cmtcn nauart c namnx ornomenn, c yxpennennx cnxsn mexy namn. Hoymart, nonanmart,
npoanannsnponart, uro nponcxonr mexy namn. Hanpnmep, nonanmart, xaxne cnona nt uacro ronopnre peenxy?
Hnora ocrarouno nauart anart peenxy ontme samnrt n saort, a npocro nnyrpennee nepecrart neperxrnnart c
nnm xanar, ncnomnnrt, uro nt ero nmnre, camo +ro cocroxnne nepnyrt cee, n nonee
naunnaer menxrtcx x nyumemy es ncxxnx maron noome.

Monoax, ouent mnnax xenmnna osaouena rem, uro ee nxrnnernxx out pacrer norpenrenem. Hpoxnnxercx +ro n
rom, uro xaxt pas, xora mama npnxonr sa ne n ercxn ca, out
xynnna? Ecnn ntxcnxercx, uro nnuero, onxaercx, xanpnsnnuaer n na oparno opore npnxnatnaer nce ycnnnx,
urot sarxnyrt mamy n marasnn nrpymex nnn xorx t n xnocxe xaxo
+rnx neuepnnx nosnpamenn omo, crapaercx nponoxnrt mapmpyr noantme or roprontx rouex n ne moxer nonxrt,
xax e oryunrt out or raxo nenactrno rpeonarentnocrn.
Hpn +rom mama paccxasana, uro eme napy ner nasa onn xnnn ouent cxpomno, ecnn ne cxasart e
n ne nomoran entramn, mame npnxonnoct xpyrnrtcx, urot, cnx c peenxom oma, xort uro
xaxax xonexa tna na cuery, nnuero xynnrt ocoo ouepn ne nonyuanoct. Ceuac xnsnt nanannact, ouxa xonr n
ercxn ca, y mamt nennoxax sapnnara, no +ro xe ne nono cxynart ronnamn ncxxym uymt, xoropax norom nanxercx
no ncemy omy.

uro nponcxonr n +ro cnryannn? Peenox onroe npemx uyncrnonan, uro mama nanpxxena ns
On, xoneuno, cunrtnaer ee rpenory, cnxsannym nmenno c noxynxamn
urot yenrtcx, uro nce n nopxxe. Bce ecrnnrentno yxe n nopxxe, no mama onrcx norpenrentcrna, no+romy
ne ner nancrpeuy xenannxm ouepn, a nomer c nnmn. Ecrecrnenno, rpenora pe
ontme rpeyer, mama eme ontme cepnrcx. 3amxnyrt xpyr.
Mt c mamo pemnnn nonpoonart ecrnonart npxmo naoopor. Tenept ona oxsarentno npnxonr n ercxn ca c
noapxom, npnuem ne oxsarentno noxynntm. 3ro moxer
napnconana no opore c paort, marnnrnx, noapennt xnnenrom, ontmo necrxmn xamran, naennt na ynnne.
Inannoe noapox onxen trt npyuen cpasy, eme o roro, xax peenox norpeyer. H npyuen c pao
nmnn n saort. Baxno noxasart enouxe, uro npnnxsannocrt npouna, mama nomnnr npo nee n ee xenannx, n y mamt
Bosmoxno, nmeer cmtcn nauart c namnx ornomenn, c yxpennennx cnxsn mexy namn. Hoymart, nonanmart,
anpnmep, nonanmart, xaxne cnona nt uacro ronopnre peenxy?
Hnora ocrarouno nauart anart peenxy ontme samnrt n saort, a npocro nnyrpennee nepecrart neperxrnnart c
nnm xanar, ncnomnnrt, uro nt ero nmnre, camo +ro cocroxnne nepnyrt cee, n noneenne cxasountm opasom
naunnaer menxrtcx x nyumemy es ncxxnx maron noome.
Monoax, ouent mnnax xenmnna osaouena rem, uro ee nxrnnernxx out pacrer norpenrenem. Hpoxnnxercx +ro n
rom, uro xaxt pas, xora mama npnxonr sa ne n ercxn ca, out exnr x ne c nonpocom: A uro rt mne
xynnna? Ecnn ntxcnxercx, uro nnuero, onxaercx, xanpnsnnuaer n na oparno opore npnxnatnaer nce ycnnnx,
urot sarxnyrt mamy n marasnn nrpymex nnn xorx t n xnocxe xaxo-nnyt nycrxx ntntrannrt. Mama yxe onrcx
neuepnnx nosnpamenn omo, crapaercx nponoxnrt mapmpyr noantme or roprontx rouex n ne moxer nonxrt,
xax e oryunrt out or raxo nenactrno rpeonarentnocrn.
Hpn +rom mama paccxasana, uro eme napy ner nasa onn xnnn ouent cxpomno, ecnn ne cxasart eno, oren nx ocrannn
n ne nomoran entramn, mame npnxonnoct xpyrnrtcx, urot, cnx c peenxom oma, xort uro-ro sapaartnart,
xaxax xonexa tna na cuery, nnuero xynnrt ocoo ouepn ne nonyuanoct. Ceuac xnsnt nanannact, ouxa xonr n
nennoxax sapnnara, no +ro xe ne nono cxynart ronnamn ncxxym uymt, xoropax norom nanxercx
uro nponcxonr n +ro cnryannn? Peenox onroe npemx uyncrnonan, uro mama nanpxxena ns-sa ener, nepnnnuaer.
xsannym nmenno c noxynxamn-noapxamn, n naunnaer eprart sa nepenxy,
urot yenrtcx, uro nce n nopxxe. Bce ecrnnrentno yxe n nopxxe, no mama onrcx norpenrentcrna, no+romy
ne ner nancrpeuy xenannxm ouepn, a nomer c nnmn. Ecrecrnenno, rpenora peenxa eme ontme ycnnnnaercx, ona eme
ontme rpeyer, mama eme ontme cepnrcx. 3amxnyrt xpyr.
Mt c mamo pemnnn nonpoonart ecrnonart npxmo naoopor. Tenept ona oxsarentno npnxonr n ercxn ca c
noapxom, npnuem ne oxsarentno noxynntm. 3ro moxer trt xpacnnoe xnoxo, cmemnax xaprnnxa, xoropym ona
napnconana no opore c paort, marnnrnx, noapennt xnnenrom, ontmo necrxmn xamran, naennt na ynnne.
noapox onxen trt npyuen cpasy, eme o roro, xax peenox norpeyer. H npyuen c paocrtm, xax ap
nmnn n saort. Baxno noxasart enouxe, uro npnnxsannocrt npouna, mama nomnnr npo nee n ee xenannx, n y mamt
Hnora ocrarouno nauart anart peenxy ontme samnrt n saort, a npocro nnyrpennee nepecrart neperxrnnart c
enxa eme ontme ycnnnnaercx, ona eme
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ncera ecrt nce uro nyxno nx cnoe ouxn. onontno tcrpo +ro cpaorano, arannn npexparnnnct, a eme uepes
nexoropoe npemx enouxa yxe cama exana mame nancrpeuy c noapxom: annnnxanne, xon]ero, coxpanenno c
npasnnxa, oynanunxom, copnanntm na nporynxe. Koneuno, nnxaxoro norpenrentcrna n ee xapaxrepe ne tno,
npocro rpenora.
Cneymmee, npo uro cronr noymart, nospacr peenxa n ero saaun n +rom nospacre.

Kora nayunnmncx xopomo xonrt n ncmy sanesart mantm ncnontsyer +rn cnon ymennx na nonnym xarymxy, y
ponrene nacrynaer necenax xnsnt. Canorn nexar na mxa]y, urot nx ne onnsann, noxnnnt saneprt na samox, a
xomxa noome crapaercx cnnrtcx c nnreptepom. Ho xorenn t nt, urot on nnxya ne nes, nnuero ne rporan, urot
cnen nenonnxntm anarnuntm xyntxom n nent uac epxan n pyxe ry nrpymxy, xoropym emy cynynn? Tax cnxr
ern n omax peenxa, pacrymne es ponrentcxo nmnn, n +ro onontno rpycrnoe spennme.
Bt npana ynepent, uro name nxrnanarnnerne ouepn nonesnee cnert neuepamn oma n enart ypoxn, uem
ymart o mantunxax? To ecrt ne yunrtcx omartcx, n rom uncne ycranannnnart ncrannnm, onpeenxrt
esonacnocrt n naexnocrt naprnepa, yunrtcx orxastnart, paspemart cnryannn conepnnuecrna n r. n. C uem ona
nter n xnsnt nocne ycnemno caun EI3, uro e nomoxer crponrt ornomennx c monotmn nmtmn, xora nac yxe
ne yer pxom, reopema Hn]aropa?

Ornertre cee uecrno: ro nsmenenne noneennx, o xoropom nt meuraere, coornercrnyer saauam nospacra, nomoxer
nn ono pasnnrnm peenxa? He nyume nn npocro nooxart, coxpanxx xonraxr c peenxom n yepxnnax pasymnte
rpannnt, noxa on ne ocnonr ouepenym ntcory? C+xonomnre npemx n nepnt.
antme: ro, uro enaer (ne enaer) peenox, rouno nn nonpoc noneennx? Bosmoxno, +ro ero nnunte ocoennocrn,
xoropte nyxno npocro npnnxrt, npncnoconrtcx x nnm, crnaxnnax npoxnnennx, no ne rpeyx xopenntx nsmenenn? A
moxer trt, +ro peantnax nponema co sopontem, xoropym nyxno npocro neunrt, a ne ncnpannxrt nocnnrarentntmn
meroamn: rnnepaxrnnnocrt, yromnxemocrt, enpeccnx, nenpos, cnntnte crpaxn?

Ponrenn n emencrne: noctmnnernn ctn ne cnycxaer sa coo noy n ynnrase. Hpnuem pantme npexpacno nce
enan xax nao, a nor npnmepno nonroa nasa nepecran. Ionopnr satn. Hanomnnann, pyrann, crtnnn, opann,
naxastnann. Peenox npocnn npomennx, oeman, uro ontme +ro ne nonropnrcx, xpacnen, nnaxan. H nce ocrananoct no-
npexnemy. Mantunx ymnentxn, ronxn, xopomo yunrcx ny uro sa sacxox raxo?
Onaxt nernnm neuepom nana rynxn c ctnom n napxe, nanrpannct n ]yron, ycrann, cenn ortxart n renn. O uem-ro
ronopnnn, nana ncnomnnan, xax n ercrne tn n nnonepcxom narepe n xax ram no neuepam mantunmxn paccxastnann
pyr pyry crpamnte ncropnn. Ctn npyr nanpxrcx, a norom pasptancx n, rnorax cnest n nnennnmnct n nannny
pyxy, paccxasan, nouemy ne cnycxaer noy n ryanere. Crapmne pexra na aue xax-ro paccxasann emy, uro n auxe
ynnrasa xnner uepen, npocro rax ero ne nnno, no nnora, n momenr cnycxa not, on npyr ntcxaxnnaer n nnennxercx
uenonexy syamn n ropno. H rt axe oxnyrt ne ycneemt, xax sarptser. A ecnn paccxaxemt xomy-nnyt, uro npo +ro
snaemt, ro rora rouno uepen rex noxapaynnr n yter. Hana tn nopaxen nnom peenxa, y nero tnn pacmnpent
rnasa, nent, pyxn rpxcyrcx or crpaxa. On ne cran ronopnrt, uro +ro nce rnynocrn, n crtnrt ctna, npocro
oronopnnnct, uro renept, cxonn ryaner, mantunx yer snart ero nnn mamy n cnycxart noy, npnorxptn nept. Ha
cneymmn ent ponrenn sanncann ctna x ercxomy ncnxonory, yxnantno necxontxnx ncrpeu xnarnno, urot
cnpannrtcx c ]one.

He menee naxnt nonpoc: uro co mno? He ncromen nn x? He nyram nn peenxa cnonm rnenom, oruaxnnem, nannxo?
He cronr nn mne nauart c cex, cnoero cocroxnnx?
Hponemt moryr trt ne rontxo c namn nnuno, no n c cemte n nenom.

Hnoxnx ncropn, n xoropte ycnen nonacrt onnnanarnnernn Hannnx yxnantno sa napy nocnennx mecxnen,
xnarnno t na ecxrox mantunxon n eme na nxreptx enouex t ocranoct. On nocnan marom npexropa mxont, pasnn
oxno n xnacce (cnennantno), ceran c ypoxon, pancx, ne npnxonn nonpemx omo, yxpan entrn y ponrene, norom
anxy nnna n marasnne, axe n mnnnnnn ycnen notnart. Hpn +rom npexe Hannnx ne ornnuancx coo cxnonnocrtm x
napymennm nopxxa, ny, tnano,*censored*rannn, no n npeenax nopmt. Ha nce ynemenannx n nocnnrarentnte
ecet orneuan xamcrnom, opan ponrenxm, urot onn orcrann, uro onn emy ne nyxnt n ncxxoe eme manonpnxrnoe.
Ero axe ornynnnn onn pas, no na noneennn +ro nnxax ne orpasnnoct, na cneymmn xe ent nce npoonxnnoct.
Ha xoncyntrannm onn npnmnn nmecre, nceptes nepenyrannte rem, uro nponcxonr c nx enncrnenntm ctnom.
Cnono sa cnono ntxcnnnoct, uro ornomennx mexy camnm cynpyramn n rnyoxom xpnsnce. He ro urot onn npxmo
sanrpa conpannct pasnonrtcx, no yxe anno ne tno npexne nnsocrn, naxonnnnct xaxne-ro nperensnn n ont, a
n npocro ycranocrt, onn npaxrnuecxn ne pasronapnnann pyr c pyrom, omannct rontxo no naonocrn nor,
nanpnmep, ns-sa nponem c Hannnxom. Bpyr mama sacrtna na mrnonenne n, nocmorpen na myxa, cxasana: A net
ceronx, xora mt exann cma n mamnne, x nnepnte sa onroe npemx noymana: xax xopomo, uro rt pxom, uro mt
nmecre, ona t x yxe cnnxnynact or ncero +roro. Horom onn onro monuann, nopaxennte orxptrnem. H nana
nonoxnn na ee pyxy cnom pyxy n, nanepnoe, onxn t, no menx nocrecnxncx. A mama sannaxana.
Onn oronopnnnct, uro npnyr eme pas, no yxe ne npo Hannnxa, a na cynpyxecxym ceccnm, a Hannnxa onn, noxany,
npxmo ceuac noeyr saepyr ns mxont n saypxrcx nce nmecre na auy na napy-rpoxy ne, xort yxe n ocent, yyr
nanxrtcx, rynxrt, cmorpert nmecre xnno n npnnonrt nepnt n nopxox. H nnxaxoro nocnnrannx.

Ecnn peenox neer cex nnoxo, ocoenno ecnn +ro nauanoct nocne uero-ro (name c cynpyrom ccopt, nepeesa,
poxennx mnamero), oxsarentno cnpocnre cex: uro c cemte n nenom? He ntraercx nn peenox cnonm noneennem
uro-ro nam coomnrt, na uro-ro nonnnxrt? ern ouent nmxr cnonx pontx n, ecnn nao, nerxo npnnocxr cex n
xeprny cemte. Hoymare, ne crpemnrcx nn on, nanpnmep, noccranonnrt cnpanennnocrt, ecnn n cemte napymen ananc
mexy npanamn crapmnx n mnamnx ere? A moxer trt, cosanax nponemt, on xouer ntrxnyrt xoro-ro ns
ponrene ns enpeccnn, n xoropym ror nce ontme norpyxaercx? Ornneut or naunnammecx ]opmnponartcx
sanncnmocrn? Hnn, nosmoxno, peenox enaer n mxone nnn no nope ro, uro nt, ero ponrenn, ouent xorenn t, no ne
cmeere cenart n cnoem nspocnom oxpyxennn, na paore nocnart ncex x uepry, napymnrt npannna n cyopnnannm?
Haxonen, ne cronr nn sa rpyntm noneennem peenxa xaxax-ro peantnax nponema, o xoropo nt noxa ne
oratnaerect, a on ne pemaercx nam cxasart, nocxontxy nt ynnexnnct nono c nnm. Bosmoxno, ero ecrnnrentno
onxaer nocnnrarent n ercxom cay, nnn rpanxr pexra n xnacce, nnn c nero rpeymr ener nspocnte*censored*rant,
emy ne aercx yuea n cnnmxom cnntno mxone? Tora camoe npemx nmemartcx, samnrnrt, moxer trt, sapart ns
nenepenocnmo nx peenxa cnryannn, nocnnrannem ero camoro ryr nnuero ne cenaemt, Ho nosmoxno, nouyncrnonan
namy roronnocrt ero samnmart, on cam nouyncrnyer cex ynepennee n nauner nyume cnpannxrtcx c coo.

Ecnn nt yennnct, uro eno n noneennn n rontxo n noneennn, rora nnepe. epxnm n ronone, uro peenox ne
xouer nnuero nnoxoro, n eno n rom, uro on onnaercx cnoero nerontmn rexnonornxmn. Homarann.

mar nepnmn. Onpeenneu nent
Ham mnoroe moxer ne npannrtcx n noneennn peenxa. He cnymaercx, mymnr, paspactnaer, repxer, rpynr, nper, ne
xouer enart ypoxn A xorenoct t, xoneuno, urot nce naoopor. urot cnymancx, nomoran, tn ncera uncrtm n
nmnn unrart ymnte xnnxxn. H ypoxn enart roxe nmnn. Cnonom, urot nce enan npannntno.
Tax nor, ecrt ne nonocrn: ona nnoxax, pyrax xopomax. C xaxo naunnart, nce panno, noromy uro snyuar onn
onnaxono: +ro nenosmoxno. ere, nonnocrtm coornercrnymmnx oxnannxm n noxenannxm ponrene, ne tnaer na
cnere. 3ro, c ono cropont, enaer ponrentcxym xnsnt ne cront esmxrexno, xax xorenoct t. C pyro rontxo
npecrantre cee, uro cnyunnoct t, ecnn t ere moxno tno nerxo cenart yontmn n npannntntmn c rouxn
spennx nspocntx. Ecnn t raxo peenox, rnxn, axxyparnt, nocnymnt, nnxora nnuero ne ntymtnammn,
nnxora nn or uero ne orntnnnammn, nnxora nnxya ne nesymn es cnpoca, ntmen n xnsnt.
Mt net xornm, urot on tn n ne ycnemen. urot mor cxasart ner, nocroxrt sa cex, npncnoconrtcx x
menxmmnmcx ocroxrentcrnam, rouno onpeennrt, uro nx nero nyume, npeoonert rpynocrn, ocrnut uero-ro
ntammerocx n cnoem ene. H mt concem ne xornm, urot nm nomtxann, nontsonannct, urot enann ero xosnom
ornymennx, urot on nannuecxn oxncx napymnrt nmym nopmy n npannno, urot tn nenmontren n
estnnnnarnnen. Herxo nnert, uro namn oxnannx or peenxa n or nero xe nocne 18 ner ne ro uro pasnte onn
npxmo npornnopeuar pyr pyry.
Ho+romy npenaram orcrannrt n cropony meurt o neantno neyme cex erxe n nauart ymart n onee
npaxrnuecxom xnmue. Ha camom ene, ecnn npoanannsnponart, ns ncero roro, uro nam peenox enaer nenpannntno (ne
rax, xax mt xorenn t), no-nacroxmemy ntnoxr nac ns cex nnmt na-rpn nna noneennx. Honanmare sa coo, n
nt yenrect n +rom camn.
3ect cpaartnaer mnpoxo nsnecrnt npnnnnn 20 na 80. Houemy-ro ero npnnxro ]opmynnponart na npnmepe
norpenennx nnna, n on rnacnr: 20 % nme ntnnnamr 80 % nnna, n naoopor, ocranmnecx 80 % nme ntnnnamr
nnmt 20 % ocranmerocx nnna. Tax n ecrt, xoneuno. H cnpanennno +ro coornomenne ne rontxo nx nnna.
ecrnnrentno, 80 % npemenn mt nocnm 20 % nce nmemmecx y nac oext, nocxontxy ecrt nemn onee nmnmte,
n cnryannn n xnsnn onee uacrte. B 80 % cnyuaen mt roronnm nx cemtn nmnmte nma, xoropte cocrannxmr nnmt
20 % ncero roro, uro mt n npnnnnne ymeem roronnrt.

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Kcrarn, n 80 % ncex pesyntraron nocnnrannx mt nonyuaem neno nnmt 20 % norpauenntx ycnnn n npemenn, a
ocrantnte 80 % npemenn (norannn, ntronopt, x c roo ne pasronapnnam n npoune cnocot
ecnn n amr +]]exr, ro +ro nnmt 20 % ncero neoxonmoro. Touno rax xe c rpyntm noneennem: 80 % namnx
nepexnnann cnxsant nnmt c 20 % ncero roro, uro nam peenox enaer ne rax. Bo ncex ocrantntx cnyuaxx mt nno
snaem, uro enart, nno ne ouent paccrpannaemcx (cam raxo tn, nepeecnrcx n nce npoer, ny, npocro on
raxo).
uro nam +ro aer? Ouent npocro: ecnn xaxoe-ro eno nnn ocroxrentcrno onee snaunmo, nmenno nm n nao
sannmartcx. Bpx nn namy cemtm yremnr, uro nt ecnoon
neuere Hanoneon, ecnn exenennte opm n xornert n namem ncnonnennn n por nsxrt nentsx. Ecnn o npnxoa
rocre ocranoct 20 mnnyr, a n xomnare ecnopxox, nyxno sanxrtcx rem, uro na 80 % onpeenxer nneuarn
ypannocrn sacrennrt nocrent, nonpxrart xpynnte nanxmmnecx nemn, nomecrn non. Hpornpart ntnt co ncex
crary+rox na nonouxe n +ror momenr onontno rnyno. Bce +ro conepmenno nonxrno, xora peut ner o trontx
nponemax. Hama saaua nomnnrt npo npnnnnn 20 na 80 n n nonpocax nocnnrannx. Ecnn nac no
ntnoxr ns cex n paspymamr namn ornomennx c peenxom nnmt nexoropte nnt ero noneennx, nmenno na nnx n
nao cocpeorounrt cnon ycnnnx. A nce ocrantnoe ecnn pyxn oyr.
Hrax, mar nepnt: ntpart nent. Onn, maxcnmym na nna noneennx peenxa, xoropte no
nam xnsnt. 3ro moxer trt nce uro yrono, n rom uncne n neuro raxoe, uro nocroponnemy nanmarenm noxasanoct
t epyno. Ecnn nt nce npemx ymaere o +rom, ecnn nt c
cnyuaxx raxoro noneennx na paore, sactnax n npoctnaxct, ecnn nt nocroxnno ocyxaere nponemy c cynpyrom nnn
c pystxmn, snaunr, +ro ono n ecrt. Te camte namn 20 %. A moxer, n 10 nnn 5. Hnora ona me
xnsnt ontme, uem cro xpynntx nponem (xro rynxn n narnpammnx ry]nxx n npexpacnt ent no uyecnomy napxy n
sameuarentno xomnannn ror snaer).
Ecnn ne nonyuaercx nasnart nent c xoy, nonpoyre sannctnart n reuenne necxontxnx ne
peenox enan ne rax. A norom uecrno cnpocnre cex
ntepnre onn, maxcnmym na nynxra. 3ro n ecrt nent. Hmenno +ro noneenne nao nsmennrt nacrontxo, urot ono
crano nx nac npnemnemtm. He neantntm n yontm
nponem.
Ecnn nce-raxn nt onapyxnre, uro raxnx nynxron ne onn
Henosmoxno nauart roronnrt cyn, ne pemnn cnauana, uro +ro
nama saaua na nnxamee npemx, cxaxem, na-rpn mecxna. Bce ocrantnoe noxa oronnntre n cropony, nocraparect
ne nepexnnart, cxaxnre cee: noymam o +rom nosxe. Kora oterect ycnexa c nentm N 1, n ecn
npemenn ocrantnte nponemt eme yyr axryantnt, nt samerect nmn.

Hrax, nama saaua cenart nenpnemnemoe nx nac noneenne npnemnemtm.
Hpecrantre cee, xax yer ntrnxert +ro npnemnemoe noneenne. uro nmenno onxen peenox enart nnn ne

Kcrarn, n 80 % ncex pesyntraron nocnnrannx mt nonyuaem neno nnmt 20 % norpauenntx ycnnn n npemenn, a
ocrantnte 80 % npemenn (norannn, ntronopt, x c roo ne pasronapnnam n npoune cnocot cxoporart neuepox)
ecnn n amr +]]exr, ro +ro nnmt 20 % ncero neoxonmoro. Touno rax xe c rpyntm noneennem: 80 % namnx
nepexnnann cnxsant nnmt c 20 % ncero roro, uro nam peenox enaer ne rax. Bo ncex ocrantntx cnyuaxx mt nno
ne ouent paccrpannaemcx (cam raxo tn, nepeecnrcx n nce npoer, ny, npocro on
ro eno nnn ocroxrentcrno onee snaunmo, nmenno nm n nao
sannmartcx. Bpx nn namy cemtm yremnr, uro nt ecnoono onn pas n ro x nonoronemy yxnny xapnre rycx n
neuere Hanoneon, ecnn exenennte opm n xornert n namem ncnonnennn n por nsxrt nentsx. Ecnn o npnxoa
rocre ocranoct 20 mnnyr, a n xomnare ecnopxox, nyxno sanxrtcx rem, uro na 80 % onpeenxer nneuarnenne
sacrennrt nocrent, nonpxrart xpynnte nanxmmnecx nemn, nomecrn non. Hpornpart ntnt co ncex
crary+rox na nonouxe n +ror momenr onontno rnyno. Bce +ro conepmenno nonxrno, xora peut ner o trontx
nnnn 20 na 80 n n nonpocax nocnnrannx. Ecnn nac no-nacroxmemy
ntnoxr ns cex n paspymamr namn ornomennx c peenxom nnmt nexoropte nnt ero noneennx, nmenno na nnx n
ecnn pyxn oyr.
: ntpart nent. Onn, maxcnmym na nna noneennx peenxa, xoropte no-nacroxmemy orpannxmr
nam xnsnt. 3ro moxer trt nce uro yrono, n rom uncne n neuro raxoe, uro nocroponnemy nanmarenm noxasanoct
t epyno. Ecnn nt nce npemx ymaere o +rom, ecnn nt cnntno snnrect nnn oruannaerect, ecnn nt ncnomnnaere o
cnyuaxx raxoro noneennx na paore, sactnax n npoctnaxct, ecnn nt nocroxnno ocyxaere nponemy c cynpyrom nnn
c pystxmn, snaunr, +ro ono n ecrt. Te camte namn 20 %. A moxer, n 10 nnn 5. Hnora ona menout moxer orpannrt
xnsnt ontme, uem cro xpynntx nponem (xro rynxn n narnpammnx ry]nxx n npexpacnt ent no uyecnomy napxy n
Ecnn ne nonyuaercx nasnart nent c xoy, nonpoyre sannctnart n reuenne necxontxnx ne n noxnor, uro nam
peenox enan ne rax. A norom uecrno cnpocnre cex uro ns +roro ecrnnrentno orpannxer mne xnsnt? H
ntepnre onn, maxcnmym na nynxra. 3ro n ecrt nent. Hmenno +ro noneenne nao nsmennrt nacrontxo, urot ono
m. He neantntm n yontm npocro repnnmtm. urot ono nepemno n paspx menxnx
raxn nt onapyxnre, uro raxnx nynxron ne onn-na, a, cxaxem, nxrt, ecrnyre nocneonarentno.
Henosmoxno nauart roronnrt cyn, ne pemnn cnauana, uro +ro yer opm nnn oxpomxa. Hamertre nent N 1. 3ro
rpn mecxna. Bce ocrantnoe noxa oronnntre n cropony, nocraparect
ne nepexnnart, cxaxnre cee: noymam o +rom nosxe. Kora oterect ycnexa c nentm N 1, n ecnn x romy
npemenn ocrantnte nponemt eme yyr axryantnt, nt samerect nmn.
cenart nenpnemnemoe nx nac noneenne npnemnemtm.
Hpecrantre cee, xax yer ntrnxert +ro npnemnemoe noneenne. uro nmenno onxen peenox enart nnn ne
enart, urot xnrt crano nerue n necene. Kax +ro coornocnrcx c ocroxrentcrnamn name xnsnn? uro n pesyntrare
ntnrpaere nt? uro ntnrpaer peenox? Hanpnmep, ecnn n pesyntrare roro, uro peenox ne yer npocnxnnart sa
ypoxamn neuepa nanponer, y nac n y nero noxnnrcx ontme npemen, uem nt ymaere sanxrtcx?
uem noponee n xonxpernee nt npecrannre cee pesyntrar, rem onee pasymntmn n nenenanpannenntmn yyr nce
namn ecrnnx. Hyume ncero onncart pesyntrar na ymare: nor npomno rpn mecxna. Bt cymenn pemnrt nponemy. Kax
renept ntrnxnr rnnnunax cnryannx, or xoropo ceronx nac rpxcer? uro ronopnre nnn enaere nt? uro ronopnr n
enaer peenox? Kax nt oa cex uyncrnyere?
H eme naxnt nonpoc: ne cosacr nn +ror nont cnoco noneennx xaxne-ro nonte cnoxnocrn? Ecnn ontme ne
npnercx uacamn ocyxart c cynpyrom namero oonryca, xoropt onxrt nporynxn mxony, naercx nn pyrax rema
nx pasronopon? Ecnn peenox ntneser ns-sa xomntmrepa n craner rynxrt c pystxmn, nt roront yere ero ornycrnrt
n ne xonrponnponart xaxt mar, ne nxronart, c xem emy cneyer pyxnrt, a c xem ner?
Kcrarn, nosmoxno, yer ne nnmnnm ocynrt +ry xaprnnxy c peenxom. Hpannrcx nn ona emy? Bce nn ycrpannaer?
uro memaer, urot raxoe nauanoct npxmo c sanrpamnero nx? Tontxo naunnare pasronop es naesa, es
mnorosnaunrentnoro rona, cnoxono, axe paccnanenno: Bor x nnora meuram, urot y nac tno rax A rt t
rax xoren? Ouent moxer trt, uro ysnaere mnoro nnrepecnoro!

mar n1opon. H1o nuenno nponcxon1?
Hsmenenne rpynoro noneennx +ro saaua, xoropym npecronr pemnrt. uro mt enaem otuno n nepnym ouepet,
urot pemnrt xaxym-nno saauy? Hsyuaem ncxonte annte, ycnonnx, conpaem nn]opmannm. Kasanoct t, +ro
ouennno. Hnxomy ne nspeer n ronony pemart saauy, npo ycnonne xoropo nsnecrno rontxo, uro ram xaxne-ro
nyrnnxn ntmnn ns xaxoro-ro ram nynxra n xya-ro onro mnn. Hpn +rom rpeyercx ysnart, uepes cxontxo nmenno
uacon n n xaxo rouxe onn ncrpernnnct. Bcxxn cxaxer: nentsx +ry saauy pemnrt, ncxontx anntx neocrarouno.
Ho xora peut ner o noneennn peenxa, ponrenn uacro nmenno rax n ntramrcx nocrynnrt.

Tnnnunt nonpoc na xoncyntrannn: On menx ne cnymaercx conepmenno, uro enart? Cnpamnnam: uro +ro
snaunr ne cnymaercx? Kora nmenno? B xaxnx cnryannxx? uro enaer? B orner: Hy, ne cnymaercx! Hnxora! Ho x
npoonxam saanart nonpoct n ncxope mt ntxcnxem, uro peenox, nanpnmep, ne cpasy ntxnmuaer xomntmrep, xora
emy nenxr, nnn onro ynnpaercx, npexe uem neut neuepom cnart. uro n orner on orptsaercx, nnn cornamaercx, no ne
enaer nnn nper, uro yxe cenan. uro ecnn nacrannart, on snnrcx nnn nnauer. H mnoxecrno eme ncxxnx noponocre.
Hnn eme nmnmax ]pasa: On nnuero ne xouer! Otuno ntxcnxercx, uro xax pas mnoro uero xouer, no ne roro xe,
uero xorxr nspocnte. A nmenno: ne xouer ynpart n xomnare n enart ypoxn. Eme ne xouer n mystxantnym mxony
xonrt n na maxmart. A na ]yron, naoopor, xouer. H nonte ponnxn xouer roxe. B xomnare, roxe, xcrarn, ne ncera
ne xouer ynpart nor na npomno neene enouxa n rocrn npnxonna, rax nce cnxno n necreno. a n ypoxn ne npxmo
nce nopx ne xouer enart, nnctmennte enaer, a ycrnte nenannnr, nepecxast nce +rn. V nero namxrt nnoxax,
rpyno emy +ro.

Cornacnrect, ne ontmne pasnnnt: peenox, xoropt nnuero ne xouer, n peenox, xoropt ne xouer enart ro, n
uem ne nnnr cmtcna (uero ynpart, ecnn rocre ne oxnaercx?), nnn ro, n uem onrcx norepnert neyauy (nyume c
ntsonom cxasart: ne yunn, uem yrponrt na uaca na nororonxy, a norom nce panno xanxo nexrt y ocxn n
uyncrnonart cex rynnne).
Ho+romy camoe naxnoe nx nauana rouno onncart rpynoe noneenne. He ona nocroxnno nper, a no nynxram: xax
uacro nper; no xaxnm nonoam; npn xaxnx ocroxrentcrnax; xax nmenno; uro enaer, ecnn ne nepxr; xax pearnpyer,
xora pasonauamr; ntraercx nn xax-ro cama cnpannrtcx co cnonm noneennem; cunraer nn ero nenpannntntm; xax
oxcnxer npnunnt n r. . n r. n. uem onee erantnoe onncanne ncxontx anntx yer y nac n pyxax, rem nerue
nam yer ntnnnyrt npenonoxenne o nnyrpenne npyxnne rpynoro noneennx, o rom, xaxax norpenocrt sa nnm
cronr n xaxne nnoxne rexnonornn ncnontsymrcx.
He satnaem saart cee nonpoct: tno nn rpynoe noneenne raxnm ncera nnn noxnnnoct n xaxo-ro momenr? uro
+romy npemecrnonano? uro morno n +ro npemx ntsnart y peenxa crpecc, nnn nporecr, nnn pennocrt? B uem noome
ceuac y peenxa moxer trt ocoax norpenocrt? Moxer trt, y nero nepnt na nsnoe nocne nepenecennoro
rxxenoro OPBH? Moxer trt, y nero ner pyse n xnacce, ero pasnxr n ornepramr? Moxer trt, y nero
nopocrxont nospacr n on ntraercx pasopartcx n cee n n cnonx ornomennxx c namn?
Cneymmn xpyr nonpocon: uro nt yxe npoonann enart? H xaxo tn pesyntrar? Kaxne namn ecrnnx ynyumamr
noneenne peenxa, a or xaxnx cranonnrcx rontxo xyxe? Kax nt ntxonre ns cnryannn? Ftcrpo nn norom mnpnrect?
uro nponcxonr c namnmn ornomennxmn? Kax ntrnxnr n uyncrnyer cex peenox no npemx n nocne nnnnenra? A
xax nt?
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Cpannnre rpn cnryannn, xoropte ncxono tnn onncant ponrenxmn conepmenno onnaxono: Henosmoxno c ne:
ptaer no nmomy nonoy.

Mapyce na c nononnno roa, ona ymnentxax, +neprnunax enouxa, pantme ne tna ocoo xanpnsno, no n
nocnenee npemx ee xapaxrep ncnoprnncx. Ona ne repnnr nn manemero orxasa, nacrannaer na cnoem, nnauer, xpnunr,
moxer axe samaxnyrtcx na mamy nnn neut na non n ptart. Hnora nnauer rax cnntno, uro naunnaer saxnetnartcx.
Ocoenno nnoxo eno n noesxax, n rocrxx, n nmntx mecrax. Mama yxe onrcx xonrt c Mapyce n marasnn, +ro
nourn ncera saxanunnaercx cneno. Kpome camtx rxxentx cnyuae, ona ycnoxannaercx tcrpo, yxe uepes nxrt mnnyr
nacrpoenne cnona xopomee, opoe. Ponrenn ntrannct ornnexart, pyrart, ocrannxrt ony n xomnare, ymtnart
xonono noo. Homoraer ne ouent.

Annne cemt, ona neanno nomna n mxony. Ona cnoconax enouxa, no+romy mxony ponrenn ntpann cnntnym,
yunrentnnna ouent rpeonarentnax. Annna cnpannxercx c nporpammo, ona axxyparnax n ornercrnennax, no x xonny
nepno uerneprn crana ouent nepnno. Hnauer, ecnn xort uro-ro ne nonyuaercx n omamnem saannn, nonnnaer
cnesamn nourn xaxt npnmep nnn crpouxy c yxnamn. Ponrenn npenaramr nepeenart nnauer, noromy uro ner
cnn, ycrana. Hpenaramr ocrannrt xax ecrt nnauer, noromy uro yunrentnnna ne nannmer Monoen. Conpax
nopr]ent, moxer sannaxart, onapyxnn, uro xapanam cnomancx nnn rerpat nomxnact. Hnora oxonr o ptann,
nepexoxmnx n nsnemoxenne. Hocne xannxyn crano nemnoro nyume, no norom onxrt nauanoct. Ponrenn cnpamnnann,
ne onxaer nn ee yunrentnnna: ronopnr, ner, Anna Herponna xopomax, opax.

Hacre 11, n ona ncera tna peenxom ouent uyncrnnrentntm, sacrenunntm, nerxo xpacneer, nerxo ntcrynamr
cnest. Moxer sannaxart, ecnn uro-ro ne nonyunnoct, ecnn c ne xort nemnoro crporo noronopnnn, npocro ecnn
oxasanact n nenrpe nnnmannx. Hnauer rnxo, npxuer cnest, ouent crapaercx nepecrart, no otuno ne moxer. Ecnn
naunnamr yremart nnn crtnrt, cnest naunnaer nnrt pyutxmn, n Hacrx ntraercx yexart n ryaner, ocoenno ecnn
eno nponcxonr npn pexrax. Ecnn ne opamart nnnmannx, uepes xaxoe-ro npemx cama ycnoxannaercx. B xnacce ee
pasnxr sa uacrte cnest.

Kax mt nnnm, +ro concem pasnte cnyuan, pasnte ern, pasnte npnunnt cnes, a snaunr, n pasnte crparernn
nsmenennx noneennx, o xoroptx mt eme noronopnm.
B pesyntrare noponoro onncannx y nac yer ropaso ontme nosmoxnocre crponrt npenonoxennx, uro moxer
croxrt sa noneennem peenxa n xax nam ecrnonart. 3aono n ycnoxonrect rpyno nnaart n nannxy n n oruaxnne n
nponecce nymunnoro nanmennx. Otuno yxe no xoy noxnnxmrcx nen n rnnorest o rom, xax +ro nce ycrpoeno.
3naunr, nopa nepexonrt x cneymmemy mary.

mar 1pe1nn. Hmeu npyanny
Hmn no npnpoe cnoe nennnt. H nspocnte, n ern. Mt ne cxnonnt enart ro, uro nam nn x uemy. Tem onee mt ne
cranem enart nnuero rpyoemxoro, +neprosarparnoro a eme n nnexymero sa coo nenpnxrnocrn, ecnn nam or +roro
ner nnxaxo nontst. Hpnuem +ro cnpanennno ne rontxo nx xopomnx en, no n nx nnoxnx. Hanpnmep, ra xe
ncrepnxa. Ouent +neprosarparnoe noneenne! Hnn noponcrno +ro x cxontxo cnn n nepnon nao norparnrt! a n
oroxpnrtcx or ntnecennx mycopnoro nepa, ntepxart narncx ponrene, nx neonontcrno, a ro n nocneymmne
canxnnn na camom ene ropaso rpynee, uem ntnecrn +ro camoe nepo. Ecnn peenox nce xe ntnpaer cront
yromnrentnt rnn noneennx, snaunr, ecrt pan uero.
Hs +roro cneyer, uro nepnt nonpoc, xoropt cronr cee saart, sauem on +ro enaer? uero xouer? Mt yxe
ronopnnn o omnx nenxx, xoropte ncera crpemnrcx ocrnut peenox, anare renept paccmorpnm, xax +ro
nponcxonr na ene.
Mt ne cmoxem sect pasopart nce n ncxxne nnt rpynoro noneennx n ero npyxnn, anare nostmem nx
npncrantnoro paccmorpennx uro-nnyt nocnoxnee, ns rex nnon rpynoro noneennx, xoropte ocoenno cnntno
paccrpannamr ponrene xaxoro-nnyt uacro ncrpeuammerocx nna rpynoro noneennx, rora onee npocrte nt
camn cmoxere npoanannsnponart no ananornn.
Hanpnmep, noponcrno. Pexo ncrpernmt peenxa, xoropt concem nnxora t +roro ne npoonan. Eme pexe
ncrpernmt ponrenx, xoropt tn t cnocoen pearnponart na noponcrno ]nnoco]cxn. 3ro ncera ouent ontno
pannr n ntnnaer ns xonen, ocoenno ecnn noponcrno nonropxercx.
anare nonpoyem npecrannrt cee, c xaxo nentm n npnnnnne moxer peenox nacrounno racxart nemn nnn
entrn? He onn pas no rnynocrn, +ro eme ne rpynoe noneenne, a nmenno nacrounno, necmorpx na oxcnennx n
naxasannx. Ham nonaonrcx ncnomnnrt nce, o uem mt ronopnnn na nporxxennn xnnrn, mnorne cnryannn, xoropte
paccmarpnnannct.

Cnncox moxer nonyunrtcx npnmepno raxnm:
1. V peenxa moxer trt npocro noxa ne c]opmnponano npecrannenne o cocrnennocrn. 3ro onontno cnoxnoe
acrpaxrnoe nonxrne, xoropoe peenox ocnannaer nocrenenno.

cama nepexnna xora-ro nenpnxrnt momenr, xora mama mantunxa, c xoroptm nmecre mo ctn xnn n narepe n
ono xomnare, nosnonnna mne c xanoo, uro on eper es cnpoca uyxoe neuente. Honaonnoct ycnoxonrtcx,
urot coopasnrt, uro peenox npocro n nepnt pas n xnsnn xnner ne oma, re
na crone, a rt xouemt rt npocro noxonmt n epemt. To, uro ram +ro neuente ne omee, a ute
xosxnna moryr trt na nero cnon nnt, emy ne npnmno n ronony, a mt ne coopasnnn npeynpenrt.

B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa pasopartcx n nonpocax cocrnennocrn.
2. Hepexo nopymr ern, ponrenn xoroptx ynepent, uro onn nyume snamr, uro emy n ecrnnrentnocrn nyxno, n
es ocrarountx ocnonann orxastnamr n noxynxe mono oext, npemeron ynneuennx
xapmannte entrn. 3ro sacrannxer peenxa uyncrnonart cex eno nopono cpen cnepcrnnxon, uro nx nopocrxa
ouent rxxeno. H cosaer y nero nneuarnenne, uro c nnm ne cunramrcx, ne onepxmr emy npnnnmart pemennx
(nanpnmep, o rom, xax nmenno emy oenartcx), epxar sa manentxoro.
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa trt n nopxxe, ne ncntrtnart ornepxennx cnepcrnnxon, n eme npnnnmart
pemennx ornocnrentno camoro cex.
3. uacro nentm peenxa, xpaymero entrn, cranonnrcx noxyn p
ecnn y nero ecrt cnaocrn nnn nrpymxn. 3ro ocoenno tnaer cnocrnenno erxm, xoroptx ercxn xonnexrnn
orropraer ns-sa ]nsnuecxnx nnn pyrnx neocrarxon: nonnort, manentxoro pocra, sanxannx n r. . Herxo mo
nonacrt n nonoxenne nsrox nonentxn n xnacce, ocoenno ecnn peenox neer cex nepnno n neynepenno.
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa trt npnnxrtm cnepcrnnxamn, nmert pyse.
4. Ftnaer, uro ern nopymr nx roro, urot npnnneut nnnmanne ponren
on moxer nocnpnnnmart xax cnmnonnuecxoe samemenne ponrentcxo nmnn. uacro raxoe nponcxonr n nepnot,
xora ponrenn ns-sa cocrnenno ycranocrn nnn n pesyntrare nnrentntx xon]nnxron c peenxom yrpaunnamr cnxst
c nnm, pexo noxastnamr cnom nmont n saory, npexnnxx rontxo rpeonannx n nperensnn.
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa trt nmnmtm n npnnxrtm, nonyuart nnnmanne n saory.

1. V peenxa moxer trt npocro noxa ne c]opmnponano npecrannenne o cocrnennocrn. 3ro onontno cnoxnoe
acrpaxrnoe nonxrne, xoropoe peenox ocnannaer nocrenenno.
t momenr, xora mama mantunxa, c xoroptm nmecre mo ctn xnn n narepe n
ono xomnare, nosnonnna mne c xanoo, uro on eper es cnpoca uyxoe neuente. Honaonnoct ycnoxonrtcx,
urot coopasnrt, uro peenox npocro n nepnt pas n xnsnn xnner ne oma, re on npnntx, uro ecnn neuente nexnr
rt npocro noxonmt n epemt. To, uro ram +ro neuente ne omee, a ute-ro xonxperno, n y
xosxnna moryr trt na nero cnon nnt, emy ne npnmno n ronony, a mt ne coopasnnn npeynpenrt.
pasopartcx n nonpocax cocrnennocrn.
2. Hepexo nopymr ern, ponrenn xoroptx ynepent, uro onn nyume snamr, uro emy n ecrnnrentnocrn nyxno, n
es ocrarountx ocnonann orxastnamr n noxynxe mono oext, npemeron ynneuennx, cnnmxom orpannunnamr
xapmannte entrn. 3ro sacrannxer peenxa uyncrnonart cex eno nopono cpen cnepcrnnxon, uro nx nopocrxa
ouent rxxeno. H cosaer y nero nneuarnenne, uro c nnm ne cunramrcx, ne onepxmr emy npnnnmart pemennx
nmenno emy oenartcx), epxar sa manentxoro.
trt n nopxxe, ne ncntrtnart ornepxennx cnepcrnnxon, n eme npnnnmart
3. uacro nentm peenxa, xpaymero entrn, cranonnrcx noxyn ponecnnxon, xoropte roront omartcx c nnm, rontxo
ecnn y nero ecrt cnaocrn nnn nrpymxn. 3ro ocoenno tnaer cnocrnenno erxm, xoroptx ercxn xonnexrnn
sa ]nsnuecxnx nnn pyrnx neocrarxon: nonnort, manentxoro pocra, sanxannx n r. . Herxo moxer
nonacrt n nonoxenne nsrox nonentxn n xnacce, ocoenno ecnn peenox neer cex nepnno n neynepenno.
trt npnnxrtm cnepcrnnxamn, nmert pyse.
4. Ftnaer, uro ern nopymr nx roro, urot npnnneut nnnmanne ponrene. entrn nnn xynnennte na nnx cnaocrn
on moxer nocnpnnnmart xax cnmnonnuecxoe samemenne ponrentcxo nmnn. uacro raxoe nponcxonr n nepnot,
sa cocrnenno ycranocrn nnn n pesyntrare nnrentntx xon]nnxron c peenxom yrpaunnamr cnxst
nnm, pexo noxastnamr cnom nmont n saory, npexnnxx rontxo rpeonannx n nperensnn.
trt nmnmtm n npnnxrtm, nonyuart nnnmanne n saory.
onecnnxon, xoropte roront omartcx c nnm, rontxo
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5. Hnora ern cnonm rpyntm noneennem, n uacrnocrn noponcrnom, ntramrcx nosecrnonart na cnryannm n
cemte. Hanpnmep, mexy ponrenxmn ecrt onrn rnemmn xon]nnxr. Onn nourn ne omamrcx mexy coo, n ome
nncnr nanpxxenne. Ho nor peenox yxpan n nana c mamo nmecre npnnnmamr mept, ocyxamr cnyunnmeecx, cnona,
xax pantme, uacamn cnxr na xyxne n pasronapnnamr. Peenox onrcx pasnana cemtn ropaso ontme, uem naxasannx, n
moxer raxnmn opasom oennxrt ponrene.

Hmenno +ro enan Hannnx n ncropnn, o xoropo yxe mna peut ntme.

B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa nnsocrt n xonraxr mexy nspocntmn, uyncrno samnmennocrn n npouno
cemte.
6. Peenox moxer trt neynepen, uro npnnxsannocrt ponrenx x nemy naexna, uyncrnyer rpenory n crpax, uro ero
orneprnyr, ocranxr. Hocxontxy +ro xnsnenno naxno nx nero, ern n raxo cnryannn ncera ouent rouno onpeenxmr
camte yxsnnmte mecra nspocntx, n ecnn ercxoe noponcrno ouent uyncrnnrentno nx ponrene, ecnn nmenno +ro
nx rnannt xommap n cnnerentcrno nonnoro ]nacxo xax nocnnrarene, ro cxopee ncero nmenno +ror rnn noneennx
peenox n yer ncnontsonart nx roro, urot saart nonpoc: Fyere nn nt nmnrt menx axe raxnm?
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa trt ynepenntm, uro npnnxsannocrt naexna, ne myunrtcx or rpenorn.
7. Bcrpeuaercx nanxsunnoe noponcrno nenpornuecxoro xapaxrepa, cnxsannoe c nocroxnno ntcoxnm yponnem rpenorn.
3rnm cnnpomom nopo crpaamr ouent cocroxrentnte nmn, onn xpayr xaxym-ro nemnny n marasnne, xorx npn
xenannn mornn t cnm xe mnnyry xynnrt nect +ror marasnn nennxom. Horpenocrt yxpacrt n annom cnyuae cnxsana
c nocroxnntm yponnem rpenorn n neyonnernopennocrn. B momenr xpaxn uenonex ncntrtnaer ocrpte omymennx,
ypm +monn, xoropte sarem cmenxmrcx paccnanennem n +]opne. 3ect mt nmeem eno c ncnxonornuecxo
sanncnmocrtm, noponcrno +roro rnna moxer ncrpeuartcx y ere, nepexnnmnx ncnxonornuecxym rpanmy,
neynepenntx n cnoem ntnemnem nonoxennn, ncntrtnammnx crpax nepe yymnm, nmemmnx nnsxym camoonenxy n
ne nonyuammnx ocrarouno +monnonantno noepxxn.
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa xorx t na npemx nsannrtcx or rnoxyme rpenorn, nonyunrt nepetmxy n
nne paccnanennx n +]opnn.
8. Peenox moxer noponart or esntxonocrn: ecnn y nero ntmoramr entrn nyrem yrpos nnn on crpaaer
napxosanncnmocrtm. Bosmoxno, ero ornomennx c ponrenxmn cnnmxom orpannent neonepnem n opto, urot on
mor oparnrtcx sa nomomtm x nspocntm, a ne cxptnan or nnx rxxecrt cnoero nonoxennx.
B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa trt n esonacnocrn, samnrnrt cex or yrpos n crpaann.
9. Haxonen, tnaer, uro ercxoe noponcrno ntsnano ouent ocrptm xenannem onaannx, xoropoe oxnartnaer
peenxa nopo ns-sa nycrxxa n noromy nenonxrno nspocntm. Taxoe xenanne moxer noorpenartcx pexnamo
(mapxernnrontmn axnnxmn no nosynrom Coepn nx nce). 3ro ouent naxnt xnsnennt ontr. Kora peenox
xpaer, ycrynnn conasny, on xouer ysnart rpannnt osnonennoro, nonyunrt nont ontr, ysnart, xaxono +ro, xora rt
cenan ro, uro nentsx. Fes raxoro ontra nenosmoxno ]opmnponanne conecrn, net conecrt ne nocnymanne nnemnnm
npannnam, a nnyrpennn cropox, xoropt ne nosnonxer nocrynart nenpannntno, noromy uro rt snaemt, xax norom
yer nnoxo na yme.

Kora onapyxnnoct, uro enxrnnernn Tnma cramnn y mamt ns xapmana entrn, urot xynnrt ouepenoro
axyrana, ncx cemtx tna n moxe. eymxa xpnuan, uro ne norepnnr xptcxrnnuecrna n ome, aymxa nnna
cepeunte xannn, nana cxasan, uro sa raxoe cneonano t ntnoport xopomentxo, mama cnena c raxnm ntpaxennem
nnna, uro Tnma sannaxan n yexan n cnom xomnary.
uepes xaxoe-ro npemx mama npnmna x nemy, nerna pxom, nsxna sa pyxy. H rnxo cxasana, uro nourn xaxt peenox
xort pas n cnoe xnsnn npoyer uro-ro yxpacrt. Ho +ro eme ne enaer ero nopom. On npocro npoyer, ysnaer, xaxono
+ro, n norom pemaer: yer on npoonxart nnn c nero xnarnr. Tee pemart, cxasana mama, xax rt pemnmt, xaxo
nyrt nx cex ntepemt, rax n yer. Honenonana ctna n ymna ns xomnart, urot on mor notrt onn n noymart.

B +rom cnyuae norpenocrt peenxa nonyunrt ontr conasna, npocrynxa, crta, pacxaxnnx n cenart cnon ntnot
ns +roro ontra.
Kax mt nnnm, nce nasnannte cnryannn, xpome nocnene, ne nmemr nnxaxoro ornomennx x noponcrny n
cocrnennom cmtcne +roro cnona. Hn n ono ns nnx peenox ne xouer cosnarentno npncnonrt uyxoe (nmenno
raxono cnonapnoe onpeenenne nonxrnx noponcrno). Ero nenn concem nnte: nmont, noxo, esonacnocrt,
ycnemnocrt n r. . Moxno naexrtcx, uro, noxasan emy, xax moxno onrtcx roro xe camoro, ne npnerax x
yracxnnannm uyxnx neme n ener, mt nomoxem peenxy nsannrtcx or +roro xpane nenpnxrnoro nna rpynoro
noneennx.
Hpnmepno raxnm opasom moxno paccyxart o nmom nne rpynoro noneennx, ntnnrax rnnorest o ero
nnxyme cnne, or npocroro x cnoxnomy. Otuno onontno tcrpo ponrenm, xoropt nennoxo snaer n uyncrnyer
cnoero peenxa n npenapnrentno xopomo nonanman sa ero noneennem, cranonnrcx xcno, xaxne ns
npenonoxnrentntx npyxnn nmemr mecro n xonxpernom cnyuae, a snaunr, n npnxoxr nen, uro moxno cenart.

Bcnomnnax namnx nce npemx nnauymnx enouex, mt moxem cxasart, uro y Mapycn eno n nospacre: ona ocnannaer
nx cex raxne naxnte nonxrnx, xax nentsx n nao, yunrcx xon]nnxronart, nacrannart n ycrynart. A snaunr,
ponrenxm nao nacrponrtcx na ro, uro +ro npemenno, n nocrapartcx coxpanxrt camoonaanne n uyncrno mmopa,
anax peenxy nosmoxnocrt ntrn ns cnoero +monnonantnoro xnnnua es norept.
V Annnt xnno sanpeentnt nx nee crpecc mxontno aanrannn, cnntnax sannxnennocrt na ycnemnocrn n
oopennn, nosmoxno, ona ne ynepena, uro ponrenn cmoryr npnnxrt ee mxontnte neyaun n ne pasouaponartcx n ne.
Ee norpenocrt nonyunrt noepxxy cemtn, yenrtcx, uro ornomennx c ponrenxmn npount n nm nnuro ne
yrpoxaer, axe ecnn yunrentnnna yer neonontna. Bosmoxno, cronr no rem nnn nntm npenorom sapart na npemx
peenxa ns mxont, art npnrn n cex, cnoconax enouxa norom tcrpo naronnr xnacc. A moxer trt, nmeer cmtcn
n noymart o cmene yunrenx.
nx Hacrn uyncrnnrentnocrt ocoennocrt ee nepnno cncremt, ona yer raxo ncera. Ee norpenocrt crart
onee ynepenno n cee n nayunrtcx opamartcx co cnoe uyncrnnrentnocrtm, npnymart, xax cnnmart nenonxocrt,
ecnn uyncrnyemt, uro xpacneemt n ceuac sannauemt.

Xopomo, a uro enart, ecnn ner ynepennocrn, uro npyxnna onpeenena npannntno? Tora nyxna ononnnrentnax
nn]opmannx.
Hanpnmep, ouent uacro moxno nonxrt, uro nnxer peenxom, anannsnpyx cocrnennte uyncrna. Omaxct, mt ncera
uyncrnyem cocroxnne pyroro uenonexa nnn ncntrtnaem nno cxonte, nno ononnnrentnte uyncrna. To ecrt ecnn
uenonex onrcx, mt roxe moxem nouyncrnonart crpax, ecnn snnrcx mt roxe snnmcx, ecnn on namepen ntxcnnrt, xro
sect rnannt, mt ncntraem npnnnn arpeccnn n monnnsyemcx nx ornopa, ecnn on xouer or nac ro, uero mt art ne
n cocroxnnn (nanpnmep, espasentnoro n esrpannunoro nnnmannx), mt uyncrnyem paspaxenne.
3ro ocroxrentcrno nnepnte tno nomeueno n onncano amepnxancxnm nearorom Pyont]om pexycom. Hpana,
on ntenxn ncero uertpe npyxnnt n noneennn ere: norpenocrt npnnneut x cee nnnmanne, xenanne nsexart
neyaun, ntxcnenne xro sect rnannt n mecrt. Hpn +rom nspocnt uyncrnyer coornercrnenno: paspaxenne,
eccnnne, snocrt n ony. Honanmare sa coo, n nt yenrect, uro rax n ecrt. Xorx npx nn nx ncero uertpe,
npocro pexyc paoran co mxontnnxamn n npyxnnt, cnxsannte, nanpnmep, c naexnocrtm npnnxsannocrn, n ero
none spennx ne nonaann.
Cocrnenno, o npyxnne moxno ne raart, a cnpocnrt y camoro peenxa. H nexoropte ern, axe onontno
manentxne, cnocont nnonne nnxrno ornernrt na nonpoc: 3auem rt +ro enaemt? Oparnre nnnmanne: ne Houemy?
(ne ypan, nsxn uyxoe, cnoman, saxarnn cxanan), +ro xax pas nronxer peenxa n crynop orxya on snaer nouemy, a
nmenno: 3auem? 3ro moxer trt axe onontno crpanno snyuamn nonpoc, nanpnmep: 3auem y rex no yrpam
nepe mxono xnnor onnr? Tontxo saanart ero nao ne c ntsonom n ronoce, ne rora, xora nt yxe pasosnnnnct, a
cnoxono, sannrepeconanno.
Moxno npenoxnrt peenxy napnanrt orneron: Tt snaemt, nnora ern npyr, urot o nnx ne ymann nnoxo. C
roo rax tnaer? nnn Hnora mt na camom ene xornm noxanonartcx, urot nac noxanenn, no crecnxemcx n
nmecro +roro naunnaem npnnpartcx n nennxrtcx x cnonam. A y rex ne rax?

axe ecnn nt ne cmornn cpasy nepno onpeennrt npyxnny, nnuero crpamnoro. B nmom cnyuae nosmoxntx
npyxnn xoneunoe xonnuecrno, n co nropo nnn rperte nontrxn nt oxsarentno nonaere.

mar ue1nep1mn. Osncnneu, u1o ne 1ax
Kax rt cex neemt?! 3ro yxac npocro! ronopnm mt n cepnax peenxy. anare na mnnyrxy ocranonnmcx n
oranm cee oruer x xaxomy pesyntrary npnneer nama rnennax rnpaa? Homoxer nn ona peenxy nayunrtcx cex
necrn nyume? Btsoner nn y nero xenanne nsmennrtcx? Vnyumnr namn ornomennx c nnm? Cnnsnr ero rpenory? Moxer
trt, xorx t nomoxer nam n yymem nyume c nnm cnpannxrtcx? K coxanennm, na nce +rn nonpoct npnxonrcx
orneuart: ner, ner n ner. Enncrnennt comnnrentnt pesyntrar, xoropt sect moxno ycmorpert, nspocnt
cpocnn nap, paspxnncx. a n ro ne ncera, net cnnomt n pxom noonte ]past ronopxrcx axe es ocooro
uyncrna, no nnepnnn, noromy uro rax nonoxeno, +ro nam ponrentcxn onr uro-ro n +rom poe nponsnocnrt.
Enncrnennax nn]opmannx, xoropym nsnnexaer peenox ns noontx ntcxastnann: Mno neonontnt, x
nnoxo. Hnn roro xyxe: ne nmem snauennx, mama nnn nana xorxr ntrnxert xopomnmn sa mo cuer. Btme mt
yxe ronopnnn o rom, x uemy +ro npnnonr. Kax rontxo mt ronopnm: Tt nenpan nnn roro xyxe Tt nnoxo,
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peenox n orner naunnaer samnmartcx n cnopnrt.
Iopaso nyume paoramr -ntcxastnannx, ro ecrt ntcxastnannx o cee, o cnonx uyncrnax, nponemax n
norpenocrxx. Hyume ncero pasnnna mexy -ntcxastnannxmn n npnntuntmn cnocoamn ntpaxart neonontcrno
moxno ynnert n cpannennn.


ecrnennocrt -ntcxastnann saxnmuaercx n rom, uro nx nenosmoxno ocnopnrt. Ecnn uenonex ronopnr:
nonnymct, mne onno, mne nenpnxrno, x xouy, mne nyxno, c +rnm nenosmoxno cnopnrt. Emy nnnee! A xora on
ronopnr: Tt rpynmt, rt ne nomoraemt, y rex ner conecrn, cpasy
ntcxastnannx, mt emoncrpnpyem coecennxy, uro ne namepent sanesart na ero reppnropnm, yunrt ero xnrt. Mt
npocro ronopnm o cnonx uyncrnax, norpenocrxx, rpynocrxx n nepnm, uro emy +ro ne nce panno, uro on nocrapaercx
nnnxnyrt n uem-ro nomout. Mt aem peenxy nonxrt, uro nama c nnm cnxst n esonacnocrn, axe ecnn ero noneenne
nam ne npannrcx.
Onaxo -ntcxastnannx ne onxnt nepexonrt n manrax. Kora nspocnt ronopnr: rex raxoro ne nmnm!
nnn Hs-sa rex x saonem, +ro ne cnona o cnonx nonnnntx uyncrnax n nponemax, a nmenno manrax, cnexynxnnx na
nmnn peenxa, ero sanncnmocrn n nexpnrnunocrn ero mtmnennx. To xe ornocnrcx x sanyrnnannm rnna npner
mnnnnnonep n saeper, nonaemt n ontnnny, n yyr enart y
Peenox ne n cocroxnnn onennrt, re npana n re noxt, y nero ner noxa nyxnoro xnsnennoro ontra. 3noynorpenxrt
ero onepnem nexpacnno.
Oxcnxx peenxy, nouemy ro, uro on enaer, nac ne ycrpannaer, naxno
nacroxmnm. Hx ne nnrepecymr nponemt anexoro yymero, no xpane mepe ner o 15
nxrnxnaccnnxy, uro ecnn on yer nnoxo yunrtcx, ro craner nnmt nopnnxom, onontno eccmtcnenno. nx nero +ro
yer snyuart onno, rontxo n ncero. Iopaso nyume oparnrt ero nnnmanne, uro nt paccrpannaerect ns
nnoxnx onenox, uro cam on nenaxno cex uyncrnyer n ponn noeunnxa, uro oxrtcx ntsona x ocxe ropaso
nenpnxrnee, uem cenart omamnee saanne. upast rnna uro ns
xennrcx? rontxo noprxr ornomennx c peenxom n nnuero ne amr nx ncnpannennx noneennx.

ntcxastnannx, ro ecrt ntcxastnannx o cee, o cnonx uyncrnax, nponemax n
ntcxastnannxmn n npnntuntmn cnocoamn ntpaxart neonontcrno
tcxastnann saxnmuaercx n rom, uro nx nenosmoxno ocnopnrt. Ecnn uenonex ronopnr:
nonnymct, mne onno, mne nenpnxrno, x xouy, mne nyxno, c +rnm nenosmoxno cnopnrt. Emy nnnee! A xora on
ronopnr: Tt rpynmt, rt ne nomoraemt, y rex ner conecrn, cpasy xe nosnnxaer nporecr. Vnorpenxx -
ntcxastnannx, mt emoncrpnpyem coecennxy, uro ne namepent sanesart na ero reppnropnm, yunrt ero xnrt. Mt
npocro ronopnm o cnonx uyncrnax, norpenocrxx, rpynocrxx n nepnm, uro emy +ro ne nce panno, uro on nocrapaercx
ro nomout. Mt aem peenxy nonxrt, uro nama c nnm cnxst n esonacnocrn, axe ecnn ero noneenne
ntcxastnannx ne onxnt nepexonrt n manrax. Kora nspocnt ronopnr: rex raxoro ne nmnm!
onem, +ro ne cnona o cnonx nonnnntx uyncrnax n nponemax, a nmenno manrax, cnexynxnnx na
nmnn peenxa, ero sanncnmocrn n nexpnrnunocrn ero mtmnennx. To xe ornocnrcx x sanyrnnannm rnna npner
mnnnnnonep n saeper, nonaemt n ontnnny, n yyr enart yxont, ceuac yy or rex n ontme ne npny.
Peenox ne n cocroxnnn onennrt, re npana n re noxt, y nero ner noxa nyxnoro xnsnennoro ontra. 3noynorpenxrt
Oxcnxx peenxy, nouemy ro, uro on enaer, nac ne ycrpannaer, naxno nmert n nny eme nor uro: ern xnnyr
nacroxmnm. Hx ne nnrepecymr nponemt anexoro yymero, no xpane mepe ner o 1516. Ionopnrt
nxrnxnaccnnxy, uro ecnn on yer nnoxo yunrtcx, ro craner nnmt nopnnxom, onontno eccmtcnenno. nx nero +ro
onno, rontxo n ncero. Iopaso nyume oparnrt ero nnnmanne, uro nt paccrpannaerect ns-sa ero
nnoxnx onenox, uro cam on nenaxno cex uyncrnyer n ponn noeunnxa, uro oxrtcx ntsona x ocxe ropaso
nenpnxrnee, uem cenart omamnee saanne. upast rnna uro ns rex ntpacrer? nnn Kro na ree, raxo nepxxe,
xennrcx? rontxo noprxr ornomennx c peenxom n nnuero ne amr nx ncnpannennx noneennx.
Hocraparect npn oxcnennn art peenxy nonxrt, uro nt snaere n pasenxere ry norpenocrt, xoropax cronr sa
rpyntm noneennem. Moxno cxasart: snam, rt ouent xouemt nopyxnrtcx c pexramn n no+romy pemnn nsxrt
entrn n xynnrt cnaocrn nnn nonnmam, rt paccrpoen, uro x ne mory ocrartcx c roo oma, a, n mxony nrn
nnora yxacno ne xouercx, rax n rxner nporynxrt, Hnora xaxercx, uro conpart npome ncero, uro ne pyrann. 3rnm
nt noxastnaere, uro nt ne no ry cropony appnxat, a sect, pxom c peenxom. uro nt nocxraere ne na
norpenocrt xax raxonym, a nnmt na nnoxym rexnonornm ee ocrnxennx. A snaunr, pe
paccunrtnart na namy saory n samnry.
Oxcnxx peenxy mnnyct rpynoro noneennx, ronopnre xonxperno n oxounno. Hserare omnx cnon, ne
ynorpenxre acrpaxrnte nonxrnx rpex, mopant n r. n. Vunrtnare nospacr peenxa n ypon
H nomnnre ro, o uem mt ronopnnn n nepno uacrn ecnonesno uro
cropaer or crta. Bce yer n necox. Homornre emy ycnoxonrtcx, are nonxrt, uro c npnnxsannocrtm nce n nopxxe,
ecnn nao cnauana ycnoxorect camn. H rontxo norom oxcnxre.

mar nn1mn. aeu nac1ynn1t nocnec1nnnu
Mt ronopnnn n nepno uacrn xnnrn o rom, uro naxasanne
uame paoraer saxon nacrynnennx nocnecrnn. Ho+romy ne orect nx
ontr. Horepxn, cnoman oporym nemt snaunr, ontme nery, noxynart nonym nnxro ne noexnr. Vxpan n norparnn
uyxne entrn npnercx orpaorart nnn orxasartcx or noxynxn, noesxn, urot c+xonomnr
napnconart pncynox, ncnomnnn n nocnenn momenr
ncrepnxy na ynnne nporynxa npexpamena, nem omo, xaxoe yx renept rynxnne.
Kasanoct t, nce npocro, no nouemy-ro ponrenn nou

Mama xanyercx, uro y ouxn-nopocrxa cramnnn yxe uerneprt monntnt rene]on. enouxa cyer ero n sann
xapman xnncon n rax eer n merpo. Ionopnnn, oxcnxnn, naxastnann axe. A ona ronopnr, uro satna n onxrt
sacynyna. Ftnaer, xoneuno. 3aam mame onn npocro nonpoc: Cxontxo cronr ror rene]on, uro y Cnert ceuac?
ecxrt rtcxu, orneuaer mama, ne neenn nasa xynnnn. He nepm cnonm ymam: Kax, ona norepxna yxe uertpe n
nt onxrt noxynaere e raxo oporo rene]on? Hy, a xax xe, net e nyxno, urot tnn n ]oroannapar, n mystxa,

Hocraparect npn oxcnennn art peenxy nonxrt, uro nt snaere n pasenxere ry norpenocrt, xoropax cronr sa
ntm noneennem. Moxno cxasart: snam, rt ouent xouemt nopyxnrtcx c pexramn n no+romy pemnn nsxrt
entrn n xynnrt cnaocrn nnn nonnmam, rt paccrpoen, uro x ne mory ocrartcx c roo oma, a, n mxony nrn
ynxrt, Hnora xaxercx, uro conpart npome ncero, uro ne pyrann. 3rnm
nt noxastnaere, uro nt ne no ry cropony appnxat, a sect, pxom c peenxom. uro nt nocxraere ne na
norpenocrt xax raxonym, a nnmt na nnoxym rexnonornm ee ocrnxennx. A snaunr, peenox no-npexnemy moxer
Oxcnxx peenxy mnnyct rpynoro noneennx, ronopnre xonxperno n oxounno. Hserare omnx cnon, ne
ynorpenxre acrpaxrnte nonxrnx rpex, mopant n r. n. Vunrtnare nospacr peenxa n yponent ero pasnnrnx.
ecnonesno uro-ro oxcnxrt, xora peenox paccrpoen, ncnyran,
cropaer or crta. Bce yer n necox. Homornre emy ycnoxonrtcx, are nonxrt, uro c npnnxsannocrtm nce n nopxxe,
cnauana ycnoxorect camn. H rontxo norom oxcnxre.
Mt ronopnnn n nepno uacrn xnnrn o rom, uro naxasanne onontno ncxyccrnennax xoncrpyxnnx, n xnsnn ropaso
+romy ne orect nx nycrt nacrynamr, peenxy neoxonm +ror
snaunr, ontme nery, noxynart nonym nnxro ne noexnr. Vxpan n norparnn
npnercx orpaorart nnn orxasartcx or noxynxn, noesxn, urot c+xonomnrt. 3atn, uro saann
npnercx pnconart nmecro myntrnxa nepe cnom. Vcrponn
nporynxa npexpamena, nem omo, xaxoe yx renept rynxnne.
ro ponrenn nourn nnxora ne ncnontsymr +ror mexannsm.
nopocrxa cramnnn yxe uerneprt monntnt rene]on. enouxa cyer ero n sann
xapman xnncon n rax eer n merpo. Ionopnnn, oxcnxnn, naxastnann axe. A ona ronopnr, uro satna n onxrt
sacynyna. Ftnaer, xoneuno. 3aam mame onn npocro nonpoc: Cxontxo cronr ror rene]on, uro y Cnert ceuac?
ne neenn nasa xynnnn. He nepm cnonm ymam: Kax, ona norepxna yxe uertpe n
rene]on? Hy, a xax xe, net e nyxno, urot tnn n ]oroannapar, n mystxa,
ro oxcnxrt, xora peenox paccrpoen, ncnyran,
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n conpemennt uro. Tontxo, omct, onxrt norepxer. Kro comnenancx!
Cnery pyramr xaxt pas sa nepexnocrt, onnnxmr n nenaroapnocrn n +ronsme, no nont oporo monntnnx
ncnpanno noxynamr. Ecnn t ponrenn orxasannct noxynart nont rene]on nnn xynnnn camt ement, a eme
nyume noepxannt, n oronopnnn cpox, n reuenne xoroporo on onxen ynenert, urot moxno tno noome
sanonrt peut o nonom, ro Cnera yx xax-nnyt nayunnact t ne satnart. Ho +ro xasanoct nm nenosmoxntm
net enouxe nyxno trt ne xyxe pyrnx! H onn npenounrann paccrpannartcx, ccopnrtcx, coxpymartcx, no ne
anann ouxe nnxaxoro manca nsmennrt noneenne.

Baxno, urot ponrenn npn nacrynnennn nocnecrnn ne snopacrnonann, a couyncrnonann n npoonxann
noepxnnart peenxa. To ecrt ocranannct nmecre c nnm, no ony cropony appnxat n nmecre pemann nosnnxmym
nponemy.

3naxomax cemtx npocnena ncem cocranom neenm na maxaponax n xapromxe oranann entrn, xoropte tnn
yrament peenxom n rocrxx. Hpnuem cnom nery cemecrno conmano ne co crpaantuecxnmn ]nsnonomnxmn, a
noapnnax pyr pyra, neceno, npeoonenax omym ey. H xax nce paonannct, xora n xonne neenn nyxnax cymma
tna copana n orana c nsnnnennxmn, n axe ocranoct eme ener na apys!

Hy, n nocnecrnnx onxnt trt ecrnnrentno ecrecrnenntmn, a ne nocrpoenntmn, n ecnn nponemy nerue
npeynpenrt, uem norom pemart, ne nao ycrpannart rearp onoro axrepa ram, re ymecrnee npocrax saora. Ecnn
peenox satn oma cmenxy n nt +ro samernnn, ecrecrnenntm yer nanomnnrt emy o +rom npn ntxoe ns oma, a ne
nocrannxrt no ntronop yunrentnnnt nx nacrynnennx nocnecrnn. Bt t cynpyry-ro nanomnnnn, uro on naxnym
nanxy nnn xnmun or mamnnt satn, ne crann t nocnnrtnart.
Honxrno, uro ecrt cnryannn, xora mt ne moxem nosnonnrt nocnecrnnxm nacrynnrt, nanpnmep, nentsx art
peenxy ntnannrtcx ns oxna n nocmorpert, uro yer. Ho cornacnrect, raxnx cnyuaen xnnoe mentmnncrno.

mar mec1on. Houoraeu onna1tcn cnoero no-pyrouy
Mt nomnnm, uro rpynoe noneenne +ro npexe ncero npnmnrnnnte rexnonornn ocrnxennx xenaemoro. Ho +ro
mt snaem, uro onn npnmnrnnnte n uro tnamr cnocot n nonyume. Peenxy +ro noxa nensnecrno. On ne cmoxer
orxasartcx or nnoxnx rexnonorn, noxa ne nonyunr nsamen pyrnx, xopomnx. Henosmoxno rpeonart or peenxa,
urot on npexparnn nemenenno, ro ecrt orxasancx or nnoxnx rexnonorn, n npn +rom ne npenarart emy nsamen
pyrnx, onee +]]exrnnntx.
Hanepnoe, camax pacnpocrpanennax omnxa nspocntx: ronopnrt peenxy, uro on enaer uro-ro ne rax, npn +rom
satnax cxasart nnn noxasart, a xax nao-ro?

Bcnomnnam cnryannm, n xoropo oxasanact cama: x nonena ouxy n ee nopyxxy n xnno. Kora mt nepexonnn
opory, mox cmnpno mna sa pyxy, a pyrax enouxa anonanact, saerana nnepe nptrana nepe namn, uro-ro paocrno
xpnua n ne anax cocpeorounrtcx, a ynnna-ro tna onontno onacnax, mnpoxax, c cnntntm nnxennem. Hpexparn
nemenenno, mt xe na opore! rnenno nosmyrnnact x n ynnena aconmrnoe neoymenne n rnasax peenxa. Tontxo
nepex ynnny n ortmanmnct, x nonnmam: enouxa +ra xnner c ponrenxmn sa ropoom, n cnoem ome. Ee nosxr na
mamnne n mxony, ns mxont n noome nese. Ona nepexonr ynnny noramn ne rax uacro, n noneenne na opore y
peenxa ne c]opmnponano na yponne anromarnsma, xax y moe ouepn. enouxa nonce ne*censored*ranxa n nnuero
nnoxoro ne xorena. Hpocro mox nosmymennax ]pasa ne ana peenxy nnxaxo nonesno nn]opmannn. uro c roro, uro
mt na opore? uem x neonontna? uro cneyer npexparnrt n uro enart nmecro +roro? Ona ne snana. Vnepena, ecnn t
x cxasana uro-ro npoe a mne pyxy n nn pxom, ona t nocnymanact.

Venrect, uro nt xcno noxasann peenxy, xaxoro pyroro noneennx nt or nero xere nsamen rpynoro. uacro
tnaer nyume nmenno noxasart, a ne oxcnxrt, ocoenno ecnn peenox man. Hpocro nostmnre ero sa pyxy n ornenre
n nannym uncrnrt syt. Hoonre n nonpantre xapanam n ero pyxe, ecnn on epxnr ero nenpannntno. Onnmnre n
xpenxo npnxmnre, xora ero pasnocnr n ncrepnxe, nosmoxno, n cneymmn pas on cam npner x nam na pyxn, nmecro
roro urot emoncrparnnno nnaxart. Vepxnre pyxy, ecnn on samaxnnaercx, n nomornre peenxy c]opmynnponart
cno rnen n cnonax. Hoxaxnre, xax npannntno part na pyxn n rnanrt xomxy, urot ona ne napananact n ne yerana.
3oponarect n xenare cnoxono noun nepntmn. Kora peenox ronopnr na nontmenntx ronax, camn naunnre
cnnxart ronoc. Cnpamnnare paspemennx, urot nsxrt ero nemn. Cryunrect, npexe uem norn n xomnary. Honpocnre
npomennx y aymxn nmecre, onnmax ero sa nneun n nocxastnax cnona.
ern mtcnxr ecrnnxmn n renom. Oxcnennx moryr conponoxart noxas, no rnannoe uro nt enaere, a ne uro
ronopnre. Ecnn nt, ne ncranax c xpecna, xpnunre manentxomy peenxy uepes ncm xomnary: He rpora +ro!, on ne
npnmer no nnnmanne namn cnona. Bcrantre, noonre n ocranonnre ero pyxamn. Ecnn nt rpeyere or peenxa
nnnmarentno nac cnymart, npn +rom npoonxax sannmartcx cnonmn enamn, nnuero ne nter. Hpncxtre, pasnepnnre
ero x cee, nanre ero nsrnx n rora ronopnre.
Hcnontsyre nrpy n nrpymxn. Hanpnmep, peenox xanpnsnnuaer, xora noxnrcx cnart. Honrpare n ouxn-marepn
naoopor. Hycrt on yer ponrenem, a nt peenxom. Kanpnsnnuare noncm. Fptxarect, npocnre nonnrt n n
ryaner, ncxaxnnare n cmerect. Vrpnpyre otunoe noneenne peenxa. Hycrt on npoyer n rax n rax, yronapnnaer,
npnnonr onot. Hocrenenno ncnpantrect, noxaxnre, uro moxno nonyunrt yonontcrnne or yxnatnannx cnart,
ocoenno ecnn ree rax nacxono nomr necenxy. Horom nomenxrect ponxmn, urot nce crano xax nonaraercx, n
nonropnre npnxrnt pnryan.
Ecnn peenox onrcx nrn n nonnxnnnnxy canart anannst, nonrpare sapanee n noxo x oxropy c mnmxo.
Hycrt mnmxa (n namem ncnonnennn) onrcx n nnauer, a peenox ero yronapnnaer, yremaer, oxcnxer, nouemy canart
anannst nyxno. Haxonen mnmxa cornacnncx, n nen cex ouent xpapo, n nonyunn or nant noneny n nnennanont
noxo na xapycenn.
Fytre nsoperarentnt, nomorare peenxy naxonrt nce nonte cnocot pemennx nponem.

Maxcnm nenannnr enart omamnne saannx. Bect ent o npnxoa ponrene omo on maercx, canrcx,
ornnexaercx, rxner npemx, pocaer. B pesyntrare x cemn neuepa npaxrnuecxn nnuero ne cenano. Mama nnn nana
caxrcx c nnm sa ypoxn. Hcnpannxmr, oxcnxmr, nomoramr. H rax o nosnero neuepa. H rax xaxt ent. Bce
ntmorant, paspaxent, xnnyr nopmantno rontxo n xannxynt.
B noontx cnyuaxx onacnax nonymxa, n xoropym nonaaer cemtx, ntrartcx cenart nce n xopomo. Maxcnmy ne
ouent nerxo aercx yuea, y nero ecrt nponemt c namxrtm n nnnmannem, xorx n nenom coopaxaer xopomo. Ponrenn
ouent oxrcx, uro on esnaexno orcraner, cxarnrcx. B pesyntrare ncx xnsnt cemtn nonnocrtm nounnena ypoxam,
noannxmmym uacrt npemenn Maxcnm sanxr nenanncrntm emy enom, neynnnrentno, uro caornpyer, oruannaercx,
nnora nnauer. Ponrenn oxrcx, uro nacrynnr ent n on npocro nomner nce x uepry, n ontme onn ne moryr sacrannrt
ero sannmartcx.
Hepnoe, o uem mt oronopnnnct c ponrenxmn, urot onn nepecrann snnrtcx na uyncrna, xoropte ncntrtnaer
peenox. a, on nenannnr enart ypoxn. V nero ecrt nx +roro ocnonannx. Hao npnnxrt +ro xax annocrt, xax
ycnonne saaun, xoropym nyxno pemnrt. A pemnrt ee conepmenno neoxonmo, nnaue +rn uepront ypoxn nonnocrtm
coxpyr nx ornomennx, yxe ecrt npnsnaxn.
Kaxona norpenocrt Maxcnma, cxptnammaxcx sa ero caoraxem? He enart nenpnxrnoe n rxxenoe eno. Kax on
+roro onnaercx? Topmosnr, rxner npemx, ynnpaercx. H n pesyntrare nonyuaer npns: nenmnmoe eno xaxt ent
no mnory uacon. 3ro mt ocynnn yxe c camnm Maxcnmom. Horonopnnn n o rom, uro on cran t enart, ecnn npyr
omamnne saannx sannmann mentme npemenn. Oxastnaercx, on anno meuran xonrt na ]yron, n cexnnx pxom c
omom ecrt, no ceuac ne ycnenaer ypoxn.
Kax xe trt? Ecrt y amepnxannen raxoe ntpaxenne cecrt nxrymxy. 3ro osnauaer: cenart nenpnxrnoe eno xax
moxno tcrpee n ornxsartcx. Bor rexnonornn ceannx nxrymxn Maxcnmy n npecroxno nayunrtcx. Kcrarn, ouent
nonesnt nantx n xnsnn xaxoro uenonexa. nx nauana mt oronopnnnct o rom, uro ypoxam nyxno ornecrn
onpeenennoe npemx. Ocynnn, cxontxo tno t npnemnemo, nonyunnoct 2 uaca. H ne ontme. Henpnxrnoe sanxrne
ncera ouent naxno nornart n xecrxne rpannnt n ne nosnonxrt ns nnx ntxonrt. Ho 2 uaca sanxrn nopx +ro
nenpannntno. oronopnnnct rax: mantunx sanonr ramep na 20 mnnyr n +ro npemx uecrno, c oraue, xax moxer,
sannmaercx. 20 mnnyr ne cmeprentnt cpox, moxno axe ouent nenpnxrnoe sanxrne n reuenne 20 mnnyr enart n ne
ymepert n crpamntx myxax.
3nonox ramepa nce, cron. Cxontxo ycnen, crontxo ycnen. Hepeptn. Honptrart, nocmorpert n oxno, cecrt
xon]erxy. Horom cnona 20 mnn. H eme pas. B xonne nepnoro uaca nosnonnn ponrenxm, onoxnncx o ycnexax, onn
noxnannnn, noepxann, uro-nnyt xopomee cxasann. Hepeptn noontme roxe no ramepy, mnnyr 2030. Moxno
uam nonnrt, na cnoprxomnnexce nonncert. H cnona rpn pasa no 20 mnn. Hocne +roro nn mnnyro ontme. axe ecnn
ne ycnen. axe ecnn ne nonyunnoct. Bce, ypoxn oxonuent na ceronx. Ecnn ouent xouercx oenart nnn pasopartcx,
moxno neuepom nonpocnrt nomout ponrene. Ho ne rparnrt na +ro ontme nonyuaca! uro ycnenn oxcnnrt, ro n
nano. B ocnoonnmeecx npemx: ]yron, rynxrt, xnno, xoncrpyxrop, nce, uro yma noxenaer.
Baxnemne ycnonnx: camn ponrenn nnuero ne nponepxmr, ecnn rontxo no npocte Maxcnma. Ecnn on snonnr n
orunrtnaercx, uro nosannmancx, xnanxr. He snonnr camn ne nanomnnamr. H sa onenxn n nnxamne napy mecxnen
ne pyramr nyxno npemx, urot npnntxnyrt x nono cncreme. Vunrentnnny xenarentno npeynpenrt, xoneuno,
urot ne cunrana pomennoe na nononnne saanne neynaxennem x cee. Ho onenxn nycrt crannr, xax cunraer
nyxntm, cxnox ne nao.
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Koneuno, nonauany ponrenn tnn n moxe. Kax +ro ne oenan n pocnrt? 3ro uro xe sa npnntuxa
ntpaartnaercx? H xax rora nanepcrtnart npoent? Ho yanoct yenrt nx nonpoonart, net xyxe, uem ecrt, ne
yer. Ecnn Maxcnm yer ecrnnrentno na uaca n ent sannmartcx, a ne conpornnnxrtcx, ronxy yer ontme, uem
or mnorouacontx crpaann. Hyume enart ne nce neantno, no xaxt ent nonemnory, +]]exr oxsarentno yer.
Pemnnn nonpoonart. Cam Maxcnm orneccx x nonmecrnam co cmectm cxencnca n +nrysnasma. C ono cropont,
ouent xorenoct na ]yron. C pyro ne nepnn, uro cmoxer cam sannmartcx. Hao cxasart, uro nce cpasy n rnaxo
ecrnnrentno ne nonyuanoct. Cnauana on nnaan n nannxy, uro nnuero ne ycneer. Ponrenn cptnannct n naunnann no
neuepam nponepxrt, xpnrnxonart, sacrannxrt nepeentnart. Hnn snonnnn c paort, nponepxnn, sannmaercx nn ctn, on
npan n onxrt npncrynan x caoraxy. Onaxo ntnrptm no npemenn tn sameren, a pesyntrart cnntno xyxe ne crann.
Hyume noxa roxe, no noxnnnact nosmoxnocrt sannmartcx uem-ro pyrnm.
Hpomno nourn na mecxna, npexe uem Maxcnm ycnoxonncx n yenncx, uro sa na uaca moxno cenart mnoro uero.
On cran uame npocnrt no neuepam ponrene nomout. Hocrenenno crann noxnnxrtcx uernepxn. Hnora Maxcnm
cptnaercx n noome ne enaer ypoxn, no +ro cnyuaercx neuacro. Iopaso uame cptnamrcx ponrenn, xoroptm rax n
xouercx noaxrnnnee nomout ctny. Kax rontxo onn naunnamr annrt n xonrponnponart, on nnont ncnomnnaer cno
caorax. Bo ncxxom cnyuae, crano repnnmo n uepront ypoxn ontme ne nomnnamr no cex ncm xnsnt cemtn.

Taxnm opasom, cyrt +roro cneymmero mara n rom, urot noxasart nnn nocxasart peenxy pyrne, xopomne
cnocot onrtcx roro, uero on xouer. Kax mt yxe ronopnnn, rpynoe noneenne ouent +neprosarparno, n ecnn
neoxonmocrt n nem ornaaer, rax xax croxmax sa nnm norpenocrt yxe yonnernopxercx, ono npoxonr camo no
cee. Ho+romy ecnn peenxy nyxno nnnmanne yennre emy nnnmanne, ne oxnaxct, noxa on nauner ero ntnnart,
ecnn on xauaer npana noxaxnre emy, xro n ome xosxnn, ecnn on ncntrtnaer rpynocrn n omennn co
cnepcrnnxamn nocxaxnre, uro emy enart, n nomornre nopyxnrtcx. Paccxastnare, xax camn cnpannnnct c
noontmn cnoxnocrxmn.

mar cetuon. 3axpennneu oc1naennn
urot npoenart orpomnym paory no samene onnx cnocoon noneennx na pyrne, peenxy nyxno mnoro
ymenntx cnn n nepa n cex. On cmoxer nsmennrtcx x nyumemy rontxo n npn ycnonnn name noepxxn, cnmnarnn,
npnnxrnx, saort. Hmoe neonontcrno, ornepxenne, neynaxenne, xpnrnxa, xonrpont nouepxnnamr neycnemnocrt
peenxa n ycnnnnamr ero rpenory. A uro mt enaem, xora ne ynepent n cee? Ecrecrnenno, nennxemcx sa camte
npnntunte, xopomo ocnoennte nnt noneennx n peaxnn. To ecrt n pesyntrare peenox yer eme xpenue
epxartcx sa re camte nnoxne rexnonornn, or xoroptx mt xornm ero nsannrt.

Bt nnxora ne saymtnannct, nouemy ern n nospacre 68 ner rax oxorno nomoramr ponrenxm no omy, a
nopocrxom ne onpocnmtcx? Oparnre nnnmanne, xax nce +ro nponcxonr. Bor mecrnnerxa ropo moer nocyy emy
paspemnnn! Ecrecrnenno, mama norom pacxnannnaer ero ycnnnx, axe ecnn e npnmnoct nesamerno nepemtrt nce
rapenxn cnona. Bet on raxo manentxn, a yxe nomomnnx! Ho npemx ner, n emy yxe 9. On moer nocyy. Cntmnr nn
on n orner noxnany? Iopaso pexe. Bet on yxe ontmo, +ro ero oxsannocrt. 3a uro xe ryr xnannrt? A uro
nponsoer, ecnn nocya yer nomtra nnoxo? Ero pacxpnrnxymr, npn nem rapenxn emoncrparnnno nepemomr n
nnsneyr ero ycnnnx o nynx. a eme n uro-nnyt onnoe cxaxyr. Bt nce eme cnpamnnaere, xya xe ncnapxercx
rpyono +nrysnasm ere n nepno c 9 o 12? H nouemy nopocrxon ne sacrannmt nnuero enart?

Hmenno no+romy rax naxno noepxnnart onrnmnsm n nepy n ro, uro nce oxsarentno nonyunrcx, sameuart n
noxpennxrt nmo ycnex. Hccneonarenn noneennx xnnorntx n pec
noxpennennx npnmepno n 4 pasa +]]exrnnnee nerarnnntx. To ecrt, rpyo ronopx, urot ronyt nayunncx xpyxnrtcx,
nonopaunnaxct n nyxnym peccnponmnxy cropony, ero npnercx 20 pas rxnyrt nanxo c rnosem, naxastnax sa
nenepnoe nnxenne nnn ocrarouno ncero 5 pas noxpennrt nepnoe nxycntm sepntmxom. C ertmn nce ro xe camoe.
Ho+romy rax naxno xaxomy ponrenm nmert n sanace mnoro xopomnx n pasntx sepntmex
noxpennennx npannntnoro, nonoro noneennx.
Onn ns camtx cnntntx xoneuno, noxnana. Xnannre peenxa xonxperno, no nosmoxnocrn rouno onnctnax, uro
nmenno nam nonpannnoct. Tora on yer rouno snart, uem nopaonart nac n cneymmn pas. Kax ocnonanne nx
noxnant nooer nmax menout, axe ene samernoe nsm
paoraer. Ouent +]]exrnnna xocnennax noxnana, xora nt nsnnnaere cnon nocroprn ne npxmo na peenxa, a npn nem
npnmememy c paort nane nnn aymxe no rene]ony.
pyro pacnpocrpanennt cnoco noxpennennx noapxn n nxycnocrn. Bac cmymaer ananornx c peccnponxo
xnnorntx? A nt camn pasne ne nmnre noanonart cex moxonaxo nnn nnpoxntm nocne rxxeno n ycnemno
ntnonnenno paort? uypmert na npesenrannxx npoexron, xopnoparnnnte neuepnnxn n xonne r
samnrt ncceprannn roro xe nponcxoxennx. Bce mt n xaxom
manentxne nxycnocrn nx noepxannx y peenxa xopomero nacrpoennx n nx cosannx nrponoro nauana.

Innepaxrnnnomy peenxy yer npome cnpannrtcx c omamnnm saannem, ecnn nt npenoxnre raxym nrpy: nocne
xaxoro npnmepa (sanncannoro npenoxennx) on tcrpo exnr na xyxnm n nonyuaer nsmmnnxy nnn ontxy
manapnna.
erxm yer npnxrnee yuacrnonart n renepantno yopxe, ecnn no rpannnn o
nnporom.
Peenxy yer nerue orxasartcx or noxynxn sanpemenntx npauom unncon, ecnn nt c nnm saneere cnennantnt
xomenex n yere xaxt noxo n marasnn orxnatnart rya cymmy, c+xonomnennym na unncax. A n xonne mecxna

Hmenno no+romy rax naxno noepxnnart onrnmnsm n nepy n ro, uro nce oxsarentno nonyunrcx, sameuart n
noxpennxrt nmo ycnex. Hccneonarenn noneennx xnnorntx n peccnponmnxn yrnepxamr, uro nosnrnnnte
noxpennennx npnmepno n 4 pasa +]]exrnnnee nerarnnntx. To ecrt, rpyo ronopx, urot ronyt nayunncx xpyxnrtcx,
nonopaunnaxct n nyxnym peccnponmnxy cropony, ero npnercx 20 pas rxnyrt nanxo c rnosem, naxastnax sa
nnn ocrarouno ncero 5 pas noxpennrt nepnoe nxycntm sepntmxom. C ertmn nce ro xe camoe.
Ho+romy rax naxno xaxomy ponrenm nmert n sanace mnoro xopomnx n pasntx sepntmex cnocoon
xoneuno, noxnana. Xnannre peenxa xonxperno, no nosmoxnocrn rouno onnctnax, uro
nmenno nam nonpannnoct. Tora on yer rouno snart, uem nopaonart nac n cneymmn pas. Kax ocnonanne nx
noxnant nooer nmax menout, axe ene samernoe nsmenenne x nyumemy. Bt ynnnrect, nacxontxo +]]exrnnno +ro
paoraer. Ouent +]]exrnnna xocnennax noxnana, xora nt nsnnnaere cnon nocroprn ne npxmo na peenxa, a npn nem
npnmememy c paort nane nnn aymxe no rene]ony.
noapxn n nxycnocrn. Bac cmymaer ananornx c peccnponxo
xnnorntx? A nt camn pasne ne nmnre noanonart cex moxonaxo nnn nnpoxntm nocne rxxeno n ycnemno
ntnonnenno paort? uypmert na npesenrannxx npoexron, xopnoparnnnte neuepnnxn n xonne roa, anxert nocne
roro xe nponcxoxennx. Bce mt n xaxom-ro cmtcne xnnornte, uro yx ryr Hcnontsyre
manentxne nxycnocrn nx noepxannx y peenxa xopomero nacrpoennx n nx cosannx nrponoro nauana.
e cnpannrtcx c omamnnm saannem, ecnn nt npenoxnre raxym nrpy: nocne
xaxoro npnmepa (sanncannoro npenoxennx) on tcrpo exnr na xyxnm n nonyuaer nsmmnnxy nnn ontxy
erxm yer npnxrnee yuacrnonart n renepantno yopxe, ecnn no rpannnn ona saxanunnaercx uaennrnem c
Peenxy yer nerue orxasartcx or noxynxn sanpemenntx npauom unncon, ecnn nt c nnm saneere cnennantnt
xomenex n yere xaxt noxo n marasnn orxnatnart rya cymmy, c+xonomnennym na unncax. A n xonne mecxna
enenne x nyumemy. Bt ynnnrect, nacxontxo +]]exrnnno +ro
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noxynart na nee noapox n marasnne nrpymex nnn npocro anart peenxy na pacxot.

Koneuno, nesamennmt cnoco noepxxn nacxa, oxrnx, nonenyn. O +rom n ronopnrt onro ne nao, uem
mname peenox, rem naxnee nx nero npnxocnonennx, ]nsnuecxn xonraxr.
Hoepxxo xnnxercx n camo npncyrcrnne ponrenx, ero nnnmanne n npemx. uacro npyxnno rpynoro noneennx,
nanpnmep ncrepnx nnn caoraxa c ypoxamn, c oenannem no yrpam, xnnxercx ntntrannnanne nnnmannx ponrene.
Cenare ns cex narpay: Ecnn rt cmoxemt ceronx cnpannrtcx c ypoxamn cam, ro x ycnem npnroronnrt yxnn, n mt
ntnrpaem nent uac npemenn. c yonontcrnnem nponey ero c roo. uem mt samemcx? Ho rontxo uecrno, ecnn nt
npns, ro es cepnana no renennsopy, xnonor no xosxcrny n pasronopon no rene]ony n +ro npemx. Hpns onxen trt
xauecrnenntm!
Hayunre peenxa nnert n npnsnanart cocrnennte ocrnxennx. 3ro nenpocro, net n name xyntrype xnannrt cex
cunraercx crtntm, nenpannntntm. Tontxo nt moxere nayunrt peenxa paonartcx xaxomy, nycrt neontmomy,
nponnxennm nnepe, cpannnnart cex ne c neocrnxnmtm neanom, a c coo nuepamnnm, ropnrtcx cnonmn
ycnexamn.
Bcera ynepenno n nosnrnnno ronopnre o yymnx nsmenennxx x nyumemy. He npnstnare peenxa nsmennrtcx, ne
rpeyre, ne yronapnnare, ne ntpaxare naexy, a ynepenno yrnepxare: rax yer. Hanpnmep: Tt eme ne
concem moxemt cnpannxrtcx c coo, xora cepnmtcx, no rt eme nemnoro nopacremt n oxsarentno nayunmtcx,
Ceuac rt onmtcx remnort, mnorne ern oxrcx, no norom +ro oxsarentno npoer, V rex mnoro npoenon,
no+romy ceuac yunrtcx rax rpyno, no c xaxtm nem yer nyume. Homnnre: ern nam nepxr. Kax nt cxaxere, rax
n yer.
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B sanepmenne xouercx nor uro cxasart. Bnpouem, nosmoxno, nt yxe n camn oraannct. Aconmrno nce, uro mt
ronopnnn o erxx, cnpanennno n nx nac camnx. Ecnn nam uro-ro ne npannrcx n noneennn camoro cex xax ponrenx,
ne pyrare cex, ne nronxre n crpecc, ne nyrarect, uro rax yer ncera. uro saxornre nsmennrt, ro n nsmennre. 3a
cemt maron, sa rpn nnn sa ecxrt xax saxornre n cmoxere. Onpeenxre nent, nmnre npyxnny, npnymtnaere
pyrne cnocot, npoyre rax n +ax n ne satnare cex noepxnnart.
He rpeyre or cex n or peenxa ncero n cpasy. Xnsnt ne xonuaercx ceronx. Ecnn ceuac peenox ne snaer, ne
xouer, ne moxer, +ro nonce ne osnauaer, uro rax yer ncera. ern pacryr n menxmrcx, nopo o neysnanaemocrn.
Inannoe, urot x romy momenry, xora peenox yer roron nsmennrtcx x nyumemy, ornomennx mexy namn ne tnn
esnaexno ncnopuent. Hnxaxoe opasnonoe noneenne, nnxaxne ornnunte onenxn, nnxaxoe oopenne oxpyxammnx
ne croxr roro, urot pan nnx xeprnonart rnanntm, pan uero nt ncrpernnnct n +rom mnpe, uro ocranercx mexy
namn, xora nce saaun nocnnrannx yyr yxe anexo n npomnom nmontm, saoro, onepnem.
onepxre cee, cnoemy ontry, nnrynnnn, ponrentcxnm uyncrnam. Hnxro ne snaer namero peenxa nyume, uem nt.
Hnxro ne moxer cenart nx nero ontme, uem nt. H axe ecnn n xaxo-ro momenr nam naunnaer xasartcx, uro nt
nnxya ne ronax mart (oren), npocro nocmorpnre n rnasa cnoero peenxa. Tam nt ynnnre cex camoro nmnmoro,
camoro nyxnoro, camoro naxnoro. Camoro Hyumero Ponrenx na cnere. 3ro nt n ecrt.



An1op: Hmmnna Herpanoncxax
Hsa1entc1no: ACT
ISBN: 978-5-17-077879-9
Io: 2013
C1pannn: 144